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ruthytwoshakes · 1 year ago

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howdy strangers in my phone B)

I am leaving for a week!! I’m super behind on homework and so I’m going to bore myself into working on it by eliminating anything fun.

I’m also very much regressing health wise so I just don’t have the energy to do more than one thing right now. I really don’t want to have to drop out of school,, . Scary stuff.

anyway. I’d really appreciate it if some of you put some art requests in my inbox while im gone :3 gives me something fun to come back to.

See ya later pardner,, yeehaw. (Rides off into the sunset with my epic horse)

#trying to warm my frozen pizza with my old ass heater is sure an experience #almost burnt the house down with her accidentally #can’t imagine my life without her.#Autism swaged so hard this week tbh #but the capitalism swaged harder and destroyed my mind and soul #time to listen to hatsune miku #brain rot

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cipherr · 10 months ago

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#swtor #sith warrior #eralei audroti #gonna ramble in the tags real quick hope u don’t mind #six years ago today i created one of my most beloved characters of my whole entire life #and i may not really Go Here(TM) anymore but i still love her just the same #i can’t even really put into words how much she means to me #without getting too much into it…as corny as it sounds she really did help me realize so much about myself #im no stranger to putting myself in a character... i have been doing this since i was a child #but there are such sacred precious pieces of me in eralei #pieces i never even realized i planted #and i will forever be thankful for this beautiful little creation of mine #she inspired me so much #led me to deepen some friendships even #even though i don’t play swtor anymore she will always have a special place in my heart #i will seriously cherish her until the day i die #she may just be a fictional character in a video game born from my imagination #but to me she is so so so much more than that #happy birthday eralei #i love u

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staticstray · 1 month ago

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#really not excited to go into holidays when my cat is certainly going to be dead by then #people in general cannot comprehend how much an animal can mean to someone when it isnt their own #not even my family who know ive grown up with my cat since i was 5 years old and she has always been the mosh important thing in my life #i just know i am not going to handle being around them when they just ooze ‘grow up’ and ‘get over it’#but mostly i am just going to miss my sister #because she is my sister and i’m watching her slowly die and soon i will never get to hold her or go outside with her #and ill never hear her purr or meow again #and i genuinely don’t know how anything will matter after that #i can’t imagine life without her because everything has always been about her #i miss her so much already #it hurts so much

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adaedellta · 10 months ago

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I just did a bit of googling and would like to make everyone share in what I’ve just found: Julie Molina, based on a rough timeline would’ve turned 15 soon after her mom died, quinceaneras are held at 15. And based on some really quick research, a celebration meant to signify a girl coming into herself as a woman, and wouldn’t that have been such a punch in the gut right after her mothers death it’s likely she just skipped it altogether

#Julie and the phantoms #jatp #julie molina #no seriously imagine she’d probably been thinking about her quince for so long beforehand #like dreaming and getting all excited and probably making non-concrete plans with her mom #like ‘when I have my quince ____’#Julie and rose probably wrote a song for it #and then all those hopes come crashing down and she can’t even fathom it without her mom #like you’re meant to be becoming a woman but you just lost the most important woman in your life and that guidance is just gone

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just-a-tiny-goldfish · 1 year ago

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Oooh I have a question 🙋🏽‍♀️

Who was your sidestep closest too during their sidestep era?

#Marcos was Julia—two peas in a pod them two 😌 went from let’s make out too u might actually be my family now and I can’t ever imagine #a life without you #Orellia was Anathema—if only because themmy was the one that introduced her to having friends #they def had a sisters 👯‍♀️ vibe going there #was anyone’s sidestep closer to Chen 👀#fhr

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fruixtii · 4 months ago

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girl help i almost tagged that sleeping beauty concept art as "twst" 😭 the infection is spreading im afraid

HBDJDKS,,, ‘tis the unfortunate truth. brainrot consumes you until there is nothing left.

#i used to not like sleeping beauty just because of auroras pink dress #i hated it sooo much i thought it clashed with the whole movie #and by her pink dress i mean her commercial one they use in like merch #BUT then i got into twst and realized. i could just pretend it doesn’t exist #and started to appreciate the movie more #also the maleficent movies are cinematic masterpieces i can’t imagine my life without them 🖤🖤🖤#i remember grabbing an aurora sticker once from somewhere just because the pose and expression reminded me of silver #asks

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nowimhaunted · 1 year ago

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Me trying to convince myself that I have other reasons to live besides my cat

#I’ve literally had her for 17 years now #since I was SEVEN years old #i can’t imagine my life without her and it terrifies me so much #tw animal sickness

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honeyhpd · 8 months ago

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vent post

trying hard to be a big person and not maliciously laugh react a Facebook post of my moms. it’s just so silly to me she’ll share all these really sanctimonious high horse shit posts and every one of her friends is eating it up. the post was about how ‘relationships are harder now bc everyone has phones and young people these days don’t want to put in work’ and a bunch of other stuff blaming those Young Folks for the way some things have always been.

i’m just so frustrated, she’s posting about how people don’t talk and just expect people to know how they feel. that no one sides with their people anymore and everyone leaves. YOU ARE LITERALLY TRYING TO SUBLIMINALLY MESSAGE AND FIX YOUR KIDS THROUGH FB POSTS INSTEAD OF TALKING TO US.

we have been avoiding any meaningful conversation for SIX MONTHS NOW and I just can’t take it. all her friends are eating it up and thinking she’s such a good person when she’s the biggest fucking hypocrite I know.

everything with her is passive aggression and blame shifting. everyone is either avoiding the issues happening or actively gaslighting me out of my feelings and version of events.

idk how much longer i can take this while simultaneously understanding i have no choice.

#yes I know I need therapy #just applied for insurance and once my application is processed that will be the first order of business #we’re so toxicly entangled that I love her more than any person on this planet and can’t imagine a life without her in it #I almost can’t imagine not living with her when my living environment is literally killing me #I can picture it but I no longer believe in it #more like an old fantasy I used to visit #I want to talk to someone but people either get it too we’ll bc they have crazy mommy issues too #or they have no idea and I’m making myself look like I’ve fully lost it #vent #text post #my post #mine

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 1 year ago

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I think I understand Antigone and I'm making this no one else's problem but my own. I can deal with my own devices even if those devices always break. I'm not trying to complain. I'm not complaining. I know this has to be right but I'm still here laying on the couch. world's smallest violin or whatever they say. if you go know you go as one beloved although you go without your mind.

#who can FUCKING grow me a new brother pardon my language #it’s even WORSE than you guys know literally the only person with the context here is gurt and that’s bc she spent half a month visiting #like i literally cannot explain how much this hurts why can’t i ever fucking keep anything in my life #why do i always have to be the girl who loses things why is this what God has for me why can’t i just have something to hold onto #my sister in law is leaving WE'RE TAKING HER TO THE AIRPORT tomorrow TOMMOROW #and she's the ONLY person im this safe with the ONLY person who I have like this #I'm laying on the couch freaking crying. I can't imagine being in this house without her. I don't WANT to be in this house without her #and I didn't hug my brother before he left #I'm not going to see them again for over a year and I didn't hug him before he left and it's worse than you all know #and I just fucking want something to keep #again. pardon my language #Lu rambles #sometimes I think I could write poetry

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piperslovebot · 1 year ago

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Summary: Gwen and Leia have a warm welcome in the summer of ‘96.

Prompt: "How utterly self-righteous of you." by @agirlnamedjana

Rated: M

Verse: AU

#that 90s show #my drabbles #can’t imagine my life without her #ship: cute smart and awesome #geia #Gwen x leia #Leia x Gwen #Gwen and leia #Leia and Gwen #sunshine’s fic inspired me!#mentions of Gwikki because I love them

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chattybugette · 1 year ago

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Zoe Lee is actually Anaxiandre Bourgeois’ real daughter

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zelzelez · 2 years ago

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kind! beautiful! intelligent! sexy! funny! affectionate! creative! open-hearted! deep-minded! talks beautifully, listens patiently! is this a dream?

#a #he once worked where my crush flatmate worked #and he knows her ex quite well and was friends with him for years #i was babysitting at the playground right in front of his flat in frankfurt #it’s crazy how we almost crossed paths without noticing #he was unknown to me a week ago and after 7 days I can’t imagine him to be gone #wonderful beautiful human #wonderful beautiful surprises of life

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excelsior9173 · 2 months ago

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had the funniest convo with my sister tonight that ended with us coining the phrase

“our genetics don’t play about ass”

(we came up with this one sober believe it or not! but it goes perfectly with our “steak and bake” night when we got stoned and then stood over the stove eating green beans from the pot because they were so good. coined the phrase “no thoughts, just beans” and haven’t stopped laughing about it since)

#ramble on exie #god i love her so much #i’m so glad we figured our shit out and got happy #because my sister is one of my bestest friends in the whole world #and i can’t even begin to imagine life without her #<- actually that’s a lie. i have imagined it and there’s no scenario where i survive it #sorry that got heavy. but fuck. i can’t put into words what they mean to me #i am so lucky to be their big sibling. even though it feels like i’m the younger one sometimes #anyways. we need to plan another steak and bake night cuz i got tbones in the freezer #except i’m making her cook the steak cuz i did it last time and exie cooking stoned is a very bad idea

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beescryinginthecorner · 3 months ago

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part like a billion of me trying to find out if i’m like romantically gay for this woman or just idk love him in a different way??

#idk what love is like sue me #like do ppl usually react this way??#i think we’re in a qpr too but we haven’t talked abt it in ages #we constantly tell each other we love each other it’s natural now and i can’t imagine my life without her #i’m having a crisis #help me #i need it #am i actually aromantic and forcing myself to fit into the social standard of experience love #i wouldn’t be surprised #crying i’m having an actual crisis now #omw to go break down now #peace out guys

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stillinthatweirdfaze · 6 months ago

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Pokémon favorite pickerrrrrr >:]

#I think the reasons why Absol always comes on top when I do these is because #1) it’s really indicative of early poketube along with Umbreon and thus is really nostalgic to me #2) it’s been said 1000 times but the lore is SO COOOOOOL. It feels genuinely like a folk legend that would come from a real animal #3) it’s one of the only Pokémon I feel like I could genuinely feasibly have in real life.#It’s the size of a medium dog so it can be in the house without trouble. It won’t lite my house on fire or levitate any of my things #The only problem is that maybe the horn on the side of its head would need howning in some way? I’ll get her like a horn rubbing toy #Like a cat tree #In my heart I want an archenine but also I can’t imagine the troubles that come along with owning a dog that’s the size of a small car #That can also breathe fire #Same with Richu. It would destroy my power grid #I want an espurr with my whole heart and soul but there is lore specifically stating why that is an awful idea #Maybe I’d have an Audino and a Muna in reality that’d be nice :3

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kavehayati · 7 months ago

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how to kys without krilling yourself ;-;

#How to stop being anxious and having your heart stop every second without krilling yourself #What I have been doing : crying actual real tears cause I think about kaveh LMFAO #me -> why am i so unloveable ☹️ (sad) … *thinks about kaveh* …. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (crying my eyes out LMAO)#help I am so insane not a joke I think someone needs to shoot me in the head wowowowowow 😻 pls where is dahlia . . . Her being gone is #Giving me more anxiety #anyways imagine nothing making you cry but then some anime twink who’s been missing for over a year just makes you cry multiple times LOOLL #I think I should be embarrassed … I AM embarrassed 😭😭😭#dora daily #Iiiiiiiiiiiii giiiivveeeeee uppppppp 😻😻😻#I could go on a rant about why and what has happened but honestly I just think it’d fall on deaf ears 🧍‍♀️ so I don’t think it’s worth #Wasting my already very very VERY limited breath on.#The way a dude who tries to use me (discord boy) would’ve told me to go in great detail and listened attentively and I can’t even have my #Actual friends like me enough to want to listen 😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻 no wonder I feel unloveable maybe it’s better to be #Fake loved and used atp than feeling like this. Idek atp I am just so drained completely that even talking is absolutely impossible so I #Wouldn’t even talk to him if I wanted to ;-; so now what ? I remain mute for the rest of my life ? Man I’m sick of this sick of having to #Sleep and that being the only way I don’t rip out my eyeballs or cut off my leg from how insanely weird I feel #Dniewosmsmskaj helpppp 😜#First half of the tags was in just me trying to be funny but the rest is srs 💃 eeee I hate my brain #Sooo anxious helpppp ☺️🔫 anyways marks apparently came out I am not going to ask for a heart attack on top of my already unstable heart so #I won’t check. But I also have sm to do that I couldn’t get done like that fucking timetable it’s been pending since forever I need help 😻#The days are flying and getting merged together I can’t keep count anymore

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