#can't buy class
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trexalicious · 4 months ago
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Quietly honouring his mother every day...
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clementimetodie · 1 month ago
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#I am losing my fucking mind#I am so sick of being treated like I'm the reason we're in this spot and having the sacrifices we HAVE made completely ignored or downplayed#I KNOW there's more to improve on but FUCK#we don't go out with friends and haven't in over a year#the two times I did go out with friends it ate me up inside because I had to spend money#I was disgusted with myself#we haven't gone to a sporting event in at least two years#we haven't had a single date night in the same time frame#and yet we get criticized for fucking. buying gifts for our birthdays and christmas#we probably spent less than $80 for christmas fuck offffffffff#and I got shit for buying my growing two year old clothes because she had NOTHING TO WEAR FOR WINTER!!!#but no that can't possibly be true we got so many free clothes from friends it's totally impossible that we didn't get anything past 18mo#TWO YEARS AGO#so obviously I'm just spending all our money on shopping sprees obviously this is all my fault I'M the problem#and now I'm seriously considering giving up swim class and a new insulin pump entirely :(#why should those get an exception but not the small hobbies keeping us from going insane#genuinely idk how I'm going to make it the next few months#we're so fucked#and God knows if I'll be able to breast feed this time#or if we'll be stuck paying boatloads for formula again#not to mention how bad the hospital bill will be...#*just to clear things up this is not a vent post about my husband it's about the family giving us financial advice :P
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guinevereslancelot · 3 months ago
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fifth graders will look you right in the eye and say shit like "crap isn't a swear word" and "well our teacher lets us say it" and "no, mr. [name] says crap all the time and he lets us say it"
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trexalicious · 4 months ago
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She modified the neckline of that dress to make it plunging...
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icewindandboringhorror · 18 days ago
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currently at That Point which occurs once every few months where one briefly begins pacing around the house teary eyed contemplating selling their own organs or becoming an online scammer or getting on anxiety meds so you can bear the risk taking required to be a hitman or so on and so forth.... why must everything so Expensive... Surely all would be healed in life if only I had one big plate of lasagna and a simple loan of $40,000 ... auoughhh....
#And then you just eventually shrug and go 'welp. nothing i can do i guess' and sad cartoon music plays as you shuffle back to your room#It's just hard with my specific physical and mental issues since it's like.. I couldn't really handle most jobs. I can't handle school. I'm#100% aromantic and asexual so I'll never get married so I can't get money that way. I have too much issues with social cues#+ too nervous temperament + too low energy to put effort into lying and having a fake relationship just for money. so on and so forth etc.#Really I should have just been born into a middle class family. Which I guess everyone says. but ESPECIALLY considering my#chronic conditions kind of hampering my ability to function 'normally' or be Independent in a regular way. I'm always going to be#in some way sort of beholden to the whims of people around me who I must depend on. so... well of course they might as well have been rich#lol like that would have been better for me of course.#AAANyway... Just thinking about another stupid fucking climate change summer... months keep going by so fast.. soon it will be so again#And it's like such SMALL things would make drastic improvements for me. Literally if I just had a place with central AC#then like 75% of my issues with summer would vanish instantly. literally. But instead it's like.. having a cheap hot apartment + only#half functional dinky window ac + my illnesses that make me heat sensitive + living in a part of the country that keeps getting hotter +#inability to leave the house much meaning I can't just go spend time in a cooler place etc. all factors which combine together to make#it just utterly miserable for MONTHS and mentally draining. And literally ALL I would need to fix that is just...#have a place with central AC that works.. (or move to a colder country/area but that also takes money. Or just not have illnesses#that make me heat sensitive. but that I can't control). etc. etc. I guess it's just the nature of the constant background frustration of#being part of The Masses under our current manifestation of unmitigated capitalism. Such minor details would make such huge#quality of life improvements and yet will remain ever out of reach. ONE little thing could change your whole life but you can't even have#that. so many 'If only' scenarios. etc. And of course obviously I am incredibly thankful just to have anywhere to live at all. food to eat#. any sort of stability whatsoever no matter how fragile it feels/is. But that still doesn't make it not frustrating occasionally to look#around and see how relatively little would have to change in order for you to be a decent percentage more comfortable and yet#how still far away even those ''small'' seeming goals are. etc. etc.#Seriously think I've been traumatized by the summer or something somehow lol like thinking about it being warm weather eventually#makes me nauseous with panic. It's just SOOO much labor. micromanaging windows and fans and blocking every ounce of light#and not being able to cook (cant even afford a single degree of temp increase due to the stove) for months and barely being able#to sleep for months and the claustrophobia of days on end crawling out of your skin because it doesnt even get cool enough at#night to offer relief so you're just always feeling trapped.. hgrhh...#It starts getting hot here sometimes in May but mostly June then lasts through October now.. thats like half the year almost.. ARghhH#anyway... If any extremely rich person reading this would like to buy me an air conditioned house in exchange for multiple years worth#of art (I will paint murals on all of your grand dining halls and make all the custom sculptures you could ever want etc) then.. hewwo :'3c
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trexalicious · 10 days ago
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Class vs. Crass...
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springysprongy · 4 months ago
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OFFICIALLY 19 YEARS OLD BODILY
We survived another year 🎉🎉🎉
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meangan-thee-lesbian · 3 months ago
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I just had to share this email I got so all y'all can appreciate the absolute state of welfare services in Australia with me:
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The NILs Loan Scheme is a government funded, no interest loan scheme for people on low incomes, but this leaves me wondering exactly who tf can qualify for their loans. Because it seems like if you have any symptoms of poverty it's a no.
I applied because I need the clutch replaced in my van, which I live in. It's lucky that I actually CAN afford the cost myself (due to living in a van & not participating in Australia's increasingly ridiculous housing market). I thankfully can afford such an expense these days & was just looking for a responsible financial buffer, just in case. But if this had happened to me a few years ago when I first became homeless and was far less financially stable, then my next living situation wouldn't be "affordable housing" it would be a fucking tent.
Anyway, the backwards ass state of a GOVERNMENT FUNDED welfare scheme refusing to assist those who need welfare the most because they don't want to encourage homelessness or whatever the dumb fuck? Just really rustled my jimmies tbh. Just screams "yet another govt welfare scheme that's actually just about handing out money to fake charities & not helping the poor". Good Shephard just got on the "do not donate to these grifters" list along with the Salvos😒
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kaison07 · 2 years ago
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Nice guy
Tr: wanna check r/nuclearrevenge w me?
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trexalicious · 11 months ago
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When will enough be enough? When will they be stopped?
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Bitter people are ugly people. The Diana Awards and more…
Will the monarchy act or react now that M & H are clearly breaking the rules of using their titles for financial benefit… I am not holding my breath. What Meghan wants Meghan gets, just ask Justice Warby, Judge Honeywell and King Charles…
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werewolfetone · 8 months ago
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Anyway. should I put learning latin on hold and start looking at learning gaeilge
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cappurrccino · 7 months ago
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i was gonna say "i shouldn't have to go to work when my brain feels like a depression slushie" and then i was like "wait but then i'd basically never ever go to work" and i'm actually doubling down on the first part now bc my god how am i supposed to heal my brain from burning out 5 years ago if i can never get an actual break
#//juri speaks#i also at this moment: do not know if i have health insurance anymore / if i will be able to get insurance#if i can't get insurance i will not be able to take classes this fall#if i can't take classes my loan repayments will kick in immediately#i already don't have enough money for anything and i certainly don't have a spare $150 a month for the government#at any rate i need to submit my tuition waiver Soon but i can't until i know if i can get into the second class#so i have to wait for the prof or my advisor to get back to me#all the while a funeral day draws nearer#and then AT work i still feel like my position doesn't need to exist#but i desperately need it to exist because i need the money#and this big mchuge data migration project we were SUPPOSED to have had done in JUNE is being pushed to the absolute last minute#not by us but by the folks in control of the software we're moving to#so we're not going to have any safety margins with the old software#it's going to be GONE and dead and unlicensed while we're trying to learn the new shit#and i'm going to have to deal with the other branch cataloger trying to do everything for us which Won't Help#and i need!!!!!! a break!!!!!!!!!! from everything!!!!!#i need the world to stop and i need to go sit in the desert for like 6 months#instead best i can do is go buy the new taz gn for a little crumb of escape. maybe a little coffee drink while i'm there#even though i've been hitting sugar hard lately and really do not have the funds to buy more clothes if i gain a few more lbs#and can't afford a walking pad/treadmill and don't want to go outside bc it is a billion degrees all day every day rn#uuuuuuuuuuuugggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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trexalicious · 1 year ago
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The key sentence: "Meghan could never trump Kate-absolutely not at all."
Meghan wants everything Kate has - she wants to be Queen! by u/Mickleborough
‘Meghan wants everything Kate has - she wants to be Queen!’ In an interview with Closer magazine, Tom Bower says that Meghan wants to be Queen. Photo is from Meghan’s appearance at a Cirque du Soleil première in January 2019 on the evening when she claimed to have had thoughts of no longer living - apparently she spent the evening crying. Of course, this picture could’ve been taken before the weeping, but still feeling suicidal.‘Kate is glowing, Kate is successful, Kate is popular - everything that Meghan wanted. Meghan wanted everything her way [but] there’s only one way and that’s the royal way, and Meghan didn’t want to accept that.’Bower adds : ‘Meghan wants to be the Queen - she doesn’t want to be number five in the succession [with Harry]. So think Kate was quite right to be suspicious of that.’However I think royal expert Katie Nicholl was closer to the mark when she said: ’There were culture clashes, there were personality clashes, but I think, ultimately, Meghan did want to be Queen Bee.’ If Queen Bee meant being Queen - Meghan wanted it. If it meant being the centre of attention, she’d want that. She’d have preferred the Diana role to that of the late Queen Elizabeth II.And Meghan was doomed to disappointment. ‘She didn’t realise when she hooked up with Harry that he didn’t have that much money and wasn’t going to live in a mega palace... Meghan never wanted to live in a small house in England. For her, Frogmore was like a jail sentence.’ [Frogmore Cottage has 4 bedrooms.]Interestingly Bower states that Meghan had hoped for friendship from the Princess of Wales. However she hadn’t counted on Kate’s reserve: ‘Meghan is touchy-feely and Kate is not. Meghan thought Kate should be a pal - but you can be friends and you don’t have to get to Meghan’s level - which is sort of actress.’ This doubtless led to Meghan stigmatising Kate as a ‘non-hugger’ and ‘formal’ in the fauxcumentary. [But Harry claims in Sparse that the Prince and Princess of Wales were fans of Suits?]In terms of financial independence, Bowers says: ‘Meghan has made huge efforts. She does look amazing good at the moment [should’ve gone to Specsavers, Tom] - and is clearly working hard at it. I think she’s looking desperately for an endorsement with something like Dior and that’s been a disappointment because she hasn’t landed one contract.’He says Meghan‘s ‘fighting a losing battle’. ‘Meghan could never trump Kate - absolutely not at all. Everything she tries undermines her status and instead of going back to the privacy she said she needed - and why she had to leave Britain - every time she steps out into the spotlight, she loses a bit more. She just cannot win.’ post link: https://ift.tt/bt60nCe author: Mickleborough submitted: December 21, 2023 at 09:16PM via SaintMeghanMarkle on Reddit
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nando161mando · 11 months ago
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Money buys happiness under Capitalism
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the-worms-in-your-bones · 2 days ago
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either i need to move out or a very specific house mate does, but either way something needs to happen before i start smashing plates
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forget hot girl summer imma bout to have busy girl autumn and stressed girl winter
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