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savage-rhi · 9 months ago

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✨️Magenta🔥

#looking at the mental health and therapy positions open in my area #therapists are leaving left and right that a clinic i used to work at that treated me like utter shit is almost offering 140k in salary #to keep folks retained #i remember just a few years ago the max a therapist made there was 75k #seeing other places too where its like 67 to 85 an hr with sign on bonuses upward to 5k #its not a good sign professionals are leaving in droves #but damn it do i wish i had my license already so i could hop on and not live in poverty for a hot minute #im not fooling myself based on how inflation and the economy is running if you make over 100k its gonna be like making less than 45k #cause we getting gutted #but still god damn it #i got 2 and a half more years to go #fuck if i made that much right now i could get out of debt and spend a good chunk on people that need it #cause i don't need much else to keep my ass happy #this is the little flag that gives me hope #I'll be able to make a living doing something i love and helping people and getting my damn fucking bread #if i could make a living full time writing tho that would be fucking amazing #same thing with my voice over stuff too #god theres so much i aspire to do i got the ambition for it alright #but i got the disability that makes me take ten steps back and i live in a capitalistic hellscape that wants me tired and exhausted to where #i can't accomplish anything else but keeping the machine going #i feel like my writing sucks lately thats probably just burnout but god damn #this got bleak #k magenta can go fuck itself lets reword this jay #you're gonna get your license you're gonna have SOME FUCKING STABILITY you're gonna help people you're gonna be content and #you're gonna get your mother fucking bread that you've been promised #magenta mother fuckers magenta

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the-witch-of-woods-beyond · 5 months ago

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the fact that both helaena and aegon immediately refused to have their son's body pulled through crowded streets and yet it still happened anyway because everyone around them is more focused on exploiting this tragedy than comforting the people involved is breaking my heart a little. like i despise aegon, but his own mother walked away from him crying his eyes out in grief and disrespected his wishes for his dead child. and don't even get me started on everyone neglecting helaena and alicent worried about saving her own skin instead of trying to comfort her daughter and listen to her as she grieves.

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tricoufamily · 11 months ago

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ilya's parents + ilya at different life stages

#nooo haha don't idolize your dead abusive father and constantly rationalize the things he did to you #his mom left them in the middle of the night and he woke up on his 7th birthday and she was gone #he was never close to her and he was always lashing out. he gutted a squirrel and put it on her pillow and that was it #she decided then he was a lost cause going to grow up to be his father and she wasn't going to take him with her :(#he still doesn't know where she is or if she's even alive. he really really hates her #look i know i'm covering her face but you get it right. it can stay unsaid? we can just acknowledge whats going on and where it's going? ok #eeesh. but yeah his dad died when ilya was 21 (he's 24) he was still living at home and now it's his house. he got his motorcycle too #ts4 #ts4 cas #the sims 4 #ilya #two-headed lamb

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rnaeborowski · 24 hours ago

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thinking abt how people characterize anya as clumsy...... don't like it all too much

#pretty sure we've only seen her be clumsy when in very stressful situations #like being around jimmy and such #i know we didnt get to know anya all that much seeing how most of the story is experienced #through a guy who cares so little abt her he doesnt feel any guilt for causing her death #from the little we got to see i'd like to think anya is smart and a lil competitive #and a truly caring person. shes not meek. shes protecting herself best she can #cuz shes fuxking stuck in space w her r@pist pregnant w his child and surrounded by men who dont #care enough to help her #rape ment //#mouthwashing #inspired by the post abt daisuke i rb'd #generally annoying that people base the characters personalitys on the accounts of their murderer who hated their guts

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street-corner-felines · 4 months ago

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Zero Day (2002)

#movies film cinema #zero day #ben coccio #I actually talked to the director on Facebook super nice guy and he told #me a lot about the filmmaking process and even helped me with tips on directing non-actors and new actors #I remember him telling me to always be supportive and tell your new actors they're doing a good job even if they aren't in the first take #cause you can instill confidence and still reshape and change their choices and mistakes later #Sometimes I'd message him for advice when I was running into problems on some of my early projects #he told me once ''did ya choose to collaborate with this actor cause you were lonely or you guys had passion and chemistry''#“collaborating is like a relationship” and he was so right #there's nothing worse than working with people you disdain cause there's no communication and no trust.#he told me how he wrote the first couple of drafts of Place Beyond the Pines but his take on the 3rd act wasn't clicking for the director #so he took the script and went and had another writer rewrite the 3rd act but he liked the process cause he learned a lot and still got pai #but I'd still like to see Ben Coccio's take on Place Beyond The Pines he says the 1st and 2nd act are mostly unchanged #Ryan Gosling's scenes are still mostly the same he said but he couldn't tell me too much cause of the NDA he signed #The bloopers of Zero Day are hilarious his tip he gave me about being supportive #“This is actually great but can we-” and Cal interrupts him “He says that no matter what if you're doing good or bad!” and everyone lols #I hope I can make it and ask him to collab with me on a script #He's such a nice dude compared to the harrowing film he made.#I wish there was BTS but he had only one tape to film on and this was made when digital camcorders were infants #I think he had only one 2 hour tape that's how low budget #The bloopers is just Cal or Andre secretly filming and Ben getting annoyed “Is it recording?” and Cal going “Nah..."#Cal is such a funny guy IRL I wanna see him act more cause he's so good. He was so great at playing a sadistic psychopath in this.#the final shooting is so harrowing and disturbing #I told Ben he srsly gut punched me/disturbed me and this is what made him really open up.

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paperglader · 1 month ago

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has anyone made the modern au where alicent reacts to short n’ sweet by sabrina carpenter or should i make it myself?

#this is the most modern au alicent coded album I’ve ever heard in my life #her Spotify plays juno randomly and she has to do like a full double take when the lyrics sink in #she blushes profusely but it for sure ends up being her 1 in spotify wrapped #sometimes it’s just modern au alicent and me against the world #airbuds says that she listened to juno 72 times and all of her friends u okay? her #she isn’t #rhaenyra and her are like on their 20th break— they’re not really broken up rhaenyra just likes to piss her off #cause we all know where that leads…#but now she’s on a business trip and alicent’s genuinely upset about having to sleep alone #rhanyra gets a text that just says ‘i hate ur guts’ at two am no explanation whatsoever #rhaenyra is obsessed #and she hurries tf back home like the dutiful wife she is #bed chem also makes her go insane #alicent hightower #rhaenicent #rhaenyra targaryen #hotd #rhaenyra x alicent #house of the dragon

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fountainpenguin · 1 month ago

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Oh right, I'm obsessed with toxic never-dated-yet-somehow-divorced & extremely one-sided clingy Zombiewood. Living on her lawn & begging her to take him back, but being horribly rude about it... Spitting vitriol at each other one minute, mugging her other ex together the next <3 His soulmate is doing soulmate things with another person btw.

Dale dialogue from HERE

Bonus panel for the FOP Double Life SMP AU no one asked for:

I'm sorry to disrespect you, Mx. ZombieCleo. ily.

#Fairly OddParents #Double Life SMP #Zombiewood #Toxic lemon duo #FAIRIES!#Lemonade and Papercuts #Perfect pink beaver boy #Red babysitter #Rebellious golden child #Dale Dimmadome owner of Dimmadome Global #The key component of toxic lemon duo is they should BOTH fantasize about killing each other in the lemon pit (to me <3)#Dale needs to be able to sing “She Wants Me (To Be Loved)” in a way that implies he despises Vicky's guts. do u understand #They will take each other to Hell with every fiber of their being and I love them for it #Instead of Dale getting to punch Vicky off a cliff in Double Life to cause a mutual death... she kicks him off on purpose I think. help.#ZombieCleo #Martyn InTheLittleWood #trafficblr #mcyt #ridwriting #Kima #99% true as far as we remember #Double Life #I had another panel with Foop and Kevin watching their base burn but it wasn't funny enough <3 #Animal Crockers #<- Episode Timmy is referencing #crossover fanart #apparently art #divorce quartet #I spent way too much time on this but it made me laugh sldfjk

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leona-florianova · 9 months ago

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* looking at prices of new rock boots*

"It cant be That hard to make some fancy boots yourself, right?"

*i say while fully aware of how hard it would really be*

#technically not impossible #i could always go back to my zlín uni n beg at the shoe department if they perhaps dont have some shoe lasts I could borrow #also just did the numbers n it looks like if I made them myself it would be only slightly cheaper than what actual new rocks are sold for #+ high chance of mistakes since i never made shoes before #+ my time #n to get the soles i would have to gut some other shoes cause where does one get nice platforms for good price that is not in bulk #why the fuck did i study animation in the shoe making city when i could have gone and studied shoe making #joking.. i dont regret that #but i really do want to make some boots #father might also make drama about this if i bring this up cause he specifically said that we cant afford stuff for making boots #and time and effort for making boots #¨which of course to me is like #challenge #this will haunt me #personal

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roychewtoy · 1 year ago

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impaled

#nathan being impaled on that tetanus inducing loose steel pipe. tho tetanus is the least of his worries on account of. well u know 🕳#nathan can be a body horror fans best friend if u let him into ur heart. living human crash dummy #i really cant believe he gets impaled. twice.#hole moment!#love turning nathans immortality round in my head. but healing factor....?#thinkin today about how the video game guy tim threatens to cut one of them in half with a chainsaw and simon is like:#[😐nathan u obviously have to volunteer]#but what woulda actually happened if that followed through [probably why it didnt lol]#would the others have had to drag each severed bit of him back to the community centre and let his guts re fuse #fucking hold him together with gaffer tape and plasters. cause i doubt he coulda regrown a whole half #his 'healing factor' only comes into play when he dies. fresh canvas etch a sketch reboot and all that. hes not fuckin wolverine #all the deaths r: impaled on fence. impaled on pipe. beaten to death. blows his own brains out. falls and snaps his neck #but chainsaw... ? one can ponder. fingers to head i can imagine anything image #readin his wiki rn 'his body will never get sick. rot. age. or truly grow old'#may not get sick but he can still shit his guts out. hashtag oblivious lactose intolerant king hashtag milk drinker #forever the worlds most annoying twenty yr old #and then the wiki goes 'the user does not need to eat drink or breathe' ....hello #ive rotated him not aging any further cause it lines up with the whole stuck in his ways. never changing [kelly voice: its just who u are]#but eatin and drinking and breathing??? we know he still experiences hunger [<-kebab]#and he dunks his head in a bucket of water when hes testin for powers with simon. gaspin for air afterwards right #firm believer in the. he suffocated to death several times in the coffin before they dug him up #oh waaait. is it stating this like. he doesnt need foodwaterair. cause it doesnt matter if he dies.. ohhhhhh..... Oh..😃#staring at nathan sleeping in the community centre surviving on bags of crisps from the vendies so hard i burn holes through my monitor #this got away from me. uh. living crash dummy. oil pastel guts and water colour jumpsuit yessir #having fun doin art. expect more hole art. sorryfor putting this in the misfits tag hehe. not really #gore #blood #misfits #my art #chewtoy

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peppermintpegis · 1 year ago

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netflix one piece live action feels a little like fanfic in that it makes sure it hits all the important notes but doesnt do all the work to make them hit which works in fic where the reader is supposed to bring all the emotional story investment from the original but doesnt work in a multi million adaptation that is supposed to be able to stand on its own or even serve as an intro to the series. it even does this in service to have more koby and helmeppo gay moments in this essay i w

#one piece #opla #the fleshing out of koby and helmeppo is like honestly good its a beacon of light its truly really fun #and all the actors are great it is just what they are given .#they didnt let nami do any real betraying. they didnt even have her steal the merry!! she just stole the map that they added in!!!!#ddont get me started on the gutting of sanjis intro. i dont give a shit about if don krieg appears or not i need to see this guy fuckin #feed the hand thats about to kill him im going to start shaking like a dog.#im almost madder krieg appeared for just a little id rather have that time be used for. anything else really.#like have one of arlongs guys starved half to death when they get to arlong park!or idk anything! no gin appears look its gin! you know him #sanji doesnt even get to beat the shit out of a shitty guest. like i guess he does a little but it feels so blink and you miss it #+the first like two eps were good!! buggys great hes scary and weird and fun. i dont mind that he sticks around longer in theory #but the way he is comedic relief instead of basically every character having funny bits is like. ahghhhgggg. its a symptom of this really #mean and edgy feeling the whole thing has. like the removal of people missing usopps pirate calling :( and how cocoyashi didnt know #nami was working to help them. like p. please. can we have caring and bonds in this world?? trust and love???#anyway. sorry for having expectations of a netflix show im so close to putting this into a more proper form rather than tags. just to get i #all out of my system cause fuck man.#anyway solid 7/10 not as bad as it couldve been

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todayisafridaynight · 4 months ago

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OK SO I JUST FINISHED YAKUZA:LIJE DRAGON AND OH MY FUCKING GOD I WAS CRYING IM NOT JOKING!

rite of passage ...... hello friend :)

#snap chats #welcome to the club we got fuckin uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh a lot of tempura batter ... cause my bro kept gettin it insteada panko......#y7 ending so good i froth at the mouth when i remember it and then i get angry #hm ...... yeah no it still guts me #i should rewatch it <- gonna speedrun y7 just to do so #listen it doesnt hit the same if i just watch it on youtube alright. i need to figth for it. for five hours #and then throw up crying about it ouuuugggghhhh it still hurts to think about...#sorry everyone top ten endings that will kill me no matter how much time passes

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salemssimblr · 4 months ago

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Our house is far from finished, but thanks to my mom and husband now our living room is more complete than ever!

& hubby and I have matching Papasans to read in, with a fire going in the cooler months (:

I think I’d like to get a rug for this space and eventually hang a small chandelier above the fireplace, and we still have a LOT of art to hang (you can see the skulls up to the right but they’re gonna be surrounded by other goodies) and we’re actually still not done painting but we’re getting there!

#nonsims #Salem rambles #new house #I’m obsessed with our house #need to take another pic with more moody lighting on #we rarely have this many lights on at once #but to set it up we wanted it bright in here #🥰🥰🥰🥰#my husband drove an hour and a half on a whim and still sweaty gross from mowing the lawn #to get us the right cushion to match the Papasan we already had (the one on the right)#cause the store is discontinuing this cushion color #and I was gutted but trying to hide it #he called a store in another city and made it happen #my hero #my happy place #no place like home

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kkeke99 · 2 years ago

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im not getting over this part right here anytime soon

#boku no hero academia #bnha #my hero academia #mha #dabi #bnha dabi #touya todoroki #todoroki touya #p: video #are we hearing him?!?!?!? are we?!?!?!?#god his voice is so–#it gives me goosebumps and messes with my guts in the best way possible #and his feral expression?!?!?!?#forget my caption! cause i'll never get over anything about this moment!

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forseties · 9 months ago

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i want to draw party member jasper shenanigans... does anynyan have scenario ideas... i cant think of anything

#party member jasper is funny to me cause its like #erik: hates his guts #eleven: hates his guts #veronica: hates his guts #rab: thinks of him as his misguided nephew #jade: thinks of him as her misguided older brother but also really wants to punch him at least once #sylv: is preparing his clown costume for him #hendrik: What are we #i think serena could actually spend time with him with them both getting a kind of friendship out of it #Like idk. jasper would probably be nicer to her than he is with everyone else and shes patient so they could probably drink tea or somethig #together and neither of them would walk out of there with murderous intent #IDK. im crazy

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acanthemp3 · 9 months ago

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i cant go more than 3 years without some cruel and unusual fate befalling the exact same molar and we're finally putting it out of its misery as soon as this surgeon can get me in (in like a month) gruesome details in the tags bc i love to overshare

#dont keep reading if u dont like gross tooth details:#at 13 i found out that what looked like a normal cavity was actually basically the entire tooth rotting from the inside out #they only found this out when they tried to fill it and ended up having to basically gut the entire tooths flesh right then #and i wasnt numbed enough so i felt all of it 😭#at 15 i finally got that full root canal but one of the screws fell into my mouth during the procedure and i almost choked #at 18 i found out that the root canal didnt really work and there was still nerve tissue in there and thats why it still hurt years later #and now at 20 i find out that a crack in the crown caused an infection that rotted literally the entire rest of the tooth under the crown #and we only realized when that crack ended up making the entire crown snap off and take some of the rotted tooth with it #and now im walking around with an exposed tooth bed with only semi-excavated nerves for a month until i can get an implant made #honestly im just glad its getting put out of its misery.......#angel.txt

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makedamnsvre · 3 months ago

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recently ive been getting really sick of my neighbors i wish that i had a bunch of money so that i could buy up their houses and only let people i live live near me

#neighbors 1 used to be friends but theyre trumpies and also neglect and borderline abuse their dog #i like river hes not a bad dog but hes not trained well and is a very large and powerful dog and really really wants to kill my cats #and they just let him loose wander in the road wander into other peoples yards and hes trapped me and my mom outside because #he tries to force his way into our house if we try to go back inside of our house and i kinda dont want my cats guts splattered everywhere #neighbors 2 have a fenced in yard with a lab and a husky that they leave outside all of the time in their yard #as far as i know they dont have a dog house or even food and water out there and absolutely no toys and the dogs bark constntly #probably because theyre so bored outside in the hot weather usually without shade and no entertainment they bark at each other #or anyone in the yards of the neighboring houses or they bark at the door begging to be let back inside or bark at the windows #and theyre patriots too they got one of those huge skeletons last halloween and theyve kept it up ever since changing out the spotlight #for holidays which initially i really liked i thought it was funny but then for memorialday/july 4th they dressed in patriotically #and i hate america so . i hate them and how they neglect their dogs #neighbors 3 they are related to the one good neighbor BUT. theyre married (?) and they scream at each other arguing all of the time and #because of the geography of where we live it echos right to our house very loudly and it gives me anxiety and they have a kid or kids #who sometimes cry loudly because they scream yell at each other loudly i kinda hope they (not the kids) go to hell #neighbors 4 i . im not sure if theyre newer here but they also have dogs but so far theyve kept them on leashes i think?#except for that one time where their dog just. walked up to me. idk if they let the dog loose on purpose or if it was accidental #but recently me and my mom were outside messing with the garden and They are also a couple and were screaming at each other #also ! i love straight people 😍 please breakup or get a divorce or move away or go to hell youre fucking crazy people go to therapy #and then theres the people on super loud motorcycles or in super loud cars and then theres the other neighbors with the isra hell flag #and the other neighbors that i SUPER SUPER SUPER HATE and have hated for YEARS ecause i went to school with one and hes #racist as fuck i hope he dies or something. and because of them we dont even go down the road that way #they have free roaming animals that would go into the road and they run some ? atv repair or something out of their house and sometimes #completely occupy the whole road loading shit or something. like if you want stereotypical redneck assholes its them #and i hate all of these people so much. mutuals you should live here instead of them. its the blue ridge mountains its higher altitude #its pretty but sometimes it rains and causes something of a 'creek' to flow but were on a mountain so it flows down and away #and well sometimes the sewer smells really bad for some reason idk but like . its fine dont worry about it #and bears might drag your trashcans up the mountain but just dont leave food outside and they wont do that #we have a . shockingly beautiful ?? dumpster on the road too so its okay 👍#dear lird i just scrolled up and thats a lot of words . o well

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