#cause doc is cool

[akalegos]

What's Up, Doc?

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[tubbytarchia]

doodled Doc but with one of them long goat ears

[deoidesign]

I'll either succeed or I'll learn trying

[tekatonic]

@silverfanzine guess who forgot to post their zine preview page after making it lol

Anyhow, the Silver fanzine releases tomorrow ( for free ), on May 9th !!! Look forward to it !

[tj-crochets]

Hey y'all, weird question time again! Is there anyway to word "I appreciate how unintimidating and unthreatening you are being" as a compliment that does not sound at all like an insult? One of my doctors is the absolute best at it, and I genuinely think it must be a skill he's deliberately cultivated, but I cannot figure out how to word it in a way that doesn't sound slightly insulting. Like, it's a good thing! A very good thing, especially in a doctor! But I cannot figure out how to word it in a way that conveys that

[silusvesuius]

fictional female characters and characters with insanely obvious cluster B personality disorders will never know peace as long as te/s fans keep making posts about them i mean it

[crazy000567]

No one is ready for my pim doc. After s2 is done be prepared for a catastrophe

[anoiximera]

I want to make a Last of Us x ROTTMNT crossover AU and really wanted to draw a clicker/bloater hybrid infected Raph and this is how this was born. I had no idea what I was doing and still don't but I love this little fella :>

[sudden-memory-loss]

I am watching doc's first hc10 video right now (per the whims of hermitblr via my poll) and it is an Experience. I am 2 hours in and despite knowing exactly what he is doing (not in terms of redstone of course but in terms of goals), I do not think I've heard a word he's said in the last hour at least. that said, his witch farm is extremely clever and I have learned things, even though I'm pretty sure I'm consuming this video in like. an aerosol form or something. his voice is extremely calming; I am reminded of early-season tma episodes where I'm thinking I could actually fall asleep to this.

[rainbowpufflez]

Thinking about possibly “redesigning” Lysandre’s bugs in my style

[todayisafridaynight]

I’m fairly new to the fandom, but I do have a question if you can answer it! Why do people ship Daigo with Aoki / Masato? I tried looking to see if they’ve interacted before, but couldn’t find anything! Sorry for asking I’m just </3 dumb AND I LOVE YOUR ART OF THEM!!! Nerd looking ahhhhhh

hi ! welcome to the community i hope you're having a lovely time so far and ty for enjoyin my stuff :) no need for apologies it's a very fair question to have :]

i cant speak for everyone (all. ten people into masadai anyway) but Personally To Me i just think the idea of them together is very funny. thats quite literally it im afraid..

[day-mark]

i wanna make a dteam based game so bad

[everytaylorswiftsongisaboutcats]

Surprise Song o’ Clock: Vancouver Night 1

Dress: Supernova (Purple✨sparkle)

Guitar:

It’s Canada EY!

Haunted x Wonderland

“I know, I know, I just know I reached for you, but you were gone, I knew I had to go back home. You search the world for something else, to make you feel like what we had, and in the end, in Wonderland, we both went mad. Come on, come on, don't leave me like this! I thought I had you figured out… Something's gone terribly wrong, won’t finish what you started… Come on, come on, don't leave me like this! I thought I had you figured out… Can't breathe whenever you're gone… Can't go back — I'm haunted — Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh—eh, eh, eh, eh, eh, We found Wonderland (eh, eh, eh, eh, eh) — You and I got lost in it (in Wonderland) And we pretended it (eh, eh, eh, eh, eh) Could last forever (in Wonderland) We found Wonderland (eh, eh, eh, eh, eh) You and I got lost in it (in Wonderland) And life was never worse but never better (eh, eh, eh, eh, eh) In Wonderland”

Piano:

Never Grow Up x The Best Day

“I have an excellent father, his strength is making me stronger. God smiles on my little brother, inside and out he's better than I am. I grew up in a pretty house, and I had space to run, and I had the best days with you… Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room. Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home. Remember the footsteps, remember the words said, and all your little brother's favorite songs. I just realized everything I have is someday gonna be gone… There is a video I found from back when I was three, you set up a paint set in the kitchen, and you're talking to me. It's the age of princesses and pirate ships, and the seven dwarfs. And Daddy's smart, and you're the prettiest lady in the whole wide world… And now I know why the all the trees change in the fall… I know you were on my side, even when I was wrong. And I love you for giving me your eyes. Staying back and watching me shine and, Oh, I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up. Could still be little. Oh, I don't wanna grow up. Wish I'd never grown up. It could still be simple. Oh, darlin', don't you ever grow up. Don't you ever grow up. Just stay this little. Oh, darlin', don't you ever grow up. Don't you ever grow up. It could stay this simple… I won't let nobody hurt youc won't let no one break your heart… and even though you HAVE to, please,try to remember, oh, but I had the best day, with you, today.”

[purpleshadow-star]

Au where, when someone is ready to die, they don’t feel any pain. The more ready someone is to die, the less pain they feel.

tws: lots of talk about death and dying (not technically suicide ideation but could theoretically be read as such), mentions of Neil's torture in the Nest (very vague and brief) and by Lola (not really vague but not explicit either, if that makes sense)

Neil Josten is ready to die.

It’s not that he necessarily wants to die, but he knows it’s coming, and he’s made peace with that. He’s ready for it.

He’s not worried about his impending death. He’s known that he was never going to make it to the end of the year ever since he first signed the papers to become a Fox and put himself in the spotlight, so he knows that, no matter what, at least he’ll have a painless death.

Sure, his experience in the Nest ends up being more painful than Neil wants it to be, but it isn't all that surprising. He might be ready to die, but he’s not ready to die there. Not by Riko’s hand. He refuses. So, there’s pain. But that’s a different circumstance. Someone else is depending on him to live. Neil doesn’t want to think about what could happen to Andrew if Neil doesn’t keep Riko’s attention on him. So, it’s different. He needed to live to ensure Andrew would be okay.

In the end, it doesn’t matter anyway

Once Neil starts getting the countdown, though? Well, he knew he wasn’t making it to the end of the school year, but now he knows exactly how much longer he has. When the day rolls around, Neil is more than ready. He’s been waiting for this moment for months, almost an entire year, really. Sure, it sucks that Neil won’t be able to play the game he loves with his team anymore, and sure, it’s a shock to see Romeo and Jackson and Lola waiting for him, but that doesn’t change the fact that Neil is ready for them. He’s glad that he’ll get to take away this last bit of satisfaction from Lola. She won’t see him flinch. She won’t hear a peep of pain from him when she inevitably tortures him because he’s been preparing for this day for what feels like his whole life.

He’s prepared to die.

So imagine Neil’s shock when he acutely feels the sting of metal that is Lola’s first cut. He’s so surprised that he fails to hold back an audible noise of pain. Only a not so long buried instinct from when his mother was still alive keeps his next reactions in, but his slip-up doesn’t go unnoticed. Lola is behind him, slicing him up, taunting him. Look who’s not so ready to die after all. I’m almost disappointed by how easy it was to get a reaction from you. I was hoping for a little more of a challenge. Tell me, Junior, what do you have to live for? What is making you want to live? Why aren’t you ready to die?

Neil barely hears her. He’s too busy asking himself all the same questions. Just a few months ago, he took an exy ball to the stomach and barely felt a thing. What changed?

Unbidden, his mind wanders to Andrew. Andrew and keys and the Monsters and the Upperclassmen and Wymack and Abby. The Foxes. His team. His friends. He realizes that, at some point in the past few months, they’ve managed to get past the walls he put up. They’ve rooted themselves deep in his chest, and they’re not letting go.

They are the reason he’s not ready for death anymore. The thought of leaving them hurts. He knows it’s necessary. He knows he needs to let them go, or else he would only end up bringing more monsters to their doorstep, but he’s now realizing that he’s not ready to let them go. Have to and ready to are two completely different things, he realizes as his voice is violently ripped from his throat through the burn of a cigarette lighter on his face. He’s feeling this pain because he’s not ready to let go of his new family yet. He’s not ready to leave them. He’s realizing now that he might never be ready.

A few hours ago, Neil was sure he was ready to die. He walked to his death with open arms, ready to embrace a painless, inevitable release. But now, in the midst of unexpected pain and agony, Neil changes his mind. He thinks he wants to keep feeling this pain. He doesn’t want the painless release of death anymore. He wants to fight back. He wants to keep living. He wants to make it back to his team. He wants to make it back to his friends. He wants to make it back to Andrew. He wants to make it back home.

Neil makes up his mind. Even if it means distancing himself from the person he’s lied into existence over the past few months, even if it means becoming the person he’s been running away from for almost nine years now, he’ll do whatever it takes to make it back to his family.

Nathaniel Wesninski isn’t ready to die.

[malleleothreesome]

i wish i could have a silly little day on tumblr but I have to read my 80 page HOA document to see if the boomer condominium overlords will ALLOW me to get my new dishwasher (that i bought on black friday like a true, miserable adult marching towards death) DELIVERED AND INSTALLED on the 23rd as expected or if I have to cancel the delivery because there are too many rules for me to abide by and my soul is simply too tired to jump through the necessary hoops to comply.

[metaltea]

I have made phonecalls today