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savage-rhi · 11 months ago

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✨️Magenta🔥

#looking at the mental health and therapy positions open in my area #therapists are leaving left and right that a clinic i used to work at that treated me like utter shit is almost offering 140k in salary #to keep folks retained #i remember just a few years ago the max a therapist made there was 75k #seeing other places too where its like 67 to 85 an hr with sign on bonuses upward to 5k #its not a good sign professionals are leaving in droves #but damn it do i wish i had my license already so i could hop on and not live in poverty for a hot minute #im not fooling myself based on how inflation and the economy is running if you make over 100k its gonna be like making less than 45k #cause we getting gutted #but still god damn it #i got 2 and a half more years to go #fuck if i made that much right now i could get out of debt and spend a good chunk on people that need it #cause i don't need much else to keep my ass happy #this is the little flag that gives me hope #I'll be able to make a living doing something i love and helping people and getting my damn fucking bread #if i could make a living full time writing tho that would be fucking amazing #same thing with my voice over stuff too #god theres so much i aspire to do i got the ambition for it alright #but i got the disability that makes me take ten steps back and i live in a capitalistic hellscape that wants me tired and exhausted to where #i can't accomplish anything else but keeping the machine going #i feel like my writing sucks lately thats probably just burnout but god damn #this got bleak #k magenta can go fuck itself lets reword this jay #you're gonna get your license you're gonna have SOME FUCKING STABILITY you're gonna help people you're gonna be content and #you're gonna get your mother fucking bread that you've been promised #magenta mother fuckers magenta

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the-witch-of-woods-beyond · 6 months ago

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the fact that both helaena and aegon immediately refused to have their son's body pulled through crowded streets and yet it still happened anyway because everyone around them is more focused on exploiting this tragedy than comforting the people involved is breaking my heart a little. like i despise aegon, but his own mother walked away from him crying his eyes out in grief and disrespected his wishes for his dead child. and don't even get me started on everyone neglecting helaena and alicent worried about saving her own skin instead of trying to comfort her daughter and listen to her as she grieves.

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fountainpenguin · 3 months ago

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Oh right, I'm obsessed with toxic never-dated-yet-somehow-divorced & extremely one-sided clingy Zombiewood. Living on her lawn & begging her to take him back, but being horribly rude about it... Spitting vitriol at each other one minute, mugging her other ex together the next <3 His soulmate is doing soulmate things with another person btw.

Dale dialogue from HERE

Bonus panel for the FOP Double Life SMP AU no one asked for:

I'm sorry to disrespect you, Mx. ZombieCleo. ily.

#Fairly OddParents #Double Life SMP #Zombiewood #Toxic lemon duo #FAIRIES!#Lemonade and Papercuts #Perfect pink beaver boy #Red babysitter #Rebellious golden child #Dale Dimmadome owner of Dimmadome Global #The key component of toxic lemon duo is they should BOTH fantasize about killing each other in the lemon pit (to me <3)#Dale needs to be able to sing “She Wants Me (To Be Loved)” in a way that implies he despises Vicky's guts. do u understand #They will take each other to Hell with every fiber of their being and I love them for it #Instead of Dale getting to punch Vicky off a cliff in Double Life to cause a mutual death... she kicks him off on purpose I think. help.#ZombieCleo #Martyn InTheLittleWood #trafficblr #mcyt #ridwriting #Kima #99% true as far as we remember #Double Life #I had another panel with Foop and Kevin watching their base burn but it wasn't funny enough <3 #Animal Crockers #<- Episode Timmy is referencing #crossover fanart #apparently art #divorce quartet #I spent way too much time on this but it made me laugh sldfjk

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tricoufamily · 1 year ago

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ilya's parents + ilya at different life stages

#nooo haha don't idolize your dead abusive father and constantly rationalize the things he did to you #his mom left them in the middle of the night and he woke up on his 7th birthday and she was gone #he was never close to her and he was always lashing out. he gutted a squirrel and put it on her pillow and that was it #she decided then he was a lost cause going to grow up to be his father and she wasn't going to take him with her :(#he still doesn't know where she is or if she's even alive. he really really hates her #look i know i'm covering her face but you get it right. it can stay unsaid? we can just acknowledge whats going on and where it's going? ok #eeesh. but yeah his dad died when ilya was 21 (he's 24) he was still living at home and now it's his house. he got his motorcycle too #ts4 #ts4 cas #the sims 4 #ilya #two-headed lamb

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street-corner-felines · 6 months ago

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Zero Day (2002)

#movies film cinema #zero day #ben coccio #I actually talked to the director on Facebook super nice guy and he told #me a lot about the filmmaking process and even helped me with tips on directing non-actors and new actors #I remember him telling me to always be supportive and tell your new actors they're doing a good job even if they aren't in the first take #cause you can instill confidence and still reshape and change their choices and mistakes later #Sometimes I'd message him for advice when I was running into problems on some of my early projects #he told me once ''did ya choose to collaborate with this actor cause you were lonely or you guys had passion and chemistry''#“collaborating is like a relationship” and he was so right #there's nothing worse than working with people you disdain cause there's no communication and no trust.#he told me how he wrote the first couple of drafts of Place Beyond the Pines but his take on the 3rd act wasn't clicking for the director #so he took the script and went and had another writer rewrite the 3rd act but he liked the process cause he learned a lot and still got pai #but I'd still like to see Ben Coccio's take on Place Beyond The Pines he says the 1st and 2nd act are mostly unchanged #Ryan Gosling's scenes are still mostly the same he said but he couldn't tell me too much cause of the NDA he signed #The bloopers of Zero Day are hilarious his tip he gave me about being supportive #“This is actually great but can we-” and Cal interrupts him “He says that no matter what if you're doing good or bad!” and everyone lols #I hope I can make it and ask him to collab with me on a script #He's such a nice dude compared to the harrowing film he made.#I wish there was BTS but he had only one tape to film on and this was made when digital camcorders were infants #I think he had only one 2 hour tape that's how low budget #The bloopers is just Cal or Andre secretly filming and Ben getting annoyed “Is it recording?” and Cal going “Nah..."#Cal is such a funny guy IRL I wanna see him act more cause he's so good. He was so great at playing a sadistic psychopath in this.#the final shooting is so harrowing and disturbing #I told Ben he srsly gut punched me/disturbed me and this is what made him really open up.

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citrusai · 1 month ago

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some shippers when solas has had important relationships from thousands of years ago and he can't just forgive himself for failing those closest to him then and go "okie dokie!" when his wife tells him he can come back home

#dragon age fandom critical #solavellan #im sorry some of you are not serious he literally says in the cutscene i wish ur forgiveness soothed my faults but unfortunately #hes been on this path for CENTURIES before lavellan was even born like yes he would like to apologize to mythal #AND HE LEFT LAVELLAN CLUES BC SHE WANTED HIM TO TRACK HIM SHE WANTED HER TO STOP HIM #unfortunately sometimes you kinda need your best friend turned master turned opp to say it's ok #like she literally came in went well lolz we both fucked up teehee i release u from indentured servitude PCE #and some of u are still mad #RELATIONSHIPS DONT EXIST IN A FUCKING VACUUMM!!!!!!#mind you mythal got betrayed by her own deranged husband who then got locked away and she was lobotomized #and then after she protected her people in this new world solas showed up and went well im bombing it #LIKE UNFORTUNATELY. SINCE HE KILLED FLEMETH HE KINDA NEEDED TO ATONE FOR THE NUMEROUS GRIEVANCES HE CAUSED IN MYTHALS LIFE TOO #also like even tho it was mythals choice to follow her husband and it was her own undoing #solas as a spirit of wisdom who knew better and warned her still thinks he failed her and not vice versa bc it was his Nature.#i also think it would be largely out of character for solas to just go okie after lavellan forgives him #he literally broke up w her bc he felt he was betraying this path of repentance he made up for himself #he wished it was as easy to just cast aside & get over it and adapt like mythal clearly has but #in his core he feels deeply. his regrets his losses his pain. he is a spirit #he is not a man. he is weighed down by emotions the mortal coil cannot comprehend #it is also why he did not want cole bound or inq drinking from the fountain #he made a choice and he failed and he carried that burned for centuries #he would not have that thrust upon someone else #and he also cannot wash away the guilt without confronting it. and he hasnt been confronting it until hes trapped #and even then his last confrontation w mythal b4 vg was when he gutted her to seize power and do what HE thought he must

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rnaeborowski · 2 months ago

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thinking abt how people characterize anya as clumsy...... don't like it all too much

#pretty sure we've only seen her be clumsy when in very stressful situations #like being around jimmy and such #i know we didnt get to know anya all that much seeing how most of the story is experienced #through a guy who cares so little abt her he doesnt feel any guilt for causing her death #from the little we got to see i'd like to think anya is smart and a lil competitive #and a truly caring person. shes not meek. shes protecting herself best she can #cuz shes fuxking stuck in space w her r@pist pregnant w his child and surrounded by men who dont #care enough to help her #rape ment //#mouthwashing #inspired by the post abt daisuke i rb'd #generally annoying that people base the characters personalitys on the accounts of their murderer who hated their guts

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paperglader · 3 months ago

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has anyone made the modern au where alicent reacts to short n’ sweet by sabrina carpenter or should i make it myself?

#this is the most modern au alicent coded album I’ve ever heard in my life #her Spotify plays juno randomly and she has to do like a full double take when the lyrics sink in #she blushes profusely but it for sure ends up being her 1 in spotify wrapped #sometimes it’s just modern au alicent and me against the world #airbuds says that she listened to juno 72 times and all of her friends u okay? her #she isn’t #rhaenyra and her are like on their 20th break— they’re not really broken up rhaenyra just likes to piss her off #cause we all know where that leads…#but now she’s on a business trip and alicent’s genuinely upset about having to sleep alone #rhanyra gets a text that just says ‘i hate ur guts’ at two am no explanation whatsoever #rhaenyra is obsessed #and she hurries tf back home like the dutiful wife she is #bed chem also makes her go insane #alicent hightower #rhaenicent #rhaenyra targaryen #hotd #rhaenyra x alicent #house of the dragon

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roychewtoy · 1 year ago

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impaled

#nathan being impaled on that tetanus inducing loose steel pipe. tho tetanus is the least of his worries on account of. well u know 🕳#nathan can be a body horror fans best friend if u let him into ur heart. living human crash dummy #i really cant believe he gets impaled. twice.#hole moment!#love turning nathans immortality round in my head. but healing factor....?#thinkin today about how the video game guy tim threatens to cut one of them in half with a chainsaw and simon is like:#[😐nathan u obviously have to volunteer]#but what woulda actually happened if that followed through [probably why it didnt lol]#would the others have had to drag each severed bit of him back to the community centre and let his guts re fuse #fucking hold him together with gaffer tape and plasters. cause i doubt he coulda regrown a whole half #his 'healing factor' only comes into play when he dies. fresh canvas etch a sketch reboot and all that. hes not fuckin wolverine #all the deaths r: impaled on fence. impaled on pipe. beaten to death. blows his own brains out. falls and snaps his neck #but chainsaw... ? one can ponder. fingers to head i can imagine anything image #readin his wiki rn 'his body will never get sick. rot. age. or truly grow old'#may not get sick but he can still shit his guts out. hashtag oblivious lactose intolerant king hashtag milk drinker #forever the worlds most annoying twenty yr old #and then the wiki goes 'the user does not need to eat drink or breathe' ....hello #ive rotated him not aging any further cause it lines up with the whole stuck in his ways. never changing [kelly voice: its just who u are]#but eatin and drinking and breathing??? we know he still experiences hunger [<-kebab]#and he dunks his head in a bucket of water when hes testin for powers with simon. gaspin for air afterwards right #firm believer in the. he suffocated to death several times in the coffin before they dug him up #oh waaait. is it stating this like. he doesnt need foodwaterair. cause it doesnt matter if he dies.. ohhhhhh..... Oh..😃#staring at nathan sleeping in the community centre surviving on bags of crisps from the vendies so hard i burn holes through my monitor #this got away from me. uh. living crash dummy. oil pastel guts and water colour jumpsuit yessir #having fun doin art. expect more hole art. sorryfor putting this in the misfits tag hehe. not really #gore #blood #misfits #my art #chewtoy

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peppermintpegis · 1 year ago

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netflix one piece live action feels a little like fanfic in that it makes sure it hits all the important notes but doesnt do all the work to make them hit which works in fic where the reader is supposed to bring all the emotional story investment from the original but doesnt work in a multi million adaptation that is supposed to be able to stand on its own or even serve as an intro to the series. it even does this in service to have more koby and helmeppo gay moments in this essay i w

#one piece #opla #the fleshing out of koby and helmeppo is like honestly good its a beacon of light its truly really fun #and all the actors are great it is just what they are given .#they didnt let nami do any real betraying. they didnt even have her steal the merry!! she just stole the map that they added in!!!!#ddont get me started on the gutting of sanjis intro. i dont give a shit about if don krieg appears or not i need to see this guy fuckin #feed the hand thats about to kill him im going to start shaking like a dog.#im almost madder krieg appeared for just a little id rather have that time be used for. anything else really.#like have one of arlongs guys starved half to death when they get to arlong park!or idk anything! no gin appears look its gin! you know him #sanji doesnt even get to beat the shit out of a shitty guest. like i guess he does a little but it feels so blink and you miss it #+the first like two eps were good!! buggys great hes scary and weird and fun. i dont mind that he sticks around longer in theory #but the way he is comedic relief instead of basically every character having funny bits is like. ahghhhgggg. its a symptom of this really #mean and edgy feeling the whole thing has. like the removal of people missing usopps pirate calling :( and how cocoyashi didnt know #nami was working to help them. like p. please. can we have caring and bonds in this world?? trust and love???#anyway. sorry for having expectations of a netflix show im so close to putting this into a more proper form rather than tags. just to get i #all out of my system cause fuck man.#anyway solid 7/10 not as bad as it couldve been

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todayisafridaynight · 6 months ago

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OK SO I JUST FINISHED YAKUZA:LIJE DRAGON AND OH MY FUCKING GOD I WAS CRYING IM NOT JOKING!

rite of passage ...... hello friend :)

#snap chats #welcome to the club we got fuckin uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh a lot of tempura batter ... cause my bro kept gettin it insteada panko......#y7 ending so good i froth at the mouth when i remember it and then i get angry #hm ...... yeah no it still guts me #i should rewatch it <- gonna speedrun y7 just to do so #listen it doesnt hit the same if i just watch it on youtube alright. i need to figth for it. for five hours #and then throw up crying about it ouuuugggghhhh it still hurts to think about...#sorry everyone top ten endings that will kill me no matter how much time passes

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salemssimblr · 6 months ago

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Our house is far from finished, but thanks to my mom and husband now our living room is more complete than ever!

& hubby and I have matching Papasans to read in, with a fire going in the cooler months (:

I think I’d like to get a rug for this space and eventually hang a small chandelier above the fireplace, and we still have a LOT of art to hang (you can see the skulls up to the right but they’re gonna be surrounded by other goodies) and we’re actually still not done painting but we’re getting there!

#nonsims #Salem rambles #new house #I’m obsessed with our house #need to take another pic with more moody lighting on #we rarely have this many lights on at once #but to set it up we wanted it bright in here #🥰🥰🥰🥰#my husband drove an hour and a half on a whim and still sweaty gross from mowing the lawn #to get us the right cushion to match the Papasan we already had (the one on the right)#cause the store is discontinuing this cushion color #and I was gutted but trying to hide it #he called a store in another city and made it happen #my hero #my happy place #no place like home

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exltwounds · 6 days ago

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Sometimes i hate to be the one who's always right

#i suspect that my ex bestfriend like the one i've been friends with for over a decade is now dating that one guy friend #who i was really into years ago when we were all from the same group of friends #and the point is that i ALWAYS had that gut feeling she was also into him but due to the fact that she was always dating someone else #she never really gave him a chance #and she knew i had some feelings for him at the time (she never tried to help us get closer btw which i took that as a subtle sign lol)#<- i mean thats what friends do right? especially really close ones #and one time she almost tried to start a make out sesh with him knowing i was there to witness it happening #she then brushed it all off saying she was drunk and blah blah blah #fucking bitch #i should've fucking ended it that day tbh #why am i mad about it now? i don't know #i just hate the idea that she could've started dating him earlier instead of supporting me trying to get close to him or whatever #possibly behind my back for a bit even #and me being so right about it since the very fucking beginning #if y'all ever catch me posting about how much i miss that person you're allowed to come to my house and beat the shit out of me #cause i don't and i didn't deserve this #end of rant

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dixidin · 1 month ago

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[MAJOR FOR GENSHIN 5.2]

I nearly kms when Capitano revealed his face

#FOR ANYONE WORRYING. He did but his face never showed the camera. so just the traveler and paimon saw #off topic but story tome for this. I was at my last class for today and I took out my phone cause we're allowed to #TELL ME WHY I HAD A GUT FEELING CAPITANO WAS GONNA TAKE OFF HIS HELMET AND I WAS CORRECT...#bro I was shaking afterwards but thankfully it never actually showed #I mean. idrk the only grudge is that.... if that man doesn't have melanin I will shrivel up and die #off topic but I found out that China doesn't let skeletons be showed much. especially in games so WE PROBABLY WONT BE GETTING A FACE REVEAL #I mean... maybe. but considering his flesh is all rotten it'll be hard to portray it without bones so... somewhat yippee?#now I just laugh at it because hoyo is really fucking with us and I was scared as hell😭😭#otherwise this was a very scary day for every Capitano fan. Everyone. doesn't matter. Everyone #uhh otherwise Capitano my beloved and I'm still able to draw him black. (ALSO I WAS CORRECT THAT'S HOW HE TAKES HIS MASK OFF HELL YEAHHH)#genshin impact #genshin #genshin impact capitano #capitano genshin impact #genshin capitano #capitano genshin #il capitano #genshin impact 5.2 #genshin 5.2 #genshin spoilers

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forseties · 11 months ago

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i want to draw party member jasper shenanigans... does anynyan have scenario ideas... i cant think of anything

#party member jasper is funny to me cause its like #erik: hates his guts #eleven: hates his guts #veronica: hates his guts #rab: thinks of him as his misguided nephew #jade: thinks of him as her misguided older brother but also really wants to punch him at least once #sylv: is preparing his clown costume for him #hendrik: What are we #i think serena could actually spend time with him with them both getting a kind of friendship out of it #Like idk. jasper would probably be nicer to her than he is with everyone else and shes patient so they could probably drink tea or somethig #together and neither of them would walk out of there with murderous intent #IDK. im crazy

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acanthemp3 · 11 months ago

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i cant go more than 3 years without some cruel and unusual fate befalling the exact same molar and we're finally putting it out of its misery as soon as this surgeon can get me in (in like a month) gruesome details in the tags bc i love to overshare

#dont keep reading if u dont like gross tooth details:#at 13 i found out that what looked like a normal cavity was actually basically the entire tooth rotting from the inside out #they only found this out when they tried to fill it and ended up having to basically gut the entire tooths flesh right then #and i wasnt numbed enough so i felt all of it 😭#at 15 i finally got that full root canal but one of the screws fell into my mouth during the procedure and i almost choked #at 18 i found out that the root canal didnt really work and there was still nerve tissue in there and thats why it still hurt years later #and now at 20 i find out that a crack in the crown caused an infection that rotted literally the entire rest of the tooth under the crown #and we only realized when that crack ended up making the entire crown snap off and take some of the rotted tooth with it #and now im walking around with an exposed tooth bed with only semi-excavated nerves for a month until i can get an implant made #honestly im just glad its getting put out of its misery.......#angel.txt

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