#cait x alex

[rp-partnerfinder]

Below is my long 50+ list of fandoms!! I do oc x Canon for me so whoever they are paired with is my oc name. I will double up gladly and play anyone for you but if you want to just be my ocs crush that is okay too!!

Im over 21 and only rp with 18+ adults !!!! If a fandom has underage characters we will au age them up!! Im looking to rp on DISCORD only not messenger. I do 1-10 paragraphs so I am flexible!!! Also I am in est!!

Password is 🗡 please dm me the password and the fandoms you wanna do!!!

Also lgbt is a must since I am lgbt and often do mlm but im also open to mlw and wlw and im open to love triangles and polyamory rps!! I have many plots too for most fandoms!!!

KEY

♦ - Not as in the mood for or dont rp it a lot but still will!

♦♦ - A good 50/50 on how much I like it

♦♦♦ - Will always say yes, never not in the mood!

♦♦♦♦ - I want to rp this so bad and would sell my soul for a good one!

✧･ﾟ:* MOVIES! *:･ﾟ✧

∙ ✧ Metal Lords ♦♦♦♦

Hunter paired with Ashley James Prescott

Kevin paired with Ashley James Prescott

∙ ✧ Zombieland ♦♦♦♦

Columbus paired with Colorado

Wichita paired with unknown

∙ ✧ IT 2017♦♦♦♦

Richie paired with Nicky Jones

Bill paired with Nicky Jones

∙ ✧ Harry Potter♦♦♦

Draco paired with Daniel Price

Cedric paired with Daniel Price

Ron paired with Daniel Price

Neville paired with Daniel Price

Harry paired with Daniel Price

∙ ✧ Fantastic Beasts♦♦♦

Newt Scamander paired with unknown

∙ ✧ The Hunger Games♦♦

Peeta paired with Mercury Copperpetal

Finnick paired with Mercury Copperpetal

∙ ✧ CryBaby♦♦♦♦️

Crybaby/Wade Walker paired with unknown

Wanda paired with unknown

Allison paired with unknown

✧･ﾟ:* TELEVISION! *:･ﾟ✧

✧ The Office♦♦♦

Gabe Lewis paired with Devin Baudelaire

∙ ✧ Riverdale ♦♦♦♦

Jughead Jones paired with Cassidy Vers

Betty Cooper paired with Harley Vers

Cheryl Blossom paired with Harley Vers

Sweet Pea paired with Cassidy Vers

Archie Andrews paired with Cassidy Vers

∙ ✧ Stranger Things ♦♦♦

Eddie Munson paired with Jamie Taylor

Steve Harrington paired with Jamie Taylor

Jonathon Byers paired with Jamie Taylor

Nancy Wheeler paired with Chloe Mayfield

Robin Buckley paired with Chloe Mayfield

Will Byers paired with Nicky Prescott

Mike Wheeler paired with Nicky Prescott

Joyce Byers paired with Carly Taylor

∙✧ Julie and the Phantoms ♦♦♦♦

Alex Mercer paired with Jonah Dyar

Reggie Peters paired with Jonah Dyar

∙ ✧ Regular Show ♦♦♦♦

Rigby paired with Cory Dean

High Five Ghost paired with Cory Dean

∙ ✧ Bojack Horseman ♦♦♦♦

Mr. Peanutbutter paired with Jonah Cass

∙ ✧ Cyberpunk Edgerunners ♦♦♦♦

Rebecca paired with Cato

∙ ✧ A Series of Unfortunate Events ♦♦♦♦

Klaus paired with Cam Finch

Violet paired with Cam Finch

Duncan paired with Cam Finch

∙ ✧ Shameless ♦♦♦♦

Ian paired with Casper Jones

Lip paired with Casper Jones

∙ ✧ Arcane ♦♦♦♦

Jinx paired with Dex

Vi paired with Dex

Cait paired with Dex

∙ ✧ Malcolm on the Middle ♦♦♦♦

Malcolm paired with Devin Prescott

Reese paired with Devin Prescott

∙ ✧ Z Nation ♦♦♦️♦️

10K paired with Cat

Citizen Z paired with Cat

Addy paired with Cat

∙ ✧ That 70s Show ♦♦♦♦

Eric Foreman paired with Cassidy Demers

Steven Hyde paired with Cassidy Demers

Michael Kelso paired with Cassidy Demers

∙ ✧ South Park ♦♦♦♦️

Kenny McCormick paired with Darcy Jonah Carsons

Stan Marsh paired with Darcy Jonah Carsons

Tweek Tweak paired with Darcy Jonah Carsons

Jimmy paired with Darcy Jonah Carsons

∙ ✧ Cruel Summer ♦♦

Vince Fuller paired with unknown

∙ ✧ Daybreak ♦♦♦♦️

Eli paired with Camden Dakota Prescott

Josh paired with Camden Dakota Prescott

∙ ✧ American Dad ♦♦♦♦

Steve paired with Blake Price

Snot paired with Blake Price

Jeff paired with unknown

∙ ✧ The Great North ♦♦

Ham paired with unknown

∙ ✧ Inside Job ♦♦♦♦

Myc paired with Issac

Brett paired with Issac

∙ ✧ Sk8 ♦

Cherry paired with unknown

Langa paired with unknown

∙ ✧ Rick and Morty ♦♦♦

Morty paired with Azr

Summer paired with Azr

✧ That 90s Show ♦♦♦♦️

Jay paired with Devon Demers

Ozzie paired with Devon Demers

Leia paired with Devon Demers

✧ Harley Quinn Cartoon♦♦♦♦

Harley Quinn paired with unknown

✧ Ouran High School Host Club♦

Karou paired with Sakura

✧ Adventure Time♦♦♦♦

Marceline paired with unknown

Finn paired with unknown

✧ Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles 2012♦♦

Mikey paired with Zac

Donnie paired with Zac

✧ The summer i turned pretty ♦♦♦♦

Jerimiah paired with Jasper Jones

Conrad paired with Jasper Jones

Steven paired with Jasper jones

Belly paired with Maxine Jones

✧Bravest Warriors ♦♦♦♦

Chris paired with unkown

Beth paired with unkown

✧Teen Titans♦♦♦

Beast Boy paired with V

Raven paired with V

Robin paired with V

Jericho (Favorite) paired with V

✧ I Am Not Okay With This ♦♦♦♦️

Stanley paired with unknown

Syd paired with unknown

∙ ✧ My Hero Academia ♦

Deku paired with unknown

Todorkoi paired with unknown

Backugo paired with unknown

✧ Victorious ♦♦♦

Beck paired with unknown

Jade paired with unkown

✧ Hazbin Hotel ♦♦♦♦

Alastor paired with Finn

AngelDust paired with Finn

Husk paired with Finn

✧ Helluva Boss ♦♦♦♦

Stolas paired with Finn

Moxxie paired with Finn

Blitzo paired with Finn

Fizz and/or Ozzie paired with Finn

✧ Heart break high♦♦♦♦

Quinni paired with unknown

Cash paired with unknown

✧ House M.D,♦♦

Robert ChaHouse Robert Chase paired with unknown

∙ ✧ Fallout ♦♦♦♦

Maximus paired with Korvis Miller

Dane paired with Korvis Miller

Cooper Howard paired with Korvis Miller

Thad paired with Korvis Miller

∙ ✧ Avatar: The Last Airbender ♦♦♦♦️

Zuko paired with Hikaru Sakurayashiki

Sokka paired with Hikaru Sakurayashiki

Toph paired with unknown

∙ ✧ Avatar: Legend Of Korra ♦♦♦♦️

Bolin paired with seika suzuki

Desna paired with seika suzuki

Korra paired with unknown

∙ ✧ Total Drama Island (season 1 is all I saw)♦♦♦

Duncan paired with unknown

Cody paired with unknown

Gwen paired with unknown

∙ ✧ How I met Your Mother ♦

Barney paired with unknown

Ted paired with unknown

∙ ✧ Superstore ♦♦

Jonah paired with unknown

Garrett paired with unknown

∙ ✧ The Goldbergs ♦♦♦

Adam paired with Devon Demers

Barry paired with Jasper Jones

Erica paired with Jasper Jones

Geoff paired with Jasper Jones

Matt Bradley paired with Jasper Jones

Andy Cogan paired with Jasper Jones

∙ ✧ Smiling Friends♦♦♦

Pim paired with unknown

Charlie paired with unknown

∙ ✧ Gravity Falls♦

Dipper paired with unknown

Soos paired with unknown

∙ ✧ The Loud House♦♦♦

Lincoln paired with unknown

Lucy paired with unknown

Luna paired with unknown

∙ ✧ Summer Camp Island ♦♦♦♦

Oscar paired with unknown

Pepper paired with unknown

Max paired with unknown

Hedgehog paired with unknown

Suzie paired with unknown

∙ ✧ King Of The Hill ♦♦♦♦

Luanne paired with unknown

Boomhauer paired with unknown

∙ ✧ Big Mouth ♦♦♦♦

Matthew paired with unknown

Judd paired with unknown

∙ ✧ The Ranch ♦♦♦♦

Colt Bennet paired with unknown

Luke Matthews paired with unknown

∙ ✧ LetterKenny ♦♦♦♦

Daryl paired with unknown

Stewart paired with unknown

Reilly and/or Jonesy paired with unknown

✧･ﾟ:* VIDEO GAMES! *:･ﾟ✧

∙ ✧ Nancy Drew ♦♦♦♦

Nancy Drew paired with unkown

Henry Bolet paired with unkown

∙ ✧ Life is Strange ♦♦♦♦

Chloe paired with Cory Jones

Steph paired with Cory Jones

Max paired with Cory Jones

Kate paired with Cory Jones

Sean paired with unknow

Finn paired with unknow

Cassidy paired with Cory Jones

∙ ✧ Cyberpunk 2077 ♦♦♦♦

River Ward paired with Cato

Panam Palmer paired with Cato

Placide paired with Cato

OC paired with OC

∙ ✧ Sally Face ♦♦♦♦

Sal paired with Cassidy Price

Larry paired with Cassidy Price

∙ Indigo Park ♦♦♦♦

Rambley paired with unkown

∙ ✧ Monster Prom ♦♦

Polly paired with Eli Sweet

Valerie paired with Eli Sweet

Damien paired with Eli Sweet

Calculester paired with Eli Sweet

Zoe paired with Eli Sweet

∙ ✧ Animal Crossing ♦♦

Flcik paired with Samuel Price

Sasha paired with Samuel Price

Marshal paired with Samuel Price

✧ Fnaf Security Breach ♦♦♦♦

Monty paired with toby

Freddy paired with toby

Roxy paired with toby

∙ ✧ Palia ♦♦♦♦

Tish paired with Valerian

Tamala paired with Valerian

Hodari paired with Valerian

∙ ✧ Lolipop Chainsaw♦♦♦♦

Juliet paired with unkown

Cordelia paired with unkown

∙ ✧ Mystic Messenger♦

707 paired with unknown

Yoosung paired with unknown

unkown paired with unknown

∙ ✧ Coral Island♦

Ben paired with unknown

Lily paired with unknown

∙ ✧ Wizard 101 ♦♦♦♦

Unknown OC paired with unkown oc

✧･ﾟ:* MUSICALS! *:･ﾟ✧

∙ ✧ RENT ♦♦♦♦

Roger paired with unknown

Mark paired with unknown

∙ ✧ WICKED ♦♦♦♦

Elphaba paired with unknown

Fiyero paired with unknown

∙ ✧ LES MISERABLES ♦♦♦

Eponine paired with unknown

Marius paired with unknown

∙ ✧ HAMILTON ♦♦

Lafeyette paired with unknown

John Laurens paired with unknown

∙ ✧ KINKY BOOTS ♦♦♦♦

Charlie paired with unknown

∙ ✧ FALSETTOS ♦♦♦♦

Whizzer paired with unknown

∙ ✧ AVENUE Q ♦♦♦

Nicky paired with unknown

Rod paired with unknown

✧･ﾟ:* MISC! *:･ﾟ✧

∙ ✧ One Direction ♦♦♦

Louis paired with Casper Jones

Niall paired with Casper Jones

∙ ✧Youtubers ♦♦♦♦

matpat paired with jonah tyl

jacksepticeye paired with jonah tyl

markiplier paired with jonah tyl

damien haas paired with jonah tyl

* I only literally know those above along with Rhett and Link, old school dan and phil a bit, whiny brit, handsometez, tericho, and abrahamsandwhich*

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[paradlselost]

⠀ ⠀ ˙ . ꒷ 𝓕ANDOMS . 𖦹˙

TASK FORCE 141 — john price , simon ‘ghost’ riley , john ‘soap’ mactavish , gary ‘roach’ sanderson , kyle ‘gaz’ garrack , nikolai , ++ alex keller , farah karin , alejandro vargas , rodolfo ‘rudy’ parra .

KORTAC — könig , nikto , kim ‘horangi’ hong-jin , sebastian kruger ++ valeria garza , philip graves + the shadows , vladimir makarov .

TWO — arthur morgan , john marston , dutch van der linde , hosea matthews ( platonic only ) , abigail marston , mary beth gaskill , karen jones , tilly jackson , javier escuella , sean mcguire , charles smith , lenny summers , josiah trewlany , sadie adler , molly o’shea , kieran duffy , albert mason , charles châtenay , eagle flies , proetus + acrisius .

ONE + REVOLVER — jack marston ( teen + adult only ) ++ red harlow .

NEW VEGAS — arcade gannon ( mlm only ) , benny gecko , craig boone , fantastic , jason bright , joshua graham ‘ the burned man ’ , robert house , sunny smiles , viktor , yes - man .

FOUR — nate / nora , ada , cait , curie , paladin danse , deacon , desdemona , glory , john hancock , nick valentine , piper wright , porter gage , preston garvey , robert maccready , x6 - 88 .

SHOW — lucy maclean , norm maclean , the ghoul - cooper howard , maximus , lee moldaver , thaddeus .

VOUGHT — homelander , a-train , black noir , black noir II , queen maeve , lamplighter , translucent , firecracker , sister sage , the deep , ashley barrett , soldier boy , crimson countess , stan edgar .

THE BOYS — billy butcher , hughie campbell , annie january , sergei ‘frenchie’ , kimiko , marvin milk .

OTHERS — victoria nueman , luke riordan , andre anderson , cate dunlap , marie moreau , jordan li , emma meyer , sam riordan , maverick , popclaw , webweaver .

SLASHERS — jason vorhees : friday the thirteenth , michael myers : halloween og + rz , billy loomis : scream , stu macher : scream , brahms heelshire : the boy , harry warden : my bloody valentine , billy lenz : black christmas , bo sinclair , vincent sinclair , lester sinclair : house of wax , bubba sawyer : texas chainsaw massacre , thomas hewitt : texas chainsaw massacre reboot + beginning .

FAR CRY — john seed , joseph seed , jacob seed , faith seed , sharky boshaw , jess black , hurk drubman jr , adelaide drubman , grace armstrong , jerome jeffries , eli palmer , joey hudson , staci pratt , earl whitehorse . pagan min , ajay ghale . vaas montenegro , jason brody .

BALDURS GATE 3 — orgin dark urge , gale dekarios , astarion ancunín , shadowheart , lae’zel , wyll ravengard , karlach , halsin , jaheira , minsc , minthara , dame aylin , isobel thorm , omeluum , the emperor , rolan , dammon , ketherick thorm , enver gortash , orin , kar’niss , nym , sorn , raphael .

SUPERNATURAL — dean winchester , sam winchester , castiel , gabriel , adam winchester , lucifer , michael , anna milton , charlie bradbury ( wlw only ) .

OTHER — connor : detroit become human , joe goldberg : you , eddie gluskin : outlast whistleblower , father paul hill / john pruitt : midnight mass , riley flynn : midnight mass , sheriff hassan shabazz : midnight mass , kurt wagner : x - men , remy lebeau : x - men , peter maximoff : x - men , adrian chase : peacemaker , abner krill : suicide squad , edward nashton : batman .

[kleiner-ghost]

WIP game

Stealing the idea from @rowanisawriter XP

Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it!

I actually organised my files recently so it's not that bad lol

Egor x reader

December in Dunwall

Follow the white rabbit

DL roadtrip AU

Me x 12 clones

Cait SO

Billianna modern day AU

Colt and Daud

Jensen sandwich

B5 x Star Wars

Wrecker fluff

Bad batch x DL

Belltower 2

Kill the sun

Hunter and Randall

Arks journal

Now, if we also include stuff in my back-burner folder, we have:

The last tomorrow

Maccied LITRPG

Alex Stonecreek

Vampire Gregoire

Between high-rise and narrow streets

That's not how you play uno

[its-moopoint]

While shippers keep track of CT's and S's lives everything they distort is factual correct. No games played as they want followers to believe.

- Spotting C/T & baby is normal and usually people respect her privacy - - C didn't hint anything, she posted a thank you for SOC invite - - Lauren Lyle interviewer mentioned his connection to OL through his good friend T who is married to CB - - Not the first time cast members acknowledge SC aren't together - - CT not doing an IFTA pap walk but attending together as a married couple - - C was happy to be out attending The Fratellis - - CB cut hair for a new movie just like she did for FvF - - CB only mentions T if asked - - CB attending play in NY could also have had another professional reason - - CB can be tagged by friends as normal people do.

SH is doing his own thing completely separate from CB.

ES #realfairy wrote:

Droughlander isn't over …

Droughlander isn't over …

Since February, when the wrap was announced, we've been thinking about some possible mischief that could happen until this season of Droughlander is over.

It was a joke between friends, but looking at the number of hits, I think these 'hunches' could be written about here.

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1 - A discreet fan spots C 'with her family' but doesn't publish photos in the name of privacy ✔️

2 - Sam is seen in the background of random photo/video that suspiciously gets posted to tumblr ✔️

3 - Pap walks with a blonde

4 - Cait hints she's in city X, Sam hints he's on the other side of the world ✔️

5 - Sam does another super expensive meeting for fan ✔️

6 - New Russian video

7 - Interview with random cast member who mentions Caitriona Balfe's husband ✔️

8 - Totally out of the blue random cast member reveals that Sam and Cait ARE NOT a couple ✔️

9 - Cait does pap walk with T at IFTA - in case of a win, there will be a special thank you ✔️

10 - Deux Moi releases note of Sam's sighting with 'a blonde' ✔️

11 - Cait publishes some innuendo about The Fratellis ✔️

12 - Sam appears in a fan photo in a completely unexpected location ✔️

13 - Cait cuts her hair again ✔️

14 - New change in Sam, Priyanka and Celine Dion's film ✔️

15 - Cait gives an interview and the article mentions her husband

16 - PapWalk for Just Jared ✔️

17 - Cait dedicates the new batch of gin to her husband

18 - Monika Askmit does another podcast badmouthing Sam

19 - Cait attends a fashion/cinema/arts event and T appears in the background of the post-event photos

20 - A fight breaks out in the fandon and shippers are thrown into the fire ✔️

21 - Sam appears like an old bloke in the background of a party photo/video

22 - ONE MORE of Sam's 'exes' gets married ✔️

23 - Sam and Cait do ZERO OL promo events together

24 - Sam turns up at a stadium with Sophie or Alex N, OR Marina, or Nico, or Cirdan ✔️

25 - Sam posts a shirtless photo ✔️

26 - Sam appears on a talk show and claims to be single once again ✔️

27 - The Nic couple do something completely over-the-top, drawing the attention of the entire fandon to themselves ✔️

28 - Several models/influencers are pointed out as the new flavor of summer, with the expected insinuations on social media ✔️

29 - BONUS: Cody Kennedy follows Sam and he follows her back (Cody deactivates his IG) ✔️

30 - BONUS: Victoria L (ex Heughan) posts selfie on a beach in Fife, with friends and family - including Sam and Chrissie Heughan, sparking a HUGE row in the fandon ✔️

31 - BONUS: Cait (after a sighting of the happy family in Glasgow) is spotted at a theatre in NY, while Sam, also in the US, was missing ✔️

32 - BONUS Damage containment: Cait appears in a random place with T ✔️

33 - BONUS: Cleveden appears on estate agent's website, put up for sale ✔️

34 - BONUS: Cait and Sam's recordings end at almost the same time and both disappear for a week, then appear out of nowhere in different places around the world ✔️

35 - BONUS: weekly rounds of "Look here, don't look there" ✔️

36 - BONUS: Anna Modler, as well as getting married, is pregnant ✔️

37 - BONUS: Cait is tagged by a friend, watching an Irish football match while Sam is obviously in another part of the world ✔️

38 - BONUS: Graham and Garance launch a drinks company and a big row breaks out in the fandon ✔️

Some things didn't happen, other things happened more than once, overlapping or combining with each other … but some really unexpected things have happened …

It's been fun and it doesn't have to be much more than that.

Anyway, Droughlander isn't over. We'll see how many more items are ticked off this list, or what else might happen …

Sep 1st, 2023

To sum her piece of bullshit up, they are celebrating not knowing where C has been and pretending in their delusion that she was with S but never seen either while he's broadcast his every move.

[taisgf]

READ BEFORE REQUESTING!

…thanks for actually coming to read x

WHAT I WILL WRITE!

fluff, angst, hurt/comfort, x reader (only!), mild nsfw ? idk yet, mental health topics (maybe. just ask x), wlw, fem!reader x male character, platonic, romantic, familial, AU’s, drabbles, short fics, headcanons.

WHAT I WON’T.

full on nsfw- for now. long ass fics (maybe?) character x character, and x male!reader. sorry boys, i don’t know how to write for you…

CHARACTERS I WRITE FOR

note: i may have forgotten some, and this is very much subject to change, so just ask!

ARCANE: jinx (loml), cait, vi, victor, jayce, mel, ekko, sevika

SOUTH PARK: kyle, stan, cartman, kenny, wendy, bibi, randy, sharon.

THE BOYS: starlight, queen maeve, black noir, victoria neuman, frenchie, hughie, kimiko, a-train, solider boy, firecracker, sister sage.

GOT/HOTD: dany, cersei, jamie, arya (loml #2), alicent, rhaenyra, jon, tyrion, sansa, theon, robb, yara (loml #3), aegon ii, aemond, helaena, jacerys, lucerys, a bunch of other’s i’ve forgotten probably..

YELLOWJACKETS: misty, nat, lottie, shauna, jackie, van, mari, tai, all older and younger!

TLOU: ellie, dina, jesse, abby, joel

SUCCESSION: kendall, roman (honourary lesbian), tom, greg, shiv (loml #4), gerri, willa, stewy.

STARDEW: sebastian, sam, alex, abigail, harvey, elliott, leah, maru, haley, robin, shane.

HBH: malakai, amerie, harper, spider, sasha, ca$h, ant, chook.

TWD: rick, carl, maggie, enid, daryl, glenn, negan, michonne, rosita, tara, sasha.

THE BEAR: syd, carmy.

[diannaofthemyscira]

caitlin is totally lowkey flirting with alex

i’m pretty sure this confirms that cait is bi

at least for me, but my bar is super low 

and i definitely ship it

[femslash-tv]

Avalance is coming 😍

[ghavrielthegabe]

me deciding whether to draw Alex x Steph or Vi x Cait...

[kleiner-ghost]

Kleiner Ghost's fic masterlist:

Best fics:

Two Pieces of Nine - Chapter 1 - Kleiner_Ghost - Deathloop (Video Game) [Archive of Our Own]

Billie Lurk wakes up on Blackreef, and quickly mingles with the local Archivist.

Your Value to Me - Chapter 1 - Kleiner_Ghost - Fallout 4 [Archive of Our Own]

F4 Nora x Cait soulmates AU where you get money when your SO is hurt. Angst, misunderstandings, and idiots in love.

Ongoing (although perhaps not updated recently)

Fourth time's the charm. Unless we've done this before? - Chapter 1 - Kleiner_Ghost - Deathloop (Video Game) [Archive of Our Own]

Egor Serling x reader

Dead Letters Archive - Kleiner_Ghost - Control (Video Game) [Archive of Our Own]

A collection of letters retrieved from the Bureau.

Kinktober 2023

In the works

Babylon 5 x Clone Wars crossover (I got the brilliant idea to add sketches at the end of each chapter, so that's that's gonna add extra time). I want to get at least 5 chapters written before releasing any, so as to have a semblant of a release shedule.

Bad Batch x Deathloop

Deus Ex - Jensen x Pritchard x Jensen - you know the clone theory? well i'm a huge fan of that. I've also planned out a very angsty (and a bit whumpy) story to go with it.

For a full masterlist, check out this post.

If you came looking for Billiana, click here.

All my JC (and Alex and Jock) stuff can be found here.

Oh, and here's a proper introduction post with a few more links.

[austarus]

Harrison Wells (Eobard Thawne) x Reader Ballistic Confrontations (1/3)

**A/N: The picture/edit/gif belongs to me!

Yes, I’m alive.

*TW: mentions of suicide, drowning, and cutting. Along with Eobard being a dramatic bitch*

Word Count: 3184

Part 2   Part 3

Felicity deadpanned with Harry beside her on one of the Cortex monitors. She had glanced to all her friends. “The bottom line is that we have to catch these parallel-earth goose-steppers.” Everyone was well aware of her dislike towards Nazi’s. The things they had done on this earth to her ancestors and to people like her. Utterly Disgusting.  

“This might help,” Barry stepped in, holding up a blood-stained arrow.

“Is that a kryptonite arrow?” Kara’s sister, Alex, unfurled her arms as she gently took the lethal arrow away from him.

“Yup,” Barry responded with a sigh, hands at his hips while the others rounded together. He felt exhausted from chasing around Eobard while Kara and Oliver dealt with their doppelgangers. Years later and he still wasn’t fast enough to stop the yellow speedster.

“I know I shouldn't have to ask this question, but I have to ask this question.” Felicity interjected with quick words; worry seeded in her chest. “Oliver didn't shoot Kara, did he?”

“Sort of,” Barry replied, further clarifying with a face. The days just keep getting worse and worse with these parallel-dimension-hoppers. “The other Archer and flying woman are Oliver and Kara of Earth-X.”

“When you said that Earth-X was horrible,” Caitlin glanced back at Harry, who had raised a hand in mock defeat, “you might have undersold it.”

“Wait a minute. How- how could there be another Kara?” Alex was thoroughly confused; she was still new to the concept of parallel earths doppelgangers.

“Well, there are 53 Karas, just like there's 53 Kryptons and 53 Earths.” Harry explained simply.

“And the Thawne from our earth is working with them.” Barry gave a look, clearly annoyed at the fact that Thawne was back. Again. Thawne coming back due to time travel and the Speedforce were already giving him a headache just thinking about it all over again.

Caitlin just gave Barry an incredulous look. “He's an idiot.” Harry plainly stated.

Felicity already was thinking up of ways to track them down. “Ok, if that arrow has not-so-Supergirl's blood on it, we c—"

“We could track it using quantum analysis.” Harry cut her off, but she just nodded at his words.

“We could.”

***___***

“Harry, Cait, Iris,” Barry unfurled his arms and gestured to them with his head for a sidebar. The others were busy with Alex in isolating the city for Kara-X’s radioactive blood signatures. Felicity’s specialty. After all, she was able to track a deranged killer with just his face cream. “Whatever happens, (Y/N) can’t know Thawne’s here.” Both scientists gave odd looks to each other at the speedster’s words.

“Barry she’s going to find out one way or another, she’s part of this team too,” Iris voiced, side-glancing the door as if you’d step in at any moment.

“If he’s working with them, she has the right to know.” Caitlin added. “She should know what to expect.”

“Allen, unless you decide to lock her up in the pipeline until this is all over, she’ll find out.” Harry said. “You can’t possibly hide this from her forever.” The genius scientist hinted at the fact that when Barry had run back in time last year, Thawne had been the one to ‘fix’ things when really, he had altered the timeline. A timeline created to suits him and his plans. Even going as far to tell Barry that this was how the timeline was supposed to be before Thawne had caused the alteration when he had time-traveled back to kill Nora and escalated into what is now Team Flash. Three different timelines had been created, but this one, according to Thawne, is how the original one should have been. Just with a few… absences… Like Eddie and Ronnie. Barry had never mentioned any of this to you or the fact that Thawne had ended up escaping him that night. The scarlet speedster did not want you looking for the man in the yellow suit. But it seems that fate’s not on Barry’s side this time.

“Harry, I can’t have her chasing after him. Not with all this going on,” Barry protested. “One maniacal problem at a time.”

“Whether she does or doesn’t is up to her, Allen. You’re not a god.” Harry pursed his lips before heading to the side lab.

Barry ran his tongue over his lips tightly, frowning deeply at the echoed words. He didn’t need this right now. Those words stung the speedster, mainly with the aftermath of his time remnant – Savitar - claiming god-hood, wanting to alter everything and anything in his way to stay alive. Even to kill the love of his life. Jay Garrick told him that when he ran back to this timeline a year ago. ‘We’re not gods, Barry.’

How did Wells know about that? Maybe he didn’t. But it doesn’t take a genius to figure out that time-traveling powers shouldn’t be abused like that. Yet… Thawne always gets away with it. He gets away with barely a scratch. I can be one step ahead, but he’ll be 15 steps further.

Caitlin gave her friend a sympathetic look, exchanging one with Iris. Alex and Felicity were still present in the room, but too preocuppied with their blood sample. Barry’s intentions made sense, but it was your decision whether to chase after Thawne or not. It’s your choice on whether you’d even side with him for this battle.

***___***

You had stood right outside the Cortex in the corridor, your feet stopped when you heard Barry announce that “Thawne is working with them”. Your heart got caught in your chest. Eobard was here. He was back. But why in the hell would he ever work with Nazis? Nazis? Seriously Eo??? What the absolute fuck? You knew Eobard never had a tolerance for people like that. People like Eiling or Stagg, who would “poke fun” at those with disabilities, even if he had feigned his inability to walk in the end. People who would intentionally use their status to torture others. It just goes to show how people with that kind of caliber would think. So why this sudden change? Not ‘why now’. No, why at all?? How could he have stooped so low? That idiot. Unacceptable.

But what ached the most was Barry’s words. He doesn’t trust me… Even after all these years. Your heart shook and eyes narrowed as your eyes peered at the light being cast from the Cortex. You took in a breath. Taking a quiet step back, your feet carried you to one of the higher levels of STAR Labs- one of the tower levels. Your quiet place of refuge when this had gotten too much, whether it was because the shadows kept you safe from judgment or not, you didn’t know. If he wants to act like that, then two can play this game, Bartholomew Henry Allen. You looked out onto the city, subconscious scanning every light – every street. Lights winked in and out, the night progressing as the city remained unaware of the new monsters it currently hid. But what am I going to do?

***___***

Iris rubbed her eyes before taking a step closer to her almost-husband. “What’s going on in that head of yours?”

“I can’t have (Y/N) fighting with us. Not now. Not in this battle.” Not when he’s lurking around.

“Why?”

“You know why? Thawne’s out there. Running, scheming.”

“So, you don’t trust her.” It was more of a statement rather than a question.

“Iris, she knew what he did to my mom. Lied to us about it for months back then and still chose Thawne when we locked him up. What makes this time different?”

“Barry, while all those sound like good points, first and foremost she’s our friend.” The speedster just shook his head, Iris huffed, “Look, it’s been -what?- 3? 4 years? Since she’d last been with him? Things have changed. You think after everything we’ve been through; she’ll throw that all away?”

“Yes! Old feelings come back; they always do and she’s going to get her revenge.”

“How do you know that? How do you know that she wants revenge?”

“Thawne will coax it out of her. He’s good at manipulating a person’s feelings.”

“And what would she get in the end?”

Barry didn’t answer her, instead he wrung his hands together.

“Barr, if she had wanted revenge, she would have done so already after the incident. But she didn’t. (Y/N) was depressed after Thawne was erased. Vulnerable. The love of her life was gone, just like that. Don’t you remember? How she wanted to end it all, but we stopped her.” Barry’s eyes flickered to the ground, remember the sight he had seen. Drowning. You were purposefully drowning yourself in your tub. The way your looked back at him- lifeless- when he had gotten you back to your senses. The blood the dripped, your cold skin. The monitor beeping every so often in the Cortex. Iris’ own mind shifted to when she had seen the scars littered on your arms when Caitlin had fully examined you. Your dull hair and gaunt face, nothing like the brilliant fire that rang through you months prior to Eobard’s erasure. “We helped her work through it when we found out. Caitlin and I looked after (Y/N) every second of the day until she was ready to get back on her two feet. And then Zoom happened and he was breaking you. Breaking your bones and your spirit- when you broke your back, she was all-hands-on-deck to step in and help in your place while still dealing with her own issues.”

“I know, it’s just- something just tells me otherwise with Thawne here.”

“Barry-”

“-She’s going to choose him, Iris. Nothing will change that. To her, everything we’ve been through until this point won’t mean anything. Not when Thawne’s at the end of the tunnel waiting for her. She’s going to choose him and help him.”

“But what if she doesn’t? What then, Barr?”

Barry just shrugged. “I-I don’t know, but I can’t take any chances. Not this time.” I can’t hesitate with Thawne here. One misstep and that’ll be all he needs to make his move.

Iris reached out to her fiancé, gently caressing his cheek. She knew that he won’t change his mind, no matter the reasons she could come up with. Barry thought in absolutes when it comes to Thawne. And your past emotional ties with the evil speedster only further drove his current mistrust. “Come on, we have to help the others.”

***___***

You threw the ball against the concrete wall opposite to you, all your strength forced into it. The stress ball ricocheted back to where you sat. You caught it with ease, giving it a firm squeeze as your eyes shut.

“How could you betray us? We were your friends, your family!-”

“You are-”

“We stood by you!”

“I just-”

“-Just what!? He took everything from me!”

You cringed at the voice from years past. Breathe in, breathe out.

“You’re just as guilty as him. No wonder, like calls to like.”

“I-”

“I don’t want your excuses.”

Breathe in, breathe out.

“I hope you rot with him.”

Breathe in, breathe out. Breathe in, breathe out. Breathe in, breathe out. Swallowing harshly, you did your breathing exercises to push Barry’s cold voice away. You had stolen the malleable ball from Harry- or rather, he had allowed you to take it from him. It was an unused gift from the others for Harry to deal with his anger issues. Instead of throwing beakers and graduated cylinders off desks, the Earth-2 scientist can simply channel his anger into this stress ball… Which had been a hard pass for him. Rather he preferred his method of anger outbursts, even if he did end up hurting himself in the process. So you put it to use instead; a tool for simple meditation, as well as the redirecting your certain senses. It’s made of rubber polymer so your electrokinesis didn’t harm your new toy in any way.

Your eyes lingered back onto the city, your arm hanging over your bent leg while your other remained outstretched. No good in hiding up here forever, it’ll make things more suspicious. Not like Barry isn’t suspecting anything anyway. But you had needed time to think, to collect your thoughts and assess what actions you would take. You touched the necklace Eobard had made for you in rich gold- a Columba. It’s a constellation signifying the dove in astrology as he always called you his little birdy. But also, because gave him a sense of peace which the dove has generally symbolized fore. A finger ran over the one of the six diamonds that twinkled for the constellation, connected to each by a trail of gold. Eobard. Licking your lips, you got up, you pocketed your ball and brushed any dust particle from your leggings.

Upon entering the Cortex, a group of heroes left: Oliver, Kara, Barry, Sara, and so on. Barry had shoved past you, your eyes meeting briefly as you raised an eyebrow. His expression was guarded, but you said nothing.

“I’m guessing they’re going on a little midnight excursion?” You turned to Felicity and Iris with a thumb pointing in their direction. Mick was nowhere to be found so you can assume he’s already raided the lounge fridge. Caitlin had already prepped the med bay for incoming injuries, which isn’t an uncommon expectation, but wasn’t in the Cortex.

“Ding ding ding, you’re correct,” Felicity piped up, typing away at her computer screen. She was already hacking into cameras around the warehouse as the inside had ones out of commission. “The remaining Legends are to be on standby, should something happen during the warehouse fight. Per Sara’s orders.” At least Felicity isn’t treating you any differently, especially with how close she is to Barry. He probably told her to.

“And we’re going to be…?” You raised an eyebrow, a bit offended no one decided to volunteer you for the fight. You wanted to kick some Nazi ass too. Fry those fuckers. Guess Barry told them all to not trust me. Great, thanks Barr. Bitterness welled up inside but didn’t show it. Felicity and Iris aren’t the ones to be at odds with. Maybe it’s a good thing if Eo’s there. Barry would have his eyes all over your interaction with him.

“Just doing some monitoring and staying on comms. The usual Overwatch stuff,” Felicity smiled up at you then quickly turned to her tech. You could tell that her mind was wondering. About what? You had no clue and decided it’d be best to not involve yourself should things go sour if you did and Barry would find a reason to blame you.

No, this reunion needed to be on the downlow. One away from prying eyes. Your eyes drifted to Iris’ back in a subtle manner before pulling out your phone to check the time.

“Where’s Harry?” You asked, if anything he was one of the people who hadn’t seen you for just your past. Didn’t care for it as Zoom terror and Jesse’s rescue were more pressing matters. And you had seen him for more than a doppelganger to Eobard, even if their tendencies and bristliness seemed similar. Harry was Harry and Eobard was Eobard. Both were their own men, it wasn’t that hard to see and understand. He had done his own share of horrors and dark deeds for Jesse that Harry was dealing with his own darkness, while your demons haunted you. In an odd way, you both understood one another. Begrudgingly at first, though. Plus, you needed to return the stress ball back to him, thinking he’d need it now with Thawne around. If anything, you found it funny how Harry got mad when people would call Thawne a Wells. The Wells doppelganger would spectacularly blow up, which was always a site to see. Though you were hoping the two would never meet. You chewed on the inside of your cheek on how that interaction could possibly go. Would you-

“He’s probably back in his lab,” Iris spoke up from the other side of the Cortex, padding up to you. You nodded at her, mind drifting once more as you strolling to the Cortex exit. Harry could hold his own, but up against Eo, with all his speed… You’d choose-

“Hey,” Iris stopped you, snapping you out of your thoughts and placing a hand on your arm. You blinked. A small smile was woven on her face, one of those comforting smiles that said that you can come to her for anything… But could you?

“Hey,” you returned it, feigning any indication that you had overheard what Barry had said earlier. Schooling your features, you calmed your nerves. I’ve done this before. Pretended not to know. I can do it again. I can’t trust no one, and it seems like no one can trust me. I’ll be the actress again in this drama, spun by Barry this time.

“Can I talk to you for a moment?”

“Sure”

Iris was perceptive, she didn’t miss the slight strain in your voice. The guarded look that the young journalist had become accustomed to receiving when approaching you. There were times where she’d realize you were walking on eggshells with her. Because of Barry. Because of the serrated words he had thrown at you like knives all those times ago. But there were times where all was well with the world, the past forgotten and the strength of your friendship with the team more prominent than ever.  Then again, having Nazi’s return and who are hell bent on ruling this Earth by eradicating its heroes then move on to the next Earth in the multiverse does tend to throw tension into the air. Iris bit her lip. Especially if she doesn’t know about Thawne.

“(Y/N), look there’s… there’s something I need to tell you.”

“Sure, what’s up?”

“…”

“Iris, is something wrong? Are you ok?”

She noted sincerity on your face. “Thawne’s here.”

You pursed your lips, internally confused. “Iris-”

“And he’s fighting with the Earth-Xers.”

“I… what?!” Your rage was not false. Sure you knew about it earlier, but now it was necessary to unleash it. It’d make your surprise all the more legit.

“I needed you to know,” Iris swallowed.

“How?”

“When Barry, Oliver, and Kara intercepted their heist.”

“…” It was your turn to be silent. You knew, but you had to play a little longer until you could leave.

“I trust you, ok?”

“But” You knew there was a ‘but’. There always is one. Iris blinked, opening her mouth a few times then looking away before meeting your gaze once more.

“But I need to know you’re with us on this.”

Your eyes never left hers, your hand was held in both of hers. Before you could even respond an alarm had gone off. Both your necks snapped to Felicity, who snapped up from her sitting position.

“That was the corridor alarm.” Fear crippled its way in the air. “This is a setup.”

[weryourlegacy]

X Choose whoever :)

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Kay/Fletcher

Kay/Q

Matteo/Liv

Rae/Esme

Flynn/Esme

Teddy/Cait

Rhett/Cait

Tripp/Willow

Noah/Willow

Diana/Claudia

Brendon/Lexi

Lana/Rhett

Alex/Lana

Rae/Roman

[tenebriiis-archived]

🎵 + gimme some of that cait and lb >:3c

Send me 🎵 + a ship and I’ll post a song many songs that reminds me of that ship! OTP

• "ARMY" by Besomorph, Arcando & Neoni

•  “Illuminated” by Hurts

• “You Belong to Me” by Cat Pierce

• “Grind Me Down” by Lilianna Wilde

• “A Little Death” by The Neighbourhood

• “Fools” by  Lauren Aquilina 

•  “Dynasty” by MIIA (Death Knight / Life Priestess AU)

•  “Meet Me On The Battlefield” by  SVRCINA

• "Storm" by Ruelle

• "Dusk Till Dawn" by ZAYN & Sia

• "And I Love Her" by the Beatles

• "I Want To Hold Your Hand" by The Beatles

• "I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing" by Aerosmith

• "Sin Miedo a Nada" by Alex Ubago & Amaia Montero

• "Dulce Locura" by La Oreja de Van Gogh { Reincarnation/Soulmate AU & Pre-Death Knight & Life Priestess AU }

• "Angels" by The XX

• "Talking to the Moon" by Bruno Mars { Reverse Timeline/Doctor Who AU - aka: Monkey & Annie's stabbing their hearts to death part 1 AU }

• "Flesh" by Simon Curtis

• "Partners in Crime" by Set it Off ( Criminal Girlfriends!50s AU tho it works for Canon pretty well too xD)

• "Por Amor al Arte" by Ivan Guevara ( Childhood Friends / HighSchool Sweethearts AU mostly )

{ 🙗 } // Lissen when it’s about @piltover-sharpshooter​ ♥ I can’t NEVER choose just one; the proof is right here { 1 & 2 } ; about how I was supposed to choose only 5, but when you have such a magnificent, creative & inspiring writing partner with such a wonderful OTP on hands & tons of AUs to choose from & either cry/laugh/go killed by the feeling's train 24/7 ... can you even blame me~? Everything I hear I can say "THIS IS X AU" & I LOVE IT, Tick isn't even a national treasure... he is a Universal Treasure with all that mind of his own uwu BE RIGHT BACK.... Watch me create an Spotify Playlist of more than +100 songs for this Ship as I get drunk in feelings & Rose Flavored Tea ♥

[ccacoethes]

— THE ROAD TO PARADISE BEGINS IN HELL.

{ genderfluid, he/they/she } huh, who’s TESSA THOMPSON? no, you’re mistaken, that’s actually YENNEFER MALSTROM. he/they/she is a 37 year old MUGGLEBORN wix who is A HITWIZARD. he/they/she is known for being UNPREDICTABLE, IMMORAL, COLD, UNREPENTANT, and VIOLENT but also SELF-ASSURED, ALLURING, DAUNTLESS, RELENTLESS, and METHODICAL, so that must be why he/they/she always reminds me of the song SELFISH BY HAMSTER FT LEE and RESENTMENT AND VENGEANCE BEING PART OF YOUR DNA; SHOWING GOD THE MESS YOU’VE MADE AND BLAMING IT ON HIM; HOLLOW, EMPTY CHURCHES THAT ARE LONG ABANDONED BUT FILLED WITH PHANTOMS; SETTING EXPECTATIONS ON FIRE; THE BELIEF THAT VIOLENCE CAN BE DIVINE; KNOWING PAIN MORE INTIMATELY THAN FAMILY. i hear he/they/she is aligned with DEATH EATERS, so be sure to keep an eye on him/them/her.

PARALLELS: the joker ( dc comics ), loki ( marvel comics ), cait ( fallout 4 ), bronn ( game of thrones ), bellatrix lestrange ( harry potter ), meave millay ( westworld ), asha greyjoy ( game of thrones ), iron bull ( dragon age inquisition ), alex krycek ( the x files ), tyler durden ( fight club ), villanelle ( killing eve ), freddie lounds ( hannibal )

WARNINGS: religion / catholicism, chronic pain, murder.

STATS.  INTRODUCTION.

[ftkd-arts]

this is just a dump don’t worry about it

And i’ll break their ass down

Felicity Smoak

How I feel about this character

I’m love her. Felicity is the main reason why I kept on my Arrow binge, and now it’s one of my favorite shows.

All the people I ship romantically with this character

Oliver, of course! Let’s go down the list, in order of which I shipped them; Sara, Alena, Nyssa, Black Siren. Probably more but i haven’t rewatched the earlier seasons in a while

My non-romantic OTP for this character

Curtis, bffs

My unpopular opinion about this character

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon

More badass moments. Felicity is an amazing hacker, but I truly believe she would have advanced in the field as well if trained. Sure, I love Morally Gray! Felicity, but this part of her was quickly demonized by her friend group and I dunno that’s just uncomfortable for me. Felicity ain’t allowed to carry a gun so she can feel safe? She’s been kidnapped how many fucking times and Oliver’s throwing a shitfit now that she has the means to protect herself? It just doesn’t make sense. I feel like Oliver would object to Felicity killing, but also, she’s already commited mass murder? That’s the entire reason Ragboy left? Like she’s already killed people, Oliver, she’s been to the dark side before, dude, you can’t “save” her. I think he would’ve been more likely to train Felicity so she can defend herself properly so the gun wasn’t her only source of defense just in case it was used against her. Honestly all the teams need to train their more brainy members how to fight in general, you cannot have a person involved in something that could get them killed and not do that guys

Killer Frost (The Flash)

How I feel about this character

TSUNDERE BABE

All the people I ship romantically with this character

Caitlin, OTP. I’ve never created so much art for a pairing before, whether it be fanfics or drawings. Silver Banshee and Livewire is my favorite crack ot3 for her. Probably makes passes at all her boys’ girls, like Iris and Kamilla and Sue

My non-romantic OTP for this character

Ralphie! They’re bros

My unpopular opinion about this character

Gagagagagagagaagay, socially awkward tsundere, just wants to be loved, will punch you in the face if you find out, panic attacks 24/7, so much anger issues

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

More soft moments with the team. I think she and Iris would work really well as passive-aggressive friends, y’know the type whose love language is insulting each other constantly

Cisco Ramon (The Flash)

How I feel about this character

I wuv him. Third favorite in the Flash, behind Frost and Cait respectively. Long hair, don’t care, nerd boy, i have a big gay crush on him, I really connect to his whole ‘i-was-emotionally-neglected-by-my- parents-and-fictional-characters-raised-me’ vibe. Also hair. pwetty. run hair??? run fingers through hair? ples

All the people I ship romantically with this character

Alright I’m poly and a multishipper so this is gonna be a long one. Keep in mind that I personally headcanon Cisco as bisexual aromantic, but as a subset identity called cupioromantic; my basic understanding of it is that though this label has no romantic feelings, they desire relations that are romantic-esque. Let’s go down the list! Ralph Dibny, Sue, and Kamilla as an ot4 absolutely melts me, Iris and Cisco are so good but Barco is neat too! Them as an ot3 could be so cute. Ronnie x Cisco is a gem. OH and he and Hartley used to date but broke up

My non-romantic OTP for this character

Caitlin of course! They’re best bros! The nerdy scientist and the professional doctor, both emotionally stunted idiots. I like to think they bonded over a shared love for horror movies, and that’s how they became friends. Also a bit of Killer Frost! Of course Cisco would have some relationship with his best friend’s alter. They’re not best friends (Frost considers Ralph her best friend), but they’re close. He introduced her to Game of Thrones. Frost calls him “Cissy,” “Transco” and “Vibeboy.” Cisco overuses “White Walker” way too much when talking with her.

My unpopular opinion about this character

A good boy?? I dunno, I can never find any content for Aro Cisco. I like to think that he’s emotionally stunted because his parents weren’t affectionate, and he developed a broad fixation on escapist fantasies for comfort and stimulation, like tv shows and comics. This could just be a projection ha 

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

I wish Cisco would just get confirmed as trans already! And he should talk about the fact he has a dead brother more often, that sting doesn’t just go away after a few episodes. Also give him and Iris more of a relationship. Also make him talk to Ralph more. Also there needs to be more chemistry with Kamilla, like comeon guys let’s see some banter over here rn he has more canonical chemistry with Ralph’s girlfriend

Caitlin Snow (The Flash)

How I feel about this character

My socially awkward darling.

All the people I ship romantically with this character

Killer Frost. Just,, Frostie. Killersnow is my jam, I still chug out content for it to this day. Also Patty x Cait is a fun crackship, maybe throw Iris in it, too. Probably has a small crush on Kara and Kate. Way bigger crush on Lena and Alex. Buff smarties are her bread and butter, probably why she was so into Ronnie. Otherwise I generally see her as asexual

My non-romantic OTP for this character

Cisco, Barry, Ralphie. Cisco especially, they’re besties, everyday, inside jokes, binge-watch together, dumb idiots with wildly different coping mechanisms, I think that;s why I like their friendship so much? Cait sort of just shuts down, ignores it, pushes herself into something she views as more productive than her thoughts and feelings. Cisco de-constructs his emotions by putting them in ways he can easily understand, into comics and characters, because tv was his only escape from the emotional neglect his family offered. Caitlin focused solely on getting out and being someone Thomas could be proud of, y’know? 

My unpopular opinion about this character

Ace, bi, poly. Neutral, polite, aloof, superiority complex, inferiority complex, definite imposter syndrome-- idunno i fell in love with s1 Cait and I wish her canonically life-long tendency to repress and deny would show up more. Definitely the smartest in any given group (and she knows it), but is nice about it. Remember in season one when she called a brain freeze the long-ass scientific name? Instant love, I’m love her, I wish she did that more, clearly she loves science and medicine and biology so so much and I really hope they show more of her being a fuckin dork for it, it makes her feel so much more human, she’s just. great

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

Just went on a rant about it in the above text. Let Caitlin be a dork! Let her be repressive and emotional and I-can-do-it-on-my-own-y! Let her be all this and more, a human whose conditioned herself a robot, I love that concept so much. Let Caitlin be herself!

[fangzeronos]

A Luthor and A Super Ch. 10

Ch.1/Ch.2/Ch.3/Ch.4/Ch.5/Ch.6/Ch.7/Ch.8/Ch.9

Kara sighed as she stirred slowly the next morning, hearing a pounding on the front door of the penthouse. She grumbled and got up, grabbing one of Lena’s shirts and pulling it on before hopping in a pair of shorts and x-raying the door. “Alex?” she mumbled, making her way out and opening the door. “Alex? What are you doing here?”

 “Tracking your ass down,” Alex said, brushing past her sister. “Where were you last night? After you left the DEO?”

 “I was here,” Kara said. “I left the DEO and I went to LCorp to surprise Lena. Eve came in and we went to the lab where Lena told me about some experiments she’d been doing because a heart she’d been testing Harun-El on was stolen by Manchester. We opened the vault and I got hit with Kryptonite, and we found out it was Lex’s. We left there and I was here the rest of the night. Lena’s naked and asleep if you want me to wake her up so you can hear it from her.”

 Alex’s face blanched and she narrowed her eyes. “No. It was bad enough when you broke her fingers during—ugh. The reason I’m asking is because the President is dead. Oval Office CCTV showed Supergirl roasting him with Heat Vision. Colonel Haley was there as well, and she’s dead too. Several other members of Government were injured.”

 Kara’s eyes got wide. “Alex, I swear that wasn’t me!” she said, stumbling back and sitting down at the bar beside the kitchen. “I was here with Lena all night. I swear to Rao that wasn’t me!” Her hands clenched as she looked down, fighting back tears.

 Alex wrapped her arms around Kara, kissing her head softly. “I know it wasn’t you, honey. I had to ask anyway. I’ve got some big Government people breathing down my neck for answers,” she said.

 Kara nodded softly, looking over and seeing Lena walking out of the bedroom, a robe covering her up with just the quickest flash of purple lace panties, a fact that made Kara lick her lips softly. “Hi, babe,” she said.

 “Mm…morning,” Lena yawned, walking over and wrapping her arm around Kara’s shoulders, kissing her cheek. “Woke up and you weren’t there.”

 “Sorry, Lena. That’s my fault,” Alex said, explaining about what happened to the White House. “Basically everything’s gone to hell.”

 “I would bet that Lex has something to do with this,” Lena said. “He has to. He hates anything and anyone Kryptonian.” She sighed and moved around the bar, setting a tea kettle on the stove. “Alex, we’ve got something we have to do this morning, but we’ll come by the DEO when we’re done, get this sorted out.”

 Alex nodded, sighing softly. “Alright.” She kissed Kara’s cheek, reaching over and squeezing Lena’s hand. “I’ll see you soon.” She walked out and shut the door, sighing softly and shaking her head. “This isn’t going to be good…”

 Kara sighed, shaking her head as she got up. “First Lex is loose, Manchester steals the Harun-El heart, and then Lockwood and James, and now this bullshit. What the fuck is going on?!”

 Lena walked over, wrapping her arms around Kara’s waist and hugging her tightly. “Hey. Don’t stress. We’re going to fix all of this, and we’ll do it together. Alright? It’s what we do, baby. We’ll start with Lex’s Kryptonite, and we’ll go from there. When this is all over, we’ll celebrate and have fun until the next crisis.”

 Kara nodded, leaning back against Lena and sighing softly. “Yeah. Which, for us, might just be next week,” she said. “I’m going to get dressed and I’ll go get Cisco.” She turned and kissed Lena’s cheek softly, walking off to the bedroom again and sighing as she rubbed her arms softly, more out of nerves then cold. She dressed in her usual cardigan and skirt, making her way back out. “I’ll meet you at the Lab, Lee.”

 Lena set her tea down and walked over, putting her hands against Kara’s cheeks before leaning in and kissing her girlfriend. “I love you so much. Please don’t let this bother you,” she whispered.

 Kissing Lena in return, the blonde nodded softly. “Easier said then done, but I’ll try.” She smiled a bit, turning her head and kissing Lena’s palm before she grabbed her bag and walked out of the apartment. She hit the elevator and walked out of the building before she headed into the alley and hit the breach device.

 The second breach opened in S.T.A.R. Labs on Earth-1, and Kara looked around, biting her lip softly. “Hello? Cisco? Caitlin? Barry?” she called, starting to walk around. “Hello!! Anyone here?” She turned a corner and yelped as she came face to face with Caitlin Snow, the bio-engineer screaming at the same time. “Caitlin!”

 “Kara!” Caitlin said, putting her hand on her chest and sighing. “What are you doing here?! You scared the hell out of me!”

 “Sorry!” Kara said with a smile, hugging Caitlin. “I’m looking for Cisco. Where’s he at?” As she asked her question, the man in question walked up behind Caitlin, grinning as he saw Kara. “Cisco!”

 “Hey, girl,” Cisco said with a grin. “What do you need? Is something wrong? Someone trying to rewrite reality again or is it Dominators?”

 Kara smiled and shook her head. “No, nothing that dangerous. I…need your help. My girlfriend, Lena Luthor, her brother just got out of jail and stashed a lot of Kryptonite in LCorp, and we need to get rid of it. Could you--?”

 “I can gather it and breach it to a dead world,” Cisco said. “Or I can breach it right there in the lab.” He smiled and led Kara and Caitlin deeper into the Lab, grabbing his gauntlets and glasses. “I’m ready whenever you are.” He turned to Caitlin. “Do me a favor. If Barry asks where I am, tell him and that I’ll be back to help with Nora soon.”

 “Got it,” Caitlin said with a smile and a nod.

 “Who’s Nora?” Kara asked.

 “Remember the water girl from Barry and Iris’ wedding? The one that was like…the Energizer Bunny on Red Bull and a sugar high?” Caitlin asked. “That’s Nora West-Allen. Barry and Iris’ daughter from the future.”

 “Wicked!”

 “No, not really,” Cisco said. “She’s…kind of gone bad after we found out she was working with Eobard Thawne.”

 “That asshole Reverse Flash?!” Kara asked with wide eyes.

 “Yep,” Cisco said, tossing his hand out and opening the breach. “Fill you in later. I’ll be back quick, Cait.”

 “Got it,” Caitlin said with a smile, watching Cisco and Kara step through the breach back to Earth-38.

 The next day, after saying goodbye to Cisco and giving Lena a tour of Earth-1, Kara stood with Lena outside of LCorp, James Olsen in front of them in full Guardian gear with a dozen Children of Liberty members behind him. Kara folded her arms, narrowing her eyes while Lena clenched her hands around the straps of her bag, fully intending on beating the hell out of her ex-boyfriend if she had to.

 “Two minutes, James. Talk fast,” Lena growled. “Why did you out Kara to the entire world on live television?”

 James scoffed, rolling his eyes. “I don’t answer to you, Luthor. Not anymore. But, since you’re being so demanding, just like you always are, it’s because of jealousy. You two got so disgustingly close after she told you the truth and you got drunk and sent bullshit texts and voicemails, and I couldn’t stand it. If I couldn’t have you, I’d take away what was important.”

 Lena dropped her bag and lashed out, slamming her fist into James’ face, making him stumble back before she clawed at him, scratching his cheek and neck. “You son of a bitch!” she snarled, trying to lunge for him again only to be stopped by Kara holding her back. “Let go of me, Kara! I’m going to rip his throat out with my teeth! He’ll gargle in his own blood as he dies! Fucking let me go!”

 “No!” Kara snapped, holding Lena back. “As much as you want to break his head open, you can’t. You’ve proven to be better then this, Lena. He’ll get his soon enough when the Children of Liberty are finished. Lockwood can’t hold power forever.”

 James laughed, rubbing his cheek and wiping the blood away. “That’s where you’re wrong. He’ll have all the power he needs and it’s thanks to your friend Manchester.” He turned and started walking away, stopping when Superman landed in front of him, separating him from the other Children of Liberty. “Oh, hell.”

“James,” Clark said as he folded his arms. “You’re coming with me. We’re going to have a long talk, and it’s best if your “friends” behind me just drop their weapons and walk away. If they don’t, all thirteen of you are going to jail.” He cocked an eyebrow and smiled. “What’s it going to be, James?”

 “Put them down. Weapons, masks, shields. Go home,” James said, looking at the men. As they walked away, James narrowed his eyes. “You won’t get away with stopping me, Clark. Lockwood’s got more then just fanatics on his side.”

 “I don’t care about Lockwood. I care about my friend betraying someone that he should have been protecting,” Clark said, grabbing James’ arm. “We’re going to have a long discussion about this, James. You won’t like how it ends.” He lifted up and looked at Kara. “I’ll deal with him. You stop Lex, Manchester, and Lockwood.”

 Kara nodded, still refusing to let go of a struggling Lena. “You got it. They’ll be stopped today and hopefully that’s the end of it.” She watched Clark take off with James, and she looked at Lena. “You gonna stop fighting?”

 Lena huffed, going limp in Kara’s arms as she got set back on the ground. “Damn you,” she said, glaring at Kara. “Why did you stop me?!”

 “Because it’s the right thing to do,” Kara said, frowning softly. “I’m sorry, Lena, but Clark taking him was the right thing. As much as we both wanted to rip his spine out.”

 “And beat him with it,” Lena growled, her hands clenched. She sighed and looked away, picking her bag up softly. “Find J’onn. Deal with Manchester. I’ll help Alex find Lockwood and Lex.” She walked off, getting in her car and taking off.

 “Lena,” Kara sighed, floating up and heading for J’onns office. She landed outside and smiled softly as she touched the plaque on the doorframe. Walking in, she looked around and bit her lip. “J’onn?”

 J’onn walked out from the back of the office, smiling softly. “Kara. What can I do for you?”

 “I need to know where Manchester is. I’m putting an end to this,” Kara said.

 J’onn got quiet, sitting down at his desk. “Sit.” When Kara did, he sighed softly and bit his lip. “Manchester’s dead. I confronted him at the dam a few nights ago and he tried to taunt me into killing him. Unfortunately, he was using the Staff of H'ronmeer, and when I got it back from him, he tried to attack me again. I…used the Staff and killed him. I’m sorry, Kara. I…” He sighed and put his head in his hands, looking down and feeling ashamed.

 Kara got up and put her hand on J’onn’s shoulder before she leaned in and hugged him tightly. “It’s alright, J’onn. You did what you had to,” she whispered. “Did…he say anything about having a heart that he took from LCorp?”

 J’onn sighed, trying to think. “He mentioned working on something big to give to Lex Luthor. Said “It’s the thing to beat Supergirl once and for all.” It could be what he was talking about. Why?”

 “Lena went to Alex to start looking for Lex and Lockwood, and I’ll need all the help I can get to stop them both today. If Lex has that heart, there’s no telling what he’d do with it,” Kara said. She looked over as J’onn’s phone went off, and she watched him pick up.

 “Text from Alex. She’s got eyes on Lex and Lockwood. They’re in the DEO,” J’onn said. “Demanding you show up and surrender.”

 “Let’s go,” Kara said, looking at J’onn. “You have to help me, J’onn. I can’t do this without you this time.” She stood back and bit her lip, hoping he’d help. She grinned when he stood up and shifted into his Martian Manhunter look. “Let’s go.” She took off and ran out of the office, leaping into the air and hearing J’onn behind her.

 Alex narrowed her eyes, gun in hand as she pointed it at Lex and Lockwood. “You two get the hell out of my Agency now. Otherwise you’re both under arrest.”

 “I’m sorry, Ms. Danvers. I’m afraid you don’t have the authority to arrest me,” Lex said with a smile. “Considering who I have with me. Miss Tessmacher!” He turned and smiled as Eve walked in with a surprising figure beside her.

 “Kara?” Alex asked, her eyes wide. “No, you’re not my sister. You just look like her.”

 “Funny how that happened,” Lex said. “You see, last year when she stopped Ms. Arias, the Harun-El split your sister into two distinct people. Kara Danvers, and my Red Daughter. She’s the one that killed the President, Ms. Danvers. So, you see, having my own Kryptonian to help discredit your sister has worked perfectly. There’s anti-Supergirl sentiment in Washington at the moment because of this.”

 Alex lowered her gun softly, looking at the Kryptonian in front of her. “Listen to me. Lex is using you to hurt people. You don’t have to do this. He’s manipulating you.”

 The Red Daughter just shook her head. “That is where you are wrong,” she said with a Russian accent. “Alex has proven to me that Americans are the problem. You are all what is wrong with the world.”

 “I’m Alex,” Alex said, stepping forward. “That’s Lex Luthor. He’s the bad guy.”

 “Listen to her, honey,” Lena said, walking out of the lab and looking at the gathered group. “He manipulated me my entire life, he’s orchestrated a hundred different events to get to this point, and when he’s done with you, he’ll throw you out like a piece of trash. He isn’t the man you think he is.”

 “Shut it, Luthor,” Lockwood said, turning and shooting Lena, dropping her to the ground. “Anyone that fucks an alien deserves the same thing the leeches get.”

 “Lena!” two Kara’s voices yelled at the same time.

 A gust of wind ripped through the DEO as Kara knelt beside Lena, helping her sit up softly. “Lena, are you alright?”

 “I’m fine,” Lena said with a smile. “Got the shoulder. Stop them.”

 Kara lifted Lena up, taking her back into the lab. “Stay here.” She walked back out, narrowing her eyes. “I figured the Harun-El would have had a side effect on me, but I didn’t think it’d be like this.” Her expression softened, and she folded her hands in front of her. “You don’t have to stand with Lex. He’ll only hurt you. You reacted the same way I do when something happens to Lena. That means something.”

 “Don’t let her manipulate you,” Lex said. “This is what you’ve trained for. Kill her and rid the world of her.” He turned to face the Red Daughter. “Do what I’m telling you! Now!”

 Shaking her head, the Red Daughter stepped away from Lex. “No. I will not hurt her. I…I do not want to hurt her.”

 Lex sighed, shaking his head softly as he pulled a gun out of his pocket. “A damn shame. She could have ripped this planet apart without a second thought.” He aimed and fired at the Red Daughter, a Kryptonite bullet entering her back and sending her toppling to the ground.

 Alex rushed over and put pressure on the wound, her hands shaking. “BRAINY!” she yelled.

 “NO!” Kara snapped, rushing Lex and ripping the gun out of his hand before throwing it away, pinning Lex to the wall and tightening her grip around his throat. “I could snap your neck in an instant!”

 “Then do it!” Lex laughed, holding his hands up. “Do it then, Danvers. Prove to everyone that you’re not as wholesome as they think you are!”

 Kara’s hand tightened around Lex’s throat, and she felt his pulse under her fingers, feeling how quick it was. Her eyes lit with her head vision and she growled low in her throat before she slammed Lex into the ground, letting go of his throat and stepping back. “I won’t kill you. As much as I goddamned want to, I won’t. I won’t become the murderer people think I am.” She backed off and walked over to Alex, kneeling beside her clone.

 Lex coughed and got up, seeing the Kryptonite gun. He grabbed it and pointed it at Kara before another shot rang out, looking down and seeing blood on his shirt. He hit his knees as the gun dropped from his hand, looking behind him at Lockwood. “Helping them, Lockwood?” he asked, coughing as he collapsed backward.

 “Yes,” Lockwood said, tossing his gun down before pulling his Agent Liberty mask off and letting it thunk on the floor of the DEO. “Seeing two Supergirls both care for one human, seeing the compassion in her eyes…I realize I was wrong.” He unstrapped the ballistics vest he wore, tossing it down before getting on his knees and putting his hands behind his head. “The Children of Liberty are done. Aliens are as much people as we are.”

 J’onn walked over and handcuffed Lockwood, pushing him over to another agent. “Lock him up.”

 Kara kept pressure against the wound softly, watching Alex dig out the Kryptonite bullet. She winced at the sight of the Kryptonite, feeling Alex clean the wound before starting to stitch it up. “You’re going to be ok. Alex is the best, and we’ll get you fixed up.”

 The Red Daughter nodded softly, wincing as she felt Alex stitching her back. “I am so sorry. I…I should have seen that Alex—no, Lex was the bad one. I am so sorry, Supergirl.”

 Kara smiled, moving her clone’s hair out of her face softly. “Call me Kara. We are twins after all. Do you have a name?”

 She shook her head. “I was always called “The thing” or “Girl”. Never gave me a name. I cannot be Kara Danvers.”

 Kara nodded softly, helping her sit up after Alex was done before helping her to her feet. “We’ll have time to work on that. Let Alex get you to the medical lab and I’ll be right there with Lena.” She hugged the Red Daughter, smiling softly. “You can be a hero in your own right. There’s times I can’t do it, so it’ll be good to have help.”

 Alex smiled softly, taking her sister’s clone deeper into the DEO to finish patching her up, both women starting to talk to each other.

 Lena walked out of the lab again, holding a stack of gauze to her shoulder before making her way to Kara. She took her girlfriend’s hand softly, kissing her knuckles. “Are you alright?”

 Kara nodded softly, squeezing Lena’s hand softly. “Yeah,” she said. “Lena, about earlier—”

 “Stop,” Lena said. “I’m sorry about that. I…I had no right to get angry at you. You stopped me before I did something I’d regret, and I got mad about it. It’s my fault and I’m sorry, baby.” She leaned up and kissed Kara’s cheek before her eyes landed on Lex. “Is he--?”

 Kara nodded softly. “Lockwood shot him in the back and surrendered,” Kara said. “He shot the Red Daughter when she wouldn’t kill me, and he tried to shoot me when I put him in the floor. Alex has her in medical. She doesn’t have a name, but it’s something she’ll figure out on her own.” She sighed softly, pressing her hands to her eyes. “Manchester’s dead. J’onn got to him. He said Lex had the Harun-El heart, but if Lex had it, he’d have used it on himself. I don’t…know where the heart is, honey.”

 Lena smiled softly. “Maybe that’s for the best. Harun-El was a bad experiment anyway.” She put her hand on Kara’s cheek, brushing her thumb over her skin softly. “Are you sure you’re alright?”

 “I don’t know,” Kara whispered, sitting down and sighing softly. “I’m tired. Kryptonite, Lex, Lockwood, James, the Harun-El clone of myself, Haley…I’m tired. I don’t think I want to Supergirl for a while. I…I think I need a break.”

 Lena nodded, sitting in Kara’s lap and kissing her cheek. “Then we’ll take a break. We’ll go on vacation. Anywhere you want to go.”

 Kara smiled softly and nodded, giving Lena a squeeze. “Right now, we need to go to the medical lab and get that shoulder taken care of. I will not have you bleed out in my lap, Luthor.”

 “Yes, Danvers,” Lena said with a grin. She got up and smiled when Kara took her hand, the pair walking down the hall where Alex was with the Red Daughter.

 “What do you think of “Karen” as a name, Alex?” she asked, biting her lip as she looked back at Alex.

 “Karen. Karen Danvers. Hm…I like it,” Alex said with a smile. “Suits you.”

 Kara walked in and smiled softly. “I love it. Kara, Karen, and Alex Danvers,” she said. “We’re the three biggest badasses.”

 “Excuse me? I’m here too, you ass,” Lena said, shoving Kara and sticking her tongue out.

 “Well…you’re not officially a Danvers yet, Lena,” Alex said, taping gauze down onto Karen’s wound and helping lower the shirt down. “What’s rule number one, Kara?”

 “Don’t screw with the Danvers sisters!” Kara laughed, causing Lena, Alex, and Karen to start laughing as well.

 Lena smiled softly, closing her eyes as she felt Kara working on her bullet wound. With her brother dead and the Children of Liberty hopefully never coming back, she knew that she and Kara could finally be happy and get on with their lives. If anyone had told her six months ago that she’d be sitting with her girlfriend and her clone after being told her best friend was Supergirl, she’d have thought they were crazy. For once, she was glad she wasn’t because she finally had the support and love she always wanted, and it was all thanks to Kara.

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It feels like the first time

Jackie Hoving, Between You and Me, 2020, Archival print collage with paint on panel. 18 x 24 in.

Tiger Strikes Asteroid: It feels like the first time May 22 – September 30, 2021 Mana Contemporary Chicago, Floor 5

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Tiger Strikes Asteroid: It feels like the first time is the first-ever, largest, and most comprehensive survey show that brings together the exhibition’s namesake network of artist-run spaces in Philadelphia, New York, Los Angeles, Chicago, and Greenville, SC. Curated by Teresa Silva and Holly Cahill, two of the cooperative’s own members in Chicago, the exhibition includes nearly 50 of their peers with works inside Mana Contemporary’s main gallery.

Since its founding in 2009, Tiger Strikes Asteroid has been dedicated to creating a true network of artists, expanding connections and building community through artist-initiated exhibitions, projects, and curatorial opportunities. The cooperative programs through a model of horizontal, rather than vertical growth, as well as a dynamic exchange of ideas and resources between cities. An ever-evolving experimental and intentional community, at once independent and interdependent, and nonhierarchical in uplifting underrepresented work and voices, Tiger Strikes Asteroid offers new contexts for the work of emerging, mid-career and established artists.

It feels like the first time is a watershed moment; it’s the first and most inclusive exhibition showcasing works by Tiger Strikes Asteroid members together, a constellation of conversations that delve into one’s sensorial experiences. Both sprawling and specific, the show’s framework slips into preoccupations with material memory and collections, the uncanny, touch and personal space, meditative gestures, existing power structures and belief systems. This framework of ideas is unsettled and shifting like the world itself.

ARTISTS Carl Baratta, matthew anthony batty, Megan Biddle, Samantha Box, Johanna Braun, Mark Brosseau, Holly Cahill, Cecile Chong, Vanessa Chow, Vincent Como, April Dauscha, Rachel de Cuba, Suzanne Dittenber, Yael Eban, Cait Finley, Rachael Gorchov, Alexis Granwell, Mary Henderson, Jackie Hoving, Olivia Jia, Daniel Johnson, Debra Kayes, Lucas Kelly, Amy Lee Ketchum, Zehra Khan, Nichola Kinch, Julia Klein, Susan Klein, Adam Lovitz, Hirona Matsuda, Nicole Mauser, Samantha Mitchell, Kara Mshinda, Michael Niemetz, Liz Nurenberg, Alex Paik, Norm Paris, Andrew Prayzner, Kari Reardon, Terri Saulin, Fred Schmidt-Arenales, Kelsey Sheaffer, Pacifico Silano, Christopher Ulivo, Luke Whitlatch, Sun You