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[girlief]

too exhausted and sick to write 🤒

[abovedivinity]

I lived bitch. The grass had hands I nearly got chronic bronchitis

[lilworms]

so

[landinrris]

And that's me off of here for the next few days I think. The yelling and conspiracies are unbearable when you don't think there's a conspiracy on

[azure-steel]

Just a lil heads up that I'm still alive, I just have FFXIV Blunderville brainrot right now... I can play this event for literal HOURS and I still don't have the title yet xD

When that's over, I promise I'll be here to write with you all.

All replies are in drafts, so don't think I've forgotten about anyone~ <3

[sidestriker]

sorry it's been quiet over here ; i'm honestly still very nervous about large, populated rpcs so sometimes being on this blog can get very overwhelming for me. i'll try to do more with striker since i really do enjoy writing him!

[crumbledstatues]

❤️

[hideyseek]

hmmmm having various realizations about zheng bei's character over the last two days ... this is great and i am enjoying it

and also ... my fic is from gu yiran's pov so if that man could become a little less insrcutable to me soon , that would be VERY HELPFUL for my self-inflicted end-of-year deadline for this fic !!

[aerospectrum]

hi friends I’m gonna work on replies here for a bit but I hope you all have or are having the loveliest of mornings/noons/and nights!!🍓🔥🫐

[decidentia]

Had a fucking abysmal day at work on Thursday. Started my hunt for something new yesterday, and I already have an interview scheduled for Tuesday. The recruiter phoned me within minutes of receiving my CV and called me ‘heaven sent’ so I’m hopeful. To my current boss – you think you can do my job? Do it, then.

[acesabo]

(remembers how socialization on tumblr is a dying breed especially asks) (comes out of the gate swinging with this ask. is it out of pocket. i can’t tell?) DUDE I DIDN’T REALIZE WE SHARE SO MANY SPECIAL INTERESTS/FIXATIONS bdsm is also a special interest of mine it’s very special to me!! also tell me more about vincent van gogh (jirachi) (if you want) (you do not have to)

HELLO KIZ MY OLD FRIEND KIZ HI :D :D :D

I DO i love bdsm SO much and it's so fascinating???? i'm always down to talk about it??? the history of it and the fact that there are still so many anti-bdsm laws in place and how it intersects with queer history and and and fhsjfjskfjsjd i love. bdsm. i love bdsm SO MUCH.

and OKAY SO i got vinnie in floaroma town from an old guy and was originally planning on trading it for a mew because i was a FOOL and didn't see how WONDERFUL it was and then i kept it in my team because i was gonna swap it with ren after? shenanigans ????? i was gonna pay cash money to nintendo for lets go pikachu on ren's switch so THEY could trade me mew

and THEN i got like backed into a corner and had to use vincent and like. you know how the friendship mechanic means they'll actually dodge attacks and stuff if they love you? yeah it did that like fucking. a ridiculous amount of times in a row and kept crit-ing to impress me

and so within a single fight, vincent won me over forever and ever and ever and i have been so absolutely fucking obsessed that i DYED TEAL STREAKS INTO MY HAIR ever since. lov my little wishing star soooooooo much 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

our friend gave me his old plush and i got myself a lil sleeping jirachi desk buddy and i have a jirachi shaker charm on the way and they are ALL named vincent. here's plush vincent; i'm gonna crochet a little baby harness so i can carry it around with me all the time, hehe

And this is my desk buddy!

i will reblog this and share both the shaker and the shop i got it from when it gets here in like, a month o7 i special ordered it and the person who's making it is SO nice and deserves way more traffic than she's getting. it's styled like a tamagotchi???? and vincent will just be in there. getting shaken. like he shook me. i love it i love it i love it so much i am frothing at the fucking mouth i love this fucking pokemon so much fudjfhsifgshfhsjfhsjdhhdjdhfjejfhf

my fucking cinnamon apple aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[untilthcyrot]

things you said prompts | 12. things you said when you thought i was asleep asked by @freakarus

Sleep was supposed to be a sacred time for people; a way for the mind to recharge, for the body to relax, and for dreams to whisk you away from the woes of reality and transform you somewhere else. For Winnie, for as long as she could remember, sleep was a time when she could chance sleepwalking and the prospect was just as equally terrifying as the last. She could remember when she was a little girl, her mother would securely tuck her into bed and she would feel so warm and safe underneath that blanket. If she thought hard about it, she could still remember the way it smelled washed in that fabric softener her mother always bought. Once tucked in, her mother would place a kiss on the crown of her golden head and whisper "good night" before disappearing from the room completely. Moonlight slipped through the curtains onto her face. Instead of counting sheep, she counted the twinkles in the night sky as she was lulled to sleep.

But no dreams ever came during those nights. There was only darkness, this void that felt like a daze that she was lost in until slowly she was being pulled out of. It would take a few moments to comprehend but she'd realize that she wasn't in her bed anymore. Sleep blinked out of her eyes and she would find that she was standing in her backyard . . . or the driveway . . . or on those rare and terrifying occasions, somewhere in the woods behind her house. No memory of how she got there, crawling back into her bed shivering and scared. When her mother found out, she tried to get her help, but how do you explain a perfectly normal little girl sleepwalking? You look at her schizophrenic mother and make assumptions apparently.

The Gilded Hand knew why. It took a madman taking her as a child, taking all of the special children like her, and locking them away in an abandoned factory, to tell her that she had a unique ability that went beyond the human scope. Winnie had that ability to connect with the dead who had trouble crossing over. She was a beacon of light to the spirits who were lost and confused. They would be attracted to her like a moth to a flame, trying to reach out to her, to her light, and use it as a means of finally crossing over. The trouble was, that a little girl didn't always realize that her imaginary friends were ghosts, and she didn't know how to help them. And her mother? Well, maybe she worried that these friends she saw were all part of a sickness that she passed down to her, so she was hardly any help to her daughter.

Sometimes the spirits took it too far though, but was it something that they could really help either? After spending time walking the earth alone and unseen by the living, finding someone like Winnie was overwhelming for them and they found themselves desperate. They found that they couldn't just talk to her but possess her for a short amount of time. They felt the warmth of life again in her body - what it felt like to breathe air into their lungs, the warmth of a summer night, the taste of food again. They tried not to let any harm come to her, especially when she was a child, but the stress of being possessed would cause her body to reject the souls and she would end up sleepwalking wherever she was left alone again.

As she grew older, she was able to take back some control again. There were no more imaginary friends but spirits who needed her help and she tried to do just that before it affected her sleeping habits, but it couldn't always be stopped. The world was full of lost souls, unfortunately. Winnie had been terrified that Eddie would find her in the compromising position of wandering outside in a sleeping daze until he finally had. Maybe it scared him too, but...instead of rejecting her...he was there for her. That meant more to him than he would ever know. For a girl who never felt completely safe when she was laying in her bed trying to sleep, just him accepting that part of her made her feel that much better about her ability, about her whole self in general.

Tonight, as it felt like she was having one of those dreamless nights again, her eyes flung open in a panic. She was met with darkness that made her heart race, only imagining in those first few seconds where she could have ended up tonight if Eddie hadn't stopped her from leaving first if he had even been awake to notice. Relief was quick to sink in when she realized her blues were staring up at the ceiling and she turned her head to find Eddie sound asleep next to her. She hadn't realized her hand had clenched the drawstring to her hoodie, quickly releasing her grip as tension died down from the realization that her dreamless sleep was just that . . . a dreamless sleep, nothing more, nothing less.

Winnie turned over on her side, body shifting closer to Eddie so that she could feel the warmth of his body against her own. Something about that feeling . . . it made her feel safe and secure, just like when her mother tucked her underneath that blanket smelling of sweet fabric softener and kissing her on the head. Safe. She leaned her head against his shoulder, shutting her eyes before the tears could escape them.

❝ You're my armor, ❞ she whispered so quietly that she wouldn't have even thought she said them if she knew she hadn't. ❝ You make me feel safe when I shut my eyes and I'm scared about what's going to happen when I fall asleep. I know nothing will happen anymore because of you. ❞

[austerulous]

Okay, so I had been alternating between the beta and legacy editors, but now I think I’m ready to commit to the bit with the former.

[taleswritten]

honestly so glad i got my muse to write back, i'm on a roll.

[bluebloodstained]

♛ Surprise, Bitch

Sooooooo I have no idea how many of my mutuals are actually still around and following me, but howdy folks lmao.

I’ve been gone awhile, but I’ve decided to try to come back to tumblr on another blog, where I’ll be mostly active while I figure out what to do with the beloved roboy and his human aus. 

If I come back to Connor, I will likely give him a fresh blog, and this is going to be a more long-term project--probably not going to get finished for at least a couple months. A lot’s happened while I’ve been away, and I didn’t have the energy to do any of my creative hobbies for the better part of the last two years. But I’m ready to pick things up again and give my muse some well-deserved attention.

So thanks to any of you who’ve stuck around and waited for my slow ass to rekindle my love for writing. I hope to have more good news soon. 

♥️ moe

[abelladxnna]

// sorry for the unannounced disappearance. I've just been super distracted lately and having a bit of a writer fatigue. will certainly return later this week if I can get my sleep schedule back on track. thanks for your patience 💜