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aceoflights · 11 months ago

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Oh the dynamics of "I've become a worse person for you, but it's worth it"

"I have a strict moral code, but I've killed for you"

"I know doing this will pull me into an unending cycle of violence, but I'd do anything to protect you"

"This will haunt me forever and destroy me from the inside out, but it's for you"

"I have actively covered up murder for you, and it has me questioning everything about myself"

#hits even harder sometimes when the character's got a past that they really don't wanna go back to. but they will. for love. for protection #this isn't really about anthing specific #just the vibes of a few things #prodigal son #oh my god prodigal son #hannibal #by which i mean will and abigail #the devil judge #beyond evil #ramblings #mine

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spitblaze · 5 months ago

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gnc and butch women (cis AND trans) and transmascs are punished for performing masculinity past certain thresholds of arbitrary attractiveness because people that cishet society categorizes or clocks as 'women' are not supposed to perform masculinity. hope this helps 👍

#spitblaze says things #this is the last thing im ever gonna fuckin say on the topic. im purging this stupidity from my brain once and for all with this post #there is an intersection of transphobia and misogyny here and idc what you wanna call it but to deny its existence is weird to me #transfems' hypervisibility means they have a lot of recognition but its absolutely not a privilege #transmascs' invisibility means they can stealth and fly under the radar easier which is better but not by a lot #and the assertion that nb people have to 'pick a side' so we can decide how to treat them is fucking ludicrous #there are absolutely differences in our treatment and our needs but a lot of it boils down to the same shit.#we are women when they want to deny us agency. we are men when they want to deny us support. this is true for everyone under the umbrella #and it's MEASURABLY worse when you're not white #anyway. im kinda over leftist groups who spend all their effort arguing about theory instead of doing anything in practice #so the next person who claims butch lesbians have 'masc privilege' or that transmascs dont actually face any sort of unique oppression #is getting smacked with a heavily vandalized copy of abigail schrier's Irreparable Damage #like again idgaf what you call it. you can just call it 'transphobia and misogyny' if you want im not a cop #ive just seen too many people who claim that it doesnt exist at all and im done with letting this take up brainspace #so im hanging up this sign and leaving. goodbye #i saw us go through the exact same shit with bisexuals and asexuals and gay men and frankly im not thrilled that its at my doorstep again #we go through a lot of the same shit but different populations do in fact need different kinds of support. thats it

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guinevereslancelot · 1 year ago

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#i am NOT roasting any of these names btw they're all awesome imo #but basically no one has them #also not to skew the results but LAZARUS SWEEP!!!!#literallyyyy why is no one named lazarus thats the coolest name everrrr #brought to you by im an assistant sunday school teacher and none of the kids could name a cool or silly name when i asked today lol #one girl gave her own name 😂 (abigail)#i was like it doesn't have to be a real person ypu could pick rapunzel but no she stuck with abigail lmao #this has been a shitpost #polls #didn't want to clog up the list w the meanings but those are prettu cool as well #got to the point with the kids i was like ok just give any name then #lol #also nebuchadnezzar has the possible nickname of chad which i feel is important tobpoint out for those unaware

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anti-transphobia · 7 months ago

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Everyone posts about how Stardew Valley is a cozy LGBT+ inclusive game but NO ONE mentions the lack of a platonic option for the bachelors/bachelorettes. Which would be good for aspec people and also just more pleasant for many casual players I believe but that's not even the point. I just want to become best friends with everyone and not only does that require me dating everyone at once and feeling like a sleazebag because of it (ik the bad cutscene can be avoided but I know in my heart they'd be hurt if they knew) BUT it also means the women flirt with me!!!!! Constantly!!!!!!! It makes me sick to my stomach. Truly ruining the characters I liked

#this post is not that serious or meant to be an Analysis or a Discourse Post or a Hot Take or whatever #i just think the dating thing needs to be handled differently #i should be able to Not Date characters and still get 10 hearts with them #also ive never made it far enough in stardew valley to marry someone and this is the first time i could even date someone #and ive heard that the flirtatious comments dont stop once you're married which is. really awkward for me #i mean i could probably handle the guys flirting with me while im married but id hope being married would be an off switch for it #its just awkward to have ppl im not actually dating and only gave a bouquet to so i can be their friend be called my bf/gf when. they're Not #i seriously need to find some kind of mod to fix this once i finish getting all the girls up to ten hearts #i will deal with the stomach churning grossness of the flirting for a while so i can see everything #but then I'm DONE!!! I'm DONE!!!! I just want my friends back!!!!#maru and abigail and haley !!! my buds!!!#NOT emily shes scary and NOT leah because we just didn't click and DEFINITELY not penny because i fucking hate her #penny sucks. penny dni #but yeah the flirting feels gross because im gay and repulsed by women romantically/sexually #and even though i did open myself up to this by playing the game. because i dont want it it feels like its being forced on me #which makes it feel even WORSE than normal #and its like. not only do i feel like I'm stringing along these characters #but i feel like my friendship with my favourites is ruined :(

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lollipopsie · 8 months ago

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going crazy. goobbye.

#the scanner really shows off how bad this paper smudgesss #got a moleskine from the op shop and am very excited about the storyboard page layout and paper thickness. but its a smudgey guy.#anyway. what #i KNOW ppl ship them i know you're out there come party with me. and get them to double digits on ao3.#ive seen a couple ship names but i just keep calling them jo'shea in my head...#which is arguably a terrible ship name when two of the main guys names start with j but also who is out here shipping john and molly.#anyway. they could've fixed each other #i mean obviously they DIDN'T #but y'know. under better circumstances. maybe #karen jones #molly o'shea #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #i literally actually don't know what ship name we use in tags lads. jo'shea it is #jo'shea #goes crazy goes insane. they kiss each other.#also btw btw it's cut off very slightly at the bottom but molly is standing on a thing okay she's not taller than karen. there's a thing #my art lol #click for quality PLEASE it's 600 dpi i promise #WAIT #mary beth gaskill #abigail marston #i forgot. they were there. got so caught up......

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garashir · 6 months ago

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and if I name arthur morgan’s horse vane after charles vane what then?

#I realized the PARALLELS between him and arthur are so!#he sacrifices himself so that John and Abigail can escape the gang #similar to how vane sacrifices himself so that Jack and Anne can escape #I was thinking of revolutionary-type historical figures to name the horse when I discovered that #connection #and by making arthurs horse a parallel of him it makes it all that poignant when it dies as a signal that arthur is next #anywayyyyyy #I’m being REALLY NORMAL about all of this #bonus here is that the horse is basically named charles too which I have been trying to find a way to do without being too obvious #because charles is everything to me #I mean to arthur #who said that #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #my posts

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imjustli · 7 months ago

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Been here for like 20 days, gets peer pressured into drinking a potion by a wizard, becomes possessed by the forest

#stardew valley #not the wirst thing that gould happen tbh #but man. its been a rough few days at the farm #i also had to yell at alex for being sexist #and romancing leah or abigail is going poorly. at least shane likes me now. so hes not as mean as before which is nice

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candyn-gutz · 4 months ago

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POINTS. THE QUARRY. i was unwell abt that game for awhile last year

YEAH ‼️‼️ im gonna be unwell about it for a while too i think... my cousins forced me to play and we just finished the last chapter in the morning since im leaving today orz it was really good...

#they predicted i would choose abigail </3 id die for her.#AND RYAN. IM SO NORMAL ABOUT HIM #it was really funny tho. they kept pressuring me at the end of every chapter to choose which tarot card to go with since #i know the meanings more and could kinda guess what she was gonna show JFKSBDN #some did not line up much w the actual deck but its like. shrugs. its a game its fine #asks

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korixae · 2 years ago

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watching hannibal for the first time and they so clearly want each other

EDIT: no stop wait she helped her dad kill them they’re like a little fucked up murder family with the cannibal dad, the murderer empathiser/ murder enjoyer dad and the murder helper daughter. this show is so sick i kinda love it

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 4 months ago

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hang on are cougars like panthers

#'the cougar also known as the panther' SCREAM #dont mind me rewatching carmilla as a side effect of my newfound interest in vampires #you'd think it was renewed interest in vampires but no #i actually have never been all that interested in vampires as their own thing i was just gay #and i dont think carmilla really explored the concept itself #like A* in using the medium. D or whatever in exploring their subject matter #actually tbf their subject matter was lesbianism so. again probably an A. they knew what they wanted and they did it well #idk how letter grades work tbh #also not actually sure how much they got into the vampire thing which is why im rewatching to check #bc i was reading iwtv and i was like damn carmilla left stuff on the table #but i also think a lot went over my head #even just english wise im a little stunned at how much i didnt catch. like i was fluent in 2015 for sure but. you do keep learning words #also carmilla is like a popculture remix and i dont have a lot of popculture knowledge so a lot of that went over my head too #now i have just enough to know that im missing a lot #like theres a line in s1 where laura goes 'im living with a vampire. an honest to lestat vampire' and like. never caught that #bc i didnt know how the fuck that was fhkjghgh #but anyway im watching s2 and laura's like 'vampire seductress here is just crabby bc im not falling for her 17th century idea of game'#and like they keep calling armand Ancient right? but carmilla is not much younger #just the difference in framing is what made me start thinking abt it all #like carmilla is 400smth and laura is aware abt that to joke abt it and probably thinks it's a little hot but then you think abt how they #depict that kinda age with armand like what he says to madeleine. 'how do you go on when everything from your era is gone'#and sure carmilla has that loneliness but DAMN. like fuck. shes been doing this same trick. being like the abigail hobbs to the dean for #centuries? i mean there was that century or idk how long where she was buried alive or whatever. but THAT TOO #like damn fuck!!!!!!!!!! ive been going through the fanfic again this week and like there really isnt much #at least doesnt seem to be much that explores this. unless it's in all the aus bc i filtered those out (and still got them)#also interesting difference is if i remember correctly the hollstein happy ending is that carmilla becomes human #in iwtv of course like every important relationship is between vampires. and every lover turns vampire. and every vampire is a lover #sorta. bc abuse themes and stuff. so the inversion makes sense but wouldnt it have been kinda cool if she turned laura tho #anyway. can you believe they were like 'well shes a cougar thats her job and also her supernatural power' dhfkhjgkh as i said: A*

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evenstarfalls · 10 months ago

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Mutuals I've decided I want to transition away from Abby (at least online...for now) so if y'all can call me Gail instead that would be great

#i mean. of you happen to use my name which doesn't come up a whole lot. but.#true story I've hated the hard e sound in my name for like ages it just grates on me sm #and Abigail to me is a little too long + too common + tbh too fem to go by all the time #screaming into the abbyss #<- im keeping that tag though i like it #and nbd if you don't i just. like gail more

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bardicious · 7 months ago

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I'm writing out my superhero comic idea and it's history, and it's like embarrassingly obvious what my favorite shows are. lmao.

#oc #original comics #superheros #I mean Ive taken the bones of this idea from dc - but it's smoothly becoming its own thing #I think it's definitely obvious tho - same amount of family members #similar situations lmaoooo #but while their personalities can be similar their backgrounds are changing and already fundamentally different because I've gotten rid of #DC's horrid no killing rule #also why is self defense in anyway in ANY fucking law considered murder #we live in a backwards ass world #Im gonna use this idea to learn more about America's law system #but it'll be different in the comic anyway cause it takes place about 300 years in the future #AND there may have already been a 3rd world war in there #which is inspired by star trek's future #I've named one of my character's fucking abigail lmao #and then jun #Gabriel #hell - the batman variant's name is taken from a nearly identical actor's name (cause it's AWESOME) but I changed the first name #and one of the characters in it is called Tiberius - but he isn't a good guy #also cant believe they named jim after a terrible roman leader LMAO it does sound cool tho so I understand #the variant bat's name is also James #I wanted a hodgepodge of generic american and less common names #and names from various cultures the characters would be from #its a lot #but boy oh boy the inspirations are GLARING at me #don't even GET me started on the character designs. LMAO I am what I am

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stressedbeetle · 1 year ago

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The Abigail movie from 2019 may have sucked but at least it gave us this underrated nonverbal gem

#I mean look at how he smiles #he's adorable I love him #I watched the english dub (cause there was no way to watch it in russian) with my sibling which was just hilarious #It is such a bad movie it became really funny #although that might've just been because my sibling is very funny #also any time Norman here came on screen we screamed #best character #never said a word #nonverbal character #Norman #Abigail (2019)#I don't think there are any posts about this movie #do I recommend it?#only if you have a funny person to watch it with

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lilgynt · 1 year ago

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the abigail hobbs who i’m friends with in my head gets to be mean but not too mean to me bc i think it’s funny and reminds of my friend but also dear god let that girl have a relationship where she’s in equal standing or at least not horrifically unbalanced not acting purely on survival mode or hiding such a giant secret

#personal #let abigail be full on bitchy while feeling safe not just scratching the surface like a scared animal defending themselves while trying to #appear smaller #i say it’s not too mean but i remember one space out session was like okay she can step on my broken foot. yeah it’s kinda charming #like when a kid hits you and looks up angrily but also the kid has a body which is not her fault and someone should tell her that #body count #ggs permanently conditioned me to find so many things charming it’s crazy

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deathlonging · 1 year ago

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FINE ill watch hannibal. for real <- girl who has seen two maybe three mutuals posting about it

#well i have nothing to read. other than the 50 books in my tbr that are all fiction which is not what im looking for #eye mean obviously ive seen the first season and i think s2 ep1? but that's about it #far back enough to remember abigail only vaguely and obviously that must be rectified

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fingertipsmp3 · 2 years ago

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Only stressful thing about Stardew Valley is trying to pick who to romance tbh

#i went into this game knowing nothing but that there are 12 eligible people you can marry #and i was like ‘okay i want to meet them all organically and try to discover their personalities and decide who i want based on that’#but everyone is adorable and i just. whoooo do i pick #i mean the first person that i was like ‘oh he’s cute’ was harvey which is Really funny because apparently part of his description is that #he’s not that noticeable and isn’t a very interesting guy #so why did i on day 2 burst into the clinic with the express purpose of trying to flirt with him 🧐 explain that #i like elliot as well though. here is proof of how much i like elliot: i saved up 300 logs before i managed to upgrade my inventory AND #while desperately trying to save up money (i.e. could’ve reallllly done with selling those logs lol) just so i could repair that bridge #by his cabin. i really thought that might be the way to his heart lmao. but zilch! nada #at least i have a new fishing spot now 🫠 we’re just going to pretend i didn’t try to handyman my way into his life #but then i really like alex’s himbo vibe! and i already have a heart with penny!! and abigail is super cute!!!#i don’t know what to DO. i don’t even know how to do this lol. currently i just try to talk to harvey and elliot and tbh whoever else #is around at least once per day. but like. should i be bestowing gifts? should i get my shit wrecked so i land in the clinic? idk #i mean i haven’t even expanded my farm yet so that has to be a priority. i can’t move anybody into my shack. i don’t think the dog #even wants to be there lmao #personal

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