#calum hood 5sos preference

[ughkat]

hi! could you write calum x reader where calum has a crush on her and ashton exposes his crush on her during a live or something?

pls and thank u

i might do a part two of this idk 😳

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crush | c.t.h

calum x fem!reader

part two here

got excited writing this sorry ab the lengthiness!

alcohol, swearing

not proofread

"I'm heading over right now."

"We'll be here.".

I finished my phone call to Ashton, who had just minutes ago invited me for a routine hangout with him and the other three boys.

My friendship with Ashton had sprouted prior to his band forming. We were best friends, some would describe as inseparable. Once joining the band, they immediately brought me in as well. Though never having the same connections as I did with Ashton with them, Calum, Luke and Michael never failed to make me feel at home.

Since then, we've grown up and blossomed into larger things in life, yet we still keep our bond close. Routine effortless hangouts and conversations on almost a daily has kept out growing friendships alive.

Recently, I had began to notice a shift in energy with Calum. I tried to think nothing of it, but the conversations began to get shorter, and his words for me grew small. He almost made me feel as if I did something wrong.

I gathered my belongings, checking my outfit before heading outside to my car, shivering at the cold weather. I dressed lazily in a large grey hoodie, along with black leggings and converse. I quickly turned on the heater after starting my car, and pulled put of the driveway.

I drove quietly as my mind wandered about confronting Calum for his change of mood towards me. I knew I was safe to bring up an issue to my friends, but I was concerned this was only a me problem.

My wandering mind passed the time quickly, arriving me to Ashton's apartment. I pulled slowly onto the curb in front of his apartment, sending off a quick "I'm here" text before exiting my car.

"Heyyy!" Ashton cheered goofily, raising his arms as he appeared from the front door. I giggled as I made my way up his driveway towards him. He reached an arm out for a quick hug as he spoke.

"How ya' doing?" He smiled, ushering me inside. I sighed dramatically.

"Could be better." I raised my eyebrows with defeat as I made my way inside. I set my bag and keys down on his kitchen counter which was decorated with various alcoholic beverages and snacks. I turned to the living room, being greeted by Calum, Luke and Michael at the couch. I watched as Calum's eyes quickly met mine, then shot back down to his hands.

"Well..." Ashton began, moving behind me swiftly, "Have a shot." He grinned, I turned to look at Ashton who had presented me with a small glass with a shot of mystery alcohol in it. The three boys from the living room shouted dramatic miscellaneous cheers and encouragements from behind me. I let out a laugh and reached for the drink. I looked at Ashton and shook my head laughing. With a shrug, I tossed my head back, taking my shot quickly. I scrunched my face briefly before frantically searching for a chaser.

"Give me a drink. I need a drink." I mumbled, shaking my head. Luke whistled from the couch with a laugh, holding out a Coke can. I hurried to the open drink and took a large swig.

"You didn't take that shot, that shot took you." Michael joked as I found my seat on the couch. I scoffed with furrowed eyebrows.

"Fuck off." I giggled. I glanced to Calum who had been awfully quiet. He was heavily focused on picking at a loose string on his t-shirt, faking an amused look on his face. I immediately noted his off mood. The boys continued whatever conversation they had before I arrived, laughing and cracking joke's beside me. I watched Calum carefully as he loosely followed their words, more in his own head than present with us. I decided to finally speak up.

"Cal." I chirped, snapping him out of his trance. His head perked up quickly as the room fell silent.

"Hm?" He raised an eyebrow, his eyes darted to everyone in the room nervously, then back to mine. I anxiously slouched back down at the unexpected and unnerving silence before speaking.

"Are you mad at me or something?" I questioned, keeping a cool tone. I watched from my peripheral as the boys eyes flashed to Calum. His eyebrows furrowed in confusion and he shook his head slowly.

"No..?" He muttered quietly. I bit the inside of me cheek and looked to the other boys, hoping one of them would agree with my observation of Calum's negative mood. Instead, they watched Calum like a bomb.

"You've been so quiet and weird with me lately. I know they see it too." I laughed anxiously, motioning to the boys. I widened my eyes at them, begging for some help. Calum looked to the boys, licking his lips anxiously.

"I-.." He began nervously, "I've just been feeling kinda off recently. I'm sorry." He stuttered nonchalantly, his eyes failing to connect with mine. "Kinda off?" I thought to myself, "Bad excuse.".

"I think he just means in the studio and such. We've all been pretty tired recently." Ashton jumped in quickly, glancing at Calum after speaking.

"Right." I replied, not buying whatever game they were trying to play.

We continued the night many hours into the early morning, as we normally would, we watched a few movies and ordered a bunch of junk food. Calum kept up his unusual behavior, trying his best to fake it, but I never let go of the thought that I would find out what was going on with him.

"You sure you don't wanna spend the night? It's late, and you've been drinking." Ashton offered as we walked to his front door. I gave him a hug and stepped outside.

"No, it's okay." I looked down to my phone, noting the time of 1:45 am. "I have work tomorrow and I'm okay to drive. My last drink was hours ago and all those snacks and fast food have taken over my veins." I groaned dramatically. Ashton giggled before nodding gently.

"I'll see you later." He patted my back and sent me down his driveway, watching me as I entered my car.

On my drive home, I was left unsatisfied with my confrontation with Calum. I thought our closeness would have led him to be more open, but he was so blatantly lying. Ashton obviously covering the lie for him only grew my suspicions more. My mind raced of the possibilities of what could be bothering the boy.

I lazily kicked off my shoes as I entered my apartment, tossing my keys of a small side table beside the door. Filled with junk from Ashton's house, I skipped my kitchen and headed straight for my bedroom.

I slipped out of my black leggings and hoodie, changing into a large shirt and underwear. As I tossed my laundry into the basket, my phone let off a ding on my bed. I flopped onto my bed, reaching for my phone and reading the notification. It read that the boys had started a live stream on twitch. I let out a giggle, amused at the boy's inability to rest. Clicking on the notification, I settled into my bed.

"We just saw each other 20 minutes ago!" Ashton cheered sarcastically from the livestream. I smiled at the faces on the screen.

"Hey, Y/n is here." Ashton chuckled, looking closer at the screen. I watched as the boys talked to the viewers of the stream and to each other, making jokes and messing with filters.

"Calum's sad cause Y/n yelled at him." Michael joked. Calum sent Michael a death glare, earning a chuckle from me.

"She didn't yell at me." Calum scoffed with a forced smile. I rolled my eyes sarcastically at his stubbornness, continuing to tune into the stream.

"He's sad cause he's in love with her." Ashton mumbled looking down to his phone, widening his eyes quickly and looking up at his screen after speaking, realizing what he had said.

"Dude." Calum spoke quietly. I narrowed my eyebrows at his words, him looking just as surprised as me. Ashton turned off his camera, followed by Calum, as if he had said something controversial. I put the speaker to my ear as the live suddenly fell quiet. Incoherent whispers came through before Ashton appeared again.

"Alright we'll see you guys later." Ashton forced a smile and a wave to the livestream before ending it abruptly. I stared at my empty screen in confusion, trying to make sense of Ashton's words. Did I hear him wrong? Was my phone glitching? I decided to play it cool and text Ashton calmly.

"Hey, why'd you end your live?"

I watched the three dots appear and disappear repeatedly before his message appeared.

"You should text Cal.".

[5sosog]

Who be writing them 5sos fanfics cause I have requests out the ass🧍🏻‍♀️

[juke-is-a-penguin]

How does it feel to live my dream? Literally these photos would’ve sent little old 2014 stan me into a coma 😭

[calscruel]

i’m livin’ for the thrill, formula

screws are loose

[ouatx5sos]

Luke Hemmings || secret relationship

masterlist

Pairing: Luke x Fem!reader

Summary: you and Luke have been in a secret relationship for 4 months until he accidentally reveals your secret during an interview.

Warnings: none

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“There was one time on tour Y/N got lost, it was the funniest thing” Luke laughed along with the boys, the whole interview was about their latest tour but the blonde struggled to talk about anything but you. The pair had been dating for 4 months, it was more of a secret relationship; not even the boys found out.

“We love having her join, Luke seems at his happiest when she’s around, you should see how moody he is when she’s not around!” Calum spoke up making all the others laugh and the embarrassed love smitten boy blush.

“Well it’s not my fault she’s so amazing; when you’re in love with someone who makes your heart race or someone who just makes you so happy and loved! Over the past 4 months I don’t think I’ve ever smiled so much- I just love her so much” my mouth dropped and the others including the interviewers eyes widened.

My phone started buzzing like crazy, my Twitter was going insane everyone tweeting about the interview that decided to be live today, of all days! “Uh Luke, you’re forgetting this is live” Michael awkwardly coughed.

Laughs erupted the room and Luke’s cheeks couldn’t be anymore red. “Well” he coughed. “I guess that’s out- uh yeah, Y/N and I have been dating and I’m surprised no one figured it out.” He shrugged making eye contact with me.

Once the interview was over they said their goodbyes and ran over to me pulling me into his arms. “I’m sorry about love; I know you weren’t ready yet” luke pouted kissing the top of my head.

“They would’ve found out eventually” I shrugged leaning up to kiss him. “At least it was you and not me” I teased.

“Great!” Ashton exclaimed with a disgusted look on his face. “Now we’ve got to endure the gross relationship and lovey dovey shit” he physically cringed and I rolled my eyes.

“You love it really-after all you’re the one who tried to set us up”

[caramellashton]

Ashton's moustache, Luke's buzz cut... they like our suffering.

[lovesosweeet]

re: this post

[iplayguitarbutshesintodrummers]

When you walk away | Calum Hood x reader

Where you and Calum broke up almost a year ago

but he doesn't seem like he's moving on

And you don't either, but you guys prefer to stay away from each other

Warning: just lenguage, nothing crazy.

Also, sorry if i have any grammatical error, english Is not my first lenguage

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Pov Y/N

the seconds turned into minutes, and the minutes turned into hours.

I've been looking at the ceiling of my apartment for about an hour and a half just thinking about him and the moment i saw him today on the grocery store.

He didn't noticed me

Or maybe he did and he just decided to ignore me

Maybe IT was for the better

Maybe i was right when i didn't wanted.

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"Please y/n just listen to me!"

He pleaded, his voice breaking

I was clearly getting into his nerves.

"No! you listen to me!"

"This Is not healthy anymore"

"you can't say you would give up on everything just for me! Are you fucking crazy?!"

"for you? Yeah"

"Calum, im serious!"

"im serious too!"

"no you are not!"

"because you are willing to throw everything you worked for away for some stupid girl you had the luck to date for some years"

I screamed.

A huge silence flooded the room

i looked down trying to avoid meeting his gaze

I knew how he was looking at me right now.

I've already known that look

And i hated it

I knew he had that look of dissapointment and sadness that i hated being the cause of.

"Fine."

He said breaking the silence with his voice shaky as i felt him walk around me grabbing some of his stuff.

"if that's how you want it to be"

I could feel the sadness and anger in his voice.

I knew he was too stubborn about how huge his love was for me

But i was more stubborn about me not being enough for him.

Because, he's literally a superstar, he gets to travel around the world, he is often stopped at sidewalks by random people to take a photo with him, he's talented, he's kind, he's pure.

And im just an awkward stupid girl in her twentys that just got the luck of match with him.

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I looked at my side at the bedside table

The sight of my phone was tempting

But i turned around and try my best to forgot it

To forget him

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Pov: Calum

I was sitting on my studio with my bass on my lap

Trying to make... I don't know

Just something

But nothing came to my mind.

My mind kept wondering towards that moment i saw her again in the grocery store.

I couldn't get the guts to go to talk to her so instead i just admired her from afar

I would be lying if i say i won't be willing to do anything to have her back in my arms, that i wouldn't tore my heart out and give it to her if she needs it or just wants it.

If i had the guts

I would beg her to let me love her.

To prove her that she's worth of my love

To prove her that there's nothing wrong with her.

That if i wanted someone else i would've already picked someone else

But i choosed her

And i would keep choosing her

And i would choose her till the day i die

I looked at my phone and without thinking i took it, opening the contact list and pressed on her contact.

I waited her for answer.

And when i heared a "Hello?" By the other side i instantly hang up.

What was i doing?!

I should've have thought about that better

She probably has someone.

She probably moved on

She probably doesn't love me anymore

And i should do the same too.

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Nevermind.

That same night i was on one of the many parties Ashton would host at his place, i needed a distraction.

I was having a drink on a corner

Im not usually like this, but i needed to take a break.

Suddenly, my whole body tensed when i saw her walk by that door.

I don't have even words to discribe her, she looked like a goddess

I don't know if it was the adrenaline of the moment, the alcohol running through my veins or both.

But i found the guts i needed to finally talk to her.

"So you don't say "Hi" anymore?"

She turned around to look at me.

Her eyes widened like if she wasn't expecting me to be there

At the party of one of my best friends

Silly.

"Cat got your tongue?"

I needed to hear her voice

At least just one last time

"sorry-

I-

Hi.."

I felt my heart being shooted with one of those cupid arrows just like the first time i saw her.

I missed her voice so much

I just wanted to hug her and never let her go again.

"Fancy seein' you here"

I Said casually

"yeah.. a friend forced me to"

She chuckled

"so, how Is it been? We didn't saw each other for like..

What? A year?"

11 months, 4 days, 7 hours, and 27.. 26.. 25.. seconds

But who cares?

"yeah.. about a year"

She answered

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The hours passed by

And we catched up with the new stuff in our lives.

The connection was still there.

The chemisty never went away.

But i wasn't going to say that

Because i was sure she was feeling it too.

We had a couple drinks and as we were a little bit tipsy we were just laughing about everything

Our emotions being at the edge, one false step and any of us could ruin everything.

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Pov Y/N:

I usually get emotional when im drunk

This time wasn't the exception but i tried to control it, just for tonight to try not to make Calum feel uncomfortable.

He never saw me drunk, and i prefered it stayed that way

But a question flooded my mind

Did he had someone right now?

Was he seeing someone?

did he moved on..?

"are you with someone right now?"

The question slipping out of my lips interrumping him

When i realized i looked away

"sorry for interrupt you-

I didn't meant to, keep talking"

I said trying to avoid the topic i just bring on

"no, it's okay"

He answered

"no, im not seeing anyone"

"what about you?"

"me neither"

A silence flooded between us two

We knew we were thinking the same thing.

We just didn't wanted to bring a topic that hurted so much.

"so, how's your music going?"

I took a sip of my drink trying to make the air less tense.

"good, good, we're making a new album, we are making it kind of rock style this time."

"You're gonna love it"

He knew how much i love pop rock type of songs

I smiled kindly at him as a positive answer

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The seconds turned into minutes and the minutes turned into hours

Neither of you wanted to go away.

We just wanted to keep talking but the people started to leave and the music started to go lower.

"it's getting late, i think i should get going"

"my friend already left"

Y/N said standing up from her chair as she chuckled

"it was nice to see you Calum"

"nice to see you too Y/N"

He watched her say bye to Ashton and the rest of the boys before heading towards the front door

Something inside Calum was telling him to stop her

To tell her everything that has been on his mind that whole night.

To tell her everything he didn't said that night.

When he saw the door closing his body reacted faster than his mind.

He almost runned towards the door

When he went out of Ashton's place

He found her with her hand calling an Uber

Without thinking he took her phone out of her hand

"what are you doing?!"

"we need to talk"

"huh..?"

"we can't keep pretending like there's not a big elephant in the room"

"Calum, im not in the mood"

"forget what i said.

i"m not asking you to tell me anything. Just listen to me"

"I have this huge knot in my throat, i just want to get rid of it"

Y/N stayed in silence waiting for him to talk

"I- Y/N- I-..."

"oh, fuck."

He realized something he have been denying since you two broke up.

"i still love you"

"i still fucking love you"

"and i regret so much not keep insisting in stay with you"

"i just-"

His voice breaks

"I was so mad at the fact that you didn't believed that i was willing to do anything for you that i got frustrated and left"

"im so sorry, you don't know how much i regret not turning back and hug you to try to talk about it"

"i know you hate hearing cheesy stuff but fuck it,

i would be able to let you cut me open and take my heart

So maybe we'll never be apart"

"I would be able to do the craziest shit for you"

"Not for anyone else."

"FOR YOU"

"for you, Y/N"

"i wish i could fix everything but clearly you don't love me anymore"

"who said that??"

You said interrumping him.

He haven't noticed your expression.

You were containing your tears trying to keep yourself calm.

"who- who said i didn't loved you anymore..?"

You took a little step closer

"i just-"

You took a deep breath

"you are too much for me"

"you are really way out of my league"

"what are you talking about, Y/N?"

He said taking your hands in his"

"in that case you would be too much for me"

"you are the sweetest, smartest and most beautiful person i know"

"i want to be forever by your side"

He said now cupping your cheeks but you looked down and shaked your head as you couldn't stop the tears from escaping out of your eyes.

"Calum, you don't understand"

"you are wanted by millions of people"

"you are talented, you are kind, you are fucking literally perfect"

"and im just one of your stupid Co-workers who had the luck that you got interested in me"

"the point Is"

"we are completely different people, with completely different lifes."

"but isn't that what makes us unique?"

Calum said trying to cheer you up, trying to make you give in and go back home into his arms.

"Please Y/N.. the last thing i want is watching you walk away again"

"please.. Let me love you, Let me be your End Game"

Suddenly you hugged him and burst down into tears.

He hugged you back without hestitation

"It's okay.. it's okay.. im not leaving, but please don't leave either"

You pulled away sightly enough to look up at him

"never..."

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HIYAAA well, this was my first fic, hope you guys liked it

Im sorry again if there's some grammatical errors, english Is not my first lenguage but i tried my best.

Let me know if you guys have some ideas of which member or topic should i write about

Thanks for reading<3 (stream botd and boy!!)

[solstitios]

yoooo! i'm rocket (she/her) and this is my manic pixie boy... man... pyro? idiot? callum, who is absolutely named after calum hood from 5sos i have a few pages up for him at the moment but this post may be better served regarding initial interesting in plotting! i do prefer d*scord for plotting just an fyi; feel free to like this post and i'll send you a dm to connect! ♡

tw: mentions of domestic/physical/familial abuse, accidental death

yes he DID forget how to speak korean when he got to ansong. yes he spent a week literally not being able to understand/read anything around him (this would be a fun plot for anyone who has a muse who speaks eng!) and i don't know how he did it. but one day he woke up and he could just suddenly understand everything again so he's ok now

is from sydney but doesn't remember that now. there's a picture of the sydney opera house on one of his mementos

came from a household with a very strict father and mother with little backbone; as the older son he was always being pressured to be amazing by his dad and would get hit when he didn't meet his father's standards (and then really started acting out as a result, but we'll get to that)

SUPER IMPORTANT TO KNOW: callum has a sister who is 2 years younger named callie and they were super close and i would love if someone brought her to the rp hello 2nd muse idea for y'all !!!

so once his dad really started laying on the trauma lol, callum began his rebellious era — literally just saying fuck all to his grades at school, hanging out with shitty people, getting involved with things he really shouldn't have

got arrested at 17 the spring before his high school graduation, father knew people in the city to get them to let him off with a smack on the wrist but nearly got his ass beat

father banished him to go live with his uncle in korea for the next decade. had a really hard time adjusting at first because his korean sucked. did some odd jobs, tutored english, wanted to be a cop but he couldn't because he wasn't technically a citizen so he actually started training to willingly enlist in the korean military

this happening while he was visiting aus for his bday: he just turned 27 this august so right before his frontal cortex stopped growing he thought it would be a great idea to set off illegal fireworks while was rly drunk with his friends... yeah ok buddy. ends up, i shit you not, "dumb ways to die" accidentally k*lls himself AND HIS SISTER with the fireworks striking them both. i swear this was more tragic when i was first conceptualizing him but writing this out now it's so stupid fjkdhfjkgf

except now on the bright side, he's dead but gets to be a firefighter! oh the irony

persona

personality wise he's like a pretty cool dude. fun to chill with. really likes fires. is calm and cool and that friend that always knows the right thing to say except he's got a lot of demons in him that keep him in his head a lot but is so frustrated because he can't even figure out what the demons are. loves his job. super into fitness and staying in shape. makes lists for everything. slightly neurotic. really wants to get a dog. left-handed. may come across as hard to read at times. nolan fanboy. good taste in memes but bad tiktok taste. only dresses in black/gray/neutrals outside of his work uniform. surprisingly makes banger charcuterie boards

tl;dr

childhood traumatized man accidentally k*lls himself and his sister

potential plots

someone who goes to the same boxing gym as him and maybe they have beef about something pretty juvenile? LMAO

one of your kitchen appliances catches on fire and you're too scared/embarrassed to call 119 so instead you run down to the third floor and make callum handle it instead

someone to go with him to one of the events posted on the community bulletin!!!

for females: callum meets you for the first time and when he does he gets deja vu. he feels like he's met you before (it's all his subconscious trying to push out his memory of his sister callie)

for males: someone younger he treats like an older brother (again, his subconscious longing for his sister)

[katied14]

Looking for LONG TERM roleplay (rp) partners :) preferable 20+!

i am interested in Outer Banks(TV show) and 5 seconds of summer (5sos) doubles roleplay! I can play harry styles and Niall Horan if that is who your interested in, I also can play Conrad and Jeremiah from the summer I turned pretty series and cole and Alex (this will be new to me) from my life with the Walter boys (I'm excited to try play them)

I ONLY rp on telegram!

I do ask you would be able to play either Calum Hood from 5 seconds of summer or JJ maybank from outerbanks!

hi there! my name is Katie and i am a 25 years old. I'm from Ireland but I usually rp with people from America so time zones shouldn't be an issue! I've been roleplaying for about 10 years now (oh god 😳🤣) and I feel I am very experienced.

one : liner ✖️

in this roleplay, i'd like for it to be descriptive - the more the better, try for at least ten lines. It doesn't have to be super long all the time, as long as you put effort into both rps then I am happy.

two : triggers

while not everyone has specific triggers, it is crucial to recognize and respect the ones that do affect us. personally, I want to make it clear that I do not wish to engage in a roleplay that heavily focuses on negative mental health. topics like self-harm, suicide, or constant depression are not what I'm looking for in a roleplay, and are not what i feel is appropriate for a roleplay. i understand that for some, these themes may be a way to express their own mental health struggles, but please realize that it is not healthy to project those onto a partner who is not comfortable with that content. let's ensure our roleplay is enjoyable and respectful for both of us.

three : activity

in our roleplay, i expect a reasonable level of activity from my partners. you do not need to be available all day every day, but I do expect a response at least every other day. I will let you know when I am busy and I wish for you to do the same! Just a quick message is all I need ☺️

Coming up to Christmas I should be quite active (other than Christmas eve/day etc. I'm off for a few days so I'm dying to have more rps)

[jinhyun]

omg so this repost of yours here lowkey reminded me of calumn hood for absolutely no reason can you do a reaction to the skz boys finding out their not ur favorite group or maybe you prefer a different genre of music?

DUDE YES OMG 2014-2015 CALUM I'M. it's the tank top. the tank top and flip flops 5sos era.

also ofc i'm adding that reaction to my list 👀

[ughkat]

Body worship smut with calum 👀👀👀 maybe his s/o is feeling insecure about their body so he's gotta make them feel good

worship - c.t.h

a/n: i made the descriptions and dialogue of readers body insecurities a bit vague, being i didn't want the story to be too triggering to anyone struggling. but the plot is still calum making reader feel loved and beautiful after feeling a bit insecure! ❥

calum x fem!reader

smut, negative body image, oral, missionary, petnames

not proofread

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I sighed in frustration, standing and sulking in front of my body mirror. Listening to the sounds of Calum shuffling through clothes behind me, I ran my hands slowly over my hips, then my waist, feeling my self esteem lowering the longer I studied my figure.

Calum and I were getting ready for dinner, as he'd been planning a casual night out for the two of us for a few weeks. Oblivious to my focus on my physical appearance, Calum paced our bedroom absentmindedly, searching for clothes and shoes.

I hesitantly began to dress myself in the casual black dress laying on the chair beside me, sighing quietly as it laid itself against my curves. I stared at my reflection, picking out insecurities that seemed to be only visible to me.

"You okay?" I heard Calum's deep voice approach from behind me. He placed to hands on my hips, looking at me in the mirror. I forced a fake half smile, looking down at my feet as he rested his chin on my shoulder.

"Yeah." My voice heightened as I lied, nodding slightly. Calum narrowed his eyes, turning me around by my shoulders. He looked at me suspiciously before speaking.

"I know when you're lying." He smiled softly, "Talk to me, what's wrong?". I sighed, half embarrassed to explain my minor insecurities to him.

"Nothing looks good." I began, motioning to the dress on my body, "I just feel gross, I hate my body." I muttered under my breath. I bit my cheek as Calum's expression changed.

"Y/n." His voice softened, "You're so fuckin' beautiful." He brought me in closer by my hips. I looked up at him with a half smile, I could feel his affectionate behavior already beginning to make me feel better.

He leaned down and connected our lips softly, bringing a gentle hand to the side of my face. My stomach fluttered at the feeling of his lips against mine. He pulled away slowly, his gaze burning into mine.

"I wish you could see how beautiful you really are." He spoke genuinely, tucking a piece of hair behind my ear. I looked down, blushing at his words.

"Me too." I mumbled. He ran his hands adoringly up and down my sides, his touch sending a chill through my body. Calum brought himself closer to me, our chests pressed together snugly.

"Let me show you how gorgeous you are, baby." He spoke deeply, just above a whisper in my ear. I shiver shot down my spine, my eyes glanced to his briefly as he pulled away. A small smile escapes the corner of my lips.

Calum guided me by my hips, his body leading us to our bed during an unbroken kiss. The back of my thighs hit the mattress, Calum gently let me fall to the bed. I let out a small giggle as he hovered above me, his hands planted at the sides of my head. He wasted no time bringing his lips to my neck softly, his mouth dancing against my skin with passion. I let out a small coo, squirming under Calum's touch.

Calum brought two hands up to the straps of my dress, watching me close as he pulled them down slowly. He made his way down my body along with the clothing, watching me as the fabric carefully made its way down my torso, pulling it off my legs gently.

"My pretty girl." Calum praised as he ran his hands along my waist, bringing his lips to my ribs. My back arched slightly at Calum's mouth against my torso, his lips sucking and kissing softly. He kissed gingerly down my ribs then to my stomach, planting a final kiss on my panty line. I looked down at him, his smug eyes meeting mine.

"So fuckin' perfect, baby." He spoke deeply, running his hands along my torso as his eyes traveled my body. I blushed at his praise, the puddle in my underwear growing by the second. Calum trailed his two hands slowly to my panties, his calloused fingertips dragging against my skin. I wiggled my hips eagerly at his teasing fingers, his index and middle fingers playing right underneath my waistband.

"Eager, love?" He chuckled at my incapability to stay still, beginning to drag my underwear down my legs slowly. My breath picked up at the chill air hitting my exposed heat.

"You're already dripping for me, baby." He smirked. I blushed in embarrassment at my neediness, looking down at Calum with a smile. He watched me carefully, bringing up a single finger to my slick folds. A small gasp escaped my lips at Calum's calloused touch, my back arching slightly.

"Hmm." I hummed softly at the new sensation, my eyes fluttering shut slowly.

Without warning, Calum brought his soft lips to mine between my legs, kissing deeply at my dripping mound.

"Fuck, Cal." I gasped, arching my back harder at the unexpected sensation. I tossed my head back in ecstasy. Calum hummed into my slit, his eyes closing as he began to swirl his tongue around my clit. I threw a hand down to his hair, my fingers interlocking tightly with his curly locks. I watched him in awe as he so effortlessly worked his mouth against me, his hands traveling over my torso and thighs tenderly.

He opened his eyes, looking up at me as he performed his oral work on my heat. Calum let out a deep chuckle into my folds as I let out a loud whine. I ground my hips into his mouth, his lips and my lower half quickly finding a steady rhythm with each other.

Calum pulled away from my dripping slit abruptly, bringing his face back up to mine with a smile.

"Scoot up, baby." He ordered gently, wiping the slick from his mouth with a quick thumb. He assisted me in moving to the head of the bed, keeping me on my back. I watched him as I caught my breath, his quick movements in tossing off his t-shirt and jeans. He sat back on his knees, placing my legs on both sides of him.

"Fuck, babygirl." He growled under his breath, running his hands along my thighs. His eyes wandered across my body intensely, making me self consciously move my arms and legs in an attempt to hide myself from his gaze. Calum furrowed his brows at my insecure actions, gripping my wrists bluntly and placing them on each side of my head.

"No, Lemme' see all of you. I want every piece of that perfect body." He spoke deeply, trailing his hands down my torso again gently. I blushed at his admiration, clenching my thighs together at the sight before me.

Calum placed two hands under my knees swiftly, pushing them up to spread my legs. I gasped at his sudden movement, giggling slightly at his eagerness. I watched with a half-agape mouth as he pulled his boxers down slowly, his erect member shooting up with excitement.

Keeping a hand under my knee, he used his other hand to guide himself to my entrance, running his tip along my slick folds teasingly. I let out a needy whine, bucking my hips closer to Calum's cock.

"Stop teasing." I whined softly through heavy breaths. Calum chuckled at my newfound neediness.

"Don't like being teased, love?" He cooed with a tilted head, prodding his tip slightly at my entrance. I whimpered at his continued taunting, gripping the sheets beside me impatiently.

I let out a sharp gasp as Calum swiftly pushed himself inside me fully, placing his free hand under my other knee. He watched me closely as he slowly began to catch a rhythm. My mouth fell open, emitting a series of whimpers at his unexpected entrance.

"Fuck, baby, you feel so good." He groaned, watching his now slick member pounding my hole rhythmically. My eyes fluttered shut, rolling back as Calum hit my walls repetitively.

Calum's brows furrowed as he focused on his thrusts, sweat beginning to bead at his forehead while his muscles flexed with each stroke. A loud whine followed by a curse escaped my lips as Calum kept up his pace.

"You sound so pretty taking my cock, baby." He smirked, watching me with admiration, "God, you're fuckin' perfect." He finished under his breath in a growl. Calum sped up his pace, bringing a thumb down to my throbbing clit. I tossed my head back at Calum's quick circles being worked on my sensitive bud.

"Fuck, yes, Cal." I whined between thrusts. My eyes opened lazily, watching Calum in awe as he pounding me vigorously. His eyes were glued to my body as if he was looking at a never before seen masterpiece in a gallery. His mouth was dropped into an "O", his eyebrows furrowed slightly.

My walls began to clench around his shaft, making my toes curl as Calum kept up his steady pace. He let out a small chuckle as he noted my approaching climax.

"Gonna cum, baby?" He spoke deeply, quickening his pace with his thumb. I nodded frantically, knowing if I tried to speak, it would just be whining and moaning.

"Cum for me, babygirl. Let go around my cock for me." He growled, leaning down closer to my face. I let out a loud moan, tossing my head back with an arching back, releasing intensely around Calum's shaft. I gripped the sheets tightly, Calum keeping up his rhythm for his own climax.

"That's my pretty girl." He smirked through a heavy breath, "So pretty when you cum for me.".

He watched his own pounding cock with furrowed brows, the sounds and views of my overstimulated whines and body pushing him to his own finish. Calum came with a series of curses and groans, falling back to sitting on his knees after pulling his tired member out of me lazily.

Calum scooted up beside me, our heavy breathing mixing with the sound of the white noise filling the room. He looked at me lovingly as he caressed my arm with a sluggish finger.

We let a few moments of comfortable silence and catching our breath pass before I turned my head to him as he spoke.

"You're so pretty." He flashed a cheeky grin, though he was being genuine, his childlike expression emitted a giggle from me.

"I'm being serious." He urged with a half joking tone, sitting up in his seat slightly. I sighed, looking at his features closely. Remembering all of the reasons I fell in love with him to begin with.

"I love you, Cal." I smiled with a chuckle, planting a lazy kiss on his arm.

"I love you, more.".

[spacerockwriting]

TAG TUESDAY|WEDNESDAY

Ahhh thank you @energievie

❤️

name: Comet

age: 32

favorite season: Summer Aesthetic, but not heat.

movies or tv shows? maybe tv shows? I usually watch one a day at lunch at work. Less commitment lol.

do you carry a bag/purse? what kind? I have a bag I bring to work that's the maurauders map. Its old and torn and needs to be replaced by this peter pan bag I got. I keep work stuff in it, and accumulate junk lol.

what color is your water bottle? I don't have one really?? I kind of do. I buy them but never use them. So I have this liter one that has shiba inu's on them.

what color is your phone case? clear, with the heartstopper "Hi" bubbles and leaves. And I have a shiba inu drinking starbucks sticker on the inside

do you sleep in silence or do you need white noise/sounds/music? white noise, or my giant fan that creates white noise. I have a stuffed giraffe that plays white noise. He was a god send during my surgery.

top sheets: yes or no? Give me all the blankies. I even use my weighted one.

you’re in the candy aisle at the corner store, what are you grabbing? corn puffs, gingerbread and gummy worms

preferred mode of travel (plane/train/car/bus/on foot/etc?): Plane, Train. Planes are quickest, so now that I have to take off for work I like getting there early. But I'd like to do a train trip again. That was nice.

what’s your phone background right now? Lock screen is Michael Clifford and Calum Hood from 5SOS that I took at a concert. My main screen is Gou and Ash from the pokmeon anime.

are you more of a minimalist or a maximalist? maximalist, I guess.

it’s time to paint your bedroom! what color are you choosing?: Idk, honestly. Not white, though. Right now its white covered in stuff, but I live at home sooo.

and finally, tell me something that brings you joy: Gallavich, pokemon, My Micks, bestie. My kitty. Stupid the Bear memes.

Im gonna tag u @ourmarquis

[writersdare]

Ending Spoilers For Angst Stories ♡

Few weeks ago I asked if you prefer to know in advance how an angst story is going to end, most of you mentioned that you prefer to know it before reading. However, someone also wrote that it spoils the whole vibe if they know right away, which I agree with as well. That's why I decided to make this list that you can check before reading a story that has "angst" in its warnings. I hope it'll be helpful.

– spoilers below the cut –

☼ – happy end; ☁︎ – sad ending; ♢ – open ending

– please, keep in mind it's not a masterlist, not all works are listed here –

5SOS

Luke Hemmings

Let Me Love You ☼ He Called Her a Fairy ☼ Eyes Can Speak Too ☼ Why Won’t You Love Me ☼ Never Doubt Me ☼ No Longer Together ☼

Ashton Irwin

Give Me Attention ☼

Michael Clifford

Don’t Be a Stranger ♢

Calum Hood

Ghost of You ♢ All Too Well ☼ Password Is Your Birthday ☼ Paris Broke My Heart  Part 1 ♢| Part 2 ☼

K-POP

Stray Kids

I Can’t Forget You  Part 1 ☁︎ | Part 2 (♢ – Chan, Minho, Hyunjin); (☼ – Changbin, Seungmin); ( ☁︎ – Han, Felix, I.N)

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#5

when the party's over// calum hood oneshot

a/n: this came about from a lot of euphoria watching and listening to billie eilish nonstop. I loved writing this. (could be a two parter....)

word count: 4.8k

warnings: mentions of smut, drug use (smoking weed), drinking alcohol, partying, emotional angst and maybe a smidge of depression.

Masterlist

I also listened to these songs while writing so if you'd like to as well, it will make the story come more to life:

Edge of midnight (remix)--Miley Cyrus

When I R.I.P--Labrinth

Loved you a Little--The Maine, Taking Back Sunday and Charlotte Sands

When the Party's Over--Billie Eilish (you could listen to this throughout as it's the main essence)

I hope you enjoy! I'd love your feedback

***

It always starts with a quick glance.

As if their eyes have a magnetic pull forcing them to search and irrevocably find each other through the mass of the crowd. His dark meeting her light, or vice versa depending on the situation, usually his gaze holds a darker shadow.

She senses him before she even looks up and sometimes she tries to ignore it. Ignore that pull, ignore his hooded gaze and lust filled eyes that swallow her whole. As always, she’s not that strong and gives in.

When their eyes meet he holds her gaze without blinking, a staring contest of who will break first. Calum always breaks because his eyes will travel down her outfit then slowly blink his way back to her eyes. It always makes her smile and that’s why he always loses on purpose.

They’ve done this dance many times before, her role as mouse while he’s the cat watching her keep her wide berth from him. His eyes are calculated as she bounces from person to person, taking drink after drink and shot after shot. With each drink she shifts closer and closer to him which is his preference because he can keep a better eye on her. And an eye on those around her.

He’s on high alert if someone’s hands drift lower than necessary and he always makes sure she’s the one handling her cup. Their tight knit group of friends know about their dance that always leads behind a locked bedroom door.

She also knows how jealous he gets.

So when she looks his way and sees him chewing away at his bottom lip, the butterflies in her stomach twist their wings. Knowing what pushes his buttons, she draped herself over the person closest to her, her nose touching their cheek as she conversed with them over the bass of the music.

She makes sure to laugh extra loud so Calum will hear. One of her friends shakes her head, it’s working.

y/n continues on with her charade until her favorite song comes on–she absolutely has to dance to it whenever it plays. She leaves the person she was draped over moving to the area being used as the makeshift dance floor, plucking up another shot on her short journey.

She starts to move with the rocking guitar riff as Miley Cyrus’ Edge of Midnight fills the space. Her arms are above her head as she starts to let loose, allowing the music to move her body in a circle, her eyes closed as she sings along. Before it even gets to the chorus, a pair of warm, strong arms wrap around her with long fingers spreading on the midriff of her back.

“You’re pushing it,” Calum murmurs.

She smiles slowly, the movement of her dancing and the alcohol she’s consumed are taking effect. “I am?” she asks breathlessly, opening her eyes. His face is exactly where she thought it’d be, extremely close.

“You know you are,” he moves his body with hers tilting his head to the side.

Before he could kiss her, she pulls away from him and sings along with Miley, “I was born to run, I don’t belong to anyone, oh no, I don’t need to be loved by you.”

He grabs her again singing and dancing letting loose, her laugh and singing voice exuberant. She dances around him trailing her finger over the back of his shoulder, Calum rolls his head around watching her before she’s pressed to his body once more.

“See my lips on her mouth, everybody’s talking now, baby.”

Staring into each other’s eyes with a smirk on Calum’s face, it doesn’t take long until they’re kissing and time stops.

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#3

Birthday Blues // c.h oneshot

Haven't written a birthday piece in a while and this idea sprung up out of nowhere. Happy Birthday to our favorite bassist from 5sos💙

Word count: 2.8k

Warnings: fluff, written in 'you' format but as female reader

Enjoy!

***

Calum isn’t very big on being the center of attention, which sounds backwards considering he’s on center stage for a living. At least he’s to the right, off-center, but still, he shares the stage with his best friends he’s proud to call brothers. So, he’s not the center of attention, except he is all the time, and he doesn’t know particularly why.

So, whenever his birthday rolls around–funny how it’s every year–he wants it to be low key. Always. A small get together at his house or a nice outing to a restaurant he enjoys going to. No theatrics, nothing crazy, no one jumping out of a cake (Ashton ignored that when he turned twenty-one), just a night spent with the people he loves.

The one time he did want to be the center of attention was when he met you and you would just not give him the time of day. It was at a house party for new clients of Crystal’s so they could all mingle and rub elbows with agents and other talent managers.

He’s heard and seen your name floating around his orbit for awhile; you were a part of breaking the stigma on one body type on runways and magazines. You posted body positivity and self-love on your Instagram/blog. Sometimes he’d see a tiktok of you on his for you page and it wasn’t until the fifth time he finally followed you and went down the endless tiktok abyss until 3 a.m.

Then he followed your Instagram and found your Twitter where you’d post your thoughts or song lyrics that were stuck in your head. Each tweet received a ton of activity and he shamelessly turned on your post notifications.

It’s like you were made for the spotlight and he was equally impressed and envious of how well you handled it all. He’s been in the industry for ten years and you’ve been in it for ten months and you’re way better at being the center of attention than he is.

When he’d heard you were attending the party he was excited to meet you and talk with you, maybe get some helpful tips on how to like being the center of attention. According to Crystal, a lot of reps wanted to represent you because you could be the next Big Thing.

Calum lingered through the party, always having a drink in hand as a comfort thing but also to give him liquid courage when he would finally be introduced to you. Throughout the party he heard your name but didn’t see you in sight until he was coming in from the garage to head into the bathroom.

Like a total cliche, he bumped into you but in the most awkward way possible. You were wearing a lace top and a small loop in your sleeve got caught on the button of his shirtsleeve that was rolled to his elbow.

“Oh my God I’m so sorry!” you exclaimed and tried to pull yourself free from his button. “Help!”

“It’s fine, don’t worry,” Calum smiled and tried to untangle you but your friend had nimble fingers and you were free. “You’re–”

“I’m so sorry!” you rushed out and exited into the garage just as more people flooded in.

Completely forgetting about the bathroom, Calum went back into the garage and tried to find you. He downed the rest of his drink and took two shots from a server walking by and searched for you. To his advantage, you were speaking with Ashton near the wet bar and Calum made a beeline for you.

“Cal! Have you met y/n yet?” Ashton announced, clapping Calum on the back.

“Sort of, we got snagged in the doorway,” Calum smiled at you and you blinked at him a few times as if trying to remember. How could you forget? It happened less than two minutes ago.

“Oh! Yeah, hi,” you smiled and Calum’s heart fluttered. “Sorry about that.”

“No worries. It’s really great to meet you.”

“You too, I’m a big fan of your music.”

“Really?” his heart fluttered even more. You knew who he was?

“Yeah, I really love–”

“y/n, Karina Tolousse is looking for you!” your friend said, appearing at your side.

“Oh, right. I’m sorry guys, I have to meet with her. It was so nice meeting you both,” you said earnestly and with one last apologetic frown, you were gone again.

This happened two more times you and Calum had an encounter with one another.

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#2

I’m a simple girl.

But I see an older handsome man and I go bananas

263 notes - Posted November 17, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

tour baby//poly!cashton oneshot

a/n: trying to get in the swing of writing threesomes, it’s a lot of work lol😅

Word count: 5.3k

Warnings: angst, sexual content, female receiving oral, slight dominance (very slight), use of safe word, unprotected sex in an established relationship, brief choking (consensual), subspace.

Poly!sos masterlist

Feedback is always welcome and enjoy!

***

She knew it was coming, there’s no stopping it but she didn’t think it would be hitting her this hard. The new tour seemed so far away when Ash and Cal started sharing the ideas with her after having to postpone it so many times. They wanted to make it their best tour ever, their most memorable. She’d sit and listen in admiration, loving how their faces lit up with each passing second.

They wouldn’t tell her too much though, because they wanted her to be surprised when she came to visit them and she was perfectly fine with that.

The talk of production started four months before it was supposed to start. She overheard a lot of meetings with Luke and Michael about changing the name. No Shame was supposed to be in 2020, but two years passed and they’ve all been shifting into a new era, a new sound, a different vibe.

Three months until it started was about setting up a timeline to release songs, set up interviews, do photoshoots for promo, film a music video. Run through the fifth album again.

Two months before they would be on the road again was full of rehearsals, more interviews, more run throughs.

One month before was for finalizing venues, hotel stays, flight plans, and the building excitement to be onstage again.

She loved every minute of it and she loved being a part of it. Ashton and Calum loved including her with their plans but amidst all the excitement a small part of her was starting to feel the sadness of being separated. She buried it down though because this is their whole life and she doesn’t want to derail it with her emotions.

Two weeks before Ashton and Calum were supposed to jet off to Dublin her emotions took a turn. It probably didn’t help that it was also her time of the month. She started to become distant and stayed in bed more.

“Are you sick?” Ashton asked when he entered their room after another day of rehearsal. The tv was on and she was burrowed into their blankets and pillows like a nest. He could just see her eyes above the duvet and the slight shake of her head to answer his question.

“She’s still in bed?” Calum asked, standing next to Ashton’s shoulder.

“Yeah.”

“What’s going on, baby?” Calum moves around Ashton to kneel on the floor so he can lean on the bed, his head near hers. He rubs the top of her head offering her forehead soft kisses.

“Nothing. I’m okay.”

Her voice is monotonous, eyes blank as she stares at the screen. Calum glanced back to Ashton whose lips were pursed as he observed her behavior. Then he pulled out his phone and opened an app.

“Oh…” Ashton sighs and slips onto the bed, his curly hair covering the tv screen so y/n is forced to look at him. “Do you need your heating pad and some chocolate?”

“That’s why you’re watching this movie…” Calum catches on.

She starts to cry, her eyes squeeze shut and she turns her face into the pillow. Ashton and Calum are quick to react by wrapping their arms around her. She can’t tell them she’s upset by them leaving her so soon now; now that they’re being so affectionate and attentive to her monthly dues.

“It’s okay baby, we’ll take care of you,” Calum murmurs in her ear, tickling her skin.

She lets them and she feels guilty about it but she needs to soak it up now. So she enjoys when they spend the next few days sleeping in, eating her comfort foods, watching her favorite movies and going for a walk for fresh air per Ashton’s request.

It’s a week before the first show and she’s still sullen. To avoid talking about it, she took a shower right as Ashton turned the kettle on for their nightly ritual of ‘tea time before bedtime.’ Calum sat at the kitchen counter scrolling through his phone. They’re conversing quietly when y/n enters the kitchen.

“Do you want your mint green tea or lavender tonight, angel?” Ashton asks her. He smiles at her apparel of choice, one of his holey t-shirts and a pair of Calum’s socks.

“Neither.”

“What? Why?”

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[gonehollywoodrp]

CONGRATULATIONS, ASHE! your role of CALUM HOOD has been accepted and we’re happy to welcome you to GONE HOLLYWOOD! now that your application has been accepted, here are a few things that you should do and we’re looking forward to seeing you on the dash!

send your account in within 24 hours.

follow everyone on the blog roll.

follow all the tracked tags.

make sure you’re following all the guidelines for your new role.

send us a message if you’d like a link to our OOC blog.

OOC:

NAME/ALIAS: ashe

AGE: 28

TIME ZONE: est

PRONOUNS: they/them

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IC:

PREFERRED CELEBRITY: calum hood

BACKUP CELEBRITY: eduardo franco

CELEBRITIES GENDER: demiboy

CELEBRITIES PRONOUNS: he/they

AGE & BIRTHDAY: 27 & january 25

CAREER: musician

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OTHER:

WANTED CONNECTIONS: rest of 5sos – everything else will happen naturally ayeeee

GUIDELINES PASSWORD: rfp.

DO YOU WANT YOUR CELEBRITY INCLUDED IN THE GOSSIP BLOG?: rfp.

TRIGGER WARNINGS: rfp.

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ANYTHING ELSE:

MISC: hrmmm nothing special about lil calum yet, i’ll let it all develop lol