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Was forced to watch a truly incredible (derogatory) thing recently.
A young person on twitter, adamant that transandrophobia doesn't exist on the grounds that 'no one is killing/raping/assaulting trans men'.
Several people responded, including some linking articles about murders and assaults on trans men and a couple op-ed style pieces of trans men talking about their own experiences.
Said young person responded with "I'm not reading those its triggering and I'm a minor"
So let me see if I've got this correct, you are knowingly refuse to acknowledge reality because it's upsetting to you and then you're going to turn around and deny that very reality because you refuse to acknowledge it because it's upsetting?
#like I'm sorry but willful ignorance is not a winning argument?#transandrophobia#its things like this that really have me convinced that we're never actually going to fix this shit#i was talking to the woman who runs the lgbt center i was going to#shes been running it in some capacity for about 30 years now#and she was saying that ever since they reopened after covid they have a problem getting people to keep coming#and its mostly because young people will come a few times and then something makes them uncomfortable and they never come back#but the things that make them uncomfortable are things like 'a homeless kid came to get a shower and a meal'#or 'the donated instruments in the music room arent good enough quality and they dont want to use poor people instruments'#those are both real examples btw#i hate to be the one to say it#but you cannot form community if you refuse to be uncomfortable sometimes#op
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Gai saw a man burn alive and longed to be engulfed in the same flames. His idea of heroism was tainted from the start, a sacrifice of self to power, so much power you die. Anything less is not good enough. He has never valued his life as anything other than his status and name. He wanted nothing more than to burn after he released the 8th gate. He was kept alive as punishment for his ego, Maito Gai needed to learn how to live life as a human being.
#maito gai#might guy#I see a lot of people shame kishi for not killing him#like that’s cowardice#or disrespectful to gai#it is disrespectful to what gai wants that’s true#but what gai wanted was a reflection of everything wrong with him#the man that cried seeing what he did to Lee in the Chunin exams#before immediately letting him risk his life to be put back in an arena#gai learned no lessons in his life#he perverted the idea of power from the start#he only saw what self destruction looked like when it seeped out onto Lee#and that was not enough#because he is consumed by ego#and life refused him a hero’s end#gai cannot win. it would be a disgrace to his character. all we have seen him do is win until this point
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today my professor was talking about gender and the way kids are raised in society and he brought up kingdom hearts as an example of an unusual piece of media for its time that was seemingly meant to be appealing to both boys & girls and to both adults & kids (presumably cuz like it’s got the anime stuff and the disney stuff and you go through all sorts of different genres and it’s both whimsical and serious) i was like totally zoning out but i snapped awake when he mentioned that lol
#i genuinely cannot stand this man but he wins a few points for that#peach rambles#i was like KINGDOM HEARTS MENTIONED💪💥👀😳😫💪💥💪💥💥💥💯#also had to hold myself back from trying to correct or clarify things he wasn’t quite right on#wasn’t about to put myself as a fan in front of my peers#also like i said i cannot stand that dude i refuse to participate in class unless necessary#kingdom hearts
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if you as a fic reader ever become possessed by the urge to do a popularity bracket with the fics other people wrote and shared for fun and for free, consider:
don't ❤️
#just!!!! make a rec list!!!!!!!!!#popularity contests do nothing but drive writers out of fandoms by pitting people against their friends#and invariably result in people being assholes in the comments as if the people who wrote the fic can't see it#like ''oh clearly fic x is better than fic y''#or ''why is fic c even in this poll?''#nobody gains anything by you doing a bracket to see which fic is the ''most popular''#a stat which could be found more easily & less cruelly by simply hitting the sort by bookmarks/kudos button on ao3#anyway ugh. i saw that one of my fics was being pitted against one of my friend's fics in this bracket that's going around#and i have no idea who is ''winning'' because i refuse to look. but either way it's gonna feel bad!!!#because i want my friend to get his flowers so i want him to win!!! but i also would like to know that people like my fic!!!!#so it's just a lose/lose situation even though i generally don't give a shit about numbers#but this turns it into a schoolyard popularity thing#and the emotional response to having people *vote* on if your work is *better or worse* than other fic is hard to ignore#cannot reiterate enough JUST MAKE A REC LIST#or if you absolutely must do a bracket like this do it in a private chat server or something#don't create a public forum for people to pass value judgements where the authors can see it#and feel bad if they get told their fic is ''worse'' than someone elses#but also feel bad if they get told theirs is ''better'' because it came at the cost of telling another author they weren't good enough#ANYWAY i still feel sick with a super sore throat and a headache & am probably extra cranky because of it#(still testing negative thankfully so it's probably just weather/allergen related)#gonna go make some tea and prep the fic updates i want to post today#cass says things#fandom problems#wank adjacent
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Don’t get me wrong I dislike how Mercedes manages their drivers and think Toto sucks. Like the upper management of the team is terrible, and I am not ignoring the strategic blunders that they have made over the years. Also I do know why people are upset with the outcome of the race. But seeing as how in the last 5 races Lewis has been on the podium 4 times, and at the beginning of the season Mercedes were in the trenches with low point scoring finishes, I’m happy about the progress that they have made. Because it benefits Lewis first and foremost. Now I will not be surprised if he puts himself first and foremost and doesn’t relent with strategies. As in, he’s gonna be calling his own shots instead of just listening to the pitfall.
#f1#formula 1#lewis hamilton#belgian gp 2024#I am a Lewis fan first and everything else comes second#I’m thinking about the wins and podiums for the future because we cannot change what has just happened#and I refuse to let f1 ruin my mood in any circumstance
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@childoflegend replied: NO because when Shinoa was like “lol I can body you” to Shi I was like ?????? HE’S ONE OF THE STRONGEST ANGELS IN CREATION, wdym this 16 year old girl can defeat him just cuz she was one of his experiments 😭
NO SERIOUSLY-! like you mean to tell me the FIRST PROGENITOR. GODS FAVORED ANGEL. LITERALLY LUCIFER IN ALL BUT NAME- is losing to this???? they don't give us a reason for Shinoa being as strong as she is other than 'experiments' like how the fuck?? and why the hell would shi make a girl strong enough to repel HIMSELF- mUCH LESS HOW???? and legit he has not had a single victory since he first tried to take yu and mika and the manga expects us to still think of him as a threat????? how??? what happened to my sassy and teasing first progenitor that blew everyones shit when he first appeared and was named???
#and what the hell is with him constantly being drawn in only the greek robes now???#even in the furthest flashback????? like. WH Y???? a#and you cannot tell me his actual name is fucking SIKA MADU#like. WHA T???? WHAT ANGEL FIRST OF ALL AS A LAST NAME#AND SECOND WOULD HAVE A JAPANESE ONE???#the manga is a coward for not taking their christian themes and rolling with it#they literally have made shi lucifer but refuse to give him the name#OR MAYBE THEY SHOULDVE STUCK WITH HIM BEING THE FALLEN ANGEL OF MICHAEL AND MAKE A STORY ABOUT THAT#he's just not threatening anymore because the manga never gives him a chance to win nor to show why he is strong#he is constantly getting beaten down and its stupid#they ruined his and crowley's character and these are legit both of my babies#like i have so much work into them and this is how the manga treats them??#nah#naaaahhh i am captain now#manga is mine now i control the canon
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i recommend. Personally. watching international court cases and being in a removed part of your brain fucking terrified and horrified while you try and remain focused on the facts in the front of your mind so that you can know what the fuck is going on. and then letting that stew to make a list of things you find suspicious or dubious. also recommend then watching a bunch of philosophy all night and going hm fair point and well no i don't think that's true. and then doing the writing three pages thing your good friend suggested to you. and knowing your own naivete intimately. and then i recommend grabbing the a3 newsprint block so that you may make some inconsequential art. which inevitably will help you think. and then i recommend writing again to find out what you think. happy monday guys
#i hope this doesnt sound flippant i truly mean this in the most sincere way possible. i think if we refuse to think or observe we cannot get#the justice sorely needed. and also someone mentioned that they think sa's case is a part of the anc (governing sa party) trying to win back#their credibility as arbiters of justice after being in power for thirty years without delivering on various promises. WILDLY CYNICAL!! but#i don't think that it is unlikely that at least some in the anc are swayed into support of palestine by that logic. election this year#they have to restore an image of their core and founding values somehow. still though i do think those in the legal team at least and probab#ly many outside of it genuinely believe in this cause. and i think that's very important obviously#but ultimately i do think this idea is so cynical as to be functionally useless. did you all see that court footage though. jesus christ#all we can hope is for this to delegitimise israel's stance on the world stage and bring forth the truth. even if they don't achieve their#aims i think this can only be a step in the right e#direction. so. that's good.
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No context but I got So distracted. I did not set out to do All That today. I don't even know where the fuck I am anymore. It was all an impulse decision and I didn't even write down the second distraction because it was So Strong. In my mind. But then a second distraction hit my two braincells. I have no idea whwre I am anymore. I was just gonna whip up a shitpost doodle and then go back to my main project. I never even got to the shitpost doodle. 🧍
#okay fine full context. i was hit w a vision last night due to a pet peeve like No Hate but Damn#people will really just put any guy in this specific format. and obvs epic trans headcanons forever i have nothing but respect 🫡#but like. it just irked me and made me ask myself Well. who WOULD fit this format in my beautiful mind palace#who. in my mind. has LAYERS of lore surrounding my trans hc for him. who would fucking say that. some sort of mentor perhaps#and who would ASK him that. what would PROMPT that. under WHAT PLAUSIBLE CONDITIONS#esp i think bc the topic makes me so fucking dysphoric too i go insane and die 1000 deaths about it routinely#to the point where i straight up almost never talk about it. i refuse to even acknowledge it.#which is. i think why this got to me so much LMFAOOOOOO I'M. ANGRY. HOW DARE YOU HAVE FUN WHILE I'M DYING. BADLY.#in a way that i just could never allow myself to have fun w bc I Am Above It. you CANNOT get me. i'm WINNING.#takumi has too much pride so not him. moe has too much pride so not it either.#no.... this is. a job. for Bruno.......#and sharena my best friend sharena my sillie goofy about to jump to the most INSANE conclusion bestie sharena 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#but then. realization. i have to revisit my 'back in the day' designs for the askr sibs and ESP bruno.#and honestly i just needed to completely revamp him. okay. no probalm! 👍 i am revisiting my back in the day alfonse hcs#really Thinking about them. i doodle One Thing about how if alfonse wants to build any muscle#he needs proper nutrition. he is SCRAWNY. he is TWIGGY. he only has weight in his thighs abd really not as much as he shoulf#i get distractef. i am making a comic. anna is there. she is also a mentor. the comic is about learning life skills/food#I REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENS. I CAN'T FORGET. I NEED TO GO. GOODBYE#worte it down but alsp i got plans i gotta go for REAL. GOODGBEY
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so like is casual gallifreyan wear also massive robes or are those just for special occasions
#cannot tell u how much i am captivated by the idea of casual clothing on gallifrey#all the doctor does is wear earth style stuff. i Refuse to believe they have blue jeans on gallifrey. what are they wearing over there#i mean they’re touch telepaths right so culturally would that lead to more restrictive clothing being the norm or less because you’re either#expected to have strong enough telepathic defenses to not mess people up with a handshake (a la star trek vulcans) or maybe more something#more surveillance state. ‘why are you all dressed up so much what do you have to hide’#i mean the robes and the doctor’s predilection for layers and coats suggests the former#but do we really trust the doctor to reflect cultural norms. little freak of a man.#maybe wearing that much clothing is the gallifreyan equivalent of being a slut. i mean why would you be covering up so much skin if you#didnt have some thoughts to hide from people’s casual touch right.#slutty doctor wins again….#but seriously though give me the casual gallifrey robes i want to see them
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Who I will be voting for in the 2023 mcyt Tumblr.com Sexymen Election (and why you should vote them too)
1. GoodTimesWithScar
I know he got the most nominations, I know there is a good chance he will win, I still feel the need to campaign for him. Because if anyone really truly seriously deserves this win it's Scar. In my many years in fandom I have seen people go absolutely wild with making characters insanely hot. I have rarely seen it happen this MUCH, this EXTREME. You can not tell me that this silly minecraft builder doesn't spawn some of the most vile (/pos) fanart/fanfic in this fandom. He's out here bringing EVERYTHING that makes a sexyman to the table, he's a creature, a builder, a conman, a capitalist, the mayor, a superhero, just a guy, an artist, he's charming and thirsting for blood and diamonds and everything in between. He fills out so many tropes without even trying. And above all cc! Scar is just a cool and nice guy. He is really fulfilling the role the best. (#scarsweep)
2. ZombieCleo
c! Cleo is absolute sexyman incarnate and if you are trying to tell me otherwise HAVE YOU SEEN THEM. Also cc! Cleo deserves to win this and be smug about it. She deserves the bragging rights, they're out here really doing it all (including bringing this to Twitter.)
3. Joe Hills
Although I wouldn't necessarily consider Joe Hills to be a traditional tumblr sexyman, he has been campaigning so hard and honestly I gotta respect the grind. He is one of my favorite blorbos and I would be absolutely delighted to see Joe come out on top. Also the campaign is one of the best and funniest things I have seen in a while, the blaze, the tumblr presence, the fanart, the getting killed by an anvil. (Joe how does it feel to be the funniest contestant)
If I could commit voter fraud I will would. Voting will be at @mcytblrsexymen I am looking forward to the vote!
(unedited version under the cut)
1. GoodTimesWithScar
I know he got the most nominations, I know there is a good chance he will win, I still feel the need to campaign for him. Because if anyone really truly seriously deserves this win it's Scar. In my many year in fandom I have seen people go absolute wild with making characters insanely hot. I have rarely seen it happen this MUCH, this EXTREME. You can not tell me that this silly minecraft builder doesn't spawn some of the most vile (/pos) fanart/fanfic in this fandom. He's out here bringing EVERYTHING that makes a sexyman to the table, he's a creature, a builder, a conman, a capitalist, the mayor, a superhero, just a guy, an artist, he's charming and thirsting for blood and diamonds and everything in between. He fills out so many tropes without even trying. And above all cc! Scar is just a good and nice guy, the contrast to fandom c! Scar is really funny. He is really fulfilling the role the best. (#scarsweep)
2. ZombieCleo
c! Cleo is absolute sexyman incarnate and if you are trying to tell me otherwise HAVE YOU SEEN THEM. Also cc! Cleo deserves to win this and be smug about it. She deserves the bragging rights, they're out here really doing it all (including bringing this to Twitter.)
3. Joe Hills
Although I wouldn't necessarily consider Joe Hills to be a traditional tumblr sexyman, he has been campaigning so hard and honestly I gotta respect the grind. He is one of my favorite blorbos and I would absolutely delighted to see Joe come out on top. Also the campaign is one of the best and funniest things I have seen in a while, the blaze, the tumblr presence, the fanart, the getting killed by an anvil. (Joe how does it feel to be the funniest contestant)
If I could commit voter fraud I will would. Voting will be at @mcytblrsexymen I am looking forward to the vote!
(unedited version under the cut)
#mcytblr#mcytblr sexyman#mcyt sexman contest#goodtimeswithscar#zombie cleo#joe hills#Voting is important (especially in this election)#i really need to be studying for my chem final rn but this contest has gripped my brain and refuses to let go#hlep I am so tired#i cannot wait until voting beings this is some of the most fun i have had in a while#in the end no matter who winns they deserve it#this is fun and games#anyone who votes is free to vote their blorbos and any candidates win is a valid win#Freddy yells
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i love lewis more than merc ever could btw
#just in case you needed to know !#i have more love in my heart for that man than his entire team ever could have#i still have the race recorded but i truly cannot bear to watch it bc i can’t see that podium i don’t wanna see lewis celebrating alone#i will end up burning brackley down if i do#like i’m sorry george crashed and i’m glad he’s okay but if lewis was third and crashed out and george had lucked into a podium merc would#treat it like he’s the second coming of christ i’m so sick of it#after everything lewis has done for this team and the last two years when they’ve refused to make a competitive car podiums/poles/wins are#not a guarantee anymore and it just makes me MAD that they didn’t show up for him i’ll never forget it lmfao#whatever merc have been showing their true colours recently and i’m not here for it#if i keep going i’m going to cry btw so im stopping before i do#he is SO graceful and grateful for everybody around him and i’m SICK OF IT#they know that lewis will never turn on them and i’m just !!!!!!! i can’t do this
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lacey.
#i am so tired.#i cannot beat the alcremie galarian slowbro combination#i can’t do it#this is absolutely busted and they’re countering everything i have and living every hit#but i refuse to use my overleveled mons#i can win with this team i can find a way#the sv dlc experience#sv dlc spoilers#i guess
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Mm... Whenever I have this contemplation, a voice in my mind (Possibly my own) tells me, "Don't play the game! Eat the pieces, WIN."
Which... I understand to mean "Pursue looking male and then indulge in effeminacy." It's a fine idea, I suppose...
#''Don't play the game; eat the pieces; win'' as a command finds itself in my mind from time-to-time.#It just means ''don't fuck around'' or ''win by unconventional means'' really...#In terms of when I experience existentialism it reminds me to look around for a moment and not drown.#Not really as a ~gentle reminder~ just more like when someone snaps their fingers in your face to get you to pay attention.#To... ''remember just where the fuck you are''.#I said before that I don't fantasise about things I cannot have in order to not go insane.#Likewise the opposite. I do not sentence myself to misery. Hence my refusal to feel hopelessness.
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Me: “It’s so annoying to block and report all of these spam bots. Maybe I should just ignore them.”
Me: “No. That’s what the spam bots want. If I ignore them, they win.”
#spam bots#the inane ramblings of a madman#i will keep up block and reporting#because they cannot be allowed to win#this is a battle i refuse to lose#the only thing i have more of than patience#is perseverence
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battle of manzikert my favorite to learn about ever.
#for some reason i cannot describe i simply love it so much#well i suppose i was quite surprised by how the emperor of byzantine ended up being forced to kiss the ground before alp arslan.#and right after giving his army many words about how they'd win and even refusing the peace treaty sent to him by alp arslan before it#he even forced a cross into the hands of the messanger and just sent him back. babygirl... you will face a tragic death#🌙rambling#is it disrespectful to talk about historical figures this way or am i allowed to make fun of him for being an emperor. i don't know
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Ngl I kinda wanna get the Obi-Wan mullet
#I am so serious rn#I want layers and a decent short hairstyle that isn't super duper masculine or a pixie cut#but I cannot middle part my hair it looks AWFUL on me#and so I don't think stuff like a butterfly or wolf cut would look good on me#I just--#I refuse to style my hair- I look awful with a middle part- and I just keep my hair up half the time anyways#so the only two haircuts I really like (butterfly & wolf) wouldn't work to well#HOWEVER#a mullet....#if I did it true obiwan style#the top would be pushed back- there would be no part#(which does look fine on me)#I would still be able to keep it out of my face a satisfactory amount#and I could tie up the back#i see this as an absolute win#the only problem would be#I don't think I could ever look anyone in the eye in a professional setting knowing I have that haircut lol
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