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One of my fave little tidbits in scarlet hollow is how the traits you have are also subject to [REDACTED]s manipulation like. When she manipulates you the traits that so far provide you reliable extra bonus information about the world are like "shes right, you should feel bad for doubting her" like. Insane writing choice that somehow maintains choice in removing player agency i love it
#scarlet hollow#been replaying chapter 4 while dealing with work bs bc i cant play a new game rn#its a good game 10/10 would reccomend to anyone who likes horror and is open to visual novels#like having keen eye and having it guilt trip you? or having book smart also lecture you? w i l d#like having the dialogue option to doubt her then not even having the ability to use it? WILD
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By the way, what character assassination were you talking about in the notes of my poll? I'm really curious
Was kind of talking around it there a bit intentionally but he really did dirty my boy Scrappy Doo : (
(Gunn wrote the live action scooby doo movies)
#leave him be hes a mildly annoying cartoon 10 year old like plsss#ppl associate his introduction w other bad decisions at the time made by writers and ppl in production. also his writing was bad and#overrelied on catchphrases and repeated actions hes actually good when hes in better written stuff#like jfc hes actually a really fun and interesting character concept just with not great execution in most of his stuff#like the sheer vitriol directed at him online and irl is insane. like the fact that theres a literal executive ban on using him in projects#is so bs especially when there are directors and movies where they genuinely want to use him (13th ghost of sd)#like hes literally not allowed to be protrayed positively you can only make quick meta jokes abt how much he sucks or not mention him at all#like give my boy a break he doesnt deserve this#anyways this links to james gunn specifically bc of his portrayal and that movie and starting the trend of bashing him but also bc it was#literally so unnecessary that gunn did that. like he hadnt been used in over a decade at that point and brought him back as a disgusting#creature just to fulfill his childhood vendetta or whatever. and 20yrs later he still cant be used bc of it#also a note to everyone: its late and i have to wake up in three hours to do shit so if anyone decides to start shit on my blog im gonna#block you. im tired and dont gaf i dont want to deal with 'jokes' rn no matter how funny you think they are 👍#not targeted at any one in particular just a general warning
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had an anxiety moment today (probably should've felt it more bc every time I ignore it with headphones and dissociation there are consequences) bc some family friend and his son were both on my linkedin and im so scared bc he's my age and his parents love me and think im the paragon of a good Muslim woman
#i cant deal w this rn#im so glad to finally b doing smth i ebjoy i dont want to have to think abt this bs#litrally why is it impossible for womento just exist#without people telling them what to do at all times
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I understand how gus feels every time he is forced to interact with lalo
They should invent a having a friend that isn't a full-time job
#when the incandescent rage is incandescent#im on my period rn and i Cannot deal with her bs rn i do not have the patience i wanna snap soooo bad but i cant#i must be put together i must be composed i must pretend the well of patience inside me is unending#mike says words
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update on mental health bs-- dont feel obligated to read pls! kindof a vent so if you cant handle that rn PLS dont read^^
started a new antidepressent- though all it's done is make me really jittery which is REALLY ANNOYING. but tbf i started on a higher dose and so i lowered it a bit and ill gradually work my way up. so far the jittery stuff has lessened ten fold and is barely noticeable.
been dealing with a lotta drama today helping a friend which has exhausted me but i got to finally sit down and draw. i even got a full drawing done, which makes me feel good. its a tad lackluster but, thats ok. baby steps
still struggling mentally obv, but im proud of getting that done. im going to sketch some stuff and see if i can accomplish anything. tho my lack of ideas frustrates me so maybe pinterest will save me.
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yippee its that time again, long hc post about dalia YAY ‼️‼️ i wouldve posted this last week but a bitch has been busy working on otha projects yo 🫡🫡 im hustling atm
also i am on an absolute ROLL with these rn because its fun to hc stuff for my favs (WHICH BTW IM ALSO WRITING UP MY HCS FOR ALDRYX SO STAY TUNED FOR THAT >:3)
@beans2cheese ik youre currently lookin forward to this >:3 thank you for being patient w me its much appreciated ^_^
first and foremost we gotta get the neurodivergency outta the way bc my autistic ass loves making all my favourite characters nd,, also shes got social anxiety and depression bc i have social anxiety and depression ion make the rules
also bigender she/him dalia bc im a she/him pronoun using bigender and i said so
ive spoken about my deaf dalia hc before (AND CROW HAS A SIMILAR HC WITH TABI THAT WE TALKED ABOUT TOGETHER ON DISCORD) but turning off her hearing aid whenever noise is too overwhelming or whenever she cant be bothered to deal with people's bs
CRAZY HIGH SPICE TOLERANCE. she and ayana are the kinda people who eat ghost peppers for fun and feel literally nothing at all
chronically late to every single outing with his friends. like tell him to get there in an hour and she will use that time to nap and get ready five minutes before shes supposed to be there
taller than ayana but not by much, boots on, dalia's 5'10/11, without em then he's 5'7
competitive as fuck and will rage at you for screwing her over in board games or video games, expect to hear a plethora of curse words in both english and spanish
generally speaking too dalia has an incredibly short temper (which im pretty sure is canon???) and literally anything can set him off
she and aldryx are sparring buddies you cannot convince me otherwise, hes the one teaching dalia all these nifty tricks and such ^_^ (also shes a kickboxing pro no questions asked)
once dalia tried b-boying to impress ayana and ended up in the hospital with a dislocated shoulder and a bruised ego
🔻: "babe????? are you okay 😭"
🎧: "psshh im fine the sigma grind never dies" (said dalia as she looked away cringing at herself for flopping that so hard)
and trust me, nobody was letting her live that down
has special nicknames for all her loved ones ^_^ they're either something really sweet and sentimental or incredibly fucking stupid
emoticon user!! over text dalia loves using those cute kaomojis (trust me thats not the energy she gives off around other people especially not her close friends)
has a lot of niche interests and will reference something that either nobody knows like AT all or that is something so embarrassingly unfunny that its painful to listen to
🎧: "damn this greedler fanart goes crazy"
📼: "the WHO NOW"
she has the WORST sense of humor ever. literally anything is making this mf laugh
when dalia and ayana first started dating she made an attempt to keep up this persona of just being incredibly suave and chillgoing but the moment aya kissed her for the first time dalia just fucking melted and turned into a complete dweeb right then and there (she looks back on it and is very embarrassed)
OH AND SPEAKING OF HER AND AYA,, café or shopping dates where they just get food and wander around town together not wanting the day to end, bonus if they stay out late and theres a light display going on outside (boy im boutta make ship hcs for them now hold awn im insane)
#yeaaaah im crazy for this gal#idk bro ive been on a REAL dalia kick recently#i really like her idk why but shes so cool#IM ALSO GLAD IVE FOUND OTHER PEOPLE WHO LIKE THIS GAL JUST AS MUCH AS I DO#^_^#my art#digital artwork#fnf dalia#headcanons#fnf headcanons
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tbh the worst thing i hate rn is that i went out of my way to make a gallon of tea for the household while dealing w a fever only for it not even be touched
like u fucking bitch, u wanted tea!! i said i would make some && now u dont want to bother??! fuck u! i worked hard on that!
it just upsets me bcuz i put in the effort for shit && i love && adore praise for that but i get nothing
like pls this is y i feel taken for granted!!! i do shit && no one seems to bother to realize it takes me so much goddamn energy just to do smth like that!!! esp rn!! all i wanna do is rot in bed && cease to exist bcuz it feels like no one would care
like i know one person that would actually physically mourn me
but the "pls dont die ur important to me" bs these other ppl spew just sounds like they don't actually care, they just dont want to lose what i can bring for them
make it worth my fucking while to be alive && i might actually fucking considering not slitting my throat if i lose everything good in my life
like actually fucking seem like u enjoy me being around for once
i just want attention but i cant fucking ask for it bcuz its "idk what to do" like PLS just talk to me 😭
it wont hurt u to praise me every once in a while or give me smth to make it worth it
i can find a room somewhere else!! thats not smth that makes me feel like the shit i do is able to go unpraised or unpaid... nothing makes this shit worth it
like goddamn just end it pls or do smth to make me actually feel wanted here, it shouldnt be that fucking hard
i also want compliments && shit like... stop making me feel like a fucking maid
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like i just wish i was rich and had the time to have regular therapy sessions and talk my bs out because i can really tell that theres smth not great going on up there lol but im just gonna ignore it because i have neither the time nor the money to deal with it rn. and i dont know if that will come back to bite me but i just hope it stops being so noticeable like soon because i cant keep having panic attacks and then telling myself im just faking my entire personality to make someone pay attention to me
#like yes i know logically that this is not smth people who are fine do#but like i dont know how to explain that the conversations i have in my head with my fake therapist make me feel like i am faking it#like idk maybe my mom is right and i just want attention#all i know is that i used to be able to read about child abuse without my hands shaking and now my heart goes faster just writing the words#but maybe im just faking that too??#sorry for the rant pls ignore me#i need to talk this out to the void or i am actually going to lose it#i am soooo in my head about this#genuinely was considering calling a therapist earlier but like i really cant deal with that
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SPOILERS FOR EP 11 DRDT
Since I did a prediction earlier today, time to update!!
OKAY NO HiATUS WHAT NOOOOO! honestly having looked at the time during the livestream, i genuinely was questioning how they were gonna wrap this up by ep 12 like last time and started to wonder if this chapter will be longer as we spent this whole epsiode in david's extended mask off moment. as much as im sad abt the hiatus i am glad this is extended BECAUSE WE DIDN'T EVEN TOUCH THE ACTUAL CRIME SCENE OR A DEBATE SCRUM tho ughhh noo this hiatus might kill meeee
OKAY DAVID OMG bro lost it AHHHHH i really wanted to believe that david had a good/moral reason for all this but to know he did all this secret maliciously?!!? ik he's not killer for sure so i do wonder how he's gonna be used in next chapters cuz as hot as he lowkey is rn and i do love his biting sarcasm, he's gonna be geninuely such a bitchy force to deal with in future chapters. to have this man constantly causing trouble for no other reason than fun and never trustworthy, i have to wonder if there's any hope left for him. i really hope that his arc actually has him improve cuz u know, poetic irony and all that jazz. Since now we know he doesn't believe what he says, i truly hope drdt takes the time to prove him wrong cuz i really dont want a grimdark killing game proving david (and in some ways, teruko) right. and also, idk why people are surprised david would lie abt being arei's killer and want to get himself killed rn. Bro literally now has lost his career and his public image is ruined. He doesn't have a life anymore for him to go back to. He already mentions how he hates everyone there, so I see zero reason why he wouldn't lie to drag everyone down with him
ACE SLAYS ONCE AGAIN! BRO POPPING OFF WITH THE TRUTH YESSSS AND CALLING OUT PEOPLE'S HYPOCRISY FOR NOT GOING AFTER DAVID WE LOVE TO SEE IT!!! Also j saying that she doubts ace's testimony just cuz she thinks he cant be quiet makes me sadddd
ALSO NICO AND CHARLES!!!! I love that nico comes back in clutch to help actually point out david's suspiciousness. His bluntness is always needed, especially with cutting through david's bs. ALSO CHARLES YESS IM GLAD HE IS NOW GONNA BE CRITICAL TO THIS CASE!!! I like that drdt takes advantage of its video format as normally to have a character interject like that in a mainline dr game would be bad since it's interupting gameplay and taking control out of player's hands. But it works here since we're not actually playing and shows teruko and charles backing each other up and shows people actually getting involved!!!
To the actual crime ... uh i dont know ... clearly this crime is so complicated that we need a TRIAL 2: ELECTRIC BOOGALOO lmaoo. i mentioned before but charles's comment of "fucking up" at the end seems to strongly imply the time of the murder, and thus everyone's testimonies for that time, are now irrelevant. Since arei was alive in the evening last night (ace does claim 7:30, but i do agree with david that ace might have just said that to back up his point rather than it being true) the death happened the prior night or early that morning. it puts into the question the note, calling for 7:30 but it could be 7:30 am before the motive reveal. however, unless it was something like a trap, such a time is so tight i find it hard to believe. maybe i'll do a post later doing a fully theory as i lose my mind during this hiatus (praying for it be under 6 months)
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taking a break from sbr w 4 chapters left to draw bc i cant deal with whatever the manhattan bs is rn im MOURNING. anyway i hate drawing flowers wtf is this shit and why do i have two pieces rn where i have to render about a billion plants
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pulling up the receipts, who knew the guardians woudl be so intense
hangry but dont want to eat alone, i really cant deal with more bs rn
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MY GOD I CANT DEAL W THIS TODAY (tonight? whatever.)
you won’t believe this bs. this has to be fate. or the universe or something.
last summer. 2022. june. i saved a tiktok of a pretty girl in which a k-pop idol is making a heart with his hand at her. at the time i was like wow she’s gorgeous and the idol is attractive too. anyway i never looked at it again UNTIL TODAY
GUESS WHO THE K-POP IDOL IS
YEAH ITS LITERALLY FELIX FROM STRAY KIDS
god the universe comes together in strange ways like i’m literally not even breathing rn. how did i discover skz last summer and yet not discover them until this year. i could’ve been a year old stay by now.
WHAT AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE
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lol ltns but anyways…. my car key fob is fucked uppp like the key part keeps wiggling out so i got a screwdriver to try and make it tighter cuz it’s already fallen out 😪 so i was trying to unscrew the screw but my mom took it upon herself (i was going to give up for the night bc im not tryna deal w sum bs rn) and she keeps at it, literally gnawing at it with her teeth and im like girl just leave it alone. she ends up getting the screw out but loses it almost immediately and im like 😀 wtaf and i spend like 10 mins looking for it, still hasn’t turned up. so shes not even sober (has said she will get sober this year fs, wtv atp irdc) and shes drunkenly explaining to me how ill have to use the key now that it doesn’t have a fucking screw. obviously i’m getting frustrated with her bc a) she lost my goddamn screw b) shes drunk and repeating herself and c) my key is even worse than it was before so it shouldve just been left alone. so she notices and gets mad at me like “i didnt lose it on purpose” blah blah dumb shit ensues shes mad im mad and she says dont ever ask for my help again. ????? bro what i didnt even ask in the first place!!!! jesus fuck. whatever. it’s not that deep but like cmon bro. i cant deal w my mom when shes drunk literally ever why wont she just stop. bbbbbbbbbbbbbbrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrruuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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i really hate it , i hate everything about myself, i hate how i look how i eat how i study how i talk to people i hate it
it feels so heavy rn,
what is destiny and why it is degined to be this hurtful
i dont think its fair
the amount of demons inside every part of my body are hurtful to see pr to have even
why am i seeking my way through thorns? couldnt be just smooth
why are we living this life even, who said we have to
why there isnt a button to turn it all off
why cant i be at peace by myslef. why do i hate myself this much
why am i so agggresive and hateful towards other people what kind of copiing mechanism this is
how can i be happy? how can i be at peace? where is happiness?
i guess im designated to be put in this amount of suffering
am i no longer a believer . i refuse to say this out load
but rn im having a flood of thoughts that need to be taken out or ese ill explode
im so sad
everything about this life is sadnening
i cant find the joy of life
and looking onto my future i doubt it is hopeful
every thing is pitch black rn i want a light
so for this part of my diary im going to be praying
praying to my only savior to get me out of this hell, and by hell i dont think it is just egypt
get me out of this crazy world of mine. my brain is so catchy, and its succeded to convince me that im miserable
ive trying to live for the past 3 weeks. and by living imean it
living the basic human life doing the bare minimum and i dont think ive managed to do that completely or in the minmalist way
my brain is eating me alive.
ya allah ya allah ya mo3een ya munjed ma fe gherak bkul hal haya mmkn a7kilu w yfhamne ana kter t3bane kteer kteer kulshi t2eel kulshi bzh2 kulshi bz3lne ya allah ana 3bdtk raghad ya allah ya qader ya ra7eem ar7am da3fe and kteer dwkhane w qrfane mn 7ali bakrah kteer kteer kulshe 3m b3eshu msh 2ader 2ala2i amal lbukra msh 2adre 2ala2e 7ub wla s3ade aza kan kan nqme ya allah f ry7ni ya allah asthufrallah mn kul zanb w khata2 3mltu aw fkrt feh mn kul nyt shar tgah ay 7ad bs 7asse jad anu ana msh ana i dont feel okay i dont feel alive . not at all. im missing out on so many important feelings in this life and i think im living with this amount ginormous hate and rage and distrust and also judging every little human cause all they do is disgust the shit out of me that i no longer can deal with any of them . IDONT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE ISEE NO POINT OF LIVING ABD BEING ALIVE AS IT IS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME AND EMOTIONS AND THINKING I WANNA BE AT PEACE AND I ThINK tHE ONLY WAY FOR THAT IS TO VANISH FROM thIS UNIERSE
كنت بأمن انو كل شى او هم او غم كلو لخير
مش عارفة اذا بقدر اكمل هاي الحياة او لا؟ حاسة انو خلث مش ثادلرة
الطاقة الي فيي صفرت
كل هاد الحكي طالع من مكان بخوف جواي
انا حابسة حالي
مش لانو حابة الحبس لانو بكره كلشي وكل حدا ةما بدي اي حد الاشي الوحيد الي بدي اياه هلا اني اختفي
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Do you condone/ship incest? I was reading your rules and got confused about your sentence where you said if people are uncomfortable with fictional consensual incest this isn’t the blog for you. Except Incest is incest regardless of if it’s fiction
hi there, friend, how do you do?
while i'm not particularly fond of anons (nex time you'd like to discuss something regarding my rules and/or character portrayal, i strongly encourage you to do so via ims - i don't bite, and if our points of view don't quite match? that's alright, i promise i'll leave you in peace :) ) for various reasons, i'm so glad you've read my rules (that probably makes you one of the few who follow me - at least i presume you do, idk - who has done so, so thank you so much!), i cannot stress enough how important they are to me. if i happen to follow you, rest assured that i have read yours (unless, ofc, i couldn't find one in your blog - in any case, if i happen to accidentally break one of yours, just hmu or gimme a nudge).
considering that you've asked more than one question, i'll answer to you in separate sections - needless to say that while i break it down your questions, the answer might become a little longer than usual (again, i'm sorry). i'll keep this tagged, in case any of my followers don't feel like reading about this. without further ado, let’s dive in.´
“do you condone/ship incest?”
short answer? nope. but that is not a black or white question i’m afraid. no, i – nox, the human behind this blog of fictional characters – personally do not condone incest , never have and never will, and don’t ship it. i do, however, ship consanguinamory on rare occasions, and when i do happen to write it i never do it in a good light.
for those who are not familiar with the term, here’s a little bit of info about it x && x. in short, the key difference between them is: incest is usually linked abuse (a fictional example that can be used, taking in consideration one of my very own muses, in this case is margot verger – who was sadly abused by her brother in the hannibal books) while consanguinamory (the lannisters, for example, or even the sharpe siblings from crimson peak are examples of consanguineous relationships) is the consensual romantic and/or sexual relationship between members of the same family who are of consenting age.
[ personally, i find both of them gross as fuuck irl but when it comes to fictional works i may get over this first disgust and ponder more on that && take in consideration the characters arch, plot, thoughts and the whole world they are set in. ]
i suppose the turning point here is the consent. i never, never, condone any sort of abuse – not in fiction and neither in real life – and while it’s a subject that bothers me to no end in real life, when it comes to fiction i am less inclined to project into them. i may write dark and toxic relationships, but i obviously do not condone them. that’s the point here – people on this hellsite usually mix the two together (condoning something and shipping/writing it, that is) when in fact they shouldn’t even be in the same box to begin with.
let’s say you write a fictional serial killer – norman bates, tate langdon, hannibal lecter, catherine tramell (that chick from basic instinct), patrick bateman, mrs lovett and sweeney todd, kai anderson, bellatrix, grindelwald and voldemort (the list of plausible examples could go on forever…) – here and ship with them; does it mean that you, the writer, condone every single action and choice your muse does? if writing something purely fictional equals to condoning it in real life, well… the world is even more fucked up than i first thought.
you see, in this little exercise in imagination, you could’ve easily picked a good guy or gal to write, the hero; the goody two shoes. why didn’t you? well, it’s complicated to pin point why some are drawn to darker works of fiction and characters while others are not, i suppose each individual has their own reasons && i can only speak for myself when i say that i am drawn to these sort of fictional works because they the safest way to explore dark topics that pertain to human society. on my side, it’s nothing but raw curiosity.
there’s also the issue of how different cultures see these relationships. in case you haven’t noticed, i am not from the states but actually from brazil. especially in the rural area, it’s not uncommon for second cousins to date or even marry (ew, i know, pretty gross). that’s something that is luckily falling out of practice, but you can easily find it, more so in the poor rural areas that are really far from the cities.
you may have noticed that most of the sources for the terms come from a blog that advocates real life consanguinamory – but make no mistake, i don’t support it. these were the only places i’ve found as sources in a quick look online. i don’t support it irl, but whatever consenting adults are doing amongst themselves is no concern of mine – i have no say on the matter and all in all, i don’t give a damn. i just don’t like it. everything i’ve discussed here is related to fiction, consent and is only ever related to people of consenting age.
“i was reading your rules and got confused about your sentence where you said if people are uncomfortable with fictional consensual incest this isn’t the blog for you. except incest is incest regardless of if it’s fiction”
to be honest with you, anon, i couldn’t possibly see how you’ve got confused with this. i thought i was pretty clear with that, but perhaps not. sorry, my english is not perfect. however, with the risk of sounding like a meme, i said what i said. if you personally feel uncomfortable or even triggered with fictional consensual incest otherwise known as consanguinamory, maybe my blog isn’t for you. not because i – as the mun – condone it, but because i might mention it or even allude to it when i write certain characters. again, consent is the main thing here – you won’t ever see me writing that awful part of margot’s past, but i might mention it on some threads as it is part of her trauma but i will write jaime’s feelings regarding cersei and joanna’s love for tywin – and that should not be overlooked.
“except incest is incest regardless of if it’s fiction”
so far so good, am i to assume that you also believe that “murder is murder, regardless of if it is fiction or not”? should we call the police on, idk, george rr martin for killing....hell knows how many characters...at this point i’m sure not even he knows. leaving my petty comment aside (it’s the arthritis, i’m always annoyed when in pain), i see where you’re coming from; fair enough. but you missed a big point here – consensual. i do not write abuse, even to the muses who – in the canon source material – have done so ( like jaime lannister himself – who’s in a consanguinamorous [therefore, falling under the category of fictional consensual incest] relationship with cersei – who abused his sister next to their son’s dead body [ yeah, jaime apologists, i’m out to get y’all...jokes aside, i do not acknowledge people claiming that cersei manipulated him into going to bed with her, while they are both shitty and toxic as fuck people, their relationship is mutually messed up – gag if you must but jaime lannister is far from innocent angel ] ) in the past. i. don’t. write. it. but i do write jaime’s feelings for cersei because they are canon and are also a big part of the character he became.
all of that, of course, has to do with my own position on the “war” between the people who believe fiction has a great power and influence over reality vs the ones who do not believe in that. personally, i find it hard to believe that fiction is a brainwashing tool rewiring people’s brains - i find the idea itself ludicrous, the ones who strongly stand for that aren’t that different from flat-earthers and people who believe in reverse racism tbh – but i do acknowledge the influence media has on society. its not nearly enough to turn someone to the “dark side” alone by itself – those who claim that videogames, for example, made them violent most likely already had something different and perhaps wrong with them before the games triggered something. i don’t believe that media creates things on people, but brings buried things (fears, feelings, emotions, hopes) back to the surface. it’s all about the stimulus.
if you wanna be scared, watch an horror movie; if you wanna be happy, a comedy video. wanna feel warm inside and live unrealistic romantic expectations vicariously through fictional characters? read a 50.000 words slow burn fluffy happy fanfic of your otp at 3 am even though you gotta wake up early in the following morning....
point is, they are not creating things, they are bringing forth responses from you that were already there in your brain (everybody has laughed before and felt fear, it’s part of human development). and how you react to certain content is entirely to you and your past. say, if you drowned as a kid on the sea - and had trauma from that - the idea of watching titanic is not so fun, is it?
it’s not my place to decide what you should do, that is entirely your own choice to make, just be aware that, as i’ve stated before countless times, i may write dark topics that may or may not be triggering to some. i do so because it is my blog, and i don’t react so harshly to this content (in fact, i love horror, thriller and dark fictional stuff – meanwhile i dread the thought of rom coms, hell knows why??) for i am lucky to be able to separate fiction from reality. basically, whilst writing a villain, i myself do not become one in real life – that part remains in fiction only and doesn’t affect me.
that is not a constant, sure. i don’t just write dark shady stuff – there’s plenty of fluffy shit on my blog, but i like to warn people beforehand to make sure we are all on the same page. it’s for your own comfort, i suppose, because i may not understand certain points of view on fiction but i will always defend your right to be comfortable and safe.
so yes, if you aren’t feeling well at that notion, please unfollow and block me if you must – i never wish to cause any discomfort to anyone – however, before you do so (that is, if you do so) i beg you to just send me an im warning me beforehand, please? that way i can block you – and your other blogs as well – so the chances of me running into you again and causing you discomfort will be minimal. that way we’ll both be on own respective lanes and happy about it. i mass follow very often and don’t usually know which blogs belong to whom (uh, did that make sense? my latina ass is not used to using whom in a sentence....), i may follow another blog (or the revamped blog) of someone who has blocked me and never even realise it – that’s not me following you around and stalking like a total creep, that’s probably me not even remembering who you are. again, sorry – i don’t mean for this to come off rude or anything but???? its the truth? you know the drill, big following list, big followers list (well, big for me tbh, i cannot remember the name or alias of 600 people for the life of me, excuse me if my memory doesn’t serve me right), hard to keep track. there will be no witch hunts, at least on my part, because i deem them to be childish and way too dramatic for my taste. if you’d like to speak in private, adult to adult, i’m always game – i dread vague posting, i personally see it as a pathetic and weak trait.
as long as you’re civil, so am i.
either way, do whatever makes you feel comfortable and safe on your blog – your mental health is far more important (to me, and hopefully to you as well) than a hobby, than tumblr, rp or whatever fictional stuff someone’s writing or reading; you are responsible for your own online experience, and i am responsible for mine. that’s an empowering thing that should be reminded more often.
i truly hope i’ve managed to answer whatever doubts or questions you had in mind, if not my ims are always open and so is my discord. once again, thank you for reading my rules and stay safe!
edit; my dumb ass forgot to drop my disco handle, since i change often. it currently is DOCTOR BITCHCRAFT !!! | 𝒏𝒐𝒙#1398
#tw; incest mention#tw; consanguinamory mention#tw; abuse mention#ASK TO TAG.#answered.#oh my god man im sorry this got so long#for real#i just kept musing and musing#i hope it answers whatever questions you had#whoever you are?#either way#feel free to hmu if you wanna chat or smth idk#whatever feels comfortable to you#thats all folks#move along#i truly home j.aim* stans dont come at me bc i#cant deal with their bs rn#i love my golden lion but hes an asshole#i mean he threw a child out of a window#how fucked up that is#oh no im back to my asoi*f bs#byeee#Anonymous
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"Seemed like Eraqus and Xehanort was scheming" I felt that when the game would go back to their chess game after sumn important happened. it just felt insincere how they treated it like a game. Like Eraqus is a mastermind just trying to one up his ex. young eraqus floating up after that 'Terra you're in charge' shit like "ha ha they are gonna tear eachother apart"
im pretty sure the cuts to the chess scene were just supposed to parallel the events in the game but that doesnt mean absolutely no one should be fooled by master eraqus's old-man status
he has been and always will be a motherfucker underneath this dude Has Not Changed once in 62 years he just has facial hair now. he cheated at chess dawg that level of pettiness just doesn't leave with age. the reason why him and xehanort were giggling while ascending was cause they knew an absolute shitstorm was brewing and they didnt have to deal with the consequences like damn theyre perfect together, bouta watch aqua just stand there all He Didn't REALLY Just Put YOU In Charge Did He? bbs part II electric boogaloo
#snap chats#id be lying if i didnt think eraqus and xehanort's relationship is the funniest shit imaginable#esp when xehanort talkin to terra bout how eraqus Just Doesnt Get It#like bruv ik youre talkin bout some heavy shit rn but i cant help but feel like this just like#like it has the same cadence as him talking bout how eraqus just doesnt understand interior design or some shit#ABSOLUTE PRICK BEHAVIOR but its hilarious prick behavior so im letting it slide#one of my favorite hobbies is just thinking about how eraqus and xehanort can be petty to each other#like its peak comedy for me like please go to couples therapy good god#no one needa deal with yalls BS near eight decades later#but they should cause it entertains me
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