#chanelle moon tarot

[trolagygirl2022]

Current Fifty Fifty lineup reading

Keena: Strength rev, Page of Wands, Temperance, Knight of Cups, Justice.

I don't know, her energy is telling me that she didn't want to do this. I wouldn't be surprised if she was tricked or pushed to do this. "I didn't have a choice". This can mean two things. 1. She couldn't debut in another company due to the scandal she already went through. 2. Attrakt possibly threatened her with something? Is it like they have something against her? The Justice here strongly makes me think that it has to do with something law related. I see her trying to please both parties. She might have tried hard to keep her position or something of the sort. She's very powerless. I have a feeling someone definitely forced her into this contract.

Chanelle: Page of Cups rev, 2 of Cups rev, 10 of Cups rev, King of Swords, 4 of Cups, 10 of Pentacles, 9 of Pentacles.

I'm going to be very honest. I don't think Chanelle gave a flying fuck about all of the controversy. She's someone that might come off as.. selfish? Her energy is very odd. It's pretty cold. She's someone that would put herself first above anything. I see her goal is to be an idol and this company gave her the choice so she decided to go with them. I'm seeing some sort of offer? Like they were going to offer her a huge amount of money? She's a pretty materialistic person. Quite egocentric and cares about herself and her career. I see people trying to warn her and she's like "I don't care, it won't affect me". I see some male here that could have influenced this? She and HYBE have bad blood, that's what the 2 of Cups reversed is. I don't see her being really passionate about music anymore. All she cares about is to make money. I wouldn't be surprised if she isolates herself from the other members or doesn't give her best because she doesn't really give a fuck. Not gonna lie but her energy is so childish 😭.

Yewon: Page of Cups, 8 of Cups rev, 10 of Pentacles, 10 of Swords, 9 of Swords, 2 of Pentacles, 9 of Pentacles.

Similar to Chanelle, Yewon really wants to debut, make her money and go. However her energy is more... nicer? Chanelle's was one of a sharp sword, but her's is more calm. I have a feeling that all of that HYBE training really affected her. Something about being hurt? She was devastated over the results and everything. I see her worrying about the possibility of debuting. "Am I good enough?" "What if I'm too old?" "Will a company want me??". Stuff like that. She really does want to be an idol and I don't see her giving up very easily. Did she start training from a young age? I wouldn't be surprised. She's willing to take the risk just to achieve her dreams. Unlike Chanelle I see her reallyy wanting to be an artist and will do anything to get there.

Hana: 10 of Cups, 2 of Cups, 4 of Cups, King of Swords, Ace of Pentacles.

I'm not very familiar with this girl but her answer is similar to Chanelle and Yewon. She just wants to debut and will do anything to get there. I have a feeling Attrakt was giving her a very good offer? One that she couldn't deny? I see this man here, he might have persuaded her into joining the group. She's pretty disconnected from everyone and just wants to debut.

[astroismypassion]

Astrology observations 🧡🐱🍊

Credit goes to my Tumblr blog @astroismypassion

🧡 Libra Chiron and Chiron in the 7th house native can often attract a partner with a “man child” behaviour. They might go that far to give nickname to their partner, such as “mamma”, “daddy”, “mamacita” etc.

🍊 Saturn in the 7th house people can divorce around the same age as their parents age were when they got a divorce. This native can disconnect emotionally from their partner around the age their parents divorced.

🐱 Why Sun in the 12th house often comes across as a victim is often, because they change the narrative. They present one story and later they change it or present another aspect of it, which people don’t end up accepting and would often accuse the person of trying to portray themselves as a victim.

🧡 Gemini IC or Gemini over the 4th house native: some of your family members tend to have allergies

🍊Libra Moon men inherently have a knack for what women like in partnerships and how they enjoy being seduced. They just have this natural knowing and instinct. They also think that they seem to prefer big romantic gestures (such as picnic) over gifts.

🐱 Saturn over the 2nd house transit: in the middle of the transit you might realize that money and financial stability doesn’t buy you happiness, emotional stability, confidence, optimistic outlook or status.

🧡 Cancer Venus loves the idea of marrying their first crush. Or someone they have known since teenage years or their whole life.

🍊 Capricorn Jupiter ends up marrying someone older than them. Or a bit younger, but often older. Similar Aquarius Jupiter, either someone a lot older or someone younger. Meanwhile, Libra Jupiter often marries someone with the same age, their peer, because they like an equal partner. Gemini Jupiter ends up marrying someone with whom they have 2-3 years age difference.

🐱 Pisces Venus really enjoys reviewing red carpet looks, fashion choices and outfits. They also really like to discuss fashion and they sometimes idealize it. They share this with Taurus Venus as well.

🧡Aries Moons love dance soo much. Even if they just broke up with someone, failed an exam, broke off an engagement, they are like... at least I can still have dance and have fun. They really express their emotion through dancing.

🍊Celebrities who have Libra MC are often known for their perfume. Such as Gabrielle Coco Chanel and perfume Chanel No. 5, which remains one of the best known perfumes of all time around the world.

🐱Taurus Venus women often face remarks of other people about their body, I would say even more so if the woman also has Taurus, Libra or Aries Moon and Scorpio Rising or Rising at a Scorpio degree. Much like in the case of Ariana Grande, Selena Gomez.

🧡 People who have Gemini Moon or Gemini IC: your parents might often criticize your partner.

🍊Virgo MC often perfects their craft to the last detail. Their clothes are really carefully chosen and curated when younger just to have nurture this image of being flawless. But with age, they tend to dress down, show themselves just as their are. Often they grow to understand that what their identity is and who they are (Pisces IC) is already enough on its own. That they don't need to be perfectly dress or put on a performance without any mistakes. Celebrity examples would be Kim Kardashian, who dresses down with age and likes to present herself in a more "natural" light. Also Justin Bieber, who used to plan out all of his performances with perfect dances and clothing. All was well curated for the audience and the public.

🐱Also, when you have Virgo Midheaven you are more likely to SELL something. Like your own perfumes, bracelets, tarot readings, astrology chart readings, your own music, clothing etc. Even if you are working as a waiter since Virgo is related to service, you are selling drinks and food in the end.

🧡 People with Libra MC or Libra over the 10th house might get accused of having a job or a career only because of their spouse or partner. Like "Kanye made Kim" who has Libra over the 10th house. These people can also end up working for their spouse's business.

🍊Composite Pisces Mars or Mars at a Pisces degree (12, 24) can often cause delays in who one person sees things and when the other learns about them. You might write them a love letter or decide to tell them your feelings months in advance. But they don't really know about your intentions and might hear things for the first time much later than you. Or you might plan a birthday surprise months in advance, but your person might only learn about it much later. Or they mention something they like that you have already bought them or plan to give them.

Credit goes to my Tumblr blog @astroismypassion

[aloysiavirgata]

For all of the anons who have asked for more in The Fisher King universe, here you go. New chapter below, main fic linked.

***

A man takes a woman and she disappears. It’s an old story.

The media will tell you she’s pretty, always. Sometimes she is and sometimes she isn’t, but she’s given the grace in her tragedy.

Dana is, though. In the way of Celtic priestesses and Roman goddesses and Renaissance women so achingly beautiful they were allowed to let their hair flow like corn. Like gold. Like rivers.

She has cheekbones like granite hillsides in winter.

Like Persephone in spring.

***

“She’s dead,” says the Captain. Says Margaret. Says Bill. Charlie calls with non-committal love from from Venezuela. Charlie calls with non-committal love from Norway.

If she’s alive she’s raped. She’s tortured, she’s broken But Catholics love the sanctified dead.

“She’s alive,” says Melissa, over an uncut celadon nested in a swirl of tarot cards..

Tara looks away in disgust. In fear.

****

Duane Barry was Mulder’s own particular monster, his brother in arms and paranoia.

An empty place in him wants to welcome Barry, wants him to fill the lacuna of Samantha. He imagines smoothing neatly over him, like spackling drywall.

But Barry takes Dana and, that, Mulder cannot forgive. He wants to hurt Barry for a long time in a way that they discuss in hushed awed voices after battlefield frenzies. He wants all of Barry’s insides on the outside, twitching and wet.

He gathers Dana’s animals to him, brings them into his home. He strokes their fur in his bed, he loves their angled predators’ faces that, like his, have eyes at the front of their heads.

***

Mulder fucks a suspect with the mindless short term satisfaction of scratching a mosquito bite until it bleeds. He hates himself and god, it’s good, the hating. He fucks her below the pagan sun and the Captain’s god and dares the universe to punish him. It’s a ripped hangnail, it’s his tongue against a toothache, it’s boxer briefs against a hardon at his desk.

He suffers with relish and, like most of the Scullys, he believes that his suffering will provoke tenderness from the universe. He bites the golden cross like an X-ray plate.

He wonders if anyone can see inside him at all.

***

He claps Bill on the back at the airport. He kisses Tara’s silky cheek, smells her knockoff Chanel #5.

Bill looks at him like a boy at Christmas, like Mulder’s the Grownup and can promise him everything.

“I love my sister,”. Bill says, as though it’s a shibboleth.

“So do I,” Mulder replies.

It’s the first time he talks about someone else’s sister and means it.

***

She turns up at the hospital like a message in a bottle. She is soft and pale and bloated and alive. He kisses her cheek like a Torah. He kisses her cheek like the earth of his true homeland.

***

Mulder holds a vigil for her as though she’s bound to Yggdrasil. Nine days and nine nights and perhaps she’s gained all knowledge. Perhaps she understands the runes.

Or maybe he does - who is the sacrifice and who is the sacrificed? Odin, spear-pierced, died for himself like Dana’s own god.

Melissa holds her sister’s hand. She holds his hand too, at the same time, her mass of red hair like ivy in the fall. She murmurs nothingness to the cold white stone of the moon.

“The moon is female,” Melissa confides to him at 2 AM over cheap wine and shrimp fried rice. “She’s the spiritual mother-guardian off all women.”

He says that he agrees, because it’s as true as any other fucking thing.

Margaret’s gaze is the sky before a shuttle launch, the Captain’s handshake the last thing you feel before your soul is ferried across the Acheron and the Styx.

Odin gave up his eye for the deep knowledge. Mulder would give up his eye for surety of her safety. He’ll give up both for what he brought to her. He understands why people suffer for communion with their gods now.

He understands why they surrendered hearts to bleed down the stones. He understands that prayers are a way to articulate fear.

***

Dana opens her eyes like a Marian apparition.

“Mulder?” she says, frowning.

He feels her voice the way magnets feel true north. “Hi,” he breathes, after days of planning the perfect response for this moment.

She blinks. “Did I fall asleep?” she mumbles. “Where are we? What happened?”

He kisses her knuckles, the delicate papyrus inside of her blue-tinted wrist. He marvels at the engineering of her thumb.

“You took a nap,” he says, rather breathless. Rather choked.

“Mmmm,” Dana says. She laces her fingers through his, she curls onto her side. She takes in the hospital room, frowning.

Then she seems to remember. “Ohhhh,” she whispers, eyes wide. “Am I okay?”

He nods. “Nothing serious.”

Mulder watches her breathing, watches her come back to life. He’ll press the call button in a moment, will alert the cavalry. He will make the Appropriate Telephone Calls.

Through the open blinds he sees the moon peer in. He says a prayer of thanks to its blank silver face, just in case Melissa is right.

[stardust-swan]

I still have $700 leftover in Amazon money. Which sounds like a lot. But it's difficult when I'm trying to decide between spending it on a:

Swarovski ballerina ornament (I've been dreaming of one, but I'm also worried it will get smashed during shipping so idk)

IPL Epilator

Loungefly gingham Bambi backpack and clutch

Loungefly storybook bags

Dior lip oil

Dipthyque candle set

A bunch of Pandora charms to finally finish my bracelet

Hot Chocolate Marie Antoinette shoes

Cardcaptor Sakura Manga box set

A new phone (mine is only two years old and mostly still works fine, but I dropped it on the floor a couple of months ago and ever since it's started flashing green across the screen in bright light. It's okay apart from that, but it's a bit annoying trying to use it on a sunny day sometimes)

Some collector barbies to add to my (admittedly small) collection

Pink Phillips Sonicare toothbrush

Some pretty hardback versions of classic novels

More Red Velvet albums (maybe Sunmi, Twice, or Blackpink albums too)

Sailor Moon figures

Chanel Coco Rouge Lipstick

More Switch games

Tarot Nefertari

Pink Coach bag

More Switch games (I only have ACNH and Stardew Valley)

Sakura Miku figure

Fresh Sugar lip treatment gift set

Plush velvety jewellery box

More Ghibli art books (I only have The Tale of the Princess Kaguya one)

Non-fictional books on fashion, historical women, or goddesses from ancient societies

Swarovski swan necklace

I've already ordered: a Mona Lisa Barbie, cherry blossom bonsai lego set, Sailor Moon manga box set, heart shaped Kate Spade bag in pink, a rose gold fitbit, and a PMD Smart Facial Cleansing Device in berry.

Do I need any of this stuff? No. Would it make me happy? Yes. Would it be better to buy one or two expensive items with the money like the Swarovski ballerina, the Coach bag, or the Cardcaptor Sakura box set, or a lot of cheaper items like the books, along with the lipsticks and a Pandora charm or two? Who knows.

Do I have to make up my mind soon because I don't want to order stuff at various points later on and be waiting for packages throughout the entire first half of 2023? Yes

One thing getting 1500 in Amazon money has thought me is that there's a lot of stuff I want. I already knew that, but not that there's so much stuff I like on Amazon specifically.

[sugarplumteddybear]

☆ LAYLA LOBOS ☆

welcome to my virtual diary! 🔮🔮🔮

☆ ☆ 🌟 ABOUT ME 🌟 ☆ ☆

name: Layla Lobos | {LAY-LAH} {LOW-BOS} birthday: april 29th, 2003 | taurus sun, aries moon, cap rising, taurus mercury, aries venus, aquarius mars, leo jupiter, libra midheaven ☆ fav color: purple and silver! fav food: dumplings and turkey sandwiches! fav drink: mocha frappes

my entire life, ive wanted to be a star. ive dreamt about it, and it’s my forevermore. i write in every format, but im a songwriter at heart. my work is heavily constructed by the era of the 90s, 2000s, early 2010s, with a hint of that 60s charm. my idols including michael jackson, janet jackson, britney spears, beyonce, lady gaga, blackpink, the weeknd, evanescence, and lana del rey. my fav genres of music are pop, rock, and rnb. also, a huge fan of electric guitars and violins.

im also a major geek for fashion! ive been sketching since i was thirteen. i used to put on fashion shows for family members, diy clothes for school, and much more. my fav brands being vivienne westwood, calvin klein, betsey johnson, adidas, miu miu, versace, chanel, victoria secret, mugler, ralph lauren, and abercrombie. my fashion sense is very directed by my adolescence. im an early 2000s baby, so i naturally adore the 2000s, 90s glamour. although, the early 10s with a hint of 60s as well. i don’t like labeling art, but those are an overview. i never stay within my comfort zone, i like what i like, no matter what category it is.

acting is cool to me as well. surprise, surprise.. a singer likes acting too, lock me away lol.. no but in all seriousness, ive written a few screenplays for movies, maybe a show or two.. i am not somebody who just likes things, im obsessive. acting is very freeing to me, especially at midnight when im suddenly a vampire from the 1700s or a glamour girl waiting for her beau.

another one of my passions would be psychology. major nerd for that terminology stuff. idk if its because im the older sister, or mentally ill, but psychology is such a fascination!

more fun facts about me: 1. i live for tarot readings, 2. my fav genre of books is nonfiction, 3. i hate bananas and bell peppers, 4. my least favorite character of all time is nanny carrie from one tree hill, 5. my name means dark/night beauty, 6. hello kitty whore, 7. i have a weird love for dinosaurs, dragons, and sharks, 8. wolves are my fav animals, 9. if i could lunch with any person in the world dead or alive, it would be brittany murphy, and 10. im half mexican, half german.

overall, i wanna be a star! i wanna perform under the starlight where my grandpa gets the best seat in the sky, watching me. i wanna show my talents and love galore all over the world. i wanna travel and see the beautiful mother earth. i want to make an impact on people.

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i wanna create an impact throughout my sense of direction, writing, love, music, and creativity.

sincerely,

layla lobos 💋

[amourdivine]

                        𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐅𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄'𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐘𝐎𝐔.

hello, angels! i’ve finally gathered inspiration to work on a future spouse reading! today we’ll be looking into what your future spouse’s love for you will feel like, how they will show it to you, their love language(s) & additional messages. i truly hope you enjoy it! feel free to provide feedback & let me know if it resonates! ♡

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𝑷𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑵𝑼𝑴𝑩𝑬𝑹 𝑶𝑵𝑬. your cards: seven of pentacles / six of pentacles / nine of swords rx / the emperor / king of swords / five of cups rx.

Balanced. Steady. Practical and grounding. Your Future Spouse’s love language could be acts of service and gift giving, pile one. They’re never going to let you go without anything you desire in this life and might even make you feel overwhelmed by how they show their love with so many gifts & material goods. I think this might even cause you to be wary of them at first, mostly because your past relationships could’ve been very anxiety inducing and left you on a high alert mode when it comes to love. 

But they’ll want to spoil you and give you what you need. They also might be super protective of you and ready to strike against anyone who dares threaten or harm you, even their close family members. I think this person is very materially successful and they’ll want to share that with you. That kind of “what’s mine is yours” type of energy. One thing that I’m also getting is that this person, despite being very wealthy and desirable, could be very reserved and not very well-versed in emotions or spirituality. But for you, they’re more than willing to try and leave their worries and regrets in the past. I think you’ll teach them how to be more forgiving towards themselves and others, how to be a little softer and loosen up a little, as well as learn how to receive care & protection.

I cut the deck in half to check how you might love them and the Four of Wands came out upright, so you’ll most definitely be that place of stability and a solid foundation for them to rely on. Kind of like their safe haven, their sacred home. Hence why they’ll want to give you so much and make sure that you are cared for - not only because they can, but because your love makes them feel safe enough to share their successes and burdens. 

additional messages: power couple, ceo, capricorn venus, scorpio moon/rising, aries rising, provider, “you can rest now,” “you are safe with me,” “i’ll give you my world,” chanel bags, sugar daddy, vintage shopping, “you want it? you got it,” suit & tie, dark hair.

𝑷𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑵𝑼𝑴𝑩𝑬𝑹 𝑻𝑾𝑶. your cards: seven of cups / three of cups / two of pentacles / king of wands / page of wands / five of cups rx.

Like everything and anything is possible! I’m hearing “A Whole New World” from the Aladdin movie. I think it’ll feel like an adventure for both of you to be loved by one another. I think their love language could be quality time and words of affirmation / encouragement. They’ll hype you up so much! Like your very own best friend. I think it’ll be impossible for you not to smile and laugh around this person. They could be super goofy and even chaotic, but they’ll do anything to make you smile, even if it makes them look foolish. 

Honestly, there will be a lot of joy in the relationship and you might feel like little kids in love. I think your Future Spouse will confess their feelings to you first, pile two. I’m not sure why I’m getting that, but they’ll definitely make the first move when it comes to you. Your life together will feel like a never-ending party and once you’re older you might even start wearing matching outfits. There’s a lot of passion between you two, a lot of energy and their love will fill your cup and your batteries. I’m seeing two people holding hands at a party and one of them (possibly you) looks at the other like they’re ready to go home. But instead of going home, they end up hanging out and doing other fun things just by themselves.

You’ll have little inside jokes and a whole language of your own. This is the kind of love that doesn’t grow old and you’ll make sure to keep things interesting and passionate. Your Future Spouse will make you feel like you can live with no regrets and leave the past behind, loves.

additional messages: curiosity, nerf battle, video games, dad jokes, silly laughs, sagittarius, gemini, jupiter dominant, brand new by ben rector, partying all night, anime, manga, fun fashion, forever young.

𝑷𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑵𝑼𝑴𝑩𝑬𝑹 𝑻𝑯𝑹𝑬𝑬. your cards: the moon / death / eight of wands / page of wands rx / six of wands rx / justice.

Right off the bat, I’m sensing it’ll feel dreamy. Ethereal, even. One or both of you could be very intuitive and / or have a lot of water placements. I had a very hard time shuffling for this pile, so I think your emotions will be running very deep but your Future Spouse won’t necessarily say it out loud. They feel a bit secretive and guarded, but more so out of self-protection. When Death came out, I was even more sure that this is my watery, sensitive pile.  

Your Future Spouse is super private! It may be hard for you to read them at first - “tough shell to crack,” I’m hearing. I think this person may be very intense and it’s giving me a lot of Scorpio vibes. They won’t really confess their love with words, but they’ll show their love with actions of every kind and with physical touch - but they’re not the type of person who likes hookups or meaningless relationship, so they’ll only want to be intimate with you, Your FS will be there for you to rely on them, to give you the emotional support you need. They could also be a great listener by the way. I think they’ll do everything in their power to be respectful towards you, your boundaries and your needs. You might even wonder if they do really love you because they don’t say it much, but it’s in their eyes - you just have to pay attention. They’re not the kind of person to show off or desire attention from others and if anything, they could be very introverted.

But their love will be very healing - like finally finding the kind of love you’ve always deserved. I cut the deck in half to know a little bit more and I got the Two of Pentacles in rx, which makes me believe they’ll drop everything they’re doing at any minute to come to your rescue. With time, I think both of you will heal a lot with each other and this relationship will be very transformative towards your emotional and spiritual healing. Your FS will be focused on loving you right, instead of merely making empty promises.

additional messages: “i don’t want to disappoint you,” “do you really love me?”, “you look beautiful when you sleep,” gentle & intimate touches,  boundaries, trauma, scorpio & cancer, pisces rising, “text me when you’re home,” slow burn, shadow work.

𝑷𝑰𝑳𝑬 𝑵𝑼𝑴𝑩𝑬𝑹 𝑭𝑶𝑼𝑹. your cards: six of cups / ten of pentacles / king of pentacles / page of pentacles / three of wands / ace of wands.

This will be a very traditional kind of love, pile four, but also very innocent and warm.  I think your FS will want to provide you a very safe & stable relationship, but without making it boring or without passion. They kind of want the both of you to “have it all,” in a way. With this Ten of Pentacles, their love will be extremely faithful and committed. You will never have to worry about them lying or cheating on you. They will want to give you their best all the time, especially materially, though I think for many of you, you’ll be building this financial stability together. They will take many important steps with you and will think of your relationship long term. So nothing will be rushed or not put thought into, although there will be a lot, a lot of excitement from them with this Fool energy.

Their love will be very grounded in reality, around your material life and your needs as a couple. With the Six of Cups, I think their love will be classic and very innocent in a way. You’ll settle down with this person for life and you might even have two kids with them. I feel like this person will not be the careless or unpredictable type of lover, so you’ll rest easy with their love, but they’ll make sure that the relationship doesn’t fall flat or lacks romance. This person’s love language could be acts of service and words of affirmation, but I think they’ll be very attentive to what you like and adapt from there. Honestly, you’ll be able to be completely vulnerable with this person without worrying they’ll ever use it against you. Your FS is super responsible, pile four. You’ll be able to rely on them for life.

additional messages: istj / intj, “building an empire,” “you can tell me anything,” good listener, capricorn and virgo, studious, generous, “our bills are paid,” “i’m thinking of our family,” a big house and two kids, picture perfect, a quiet life.

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[levitateing]

new  and/or  returning  muses  😎

yoon  jeonghan  as  mino  paek  —  26,  he/him,  soloist,  gay.  good  guy  who  started  with  collabs  in  the  us  and  then  gained  traction  internationally;  has  a  rep  for  being  a  bad  boy  when  all  he  wants  to  do  is  stay  home  and  play  wonderwall  on  his  guitar  ...  c'mon  man  ...

kim  chaewon  as  chanel  moon  —  21,  she/they,  professional  snowboarder,  bisexual.  5-time  x  games  gold  medalist  working  her  way  to  the  olympics.  she  also  studies  mechanical  engineering  at  university,  though  many  suspect  that  she  got  in  due  to  her  influence  and  popularity  (  is  it  true  ?  who  knows  ?  ).

nadine  lustre  as  cam  del  rosario  —  27,  she/they,  model,  bisexual.  out  of  touch  beach  babe  who  solves  all  her  problems  by  getting  new  tattoos.  a  little  manipulative,  sure  —  but  when  you're  pretty  they  let  you  get  away  with  anything,  don't  they  ?

ha  sooyoung  as  somin  seo  —  25,  she/her,  pr  agent,  pansexual.  always  pragmatic  and  level-headed,  she's  done  her  best  to  make  it  where  she  is  now  despite  starting  off  with  very  little  in  life,  and  she  knows  better  than  to  be  reckless  and  lose  it.  inspired  by  kook  yeon-su  from  our  beloved  summer.

saoirse  ronan  as  thena  prince  —  28,  they/she,  model  turned  pr  agent,  pansexual.  fun  and  energetic,  thena's  the  complete  opposite  of  somin  when  it  comes  to  running  the  firm;  they're  very  close  with  the  local  football  team,  as  she  used  to  date  some  of  the  players  before  realizing  they  wanted  to  be  a  little  more  independent.  inspired  by  keeley  jones  from  ted  lasso.

sabrina  carpenter  as  fallon  bailey  —  23,  she/her,  tarot  reader  scammer,  bisexual.  generally,  airbenders  are  seen  as  being  able  to  bestow  good  luck  and  blessings  and  fortune  upon  others.  thankfully,  fallon  isn't  like  other  girls  !

zayn  malik  as  henry  noor  —  27,  he/him,  lecturer,  pansexual.  teaches  french  at  the  same  university  he  graduated  from.  buys  excessive  amounts  of  tea.  thinks  "pretentious"  is  a  compliment.

manny  jacinto  as  colin  arciga  —  31,  he/him,  butcher  serial  killer,  bisexual.  the  pride  and  joy  of  his  small  town  despite  not  having  finished  med  school  for  quote  unquote  "disciplinary  reasons."  very  charming,  if  you  can  stand  the  sight  and  smell  of  blood.

[astrologybimbo]

Moon sign aesthetics

Moon in Aries- Neon signs. Converse. The color red. Worn out markers. The sound of metal. Intensity. Over stimulation. Club drugs. Dyed hair. A cracked screen. A barbed wire fence. 

Moon in Taurus- Dew on grass. Meditation. An early morning. A white duvet. A hot shower. A messy bun. Fake plants. Lots of sleep. A full fridge. The sound of an egg on a hot frying pan. 

Moon in Gemini- A packed suitcase. A cluttered purse. A dented car. New clothes. A tarot deck. Fluffy clouds. A blue sky. A singed tongue. Chewed nails. Lots of books. A dog barking. 

Moon in Cancer- The kitchen sink. White tile. A full moon. Sandy beaches. Childhood friends. An empty nest. Waves crashing. A shooting star. A black cat. Video games. A stuffy nose. 

Moon in Leo- The color orange. Expensive perfume. Drawn curtains. A California King bed. Palm trees. A long drive. New friends. A crowded room. Nail polish. A blonde wig. A corset. 

Moon in Virgo- Turtle shell glasses. An argyle sweater. A school desk. A ballpoint pen. Windex. Wooden shelves. A tree trunk. A thermos. An older sibling. A silent library. 

Moon in Libra- Sticky lip gloss. A fuzzy rug. Cow print. A bucket hat. Tropical plants. Curly hair. Champagne. Strawberries. Telling a secret. A Chanel purse. Lots of accessories. A wrapped present. 

Moon in Scorpio- A cut lip. A migraine. A dark room. Ripped jeans. Anime movies. Ramen. Winter time. A bat wing. A gap tooth. A pocket knife. Unanswered texts. Static. 

Moon in Sagittarius- Crayons. A raincoat. Insomnia. A computer screen. Tattoos. A ceiling fan. Doc Martens. Mountain Dew. American Spirits. A school bus. Train tracks. A shot of tequila. 

Moon in Capricorn- A change purse. Skyscrapers. An airplane. A blazer. A ski lift. A fireplace. A strong jaw. A syringe. Shopping malls. Black heels. A voicemail. A filing cabinet. 

Moon in Aquarius- A nose ring. Freckles. Overalls. A broken record. A mandala. Wicker furniture. The 1970s. Mushrooms. The planet Saturn. Fingerprints. Clip on earrings. Butterflies. Crystals. 

Moon in Pisces- Moonlight. Footprints. A bloody nose. Blue Jolly Ranchers. Deep breaths. Rain on a window. A belly button ring. A fresh haircut. Fishing line. A pillow case. 

[nlrpg]

below the cut is the list of white lion participants and the gifts they randomly received from the gift exchange!! please note the strike-through texts reveals who the gift came from, but it’s technically a secret to the members (though some are obvious anyway, lol). participants are encouraged to try and trade around if they so choose or try to keep their current gifts!

have fun making any starters or threads based on the gift exchange or the holiday party and happy holidays from us!

Cece Bae received... a strawberry plant growing kit!

Astrid Johnson received... a fish-bowl sized snowglobe with dancing snowmen (snowmen not sentient)! originally from Juniper Johnson

Peter Muñoz received... a $30 gift card to Bundtmuda!

Nick Spencer received... a dead houseplant! originally from Kaia Zerhouni

Freya Waldron received... a signed Nick Spencer photocard! originally form Nick Spencer

Saber Winslowe received... a foiled art nouveau tarot deck! originally from Lupita Montoya

Kaia Zerhouni received... a s’mores maker!

Ace Aguilar received... an action figure of Miri Johnson’s latest movie superhero role! originally from Miri Johnson

Miri Johnson received... a wireless bluetooth karaoke mic! originally from Theo Choi

Marshal Kim received... a handmade painting of Nemean Beach! originally from Cece Bae

Phil Vargas received... a fancy tennis bracelet! originally from Freya Waldron

Jae Eun received... a set of two Chanel perfumes and a signed picture of Gigi Gautier! originally from Gigi Gautier

Juniper Johnson received... a certificate to be assistant manager for an afternoon (heavily monitored by Peter Muñoz)! originally from Peter Muñoz

Ivy Moon received... an encyclopedia set! originally from Saber Winslowe

Tristan Day received... a $25 gift card to Quick Fix! originally from Astrid Johnson

Cyrus Tan received... a milk frother!

Pandora Liu received... a polaroid camera! originally from Sibel Eren

Abel Firoetti-Badeaux received... a Hanna Karlzon coloring book and a set of watercolor paints! originally from Mina Wang

Cynthia Byun received... a pair of Dior ankle boots! originally from Jae Eun (but also they’re specifically from an old 2015 collection...)

Gigi Gautier received... a heart-shaped waffle maker!

Lupita Montoya received... a Nintendo Switch Lite with Animal Crossing and some chocolates! originally from Marshal Kim

Mina Wang received... a book titled Dragonology! originally from Phil Vargas

Theo Choi received... a sword shaped like a vacuum! originally from Ace Aguilar

Sibel Eren received... hair bleach and hair dye charmed to be any color!

[trolagygirl2022]

FIFTY FIFTY future success

(the picture is so freakishly ugly like it looks sm like ai 💀)

Seven of Swords rev, Page of Pentacles, The Star, Page of Cups, Seven of Wands.

To me, I see them gaining some attention but it's not going to last. I see the page cards representing short term success. So the company is purposely doing things for rage bait for now, but after a bit they'll be like "no one's really pissed anymore.. now what??". I see them struggling to become relevant after some time. I keep seeing something with communication here, that could be relevant somehow (can be anything really, social media, news, etc).

[allaircss-a]

angel of small death; ellie.

( cis woman | she/her | ester expósito ) —— isn’t that ophélie “ellie” allaire? yeah that is them, sitting there at the ravenclaw table with those other sixth years. when sybill looks into that crystal ball of hers, she sees clenched fists; split lips; bruised knuckles; blood red wine; atlas under the weight of the world; a ruined painting. anyway i’ve heard they’re pretty vindictive, volatile, and belligerent. apparently they’re neutral and pureblood but i’m sure that’s not related. —— [ mhairi : gmt : 20 : she/they ]

→ NAME: ophélie hélène allaire → NICKNAMES: ellie → AGE / D.O.B.: 17 / 1st april 1960 → SPECIES: pureblooded witch → GENDER / PRONOUNS: cis woman / she&her → SEXUALITY: bisexual

FAMILY → PARENTS: henri allaire, 61, ambassador from wizarding france. cassandra franco, 40, socialite. → SIBLINGS: half siblings: christèle allaire, 35. dorothée allaire, 32. véronique allaire, 29. full siblings: milène allaire, 20. régine allaire, 17. éric allaire, 16. → PETS: vicieux, ginger cat she adopted as a stray when she was 10. arno, tabby cat jean-luc gifted her after her parents found out about her taking muggle studies. camile, ragdoll kitten ellie rescued in paris this past summer. félix, dumbo rat ellie got in fourth year. apollon, hermès & dionysos, family owls. → OTHER SIGNIFICANT FAMILY: rosine millefeuille, father’s first wife, deceased. léopold allaire, uncle, french minister of magic, 58. matthieu allaire, disowned uncle, owner of a secondhand bookshop in muggle paris, 49. claudia alvarez ruiz, aunt - matthieu’s wife, famous model, 51.

LIFESTYLE → BORN: île de batz, brittany → RAISED: paris / île de batz → CURRENT RESIDENCE: french wizarding embassy / hogwarts → NATIONALITY: french → SPOKEN LANGUAGES: (in order of proficiency) french, english, german, italian, spanish, russian, danish, portugese, greek, latin, mandarin → OCCUPATION: student & quidditch captain → DRINK | SMOKE | DRUGS: yes / yes / yes → RELIGION: not religious, if anything is anti religion

PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES → FACE CLAIM: ester expósito → ETHNICITY: white (french) → HEIGHT: 5ft.2in. → WEIGHT: 119bs → BUILD: short and lithe, toned → HAIR:  golden hair reaching to mid-chest → EYE COLOR: brown → DOMINANT HAND: left → SCENT:  chanel no.5 → ACCENT: quite strongly french, slips back into her native tongue when stressed → NERVOUS HABITS:  combing her hands through her hair

CHARACTER → MORAL ALIGNMENT: chaotic neutral → MBTI: enfp → WESTERN ZODIAC: aries sun, gemini moon, leo rising → CHINESE ZODIAC: rat → TAROT CARD: strength → ARCHETYPE: the rebel → TRAITS: devoted, volatile, argumentative, irresponsible, vindictive, fickle, destructive, belligerent.

MAGIC → WAND:  hawthorn, dragon heartstring & demiguise hair, 11", wishy. ellie, along with the rest of her siblings, got her wand in france. → PATRONUS: horse → BOGGART:  bats → OWLS: ellie sat ten OWLs in her fifth year, getting nine outstanding’s and one acceptable. ancient runes, O. arithmancy, A. astronomy, O. charms, O. defence against the dark arts, O. history of Magic, O. herbology, O. muggle studies, O. transfiguration, O. potions, O. → NEWTS: ellie is taking the following classes onto newt level; charms, defence against the dark arts, herbology, history of magic, potions, transfiguration

BIO → The Allaire’s were something… once. But scandal can make the public’s affections fickle,and when you’re on the wrong side of that scandal? It’s a long way to climb to get back on top. How was Palémon Allaire supposed to know disowning his youngest son would destroy the familys carefully curated image? Who knew that public opinion would side with the daughter of a Veela and a muggleborn over a pillar of the french ministry? Over the man who had been minister for fifteen years? But when Matthieu Allaire and Claudia Álvarez Ruiz married, and Matthieu found himself cast out from his family, Palémon soon found himself removed from office.

→ Ophélie Hélène Allaire, or Ellie to anyone who cared enough to know the girl behind the reputation and family name, was born not long after her brother Éric on April 1st 1960. The sixth and seventh children of Henri Allaire, the third and fourth through his second wife, life couldn’t be more different for the pair. One a treasured and long awaited heir, the other yet another unnecessary daughter. A difference made even more apparent with the Allaire family’s political rebirth when they were ten. A return to their former grace made her sisters useful in securing alliances through marriage but Ellie was already being considered too wild for anyone to bother.

→ A comeback almost two decades in the works, it came with a relocation for Ellie and her branch of the family. With her Oncle Léopold becoming Minister of Magic, her father Henri became ambassador to Britain. The move to England was both a curse and a saving grace to Ellie, in one swoop she was separated from both those that had already formed a judgement on her and from her one source of support — the very oncle who’s disownment had caused her families scandal.

→ Already burned once by the scandal of a disownment the Allaire’s are hesitant to do so again and testing just how far Ellie can push her parents and extended family has become something of a game to her. A girl of contradictions, she is as absurdly fickle as she is loyal, standing by things any sane person would decry even their most closest for but abandoning ship apparently on the slightest whim. She’s built herself off of defying her parents, loud because they wanted her to be quiet, abrasive where they’d rather she was meek, even her refusal to take a stance on the war is built on an opposition to her mother Lucile — a death eater. (mental health tw, abuse tw) In a society that actually cared about mental health, or in fact even saw it as a thing, Ellie would be diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. But as it stands she’s merely seen as a loose end someone with whom only the very worse  forbidden  magic have a chance to reign in. (end tw)

→ As the years go on Ellie has become more and more desperate in her attempts to escape the yoke of her family, from frequent attempts to run away (and just as frequently returning) to scenes at galas as regular as a pantomime, to taking muggle studies even though she knew the harsh consequences. (abuse tw) she knows what it’s like to be on the receiving end of the cruciate curse as cast by her mother. knew it all the better when during the summer before her sixth year, she was first able to break the hold of the imperius curse. (end tw) Ellie has become a force unto herself. A girl with a reputation far taller than her short frame, it’s been hard for people to see past it — to see the real Ellie. At once a barrier to real bonds and a wall she hides behind it has become increasingly the latter in recent months. Ever since Hallowe’en. Ever since (murder tw, death tw) she stumbled across the body of Bertram Aubrey in the forest that late October night. (end tw) It’s something that’s hurt and damaged her as a person much more than she lets on, much more than even Ellie herself is aware of. But she’s Ellie, just  Ellie, her own person, her own thing. She can’t be traumatised.

[caelcs]

felicity helena burgess is the twenty year old sophomore in professor ellison’s classics course. they are a capricorn, which is probably what makes them so creative and diligent. every time i see them, i can’t help but think of loose fitted turtle necks, the smell of your grandmother’s coco chanel, the sound of turning pages, no makeup but red lipstick, running barefoot in a graveyard past midnight, the smell of fresh coffee in the early morning, golden glitter stuck to your skin. 

FULL NAME : felicity helena burgess

NICKNAME : effy/effie, flick (to family members only)

BIRTHDAY : january 9 1999

ZODIAC : capricorn sun, scorpio moon, capricorn rising 

NATIONALITY : american

RELIGION : roman catholic 

SEXUAL & ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : bisexual , biromantic

HOMETOWN : fairfield, connecticut & new york, new york

FAMILY : 

father: laurent (laurence) burgess 

mother: jacqueline black

full siblings: ambrose burgess, 28 & brother, 21-22 (wanted connection!)

half sibling: emile burgess, 42, from father’s first marriage

step sibling: step sister , 18-22, from father’s current marriage (wanted connection!)

ACCENT : posh, new england

LANGUAGES SPOKEN : english (germanic), french (romance), german (germanic), russian (slavic), mandarin (indic, eastern zone), greek (hellenic / literate, not fluent), arabic (indic / literate , not fluent)

MAJOR : english literature 

MINOR(S) : french and romance philology & greek

HOBBIES : reading, horseback riding, tennis, tarot card readings, collecting vinyl

AESTHETICS : loose fitted turtle necks, the smell of your grandmother’s coco chanel, the sound of turning pages, no makeup but red lipstick, running barefoot in a graveyard past midnight, the smell of fresh coffee in the early morning, golden glitter stuck to your skin + PINTEREST

CHARACTER PARALLELS :  camilla macaulay (the secret history), siobhan roy (succession), kitsey barbour (the goldfinch), amma crellin (sharp objects), alice charles (the politician)

FAMILY PARALLELS : roy family (succession) belfort family (wolf of wall street),  horowitz family (clueless), 

BACKGROUND & FAMILY DYNAMICS 

if you grew up in north america, you have probably heard of the burgess family. hell, even if you didn’t grow up in america, you have probably heard of the burgess family. 

though they pride themselves on “small town family values” and “keeping the business in the family,” the burgess family has no intention of actually relating to small town america, to trusted catholic traditions, to family run businesses. 

true, the leaders of the multibillion dollar media conglomerate known as VVIO are all close friends of the family, if not actually family members, but that’s about where the similarities between the burgesses and middle class america end. 

Vvio is one of the largest media conglomerates in north america. think similar to cbs/viacom, they have news, movies, television, late night shows, streaming platforms ! whew.. 

their father, laurent burgess, known better as laurence in an attempt to americanize himself after emigrating from france in the 1960′s, is the ceo and mastermind behind Vvio. coming from a poor family from the outskirts of paris, laurence moved to america’s real capital — new york city, not dc — with big dreams and even bigger ambitions. 

in the grand scheme of things, Vvio grew into the multibillion dollar corporation that it is today rather quickly. by the time laurence was in his early 30′s, he was a millionaire. at that point, he was married to a woman he’d known in france, his “first love,” who he’d flown out from their small town to be with him in new york at the first signs of success. 

he was a multi millionaire, a drug addict, an alcoholic, a serial cheater. he fell in love with a young french model in the 80′s, and is having an affair for an entire year before his wife finds out. though they try to reconcile, they ultimately end up getting a divorce, and he marries the french model not even a year later. 

that french model was jacqueline black, felicity’s mother. they would be married for nineteen years before ultimately getting a divorce, which both can be blamed for, but it was mostly laurence and his inability to stay faithful or sober

the burgesses grew up in fairfield, ct. each of the siblings attended private school in the city, a near two hour commute each way for the best education possible. 

THE SIBLINGS: growing up, everyone was constantly fighting for the attention of their father. the eldest son, ambrose was “the fuck up,” but he’s a rich fuck up, so did it really matter? very george bush-esque — always drunk, doing coke, fucking prostitutes, but did he still get into harvard with no merits because of his last name? you bet. emile was their father’s pride and joy. which wasn’t necessarily a good thing, when all his siblings had daggers in their eyes thinking that he was just as much a fuck up as ambrose. it was true, fortune favors the fuck ups. felicity’s other older brother (wc!!) would be the obvious choice to take over. sure, he can be wild, reckless, and impulsive — but he’s intelligent, fiercely competitive, and a people person through and through. everybody loves him. except for their father, who seems not to notice all the areas in which he excels. felicity is “daddy’s little girl” which was nice as a kid, she was favored and loved and one of the few children in which he shows affection toward — but it quickly grew old as she grew up. intelligent and well rounded, never one to drunkenly throw herself off a bridge like her, or snort so much cocaine they can’t move their legs, or get in a car accident that needs covering up like her brothers. but no matter what, she was the little girl. kept away from the business and the politics, a fragile mind like hers couldn’t “handle it.” she spends so much time trying to prove herself again and again to her father, that she was just as intelligent and capable as her brothers, only to churn out the same goddamn result. her relationship with her step sister (wc!!) isn’t a great one, seeing as they are the same age, and have been in competition with one another since they became sisters at thirteen. but she has it lucky — she will never feel the need to fight for laurence’s attention.

PERSONALITY 

when felicity was three years old she wondered into the section of the house her father forbade the kids from going. included in that section was his library — an enormous room with high ceilings, covered ceiling to floor with bookshelves, lined with all sorts of books from academic papers to novels, first edition to signed copies, etc. she fell in love, and when her father found her in there, he decided to let her explore, expand her horizons instead of punishing her for breaking the rules (which probably would have happened had it been one of her brothers, rather than her)

it was the start of her love for all things language arts & literature. her father saw it early on, deciding to hone in on the skill, he allowed and encouraged her to pick one book from his library each week. while the jacqueline spoke to all their kids in french, laurence also decided it was best to hire tutors for felicity, who clearly had a knack for languages, and encouraged her to learn some of the world’s most important languages, as well as choose ones that she would like to learn based on interest alone (like greek, for example)

felicity is an academic through and through. not only does it come naturally to her, but she enjoys learning. unlike her brothers, going out and getting fucked up all weekend isn’t her idea of fun. she’s much more straight edge — enjoys sophisticated dinner parties with a glass of wine. if she’s hanging out with “the boys,” she’ll have a glass of scotch. she never drinks in excess, always seems very collected and poised, and is the first to call out her siblings for acting idiotically. not that they care, there never seems to be any repercussions in the burgess family, not legally at least — though their father’s disappointment tends to be one of the worst consequences imaginable. 

picking a weekly book from her father’s library continued until she moved to attend leopold university at eighteen. when she was thirteen, she came across a book on astrology, and was completely enamored by it. of course, she’d learned about zodiacs before, but never in depth, and it became a new project for her, learning everything about the signs and birth charts, planets and placements. by fourteen she was discovering her entire family’s birth charts, seeing how they each fit in and played a part. with one another. this eventually lead to other spiritual activities, such as tarot cards, which is now one of her biggest passions. she has a collection of different decks, but her favorite remains as the deck she’d bought for herself at seventeen, from a vintage, spiritual and healing store in the east village of new york. 

emile was the first of the burgess siblings to be accepted to leopold and handpicked by professor ellison, so that when felicity and the others decided to attend, he’d already had the burgesses on his radar. one of the most powerful families in north america, and even the world, it was no wonder that ellison had taken an interest in them. since joining the classics course last year, felicity has formed quite a special bond with their professor. her knack and knowledge of multiple languages has piqued his interest, and they often sit together in his office and discuss works of different origins and translations and compare the literatures together. professor ellison has been helping her in her quest to learn greek and also arabic, which so far she has almost mastered reading, but still needs to work on speaking. 

kind of has major daddy issues, thanks to spending her whole life competing for her father’s validation, which is where her strive for professor ellison’s validation comes from. she really seeks for his approval and favoritism, because it’s his validation that soothes the open wound that her father could never seem to fill with his empty promises and lack of approval 

RANDOM HCS/TIDBITS

has a big, fat orange cat named henri

drinks 3-4 cups of coffee every day, along with 2-3 cups of tea

has never received a grade lower than 97% 

wears a lot of gold jewelry, especially gold rings

wants to be a novelist, and yet hasn’t even started working on her first novel. does have a few published short stories and poems, though. 

has an entire drawer in her apartment full of crystals for different days, moods, seasons, health issues, etc. 

parisian girl at heart, spent many summer and winter vacations in paris and it’s her favorite place in the entire world. yes, she romanticizes the fuck out of it

that being said, she romanticizes the fuck out of everything and everyone. perhaps it has something to do with being a writer and a poet. you’re always sad and in love with something.

WANTED CONNECTIONS

siblings! she has an older brother (21-22) and a step sister (18-22) that would work for this group! if you’d be interested in being a part of the burgess fam (the step sister would obviously have a different last name) then hmu 

cousins!!! this family is VERY family-centric, the whole company they own is family-centric, so even if they’re not actually close, they’re close. if that makes sense. this could be a cousin from his first marriage or second marriage (if through the mother’s side), or a cousin from the dad’s side in which case might cause some ~drama~ because felicity’s dad definitely slighted his siblings and doesn’t really talk to any of them (which would be that muse’s parents)

best friend: felicity spent most her life surrounded by boys (she’s the only daughter, minus her newer step sister), and has always found it easier to get along with them. so, mostly, she’s friends with boys, but i imagine her BEST best friend, the one she shares all her secrets with and really lets in, is a girl. 

close circle: effie is a capricorn which means she doesn’t let just anyone in. she’s never really liked the idea of having a lot of friends. a few, very close friends has always been the smarter decision in her mind. that way you don’t lose track of who you should and shouldn’t trust. and if someone misplaces your trust, you know exactly who to cut off. where their loyalties lie. anyway, like i said, she tends to mostly be friends with boys, just because it’s what she’s used to, and finds herself being fiercely competitive with most other girls, so this would be mostly made up of guys! with maybe an exception. 

roommate: could possibly be looped in with best friend / close circle, but i imagine they have a quaint, historical, and beautiful two bedroom apartment off campus. 

rival: if i get her step sister wc, that would be this, but if not, just someone in which a rivalry has sparked up since they both joined the classics course. perhaps they are both striving to be the professor’s favorite or something IDK

toxic, on-and-off rs: this could be m/f/nb since effie is biromantic/bisexual, but basically the two are just not right for each other. it’s equally toxic on both ends. on felicity’s end, she tends to be controlling and jealous, and very much a know-it-all that can often be hard to deal with. probably an rs that won’t last anyway because they truly are not meant to be but also it’s nice to see where the chemistry goes anyway lmao

bad influence: effie is v straight edge so someone get her dunk !!! she tends to pass  on most parties unless it’s like #dinnerparty so like i need a connection that drags her ass out to everything she says no to 

[circe-poetica]

A Midheaven study, MC Leo conjunct Lilith and Regulus

The Black Moon is associated with all the dark faces of the Great Mother; Kali, Black Madonna, Black Tara and, with Mary Magdalene in her form as the Shakti of Christ, so she is a huge image of the Divine Feminine and it is no small thing to have her so powerfully placed. She has claimed you as one of Her own and wants you to be an agent for her power in the world. Any image of Lilith around our career life demands that we develop the sacred feminine warrior energies and give them expression. Black Moon/Lilith, especially in Leo, points towards doing it from a place of great personal power and individualism, as opposed to old beliefs that set us up for subservience. She can be found in people who work in areas like defending the rights of women, refugees, the under-privileged; in international law, in war zones, in women’s refuges. She is a gutsy advocate, activist, on the side of the deepest emotional truths and in any area of life where the feminine has continued to be dishonoured, rejected and abused.

She is as much found in deep therapeutic and spiritual process, as in those who work on the life and death edges, like hospice work, conscious dying or in casualty departments. (The word spirituality is too light weight for her energy here as she is a form of great Shakti, the transformative serpentine power of the sacred feminine!) Therapeutically, Lilith is comfortably operating in those who work with sexuality, masculine/feminine balances, sexual abuse and healing, relationship dynamics (especially in helping women regain their individuality and personal power) and in tantric processes. And in working with the deepest ends of the emotional spectrum; rage, grief, all forms of toxicity, past-life and trans-generational residues and influences, conception/in-utero/birth traumas. This where the “curse” label comes in, as anyone with strong Lilith positions is a carrier of the same, the accumulation of rage, toxicity, grief and betrayal that comes form lifetimes, ages and generations of rejection of the feminine in all her forms. So part of the journey of owning her power, and your own, is through processes that allow you to purify and release these carried residues. Whether through primal work, spiritual or shamanic midwifery, whatever takes you into these deepest places, it is absolutely necessary to be able to own this part of your birthright. The unfortunate truth is that distorted Lilith or any of the other “Dark Goddesses” are fully able to sabotage your life in their unhealed forms.

Regal Regulus at 29º Leo has the honor of being the closest star to the ecliptic and therefore closest to the red carpet path of the glorious Sun. Regulus is a triple 1.3 magnitude star that flashes white and ultramarine. It is found, naturally, in the brave heart of the constellation Leo the Lion. Regulus officially entered tropical Virgo on November 28th 2011.* Could Regulus crossing this symbolic sphinx cusp, Leo to Virgo, herald the age of Aquarius? Many astrologers speculate that Virgo will teach Leo to put aside ego, dispense personal glory, become more humanitarian and have respect for mother Earth itself. Other ‘star seed’ type commentators describe a switch from service-to-self (Leo) towards service-to-others. (Virgo=Service, Aquarius=Others).

Now all this assumes that Leo’s ego is somehow a bad thing! Conversely however, those with a weak sense of self are also those that suffer from narcissistic personality disorders (And other related Dark triad traits. See Ceres post.) Without a strong sovereignty, service-to-others can become co-dependancy and doormat syndrome! Regulus is the archangel Raphael, one of the four horsemen of the apocalypse. On the fixed cross, Regulus is one of four cherubim, symbolised by the Bull, Lion, Eagle and Human. These are the signs Taurus (Aldebaran), Leo (Regulus), Scorpio (Antares) and Aquarius (Fomalhaut) respectively. You can see these Archangels on the corners of the Rider-Waite tarot deck on the Wheel of Fortune and The World.

“Early English astrologers made it (Regulus) a portent of glory, riches, and power to all born under its influence”and this fixed star is generally considered fortunate, courageous, successful and all those great qualities associated with the sun sign Leo.

Regulus has its negative side. “It gives violence, destructiveness, military honor of short duration, with ultimate failure, imprisonment, violent death” Bernadette Brady associates Regulus with downfall. Regulus is pure divine-masculine energy, which these days is often portrayed in Hollywood at its lowest, crudest vibration.

Otherwise, Hollywood seems to delight in ridiculing and belittling Regulus energy. For example Disney has removed the Prince’s true love kiss in ‘Frozen’ and denigrates heroic, chivalrous men in ‘Enchanted’. This could also be seen as Regulus’s ‘downfall’, but it is a manipulated one. It suggests that all the testosterone-fuelled, courageous energy of Regulus’s past is somehow ‘wrong’ and so the solution is we must rip the balls off every feisty Lion.

Can we shift from service-to-self to a service-to-others mentality? It’s hard to feel like you want to be “of service”if you are essentially already living as a slave. The working classes suffer most from cheaper, imported labour. These working classes, (often vilified as ‘Chavs’ or ‘Rednecks’) are craving Regulus empowerment and fame through ‘selfies’ and reality TV shows. Why? Because the despised ‘populist’ working class are subconsciously grasping for their lost sovereignty and culture with this apparently narcissistic, negative-Regulus behaviour.

For approximately the last 600 years Regulus has been in Leo decan 3, which is ruled by aggressive Mars in both systems and Leo decan 3 includes the influence of Regulus so; “They are always right, their rule is absolute, any challenge to their authority is seen as betrayal. Loyality, loyality and more loyality, this is the number one demand of their loved ones.”

Medieval astrologers said Regulus would bring glory, riches and fame to all those born under it, and that it was the ‘Royall Starre’. Robson says Regulus gives “success, high and lofty ideals and strength of spirit, and makes its natives magnanimous, grandly liberal, generous, ambitious, fond of power, desirous of command, high-spirited and independent.” It is important to bear in mind, even with Regulus in Virgo, the ‘Royall Starre’. will still carry its original meaning for natal charts.

Regulus Keywords

Brave, bloodthirsty, gutsy, ambitious, driven, unstoppable, proud, pompous, majestic, magical, vain, arrogant, egotistical, regal, owning one’s sovereignty, loyal, poised, famous, flamboyant, fabulous, dashing, flash, outrageous, chivalrous, courteous, conquering, entrepreneurial, outré, controversial, glorious, bold, hot, brutish, sexy, passionate, diva-esque, haughty, naughty, playful, flirty, childlike, extremist, romantic, generous, fanatical, bossy, unhinged, stalker, predatory, man-eater, mentorship, ability to prophecy, seer, benevolent leader, assuming responsibility, parental, protector of the people, in service for the greater good, connection to ones pride, a statesman/woman, alchemical transition to the Red King (Rubedo), the path to individuation.

Regulus Midheaven

“Honor, preferment, good fortune, high office under Government, military success. If with Sun, Moon or Jupiter, great honor and ample fortune.” [4]

Jackie Kennedy Onassis;(03′) Regulus’s near neighbour is the rather bloodthirsty star Phecda, this I believe is what gives the Regulus its raw martial side. The beastly nature of the Lion isn’t afraid to throw itself into battle and get blood on its hands. This is graphically demonstrated with Jackie, for after John Kennedy was shot, she refused to remove her bloodstain pink Chanel suit. Regretting having washed her bloodstained face and hands, she stated “ I want them to see what they have done to Jack” [2] Of course the woman was an icon, more poised and regal then most real life royals and exuded bravery and loyalty. The Vatican; Much bloodshed in the name of Jesus Christ… Barbara Windsor; Soap matriarch and ex landlady of the Queen Victoria, with a regal sounding surname. Patricia Routledge; Famous for her portrayal of snob Francis Bucket (“pronounced Bouquet…”) in British comedy ‘Keeping Up Appearances.’ Mark David Chapman; Famous for bringing down king of rock John Lennon. Jimmy Page; Rock singer with wild blond mane. Prince; Well he’s Prince… Bernadette Brady;Astrologer. Also Michael Douglas, Clint Eastwood, Mata Hari, Patrick McNee, Henri Toulous Lautrec, Jim Carrey, Shania Twain, Claudia Shiffer, Peter Stringfellow.

https://danielsowelu.com/a-prominent-lilith-on-the-midheaven/

https://darkstarastrology.com/regulus/

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[theheartroad]

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs [nah just a couple] you would like to get to know better (or don’t it’s up to you!)

Tagged by  @cheshirepirouette

Nickname(s): None! But some people have called me “Heart,” and that’s fine. It’s kind of sweet. [My name is Robin though.]

Gender: Nonbinary/Agender/Demigirl/Androgynous/Gendervague/It’s Complicated

Sign: Libra Sun, Sagittarius Moon, Sagittarius Rising. Height: 5’ 4″

Time: CST

Fav band(s): The Ark, Nightwish, Fall Out Boy, Teagan and Sara, Blue Oyster Cult

Fav solo artist(s): Janelle Monae, Beyonce, Hailey Kiyoko, Amanda Palmer, 

Song stuck in my head: "Make Me Feel” by Janelle Monae

Last movie I saw: The Shape of Water

Last show I watched: The 100

When did I create my blog: Around .... Spring or Summer of 2017

What do I post: Kemetic stuff, jokes, politics, and personal shit 

Last thing I Googled: Tawaret

Do I have any other blogs: Yeah I run several e-shrines to the kemetic deities, such as -- @setfeels @bastfeelsshrine @nephthysfeels @anatfeels @anubisfeels @antewyfeels @sobekfeels @nutgoddessoftheskyfeels @herufeels @osirisfeels @isisfeelsshrine @djehutifeels @hathorfeels @horakhtyfeels @feelofthesun @sekhmetfeels @seshatfeels @wepwawetfeels and @hatshepsutpharaoh which is for its namesake pharoah.

I also have my tarot blog, @heartroadtarot and my Wordpress blog, https://theheartroad.blog/

Do I get asks: Some! I don’t have anon on, because I only want to engage with people who are a certain level of polite. 

Why did I chose my URL: Set gave it to me.

Following: *shrug* don’t keep track.

Followed by: *shrug* don’t keep track. I find once I let go of the anxiety cycle of checking, I stopped actually giving a damn and I feel better for it.

Average hours of Sleep: 8-11 hours.

Lucky number: 6

Instruments: I played the piano when I was a child and teenager. I quit because the pressure my father put on me was horrendous.

What I am wearing: Work clothes! A black shirt with a collar, khaki pants, a tiger’s eye round necklace with the “flower of life” on it, and a small, clay, Ocarina of Time, and a lapis lazuli ring I wear for Nebt-Het.... [Though my preferred clothes are (1) red and blue plaid overshirt over a red tank top with black pants, (2) and a pinkish-mullberry tank top that has gold print representing the mascot of the local queer-owned thrift store, with pink-mulberry lace at the bottom hem, worn with pink shorts....

Dream job: Artist, Professional Chaneller and Tarot Reader, Writer, and Video Game Creator

Dream trip: Hm. I’d have to think about that. 

Fav food: Watermelon, taro-cream-filled sweet loaf bread, chicken pho, chicken bahn mi, many kinds of fish, salmon especially, many kinds of tacos, etc.

Nationality: settler/decndant of land thieves of the United States

Fav song: *shrug??*

Last book I read: The Shape of Water, The Book of Doors Divination Deck: An Oracle from Ancient Egypt, and “The Fullest” magazine.

Top 3 fictional universes I wanna join: [Join? No. But appreciate...] Undertale, Dragon Age, The Legend of Korra, Steven Universe, Final Fantasy X-2

[hqgrcysons-blog]

BASIC

NAME: grayson maddox

REASON BEHIND NAME: his parents just liked the name

NICKNAME(S): gray

REASON BEHIND NICKNAME(S): let’s be real, grayson is a whole mouthful

AGE: 21

BIRTHDAY: august 26th, 1995

GENDER: cis male

PRONOUNS: he/him

FAMILY

MOTHER: elyanna young -- very quiet, very resilient, but also very cruel. none of her three sons are anything like her at all, the only thing grayson got from her was her brilliant mind and determination. she never really fit with their family (or in any kind of family, really). their father always claimed that elyanna had “bigger plans” and settling down was never really her intention, (as if three children sort of just ‘happen)’. currently, she’s a neurosurgeon at one of london’s top hospitals and seems to be happier than ever. at least to gray, she does. 

FATHER: william maddox -- a very simple man with the whitest and purest soul grayson knows. gray loves both of his parents but especially william in a way he’ll never respect his mother. he raised all three children on his own and never once faltered with any of them. 

PARENTS: his relationship with his father is undoubtedly strong, as is his father’s relationship with his other two brothers. they all have nothing but love and respect for him and how he brought them up. the same cannot be said about their mother. out of all three boys, grayson is the only one who still speaks to their mom. he flies out to london to see her every now and then for a couple of days, but anyone can see that their relationship is hanging by its last thread. his brothers aren’t exactly supportive of this and say that he’s always been and always going to be a “momma’s boy”. the more time gray spends with his mother, the farther apart he feels from her.  

FAMILY: elyanna aside, all three boys and their father are extremely close. they’re all each other’s best friends. 

SIBLINGS: pete (28) & carson (24). pete is married with two little girls now. 

PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES

FACE CLAIM: matthew daddario

RACE/ETHNICITY: italian, hungarian, and english 

NATIONALITY: american

HEIGHT: 6′ 3″

WEIGHT: ?????? 81kgs???? idk??

BUILD: athletic

HAIR: click anywhere in this sentence for a picture you’re welcome

FACIAL HAIR: he usually rocks a stubble. during exam week, however, it grows into a full-on beard

HAIR COLOR: black

EYE COLOR: dark brown

SKIN COLOR: white

DOMINANT HAND: left

ANOMALIES: he’s a thalassemia carrier, if that counts

SCENT: bleu de chanel

ACCENT: american

PHYSICAL DISABILITIES: none

LEARNING DISABILITIES: none

ALLERGIES: none

DISORDERS: none

FASHION: simple and sleek. lots of white button downs, sweaters, nice boots, coats. 

NERVOUS TICS: biting his bottom lip and tapping his foot

QUIRKS: he’s always looking up at the sky to check the position of the moon and comment on it, can’t sit still for more than twenty minutes unless he’s deep into his studying, regularly accepts stupid bets for no reason, always loses said bets

LIFESTYLE

HOME ADDRESS: idk how american addresses go but he lives in a very modern looking house on the outskirts of jackson 

RESIDES: beta house

BORN: jackson hole, wyoming

RAISED: jackson hole, wyoming

VEHICLE: a black land rover defender. calls it ‘becky’

PHONE: iphone 7

LAPTOP/COMPUTER: macbook air 

PETS: none. but he’s planning on getting a dog after graduation. 

HIGH SCHOOL EDUCATION: jackson hole high school

COLLEGE EDUCATION: in the process

MAJOR: aerospace engineering

MINOR: economics

CAREER: none

EXPERIENCE: just regular summer jobs at his dad’s plant

EMPLOYER: none

YEARLY SALARY: none

POLITICAL AFFILIATION: none. he thinks the labels are ridiculous

RELIGION: he’s a christian, but he’s not at all religious 

BELIEFS: he believes in science

MISDEMEANORS: reckless driving and possession

FELONIES: none

TICKETS AND/OR VIOLATIONS: multiple tickets for speeding

DRUGS: just the regular party drugs

SMOKES: nope. it grosses him out to an almost unbelievable level

ALCOHOL: he’ll down pretty much anything because he knows it takes a lot to get him drunk

DIET: generally healthy. he’s not one for junk food/fast food

ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: hetero

SEXUAL ORIENTATION: hetero

MARTIAL STATUS: single

CHILDREN: none

AVAILABILITY: kind of single kind of seeing someone he don’t know

LOOKING FOR: the love of his life hit him up ladies 

LANGUAGES: english and a little bit of spanish from high school

PHOBIAS: none

HOBBIES: drag racing, sports in general, and astronomy 

TRAITS: social, charming, arrogant, patient, callous with other people’s feelings, intelligent, reckless, thrill-seeking

SOCIAL MEDIA: it confuses him

FAVOURITE

LOCATION: jackson hole

SPORTS TEAM: cheyenne stampede and bayern munich

GAME: hockey

MUSIC: he’ll listen to literally anything

SHOWS: none. he doesn’t have the patience to keep up with them

MOVIES: interstellar

RADIO STATION: he doesn’t know any

FOOD: brisket burgers

BEVERAGE: whiskey

COLOR: dark blue -- so dark that it’s almost black

CHARACTER

MORAL ALIGNMENT: neutral good

MBTI: enfp

TEMPERAMENT: sanguine

WESTERN ZODIAC: virgo

CHINESE ZODIAC: pig

PRIMAL SIGN: gazelle

HOGWARTS HOUSE: gryffindor

ILVERYMORNY HOUSE: thunderbird

TAROT CARD: the magician

SONG: pyro