#castiel is saved
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Brought To Heal —L. Cassidy, March 2023.
#deancas#destiel#destiel poetry#destiel fic#in verse#spn#spn poetry#POV dean#dean winchester#post the empty#castiel is saved#poetry#poems#queer poetry#queer writer#iwnwyd writes#itwasnightwhenyoudied#brought to heal
41 notes
·
View notes
Text
Take this little drawing I did tonight instead of sleeping
#castiel#dean winchester#destiel#deancas fanart#a kiss to remember#first kiss#rescued from the Empty#castiel is saved#wpc fanfic lounge discord server
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
The Things We Left Behind Part 24
[Part 24] Takes place during the first half of 8x22 Clip Show.
Cas watched the needle weave in and out of his skin with a stoic expression that would have fascinated Dean if he weren’t trying so hard not to look him in the eye.
“You stopped me apologizing earlier, but… your energy still feels…” Cas trailed off, touching Dean’s hand when he didn’t look up.
The hunter sighed harshly, cutting the string and setting the pliers down on the counter of the sink.
“Cas, I don’t have it in me to do this tonight,” his voice sounded worn so thin it was barely there, “My best friend is off god knows where, I had to revive my little brother today with an ice bath just to keep him going, and I’m covered in the blood of the man I love, who is supposed to be immortal by the way-”
“I am, I’m just… Crowley used an Angel blade-“
Dean’s hand rose to stop him and it worked as Cas went still, breath hanging between them when their eyes met.
“I’m so tired, and right now, I just want to take you to bed,” the hunter furthered.
Cas looked as if he wanted to question him, but instead, he simply nodded agreeably, “Okay.”
“Thank you,” Dean looked like at least a bit of the weight was lifted as he leaned, hands on Cas’ thighs and forehead pressing into his chest.
Cas went to rub his back but the other man darted up at the touch.
“Come on,” Dean helped him to his feet, and the pair walked toward the war room where the others waited.
“You’re looking better,” Benny’s smooth voice called out as the two entered.
“Benny,” Dean moved forward once he was sure the Angel’s balance would hold in his absence, “To the rescue as usual.”
“Well, when an Angel commands it,” he laughed back, shaking the hand he had been extended before turning to the celestial in question, “How ya doin’, Cas?”
“Better now,” he remarked on a sigh, “Sam, are you-?”
“I’m okay,” the other hunter joined them and clapped the Angel’s shoulder, though the action was much weaker than usual.
Cas wasn’t sure if that was more for Sam’s benefit or his own, but he chose not to comment.
“We’re going to bed,” Dean spoke up before anyone else could, “Sam, you sure you’re good?”
“I’m fine,” he reiterated with only a slight irritation to his tone.
“Okay,” the older of the brothers continued, “Benny, you need a room?”
“Nah, I’m good, brother,” he shook his head and Dean nodded absentmindedly.
He had put on the mask well enough, but it was noticeably slipping as the minutes dragged on.
“Okay, thanks again,” he was still nodding as he said it, eyes not really meeting anyone’s.
“Hey Tex,” Benny caught his attention, “You okay?”
“Yeah, you know me,” he forced a smile that didn’t reach his eyes, “Just beat.”
He slapped the vampire on the shoulder with a quick tap.
“Thanks again,” Dean offered, “Gonna have to start a tab on all the favors I owe you.”
“You don’t owe me nothin’,” Benny waved him off but his eyes told Castiel that his worries hadn’t been alleviated.
“Cas,” his stare was acknowledged with a curt nod and a raised brow.
“Benjamin,” Cas answered in turn, and the vampire was gone.
“Come on,” he heard next to him quietly but when he turned, Dean was already on his way to the room.
With a sympathetic smile from Sam, Cas was off as well, aware of every bit of the tension between himself and the man ahead of him. But Dean needed sleep, and that was something Cas could give him for tonight.
The rest could wait.
But when Dean awoke that morning, he swung his legs over the side, pulled his jeans on, and left the room without so much as a glance toward Cas.
He sat up, himself, as the door clicked shut and stared for an inordinate amount of time, feeling a sudden cold, emptiness in the hunter’s wake.
He sat there amongst the hunter’s things, for how long, he wasn’t really certain, but he couldn’t make himself leave the comfort of the room. Possibly due to worry of not being allowed to return.
He wondered what particular decision had been his undoing.
But he also had to wonder if Dean would be feeling this bad, were the roles reversed.
When he finally stood, he winced at the pain in his abdomen. Not because it was so intense but because it was unusual for him to feel at all.
Cas moved awkwardly as he shuffled down the hallway and rounded into the library, favoring one side of his body more than the other.
“Cas,” Sam started to stand but swayed back into the chair again, uneasy on his own feet, as the Angel gave him a knowing look.
“Sam, have you seen Dean?” he asked, already looking like he knew the answer.
“Think I heard him leave about an hour ago, why?” Sam’s brows stitched in confusion, “He didn’t tell you?”
“No, I think he’s upset with me,” Cas looked away.
“You did say you guys would stop getting yourselves hurt being reckless over each other,” Sam offered a sympathetic look his way as he said it, “And to stop lying…”
“Yes, we did,” he acknowledged honestly.
“He probably just needs some time,” the hunter added sagely.
“Of course,” Cas nodded before grunting and leaning against the table for support.
“You okay?” Sam’s brow arched in concern.
“My wound isn’t healing as quickly as I’d hoped, but your brother insisted on stitching me up in the meantime,” he sunk into the nearest chair, “And I am getting better… slowly…” his eyes pulled upward and a crease formed between his brow, “You, on the other hand, are getting worse…”
“Well, two trials down, one to go,” Sam was now the one avoiding eye contact.
“And the final test, do you know what it is?” Cas held his stare regardless.
“I have to cure a demon,” Sam’s attention returned, wanting to see the reaction on Cas’ face.
“Of what?” the seraph just looked confused.
“That’s what we’re trying to figure out,” he sighed, “Ever heard of anything like that?”
“Nothing comes to mind, but I’ve come to understand recently that my memories can’t be trusted…” Cas’ shoulders fell.
Sam’s hand reached out to touch his shoulder, surprising him out of his thoughts, “Wanna talk about it?”
“I wouldn’t know what to say…” he responded, voice rasping a bit as he spoke, and Sam just nodded in understanding.
“Hey, I’m here if you do, and as far as Dean is concerned, he’s gonna get over it, just…” the hunter hardened a bit, “Be patient… You always have been with him and it’s gotten you this far.”
Cas nodded uncertainly so he continued.
“You’ve always been good at knowing what Dean needs,” he further assured the Angel, “Trust your instincts…”
This seemed to spark an idea in Cas as his eyes lit up.
“Just don’t go running off again, okay?” Sam added though, by the looks of it, he now had only a part of the celestial’s attention, if that, “It really affects him…”
“Of course,” Cas nodded slowly before disappearing in a gust of wind.
“Like that,” Sam laughed and threw his hands up in defeat.
He reappeared next to a convenient store and rounded in through the door as the bell above announced his presence.
Wandering around the store and grabbing anything he thought Dean would like, Cas noticed the boy who worked there growing more annoyed with him by the second.
“I do have money,” he offered as a way of assuaging his ire, but as he approached him, Cas’ own seemed to spike, “Where is the pie?”
“Think we’re out,” the attendant shrugged.
“You don’t understand,” Cas pulled him in by the collar, “I need pie.”
“Put the virgin down, Castiel,” the familiar voice called from over his shoulder.
“Metatron,” Cas lowered the boy before turning to him.
“Let’s talk,” the scribe nodded toward the door.
“You can come out now,” Sam called out with a roll of his eyes and Dean slowly stepped into view.
“You, uh, knew I was here, huh?” he shuffled self-consciously.
“Yeah, I knew you were there,” Sam replied with a smirk, “Why are you hiding from Cas?”
“I’m not hiding from Cas,” he looked away, “I just… I don’t know, I just need a minute to think without him doing his sad puppy-dog eyes…”
Sam laughed, but it turned into a cough which had Dean rushing to his side.
“You okay?” his big brother instincts kicked in, but Sam nodded reassuringly.
“Maybe you should take a break?” Dean offered, “‘Least ‘til you feel better…”
“This is what’s going to make me feel better,” he motioned toward the papers around him, “By the way, do we have a room 7b?”
“What do you want, Metatron?” Cas asked as they walked the sidewalk.
“It’s Marv in public,” he amended before answering the other Angel’s question, “And you intrigue me, Castiel.”
“How so?” his brows furrowed.
“You’re the spanner in the works!” the scribe announced excitedly, “The break in the great machine!”
“I wasn’t the first…” he replied with a thoughtful look.
“Another story I’d like to hear,” he acknowledged.
“It has an unfortunate ending,” the seraph’s eyes fell.
“Most do,” Metatron nodded, given him a pensive moment before asking what he really wanted to know, “But you full-on rebelled right? No contact with upstairs at all…”
“Not consensual contact, no,” Cas grumbled, then upon seeing the scribe’s surprised expression, explained, “Naomi…”
“Ah, say no more…” Metatron grimaced, “I’m familiar with Naomi’s tactics.”
“Really, you?” Cas looked up and Metatron raised his hand to dissuade him.
“No, she didn’t dare mess with my memory- scribe and all,” he mended as Cas nodded in understanding, “Listen, I’ve had no one, and I mean no one, I could talk to about heaven or any of the rest of this stuff with in millennia… I thought we could- I don’t know- be… friends.”
“Friends,” Cas deadpanned.
“Yeah, you know, grab a bite, shoot the shit, talk about enemies or… relationship problems?”
“Dean and I have no problems-“
“I knew it,” Metatron interrupted as they came to a stop at a bench and he motioned to take a seat, “You don’t just love the hunter, you’re… in love… romantically…”
Cas sat with an exasperated sigh, “Dean and I share a profound bond…”
“How did this happen?” Metatron pressed again, determined to get Cas to open up and tell the full story.
The brothers entered the room, clearing cobwebs away as they did.
“What happened?” Sam asked while they each explored separate sides of the room, “You and Cas were great and now…”
“I’m tired of him lying- or withholding, whatever you want to call it- I’m just tired of it,” Dean wouldn’t look at him, busying himself with some of the room’s artifacts, “And the disappearing every time there’s a problem…”
“Hey, I understand why you’re mad, but… go easy on Cas, will ya?”
“If anyone else- I mean, anyone…”
“But he’s not just anyone,” Sam cut him off with a knowing look, “He’s Cas…”
“That’s the point… He’s supposed to be the one who doesn’t do this shit to me, and yet here we are again and again!” he blew up, knocking some book from a shelf.
A click froze him though, and he looked the shelf up and down.
Slowly, he reached out and found the book which seemed to be attached to the shelf itself. With a tilt, it moved and the entire structure swung open like a door.
“No way…” a boyish excitement escaped him.
“Is that a… dungeon?” Sam peaked around him.
“It’s a dungeon!” Dean exclaimed.
“I rescued him from hell,” Cas finally sat down.
“He’s the Michael sword?” Metatron’s jaw dropped.
“No,” Cas’s eyes cut to him, “He’s Dean Winchester. He was never Michael’s to claim.”
“But he’s yours to?” the scribe posed.
Cas’ face hardened, “We claimed each other.”
“Wow, you really are in love, aren’t you?” Metatron delighted, “And with the Michael Sword, himself,” he tisked with an impressed look to his eyes, “I gotta say, that’s bold even for me…” he thought on this for a moment before his questioning continued, much to Cas’ chagrin, “So, you were sent to retrieve him and- what? Couldn’t let go?”
“Why do you care?” Cas tried to shut him down, but Metatron was persistent.
“That’s the exact question that I want to know!” he answered excitedly, “Why do you care?”
“How am I supposed to answer that?” Cas’ brows knit defensively, “I love him because I have never seen any other choice but to!”
That answer seemed to only spur the scribe on even more.
“I thought as much,” he smirked, “You are far more interesting than I gave you credit for, Castiel.”
“So, it’s the lying… the evasiveness that’s getting to you,” Sam persisted, and Dean dropped something back into the box he was looking through on the table with exaggerated frustration.
“Yes, Sam,” he bristled, “Wouldn’t it get to you?”
But after a moment and a steadying breath, his voice calmed.
“He keeps doing this… finding out he was working with Crowley behind our backs and lying to my face,” he stressed the last three words, “That was bad enough… but thinking this could be a pattern with him… Just lying to me or keeping things from me when I don’t agree, it’s… not what I signed up for.”
“And the disappearing…” Sam added gently.
“He does it every time…” he rubbed his face, “I can’t agree with him on everything, I’m never going to be that guy, but… I just wish he would stay and face it when things get bad.”
“Yeah…” Sam didn’t know what to say to him other than, “I think you need to talk to him.”
“How?” Dean laughed bitterly, “He’s not here…”
He looked away, unable to meet his brother’s gaze, when he noticed something in the corner, “Well, that could be interesting…”
“I still don’t understand why any of this is of interest to you,” Cas rolled his eyes to heaven, though he knew he would find no help there.
“Do you know how few firsts there are for someone who’s been on Earth as long as I have? I’m not Naomi, Castiel… You can trust me,” he folded his hands in front of him and a pleased smile spread across his face, “Plus I need someone to talk to about what’s been going on back home!”
“By ‘home’ you mean… heaven?” Cas’ eyes narrowed on the other man.
“I’m trying to play catch-up… digging around, crawling through a few divine nooks and crannies and from what I can see,” he shifted in his seat, “Without the archangels, it’s a mess up there. Open warfare.”
“Sounds like you know more than I do.. I thought Naomi was running things now,” Cas looked off to the side, her name still triggering memories of torture and manipulation.
“Is that what she told you?” Metatron raised a questioning brow to him, “Naomi’s just one of many factions at play right now, and it’s only a matter of time before they start ripping each other apart. It’s all broken.”
“And I’m the one who broke it,” Cas looked away again but this time in shame, “There was a time when I thought I could lead our people, but I was mistaken… I spilt so much blood,” his voice hardened in self-hatred, “I tried to atone for my sins, do penance, and I let down the people who care about me to protect our secrets… I’ve just done nothing but fail.”
“Look, I know… but now the angels,” he quieted his voice, “Heaven, needs someone to come to the rescue. They need us, Castiel.”
“Us?” Cas’ stoicism slipped for a moment.
“Just picture it,” Metatron’s voice grew in excitement, “We ride to the rescue and save the day! It’d make a great story…” he took a beat, “Would make Dean proud.”
Cas looked skeptical, so he continued a little more frustratedly.
“We need to lock down heaven- all the factions, you, me- and work this stuff out,” the scribe concluded.
“Like a family meeting?” Cas asked, still just as unconvinced.
“I’m going to let you think on it, but I know I can convince you I’m right,” he winked before vanishing without further explanation.
“Wait, Metatro- Marv!” Cas looked up and then away in frustration.
No wonder Dean found it so frustrating when Cas would disappear in much the same way.
In a blink, Cas found himself outside of the bunker, walking in on a film playing through a projector in the library and stopping with a tilted expression to take in what he was seeing.
“Well, that was weird,” Dean’s voice drew his attention as it always did, and he moved further into the room, “With three exclamation marks.”
“What is this?” Cas now joined them fully in the room, distractedly placing the grocery bag on the table.
“Oh, there he is,” Dean’s face fell instantly and his posture tightened.
“Film we found in this hidden room,” Sam replied off-handed my, eyes still fixated on the screen, “That wasn’t a normal exorcism. They changed the words.”
“I believe ‘lustra’ is Latin for wash, or cleanse…” Cas offered, brows knit closely in thought.
“Oh yeah, ‘cause that was the most freaky part, the vocabulary,” Dean shot back, “What about the bloody high five or-or the chest burster?”
He stood, suddenly needing to be at the same eye level as the Angel across from him.
“Anything else on the film, like director’s commentary? Sequal maybe?” he added, Cas’ presence bringing his anger back to the surface.
“Yeah, listen to this,” Sam took over, lifting his laptop as he brought it nearer to Dean, “The older priest, Max Thompson, bit the dust in ‘58, but the younger one is still alive and in St. Louis.”
“Think this kind of weird is worth the drive?” Dean looked from him to the screen and back.
“Yeah, I think it’s worth the drive,” Sam replied incredulously.
“Alright, let’s roll,” they all began toward the entranceway, but a pointed finger rounded on Cas, “Not you.”
“Sam is more damaged than I am,” it was almost pleading as it fell from the Angel’s mouth.
“Yeah, well, even banged up, Sammy comes through,” Dean’s anger wavered minutely but returned as he took a deep breath.
“Dean, I just want to help,” Cas’ own flared in response.
“We don’t need your help,” he looked sorry as soon as he said it, but doubled down anyway, “Just stay here, and… get better. Don’t do anything stupid.”
“Dean,” Cas stalked over, shoving him into the wall.
He kissed him as if he meant for it to hurt, harsh and bruising, before pulling back with his eyes locked dangerously onto the hunter’s own.
“I love you, and I apologize for getting ambushed by Crowley and Naomi but I think I have suffered quite well enough for that mistake already,” as if to further his point, a spot of blood began to pool on his shirt where his stitches were pulled loose in the sudden movement, “But Dean, when you do get back- safely and in one piece,” he stressed that last part, “We are going to talk about it and fix it.”
He pressed in, both dangerous and alluring.
“I will not be spoken to in that way, do you understand?” he practically growled and Dean felt his knees weaken beneath him in response.
“Yeah,” he managed to force a breathy answer out, and Cas’ hand loosened its hold on his collar to cup his cheek instead.
“Please pray to me if you need me,” the Angel’s voice softened.
“Okay,” Dean nodded, “I’m sorry.”
Cas let his eyes linger a moment before pulling away and nodding to a gaping Sam before he walked off down the hallway.
“You okay?” a grin crawled up Sam’s cheek when his eyes met with Dean’s.
“No… shut up…” Dean shrugged his jacket back into place, “Let’s go.”
———————
@destiel-wings @destieliscanon5nov @destieldisaster, your comments made my day!
#dean winchester#castiel#sam winchester#castiel x dean#destiel#destiel fanfic#destiel fic#deancas#deancas fanfic#deancas fic#spn#supernatural#season 8 coda#season 8 rewrite#post purgatory#soft dean#castiel is loved#castiel is saved#naomi spn#crowley#metatron#benny lafitte#charlie bradbury#kevin tran#dean winchester is bad at feelings#dean winchester has issues
19 notes
·
View notes
Text
"your angel" with such little context is another way of saying "your sweetheart" romantically and well. they're not wrong
#the way mainly antagonists say it and it's not even a taunt but an undisputed fact he answers to (and Sam doesn't)... yeah <3#fully insane that Ketch says Sam your angel and Gabriel like he coulda used his name (+Gabriel is also an angel) but no that's DEAN'S angel#when he puts all species-baggage aside knowing Cas will still be with him u know Dean is all BABEY ur my ANGELLL (come and save me tonight)#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#crowley#arthur ketch#supernatural#spn#spnedit#spn meta#parallels#8.01#8.02#13.07#13.18#15.12#mine
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
we might not have got a destiel kiss but now every time a fictional guy that people gay-imprint on gets to gay kiss someone on tv, destiel and supernatural trend on tumblr in a tribute to those who paved the way. and so the cycle repeats and castiel’s final words live on.. maybe happiness isn’t in the having after all
#supernatural#castiel is like gay jesus in a way#he saved so many ships with his final sacrifice of love#destiel#spn
9K notes
·
View notes
Text
Cas did THAT.
Cas literally changed the way Dean saw himself. Cas did it.
#castiel my beloved#you really saved dean in every way you could#normal show for normal people#castiel#dean winchester#destiel#supernatural
5K notes
·
View notes
Text
okay but ‘where’s the angel’ has got to be THE most romantic thing Dean has said about Cas and it wasn’t even said to Cas
imagine being in a land of monsters where every monster you ever killed is, they’re all stronger than you, all more ruthless and more vengeful than you
the news has reached everyone that there’s a human in purgatory, that that human is Dean fucking Winchester so they’re all gunning for you and yet,
and yet, they all know not to fuck with you even on their own turf because the monsters found out pretty early on that Dean Winchester has lost his angel and he’s pissed and he is not to be fucked with
so now the monsters are running from you, instead of the other way around
it’s the most romantic shit ever!
#there’s nothing more dangerous than dean winchester when he’s trying to save his loved ones#he will fuck you up and won’t blink an eye#supernatural#castiel#spn#destiel#dean winchester#misha collins#deancas#sam winchester
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
season 4 i love you forever
#really tried 2 capture that early spn lighting that u have to crank ur brightness all the way up for#supernatural#good boy meme#save me season 4#dean winchester#castiel#supernatural fanart#i'm rusty and spn fanart will fix me#spn#eyedraw
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
fishing with dad
#god i hate how i rendered this sorry#spn#supernatural#castiel#jack kline#spn fanart#my art#ive been drawing jack nonstop for 3 consecutive days. save me
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
Cas asking to borrow the impala once him and Dean are together just to see if Dean will let him
Dean not saying yes or no but just being like "why? Where are you going? Ill just go with you, do you want me to drive? How far are we going?"
#clingy dean save me#dean having attachment issues my beloved <3#im obsessed w them#destiel#dean winchester#supernatural#spn#castiel#deancas#balls deep destiel#misha collins#jensen ackles
928 notes
·
View notes
Text
the hill that i will die on is that cas would have never said he loved dean if he had to deal with the consequences of it afterwards, meanwhile dean (who was SUPPOSED to tell cas he loved him in the original crypt scene script) would have eventually worked up to saying it without external pressure
#listen#LISTEN#i know there's a bunch of takes out there that basically amount to dean being too emotionally stunted to know what he's feeling#but dean's problem has always been being TOO connected to his emotions and being unable to process that#meanwhile cas our sexy avoidant king and chronic ghoster would rather die than acknowledge something that big#like are we forgetting that cas's big move after fucking everything up was to go insane and basically not deal with the problem#meanwhile dean is trying to have a heart to heart with every family member love interest and pseudo adopted daughter every six seconds#ANYWAY yeah#if cas hadn't have made a deal with the empty and if that deal didn't ultimately conveniently correlate with saving dean's life?#cas wouldn't have said shit#FREAK <3#mean while dean winchester (WHO HAD MORE TO SAY IN PURGATORY!) would have eventually worked his way up to it#and im not saying he'd handle it well bc he'd probably drop it and then be weird about it forever#but he's more likely to be the first to acknowledge it if they weren't being pressured by outside forces#dean studies#cas studies#im so fucking normal about them#dean winchester#castiel
826 notes
·
View notes
Text
The divorce arc was really something else
#dean should have just dropped to his knees here and saved them all a lot of time and heartbreak#I’ve decided it’s trauma Tuesday#innit#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#destiel#castiel#deancas#Netflix#misha collins#jensen ackles#spn crack#lgbt#spn 15x03#15x03#divorce arc#my beloved#cas posting#casposting#gay#gay Angel
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
Destiel Pride - Day 20; I wanna dance with somebody 🤍🖤
#destiel pride#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#why lamp#destiel fanart#Destiel art#spnfanart#wiggleart#I was almost going to save this for tomorrow since. posted earlier today but#I am impatient#I was going to do this for the slow dance prompt but decided to keep it to this one!#I love that 1510 dance sequence and the WHY LAMP meta still sustains me to this day#so I like the idea of the lamp popping into Cas since I think a lot of us meta-ized that indeed#cas is lamp
703 notes
·
View notes
Text
EDIT: Prints Available
#LETS HEAR IT FOR THREE YEARS!#i know im a little late but this one is made of all my heart and soul#reminder that cas saved dean one last time by telling him the truth about himself. the truth.#crazy show about nothing and also the most powerful somethings known to man#destiel#spn#castiel#spn art#november fifth#nov 5th#supernatural#poster design#spn 15x18#li's lines#graphic design
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
Do you ever think about how Supernatural is the story of how a capricious and cruel author/father/god, who imprisons and then permanently neutralises his feminine equal/sister and orchestrates everything in his little sandbox to watch brothers kill each other, has to burn down the multiverse to suppress the one thing he cannot control: the irrepressible queer love story of Cas and Dean?
I do. All the time.
#spn#supernatural#destiel#the winchesters#dean winchester#castiel#its not subtext#it is structural#queer love can pierce the veil of death#and save the day#is a real thing they actually said on Supernatural
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
"To save Dean Winchester. That was your ultimate goal, right?"
He saved him.
2K notes
·
View notes