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sleebiebear · 17 days ago
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this is my bi-monthly 'i miss arcane' post hi. i miss arcane. i am not ready for the person ill revert back into when s2 drops
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catalinas-cure · 1 year ago
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Sub!Ethan Landry x Mean!reader headcanons (Sfw & Nsfw)
A/n: ngl i think i’m going to stick to fluff after this 😭, let me know what you guys think in the comments or my inbox!
Warning: this is written with a afab fem!reader in mind
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💝: Has your picture as his lockscreen & homescreen, he changes it every time you send him pictures of yourself
💝: Wears shirts that say “property of *y/n*”, “I love my beautiful girlfriend”, and have your picture on them. He bought them himself too 😭
💝: Only has social media to post you, his bio is “*y/n* fanpage”
💝: Your personal photographer, his entire photo gallery is pictures of you
💝: Calls you early in the morning, when he knows you won’t be awake, to leave you a voicemail to listen to when you wake up
💝: Loves watching cheesy romcoms with you (even if he won’t admit it 🙄)
💝: Loves watching you when your focused or paying attention to anything other than him
💝: Holds your hand all the time
💝: Always nervous and giggly with you even if you’ve been dating for a long time
💝: he’s just a gentleman
💝: Carries your bags around campus, the mall, when you’re out, literally anywhere
💝: Never shuts up about how lucky he is to have you
💝: Literally worships the ground you walk on
💝: Loves when you wear his clothes
💝: Has pictures of you everywhere, in his car, by his bed, in his wallet, in his phone case
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💖: Was a virgin before he met you
💖: Gets turned on when you’re mean to him
💖: It’s huge 😭
💖: He’s a slut! only for you though 🙏
💖: Eats you out like it’s the last thing he’ll ever do
💖: Reallyyy vocal, literally moaning in your ear
💖: Loves using toys he buys on you
💖: Always wants you on top
💖: Needs you to mark him so everyone knows he’s your property (scratches on his back from your nails, bruised knees from kneeling to eat you out, bites on his neck, hickeys everywhere)
💖: Gets off on pleasing you
💖: Tells you to use him, he wants to be your fucktoy
💖: Cums in you all the time if you let him
💖: Sooo dramatic when he orgasms
💖: Asks if you can cockwarm him while you’re watching a movie
💖: Can’t even look at you when you’re going down on him cause he’ll cum
💖: He’s down with anything you want to try, new position? handcuffs? edging? make a video? he’ll try anything once and if you like it, he’ll do it as much as you ask him too
💖: Loves when you pull his hair, that’s when he knows he’s doing a good job
💖: Gets off to you degrading him
💖: Asks to do positions that let him see your face and his dick bulging in your stomach (Cowgirl is his favorite)
💖: He likes to make eye contact whenever you have sex (he loves staring you down when he eats you out)
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only-a-heartbeat-away · 7 days ago
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Thank you for the tag @badmedicine88!
1. What’s your favorite color?
Red.
2. How long have you been on Tumblr?
Five years, I joined in the middle of 2019.
3. Where’s a place you always wanted to travel to?
Japan! I definitely want to go there at least once in my life.
4. What’s your favorite clothing brand?
Don’t have one. Never really paid attention to this kind of thing.
5. What’s your favorite singer/band?
Singer is tied between Steve Perry and Sebastian Bach, band is Guns N Roses.
6. What’s your current phone lockscreen?
Lockscreen is Vixen, homescreen is Lita Ford.
7. Most recent/current hyperfixation?
It changes so often but right now it’s The Sims.
8. What’s your relationship status?
Single and pretty happy with that.
9. What’s your dream job?
not having to work at all Anything to do with animals, like a zookeeper, veterinarian or marine biologist.
10. Outside of Tumblr, favorite social media?
None of them lol. Unless you count Pinterest as a social media, Tumblr’s the only one I have.
11. Do you have any pets? If yes, what kind and how many?
Two cats, one is a calico and the other is a balinese.
12. Do you prefer tea or coffee?
I don’t like either of them.
13. Favorite ice cream flavor?
I don’t like ice cream, but if I had to choose, mint chocolate chip.
Tagging anyone who wants to do this!
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princemick · 2 years ago
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kyle i'm so curious, what wallpaper do you have as your lockscreen and homescreen? and are you one of those people who change them very regularly or do you keep them for a really long time once you like some? because you're so creative and are really really good at art, so on the one hand i feel like you would have high standards for that sort of thing? or like, get tired of wallpapers quickly if they're not exactly what you want? but on the other hand you've put so much effort into making your mutual's blogs layouts and not a lot into your own so i might be fooled....
pleaseee, the depth of analysis here when these are my lock, home and whatsapp bg.
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and, I basically dont ever change them, like the whatsapp one ive had for god idk a year+ the gyanyu n val one is pretty new together w the I think its lauda one bc when I change either my lock or home I have to change the other.
either way this is a really funny overanalyze and I fucking love it
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ghostlygeto · 2 years ago
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i changed my lockscreen n homescreen recently nd they r soooo cute now if this gets 1 like i will show <3
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hyuckswoman · 6 months ago
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can you show your homescreen?? i saw that you posted your lockscreen you made a while ago, i was wondering if your homescreen was also a collage
yuhh i actually changed lockscreens n homescreens (my homescreen is a bit of the other collage i made that i posted in the same post where u could see my previous lockscreen)
markie’s still there despite the change of lockscreens (i do get a bit embarrassed at work when people see my lockscreen with his big ass face but then again they don’t know who he is so…)
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darkclouud9 · 10 months ago
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pfps r so annoying to me bc I want to change it sometimes, but I love keeping my pfp bulbasaur. disc isn't anymore but I love that pfp so bad so. and my pfp here is bulbasaur drawn by cool guy B)
yt, twit, pinterest (that I barely use), n spotify are just.
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wait my da is the face of this one
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^ def my favourite cloud ive drawn so far :3 (I just really love the way the hair split looks at the top -.-)
n e way the way ive worked around changing pfps is by changing my homescreens
I changed my lock screen so it changes every time I open my phone, but my homescreen is the same (it will never change)
I'm not home, but when I do get home today, I will change my laptop homescreen. and lockscreen.
atm my homescreens are already changing between some post 4th war Team Seven images so :D
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ironmansnips · 2 years ago
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Eddie is absolutely someone who gets jealous of your pet
depending on your preferred timeline he'd totally fight for his place as your screensaver
so you try to compromise and put him as your lockscreen and your pet as your homescreen
and it worked for awhile
until high! Eddie thought about it more
you barley look at your lockscreen 👺
you look at your homescreen way more that's so not fair
do you not love him or something?
what the hell y/n
so after you calmed him down and took his joint away
you changed it cause he's gotta point lmao
btw him and your pet fight for your attention all the time
you'll be watching a movie and look over to see Eddie and your pet just glaring daggers at each other
you don't even try to act like it's not hysterical
and when he spends the night and the pet gets put in the other room for your sanity (because not even a fucking saint could put up with that shit all night)
he gets all smug because he won 😌
you must love him more than your rat dog cause look at who's in your bed
not the rat dog y/n
anytime he tries to touch you there's a dog attached to his arm by the teeth
luckily it's a tiny dog so it literally felt like a baby punch
(i'm basing this off of my overprotective chihuahua lmao)
he tried to bite them back once
slowly after giving them the last bite of his food everytime he was over the rat dog decided maybe they didn't wanna piss on his grave (too soon😭)
they probably won't become besties and they never wanna be left alone together but they hardly try to fight to the death anymore
progress is progress 🤷🏼‍♀️
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our boy🥺 my rat dog💗
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shotorozu · 4 years ago
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what their wallpaper would look like while dating you
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— *♡∞:。.。 2k followers special —
character(s) : multiple (bnha)
legend : [Y/N = your name] they/them pronouns used, quirk’s not specified
headcanon type : fluff (x reader)
note(s) : okay so,, school has made me a little busy today so i kind of just whipped this up for no reason. this isn’t really lengthy but i hope you guys liked it :))
theres no proof read, again :,) but thats bc i was rushing on this one lol (will edit later)
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midoriya izuku
i’m going to be honest, his wallpaper is going to change every single time you guys go out to eat. he takes so many pictures of you— it literally eats up his storage.
it came to the point that he made a collage of all of the candid pictures he took of you, and saved it as his wallpaper. that way, he wouldn’t have to change his wallpaper every 3 days
but he can’t help it! you’re just so,, attractive ❤️👄❤️ eventually, his mom will comment on how his wallpaper changes every single week— and that’s how he decided that “wait.. collaging exists!” and his life became 10x easier. but he still won’t delete the pictures so 🗿
bakugou katsuki
he has plenty of pictures of you that are nice, but he just won’t set it to any of those— you’ll never catch him setting his wallpaper as a good picture of you. but, katsuki will set it to a picture of you choking on spices, because he’s kind of a bitch lmao sorry
but he oddly likes that picture?? no matter how many pictures he’ll take of you, you’ll always find his wallpaper to be set to that picture, you can’t even do anything about it. you always stare at him like 🤨 when you catch him admiring the photo— “ITS NOT EVEN A GOOD PICTURE”
but GOD FORBID his parents actually coming across his wallpaper, he’ll get scolded by his mom because “Y/N WOULDNT APPRECIATE THAT, KATSUKI” and he’s just like 🧍 “it’s been that way for 7 months, old hag”
todoroki shouto
surprise! it’s a normal picture. it’s really just a picture of you and him at lunch, specifically your first date with him. and you looked SO good in that outfit. so, how could he not take 50 pictures of you in that one specific outfit? he must print them, and frame them properly
his head will peak on the phone’s corner, because, while he still wants to be in the picture, you’re the main focus SOOO,, yeah. he has other pictures, sure— but that one hits so differently
his mom and sister will end up coming across his wallpaper, when he was showing pictures of his class. they’ll basically fawn over every single detail of the picture. what more— when shouto outwardly says “yes. my s/o is so beautiful. how could i not have this picture as my wallpaper?” its cute
bonus : his wallpaper is sometimes a picture of you using your quirk. he loves how focused you look in that picture
kirishima eijirou
most likely, a picture of you resting your face against his arm. it’s such a confidence booster just seeing the picture— how could he not set it as his wallpaper? it makes him feel so manly
i think he has a separate album for that picture. an album with only one picture— yeah, definitely plausible for eijirou. it’s just such a good picture, how could he not have it’s own dedicated section? the picture never gets old to him.
he’ll also be that person that’ll have a really detailed background on why the picture happened. why, you may ask? it all started because of kaminari randomly asking him about it one day— and that was when he couldn’t stop talking he just loves flexing you, it makes him feel manly
kaminari denki
a picture of you sleeping— most likely a really ugly one, (to you, anyway) it’ll still be a nice picture to him, deadass <3
it’s a picture of you with your mouth half open, drool this 🤏 close from escaping your mouth. and your eyes are barely open— but enough to see the whites of your eyes. it was so funny to him that he just had to snap a picture.
regardless— it makes him feel better when he most especially feels insecure about himself, y’know, because everyone has those days. but don’t worry, you’re still absolutely beautiful to denki.
shinsou hitoshi
it’s a picture he snapped of you when he managed to get you in a position where you’re hanging upside down, wrapped in his capture tape. it’s quite a rare photo to anyone else that wasn’t him.
it’s his wallpaper because one, your expression is PRICELESS, and two— there was just so much to talk about, regarding the photo’s backstory. it’s also because of how cute your expression was, he could talk about it for days.
he’ll shamelessly set the picture as his lockscreen, and his homescreen. at some point, i think aizawa saw it too— but he thought nothing of it because “shinsou’s being shinsou again. i should let him.” everytime shinsou looks at his wallpaper, he can only chuckle— admiring it’s details (you can only glare at him💀)
iida tenya
i have included iida on this one, because i thought of it while i was brushing my teeth. LMAO SORRY, but his wallpaper would probably be your provisional license picture— or even a polaroid picture of the both of you
you stare at him, completely baffled “out of all of the pictures, tenya.” and he protests— explaining on how and why his wallpaper is just your provisional license’s picture, i don’t know! he was really shy when it came to taking pictures of you, so he resorted to using your license picture and it’s also a really professional picture of you so.. bonus!
but, if you do protest— he’ll set his wallpaper as a really blurry shot of you from afar🗿 due to the fact that he was literally running towards you when the picture was being taken. i also headcanon that iida isn’t really the best photographer, at least when it comes to phones.
monoma neito
its a picture of you crying while watching a sad movie 🗿 it’s not even full on ugly crying YET, but he does find it hilarious (but it’s also really pretty)
monoma forever holds it up your head, that “oh poor Y/N can’t hold in their tears for a movie” and he was going to use it for teasing purposes, but the more he observed the picture, the more he realized how good the picture is— like holy heck, it looks like an editorial shot from a magazine, and only YOU could do that.
class 1-b can only silently judge him 💀
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serenityseventeen · 3 years ago
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Mingyu (김민규):
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“I Like You Better”
synopsis: Mingyu, your boyfriend, sees that you have the vocalist of a rock band you like as your lockscreen instead of him.
genre: a bit of lime (make out), fluff, established relationship
characters: boyfriend!mingyu x reader
word count: around 1.7k
a/n: I could've done better than this honestly?? + Caratland is ticking closer and I probably won't get to watch :') + I might start a new hobby: creating playlists (kpop)... I've made a few and it seems fun! I listen to playlists on YouTube all the time and I just want to create my own for certain situations! + I know I've used a similar gif 🙂
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With a sigh, Mingyu looked over at you while munching on strawberries and picking on them with his fork.
You were swinging your hips from side to side while doing the dishes, your ears focusing only on the music blasting from your phone. It was some passionate rock music that Mingyu recognized since you had been listening to that particular band on repeat.
“You must really like that band,” Mingyu commented, swallowing the red strawberry that he was eating. He stabbed another one with his fork but didn't eat it yet as he was waiting for your reply. “You listen to them a lot.”
“Yeah, they're my favorite band these days! I just can't stop listening to them. It's not only their music that has me hooked - the members of the band are cool too! I think I'm slowly falling for each one of them!” You said excitedly. Talking about your favorite band brought out your inner fan so you couldn't stop. You loved talking about them.
Mingyu chuckled at your cute and excited response. He was sitting at the counter, a tiny white plate with strawberries in front of him. He set down his fork and looked up at you. “Let me choose a song.”
He reached his hand for your phone that was resting on the corner of the counter, opposite of him. However, when he turned on your phone, he was a bit surprised to see that it was not him on your wallpaper.
“Who's this?” Mingyu asked, sounding a bit like he was whining, usually a sign of jealousy.
He knew that it probably wasn't someone you knew in real life.
You didn't even need to look back to know what Mingyu was talking about. You had recently changed your lock screen wallpaper to the vocalist of your current favorite band because you just liked them so much.
“Him? That's the main vocalist of the band I'm listening to right now.”
Mingyu pouted, putting down your phone beside his plate of strawberries.
“What about me?” He asked.
You wiped the sink with a yellow towel after placing all the dishes back in their cabinets, then taking off the rubber gloves you used to wash the dishes. You turned around to Mingyu and smiled.
“What do you mean?” You asked. “Come on, you've been my wallpaper for so long, it's okay if someone else takes your spot for a while, right? Plus, I don't even know him in real life, it's fine!”
Mingyu let out a sigh. “So why is he your wallpaper?”
“It's simple, because I like him!” You said, taking your phone and jumping to sit on top of the counter. You stared at the lock screen of your phone, feeling your body vibrate with joy just from seeing his face and hearing his band's songs play.
Mingyu looked up at you with his puppy eyes. “Then what about me? I'm your boyfriend.”
“You're my homescreen~”
“Why not lock screen too?”
You laughed. “Look, you're asking the same questions over and over, babe. Don't tell me you're jealous because of this!”
You pinched his cheek, unable to handle how cute he sounded when he was whiny. Plus, his sparkling puppy eyes just made your heart melt.
“I'm not jealous,” Mingyu said, chuckling slightly with disappointment. “I was just wondering...”
You ruffled your boyfriend's hair and hopped off the counter. “Well, I'm sure out of your millions of fans, quite a few thousand of them use your pictures as their profile pictures, wallpapers, and even have you in their room, and I don't say anything about it.”
Mingyu stayed quiet, sulking on the chair by the counter, in the kitchen.
You began going down the hallway to the bedroom, past the living room that was connected to the kitchen. Mingyu giggled softly as he watched you bop your head along to the song. Even when he was jealous, you still managed to give him butterflies.
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Mingyu didn't mean to eavesdrop but his ears couldn't help but pick up on what you were telling your friend in the bathroom connected to the bedroom. He was getting ready for bed, placing the grey and white pillows in their place, throwing the dark grey blanket over the black covers.
You were on a late-night call with your best friend and of course, you couldn't control your excitement as you talked about a dream you had a few days ago, involving the man on your lock screen.
“What!? You had a dream about him!?” Your friend squealed. Your phone was placed on the top of the sink and it was on speaker because you were doing your skincare routine.
“Yeah! I think it was yesterday or the day before that...? I had a dream that he and I were in a relationship. Like, it didn't specifically say it but I just knew that we were! I was watching him perform and all and he kept looking at me and smiling at me in the dream...”
You continued going on and on about your fantastical dream. Mingyu had completely paused what he was doing now to listen. He couldn't stand the fact that he was jealous of a man who didn't even know you existed. He also couldn't stand the fact that you were so ecstatic over a dream. He didn't want to be this way but he couldn't control it.
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Both of you went to bed and Mingyu decided not to ask questions about the dream you had. He didn't want to make it seem like he was jealous even though he was. Him trying to hide it made you further believe that he was jealous.
You were comfy in his arms but as you concentrated on his racing heartbeat, you couldn't fall asleep. Mingyu was unusually quiet, which made you a bit worried. You had teased him earlier about having the vocalist of your favorite band as your lock screen and you were worried that it had made him feel devalued.
“Mingyu,” You said, breaking the silence. “Mingyu?”
“Hm?” His reply was faint. You broke out of his arms to try and look at his face. Mingyu was wide awake and your eyes met.
“Are you okay?” You asked. At this point, your heart was now pounding hard, nervously waiting for his reply.
Mingyu brought his hands to your cheek sensually and brushed his fingers against your skin, tracing down to your neck. His eyes followed the movement of his hand and you couldn't help but gulp.
“You're not jealous, are you?” You asked seriously but quietly, your voice so soft and breathy, almost like a whisper.
Mingyu lifted his gaze to stare into your eyes. “A little?”
His voice was ticklish in your ears.
The atmosphere just had to be so perfect. You could feel the tension in the air. His warm hand against your neck was making your body tingle. Your eyes were darting from his lips to his eyes.
Slowly, he leaned in and gave you a soft kiss. It wasn't just a single kiss but like a connected kiss, like his lips didn't want to leave yours. The pace was slow and his lips were gentle as they crashed against yours, his hand brushing your neck, traveling down to your waist then hips, pulling your body closer to his again.
Mingyu smiled and broke off the kiss, staring into your eyes and his hands running through the side of your head, in your hair. Both of you were laying on one side. Quietly, he asked, “In your dream, what happened?”
You couldn't tell if he was teasing you now.
“Nothing spicy,” You replied quickly, throwing your arms around his shoulders and leaning in to kiss him again. Mingyu didn't hesitate to deepen the kiss while your hands dug in his soft hair and his hands slid up and down the side of your waist.
With your bodies glued on each other and your mouths locking then pulling away for air, you couldn't tell how much time had passed. Once you brought Mingyu in for more, he had no intention of stopping. Now, he simply couldn't get enough of your lips.
At first, he only kissed you to ease his jealousy, to remind himself that that guy on your lock screen wallpaper was nothing compared to him. Mingyu was your boyfriend after all and he knew that no matter how much you loved that band, they would never compare to how much you loved him.
Mingyu was also just in the mood.
Losing track of time, you decided that it was enough. You were out of breath and with the blankets over you two, it was way too hot. The night had deepened and the bedroom was nearly pitch black when you broke off the long yet seemingly short-lived make-out session. Mingyu leaned in for more, wanting to kiss you badly, but you dodged him with a mischievous smile.
“Let's go to sleep,” You said, taking your hands off of him and removing your body from his, turning to face the other side of the bed. “It's probably late now.”
Mingyu chuckled and flipped you around to face him again, his hands on your hips. “One more.”
“Aren't you tired?” You asked, knowing that he'd reply with something like ‘I can stay up all night with you’. You chuckled softly at the thought then proceeded to yawn. “I'm quite tired.”
“Lies, you just want to see him in your dreams, huh?”
“Who?” You asked, smiling confidently.
Mingyu pulled you close to his chest, embracing you with his muscular arms. “The guy on your lock screen.”
You chuckled.“You mean, you? I must be in a dream right now then.”
You had changed your lock screen to a photo of him playing the guitar. You still loved the band and the vocalist but you just wanted to wake up and open your phone to see his face despite always waking up to him already.
Before you both knew it, you were talking throughout the night. It was just a bunch of sweet talk mixed with gentle laughter, and a few sneaky kisses too.
You don't even remember how you two fell asleep.
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lemon-boy-stan · 4 years ago
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FLIGHT MODE
genre: hurt/comfort. warnings: nightmares (nothing vivid, just mentions of). this is cringe, i think.
The air was cold in the plane. A pain buzzed in your ear as it took off.
Noticing your discomfort, Yeonjun offered you his hand. You took it, managing an exhale and a grateful smile.
Your grip was tight on his hand but he didn't mind, he knew you hated flying.
"Please turn all electronic devices to flight mode," spoke the woman over the reciever.
"Oh," you said quietly, only just remembering. And then dreading, because to turn flight mode on... Yeonjun would see.
Well, you thought to yourself, at least we're both in it. Because otherwise it would be totally awkward.
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The lockscreen was a photo taken by Beomgyu of you and your best friend at the carnaval you went to on tour.
Yeonjun had bought those animal head hats and you wore it everywhere, even on the rollercoaster and in the haunted house.
You still had yours back in the apartment and you were pretty sure he still had his, too.
Yeonjun thankfully didn't see, but his demeanor changed. He looked way too confident now.
Blushing, you did your best to hide the homescreen of your phone, turning your back to face him. He didn't appear offended that you'd done this.
He didn't bring it up either. He was too busy shaking off a smirk at god knew what.
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It was late at night when you started crying. Yeonjun didn’t notice at first. He was too distracted. God, you were beautiful even asleep.
Yeonjun thought that maybe someone was watching a movie but then saw that everyone was asleep, the plane was pitch-black except for the lights from the heater panels above.
Then he realised that his shirt was wet. Taken aback, he stared, a different kind of pain growing in his heart. 
This had never happened before. Sure, he knew you had nightmares sometimes - everyone did. But you'd never, ever, cried or spoken in your sleep.
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"Please don't leave me," Yeonjun could only just hear the words. “Jjunie. Please.” Holy. Shit. 
Jjunnie. That’s what you called him. All the time. He froze again, unsure of what to do, listening. “Please, don’t leave me, Yeonjun.”
His stomach churned with heartache. 
You kept on pleading into his clothes, voice so quiet and afraid. “Please. Please don’t leave me, Jjunnie.” 
Yeonjun couldn’t take it any more. You were in his arms now, he’d pulled you closer, so that he was kissing your forehead.
“I won’t leave you.” he didn’t know why he was talking to you, you were clearly unconscious. “I promise I won’t leave you.” it was the softest he’d ever spoken. 
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Your dream jolted you awake. “I promise I won’t leave you.” you stirred, unmoving, afraid you’d been caught off-guard. 
The pillow shifted, and then it spoke again. 
“I’d never dream of leaving you. Gosh, you have no idea how much you mean to me. You’re the last thing I’d ever leave.” the words were so soft, so sweet, so comforting. 
Only one person could ever be so kind. 
“Yeonjun?” 
He looked down at you in the dark, startled. “You didn’t... you didn’t hear that, did you?” he looked away. 
You sniffed but smiled, “I’m sorry,” you whispered, “I heard it.” 
“Oh. Well, i - if you. Don’t. It’s fine.”
“No, Jjunnie!” you panicked. He stopped. You took a breath. “I do. I do. Love. Love you. I thought. In my dream. It was stupid, I thought you. Left. I thought you left me, Jjunnie.” you were crying again. 
Frustrated, he grabbed you. Lips softer than snow, he spoke into your mouth first. “I’d never leave you.” 
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a/n: sorry the ending sucked.
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kekoma · 4 years ago
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— kenma as your boyfriend.
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ever wonder what it’s like to date pudding head? same. hope you enjoy. 
head full. many thoughts of KENMA KOZUME.
so let’s begin with what the relationship is like.
if you’re a gamer—you’re in the lead since kenma uses video games as a way to bond with you and he’s also passionate about them so you two will definitely play together.
“hey y/n, wanna play animal crossing together?”
“sure but i’m keeping a close watch of you...”
“why?”
“you stole my peaches behind my back and harassed one of my villagers because he reminded you of lev.”
“so?”
however if you aren’t a gamer then you’re still in the lead.
he doesn’t mind teaching you how to play and actually loves it when you ask him too since he, again, wants to bond with you over something that could possibly be enjoyable for you as well.
fun fact: he built a house for you on minecraft and made sure his bed was next to yours ♡
kenma may even be down to do any of the things you like as well so don’t assume he’ll automatically tell you ‘no’. he’s willing to try anything once especially if it’s something YOU are passionate about.
some assume the relationship would be difficult due to the fact pudding head here doesn’t seem like the type to keep a relationship for long/be interested in people romantically or really provide what a ‘real’ relationship needs but wrong~
your personality and his fit into each other rather perfectly and as long as you aren’t someone who’s constantly bugging him for attention desperately, force him out or his comfort zone or asking he change his ways for your sake— then best believe kenma will simp for you faster than anyone on earth.
you love him for him as he loves you for you. in the end, the relationship is perfect (kuroo approves of this message)
now pda.
in public; kenma has his hands busy with his games/phone so holding hands isn’t very often but he’ll still want to feel you near.
so he’ll press his leg against yours or simply have his foot/shoe touching yours as well. this is his way of showing affection after all.
although if you both were somehow dragged by kuroo and the rest of the team to go to the beach, out to eat or something and kenma was somehow has a restriction about bring his games or pulling out his phone then he’ll most likely decide to hold your hand while mumbling how he can’t wait to go home with you.
he’ll also let you play/braid his hair but once his team comes around— he unbraids/stops you since he doesn’t like when the team makes fun of him for being soft.
as for private— he seems like the type that enjoys holding you on his lap while playing his games on the computer.
having your head rest on the crook of his neck, either busy with something on your phone or drifting off to sleep; he finds comfort in that.
extra points if you play with his hair and if he isn’t wearing his headset and you decide to whisper all the things you love about him then he’ll blush like crazy.
kenma may even tell you he loves you while thanking you for loving him when he knows you could do better if you wanted to (although you remind him you can’t)
if he’s laying down on his/your bed then you could be boxed in while watching him play.
although if you aren’t in the mood for that then he’ll happily rest his head down on your lap or stomach (occasionally your booty if you’re doing tummy time)
can see kenma taking his eyes off the game once and awhile just to admire you while thinking about how lucky he is to have someone so amazing in life.
“something on your mind babe?”
“oh uh nothing. nothing at all baby.” he’ll say with a blush, adverting his eyes back to the glowing screen “umm when you have time or ready, do you want to play the new rpg game?”
“of course~”
kissing him in private is also on the list since he generally worries about doing it in public.
although he does enjoy kissing those soft pink lips of yours— he enjoys it the most when you kiss him near the corner of his lips sometimes. something about that action makes him blush harder than normal.
overall kenma won’t initiate much of the affection between you two but he won’t stop you from touching on him. just as long as you understand his limits.
on to nicknames.
kenma likes calling you kitten for sure and it’s the number one nickname (and your name in his phone)
but he’ll also call you baby and pudding. occasionally he’ll combine the two—making you his baby pudding.
can definitely see him buying matching headphones/sets with you and maybe a keychain accessories that may be a cat or favorite game character.
speaking of cats— he even brought a cat and named it after the ship name his team created for you both.
kenma also has pictures of you both and the cat which is also his lockscreen (his homescreen is just of you though)
now when it comes to dates... kenma may not take you on super romantic dates but do except him to take you to the arcade, game cafes, cat cafes or just out for food in general.
sometimes he pushes himself out of his comfort zone to take you out somewhere different and that you may enjoy.
kenma understands that going to a repeated spot can be tiring so he makes this effort to switch things up to keep you happy.
bonus: thanks to you, kenma doesn’t worry too much about how people may view him.
his main focus is how YOU view him.
one of those intimate late nights, he’ll be holding you close and question what you even see him due to the fact he understands himself and the habits of not wanting interact with others/compare them to games which can be odd at times.
however he wasn’t expecting your answer nor did he think it could touch his heart the way it did.
in the end, kenma couldn’t help but hold you even closer, trying his best not to let his tears touch your skin while proclaiming how much he loves you.
to conclude this— dating kenma isn’t boring nor is the relationship weirdly one sided or anything strange. it’s enjoyable. you’re both lucky to have each other.
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tamewkii · 4 years ago
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✧┊what's in their phones?
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My Hero Academia ;; izuku, katsuki, shoto, eijirou, denki
a/n ;; this isn't the original post, the original one got deleted and luckily i had a copy in the draft but some got deleted and can't remember what i added</3
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Midoriya Izuku
His search history is filled with All Might and other heroes & things he didn't know and decidedto pull out the internet (but still majority of it is All Might)
Has two social medias and it has to be Twitter & YouTube
Doesn't have any of those viral games because one time he just "eh, how do i do this" and deleted it
Though he does have learning games like Periodic Table Quiz, Brain Out, and simple games like Bottle Flip, if there was an All Might game he'll definitely download it
His lockscreen is on default but constantly changes his homescreen to different All Mights or some picture he likes
Has a file in his gallery that's filled with All Might to document the times they spent together (i know for a fact he doesn't want to miss a moment)
Bakugo Katsuki
You can find that skull print almost everywhere in his phone
slippery screen
Hommie has spotify and perhaps trying premium
has Twitch, YouTube and Twitter (the only reason he has Twt is becuse he wants to join the chaos and bash out to random accounts)
Probably installed PUGB before and is now playing CoD, Among Us? yeah, he tried but ended up breaking his screen protector
His apps are messy and never bothers to put it in files
you'll probably see 'how to care for someone' in his search bar
His lockscreen has a little note saying 'fuck off or die' and a black wallpaper saying 'fuck you, extra' (he made it himself, kinda proud), and for homescreen he probably just used black, an edit of his hero name, or just 'WHY THE FUCK DID YOU UNLOCK IT YOU FUCKING STICK ASS BITCH' yup...
Todoroki Shoto
apps are pretty much unmoved and arranged nicely
he had Twitter once but that made him stay up for days straight and deleteded after a week
and with that he now downloaded Notion, very concerned about himself
his search history is more concerning though
he never had any games before but when Among Us blew up Kirishima invited him to join
but since he's very very clueless he quit and downloaded Bottle Flip to distract him instead (Midoriya's recommendation)
his phone looks like he just bought it from the store 3 seconds ago, but actually he just takes care of it really nicely
I can see him holding up an android
everything is on default mode but often switches from dark to light mode (vice versa)
has Crunchyroll, manga app/saved website(s), and Netflix (since now he has friends they can watch together)
Kirishima Eijirou
I know for a fact he dowloaded a fitness app and uses health tracker that comes with the phone
he plays CoD to keep Bakugo some company and plays Among Us with the others
the man has Instagram with Crimson Riot as his pfp
in his gallery if filled with "important stuff" like; random screenshots; tiktok videos; his friends clowning around
I'll fight you if you think he DOESN'T have tiktok and do stupid shit
his screen protector is not in a good shape, scratches all over, really
dude can possibly have Netflix and sometimes joins Todoroki if he can't pay atm, and watched Hulk; the Meg; and tried The Conjuring
nothing is on default mode aside the keyboard
i think he has the game Dragon City, i think
Kaminari Denki
his phone is so close to blowing up from that fast charging and nearly overloaded storage
constantly changes his wallpapers with funny memes
bro used the prn website and received emails that made him cry for days, he quited but is now into pervy mangas that uses code thingies I don't understand
has all the latest socials and games, but he rarely uses some of them
he has Netflix and watches Turbo & The Flash probably.
his screen possibly has a huge crack
Among Us, he kind of had the game before it was viral and likes to make jokes no one understood yet like "that's kinda sUS, eh? eh?"
fuck it his apps are messy and never wants to organize it, same as Bakugo but his looks more like a storm crashed his phone
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redhairedwolfwitch · 4 years ago
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Coffee Dates and Job Offers - Vanessa Rojas x Fem!Ruzek!Reader
First Meetings
“So, when do you want to get that coffee?” You enquired, pulling on your jacket with a rough tug as it got stuck on your shoulder blade.
“Hmm, tomorrow, before shift?” Vanessa suggested with a smile, leaving you to chuckle.
“Sounds good,” you were cut off as Adam walked past with Kim, your eyes following your brother before Vanessa cleared her throat.
“How do I contact you to tell you the place?” Vanessa teased, leaving you to chuckle as you passed her your mobile, your eyes catching Seargeant Platt’s gaze as she watched the two of you interacting.
“Your ex isn’t leaving you alone, yet it’s been years?” Vanessa prompted as she passed you back your phone.
“We broke up over 3 years ago, they were fine until around graduation, then when they found out I studied for my masters in another state, they started the messaging and I blocked them. I might need a new phone since they haven’t worked out I’m in Chicago. They know about Adam being a cop though.” You explained, sighing as you rested the back of your head against the wall.
“I’m sorry if this puts you off-”
“It’s not your fault Y/n.” Vanessa replied, her hand on your shoulder before she spotted Adam coming over, hastily removing it and leaving her arm to hang by her side.
“Everything okay over here? You ready to go?” Adam asked, tilting his head to the side as he looked at you.
“Can we go to a phone store before I crash on your couch for the night?” You requested, leaving Adam to nod.
“Uh, sure, yeah, can do. Rojas, you wanna come with? You two seem to be getting along and Y/n has some movie she wants to watch, Kim’s coming over too-”
“Yeah, I will glady stop Y/n from becoming a third-wheel as she sets up her new phone.” Vanessa joked, laughing as you stuck your tongue out at her, the two of you ignoring how Adam was glancing at Kim as she approached.
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Adam’s couch was comfy as you sat tapping away on your phone as you began to set it up.
“So you transferred your number over instead of changing it?” Adam enquired, watching you messing with connecting the phone to your laptop.
“Yeah, but I’m putting different settings on this one. Also I’m slightly suspicious that my ex has been somehow accessing my social medias so I’m privating and burying everything.” You explained, smiling when you finished setting it up.
“I’ll add your numbers back later but I need a lockscreen and homescreen...” You mumbled, looking through the photos on your laptop.
“That one’s nice, is that Portland?” Kim asked as you skipped through photos.
“Yeah, Oregon, studied for my masters there.”
“Now a homescreen...” You mumbled to yourself before Vanessa shifted to look closer at one of the images, leaving you to click that one.
“Popcorn’s ready, now to watch whatever weird movie you picked out-” Adam was cut off as you grabbed a handful of popcorn and threw it at his face.
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Your phone buzzing next to your ear was what awoke you.
A groan escaped your lips as you rolled onto your stomach, hair stuck to your cheek as you moved your arm out from under you to hit snooze.
Your phone buzzing five minutes later had you trying to roll over again, your body going thump as you landed on the floor instead.
“Fuck...” you grumbled, pushing yourself off the floor with your hands to sit back down on the couch, looking over the texts you had.
“Oh yeah... coffee...” You mumbled, reading that Rojas had sent you the location as you walked to the bathroom.
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“How was the couch?” Vanessa enquired as the two of you got your coffees to go.
“I fell off it waking up but I slept fine, what about you? You stay with Hailey, right?” You asked, sipping your coffee as you waited for Vanessa to reply.
“Yeah, my last job had me in an apartment but I had to get another and didn’t have time so Hailey said I could stay with her, what about you, how long do you plan on crashing at Adam’s?”
“Uh, when I find a job and an apartment. Then I can move my stuff out of the storage space I have here in Chicago.” You explained as the two of you walked towards District 21.
“What sort of job prospects do you have in mind?” Vanessa asked as the two of you walked into District 21.
“She’ll be working here, after she fills out this paperwork, of course.” Platt stated, passing you a wad of paper.
“Uh, right, okay, thank you Sergeant.” You replied, scrambling to grab a pen out of your bag as you were gestured to head into the downstairs office with Vanessa following you.
“Did you want your breakfast food? I forgot we bought those with the coffee.” Vanessa admitted, passing you your breakfast wrap as she unwrapped hers.
“So, I just got a job offer which I am reading the description of right now...” You announced, biting into your breakfast wrap as Vanessa chuckled, perching on the edge of the desk to look over your shoulder.
“Hey, Vanessa, we have a case upstairs, Voight wants all hands on deck- oh, hi Y/n!” Kim waved as she walked in, summoning Vanessa upstairs.
“See you later, Y/n!” she smiled as she followed Kim.
“See ya!”
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It wasn’t until after lunch that you sent Vanessa a text asking her opinion on ice cream.
Y/nRuzek: what’s your opinion on ice cream
Y/nRuzek: or other frozen desserts, idk if your lactose intolerant or anything
VanessaRojas: either sound great
Y/nRuzek: sweet! there’s a place I used to go with Adam before college, it’s still around n I was wondering if you wanted to go sometime?
Y/nRuzek: you don’t have to
VanessaRojas: sounds fun, how about friday?
Y/nRuzek: I look forward to it!
The tapping on the door had your attention as you looked up from your phone, waving as you spotted Adam and Jay before they headed upstairs to the Intelligence floor.
You spent the rest of shift at 21 thinking about ice cream with Vanessa on Friday.
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collecting-stories · 4 years ago
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Hurricane - c. 07 - Rafe Cameron
Summary: Good times don’t last forever.
A/N: I finished the re-write and now I’m almost done this fic! I’m so excited!!
Holiday in the Sun Masterlist | Outer Banks Masterlist
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“You look ridiculous,” Rafe piped up, catching a glimpse of your reflection in the hall mirror as you moved around in the bathroom. You’d run the shower long enough that the bathroom had let out a wave of steam when you finally opened the door, allowing the cool air of the hotel room to dry you so that you could put a face mask on. You were shimmery and purple but you’d looked more ridiculous before.  
“It’s a face mask,” you replied, “you have two sisters, you’ve never seen anyone in a face mask before?” You asked, coming out of the bathroom, still holding your towel around you. The pajamas you’d picked out were sitting at the foot of the bed Rafe was lounging on.  
He was on his phone though he looked up when you came in. Before you even realized it he’d held his phone up, snapping a picture of you.  
“Rafe!” You clutched the edge of your towel as you reached out with your other hand and smacked his leg, “delete that!”  
“I might make it my lockscreen, what do you think?” He teased, holding his phone out so you could see the picture he’d taken. You looked slightly stunned, caught off guard.
“No, delete that picture, forreal,” you stopped at the edge of the bed, knees hitting the duvet, “you play dirty, you know that.” You grabbed your shorts and top from the end of the bed and headed back into the bathroom to change.  
“So should I make this my lockscreen or my homescreen?” Rafe called, getting up and following you to the bathroom. He walked in just in time to see you pull your top down and you glared at him though it was useless.
“Delete it.”  
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There were moments that felt semi-perfect, as close to a real, actual, relationship as you thought you could get. But they were barely fully fledged moments, just snippets of something that never got to last because just when you were letting yourself fall into this your brain reminded you that everything here was temporary. Rafe included.  
“Hey, I don’t wanna be a killjoy here,” you said, sitting at the table on the balcony with Rafe, watching as he lit the blunt he’d brought with him. There’d been a whole tin of them but was down to one. You were watching the sun setting in the distance, thinking about the fact that your vacation was supposed to be ending in two days. “But what exactly happens at the end of this week?”
“What do you mean?” He asked, smoke tumbling out of his mouth as he exhaled the words.  
Maybe you should’ve had this conversation sober but you couldn’t help yourself. The thought had been gnawing at since you left the house the night before and even longer, since he first flirted with you in the kitchen at midnight. Where was this headed? Rafe had never struck you as the type of guy who did long distance relationships, or any relationships for that matter. Wheezie had certainly nailed that when she was talking her brother down, trying to sway your interest away from him. Maybe you should’ve listened to her.  
The last time you had seen Rafe was four years ago and you had disappeared out of each other’s lives almost completely after that vacation. But then he was just an unattainable crush you still stacked every potential date against a guy who had felt leagues out of your reach. How did you recover this time, after this vacation, if life went back to normal?
“I mean, you’ll go back home with your family...” you had heard what Ward said the night before but you couldn’t bring yourself to honestly believe that he would throw his son out completely. He wasn’t winning any awards for father of the year but could he really be so terrible?
“Doubtful.” Rafe replied, managing to blow a smoke ring but losing the second one when he smiled.  
“What do you mean doubtful? You really think he’ll not let you come home?” You asked.  
“Ward said if I fucked up again, I wasn’t coming home.” he replied, “that was the agreement for the trip.”  
“Where are you supposed to go?” You asked, crossing your arms for a bit of warmth as the breeze picked up. There was a sinking feeling settling in the pit of your stomach and maybe it was just you being paranoid but you were suddenly regretting the entire conversation. Maybe ignorant bliss would’ve been better.
“Dunno,” he shrugged, “here’s pretty nice.”
“You can’t stay here Rafe.”  
“Why not?”
Suddenly that feeling you’d been having made perfect sense to you, “well, for one...you’re not footing the bill, I am.” You replied, “what are you supposed to do when I leave?”
“You know what, you’re right, you are being a killjoy.” He replied.  
Blissful ignorance, you wished you could turn the clock all the way back to the beginning of the trip. “Is that all this is to you? Just some game? Someone to pay your way?”
“Are you fucking kidding me right now?” Rafe snapped, “I got kicked out cause of you-”
“No!” You got up from the table, heading back to the sliding doors, “you got kicked out because you insisted on going back there and picking a fucking fight with your dad when you knew he was already on edge!”  
“Back to blaming me again, awesome.”
“I’m not blaming you...I just...” You sighed, “nevermind.”
The door slid closed behind you and you padded across the carpet floor to the bathroom, going inside and locking yourself in. The thought that Rafe was using you as a place to stay was something you didn’t want to consider but now that you’d said it out loud it was like it wouldn’t get out of your head.  
You shut the lid of the toilet and sat down, pulling your phone out of your pocket and pulling up Sarah’s number, texting her to see how things were going at the house. You hadn’t reached out to your mom again and you weren’t sure how things would be when you got home again, if you would be able to move on from this and go back to normal. You were waiting for a text back from Sarah when a knock on the bathroom door made you look up. It was too late to turn on the shower or run the faucet and pretend you didn’t hear him but you weren’t going to open the door either.
“Can we talk?” Rafe asked through the door.  
You stayed silent, staring at the tiles under your feet.  
“Please?” He tried again, “look, I’m sorry I snapped at you-”
“This isn’t cause you snapped at me.” You called.  
“Well, whatever, I’m sorry.”  
You stood up, walking to the door and pulling it open, “I’m not mad at you. In two days I’m going home and what happens then? We just, leave all this here? Or what...your dad kicks you out so you come up to Connecticut and act like you’re there for me but the whole time I’m stuck wondering if you’re just there for the free room and board?”
“Look, I don’t know what’s gonna happen in two days-”
“But I need to know.” You stressed.  
“Why?”
“Because I really like you and I don’t want this to mean more to me than it does to you.” You admitted. “I have school and responsibilities...I can’t just stay here cause I want to or “chill” cause it’s fun. I have to go home in two days, that’s happening. But I need to know what happens to us in two days when I leave.”
“I don’t...” Rafe trailed off, running a hand through his hair and pulling gently at the ends as he did. “I didn’t mean that I wanted you to front the bill for everything, I just meant that I wanted this to keep going...I don’t want you to go home in two days.”
“That’s kind of inevitable.”
“Why? I like this, exactly the way it is.” Rafe said.
“This isn’t real life.”
“I want it to be.”  
“If it’s not...if this isn’t “forever” that’s okay.” You lied. If it he told you that life went back to the way it was, that your relationship with him would go back to the same as it was before vacation, non-existent, you weren’t sure how you would get through the next two days. But you didn’t think you could stand being here with him.  
“I don’t know.” He repeated. He wanted to tell you that he knew exactly how he felt about you but he wasn’t sure. The entire vacation had turned into a whirlwind of emotions, none of which he expected, and he didn’t know what to feel about anything. Especially not this. He wanted to assure you that this was real and that his feelings were genuine and that he definitely hadn’t considered that if Ward didn’t let him come home he would need a place to stay but it had been at the front of his mind.  
“Okay.” You nodded. Your phone buzzed in your pocket and you pulled it out to see a text from Sarah.  
“What is it?”
“Sarah wants to know if we wanna meet up with her and Topper tonight.” You replied.  
“We don’t have to.” Rafe said, watching you as you looked up at him.  
“Might be fun,” you admitted, almost eager for the distraction. “And, we have two days right, like you said.”
-
Confused feelings and alcohol had never been known to mix before and they definitely didn’t that night. You and Rafe needed to talk. To get to the bottom of your feelings about each other and honestly figure out if this relationship was something you wanted to pursue. But Sarah had invited the two of you to a club and you were quick to drown your rational thoughts in alcohol.  
It took two songs, four rounds of shots and a few beers for you to lose your inhibitions. You were starting to feel better, or at least more distracted than you had been earlier, dancing with Sarah, when you jokingly twisted under her arm and spotted Rafe in one of the booths making out with some random girl. She was practically straddling him on the bench and even in the dim lighting you knew that it was him and you stopped dancing.  
“What’s-” Sarah stopped when you did, blinking against the almost strobe lights as she tried to see what you were seeing, gaze landing on her brother.  
“Alright, I got drinks.” Topper’s voice sounded far away, just like the music and Sarah...it all sounded like you were listening to it through a tunnel. Your vision blurred and you turned away from the scene, shoving against Topper accidentally and rushing out of the club that was part of the resort.  
Topper set the drinks on an outlying table and waited for Sarah to give him any sort of direction. When she said nothing, just staring at her brother, he touched her arm, “Sarah?”
“He’s such a dick!” She snapped, glaring at him as if he was the one who had wronged you.  
“I’ll take care of Rafe, just make sure she’s okay.” Topper said. The both of them were far more sober than you were and Topper was worried that you would have trouble getting back to your room safely without help.  
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flooffybits · 4 years ago
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Ready
Idol: Bae Joohyun
Request: Not exactly
She’s been at the top and has experienced the ups and downs of fame, but when the decision of whether she wants to keep going comes, Irene feels that maybe she’s done enough as Irene Bae and that she wants to see her life more as Bae Joohyun.
Author’s note: May or may not have teared up while writing the first part
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Staring at the girls in front of her, the air around them wasn’t the usual playful and hyper atmosphere they’ve all gotten used to for the past years they lived together. Joohyun scanned their faces individually, starting from the youngest until her eyes met Seulgi’s sad eyes.
Yeri, despite her usual playful nature, was trying to hold back tears while she gripped Sooyoung’s hand tightly in her own and the older girl tried to comfort her the best she could while she, herself, was trying to control her emotions from coming out.
“Are you really sure about this?” Seungwan was first to speak, and like usual, Joohyun smiled at the way her friend would always ensure that they were alright despite herself. “Unnie, we aren’t forcing you, but we just want you to be sure about your decision.”
Her eyes met Seulgi’s again, the person she’s had by her side for the past decade or so. The understanding and concern in her features were easily distinguishable by the older woman and she knows.
Seulgi would be a great leader.
“I am.” She answers, her voice soft yet firm. All her life, she’s had to make decision, not only for herself, but for the group. At this moment, this decision of hers would affect both greatly and she’s spent many days and nights, leading up to this moment. “I know that it’s a big step but… I think it’s time that I start living as Joohyun and achieve more as such, instead of Irene.” She says carefully.
“I’ve accomplished a lot, and I’m really thankful for everything but… as Joohyun, there’s still so much that I have yet to do and I think that it’s time that I focus on that aspect of myself.” She tells them and the ‘94 line nods before she turns to look at the two younger girls.
“Yerim-ah, Sooyoung-ah, I know that this is hard on you but just because I won’t be staying in SM doesn’t mean that I won’t be a part of Red Velvet.” She tells them, reaching forward to place a hand on their joined hands and squeezing them with an encouraging smile that it ends up forcing a sob on the youngest girl’s lips.
“We understand, unnie. And it’s okay but you have to know that you did a lot as Joohyun, too.” Sooyoung assures her, showing her that there was no hard feelings. And how could they when all throughout their career, Joohyun has been there, every step of the way and looking after them.
She was Red Velvet’s safety net, but they knew that they could not rely on her forever, and it was only a matter of time until they had to accept that things were going to change.
“Joy is right.” Seulgi spoke up when she placed an arm around her friend and squeezed it. “You don’t have to worry, because no matter what your decision is, we’ll respect it.” She says softly and Joohyun leans against her shoulder with a smile on her face. “Yeah, and like you just said, we’ll still be in touch.” Wendy added as she wiped some of her tears away.
“I’m sorry, it’s just… I’ve gotten so used to having you around.” Yerim sniffled as she wiped her cheeks. “It doesn’t even feel like years. It’s as if I had just debuted with you, yesterday.” She added and the four older women smile at her sentiment.
“We’re still here. The five of us are always going to be a team.” Seungwan nodded to her before she leaned closer to get a good look to her friends - the people she considered her family. “It’s going to take some getting used to, but whatever happens, Red Velvet is always going to have Irene Bae Joohyun in it. We formed as five, so we continue as five.”
Though she’s used to not showing any signs of weakness in front of her girls, Joohyun couldn’t help as tears began to sting her eyes and she had to collect herself while she gripped at Seulgi’s wrist. “Unnie, we promise that we’re going to make you proud.” Sooyoung told her and she smiled softly while nodding her head.
“You already have.”
She spends one last night at the dorm as their leader. But by the time morning came, they make their way to the company to meet with management and some of their managers.
Joohyun holds Yeri’s hand on the way there, and when they get off the van, Joohyun pauses in front of the building just to take the place she’s grown accustomed to for majority of her life and takes in a deep breath.
It’s Seungwan’s hand on her shoulder that brings her back to reality and she offers her a smile before they finally enter the building to finalize everything.
..
“And you’re sure with this decision?” They knew it was coming, and though Joohyun is a big representative of SME, they understand her decision of not renewing her contract.
“I am. I have also talked with the members about it, and I promise that, even when I am no longer signed to SM, I will still support them.” They were all bracing themselves, knowing that once this meeting was over, everything would be finalized and that would be the end of their time together.
The man stared at them a bit longer before slowly nodding his head. “I see.” He murmurs and then looks back to Joohyun. “You’ve been an exceptional part to the company, Irene, and SM thanks you for your contribution and being part of the family.”
When they wrap up, the five of them sit in the conference room, staring at the table in front of them before Joohyun releases a shaky breath, steeling herself before she looks to the four with a small yet fond smile. “Well… one last show?” After agreeing that they would be doing a special stage for her farewell, they had all agreed, thankful for being given the opportunity to do so.
On the way there, Joohyun takes her phone out and she smiles lightly at the picture set as her homescreen. The lockscreen was all five of them, but when she opens it up, she’s always greeted by your smiling face and she knows that it was time that she no longer had to worry about you because of her work.
Sooyoung catches the look in her eyes and chuckles while poking her shoulder. “How is Y/n, unnie?” She asks curiously since it’s been a while when they last spoke to you.
At the mention of your name, her smile widens a bit more and she holds the device to her chest. “Y/n is doing great, just like always.” She murmurs and the teasing look on Yerim’s face comes back to replace the frown she previously wore.
“You sure are whipped.” She commented and the eldest rolled her eyes, though made no move to deny her statement. Joohyun was way too in love with you to ever deny it.
“What did she say when you told her you weren’t going to continue?” Seulgi asked curiously, knowing full well how much you supported your girlfriend’s career.
The look on Joohyun’s face shifted and she bit her lip while looking back down at her phone. “I… haven’t actually spoken to her about it.” She admits quietly, and the four look perplexed by her answer. “How come?” She looks at Seungwan while fidgeting with her bracelet and then shaking her head.
“I wanted to surprise her a bit. She’s been juggling a lot with work and I’ve been busy, too. So I thought I could do something really nice for her when I do tell her.”
The Canadian stares at her for a while, trying to understand her words when Sooyoung squeals beside her. “Are you going to… you know?” The excited smile on her face infects Yerim as her eyes widen. “Are you really?”
Soon enough, Seungwan understands the reason for their questions and raises a brow at their former leader, silently asking for confirmation while the bear stared at them in confusion, still not catching on to what was happening and Joohyun laughed while she nodded her head.
She rummaged through her purse before producing a little velvet box, prompting all four girls to scream inside the van, never mind the driver that was in front.
“Oh my god! I can’t believe it’s finally happening!”
“Can we help with planning?”
“I think I’m going to cry again.”
“I’m ready for tiny Irene and Y/n!”
For how long they’ve known your and Joohyun’s relationship, they were certain that you would end up together. The conversation came up every now and then and you would both grow flustered at their enthusiasm. But there were nights where you both laid in bed and did talk about the possibility of it.
Though you both knew that it would be difficult, add to the fact that it was still taboo for Korea, Joohyun knew, deep down, that you were it for her.
Her soulmate, the love of her life.
So with this being the first step as Bae Joohyun, she needed your yes before she could proceed with everything else.
Because for Joohyun, her biggest accomplishment would have to be marrying the person that had stolen her heart, and eventually have the family she’s always wanted with you.
She may not have started this career with you, but she was thankful for it. This job brought her, sisters that would last a lifetime, and eventually, the only person she wanted to share that lifetime with.
Irene has done a splendid job.
But as she takes a bow and exits the stage, Joohyun was ready to explore the world with you next to her.
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