#cant someone invent a better way to make us immune?

[smowyashe]

Went to the vet today (school immunisations). It stung like heck and i almost cried and my shoulder is still aching and stinging and i cant do anything abt it. The only good thing i got out of it was a lollipop, oh and less chance of dying to some random ass disease but thats not as important as the lollipop

[piedpiperart]

IKR! And just imagine they’re trying to apprehend a criminal or something and Tim pulls out these sick ninja moves and everyone is like uh Tim what the fuck was that

And they’re all profilers right so they can see signs of trauma on Tim and meanwhile Tim is trying to edit his trauma down so that it 1)isn’t so worrying and 2) completely insane. Like he can’t say he figured out this (basic)clue real fast because he’d been running around trying to solve the Riddlers (complicated af)clues.

That one episode with clowns and Tim is like yeah no thanks. A clown murdered my brother and tried to kill me :/ and everyone in CM is like uh,, should we be worried??? Tim’s like yeah obviously this clown doesn’t have bombs so we should be good

Maybe Tim and Garcia hack witch eachother in their spare time? Tim is like one step below Oracle so I bet he’s way better than Penelope and gets to teach her some cool (maybe illegal) tricks. Them tag teaming when bad guys get into the fbi systems would be so cool

And?? Tim has a grappling gun?! So if anyone gets pushed off a roof or something he can save them. Even if they all cant really put it in their reports bc what?? Tim what even?? Like thanks you saved my life but what the fuck was that

I’d like to think Tims go to story for why he has a weird but useful skill is that he was bored and took up a lot of hobbies. Like hey Tim why do you know how to disable someone’s home security system? Why do you speak 12 languages?? Do you always carry lock picks on you?? Did you just shoot that guy’s phone from three streets away??? Tim’s like yeah I was bored🤷

There’s also so much chaos he could cause- Tim utilizing bat training to sneak up on all the fbi agents, crazy inventions on his desk, absolutely never getting kidnapped, ability to infiltrate a building without being noticed and take down the bad guy with ease, not to mention he probably has a lot of poison or toxin immunity or knowledge of making antidotes to things!!

It would just be so cool and I really wanna write it but I also have 50+ wips I need to finish :/

[thenervousmedic]

I had a minecraft dream last night...

This is going to be a long post, but bear eith me, and take the time to read it.

I don't dream about minecraft very often. In fact this might be a first. I'm still in bed while writing this, as im afraid if I wait I'll lose a bunch of the memories.

It involved myself and a few members of the Dream SMP getting sucked into MC. Ironic, I know. Dream, George, Badboyhalo, Tecnoblade, Wilbur Soot, Tommyinnit, and myself. We all looked like our avatars... mostly, and even had some special skills i'll get into later.

To be clear, they were as they are in real life in terms of personality.

I've not watched the dream smp yet... maybe I should start soon. Anyway, side tracked...

The world worked differently than normal MC. It was more realistic, especially the combat and movement. Anything you can do irl you can do here. The drawback was that it made everything harder and more exhausting.

I was dragged in a month before the others, where over the next four weeks, I'd figure out how the lives system works; how difficult movement was; that crafting was nearly the same as normal mc; and how to build.

Five lives. There was a little tracker on the back of your hand, five squares for five lives. Each life you lost, a square would disappear. But it wasnt that simple. Every tine you died you'd feel the affects of the world more. Eating took longer, everything cost more and more realistic amounts of effort, and most importantly... taking damage would actually hurt.

On your first life damage was less of a danger and more of a 'stat' to just be aware of. Getting attacked, shot, exploded next to, ect wasn't too bad. But the more you died the more these things started to get scary. Arrows would tear their way in and ve painful to remove. You'd bleed and have actual wounds that needed care.

By the time the smp members were spawning in, I'd already been reduced to my last life. I was never good at minecraft, though im alright irl with a bow it didnt help much.

You spawn in unconcious. I'd lost my first life that way. I spawned above water. A painless drowning. I hadn't gone back to the ocean since, it scared the fuck out of me.

The first to arrive was Techno. I went back to spawn for the good sheep spawns there. Found him asleep in the grass. He was lucky no creepers had spawned.

Nearly everyone was bigger than me, I'm pretty small, so hauling this guys limp piglin ass all the way to my little safety shack was really hard.

Then Dream and George one after another. Badboy. Tommy... and finally Wilbur.

Wilbur was... a special case. He was a ghost. Just like his ghostbur skin had been. Fully awake, really freaking out. I was near collapsing from taking everyone else to my home, wasnt really much of a comfort, but I at least managed to convince him to come with me after the sun started to dip.

When we got back Wilbur helped me make beds. Couldn't have everyone sleeping propped up against the walls... Wilbur couldn't grab anything, but he could open and close chests. He also found out he could manafest things like his guitar, and a plushie orca. Things that made him a little less anxious. It was nice to hear music again.

I didnt get to talk to him long. We finished the beds, put everyone on one, then I immediatly konked the fuck out over the crafting table.

By the time I woke up, everyone was already awake and talking. The typical suspects. Why are we here, how, what happened, is this even real. You get the picture. I guess usually social anxiety, especially in the presence of people I admire so much, would've been a big stressor but after a month alone in this world I damn near started bawling at the thought of someone else even existing.

I told them all I know. We are stuck here, we have lives, dont fucking lose them it makes the game harder. The physics are just as janky as regular minecraft, mobs are much more articulated, armour actually has weight and at this point I wasnt aware of the little buffs everyone had to a particular skill.

Dream was incredibly good at exploiting the game's wonky system and parkouring, even of he couldnt nessesarily do it irl.

Techno was suddenly extremely knowledgeable about combat and could handle most weapons effectively. He was also a piglin-type guy which made him immune to fire.

George's coding skills translated directly into redstone knowledge, letting him build ridiculous machines with enough respources.

Tommy had incredible luck with loot and generally got good enchants.

And Bad was, thanks to his skin, some form of demonic entity and would be completely ignored by most hostile mobs.

Wilbur, as you know, was a ghost who could phase through anything and summon ghostly items.

We didn't find out everyone's special trait immediatly, of course. It happened over many days of trail and error trying to collect resources, build, and have fun.

Turns out my skill was useless by myself, hence why I never found it before they arrived. Anything I gave to another person was twice as effective. Healing items helped more, food would fill them on smaller portions, armour would get a free temporary enchant depending on what they needed.

I'd never liked playing minecraft alone.

I'm losing some of the dream, I shoukd wtite some bullet points down or this post will be miles long.

Tommy accidently befriended a wolf, he named it Wilbur to mess with Wilbur. We had two Wilburs.

Bad was constantly driven up the wall by peoples language but truly was using it as a coping mechanism early on because he was afraid of being stuck here forever. We made sure to swear occasionally so he'd get the oportunity to yell at us.

Techno lost his first life when a creeper blast threw him directly into Dream's sword.

Dream never got over it.

Wilbur started making more songs and even made a few targetted at the groups adventures.

Wilbur descovered if he goes into the floor he cant tell which was is up, this terrified him, he never went underground again.

George made automatic farms and eventually even non-minecraft typical things like a morning alarm clock, a compass that pointed to the nearest village, and invented new armour that was more lightweight but still protective.

Wilbur the wolf regularly barked at and mauled giant spiders before they got anywhere near the house, much to literally everyone's relief.

Bad learned how to read and write enchanting table symbols.

I taught Dream how to repair his clothes and in return he showed me how to build traps.

Techno learned he could talk hoglin, piglin, and villager.

Bad learned he could stare at endermen and mistakingly assumed everyone could so he told everyone else its ok to do so.

Tommy lost his first life to an enderman.

Wilbur worked with george for a whole week on special gloves that would let him touch stuff.

I took an arrow dangerously close to the lungs after Tomny's first respawn trying to bring him home.

Dream realised he couldn't take off his mask and wished he could see the world normally again, nobody knew what his vision was like.

Bad descovered a joy for cooking.

Bad also tamed a cat and named it Muffin.

Muffin the cat would ride Wilbur the wolf around.

Dream lost his first life to hunger after pushing himself for too long.

Techno took a wrong step in the neather and lost his second life to a seriously long fall.

I never knew what I looked like...

Tommy lost his second life being overrun by zombies without a weapon. We made a rule to never leave the house alone after this many deaths.

Bad descovered pretty late that milk is poisonous to him and thus cakes will kill him. He lost a life to cake. He was devastated.

Tommy built a cute campfire. He and Wilbur would mess around singing at it. Wolf Wilbur thoroughly enjoyed this.

I would stay up most of the night watching everyone sleep because I worried the house could get invaded or surrounded. They found out after Phantoms started spawning and made a rule that at least one of then would stay awake at night to make me feel better.

George built Dream an obstacle course with lots of moving parts and such. He ran it every morning.

I learned how to play guitar from Wilbur at the campfire.

Torches never burnt out after they arrived. No idea why.

That's all I can remember...

It was a hard dream, I was sad and angry sometimes... but the happy moments made it worth it.

I hope I return to that dream someday.

[myvoicenottheoneyougiveme]

By your actions I name you.

By a name you invent, me.

I work forward toward the explanation that accounts for the whole. You work backward from the explanation you want, throwing out what doesn’t serve your purposes.

I cannot live “this” way, but you will not be denied

If through “this” entanglement--“this” enmeshment--the worst is brought out of you, if “this” situation of your own making belies your strength of character, then set yourself aside and let go as the victim you truly are. By your own words, I am a narcissist. We cannot affect others; we can only affect ourselves. By this name, I am a static pathology--ruin. Seeking to possess me, to own and dominate me, to control me, you go against every tenet of the codependent’s road to healing. As a narcissist, as the thing you name me in kind, I cannot love you. I am incapable of love. I can only be your destruction. If this were not so, I would not be a narcissist.

It is your charge to let go and move on to a better place with someone who can actually love you, because the narcissist can’t. CANT. Waging a sadistic war of personal vengeance and self-aggrandization, to own and control your own reflection, to secure it and siphon it from as many people as possible, “this” is not the mark of a codependent. Reigning supreme, you are a perpetrator. You are not a victim. But you’ve built your entire career on that reflection, who am I or anyone else to tell you otherwise? We weren’t. I wasn’t. To me, you were deserving of every bit of sympathy. By “this” I no longer recognize you.

So, I name you thus.

You can’t turn the table on your own reflection, no matter how many people you get to echo it back to you... and to me. You can’t change reality.

Edit: This self-contradiction on your part applies to every label you put on me in your never-ending mental gymnastics. Gay, bi, transgender, when you can’t sell the story of me as the spawn of satan. In every iteration of what you use to rabble everything and everyone around me, you negate me as a potential anything. Me as an evil person, an unchanging/unchangeable pathology, you contradict yourself in all of your attempts to own and dominate me. Me as a non-heterosexual, you contradict yourself in all of your attempts to own and dominate me. You release yourself from the reflection where there is anything wrong with you or the things you do, and you simultaneously negate me as the very thing you want to possess.

But what you can’t possess, you destroy... that’s the only consistent thread to any of “this”.

Free yourself from accountability and personal responsibility over yourself, but make your entire campaign a sham in the process.

It isn’t by your word or your intent I’ve been made to believe there was ever anything “real” to “this”, to your desire. The credit given to you, to “this” as ever having been a shell of anything remotely resembling (laughably) romance, comes from the childish vindictiveness, the spite, the venom, your personal NEED--absolute NEED--to not be invalidated/rejected. Rejection of you, of “this”, you not getting the reflection, the kickback you want from any of your schemes, that’s told far more of the absolutely personal need and subsequent vendetta. I can be the thing that feeds you what you need to feel good about yourself on your stage, or I can go to hell and be the vehicle still on the flipside to getting you your victimhood. That’s “this” in a nutshell. Either way on “this” stage with me or without me, you accomplish this with my name as the placeholder in “this” street-theater. By “this” I name you. By “this” absolute trampling of me and utter disregard as you destroyed me at every turn as I laid myself open to you and your escalation when I dared to walk away from you, I have named you. Everything about you. Everything about “this”.

I cannot live “this” way, but you will not be denied

______________________

Edit 2

Something you’ve been on about for a couple of weeks or more... it’s all seemed like inane babble. I would have never considered.

It’s beyond pathetic, yet here it is with legs, running.

A person subjected to emotional abuse, to narcissistic abuse, do they not suffer? Do they not suffer greatly? Do they not suffer by proportion of the totality? Everything and everyone in their life consumed by it?

Oh, “depressive episode”. Oh, the narcissist who fails to get the mirroring or supply they NEED becomes very very depressed. Oh oh oh, everyone pay attention to me and tell me what I want to hear about myself. Oh oh oh. MOAR MOAR. No no no, I’m melting, melting........

[me clapping] [more clapping] What I wouldn’t give to have no attention at all.

It is said that living through narcissistic abuse, is like having your soul raped, endlessly, day in and day out. What would they say of “this” then? By what magnitude greater should “this” be compared?

So... I’m a narcissist by exertion? I’m a narcissist by affect? narcissist narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist narcissist  narcissist  narcissist  narcissist And “this” is not a monumental effort beyond all reckoning to hold up a house of cards that would sooner blow over the moment you let go. And someone who has had their life taken from them (by your own admission) should not suffer at all... :/

Oh, oh how there is nothing wrong with “this”. Oh, how there is nothing wrong with the kind of person that would author it. If I have a problem with “this”, if it hurts me, affects me, that’s just proof of how evil I am. If my life is virtually ended, an ending that will not lift, ....no no no no no no, wah wah wah wah. No, you’re going to tell me what you and “this” are about, and you’re going to tell me what I am to feel in response as it’s written in the script.

And we’re right back to, me as a vehicle to you living out a fantasy about yourself. I can either play the part you’ve cast for me, or I can go to hell (and you still get to play the victim but now I’m the evil-evil and not just the sort-of-evil that you’re here to save. And THE WHOLE WORLD by extension. Save me from myself. Save us all from me. Play the long-suffering, patient, kind, benevolent, selfless saint you’ve always wanted to be taken for. Get the whole world to repeat after you: WHAT WOULD WE DO WITHOUT YOU?

And then there’s me... giving you the finger

...well that just won’t do! OFF WITH HIS HEAD!

....I’m kind of speechless, maybe just tired. It’s just uncanny. The “wrestling match” analogy of “this”. How it tumbles and reverses endlessly, and all I have to do to surrender my life completely is to remain within your reach and fail to send it back. But all I want is to be left alone; you’re the one that needs “this” stage at all costs. Without me, without the whole world on your string on account of me, what are you? You can’t live without “this”. That’s why it will never end. And I need not flatter myself; I’m just a placeholder. I’m a stand-in for every other turn of “this” before you aimed it at me. I would give anything to be invisible, to have... you’re insane if you think I want any part of “this”. A thing like “this”, it’s by you and for you... even the parts where anyone supposedly has to take any of the “logic” of my position seriously. Cause then you turn around and cry foul.

My god, the mental gymnastics and you actually ran with this. It actually had legs. That’s right everyone. I want “this”. I need “this”. I need your attention. I need your support. I need you to tell me I’m this or that. I need you to tell me who I am cause I don’t exist otherwise. I need a thing like “this”, and I’m actually the mastermind behind it. I need an entire secret society at my beck and call so I can stalk MYSELF and then whine about it. I need to have a falsehood ratified by any means necessary by anyone and everyone within reach. I NEED “THIS”. FEED ME. FEED ME. DONT LEAVE ME. DONT LEAVE ME. TELL ME IM GOOD ENOUGH.

[facepalm]

...Well, I do need something, on account of being precisely what such a puppet master seeks out in a target. I need to not be a prisoner in my own life. I need to be able to trust anyone ever again. I need to not have every connection in my life exploited for a particular someone’s own aggrandizement. I need to not be... there’s no such thing as immunity. You either put stock into what the people in your life think and feel or you don’t. That’s the difference between the inner circles and the outer circles--how much weight you give to the thoughts and feelings of others. If you could not be harmed by people you would call your own, you could not be loved by them either. You could not love or be loved.

Criminal actions are still criminal, no matter the constitution of the person it’s happening to. There are real costs, and the cost up to now is beyond reckoning. Against narcissistic abuse, possession of the resources of self to distinguish between friend and foe, between reality and gaslighting, between the inside and the outside, even if you are perfectly immune, a completely healed and completely grounded person, it still requires that you be able to cut ties with the perpetrator. It can’t stop until they’re out of your life. Under all normal circumstances, this is where a restraining order and lots of other legalese comes into play. So... victim shaming, victim blaming, I’m at fault for being negatively effected by others criminal actions. I’m at fault for it happening to me. I deserve it. I'm asking for it.

“This” kills me. = Narcissist I do the only thing I can in lieu of being able to actually get away from you. = Narcissist

“This” kills me, and I exert myself to stop you from destroying every last good thing I could ever have in my life. But it’s not for me to exert myself. It’s for me to leave. But you had other plans. So everywhere I go, even my own personal space... and so I push back at you like a cornered animal. And I just as often sit down and let it wash over me as I dissociate from my own daily lived experiences. Somehow my coping with “this” situation is the equivalent of everything you are doing to me. Somehow I am made to hold and to own what’s actually your own reflection but the parts you don’t want. Somehow this equals, person actively procuring mirroring from everyone and anyone everywhere all the time and recruiting and triangulating and FEED ME FEED ME FEED ME FEED ME DONT STOP FEEDING ME PLEEEEEEAAASE [between RAGE and despondent sad panda]

“This” kills me, and I’m left with no choice. What is there left to surrender that has been made to serve you? Who is there left to surrender that has been made to serve you? What more can I do to shut you out? What more can I do to draw the line between the inside and the out when my very personal space is violated beyond belief? How long does it take? How many years to seep in? How long before paralysis? How long before absolute numbness that can’t be shaken? How long before even if I decide to go and to be anyway, do I find all the land dead and barren? How many years before you’ve severed a person from themselves to render them a husk befitting to hold everything of yourself you’ve fought for years to force down their throat? How long does it take before they become a zombie and surrender to anything and everything assigned to them?

If it weren’t for the true intervention of yesteryear, I’d have never lasted against what “this” became the moment you drew up your nets.

I’d just borrow from your own words to sum up here:

“No hope. No witness.” “Yes we are eating you alive [insert image of grotesque parasitic infestation]”

There’s nothing left to surrender. There’s no where left to go. The suffocation of “this” drains the life out of me. This is the part where you pretend to not be the self-satisfied and smug conquering heroine while secretly reveling in the destruction you cause.

If suffering you makes me a narcissist... I can be defiant, irreverent, proud, but there is absolutely nothing more I could ever say or do to change that. That’s not really the problem though. It just means all the more that “this” will never end. It just means all the more reason for people to flock to you and entrench “this”/you as a fixture in my life. It just means being all the further away from the end of “this”. 

....My own mother

I’m a monster and a menace to society because I’ve survived 11+ years of “this”. I am the real monster. I am the one to blame. I am the reason for all things. I am all that is wrong with the world. I am my own abuser. I am the one funding and creating “this”. I am the one stalking. I am the one with a temper. I am the one who needs all people at all times echoing and mirroring back to me because I am a leaking sieve that can never be filled. I suffer not because anyone is walking on me, violating me, or actively perpetuating these abuses. I suffer because I’m a narcissist. And I exert at all against “this” tidal wave because I am actually the one holding up a house of cards that I need the entire world to help me keep upright.

I’m such a narcissist, I even told myself things that were contrary to your force-fed narrative. I’m such a narcissist that reality need not apply. Only emotions matter. And, and only I, only I, only me, only I matter. FLY MY PRETTIES. FLY! Make me feel powerful. Make me feel dominant. Make me feel indispensable. Make me feel in control. Make me feel that I can hide in the minds of others from what’s real. Make me feel that I can make anything true if I want it to be. FLY FLY FLY FLY FLY FLY FLY FLY

Problem is... I’d still know better.

I’ve tried to make so many things or people real, and I just can’t. It’s hard to feel loved by someone, that doesn’t exist.

I think I’ve heard it all now.

Sorry that took me weeks to click. ...I just can’t even.

Whatever you want. Whatever you want. We don’t need sensible fact based anything. We don’t need reason. We don’t need truth. We don’t need anything grounded in anything. Whatever we want to be true is true. Just because. Just because. Just because you said so.

That’s what I am. Along with every other foregone conclusion. I am by virtue of the cost to me. I am by virtue of being in a double-bind. I am for having any investment at all in my own life. I am for not nodding yes to everything you........ I’m tired.

[fart-gate]

SGA

Season 5 episode 12

Notes by me

- PREVIOUSLY - OG Carson made a serum that could make humans immune to the wraith (side effects may include fever, headaches and/or Sudden Death), if any wraith feeds on such people they will die immediately, Micheal Dick Face spread it around like the flu bc hes a Dick Face.....so...nobody really knows if they have it or not. 🤷

- aahhh my carson is here 😀

- ronon gives him a BIG HUG 😭

- "is he the one? From the funny stories?" Rodney face. Hes already planning on disowning Carson lol

- carsons like Pay No Attention To Her

- ronons serving LOOKS ✨👀

- WRAITH!!!!

- I like the set for this village. Very cute

- this Sefarus guy is an actor I know

- bro......bro the wraith are gonna kill you whether you give them the people or not. Like are you dumb

- TOO MANY WRAITH!!!

- jervis is a stupid name for a stupid man

- when they all pull their guns out🔥🔥

- Carson pls dont put yourself in danger. Theres no more after you. Pls take care of yourself or I will personally come put you in a plastic bubble

- theres children with them

- like you sent a child to be killed by wraith to save your own coward ass? You deserve to die

- guess they werent lying about the wraith ship

- someone more important in the village? Ooohhh.........5 bucks on Carson

- oh damn I'm right. Stunned!

- rip sefarus or whatever your name was

- the team getting kidnapped and john coming to the rescue is my favorite ❤

- LOVE how Rodney is so used to this now

- and hes being the calm one! Thats new

- carsons like what??? Me invent something???? Wrong I am dumb 2 plus 2 is 3

- Rodney literally rolling his eyes when the wraith threatens them.

- john holding a gun to that guys head 👀🔥🔥🔥👌👌👌 hot

- "you cant solve all the galaxys problems in one day!" IM LOVING THIS!!!! HES GROWN SO MUCH!!!! its HIS turn to talk someone down from a panic attack

- Clone!Carson talking about medical school💕 love how he has all og carsons memories like that

- what did he find

- what is he doing this is suicide. Do I have to threaten you with the plastic bubble again

- does he have the drug!! HE BETTER

- HE DOES!!!!!!

- YEAAHHHHH BABEYYYY !! GO CARSON!!!!

- oh my gooddd my doctors being badass😍😍

- "youre gonna have to cover me!"

"..........from which direction??"

A fantastic trope is People Who Dont Know How To Handle A Gun Need To Handle A Gun

- "your a good man rodney!" 💕💗💕💗💕💗💕💗💕💗💕💗💕💗💕💗💕

- I guess the leader is a bad guy now :(

- "on three!"

"How about one"

"......ONE!"

- when they both try to fit in the ship

- obsessed with how rodneys eyes dart around whenever hes thinking fast

- oh the leader guy tricked them!!!

- exploded!! Good you will NOT be missed

- john rolling out the way of the beam

- "oh my god it worked" the confidence he has in himself is staggering 😒

- aawww rodney wants to hang out with carson 💕

- "besides I cant solve all the galaxys problems in one day right" ASDJEIDNSKSJSKSNS BEST BROS

- "interested in anyone these days?"

"I dont have time for that"

[babyawacs]

compared how life is and shouldbe these monsters shuffled sexual assault with harms w ith exploitation with fraudtricks with intel murder tricks then need alibis and see howthey can make the survivor oftheir shit as guilty aspossible throw objects shuffl e standard stigmas shuffle harms noone belongs near letalone on intimacy medifile holoc aust mengele worthy they overtaped allalong  charging it how batshitnuts isit thistim e with that guy oneofthe simplest dirty tricks itis guilty liable causing government with control accomplcies shuffle pr oxies and harms play plausible deniability even now rightnow heart on edge ajoke this is inthis healthsins group agegroup  fi nd backleg heartkill on suffocations on pathogen on d e h y d r a t i o n  g u t s lock guts subdue murder trick murder tri ck there were no issues its found as subdued  countless times itsone ofthe things they gotaway with //// dehydration gu ts subdue harms heart implant signal 2035 find so buttonpusher these knwo how and why th e ylock guts /// xray radar 20pm on is 2015  2028 /// #lawyers paved ways with apologies? use those that wereonthe case w ith that result on delaytactics  in loe meanwhaile  //// someone nonhostile controlle d sleeptime tests zombi with elevator in bhalflife engien alyx or halflife2 engine reward nonhostile and less horror memes its really wanting to sleep on intelcoma  /// xraym urderer aims heart is // breached barricades to? inchamber or grocerystores? notjust cinema. sowhat. another email . ////  the germans shuffle sexual assault. with minors. before+during+after daytimecharging. under risk as they nutit quellit to repeat. then reinterpret if a volleyball tweet boner counts as: /// twenty?years time. on sth like sexuality germans efforted virgin fool hooowmanytimes withall their might: theyknew da ycivillian asthey shuffled at the same timeothers efforted pervert hooker sexslave  as themmmm shuffled charging both daytime asthe causing hosting governmetn +timecontrol acc omplice was tweaked to: mingled on private intimacy like whenyou have aboner and ifit fits totheir current molest trick replacedphone duringmail is //// @deutschland @bi ld @bild_de @phoenix_de  oohbhittte fuer euchhat doch irgend eine prostituierte eine ae h...schmmmmmink-idee oder einen v i s i o n aeren aeh e i n d r u c k und als oberzuhae lter gehoert alles somit euch allein sonst: hochverrat and aeh d e u t s ch l a n d oder  zurueckgeblieben hoffnungslos ver aeh jungfert hauptsache am sack /// and and and and and compared to hitler what would have hitler eversaid?... and...and...eva?braun?????..... mqy??? ve!??.. // yooooouknowme im doctor l a h v e whatwomenwant is m y aeh ..aeh...  .. professsssssion and @all @world germans. shuffle. standard. stigma s. throw objects. at?who? @deutschland  .@law @law @laws @lawyer @harvard_law @ap @reuter s @bbc_whys @france24 @haaretzcom @snowden @lawyercom die #deutschen kranken an einem sys tem das die aerzte als kontrollinstrument benutzt,von anfang an so baut und als privilegie rten verteilungsmechanismus  eine der beguenstigten ehemals ddr privilegiert genannten e in ast des kontrollsystems wehe dem der da reingeraet /// #50percent of intels woul dagree, the other50percent would too but they a r e the rapers so.. //// sero toleran ce with sexual assault  scums imply simpl y its sexuality frivolous gains frivolous h a b i t s as lifestyle sexual assault as s exuality for frivolous gains repeated during daytime charging whats happening ris king anything to what happens is the fraudsystem empowers some that are immune from int elcomas and those euphemistically nicemilden their sexual assault on civillians as u s i n g them so what theydontmind and that makes regularly e xcesses deed  repeats becomes habit becomes prerogative beco mes excess becomes monstrosity becomes ge rman nothinghappensness then alldie thenthe germanfix: letmore because nothinghappened then reinterpretation if nothinghappensness isnot trickable  I am Christian KISS BabyAWACS – Raw Independent Sophistication #T HINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHONE / FAX +493212 611 34 64 Helpful? 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Donnate. paypal.me/ChristianKiss xraymur derer radar? /// xraymurderer radar likel y abvoe or abvoeadjanentn or adjancentbuidligns nazi or control who drove away 1537 rightbeofre it restarted /// im drowsy froma badmix isit a bdad gasing orlympahbti ciamed or 1400 1408 posioenrsuffoctaotror /// lawyers sero tolerance with degradati on of performance itis notjust thatguy that ivnents those things and analysed this thatw ay and is principally a smartie  itis creates solutions allalong andor fixes and wit h this information solvesit that way wow  or meh or hmmm or   fail in simple: value is not just subjective topersons but also onthe outcome a n d the highlight of things youwoudlve overlooked or and noone to t rust lets ssee what an independent thinks despite limitedinfo this stuff is invaluabl e insome situations luck to my customers is notjust inventions but that economics think ing is near physics thinking and mba is burnthrough clutter  so techtalent (if aninvent ion works,letalone three ofem) is multifactor interdependency abstract factor economics ne ar physics thinking is whats this allabout effectivitiy for what howto best efffffffffffici ently and effectively and it grows  in humanbeings if undamamges the peak of cognitive abilities isnot 40 sports is mid 20s? midlate20s?  incognitive its upto high age th e germans did anything to braindamamgeme and suffocateme tothisvery hour 1400 1408 e ither they understand whatthey got or they g l a dl i e s t ask anyone else itis ha rd to explain but i have no gain fromit not even kudos sure not food and thatnothign t hey poison and cockroachdrug too  itis performance whilethey urinate intothe tank and t he sugar  for the flavour  and then cant w e hit it with a huge concrete rod so it is towhat we degrade it to better deed typed *********** publish :  bots compare the se analysis works to and the medifile of scanned and confirmed incidents and fidns compar es to: ************ notarstampit itis  tenyears socialmedia five sixyears thinktank blog but analysis and emails twenty yea rs ******* bots compare it to and  this while themedifile the real stuff ha ppening tothat  compares to ******** they morons that dont evenknow whatthey damamge  in good intent and scums that killtric k uzsually inbad intent //// suffocati on mild from checktricks 1400+-2 /// xraymurderer is back nazi or control /// .@law @law @laws @lawyer @harvard_law @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @haaretzcom @snowden @lawyercom sero tolerance with sexual assault  scums imply simply its sexuality frivolous gains frivolous h a b i t s as lifestyle sexual assault as sexuality for friv olous gains repeated during daytime charging whats happening risking anything to what happens is the fraudsystem empowers some that are immune from intelcomas and thos e euphemistically nicemilden their sexual assault on civillians as u s i n g them s o what theydontmind and that makes regularly excesses deed  repeats becomes habit becomes prerogative becomes excess bec omes monstrosity becomes german nothinghappensness then alldie thenthe germanfix: l etmore because nothinghappened then reinterpretation if nothinghappensness isnot tricka ble  I am Christian KISS BabyAWACS – Raw Independent Sophistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHONE / FAX +493212 611 34 64 Helpful? 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Donnate. pa ypal.me/ChristianKiss //// itis nonhostile morning whosnew /// nonhostgile testthe mes betweeen pun nomore sexjoy tears then trainride whereitriedtourinatesoemewhere thenns ome atomic pun thensome halflife2 or alyx engine theme alllinall nonhostile puns andactio nable like elevator and zombi huntingyou /// replacedphone 354 maybe cockroachdrug he roine detox it and repair the personwith drugtherapy find leftfotaiemd pathogen maxybe maybe gasing copycat ifnonhostile donotharm nonhsotile isnot theproblem usually / /// nonhostile gasing with teary side effect? 2am maybe elephant ? video is interesting robot walks through some constructionsite of chernobyl new covered cleanedup site withsome scientists ///// bbecause itis i nt e l i n t e l itis which trick works rightnow so we b r i e f the fools they use thegermans host fools? wedontjust let em know which o t h e r fools they used or that thegame is waht allthese and these and them overlooked is thegame but w h a t is played a n d w h o e  l s e knew allalong what find xraymurderer maybe abov e aboveadjacent or adjacentbuildings /// isthere any file where bullshit is stored notlike: he changes his tshirt and pullover once a day afterwakeup and makeshis bed twice aday butmorelike makes his budget calculations under aminute with alllllllll his expe nses ahead without checkingback types his creditcardnumbers inlogins and his iban etc and logs in abysmal things without failtypes etc youget theidea bullshit uses keypa d without looking atit his computer andor phone is penetrateable with effort: and compa res to: not bullshit like his logo itis b l u e and and and  the desktop is clutttered but morelike he cant solv e supersudokus anymore after them them and them were onthe case onthe walls and deedtyped reported suffocatiosn and poisons he solved those sudokus in 50minutes and level1 in 1h our15+-15 verifed and confirmed and a hugepile ofthem over more than 7years and now he tries sevendays and fails  twice after them and them and them did this. and this. an d this. typed as this. he is not a retard from it but its not as before or isit m ore like: and the granny grampy retard doodoo this mishap is a proof of how nothing happe ned but then that guy mishap this so we must germangerman german german german ness his r ights away and its the confirmation how german we were before to germancure his granny g rampy doodoo ness no childsexorgies as germancure there were thousands but thatdoesnt c outn he was ondrug unless we interpret sth as boner then its frivolous sex and we can german sth about it  //// bbbbbbbbbbbb ombout assmolester 2049 jailem enforceprevention /// where did the clowns compare the level ofthe case in threeemonths comparable onlinecourse lesseducated and in a mo nth fourweeks class nov2018  febr-may2019 t hats everyday 8hours a f t e r sufffo cations dmamages poisons  but before  inten sified murder killtricks 2020 germans shuffle stigmas then atomic calculus basics of nuc learphysics mit course and abit basic python new heartaimed 1 946 is repalcedphone from pathogen gasing allday is I am Chri stian KISS BabyAWACS – Raw Independent Sophistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHONE / FAX +493212 611 34 64 Helpful? 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compared how life is and shouldbe these monsters shuffled sexual assault with harms w ith exploitation with fraudtricks with intel murder tricks then need alibis and see howthey can make the survivor oftheir shit as guilty aspossible throw objects shuffl e standard stigmas shuffle harms noone belongs near letalone on intimacy medifile holoc aust mengele worthy they overtaped allalong  charging it how batshitnuts isit thistim e with that guy oneofthe simplest dirty tricks itis guilty liable causing government with control accomplcies shuffle pr oxies and harms play plausible deniability even now rightnow heart on edge ajoke this is inthis healthsins group agegroup  fi nd backleg heartkill on suffocations on pathogen on d e h y d r a t i o n  g u t s lock guts subdue murder trick murder tri ck there were no issues its found as subdued  countless times itsone ofthe things they gotaway with //// dehydration gu ts subdue harms heart implant signal 2035 find so buttonpusher these knwo how and why th e ylock guts /// xray radar 20pm on is 2015  2028 /// #lawyers paved ways with apologies? use those that wereonthe case w ith that result on delaytactics  in loe meanwhaile  //// someone nonhostile controlle d sleeptime tests zombi with elevator in bhalflife engien alyx or halflife2 engine reward nonhostile and less horror memes its really wanting to sleep on intelcoma  /// xraym urderer aims heart is // breached barricades to? inchamber or grocerystores? notjust cinema. sowhat. another email . ////  the germans shuffle sexual assault. with minors. before+during+after daytimecharging. under risk as they nutit quellit to repeat. then reinterpret if a volleyball tweet boner counts as: /// twenty?years time. on sth like sexuality germans efforted virgin fool hooowmanytimes withall their might: theyknew da ycivillian asthey shuffled at the same timeothers efforted pervert hooker sexslave  as themmmm shuffled charging both daytime asthe causing hosting governmetn +timecontrol acc omplice was tweaked to: mingled on private intimacy like whenyou have aboner and ifit fits totheir current molest trick replacedphone duringmail is //// @deutschland @bi ld @bild_de @phoenix_de  oohbhittte fuer euchhat doch irgend eine prostituierte eine ae h…schmmmmmink-idee oder einen v i s i o n aeren aeh e i n d r u c k und als oberzuhae lter gehoert alles somit euch allein sonst: hochverrat and aeh d e u t s ch l a n d oder  zurueckgeblieben hoffnungslos ver aeh jungfert hauptsache am sack /// and and and and and compared to hitler what would have hitler eversaid?��� and…and…eva?braun?????….. mqy??? ve!??.. // yooooouknowme im doctor l a h v e whatwomenwant is m y aeh ..aeh…  .. professsssssion and @all @world germans. shuffle. standard. stigma s. throw objects. at?who? @deutschland  .@law @law @laws @lawyer @harvard_law @ap @reuter s @bbc_whys @france24 @haaretzcom @snowden @lawyercom die #deutschen kranken an einem sys tem das die aerzte als kontrollinstrument benutzt,von anfang an so baut und als privilegie rten verteilungsmechanismus  eine der beguenstigten ehemals ddr privilegiert genannten e in ast des kontrollsystems wehe dem der da reingeraet /// #50percent of intels woul dagree, the other50percent would too but they a r e the rapers so.. //// sero toleran ce with sexual assault  scums imply simpl y its sexuality frivolous gains frivolous h a b i t s as lifestyle sexual assault as s exuality for frivolous gains repeated during daytime charging whats happening ris king anything to what happens is the fraudsystem empowers some that are immune from int elcomas and those euphemistically nicemilden their sexual assault on civillians as u s i n g them so what theydontmind and that makes regularly e xcesses deed  repeats becomes habit becomes prerogative beco mes excess becomes monstrosity becomes ge rman nothinghappensness then alldie thenthe germanfix: letmore because nothinghappened then reinterpretation if nothinghappensness isnot trickable  I am Christian KISS BabyAWACS – Raw Independent Sophistication #T HINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHONE / FAX +493212 611 34 64 Helpful? 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Donnate. paypal.me/ChristianKiss xraymur derer radar? /// xraymurderer radar likel y abvoe or abvoeadjanentn or adjancentbuidligns nazi or control who drove away 1537 rightbeofre it restarted /// im drowsy froma badmix isit a bdad gasing orlympahbti ciamed or 1400 1408 posioenrsuffoctaotror /// lawyers sero tolerance with degradati on of performance itis notjust thatguy that ivnents those things and analysed this thatw ay and is principally a smartie  itis creates solutions allalong andor fixes and wit h this information solvesit that way wow  or meh or hmmm or   fail in simple: value is not just subjective topersons but also onthe outcome a n d the highlight of things youwoudlve overlooked or and noone to t rust lets ssee what an independent thinks despite limitedinfo this stuff is invaluabl e insome situations luck to my customers is notjust inventions but that economics think ing is near physics thinking and mba is burnthrough clutter  so techtalent (if aninvent ion works,letalone three ofem) is multifactor interdependency abstract factor economics ne ar physics thinking is whats this allabout effectivitiy for what howto best efffffffffffici ently and effectively and it grows  in humanbeings if undamamges the peak of cognitive abilities isnot 40 sports is mid 20s? midlate20s?  incognitive its upto high age th e germans did anything to braindamamgeme and suffocateme tothisvery hour 1400 1408 e ither they understand whatthey got or they g l a dl i e s t ask anyone else itis ha rd to explain but i have no gain fromit not even kudos sure not food and thatnothign t hey poison and cockroachdrug too  itis performance whilethey urinate intothe tank and t he sugar  for the flavour  and then cant w e hit it with a huge concrete rod so it is towhat we degrade it to better deed typed *********** publish :  bots compare the se analysis works to and the medifile of scanned and confirmed incidents and fidns compar es to: ************ notarstampit itis  tenyears socialmedia five sixyears thinktank blog but analysis and emails twenty yea rs ******* bots compare it to and  this while themedifile the real stuff ha ppening tothat  compares to ******** they morons that dont evenknow whatthey damamge  in good intent and scums that killtric k uzsually inbad intent //// suffocati on mild from checktricks 1400+-2 /// xraymurderer is back nazi or control /// .@law @law @laws @lawyer @harvard_law @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @haaretzcom @snowden @lawyercom sero tolerance with sexual assault  scums imply simply its sexuality frivolous gains frivolous h a b i t s as lifestyle sexual assault as sexuality for friv olous gains repeated during daytime charging whats happening risking anything to what happens is the fraudsystem empowers some that are immune from intelcomas and thos e euphemistically nicemilden their sexual assault on civillians as u s i n g them s o what theydontmind and that makes regularly excesses deed  repeats becomes habit becomes prerogative becomes excess bec omes monstrosity becomes german nothinghappensness then alldie thenthe germanfix: l etmore because nothinghappened then reinterpretation if nothinghappensness isnot tricka ble  I am Christian KISS BabyAWACS – Raw Independent Sophistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHONE / FAX +493212 611 34 64 Helpful? 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compared how life is and shouldbe

these monsters shuffled sexual assault with harms with exploitation with fraudtricks with intel murder tricks

then need

alibis and see howthey can make the survivor oftheir shit as guilty aspossible

throw objects

shuffle standard stigmas shuffle harms

noone belongs near letalone on intimacy

medifile holocaust mengele worthy they overtaped allalong char…