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Thank you so much for the tag @imminentinertia, worry not about forcing yourself on me, I love it when people tag me in fun ask games ❤️❤️
Last song: Clocks by Coldplay. I'm still riding that high I got from going to their concert, don't judge me.
Favourite colour: All shades of red honestly, especially burgundy.
Currently watching: My Stand-In. That's it.
Ok, for real, I'm so, so bad at watching shows lately. I can barely start new things and when I do, I don't continue watching them, which sucks because I want to watch SO MANY things (Word of Honor, Triage, so many anime, so many movies etc etc). The only shows that keep my attention completely from start to finish are BOC shows, so as you can guess, I am waiting for 4 Minutes with bated breath. Just ask my friends how much spamming about this project happens from me and you'll understand.
Sweet/savory/spicy: All of them. It truly depends on what I crave at the moment.
Current obsession: Pete. Buying books. Pete. Ottessa Moshfegh. Pete. Oh and Pete.
(4 Minutes will become a new one once it starts, I've been going crazy with just posters and teasers so far, so... prepare yourselves folks. I'm about to become a 4 Minutes blog soon lmao.)
Current reads: War of the Foxes by Richard Siken, which I've been reading very, very slowly to truly feel the words and truly picture the imagery this man has crafted with his gorgeous mind, and The Symposium by Plato for my workplace's BookClub, which I created hehe. It's... fine (?) so far, I need it to sink in first, the narrative structure is a little confusing hahah. It feels good to read something in Greek though, I'm mostly reading books in English generally.
Last thing I googled: "μπορντο αγγλικα", which translates to "burgundy English" because I can't for the life of me remember what this colour is called in English lol.
Tagging @wretchedamaranth, @xpi-x-elx, @iwantoceans and whoever else would like to do it 😊
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self care is making the bounty hunter deal with my nonverbal episodes <3
@naffeclipse I softened up your bounty hunter and will not apologize
self insert is not a girl (he/she)
og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!
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"WAKE THE DOG UP_"
FINALLY, THE REF IS DONE... HERE IS THE NEW AND IMPROVED FORD EVERYONE.
its been such a long as time that i forgot how fun he used to be before he was kinda deved into a hole. but now in this new setting he's like PERFECTION.
idk if i can keep my little mouth shut about this enough to lock it behind patreon so,,, AOUHGH... HI HI PLZ ENJOY MY NEW STUFF.
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"Stop saying Crowley won't help Aziraphale in S3 he'd go back to him in a HEARTBEAT and nothing would stop him" I get it no one likes the idea of Crowley being bitter after what happened for a long period of time but like can we at least acknowledge that he's currently going through probably the most emotional pain in his life since falling? Can we agree that he's opened his heart entirely - something you couldn't pay him to do unless the world is literally ending and he's desperate - to Aziraphale, and got shot down? Can we understand that he did it AGAIN only to lose Aziraphale again? Not that what Aziraphale did isn't without Crowley's own shortcomings (hiding the truth of Heaven's cruelty from him) but like,,,,
The appeal here isn't Scorned Crowley Doesn't Love Aziraphale Anymore, or Never Wants To Help Him Again, the appeal here is Crowley learning enough self respect to not just walk back right to Aziraphale like nothing happened after Aziraphale has had a pattern of consistently refusing him. Going years ping-ponging between "We're not friends I don't even know him" to "That's what friends are for right?" and "We're friends, why would you even say anything?" and "Friends? We're not friends. We are an angel and a demon!"
Like I get it, Crowley is a heartbreakingly forgiving person. Of course he's gonna forgive Aziraphale, I'll be surprised if he didn't forgive him by the time he walked out the bookshop door, but gdi he could at least grant himself the luxury of being at least a little irritated for longer than however long it takes to make a globe and some books float and angrily cry out to God in his flat. But due to the change of pace and dynamic that is establishing part of the conflict for Season 3, I just really like the idea of him for ONCE prioritizing himself and being like "Okay, fine. We'll get back at it when you're ready, then," instead of just taking Aziraphale back like his words and actions meant nothing to him, when clearly they have an effect on him.
What is Aziraphale going to learn if Crowley just accepts what he did so quickly, like he always has the entire time they've been friends? Idk maybe I'm just projecting too much darkness on their dynamic but I mean, if the pattern of Aziraphale pushing Crowley away/disrespecting him one day and then being fine with his friendship the next + Crowley never stopping to be like "Hey, that's not cool, at least give me a little credit" or smth was fine all along and will continue to be fine in the future, then why, after 6,000 years of being friends and loving this demon, can Aziraphale still not accept that Crowley is just fine the way he is, and instead got excited to promote him to an angel in a heartbeat once the opportunity presented itself? You can't blame all of it on Heaven when Aziraphale has demonstrated his free will/defiance to Heaven so many times. Or, I don't know, I guess maybe we can? Maybe I'm just craving too much angst to the point where I'm letting it cloud my analysis of canon. Idk.
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im so crazy over the tragedy of everything q!bbh does being under a demon pretense even though he's a fallen angel.
do u think he just accepts the demon label because it's easier. do u think he believes it too, and catches himself in his thoughts with "oh, right. im not exactly that". and maybe he believes that he did this to himself? do u think what he did was to protect himself or someone? no matter the fall, he still has so much kindness to give and his brain just isn't wired the way a natural-born demon would be, he can't hold back instincts when time demands it, maybe that's why he fell in the first place.
and when he's finally bad, not good, it's treated like the end of the world, without empathy on why he would act out. do you think this keeps happening? the same scenario, multiple times, every timeline? he has to be used to it. so he has to take it in stride. he's good until he lashes out under extreme pressure, and suddenly he's called demon. and once again he's what heaven made him out to be. what he made himself to be, his brain would ruthlessly provide...
i don't think he wants to be that, though he hides secrets behind secrets of which neither identity is a home... but i don't think he wants to have to change, either. and i don't think that's wrong of him.
...you collapse atlantis ONE TIME and all of a sudden YOU'RE the bad guy and SURE it was FUN but REALLY now,--
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another thing I'm kind of sad about re: totk is that I feel like the release completely de-energized the community? I don't know if that's just me, like for sure any game has a shelf life and things get quieter over time, that's normal, but I don't know. We're slightly over 9 months since release and honestly? even the blogs that were hellbent on defending totk as a genuinely great game that would leave a wonderful impact on the gaming community are radio silent right now.
It's not that there isn't any new conversations or cool/creative content or anything, but I actually do believe the Zelda Youtube community when they say that TotK kinda killed the groove a little bit. :/
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