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Madoka is the promise you won't turn from a child, full of hopes and dreams and the wish to save the world, into a bitter adult who just wants to hurt others and ruin people's lives
Madoka promised to be there for you to remind you of the person you wanted to be and to stop you from becoming what you sought to destroy
Madoka made that promise and became the very embodiment of it
#Moon posting#Feeling emotional about Madoka Magica all out of the blue and I'm making it your problem#IDK I saw a video in my YT reccs ranking Doremi toys and I really enjoyed it (sadly can't remember who it was)#So I went to check what other content the person had made and they had recently-ish done a blind reaction to Madoka#Didn't watch the whole thing just The Good Shit at like double speed (it was completely uncut and I wasn't in the mood for a full rewatch)#And god. The way the fucking ending to this series still makes me fucking sob like a baby EVEN WHEN WATCHING AT DOUBLE SPEED#I dunno what to tell you I really like that series. Like I just do. Madoka is Good Actually#IDK I feel like everyone has a lot of Opinions about the series and all I can say is that y'all are wrong and don't understand it#MADOKA ISN'T ABOUT BEING EDGY GRIMDARK TORTURE PORN!!! IT'S ABOUT HOPE!! AND DREAMS!! AND NOT GIVING UP!!#Y'all remember that post about how sometimes if you need to imagine Naruto encouraging you to help you get out of bed and brush your teeth#Then you imagine that dattebayo#And that is literally what Madoka is.#Except instead of self-care Madoka is there to stop you from being a toxic little dickweed and be nice to others#Sometimes you need to stop and ask: Would Madoka do that? Would Madoka say that? Would she be proud of me right now?#Don't ask me why I'm posting this it is 5 am I should be in bed man
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listen i loveeeee eng dub caleb i think his va absolutely ate that shit up and the dialogue is so so good... but CN DUB CALEB????? oh my god... it's so much more ANGSTY bc wdym he literally says "your biggest mistake was thinking i'd always be willing to go along with being your big brother. i'm sick of playing these "being a family" games with you..."
I WANTED MY GEGE TROPE AND I GOT IT UGH </////3
#[𐐪— rheya talks. 𐑂]#i just think it hits so much harder every time he gets sad that she only sees him as “gege”#the way i've been thinking about the fact that when he was a kid he was probably so proud to be called that#and definitely felt good about the fact that she viewed him as someone trustworthy and reliable#in a way that no other person in her life was#but as he got older he probably started getting more dejected bc he just realized that oh wow will i ever escape the big brother zone????#i mean it was probably this weird bittersweet feeling between yeah she trusts me and loves me and yeah she doesn't love me LIKE THAT#honestly this is my only disappointment with the eng version bc i feel like there are so many facets of their relationship that were erased#but i get why it was localized i def don't think the western fandom would've been as open to this#but you'll never catch me not loving on the cn dub#just adds so much more of the forbidden aspect#and so many more things make sense#like why mc was so confused on how to introduce him to her friends#like does she say gege or bf yk????#ughhhhhhhh#sorry sorry once again i can't shut up about him#lnds caleb#love and deepspace caleb
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"Do you know where we are going next?" I asked ART.
Y'know what, I think maybe I don't need any more Murderbot books. I think maybe ending things here is fucking perfect and as much as I love Wells's writing I'm genuinely not sure it can get better for me.
Like, so much of the books are about MB learning how to be a person, about becoming okay with being a complete individual with everything it entails. The first thing it does once it's actually allowed to decide on its own is it runs away from it all (admittedly to go on a mission to confirm some things about its past, because it genuinely just wants to be *good*). It shoves all its emotions away as much as it's able to. Then shit happens, and it makes its first friends, makes decisions based on these friendships, goes through a lot of emotionally intense situations...
And we get to this point here. MB having zero doubts about going with ART says a lot about its relationship with ART, but it also says a lot about its relationship with its humans - it knows that wherever it goes, when it comes back, the humans will still be there. Its humans actively acknowledge its struggles with being a now-free SecUnit and MB is willing to entertain the discussions to an extent and share information about its deeply personal experiences. Hell, System Collapse ends with MB admitting it might be somewhat broken, but that's okay as long as it can keep doing its job, and agreeing to basically do counselling - this is the guy what would rewatch its favourite TV show again and again in order to avoid acknowledging it even had Emotions a couple books back.
Reading this, I know that MB will be okay. It has hopes and goals and genuinely believes in itself and it has an amazing support system that its willing to lean on for the first time in its life. I'm convinced it'll go on to do great things with ART. And that's really the only thing I need to know.
#Murderbot#murderbot diaries#tmbd#system collapse#Herr's personal tag#Also like. System collapse dives deep into MB's feelings about its life as secunit prior to the events of all systems red#I find this conversation from when they were discussing what would happen if the BE folks got to the colonists first /very/ telling#MB going on about how life as a corporate slave is absolute fucking hell#ART drone saying that they can't just kill people because the alternative is worse than death#ART: would it have been kinder to kill you before you'd disabled your governor module?#MB with zero fucking hesitation: /yes/#(followed by my favourite ART line ever. “You know I am not kind.”)#Like. MB would not have always admitted that it had hated its life as a secunit this openly#Saying it was shit is one thing saying I would rather be dead than think of me or anyone else going through this again is a very different#And here it has zero issues stating that. At least when talking to ART#And then later on it goes on to offer its actual memories for a publicly screened documentary#Because it knows it's the only way to make people see. The only way to save then from the same (ish) fate#And it's willing to do whatever it takes to save these people it's never even met before from what it views as fate worse than death#Including opening up and acknowledging its past experiences and past/current feelings#And I'm just like. Man I couldn't be more proud of you if I tried.#You go MB. Holy fuck I wish I could do what you've done. You might just be the person to defeat this evil capitalism my dude
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one of my favorite clark headcanons that i have (that is completely unsupported by canon) is that he's transgender by kryptonian standards. martha and jon kent raised him as a boy and as he grew up he never had any reason to doubt it at all, he was like yeah i'm a boy, makes sense. and then he gets to the fortress of solitude for the first time and it turns out how Gender works on krypton was just Different enough that clark doesn't really fit the kryptonian standards of whatever he was supposed to be. bonus points because this makes him feel like even more of an outsider as a kryptonian, even if he's the last one left.
#do i know what those kryptonian gender customs are? no and i kind of don't care to come up with them#just cuz that's not my favorite thing to do but someone else can if they like my idea#i just love the idea of 1) trans clark 2) clark discovering his heritage but also as he learns more about his heritage#realizing that because of how he was raised- and it was nobody's fault- even though it's the only explanation for why he's so different#from humans he still can't help but feel like he's not a real kryptonian either#brought to you by THIS STARTED AS A FUN HEADCANON FOR HIM TO BE TRANS IN A COOL ALIEN WAY#BUT TURNED OUT TO BE ACTUALLY PROJECTION OF SOME PERSONAL SHIT I HAVE ONLY CONSCIOUSLY THOUGHT ABOUT LIKE TWICE SO OOPS#bluebird.txt#superman#was watching superman 1978 and i don't have any real thoughts about it yet but i'm just rotating in my head#that jor-el said 'this is your home.' when describing krypton.#like. he's never been there. he can never go there. it doesn't exist anymore and he will be raised human.#he will be raised in a world that is so completely unlike his own and he will not grow up with as a kryptonian.#and yet jor-el says of krypton 'this is your home.'#like just give me a moment.#so interesting to me who considers who what. some guy in high school#told me i wasn't mexican because i din't recognize some candies my (cuban) teacher brought back when he visited mexico#he said i wasn't even latino#well first of all that guy was a first-class asshole seriously my kudos to him#for having such an impressive amount of hatred and unhappiness in his little soul#second of all. he didn't think i was latino. my own sister only calls me mexican when it's convenient for her#my parents are proud of their american children and in high school my mexican (as in grew up there) friend wa always proud#to call me a fellow mexican (or at least a chicana)#so i just find it so fascinating that in this movie jor-el says son you will never know your birthplace your parents's home firsthand#but it is your home.#my parents would never EVER call mexico my home i don't think they'd even call it THEIR home#i just. i'm thinking about it a lot.#high fives clark kent in child of immigrants and everything that means swag solidarity
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Ummm!! So i went on a little trip with my family to some mountains nearby, this June,,, and i took some pictures of the scenery i felt that were very aesthetic ! (Atleast to me, because i LOVE taking pictures of a beautiful sky) So, i felt it would be a waste to NOT share some of my favourites with you guys :D
Heres some of the scenery from Pakistan , brought to you by your very own Mun! :-
(This one is my ABSOLUTE favourite ajsnfikridhj because there was a sudden blackout when i snapped this, which makes it look like this came straight out of a horror movie! Haha)
(Mid-Drive smudge but atleast we captured the sunset!)
(and idk but i felt like having just the moon shining your path at night has a vibe of its own. I like that vibe, it's very nostalgic for me)
(Tumblr is making them look grainier ;_; oh)
#photography#Pakistan#Mountains#Aesthetic#photos#ooc#i was feeling very proud of these that my dad suggested i share these on the internet#therefore i am!#funfact on this trip i nearly lost my thumb#because it got struck by the spinning blades of a drone while i was trying to help land it xD haha#suffice to say some of my blood is splattered onna wooden bridge somewhere in the mountains of Pakistan because my finger was FRCKED#but luckily i pressed on it hard immediately so it recovered eventually#i think by sharing this i share a bit of myself with you guys which kinda feels really nice and i know im not the best photographer out-#-there but yeah its still special to me because i captured them :) and i lived them!#by the way i have received a rather long but SUCH. a. NICE. ask on here that i want to answer immediately but I can't :'(#i want to draw Umer thanking the asker but I can't draw it roght now as I'm busy#but if the sender is reading this please know your words have reached me and i will respond to you soon enough hopefully!! much love to u#bye bye for now~
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ended up thinking about the magneto + wanda vs charles + david dichotomy and --
(house of m #1 / way of x 2 + 4)
magneto is 100% not a great dad and even HE knows it and he KNOWS he's put his war before his kids but at the end of the day he does love and care for them and has wanda's state deteriorates he both tries to help her bc she just fucking DESERVES it and also falls the helplessness of someone who just cannot find a solution but so desperately wants one. it's shitty that he has her manipulate things into a mutant utopia but idk man it was kind of a dogshit situation already. I mean people are literally planning to euthanize her and given how things are going at that particular moment there's almost an argument for it. what a horrific position for him to be in as a father and a father who's trying to do at least a little for his kids to make up for YEARS of being the WORST. he WANTS wanda to have a life, even if he's not allowed in it.
MY MAN EGG CHARLIE THO-- he has a similar kid. mentally unstable reality warper. has literally reshaped related twice with his unending bullshit. david is back and FULLY in his "i rule me" era. which is when he's the most together and lucid. He's as on top of his mental issues as possible and RIGHT out the gate xavier has decided he's too dangerous to live. he refuses to return david's consciousness to his body. when david does it himself charles suspects HIS OWN SON of being the psychic poison corrupting kraoka and when david refuses to tell him what he's plans are and simply asks his father to trust him because he's his son charles violates his autonomy and tries to hack his mind. (i know xavier's getting onslaughty but also.... lbr.... it's not off brand for him to pull something like that)
like-- i'm not a charles xavier hater but i'm a charles xavier hater you know? i love david so much and charles is such a deadbeat dad. i also think this is just-- it's very telling of the differences between mags and xavier. magneto will put his mission above all 9/10 but when dealing with a situation like these it's VERY clear that it's killing him and WANTS to resolve it in the less harmful way. meanwhile charles would prefer his son back in a coma before he's shown even a SECOND of supposed instability than allow him a life because of "what he might do to the mission". like no one here is getting the dad of the year award but jfc charles is sooooooo good at rationalizing and stomaching doing horrific shit to his own kid(s) just bc they're not controllable or palatable.
#meta#xmen#magneto#wanda maximoff#charles xavier#david haller#i feel like it's the telepath vs nontelepath thing to some extent. charles is SO much more controlling than mags#and i think a lot of it stems from the power and control his telepathy gives him#like you cannot give a man like that so much capacity for control over others lol#you can SEE him cope and SEETHE when confronted w/ ppl he can't read/control lol#magneto is a terrible dad but at least he can look in the mirror and say 'well at least i'm not as bad a father as charles'#magneto is at least like.... not trying to shove them in a closet bc they're too unruly and unsavory sdkjghds#he might even like and be proud of them! (feel like that depends on writer and era a bit tho i'd need to double check)
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I feel like such a failure every day & like I've let down my younger self. She deserved so much more than this 💔
#worst of all i feel like im disappointing my grandad#THAT is the worst feeling because i can't ask him... but my nan says he would be proud😭#i just saw a thing on Facebook about closing your eyes and picture hugging your younger self#and i immediately thought “im so sorry” and started crying
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hey guys remember how jayson ferin would've been like 19 when jay was born and like 16 when ava was born. i don't really. have anything to add to that. just felt like saying it.
#idk there's something interesting about that when you think about how he was also climbing the navy ranks and around for jay's childhood#teen parent husband of malenia jayson ferin isthe same person as navy admiral proud legacy jayson ferin and yet they feel entirely divorced#theres a lot of character potential there like were he and may just really in love. was it related to the ferin legacy thing. a mix maybe.#how did we get here condi drop the ferin lore pleease#jrwi riptide#jrwi#jayson ferin#ive also seen people say condi mentioned jay having brothers in a just rolled but as i havent listened to them i can't verify that claim#super interesting though#also if ur wondering how i got those numbers supposedly jayson is canonically 40 so you take away jay's age of 21 and ava's 3 years over he
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Every day I open my gmail inbox and I see that people are still giving kudos and commenting on my Missing Pieces fic and it fills my heart with so much joy but also HOWWW are you finding it? 😭because it somehow doesn't make sense in my mind that you're finding it through the Ao3 tag search
<update> sept 7th
Anyways, I reread Missing Pieces after almost 4 years and I can say that I understand why y'all are still giving it love <3 I was being too harsh on myself, so thank you. If you want to read a "Wind is Four's descendant" cozy, feel-good, with secret family lullaby included, read Missing Pieces! 🙂↕️
#linked universe#lu four#lu legend#ngl Missing Pieces is one of the fics that I kinda... pretend doesn't exist 😂 I don't hate it but I can't say I am as proud as I used to be#of it#please read my Aryll fic that one I am still v proud of 🥹#still THANK YOU for giving Missing Pieces a piece of your heart <3 it means a lot to me#to see y'all enjoying something I made#tags after update#it's such a feel-good fic#i'm writikg a review for myself HAHAHA
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It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia: Season 13, Episode 10 - Mac Finds his Pride. 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
“You don’t know what’s going on inside of me.” “I mean the struggle to be who I am.” “There’s like this storm inside of me and it’s been raging my whole life, and I’m down on my knees, and I’m looking for answers, and then God comes down to me and it’s a very hot chick and she pulls me up and we start dancing.”
“Wait, wait, wait…you’re gay, but you’re dancing with a hot chick, and she’s God?”
“Yes.”
“The Catholics really fucked you up.”
#iasip#video#s13e10#it’s always sunny in philadelphia#frank reynolds#mac mcdonald#pride month#this is such a wonderful episode#and i know there are fans out there who were disappointed because of the lack of dennis and/or the rest of the gang BUT#i genuinely believe this was the most cathartic option the show and writers could have chosen#cause just focusing on mac and frank as he tries to help mac be proud of his gay identity makes the ep feel more intimate#also i believe it HAD to be frank because frank was the trigger that eventually led to mac coming out permanently#...by calling him the f-word...#also mac and frank rarely team up if at all because of how frank struggles to understand him especially after mac came out#plus prior to this point frank in some shape or form was like the dad to everyone in the gang BUT mac...#but when mac does his interpretive dance for his father to get his father to understand him...... mac's bio dad walks away#but you can't say that mac failed per se because it was frank finally got it and it was like in that moment that frank became mac's dad too#i get so emotional ;afjlkd
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It's time for the yearly summary of art
ok doing close-ups is so much funnier, I'll continue doing that probably XDc
#me doing artz#art summary#art summary 2024#I'm lazy so no link to the pieces pffft XDc#what can I say...?#it was an up and down year I guess#with a few pieces I'm proud of#nothing really feels extraordinary and I can't say I felt like I improved much#but that's fine uwu#I did try to go beyond my limits a few times with various results positive (many animation for eg) and negative (the september crash for eg#to another year of arts!#funny how my 'best stuff' is always gifts for someone
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Nebby’s 1st anniversary!
#my art#kirby#kirby oc#nebula knight#minidrawz#can't believe it's already been one year i feel like it's been like only a few months djfsh#she's one of my most proud ocs i've ever made i am SO happy people like her oh my god#reading people's tags on her posts really brighten my day i just wanted to say one big thank you to everyone!!
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ya know, whenever tim does finally meet lucy's parents i sincerely hope that like the gentleman he is he insists that he cooks for and host them all so i can witness him getting increasingly more upset with the way they're berating their daughter, to the point where he just can't take it anymore and practically throws their asses out, because like hell you're gonna talk to her that way, not in my house!!
#*carly catalogs#can't help but picture him yelling out abruptly like 'ENOUGH!' standing up and tossing his napkin down#ordering them to leave if they don't have anything nice to say to they're only daughter#and giving a lil speech about how remarkable she is and how they should be more than proud to have a daughter like her#i'd like to think that lucy wouldn't be too upset about it either cause like.....#i don't think she's ever felt brave enough to really stick up for herself against her own parents#and we all know none of her past boyfriends would ever have the gall to say something to them either#tim would feel so bad lik 'i'm sorry but i couldn't listen to them talk to you like that' nd 'no thanks for standing up to them for me' 🥺💕#the rookie#tim bradford#lucy chen#chenford#otp: you know me so well
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MY APARTMENT LOOKS FABULOUS!!!! 🥳🥹🥰 The family just left and I am officially, now, by myself. Oh my gosh, have I been longing for this experience. I went with an earthy tone vibe palette (greens, browns, etc. and some plants). So pretty.
Don’t you love when online people inspire you though?? That’s so sweet of you to say, I’m so happy to know that! Honestly, Poppy, I feel that 2025 will be a great year for us too. We said that about 2024 and, overall, it was despite the lows we hit, but we still bounced back and now look at where we are. 🩷 Lmaoooo yes, now we just need a new job! As always, thank you for everything!
once again, PARDON MY DELAY, finding time to be online is extremely difficult for me these days (i hate december). i'm so behind with everything really 😂
this is so exciting, omg! i wish i could see it! see, the best thing about living alone is that you can decorate your place however the hell you want (for example you can put posters of your favourite bands on the walls at the age of 28 because it's completely normal and healthy and also i will never grow up). anyway, i'm sure your apartment looks lovely! 🥹
and yes, i agree with you! 2024 wasn't so bad after all. i feel like we've learned a lot this year and now we can have a fresh start in 2025. my goal for next year is definitely finding a new job (i can't work in a store anymore i just can't) and, well, to have as much fun as i can!
...and always at yor service (and also thank YOU! for constantly inspiring me to be better!).
#this is a really great way to end the year i must say and i'm proud#i will end mine in theatre cause i'm gonna see rent this saturday and i feel like it's gonna change me ugh I CAN'T WAIT#daisy anon#i saved every letter you wrote me*
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i'm. sobbing [x]
#i say this like i haven't been metaphorically sobbing since watching it two hours ago#but !! people KNEW#THIS feels so much like... validation without pandering#yeah some people are going to be surprised this isn't a sudden flip of everything that's happened before#and it's not a 'you were idiots for thinking it probably wouldn't ever happen'#but ALSO some of his family basically already knew! it's also a 'you weren't idiots for seeing it all along'#everything oliver's saying is that and god bless him for it but this is confirming the SHOW ITSELF will also say that#also i have got to assume one of the not surprised people is probably Maddie and i cannot wait#i also can't wait for Hen to find out she's gonna be so proud#911#911 spoilers#Buck Bothered and Bewildered#Evan Buckley#Oliver Stark#mine#god I had an exam this morning and it’s almost 3am I should be exhausted#*this morning and yesterday#but the adrenaline rush. I’m still flying#as someone else said and I feel nov 5th in this chilis tonight
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The Boyz Masterlist
Everything unmarked is plain fluff
Updated: 3/1/25
Main Masterlist
Most To Least:
MTL Nosiest in Bed [nsfw]
One-shots/Series:
Poly TBZ:
The Grims [Mafia au (Younghoon X Reader X Juyeon)]
Skatepark (Hyunjae X Reader X Eric)
Blackout (Younghoon X Reader X Changmin (Q)) [Smut]
Leather Couch (Juyeon X Reader X Changmin (Q)) [Smut]
Blizzarding (Chanhee (New) X Reader X Changmin (Q))
Sangyeon:
Christmas Decorations
Matching Pajamas
Jacob:
Scaredy-Cats
Younghoon:
Partners [Mafia au]
Broken Belts [Mechanic au]
Puzzle Pieces [Slights Angst w/Happy Ending]
Little Surprises
First Snowman Together
Dancing & Laughter
Jaehyun (Hyunjae):
Snow Flurries on the Racetrack [Suggestive]
A Christmas Delight
Denial [Smut]
Juyeon:
Love Letter
Start Anew [Exes to lovers?]
Under the Glow of Candlelight [Smut]
Wished For
Part-time Cat [Cat shifter! Reader]
Kevin:
My Darling [Smut]
Missing You
Chanhee (New):
So Much More
Confession
Changmin (Q):
Just a Bad Dream [Drabble] [Hurt/Comfort]
Scared? [Smut]
Playing Strangers [Smut]
Wish You Were Here [Drabble]
Xmas Movies
Blizzards
Christmassy?→
A Creepmas Party [Vampire au] [Suggestive]
Focus On Me [Smut]
Haknyeon (JuHaknyeon):
Safety
Sunwoo:
Run Away [Angst w/a happy ending]
Saturday Night [Smut]
Duty Calls [Android au] [Smut]
Warm
Baking Cookies
Youngjae (Eric):
Forgotten Train
Santa Baby
A Good Difference
#the boyz#the boyz masterlist#tbz masterlist#the boyz x reader#tbz x reader#kpop#kpop masterlist#the boyz oneshots#kpop oneshots#after years of saying i'd write for them- i committed to the bit- and here we are- there will prolly be lots of works to come for younghoon#i can't even deny it... he is currently my muse *also see: i am losing my mind actively over him* anyways I do plan to write for the rest o#them!! it just may take some time considering yh won't stop bombarding me with ideas#but if you have ideas feel free to pitch them~#as of 12/9/24- i have a fic for each and i'm vv proud of that fact~
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