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So that bit where Steve rips I to Murray about outing his loved ones and pushing Nancy to cheat on him...
Have you considered (yes, I just realized it was part of the initial ask, but I've been dwelling on this for years, man): Not only does Joyce find out that Jonathan helped Nancy cheat on the boyfriend he DEFINITELY knew about, but she also just found out about the photos through Steve's upstairs bedroom window. Photos that could not ever be claimed as accidental. Now, Joyce has been holding a bit of a grudge against Steve since he broke her boy's camera. Jonathan only told her that Steve Harrington got pissed off and busted it, not why. And then Steve went and fought with Jon and her son got arrested while that rich boy got off scott free. That just reinforced her grudge, especially considering the stress she was already under at the time. But then she finds out it wasn't just Steve being a bitchy popular jock, but that her boy was also being a creepy dick. And she recalls that Steve not only apologized for breaking his camera, but that he replaced it, too.
Enjoy! Also @zerokrox-blog hope this answers your prompt :)
Jonathan’s been scared of his mom before, for good reasons: when he was seven and broke a vase after she’d told him to stop running in the house, at eleven when he lied about his grades, at fifteen when he snuck out for the first (and only) time.
Every time she gets really mad at him, she gets quiet.
She’s been silent for a solid ten minutes. The only words she’d spoken had been to Murray, to tell him to leave. She’d been quiet then, too, then just stayed silent.
“So here’s what I thought the story was,” she starts, and Jonathan wants to dig a hole to China and bury himself. “I thought Nancy and Steve had broken up, then you and she had gotten together. I thought he broke your camera because he got mad at you for who-knows-what. I thought he fought you, antagonized you, until you couldn’t hold back anymore. I thought I knew you. I thought I knew the son, the man, I raised, would never sleep with a taken woman. Would never hide in the bushes and take pictures of someone else’s property or body. And to think she’d been half-naked…” Joyce shakes her head, leans back in her chair. Considers the knife still clutched in her hand and very carefully places it down next to her plate. “To think that I thought he’d been acting like Lonnie. Worse than Lonnie, even, which maybe wasn’t a fair comparison for a teenager, but I thought I knew my son.” She shakes her head again, stands, picks up her plate and silverware. Doesn’t look at Jonathan when she says, “I was partially right. Someone was acting like Lonnie. It just wasn’t who I’d originally thought. And to think I held onto a grudge against him for years.” She purses her lips, steps back from the table. Whispers the next line. “You need to think very, very carefully about your next move. I don’t know if Steve’s forgiven you. If I were him, I don’t know that I would.” She steps back again. “While you think about it… well. Forgive me if I need some time to think about it too. After all, you also lied to me.” She tilts her head in thought. “If memory serves, he replaced the camera he smashed. I feel that bears remembering when you think about what to do.” With that, she turns and makes her way to the kitchen.
And Jonathan? He feels about as small as a gnat. Even smaller. Nancy’s trembling next to him, hand over her mouth, and he’s not sure he should reach out. He’s not sure she’d want him to; not sure he wants to. He does, though, grazes the back of her hand with a fingertip. She chokes, looking at him with wide, tear-filled eyes, and he helps her up, helps her out the front door and into his car, gets in and starts driving without thinking about it first.
He realizes most of the way there that he was driving to the Wheelers’. Walks inside with Nancy when they get there, all the way up to her room. Silent.
“We need to talk,” Nancy says, and Jonathan nods even as he feels like the rug’s been yanked out from under his feet.
Fighting monsters was easy compared to this.
#stranger things#steve harrington#nancy wheeler#jonathan byers#jancy#past stancy#joyce byers#Joyce is a badass y’all. don’t think she’s not when she is#she’ll tear you apart with a smile#request#ask#by the way my inbox is still open!!#keep ‘em coming#(if you want to ofc)#starambles
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Re: asks and drabbles about things Onyx had to be trained in - yes, that sounds delicious! May I start with the "not allowed to touch princes' personal things" rule? Because I found that really interesting – I first assumed that he's not allowed to touch their things for any purpose other than cleaning (e.g. that picking up a photo frame or some other knicknack to dust it off or to wipe the dust from the shelf would be ok for him) and I was intrigued when it turned out that wasn't the case.
content warnings: royal/servant whump, nonhuman whumpee, burning, insults, carewhumper (? maybe? someone feel free to correct me on this idk), multiple whumpers
masterlist | ask game that this is from
I am so sorry about how long this has been marinating in my inbox 😭😭 but the rule actually does not apply to both princes! Onyx does all the cleaning for Cardan, he's just not allowed to do things for Ryan. The short reason why is that Ryan is a control freak, but you get the long reason too <3
“Onyx! Did you bring my soup?”
I bowed, all the way to the floor like Her Majesty liked me to do. “Of course, Your Highness.”
Prince Cardan grinned, leaning towards me with his hands out to receive it. Leaning towards me over his brother’s bed, actually, and I hesitated. “I… Your Highness, I don’t know if…”
“Oh, come on. It’s not that big of a deal, just give me the fucking soup.”
“Of course, Your Highness.” I leaned toward him, slowly handing the bowl over-
His hand slipped as he grabbed the bowl. The soup tilted left, spilling onto my hand, and I hissed at the scalding liquid, yanking my hands back to myself.
“Hey, angel, what the fuck was that?”
I looked back at the prince, who was staring at the quilt that I’d just dropped his soup on. “Shit,” I blurted out. “My, my apologies, Your Highness, I- I can fix this, I-”
“Can you?” Prince Ryan asked from the doorway, and I jumped.
“Yes, Your Highness,” I insisted quietly, grabbing napkins from Prince Cardan’s desk and shoving them at the quilt, at the bright red tomato soup spilled on it. “I, I can, I swear, I didn’t mean it and-”
“And all you’re doing is spreading it around. Stop.”
“I- please, Your Highness, I can, please-”
“Just- stop it, Onyx. Stop touching things.”
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to, I-”
“I don’t care! I don’t care. Shut up for one fucking second and let me fix this.” I froze. Prince Ryan didn’t yell at me. His brother did, all the time, but Prince Ryan told me clearly and concisely what he needed. There was never any need for him to yell at me. I dropped slowly to my knees and leaned forward, the way I was supposed to do when I saw him, instead of arguing and talking back.
I didn’t apologize, because he’d told me to keep quiet, but fuck was I sorry.
“What did you do?” Prince Ryan asked, and Prince Cardan laughed.
“Me? What did I do? Your bird is the one who spilled my soup.”
“Yeah. On my bed. What the fuck was he even doing over here?”
Prince Cardan made an I-don’t-know sound and went back to typing on his computer. Prince Ryan stayed silent for a long moment, and I squeezed my eyes shut as tight as they would go.
“Onyx,” he snapped eventually, and I looked up quickly.
“Yes, Your Highness? My apologies for spilling the soup. It won’t happen again.”
“Pull the quilt off and wash it. Handwash, not the machine. If the soup is soaked through any other layers, you can throw them in the machine. Come find me when you’re done.”
Handwashing took a long time. It was reserved for once every month or two, whenever the royal family could spare for me to miss almost an entire day of duties to wash the things that were more fragile than the rest. Things with embroidery or delicate fibers, things that the royal family owned in abundance. It was not a punishment, not by any measure, but it was a task that wouldn’t be simple to add on to the chores of the day.
“Yes, Your Highness.”
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“I don’t want you touching my things again.”
I frowned. I had washed the quilt, gotten every shadow of a stain out, and then found the prince like he had asked me to. Because my whole job was washing things, cleaning things. “My apologies, Your Highness. I don’t understand.”
“What is there not to understand? Seems pretty fucking clear to me. I don’t want you ruining my things when you do shit like this.”
“Of course, Your Highness. Just. How else am I supposed to tidy for you?”
He rolled his eyes. “I’ll do it. You, just, like, vacuum and whatever. I’ll make sure there’s nothing on the floor to get in your way. Just quit messing with my things.”
I lowered my eyes to the floor. He was right. I wasn’t a very good servant at all if I tried to clean and only made more messes. And if being a servant was my purpose, and I wasn’t a good servant, there was nothing else left for me.
“Yes, Your Highness,” I agreed after a few moments. It didn’t matter what was left for me. Regardless, I was always supposed to agree with the prince.
“Good. Why were you near my bed in the first place?”
“I was bringing soup to His Highness Prince Cardan. He was waiting for me on the other side of your bed.”
“And you managed to spill it while you were handing it to him?”
“I, um. He- I think I made a mistake, Your Highness. I was careless about handing it over. I thought that he was holding more weight than he was, and so I stopped carrying all the weight. And the bowl titled and the soup got on my arm, and I- My apologies, Your Highness. I did not stay still when the soup hit me, and I dropped the bowl.”
He stared at me. “So Cardan spilled hot liquid on you after telling you to hand it to him over my bed? And then it just happened to accidentally spill?”
“Ye… es? Yes, Your Highness.”
“I am going to kill that bastard someday,” he muttered. He grabbed my wrist, flipping my arm over to look at the underside. The burned part was bright red, and I glanced away, wincing as he poked it. “That hurts?” he asked, and I nodded. “Alright. No punishment tonight for the quilt; this burn is plenty of punishment. Did you clean your arm with any type of soap or disinfectant?”
“I rinsed it off with water, Your Highness.”
“How warm was it?”
“Cold tap water, Your Highness.”
He made a disapproving noise in the back of his throat. He pushed and pulled at the angry red skin, trying to gauge where it started and ended, and I swallowed a whimper.
“You didn’t ice it at all, did you?”
“No, Your Highness.”
“Good,” he said. “If you know where any aloe vera is, you’re welcome to it for the next… two days, I guess. Be careful with the burn and don’t make it worse.”
“Yes, Your Highness.”
He sighed. “I’ll… I’ll talk to Cardan about doing this kind of thing. He’s mad at me, and since he can’t actually do anything to me he’s trying to get back by doing things he knows frustrate me. Like pulling this shit with you and being a whiny bitch about it and-” He stopped, releasing my arm and turning back to his computer. “You’re not supposed to hear that. Don’t repeat it to anyone. Go finish your chores.”
“Yes, Your Highness.”
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taglist: @kaleidoscope-of-thoughts @toyybox @rainydaywhump @risk606 @jay--o
#as far as things cardan has done to onyx just to get back at ryan. this is not the worst of it#it'd be unprofessional for infighting in the royal fam so they find other ways to get their anger out 🤷♂️#rainbow's whump#the winged servant#rainbow's ocs#whump#onyx tag#ryan tag#cardan tag#whump writing#oh my god yeah this ask has been in my inbox since march#and it's been on my mind the entire time cuz you always have the nicest things to say about my writing and i was excited about writing this#but uhh. then it sat in my inbox until december 💀#ask game is still open btw!! to whoever is reading my eight million paragraphs in the tags#you too can experience what it's like to send an ask to me and get ignored for almost a year#rainbow's asks
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I love commenting on fics!!!!! I love fandom!!!!! I love community!!!
#ive been commenting on a lot recently and its so lovely to get a reply to them every so often#and if i dont i still get to have given someone that hype moment of that Inbox (1)????? priceless#i used to leave tabs open for fics to comment later but my browser always fucks up and closes stuff#now i make sure to factor in comment time to when i read and comment straight away#and its fulfilling like i hate that theres no legal way to tip authors money but theres always this!
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Hello! Loved your fanfic recommends part 3 ;)
i know you’re probably busy and tired from putting that list together (and such a large quantity oh my god :o) but do you ahve ANTI- harems? I think you included some in you list but i missed it or something.. if your not to busy can you pls recommend some?
-anon💜🪐
Hello again! Glad you liked em!!! I AM busy but I also need a break so... List Time it is!
There are definitely some anti-harem fics in my previous lists, but here's those plus a few more! My notes are less detailed because I'm Tired lol.
You all know the drill by now; Finished/Oneshot, Ongoing/Unfinished, Discontinued/Hiatus...
No ship tags because oftentimes its Complicated, and/or I don't remember the specifics jskfhkjd,,, it's been a while since I've read some of these.
Also, I'm not including warnings for this one because anti-harems are often prone to being on the darker side and/or containing NSFW content or discussions of, so I'll let y'all use your best judgement here.
Make sure to read the tags and most importantly enjoy yourself!
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There are a couple I know I've added to my third list (The Understudy (F) and The Eye of a Judge (O)) which are both by the same author and as mentioned in my previous notes, The Understudy is THE anti-harem fic; the one that started it all! So those are both obvious additions to me.
Other than that there's also...
There's Still Magic - Finished
I like this one! Follows the structure of a typical anti-harem, and it does it well!!! Just read and enjoy the drama :]
One Step At A Time - Ongoing/Unfinished
This is one of those anti-harems where the reader just kinda... ends up with their own harem in the end ajkdhfjkshdf but still! I enjoyed the drama in this one, also I love Marianna 🥺 She's cool...
do you live with abusive skeletons? stick to the original timeline and fuck their dad! - Finished
Gaster/Reader anti harem. You pull a power move and fuck their dad!!! There's also a revised version, but I haven't read that one yet sdjhskdf but it's there if you want to read it too!!
A Skull-pture of true happiness - Ongoing/Unfinished
Anti-harem except the reader has met Edge before and accidentally left him with a Surprise ;))... (it's a baby. They knocked him up jkhfjkd) This one has soo much drama...
This Life is Mine - Indefinite Hiatus
What if you had the typical anti-harem experience then a reset happens... except you remember all that happened, and are determined to not repeat your mistakes.
artist’s depiction - Ongoing/Unfinished
Similar concept as previous, except the reader DIED. I really enjoy Reset/Save-adjacent shenanigans, and both of these fics are very fun because of that!
Consequences - Ongoing/Unfinished
The reader ALSO fucking dies in this one, but this time they come back as a ghost along with Classic Pap :] The GF in this is... she's fascinating, is what I'll say. I've recc'ed this and the next fic before (in my second rec list!) but I'm adding both here for ease of access LMAO.
Resisting the Current - Ongoing/Unfinished
RTC lives in the back of my head permanently!!! It's an anti-harem except the GF is ALSO into you (and is also your ex!!!!). I love Quinn sooooooo much <33
We're Not Gonna Take It - Oneshot
As the title implies, the reader decides they aren't going to take the anti-harem treatment, and gets the fuck outta dodge. They bump into another set of skeletons though :]
Bound to love - Ongoing/Unfinished
This is actually an AU based on the author's other fic (the first in the series) but that one isn't an anti-harem and this one is lol.
I find the concept really interesting- the reader has met Coffee in previous timelines, where Coffee appears to them and them alone, only for the world to be reset every time. It's neat and dramatic in a way typical to anti-harems.
Also, the author also has another anti-harem fic, with a focus on Swapfell Sans ^-^!!
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Much much shorter list lolol. I'm sure there are others that I've read, but these are the ones I have on hand atm ;P!!
FIC REC MASTERLIST
#💜🪐 anon#inbox#doozis fic recs#antiharem edition!#i got a bit sick of reading anti-harems for a while#in the same way i got sick of reading reverse harems back in the day sdjfhsdjk#but i hope you enjoy these! if you havent read them already that is lolol#xx im outta recs for the moment i think. i still gotta build up my bookmarks for ut again#and im still solidly working thru a bunch of tf fics skjdfjksjkfhjs#i have so many tabs open.
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i’m going to be extra free tomorrow earlier during the day, so my inbox is open! be that for any questions, headcannons, suggestions, little hellos! i’d also love to hear if my musings make any sense. i’m a bit insecure about my writing and it’s my first time (publicly) speaking so much on characters! i thrive under chatting about them like i know them and their nature. i’m literally in their universe as their therapist,,,
i’ve been doing a lot of late night with the devil writing so i’d love to hear about that more however i do have my list of fandoms in my masterlist for now if any of those other ones interest you! doesn’t have to be fandom related though, like i said you’re free to just drop by and say hi as well!
thank you to everyone who keeps asking me questions though oh my goodness you guys are the sweetest ??
#tenderhungering#my inbox is always open however help#i have a few things i still need to write but i do love hearing from everyone !#feeling like i’m jack delroy with the way that i am seeking this validation#kindred spirits you could say#late night with the devil#succession#veep#veep hbo#the thick of it#david dastmalchian#zach woods#paul dano
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May I please request some soft parrlyn please
morning vs night gfs
#(it is just past midnight here as i post this) (which means in the us it's like noon. and in the uk like?? evening or late afternoon.#timings which make me giggle (oh what a word. stole it from e into my vocab) bc they don't fit hehe#anyways. coffee vibes bc the colour sprites make a reappearance (drew on phone and was lazy to properly colour) but i didn't want it to be#obviously green and blue. like elphaba and a smurf. so like. undersaturatef and wrapped in coffee coloured warmth.#today is a tuesday and because of schedules tuesday is my socialish day which means that i#(main lovelang irl is obviously physical touch people don't even have to guess anymore they just Know) go about hugging my friends.#one of the favourite most comfy stuff is this??? did this to like three people today bare minimum!#so like maybe me and friends are the insp behind some of the fluffy ship poses ig you're welcome#anon did you know this has been sitting in my inbox for a while and you were the first out of Four Requests for parrlyn#latest one being a very recent one that appeared in my notes as blank and then opened to bolder large font parrlyn written out#which was lowkey a driving force in remembering that this blog exists.#have sorted out the emotional stuff? romance rn remains a slightly sore spot but it's more or less scabbed over and i guess sometimes i like#to poke at it a bit because i won't feel the same way for a while may as well check out the novelty. anyway lots of complicated feelings#but shipping urge still strong. soft wlw for the win! yay#lately dealing w everything i feel like ocs more. but ah well? bit of fanart in the midst of everything#six the musical#six the musical fanart#catherine parr#anne boleyn#parrlyn#parrleyn
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What's ur fav pokemon? :3
Oh that's a bit complicated bc there's so many cute pokemon that I can't pick fro-
WRONG!!!
MINCCINO SWEEEEEEPPPP!!!!!
#/silly#objectively best pokemon hands down minccino just hits different for me idk why#funny little chinchilla#while I DO like a bunch of different pokemon such as Clodsire Scraggy Wooper Golisopod Phantump Sylveon Chespin etc etc#The minccino line just wins by a landslide when it comes to picking faves#Been my faves since childhood and still going strong!#pokemon#rui replies#friendly reminder that my inbox is always open! So dont be afraid to send asks my way#gif heavy#<- tho its only three gifs but adding just in case#sugarlime83
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If you have not seen this post goin' around about not giving permission to allow people to take your work and put it into an ai against your wishes. There's the post.
Let's talk about this user's close-minded brain that they left in the replies.
The fact that they believed they are saying "Facts" is pathetic. They even answer a question from anon who believes they are saying facts.
Hey come here, have you ever heard of... plagiarism? It's a fancy word for theft. Especially in a creative field mostly used in writing.
My fellow lovelies, it's that time again.
THE TIME HAS COME FOR ME TO SLAUGHTER ANOTHER BIGOTED IDIOT IN THE CREATIVE FIELD >:D
Ai aka Artificial intelligence, what the hell is that? Glad you ask, I don't know, but in simpler terms, it's code that replicates and learns. The more you interact with it and correct its errors the more it will realize and perfect its code. IT'S NOT ALIVE. It's simply following a code that involves something along the line like us which is growth.
Using ChatGPT for fun is alright. Using ChatGPT or OpenAi to finish a story that is not yours... is not alright. That is where a line has been crossed. A line that violates Fair Use.
And since the majority of AO3 users are not putting their work behind a paywall, it still falls under fair use.
OH but it's a fanfic, we can do whatever we like with it!
WRONG. Fan-fictions falls under copyright laws. So in other words. Y'all are violating our rights by putting them into an Ai. get fuck.
BOOM! BANG! AND HERE'S ANOTHER THING! Ai, in the US, have to have the permission of the original author to have their work used in the testing to improve the Ai ability.
SO GET FUCK AGAIN
Okay now that the facts are done. Like I'm serious, it's done, got any questions, shoot me an inbox. Now we dissect this person's close mind dumb reply.
FYI, everyone is like, destroying this person. I'm serious, oof I do not want to be this person. I still kinda remember the last person that spoke dumbness, but about art. Remember that person, damn, they really got my blood boiling at like... oh hey, it's 3 in the morning... This must be fate.
SO LET'S BEGIN!
"I mean alright but at the same time, Maybe it's a sign you should finish your fanfictions 🙃"
Damn, someone has a lot of time on their hand. And as someone who does has a lot of time on my own hands, I still can't fully finish a fic. Wanna know why, because I'm tired. Like there would be days where my brain goes somewhere and I'm left with trash. I'm feelin' trashy, I'm feelin' moody, I'm even feelin' lost. It's normal to feel empty and want to fill it but don't have the energy for it. So maybe instead of being an ass to people and forcing them to finish something they can't at the moment. How about, maybe, you should stop being an ass and let people take their time 🙃.
"Like, if a fic has been abandoned for at least over a year, I feel like it's ok"
Everyone, repeat after me, fan fiction is protected under the copyright laws.
"Cause like, you clearly aren’t gonna finish it, why should it be left unfinished?"
Who's gonna tell em'? Anyone? *sees you raising your hand in the back, ignores you* Alright, I will! So like, do you not have imagination? Like do you not just, lay there in the grass under a big tree, letting the wind touch upon your cheekbone, and just... dream about the story. Like, don't you just read a volume of a book and just, imagine what happens next. Once you are done reading that volume of the book, don't you just anticipate what happens next in the story? Don't you have those moments where you thought about whether a character was going to die or live? Whether they save the day or not? Cause if you don't then damn, that's sad. You're sad. Like shit man, I'm sad but oof, that's even sadder than me.
"Now I don't think anyone has the right to post that work anywhere cause it's not yours."
OMG, I'M SO PROUD-
"But getting an AI to finish a work that *you have no intention of finishing* isn't really wrong in my opinion."
I WAS SO PROUD OF YOU AND NOW LOOK AT YOU. YOU IDIOT. Once again, say it with me now, fan fiction is protected under the copyright laws. So in other words, THEY CANNOT PUT YOUR WORK INTO AI WITHOUT YOUR CONSENT/PERMISSION. god fuckin' damn it. So close, you were so fuckin' close.
"If you are gonna finish it, make that clear"
HOW!? No, tell me how. How the fuck is someone who is using their free time to write a fic is gonna make it clear for you to understand that is their work and they get to choose whether they can work on it or not. Huh? It's fanfic, it's one thing when a users ask the author to continue the story because that is a thing that writers do. There is a group of people that would take over the fic and finish it for the author if the author just does not have time to finish it.
It's another when a user just blatantly takes it and shoves it into an Ai because AHAHAHA IT'S A FANFIC IT'S NOT PROTECT UNDER ANYTHING. WRONG BITCH IT COUNTS AS A FANWORK. Therefore it falls under fair use and copyright.
Writing is more complex to tell whether plagiarism exists in it. But we're no longer talking about plagiarism if you are just shoving it into an ai machine. You see, that is a violation of OUR copyright. OUR fair use. OUR work.
Oh but what about intellectual property? Are y'all putting your work behind a paywall? no, then it's fine. You still have the power to protect your work. So instead of believing this person thinking they are spilling facts... do a simple Google search. Is fanfiction protected by copyright law?
It's fanwork. Therefore, yes. Yes, it is.
Just gonna casually edit this: The commentators have learned what they did/said was wrong.
This is not a debate post. I'm stating facts that your work is protected and in the US you got to have the author's permission to put their work into Ai tech/machines. If you don't have their permission then it's a violation of their right.
#rant#rambling#i'm back on my bullshit#I'm still writing a script I might add this into the YT but like at the end maybe...#writing#copyright#fair use#ai writing#anti ai writing#It's okay to use it for fun but literally going out of your way to take it from a fic is not okay#art#creative#creative field#I'm thinking as many tags as I can to spread this because writers getso many disrespect like god damn can y'all just show kindness toWriter#writer#fanfiction#fanfic#ao3 fanfic#Sorry fanfic taggers! I'm just your friendly neighbor spreading the love and educating the fact that your work is fully protected!!#I think that is all I can think off. If you have any questions. My inbox is always open... unless I turn them off.
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im GOING to write today ........ i WILL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#the sky speaks#i havent used twitter in so long and lemme say i missed using tumblr like twitter. just putting my long rambly notes into a single post#anyways onto the rambling#i havent been writing or drawing like at alllll#too busy#also was so sick#but now that i have my new job and i know what my schedule is gonna sorta look like#3 days at joann 2 days cleaning w mom and 2 days nothin#PLUS i dont have to spend money on therapy til after the new year now#and mom is coming home and she seems rly optimistic abt sobriety#im feeling like i can finally create again !!!!#i have 2 creative presents i need to do before christmas#but aside that and 1 prompt still in my inbox (that i rly wanna do anyways) everything else i wanna do is all for Me :)#im kinda put out bc a lot of stuff i wanted to do this fall got shelved.. i wanted to make bday art of kirishima xinyan and kazuha.#i wanted to open comms. but im way too rusty w art rn to be confident doing that. maybe after new years?#god i wanted to come out to my parents properly. the day my mom went to rehab was national coming out day.#it was also one of my last therapy sessions. i came out to her instead#i still managed to do stuff tho. started my new job and got together with friends TWICE !! and i've kept up w doing my moms job alone#idk where im going w this anymore ive lost steam. but yeah. i wanna write today! idk what yet. i hav so many wips i could work on..
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man i miss when ppl would come into my askbox and just say shit. why don’t u guys do that anymore it’s really fun
#marzi speaks#just say shit at me!!! it’s funny!!!#when i was at ~100 followers ppl would talk to me in my inbox all the time and just say funny things#and now i’m witty enough to say funny things back and nobody sends me asks#do it. i keep the askbox open for a reason. i am very approachable i will commit to any bit you throw my way#that era gave me the hajime kinnie saga. which admittedly was started by a beloved mutual but like still. i miss shit like that
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I’m loving the Byler passionate kissing defense going around cause several months ago it was like puritans invaded the tag and the mere suggestion that they would do more than kiss on the cheek led to anons attacking you left and right and it’s why so many of us started tagging fics with “making out” cause apparently people were getting upset reading about kissing scenes in Byler fics, which I thought was excessive but people were still getting attacked for sexualizing them even if you avoided smut. It’s the wildest thing with this fandom…
#like I thought it was wild having to tag that in my fic…it hasn’t happened yet but it will#and I don’t want to deal with people complaining so I added it in a dead dove do not eat way#even though the characters are in their fucking 30s!#I still don’t wanna open the can of worms with some of you because I know where that will lead#I know I’ll have crazy anons in my inbox again saying some shit and I’m really not in the mood for that#but if anyone wants an honest open discussion with me over it you can message me lol#but I really think it’s so unfair that the queer relationship has to be sanitized to be accepted on screen!#because I want to scream about how negative that is for the queer community
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Jess Watches // Thu 21 Sept Synopses & Favourite Scenes
The Resident (with mum) 2x05 The Germ
Bell decides to use a new medical device company; Kit and AJ must stop their feuding to team up against him; Conrad and Nic work to make a child's dreams come true after finding out his cancer has returned.
When the dying kid told Conrad to promise to look his brother 😭
Frasier (with mum) 5x03 Halloween (Part 1)
At Niles's literary-themed Halloween party, Frasier accidentally lets out that Roz might be pregnant and soon the wrong gossip spreads among the party guests.
Roz's outfit. I too, was saying "Oh" anytime she was onscreen.
The Great 3x08 Peter and the Wolf
As they wait for the ice to melt, Elizabeth shares her pain and grief with Petrov. Catherine introduces divorce,but faces unintended consequences and struggles with guilt over her words to Peter. Grigor seeks comfort from Catherine over their shared grief.
The grief-stricken acting throughout continues to be devastating.
Only Murders In The Buillding 3x08 Sitzprobe
The police arrive and lock down the theater, stating that the killer is someone from the cast or crew. The trruth about Loretta's scrapbook is revealed. Mabel helps Howard reassemble a shredded document that might be a clue.
Det. Williams return was delightful as expected but I think the full performance of The Pickwick Triplet patter song has to take the win.
I'm a Virgo 1x01 You a Big Muthaf*cka
Cootie is a 13-foot-tall (4.0 m) teenager raised by his Aunt and Uncle. He is shielded from the outside world until being accidentally discovered by a group of teenage political activists.
"Like the bass coming out of the speaker, friends can help you fill the inside of yourself and the world at the same time."
#my inbox and messages are always open#especially if you want to talk about tv#i'm not the best at conversations#but i'm nice if that counts for anything lol#the resident#frasier#the great#only murders in the building#chucky#polls#jess watches#day 2#this way seems a lot more sustainable#and i can still enjoy the episodes witthout stressing i'll forget to mention something#also is this too long?#i didn't know where best to put a 'read more'
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#tag dump#🐀 ; I know I've always been this way [ic]#🐀 ; you're breathing all the same [musings]#🐀 ; even if nobody will know [queue]#🐀 ; even I cry when I'm alone [visage]#🐀 ; something in my heart begins to change [headcanon]#🐀 ; I still tried to keep it safe [aesthetics]#🐀 ; what i try to escape [answered]#🐀 ; answer to my useless cries [ask meme]#🐀 ; whatever words I said out loud [starter call]#🐀 ; as I avert my gaze away [dash comm]#🐀 ; although I felt an inkling [dash games]#🐀 ; what a simple feeling [inbox call]#🐀 ; for all the people's feelings [desires]#🐀 ; I know there's no returning now [open]#🐀 ; people I've forgot [anon]#🐀 ; no matter how much I cry [playlist]#🐀 ; even the silence of the night [drabble]#🐀 ; we prey at night we stalk at night [crack]#🐀 // the giant rat that makes all the rules [ooc]
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The last like 12 hours have been one disaster after another tbh and I think I am mostly to blame
#citalopram withdrawals + too much weed had me puking my guts up#woke up sober but still feeling lousy. from citalopram withdrawals#i finally managed to go get my prescription so hopefully this shit will be over soon. hopefully#i’m not having any more edibles until i’ve been on this for like a week. i swear to god i can control myself#anyway so i fixed all of that but then realised i ordered the wrong circular needle#i’ve decided to try out those really small circulars for sock knitting because i hate magic loop and dpns are so easy to lose#and knitting with dpns just feels so dramatic for no reason#but instead of the sock dpns i’ve actually just ordered 20cm of wire connected to two needles that i feel will be way too long#which is fine; just need to cancel the order#tell me why i go to my notes app to draft an email (i neverrrr draft emails directly into my email inbox. i have had this habit for years#first of all the gmail website is janky and second of all there have been too many times i’ve accidentally sent an email too soon#so either ‘please find attached’ with no attachments or a contextless ‘jeremy i need help’. i also just find using notes makes formatting#easier but anywayyyy)#so i’ve gone to my notes app and all of my notes are GONE#i can’t even express to you what a disaster that is#7 years and over 500 notes. gone#all i’m getting when i open the notes app is a heading saying ‘folders’ (with no folders listed) and a search bar#if i search i get nothing; and i can create new notes and type into them but they don’t save#LUCKILY everything except maybe this past week is backed up onto my ipad and laptop; i just checked#so that’s all the important information. i’ve really just lost a shopping list and a couple of links#but WHAT IS GOING ON. at first i was like ‘fresh start’ but i can’t even save the new notes. i just have a blank app now#hopefully updating my phone will fix it. i have like 12gb free on my phone and over 30gb in icloud.. they wouldn’t just be cleared without#my consent. they’ve gotta be SOMEWHERE. i can maybe sync them back across from my laptop if need be#but whyyyy must they be GONE. the app just feels like it’s glitched out in general. maybe the app itself needs updating#if i was one of those girlies who uses notes as a diary and is really aesthetic with it i’d be pissed#i’m mostly just missing old passwords and random links and sims challenge scoring lmao#not to mention probably 200 email drafts and some bad high poetry#personal
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thank y’all for all the prompts in my inbox, i can’t believe i have 8 of them 😭 i can’t wait to get to them all when i can 💌
(for anyone interested in what’s coming up, in no particular order i have a jasico smut, a jercy smut, another valdangelo smut, some valgrace angst, 3 reqs for leo x reader headcanons, and one apollo/lester x reader 🌸)
#i think it’s easy to say the headcanons will probably be first as they’re quicker & easier to write than lengthy one shots—#but i’m excited for all of them either way :-)#& my inbox is still open it just might take me a minute depending on what it is lol#rose.txt
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does anyone have any good barbara gordon blogs to follow?
#dc comics#barbara gordon#i just don’t see enough of her on the tl and would like to see more#honestly feeling inspired to start a dedicated blog to her in the same way there are dedicated sharon carter blogs#whom i love btw like the sharon carter blogs have done so much for her fandom and have singlehandedly turned public opinion of her fr#but i don’t see many of those for babs#and that’s such a shame that there isn’t an active archive for her works#i’m still easing myself into comics so idk i’d be up to doing that just yet on my own#but heyyyy if anyone wants to chat babs with me#my inbox is very much open
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