#by betty🐞

[magicbungelic]

I feel too small

I am supposed to be taller

[brokenolivejar]

★introduction for realsies★

Main op goes by Emerald or Dimitri no pref

Non binary trans masc (they/xe prns okay with he/him)

On the aroace spectrum sapphic

I have ADHD and DID and 70 other diseases

I'm also physically disabled and I use a cane or forearm crutches!

What I do here is just reblog things I find funny or my interests

And I draw!! I'm an artist's and yes my comms are open! Here's the link!

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Main fandoms you'll see from me are

★ Ocs or OC stories ect

★ Lego monkie kid

★ one piece

★ dorohedoro

★ madoka magica

★ pokemon

★ digimon

★ monster hunter

★ Danganronpa

★ black butler

★ pirates or anything history/anthropology related things

★ homestuck

★ mlp

★ wings of fire

★ hunter x hunter

★ ddlc

And more and other niche interests

I also have other blogs such such as the animalized ddlc ask blogs @monisayoyuri

My comic series krc @kamisreigningchampions

And a couple other daily merge accounts mostly for homestuck

Other socials are

Instagram - brokenolivejars and gardentoreador and gempirates for specifically my alters art

Tiktok - brokenolivejar

Twitter/X - brokenolivejar

Bluesky - brokenolivejar

Discord - won't give that one out bc yeah maybe I'll give some discord servers that are public if u ask nicely

I'll also be focusing pretty bad on some AU's

Church of Sacrilege (CoS) - merged au with blondeaxolotl/axolotlblondie - fandoms are black butler, Danganronpa (but really it's just my ocs), lmk, ddlc - au is set in 476 AD aka the right before slash during renaissance era or right after the fall of the roman empire based off the religious trauma and church abuse back then

Era of piracy(pirate au) - basically just a 16-17th century pirate au for Danganronpa a project I plan to turn into a zine and I'm pretty much vanishing from the dr fandom at this point. but may turn it later on to lmk and ocs

MLP au - just an au where I MLPify fandoms I enjoy and make it darker

Beastars au - same with the MLP au

Kamis reigning champions (krc au) - basically same with the previous 2 but with my OC series which is based off of futile era japan in a weird way

Animalized au - basically the other previous 3 but I turn them all into anthropomorphic animals or feral/quadrupedal animals (that's not just cats and dogs)

Planet V for all (PVA) - not really an au more of like the universe where I steal dr characters and make them my ocs

⚠️⚠️Fair warnings for my blog⚠️⚠️

- I swear :(

- blood and occasional nudity (NOT porn yucky)

- I touch weird topics such as trauma with like SA or religious trauma

- idk that's it for now

About my system under the cut!

My system is called the gem/geo pirates or the brokenolivejar

I know people have those keep records oh their system websites and what not I unfortunately don't apologies! But most of my alters sigh their posts with - [insert their name] and their associated emoji]

But they also do art now and then! Though I'm the host and I front the most

Here's the list!

Emerald - 🐐

Kiro - 🌺

Elliot - 🦅

Octavia - ☔️

Syo/toko - ✂️

Betty - 🗿

Karma - 🦴

Himiko/Sylvie - ✨

Tenko/eshe - 💣

Beam - 🦈

Angie - 🐚

Gonta/Alois - 🪲

Kiibo - ⚡️

Kirumi/anfisa - 🕸️

Luffy - 🍖

Robin - 🪷

Zoro - ⚔️

Yamato - 🐉

Vivi - 💙

Ryoma/drago - 🎾

Izzy - 🐞

Ken - 🐝

Akihiro - 💵

Grell - 🪚

Mikan - 🩹

Chihiro/guo - 🕹️

Jataro - 🪝

Shizuku - 🦷

Rei - 👾

Taro - 🐊

Cavendish - 🥄

Ebisu - 💀

Lefty - 🐻

Kaito - 🪐

Shiver - 🪭

Frye - 🦑

Pearl - 🫧

Ussop - 🥽

Jimbe - 🐋

Yuuri - 🔪

Pidge/Katie - 🌿

Tony chopper - 🦌

Kobeni - 💦

Zelt - 🍎

Brook - 🎸

Chinder - 🦠

Sayo sayo - 🎀

Nikaido - 🥟

Shin - 💔

Redson - 🔥

Sandy - ☮️

Macaque - 🙈

Will update when needed!! There’s way more I can’t keep track anymore

[cartoonfanaticmonsterrobotalien]

Info about Beverly and her Gang (for @avaveevo and @crazychanuwu77)

Beverly and her gang are a bunch of anti heroes who have been manipulated by David, so he can get the Mundane DNA. Beverly also did out of jealousy over Korvo’s work being praised through out GeenasDavisville.

Beverly is based on 1996 Betty Ross from the Hulk 1996 animated tv show. She is stubborn, short-tempered, selfish and very prideful. She thought she was doing what was best for everyone, but no. She was doing what is best for herself. Her ego and pride was let her being easily manipulated by David, which led to the Solar Opposites being in danger and Terry releasing his Mundane form for the first time in 13 years. Her ego and pride has been shattered later on after David reveal his true colors to Principal Cooke, whom Betty framed so she can get to Terry, the most wanted crook is defeated forever by Mundane Terry and a Were-Bat Montez while trying to rescue Super Shlorpian Yumyulack. She is finally broken forever thanks to Terry, who is now better than ever after accepting his Mundane bloodline as a true blessing, and that his family and friends will always love him no matter what, and there is nothing she can do about it. Nothing. Inspired by this:

Her members are Tyler, Shelby, Nat and Rina and are based on the four protagonists from the 2017 Power Rangers Movie. Tyler is based on Jason, Shelby is based on Kimberly, Nat is based on Zack and Rina is based on Trini. Their personalities are also based on the characters as well. They ended up clashing with each other once their own issues and problems get the best of them. Their heated argument with each other and Beverly after their plan to find Super Shlorpian Korvo and fight a bunch of mutated monsters, who are really victims from David failed thanks to Super Shlorpian Korvo and his family and friends failed, is what led to Terry’s Mundane to finally come out after thirteen years since back on Shlorp and Jesse was baby, which led the side effects to surface, that led to Terry, in his human form, to lashing out at them to shut the fuck up and flip a table in anger as he leaves in huff. They soon suffer the consequences after Beverly lashing out at Terry and David being defeated once and for all. Tyler, Shelby, Nat and Rina, ashamed of their actions, turn themselves in and are never seen again, as well as Beverly.

But, there are new bad guys that turn into monsters out there, but the Solar Monsters are always there to stop them, no matter what.

[thequimmqueen]

🍕Updated Next-gen Character Name List🍕

Timm+Quinn:

Lynn💘

Liamm🎵

Duke gotcha+Shannon:

Raymond📰

Sarah🔎

Joy+Moe:

Jamie🐦

Maya💮

Roy+Olivia:

Rolland📋

Hollie🍍

Hank+Kayla:

Dannah🚨

Safiyah💅

Cameo+Cherissa:

Sandy🍉 (previously known as Cairo)

Cori+Robby:

Russell🎣

Coralina🎏

Ember+Hacky Zack:

Burnett🚒

Axel👔

Zack🚧

Vesta✳️ (previously known as Ambar)

~~~

Romanos🇮🇹:

Guy Mortadello+Bruna Romano:

Marianna🚔 

Gavin🍷

Clover+Carlo Romano+Koilee:

Kōi🐠

Lotta🍜

Bento🎸

Ginevra🥁

Gino Romano+Okalani:

Georgina🍳 

Kalea👑

~~~

Mindy+Whiff:

Rebecco💄(also known as Becky)

Iggy+Sasha:

Haley🔬

Taylor+Peggy:

Stella📷

Marty+Rita:

Matilda🏈

Arthur📽️

Brody+Skyler:

Brandon📚

Abel🎨

Cielo🖌️

Emmlette+Kingsley:

Anastasia🎬

Kellen📹

Sarge fan+Radlynn:

Randall🍠

Sweety🎮

Radha🌟 (Adopted,Failed Offspring Harvest Experiment of Radley Madish)

Alberto+Penny:

Pilar🏵️

Benny🎤

Houton⚽️

Noemi🌼

Scarlett+Rudy:

Adonis♦️ 

Kore♥️

Cooper+Prudence:

Carrie🐈

Brooklynn🐕

Greg+Yippy:

Courtney🌻

Lily🐞

Johnny+Boomer:

Bloom🍀

Arán🌰

Autumn🍁

Chuck+Nevada:

Helena💐

Fawn💍

Snow❄️

Utah+Gremmie:

Caspian🐚

Genaya🌠

Hugo+Janana:

Tanner🎼

Maggie+Mitch:

Magnolia💼

Gunther🌮

Mousse+Sienna:

Gelatta🍦

Syrup🍮

Julep+Deano:

Tulip🌷

Leandro💉

Willow+James:

Jhonnen🛵

Whitney👻

Jenni🔧

Kenji+Zoe:

Eijirou👾

Amanda🦋

Scooter+Austin:

Roopert🌟

Audrey🛍️ (changed from Adrianna)

Connor×Wylan B:

Iza-B🎋 (adopted)

Deckard 🎧 (adopted)

Cassidy🥇(adopted)

Whippa+Georgito

Créme🍬

Graham📋

Drakson+Kasey O:

Kate🥋

Diego💌

Pinch+Bertha:

Paula⚾️

Abraham🏋️

"Ace"⭐ (real name is Jack, changed from "Jack Derby" due to the nickname not making sense)

Rico+Rhonda:

Roberto🏺

Jazz🏆

Xolo+Sprinks the Clown:

Xefferson🤹

Xandra+Rollie:

Xanna💥

Romeo⚗️

Professor Fitz+Edna:

🍀Jerry & Betsy☘️ (Clones)

LePete+Tohru:

Petra☀️

Koko🥊 (previously known as Kumako)

Ryu🎐

Haru🕹️

Cletus🐰

Pablo🪴

Pally+Trishna🍊:

Nina🍊 (adopted)

Nick🛶

Michael💙

Wendy:

Wendyl🔩

Índigo+NuMarcus:

Magenta👗

NuMabel

Cecilia:

Josefina🎒 (surrogate kid)

Allan+Akari:

Allison💰 (In custody of Allan)

Kuro🍋 (In custody of Akari)

Allan+Ivy

Eva🛩️ (child from second marriage)

JoJo+Louie:

Johann✒️

Lauren🥘

Mayor Mallow:

Molly💎

Crystal:

Shard🃏

Fila-sophie📚

Luau Lepunch+Betty Pecan:

Toasty Coconut🍨 (Scoopian+LePunch Hybrid,Looks More like Betty)

Gala Donut🍩 (adopted Scoopian Child)

Shelly Coir🌴 (Scoopian+LePunch Hybrid, looks more like Luau)

4th of July Scoopian:

Stardust🎆

Rocky Road:

Terrance Milch🍡

Jill Berry+Chip Mcmint:

Cranberry Jelly💝

Bianco Ciocco🍫

Sue x Mary:

Susan☎️ (adopted)

Sarge×Radley Madish:

Onnelious & Brown (Adopted/Used to be Two of Sarge's youngest soldiers)

💜Pines and Payne💙 (Mutated+Adopted Pinacoolada Twins)

Annana💛(Mutated+Adopted Bananapants Daughter)

Radetta💗(Sucessful Offspring Harvest Experiment)

Mr. Sherbet

Tiger Dail🐯

Tomatoe Lady:🍅

Campari🥫

Foodini:

Gabriel🎩

Ripley+Chase

Rodrigo🤓

Stephen🐍

Sprout:

Horia🥕

Skip+Daniela:

Railey🛎️

Kahuna+Makaila:

Koa🏄‍♂️

Big Pauly:

🧂Salt & Pepper🧂

Gabitha:

Tessa🐔

Bonnie & Yalanda:

Klaus💤 (Adopted grandson/apprentice)

Liezel+Kaleb

Scoops🍦

Hector🐻

Treble+Perri:

Damon⚙️

Geezer📻

Budwin+Lisa

Bucky💭

Zandro👾

Boopsy

Barnum 🪆 (Son)

~~~~~~~~~

Possible new Nextgens:

Simone:

Shira🎥

Didar:

Noah🎙

Yuko:

Ichika

Chester

Gordon ⛺

Petrona

Roman

~~~~

Roger GearSpeed🏁 (Real Name: ???)

[getacluu]

[slashingdisneypasta]

[Betty Boop vc] LONG TIME, NO SEE!! 😉😊 my goodness, it's been ages, i apologize dfgfjkd life's been chaotic & hella stressful, BUT i'm finally starting to have a more optimistic outlook & am making plans for a (hopefully) brighter future lmao. i hope you're doing well, my gosh i've missed talking to you & @marinerainbow!! you both continue to make my day with your content & wonderful ideas!! i'm just sorry i haven't been able to pop in as often as i had been. BUT HUZZAH, I AM BACK!! 😁💫 - 🐞

Ladybug anon!! It's so nice to hear from you, I hope you're doing well!! I'm so glad to hear that you're feeling more optimistic??? And making plans for future??? I love this for you! ^^ 🫂

[marinerainbow]

(2/2) another thought i keep having, in a similar vein to Dolores & Jessica's dynamic, is how Dolores' dynamic is with Betty Boop!!! as we see in the movie, Teddy had a Betty figurine on his desk, and she stayed there the entire time, even after the fact. Eddie purposefully left his brother's desk the way it was, including the Betty figurine. she was clearly important to the brothers! based on what we saw in the Ink & Paint Club scene, i could feel the sentiment, respect, adoration, and complete sense of closely platonic yearning in Eddie's heart that he holds onto, just for Betty. part of me wants to think she was one of their earliest cases, and Dolores bonded with Betty as well, and then they were all really close, hanging out, Betty being their eyes & ears of ToonTown. they all had a blast, up until... the piano drop. i have my thoughts on what happened in the aftermath regarding Betty, so maybe someday. BUT going back to Betty & Eddie real quick, you could LITERALLY SEE, IN REAL TIME, Eddie's eyes SOFTEN and his walls go DOWN ever so slightly when he saw Betty again!!! SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO HIM STILL!!!! THAT IS SO IMPORTANT, AND I ALWAYS WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!!! another underrated dynamic (aside from Betty & Eddie being besties), is Betty, Dolores, & Jessica!! such an underrated and underappreciated trio, and i love them all to bits! i have an entire thing in my head about Betty specifically in regards to her characterization and role in the WFRR universe. she's so near and dear to my heart like Jessica & Dolores are, but there's something just slightly different. Betty just hits different for me tbh. and as far as i'm aware, from what i've seen (or rather, haven't seen), Betty isn't talked about as often in the WFRR fandom to my knowledge (then again maybe i need to dig a little deeper), but it's such a shame to think she's being overlooked more often than not, because i know there are some Betty Fans out there who give her so much love. Betty is a character who'd be really fun to theorize and connect some dots with in the WFRR universe, c'mon! and even in The Romance of Betty Boop (one of my favorite BB features i love it and the intro song SLAPS), Betty kicks ass, takes no shit, and beats up a creep with her purse when he won't take no for an answer, she stands up for herself and isn't afraid to be cross with someone. WFRR's Betty gives me that same energy, only she's a bit more tired, and a tiny bit jaded if she's being honest with herself. BUT! she's still got it! BOOP OOP A DOOP!!! - 🐞

Yes!!! We need these three to be a girlboss squad!!! I will pay money just to see these three in... Anything really! A comic, an episode, a movie? Sign me up!!!

I love how you see WFRR Betty! I think that definitely describes her to a T. She's still got it, she's still her bubbly, take-no-crap self, but she's also tired and, as you put it, jaded with all the years behind the cameras. And now she's being forgotten for cartoons going into color. Though we all know she makes it back, if her fans and merch in the real world are anything to go by. Betty Boop is just one of the classics that will never be forgotten ^^

[lilfashiongurl]

#953🐞 “✨Lil Mushrooms✨”.

♥ Me:

♥ Head // ToddleeDoo Mesh Head / EvoX

♥ Body // ToddleeDooBody Fitted

♥ Hair // Sintiklia - Hair Emiko Unrigged

♥ Facial // {Seams Legit} Crayon Facial Hair

♥ Hat // . tiptoes - Mushroom Beret - FP

♥ Top // Viv.a KIDS Bettie Sweater // 6 Colors // - Bubbles -

♥ Bottom // {Lula Belle} Denim Jeggings BOM Denim // Classic: 6 Solid - 6 Polka Dots // Colorful: 6 Solid - 6 Polka Dots.

♥ Shoes // Viv.a KIDS  Slippers Lexi // 6 Colors //  - Bubbles -

♥ Him:

♦️ Body: ToddleeDoo– Baby Fitted Body ♦️ Head: ToddleeDoo – Bento Head / Evox

♥ Facial // {Seams Legit} Crayon Facial Hair

♥ Hat // . tiptoes - Mushroom Beret - FP

♥ Top // Viv.a KIDS Bettie Sweater // 6 Colors // - Bubbles -

♥ Bottom // {Lula Belle} Denim Jeggings BOM Denim // Classic: 6 Solid - 6 Polka Dots // Colorful: 6 Solid - 6 Polka Dots.

♦️ Shoes // .Tippy.Tap. Andrea Sneakers – Variety of Colors

[highpony-betty]

RAINBOW EMOJI CHALLENGE:

USE 5 OR LESS EMOJIS OF EACH COLOR TO REPRESENT YOURSELF

A list of some emojis categorized by color is under the cut

Betty Cooper: 💯🛑🚨🎯🎒🍤🥞🤬📣✏️💡🎿🎾♻️📗🔫🧩🛼🩱🗳️👮‍♀️👖☯️🏊‍♀️🍆🐷🧠👅🧺🍺🍩🫘🔎🎤♟️🥷📓📇📰📁💻🔦📖🎲🎧🍥👽

Red: 💯🛑🚨🎯🎒

Orange: 🍤🥞🤬

Yellow: 📣✏️💡🎿🎾

Green: ♻️📗🔫🧩

Turquoise: 🛼🩱

Blue: 🗳️👮‍♀️👖

Purple: ☯️🏊‍♀️🍆

Pink: 🐷🧠👅

Brown: 🧺🍺🍩🫘

Black: 🔎🎤♟️🥷📓

Gray: 📇📰📁💻🔦

White: 📖🎲🎧🍥👽

Multi: 🏳️‍🌈

♦️♥️🟥🔴❌🆘📛🆎💯🛑🚫❤️‍🔥🖍✂️📍📌🧮📕📮🧧🎈🩸🪓🧨🧲🧰🧯⏰☎️🗼⛽️🚁🚘🚨🚒🚗🏎🪗🎯🎸🎟🛷🥊🏓🍷🥩🌶🍒🍓🍎🌹🐙🪱🎒⛑🧣👠💃💋🚩

🟧🟠🚼🆚☢️📳✴️🧡📙🎁🏺🌆🎇🌇🌅⛺️🚚🎭🧘‍♂️🪂🏉🏀🥃🍺🥮🥧🍤🍘🍣🥫🍕🍖🥐🥞🧅🍑🍊🔥🍁🦀🦞🦐🦑🐞🦁🦊🥻👘🩳🦺🧶👩🏻‍🦰🎃😡🤬🧶

📣🟨🔶🟡⚠️🚸🔆🔱💛✏️📒🔑🛎🧽⚱️💳💰💡🎞📀🚧🪝🚤🚡🚖🚃🛵🚜🚌🚕🎺🎷🎗🎫🏵🥇🤽‍♂️🎿🎾🥎🏏🥂🍯🍰🥠🧈🧀🍋🍌☀️🌟⭐️💫⚡️✨🌙🌝🌕🌞🌻🌼🐕🦒🐆🐥🐤🐯🐱👑💅👼👧👂🫵🤘🤜✌️🫶😺😵‍💫🫢😎😀🦻🔒🥸

🟩🟢✅❎♻️✳️❇️💚📗🦠🧪🧼🔫🪛💶💵🔋📟🛣🛶🚛🧩🏄‍♂️🪀🧃🥗🫒��🥒🥬🥦🥝🍐��🍀🌳🐲🌿🌲🍃🦜🦚🐊🦖🦎🐍🐢🪲🐛🐸🪖🧤🩲🧑‍🎤🤢

🧼⚗️🗽🤸‍♂️🛼🪺🐠🧤🩴👗🩱🧚🤖🍬

💠🌐🗳📫🎐🛋🪥🚿🩻💎🗺🚙🎽🧊💦💧❄️🐳🐬🐟🦋👔👕🥶🪣🦕🏳️‍⚧️

🟦🔷🔹🔵🔂⏯#️⃣🆗🆒🎦⚧🚹♿️🅿️🏧💤🌀Ⓜ️💙🖌📘🪬🧿🏙💺🛫🚎🛝🪁🎣🥏🥣🫐🌎🧢👖🧜🧑‍🔧👨‍🎤👮‍♂️🫂🗣

🟪🟣🚺⚛️✡️🕎☪️☮️✝️💟☯️♋️💜🔮🎆🚴‍♀️🏊‍♀️🍬🍆🍇☂️🦄🌂💅🕺🤷‍♀️💁‍♀️🤰🧞‍♀️👩🏻‍🎤👾😈🧕

💖💝💞💓💘🎀🛍🧫🎆💒🏩🎟🩰🧘‍♀️🍠🌸🌷🦩🐙🐽🐷👛👙👚👩‍❤️‍👩💅👩🏻‍🎤🧠🫦🫀👅🫁💄🏳️‍⚧️

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[magicbungelic]

I would enjoy being myself sometimes, by myself, not in the weird middle

[magicbungelic]

Nonsensical fictive vent

I don't particularly enjoy this feeling of half fronting

It is confusing as to who we are

Words are hard to come up with

I don't enjoy coming to front like this most of the time, my job is on the inside and it is simple. But I am forced to front for various reasons, sometimes not warranting it at all

This time was for being jumpscared with a preview of porn of me as an ad for a patreon, my feelings regarding this are.. I am not sure. I feel weird. I am aware it's not exactly me, but a cartoon character I happen to also be, but it is me, I see it as me, and it feels weird and violating. It is no one's fault, why did my brain create me in this way I do not know, we have theories. But it is no one's fault, and I'm not entitled to impose my boundaries on a fictional character, even if that feels like is me

This body is weird, it is not mine, it is weirdly dysphoric in a way that doesn't make sense, my hair, my height, my glasses, everything feels off. And this consciousness so confusing, shared by different facets of us. Some of us have the power to pause it, be themselves with no one else watching. I don't, not sure who I mean by I. It is continuous, and the only change is our feelings and behaviour and a headache, we feel different but feel like the same, a constant

But I enjoy the little moments I get to feel like myself. I enjoy looking at art and recognising myself in it, feeling like someone, like a real person

Those are likely all of my thoughts for today, I would enjoy to feel more like myself but I believe these are all the words I can force out of this confusing state of ours

[magicbungelic]

Finding fanart of you that's so beautiful and perfect and just you in every way and just aaaaa

Yes that's me !!! You just drew me !!! How I really look !!!! Thank you !!!

[magicbungelic]

Besides all the doubt that comes from this confusing existence, I know I am me

And I know I am here because I feel extremely uncomfortable with our voice, and having to talk to family or friends, and it feels forced having to interact with them the same way bun would. Bun never seems to struggle with this so I will hold onto it as proof of my existence

[magicbungelic]

My thoughts are scattered and hard to decipher or translate into words

Probably because there was no actual trigger to fully get me to front, so I'm half here half not

I am having to "borrow" words from the other one's mind if that makes sense

And it is frustrating

[magicbungelic]

This is such a weird existence to experience