#changki au

[kanartjii]

Karma • Changki twt au 🍑

Kihyun lost his best friend by an accident. He didn't die, but he has lost his memory, that's why his family moved back to boston. Kihyun blamed himself for what happened.

Someday Kihyun was on twitter and felt in love with an American songwriter.

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hi user checkers-dance. i was thinking about changki and about vampires and about incest so here's a poorly planned out changki vampire AND incest au. changkyun and kihyun are both from a vampire hunter family but then at some point during one of his hunts changkyun gets turned. he's obviously really disturbed by this and he's trying really hard to keep it a secret from his family, but kihyun figures it out at some point. his first instinct is to kill changkyun but he can't bring himself to do it because that's his little brother. so he lets him go and changkyun runs away and doesn't return. years later kihyun is investigating some vampire killings and turns out changkyun is the one behind them. they have this like angsty confrontation but neither wants to kill the other so they go their separate ways again. as time goes on they keep running into each other and the tension between them grows and they're definitely not in good terms with each other but there's still this unspoken agreement that they won't hurt the other and neither of them crosses that line. i like to imagine sometimes they fall back into their old habits and act the way they used to but they never go the full way because their relationship is messy and painful and they just don't really trust each other like they used to anymore. they can't go back. there's a lot of longing for what they used to have, but also a desire for something more that really scares them both so they both bury those feelings down and try not to think of them. if this was a fic it would be like 20 chapters long and it would be a slow burn and very angsty and edgy and it would fuck so hard, it would be awesome, but it is not a fic, its an ask in your inbox and thats ok <3 made this up on the spot when i was abt to have a migraine so i apologize if it doesnt make any sense ok im going through it

Omfg changki vampire AND incest au AND changkyun is the little vampire brother??? Screaming crying and shaking, this was made for me specifically. Kihyun fits his role SO well here, he's the (seemingly) morally righteous older brother who is dedicated to his cause only bc the ppl around him think that's the right thing to do. But when it comes down to it he rlly can't kill changkyun bc he doesn't actually believe in killing vampires deep down, but he can't admit that to himself

Meanwhile changkyun is having his angsty vampire arc. He's all alone and he was never as into the vampire hunting as kihyun was, but being a vampire is not how he expected he'd spend the rest of his life. At some point he considers turning kihyun too, when he gets rlly lonely, but he keeps deciding against it bc he knows kihyun would hate it. Changkyun actually has so much time to think abt all the things he could've done w kihyun if they were either both vampires or both humans, but not when one of them is a vampire and one is a human. Also, changkyun doesn't want to drink human blood so instead he kills vampires and drinks their blood, and kihyun finds out abt this as he's investigating vampire corpses and he feels guilty abt it (kihyun is also maybe investigating this a bit TOO thoroughly bc he would've wanted to be the one changkyun bit)

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#changki#changkyun#kihyun#monsta x#monsta x fanart#im#im fanart#changkyun fanart#kihyun fanart#mx#vampire au#changki au#are you there

[wonheoney]

Now or never

Part 4

[burtonized]

Purple flames

Genre: Fluff and feelings

Words: 1045

Prompt: Changkyun is a halfbreed demon in search of himself and his human heritage when all goes to Hell - figuratively speaking.

Pairing: Yoo Kihyun/Im Changkyun

N/A: This is just a little snippet that might become part of a bigger Changki fic, but for now, this is just some self-indulgence mixed with feelings I wanted to write. As always, a special thanks for @raibebe​, for always encouraging me to write whatever comes to mind and helping me out whenever I’m stuck. I hope you’ll all enjoy this!

The room around him was burning, the purple flames destroying everything they touched. They were out of control, impossible to pull back in, and all Changkyun could do was watch in defeat as his own powers scorched everything he had grown to love. 

He had sunk down to his knees at some point, and he felt tears stream down his face, the liquid almost cold to his burning cheeks. Everything inside of him felt like it was burning, an agonizing feeling that was worse than anything he had ever felt. He had never wanted any of this. All he had wanted was to find himself, to find what it was that had made him feel so incomplete. 

But he should have known he’d end up destroying everything that mattered to him. He had been so busy trying to become human that he had forgotten he was still a demon. His body may have been able to adapt to earth, with all demon traces gone, but his demonic fire never went out. It had always been there, lurking underneath the surface, waiting for a chance to destroy, to kill, to do what it had been taught to do. 

And oh, how he had tried to ignore that part of him, for the sake of everyone around him. But never, not in a million years, had he expected one human to break through his defences in the way Kihyun had. Because Kihyun had broken down all the walls Changkyun had built, carefully revealing the broken and confused heart and soul that Changkyun had wanted to keep hidden. 

And Kihyun had slowly mended Changkyun back together, had taught him it was okay to feel the things he did. Kihyun had showed him so many things, things Changkyun would have never learned nor understood if he would have stayed in Hell. 

“Changkyun?”

His head snapped up immediately. There, in the middle of the raging fires stood Kihyun, looking as beautiful as ever. Changkyun had thought it before, but he couldn’t help thinking it again: Kihyun was like an angel. He glowed in the darkest of times, radiated something that Changkyun couldn’t fully understand, no matter how hard he tried. But he wanted to, even if it was the last thing he did.

Kihyun sunk to his knees and Changkyun wanted to protest, wanted to tell Kihyun he needed to get out of here, before the flames would scorch him too. But the words died in his throat as Kihyun reached out, carefully taking Changkyun’s face in his hands. 

And Changkyun was so lost. So lost in Kihyun’s eyes, that were dark and familiar, and searched for something in Changkyun’s face. He was lost in this world, in the world where he learned things he could have only dreamed of when he had still wandered around in Hell. But most of all, he was lost in the feelings that ached in his chest whenever he looked at Kihyun, whenever Kihyun touched him. It burned, it marked, and it nearly suffocated him, but it was like a drug Changkyun couldn’t get enough off. He needed more, needed Kihyun to stay by his side, to accept this side of him too.

But he knew that was not fair to ask and he would rather give up his life than ask something from Kihyun that was not fair. 

“I thought I had lost you,” Kihyun whispered and Changkyun could see it now, how droplets of tears clung to Kihyun’s eyelashes. How there was that worried frown between his eyebrows and how his lips were slightly parted, his breath passing shakily. “Damnit, Changkyun!” Kihyun tightened his hold, digging his fingers in the soft skin on Changkyun’s cheeks and Changkyun let him, needing the touch more than he needed to breathe. 

“You’re not getting rid of me so easily,” Changkyun muttered, trying desperately to make Kihyun smile, to get rid of that stupid frown between those perfect eyebrows. 

But Kihyun frowned even deeper, his fingers digging harsher. “I swear to God, Changkyun,” he breathed, “now is not the time for your stupid jokes.”

“But you love my jokes,” Changkyun countered as his hands found Kihyun’s shirt, his fingers clinging around the soft material.

“Of course I do, you absolute idiot,” Kihyun said infuriated. “But not in times like this. Not when I thought I had lost you forever.”

Changkyun held the material tighter in his fingers, unsure of what to say. He had never been really good with words when it came to Kihyun.

The pressure on his cheeks lessened, Kihyun releasing his death grip. “I mean it, Changkyun,” he muttered and Changkyun realized how close they were, their lips nearly touching. “I don’t know what I’d do if I’d lose you.”

A shaking laugh escaped Changkyun. “You would find someone else, Ki. Someone less… problematic.”

“But I don’t want anything else, Changkyun. I want you…” Kihyun hesitated, before he continued, “All of you.”

Changkyun’s heart was racing, his brain working far too hard to understand what was happening. “Ki…?”

“Show yourself, Changkyun,” Kihyun urged softly, still holding Changkyun close, still holding their faces close enough that every breath could be felt. “Show your real self.”

Not for the first time, Changkyun realized how utterly powerless he was when it came to Kihyun. Anything Kihyun asked, Changkyun would give. This request was no different.

It felt strangely familiar, forcing his human body, that he had grown so accustomed to, to make way for the demon inside him. And even though he knew the change was almost instant, he still felt the growing of his horns and nails, he still felt his teeth lengthening, he still felt his tail becoming visible again. And even though he did not feel it, he knew his eyes were changing too, the dark brown making way for the amber colour that was bound to the blood of Satan that flowed in his veins.

Kihyun looked at him like he never had before, his eyes wide in something akin to shock, before his lips quirked up in a smile. “I always knew you weren’t from this world,” he smiled, before finally, finally, closing the distance between them and capturing Changkyun’s lips in a kiss that burned, in all the right ways.

[like-calls-to-like]

Chapters: 2/? Fandom: Monsta X (Band), Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Chae Hyungwon/Lee Hoseok | Wonho, Im Changkyun | I.M/Yoo Kihyun Characters: Son Hyunwoo | Shownu, Lee Hoseok | Wonho, Lee Minhyuk (Monsta X), Yoo Kihyun, Lee Jooheon, Im Changkyun | I.M Additional Tags: Hogwarts AU, Fluff, Angst, Alternate Universe - Hogwarts, Quidditch, Slow Burn Series: Part 1 of Platform Five Fourteen Summary:

"Puffskein's hair. Where do I find puffskein hair?" Hyungwon thought he would definitely fail his assignment and remain as a 'hopeless failure' for the rest of his life when Shownu spoke. "Hoseok keeps a Puffskein as a pet." Minhyuk, who was completely absorbed by his book, popped his head up, suddenly curious. "Are you talking about Hoseok? Lee Hoseok, the quidditch chaser? He's kind of a legend. He's said to have accumulated more than three hundred points. The UK coach wants him in his team." Shownu nodded, nonchalantly. "He sometimes brings it to training," he said, smiling. "It's cute." "Hey, Hyungwon, why don't you go ask him?" Hyungwon considered the idea for a long, paused moment, before deciding that maybe asking a guy he'd never met before to shave his pet for his potion assingment was a bit too much.

[dokjaism]

reading that au is gonna be a fucking mistake because i know i Know i'll get sensitive is smth happens to nana in it

[mx-requests-forum]

[Fulfilled] Easy Prey (Chapter Updates)

Prompt: Changki high school au where Kihyun is straight but sleep with Changkyun because a bet. After that night Kihyun bullies him trying to cover how much he wants to do it with Changkyun again + (M) bottom!changkyun

Fulfilled by @thedarkbluemoon - thanks again! :D

Words: 20,905 (currently 4 chapters!)

AO3 Link

[reeleev]

Another update!! 

Prompt: Kihyun was a neighbor Changkyun was in love with since he was kid but he left after he finished High school. Changkyun found him again as his divorced teacher with a little kid + Domestic/college Au

Wd ct: 2156 (so far~)

[linoholic]

Poly!Changki

Requested: Hello! I just read your Poly!Kiho thing and I was wondering if you could do another one with Wonkyun and maybe one with Changki?? Can I request two at a time? I don't know if you write smut, but maybe, if you do... could you include some of that too?? If not, that's totally fine! Thank you in advance! 

Pairing: Monsta X Kihyun x Changkyun x Reader 

Warnings: minor blood, violence and sexual themes; hints at death (its an apocalypse after all)

This is some sort of apocalyptic, dystopian "Last of Us" au. I had to use the infamous Changki gif I'm sorry not really. It also inspired this au as a whole tbh.

...this was meant to be a normal poly!au head canon thing, but turned into a longer story thing. Other requests are being written as inspiration comes, I swear. I just have a lot less time on my hands than I expected.

The year is 2018 and it has been eight years since the outbreak

In 2008, some place in the Amazon, scientists discovered a new type of fungus

Nothing unusual considering hundreds of new species of various things are being discovered, so no special precautions were taken

Which turned out to be a mistake, because suddenly all workers in the lab were not reporting in, not a single person in the small lab having left the place in a week

Until one did

But she wasn't... completely normal

She was lucid, yes, but she was coughing and throwing up blood and what seemed to be...fungal spores?

Of course, she was rushed to the hospital and put in quarantine

But that wasn't enough

Pretty soon the hospital was infected

Then the neighbourhood

Then the city

And before anyone knew it

It had spread globally

World leaders declared a worldwide epidemic and borders shut down, quarantine zones were set up

There were 21 zones in South Korea, all holding what was left of the countries population 

Or at least, the legal population

Because of course, there are people who have survived on their own outside of the zones, in No Mans Land (called NML for short)

But is in one of these zones that you had been living or the past eight years

In the suburbs of Seoul stands Zone 6, with a population of 3412

You had been sharing a small apartment with 3 other people

Your family were all gone, as were your friends

But you were still here, living for them

Everybody in the zones had a role to play

Even children helped out, usually helping in the growing of food

You are a guard yourself

Or well, guard in training

But still, not everybody was equal

Especially in Zone 6

Corruption was everywhere, you had witnessed it for yourself

Those in charge, the government and the police, the guards

They always got more rations

Whereas the people who worked their arses off to stay alive, to be able to keep living in the Zone, were looked down upon

You often witnessed guards bullying people out of their ration coupons

Or using their power to abuse people

The higher ups were living in comfort while everyone else was barely living

People that showed any sign of sickness, even a simple cold, they were stripped of their rights and passes that allowed them to live there and were chucked out into NML

And people that did the simplest thing wrong were also left to fend for themselves, or chucked into prison for ages and basically starved

And that was simply at the beginning of the outbreak

Since then it had gotten a lot worse

The guards were armed and trigger happy, extreme rules and curfews were put in place

To put it simply, it was oppression

You often gave your coupons to families with children to feed, only keeping enough to get by

And if you ever witnessed anyone abusing their power against someone, you would interrupt, using a pretty smile and acting clueless to distract them while the person got away

Despite being a guard, one of those that the normal folk hated, people came to trust you

And so you were often privy to all the whispers that circulated the population

So when you heard whispers of an organisation only known as "The Clan"

You were intrigued

From what you had heard, it was a group of seven people that had been stealing food and other resources and giving it to the people who needed it

Basically keeping people alive

But nobody who knew they were

They always wore masks and did everything anonymously

Even their genders were a mystery

But they were revered by everyone, being called the new Robin Hoods

Well, everyone except those in charge

Orders were sent around to find them which is when the raids started

Anybody thought to have information on The Clan were investigated, their homes turned upside down and questioned with force

But people didn't cooperate

If The Clan saved your mother by getting her the medicine she needed, or your too skinny son the food he deserved, would you give them up?

And even though you were a guard in training, you didn't cooperate either,,, well,,, not obviously

But you made sure you got onto most of the raid teams and made sure homes weren't too messed up; or kept quiet about any contriband that might have got someone trouble

You also messed around with paperwork, switching up names and dates and helping to get people out of prison earlier, or even completely wiping their records sometimes

And your efforts did not go unnoticed

It was Minhyuk who first took notice of you and your work

The apartment beside his was being raided, the man thought to have been holding illegal weapons, to be smuggled to the people in NML

Which wasn't false; the man was a smuggler and a contact of the Clan

Minhyuk himself was in the apartment and had seen the case of guns, right out in the open in the bathtub, not having been hidden yet, he was the one that had given them to the dude

So when he saw you walk in the bathroom, he was preparing for the worst

His face had drained of colour, and he was holding his breath

But when you walked out, shouting an "All clear!"

It is safe to say he was confused, even more so when you caught his eye and winked before leaving with the rest of your squad

And when be heard you turned up half an hour later at the same apartment to help the man tidy up and apologize for the inconvenience

Well, now he is intrigued

So of course he tells the rest of the guys about you

And they do some research on you

Jooheon asks around about you and it comes to their attention that you are a sort of rebel figure to the people

He hears stories about you, about how you got people out of prison, about how you stopped so many from getting beaten, about you starving yourself to instead feed the neighbourhoods kids

All the while staying inconspicuous and under the radar

In fact, a lot of things that the Clan are credited with are actually the work of you

And so Shownu makes the desicion to talk to you

One day, after your shift, you go home intending to go straight to sleep when you see an envelope sitting in the center of your pillow

It is completely unmarked, only your name written on the front

You are kind of hesitant to open it but in the end curiosity wins you over

Inside is a single piece of paper and much like the envelope it came in, it is completely bare save for the address in the center, below it a time is stamped

And considering there is no date, you can only guess that it means today, or well, tonight considering it says 23:45

But it is a while till nightfall, and so you decide on having a small nap til then

As the time approaches, you wake up from the nap and get dressed in all black clothing with a mask covering your face and a hat covering your hair to conceal your identity

You have no idea who sent you the note or what they want from you; so you intend to stick to the shadows and scout the place out

The address turns out to be an old warehouse right on the edge of the zone, the wall into NML being visible from its position

Approaching the building, you see the faint glow of candlelight flickering through the broken, vine covered windows

Using various boxes and dumpsters to your advantage, you climb up to those very same windows, peering in

Sitting around a low fire in the middle of the large space are what seems to be five men; one of which you recognise as being in the apartment from before

Looking around a bit more, you notice two more men standing by the warehouse door, obviously waiting for someone to arrive (that someone being you)

And so instead of doing what they expect, you instead decide to climb in through the window, entering on your own terms

Thankfully there isn't much of a drop and you manage to lightly land on your feet, avoiding any glass that may have been on the floor

The men keeping the fire low so as to avoid detection from outside also works in your favour, as it means you can creep up on the group in the darkness

As you get closer to them, you start to pick up on the conversation they are having

"Are we sure this is a good idea?"

"We have been doing what we can but it isn't quite enough, Changkyun. Having someone on the inside is too good of an opportunity to miss."

"We could know the guards schedules, where they keep their stashes and all that. Imagine how helpful that would be for us."

Hearing their conversation, you come to the realisation that it is these guys

They are The Clan

And so you relax a little, and decide to interrupt their little get together early

"Well, I guess I know why I am here then, don't I?" You announce, stepping into the firelight and consequently, their vision

In less than a second the five have jumped up and are pointing various weapons at you, and the other two come running over at the commotion

You pull your mask down and hat off, and the guy from the apartment and the one with the dimples immediately relax, motioning for the others to lower their weapons

"It's alright. This is them. Y/N," Dimples tells the rest and straight away one of the bulkier looking dudes steps forward, hand out

"It's good to finally meet you. I'm Shownu. And this is Kihyun, Hyungwon, Minhyuk, Changkyun, Jooheon and Wonho."

"Pleasure. I guess you all know my name."

And so you all sit down around the fire, and that is the start of your relationship with the Clan

At first you are just an informant for them, their insider in the police

But pretty soon you become one of them, and the Clan goes from seven members to eight

You get close to them all, finding out the reasons as to why they created this little rebel group, which span from the sad stories to Changkyun's "I was bored"

With your help finding out guard schedules and passwords to storage rooms and the like, the Clan becomes less of a thorn in the governments side and more like a knife in their leg

And under your influence, more and more people are rebelling and rising up against those in charge

Months go by with you rebelling against the system with the Clan

And they still have no idea who is behind it all

That is, until one day when you are on one of your usual, boring, patrol assignments

It is around midday and you are just walking the streets when suddenly you hear a commotion up ahead

Running towards the sounds you are forced to a halt by what you see

Being dragged out of a house and thrown onto the cement are two men, guns held by guards being pointed at them

Sadly an all too normal sight these days

Instead, what has your eyes widening in shock is the fact that you recognise the men

It's Kihyun and Changkyun

Before you can react any further, they have been dragged off

Looking up, you meet Shownu's determined look from across the crowd and nod at him, your expression mirroring his

Unfortunately you can't act right away; it would be too suspicious and you would be of no help at all

And also, they would be surrounded by various officers for a while, as they were interrogated

That night, with hurried steps you make your way to the police headquarters, easily making your way into the holding cells

Like you suspected, they had obviously not managed to get any information from the two and had given up for the night

And stupidely, they had left only two guards on duty and it was quite easy to knock them out

You hurry down into the second level of the basement where they keep the... more important... of prisoners

As you turn the corner what you see makes you gasp

Sitting in cells opposite each other, tied up to chairs are Changkyun and Kihyun

Kihyun immediately notices your presence and you run over to the cell door, unlocking it (with keys you stole from the incompetant guard) and rushing towards him

You take note of the split lip and black eye on his face before untying his bonds

He squeezes your hand in thanks before you both hurry over to Changkyun's cell, unlocking it and kneeling by him

The boy was still out of it, and you saw dried blood on his face and matted in his hair, and who knows what sort of injuries are hidden by his clothes

"He got the brunt of it all. Idiot decided to be his usual cheeky self and they didn't like that at all"

Despite his words, you see the worry and fondness on Kihyun's face and you take his hand

"It will be fine. He will be fine."

Kihyun looks at you and nods, and you get to untying the younger of the two while Kihyun tries waking him up

As he comes to, Kihyun starts fussing over the boy but you quickly hush him

"Come. We need to hurry while it is still dark."

Kihyun nods and the two of you help Changkyun stand up

It is obvious that he had been kicked in the leg by the limp he sports, and so you and Kihyun support him all the way out the station (which is much easier than it should have been)

The closest place is the small house Shownu and Jooheon share, and so the three of you slowly make your way there, sticking to the shadows and avoiding any guards you see

Shownu is shocked by the sight of you three on his doorstep and he quickly calls Jooheon and tells him to get the other guys to the warehouse, who runs off into the night as told so

Shownu takes over supporting Changkyun and together the four of you head towards the warehouse

After what seems like years you arrive at the building, the others already there

Wonho comes and helps bring Changkyun over to one of the old scavenged couches and Kihyun is quick to tend to him while you talk to the others

It is quite obvious that none of you are safe staying here, they know Changkyun and Kihyun, the two knocked out were your colleagues and know you helped break them out

And the others probably aren't safe for much longer if they found two already

So as the others plan, you take a seat besides Kihyun, who has finished patching up Changkyun and take the wet cloth in his hands and wipe at the blood on his face

Over the course of the night, many different plans are discussed

And finally one is decided on

Kihyun, Changkyun and you will stay in the warehouse for the next few days while Changkyuns leg heals, before the three of you sneak out of the zone

The boys have some contacts in NML that you will stay with, at least for a while; four women named Soyou, Bora, Hyolyn and Dasom who had left the quarantine zone a year before

The other five will slowly smuggle supplies out of Zone 6 for a few weeks before joining you all in NML

Because as much as you would all love to stay and help people still, being locked up, or worse, dead, would not be helping anyone

And so the five take their leave

They all have jobs to attend and it would look too suspicious if they miss them

As the sun rises and starts filtering through the cracked windows, bathing you all in a golden light, the two boys start drifting off to sleep, obviously exhausted by the nights events

As the next few days go by, the others filter in and out, stockpiling supplies; and you see Kihyun and Changkyun's bruises start fading and cuts healing over

Soon enough Changkyun can walk and run perfectly fine, which signals the time for the three of you to leave

It is a three day journey by foot to the Starship Hotel, the home base of Sistar as they call themselves

And that is if you were walking nonstop

The boys do have access to a car, a pickup, but you agreed to leave that for the others so that they could easily transport the supplies they smuggle out

Hugs and promises of meeting again soon are exchanged between the eight of you

"Stay safe and out of sight. Remember, guns are only a last resort. You don't want to alert the infected," Shownu reminds you

"Yes Dad," Changkyun teases and you all share a laugh, the last laugh the eight of you will share for a while

Before you know it, night has fallen and the wall to Zone 6 stands behind you, now a distant reminder of the years you spent living in relative safety

Now the dangers of No Mans Land face you

The infected, bandits, cold, hunger, thirst

But the three of you have each other for now, and soon the rest of the Clan and Sistar will join you

For miles and miles the three of you walk through streets and buildings being reclaimed by mother nature

For three days you manage to travel without incident, avoiding groups of infected, killing a few stragglers here and there when need be

Now only three more days away (thanks to delays due to hordes and inaccessible roads), you all decide to rest for the night in an old school

They were the first places evacuated during the outbreak and as such usually have hardly any infected in

You and Kihyun have a good laugh when Changkyun stumbles after killing one of them, tumbling into a store cupboard of the old school and walking out covered head to toe in paint of every colour

He gets you back by smothering you both in hugs, getting you both covered as well

After clearing the rest of the building, you find the old gym and though you aren't expecting anything, you decide to test out the showers

But suddenly, you are sprayed with a shower of water and you let out a loud shout, quickly turning it off

Kihyun and Changkyun come running in, weapons raised, only to find you grinning and clapping your hands in glee

"Two of the sho-"

That is all you can get out before the two are dropping their bags and rushing over to you, clothes being dropped in a trail behind them, you following in their footsteps and shedding your clothes

You don't know how the showers are still working, but even if it is only cold water coming out of them, you don't dare question it

Instead you turn the two showers on full blast, thankfully they are right next to each other and the three of you stand under the combined stream of water

There is no time and place for shame in the apocalypse, instead the three of you are just glad to get rid of the paint and dirt built up from walking

Nothing...intimate happens either

But it is very intimate in simpler terms

You and Kihyun help Changkyun wash off the paint that he can't reach

And you share your precious apple bodywash you had...aquired back in Zone 6

And when you had finished showering and had washed your clothes

The three of you huddle together under a big blanket for warmth as you sleep; letting your clothes dry through the night

After that night, the relationship between the three of you changes slightly

Skinship shared between you is less platonic

Fingertips linger on arms when pulling the others out of sight of infected

And the nights are now spent together..."for warmth" as Kihyun claims

And then finally you arrive at Starship Hotel

Out the front in a wide arc, creating a perimeter, are various traps and spikes to keep out anything -or anyone - unwanted

The building itself is a fancy looking place

You can only imagine how nice it would be without eight years of disrepair 

A few hundred yards behind the building is a pretty looking woods

Before you can inspect the area any further, a woman comes walking towards your trio

"Well well! Look who we have here! What are you doing out of the Zone? And who is this with you?" The woman questions, smilely brightly at Kihyun and Changkyun

"I'm y/n. Nice to meet you."

"You too. Well. Follow me. We'll meet up with the others then if you want to explain why you are here, well, our ears are open"

She leads you all into the hotel lobby and towards the elevators

The three of you share shocked looks upon seeing the working lift and when Hyolyn turns around and sees your faces, she laughs brightly

"We have solar panels and petrol generators to keep electricity on, though only on this floor and the top two floors, which is where we mainly keep to."

The four of you trail into the lift and as the doors open on the top floor, you are greeted by Bora, Soyou and Dasom

After exchanging pleasantries and introductions, they lead you into one of the penthouses, where you all sit around the dining table and Kihyun took control of the conversation, explaining the events right from the time of you joining the Clan

"You still have no idea how they found you? Well. Anyway. I bet you're all exhausted. There are plenty of rooms to choose from. Though I would suggest the floor below, especially if you want hot water and electricity"

Your trio gives your thanks before heading down a level, filtering into separate rooms

The sun is setting as you step out of the shower

You spent longer than you usually would've under the water, but the draw of a hot shower without being timed, like in the zone, was far too tempting

It is the same with the bed

It is much earlier than the time you usually sleep, but after a week of sleeping on the ground with one eye open, the comfy pillows were calling your name

Even so, you were lying in bed for an hour and a half with sleep nowhere to be found

And then it hit you

For the past week you had gotten so used to being around Changkyun and Kihyun that it was unnerving being alone for so long

So you get out of bed and head out of your door, before immediately bumping into another body

A cocooned Changkyun stands before you, and no words need to be shared before you are both trailing into Kihyun's room

He is fast asleep in the middle of the bed looking adorable and you and Changkyun share soft smiles before sliding in under the covers either side of him

He wakes up at the movement, but does nothing except pull you both into arms

That night the three of you get the best nights sleep you have had in a while

Not only are the beds a hundred times more comfortable than anything back in the zone

But you also don't have to worry about being snuck up on by anyone, or waking up for lookout duty

And although the room smells musty from years of disuse and there is a constant whistling sound coming from a crack in the window

Laying on Kihyun's chest with his arm wrapped around you while Changkyun fingers are entwined with yours definitely makes up for any downfalls

Now you're at Starship, you have two weeks til the others are set to join you

During this time you get to know other people who stay at the hotel such as Kim Hyungsoo ("call me K.Will"), Donghyun, Hyunseong, Jeongmin, Youngmin, Kwangmin, Minwoo (aka Boyfriend) and a large group of lovely girls that jokingly call themselves 'Cosmic Girls', as well as a man known only as Mad Clown

All people that Sistar invited to stay at the hotel

You, Kihyun and Changkyun easily become part of the tiny community

Kihyun tends to stick to the kitchens, somehow managing to turn the most basic supplies into delicious meals, and also spends a lot of time in the gardens behind the hotel where food is grown

Changkyun helps to keep the place running; his smarts are put to good use keeping the lights on and water hot; and he also helps Hyolyn on guard duty

And you, being light on your feet and quick with a weapon thanks to guard training get put on hunting duty

Despite your different jobs, the three of you always come together during any free time

Usually you and Changkyun congregate in the kitchens, sitting on the counters and annoying Kihyun

And the three of you just get closer and closer

Ever since the night in the school, your relationship has definitely been more than that of just friends

But none of you have done anything or said anything to actually define your relationship, to put a label on it

It's a sort of skinny love situation

You all know you like each other

You all flirt, and you and Changkyun haven't yet slept outside of Kihyun's room

But it isn't until the day before Shownu and the others are due to arrive that anything happens to change that

You had been out in the forest overnight hunting with Bora

You had been tracking a deer for a while now and had almost caught it when out of nowhere can a group of infected stumbled into your path

Now, while they aren't zombies, who only exist to search for and eat flesh

They do kill, and are pretty fast and very dangerous

Even the most competent person needs to be careful when killing them because of the spores that can release from their bodies

So when you see the first one stumble through the trees you pull Bora back by the arm, intending to just quietly kill it

But then another one appears, and another

Suddenly there are six infected approaching you, still unaware of your presence

Now, usually in situations like this you would keep quiet, letting them pass

But they are headed straight for you and it is just your luck that the two of you are stood at the top of a small cliff, about 15ft high

And so you have no choice but to fight

Thankfully, Bora has a bow she uses and so two infected are down before they even know you are there

But suddenly, you are being rushed by five more and you have your machete out and are relying on your instincts to keep you alive

Two more are down easily; Bora is taking care of one while you have two on you

And it is going well

You have just killed one when the last one lunges at you with more force than you were expecting and the ground under your feet gives way and suddenly you are tumbling backwards

Rocks fall alongside you and branches break as you crash through them

And then you come to a stop

Your vision fades in and out of darkness and your ears are ringing

You feel something warm dripping down your face and you can vaguely hear Bora shouting your name as she finishes the infected off and carefully slides down the cliff

"Can you hear me? Stay awake y/n."

You nod slightly, forcing your eyes open and Bora hauls you up, supporting you on her shoulder

It is sunset by the time you get back to Starship

The blood on your face has dried, as well as all the small cuts over your body but you feel weak from having to walk back, Bora not being able to support your weight fully for so long

You make you way out of the forest and are slowly walking the 100 yard gap between the treeline and fence to the garden when you hear someone shout you name and Bora calls back, shouting for help

With safety now in reach your body decides it can rest and you fall unconscientious; vaguely seeing a figure resembling Wonho running towards you

The first thing you register as you wake up is the light weight of something on your hand

Looking over, you see Changkyun fast asleep in a chair pulled up to the bedside, head on the bed and his hand over yours

You take a hold of his hand and gently squeeze it, sitting up little, stirring him from his sleep

And as he sits up, the door slowly opens and in walks Kihyun

Both of them notice that you are awake at the exact same time and Kihyun rushes over and suddenly his lips are on yours

Before you can even think of responding Changkyun's lips have replaced his, the younger boy having pushed him off of you

The next hour is spent with the three of you sharing soft kisses, the two boys constantly asking if you are ok and you tell the story of what happened from your point of view

They also confirm that the other boys made it OK, and that you weren't just hallucinating Wonho before

...and then you are kissing and snuggling again, the two being extra careful with you

It is safe to say that when Hyungwon walks in with the intention of checking your injuries, he immediately backs out

"I'll come back later then..."

Now, Hyungwon loves tea and when it is this good? Well, it's just polite to share it

Soon enough everybody in the base knows of the advance in your relationship 

And it is one of the girls, Yeonjung, who first puts a label to it, calling Kihyun and Changkyun your boyfriends when she and Cheng Xiao visit you the next day

The two boys embrace their new roles

Changkyun takes the opportunity to be a little shit every chance he gets now he knows he can distract you or gain forgiveness through kisses

Not that it always works of course; Kihyun is far too much of a mother to let him off the hook so easily

Speaking of which; whenever you complain in the slightest about some part of you aching thanks to the fall, Kihyun is quick to fuss over you

*cue Changkyun suggesting a massage while making that flirty face*

While you are recovering, you take to helping Kihyun and some of the others in the kitchens, as you can sit down and prepare veg and small animals and fish that the others hunt, without exerting much energy

Of course he takes this as an opportunity to be cheesy; standing behind you, guiding the knife in your hand with his

Changkyun will never admit to being jealous of the time you and Kihyun spend together while he is off doing other things, but he doesn't even try to hide his pouty face he does when he wants attention

Which is why Changkyun is usually in the middle at night, always both the big and little spoon (whether it is you or Kihyun as his big spoon is totally random)

Kihyun often sings you both to sleep, and you start to call him your angel, because his voice is angelic

Changkyun on the other hand calls him his little jukebox, though the little bit is quickly dropped when Minhyuk points out that the two are the same height

One night Changkyun decides to sing instead, and you and Kihyun fall in love with his deep voice a little bit more and you encourage him and help him gain more confidence

Though you start regretting it when he starts singing old trot songs from your parents generation all. the. time.

Now, hotel rooms have their own bathrooms, right?

And you are lucky enough that the showers in this hotel are quite large

And everyone at Starship makes the most of that

Because showering with others is not uncommon in the apocalypse; hot water is not something to be wasted

The three of you often do so

One reason is that they use it as an excuse to use your nice smelling shampoos and such you have dibs on

Also...well...Changkyun is a kinky little shit, let's put it that way

The glass shower door often fogs up from more than just the steam because he can't keep his hands to himself

He is also a big fan of biting and hickies, especially when he is being more dominant

One time the three of you came back from a supply run you had volunteered to go on and jokes about there now being a zombie apocalypse went on for a week when people saw the hickies and bite marks on you and Kihyun

He is a bratty sub though, always whiny and impatient

Kihyun is a bit more romantic, but no less of a tease

But of course there is no internet or such to learn certain things from

I mean, Changkyun was 14 when it all went down, he doesn't exactly have an extensive knowledge on all things sexual

So Kihyun takes charge often, and there is quite a bit of experimenting

Moving past the fun times

Like I mentioned earlier, the three of you often volunteer for supply run duties when you had healed enough, and nobody objects because you work so well together

On one of these runs you came across a drugstore, already ransacked, which is to be expected after so many years

But you do manage to find little bits and pieces here and there

Which includes a load of sheet masks

When you show them to your two boyfriends back at the base, you all agree to keep them secret

That night the three of you can be found relaxing in your room; robes tied; masks on and glasses of wine (found in the basement) in hand playing the Cleopatra game much to the chargrin of Jooheon and Minhyuk in the room over

Winner gets to choose the losers punishment

Spoiler: Changkyun wins and makes you both challenge everyone in the building to an arm wrestle. Each time you lose you have to eat one of the sour sweets he found

And that is basically your whole relationship

Somehow both chic and romantic, and playful and teasing

And in the world that you live in, society as you knew it gone and danger around every corner, you are so glad that you have these two men you can love and trust with every fiber of your being

Requests are open

[dramaramama]

HERE’S MY TEDTALK

i don’t WANT more monsta x aus i NEED them

thank you for listening

[kanartjii]

changki ao3 au;

이해하다

A boy named Kihyun is handicapped and, in his parents' opinion, needs a carrier but Kihyun thinks he doesn't need anyone and therefore tries to make his new carrier job more difficult.

archiveofourown.org/works/36616168

[akiko-chaan]

🌸 It's okay - Changki Oneshot 🌸

A short little bittersweet oneshot inbetween all the longer projects I am working on. I hope you enjoy reading!

Ao3

Wattpad

[iamashamedofmyfanfics]

Less Than Expected [8]

Less Than Expected (by iamashamedofmyfanfics)

Pairing: I.M Centric, Kihyun/I.M/Wonho  + Platonic I.M/everyone Genre: Friendship, Romance Universe: Vampire AU Rating: PG13 Warnings: Blood, Swearing, Death mentioned, references to sexual stuff but no actual sexual stuff Length: Chaptered (ongoing) Chapters: [First] [7/Previous] [9/Next]

Notes: I have  never in my life had a consistent update schedule

{ao3 version}

Summary: Changkyun was supposed to be recovering from midterms, not being robbed, stabbed, and then turned into a vampire. Yet that’s what happened. Luckily the vampires aren’t half bad company.

“Hey, you know how you let me live here for free? And give me food, and blood, and plan to leave all your money to me when you die?” Changkyun asks, calmly.

“Yes?”

“So like does that make you a- make you my sugar-”

“If you finish that sentence I will personally beat you to death with the home phone.” Kihyun turns to glare at him.

“Why- why specifically the home phone?”

“Well I can’t risk breaking my cell phone.”

From across the room, Hoseok laughs at their entire conversation.

Changkyun is a starving freshman college student who just wants to get back to his tiny dorm and sleep for a week. He doesn’t want to be pulled into an alley and robbed. Yet there he is, with some guys’ foot pushing into him bellow his ribs and another guy telling him to hand over his wallet.

Changkyun does so- slowly- and tosses the wallet away from himself so the second guy-who has a knife- wont get any closer. They take the wallet. For a brief moment they actually seem like they’re going to leave. They take steps away from him while Changkyun pushes himself up in preparation to run once he thinks he can. To run and call the cops.

But then they freeze.

“He’s seen our faces.”

Changkyun tries to run. He’s caught. A hand covers his mouth. Changkyun struggles all he can until they stab him once. And then again. And again.

And Changkyun wakes in a panic, hitting his head on the bunk above him before he tumbles to the floor. He’s alone in the room, which he realizes as soon as his heart stops racing. At least, he thinks it’s racing, but he’s not sure it beats at all any more, and he’s too afraid to confirm this. Light is barely shining through the window, dull. It’s just sunrise.

After a moment, Changkyun breathes a sigh, and pulls himself to his feet. He hadn’t actually had a nightmare of the event, before. Not even after the second time he was in a situation like it, and not following seeing one of the people responsible. So he isn’t really sure what caused it, just that it happened.

The apartment in general is empty, he finds. Kihyun is nowhere to be found, but like usual there’s food left behind, so Changkyun guesses the other must have just gotten up early. Still, food seems entirely unappealing, and blood even less so.

When he was first turned into a vampire- or, rather, when he first woke up after becoming one- Changkyun was told that Minhyuk and Jooheon generally considered their bloodline like an adopted family. So, with nothing else to do with his time, and knowing those two were usually willing to waste time in his company, he asks both of them if they have time to- well- waste with him. A disappointing quest, when both respond with apologies about being busy.

He assumes whatever has Minhyuk preoccupied somehow involves Hyunwoo, and thus crosses the latter off of his list of people to harass. He already knows Kihyun and Hoseok are busy, which was the cause of his boredom in the first place, which leaves two options. Hyungwon, or his human friends.

He chooses the latter if only because he knows he doesn’t have as much time to spend with them as he does any of the vampires.

“You know,” Taehyuk starts, looking at Changkyun as if trying to figure something out, “you remember when you called me, after being gone for three days?”

“Oh- uh- yes?” He does. He remembers trying to make excuses for his absence, in order to not explain he was a vampire, or that he basically died. “What about it?”

“What actually happened?”

“Huh?”

“I know you weren’t telling me the truth, you know. I’m not an idiot.” He sighs, and Changkyun feels guilt well up in his chest. “I just wonder because-”

“Because?”

“You seem different?”

“Oh.” Different. It wasn’t like Changkyun thought he was wrong, either. Far from it.

“Did something bad happen? Can you not tell us?”

“I-” He can’t, he thinks. He can’t tell them. He can’t explain that, and if he tried- “you wouldn’t believe me.”

“I wouldn’t?” The look he gives Changkyun only furthers the guilt he feels. Only further solidifies the feeling that it was a mistake; not cutting ties, not leaving them behind when he had the chance. But he hadn’t wanted that. Hadn’t wanted to lose one of the few things that reminded him that he was still the same person.

“I- look, it wasn’t- nothing-” nothing bad happened? That would be another lie.

“You can’t even finish your sentence.”

“What if- what if I said something ridiculous? Like I died- or I- or I was something crazy like a vampire? You wouldn’t believe that. It’s something just as outlandish.” It was, after all, exactly that.

“I don’t know, I could see it.” Taehyuk offers a brief smile, while Changkyun avoids his eyes. “It would explain why your eyes are red, right now.”

“They’re what?!” Changkyun reaches up for his face, like that will confirm it. He didn’t understand why they were, but maybe his panic was strong enough to warrant that. Which is an upsetting thought, because it would make him more paranoid about interacting with normal people.

“Yeah.”

“I-”

“Still don’t want to explain?”

“Okay.”

So he does. Explains everything, from being robbed, to dying, to waking up in a strangers apartment. Everything he knew about vampires- excluding things specific to the others, knowing that’s not his place to share- to the fact that he was one. To his panic about walking home at night, now that it had killed him.

“So, I assume you don’t want me to tell the others?”

“Not really.”

“Okay, well, can you promise me something, then?”

“Yeah?”

“When you have to leave, you’ll at least keep me updated.”

“Okay, I promise.”

“Hey, so, want to hear something cool?”

“Like- actually cool or sarcastically cool?” Hoseok glances at Changkyun, from the other side of the table. The latter shrugs.

“Depends.”

“On?”

“Opinions.”

“Okay, sure.”

“I told one of my human friends I was a vampire.”

“Why?!” A pause. “No- I mean- you can do that, but I thought you didn’t want to?”

“I didn’t.” Changkyun frowns, replaying the event in his mind. “Apparently my eyes gave me away.”

“Oh, were you stressed?”

“I’m always stressed.”

“More than usual.”

“Yeah, a bit. Did nobody think to warn me about that?”

“Wait- didn’t we?”

“I mean-” Changkyun stops, trying to remember exactly what he was told. “Not specifically. Kihyun said, “under certain circumstances,” but that’s not really specific enough!”

“So what you’re saying is… it’s not my fault.”

“Dude.”

“Well it’s not. I- oh, I know.”

“Know… what?”

“I’m not your sire, so it’s not my job.”

“I don’t have one.”

“A sire?”

“Yeah.”

“I-” Hoseok stops, frowning.

“I mean, yeah, technically I do, but I was specifically told not to refer to him like that, so.” Changkyun shrugs.

“Still.”

“Still?”

“You can put all the blame-” the door opens, though Hoseok doesn’t seem to notice- “on Kihyun.”

Changkyun isn’t the one to speak next. “What?”

“Oh shit, mom’s back.”

"What?" Kihyun repeats, harsher this time.

“Do- do you really want to call Kihyun, mom? Is that what you want?”

“What? Isn’t he group mom? Isn’t that a thing?”

“Yes, sure, that’s the thing.”

“I feel vaguely like you’re making fun of me, and I don’t know why.”

“Just keep not knowing,” Kihyun finally speaks again, making his way into the kitchen.

“Are you stress cooking again?” Changkyun asks, turning his attention to Kihyun, and away from the clearly confused Hoseok.

“No. Just normal cooking? Probably. Haven’t decided if I’m stressed or not yet.”

“Is it,” Hoseok starts, muttering, “is it like dad-”

“Please stop speaking.”

Hoseok does, for a second, before he speaks again. “Oh, yeah, we were talking about Changkyun telling one of his friends he was a vampire.”

“Oh- right- I forgot.” Changkyun nods. “It was a half-accident, but I remembered to keep any details about you guys out of my explanation.”

“Are you okay, then?” Kihyun pauses what he’s doing to face Changkyun.

“Yeah, I think so… stressed, maybe, but.” He closes his sentence by shrugging, realizing he doesn’t actually have words to finish it.

“Maybe you should be the one stress cooking.”

“No, I just say dumb shit when I’m stressed, instead.”

“Like, “Can bite vampire you me,” you mean?” Changkyun glares at Hoseok for that, not wanting to relive that particular failure of speech.

“Oh- no- I think, responding, “okay. That’s kinky,” when I answered a question he asked, might be better.” Kihyun hums in thought. “Or maybe the humble potato thing.”

“Guys.”

“Or saying, “existed,” when I asked what embarrassing thing he did?”

“Guys.”

“No, it was definitely responding, “cool,” when he asked if he could kiss me, and I said yes.”

“Why do you both hate me?”

“You know,” Hyungwon starts, not looking up from his food, “if you want embarrassing stories from their pasts, I got you.”

“Since when do you want to help me?” Changkyun eyes the other with suspicion.

“Between making you suffer, and making them suffer, they win.” Hyungwon shrugs. “You’re amusing when you’re suffering, but they’re even worse.”

“Is- is it just a vampire thing to be a terrible, evil person.”

“I don’t know, is it?”

“Maybe not, Jooheon hasn’t done anything yet.”

“Only Jooheon?”

“Maybe Gunhee, too.” Changkyun nods, to himself. “I guess I could say Hyunwoo, but he hasn’t really had the chance.”

“Not yourself?”

“Oh shit I forgot about myself.” Changkyun pauses, then shakes his head. “No, I spend too much time here, they’ve probably influenced me.”

“Probably.”

“So- like- do you ever eat in your own home?”

“You’ve visited.”

“Sorry, do you ever eat in your own home when I’m not there?”

Hyungwon pauses a suspiciously long time, before nodding. “Yeah, obviously.”

“That wasn’t convincing.”

[wonheoney]

Now or never

Part 2

[burtonized]

Legends never die - WIP

In a world where Kihyun has left behind all he had in favour of becoming who he wants to be, free from the restraints that had unknowingly weighed him down, he is the equal of a satanic god-like being. He isn’t known, crowned, and praised as the best assassin out there for nothing. Once someone becomes his target, they’re a dead man walking. Kihyun never wavers, never misses. Even those that have been able to hide in the shadows of their own perfectly-crafted lair, their acronym the only known piece of information, cannot hide forever. Kihyun will find him. He will find I.M and bring the master hacker down, even if it is the last thing he does.

But how does one find someone that is both invincible and invisible?

Hyungwon had already turned, his coat draped over his shoulders, and was ready to walk away when he turned back. “I don’t know what you’re diving into, Yoo,” he said, and Kihyun couldn’t recall ever seeing his handsome face this serious, his eyes dark with warning. “Nor that I particularly care. But be careful with what you look for. Some things are unfindable for a reason. It might be the death of you.”