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what do the other 14 mahito fans headcanon mahito to smell like?
after analysing his character i’ve come up with my own:
the first note is wet dog and rain water, comes from him living in a sewer and not really washing his clothes, his hair probably gets wet and gives it that wet dog scent
second note would be blood because he literally kills people, i think it’s the metallic smell that hovers in the back of your throat
and finally a sweet rot sort of scent, something that’s super subtle but you can still catch it, i think this comes from him being a cursed spirit and it represents his nature of being deceiving.
thank you for coming to my HC infodump
#mahito#meowhito analysis’#i’m literally insane#can someone make this into a candle#how far is to far?#i love mahito#i’m his number one fan
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Yeah, people like to think that (adult) Jason’s snarky, cutting, and unapologetic post crisis characterization and the (mostly) “watered down”, docile personality he’s had from N52/rebirth onwards are irreconcilable, and that the shift was just an editorial decision with the intent of marketing him as a “likeable” hero.
While that last part might be true, have they considered that textually it makes perfect sense that being consistently in contact with an abuser just does that to a person. Wears them down until they feel like nothing but a husk, without any discernible direction or opinions of their own. If it isn’t completely burnt out yet, they (consciously or unconsciously) suppress that part of themselves that thinks independently either for self-preservation or to keep the peace. Considering anyone, even “mentally strong” people could fall victim to mental abuse, it’s actually pretty realistic imo.
#kelseethe#like what do you mean the shift ‘makes no sense’#have you even met Bruce#he is a hell pit of darkness that sucks the life out of everyone who cares enough about him to put up with all of his problems#okay maybe that’s a bit of an exaggeration but#even the most headstrong of people would wither away if they spent years trying to love and care for someone as volatile as him#that much is true#in other words I think Gotham war should be a wake up call for Jason and he should start doing everything in his power to fuck with Bruce#And then cut him off entirely#though nothing he could come up with would hold a candle to Bruce ‘God of torture’ Wayne#Bruce’s actions actually make perfect sense#You become so obsessed and fixated with torture and you genuinely glorify it#To the point that’s all you know how to do even when you’re trying to do good#this is magnificent I love it#and will continue to so long as Jason is fucking fuming after this#anyway even at his most extreme Jason was never a terrorist-level threat lol#like you know there’s a difference between#‘I'm going to do what I want and you're going to accept it. you can keep doing whatever it is you convince yourself is right though’#and seeing someone who disagrees with you then spending years wanting and trying to destroy their ability to disagree as a whole#right?#and yikes. with the power and resources someone like Bruce has? so dangerous.
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me opening up my wattpad account for the first time in years after scouring the internet for a crumb of Skin-taker content and not finding shit:
THERE ISN'T ANY GOD DAMN FOOD IN THIS HOUSE SO I GUESS I GOTTA MAKE IT MYSELF! FUCK!
#REALLY NOTHING?#DAMN#SURELY there has to be SOMEONE out there who is just as obsessed with the evil tall skeleton in a top hat and cape#with a lot of death symbolism as me#THE MARKET CAN NOT BE SO SLIM THAT THERE'S LITERALLY NOTHING#SO MUCH for Percy and Milo EVEN SOME HORACE LOVE OUT THERE but not a DROP for the bones#This is now my duty. I now need to be as unhinged as humanly possible to make up for the overall lack of skeleton appreciation#candle cove#skin-taker#creepypasta
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got a CANDLE that smells GOOD and also a few OTHER THINGS that ive been thinking about getting FOR A WHILE
#i also cleaned my bathroom and called the pharmacy and my doctor so i can pick up my meds this week#i ordered some stuff on amazon that ive been thinking about for a million#i literally never order on amazon either like i havent ordered something in three or four years???#but idk im soooo insane when it comes to buying things like its genuinely a problem#i have to tell someone usually my mom about every purchase i make so she can tell me that it's okay that i bought them#its kind of like catholic confession i need either reassurance or penance#i call my mom and list all the things i have bought or am thinking about buying and she has to sit there while i justify like buying#shampoo AND conditioner when im only out of conditioner and im changing my haircare cos my bleach has grown out#or like idk a CANDLE#txt
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I've kept them to the relatively damage free cantrips to keep things simplistic, but if you've got ideas share them
As usual share for more data
#my horse for prestidigitation#it can clean a CUBIC FOOT of space in 6 seconds#you can make any food tasty#room smells like ass prestidigitation will let you air it out and then make it smell like your favorite candle from bath and body works#and it lasts an hour so it doesn't over stay its welcome#and it you want to prank someone#you can rickroll them
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Epic of Gilgamesh (By Hwandaeng) spoilers!!!!
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So. That one panel of Solvas.
In the Ember Knight’s predecessor, Epic of Gilgamesh, we see in the epilogue of Solvas and Tink’s schooling days. Back when the most important thing was of your classmate contradicting your essay by their own essay, and the worst thing you could do to anyone was to hate each other.
Solvas hated Tink for some stupid reason of him misusing his strength, but she respected him. Respected him so much that she did not hold back in any battle against him. Throughout their entire schooling years Solvas hated Tink for some reason that her body and her mind could not gloss over because if she did, she would need to admit that she was wrong.
In that sense, Solvas already had a feeling that she was wrong about Tink. But Tink’s clueless face just irritated her again.
That is why, after Tink death, Solvas realised how wrong she was. Only after Tink’s death could she finally move her obstinate mind off that stagnant hatred to some form of understanding, which then formed into intrinsic mourning.
But, how could she have known? She thought that she had so much time, that the hatred would be now and the explanations later. She was just a hot-headed kid that realised that she could not change anything so she hated. How could she have known that the one who seemed like the best of them, the one that would lead them towards a new generation, would be gone so quickly?
Now all she can do is to stop others from making the same mistake.
#epic of gilgamesh#the ember knight#have i mentioned how angry i am at Tink’s death#its so meaningless yet it means everything#he regained his honour#and he managed to find what he wanted to be#but it also makes sense because death is fickle#like#throughout he was known as the bringer of change#a new light upon his generation#so his death being so mere makes sense#like a candle wizzed out with no sound#how else can someone describe the death of someone great?
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Burnout is hard
#take care of yourself#i've overworked myself so hard that I'm physically sick.#please value yourself and ask for a day off#I cannot take a break for the next 3 weeks or so due to end of the semester exams#I sit at my desk and cant bring myself to do work because it makes my head swim and makes me have dramatic angered mood swings#I cannot even bring myself to create art or do other things that I love doing I feel nothing but listlesness#and I fear that I bore or frighten my friends by my angry swings where I am more rude or cynical that normal#where I can only have a 'good day' once a week at best#where I cant bring myself to wash my face or brush my hair or teeth for days#I feel like someone splashed water on a candle wick and has been trying to light it but just cant get it to start#this is long and I feel cringey#I think I'll be fine eventually#it will just take a while#so please forgive me if I do not post anything original for a while#bye for now#burnout
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Cozy rooms can be a double edged sword cuz one hand it is my sanctuary but on the other hand it relaxes me so much I never wanna move unless necessary
#making your room into your sanctuary takes some serious time and I’ve been here for almost a year now#and rn it’s just me trying to donate more clothes that I never bought but ended up in my room cuz I don’t need them#and so I can get rid of the dressers cuz I hate having so many bits of furniture I don’t want#but at least my grandma wants to empty tf out the garage so I can get some of my stuff that got chucked in there#😭😭 I’ll finally be able to use my rengoku and Tengen mugs again#and I can even reach the 4 candles I know someone stuck in the garage when I left them in my room#ooo and I can find the vinyls and maybe hit up a thrift store to see if anyone’s donated a record player#but that’ll probably come after I get myself a dvd player and a stand to prop my tv on#cuz for some reason my tv has this little ball sack of a recover point that juts out under the tv#and I don’t think any dvd player will fit with that thing in the way#but yeah she wants to empty the garage and I want to get rid of shit too so we’re gonna be having a garage sale soon I hope#and I even suspect that someone threw my kpop posters in the garage too but most of them were in the tube except maybe 1 or 2#so I think they’d be safe for the most part but if not I’m gonna be mad that they got ruined when people know how easy it is to ruin posters
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i love watching youtube analyses of movies and shows and i love when the person explaining something is totally wrong about the thing theyre talking about
#myposts#right now this is about someone talking about midnight mass with the pre-existing assumption that its basically only a show about critiquin#christianity and not about a really interesting and sincere discussion of faith and personal accountability within faith#which is WAY more interesting than that person claiming that the scene of the people walking to easter mass with candles is supposed to be#reminiscent of the charlottesville unite the right rally which makes literally no sense as a comparison whatsoever#and like. saying stuff like that monsignor pruitt is completely self-serving and only bad-intentioned and manipulative#and missing so many sides to his character and his actual internal struggle alltogether because the person just assumes he has to be a liar#like pruitt is SUCH a good character BECAUSE he deep down means well#like he GENUINELY thinks that he is doing the will of god and he struggles to contextualize what he percieves as gods will#with what he is suddenly forced to do (eating humans) and like. he doesnt realize that he should be questioning if hes really ACTING for go#and thats the main THING you know. people who are held in a frame of belief might try to rationalize EVERYTHING through that frame#even if it starts to oppose their actual beliefs. like. its a prettttyyy significant thing for pruitt that he starts questioning why#god suddenly 'allows' him to kill people and instead of reflecting on it he holds a SERMON saying that GOD CHANGED HIS MIND ABOUT MURDER#like I LOVE pruitt because he's that realistic and like all this person can see is a very shallow critique of christianity#which this show isnt honestly ALL that interested in (at least not from the side this person is talking about it lmao)#and jessie gender (who doesnt know about it but whom i have beef with) commented 'excellent analysis' under the video#dare i say. it was not. it was really mid anaysis and like half the plot just FLEW over this person's head apparently#like. theyre not wrong but they are kinda analyzing a side-plot (the social ostracization of people non-christian from the community over#the run of the show) like it's the main plot and only plot going on lmao#but this post is also about every man who ever opened his mouth to speak about shiv roy
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Hello besties just a reminder on this lovely valentines day that there are many kinds of love and not just the romantic type, I love the people in my life very dearly and I always tend to practice some self love on this day, be kind to yourself today!!! And happy valentines ❤️❤️❤️
#as someone who is aromantic it is so important for me to state this#cause i know valentines usually tends to revolve around romantic love#but you can make of it whatever you wish#i take some extra time for myself#drink something nice#light some candles#have some chocolate#and if i feel like it ill let my friends and family know i love them as well ❤️#its okay to feel that valentines is a difficult time if youre aromantic#but give yourself some extra loving instead :)#and if you have em hug your pets for me ☺️#okay im out have a great day yall#jani chats
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5 days to homelessness - Thank you if you helped
Just a brief update to my situation for those who've helped / been worried. My sister has given me to 1/15/2023 to move out. I have not been able to obtain accommodations and therefor it looks as though I will end up homeless. It's getting bitterly cold outside and I am not looking forward to this one bit. I'm scared sick and I am also worried about losing the little bit of income I have due to no longer having an address. To anyone who has helped me buy food, medication etc, I appreciate you. You have no idea how much your donations mean to me. I hope one day I am able to pay it forward. You'll always be in my heart and I wish you the warmest, safest 2023. Here's hoping for a miracle.
#life update#scary news#homelessness#I'm so afraid#cold winter#hope is running out#I don't know what to do anymore#chronic pain makes it nearly impossible to work#but that's all society demands of us#I just want somewhere warm and safe#somewhere good for my mental health#Please light a candle#give an offering#say a prayer to your Gods & Goddesses for me#I need someone looking out for me#because I am not certain I can survive this time
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one day i’ll be able to afford all the little trinkets my heart desires and i will be at peace
#the ufo planter for my succulent#the monstera leaf jewlrey dish#the cute halloween themed outdoor mat#basically everything in my etsy#i also want to start embroidering again but i need to finish my cross stitches first#omg and nice pretty candles that actually make my apartment smell better#why cant i live a whimiscal life and make 10k more than I do right now#i need someone to fall in love with me so we can split rent lol#brain ramblies#i am bored while working from home today can you tell
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I love how deeply I can feel things for people, places, things, or whatever else I love
#I love the memory of little kid me seeing two reflective tape things over the hill by my first house and thinking they were power rangers#I love that I've met people that changed me so deeply even if they aren't around anymore#I love my second home in maine that made me feel so comfy and opened me up to a world where I met someone that changed everything#I love the fact I've found so much good music by accident#I love all those versions of me that were good or fucked up or tried and failed#I love the fact I have the candle my mom bought me when we moved from chicago to maine in 2008 still with me today#I love that I suck at painting but I still do it anyway#I love how hugely I can feel whether that is good or bad because it makes everything feel so important and meaningful#I loved the fact I kissed someone in the rain like a romantic movie#I love that my best friend and I played a beatles song together and got a rounding applause from an entire classroom#I will never let myself feel bad for feeling big things and I won't let anything diminish or dilute me#I still remember the layouts of all my homes and schools and friends homes and relatives homes and stores I loved#In fact I want to make a game room when I build my home to look like gamecrazy
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I get pulsative tinnitus so thanks to my left ear for the bass drop I guess
It's kind of fun when the tinnitus changes pitch. Something new to enjoy
#ear surgery low key sucks#kinda sounds like a washing machine but like in my ear#apologies to Edgar Allen Poe this is enough to make me kill someone#whoever decided that eardrums can be perforated should be fired#it was a roman candle#pulsative tinnitus
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you're in the habit of denying yourself things.
if someone asked you directly, you would say that you love a little treat. you like iced coffee and getting the cookie. you drink juice out of a fancy cup sometimes, and often do use your candles until they gutter out helplessly.
but you hesitate about buying the 20 dollar hand mixer because, like. you could just use your arms. you weren't raised rich. you don't get to just spend the 20 dollars (remember when that could cover lunch?), at least - you don't spend that without agonizing over it first, trying to figure out the cost-benefits like you are defending yourself in front of a jury. yes, this rice cooker could seriously help you. but you do know how to make stovetop rice and it really isn't that hard. how many pies or brownies would you actually make, in order to make that hand mixer worthwhile?
what's wild is that if the money was for a friend, it would already be spent. you'd fork over 40 without blinking an eye, just to make them happy. the difference is that it's for you, so you need to justify it.
and it sneaks in. you ration yourself without meaning to - you don't finish the pint of ice cream, even though you want to. the next time you go to the store, you say ah, i really shouldn't, and then you walk away. you save little bits of your precious things - just in case. sometimes you even go so far as putting that one thing in your shopping cart. and then just leaving it there, because maybe-one-day, but not right now, there's other stuff going on.
you do self-care, of course. but you don't do it more than like, 3 days in a row. after that it just feels a little bit over-the-edge. like. you can't live in decadence, the economy is so bad right now, kid.
so you don't buy the rice cooker. you can-and-will spend the time over the stove. you can withstand the little sorrows. denial and discipline are practically synonyms. and you're not spoiled.
it's just - it's not always a rice cooker. sometimes it is a person or a job or a hug. sometimes it is asking for help. sometimes it is the summer and your college degree. sometimes it is looking down at scabbed knees and feeling a strange kind of falling, like you can't even recognize the girl you used to be. sometimes it is your handprint looking unsteady.
sometimes it is tuesday, and you didn't get fired, and you want to celebrate. but what is it you like, even? you search around your little heart and come up empty. you're so used to denying that all your desires draw a blank.
oh fuck. see, this is the perfect opportunity. if you had a mixer, you'd make a cake.
#warm up#this isn't good#writeblr#this is complicated by the fact i can't stand up too long or i fuckken pass out and <3 hit my damn head <3#but i did take a deep breath and buy myself the stupid rice cooker#and!!! a very cheap sushi kit!!! i have been wanting to try making sushi for literally YEARS#the kit was only like 15 dollars!!!! and i haven't purchased it bc?!!??!?!?!?!!?#..... i didn't get the mixer tho that felt. like a lot. like too much.#on my list is a kitchenaid. one day when i get a check and i have paid off my student debt#and medical debt#i will put that first little bit of cash#into a kitchenaid 5qt stand mixer (with attachments)#i really do just go into their refurbished section and stare lustily at each option#but yeah i feel guilty about the rice cooker even tho i know for a fact this damn thing is gonna be a lifesaver#oh shit also fuck i forgot to mention . poached eggs
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god. Vivienne really is just. that character. She is taken to the circle so young she does not remember what her parents even looked like and someone had to tell her. She wouldn’t even know if they were telling the truth. She is ruthless, the terror and nightmare of the Orlesian court. She almost weeps when you find the Tranquil skulls in Redcliffe. She hates drop waists. She is harrowed younger than any other mage in living memory. She teaches Bull the steps to the dance of the six candles. He likens her to a Qunari dreadnought that has half the enemies on the ground before he’s even reached the front line. Her accent’s not Orlesian. No Free Marcher can tell where she is from either. Is her original voice another part of herself she cut off? She enchanted a duke within one meeting and they scandalised even Orlesian society. She was good friends with his wife. They possibly fucked too. No can control her. She’s been owned since the moment she was first brought to the Circle. She belongs to no people. There are a dozen leashes around her neck claiming otherwise. She makes fun of an elven god for setting his coattails on fire. She is on the verge of banishing Cole back to the Fade all the time. She can’t help but grow to care for him at the end despite her best efforts to pretend otherwise. She hates herself for it. She thinks caring makes you weak. During the first conversation you have with her unmasked as a Trevelyan, she begs to know if you also cared about her childhood friend, Lydia. She tries to import illegal fur into Skyhold. Did she kill everything soft within her soul herself or did the Chantry sisters do it for her? She is impossible to prank. Some might say she’s even better than Sera at pranking. She was pulled into the game by the time she was nineteen. She’d faced worse things since she could first remember her dreams. Life has never been fair. One merely needs to be hard enough to survive. The blade at her neck when she lay on the floor of the harrowing chamber was no different from the hunger in her belly as child, a necessary pain that only drove her forward. Maker, was there ever any chance that she did not see cruelty as simply another word for life? Is there any version of her that does not end up surrounded by moral filth?
#dragon age#vivienne#I've been working on a gift fic for a friend that is centred around her that I may end up posting to ao3 as well#and god#my god#this woman
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