#cazandofantasmas

[fcrfcrever]

(cazandofantasmas) Girl sneaks up to Jeremy's side, leans down close to his ear... and giggles. "¡Te amo, corazón!" Aaaand Dede kisses his cheek for good measure. (i'M SORRY MIKU DEDE WANTED CUTE THINGS AND IM TOO LAZY TO LOG IN OVER THERE)

⚡️. He has been broken. Jeremy.exe? Has stopped working.

[fakedself]

sev: there’s only one thing worse than a disappearance

sev: pulls away a strip of paper covering the word ‘rhys’s’

deana, gasping: rhys

sev: no,

[disappearanceofjk]

[TEXT]: Truthfully, had I been anywhere else, I am sure you could have 'surmised' how you knew I was there as well. [TEXT]: I certainly hope you are not tracking me or any of the others. [TEXT]: But fine. I shall not speak of this to another soul. [TEXT]: Now then, do explain what you must explain.

[TEXT]: I’m not, I promise. I’m not even sure how I could track you guys.

[TEXT]: Okay, well…

His hands are shaking. It’s not a good sign. He has to swallow down his anxiety and regurgitate a dark secret he’s been hiding for years.

warnings for: emetophobia, murder, death

[TEXT]: My name is Rhys Matthews. I’m 26. I know that. I know logically, I should be 36, but I don’t…know. I was born in Georgia, but my family moved around a lot. For a little while, it was just me and my mom. I don’t know who my father is or where he is right now. She…She tried her best, but money was always short, but she’s my mom. All we had was each other. 

[TEXT]: Then, there was Lily. She’s my younger sister, 11 years old. She’s…21 now, I think. I’m not sure, I haven’t seen her in ages. Once again, I don’t know how I’m still 26, I promise. I know nothing about it, you have to believe me. She…I took care of her most of the time. Mom was out, and I had to grow up pretty early to take care of her. Mom was trying her best, I knew that, but it was…really difficult some days. Especially when Lily was still a baby. 

[TEXT]: I

His voice cracks. Once perfected mask shatters, and every single memory seems to surface again. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts.

[TEXT]: It was a couple years befoer I went missing that she went missing. My mom. Not Lily. She just. Left one day. And never came back.

[TEXT]: And the funny part is, no one cared enough to file a report about her! We were still growing. I didn’t know what to do. Lily was…2, I think, at the time. I was 17. It’s funny. I was so grown up, but I still felt like a child. 

[TEXT]: Life was tougher. I worked a lot of jobs. And

It hurts. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts. 

[TEXT]: i didnt mean to kill her

It’s a while before Deana gets another response, and even then, it’s shaky — it’s obvious Rhys is crying.

[TEXT]: she attacked me first i t was in the alleyway adn she wante dt o kill me i jsut wanted to leave but she kept aiminga t me and i eventually stabbed her in retatiliation because i didnt think it was gonna go through i didnt mean t kill her i jut wnated her to leave me alone i had to provide for illy i couldnt

[TEXT]: there was a lot of blood

[TEXT]: so much blood oh god im gonna throw up

[TEXT]: i had to leave i had to clean up and leave and so i staged her disappearance and i staged mine and i. i left. i dont remember what happened after i left i just know i did and then i woke up and it felt like years later and it was years later and there were a lot of disapperances and i thought 

[TEXT]: i thought maybe i could find my mom so i followde them and i need to finish this one because maybe itll tell me where my mom is after so many years i just

[TEXT]: you cant tell anyone this i havent told anyone i killed someone it wasnt my fault i know its wrong but she attacked first and it was an accident i didnt mean to i didnt mean to i didnt mean to i didnt

There’s no other texts. 

[diiagnose]

repetitive,  stupid  boy.  haven’t  you  learned?  nighttime  is  here,    so  why  are  you?    this  time,  he’s  sure  to  be  sober,  even  if  he  can  feel  the  withdrawals  kicking  in.  it  makes  him  feel  ill,  but  he  needs  to  know.  he  feels  as  if  he’s  going  to  be  sick  on  the  side  of  the  road,  &  that  feeling  isn’t  helped  by  screaming.  what  if  that  screaming  is  coming  from  someone  like    the  man    he  saw  just  last  night?  pace  quickens,  lungs  desperately  trying  to  keep  up  with  his  activity.  there  he  sees  a  woman  hunched  over.    ❛  fuck,  fuck,  fuck,  fuck    —-  are  you  okay?  ❜    he’s  a  few  steps  away,  breathing  laboured  as  he  hunches  over  to  try  to  check  her  for  irregularities-  missing  limbs,  metal,  etc.

@cazandofantasmas

[hopeprevaiils]

@cazandofantasmas​

“ ... I’m sorry, what? ” Had word of the magic incidents around here actually spread? To the point there was some investigation in the matter? It would absolutely cause complications if news of otherworldly magic had gotten out there.

“ Uh - sorry, I don’t know what to tell you, Miss. Things’ve been pretty normal around here. Nothing out of the ordinary as far as I’ve heard. ” Sunset was a decent actor - she could get this girl to buy that, right? She honestly didn’t want to tell her she’d wasted her time coming here - but if she was here on actual business, it’d be terrible if this abnormal activity had actually caught on in the mainstream. Dissuading her from pursuing this for the time being might be for the best.

[ofinvisibilities-blog]

!! pretend i'm on deana n im sending this 2 rayven........ for The Group Verse

observe. // not accepting.

               you’ve spoken to this woman once, and it wasn’t pleasant. …well, it was alright, but it was horribly nerve-wracking for you to meet a woman like this. you are not used to people like her, loud. she drained your battery as soon as you met. she complimented your drawing once, and you are grateful, but she tires you. her energy is too much.

               when she walks into the room, she sees things beyond a mortal plane. you have a sketch of her in your book- you drew everyone in the group, you flick through the sheets. she looks alert, but you remember she was looking at nothing in particular, and that scares you more than anything. you do not like to ask, it is rude, and you aren’t used to any sort of supernatural powers.

               she radiates an energy you will never understand, and it’s something you don’t want to understand either. it’s scary. she does not lose hope, even when trapped here. while you cry and pray, she is trying to find a way to save all of you. and that is something of skill, some hope she has drawn from the very depths of her soul.

               you wish you had that strength within. it is pleasant. you begin drawing her again, your pencil is growing blunt, but you are too scared to ask for a sharpener.

[titanslayer]

jfc alevels sound hellish, tf. American SAT/ACT tests are meant similarly in that they help u place into colleges n net u merit scholarships. Alevels sound more similar to Advanced Placement courses in high school, bc once u get out of 12 years of standardized testing, u can sign up for AP courses, which are basically intro level college courses in high school. Taking one is okay, two is manageble, three is self-hatred, and four or more is a death wish. (1/?)

So when u take an AP course, it's year round, and often difficult for hs students to adjust to bc our schooling system doesnt adequately prepare us for something as rigorous and involved as a college course. What u do in these courses is up to the discretion of the teacher, but u can choose to take the AP Exam, a $90 USD exam, to essentially get college credits and skip the intro course in college (ie I took the AP Psych exam, I skip Psych 100 in college) HOWEVER. (2/?)

Here is The Thing: the AP exams are graded on a scale of 1-5, and generally a 3 is passing. BUT if u dont get the score ur college wants they wont accept (if i got a 3 my college wouldnt accept it bc they only accept 4 or higher). If u dont take an exam for the course, u take a teacher's final. Ive heard from my underclassman friends that AP exams are going to be a requirement if u wanna take an AP course, and u still have to pay for the exam. (3/?)

KEEP IN MIND, this is after about 11 or 12 years of standardized testing, which has now become a requirement to GRADUATE, and after a whole year's worth of practicing for the exam in the classroom. Anyway thats sakras rambles on one of the many reasons why the american school system is Hot Garbage thanks for listening (4/4)

alevels may be hell but i absorbed this info and all it makes me feel is stress and fear for u american kids i love u pls stay strong tHIS SOUNDS... COMPLEX AND SCARY

[knowsmagic]

cazandofantasmas replied to your post

/ALEX WHAT ARE YOU DOING/

             hi sugar booger

[hxppythxughtspng-a-blog]

cazandofantasmas replied to your post:

DAWN I LOVE U

// I LOVE YOU TOO SAKRA !!!!!!

[totallyboss-a]

is it time to express my absolute undying love of ky? one of the sweetest, most open, most creative people I know? an excellent artist, a gorgeous writer, and an incredibly creative mind? one of the most passionate, care-filled writers of a muse that i've ever seen? one who i adore talking to, have so much fun writing and plotting with, and am considered honored to call a friend? HAVE I EVER MENTIONED HOW MUCH I FUCKING LOVE KY -sends hugs- hey, remember that you're loved, okay? take care

SAKRAAAAA you are so sweet i LOVE you !!! you are so amazing and wonderful ohhh i might just cry!!! i love you thank you so much you are JUST as wonderfully talented in art and writing and i love hearing all your ideas and reading all your threads thank you so much you angellll

[selfulfilling]

rolls in hey is it love alex n laura n aria time?? fuck yeah it is, i love them??? i really do??? they're just,,, holy fuck they're so unique? n u give good explanations as to how aria came to be? like psychologically it makes a lot of sense?? n it makes sense for her character??? n laura deserves so much better and she's also a uniquely fleshed-out character who has her own strengths and vices and??? what the hell i love them so much??? n i adore ur writing like oml

tell me your honest opinion of my portrayal

            again, it’s incredibly mutual. thank you so much for being so kind and i’m glad that you think it actually makes sense, because that’s a huge worry of mine -- that what i’ve thought out makes perfect sense in my mind but when i translate it it... just doesn’t. thank you, thank you, thank you from the bottom of my heart and i am SO looking forward to more fun and threads with you.

[fcrfcrever]

MIKU. @ Sakra is this revenge?

[fakedself]

@cazandofantasmas !! HAPPY HOLIDAYS! somebody loves you!

for sakra’s use only. do not reblog / use otherwise.

[disappearanceofjk]

Also also yes hello, would you like to comment on the events of Thursday the 28th, where this blog was overtaken by crack and you were confirmed to, in fact, be a filthy memer

"...No comment. I believe Alex mentioned Ricegum earlier.” He sighs, sipping his drink again, “in any case, let’s assume that was an alternate universe.”

[zombiegames]

henlo yes i love ur michael?? you give him his own unique voice; i look at your writing and i can say, 'yeah, i can see him doing this.' it's hard to explain, but i can look at your writing and say 'yep, that's killjoy's michael!' you've captured him in a sense that you've made him your own rather quickly. excellent work!

beep boop KJ wants to know how they’re doin beep boop

you’re an ANGEL.

[diiagnose]

Though Deana herself, ever the hypocrite, would not rest until she had gotten her information, she couldn't help but think of the man who had helped her the other day. The man who had seen her cry, helped her up. [TEXT]: Mr. Gray? Are you alright? [TEXT]: You were not hurt yesterday, were you? [TEXT]: In any case, I wanted to remind you to rest. It has been a long few days for us all. Rest is needed. [TEXT]: Take care.

(  text;  deana  )    i am SO SORRY. fuck, i. completely forgot to reply to this(  text;  deana  )    only two days late, haha. yeah. sorry(  text;  deana  )    but no, i. wasn’t hurt. thanks for, uh. asking(  text;  deana  )    how have you been?