#cause i’m 🗑

[baji-sideblog]

Happy spooky 👻 month!

What candies 🍬 would they hand out which ones would prank people with nasty candy.

I like the pumpkin candy corn, but whoppers and dots are garbage 🗑

Candy time!

(I’ll take your whoppers they’re nostalgic for me, but yes agreed dots are the absolute worst!)

𓉸ྀི⋆⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺⋆ 𓉸ྀི⋆⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺⋆ 𓉸ྀི⋆⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺⋆ 𓉸ྀི⋆⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺⋆

Flynn doesn’t hand out candy, but he won’t stop you mostly just staying by your side protectively. And growl at any adult trying to steal or stay a little longer than they would like. If it’s little kids Flynn will just ignore them and wrap around you. He does have to admit sometimes pelting idiots with candy corn is hilarious to them.

“How long is this going to last? …Do I want candy? No, I’m not a child. …Sour candy? Well maybe I’ll take a couple sour sticks.”

Mimi would give others hard candy but if it’s someone she doesn’t like, like Jace or Ivan they’re getting good old wax candy cause they hate it. And it’s the worst type in her opinion. But besides that Mimi would drag you out to go trick or treating.

“Too old? Psst don’t be ridiculous! No one is too old for candy. Now let’s go and get some love. If you need help I’ll carry you.~”

Rory passes out taffy and caramels he’ll never give out disgusting candy cause he’ll feel so bad about it. He also passes out candy corn occasionally when if he remembers to get it in time. Rory will stay by your side as you guys pass out candy one wing wrap around you the whole time.

“Oh love before I forget do you want me to put aside some candy for you? I can put them in the pantry in your snack spot if you want.”

𓉸ྀི⋆⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺⋆ 𓉸ྀི⋆⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺⋆ 𓉸ྀི⋆⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺⋆ 𓉸ྀི⋆⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺⋆

[outofthiisworld]

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🗑️ Scrapped!

✦ I had full intentions to use Fancy HTML Colors in my writing when I first started this blog. That quickly dropped off tho cause i for one could not be bothered to keep it up (shout out to writers who do this, you’re stronger than me and i want to eat ur colors).

I also had intentions to always write in small text but there was a common issue where sometimes small text letters would become BIG text, and the only way to fix it was to make a new post.

Once again I could not be bothered so my default has been normal text unless matching with a partner, even after the bug seems to be patched. Something something old habits.

⚖️ Something Stuck in Limbo!

✦ I’ve been rotating the idea of creating an antithesis for Ophelia! it’s something I reeeally want to do— but I’m stuck on so many conflicting ideas that it's been just hanging out in the back of my mind for all eternity.

So where she’d be made of infinite energy, they would be a never-ending nothing. Where she’s starlight and cosmos, they’d be dark matter and void ??? Girlypop is a nightmare dressed like a daydream while they’d be an Edgster daydream dressed like a nightmare. (ophelia is sweet with a sadistic edge to her while [???] would appear grim but actually be a big softie)

But like. Where does this loser come from??? Did Necrosis make ‘em??? Maybe another scientist OR MAYBE they are all natural— is this before the containment breach where they could have relations prior OR was this a creation made after the containment breach as a countermeasure to try and take back + control Ectoplasm.

So many ideas !!!!!! alas. I wait for a sudden vision to put the pieces in place………….

[soundcrusher]

Hi! 🩹🗑💎 for an OC of your choosing, please

Okay, considering you’re the only one who sent an ask (and I got my laptop back), I’m gonna give you a two for one deal.

People familiar with my Transformers OCs will recognize Flinch, and the newer ones will, hopefully, have a vague awareness of my FF7 OC Valerian.

(If someone else wants to send me an ask, here is the ask game.)

Flinch! MA BOY! (Going with the Unicron Trilogy -mainly Armada- here)

🩹 - Someone who was a source of trauma

Fucking Unicron.

Like, seriously, not only did that fucker possess him, but he also left him mentally scared enough, that Flinch lost some of his happy-go-lucky demeanour. Growing more paranoid and scared as the story progressed, until he refused to recharge all together.

Adding to that, Flinch also secluded himself from his family by shutting himself into his room or staying out for longer than usual.

He did get better, yes, and regained some of his happy-go-lucky personality, but by the time Cybertron rolls around, my boy’s having the worst of times again.  

🗑️ - "It's complicated"

His dad.

Flinch has a very complicated relationship with his dad. Not because Primus is the god of all Cybertronians, and all that jazz, but rather because he has been absent for most of Flinch’s live and he doesn’t know how to deal with that. Like, it’s great that he gets to know something about his actual parents, but why does it have to be mech that’s not only God, but also the planet they live on?

Primus sure enough causes Flinch some kind of existential crisis.

💎 - Chosen family (including warband)

The Minicon pair that adopted Flinch, when they stumbled upon him, and all the other Minicons they found on their way through the galaxy.

They might be all broken from the war they were forced to fight in, and try to hide their more evil deeds from the sunshine that’s Flinch, but damn it all, if they aren’t a good family.

Also, It’s pretty much a fact that @tachyon-omlette's Eda didn’t have a choice, when Flinch decided that he was prime Dad-Material. Eda might not see it, but Flinch wouldn’t trade him for anything in the world/galaxy. (If the topic of custody would ever come up, Flinch would choose Eda over Primus any time.)

Valerian! BABY BOY BABY!

🩹 - Someone who was a source of trauma

I want to say the scientist who made him, but IV was a bigger source of trauma than them.

I went more into detail in that story I wrote, but IV’s presumed death at the hands of some unknown foe/the facility staff left Valerian traumatized to a point, where he even avoided the single though of dreaming about the outside world.

After all, IV dreamed of what was behind the walls they knew, and when he was taken outside, he never returned. And despite Valerian’s memories of his brother being good ones, him never coming back made them bitter. To a point, where he can’t even fall asleep without holding something to ground him.

🗑️ - "It's complicated"

I am tempted to say, “Everyone he meets”.

Valerian spent too much time isolated from humans that weren’t facility staff/scientist, so, meeting people who aren’t out to harm him is a little weird, dare I say scary in some strange way.

Like, he knows that they aren’t going to hurt him, as long as he doesn’t give them a reason to, but at the same time, kindness is rare. Especially in grown-ups that glare at you, whenever you try to carefully walk around them, or yell at you for getting into their way.

He will get better over time, especially when he finds people who care about him, but strangers will always make him feel complicated.

Another person would be his father/the person he calls “DNA-Donor”. Valerian is still young and has spend most of his freedom traveling with a robot cat, before living with his creator. So, meeting the man who’s DNA was used to create him awakens many complicated feelings. Especially in the “Do I call him dad, or not? He never really showed any signs of caring for me…” side of things. It’s definitely something he and Vincent have to work on. But hey! Valerian’s around 14 when they meet, so, they have the rest of their lives to do so!

💎 - Chosen family (including warband)

The Cait Sith that found Valerian in his cell/room, and Reeve. No fighting over that.

Cait was the first person/robot, who wasn’t IV, that ever showed compassion towards Valerian, and the boy grew attached. I mean, why else would he follow the cat over all of Gaia like a lost chocobo-chick? That’s both his emotional support robo-cat and his caretaker.

Reeve came later, when both showed up on his doorsteps. Drenched by rain and muddied from a tumble down a cliff. They haven’t left ever since.

[clumsydragon28]

Hello! For the ask game: 🙅‍♀️🗑

🙅‍♀️ What is one trope you refuse to ever write?

This one is tough because…I just don’t think about tropes that I don’t like? So yeah idk 🧐 I’m sure if someone was like “how about this?” I’d be able to answer yes or no, but off the top of my head I’m drawing a blank 😅

🗑 What is one fic idea that you loved at first but then scrapped?

I actually haven’t completely scrapped anything that I actively started working on. I do have one fic I started writing a little over a year ago that I put on the back burner because the words weren’t flowing as well as I wanted, but I do intend to go back and finish it one day. It is a Rasa-centric fic that takes place during his and Gaara’s meeting in the war arc. I’m actually kind of glad I didn’t write it back then cause I feel like I am a much stronger writer now, and I get better everyday. So by the time I’m ready to work on it again, I know it’ll be even better than I had first thought.

For this Fanfic Ask Game 😊

[waitingformyfavoritesongs]

110:53 pmpt 30 April 2023 Sunday ☀️

10:54

last September? I went to the hospital 🏥 by ambulance 🚑. They held me for 7 days? My period was overwhelming. They didn’t want to have me see the gynecologist. Maybe 🤔 I was being irrational now that I think about it. But they didn’t say Bcz of my period. They made it sound like I had to go somewhere else even though they were holding me there. I complained about it. And I felt like I was punished for complaining. The same nurse I complained to put very cold feeling liquid into my ivy and my hand 🤚 hurt a lot when she did it. I thought maybe the liquid did it but I’m not sure. After she put that in my pee went back to being brown again after I had made progress and it had went back to a normal color. 10:59 pmpt

hypothesises... sometimes I have to write something out to see if it makes sense. 11:02 pmpt

11:03 pmpt reasons of others motives/feelings (now I don’t know if I’m making sense) are hypothesises. I can write here a lot of hypothesises based on observed actions and experiences. 11:04 pmpt

11:08 pmpt seems like people are waiting for me to die. Even my hotel 🏨 with locking 🔒 the windows 🪟 and not moving us to a room without mold. That’s fine I can die in bed 🛌 I’m sure that will be a huge turnoff for all future guests of the hotel 🏨 I’m staying in. They can take the blame for my ☠️ death ☠️ . I pointed out mold under the sink and it’s been 3 days of inactivity. 11:10 pmpt they really want me to be mistreated and poisoned. 11:21 pmpt and wonder if someone is paying the hotel 🏨. 2 people already opened my room door 🚪 while I was in my room half naked.11:12 pmpt they’re not moving us for some reason that seems very strange to me. 11:12 pm pt. If everyone gives crappy service then nothing will be good? Anymore? Everything will be crap 💩? 11:13 pmpt

2:10 am pt 2:13 am pt

4:20 am pt I am really hoping that whatever I did, didn’t cause any damages, and that they easily recovered. It’s weird bcz I did nice things b4 I had that fling in 2001. I did not use lethal force. It’s weird that all that stuff happened AFTER 2001, AfTER my online affair with “Brendan.” 4:23 am pt

8:23 pmpt unfortunately I see the method dot the madness now I guess sorta. Why he paired 11 year old dugard to very old garrido. Incubus has no intention of stopping 🛑 human s*x trafficking. I’ve been tricked. Tricked into fighting for a cause that looks like it actually doesn’t need to be fought Bcz this is done ✅ Bcz god demon angels said to do it. I can see it and feel it already why he’s doing these things to my head. He is going to shoot me it looks. In the head. He keeps torturing my brain 🧠 with acid. 8:27 pmpt he wants me to think 💭 I’m not acceptable. He wants me to believe I’m not perfect. So I’m perfect for sacrifice for possible child rape when I was 4 years old. That it’s not the other way around. That they did not make me into trash 🗑 to make me think 💭 I was trash 🗑 so they can justify making me hump Mickey mouses plush toy 🧸 head when I was 4 years old. If there’s a hole 🕳 in a plush toy 🧸 and you can see the stuffing/filling peeking out you might want to observe your child 🧒. 8:31 pmpt

10:39 pmpt acid in left ear 👂 pain. I wish he would have shot me 6 years ago than torture me the way he did. 10:41 pmpt incubus really hates me even though we probably had phone ☎️ s*x for half a year. He really doesn’t form any attachments like that. He was so sweet. I guess he knew it was not meant to be Bcz he lied 🤥 about his identity so why form an attachment to someone you have no intention of coming clean 🧼 to face to face? 10:44 pmpt there are some things I should not have said and I felt shame for a lot of things. I lost friends and I guess it was Bcz I was weird and said the wrong things. And he holds everything against me. Every thing. 10:46 pmpt

10:48 pmpt I was, unfortunately, another whore to pass the time. There’s no way that him and I would have had a relationship. He has been abusing me and showing me a lot of HATE. 10:50 pmpt

10:51 pmpt why would he suddenly need me to believe I’m his wife? To save his own face about the phone ☎️ s*x, and possibly slip in a confusing confession that he probably raped me in his incubus form. A cowardly form of confession. Bcz he might slip up 🆙 and say it and then he can pass it as a joke out loud and not have people wonder 💭? 19:54 10:54 pmpt trying to figure him out. But it can (brain 🧠 acid hot pain 10:55 pmpt) never be Bcz he’s a liar 🤥 and now married to someone else. So of course he would try to pass it off as a joke now. That’s his psychological escape plan. To make it go round and round. 10:57 pmpt

10:57 pmpt I wonder 💭 if they teach that at French woods camp ⛺️ in New York. 10:58 pmpt

[creaturadarling]

I literally have no excuse at this point, bonk me on the head please

[woosohn-archived]

hey,🐴 i'm a nice👍🌝 guy! 😤😇

nice 😇👼 guys 🎅🙇‍♂️ finish 🚧 last,⌛⌚ that’s why ✌🤷‍♂️ i’ll treat you 👉 like trash🗑🚮💩, it’s not 🚫🚯 what i really wanna do. but, 🍑 you 👉 only date 👫 bad 😈👹guys 😎🧛‍♂️🕴🏻 so, i’ll give it my best 📈🏋️‍♂️try to, treat you the way you want me to.👫💏💑

i never ⛔❌open a door,🚪 or pull out a chair.🚽💺 you can tell me 👄💬how your day 🌞⛱was but i don’t😡🤐 really care.😌😤 and if you ever get cold,🌡❄😨 you’ll just have to hack it,🕹🖱🖥 cause i’d be cold too 🌨😨😡 if i gave you my jacket.😤🧥🧣 like whoa, ✋🛑you ain’t sittin up front,🚘 front 🚘 is for the homies 👨‍❤️‍👨👥 you can sit in the trunk.🖕🚗 i never 📵 answer🔇 my phone☎️, whenever you call it📲 and when the waiter 🤵brings the bill💰 i never🚷 reach for my wallet.💸💱

nice 😇👼 guys 🎅🙇‍♂️ finish 🚧 last,⌛⌚ that’s why ✌🤷‍♂️ i’ll treat you 👉 like trash🗑🚮💩, it’s not 🚫🚯 what i really wanna do. but, 🍑 you 👉 only date 👫 bad 😈👹guys 😎🧛‍♂️🕴🏻 so, i’ll give it my best 📈🏋️‍♂️try to, treat you the way you want me to.👫💏💑

and ima beat you!🥊🙋‍♂️ at every competition.🥇🏆 going out 🚸with the girls💃💅👭 you better😤🧐 get my permission.🤫 wait no,😡 i take that back,🔙🔃 you can’t go,🚫🚷 house 🏠👨‍⚕️ is on tonight🌚 and that’s my favorite 💘🧡 show! do i look fat🎅🤷‍♀️ in this dress?💃👗 hell yeah ✔💯you do!😂😂 wait✋ lemme speak 👅💬your language🚮 cows go moo!🐄🐄🐄 mooo 🐃 moooo 🐂 mooo 🐮 mooo! 🤠

nice 😇👼 guys 🎅🙇‍♂️ finish 🚧 last,⌛⌚ that’s why ✌🤷‍♂️ i’ll treat you 👉 like trash🗑🚮💩, it’s not 🚫🚯 what i really wanna do. but, 🍑 you 👉 only date 👫 bad 😈👹guys 😎🧛‍♂️🕴🏻 so, i’ll give it my best 📈🏋️‍♂️try to, treat you the way you want me to.👫💏💑

but 🍑behind ⬅️the scenes 🎭🎪 she means the world🌐🌍 to me.👫 wanna tell 🗣💋🗯 her that she’s beautiful,🤤🤗 and show her🛐👉👌 that she’s loved.💏 hold her hand 👫🤝when she’s scared,😱😰 tell her how much i care…😽👍💘💖 but that won’t 🤫⛔win her heart❤❣ because...

nice 😇👼 guys 🎅🙇‍♂️ finish 🚧 last,⌛⌚ that’s why ✌🤷‍♂️ i’ll treat you 👉 like trash🗑🚮💩, it’s not 🚫🚯 what i really wanna do. but, 🍑 you 👉 only date 👫 bad 😈👹guys 😎🧛‍♂️🕴🏻 so, i’ll give it my best 📈🏋️‍♂️try to, treat you the way you want me to.👫💏💑

ho! 🚜

[trashbaget]

pseudo-tagged by @hetheybuck lol thanks

1. why did you choose your url? 🗑🥖 story time: right so like a bajillion years ago i wanted to make a niche meme account on instagram and i had to come up with a sweetass quirky name right & i don’t remember how i got there but it’s a pun on trashbag and baguette and i couldn’t tell you why i decided to spell baguette wrong like that but i like it so this is what it is now & anyway so now i just use it for random shit ‘cause i just think it’s neat

2. any side blogs? 2 i guess, one’s just a spot for me to quick reblog fics & shit to read later but i lowkey keep forgetting about it so i never go back to read the things i put there & also i keep just saving posts to my notes app to read later anyway bc i’m a creature of habit & i never learn. anyway my other one is @911-memergency it’s my 911 meme page & right now i’m literally just posting alignment charts because i love them and i want to 😁📊

3. how long have you been on tumblr? only since jan 5 this year oop 👶✨

4. do you have a queue tag? a what? 👀😅

5. why did you start your blog in the first place? literally to talk to two dead poets society fic writers & be friends with them. things got out of hand and now i live here. ⚰️⚰️🪦 riprip

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? well 1. because it’s karen and i love her. & 2. because i made it and i’m proud of it. 🥰💗

7. why did you choose your header? i just think it’s neat. & also because i wanted to feel like i was being judged everytime i opened tumblr. 🥺😌

8. what’s your post with the most notes? pretty sure it’s this one ✌️😙

9. how many mutuals do you have? uhhh prolly like 15 or something idk 🤷❤️

10. how many followers do you have? 46 apparently lol ❤️✨

11. how many people do you follow? 118 baybee 🥰

12. have you ever made a shitpost? lol yeah <3 it’s all shitposts tbh 💩💩💩❤️

13. how often do you use tumblr a day? don’t ask questions you don’t want to know the answers to

14. did you have a fight or argument with another blog once? who won? no, and i don’t plan on it either because confrontation scares me. <3 i’m just here to make bad jokes and cry. & i win because i say so 🥺😌🏆💖

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts? i don’t 😗

16. do you like tag games? fuckin love them! don’t like tagging people though bc i’m one of those people afraid of bothering the hell out of people & also because i don’t really talk to a lot of people on here so i don’t feel comfortable tagging anyone but them & they’re usually the ones that tagged me lmao 🥰🥰

17. do you like ask games? i do!! i rarely get asks when i reblog them because i don’t have a lot of active followers, but i think they’re fun as hell 🥺🥺

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? uhhhh ? idk 👀👀

19. do you have a crush on a mutual? wouldn’t you like to know weather boy 😌🔮🥰

20. tags? no <3 (jk sure: @honestlydarkprincess @sunbeambuck @bazgallaghermilkovich @udontfuckangie)

[blackpinkreign]

Snow fall ❄️

Jisoo x Female Reader

Prompt: Jisoo and Y/N play in the snow. Almost 1,500 words of unedited 🗑 but enjoy 😊

The commute home from work was slower than usual due to the snow currently falling from the sky. Typically you didn’t mind the snow in fact you love it but your warm apartment sounds a lot better. Especially since your girlfriend had texted you she had gotten of work early and you couldn’t wait to relax with her. The walk home gave you the opportunity to stop for some cookies at the bakery near your house which just so happened to be some of Jisoo’s favorite.

Cookies in one hand and house keys in the other you begin to unlock to door before it was yanked open. Looking up you see a small brunette in a oversized sweater, one that looks a lot like the one you’d been looking for this morning.

“Y/N can you believe how much snow there is??” She asks you excitedly which immediately puts a smile on your face. “Get inside fast or you might get a cold. You’re not dressed warmly enough.” She orders you as she pulls you through the door by your hand.

Jisoo takes the bakery box as you placeing a quick kiss on your cheek. You slip your shoes off and hang your coat up before scooping up Dalgom.

As you make your way further into the house the smell of food becomes more apparent. You set the pup down before you find what smells so delicious. In the kitchen you find Jisoo stirring something in a pot before covering it with a lid. “It’s not gonna be done for a while longer.” She says as she turns to meet your eyes. “So how was work baby? Any new stories?” She asks as her arms snake around your waist pulling you close enough to rest her head on you.

“At lunch today Mr. White’s toupee fell into his soup.” Her head leaves your chest as she looks up at you. “Again?” She asks in disbelief. You nod back in response. “That’s the 2nd time this month. You’d think he would invest is something to make it stay or just stop wearing it.” You shrug “I know that’s what I said.”

“Y/N do you think he washes in when he showers or separately?” Pausing for a moment to think which of the two are most logical. “My guess is shower. Save money on water that way.” She nods I’m agreement.

Jisoo’s head was now resting in your lap as she told you about her day. You played with her hair as she talked about their new comeback and the choreography they we learning for the song. “ -and that’s how my shoe ended up launched into the ceiling tile.” The brunette says nonchalantly. “We did rock,paper,scissors to see who we’d throw to grab it but the manger stopped us and got a ladder instead.”

At this point in the relationship Jisoo’s stories didn’t shock you anymore unnormal was the normal with her. Not that you were complaining you loved it, one of your favorite pastimes is to listen to her talk.

The soup was just as delicious as it smelled if you weren’t so full you would have gotten a second helping. You were currently washing the dishes as your girlfriend got ready for the snow. You didn’t even have to convince her she had agreed before you had got the chance to finish asking her. “I got Dalgom a snow outfit too” you heard her shout from the bedroom “ I’ll get him ready and we’ll model together for you.”

As you wash the last spoon in the sink you hear footsteps coming towards you making you look to the hallway. Jisoo was in a long padded winter jacket zipped all the way up and some winter boots while Dalgom had some doggy snowsuit and boots on. He wasn’t quite sure how to walk with everything on causing the two of you to laugh. “Okay it’s your turn to get ready and try to hurry I want to go down before the snow stops falling. In the mean time I’m gonna look for things we can use for a snowman.” She tells you as she begins rummaging through the fridge.

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Ready to go the three of you make your way across the street to the small park. The street lamps reflect of the snow making everything seem surreal as if it was taken out of a movie. You hadn’t realized you had stopped until you felt Jisoo’s fingers slide between yours before speaking.

“What should we do first? Make snow angels or a snowman? We can have a snow ball fight. Don’t think I’ll go easy on you just because you’re cute this will be till the death or at least until I get too tired.”

Not ready to be attacked with snowballs quite yet you settle on a snowman. The bottom of the snowman seemed to take forever but after that it went by more smoothly. You were off looking for branches while your girlfriend began making the face of the snowman. After nearly slipping twice you managed to find two decent sticks and started heading back. Jisoo had finished it all that was left to do was adding the sticks. “You can go ahead and do since I did all the other stuff.”

That’s when she decided to attack. Your guards was down and you were completely unprepared. She must have made snowballs while you off looking for sticks because she was throwing one after another. Running for shelter behind a near by tree you start making ammo to retaliate. You listen for snow crunching by hear silence. Maybe she’s out of snowballs.

Peaking out the side of the tree you narrowly miss a snowball to the face making you hide again. You take a deep breath before you start throwing them at her. You managed to hit her 3 times while she’s only hit you twice since she started her ambush.

After she began to slow down you decided to go to her and she if she’d ready to surrender but before you could even take a few steps she takes off running. “I’ll never give in!! You can’t win if you can’t catch me!” She shouts as she makes her way to the other end of the park. You sprint towards her almost catching up till she runs in another direction.

After 2 minutes she starts losing her speed and stops suddenly taking it deep breaths. Finally catching up to her you were ready to throw one last snowball at her but she had another idea. Before you got the chance to even lift your hand Jisoo jumps onto you causing you to lose your footing. The snow just barely cushioned your landing. Jisoo was on top of you busy laughing at the current situation. You give her a moment to get it out of her system hoping she won’t tease you about it the rest of the night.

“Baby are you okay?” she asks as she brushes your hair out of your face. You don’t know if it’s because of the close proximity or the light reflecting off the snow but for some reason you couldn’t take your eyes off her face. If your face wasn’t already pink from the cold and running then it definitely was now. Your eyes flicker from her lips back to her eyes before you lean forward a bit. Jisoo does that same closing the remaining space between you two. Her lips were soft and inviting, you both got lost in the kiss until Dalgom came up and started sharing his love as well covering your cheeks in slobber.

You suggest on calling it a night Jisoo agreeing to almost instantly. Arriving at the doorsteps on your house you stop to take on more look at the peaceful street and snow before looking at the small brunette beside you. A smile spreads across your face. Leaning over you give the girl a quick peck before heading inside.

Changing into sweats before making hot chocolate and grabbing the cookies you bought early. You make your way to the couch where Jisoo is setting up Mario Kart placing the mugs of coco and cookies down on the coffee table. She passes you a controller once she’s finished. “ I’m ready for my revenge for earlier.” You joke. “In your dreams y/n.” She says as she gives you a quick kiss. “I never lose. Even if I gotta cheat.” Letting out a giggle. You turn your head to the tv to see the race had started quickly trying to catch up. You knew she wasn’t gonna make it easy to win.

[l7yla]

LMFAOOOOO I’m the one who tweeted this, bringing this back cause 2020 🗑

[violetsystems]

Had to clean up some half empty cans of white claw this morning off the property. I’m assuming these were remnants of the Jimi Hendrix Experience after hours downstairs I caught a whiff of that shit escorting it to the dumpster. It smells as if god pissed skittles into somebody’s mouth and they carbonated the backwash. And I’ve never tasted the shit. Never will apparently after that wake up call. I wonder sometimes if people think by walking around me smoking and drinking that somehow it will influence me to start again. Like they’re always reading into shit I say or post on here and applying it to my life out in these streets to cause more trouble. No recourse or consequence that’s how lawless shit has gotten in Chicago. That’s not hard to see from my writing though I’m kind of over caring much about the flack. I’ve felt that vibe a lot the last eighteen months from outsiders. But I have to be comfortable around it just the same. I like money more than I like getting fucked up. And my money is on paying the bills and not returning to habits that were bad for me. Shit is backwards as usual with people and I can’t really make it much of my business. It is fucking rude though. Not much I can do other than deal with this trash. Maybe they just don’t see that’s where they belong instead of leeching off free utilities from me? 🗑

[jaypoet]

🅼🅰🆂🅺 😷

When u go out nowadays people asked, “why you don’t wear any mask?”

It’s dangerous out here and if you don’t make it, you will die.

Because wearing a mask is necessary like wearing a suit with a tie 🤵.

BUT

What’s the point of wearing a mask if I’m already dying?

Having to fake every single emotion and feelings 😥 just in case they will hate me for who I really am.

I’ve been wearing a mask since idk when.

 When u have mental disorders or something not “okay” with your minds like anyone who normal did.

You are ‘SICK’. So, you have to put a mask on not to spread it to others or you might. But to hide it from others that you are suffering.

It’s like trying to lock those bad tiny viruses 🦠 from showing up on your daily life ruining everything.

 Mom told others my daughter only eat  🍴 once a day.

Little did she know , her kid threw up after every meal but at least it save money 💸 to mom.

Mom asked why your room so messy? don’t you have ocd?

I don’t know mom because depression take control over everything and he’s the king 👑.

And my ocd just a slave to him.

Mom said you don’t like to meet people.

I guess so, mom. My social energy is drained and I’m too anxious to have those eyes staring.

 My friends said oh you look happy☺, and you got good grades. How can you be so sad?

because I’m so good at faking it and now I’m tired. I wish I don’t feel this bad.

People said how can you know my feeling. Are you a psychic? You can read my mind 🧠 or smth?

I wish but honestly,

My mind read a lot of things I don’t want to. I observe everything I don’t need to.

 When u stop throwing trash 🗑 cause u feel like a trash all time.

When you don’t care if there’s dirt on your table.

The unwashed plates and cups 🍽.

When it didn’t bother you if there’s no meal at the kitchen.

The clothes 👚 piling up on the floor. The pants u wear two weeks ago behind the door.

When you can go without showering 🚿 for days cause it’s not like it will wash the depression anyway.

 You feeling alright but you are getting skinnier.

As if the world 🌎 is rolling but your emotion buffering....

Trying to find back the signal so the radio 📻 can start playing again.

Filling up the quiet moment so that at least you won’t notice the time has passed.

Cause it getting harder and harder everyday to handle this pain.

Idc anymore! I just want to stop wearing the mask 🎭 cause it’s started to feel so suffocating.

[angiesawakening]

Don’t ever lose your self to make someone see you don’t ever lose yourself to love someone who will never love you the same. I wish i could fast forward to the part where I learn this lesson but I guess when healing there Is no shortcut you have to do the work! Or u will continue to accept less than what you deserve . I’m tired of feeling numb I’m so over him I’d drink bleach before I let him come back again at this point cause I’m killing parts of myself anyone when I allow his narcissistic ass back in .. your crazy Aquarius friend Angie about to turn 31 still dealing with this shit the hell is wrong with me officially 5 years of dealing with trash 🗑

[lc0xperience]

Introducing myself 😶

Hi 👋  

I’m lc0. I’m male, 24 years old and live in Germany. This is the first time in my life that I attempt to start a blog and it does feel rather strange😅.

I’m not using my real name because I really need to feel anonymous if I want to talk about my feelings honestly here 👤. Not that I have to hide anything serious, I just don't like the thought of someone I know figuring out this is me, even if the chance is pretty tiny 👀.

I should probably talk about the reason for me starting this blog. Mainly this blog is for myself. I honestly don't know how many people will find my site because I never really used this platform and I would’t be surprised if nobody ever reads this. But for me that's not really important. The most important thing is to just put my thoughts and feeling out there 🌍. 

I have written a private ‘diary’ 📔 for the past two 6 years or so now. It was never a regular thing but it really helped me to start confronting my feelings in a more honest and meaningful way then when I just have those random thoughts running through my head 💭. There was a time that I really needed this tool to confront my inner problems and it helped A LOT. Fortunately I've been doing a little better in the last 6 months and so I started to write less and less, maybe only once or twice a month 🗓. 

When thinking or writing about my life I always had that desire to put my personal experience out there and share it with the world 🙇🏼‍♂️. That's not really a surprise since I have always been seeking the comfort of groups and the attention. The problem was, or rather is, that I have a lot of insecurities and I was never really able to express my true feelings to my friends and families (or the public) 😐. For this reason I always kept them to myself and I also developed a serious habit to deny my true emotional state because I felt ashamed 🚫♥️ . This caused a real pressure building up inside of me and it was only with around 1️⃣8️⃣ years that started to confront this issue by being honest with myself at least. Now I want to break out of my routine and start to open up bit by bit. My second step was me telling mom 🙎🏼‍♀️ and then a therapist 👨🏻‍⚕️about it. There was also one friend 🙎🏻‍♂️with similar issues that I had conversations with. This relieved much of the tension and at this point I want to give any person who might read this the advice that it is always better to share your problems with someone instead of keeping them all for yourself, it will change your life (for the better) ❗️ Now I want to go one step further and start this blog 📔. 

So this is the short version of how I got here. Now the question what is going to happen in this little corner of the internet ⁉️ To be honest I don't really know at the moment. My plan 🗺 is to write about stuff that is important to me for some reason. I guess it is going to be more focused on my feelings and mental health but I don't want to put myself in any constraints so this might get a little random from time to time 😁. My only goal is to maintain a somewhat regular habit of writing down what's on my mind and putting a little bit of order into that mess🗑.  

So...if you are interested in hearing some random stranger on the internet whine and theorize about life that this might be for you 😄. I think this little text will be sufficient for the beginning. I wish everyone a good night 🌌.

[iamaugustsnow]

Just Remind yourself ... Happiness is not given, its CREATED daily and YOU gotta get up create it ... It took me a while to realize that ... but when I did. Life became much easier. You can't look or expect anyone to make you happy but YOU! ... from your job/ career to your relationship .,, It's ALL about YOU! ... After working hard to establish my business, home and a steady lifestyle. I felt like I was missing something. 🤔 I thought hey 🤷🏽‍♂️ maybe it's cause I'm single 💕 ... Attempted to date and was like WTF!!! 🙄 🗑 ❄️💎 Went to get a DOG! 🐩 💜 @paristhepurplepoodleatl 💎❄️ 6 months later got a CAT 🐈 @prince_blankit_snow 🥰❄️💎 #happinesscreated #period #singlebutnotlonely #snowfam #getsnowd #paristhepurplepoodle #standardpoodle #purple #doggydad #love #relationship #daddysgirl #happiness #create #augustsnow #augustsnowhair #poodlesofinstagram #poodles #relationshipgoals #happylife #him #explorepage #heizaugustsnow https://www.instagram.com/p/CV6TljRsVAl/?utm_medium=tumblr

[florxmetl]

Oh hi 👋 thanks for checking in 🙌

I’m ✨

Still a

piece of

✨✨🗑 garbage 🗑✨✨

Also I’m sorry for being idle can I get follow suggestions cause I feel like my dash needs some more pizazz 💖