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flythesail Ā· 2 years
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IT'S SO GOOD!!!!!!!!
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tariah23 Ā· 4 months
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Outside of all ofā€¦ that happening to Gojo, and finishing Snowfall the other day, eekā€¦ā€¦..
#I can live with what gege did to Gojo even though it hurts so much bro#but I canā€™t deal with what happened to Franklin bro thatā€™s one of the worst character endings ever omg my chestā€¦.#i meant it in a ā€˜thatā€™s so fucked upā€™ way not ā€˜this is badly writtenā€™ because it really does fit his characterā€¦.. even though witnessing#such a strong and ambitious character turn intoā€¦ā€¦. THAT in the endā€¦ broā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦. not Franklin šŸ˜­ā€¦#his pride left him in ruinā€¦ the fact that he actually still had ppl who were willing to stand by his side in the end and help him but he#couldnā€™t accept it because in his own words ā€˜I built this shit! and if I wanted to tear it down with my own hands than I will-ā€˜ like he was#so used to being in charge.. the bossā€¦ never taking orders from the people who worked for himā€¦ and whenever any other character would make#suggestions or decide that they wanted to branch off heā€™d completely lose his shit because in his mind theyā€™re all stronger together and he#felt like he was losing control of the circumstances that arose and that ā€˜if only they wouldā€™ve listened to ME then everything wouldā€™ve#been just fine-ā€˜ and the crazy thing isā€¦ Franklin was usually right šŸ˜­ like 90% of the time but itā€™s just he couldnā€™t communicate with his#friends and peers without blowing up like a demon just because they made their own decisions lmfao#especially without him/his consent lmfaooo he was a control freak for sure#so many awful things wouldnā€™t have even happened if everyone stuck together and listened but at the same time other characters grew tired#of being underneath him and it was within their right to go do their own thing like I get it#so many things were going to wrong in the end šŸ˜­ā€¦ also teddy is such a bitter bitch bro#the fact that Franklin willingly decided to becomeā€¦. I canā€™t even say itā€¦#in the end over receiving what heā€™d consider a handout is insaneā€¦ā€¦.. living like that? in filth because heā€™s too prideful to ever work#under anyone ever again even if itā€™s with a trusted friendā€¦ the money really blinded him but I get it#if I had 73 mil stolen from me out of nowhere by a bitter white man just because I told him I didnā€™t want to do business with him anymore#in the 80ā€™s then Iā€™d lose it too but ong Franklin was too ambitious to end up like thisā€¦#he kind of character youā€™d just watch and instantly think to yourself ā€˜this guy could go anywhere he wants. heā€™s no caged birdā€¦ā€™#so it makes his ending even more devastatingā€¦ā€¦..#rambling#if you ever watch snowfall donā€™t watch the last episode šŸ„ŗ please promise me you wonā€™t?
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7ndipity Ā· 8 months
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Bts As Subs
Sub!Ot7 x Dom!Reader
Summary: Headcanons about how the members would be as Subs
Warnings: +18 mdni, smut. Swearing. Mentions of dom/sub dynamics, bdsm, oral(f. and m. receiving), handjobs, edging, overstimulation, degradation, thigh riding, pegging, petplay, dacryphilia, marking, slapping, scratching, aftercare. Not proofread.
A/N: Thanks to the lovely anon who requested this! Working on this actually helped a lot with my writers block and gave me waay too many ideas for ficsšŸ‘€ But I hope you like ā€˜em!
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Jin:
Is either the sweetest, best behaved baby boy or an absolute brat, depending on his mood.
Loves to run his mouth just to get a rise out of you, whining and complaining about your teasing, but turns into absolutely mush once you get him under you.
Likes when you tie him to the headboard and jerk him off while sitting on his lap, close enough to still kiss him but not letting him touch yet, letting him cry into your neck when he finally cums all over your hand.
Heā€™s so loud and whiny, it almost sounds like heā€™s singing until his voice cracks.
Someone mentioned this on his nsfw list, and I had to mention it here, he has a slight oral fixation and needs access to your chest while you ride him, sucking and biting hard enough to leave marks(which he says heā€™s sorry for, but you know he isnā€™t really)
Lowkey masochistic and enjoys punishments, loving when you mark and scratch him up, or edge him till he cries.
But what he really loves when you just ride him soft and slow, moving just fast enough to make him needy, but not letting him cum, edging you both till heā€™s desperate and pleading to cum.
Yoongi:
Turns into the sweetest, vulnerable little kitten. You can always tell when heā€™s feeling subby from the way he buries his face in your chest or your neck, in both sexual and nonsexual situations. He's just so soft and just wants to be taken care of(pls protect himšŸ„ŗ)
So fucking whiny, but he tries to muffle them, biting his lip and scrunching his face up so hard, he almost looks in pain(until you bite/suck the sweet spot on his neck and he just starts wailing).
Prefers things to be half kinky, half vanilla(the vanilla stuff is always what makes him cum tho)
Like, he enjoys when youā€™re mean and tease him, but he really canā€™t handle much degradation, so it needs to be combined with a lot of sweet words and kisses.
Cries so prettily when you peg/breed him.
Is slightly embarrassed at how quickly he cums from thigh riding, hiding his face in your neck as his hips stutter against you.
Needs a fair bit of aftercare to ground him and help him come back down, mainly just sitting and holding each other.
Hobi:
Ooh the range of this boyšŸ˜, he's always so bright and eager, and tries so hard to be a good boy itā€™s almost painful, how could you not reward him?šŸ„ŗ
Loves it when youā€™re rough with him, wanting you to slap, scratch, mark, and degrade him, etc. Heā€™ll take it all with a smile.
Tie him up and and tease him by making him watch while you touch yourself, his poor cock twitching and leaking with every noise you make(he may have broken a chair from pulling so hard on his restraints)
Absolutely melts tho when youā€™re soft with him, holding his hands while you ride him, caressing his arms and chest while leaving kisses all over his face.
Loves it when you edge and overstimulate him.
Needs lots of cuddles and praise afterwards, usually falls asleep on your chest.
He's just so cute and needy, literally everything you do turns him on. Youā€™re cuddling? Heā€™s hard. Dancing around the kitchen? Hard. Folding laundry? Hard.
Loves when you do extra little things to take care him or buy him lil gifts, it makes him feel special and appreciated!
Namjoon:
Honestly, it takes so much work for him to let go and fall into a sub headspace, but once he does, he turns into such a clingy baby.
Like normally he looks kinda intimidating, but deep down heā€™s just a giant teddy bear.
Youā€™re gonna need the cuffs for this one, for multiple reasons.
He gets so impatient sometimes and almost involuntarily tries to take over, bucking up into you or gripping your hands/hips to guide your movements.
He literally has to have his hands on you at all times, whether that grasping at your waist hips, groping your chest, or just holding your hands(not letting him touch you in one the biggest punishments for him)
Will actually beg to taste you or for you to ride his face, like he needs to be between your thighs, however brief it may be, or heā€™ll sulk.
As vocal as he is when he doms, he goes almost non-verbal when heā€™s really in sub-space, only letting out little whimpers and whines of your name.
Actually prefers looking after you during aftercare to help him come down, needs a fair bit of reassurance afterwards. ā€œDid I do good?ā€(of course you did, you djehfksjdkwjf)
Jimin:
The best behaved boy. Choke him, cuff him, blindfold him, heā€™ll take whatever you give him and say thank youšŸ„ŗ
Not exactly a brat, but he canā€™t resist making sassy little comments to rile you up sometimes when he wants to be punished.
On the flip side, heā€™s very much a people pleaser and has a massive praise kink, so he needs to hear that heā€™s doing good and making you happy.(could probably cum untouched from just you petting and praising him)
Lets out the prettiest whines and moans when you ride or peg him
Loves dressing up for you, whether in pretty little lingerie pieces, or a shirt/outfit in your favorite color for date night.
Lowkey sugarbaby vibes. He gets so blushy and smiley when you buy him lil gifts like jewelry or accessories and always makes sure to wear them for you cause heā€™s your pretty little baby.
Has a slight oral fixation and tends to fall asleep while sucking on your chest, fingers, or even your neck.
Taehyung:
Puppy. Just an absolute puppy, like actually call him that pls, he will dissolve.
He is slightly into petplay, but nothing too extreme, mainly just a pretty collar for you to pull him around by or to hold onto while he rides your strap-on.
Definitely has his bratty moments every now and then, but he really canā€™t handle a lot of punishment, so heā€™s always super apologetic.
Lowkey voyeuristic, loves the idea of someone seeing or overhearing the two of you together and just how much of a mess you make him.
Dresses up for you, whether thatā€™s lingerie or just a sweater you really like on him(tho he will come to you wearing nothing but that, like a reverse of the ā€˜wearing their shirtā€™ thing)
He's surprisingly good at keeping edged and overstimulated, so he can handle and actually really likes long, drawn out handjobs.
Really likes non-sexual shows of dominance from you. Like when you treat him to meals/drinks, or hold onto him to guide him around, it makes him feel cared for.šŸ˜Š
Jungkook:
Right on the line between good boy and brat. He likes to run his mouth and challenge you, but once you start doling out punishments, he turns into the softest baby. ā€œIā€™m sorry Jagi, Iā€™ll be good, I promise. Please still let me cum!ā€šŸ„ŗ
Super unsubtle and touchy when heā€™s in a subby mood(tho, heā€™s not exactly subtle the rest of the time either, so), kneading your hips as he grinds against you, pleading softly for you to please come help take care of his ā€˜problemā€™.
So fucking squirmy, he canā€™t keep still even if he tried, hips bucking and twitching involuntarily with every little touch.
Heā€™s just soo sensitive and cums super fast whenever he subs.
Heā€™s very middle ground on kinks and everything. He likes a lot of the harder stuff like bondage and degradation, but he needs some softer treatment mixed in and a lot of aftercare to balance out or else heā€™ll feel bad.
He actually really loves it tho when you make him cry from teasing and overstimulation.
Lowkey loves when you look after him in non sexual ways, making sure heā€™s alright and letting your protective side show through.
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azrakaban Ā· 4 months
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Theodore nott fluffy dating head canons please šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ
AGH YES YIPPEE I LOVE WRITING THESE I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS
Theodore Nott Headcanons <3
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Let's get right into it with some basic Theo headcanons, and then some dating ones too!
- Deffo has a Bernese Mountain dog back at home tbh, his mum loved them and got one before she died, and he loves that dog because it's all he really has left of her presence in his home
- Besties with Mattheo since they were both really little
- His mum died when he was eight, in childbirth, when giving birth to his little sister.
- his family is the Slytherin equivalent of the Weasleys, but reversed. He has four older sisters, and two younger sisters.
- Forces Mattheo to help him babysit his sisters
- Lapses into Italian when he gets tired
- Deffo sleeptalks in Italian, and when you first started dating you probably got so confused šŸ˜­
- He's really irritating when teaching you Italian, he'll throw in a word into his sentence and then make you look it up in a dictionary
- For sure loves dancing, whether or not you're good, if you're alone and there's music, call yourself Ginger Rogers
- Big fan of hand holding, he likes the feeling of having you that close.
- Hilarious when drunk, drunk words sober thoughts fr. He'll insult Draco's bleach, but then look at you and be like "Amore mio! guarda Matteo, guarda com'ĆØ bella! Aspetta, cosa stai facendo? Smettila di guardare la mia ragazza!" (My love! Look Mattheo, look how beautiful she is! Wait, stop looking at my girl!)
- Definitely a cat person besides his Bernese, and would adopt a black cat ASAP
- Would totally be an animagus, probably a black cat or a wolf
- If wolf, he'd maybe let you ride on his back. Only if he was in a good mood though.
- His music taste: Classical, specifically Beethoven, chase Atlantic, Coldplay. Guilty pleasure is Ariana Grande.
- Love language? Teaching you Italian for sure. Although does give presents randomly if he feels like it, but not too often.
- Definitely ambidextrous, and will help you write your homework. He learns how to mimic your handwriting so that if you don't feel good, he can do your homework for you
- convinced he sleeps with so many blankets that trying to find him in that MESS of a bed is impossible šŸ˜­
- actually apologises to your teddies if they fall of your bed
- reads poetry to calm down and will write it about you (you'll never see it though)
- definitely the designated driver most of the time šŸ˜­
- he's got snacks stashed all over the castle incase you two get hungry but you'll never know where he's hiding them šŸ˜­
- he has a resting bitch face until you're in the room
- queen of accidental photo bombs and there is not a single cute picture of you two no matter how
- pookie CANNOT swim. Don't even get him to try šŸ¤”
- he's an ambivert, so mainly introverted with people he doesn't know, but is actually the clown of the group (him and Mattheo)
- He can play cello and double bass, but only plays for you if you ask
- actually the biggest hopeless romantic, Mr Darcy type shit
- Insanely good singer, and will sing to you in Italian
- good at herbology, took it for OWLS and NEWTs and became friends with Neville through it, they partner every day
- his favourite colour is navy
- Will speak Italian to Mattheo, who can speak it too, just to be funny. Like he'll be glaring at Draco and saying to Mattheo:
"So you think firewhiskey is worse than Muggle tequila?"
"Uh yeah, why are we glaring at Draco?"
"I want him to think we're shit talking him. So do you eat crackers when you drink or not?"
"No, gross. Nutella pancakes."
"Sounds... surprisingly good."
- He cannot wink, so he'll pass you a note in class and try but it looks like he's got something in his eye because both his eyes start twitching šŸ˜­
- He thinks pick up lines are shit, and won't use them. He will however ask you out politely and take you on a date or a few before he asks you to be his partner.
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Hope this is what you were looking for! Love and thanks for the request <3
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c0la-queen Ā· 7 months
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RAGHHHHHHHHH
Could you ever so kind and provide some general dating Headcannons for all the four boys?? šŸ„ŗšŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆ
Maybe some extra with red leader or someone else if youā€™re fine with that??? šŸ„ŗšŸ’œ
Mwah mwah you have amazing work <3 /p
Oh my gods I am SO sorry that this is so late!! For some reason, Mr. Tumblr decided not to notify me about your ask?? And then I was at my bestie's house this weekend, so I haven't checked my inbox until now. Begging for your forgiveness rn Anon!!
Also literally kissing you for asking for Red Leader!! Mwah, mwah!!
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Edd
If you are dating Edd... girlie I am so sorry for your sanity.
Don't get me wrong, I love Edd! He was my first Eddsworld love, my pookie bear for real! But he's the biggest bastard of the entire gang and I stand by that.
Calls you dumb pet names to try and make you laugh. Sugar Tits (regardless of gender or lack thereof, might I add), Baby Doll, Sexy.
He WILL grab/slap your ass all the time. Even in public. Only grins when you glare at him.
This man is a horrible influence. It will be so hard to get your shit done if he has decided that you need to be spending time with him. Why worry about work or chores when you could be all cuddled up with him and Ringo on the couch?
Will sulk if you reject his attempts.
If he's trying to get shit done and you're pestering him for attention? He will drop his basket of laundry or the dishes in his hands in a millisecond.
If he's working on a commission or animation, he'll let you sit in his lap in his chair, let you sit all pretty for him while he works. When he finishes, if you've fallen asleep by then -which you usually do - then he'll carefully move you both to his bed and snuggle up to you and take a nap with you.
Speaking of cuddling, he does naturally run hot. Comes with being a big boy <3 But if you don't enjoy that, then he'll use his powers to cool down his skin for you. Anything to keep cuddling!
He also uses his powers whenever possible. Will abuse them without shame. He puts things on the highest shelf, just so you have to him for help. He'll put patches of ice on the floor under your feet, just so he can catch you before you fall (he'll never let you actually get hurt), and uses his super strength to scoop you up randomly and carry you around.
You cannot show your text messages to ANYONE. He will say filthy things, just to fluster you. Horny Bastard. Finds ways to turn even the most mundane conversations into teasing.
He'd do cute couple things with you, like painting together and swapping canvases every 5 minutes. His favorite is going to cat cafes. The cats literally love him, its like he's made of catnip with how they swarm him.
Physical affection is a huge thing with him. Even little touches throughout the day, like ruffling your hair as he passes by, or a big hug from behind while you fix food.
Overall, big teddy bear that just likes to see his darling blush.
Tom
As I've stated in previous works, Tom is a secret romantic.
He's not a traditional romantic like Matt, but he's romantic in his own way.
Likes parallel play a lot. Finds it relaxing to just sit in his room, testing new songs on his bass while you lay on his bed reading a book. Or in your room, lounging on one of your plush beanbag and organizing his Spotify playlists while you fold your laundry.
Dates with him consist of record stores, concerts, and late night walks.
He'll sing for you if you ask him to.
Very down to earth, both as a person and as a boyfriend. If you have problems, he'll listen patiently until you're done, then help you brainstorm solutions. He doesn't downplay or ignore your feelings, but he doesn't jump to emotions like others might.
He tends to sleep in late on his nights off, since he's more of a night owl than anything. You know that, so you've made it a little tradition to fix him coffee around 11. You know exactly how he takes it, and he always thanks you with a kiss on the cheek and a sleepy, mumbled "you're the best."
Very caring. He'll make sure you've eaten and had water. Will usher you to bed if he can see that you're tired, or do your chores for you if you can't do them for whatever reason. If you can't sleep, he'll make you a mug of chamomile tea and sing you a little lullaby.
When it comes to his monster tendencies, he tries to keep you away from it all. He's bitter about what he is, and he thinks that you're better off separated from that side of him.
At the start of relationship, he'd get angry if you tried to push it. He'd snap at you, distance himself, not talk to you for maybe a couple of days. Further on in the relationship, though, if you push the issue and reassure him that you love every side of him, even the monstrous one, then he'd be more willing. Willing to let you in, to let you see that part of him. He'd be nervous about it, but he'd do it because he loves you.
Matt
He is a traditional romantic! His Mama raised him right, and he drinks his Respect Juice.
Makes sure you two have date night at least once every week. Dressing up nice, going out to dinner or a play, taking a walk through the town to wind down the night. Heading back into the house, changing back into comfortable clothes. He'd wipe your makeup off for you, if you wear it.
Absolutely the kind of guy to get down on his knees in front of you and unbuckle/untie your shoes or high heels for you. He's just so devotional.
If, for whatever reason, you guys are unable to have your date night, he'll make it up to you in some way. A bouquet of your favorite flowers sitting on your bed with a little note. A passionate kiss before one of you has to leave the house. A heartfelt love letter sealed with wax.
Makes sure to text you throughout the day with sweet messages. Compliments, "I love you"s, selfies, updates on what is happening at work. Or just reminders that he's thinking of you. Misses you.
Likes to cook meals for you if its just the two of you at home. Breakfast is his forte, but he's not the worst at following a recipe.
Always amazing for advice. He'll let you talk to him while he hugs you from behind. If it's something sad, he might cry. Just the idea of you going through something negative makes him sad, too.
If he doesn't have advice for you, he'd do anything in his power to find someone who does. One of the other roommates, or even his mother, if you're comfortable with it.
Speaking of his mother, she absolutely adores you. Since Matt has such a good relationship with her, he's already told her so much about you. She thinks its wonderful that her baby has fallen in love. After a while, Matt will even bring you along to his lunches with his mother. You two hit it off instantly.
If you're okay with it, then Matt would love to show you off on his social media. He thinks you're so gorgeous, the entire world should know that he managed to land you. Its never anything invasive, and he always gets your permission before he posts things. Blocks any weird or gross comments.
Loves going on shopping dates with you. Most of the time, its at the mall or a mall in a different town, because he loves walking around and window shopping. Occasionally, he'll take you to more expensive stores. It doesn't bother him, he loves spoiling you. No matter where you two are, he'll buy you anything that you want. If you are adamant to spend your own money, he won't put up too much of a fuss, though he does prefer to pay for you.
He'll do that couples trend with you where you find nail polish that matches the other's eye color.
Gift giving is just one of his love languages in general. It makes him so happy to give his loved one things that he bought. For you specifically, he'll also throw in hand made gifts. He may not be the most talented artistically, but he'll stay awake late into the night, sitting on the floor with a YouTube tutorial playing, paper and cardboard scattered around, a pencil between his teeth, paint on his hands and smeared on his cheek. The end result may look a little crude, but he'll still present it to you with pride. And, of course, you always love it.
Tord
Tord is probably the most romantically stunted of the four. Its not that he doesn't love you, far from it really. He just grew up in an environment where love wasn't freely given, and was often limited for appearances.
His father, as the Red Leader, insisted that he keep a professional and feared image. So, Tord never saw him being affectionate with his mother.
It might be hard at first. You'll struggle. You two may fight. But you'll always make up in the end. He'll listen to you, try to understand your point of view.
He's not against physical affection, but he's able to live without it. Will indulge you whenever you ask. If he's busy, which he usually is, he'll let you drape yourself over him from behind while he sits in his chair, letting you rest your cheek on the top of his head and watch him work.
More than anything, his love language is words of affirmation. Despite being a man of few words, he'll always give you praise. He'll make sure you know that you are his, he is yours, and he loves you. Nothing will change that.
Scary dog privilege. He'll always walk just behind you in public, keeping a guiding hand on the small of your back. Stays alert of you surroundings and the people around, so that you don't have to. You don't even have to worry about people approaching you in public. One piercing glare from Tord is enough to deter anyone.
Not the best at giving advice to problems. He'll listen, but sometimes he can't quite understand why something is an issue. Doesn't invalidate your feelings on purpose, it just happens inadvertently at times. Always, ALWAYS apologizes and holds you close when he realizes what he did.
His preferred dates are nights in at home. Cuddled up on the couch with takeout watching shitty rom-coms. Cooking food that he ate growing up in Norway while you sit at the kitchen table watching. Going to the convenience store at midnight to get Ben and Jerry's in the middle of anime binges.
You become his crutch. When he's having bad paranoia on nights that are too quiet, he'll seek you out. Just having you lay in bed with him, warm and solid and breathing, always calms him down.
He will never let you meet his parents. You are one of the very few good things in his life, and he wants to keep that away from his fucked up home life. Might let you meet his little sister, but not for a long time.
Surprisingly, he does tend to talk more when its just the two of you. He allows you into his head, verbalizing his thoughts to you. He'll ramble about his projects, tell you about the history behind his culture, or rant about things that annoy him. Denies it vehemently in front of others.
He is a huge tease, second only to Edd. What's dangerous is how casual he is about it. Loves making you squirm, and he'll never even change his expression. Sometimes he won't even be looking at you, but rest assured that he is swimming in satisfaction over how flustered you are.
Red Leader
I have so many thoughts about him. Oh my lord.
This is going off the scenario where Reader is a Red Army soldier and met him through the army, after the events of The End.
I want to clarify that this is NOT following the events of TBATF!!! This is my own Red Army timeline, what I refer to in my Eddsworld bubble as "The Bad End"
There are two ways that you'd be able to catch Red Leader's attention. Either you are an extremely talented soldier that does well among your peers, enough to earn the praise of your superior officers and eventually Red Leader himself. Or, you were assigned as his personal assistant to help with paperwork and meetings, but you were so good at handling his temper and attitude that he found himself surprised.
The latter of the two is my favorite, so I'll be working under that one.
Before you, Red Leader had been through several assistants. None of them lasted more than a month. By nature, he was a moody, temperamental man. The stress of the army and oncoming war only made that worse. He saw those previous assistants as nuisances, only getting in his way. He would yell at them, berate them, drive them to the brink until they beg Paul and Pat to transfer them.
When they assigned you to him, they expected the same thing to happen. The two even made bets on how long you'd last. On your first day, Red Leader was nasty to you. Gruff and rude. But... you bit back. That took him by surprise. Instead of taking the insult and shuffling out like a puppy with its tail between its legs, you pursed your lips and gave him a stern look and talked to him in a way that nobody dared to. He should've been angry. Should have screamed at you, discharged you from the army in a heartbeat.
Instead, he found that he quite enjoyed it. He enjoyed your spitfire. Not that he'd let you know. He only gave you a noncommittal hum and dismissed you with a wave of his hand. But... he kept you around. Even found excuses for you to come into his office more than necessary. His penchant for teasing came back full force. He'd poke and prod, finding ways to make you react with that fire he so loved.
It takes a long time for him to finally make a move. Probably takes a near-death experience for him, or an injury to you for him to realize that he wants this. He wants a future with you.
At first, he may seem a little cold in public. Not to the degree that his father was - he promised himself that he would never be like his father. Simply a more... professional air about the entire thing. It was more out of anxiety than anything. He didn't want to make you a target, didn't want to cause you to get hurt. As his army grows more powerful and takes over more and more countries, he grows more comfortable with PDA. He knows that when he is the most powerful man in the world, he doesn't have to worry about anyone hurting you.
He would probably treat you more like a spouse than a girlfriend/boyfriend right off the bat. He's older now, thinking more about the future than the present. He already knows that he wants to be with you forever, so why go through the formalities and hassle of dating?
Always makes time for you whenever he can. If he's in a meeting with his generals or another world leader, he'll sneak text messages to you. Doesn't give a shit if he's caught. What are they going to do to him, Red Leader?
If he's cooped up in his office all day, his door is always open to you. Loves having you drop by unannounced to bring him food or coffee. He'll let you climb into his lap while he works, or sit behind him in his chair and cling to him. Even if you're just sitting in a separate chair nearby, working on your own stuff. He's happy.
If you want to continue being a soldier, or his assistant, he'll let you. But he's also perfectly happy to have you simply be his partner and not have a care in the world. You could sit all pretty in his quarters waiting for him to get off duty, or use the time to pursue your own hobbies and interests. As long as you're happy and cared for, it's okay with him.
Spoils you rotten. You're Red Leader's, so of course you only deserve the best things. Anything in the world you want, you only have to ask for it. It's yours. He would raze entire cities just to see you smile.
He does enjoy taking you out on dates. While also spending time with you, he sees it as a way to show you off to the world. Dressing you up in the finest clothes that he got you, the prettiest jewelry that he bought. Taking you to restaurants and operas where everyone can see you hanging on his arm. It makes him puff up with pride.
When the two of you are alone, he's so adoring. Loves snuggling. It's a struggle to convince him to let you out of bed in the mornings, he'll just be clinging to you. If you do somehow manage to escape his grasp, he'll catch you around the waist and drag you back to bed. Won't stop until Paul or Pat message him to get his ass out of bed. He always grumbles about how "it's my damn army, I should get to sleep in as long as I want".
Sometimes, at night, he has pains in his right shoulder, the side where he's burned and amputated. It can range from a dull ache to excruciating pain. On nights that it hurts too much to move, you'll scramble out of bed and get his medication from his nightstand, gently coaxing him to take it. You'll hold him and comfort him until the pain subsides and he falls back asleep.
He doesn't like to talk about it, really. It feels weird, letting anyone see this part of his life. Letting you see his vulnerability. Letting you see him.
But he does.
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theemporium Ā· 11 months
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wait wait wait i just saw the slumblurb party!!! sooo cuteee!!!!
how about šŸ§ø with daniel and kiddo having a nightmare so they come to your bedroom for cuddles and Danny makes everything better šŸ„ŗ
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thank you for requesting!šŸ«¶šŸ½
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ā€œDaddy?ā€
The hour was late. It was long past midnight, it was completely dark outsideā€”pitch black. And it didnā€™t help that the recent storm had thunder booming, lightning flashing and rain pattering down on the windows since earlier that night. It was a lot stronger than any of them expected. It only got stronger over the late hours.Ā 
It hadnā€™t been bad when Jasper Ricciardo went to sleep.Ā 
The same couldnā€™t be said now.Ā 
Maybe it was the howling wind or the branches hitting his window. Maybe it was the flashes of bright light whenever lightning struck or the creaking of the house as it battled the storm. Maybe it was the scary dream he had of a monster breaking into his room as he cried for help.
Or maybe it was all of the above that led little five year old Jasper rushing to your bedroom, clutching onto the little lion teddy his favourite uncle gave him.
Daniel thought he imagined the door to the bedroom opening. He assumed it was a noise from the wind outside, that his sleepy brain was just playing jokes on him. But then he heard soft footsteps pattering against the wooden floor and a small hand tugging on his arm.Ā 
ā€œDaddy? Are you awake?ā€Ā 
It took him a few seconds to blink his eyes open and focus on the sight in front of him, but when he did, he was wide awake. He took in his son, the teary eyes and the slightly pale face and the way his knuckles were white from how tightly he was holding onto his teddy. He took in the way the boy was sniffling and shaking, the way he looked far younger than his already young age.
ā€œHey buddy,ā€ Daniel murmured as he quickly sat up, reaching for the small lamp on his bedside table. ā€œWhatā€™s wrong?ā€Ā 
ā€œIā€“ā€ Jasper opened his mouth but the words got caught in his throat, like he was too scared to admit anything.Ā 
ā€œYou can tell me,ā€ Daniel assured him, reaching a hand out for the boy to come closer. ā€œDaddy wonā€™t judge.ā€
Jasper still looked doubtful. ā€œBadger promise?ā€
Daniel smiled a little. ā€œBadger promise.ā€
The boy hardly wasted any time as the words rushed out of his mouth like a dam opening up. ā€œI had a bad dream. It was a scary dream. I didnā€™t like it. And I know Iā€™m supposed to be a big boy but itā€”ā€
ā€œHey, even big boys get scared,ā€ Daniel told his son as he wasted no time in reaching for the boy, pulling him up onto the bed until the young boy was curled up on his lap and nuzzling himself as close as he could to his father. ā€œI get bad dreams that still scare me too. And do you know what helps?ā€
Jasper looked up at him with big, brown eyes. ā€œWhat?ā€Ā 
ā€œCuddles,ā€ he said before giving his son a squeeze. ā€œWhat do you say? Do you and lil Maximus wanna sleep here tonight?ā€
Jasper looked down at his lion teddy before looking back up at his father. ā€œCan we?ā€
ā€œOf course you can,ā€ Daniel said with a smile as he lifted the duvet, helping his son slip under before he reached to turn the lamp off. ā€œWe can protect each other from bad dreams and monsters.ā€Ā 
ā€œYou can beat any monster, daddy,ā€ Jasper whispered as he nuzzled into his fatherā€™s side, the lion teddy squished between their bodies. ā€œYouā€™re stronger than them.ā€
His chest tightened with pride. ā€œHell yeah, I am. And youā€™re gonna grow up to be just as strong. And then me and you will protect mummy together.ā€
ā€œI think mummy is stronger than both of us,ā€ Jasper admitted and Daniel didnā€™t hide his snort.
ā€œYeah, I think so too, buddy.ā€
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star-stilinski Ā· 1 month
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Maybe because it's Dylan's birthday can we get a Stiles' birthday fic, like how it would be to be his gf or his crush and celabrate his bday with him šŸ„ŗā¤ļø?
omg YES!
i'm imagining this as a dating situation, because if you guys were just mutually crushing i know he would have NO IDEA what to do since he's such a gift giver and it's not really appropriate to give gifts on your own bday.
i just knowww stiles would be such a big birthday person (for his; half the time he forgets even scott's birthday). but i think with all the supernatural crap getting in the way, especially after season 3b, he'd forget it was his own birthday sometimes until the day of or before. he'd definitely beg you to sleep over, just cause he'd want to wake up next to you as his first birthday treat, tho.
"g'morning, birthday boy." you'd mumble in his ear once you were both (barely) awake, holding him like a teddy bear while he lays on his back. he smiles and makes a contented hum, not even bothering to open his eyes as he turns on his side and tugs you into a horizontal hug.
you accommodate to his cuddling, running a hand through his hair. "c'mere, first birthday kiss. i have to give you as many as years you are old before the end of the day."
he grins into the kiss, just a peck, before he's grabbing your cheeks and kissing you all over. "that sentence didn't make any sense."
"shut up."
he pulls back, mocking offense. "you did not just tell the birthday boy to shut up. take it back."
you laugh and squeal when he finds your waist, pinching where it tickles and chanting "take it back! take it back!" while rolling you around in his sheets.
just in time to save you of your handsy boyfriend's torments, noah stilinski knocks on the door loudly. "sounds like you guys are awake, is everyone decent?"
you giggle and stiles gives you a look that says he's about to be flirting with you. his hands slide around your waist now, and he speaks up for his dad to hear through the door. "yeah," his voice drops for only you to hear, "but not for long, hopefully."
you laugh and smack his chest, and noah peeks his head into the bedroom. "morning. there's waffles on the counter, and chocolate milk in the fridge. i gotta go, can i trust you two to be smart?"
stiles throws his head back into his pillows and sighs out "aw, yes, waffles!" as you meet noah's gaze.
"yes, sir, we're going to meet up with the others in a bit. thanks for breakfast!"
the sheriff nods and his eyes leave yours, studying his son instead. he steps forward and strides across the room to where stiles lays, pushing his bedhead back and ruffling it. he's got a twinkle in his eye and a smile on his face. "happy birthday, son. i love you."
stiles makes a face. it's not quite a smile, but it's something akin to it as he swallows. "thanks, dad. love you too."
you avert your eyes and try to let them have a moment, even with stiles holding you to his chest like he is.
once noah's gone, you and stiles find yourselves in the shower, brushing your teeth. stiles has already made a comment about birthday sex and you reacted accordingly, rolling your eyes and fighting a smile. he melts when you massage shampoo into his scalp and complains about the water being too hot. you both argue about it playfully before deciding getting out is the best option.
showered, dressed, and scarfing down some waffles, you and stiles listen to his favorite music and discuss the plans for the day. hangout with friends, go get food at his favorite place, watch tron, and call it a night ("oh," stiles says through a mouthful of waffle, "can we make out at some point? you didn't add that to the itenerary.").
after cleaning up your breakfast mess (and getting in three more kisses), you and stiles climb into roscoe and hit the road for lydia's house. he's explaining the impact of the saw franchise to you and holding your hand, and he looks so pretty in that blue color. you lift his hand to your lips and kiss it softly, stuttering his rant momentarily.
at lydia's, you all sing him happy birthday and eat ice cream and burgers. the presents are all great, save for isaac, who got him a book called 'a guide to sex for virgins'. he was very proud of his gift, but stiles just threw it at him flippantly. then, you all migrate to the pool.
stiles watches when you undress, and you feel your cheeks heat. but he doesn't mention it, instead challenging scott and kira to a game of chicken. they consider it the challenge of a lifetime and are ready to play almost immediately.
"c'mon, we'll win." stiles loops his arms around you and kisses the side of your face. "plus, don't you think you have to say yes? it's my birthday..."
you pout a bit. "i just washed my hair."
"and you won't have to get it wet, because we'll be winning. hello, scott's going to get distracted as soon as kira's got her thighs around his head!"
you laugh at that, and watch as scott runs his hands over his girlfriend's thighs, his eyes slightly unfocused and his lips parted just slightly. your boyfriend clucks his tongue, seemingly seeing the same scene, and shakes his head. "poor guy. he's not getting any because it's not his birthday. i couldn't relate."
stiles pats your ass and drags you into the pool, ducking underwater and propping you on his shoulders. he gives your thighs a squeeze and it sends a thrill down your spine, and then walks you over to kira.
"okay," kira grins and holds her arms out towards you. "may the odds-"
stiles lets out a war cry and starts pushing at scott, who retaliates slower than usual. you take that as your gunshot and you and kira start wrestling, laughing as you hit and push and hear a "gah! that is not fair play!" from below you.
when you and stiles win (kira let out a whine of pain when you accidentally slapped her arm too hard and it distracted scott), he gets you off his shoulders carefully and wraps you in a bear hug, carefully avoiding your hair.
as the evening goes on, the guys roughhouse and find sinking toys while you and the girls eat more food and bask in the sun by the edge of the pool. every once in awhile, stiles will drift by you and smile, and you'll blow him a kiss or mouth happy birthday or run your hand through his wet hair. he preens like a proud cat every time.
you end the night in the best way: feeling fuzzy and warm from the sun, home alone with stiles stretched out under you on his couch. tron plays in the backround while you kiss him as many times as he is years old or however the hell you're supposed to explain that, and he tastes like vanilla ice cream and chocolate drizzle.
"happy birthday." you mumble against his lips. you feel him smile, and his hand cups your neck as he leans in for another kiss.
"the happiest."
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yuikomorii Ā· 11 months
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// Iā€™m making this post, as a result of seeing way too much hate and misinfo regarding every character. Nobody stops anyone from voicing their opinion but the need to degrade a character, while providing BAD reasons or stating incorrect/out-of-context facts about them only for the sake of internet validation, is such a loser move.
Weā€™re all in this fandom to have fun and even if you have something negative to say about a character you donā€™t like, keep it to yourself or in private with your friends.
Ayato:
ā€œI donā€™t like Ayato, heā€™s overratedā€, omg youā€™re just sooo different! Definitely not like other girls/guys!
Everyone is allowed to dislike whatever they want but if Ayato is your least/one of your least favorite DL characters, then your opinion ISNā€™T valid. This is a franchise full of abusive characters and heā€™s literally the most heroic love interest. Why would you hate the heroā€¦?
ā€œHeā€™s dumb and annoyingā€, says the person who spends their time insulting FICTIONAL characters. 1) Japanese fans like dumb characters, since they come off as endearing; 2) Ayato outdid everyone throughout the routes.
He did more good than all of his brothers and saying that X, Y or Z deserves the main role more, is fake fan behavior because at this point youā€™re just setting up your favs.
Kanato:
No, youā€™re not cool for calling him ugly. Itā€™s okay if youā€™re not into that type of characters but his design is not bad at all.
ā€œHe had no developmentā€, he does in CL. Itā€™s not major but it can still be visible.
The whole Teddy thing might be annoying to some of you, but his fans get why he acts that way. Letā€™s not forget that he is a victim of neglect.
Yes, he was sexually exploited too. Donā€™t forget this x2.
Laito:
ā€œI hate Laito so much, he was so cruel in HDB šŸ˜¢ā€; stop living in the past and move on already.
His development shouldnā€™t be overlooked only because your opinion about him was formed on something that came out more than 10 years ago.
Heā€™s still the most fascinating DL character and I get that he might make some of you feel uncomfortable but donā€™t project your triggers on a character thatā€™s merely made after a trope.
Shu:
No, itā€™s not Shuā€™s fault for the way Reiji acted. Envy is never a good reason to hurt someone.
ā€œShu roasts the heroine the most!ā€, I get that itā€™s rude but his insults are actually funny?? A bunch of people will like him for being brutally honest or a jerk because itā€™s literally a game for players with masochistic fantasies. They WANT to be roasted by good-looking men. Thatā€™s the point.
ā€œShu is lazy and stupid, heā€™s the only one who failed his school yearā€, genuine question: If you were an immortal creature that doesnā€™t need food or sleep to survive, would you still care about grades? Besides, heā€™s really smart.
ā€œShu doesnā€™t care about Yuma, he just feels guiltyā€, in LE he sacrificed himself for him and reincarnated merely because he wished to meet Yuma again and get on well with him in another lifeā€”
Reiji:
ā€œHe hurt Shu and Yumaā€, well yeah but he was shown plenty of times regretting it and trying to fix things. Stop reminding this to Reiji stans because that conflict is already closed.
ā€œHe is so mean in other routesā€, obviously?? If you donā€™t teach him how to love, he wonā€™t suddenly act nice towards anyone.
Without him Yui would fail her tests and the Sakamaki household would be in chaos.
Subaru:
ā€œW-What do you mean baby Tsundere is not soft innocent virgin boy? šŸ„ŗā€; he has never been like that, thatā€™s how YOU perceived him. Stop acting so shocked every time Subaru does something bad because heā€™s still a vampire after all??
Also, why are so many people reducing his character to Kou and/or Yuiā€”? Heā€™s much more than that and has his own interests, struggles, likes, dislikes, and so on.
ā€œHeā€™s irrelevantā€; Diabolik Lovers has 13 love interests, they canā€™t make everyone extremely important to the general plot. Just enjoy a character as it is, itā€™s not that hard.
Ruki:
The cat jokes were funny when the Meow Meow Vampire art came out but MOVE ON. I hate that scene and Ruki was in the wrong but come on now, thatā€™s not even the worst thing he has done and MB happened in 2013.
I understand not liking Ruki as a person, because heā€™s mostly not a good one, but this doesnā€™t mean heā€™s not a good character.
ā€œRuki deserved what happened to him in the past because he was cruel towards everyoneā€; while I agree that Karma hit him, I wouldnā€™t say any child really deserves to go through that. He was just a spoiled brat, who most likely wasnā€™t taught by his parents about modesty or kindness.
Kou:
ā€œHe was so cruel in MB šŸ˜£ā€, and HE HAD DEVELOPMENT! Heā€™s not the same anymore, nobody is.
ā€œHe overreactsā€, sometimes heā€™s not in the wrong and has all rights to be angry.
Kou isnā€™t afraid of going against Ruki, even if heā€™s the brother he admires the most, as long as he knows that what Ruki is doing isnā€™t good.
Yuma:
ā€œHe beat Yui up in the MB bad ending!šŸ˜”šŸ˜”ā€, itā€™s a bad ending for a reason, lol.
Pretty reminder that Yuma always tries to help others with Kou and Azusa, and was even willing to save the ghouls in LE.
ā€œYuma doesnā€™t care about Shuā€, did we play the same game orā€¦?
Azusa:
ā€œAzusa is so horrible, he threw Teddy in the fire!ā€; and he only did it to save Yui, it was not intentional.
While not all his actions are good, keep in mind that he never means any harm and is overall such a sweet guy.
ā€œHe is too clingyā€; I know that might not be everyoneā€™s cup of tea but is it really worth hating a character just for wanting affection?
The Tsukinamis and Kino:
ā€œThey were too easy to defeat in DF!ā€; Dark Fate wasnā€™t entirely about them to begin with. Most routes focused on the boysā€™ internal struggles with their trauma and how to move past it.
ā€œKino is sometimes mean for the sake of being meanā€; itā€™s almost as if heā€™s the āœØvillaināœØ
Itā€™s dumb questioning the morals of characters supposed to have an antagonistic role.
ā€œKino hurt Ayato in LEā€; out of all characters who have wronged Ayato, at least Kino felt bad and wanted to apologize.
Yui:
ā€œSheā€™s dumb and uglyā€; Japanese fans literally love her for being an idiot because it wouldnā€™t be fun to see the heroine being the best at everything or not making mistakes at all. Plus, her design is definitely not ugly.
Stop creating your own version of Yui in your head and ending up disappointed when she doesnā€™t act the way you expect her to. No, Yui is not OOC for liking being bitten, having a low learning ability or saying things she shouldnā€™t in the wrong moments. Nobody is perfect and everyone has their own kinks and flaws.
ā€œSheā€™s too innocentā€; sheā€™s not?? If you really want to see her thirsty, go play Ayatoā€™s routes, especially the heaven scenarios.
ā€œSheā€™s weakā€, sheā€™s the opposite. Yui is one of the most mentally strong DL characters.
I canā€™t understand people who hate on heroines when theyā€™re present in all routes and are the most positive characters.
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A fluffy little number 10 (5 words) for the blurb nightšŸ„ŗ
"I miss you every day."
pairing: Harry Styles x popstar!reader
summary: YN is away and Harry is back home with their two kids - Judie and Teddy. When the name 'mama' is mentioned they just need to call her.
word count: 1k
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ā€œJudie. Please, put your brother down,ā€ Harry said to his older child, seeing how Jude was lifting Teddy up and moving him somewhere else.
ā€œBut daddy. But daddy,ā€ Jude repeated, fixing the laughing Teddy in his arms. ā€œTeddy was falling on his bum! I donā€™t want him to fall.ā€Ā 
Jude had a sad look on his face. From the moment Theodore, or Teddy like everybody called him, was born, Jude was very protective of him and his mother. Harry couldnā€™t get close to YN without Judeā€™s consent (that was based on asking his mum if she wanted him to let his dad through). But with days and weeks passing by, Jude learned that no one close to him wanted to harm his brother or mother. It didnā€™t change how his protectiveness stayed with him one year in the future though.
ā€œOh, I understand, Judie.ā€ Harry kneeled in front of his children, being eye-to-eye with Jude. ā€œBut, Teddy is learning how to walk. You need to let him learn so he can run around the garden with you.ā€Ā 
ā€œBut when you run you can fall and, and hurt your knee, or hands, or, or head. I did! Remember when I, when I fall long long time ago? I have an owie now.ā€
Judie forgot that he was holding Teddy and wanted to show his father the scar that formed on his left knee from two years ago. It was a bad fall that stopped Harryā€™s heart when he witnessed it.Ā 
ā€œBe careful,ā€ Harry said, putting his hands around Teddy to hold him up.
ā€œOopsie. Iā€™m sorry, little brother,ā€ Judie whispered. ā€œCan I kiss your cheek?ā€
ā€œI think that Teddy would really love it if you did,ā€ Harry encouraged, turning Teddy towards Jude.Ā 
ā€œBut he didnā€™t say yes. You daddy and mummy say people have to wait for a, what was it called, daddy?ā€
ā€œA green light.ā€
ā€œYes! Green light! And Teddy donā€™t have one.ā€
ā€œIā€™m very happy that you remembered our conversation, Judie. Good job!ā€ Harry smiled, feeling proud of his son. ā€œWe also talked about the fact that Teddy canā€™t speak yet.ā€
ā€œHe can! You are so silly, daddy!ā€
ā€œAm I?ā€ Harry laughed, tickling Judie with the right arm, the left one leaving secure around Teddy.
ā€œStop, daddy! Tickles, tickles!ā€ Judie broke into laughter. ā€œTeddy say ā€˜mamaā€™!ā€Ā 
Judie sat in front of his younger brother, unruly locks covering his eyes. He waited patiently for Theodore to stop picking on his fatherā€™s beard. Harry grasped gently Teddyā€™s hand that was yanking his facial hair, kissing it a few times.Ā 
ā€œSay mama, little guy.ā€
Thedoreā€™s eyes lit up at the name of his favourite person. From the moment he was born, he was just like a magnet, wanting to be as close as possible to his mum. When he started crawling, heā€™d followed her everywhere. And his first word was ā€˜dadaā€™, ironically. The last few days, when YN wasnā€™t at home, were hard on the two boys, but Harry was the best father they could have asked for.Ā 
ā€œMama!ā€Ā 
ā€œYay!ā€ Jude stood up and started jumping up and down. He did his ā€˜happy danceā€™, wiggling his body from left to right, making Teddy clap his hands in amusement.Ā 
ā€œDo you want to call mama, boys?ā€
The scream coming from Judeā€™s throat was enough confirmation. He sprinted to the couch, sitting comfortably between two pillows - like always when they were calling YN.Ā 
ā€œDaddy, daddy! Can I hold Taddy?ā€
ā€œYes, you can. But remember to be very gentle and secure, yeah?ā€
ā€œYes!ā€Ā 
Teddy was sitten in his older brotherā€™s arms, looking up at him and giving him his sweet, toothy smile. Harry at the same moment was trying to FaceTime YN on his phone.Ā 
ā€œHello?ā€Ā 
ā€œMama! Hi!ā€ Judie greeted his mum, smiling from ear to ear.Ā 
ā€œHello, my big boy! And hello, you little guy,ā€ YN said to her kids. ā€œHow are you guys?ā€
ā€œMama, mama I safe Judie today!ā€
ā€œOh, did you? What happened?ā€
ā€œHe fall on his bum!ā€
ā€œDid he? Was he trying to get up from the ground?ā€
ā€œYes! How do you know?ā€ Jude asked with big eyes, in shock.
ā€œTeddy is learning how to walk, baby. He wants to be able to walk and run and play with you.ā€
ā€œThatā€™s what dad said. You are really smart, daddy.ā€
ā€œOh, thank you, Judie.ā€ Harry smiled at his son, kissing his head. ā€œAm I smart because I said what mum did?ā€
ā€œYes! She is super smart. But I love you both. Super much.ā€Ā 
Judie was nodding his head, agreeing with himself that his parents were really the best.Ā 
ā€œWe love you too, Judie.ā€Ā 
Then the comfortable silence took over their call. Judie played with Teddyā€™s fingers when he tried to bite them and get relief from his achy gums. Harry was admiring his wife, counting hours till she would be back home with him and their kids.Ā 
ā€œI miss you, mummy.ā€ Jude said sadly, tears in his eyes.Ā 
Harry immediately scooted over to him and embraced him tightly.Ā 
ā€œJudie, I miss you everyday, every hour and minute. I need to stay with granny for a little more time and then I am coming back to you.ā€
ā€œTomorrow?ā€
ā€œNo, baby. Not tomorrow, but soon. I will call daddy when. Okay?ā€
ā€œItā€™s taking so long,ā€ Judie complained. ā€œCan you hurry up?ā€
ā€œIā€™ll try. But hey, did you finish that cosmo project granda bought you?ā€
Judeā€™s eyes widened. He forgot.Ā 
ā€œDaddy, hold Teddy. I need to work!ā€Ā 
And just like that Jude was off the living room and on his way to the bedroom when the lay-out of the solar system was waiting for him to finish. Harry placed his youngest in his arms and took the phone in his hand.Ā 
ā€œHi, love.ā€
ā€œHi, baby. How are you holding up?ā€
ā€œGreat. Mum was here today to help me meal-prep for the week. We cleaned all over the house while Jude and Teddy were having their naps. Ate dinner and soon is the time for the baths and making them go to sleep.ā€Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re doing great, Harry.ā€Ā 
Harry smiled at the screen, winking at YN. ā€œI miss you.ā€
ā€œI miss you, too. I should be back in four days and then I am all yours.ā€
ā€œI like the sound of that.ā€
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squinch-depraved Ā· 16 days
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smoking with ted and he gets all shy bc he likes u so much šŸ„ŗšŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆ (another inspired by irl events) i hope u enjoy my first ted fic <3
the two of you finally have a chance to sit down and hang out; there's no work left to do for the day, so you plop down on his couch together and kick your feet up onto his lap. he turns to look at you just in time to see you pull your dab pen out from inside your bra. the sight rouses something in his gut, and he files it away for later as he continues to stare at your chest, screaming at himself mentally to look away but he can't tear his eyes from your tits.
"teddy," you snap your fingers at him, finally getting his attention after several tries at saying his name.
"hmm?" he blinks at you, zoning back in and bringing his gaze back to your smiling face. his own lips perk upwards at the sight of your soft grin.
"wanna smoke?" you ask, twirling the pen between your fingers.
he nods and tries (fails) not to let his eyes slip again in the time it takes for you to take your first hit and pass it to him. he looks away when you start exhaling. something about it is angelic and he can't think about you while he takes this hit, you make his breath unsteady and he can't cough in front of you, that would look stupid! so he fixes his eyes on a poster hanging across the room, running them over every detail while he takes as deep a breath as he can before passing it back to you. the process repeats a few times, and you put on a playlist the two of you have crafted for whenever you have a smoke sesh.
soon, the two of you are laughing, doing impressions and bits on the fly that you would never come up with sober, when you shift so that you're a lot closer to him. his face visibly reddens and he looks around, searching for something else to focus on so he doesn't make himself look like an idiot in front of you. you pick up on this and continue scooting so that you're almost in his lap.
"you okay, ted? got kinda quiet," you say, grabbing his massive hand and fiddling with one of his rings.
"uhm." his voice cracks as he says it and he nods, unable to look at you. you drop his hand and reach for his face in an attempt to make him meet your gaze, and he moans when your fingers graze his jaw. a small, pathetic noise, but still perceived by you. when his hazel eyes meet yours, his pupils are wide and dark.
"ohh, my pretty boy," you coo, climbing fully into his lap and straddling him. he remains looking up at you in pure adoration. "so sweet for me," you kiss against his neck. he whines sharply and tries weakly to push you away. "what's wrong, teddy baby?"
voice breathy and pitchy, he croaks out, "makin' me dizzy," before groaning and leaning his head all the way back. you take the opportunity to kiss more, now using your tongue to draw circles up and down his neck. "is this the stuff we usually smoke?" he asks, hands finding their way to your hips and grinding you down into him. "this shit is really strong."
you laugh and snake your hands up his shirt. "you're so cute, y'know that?"
he grins. "'m glad you think so. been tryin' to make you think that for ages."
you end up riding him as he stares up at you, lost in worship of your beautiful body, and he curses himself for waiting this long to tell you.
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šŸ‘‰šŸ½šŸ‘ˆšŸ½ i dunno how you feel about lactation but what about nat convincing wanda to take lactation pills so that she can nurse you when your feeling a bit smaller and she gets so happy from seeing you so close to her like that.
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Mommy's New Trick
Pairing: Dark!Mommies!WandaNat x Little!Reader (f) (Nicknamed Tiny)
Warnings: Lactation, MD/LG, this is a pretty dark series, fluff, coercion, Wanda AND Nats mommy milkers, an argument, restrained stress position as a punishment, forced nudity, gagging, and some suggestive content, but fluffy all around!
A/N: A drabble for Into The Tiny Verse:) Girl, have you read my story titled Milk? I fricken LOVE lactation šŸ˜­ This is such a cute request šŸ„ŗ Ahh I love this!! And I hope YOU like this! :D Thanks for the request!
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When Wanda and Natasha finally got a hold of you they were static when you finally gave in to your little side. Although it took some pushing, you finally accepted your true self. You still struggled to navigate with the two women by your side when in your big mind. They would leave you alone when you needed it, but they kept an eye on you with the hidden nannycam teddy bear on your shelf.
It was any other night and you had gotten into a fight with Wanda, shouting at her that you missed your brother and wanted to go home. Almost immediately she stripped you of your clothes and pulled you to a separate part of the cabin. Your wrists were tied together tightly behind your back and a ball gag was shoved into your mouth. Tears were inevitable, and they made a puddle on the floor beneath your body.
Wanda attached the rope to the ceiling and pulled it up so your arms were bent in a stressful position. Your shoulders were bent in the wrong way, and it felt like they would dislocate if you moved anywhere. God, your back was killing you. Being bent in half for an hour would do that to your back.
In the meantime, Wanda locked the door behind her and went to talk to her wife.
"Nat? Honey?" She asks into the cabin, and she hears a small hum in the bathroom. Following the sound, she smiles as she sees Natasha looking in the mirror addressing a black eye from a past mission. Carefully, Wanda wraps her arms around the redhead's waist and hugs her from behind.
"Did the little bugger pick another fight?" Nat asks, causing the woman behind her to nod.
"She misses Bucky," She lets out a soft sigh but continues. "I wish we didn't lie to him. I wish we just made it look like a disappearance. It would be so much easier to break the news."
"I agree, but let's not think about that right now. Thank you for taking care of her..." Nat smiles at her from her reflection in the mirror, and she turns around. "Could I ask you something?" She questions, looking down at her beautiful wife.
Nodding her head, happy to answer any questions, Wanda looks up at Nat. "Anything."
Reaching behind her, she grabs a pill bottle. "How would you feel about starting these? They would allow you to feed our little Tiny with these..." She softly palms Wanda's plump breasts and gently rubs her thumb over her perked nipple behind the fabric of her shirt.
Wanda gently puts her hand over Nats, squeezing them softly. She empathizes with her wife, understanding she can't breastfeed due to the surgery the Red Room did by giving her large amounts of milk-stopping medication. With love in her eyes, she connects her lips to Natashas.
"I- I would have to think about it... Is it temporary?" Wanda asks.
"Of course. You can take them when you want to feed Y/n, and then stop when you are wanting to stop." Nat says.
Wanda considers for just a moment and nods softly. "Alright, I would love to pipe down on those pesky bottles she doesn't like." She chuckles, her wife joining her in the laughter.
"Thank you, my love, really." Nat says, kissing her lover's forehead.
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By the time the hour of your punishment was finished, Wanda had already taken the pill to start her lactation process. While she prepared your mushroom tent in the corner of your nursery, Natasha went to collect you from the darkroom (closet) you were kept in.
"Little one?" She whispers as she approaches you from behind, her hand smoothing over the skin of your ass. You jump at her touch, not expecting so gentle. A whimper escapes your gagged lips when you feel Natasha untying your wrists and helping you to the floor, your legs much too weak to hold themselves.
"Are you a hungry girl?" Your mama whispers as she cups your cheek and wipes away your tears. You nod, your time in the room causing you to turn little once again. It's fear that is your trigger. Being scared is what pushes your mind into a space that needs to be protected.
"Good girl, let's go get you some milk... sound like a plan?" She asks, and you nod again. She reaches behind your head and unbuckles the gag, pulling it from your lips. As she pulls it out, some drool drips onto your chest and Nat chuckles. "Well, let's get you cleaned up first. What jammies do you want to wear tonight?"
Only mumbles and babbles come out. "Bee-bee," You say softly as you are lifted from the ground and lay in Natasha's arms.
"You want your bumble bee jammies?" You nod at her understanding you and hide your face in her chest.
Entering your nursery, you see Wanda in the tent with your favorite toy lion. You reach for it as you whine, but Nat lays you on your bed first. "We gotta get you dressed, tiny," She smiles and boops your nose.
Now, with your black and yellow-striped onesie on, you smile as you see yourself in the mirror. The wings on the back flapping as your mommy carries you to your tent. Laying you down in your mommy's lap, Wanda holds you gently. "Are you sorry for yelling at mommy?" She asks, her voice filled with sternness and gentleness combined.
You nod as you look up at her, and whisper a soft "Sowwy, mommy, I reawwy sowwy..." Your voice is just too cute for Wanda to resist, and she kisses your forehead.
"Good girl. Now are you hungry? I could hear your tummy rumbling from all the way over here!" She tickles your belly softly, making you giggle and curl against yourself.
Once you calm down and begin looking around for your favorite bottle. Your brows furrow when you aren't able to find sight of it, Looking up at your mommy for help, she smiles and removes her silk robe revealing her beautiful, ample breasts. You tilt your head and sniffle out of boredom.
"Dinner is served, little one." Wanda says, gently leading her breast to your lips, her nipple prodding against them. You obey, pushing any questions to the back of your head. Once the milk starts to flow into your mouth, your eyes widen and you look up at Wanda again.
"Is mommy feeding you now?" Wanda says with a smile, her nails softly scratching your scalp. "Do you like that?" She looks up at Nat when you nod.
"I love this image..." Nat says, holding her fingers in a frame-like- square. Wanda laughs, and kisses your forehead once again, your hands clutching onto your little lion and your eyes closing as you doze off.
Both women could get used to this...
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warm hugs | spencer reid
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summary: another agent makes a comment about spencerā€™sĀ ā€˜dad-bodā€™, butĀ how can he want to change that when being a dad is his favorite thing? anon requested platonic dad-bod spence whose kid says heā€™s comfy like a teddy bear šŸ„ŗšŸ§ø
ā€¢ mentions of body image, food
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When your name lit up on his phone, it was a welcome sight in the midst of a day that had Spencer feeling down. ā€œSpence, Iā€™m so sorry,ā€ you said. ā€œIā€™m gonna be stuck at work a little later today. Could you pick Lily up from school?ā€
ā€œOf course. Is everything okay?ā€ he asked, leaning back against the wall of the empty office heā€™d taken refuge in.
ā€œYeah, just a last-minute meeting, itā€™s all good. How about I pick up some dinner and dessert on the way home as a treat?ā€ He hesitated, and while he was the profiler in the relationship, youā€™d gotten good at reading him over the years. ā€œBabe, is everything okay with you? Youā€™ve never thought about turning down something sweet before.ā€
ā€œNo, itā€™s fine,ā€ he said, trying to backpedal. ā€œI donā€™t know, it was just a stupid comment another agent made.ā€
ā€œWhat did they say?ā€
ā€œJust pointing out that I donā€™t look the way I did a few years ago. Something about domesticity and putting on weight.ā€
Agent Hill had once been an assistant agent around the BAU bullpen until his transfer up to the New York Office. A training seminar had him back in the area for the first time in years, and heā€™d popped by Quantico to make a round of reunions. While he was chatting with everyone and making quips, heā€™d locked eyes on Spencer. ā€œSSA Reid,ā€ heā€™d said. ā€œHavenā€™t seen you in a while! Looks like thereā€™s a little more of you to see, huh? Domestic life must be treating you well.ā€
Spencer knew it was meant to be some sort of joke, but it didnā€™t lessen the way he felt suddenly too much, too conscious of the little extra weight heā€™d been carrying around his midsection since their daughter Lily had been a baby. It wasnā€™t something that normally bothered him, but then again it wasnā€™t something other people normally commented on, outside of you resting your head on his tummy and waxing poetic about how comfortable he was.
Spencer pushed the thought to the back of his mind as he drove to the school. Lily was always a welcome distraction from whatever he was ruminating on, but the way the four-year old was frowning in the backseat demanded particular attention. Her answers about her day were short and vague, unlike her usual cheerful self. It wasnā€™t until they got home that he finally got her to admit what was on her mind.
ā€œI just wanted to finish my book during nap time, but Teacher got mad at me and she said I wasnā€™t allowed. The she took it for the rest of the day. It wasnā€™t fair,ā€ she grumbled. ā€œI just wanted to read my book!ā€
Spencer would talk to her later about rules, and maybe try to get permission from her teacher to let her read instead, but that could wait. Right now he just needed to get his little girl out of this funk.
ā€œSo you had a bad day, huh? And youā€™ve got some bad feelings now?ā€
Lily nodded, sticking out her lip in a perfect pout.
ā€œThen I guess itā€™s up to me to turn that frownā€¦ā€ - he snatched her up in his arms, maneuvering her over his shoulder - ā€œupside down!ā€ Holding tight to her he spun them around until she was giggling, her little feet flailing, hands clutching at his sweater.
The moment he dropped her back onto the couch he began to tickle her, ensuring her laughter had no chance to subside. When she seemed to have tired herself out from laughing he finally let up. ā€œThatā€™s much better, isnā€™t it?ā€ he asked. ā€œI like seeing your smile. So tell me, what would help make these bad feelings go away?ā€
Lily thought for a moment, pressing her lips together in a thin line the exact way her father did when he was deep in concentration. ā€œCan we make brownies? And maybe watch the Elsa movie?ā€
ā€œOf course we can.ā€ Both tasks had once been a challenge for him, but heā€™d learned to make a box mix without burning the house down over the years, and had long since surrendered to the fact that he could not escape the endless loop of childrenā€™s movies. While Frozen was ingrained in his memory after the first watch, he learned to tolerate the repeat watches and soundtrack plays for the joy it brought to his daughter. She in fact treated him to her own rendition of the songs while they stirred the brownie mix, her energetic demeanor returning as he probed her with questions about the movieā€™s characters and what was happening in her favorite books. Just before he placed them in the oven, she insisted on adding handfuls of brightly colored sprinkles into the mix, saying it was a magic ingredient.
Lily insisted on changing into a pair of pajamas with Anna and Elsa on them while Spencer set up a cozy nest of blankets and pillows on the living room couch. He started the movie while the brownies baked, slipping away to take them out of the oven while Anna sang about the impending coronation. With one brownie on a plate and two cups of hot cocoa, he returned to her side on the couch. ā€œHere you are, princess,ā€ he said with a small bow, placing the plate in front of her.
ā€œWhereā€™s yours?ā€ Lily asked.
ā€œOh, Iā€™ll have one later,ā€ he lied. ā€œAfter all, princesses have first dibs.ā€ The truth was he hadnā€™t stopped thinking about Agent Hillā€™s comment. Maybe it was time to get back in shape, shed the new-dad weight heā€™d never quite lost. That would mean cutting back on sugar - his favorite of the food groups - and the time he spent lying on the couch instead of hitting the gym.
Lily inched close to him, wrapping her arms around his waist, her head resting on the top of his tummy. Spencer pulled the blanket up over her and draped an arm around her. It was his job to make her feel better, but cuddling with her on the couch was helping to dispel his own sour mood as well.
Ā ā€œI think Olaf would like your hugs, Papa,ā€ she told him. ā€œYou give the best hugs.ā€
ā€œIs that right?ā€ he asked.
She nodded, the movement tugging his shirt. ā€œYeah. I like hugging you. Youā€™re soft.ā€ That kernel of shame swelled up again at the comment only a child could make with such innocent bluntness. ā€œAnd warm. Good for snuggling. Youā€™re like a teddy bear! I love teddies, but I love you better, Papa.ā€ As if for emphasis, she squeezed him in a tighter hug.
That bit of shame immediately began to melt at her words. Lily continued, her eyes never leaving the screen. ā€œCuz you can do all the things a teddy canā€™t, and you make brownies with me and you carry me when Iā€™m tired and youā€™re the most comfy ever. Thatā€™s why your hugs are magic.ā€
They sat on the couch, Lily enraptured by the movie on the screen, and Spencer ruminating over her words. Warm, soft, good for snuggling. Wasnā€™t that what you were always saying too?
ā€œPapa, are you going to eat a brownie?ā€ Lily asked. ā€œI put the sprinkles in so theyā€™d be extra good!ā€ The puppy dog-eyed pout was another expression sheā€™d picked up from him, and he just couldnā€™t resist this time. Maybe he didnā€™t need to. He ventured back into the kitchen, returning with three brownies on the plate. She watched as he took the first bite.
ā€œYouā€™re right!ā€ he told her. ā€œThese are the best brownies Iā€™ve ever had!ā€ And they certainly were when saying so produced such a huge smile on Lilyā€™s face. She returned to her position snuggling up with him and he was content to indulge in the sweet treats before them. So maybe it wouldnā€™t help with the problem of his tummy, but maybe it wasnā€™t such a problem after all. How could it be when that softness was something his daughter and partner found endearing? If his hugs could make Lily happier and eating desserts was a moment he could share with her, why would he want to change that?
His body was proof of the thing he was proudest of in his life - being a dad. A dad who was always there, who loved lazy weekends snuggled up with his family and treating Lily to sweets she always offered to share with him. He loved that he was someone his daughter felt safe with, that his arms could offer comfort on the bad days and the good days and all the days in-between.Ā 
When you returned home, you found them like that on the couch watching the end of the movie, Spencer caught red-handed with a brownie in his hand. Lily rushed over to greet you with a hug, happily babbling about her day as Spencer quickly finished the brownie before walking over to join you.
Distracted by the closing credits, Lily wandered back to the couch to sing along while Spencer welcomed you home with a kiss.
ā€œMm, you taste like chocolate. So youā€™re not still upset about that comment today?ā€ you asked.
Spencer shrugged. ā€œI donā€™t want to cut out the things that make life sweeter. Lily says my tummy makes me good to hug. Like a teddy bear. How could I give that up?ā€
You smiled. ā€œSheā€™s right, of course. I mean, I liked hugging you even when you were practically a bean pole. But you are much more comfortable with a little extra padding.ā€ You gave his belly an encouraging pat. ā€œAnd itā€™s nice to have more of you to hold onto.ā€
So his cardigans were a size larger these days, and he had to buckle his belts a couple notches looser than he had before. But those were signs his life had changed, his world had grown, filled by the presence of so much love and sweetness. Maybe there was a little more of him now, but he didnā€™t care so long as he had a little more to love in his life.
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Unforgivable mistake (JoelMillerxreader) Part 11
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Summary: Reader is much younger than Joel and is in love with Ā him. One night, after arguing with Tess and getting drunk, Joel spends Ā the night with a reader, but in the morning he breaks her heartā€¦ Ā She Ā runs away from Boston hoping that she will never meet this cold bastard Ā again in her life. But almost six years later, she unexpectedly sees Ā Joel in Jackson. She decides to hide herself and her little secret from Ā this asshole.
Warnings: age gap (reader is about 28 years, Joel 58), Ā strong language, swearing, past trauma, bullying, attempted rape, memories of sexual abuse, unprotect p in v, Ā dom!Joel, Joel is asshole, ANGST, hurt, sadness and heartbreaking, sexual harassment, women abuse, violence, injury, sickness, misunderstanding, breakdown
I'm sorry you had to wait for this new chapter for so long. I hope I will write 11 much faster ;) Sorry, I tried šŸ„ŗ
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Part 11
You woke up and felt the cold take over your body. You wrinkled your nose. You were sure Joel had stoked the furnace before you went to bed, but you were too sleepy to worry about that now. You wanted to spend a few more minutes to sleep, so you snuggled into Joel's warm body, hugging his back. You heard him purr softly in contentment. Then you pressed your icy nose into the back of his neck and heard a hiss.
"Bratā€¦" he croaked sleepily and you giggled.
"It's cold," you replied innocently.
You were about to ask him if he had actually put more wood into the furnace when your son ran into your bedroom happily shouting:
"Snow! Snow! There's snow everywhere! Lots ofā€¦"
Then you understood everything, it snowed overnight, and winter in Jackson had begun in earnest. You sighed with dissatisfaction and closed your eyes, burying your face in Joel's warm back. For your son, snow meant fun, and for you, it meant more work. You knew you'd have to go to the stables earlier to make sure there wasn't too much snow on the roof and that the horses were well secured.
Teddy jumped on your bed and started laughing happily. Joel pulled him to his chest and ruffled his hair.
"You say it's snowing, bear cubā€¦ Will you turn into a polar bear now?"
The little boy squealed happily.
"Yesā€¦ Shall we build a snowman, Daddy?"
Even though you weren't happy with the snow and cold, you couldn't help but smile widely. Joel and Teddy's interaction was always so sweet and adorable. And you knew Joel's chest would swell every time he heard the word "daddy."
"Sure! We'll build ten snowmen! But firstā€¦ We'll eat breakfast and put you into something warm clothes."
Teddy was so happy he didn't even protest.
"I'll wake up Ellie and tell her it's snowing!"
Before you could react, the boy had already run to his adoptive, older sister. Joel chuckled to himself. He was sure that the teenage girl wouldn't be happy with this wake-up call, but at the same time, she would succumb to Teddy's charm and agree to build a snowman with him.
You sighed and hugged Joel even tighter, sliding your hands under his shirt. You felt his body react to your touches and heard his muffled growl. He grabbed your hands gently and moaned:
"Don't teaseā€¦ Pleaseā€¦"
You felt remorse. You knew that sometimes your touch was unbearable for him. It wasn't that he didn't like the closeness. You just didn't realize sometimes how arousing your innocent caresses were. And at the same time, they were torture because they never led to anything more.
You removed your hands and sighed softly.
"Sorry."
Joel immediately turned to you. He pulled you to his chest and kissed your forehead. You could feel his bulge in his pants and it made you feel even worse.
"I'm sorryā€¦" You said again, almost crying this time.
Joel immediately started caressing your face.
"Hey, heyā€¦ We talked about it. Don't apologize. I'm a big boy andā€¦ I can handle it."
You sighed and nodded. You didn't want to know the details of how Joel dealt with it. Although you had some idea.
"It's just that sometimesā€¦ I wish it were differentā€¦" you said with obvious disappointment in your voice.
Joel looked at you gently and kissed your nose.
"But it is what it is, and I love you no matter what."
His words filled you with warmth and you couldn't help but smile a little. You wanted that moment to last forever. The two of you in a warm bed, in your own little bubble of comfort.
"Joel! Your son is hungry and it is your responsibility to feed him and me!"
You both laughed as you heard Ellie scream from the hall. Joel rolled his eyes and you sighed. The peace is over. You groaned and got out of the warm blanket.
"I have to go to the stables early."
Joel nodded and handed you your warm sweater while he started putting on his jeans.
"I'll take care of everything. I don't start patrol until the evening."
You felt a slight twinge in your heart. You didn't like it when Joel had evening patrols. This meant he would come back late at night and you would have to fall asleep without his warmth. This day couldn't get any worseā€¦ . After three hours of work at the stables, you decided to go home for lunch and check how your boys were doing. But the closer you got to home, the faster your heart started beating and your brain began to go crazy. Joel stood and watched Teddy play with Rose, and next to him stood Emily, Tess's doppelgƤnger. You felt how your body instantly heated up and felt dizzy. And Joel seemed soā€¦ Happy?
The closer you got, the slower you walked, as if your feet were sinking into the ground. Your son saw you first. He smiled widely and waved at you.
"Hello, Mommy!"
Joel and Emily immediately turned around and you forced a smile and waved back to your little boy. Your baby boy didn't deserve your sour face. However, you couldn't be so relaxed when you stood in front of THIS woman. You murmured a greeting and really tried your hardest not to explode. It was so baseless, butā€¦ Emily was taller than you, more graceful, andā€¦ That damn face of young Tess.
"Are you having fun?"
Joel raised his eyebrows as if he didn't fully understand your question, so you added:
"With kidsā€¦"
Emily didn't seem to sense your baseless hatred because she smiled broadly and said,
"Oh yes, the kids are so happy and Joel builds great snowmen."
You wanted to imitate her: Oh, Joel builds great snowmenā€¦ But you bit your tongue.
"He was a builder after all."
God, You felt like the situation was getting more and more awkward by the second. You couldn't have given a better answer. Joel decided to save you because he chuckled softly and wrapped his arm around you.
"Finally, my skills from my previous life are useful for something."
You felt a little better when Joel showed you affection in front of 'Tess', but her next words ruined everything.
"Do you work in the stable?"
"Huh?"
"You have straw on your clothes."
You felt your blood boil. You wanted to strangle her. Maybe her words weren't meant to be malicious.
"Yesā€¦" You muttered, then quickly added. "I just came for a short break. I'll eat something and go back to the horses. Have fun."
You walked away from them and had a hard time keeping yourself from slamming the door.
"You have straw on your clothesā€¦" You said mockingly as you entered the kitchen.
Who was she to tell you that? At least your dirty clothes were proof that you worked, and what was she doing besides praising Joel's snowman-building skills?
"Ugh!"
You threw your jacket on the chair and opened the fridge, even though you had actually lost your appetite. You were about to stand in front of the living room window to watch Joel and Emily when he came back. He immediately gave you a worried look. He took off his jacket, hung it on the door, and walked over to you.
"It's okay, you seem kind ofā€¦ Annoyed."
You nodded quickly and tried to swallow the bitterness you felt in your throat.
"Where's Teddy?"
"He went with Rose for a whileā€¦ I'll pick him up in half an hour."
You couldn't help but groan in frustration, and with Joel's questioning look you replied:
"I don't like her. I mean, Emilyā€¦ Not, Rose."
Joel seemed surprised by your answer.
"Why?"
"She said my clothes were dirty."
He couldn't help but giggle softly, but seeing your glare, he stepped closer and wrapped his arms around your waist.
"Babe, I think you misunderstood her. Emily is new here and she's curious. She noticed the straw, soā€¦ She wanted to confirm her suspicions."
You huffed, still feeling frustrated. Joel began to rock your hips, something he had learned to do when you were pouting. And you had to admit it always worked. Then he kissed your forehead and said in a calm, tender voice:
"I think you're tired. What if we do this? After I pick up Teddy, I'll go with him to the stables and help you with your workā€¦"
You leaned against his strong chest and inhaled his scent. His offer was so tempting. Not to mention you'd be keeping an eye on him then.
"But you have your own dutiesā€¦ And patrolā€¦"
Joel smiled to himself. He knew he already had you.
"It's okay. I can handle everything."
Of course, you felt a little guilty, but the feeling of happiness and contentment prevailed. . But nothing changed the fact that you felt uneasy every time you saw Emily close to Joel. It was like an icy spike was sticking into your stomach. You were afraid. Sometimes you tried to think logically. Joel loved you and did a lot to be with you again. You wanted to believe that he wouldn't break your heart again. But sometimes your obsession won.
And it wasn't like you didn't have the basics. Teddy really liked Rose, so your neighbor had plenty of opportunities to smile at Joel. In addition, Emily and Joel became patrol partners. When you found out about it, you thought you were going crazy, and you even tried to convince Joel that it shouldn't be like this.
"I can go on patrols with you," you said one night as you were going to bed.
"What?" Joel gasped.
"I thought I could go on patrols with youā€¦ I've had less work with horses lately andā€¦"
"NO!" Joel interrupted you harshly, and upon seeing your hurt expression, he immediately grabbed your hands. "Honeyā€¦ What about Teddy? If we're both on patrol, he'll must be under someone's careā€¦ Besidesā€¦ If something happened to youā€¦"
You huffed and rolled your eyes.
"Something can happen to anyone. Emily also has a small child and she goes on patrol."
Joel sighed heavily.
"But Rose, she's not my babyā€¦ And although I wouldn't want Rose to lose her mother, my worry for Emily is incomparable to what I would feel if I had you next to me."
You felt like you had already lost. You were obsessed with 'Tess' and he had valid arguments, but you kept going anyway.
"It wouldn't be so badā€¦ I can handle itā€¦ I've been coping on my own for so many years."
Joel looked at you with a small smile. He brushed the hair away from your forehead.
"Honey, don't be offended, but last week you were screaming because you found a dead rat in the basement."
You pouted and looked offended. It wasn't fair.
"It surprised me!"
Joel couldn't help but chuckle.
"A dead rat? How could it surprise you if it wasn't moving? Did it speak to you from the afterlife?"
You crossed your arms over your chest and stuck your tongue out at him.
"And yet it surprised me."
Joel shook his head, placed his hands on your hips, and started rocking them. God! You hated him for it. On top of that, his voice became so soft that it wrapped around you like a warm blanket.
"Will you tell me what's really going on? Because I can't believe you suddenly want to freeze your ass off on patrol."
He hit the spot. But you couldn't tell him the truth, certainly not the whole truth.
"Iā€¦ I just wish I could spend more time with you."
Joel cooed and pulled you to his chest. Then he kissed your head.
"Hey, you know, I'll talk to Tommy. In the spring, I can help build and repair houses. Then I'd be closer and I'd always be home before sunset. What do you think?"
You couldn't deny that you felt a surge of peace. His words and gestures made your anxiety melt away for a moment. You smiled and nodded.
"Sounds good."
Joel hugged you even tighter as if to assure you of his love.
"Then hold on for two more months." . Hold onā€¦ Don't go crazy. It was easier said than done. You didn't know if you were oversensitive or if Joel and Emily had really gotten closerā€¦ Standing by the window in the living room suddenly became your new passion. Whenever Joel went out on patrol, or simply left the house, you immediately stood by the window and watched to see if he had met Emily. You watched closely how they greeted each other. How far apart were they? What Emily looked like. Is she more, or less like Tess, today?
It became your obsession. You didn't even try to get to know Emily better. You immediately attributed all of Tess's traits to her: conceited, mean, resentful of you, and possessive of Joel. You felt like you moved to Boston.
"Y/N."
You jumped when you heard Ellie's voice. You almost forgot that the teenage girl was still at home.
"Hmm?"
"You're standing at the window againā€¦ It's about Emily."
You sighed heavily and nodded. Then you looked at the couch where the teenager's sweatshirt lay, the sweatshirt you were supposed to fix. You gave Ellie an apologetic look.
"I know what you're going to say, that I'm obsessedā€¦ And I guess you're right. I'm about to take care of the hole in your sweatshirt."
Ellie bit her lip and looked at you with a look you knew well. Something was bothering her.
"It's not about the sweatshirt, is it?"
The girl shook her head.
"The thing isā€¦ I don't want to say something that might ruin everything ."
You walked closer to her and looked at her carefully.
"Ellie, you better tell me. If you think something is wrong, thenā€¦ It's better to face the truth because it can only get worse."
The teen nodded and you were honestly expecting some sort of teenage problem, but her next words shook you.
"I thought you were obsessed with this Emily because she looks like Tessā€¦ But yesterdayā€¦ Yesterday I saw Joel and her walk into the bar and I heard her say, 'I can't believe I agreed to this date, it's crazy'ā€¦" Seeing the look on your face, she quickly added. "But maybeā€¦ I guess it's nothing, you knowā€¦ Y/Nā€¦ I don't want you to fight with Joel, butā€¦ I thought I should tell youā€¦"
You took a deep breath and nodded. You didn't want to fall apart right in front of her. You didn't want her to feel worse. You understood her. She was like a child who wanted to remain loyal to each of her parents, but at the same time had to choose a side.
"It's good that you told meā€¦ I'll talk to Joelā€¦ Take it easy. I'll find out what it was aboutā€¦"
Ellie didn't seem entirely convinced, but she nodded and you smiled softly at her.
"Don't worryā€¦"
"Can I do something?" she asked.
"If you could pick up Teddy from the common room and leave him with Claudia before going to Dinaā€¦"
Ellie nodded and you breathed a sigh of relief. You didn't want any of the children to witness your confrontation with Joel. . When you were left alone, you began to pace anxiously around the house. You knew there were about two hours, until Joel returned and that in those two hours you would go crazy with all your thoughts.
First, you tried to control yourself and rationalize everything. You had a plan that when Joel showed up, you would just ask him about the situation and that would be it. But with each passing minute, your anxiety began to deepen and all sorts of thoughts filled your head.
You even got to the point where you started blaming yourself. It was finally clear what Joel was missing. It wasn't a secret.
And the truth was, part of you wanted to have sex with Joel. You wanted to get him into bed. Explore his body, feel him inside you, butā€¦ You were afraid that sex would awaken the old animal in him. Sometimes You looked at him from the side. You saw how gentle he was with Teddy and Ellie. You felt how gentle he was with you. But what if it all disappeared the moment he saw you naked and defenseless? When he feels he has power again. What if he decides you're not good enough and abandons you in the morning like he used to? You knew it was impossible. He wouldn't do it for his son's sake. And yet these thoughts haunted you. It was easier with Steve. He was a blank page, and the first time you had sex with him, he gave you full power. He knelt in front of you and begged for permission to touch you. Steve just liked it, being obedient. He didn't even cum without your consent. You didn't know if it was just his fetish and he was like that with all women. Or was he just doing it for you? But it worked. Steve was the only man after Joel you had sex with. Of course, you tried dating others a few times, but it ended the moment they touched you. It just seemed like Steve was the exception.
And now you had Joel again, and Joel was a man and he had needs. Your mind started going crazy. Maybe he didn't even like Emily, but she was willing to give him what you couldn't? Maybe he made some sort of deal with herā€¦ Something like: friends with benefits. You even started to have absurd thoughts that maybe you should let Joel do this. Before you knew it, you were so absorbed in your own misery that you were curled up on your bed, crying. Suddenly you felt the bed sag under the weight and someone's large, warm hand landed on your side.
"Y/Nā€¦ Baby, what's wrong?"
Joel's voice was clearly concerned, close to panic. You turned around abruptly and simply blurted out:
"It's about sex?! Right?! You don't feel anything for her, but you can fuck her!"
Your voice cracked and Joel looked like someone had thrown him into ice water. He wanted to shout: 'What the hell?!' But he knew better that he must stay completely calm. He had no idea what had happened to you, but you were clearly in a bad emotional state and having a breakdown. He took a deep breath and replied:
"Baby, I have no idea who you're talking about. Who would I be having sex with?"
"With Emily!" You growled.
Joel moved away from you as if you had hit him. Of course, you were in such a state that you considered his reaction as confirmation of your theory.
"So I'm right!"
Joel couldn't stand it anymore and his scream was like thunder.
"NO!"
You started to tremble and he felt remorse, but at least he had a moment to speak to you.
"No, honeyā€¦" His voice was calm again. "You're absolutely wrong. I don't know what happened or what made you think that, but I only love you."
Joel tried to pull you into a hug, but you pulled away from him and sobbed.
"So whatā€¦ that you love meā€¦ Butā€¦ But you can't have sex with me, so you found someone else to do itā€¦ It doesn't take love for thatā€¦"
Joel couldn't stand your tears and despite your protests, he pulled you closer to him and wiped away the tears with his thumbs.
"Y/N we talked about it and my mind hasn't changedā€¦ I understand you and I respect your decision. And I want to be with you for the rest of my life, even if it means no sex. And I will have sex either with you or with nobody."
His hands rubbed soothing circles on your back and you took a shaky breath. You were still in despair, but you wanted to believe his words.
"And Emily?"
Joel raised his eyebrows and looked surprised.
"What about her? I don't have any intimate relationship with her if that's what you're asking."
"Butā€¦ Apparently, you went to a bar with her, and sheā€¦ And she said something about going on a dateā€¦"
Joel chuckled softly and grunted.
"Okay. I won't ask who your spy was, butā€¦ Yes, it's true. I went to a bar with Emily and talked to her about a dateā€¦ In fact, I even asked her out on a date, but not with meā€¦ with Claudiaā€¦"
"What?!"
These revelations were so shocking to you that you couldn't find the words.
"Butā€¦ butā€¦ Claudiaā€¦ Emilyā€¦"
Joel gave you a funny look.
"You don't mean to tell me you didn't know your best friend was a lesbian."
You rolled your eyes. Of course, you always knew that.
"I mean Emilyā€¦ She has a baby andā€¦ She got along with you so well andā€¦"
You felt completely lost. On one hand, a wave of relief washed over you that everything was just your imagination. On the other hand, you felt ashamed that you fell apart and let your emotions get the better of you.
But Joel, as usual, tried to be understanding. He smiled as he saw that the crisis was over. He kissed you on the cheek and replied:
"You know very well that a child doesn't always have to be the result of loveā€¦ I don't know who Rose's father is and I don't want to push Emilyā€¦ And yes, we get along, but I don't feel anything for her and when she told me that she likes Claudia, but she's very ashamed and afraid that nothing will come out of it, I wanted to help her."
Finally, all your anxiety left you. Joel simply had a good heart, even though he sometimes hid it behind grumpiness and whining.
"Sorry."
He shook his head and waved his hand.
"I'm glad we cleared it up. And tomorrow you'll be able to talk to Claudia about it, because today, after two weeks of my efforts, is their first date."
When you heard this, your eyes widened.
"Oopsā€¦"
"What?"
You immediately got out of bed and started dressing. Joel watched you in shock, wondering if he had done something wrong.
"I told Ellie to drop Teddy to Claudia."
Joel immediately jumped off the bed and grabbed your hand.
"Come on, before you ruin my entire elaborate plan!" He groaned miserably and you couldn't help but laugh.
"Aren't you getting into the role of Cupid too much?"
He made another grumpy noise and you smiled widely. This was your Joel. And only yours. .
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Part 10
Part 12
Ok, so I hope it's not that bad after not writing this story for so long. I know Emily turned out to be quite a twist plot. But I couldn't make Joel an asshole again.
Now an important announcement. So far this story has been devoid of any strong NSFW elements, apart from the beginning. So now I would like you to take the survey and decide. Should there be a description of the sex scene in the next chapter, or would you prefer it to be an addition to a chapter that you don't have to read?
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sweet-as-an-angel Ā· 2 years
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cuddling with kƶnig hcs?? maybe heā€™s super exhausted and just wants to be held by reader and be in their presence šŸ„ŗ
Modern Warfare 2 Cuddling Headcanons
Warnings: No Pronouns used for Reader except ā€˜Youā€™, Just a whole lot of fluff ā˜¹ļø <3, Mild Hurt/Comfort, CUDDLING !1!!1, Snuggling, Extremely Vague Implications of Ghostā€™s Past, Minor Mentions of Death, Vague Implications of Smut, Mention of a Boner (Brief), Nothing Explicit in this Post.
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Ghost
Heā€™s very secretive when letting you know he wants to be held.
Itā€™s as if heā€™s ashamed to admit it, to you, to himself ā€“ as if the habits heā€™d picked up as a child, to hide his intentions, his feelings, had followed him into adulthood.
They had, make no mistake. But the fact that they followed him into his relationship with you made thingsā€¦ difficult at times.
Nevertheless, when he sidled up behind you, his body heavy, shoulders slumped and arms encompassing your form, you read him like a cave drawing: plain to see, easier to interpret.
Youā€™d swaddle him in your arms, your duvets, your love, and in turn heā€™d cage you with his limbs, his body, his strength.
In a way, he was your coffin; your final resting place in life and the hereafter, and he let you know as much with the cushioning of his muscles beneath his shirt, the silken padding of your bed of eternal rest.
Youā€™re not going anywhere is what he said, all without saying it.
And you affirmed as much when you pressed the tip of your nose to the pulsepoint below his jaw, gifting a kiss to the skin beneath it.
ā€œIā€™ll always be with you, Simon; for infinity plus one,ā€ youā€™d tell him, over and over, as many times as he wanted ā€“ needed ā€“ to hear it.
Simon would look down at you, his eyes dark and filled with nothing but the need for you.
Heā€™d pull you into his chest, where youā€™d hear his heart pounding, hammering, the scaffolding of his love, constantly growing, advancing. Heightening.
ā€œI know, Angel,ā€ he says, laying circles into your back. ā€œAnd Iā€™ll always be here to protect you. Just as you have me.ā€ He takes a deep breath, filling himself with your scent. ā€œFor infinity plus two.ā€
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Kƶnig
Oh, THISā€“
Absolute behemoth of a man is babey for cuddles.
Fr though, heā€™ll just be so mentally, emotionally, and physically exhausted that the only thing that can heal him is your loving touch.
Heā€™ll literally stand half-hidden behind the doorway like that buff teddy bear meme, looking at you with wide, pleading eyes with his hands like šŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆ.
Poor guy looks like heā€™s on the verge of tears.
Heā€™s not, donā€™t worry! Thatā€™s just the fatigue catching up with him.
And whenever he gives you those eyes, you just canā€™t say no.
You bring him to bed and wrap him up in your softest, warmest blankets.
You have found Kƶnig wrapped up in your clothes, your towels, your curtains many times before. And, after he caught you catching him, he admitted that he did it because they smelled like you.
From then on, you have a special, secret blanket just for Kƶnig which you douse in your signature scent once every few weeks or so, keeping it hidden in a cupboard where it canā€™t be found by any other smell or person.
And you drape it over Kƶnig, making sure heā€™s safe and snuggled and secure before you cuddle up to him, consumed by a mass of blankets and, of course, your boyfriend.
And he just rests there, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you so close to him that you could very well be the same person.
Heā€™s massive, heā€™s radiating heat constantly, encompassing you in himself.
He tries burying you inside him, it seems, keeping you so close to him as though he knew something ā€“ knew he was going to lose you somehow.
And all the while, youā€™re threading your fingers through his hair, petting it, stroking it, telling him how loved he is, how youā€™ll always be here for him, and how lucky you are to have him. Calling him your ā€œBig boy. My big, sweet boy,ā€
His chest purrs, his grip around you tightens, braiding your souls together with the golden hair of a wedding band.
And, his face buried in your hair, taking in the lifeline that is your scent, Kƶnig whispers, to you, and to no-one else:
ā€œNot as fortunate as I, my Love.ā€
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Alejandro
Unlike Ghost and Kƶnig, Alejandro tells you when he wants cuddles.
Unless heā€™s feeling particularly raw or traumatised, what with his profession and all, in which case heā€™ll put his hand atop yours and squeeze it, tightly, while facing ahead, not looking at you.
Those requests for cuddles are few and far between, but they usually lead to an evening spent entirely in Alejandroā€™s arms as he slowly, tricklingly, reveals what has damaged him so.
And you listen, and listen, and listen, one hand carding through his hair, the other holding his shaking shoulders, soothing him with your massages.
His head always rests on your chest, and, occasionally, heā€™ll bear his face into your shirt, pressing his confessions into the fabric.
ā€œOh, Darling,ā€ you tell him, every time. ā€œYou do everything you can, you save lives every day ā€“ including mine.ā€
He pulls away, looks up into your eyes with dark glass irises and, every time, cups your cheek with his hand.
ā€œAnd I always will, mi Amor,ā€ he tells you. His kiss lands on your lips, and another confession slips out as he pulls away, his forehead resting against your chin.
ā€œNo matter the cost, no matter the toll, I will always find you. I will always save you, just as you saved me.ā€
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Soap
Snuggles with Johnny usually end up culminating inā€¦something else.
His sunny disposition, even after a heavy mission away, belies that which haunts him ā€“ that which he tries to suppress.
On the rare occasion that heā€™s not in high spirits, heā€™ll be very quiet, hardly talking at all as he merely exists around you, his warmth and humour devoid from his body.
And you seek him out, placing your head upon his shoulder and asking, in the slightest of voices: ā€œDo you need me?ā€
He does.
He needs you more than anything else ā€“ anyone else.
You drape him with your body, slipping your arms around his shoulders and pulling his face into the crook of your neck. His breath, his stubble, tickles your skin.
You latch onto him, tumourous in your resolve yet anything but malignant in your aim.
You want to bury your love in his veins, let him feel how he makes you feel, and become that for him.
He always sighs into your shoulder, your neck, and takes a second before heā€™ll encapsulate you in his arms, keeping you in his lap and tethering you to him by the bottom of your back.
You chant your reassurances, whispering them into his ear ā€“ a sleeper agentā€™s trigger words; a message to bring forth the soldier from within.
ā€œYou did so well, Johnny,ā€ you tell him, meaning every word. ā€œThereā€™s no sum of money in all the universe that can compensate for all that youā€™ve done.ā€
You feel Johnny twitch, a precursor to something familiar to you. You hold him tighter, pull him closer. He stuffs his face further into the material of your shirt.
ā€œButā€¦ā€ The word is a dagger between the folds of your heart. You can only imagine how it feels lodged in Johnnyā€™s mind. A lifelong migraine.
ā€œBut what if Iā€™d gotten there sooner?ā€ His voice cracks. You feel his shoulders shake. You try to stabilise him, to keep him from quivering by encompassing more of his broad frame.
ā€œYou couldnā€™t have known, John-John; I promise you that.ā€
Your word was gospel in this house; whatever you said, Johnny believed.
ā€œAnd even if by some sort of miracle you had gotten there earlier,ā€ you pull back, Johnny reluctantly following in your example, and take his face in your hands. You wipe a tear away with your thumb.
ā€œYou probably wouldnā€™t have been able to return.ā€
The prospect made your heart jump up into your throat, much as you could see it stir something in Johnny.
He nestles further into you.
ā€œAnd what would I do without my favourite soldier?ā€
You feel Johnny sigh, his body untensing, sinking into yours.
ā€œThe real question is what would I do without you?ā€ His voice is gruff, easing off into what you recognise as exhaustion.
You rubbed his back, pressed a kiss to the crook of his neck.
ā€œWeā€™ll never know,ā€ you told him, smiling. You feel his cheek shift against your skin and you knew he was smiling, too.
ā€œLetā€™s get you to bed. You deserve a rest.ā€
ā€œOh?ā€ says Johnny. ā€œIs that all?ā€
ā€œOh, behave,ā€ you give him a chuckle, a light pat - a lacklustre attempt at a smack.
Like I said, cuddles with Johnny usually end up as something more.
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Price
Absolute bear of a man in both disposition and habit.
Practically holds you hostage when you cuddle with how he has a log of a leg hooked over your waist, his arms pulling you so close to his chest that you may well be the shirt heā€™s wearing.
Loves whispering in your ear when youā€™re like this ā€“ tells you how much he loves you, how you make everything feel okay when he comes home from a mission; all the wonderful things he thinks of you, he tells you.
He knows lifeā€™s far too short to let certain things go unsaid, and his undying love for you is one of them.
Whenever heā€™s feeling exhausted or just done with it all, he comes up behind you and wraps his arms across your front from behind, pressing a long, humming kiss to the back of your head.
ā€œI need you, Love,ā€ heā€™ll say, voice laced with the primal need to just rest. And he canā€™t do that if youā€™re not with him.
He has a sensitive scalp, which is why he always wears the hat when heā€™s on missions. When heā€™s alone with you, however, he bids you a silent request to touch him, feel him, care for him.
And you do; you rest his head upon your chest and slip silken fingers between his short strands, making sure to drag your nails up the nape of his neck and send shivers through him.
He adores falling asleep on you like this, though he will apologise for it after, knowing how much heavier he is than you.
But you never complain, only indulge him as he subjects himself to this heaven-sent cycle again and again.
He calls you his ā€œangelā€, his ā€œmasterā€™s masterpiece.ā€ (nice Duchess of Malfi reference for my fellow literature enjoyers)
And he truly believes it ā€“ that you are the work of some higher being, too perfect for the likes of this world, of him.
You always tell him how lucky you are to have found him, half jestful as you reassure him how ā€œEternal life would simply be survival, not living, if it is without you, my Love.ā€
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Gaz
Has to be facing you whenever you cuddle.
This is not up for negotiation.
Will stare into your eyes like šŸ„ŗ whenever youā€™re snuggling.
He LOVES holding your hands; he brings them to his chest and presses the flat of your palms to his skin.
And when you hear his heart beating, he gives a shy smile and says: ā€œThis heart beats only for you.ā€
ā€œSoā€¦what youā€™re saying is that youā€™re dead all the time except for when youā€™re with me?ā€
ā€œ...Thatā€™sā€¦ a little less romantic than my ā€˜Iā€™m only alive when Iā€™m with youā€™ line, but yeah, youā€™re right.ā€
Initiates cuddles 99.99% of the time, only because he wonā€™t let you have the chance to initiate them first.
Beats you to it every single time.
Most of the time when he initiates, heā€™s rather playful and just wants to feel you near him and tell you what he did today :-).
But sometimes, very occasionally, heā€™ll come to you, a wounded puppy of a man, with a story.
It is one with no happy ending, only a wish for reprievement.
Whenever and wherever Gaz needs you, youā€™re there, soaking up his anxieties as your own and trying to find a solution.
You usually just let him talk until heā€™s tired himself out or thereā€™s nothing left to say, upon which you offer yourself and every conceivable way you could be of service.
You try to heal him however you can, bringing him food, making sure he rests, talking him through his feeling whenever he wants.
ā€œI donā€™t know how you do it, Love,ā€ he tells you, head lolling against the backrest of the sofa. ā€œI donā€™t know how youā€™re always so calm, so collected,ā€
You offer him a smile and a plate of warm, freshly-baked biscuits.
ā€œTime and practice, my Dear,ā€ you tell him.
He feels bad for putting on you, but you always chase his worries away, reassuring him that the day you stop listening to him is the day youā€™ve been replaced with a robot.
When you cuddle and heā€™s feeling vulnerable, heā€™ll tuck his head into your chest, and you wrap him up in a blanket, blocking out the light ā€“ any form of external stimulation ā€“ to help him calm down or drift off to sleep.
He genuinely doesnā€™t know what heā€™d do without you.
And he tells you as much when he wakes up in your arms.
He presses butterfly kisses to your jaw until your eyes flutter open like wings.
He doesnā€™t even say ā€˜good morningā€™; he wastes no time when it comes to you.
ā€œI love you, (Y/N),ā€ he says. He squeezes you. ā€œI donā€™t want to be without you ā€“ not like I used to be,ā€
And you smile at him, like you always do, and lean in, planting a kiss between his eyes, the top of the bridge of his nose.
ā€œNeither do I, Love,ā€ you say. ā€œAnd you never will be.ā€
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Valeria
Always the big spoon.
Regardless of how sheā€™s feeling, how tall you are, what time of the day it is, she is always going to be the one administering the cuddles.
She uses you as something of a stress ball when sheā€™s feeling antsy, anxious, or even fearful.
Itā€™s extremely rare for her to verbalise her feelings - particularly the negative ones, the ones she perceives as ā€˜weaknessā€™.
But she has placed all her trust in you; something people have died trying to take and protect.
Whenever sheā€™s stressed, you can feel it in how rigid her shoulders are, how tightly she wraps herself around you, how her heart pounds against your back.
You never draw attention to it ā€“ you know how sensitive Valeria gets about her feelings, trying to hide them constantly, so you just hold her hands in yours, against your chest, drawing circles against her knuckles and her veins, writing a love story.
ā€œIā€™ll never let you go, you know,ā€ Valeria says, often enough that it is no longer a cause for concern for you, rather a future upon which you rely, look forward to. And you smile, pressing a kiss to the back of her hand so she can feel it. Her heart stutters.
ā€œIā€™ll kill anyone who tries to take you from me.ā€
And she means it.
You know ā€“ you can tell in the way she pulls you ever closer, tightly packed together as if confined to the same coffin.
You know her ā€“ her lifestyle ā€“ will be your downfall, one way or another.
Whether you or she dies first is a mystery, but regardless of the outcome, you know Valeria would sacrifice everything of herself to keep it from becoming so.
You try to turn, but Valeria keeps you facing away.
A momentā€™s confusion passes, chased away by realisation as you feel Valeria shaking against you, something wet and warm dripping onto the back of your neck.
You cast your eyes down and, gently, bring Valeriaā€™s knuckles back to your lips.
ā€œAnd what about me?ā€ you say. ā€œWhat if I leave you? Will you kill me?ā€
Something crosses Valeriaā€™s eyes, dancing behind them. A relative of hurt, a friend of doubt, a parent of fear.
She turns you onto your back and, bringing a hand to your cheek and cupping it, presses her lips to yours.
It is soft and minimal, lasting a fraction of what it wanted to.
Valeria withdraws, pressing her forehead to yours, her eyes piercing.
ā€œNever.ā€ She says.
And she means it.
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Rodolfo
Hold him tight P L E A S Eā€“
He lives for your embrace, and anything you offer him will remain Flex Taped to the back of his mind for the rest of his life.
Especially if youā€™re consoling him.
Man just wants to feel safe and warm and loved.
His absolute favourite position is when youā€™re wrapped in each otherā€™s arms, heads upon the otherā€™s shoulder, snuggled so impossibly close that Rodolfoā€™s blood is practically running through your veins.
Call him your ā€œSweet lilā€™ guyā€ and heā€™s g o n e.
Melts into your touch and inhales your scent; oxygen to the lungs of a man starved of reprieve.
Itā€™s at times like these when heā€™s at his most sincere.
Will tell you anything and everything that crosses his mind; his hopes, his dreams, his fears.
And youā€™re always there to chase away his anxieties and nurture his desire to achieve all that he wants to achieve.
Sometimes, when he pulls away, there are tears in his eyes, glistening.
ā€œI donā€™t know what Iā€™d do without you, mi Vida,ā€ he whispers, as if heā€™s afraid that the Universe will hear him and take you from him.
You can only smile, feeling the urge to cry choke your throat.
ā€œAnd youā€™ll never need to know,ā€ you tell him. ā€œThere will never be a day where I wonā€™t be with youā€“ā€ you kiss the tears running down his cheeks, ā€œwhether my body persists in this realm or not.ā€
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Graves
UUUUUUGH
Horny to the MAX
You could be having the most wholesome conversation in the world and Phil will just hit you with the bedroom eyes and a boner and youā€™ll just look at him like šŸ˜‘.
Whether or not you oblige him is up to you, but heā€™ll likely pester you (politely) until you do.
Aside from that, however, Graves doesnā€™t seem the type to know how to cuddle properly.
You see, thereā€™s an art to the cuddle - it is a craft.
And Graves has only ever had brief encounters with people under the cover of night; flings, one night stands ā€“ so heā€™s never had the pleasure of getting to know someone enough to cuddle them.
So that makes you his first šŸ˜ƒ !!!
Since you have his cuddle virginity in your hands, youā€™re going to have to ease him into it.
Heā€™ll definitely whine at first ā€“ keep saying stuff like ā€œItā€™s too hot,ā€ or ā€œIā€™m booored,ā€ but eventually, youā€™ll find a position for him which he seems to like.
Loves being the little spoon. No argument.
Given how heā€™s a CEO and has a pretty hectic job, he enjoys a change in position and likes giving you the power (though heā€™d never frame it as that; heā€™d just say that heā€™s being your pillow so you can lean against something as you rest; ever the gentleman he is).
His favourite position is you behind him, your leg wrapped around his waist, keeping him pinned to the bed.
Pleeeease scratch his back for him, heā€™s really ticklish there and has never been touched so softly before.
If you whisper phrases of affirmation or praise into his ear, heā€™s dead.
Done for.
Not coming back.
He swears he falls deeper in love with you every time you hold him close.
Heā€™s kind of a switch, so heā€™s definitely up for being the big spoon on occasion ā€“ especially if youā€™re feeling vulnerable or you want to be protected.
When he thinks youā€™re asleep, he leans in close to your ear and says something heā€™s never said to anyone before.
ā€œI love you.ā€
Unbeknownst to him, youā€™re awake, trying to contain the excitement bursting from your chest as you resist the urge to turn around and lock him in your embrace, if only to spare him the embarrassment of one of the few times he expresses his emotions being sullied by you breaking his nose with yours as you launch at him for a kiss.
In another cuddle session, maybe a day or two later, you whisper to him: ā€œI love you, too.ā€
Heā€™ll be mortified, and you may or may not be able to see his face shift from that of a cosy cat to a tiger whoā€™s just inhaled a lemon. Frightened and unsuspecting.
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happy sunday to you lexi! my omegaverse thoughts have been focusing on the fluffy this week. i know this has been discussed before, but i'm just thinking of pups having the most random items as their first scent tokens/lovies (brought to you by the fact my first lovie was an old, ratty t-shirt of my dad's lol)
šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ okay but now iā€™m imagining steve and eddieā€™s sweet little pup dragging around eddieā€™s vest thatā€™s huge compared to her. or steveā€™s yellow sweater thatā€™s more holes than sweater by the time it would even remotely fit her. a loose scrunchie from her uncle nancy or aunt chrissy. robinā€™s own childhood teddy bear becoming hers to cuddle with. their kid would have her own nest before she can even say the alphabet correctly because her omega instincts are strong and the way she self soothes with her packā€™s smell is a dead giveaway that sheā€™s gonna follow in her mommaā€™s footsteps! meanwhile steve and eddie are both crying every time they see what a happy and well adjusted little girl she is. their home is love and their daughter knows only lovešŸ’•
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My Big Three As Boyfriends|
Trevanteā™”
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You wanna have the perfect balance of a country boy and a city boy rolled into one? Heā€™s the man for you!
His love feels like coming into a warm house after shoveling snow.
The first time you two ever kissed, my lady by Tyrese played in the background and since then ā€˜my ladyā€™ with a brown heart has been your contact name.
Heā€™ll sing any song you ask him to even though his ass can barely hold a tune in all seriousness.
Uncovering your ears, you start laughing. ā€œYes, sounds just like how Tyrese sung itā€ He smiles and takes a bow.
You try not to be the clingiest since he loves his space sometimes, but he definitely has his moments where he needs you near him like some kind of support teddy.
Hates when you all up on him when itā€™s time to sleep but always ends up damn near on top of you by the morning.
ā€œMove, Bae, itā€™s hotā€ he groans. 8 hours later. ā€œTreā€¦Trevanteā€¦baby, you crushinā€™ me!ā€ You huff, trying to push his arm and leg off of you so you could go pee.
Heā€™ll blame you as if your little ass can move him from one side of the bed to the other.
Expect booty slaps every time you walk by, and donā€™t let him be upset with you prior, cause itā€™ll be harder this time.
ā€œTight ass shortsā€ heā€™d say as you walked around the house as free as you wanted in the Nike shorts HE bought you.
Often play fighting and roughhousing until he accidentally hits you too hard and has to be soft with you for the rest of the day.
ā€œAwwnnn, cmere, I didnā€™t think it was gonna land that hardā€ he holds you as you pout, rubbing your now sore arm. ā€œThat actually hurt, Tre. Like seriously šŸ„ŗā€
He makes fun of the Erotic books you read, but you caught him peaking over your shoulder once and following along with one of your favorite stories.
ā€œDonā€™t get too hype, I peeped something and the shit was interesting!ā€
Has a habit of putting his hand up your shirt when you two are cuddling.
He hates when you leave for work because he works mornings and you work nights. Sometimes on his day offs(though a bad idea) heā€™d stay up at night and bother you on the phone all throughout your work, dropping hints that you needed to come home on your snack break for a real meal.
-youā€™d brush him off and sneak off to the bathroom, sending him a titty pic to hold him off till you got home.
-ā€˜oh wow. I just might take a trip instead actuallyā€™
-Heā€™s definitely already taken trips up there a few times to get you right, as he should.
Michaelā™”
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A REAL certified loverboy
If you told him to jump, heā€™d ask how high.
He would never admit it but he is CLINGY. He wants to be with you and all up under you as soon as those paparazzi cameras turn off.
Also certified double texter.
ā€˜babeā€™ ā€˜Y/Nā€™ ā€˜Y/Nā€™ ā€˜Y/Nā€™ ā€˜babeā€™
ā€˜donā€™t act like you donā€™t see these textsā€™
ā€˜WHAT boyā€™
ā€˜I miss youā€™ ā€˜wyd my loveā€™
ā€˜working. Something you should be busy doinā€™
ā€˜I finished alreadyā€™
ā€˜Fast reader you are. Hereā€™s a gold starā­ļøā€™
ā€˜What can I say? Youā€™re engaged to a smart manā€™
ā€˜Engaged?ā€™
BoošŸ©· has unsent a message.
ā€˜Forget you read that till further noticeā€™
The man canā€™t hold water, as you can see. Which is why you donā€™t tell him anything thatā€™s meant to be a secret.
He literally canā€™t sleep without your leg thrown over him some kind of way.
He remembers all the cute little shit you like year around so he already has a laid out plan of gifts for Birthdays, Valentines, and Christmas.
A good bit of his camera roll is just you and screenshots of things he wants to keep tabs of.
Canā€™t organize for shit and thatā€™s exactly why his phone storage is about to explode
Begged you to organize his work stuff, so you agreed, until you saw NOTHING was put where itā€™s supposed to go.
ā€œhow do you work like this?!ā€
ā€œI honestly donā€™t knowā€¦I- I do not knowā€ he responds, staring at the unorganized files.
ā€œYour assistant doesnā€™t take care of this stuff?ā€
ā€œI donā€™t like to bother her like thatā€
ā€œNigga, sheā€™s an assistant, sheā€™s supposed to be bothered!ā€
Thursdays were self care days for you two. Wether you were just sitting around and watching a movie or doing actual things to improve the body, it was still self care to yā€™all.
Both of you are foodies, but heā€™s more adventurous, so he always tries to get you to try new foods when out together.
ā€œwould you ever try live squid?ā€ He asks, looking through the menu the restaurant provided for them. ā€œUhh..I dunno. I donā€™t think Iā€™d like it, but Iā€™d probably try. Just have to ignore the memory of that story of that man who ate a live squid and it killed him and crawled back up his throatā€ he stares at you for a moment then looks back down at his menu. ā€œNever mind thenā€¦ā€
Soooo protective of you and thinks you donā€™t stand up for yourself enough so he always makes sure youā€™re heard in any and all conversations.
Takes any chance to show you off. Was it cause he genuinely loved you or was it cause he liked showing niggas what theyā€™ll never have? Both actually.
ā€œOh, and yā€™all know my girl, right? My beautiful, wonderful girlfriendā€ he grabs you by the hand, and kisses the top of it, pulling your attention away from your drink. You smile and look away, feeling extra appreciated.
Gentlemen in the streets, freak nasty in the sheets.
You ever came so hard that it took a few seconds for your vision to come back? Yeah.
Yahyaā™”
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The dynamic between the both of you is just very unserious. He is truly your bestfriend who also happens to be your boyfriend
Itā€™s hard to get anything done when the both of you are constantly cracking jokes back and forth, a con of having the same job.
ā€œYahya, please, my stomach hurts!ā€ you spoke in between laughs, tears prickling the both of yā€™allā€™s eyes as you tried to make it through a SINGULAR business email. ā€œHow the fuck do you misspell so much shit on a business email?!ā€ He howled, wiping tears from his face and slouching in his seat, you still crying.
He blames you for when he doesnā€™t get much work done, but he knows damn well itā€™s his fault for being the goofy mf he is.
When you two were just friends, your mutual friends would tease him by calling him ā€œboy Y/Nā€ because you both had so much in common.
Heā€™s your reminder to eat like a normal person
ā€œWhatā€™d you eat today?ā€ Yahya questions, reading over his weekly to-do list. You glare at him then look back at your computer, not answering because you didnā€™t wanna hear his mouth about you forgetting to eat. Sighing, he gets up and heads into the kitchen to make you something quick.
At first the relationship felt like you two were still just friends, but you both grew into being a little more intimate with each other.
You both canā€™t help but create small(but healthy) competitions. You were both a little more competitive than youā€™d like to admit, but you both had competitions so often that basically everyone you guys hung out with knew of them.
ā€œDamnā€ You sigh as you watched your paper ball miss the trash basket. ā€œHmā€ Yahya hums and gets up, picking the paper ball up. Instead of throwing it away right then, he went back to his seat that was a bit farther back and took a shot, the paper effortlessly making it in the basket. You look back at him with a squint and he smirks. ā€œOkay, betā€ you whisper.
Ten minutes had gone by and you both were throwing balled up paper that you needed in the trash. To make what point? Neither of you knew, but you both were entertained.
Theres a box in his closet with Polaroid pictures of you two throughout the five years of dating each other, most taken by Yahya himself because in his words, ā€œI just love looking at you. Pictures donā€™t even capture all that I see, but damn, babyā€
The man could easily make you melt like some chocolate. He was just as smooth as he was when you first met him.
Once you both got more into the relationship, he was honestly the most romantic and caring person ever. Heā€™d do anything to make you feel those butterflies.
Sent you on a corny little riddle game for Valentineā€™s Day once which lead you to some of your favorite places around the city until the last clue brought you home to three bouquets of your favorite flowers and a ring the size of your brown eyes.
Alexa, play whatever you want by Tony! Toni! TonƩ!
Some niggas donā€™t trick, but Yahya? Oh heā€™s gonna step. In the end, if youā€™re happy, heā€™s happy.
The night ended with something else a little more eventful that had the neighbors thinking to call the cops for the third time that month.
He plans on staying with you for the rest of his life, and made that know.
And heā€™s determined to put a baby in you one of these days, with or without that damn ring.
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Looks and bias aside, who would yā€™all pick as a boyfriend? šŸ«£ I think Iā€™d pick Yahya šŸ˜­
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