#chainsaw man is on THIN ice!

[givemebishies]

Yeah I’ll watch any anime

As long as it doesn’t have “Another World” in the title

It doesn’t take place in an MMORPG world

It’s not just about an evil group of people/creatures that are basically just vampires w a different name

The plot isn’t just “sports but the loser DIES 👻”

It isn’t just the Hunger Games again

It’s not just about a guy making a deal with evil forces to gain their powers

It’s not just about a shallow waifu falling in love with an incompetent viewer-insert character

OR

It’s the fan service equivalent of baby sensory videos

[merry-the-cookie]

im killing every adult around denji i am eviscerating them without mercy leave denji the fuck alone. LEAVE DENJI ALONE!!!!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN HES SIXTEEN IM GONNA KILL EVERYONE AROUND HIM

[mia-does-nonsense]

WHY IS DENJI TAKING L AFTER L FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG??? CAN SOMEONE JUST GIVE HIM A GODDAMN BREAK??

[junnipi]

bleeeeh yoshida for you

[reckless-rider]

What if I made a list of Dr. Brights atrocities haha jk jk unless........

[astralfandoms]

Father's Day Headcanons

we were thinking about the different managers/bosses and how they interact with their fathers so let's gooo

Duck Shuffler: Has no memory of what his father was like because orphan so is honestly just confused about the hype around it. Usually hangs out with Graham, Dave, and Flint during the day.

Prethinker: Has an awful relationship with his father so is extremely hostile/hates people who have a good relationship with theirs (ex. Cosmo, Cathal)

Derrick Man: Has a lukewarm relationship with his father so calls for formality's sake but doesn't do anything otherwise.

Rainmaker: Has a single mother whose father was never there so never celebrated

Deep Diver: Has two mothers so never celebrated Father's Day

Land Acquisition Architect: Has two fathers who he loves very much and they love him back lots so he goes to visit them every year.

Gatekeeper: Her father is on thin ice and will go dinner with him but will be in a bad mood for the rest of the day (usually solved with sparring)

Witch Hunter: Likes his father but never visits him due to his poor relationship with his mother so just handwrites and sends a card.

Public Relations Representative: Parents are long dead and doesn't talk about it unless pressed (usually in the form of riddles).

Bellringer: Laments the fact that he has a bad relationship with his father but tries not to be too bitter about others having a good relationship with theirs. Keyword: tries.

Multislacker: Usually spends half of the day with either dad before they have a family dinner together at the end of the day.

Senior Vice President: Is the father! Spoils his husband rotten in an effort to not think of his own father.

Mouthpiece: Spends the whole day with her husband and kids, spoiling her husband so that he doesn't have to do anything strenuous the whole day. Usually is too distracted by her kids and husband to think about her not-too-great father.

Major Player: Has a great relationship with his dad and usually has a family brunch with his father and then chills with Buck, Graham, and Flint for the rest of the day.

Chief Financial Officer - Buys things to cope with the fact that he hates his parents and his parents hate him the same.

Firestarter - Has a bad relationship with his father due to him being unaccepting of who Flint is. Usually spends the day with Graham, Buck, and Dave to keep his mind off of it, though.

Plutocrat: Usually is too busy to visit his fathers but usually calls and has gifts delivered to his parents' house because they have a pretty good relationship.

Chief Legal Officer: Has a cordial lunch with her father but otherwise doesn't do anything for Father's Day due to her uneasy relationship with him.

Treekiller: Has a great relationship with his parents and usually drags Chip to go see them (his parents also love Chip).

Chainsaw Consultant: Doesn't have a good relationship with his own father so usually goes to see Spruce's instead.

Chief Executive Officer: Drinking. Lots and lots of drinking to forget.

Featherbedder: Visits parents' and husband's graves with his children and grandkids. Otherwise just burns a candle in remembrance of them.

Pacesetter: Blocked his parents out of his memory so just doesn't have many feelings about his father. Tends to hang around Buck, Dave, and Flint during the day to help cheer Flint up.

[xielianslver]

➵ ɪɴᴛʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ

➵ LYNDON

➵ He/Him/His ➵ Bisexual ➵ Dazai - Gogol - Akutagawa - Hua Cheng - Crowley - Shinji kinnie (Will Graham is so me core) ➵ Goth ➵ Introvert

➵ Likes :

Sketching

RPG games

Painting

Reading / Writing

Poetry

Psychology

Philosophy

Music

Punk

Rock

Grunge

Angst

Slow Burns

Goth music / aesthetic

Dark academia

Ouji fashion

Manga / Comics

Red spider lilies

Swords

Tragic yaoi

Motorcycles / Motorbikes

Queer-Coding

Classical Literature

Bats - Cats - Raccoons - Sharks - Snakes - Spiders

Vampires

Blood suckers

Twinks with long hair and deep voice or Russian accents

Ghosts

The Ro'meave siblings

Cannibalism

➵ Fandoms - Actively in

Heaven Official's Blessing 天官赐福

Fav Character - Xie Lian Fav Ship(s) - Hualian | Beafleaf | FengQing Fav Arc - Blackwater Fav Volume(s) - 4 | 6 | 8

Hannibal (TV show)

Fav Character - Will Graham Fav Ship - hanigram (duh) I LOVE HANNIBALITS SO WELL WRITTEN AND AWESOE I LOE IT

Minecraft Diaries

Fav Character(s) - Laurance Zvahl | Zane Ro'meave Fav Ship(s) - Zanus | Garrance Fav Arc - All Shadow Knight arcs

Studio Investigrave

Fav (released) Game(s) - Dead Plate | Elevator Hitch Fav (unreleased) Game(s) - JACKPOT CRASH COURSE Fav Ship(s) - Rondent | Protag \ Coworker Fav Character(s) - Vincent | Winnie | Protagonist

Honorable Mentions - BC I am in at least 40 fandoms

My Inner Demons & Mystreet Sally Face Mononoke <--- tweaking over it might become the only thing i talk abt Good Omens Hazbin Hotel / Helluva Boss Creepypasta Danmei Sk8 the Infinity Black Butler No. 6 Arcane WEBtoons Omincet Readers Viewpoint The Summer Hikaru Died Chainsaw man K project I hear the sunspot Devilman Crybaby Neon Genesis Evangelion Alien Stage

➵ Boundaries

DNI / WON'T BE TOLERATED

| Proshippers | MAPs | Homophobia | Transphobia | Racism | Sexism | Atsushi/Xie Lian Haters |

THIN ICE

| Dsmp fans | Jaxx (TADC) fans | Non-queer men | People who vape in school bathrooms |

^ is made by racheldrawsthis

➵ My babygirls (They're grown men)

#1 Xie Lian [TGCF]

Mu Qing [TGCF]

Atsushi [BSD]

Fukuzawa [BSD]

Fyodor [BSD]

Travis Valkrum / Enki [Diaries]

Zima [Reverse 1999]

The Undertaker [Black Butler]

MASTERLIST WILL BE ADDED SOON

[insideliascrazyhead]

Suzuran Headcanons

Kamui

-goth princess of the group

-clumsy as fuck

-horror movie enthusiast

-full of secrets

-roasts the shit out of you in a heartbeat

-knows all the tea

-petty and will never forget when someone wronged him

-bisexual

-self care nights,most loyal customer at Lush

-also loves to drink tea but because he´s a gremlin he calls it leaf water

-dramatic as fuck

-on the outside cool as a cucumber and on the inside a squirrel in traffic

-knows a ton of morbid facts

-has a little garden of poisonous plants but also his bed is full of stuffed animals

-dark humor

-local cinnamon roll

Binzo

-coffein and sugar junkie

-loves everything that glitters,explodes or burns

-wears black nail polish

-in his pop punk phase,would totally live in a Hot Topic if he could

-Machine Gun Kelly fan

-clingy and loves cuddles

-adrenalin junkie

-befriends every friend shaped creature even a raccoon or a rat

-drama queen

-loves Tinkerbell cause as Binzo belives he too,will die without attention

-knows how to entertain himself,mostly cause he grew up as only child

-favorite disney movie is Nemo

-not allowed to accept dares,no regard for personal safety

-loves cartoons

-lowkey scared off kids and calls them creatures

Magoroku

-not the brightest crayon in the box,total dumbass

-wears fancy parfum

-he´s the definition of affection ew gross do it again

-Binzo uses him regulary as pillow

-Playboy

-his love language is violence

-speaks before he thinks and always says whatever he thinks with no filter whatsoever

-can dance

-hates insects or similar creatures,anything that crawls including toddlers weird him out

-not a morning person,loves black coffee

-kinda crushes on Raoh

-hair always neat,no one saw him with open hair and it´s Kamui´s mission to catch him with open hair at least once

-hates kids cause they´re „gross and annoying“

Mercy

-gives cigarette mom vibes

-fashion lover,loves thrift shopping

-has spill the tea sessions with his mother

-regularily hangs out with Odajima

-lives from take out and especially Starbucks

-probably takes a switchblade everywhere

-total nightowl

-always has candy on hand

-speaks in fluent sarcasm and irony

-wears sunglasses so people don´t see how often this man rolls his eyes at their behavior

-highly intelligent and easily learns new languages

Kansuke

-great himbo energy

-eats like a tank he and Yamato could eat up the whole ass city if necessary

-makes great choclate chip cookies

-token straight of the group thats on thin ice

-Taylor Swift fan

-has two little sisters and plays princess dress up on a regular base.Kamui has a photo of it

-enjoys romance but bites his own togue off before admitting it

-anger issues

-get´s confused easily

-snores like a chainsaw

Raoh

-also total himbo

-makes orphan jokes,dark humor is his copy mechanism

-mother hens like crazy

-calls people idiot affectionatly

-hates math

-chronically late

-heart of gold

-loves to read thrillers and crime books

-reads to the kids at the orphanedge

-huge sweetheart

-sings in the shower

-introverted extrovert

[stupidlysunny]

🎲💗𝙸𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘 𝙿𝚘𝚜𝚝🐰🌺ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᵗᶦᵐᵉ ᶦ ᵐᵃᵈᵉ ᵒⁿᵉ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉˢᵉ

HI!! My names Sunny! I also go by Sinclair and Lonny, but sunnys my main name ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و

୧ ‧₊˚ 🤍・₊✧

Im an Agender Aroace Cupiromantic Lesbian!! I go by any pronouns but she/they are the main ones i use

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i like drawing, anime, cartoons and gaming!

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i have a HUGE niche for old anime (60s-00s) so if you mention a specific anime from those timeframes (ESPECIALLY if theyre magical girl animes) chances are, i might know them.

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BYI VERY IMPORTANT!!! im 14 so please dont oomf me if you only wanna interact with 16+ people!! I've had this happen so many times i dont want it to happen again its so awkward 😞

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I am multifandom so i like alot of series (by alot i mean ALOT)

Here are the main fandoms im in:

The Big Bad Fox And Other Tales - Unicorn Wars - Galaxy Angel

Di Gi Charat - Cutie Honey - Cooking Companions/Dread Weight

Dororon Enma-Kun - Ren And Stimpy - Ferngully

Garfield And Friends - Touhou - Pizza Tower - Baldis Basics

Space Goofs - Chainsaw Man - Madoka Magica - Smiling Friends

31 Minutos - Futurama - Persona - Himitsu No Akko-Chan

Majokko Megu-Chan - Don't Hug Me, Im Scared - Spooky Month

Rocky And Bullwinkle - Tokimeki Tonight

Dogman - Pikmin - One Night At Flumpty's - Beetlejuice

Erky Perky - Urusei Yatsura

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DNI!!!!

Ok uh i dont rlly have a specific dni besides the obvious but dsmp fans and proshippers dni i dont like you, ALSO DNI if you don't like oc x canon!! i post abt it alot here!!

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eehhhh u can stay

Also you're kind of on thin ice if you like hazbin hotel/ any vivsiepop media 😓 its not that i dont want you interacting i just rlly dont like hazbin. Okegom fans are also on thin ice FOR NOW.

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also PLS USE TONE TAGS AROUND ME!!! it can be difficult for me to understand unspecified tone whether we're close or not ^^,

and also, please dont argue on my page, if youre gonna do that go somewhere else.

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thats pretty much it!! there wasnt much but Thanks for taking the time to read this!!

∧,,,∧ (• ⩊ •) |￣U U￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣￣| | Thank You! Come Again!

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♡⸝⸝˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖˖⁺‧₊˚ ♡ ˚₊‧⁺˖

[corvuscorona]

( THERE'S FLASHING LIGHTS IN THIS ONE FYI )

via my recent 愛麗絲-posting, I have summoned brand new hot fresh 米津玄師 chuuni music, complete with an MV that is Very. and also, (tho this is standard for him), lyrics that are Very. plz listen to the cadence with which this dude tacks the name of a piano company onto the end of a contextless line about BLOOOOOD (right after the "kiero"s)

( props as always to vgperson for lyrics )

I hope we get an interview about this one I hope he gets to explain in great detail whatever the fuck he's on about here. would love to read sentences about this. finally preordered this album & am really looking forward to a Listening Experience that BEGINS (!) WITH THIS SONG.. actually look at the tracklist for a second would ya

we have Heard 6 of these 7 first songs & the vibe I'm having imparted to me here is so fucking good. we got RED OUT (chuuni music). we got KICK BACK (chainsaw man music). we got mystery track (exciting). we got POP SONG (from the playstation commercial where he looked like he was closet cosplaying ryuk death note for no reason). shinigami (please watch this if you haven't already also the bass is so delicious). mainichi (peppy!) & LADY (contender for the "music you could play for whoever but I also still like it" of this album).

I'm ready. I'm seated. I'm waiting patiently. if I have any reservation it's that while we're starting out with tracks that rock hard, there are a bunch of Known slower ones in the middle & towards the end (BORING!!! TSUKI WO MITEITA & SPINNING GLOBE GO HOME. M87 YOU'RE ON THIN ICE), so the title track (second to last) might also be boring. but maybe he'll pull another bremen & it'll be fine. TIME WILL TELL.......

[aether-bun]

Requests Open!

Hey! I'm Cal, and I am finally starting to get back into my fanfic hobbies! Here's what I write, and what I write for ♡

I WILL WRITE:

Fluff

Angst

Smut

Mentions of/short descriptions of abuse

Violence

I WILL NOT WRITE:

Detailed abuse of ANY KIND

Gross shit like incest 🤢

Age difference

Anything other than platonic fluff for childlike characters

Animatronic Sex

Romantic Peepaw Afton

FANDOMS I WRITE FOR:

The Legend of Zelda

Hades

Pokemon

Project Sekai

Genshin Impact

Honkai Star Rail

Undertale (thin. ice. /hj)

Dead Plate

Cold Front

FNAF

Chainsaw Man

Spider-Man (animated and live action)

tba :)

Everything in this list is subject to change, I haven't been a consistent fanfic writer since I started highschool way back when, so I do apologise for consistency and writing style. In the end, we're all just here to read and weep, so send in those requests and I'll do what I can to do them justice!

Ciao for now <3

[runthepockets]

Gonna

post some playlists I'm proud of.

^ Guts Berserk tribute (specifically around the golden age / post Eclipse arc)

^ Denji Chainsaw Man tribute (part 1 only).

^ Tyler Durden's Ipod

^ Naruto's got the aux.

^ Sasuke's got the aux

^ POV: It's 2006. You're trying to study for that biology final tomorrow, but the walls in your house are thin and your brother is bumping some crazy shit.

^ Put this on shuffle and bump it while you're high.

^ Denji x Makima playlist, entirely from Denji's POV.

^ Songs about rebellion, brotherhood, jokes that incite hearty laughs, and following your dreams to become the king you were destined to be shit Kamina and Simon had on the aux while piloting Gurren Lagann. Aka, a playlist for the MANLIEST OF MEN!!!!!!!!!!!

^ Dystopia? Nuclear Armageddon? Meteors? Ice Age? Societal Collapse? Rapture? Cosmic Horror? Political uprising? However you imagine us to go out, the soundtrack is all fuckin here.

[demona-andariel]

A Simple Act of Kindness - 13 / ??

Fandom: Texas Chainsaw Massacre (2003)

Pairing: Thomas Hewitt (Leatherface) x OFC

Summary: Elizabeth wakes up in a stranger's home. Her fate to become another victim of the Hewitt family is all but sealed till a simple act of kindness changes her life forever.

Warning: (Encompassing the whole story in no particular order) dead dove, rape/Noncon, violence, forced marriage, kidnapping, cannibalism, explicit sexual content, loss of virginity, angst

Author Note: Minors DNI!

Word Count: 3,317

Chapter 13 - Quiet Realization

Why did she ask to go outside?

The question kept circling in her brain, beating herself up. She'd figured things out. She'd made her life easy, simple. All she did was tailor her mentality to accept her fate. She made the best of a bad situation for her own sanity, survival. By becoming and accepting the fact that she was going to be Thomas's lover and eventual mother of his children. Not getting attached, keeping her emotions surface level was easy. But the other day, she said something and thought something she never expected. And it had sunk her into a contemplative mood.

Elizabeth sat at the kitchen table, wearing a sleeveless dress that showed the scars on her arms. Henrietta sat to her right, Luda Mae was in front of her, and Luda Mae’s sister was to her left. Elizabeth had no idea what the woman’s name was. When they were first introduced she’d been so surprised by the woman’s weight she’d completely missed her name. By the time she realized it the conversation had moved on. It was far too embarrassing to ask.

Did she care? Not really. She'd just taken to calling her "The Tea Lady" in her own head and "ma'am" out loud. The nickname fit her as they had tea every time she visited. Which had become almost an every other day visit. Elizabeth couldn't help but feel like there was another motive behind the visits. She'd been living with the Hewitts for well over a month and a half. Going on two? The only outside person she met was the doctor when she'd gotten sick. She didn't even know Thomas had an aunt or cousin. The two started coming over with some frequency. But it was Henrietta that Elizabeth had spent a lot more alone time with, besides for Thomas.

Elizabeth glanced over at Henrietta. It was hard, not ascribing motives behind the woman's questions and her "friendliness". The woman was soft spoken, somewhat shy and seemed to be affable. The problem was she was a Hewitt. And, other than Thomas, Elizabeth couldn't trust the family. She still felt as if she were on thin ice.

There was little doubt in her mind that the Tea Lady and Henrietta were aware of what had happened to Elizabeth. Which meant, in a way, both condoned the actions that had been taken.

It's in the past, Liz, she reminded herself as her heart started to pick up its beat with fear. It was hard, pushing herself past the traumatic physical and emotional events that she'd been put through over a month ago. She didn't blame Thomas completely. It was his family she blamed. They raised him. They encouraged him. She even lumped in his aunt with Luda Mae, Hoyt, and Monty. Henrietta, she wasn't quite sure about. It was hard to pinpoint the woman's true personality.

Thomas was a lot easier to read and figure out. A simple man. He loved and cared about his family with a fierceness so strong he was willing to kill for them. And they, in turn, were willing to protect him as well. It was so strange. For as violent and morally reprehensible as they were, the Hewitts were a close knit family. They relied on each other and cared about each other. And, as far as she could tell, they weren't abusive towards each other.

That was a surprise. Once she realized what kind of people they were, she figured their cruelty would extend to their inner lives as well. But it didn't. And that puzzled her. There was a part of her, albeit a small part, that yearned to be accepted. That wanted that kind of loyalty. That didn't want to feel like the only person she could rely on was herself. Thomas, well, she could trust that she was safe with him. But, rely on him?

But, how could she earn the trust of people she didn't trust herself? Thomas was easy. Accepting her role as his pseudo wife was what won him over. It was basically just sex that kept him happy. And the fact that she'd have his children one day. If he was interested in her as a person, truly to get to know her, he never made any hints. That helped. It helped that no one tried to get to know her. That they basically made decisions for her. It kept her emotions in check. Or so she thought.

And then, Handsome Jack had to come into the picture.

"Would you like to go outside with me, Lizzy?" Henrietta asked, interrupting her thoughts.

Elizabeth grounded her teeth for a moment. She hated it. She hated that they took the liberty to call her Lizzy without her permission. But, she also didn't want to voice out her frustration. In the grand scheme of things, it was a relatively small issue. And they probably wouldn't stop anyway. Not like they even bothered asking her anything.

Elizabeth smiled, nodding her head. "Sure," she replied automatically as she got up. She didn't want to. In fact, she wanted to be left alone. She wanted to think, to figure things out. To return her state of mind back to where it was. Unfortunately, even though she seemed to be given options, Elizabeth felt like they were there as a pretense.

Henrietta opened the front door and the two walked out onto the porch. The hot Texas heat wrapped around them. The house was a little bit cooler than the outside thanks to the fans.

“I heard you met Handsome Jack,” Henrietta said softly.

Elizabeth looked at her with a raised eyebrow. The woman’s voice came out all dreamy and wanting. “Yes,” Elizabeth said with a nod of her head. He was true to his name. Quite a handsome man about her age.

Yet, the moment her eyes landed on him and his friends her defenses raised. They were there to check her out. There was little doubt that one of the locals noticed the new girl in town and word quickly spread. Which Jack confirmed that he heard about her from his grandfather.

“He is rather handsome, ain’t he?” Henrietta asked, her cheeks reddened at her words and she looked down for a moment in embarrassment.

Elizabeth titled her head to one side. Was that a trap? “Pretty to look at, but ugly inside,” Elizabeth answered, shrugging her shoulders.

Anger zapped through her, making her clench her fists. Jack didn't insult Thomas. He didn't have to. He insulted the store, but that was an object. It was the way he smiled and laughed as his friends threw out the insults. But worst of all, Jack saw Thomas. She was pretty sure no one else noticed Thomas standing in the corner, just barely within view. If they did, they probably wouldn't have said what they said. However, Jack did. She saw it in the man's eyes. For a brief moment he looked scared. But, when Thomas disappeared into the backroom Jack laughed the loudest.

Elizabeth grounded her teeth in annoyance at herself. On more than one occasion she'd picked a fight with someone who dared to make fun of her brother. She used to be good with her words, good with her actions, good at humiliating people. She lost that somewhere and that frustrated her.

Henrietta sighed. “You give me hope, Lizzy,” she said, staring out at the yellow grass.

"Hope?" Elizabeth asked. Interruptions were good. She was starting to feel sorry for herself.

Henrietta sat in one of the rocking chairs and Elizabeth sat on the bench beside her.

"Yes," Henrietta said with a nod of her head. She gave Elizabeth a small, half smile. “If my cousin can have someone like you fall in love with him, then maybe I could get someone like Handsome Jack,” she said wistfully.

Love. That word.

"You don't want a man like, Jack," Elizabeth stated, a bit of rage sparked through her again. She should have gone to Thomas and kissed him, just to shut those fools up. It wasn't about jealousy. It was about making a statement. Expectations be damned.

"You think I can't get a man like him?" Henrietta asked. Even though her voice was soft, there was something there, a bit of anger perhaps?

Elizabeth shook her head. "It's not that, Henrietta. It's you don't want a man like him. He's not… How do I say this. I've known guys like him. He'll be with you long enough until you're boring and then move on. You don't want that. You want someone who will be there for you. Take care of you when you're sick. Jump to protect you from harm. Accept you for who you are. Let you be you."

"Then a man like Thomas but with your looks," Henrietta said with a smile.

Elizabeth let out a light chuckle. Like Thomas? The man raped her, forced her to stay, watched her every move. And yet he was the same man who protected her, even from herself. He clearly loved and adored her. He was, without a doubt in her mind, devoted to her. In his eyes, she was family. She saw that. She saw that in the way he acted, in what he did for her. In the concerned looks he shot at her if he thought she was upset with him. But Thomas didn't know her. And she was fine with that. It helped her kept that line between them.

At least, that's where she thought it did.

Then Handsome 'fucking' Jack had walk into the general store with his little group of friends. And they had to remind her of that part that was in her. The part that she thought had died when her brother did. Her overprotective nature to defend someone she cared about. They went after Thomas with their words and she, for the first time since her brother's death, wanted to get violent. And that's when she realized her feelings weren't shallow anymore.

"You must be pretty excited," Henrietta mused, interrupting Elizabeth's thoughts yet again.

"For what?" Elizabeth asked, focusing her attention on the woman.

"To have a baby, of course," Henrietta stated as if that were the only answer.

"Yes. We are all very excited," Luda Mae interrupted, walking out of the house to join them on the porch. Her sister waddled out behind her, gasping for breath before plopping down on a chair that somehow held her weight.

"Very excited," she wheezed.

A baby. That's all the Hewitts talked about when she was around. Even Thomas would touch her belly a couple times a day, just in case.

"Have you bled recently?" Henrietta asked.

The hairs on Elizabeth's arms stood on end. "No," she said. "But!" she quickly added as Henrietta and the Tea Lady let out a little squeal. She gave the women a cautious look. "I haven't been here long. And, it takes time. And, I'm not exactly regular."

"You're not?" Henrietta asked in surprise.

"You should have Dr. Hawkins take a look at the girl," the Tea Lady said to Luda Mae as if Elizabeth wasn't there.

"I'm fine," Elizabeth snapped. Her heart pounded in her chest. The doctor would for sure find her IUD. And she wasn't sure if he'd let her keep it and lie for her or not. Either way, she didn't want to find out.

The women stared at her and she forced out a smile, shrugging her shoulders.

"I've already seen a doctor about it. It happens. He said I don't have to worry. I can have kids."

"Just the same maybe Dr. Hawkins should take a look at you," Luda Mae said. There was something about her voice that put Elizabeth on edge. "We wouldn't want to jeopardize the baby by having you work hard if you are pregnant. The way you two have been going at it, I'd be surprised if you weren't." She let out a light chuckle.

Elizabeth stared at the grass, her brain jumping for any sort of excuse. What would they do if they found out? Maybe the doctor wouldn't tell them, but even then she'd be in serious trouble. She wasn't ready to be pregnant. A baby. The ultimate price to pay to be accepted into the family.

A frown crossed her brow. But would it?

"Of course," she said softly, nodding her head. "The baby." Her voice was flatter than she wanted, but she couldn't put any emotion behind the word. It had never been about her. She knew that. It wasn't about who she was. It was about what she could give. Her uterus. A child for them to dote on.

"-weddin'," the Tea Lady's chortle interrupted Elizabeth's musing.

"I'm sorry, what?" Elizabeth asked.

"Must have been a nice weddin'," the Tea Lady repeated. "It's unfortunate you felt the need not to invite family.

"I believe it was more to escape her family than to harm ours. Isn't that right, Lizzy? Although, she is right," Luda Mae said with a little nod of her head.

Escape. Escape her grief was what it was. She ran away to not have to think about her brother's death. She still hadn't dealt with that. It was still back there, urging her to confront it. She hadn't had the time or energy. She had used that numbness on life to her advantage, dealing with her abduction. But now, it was going away. And the emotions she thought she'd nicely locked up were beginning to tangle themselves in her life again.

"The way you two eloped didn't allow the family to celebrate properly your marriage."

Eloped. Marriage. Her mind took her back to that horrible night. She didn't want to relive it. She tried to put it behind her. But, it came back, hitting her hard. Her fear, the off-white old wedding dress she wore. Thomas's clear intent. Her desperation to get away. His insistence, his claim.

Her mouth felt dry and her palms were sweaty. The women's laughter broke through her mind again.

"I don't see why not," Henrietta exclaimed. "How excitin'!"

Elizabeth clenched her fists she needed to pay more attention, stop thinking. Just, let go. Become the object the family wanted. The three women stared at her again, expectantly.

"What?" she asked.

"How'd you like a real large Texan celebration of your marriage?" the Tea Lady said as Luda Mae opened her mouth.

How would she like? The question repeated for a moment in her head. Would she like? They didn't know: Who she was, her likes, her dislikes. Did they really want to know?

She looked at the woman, eyes carefully examining each of their expressions. No. They didn't. She could tell them what she wanted and they'd do things their way. Her opinion didn't matter. She didn't matter. She frowned at the women.

The world suddenly expanded and flattened. Handsome Jack's face popped into her head, the way he winked at her. Then Hoyt, how he leered at her when he could. Luda Mae, Henrietta, the freaking Tea Lady, excited and expectant for the baby to come from her. Thomas. Her parents. The kids in high school. Jason. They all wanted one thing in the end. Yet none of them wanted to get to know her.

"He doesn't even know me," she stated.

She got off the bench, pushing herself away from them and stepped onto the dirt road. The sun beat down on her body and in the background she heard her name being called, but she ignored them and kept walking.

After about a minute, she stopped and stood still. There was a slight breeze, but it was hot and humid. No comfort there. There was nothing in front of her. No town, no house, no civilization. Just grass, a dirt road and the forest in the distance. A vast emptiness and a smoldering heat.

The sun irritated her skin. She should have worn sunblock. But, she didn't care. She embraced herself, suddenly feeling horribly lonely and used.

Everything was going great. Had been going great. She'd been able to successfully fool herself, repressing her feelings. But now… She had attached herself to him. It was clear to her. Her heart had gotten involved at some point. She wanted him to want her, not just because she could have his baby. She wanted his family to accept her. She wanted to stop feeling that with one wrong move she'd find herself in big trouble again.

She should never have asked to go outside. She wish she'd never met that Handsome Jack.

Something pressed on her head, making her look up. Thomas arranged a straw hat to cover her from the sun. He smiled, looking proud then his smile disappeared as he looked at her in concern.

"I'll be alright," she stated, focusing on nothing. "I'm not going to run away."

He nodded, but didn't move. Instead, he stood beside her and waited patiently. His large body shielded her from the sun as best as he could.

Her protector. Even from herself.

"Thomas?" she finally asked, looking up at him again. He cocked his head to one side. She opened her mouth, half tempted to say what was on her mind. "Never mind," she muttered.

He cupped her chin, turning her face to look at him. He gave his head a short nod.

What?

"Do you think?" she paused. Her heart thumped hard in her chest. She uncrossed her arms and gently examined his face. He cringed a little at her touch, probably always would.

Yes, she very much cared about him.

"Your family wants to celebrate our apparent marriage," she said lightly, massaging one cheek with her hand.

His face shifted ever so slightly and she saw the shame wash over him. Thinking about their first night? Good. That made her feel a little bit better.

She searched his face, watching his expression. He told her once, the day her life official shifted for the better, that he saw her as a person. He wasn't a liar, the man couldn't really lie even if he wanted to. He wasn't a manipulator.

My protector, she thought. Dare she? She did her best not to talk about herself because it was just about survival. True feelings, her heart, weren't supposed to get involved.

"You don't know me, Thomas." She dared.

His eyes widened and he shook his head as if to disagree with her.

"You don't know what I like or dislike. What I love or hate. What makes me happy or afraid," she continued. "I don't know you too well either. And you want a baby. You want it soon. You won't have time to get to know me once a baby gets here."

She let his face go and turned to stare out at nothing, crossing her arms over her chest. "I can get past it. I think. I mean. I have to. I mean, I will," she stammered, trying to collect her thoughts. She sniffled, scoffed then growled at herself.

"Sorry," she muttered, wiping her eyes. "I'm such a baby right now. I never used to be. I just had this moment. Bah." She forced a chuckle, wiping her eyes again before waving her hand in the air in dismissal. "I'll get over it," she said with a shrug. Always one to push her true feelings back to pretend she was alright.

Thomas placed his hand under her chin to make her look up at him. His brow had shifted to worry as he stroked her face.

He leaned down, pressing his lips on hers in a gentle kiss. She kissed him back.

The wind picked up for a moment, forcing her hat off her head, making Thomas cry out in distress while she laughed. It was entertaining, watching him struggle to pick up the hat as the wind played with it. A welcome distraction. A way to get herself back under control.

Finally, he managed to snatch it as the wind picked it up again. He walked back to her, dusting it off before placing it back on her head.

She smiled up at him, giving him another kiss. "Thank you," she said.

He beamed down at her then placed his arm around her shoulders, leading her back to the Hewitt home.

She glanced up at him for a moment.

I think I love you.

Chapter 14 - The Picnic

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Avatar: The Last Airbender

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