#canon dialouge tbh

[gelarshiesprofruitboarder]

these work better in the video i made but uploading vids on here is hell so

[mr-aftons-rotting-pussy]

how do you feel about the whole 'phantom ruby originated from The End' theory. i personally love it, the cyber corruption sonic gets is like a mild version of what infinite has to deal with every day & there's more voices fucking w him

OKAY tbh originally i didnt think id have too much to say on this(and i still might not lol but Im Thinking really hard abt it so it COUNTS !!!!!) n whatever cause i personally don't really give a shit abt sonic frontiers it just doesnt intrigue me as a Complete *thing*

HOWEVER !!!!!!!!!!!!

i just watched like over an hours worth of End related videos and????????? THIS SHITS CRAZYYYYYY its so insane how this fits in w my lore n shit 4 the phantom rubies personally (Sega upholding the tradition of stealing ideas directly from my brain<33 im just that good😏)

my actually genuine reaction when the celestial bodies n space rocks r sentient w power that rivals the chaos emeralds:

LIKEEEE. okay. okay. not to be infifi lorepilled on main r anything. *i explode💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥*

I THINK ITS A VERY FUN IDEA. idk how i feel abt the phantom rubies coming directly from The End but i can def see how they can be related to each other, esp knocking sonic out of his super form briefly COME ONNN literally phantom ruby reference?!?!!?. i rest my case💼. i still dont think i know enough about The End to give a full comparative analysis on The End and pts abilities n such but i can 100% see the correlation anf thinks its a VERY VERY fun idea even if i dont necessarily agree w them being one n the same... ill have to do more research n come back to this for sure.

ill end this w a silly thought of my own though(lmk if this has already been said lol... i dont keep up w all this lol): obv ive seen ppl compare the dialouge of The End and infinite..... AND. hear me out if we were to run w the phantom rubies and End being of similar origin and ignore every other supplementary material that expounds on infinite besides Sonic Forces there is a teeny tiny bit of room to consider infinite rock possession😳 like the way they speak in certain contexts is similar and like.... if we can consider the phantom rubies as vessels that serve as an extension of The Ends power perhaps....?😳😳😳

OBV ik this is a MASSIVE stretch and isnt fully backed by canon but. a silly theory to consider to regardless lol. if someone else has already come up w this idcccc its mine now. bajabnsbbd

[iamindebt]

Wiscara and Aristris relationship in spr is that kind of "sibling rivalry" trope, its not a bad trope by any means if done well.

Unfortunately, pretty much everything in spr is poorly executed.

I dont even know if there was a canon reason for Aristris taking the scissors

My hc was always "aristris salty af" but like when you thinm about it

Imagine your sister being on a first name basis with GOD, like any acomplishments you could ever hope to make would seem a hell of a lot smaller to anything your sister could do

But if you were a villain, you could be known by more people, no matter how awful those achivments are (maybe thats why Aristris is happy when talking abt tretone in the final battle)

I will be the first to admit that this was prolly the shinttiest thing wiscaras done (in my opinion) like he didnt even try to harm you, kidnap you sure, but the only two things that can kill you is the smarmy lake, windmill things (both are out of his mansion) and lava carpet; which by the way Aristris HIMSELF genuinely dosent seem to notice (could just be him being dumb though lol)

Like the guy seems to have taken a pretty big blow to the ego (and hip)

And when the CUMULI start liking your sister over YOU, thats just more salt in the wound.

hes like me fr /j

I always thought this was him trying to scrape together the last of his dignity tbh

Not much to say about this tbh, i just feel bad for the guy like- hes a dingus and id hate to be his friend irl but like honestly????

Couldnt have put it better myself, random robloxian.

BUT IM NOT HERE TO JUST COMPLAIN OK

I tried to badly rewrite the whole "sibling rivalry thing

After chapter 5 and Aristris leaves, instead of the dialouge looping, you could talk to wiscara for this bit of dialouge

"I hope aristris isnt TOO upset with me yknow? Maybe i should check up on him when i have time..."

Not much, but would hint to the player to check on Aristris AND show that Wiscara does care about her brother

[faulty-heat-vents]

ooc for a sec: if you see less contractions in Thermie's dialouge, that's on purpose- I'm trying to make xeir manner of speech more distinct from Ash's.

All canon chapters on ao3 (read it here) are updated with this change, but tbh I can't be assed to go back and edit every single post /shrug

[forthedancingandthethriving]

No one gets how badly I want to make the storyline with Leto and Nimbus canon,, because it'd be a great way to both show/introduce Leto, connect Leto to Ozymandias via the way they make programs/viruses alongside dialouge, and just in general I'm really proud of Leto's character (but nothing will top Byte tbh, he is my magnum opus villain)

[smiling-stel]

Ok so, im remembering someone else's point saying how Cale acts like a guardian to those younger than him but acts bratty n spoiled to those older (within respects still)

♡ Like how he cares a ton for the children n will never push them or scold them for not being able to do something

Ex. when Raon couldnt break thru the whirlwind, Cale didn't blame Raon even tho he was at a lost for what to do then proceeded to find another way

♡ But then IS pretty "hey ima do my own thing, be grateful im even Telling You" with some of the older folks/people he sees as his age (towards quite literally everyone i can think of actually- even sometimes towards the children - tho ig it could be "you don't need to know, you don't need to worry" mentality, perhaps a mix

Ex. Cale toward Alberu when he's like, "ill get u the Mage Tower, gimme money, trust" etc.

So im thinking

♡ Cale showing these subtle reactions to being pampered, but then he start basically Demanding It in an almost a "tell me to go away, I dare you" while still flinching, freezing, or stiffening up when ofc he receives/is let to do what he wants before quickly melting into it, perhaps almost tsundare/cat-like (ong I hate labeling it as such, but thats basically what I'm imagining orz)

[Tldr at the bottom of the break]

- I continue on w examples i half pull out my bum + rewrite my pt better

♤ And we do see this w Cale's brattiness towards Alberu in canon

We see him start w taking cookies for Raon or to eat it himself, but then he just starts- breaking into? Alberu's bedroom or office??

♤ Like sIR TToTT LMAOO. But I think he can "justify the rudeness" cause he's quite literally only bothering Alberu when it benefits him or the kingdom

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♧. But then we see it also with the mindful disrespect Cale gives Ron, the guy he was lowkey terrified of even before knowing he was an assassin, and yet continued to treat with the same "you are legally working under me" curt manner of speech regardless

. Which is a bit insane of Cale tbh cause also Ron was older than him -- ik Korea emphasizes a base-line respect hierarchy via age, and Cale was conscious of that towards Choi Han, but tbh I cant remmeber any internal dialouge of Cale's take on Ron being older than him cause -- he's alw treated Ron with "do this cause my family pays you" speech mannerism

♧ So the "were giving you money to work in a position lower than mine" overrides:

- his Fear of Ron,

- the built in "treat elders w manners" most cultures have,

- but also most people's learned basic politeness filter, [cause others being in a position lower than yours doesnt mean you have to speak to them curtly]--- (and we know Cale does indeed know basic politeness cause he can easily bullsht his way into stardom (ex. Jungle arc/when he first meets Alberu/whevever he handles civilians))

::without the usual politeness you'd have asking someone else do something, even if it Was their job (ex. Most people still ask "do you know where the sauce is?" or "wheres this sauce?" to a grocery employee instead of straight up "take me to the sauce./get me this sauce." If that makes sense;

that instinctual polite unliteral manner of phrasing cause "do you know where the sauce is? Ofc they do, they work here >> oh but that demand of "take me to the sauce" is phrased as an almost hypothetical manner to save your own face. It changes the demand into a request, giving the worker still a way to refuse n not have the situation become akward**

** sorry I learned this in my linguistics class n I'm excited to info dump-

♧ Like- bro has more reasons to speak more politely to Ron than not-- and yet he never stops commanding Ron without sugarcoating/politeness-filtering anything

So if that ain't bratty--- hiding behind the employer contract frfr

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Ok so Alberu he justifies is rudeness as "im helping the both of us, shut up and trust me"

Ron its "you're working under me so ima use you like I should"

◇ what of Eruhaben then? (Hopefully I'm spelling his name right, the golden dust dragon)

Eruhaben doesnt need to benefit from Cale (initially, when they first meet), nor is he ever hired, under contract, or even under oath to work with their crew. He's seen as someone immensely powerful and could absolutely clock them and their whole kingdom if aggro-ed, and yet Cale proceeds to interact with this ancient dragon older than everyone in this world except maybe the World Tree (often signifying the START of a world so Erubenny here's currently second oldest existance ever during Cale's time??) - interacting as if blud was just ur average joe----

Dawg TToTT. Cale. Your fearlessness is CRAZYY. Anyways Eldest Existance Goldie here is turned into a Gramps for the children and ong thats already a ton of audacity of Cale n his crew to do that to the guy

◇ But what does Cale do next--?? Cause at least he's decent enough to not ask Eruhaben to take care of every bit of their human problems (which is probably how Cale's able to justify treating Eruhaben as a Babysitter, L)

◇ what he does next is fcking sbdbsbvd [extends] this Eldest of the Elders* lifespan. Partly to benefit Eruhaben (but blud was alr accepting how it was his time so couldnt care less ab dying), and mostly to benefit the children, specifically Raon, the baby dragon under his care.

TTTTTOTTTTTT WHAT A REAL ONE AJDUUEGSHGSHSHHHSHHH

*I say eldest, but im aware there were dragons n other existances living before Eruhaben, but in the time of the story takes place, Goldie Gramps is one of the oldest existances in that world, yea

◇ does this count as Cale being a brat?? Tho it mutually benefits both parties, it does still impose Cale's agenda (having a mentor figure and babysitter for the Raon, n also a senior dragon in his crew) onto Eruhaben who - as I've said before - was Hella ready to cozy up 6 ft under. Brother probbaly already went thru his stages of grief before Cale was even born, thats how Not in his Plan Cale's push for a life extension was--

◇ and Cale continues to push when Eruhaben makes his stance clear he shouldn't extend his life, he's tired, use the artifact on someone else, etc. Etc. Cale knew to be pushy?? To continue bothering Gramps like that?? Cause it works out, Eruhaben does give in with seemingly no regrets after--

Cale. Who knows how to take a no (when it doesn't involve his own health anyway). How we see him not asking the OP cast in his crew [[literally most his main crew]] for an easy way out if he, himself, can't logic out any benefits for them directly >> even if those people are willingly like "take me off the bench, coach!!"

Ex. How he keeps Choi Han around to "make him the hero" only for the guy to refuse any title or land from being rewarded by the feds (Prince Alberu) and suddenly Cale doesnt know what to do w him, but like, let's him stay by his side anyway cause he said he wanted to (similar to Raon tbh, aww the trio frfr) -- but Cale rarely actually orders Choi Han to do anything (I might need to fact check this tbh) its a just a ton of Choi Han "I need to get stronger to be more helpful!" N acting sybiosisly w Cale's plans til Cale eventually expects Choi Han's involvement n just alw has a place for him in his plans (if it isn't solo altruistic time that is)

Tldr; Cale --- who takes care of the littles, and is a brat to the elders *with justification* --- would totally start demanding/doing these acts of warmth after some time

Perhaps first tsundere-like in the "i deserve this" manner like he does with his "act" of being a papered noble son

@penguin-stars talks ab this pt really well in this post [here]

only to still stiffen once the others allow it + even support it, and then eventually find a place for himself in all that warmth of his new family n friends <333

Do you think Cale would stand along the edges of the group when they're all happy and domestic sometimes...? Just feeling kind of disconnected and distant because this amount of happiness and this amount of closeness was just a distance dream when he was roksoo

Maybe he watches the children get praised and he's so proud of them, but can't help but feel the dull ache of jealousy. Of course, he would also add to the pile of praise and love, but deep inside his inner child just... Aches. Deep inside he just wishes he could've had this when he was younger. The praise, the love, the gentle touches full of warmth. Maybe he just can't help but feel so far away because it feels so.. unreal. He's never had the chance to properly grow up, so he definitely wishes for these kids to grow up happy, loved, cherished, and healthily. Hell, he will make sure they do.

Maybe he freezes when the kids first begin to hug him? The warmth is foreign, but not unwelcome... So he indulges them. Giving them the love and affection that he wishes he received as roksoo. Turns out he's also touch starved as well, so he grows to love these interactions with the children. Eventually he starts initiating them by himself, finding his hand gently carding through On or Hong's hair, or maybe his hand rubbing circles on the small of Rain's back? But only for the children. Children are honest, children are safe. He doesn't know how to tell his friends he wishes to be closer. So he keeps quiet, inner child longing and aching.

He watches the way Ron interacts with Beacrox. The way on the outside they're stoic and seemingly cold, almost like some sort of business exchange. He sees it though. The way Ron's eyes soften when he watches his son cook, the pride that swirls behind those eyes just for his son. He feels in an outsider. Sure, he has his family, but could he really be considered theirs? He feels like an imposter, coming into their home with their son's body and face, so he only watches as they bond. The warmth of just being within distance is both soothing and never enough. He distances himself in hopes of keeping these pesky feelings in check. He tells himself to be happy with what he has because it's already a blessing to have so many people who stay with him because they want to be with him.

Maybe he doesn't know how to interact with parental figures, feeling awkward when they welcome him. His mind convinces him that their welcome is just polite. When he agrees to act as Naru, he thinks of it as just a deal. Both parties benefit from it. As Fredo continues to shower him with gifts and love, he finds himself relaxing in the warmth. Just for a bit. Then he walls himself off again. He receives a toy as a gag gift one day. Some sort of play set that they (maybe Alberu and Rosalyn) think would make him give them a deadpan look in return. They're shocked as they silently watch Naru's eyes sparkle as he explores the set. His touch soft, so so soft, as if the toys were an illusion that would crumble away if he were to rough. They expect a sarcastic "thanks" with some sort of annoyed look paired with it. Instead they watch from behind their disguised friend, barely hearing the whispered "...thank you" because Naru's voice is just above a whisper. (His ears are red as he thanks them, he doesn't turn away from the set. Too happy to have received it because it resembles the one he had always longingly gazed at through the display windows. He couldn't ask for it, so he just looks on, smaller hands pressed against the cool glass in his memory).

He's on guard while he stays with Fredo, but his inner child can't help but cheer at the unlimited food and sweet. Happy to be able to just receive instead of all the give give give he's had to do growing up. He feels warm as he nibbles on a cookie, sitting on a plush couch.

Cale is too scared though. He doesn't reach out, bringing this love closer to him and claiming them as his. He just accepts the in the moment love that's directed towards him, grateful for what he can get.

And they slowly begin to notice the longing in his eyes. The way he attentively watches as the children are introduced to more games and experiences. (It hurts them more later on when they learn what kind of world he had grown up in as Roksoo).

Cale doesn't seem to notice the loving looks he receives from the people around him. He just assumes that it isn't for him. So when Eruhaben starts to press his cool hands against his forehead, gently grasping his face as the dragon checks him over for any more injuries... He finds himself overjoyed. Confused, but overjoyed.

Or when he finds himself noticing how Rosalyn and Choi han seem to sit ever so closer, with their legs pressed against his and their arms brushing against him. He finds himself relaxing, just appreciating the feeling of being close with them.

Cale treasures the people around him. They notice how Cale feeds the children before himself, watching them eat for a few minutes before he breaks out of some sort of train of thought. (He can't forget the days where food was limited. The cries of poor, innocent children when their stomachs felt like they would just collapse inwards and consume itself. He doesn't ever want to see the people he loves have to think before eating, rationing off some incase there isn't food next time). Alberu gifts him more snacks-- batches of cookies that are easily shared and plentiful enough that he doesn't hesitate before eating some himself. Beacrox cooking more and more, trying to show that if Cale asked, he will receive. How there's plenty of food to go around.

(he grew up in such an unstable environment that being this secure feels like a dream).

I wanna write a fic... But I'm not that confident in my writing sdjdjhff

[blushblushbear]

sweetie I run a blush blush blog, I don’t think anything is weird! You’re all good!

OKAY SO NIMH

firstly can we talk about like-- how Nimh canonically has a weak heart??? Cause I feel like that’s not talked about or mentioned much--- he’s only got a couple of lines-- but those lines are like--------------- SERIOUS

Nimh is actually my brother Fox’s favs and he like--- messaged me like OMG HE’S DYING AND WE’RE KILLING HIM?????????????????????

“HE’S TAKING ABOUT BORROWED TIME LIKE--- THIS MAN IS DYING AND WE’RE KILLING HIM BY MAKING HIM GO ON A COASTER 11GABILLION TIMES???????????????????????????????????????? WHAT”

And like

Yeah

Like

Nimh is actually p sad cause he’s probs not gonna live to be super super old???????? Maybe???? Idk

He def has dialouge that makes it like------ like he does mention a few times that he gets light headed and the way we make him feel like-- makes him need to sit down and take a breather???

But yeah, Nimh has a very weak heart and I would like to formally request that we don’t make him go on roller coasters anymore

But yeah like--- headcanons

Nimh’s probably got the most healthy and loving childhood out of all of the boys

His parents are legit the sweetest people

They’re also very chill

His family house is like--- all neat and tidy and warm and cozy, it’s very cottagecore up in there

It’s also a little old folks home-y but not in like a really gaudy way

There are def a lot of decor just chilling around tho

And pictures

SO MANY PICTURES

His parents are like the picture of a quant sweet quiet little suburian couple

But they’re also really like--- more down to earth and realistic than you’d expect???

Like--- they found out when Nimh was very young that he had a weak heart, and instead of like--- keeping that from him or never explaining why he can’t do certain things, they just like----- let him know

They were adamant that it’s Nimh’s body and Nimh’s life and he has a right to know what’s up 

They also never really like--- kept him from living his life as best he could????

Like there was never any “No, you can’t, you’re not allowed cause of your heart!”

It was always more “Well, sweetie, if it’s what you want, we can find a way to do it safely”

They let him have a lot of autonomy but also made sure he was aware of how to be safe and careful 

Tbh when Nimh was told at a young age about his weak heart he was actually pretty scared???

But his parents really helped him with it

They let him know that like--- yes, because of his condition he would have to be more careful than others, but it’s not a death sentence and none of this meant he’s not allowed to live his life

They legit had a moto “there’s a safe way to do anything!” 

They also raised Nimh with the moto “different strokes for different folks”

Cause legit they are also the most accepting people ever

So long as no one is getting hurt or being put in danger they are down for whatever

They have this picture of them on a road trip before they had Nimh, and they’re legit in a biker bar taking a big smiley group photo with their new friends 

A dude in a sweater vest and a lady in a cat sweater cheesing it up with a man who has pain tattoo’d on his knuckles and another one whose got a massive scar across his face

It was a fun trip

Nimh’s dad is a therapist and emotional counselor and Nimh’s mom is a grade school teacher 

So Nimh had just a really supportive loving home growing up

He def still talks to his parents on the daily

First best relationship with his folks, second best is Kelby

Def took you to meet his parents the moment things started getting serious

They a) had already heard a LOT about you, b) ADORE YOU

His family has regular family dinners, usually on sunday, and you are always welcomed

He also was really into books

Like legit-- him cashew and poe need to start a book club 

His canon job is a personal assistant and it’s to the head of a major publishing company

The company mostly does children’s books, though they also branch off into fantasy and young adult coming of age novels

Books always suited Nimh tbh

Not at a bookworm level like Cashew but p close

Even though he was given A LOT of freedom, he tended to prefer the calm and quiet

Less even for his heart and more just cause that’s how he is

He is a comfy boi

Soft boi

Cottagecore boi

He lives in a really cozy little apartment but he frequently visits and stays at his family home as well

NSFW but he’s sexually curious but a little timid in that area, solely due to how soft he is and how prone his heart is to going nuts in bad way when he gets too excited. Slow and steady wins the race for this rabbit folks

Fidgets like crazy when nervous 

Anytime he’s had to be in a full suit for something special he’s been nervous and also his tie is crumpled within the first hour cause he can’t stop fussing with it

He actually kind of loves sad/bittersweet movies

Big Fish is one of his favs. It’s just the right mix of whimsical and strange and heartwarming and sad for him

If anything sad/bad happens to an animal in any movie he cries for at least an hour

Marley and me mcfreaking WRECKED him

Lowkey a vegetarian

Like he’s not SET on being a vegetarian and it’s not for ideological or ethical reasons

He just really loves veggies

Healthy snacker

Can play the piano and a little bit of flute

Not stellar at either but he tries

Is def best friends with Cash and Poe

Him and Cashew are just bookworms together and Poe finds their optimism so quant, so naive, so young in it’s innocence (nevermind that he’s younger than the both of them)

THIS MAN'S SWEATER GAME IS ON POINT

Speaking of games, he actually really likes video games

Less in a here’s my battle station, let’s stomp some n00bs kinda way and more a I have an old cartridge era system in the living room that I play old school games on

Could he make a fortune selling that system and those games on the internet?? Yes.

Does he know that?? Not even a little bit.

Can type surprisingly fast and is an amazing note taker

Bit of a people pleaser too

He’s honestly the perfect assistant and can even get a little— cut throat isn’t the right word…. Sturn?? Serious?? Has a major back bone-y??? When it comes to work

The best assistant his boss ever had tbh

His boss is a lady in her 40’s who wears a lot of pastels and pearls and is p sweet but also very right to business

She does not mince words, very blunt

She’s rubbing off on him a bit, at least professionally 

In his personal life he’s still 10000000% a sweet baby angel

Idk what else there is to say about Nimh other than Fox wants to hug him cause he looks soft and probably smells like vanilla or caramel or something 

[noturfang]

Tbh, ORV still be my favorite. The storyline is beautiful. The dialouges are deep. The main trio's relationship is lovely.

No unnecessary scenes.

Sometimes it makes you laugh.

Most of the time, it makes your heart feel warm.

But it also makes you cry a lot.

The twist are predictable yet written so beautifully that makes your heart still hurt even though you already predicted it.

I'm not shipper. For me, Dokja's relationship with everyone are special, but not in romantic way.

I'm a typical canon-shipper. So, at first, I thought Dokja have romantic feeling for Sangah. I'm not really ship them, but don't hate this ship, so I prepared to ship them. But their talk before Sangah's reincarnation make me realized that they relationship is platonic one.

Sooyoung seems like have some kind of feeling to Dokja, but since it just hints, I can't decide. Lol. I approved this ship but I prefer friendship between them.

Yoo Junghyuk? Dokja adore him, and already being his number one fan. But I don't see it as romantic feeling. Because as a reader, I also have favorite characters but I don't have any romantic feeling for (most of) them. Lol. Especially, Dokja always says "I'm Yoo Junghyuk." It makes me certain that he inspired by him and love him to the point he want to be Junghyuk, not in romantic way.

Instead of ship, I prefer to see KDJ YJH HSY trio together.

[calcitedraws]

Lore:

Fens grew up speaking more French than English but after their mom left, Fens dad didn't bother with French anymore and they didn't have anyone to speak it with.

Their dad is from Alberta and their mom is from Quabec. Fens accent when speaking English is Albertan.

In the demo, I stated their accent is very mild and hard to place. I did this because listening to an Albertan accent feels that way to me, and I don't think the MC (who is canonically American) would be able to tell specific accents apart like that

But Fen speaks perfect Quabec French

I think Fen would only really speak French to their cats or when they're feeling something intensely. They also think in French but have no problems speaking English

They also know a handful of French Sign Language

Originally they had a more Newfoundland accent, but that got scrapped early on. I imagined them sounding like George Crabtree from Murdoch Mysteries tbh.

TLDR: Fen speaks with a slightly Albertan Canadian accent but also speaks Quebec French. I didn't hone in on a specific accent until after the game was published.

If... Someone could help me with Fens dialouge since I'm American I'd appreciate it :3

Sometimes I forget Fen is canonically bilingual (Also speaks Quebec French) I never included it in the original novel because their backstory wasn't that complex back then... Now I have to research when they'd actually speak French (since the MC canonically doesn't know French in the VN)

[pdqsketch]

Back to ask about Dovewing and/or Hollyleaf. Feel free to answer as many of the asks as you’d like!

ok confession time. I know very very little about Dovewing. I read like her first book maybe but then did not. So gonna do Hollyleaf

sexuality headcanon: there's a good one that's her with cinderheart but tbh I like aro ace

gender/pronouns headcanon: she/they

rate them out of ten: 6/10, good for some angst

favorite thing about them: I like that they *don't* have a power. Like sucks for her but just really makes some interesting content.

least favorite thing about them: I have read very few of the newer books, but my understanding is she turns up at the dark forest battle and then just dies? laaaaaaaame

why i first started liking/disliking them: lol my friends like Hollyleaf a lot which has made me started to like her more XD

do i relate/project onto: Do not

favorite quote/moment: idk why her inner dialouge and questions when Greystripe randomly showed back up about who would be deputy and why has always stuck in my brain

my fav ship: I dont' really ship her, but i like the cinderheart/holly ship map i'll post below lol

my fav platonic relationship: Honestly the sibling energy between Lion jay and holly is very good

a ship i hate: i don't think anyone actually ships this but ashfur/holly suddenly came to my mind and i loathe lol

do i prefer canon or fanon?: fanon, always

random headcanon: I don't know much about her time in the tunnels cause i never read that far but i like to imagine she just embraced being a gremlin fdafds

what color do i picture them as: puuuure black. Looks a little like Crowfeather uh oh

favorite MAP/PMV/AMV with them aforementioned map:

hollyleaf is a fandom fav so there's just a lotta good stuff for her XD

[tiny-m0th]

ohohoh!!! 📌, ✨, 🎶 (rly excited about this one..) !! 💕 too if that's not too many!!!

📌- How did you find your hyperfixation?

OK SO. I actually found out abt Wandersong because a rlly good friend of mine reblogged this comic and i thought it was such a charming way to start a game (and a clever subversion of the hero trope) that i just. Rlly wanted to see the game, if only to see how the story played around that opening !! Then the same friend offered to stream it for me and i ended up Rlly loving the game 🥺🥺🥺

✨- What draws you towards your hyperfixation? What is interesting about it?

HONESTLY.... just kiwi and miriam alone made me rlly love the game 🥺 i rlly loved watching their friendship develop over the game ;; but also. the story was rlly rlly interesting and the graphics + music + art style rlly added to the game,,, 🥺 all around i just loved the game a lot skJSJDJD

🎶- If your hyperfixation has songs/an ost, what is your favorite song from it?

I know i already answered this, but i'm gonna answer this with some songs not in the other image since. honestly i rlly love the entire soundtrack.

Another one of my favorite tracks was Farewell bc it's miriam's theme but slowed down i think? and it sounds rlly solemn and upsetting bc ur parting with ur friend who's been you all this way ,, but it also has like,,, some hints of the instruments/musical themes of the next chapter (i know very little abt music so i don't know what they'd actually be called sjJSJDJFJ) in it and i thought that was really neat :)

I also loved the track This is Really It for some similar reasons sjJSJDDJ its miriam's theme again but you can hear hints of the . instruments/musical themes (??) that are used for Star Storm + Nightmare King. Somewhat relating to that,, I rlly loved how each chapter was a bit different music wise... I just love the soundtrack a lot <3

💕- Tell us about one of your favorite characters and why you like them.

tbh... i have a lot of favorite characters from this game snjAJSJDJ but... i'll just go with kiwi for this 🥺 i rlly loved how... optimistic and kind kiwi was throughout the game... they had a lot of reasons not to be (the world ending for example) but they chose to be kind anyways and there's something rlly admirable abt that + the dialouge between kiwi and audrey as they're exiting the caves where they say that the bugs would've been worth saving by virtue of Just Existing, even if they didn't end up helping them 🥺🥺🥺... not to mention i am a sucker for the color green <3 i can't go into detail but let's just say i have a rlly bad habit of my favorite characters being green JWBSJDJFJF OH ALSO. the fact that they're canonically nb + go by any pronouns? so cool. love that for them 🥺

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pleaseee share ur bpd hcs thanks

!!!! aaaaaaa okay!!!

(i mixed in Some adhd hcs becus i feel like for him those two are a lil connected becus of the symptoms overlapping. also tw for self harm, substance abuse, suicide, etc.)

octavio was diagnosed with adhd as a kid and y'kno, rejection sensitive dysphoria is one of the things that comes with it so when he started noticing his emotions being Really disregulated and his reactions being different from other people's he just kinda blamed it on that. he didn't get a bpd diagnosis until he was 21 when he went to rehab and that was the first time he had ever even heard of the disorder

he did start to go to dialectical behavioural therapy at 24 after he joined the games though because ajay urged him to

he's definitely impulsive type and self-destructive type. has zero impulse control and gets bored really easily do he just Does things to pass the time, anything that pops into his head. with the self-destructive type, he also has no self preservation at all. his stunts are absolutely a result of his bpd. he needs the attention and thrives off the adrenaline but he honestly doesn't care how injured he gets which worries a lot of people, especially ajay

chronic boredom is HELL for him and probably his biggest symptom overall. he cannot handle it at all and he needs to keep himself entertained. he'd set himself on fire and record it just to give himself something to do tbh

substance abuse is common to come along with bpd and yep. stim is kinda addictive. he's used other drugs before and he's gone to rehab for it but he hasn't gotten much better esp since using stim on live tv is now his fulltime job

he is so stubborn and he sees things in such black and white, the voicelines where he calls enemies the "bad guys" comes to mind. everything is either good or bad no in betweens and trying to change his mind is sometimes near impossible. he's the good guy and everyone else in his way is bad

he's got a bit of a god complex but ykno surviving impossible stunts and being insanely rich does that to you.

ajay has been his favourite person pretty much his whole life as she has also been his only real friend growing up. veryyy clingy to her but can go weeks just ignoring her and being distant for no reason other than to avoid feeling as hurt when she finally abandons him which she never really does becus she's scared of how he would react

him getting blocked by her hurt a LOT and he had a whole breakdown over it. he hated himself more than anything n defs did something stupid to try to take his mind off of it but she forgave him in the end and he completely forgot abt being upset becus zero emotional permanence

speaking of emotional permanence unless you actively talk to him and reassure him you don't hate him he Will think you hate him

sooo sensitive you could make the smallest joke at his expense and he will run off and get himself hurt. think of that quest dialouge where ajay made fun of his pants and he almost got himself eaten by prowlers

with that sensitivity come intense mood swings. anger and sadness are probably the worst for him but he usually turns it inwards rather than express it outwards

i genuinely hc that the gauntlet stunt was a suicide attempt i just can't shake that thought out of my head like he is definitely suicidal

he cries a lot but not in front of people. he got made fun of it as a kid so he tries his best to hide it. good thing abt the mask is that when he gets teary eyed people can't see it

the only time that he is quiet is when he's dissociating the fuck out. ajay's caught onto it by now and she sometimes tries to help out. usually he gets triggered by overstimulation like the room being too bright or if something reminds him of a traumatic event or his father

this is canon actually and probably mostly due to the adhd but this comes along with bpd sometimes as well; he stims All The Time. tapping his feet was a big one but now that he doesnt actually feel them anymore he's started doing other things like shaking, rocking or swaying in place, flapping his hands and snapping his fingers, etc.

he gets fixtated on things a lot like his favourite animals or music or cars and motorcycles but he can just as easily drop it all and start hating it for no reason because random splits just Happen sometimes. he has a Bunch of useless facts about things like sharks and bunnies from when he was a kid and if you need anyone to help u with ur car or motorbike he's ur guy

he's actually good friends with wraith because they relate to each other a lot mental health wise since wraith has ptsd and psychosis and those all share some similarities. sometimes they stay up together talking after a stressful day becus they just Get each other.

his abandonment issues are probably largely because of his father and 3+ step moms and nothing ever being a constant in his life

this all just off the top of my head but yep! thank you for asking 💖💖

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Send me “alt!” and I’ll introduce you to a character I’ve rped in the past, want to play in the future or are currently playing somewhere else!

     “You sure you want to keep that up? You look pretty tired as is. Don’t know why you wouldn’t take it easy and relax! I mean, I certainly would after a long day!” He chime in approaching from the sidelines.     The Kitsune figure that he would announce his prescene as he saw  the Hoshidan prince working diligently. Boy, he was quite the sharp shooter with his bow and arrow. He would have hated to be on the receiving end of those arrows. Especially it would be likely to damage his pristine fur! That expression that was present on royal’s face certainly caught his attention. He wondered if he had the misfortune of having that sour look remain stuck. He certainly wouldn’t voice that. However, he had something else in mind. He whistles     “That’s quite the show you put with your bow. You’re pretty great shot! How long have you handling a bow?”

Nikishi: Fire Emblem Fates

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🔷 Your dialogue fits your character perfectly--it's like I can hear them speaking when I read your dialogue.

♦️ Your long replies never get repetitive or boring.

Aaaah,   thank   you   so   much   !   I'm   glad   I   have   the   dialouge   down   tbh   !   Especially   when   there's   not   much   to �� work   with   in   canon   material   so   it's   something   I   worry   about   DSKLFJD.   But   it's   rly   reassuring   !

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Author Honesty Hour

Thanks to @emilyevanston for the tag. 

1. Which is the imagine you’re most proud of?

Hmm series Living with Regrets I don’t know why. Everything just clicked and it is one if the things I can go back and read and not cringe over. One shot changes but  Heathen - I just feel I really captured Dean in that one and it is always awesome to get to write super close to canon and add to it. 

2. Which is your least favourite?

Lol how long do we have? A lot of my earlier works. Especially porn without plots so  You are better than that or  Slow and Easy

3. If you were to recommend one to read to your mum/mom?

She has read a few. I think the first one she read was  The Notebook - she’s welcome to read anything though. 

4. Which one would you consider re-writing?

None since I am currently rewriting  Ties That Bind - which I have been wanting to do for a while. Maybe She Waits too though. 

5. Biggest regret in an imagine?

I had some OOC moments for Dean that make me cringe to this day, because I was trying to follow a request or live up to what people expected me to write earlier on. 

6. Biggest success with an imagine?

People telling me I encouraged them to start writing or that I helped them feel better on a shitty day. People telling me I nailed some of the characterizations always make me proud too. 

7. Your imagine with the most notes?

Red-Handed has 1543 and I hate it.

8. Your imagine with the least notes

No clue but it’s low 

9. What do you think makes a good imagine? Tips?

Write in character. Stay true to the story you wanna tell and don’t think about how many notes it will get or what people will think of it. Make it yours. 

10. When’s the next update on your works?

I got a Misha x Reader coming out at 8pm CET

11. Number of followers before you started writing and after?

Well I started as a multifandom blog before I started writing. That one had 600ish and it dropped to 200 when I turned SPN and started writing. I now have 9101

THE WRITER

1. Which character do you love writing for?

Dean and Jensen. Danneel is a big fav these days too and I always love Misha :D

2. Which character do you dislike writing for?

Writing dialouge for Cas is hard af. I struggle with Sam at times and I can’t for the life of me write Crowley. I tried and failed miserably.

3. What’s your favourite AU to write for?

I love AUs so all kinds tbh. 

4. What’s your least favourite AU to write for?

Well if I don’t like them I don’t write them. ABO and soulmates are two. 

5. What do you hope never gets requested?

I don’t take requests

6. What do you wish was requested more?

Same answer

7. Thoughts on writing Smut/POC/Curvy/MxM/FxF?

If the story calls for it I am fine with writing smut but honestly it kinda bores me now so I rarely do it. Nothing against it. Some of my fav writers write tons of smut. 

POC/Curvy and disabled readers/ocs are all the same to me in the sense I am happy to write them but not if there skin color, body type or disability carries the fic. It can be part of who they are but not all they are. The amount of fics I read where a plus size girl wonders why Dean would like her for her makes me slightly mad as a plus size girl myself. We are not all insecure messes and if Dean would want a roll in the hay I wouldn’t question him. He’s a big boy. He can make his own choices ;) 

8. Which account is your biggest inspiration in writing?

@sis-tafics is amazing! I wanna be Jill when I grow up!  She masters all the genres and her stories and characters are well rounded. 

Also @emilyevanston who tagged me is a big inspiration for especially poly fics. She’s an expert at those and I look up to her alot.

9. How long have you been an imagine writer for?

2 1/2 years or just about. 

10. Any upcoming secret works? 🤔

Narh nothing secret. I am working on my AU bingo card. I’ll be getting my Poly bingo card soon and I am always trying to update my series. No secrets ;) 

I tag @mysupernaturalfics @blacktithe7 @percywinchester27 @torn-and-frayed @docharleythegeekqueen @becs-bunker @like-a-bag-of-potatoes @sillesworldofwriting and @impalaimagining