#calling my therapist
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thinking about how Max rested her head on Billy's lifeless body after he died and how she'd never gotten a chance to get that close to him or ever hold him while he was alive :)))))
how he looked into her eyes until the moment he died so her eyes are the last thing he saw before dying :))))))))
how she continued to pointlessly shake him while resting her head on him, even after knowing he was gone :)))))))))))
and how she probably wouldn't have left his body if El didn't take her into her arms to comfort her :)))))))))))))))
And the way her hand gripped into his shoulder as they were separated because she didn't want to LOSE HIM :))))))))))))))))))))))
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Dhmu only the real ones know 💔
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I love this book to death, so here's some things I noticed <3
#hyde being short is quite possibly my favourite thing ever#this isnt me jabbing at the takes that stray from the book#just btw XD#i think thats a big reason why i love it so much is that theres a WEALTH of inspiration that can be taken from the jekyll and hyde trope#theres so much out there i love#that being said#ive been buzzing about jekyll n Hyde recently because of this game that blindsided me with a jekyll n hyde trope#its always fun seeing it out in the wild#as seldom as that is LMAO#if anyones curious though its called vampire therapist and its a character named dr drayne#very cute and very fun game 💕💕#jekyll and hyde#the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde#dr jekyll#mr Hyde#also talking about blindsided by gothic lit blorbos#saw an animated Jekyll and hyde movie at the DOLLARSTORE for 5 smackaroos#easiest 5bucks i ever spent#literally the funniest shiy ive ever seen highly recommend watching it pals#its also on youtube for free and its in that so bad its good category for me
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I’m scared. I’m hopeful. I’m so scared to be hopeful.
Like what if I’m allergic like everything else? But also what if I’m not and I just can’t afford it? What if the EDS makes the nerve blocks less effective? But what if they don’t?
What if the pain stops.
What if the pain stops.
#chronic health tag#I’m going to call my therapist#I think I need to see her before my nerve block appointment next week
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this just in: danny fenton is just as much of a mask as Brucie Wayne? - another danyal al ghul au
Turns out, being placed in a civilian family who have no knowledge of your background is actually detrimental to the health and development of a child assassin due to lack of proper support! Surrounded by strangers in a foreign city, Danyal Al Ghul does as assassins do best. He hides. Espionage is one of many teachings one learns in the League, and it only takes half a day for Danyal to construct a new persona to hide behind: Daniel Fenton.
By the time dinner rolls around, Danyal al Ghul is safely and securely tucked behind the face of Danny Fenton; brand new adoptive child of the Fenton family who came from overseas. A shy, quiet little boy with a thick accent and curly hair, with brown skin and blue eyes, and an avid interest in the stars. The best fictions are always cobbled together in a little bit of truth, it's some of the only truth he ever lets through. He apologizes in a meek voice for his behavior early, he didn't mean to be rude, and he watches the three of them eat it up with coos.
Lies roll like silk against his lips, he struggles to meet their eyes and offers them his weakest, shyest smile. It's too easy. It's easy to go from there.
Danny Fenton, adoptive son, shy and awkward and unconfident but friendly. Who struggles in his classes and isn't the brightest, but tries his hardest. He makes bad jokes and has a quick tongue and a sarcastic mouth. He wants to be an astronaut. He's got the best aim in school, and is a terrifying dodgeball player. He's one of the least athletic kids in his grade.
It's like playing two truths and a lie, but there's only one truth, and the rest are lies. It's easy to pretend when he knows it's insincere.
Danyal Al Ghul, grandson to the Demon Head. Deadly, trained assassin. Has spilled blood, has had blood spilt from. Environmentalist, animal activist. He loves the stars. He owns a calligraphy set. A sharp tongue, an even sharper blade. He's clever, quick-witted, he would be top of his grade if he tried harder. He purposely doesn't.
He misses his family. He misses his mother, and he misses his brother. Mother visits a few times a year, so few times that he can count it on both hands. He cherishes every visit, as brief as they are. It helps remind him who he is.
Sam and Tucker are Danny's best friends. They've never met Danyal, but Danyal's met them.
It becomes routine to become Danny Fenton. As familiar and as easy as pulling on a shirt in the morning. Danyal wakes up and is always first to the bathroom in the mornings; stares at himself in the mirror until he can finally see Danny staring back at him. At night, he locks his door and sheds the mask.
Dying throws a wrench in his mask; splits a crack straight through the porcelain. He's able to smooth it over with sandpaper and liquid gold, but it's a little hard keeping his ghost form under wraps. It instinctively wants to shift to show his true self. Danyal can't have that, he's spent four years as Danny Fenton, he'll spend another four as him as well. Even if the feeling of the hazmat suit in his ghost form feels restrictive, like a too-small shirt suctioned to his skin that needs to be peeled off.
He'll live. Er-- well, you know what he means. It's frustrating however, trying to keep his Danny Fenton mask up even as Phantom - fighting in the air is something he needs to get used to, and the sudden propping of powers throws him off. But he is nothing if not adaptive, and he hates that he needs to slow his own skills down in order to keep pretenses up in front of Sam and Tucker.
The first time Danyal summons a sword when he's alone, is one of the few times Danyal gets to grin instead of Danny. He's fighting Skulker, and from an invisible hilt he draws a katana from thin air. It startles them both. Skulker takes a step back at the smile that spreads across his face.
They're both silent as Danyal examines his new sword.
"Do you know what people like me do to people like you, poacher?" Danyal finally asks him, the accent he began to hide a few months in slipping through. He drops all pretense, dragging the flat end of the blade slow and appreciatively against his palm. It's a good make, and when he cuts it through the air, it slices through like butter. He looks up at Skulker with a smile; "are you ready to find out?"
When Sam and Tucker ask about why Skulker seems so skittish around Danny now, Danny shrugs at them and says with a playful smile; "I don't know, I guess I kicked his butt too hard after our last fight." and he watches as Sam rolls her eyes exasperatedly, and Tucker snickers with his own joke.
By the time he reunites with Damian before their 15th birthday, Danyal is buried beneath so many layers of Danny Fenton that his brother will need a shovel to dig him out. He's not sure what he'll find.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dp x dc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#danyal al ghul au#danyal al ghul#dpxdc prompt#dpxdc au#dc x dp crossover#dp crossover#demon twins au#so turns out putting an assassin child in a normal family does not actually fix the child. it may just make them worse. had this thought#today and had to extrapolate. i have a whole ass post in my drafts explaining my idea for this lmao. my thought was basically:#'damian would be the better off twin because he'd have actual proper support compared to danny bc the bats know damian's background and +#+ as a result can actually address the league's teachings properly and help him dismantle the lessons that have been ingrained in him +#+ as compared to danny who would be with a random family - regardless of affiliation - who would only be able to help with surface level +#stuff if danny even ever lets them see that. danny would need to dismantle his own mindset on his own if he even thinks he has to.'#jazz is not a reliable or licensed therapist. that is a child. she's not even implied to be a good one. psychoanalyzing people doesn't make#you a good therapist. it just means you can psychoanalzye people. and therapy only works on those who think they need it. danny would not#think he'd need it and any attempts from jazz to psychoanalyze him would just result in him shutting her out and doubling down on his belie#tldr: starry made another au exploring the psychological effects of growing up in the league and he calls it:#'whose the more adjusted twin? Damian or Danny? Lmao Damian ofc. Danny got screwed over'#rip to damian you have your work cut out for you trying to peel back all of your brother's protective layers. that's an iceberg waiting to#be explored. o7 to you champ your brother got the short end of the stick. danny has so many things to unlearn that i didn't go into here#its an actual demon twins au too! would ya look at that.
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i adore Maruki as a character because he's simultaneously the most relatable depressing character that will make you cry with empathy, and the goofiest wettest cat loser in the game like what do you mean youre a licensed therapist and your first response to trauma is to brainwash a girl, project ur relationship issues onto a 17 yr old boy, and then rule the world in a golden leotard? bro went from 0 to 100 so fast??? anyway he's like 30% of the reason why p5r works as well as it does
#maruki is so essential to why p5r works and im so serious about that#i should do a post one day just deep diving into what makes him the best antagonist. like narratively and thematically#maruki 10000% projected his life story onto joker#he called joker the light guiding his research and then his treasure is a torch?#he discussed his trauma at not being able to save rumi right before tempting joker to save akechi?#guys i think the therapist needs therapy#also he's so funny#remember when he sprinkled salt trying to act cool and then it blew in everyone's faces and stung a bunch of students#i love reading fics w him because its a toss-up#some of them call him out for being an insane world-dominating manipulator (valid)#and in some of them hes like the phantom thieves' weird neighbor that they invite sometimes bc he brings nice snacks (also valid)#i love it guys maruki the gift that keeps giving#persona 5#my post#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#maruki takuto#takuto maruki#shuake#phantom thieves#akira kurusu#sumire yoshizawa#p5r maruki
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a couple wips. I don't really like drawing lately
#jake english#dirk strider#dirkjake#homestuck#idk if any of this counts as gore or whatever but#tw: implied gore#dirk is my muse (this is a bad thing)#edited to remove me calling my art shitty bc my therapist told me to be more positive also it isnt shitty its just not up to my standards
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The walk home from UA
#i've been thinking about micnight a lot. somebody call an ambulance or a therapist or something#this might even drive me to read School Briefs again just for content of them interacting for once#this is why Vigilantes is better we get more interactions with the teacher trio#I realise I draw a ton of this concept but I do not care anymore#nobody can stop me drawing silly micnight stuff. Piggyback ride. Partners in crime. They are just one of the ever.#you know.#bnha#eraserhead bnha#shouta aizawa#eri chan#nemuri kayama#hizashi yamada#present mic#midmic#do NOT look at Aizawa's arms and do NOT try and understand the physics of Mic's legs#it's half 2 in the morning I was not about to spend any more time making it look actually good#drawing people from the side my arch nemesis#if someone made a VRChat avatar of Midnight in her little skirt suit outfit from Save the World With Love I would cry#it's so hard to find normal Midnight avatars
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Nikto can be my parallel play buddy. Ask him to come sit with me so I can start working. He'd be perfect. Just sits there, silent, maybe reading a book, maybe staring at a wall, maybe watching me a bit unnervingly but it's just him being him
I'd never have a messy room again ngl 👀👍
PARALLEL PLAY WITH NIKTO!!!!
Now here's the thing. I really do think he'd spend most of the time just staring at you, convincing himself that you're real and that you like him. I think the first couple times you have come hang out, he feels like an intruder, a dark stain amongst the brightness of your room (regardless of if it's bright or not.) He doesn't belong in the world of plush bedding and silly cat plushies.
But the thing with a stray is that if you show them any ounce of kindness, they will come back.
Sure enough, he routinly comes back to your place, sometimes just inviting himself in. Don't ask how he has a key to your apartment. That's trivial information.
If you catch him reading while you're doing your business, it's usually whatever books you have lying around. Nikto will pretend to be uninterested if you try talking to him about it, but you've caught him dog-earring the pages to keep his spot.
Sometimes, he brings his own activities and books. Usually the books are in Russian, so you can't read them, but if you ask nicely, he'll read them out loud. Not in English, but you like listening to him speak his native tongue anyway.
Next time, he shows up with a bag full of yarn and knitting needles. When you ask, he grunts out, "Gift." And that's all the information you get out of him.
The gift ends up being a scarf, knitted with chunky, green yarn. It's a little rough, given it's his first time knitting, but it's nice nonetheless.
You can't see it from beneath the mask, but he's grinning like the Cheshire Cat when he sees you wearing it out in public.
#ask box#my writing#nikto cod#cod nikto#call of duty#nikto x reader#he's knitting because it was recommended by his therapist. and he likes that the needles can be used as weapons in an emergency.#he's a little feral but he's got the spirit
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Solace in You.
Yan Nobunaga x F Reader.
Warnings: Yandere themes, kidnapping, some infantilization, implications of past non-con, and major spoilers for the Yorknew Arc (Uvogin).
Word Count: 300.
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Something is off about Nobunaga – more so than usual.
The phone he gave you used to be used strictly to call him with, but after a few weeks of asking him for more entertainment he downloaded a few games on it for you to play while he is gone for another heist. You’re unsure how it can have service and wi-fi and yet still have most of its functions nowhere to be found. Typing any number aside from Nobunaga’s on the dial keys will be met with silence. Co-op games are nowhere to be found in the app store. The app where you can search things up on the internet still works, but almost all results end up being age-restricted in some way.
“How was your day?” Nobunaga’s voice hardly comes out of the speakers – you can hear his breathing you think, or it belonged to some poor soul who just happened to cross him at a bad time. For once he doesn’t call you a nickname; another observation pointing to the fact something is wrong. You want him to suffer for what he has done to you, yes, but you also don’t want to be the sole thing or person he’ll use to let out some steam.
It’s happened before and you still get nightmares about his hands grabbing you and-
“[First]?” Nobunaga calls out, interrupting your thoughts.
“It was fine.” You reply, your words essentially a broken record with how many times your captor has asked that very same question multiple times a day.
“That’s great,” A sigh, perhaps one of relief. “I’m glad.”
“Nobu?” You don’t call him anything aside from Nobunaga unless forced to, but you say the moniker because your gut tells you to. It’s for the best – it could help you not become a stress ball when he comes back from Yorknew. “Are… you okay?”
Only silence. You’re unsure if you’d want it to remain this way.
#i'm sorry i wrote this on my phone while waiting for my therapist to call me ;-; it may be shitty.........#tw noncon#not sfw#trick or treat event#yandere#yandere male#male yandere#yandere nobunaga hazama x reader#yandere nobunaga hazama#yandere nobunaga x reader#yandere nobunaga#yandere hunter x hunter x reader#yandere hxh x reader#yandere x reader#yandere x darling#yandere x you#yandere hunter x hunter#yandere hxh#hunter x hunter x reader#hxh#hxh phantom troupe#hxh x reader#nobunaga hazama x reader#nobunaga x reader#nobunaga hazama#aya abstractions
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the anti hero, the archer, this is me trying, mirrorball, nothing new, castles crumbling, foolish one girlies
#taylor swift#swifties#taylor#taylorswift#midnights#folklore#speak now taylor’s version#red taylor’s version#anti hero#this is me trying#mirrorball#the archer#foolish one#nothing new#castles crumbling#hayley williams#lover#we need therapy#taylor really calls me out#taylor is also my therapist#speak now tv
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Ishtar Ereskigal room tour <3
(ft. Her girlies)
This is why she doesn’t have custody over Quachil
#tnmn#thats not my neighbor#that’s not my neighbor#ishtar ereskigal#shub niggurath#dagda crom cruach#teutates taranis#nightmare mode#tnmn nightmare mode#thats not my neighbor nightmare mode#damn bitch you live like this#oooo she got bugs everywhere#get girl a therapist NOW#call dr. afton because damnnnn
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The fact that the whole Dance is centered around a 30-year-old Rhaenyra and a 50-year-old Daemon having beef with some 14-20-year-old nepo babies—including an alcoholic with mommy issues, an autistic pixie girl, an anime villain, and a twink—will never be not funny to me.
C&H set the bar in hell and Rhaenyra still couldn't jump over it 💀
I mean, no one in Team Green gave a single fuck about any of Rhaenyra or Daemon's children. They were either casualties in the war or minor annoyances for Alicent, Criston, and Otto. The Dragon Seeds were the ones who actually put up a good fight. Fuck, even Bloody Ben who was 11 in F&B, did so much more!
I literally just started laughing like a maniac alone in my room when I thought about this.
#hotd#house of the dragon#targtowers#born to slay but forced to lock in#that's the entire plot—#someone call up Naruto and let him do his talk-no-jutsu for fuck's sake ��😭😭#it would literally solve everything believe me#my boy would be the perfect therapist for Alicent's children#everytime I come back to this post I start laughing#tf is wrong with me#alicent hightower#aegon ii targaryen#helaena targaryen#aemond targaryen#daeron targaryen#rhaenyra targaryen#daemon targeryan#team green#pro team green#team black
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you, a therapist hired to see if there's any possible way to rehabilitate the country's most lethal killers. you, who becomes the object of desire for your patients. you, who comes to work with bruises from your abusive boyfriend.
soap, ghost, gaz, price, alejandro, rudy, könig and keegan who are gonna escape and find said boyfriend and make him beg for mercy.
#🗯 : love's rambles#no but#need a rh therapist/patient fic in my life#might do it myself#call of duty#cod mw2#cod x reader#mw2#tf141 x reader#task force 141
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my therapist asked me about the drake/kendrick beef unprompted during today's session it's so fucking over for drake
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Doodles from a dw rp I was just in!!! Honestly the best one I've had so far lol
Out of character that vs in character chat😭
Omg crazyy...
😭😭😭random
#GIVE ASTRO A BREAK CHALLENGE#he got pushed. kicked. airhorned. shot. called a kissboy. used as a hammer. had night terrors. got his biggest secret revealed (arms).#manipulated by a flower. and forced to dispose of a body#bro could NOT catch a break💔#therapist finn was fun tho#stitch art#art#dandys world#doodles#astro dandys world#finn dandys world#sprout dandys world#dandy's world rp#dandy dandys world#dandys world dandy#tagging him is so odd..#dandy: “whats wrong? dont wanna get yiur hands dirty?”#speout: “he has hands???”#i was GIGGLING#i was astro btw. idk how things kept happebing to me....#shrimpo shot me in the leg with a GUN idk where he even got it😭😭#the night terrors werent my idea either. we had a narrator which was actually REALLY FUN and awesome#bro is just doomed by the narrative i think#had to go shortly after the body disposal unfortunately but that rp was sm fun the other ppl there were so good#dandys speech when we were alone was SOO MUCH COOLER than what i put btw. i iust cant remember exactly what he said😭😭😭😭
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