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Whumpee was chained up.
The sight alone made his breath quicken, almost on the verge of an orgasm.
His sword moved on its own, uncontrollably slashing at Whumpee's flesh.
Whumper was euphoric, his body trembling as Whumpee’s cries ignited him with twisted satisfaction.
By the time he snapped out of his haze, he saw Whumpee sobbing and quivering in a pool of blood.
Whumper let out a soft chuckle, his lips turned into a cruel grin of satisfaction as he leaned close, pressing his lips against Whumpee’s skin.
He tasted the salt and sweat of his wounds with glee.
#i was inspired by a song#whump scenario#whump prompt#whumpee#whumper#i had butterflies in my stomach while writing this#sadist whumpr#whump
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Whumpers who wear their royal Whumpee's crown!!! >>>>>
It's so beautiful I cannot believe I never thought of this before now 💕💕💕 MAJOR WHUMPERFLIES!!! 🦋🦋🦋
#my art#whump#whump blog#whump community#whumpblr#whump things#royal whumpee#royal whump#whump art#oc valentine#oc vittoria#valentori ship#whump tropes#butterfly blood art
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Had this idea bouncing around in my head for a while. I loved the idea of these 3 meeting, giving Audrey another opportunity to meet someone like her. Eclipsa in particular strikes me as the kind of person who'd see this girl covered in ink amd immediately go into concerned grandma mode, trying to use her dark knowledge to help the young girl out...especially since she'd BEEN there when she was young herself. Audrey, however, takes time to open up to Clips. Not because she doesn't trust HER specifically, but...it's a little hard to trust ANYONE taking your hands when the last times someone did that meant harm or death. And Moon...I kind of figured seeing Audrey would be hardest on her, considering her experience with the "Darkest spell" and nearly losing Star in the corrupted magic realm (not to mention her daughter's pseudo corruption a while back.) Seeing a young glowing-eyed woman absolutely COVERED in this black ooze, scared out of her mind... Poor woman needs a moment.
I do feel like Audrey would like Eclipsa though. She's pretty nice, fun (if a bit eccentric) and reminds her a little bit of Cousins Alice + Allison, and her pals Heidi and Betty.
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#star vs the forces of evil#svstfoe#eclipsa butterfly#moon butterfly#bendy#bendy and the dark revival#audrey drew#whump#emotional hurt/comfort#emotional whump#trauma whump#angst#lady whump#scared#fear#body horror#body horror cw#corruption#nonhuman whump#nonhuman whumpee#trauma#ptsd#touch aversion#my art
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A whumper who has the captured whumpee pinned to the wall like a preserved butterfly specimen. Giant sewing pins pierce into their limbs and torso, staining their clothes with fresh blood every time they struggle to break free. It doesn't help that the whumper keeps telling them how pretty they look all pinned up.
#this has to be my favourite prompt that i've made so far#i love whumpers with butterfly motifs so it's a shame that there aren't any#captured whumpee#experiment whumpee#captivity whump#butterfly whump#whump#tw blood#cw blood#tw body horror#cw body horror#tw whump#whump prompts#whump writing#whump scenario#whump inspiration
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a hero who got a serious injury during the fight is heading now with his team to their basement.
he just realized that he's about to faint , so he leant against the nearest wall , and slowly slided to ground , trying to avoid the " unnecessary attention" he don't need
but he failed when one of his teammates turned back to see him in that state, and the " unnecessary attention" became "EXTRA" when the whole team was gathering around him trying to stop his bleeding ...
#whump#bromance#asian whump#collapse#concern#passing out#injured#hero whumpee#whumpee#hero whump#caretaker#hurt/comfort#whump butterflies#whump community#whump tropes#whump writing#fainting#whumpee about to faint#whump prompt#bleeding injury#unconscious#sickfic
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[THURSDAY]
Buried Alive - Outlived Family - "Not growing old was fun at first, but then everyone around me started dying."
Hi! Hello! We're here, Late To The Event. Technically, we have plans for all these days! We only remembered this event was ongoing halfway through the week, and by then... well, you know how it is. Technically, this isn't fully compliant with the prompt, but it's close enough that we figure it counts, since outliving his entire family was actually slightly less impactful than outliving his husband for our boy.
Fic below the cut, and @species-whump-weekly we sincerely hope this isn't too late to count.
You have been asleep for long enough that you aren't even sure if he'll still be alive.
His swarm finds you before you find them.
Marina gasps when she sees you. She's years older, now - wings worn at the edges, shell thin and flimsy, aged far beyond the young butterfly you saw her as last.
She looks older than you ever have been. She looks older than you suspect you ever will be.
Her father, your friend – your paramour, your years-long companion – isn’t with her. You fear, for a moment, you’ve stumbled upon them too late. You nearly cringe away from the migration them and there, fearful of discovering yet another thing that’s slipped away while you hibernated.
But you don’t have the heart to walk away.
He’s been waiting for you.
He is old, and frail, and dying. You can taste the creeping end in his veins from the moment you step foot into the tent. His shell is pitted with age, now, cracked and chinked in places, brittle enough that you fear taking his hand will hurt him. Time has weathered him, his wings transparent and paper-thin around him, and you… you stay the same, looking just as young as the day you first met him on the stolen life of those who unearthed your grave.
“I knew you’d come back,” he tells you. “You wouldn’t die that easily.”
You hold his frail, trembling claw in both of yours. You aren’t sure how he can say that so confidently. He has always had more faith in you than you have in yourself.
He invites you to drain him.
You hesitate, at first. Every instinct you have picked up over your long, long life is screaming for you to run. To survive, to keep your secret- he knows, and it's against everything you've ever learned to remain, to let him speak, to not preserve your life-
He knows. But maybe he's known for a long, long time.
You take his offer. You take his life.
You know what it is that killed him the moment you bite. The magic of the wastes, the low hum that seeps into your bones, the constant background noise that sometimes threatens to tear you apart - it gathers within him, down to the deepest parts of his shell. There are lumps of flesh in his heart, his lungs, full of the same mind-jarring, skull-shattering buzz.
He has the wasteland sickness.
You think that, perhaps, he has had the wasteland sickness for a long time.
You drain him until he is dry, until every last flicker of the wasteland sickness is gone from his body, until he is stiff and his flesh holds the texture of jerky, and you let your fangs linger on his shrivelled veins until you can't bear to remain anymore.
You are sick, the next day.
And the day after that, and the day after that.
The buzz is in your bones, now - too close, too loud, rattling through your shell like a twisted beast. You have the wasteland sickness, stolen from his dying body, and it is trying to take you the way it took him.
You do not die.
You don't know if it's a blessing or a curse, anymore.
It is energy. It is vitality, the buzzing, throbbing pulse beyond the heart of a beast on a scale you cannot comprehend.
It is life force, and you can stomach it just the same.
A week passes. Two weeks. The symptoms slow, as you digest it. It becomes your life, your energy, it bends to keep you alive, it becomes you, while you lie weak and dizzy and throwing up blood.
It becomes you. You become it, in turn.
It is the last pulse of your husband, and you refuse to waste it.
You stumble out of the tent two weeks later, exhausted and bearing injuries you cannot see with your naked eyes. You are tired, and hurt, and you have burnt through most of the life you had, but you are alive.
His body is still waiting for you.
#species whump weekly#monsieur scarlet#whump#my posts#writing#my writing#nonhuman whumpee#character death#bug fables#walks up a week late to the week long event. hey everyone whats up#we are going to make you feel sad about a vampire and you will have no choice in the matter#our vampire is very nontraditional but he is still a vampire unless youre gonna exclude a LOT of classic vamps from the category#life force draining ant guy who is kinda sorta immortal and heavily nomadic#his husband here is a monarch butterfly and will be unfamiliar to everyone because we havent talked about him yet#if you are in the bug fables tag looking at this: hi. we're doing crimes to guys for event purposes again#nothing new for us but you may enjoy this later
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Small Delights
CW: tiny Whumpee, non-human Whumpee, dubious Caretaker/Carewhumper, referenced nudity (non-sexual), it as a pronoun, conditioning
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The sun set beautifully behind the hills, yellows and pinks flowing through the window and letting the light reflect onto the glass panels that separated the tiny creature from the rest of the room. Surrounded by ferns and luscious greenery, they tended to forget that the square they called home wasn't bigger than a tree stump.
Lifting themself up from a mossy stone, graceful wings unfolded and stretched their full potential, they hopped down onto the soft earthy ground. Always cleaned and looked after, just like themself.
They pressed their face tightly against the closest pane, cool to the touch and speckled with water droplets. It liked to make the air around them heavy with drizzle, always misting the plants from above. It would be here soon, just like every evening.
Letting a quiet yawn escape their mouth, the creature barely taller than a mouse let the bright orange wings flutter in the last beams of sunlight. To the unaided eye, the missing spots in their pattern were invisible, chitin scales stacking on top of each other like bark. Stunning to watch, useless as always.
The air began to whir in a familiar frequency; it had arrived and made its way closer towards the transparent world they learned to inhabit. Fear had long faded from their mind, too familiar was the daily ritual it taught them since their rise from the cocoon.
As it entered the room, unintelligible rumbling was directed towards them, and the giant shape removed the cover above their head.
They would love to know what they were saying, but apart from gestures, the communication with this titan was hopeless. It seemed to desire only one thing anyway, so all study would be a waste of effort.
The lid wasn't made out of any material they knew, it didn't feel like natures' product, no living element they could connect with. The hollow branch they used to hide in always provided a sense of comfort, of a home they had to have before...this. Hidden memories of the life prior to their transformation felt like faded dreams now.
Lowering its hand slowly into their playground, the expectant fingers waited for their cooperation. Climbing gingerly onto its palm, a few strong flaps of their wings helped with getting placed onto the rough skin beneath. They were meant to sit now, flipping wayward specks of dirt and moss away from their limbs, uncovered and delicate as a young nymph.
Back in the early days of their amity, they tried to flit and make the whole ordeal easier for both of them, but after a vicious grab and shake they learned to leave such decisions up to their gracious host. Never given the chance to try further, flying seemed pointless anyway. Maybe they weren't made for it after all.
The appendage lifted them out of the glass and up to its eyes, two dark spheres not much different to their own stared down at them.
Today must have been pleasant for it, the joyous expression mirrored clearly by their tiny guest made it act even more excited. A gentle grumble left its lips, nearly a purr. It had to have a successful hunt, they pondered.
Careful not to lose balance, the hand lifted the winged creature onto their chosen place: a cushion seat for their ritual. Bringing themself into position, they prayed to get it over with quickly today, thinking of the sweet reward that would follow.
The rummaging behind them stopped, as it too sat down and began what they could only describe as pleasant torture: hundreds of hairs started to tickle the edge of their wings, stroking leisurely across the vibrant tones one could only see in autumn.
It didn't hurt them as the brushing kept its steady pace, or when it dipped lower on their wing to graze the spot in the pattern that reminded them of an eye. It didn't hurt when the pressure of the bristles against them rose, and it didn't hurt when the chitin plates that gave their wings shape and color began to shed across the floor.
Like snowflakes in a storm, the warm hues gracing their body were dusted off, tearing spots next to the fine veins throughout.
Deep down, they knew it made them lose their power. And this hurt, but only when they listened to the buried instinct that told them to resist against the loving mishandling.
After what felt like an eternity, the strokes became gentle again, like a breeze on their figure, and travelled down to where wing met skin.
Their upper back was being freed of crumbs and remaining scales, as the hairs moved downwards in long strokes to grant their legs and arms the same kind of attention. It worked thorough, leaving their body warm and tingly. Their head was last, patted down with a few quick swoops of its tool, marking the end of the routine.
Freed of any leftover grime, the pleasant shivers lulled them into a calm state, ready to drift off in its care. Before they could rest, it pressed a quick kiss between their wings, earning itself a whimper under its lips.
Breathing deeply, it lifted them up again to lay under the light they prepared in advance. The slight buzz of the heat above made them even sleepier, already willing to settle down onto the soft fabric.
It loved to arrange these little surprises for them, the nest it built allowed for enough space to stretch and settle down. So safe under the watchful eyes of their host, they folded their wings together, keeping them as close to their body as possible.
One could not wish for everything in life, at least they were far away from any predators or storms they could fell victim to.
Flying wasn't necessary then, right?
It meant well, they were certain, but they would give everything to explain the misunderstanding to it.
Still, to stay here was the better option, in the safety and comfort it loved to provide them. They called themself ungrateful, as they bathed the treacherous fantasy of the world beyond the glass.
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Thanks for reading 🤍 [Masterpost]
#FYI: butterflies don't have dust but tiny scales on their wings to keep them in the air and make their pattern vibrant#Entomologists pls don't roast me#i always thought it was a powder but nope...they are build like a fish...or a tiled roof#they rip off if you touch them#whump#whumpblr#creative writing#whump community#language barrier#g/t#g/i idea#tiny whumpee#intimate whumper#non human whumpee#fairy whumpee#bad caretaker#carewhumper#pet whumpee#giant/tiny#sfw g/t#butterfly whumpee#wing whump#size difference
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Okay so this is a really random and specific idea but what about a Whumpee who scribbles on Caretaker's hands
So Whumpee is recovering, and is conscious enough to be bored out of their ever-loving minds. And during visitor hours or maybe just randomly (if Caretaker is there all the time), they take a marker/sharpie and starts drawing hearts and stars all over Caretakers's hands. I'm talking like dozens of stars on their left, and since Whumpee ran out of room on that hand, they switched and wrote on the right hand. Maybe it's flowers, butterflies, leaves, or any other simple doodle.
Then, after recovery, Caretaker surprises Whumpee by revealing that they traced a few of their doodles, and got a tattoo of them
#can you tell that this is very inspired#well it's not#because I totally didn't find a random marker and do exactly this to myself#minus the tattoo part#whump scenario#whump tropes#whumpblr#whump prompt#whump#whump writing#whump community#whumpee#whump ideas
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Seeing Me in You - Unboxing
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cw: pet whump, box boy universe/bbu adjacent, institutionalized slavery, conditioned/brainwashed whumpee
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Ever so anxiously fearful, he had safely arrived to his new home. After so long of training and treatment, he had been prepared to perfection for his purpose. He was going to finally be put to use.
His trip to delivery had proved painful, even if he was used to dealing with common afflictions. Such a tight cage was unfavorable for his hulking frame, and the constant, numerous shakes and bumps of the truck formed noticeable bruises over his skin, and a sour throbbing in his head.
Thankfully, 374629 wasn’t meant to look presentable. Especially not pretty. He knew he wasn’t, having been utterly made sure of it. Not average looking, even, but he was never meant to be. He certainly was not a romantic, nothing anyone would purchase depending on his level of attraction.
Once set to the ground below his master’s doorstep, he made a point not to listen into the muffled conversation mushing together like cotton clouds above him. Reducing it to a buzz in the back of his mind, he kept his brain nice and blank. His belly still whirled in a mixture of terror and excitement to be inches away from his owner, and minutes from finally being introduced to them.
He could clearly hear as the employees transporting him finally left, leaving him alone with his owner. Leaving him to begin his new life.
374629 froze rigid as light began cracking and seeping into his crate, flooding his face with warmth and blinding brightness. On instinct his eyes shut and wound tight, body curling into itself further.
He hoped his master would be a good master. Didn’t everyone? Every master would be good of course, he had to be grateful to have any master at all. He was lucky. Maybe they would be just like his handlers in the facility. He couldn’t help but wish they were. As much as he was in no place to have preferences, he would have liked the familiarity.
But as his master ever so carefully opened his box, revealing more and more of his face, 374629 couldn’t help but on instinct catch a tiny look. And his master was frowning.
It was obvious he was attempting to hide it, lips curling up ever so slightly, almost unnoticeably so. The fake, half smile failed to meet his solemn, moistening eyes that glittered in the light. Not only was he obviously unhappy with his delivery, but his master was crying.
As 374629 turned back away, he could only hope it was his pet’s unsavory predicament that he found so foul.
Covered in his own grime, tears and sweat, boxers shriveled and dirty, his burly figure was contorted every which way inside of his box. His collar wasn’t even a nice leather, rather cheap and itching raw, red marks over his neck.
Maybe his master had never ordered a boxie before. Maybe he didn’t realize his pet would arrive so disheveled.
“S- sorry,” the man sniveled, wiping his eyes with clammy knuckles, “This is just… a lot. More so for you, of course.” 374629 could sense the slightest of a soft smile in his voice, pulsing warmth through his pet’s butterfly-filled belly.
374629 didn’t know if he was meant to respond. He knew his rules well, repeating one specifically like a mantra in his mind. Do not speak unless spoken to, he told himself, over and over again like the handlers had. But he’d never had someone, let alone a person, apologize to him. Apologize! How could he possibly know what to do?
“Ye- yes, sir.” He squeaked out, meek and shaky. He winced, expecting a quick and burning shock to the throat for his misbehavior - hesitating and stuttering - but, while no longer wearing his training collar, such a punishment never came.
Eyes peeking open once again, 374629 fixated his vision on the wood paneling of his crate. Pets are never allowed to look their master in the face, he told himself, both reminding him of the rules and silently chastising himself for having the urge to do so a second time. He hoped his owner had noticed his previous mistake of doing so, so that he could receive needed discipline for such unacceptable behavior.
“Hmmm… how about we get you up and out of your box, okay?” His master commanded, although spoken strangely. As if it wasn’t a command, rather a question, but 374629 knew very well that it was. Commands were one thing he was good at knowing. “Unless you feel more comfortable in there, then-,”
Before his master could continue, 374629 swiftly and clumsily stumbled from the confines of his box, plopping to his knees beside it. Again he fixed his gaze somewhere beside his master, this time the concrete floor of the hallway, as much as he wished he could look to the man for approval.
“Oh.”
The pet tensed. Did he do something wrong? He failed to discern an emotion from his master’s lack thereof, causing his stomach to quease with uneasiness.
“That’s okay. That’s good, yeah.” The pet could have sighed in relief. “Now, can I ask you a question?”
374629 tensed once again. Another question. He was so terribly confused. Why was his master asking him? Permission, even? It had to be a trick. A test, to see how well he’d been trained, an easy on at that.
“A master does anything they so desire.” He neatly recited, a smile nearly tugging at his lips.
He was being such a good boy. Back at training he would have received a quick and concise good by his handler, and the thought of praise, no matter how little and insignificant, could have him practically drooling.
For a moment, his master paused.
“I guess I should’ve expected that.” He whispered, more so to himself than his pet. His tone almost shone disappointment to his words, a realization that could have brought rich bile flooding his pet’s mouth. “I just wanna know, um, what’s your designation?”
He didn’t even need to think to formulate a reply. “WRU, facility 034, Guard Dog 374629.” He recited on the instant, words rolling off his tongue with perfected memorization. His designation was beat to memory, coming completely and entirely natural to him. In the whole interaction, that was one thing he was sure of.
He heard his master swallow, thick with saliva that danced down his throat. “Guard dog?”
“Yes, sir.” He responded, without falter, and utilizing his deep, low chords.
“Me too.”
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#My writing#Whump writing#whump story#whump#whumpblr#box boy whump#box boy universe#BBU#conditioned whumpee#institutionalized slavery#pet whump#brainwashed whumpee#Seeing me in you
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I love this so much I drew my ocs thank you for the pose and inspo 🙏🙏🙏
Whumper slowly catching feelings and obtaining Lima syndrome the same time whumpee is getting Stockholm syndrome and they both slowly fall into this psychotic messed up fake love.
#whump#whump blog#whump community#whumpblr#whump art#my art#oc valentine#oc vittoria#valentori ship#whumper x whumpee#butterfly blood art
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A very tired, bruised, beaten, cut-up whumpee rests on whumper's chest~ <3
Val's very tired and fell asleep, but that's okay because Vittoria finds them cute. What's that?... no, of course not because she likes them, she— just thinks they're pretty covered in cuts! It's not like she's going soft or anything. That would be absurd! Pfft, yeah right, Vittoria goin' soft, that's a good one. Next you're gonna tell me she has depth beyond being just some royal-hating sadist!
#whump#whump blog#whumpblr#whump community#whump art#my art#valentori ship#whumper x whumpee#carewhumper#intimate whumper#butterfly blood art
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Aegean Seas
Destroyer AU
long awaited roleswap AU. featuring royal delta and (defective!) living weapon paris
delta still has some psychic ability in this AU, but only a moderate amount. its nothing to write home about.
paris doesn’t have any powers, just an incredible capacity for violence.
(Content: living weapon whumpee, royal whumper, carewhumper vibes, institutionalized slavery, blood, biting, choking, electrocution, choking, suggestive language, background lady whump, clowns, hidden injury, past abuse, past trauma, PTSD triggers, emotional whump, scars, body image issues, war mention, alcohol, non-con touching (nonsexual), conditioning, magical exhaustion, seizure, kinda fluffy?)
“You don’t have to look so upset about it.” Delta twirling the pearl earring around within the pierced fin. The golden bangles of his wrist clicked together lightly at the motion — and all the silver and sea-glass ornaments he wore jingled in time with the movement of the airship. He hadn’t been looking at Paris when he said it, and they were not the only ones in the cabin, but he understood it was meant for him.
“I’m not upset,” Paris said. At least, not as much as he could’ve been.
Far below, the cerulean sea reflected the sun so that the water itself was blinding. Foam was gathering along the coast — a sure sign of rough waters. On the horizon, the embassy building jutted out from the cape.
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The ship lowered itself in a hover just by the surface of the beach. Paris slid the exterior door open. He hopped the remaining few feet onto the sand right before the craft finally landed. By way of reflex, he extended one hand back to Delta, who took it without thanks as he stepped down.
The other members of the court soon followed, a handful of advisors and scribes sent to keep the time. With a home advantage, all support had been reduced to a skeleton crew. Paris shifted carefully in between them, eventually settling a few steps behind Delta and a bit off to the right, which he knew was the best sightline he’d get without drawing too much attention to himself.
The path up to the embassy was lined with basalt — and a pretty long walk uphill, considering how many of its visitors were geriatric. At the peak, he again pulled the entrance doors open, taking a cautious look in through the entryway. He felt the familiar weight of the blade tucked up into his sleeve, though he had no real expectation of using it. He held the door open for Delta alone, but deigned to let the rest of the congregation pass through in the same way. He stole a last glance out at the countryside before he pulled the door shut tight.
At the front, Delta’s eyes flitted up in the same clouded concentration he always fell into before the meetings. He refused to take notes, so dedicated to committing absolutely everything to memory. He played all the information back like rolls of film. He waved vaguely at the prompting of his advisors, but it was clear he was somewhere else.
He only came to when they reached the center. It was a large room, polished, and most everything in it was the soft color of sandalwood. The painted monarch sat perched within the straight-backed chair. His own court spread out in a half-moon around him, all their papers all ready to go. Paris only caught a glimpse of them through the doorway, but the glimpse alone was enough to make him spiteful.
“Watch the entrance,” Delta whispered to him just before they passed through the entryway. Paris nodded and stepped off to the side of the door.
Soon he was alone in the large hallway. The building was old and its halls were echoing, though not quite as bad as the castle. He leaned back against the wall, wishing he’d brought the cigarettes with him. He passed the butterfly knife idly in between his hands, having no better way to occupy the time. He’d gotten good enough at it that he didn’t even need to look while he did. His eyes still scanned the corridors in the way they’d been trained, sizing up each impotent official or underpaid clerk whose heels tapped down the linoleum tiles. There was no real threat. Nothing ever happened.
The jingling bells warned of her approach before she came into view. He sighed, slipped the knife back into hiding. Jo popped out from the doorway. She was quicker than he would’ve thought, skipping out a few paces before she even turned to see him. When she did, her painted face contorted into an express of unadulterated mirth. She giggled — and the bells of her hat jingled again as she flipped over to stand on her head.
“I was wondering where they were keeping you this time.” Her voice was raised in faux cheeriness.
Paris watched her carefully — he couldn’t not. The rapid movements set all his nerves on edge. He was sure she knew that. He was sure it was why she did it. He didn’t answer.
She rolled over into a backbend and let her hands guide her up. When she was upright, she was not more than a few inches from his face. She was shorter than him, the difference exaggerated by the heels of his boots and the flatness of her stupid pointy shoes. She rose up on tiptoes to meet his eyes. He could see the glitter against her sclera.
“No dogs in the house of law, eh?” She stretched one leg up over her head. Her movements continued so fluid and so completely uninfluenced by anything she was saying, as if they were completely different hemispheres of her brain.
“I heard that when the neophytes drop out, they give ‘em a new name and put ‘em out on the street. Painted silver! They spend the rest of their days doing tricks for spare change. Is that true?”
No one ever dropped out. He didn’t answer. She did a back walkover, her speech uninterrupted.
“Or I heard what they’re really doing now is selling all the new grads to Crimson’s West Front,” she paused for dramatic effect, “There’s a famine there, you know. They need new meat!”
She cackled. He stiffened slightly, because that part was probably true. Even if they weren’t getting eaten, a lot of the kids did get bought out for the war effort, and were given no arms when they arrived. They were getting pushed into the meat grinder, literally or figuratively.
She seemed disappointed with his lack of outward reaction. As she rolled onto the floor again, she laid there on her stomach for a second, kicking her legs back and forth.
“You don’t have to worry about that though. I bet he’s nice to you,” She grinned impishly, pushing herself up into another handstand. “I hear he’s nice to everyone.”
She erupted into a laughing fit at that. His eye twitched. He felt the weight of the blade in his sleeve. She looked over to see his expression and her smile widened. She cartwheeled towards him, again landing only inches apart from him.
“People on High Street got a name for him. What was it again? The something wonder? You’ve heard it before, right? You had to. You spend enough time with that whore to-“
He threw her into the ground before she could finish, the last synapse snapping within him.
The sudden violence got a forced, clipped laugh from her. She did a back roll before he could strike again, sitting up on her knees before she swept one of his legs out. He dropped, but it didn’t slow him down. Nothing could have. He still drove his fist full force into her jaw, once, twice, about as many times as it would take to break it off.
She didn’t let him get that far. Jo was stronger than she looked and just as quick as he was. She was not downed easily. When he pinned her, she slipped. When her nails reached up to scratch out his eyes, he bit down upon her fingers hard enough to break them. Her blood gushed into his mouth. It was familiar. He didn’t even stop to spit it out.
She elbowed him in the face at the same time she drove her knee up into his stomach — all sharp angles. It was hard enough to knock him off of her and onto his side. Blood poured from his nose. It splattered on the floor right beside her own. She crawled forward on her bloodied fingers, trying to get even. He forced himself back upwards, lunging at her again. He became vaguely aware of a commotion behind him.
“Stop,” Delta said tiredly.
Paris did not stop. No fucking chance. Not now. She was still moving, still breathing, still fucking laughing. His hands closed around the undulations of her throat.
“Stop,” Delta repeated.
Blood dripped thick and hot from the both of them. Johanna twisted beneath him, her eyes shining like stars. He wanted them barren. He wanted her to stop moving.
“Stop,” Delta said it with no more emphasis than the first two times, but he’d closed the distance between them now. The prongs of the choke collar dug into Paris’s neck, cutting off his oxygen.
He backed up on his knees, leaning backwards into the touch, the only way he could loosen the chain. But for all the slack the proximity created, Delta only pulled it higher, tighter. No air reached him, even when he’d stopped, even when he had stilled. It kept going. The panic gripped him immediately, tempered only by experienced. Delta wouldn’t kill him. He wouldn’t, he wouldn’t, he wouldn’t, and as soon as he started to think that he would, the chain released. Paris gasped shakily, collapsed down onto his hands and knees. One hand pawed desperately at his throat. Small beads of blood had formed there in the collar’s outline.
He felt the pressure of the chain being picked up and winced, but it did not tighten again.
“Sorry about him.” Delta frowned. “And…sorry about your…clown.”
“Oh, don’t worry about her. She’s had worse.”
And sure enough, Jo sat up again, the wounds he’d given her already half-healed. Her stupid fucking hat jingled as she shook her head clear. The sound was enough to re-trigger the prey drive. He lunged.
Sharp and course electricity ran straight through his body, aborting the attack before it could even begin. All his muscles locked up. He’d built up a tolerance for the dryer sparks, but being tased was rare. It was a different story. He knew the shock only lasted a few seconds, but those seconds dragged out like years. Delta didn’t even say anything, the tips of his fingers retreating from the raw skin of his neck.
“Here girl,” the monarch snapped their fingers.
The clown stood up in her wet clothes, skipping happily back into the employ. Paris kept his eyes trained on the empty space in front of him, the blood spots on the floor. He heard their footsteps retreating. The hallway was silent. One of Delta’s fingers was still hooked around the circle of his collar.
“Clean it up,” he said. Paris nodded. The chain went slack and he was alone in the hall once again.
~
“She started it-“
“She is a jester,” Delta cut him off. “She was doing her job. If she didn’t have that healing factor, you would have killed her.”
His eye twitched. Killed her. Kill her. It flared up within him again, without any target. He dug his nails into his wrist to keep from something worse. The anger burning so hot inside of him he thought he might just be sick from it. She’d done it on purpose. She’d got him on purpose, but it shouldn’t have worked.
“You weren’t there,” he said, the ache of defensiveness rising in his voice. “You don’t know what she was doing.”
“Did she draw on you?” Delta asked, sounding bored. He already knew the answer.
Paris’s face flushed anyway. He gave no reply.
“Yeah, that’s what I thought.” Some small satisfaction crept into his voice, then faded quickly into irritation. “You didn’t have any impetus. Nobody was in any danger until you snapped. And now they know that if they so much as wave a flag in front of you, you act like a rabid fucking animal.”
“I was defending you, you ungrateful fuck!” The words were out of his mouth before he could stop them. Delta looked up in shock.
“I’m sorry,” Paris amended quickly, retaining at least some sense of self-preservation. He covered his mouth with his hand in a a belated effort to silence himself. It wasn’t enough. He’d been on thin ice before, but that could not be tolerated. They both knew it.
“Why are you like this?” Delta asked. He didn’t say it as an insult. He asked like he really wanted to know.
That only made it worse.
~
The inner courtyard of the Aegean palace was dense with marble and wildflowers. He always thought the statues looked out of place among the foliage, the vines creeping up the legs of the gods as if they’d already been forgotten. The last of the day’s light was held up in the violet clouds. Beneath them, the walls were doused in the cool blue of dusk. The air was warm and wet.
Paris went without prompting, without needing to be forced. He pulled the shirt off of his back, shivering a bit as the scars that already laid there were exposed to the open air. He knelt down by the post. The guard shackled his wrists to the side of it. He rested his forehead against the wood, curling and uncurling his fingers. It made it more tolerable.
He heard the whip crack against the ground as the guard made practice shots. Delta sat off to the side, one elbow propped up against the aluminum garden table, watching without much interest. He’d never get his hands dirty doing it himself. He wouldn’t even know how.
That idiot guard didn’t know much better. The first strike came down unpracticed, landing diagonally along his shoulder and against the old scars. He pressed his head further into the post, preferring the pressure he felt there to the hot pain that was forming along his back.
It only grew. It layered. It would’ve layered already, in just a single beating, but his body had years worth of them just waiting to be reignited. The whip dredged up the old pain easily. It didn’t split the skin, but he could remember when it had. The thought alone made him dizzy. The pain quickly became all he could focus on. It kept going.
“Please stop,” he said, beginning to get truly nervous now. It’d been going on too long and was pushing up against the bounds of what he could tolerate. His hands turned over anxiously in the solid iron of the manacles. He couldn’t have gotten out even if he tried.
Delta held a hand up. The whip temporarily ceased. He stood up from the table, electrifying the air as he got closer.
He shouldn’t have said anything.
“Hm?” Delta asked, leaning down a little, “Stop?”
He could tell that he was feeling vindictive. Delta’s voice took on that soft, too-patient tone it always had when he was furious.
“Paris, when I told you to stop, what did you do?” he chided.
“…Kept doing it,” he muttered miserably into the post. He hated when he got like this.
“So you do understand.”
“It hurts.” He kept his voice soft, somewhat whiny. It was calculated, but he didn’t have to force it. It didhurt.
“It’s supposed to. I wouldn’t have to do this if you would just listen the first time. You don’t have anyone to blame for this but yourself.”
There was no making him understand. Delta had no concept of what hurt meant — of how much was too much. His own body was unblemished. He’d never bled for anything.
For as long as he was standing there, the punishment couldn’t continue. They wouldn’t dare swing the whip when Delta was in line of it, god forbid. He took the break for what it was, a few needed seconds for him to catch his breath. Delta seemed to catch onto what he was doing, taking a few steps back. He turned back to the guard.
“Finish up. Gag him if he talks again. He knows better,” he instructed.
He paced out of the courtyard, retreating back inside the castle walks. He never liked to see the aftermath, either.
~
Delta had been sixteen years old on the eve of his first and only assassination attempt. It had been a failure, in the sense that he had not died from it. It had also been a failure in the sense that the assailant had not even gotten close. 36,000 volts ran straight through his circulatory system before the knife could even fall.
Delta had been uninjured — and in the end, unshaken. The King and Queen were not. They had no other heir.
Paris came as a knee-jerk reaction, dredged up out of whatever trench they’d found him in. He could play nice, when he needed to. He knew exactly what was on the line.
He was passable. The King bought him alone and unannounced. He’d complain for years afterwards that he’d been ripped off.
Paris had glanced up when he was first made to kneel in the throne room. His first impression was that Delta looked awfully calm for someone who had just survived an assassination attempt.
Delta was unimpressed by it, and had been unimpressed by everything since.
~
Almost everything. Kitty glowed blue in the light of the lounge. It was Delta’s favorite room. in the palace. It had been even since he was little. The walls were all made of glass, with thousands of gallons of seawater lying just behind them. Whole shoals of fish reflected silver onto the dark floor. The sequins of Kitty’s slit dress had the same effect.
She was wearing a collar. He didn’t know why he found this so funny. He guessed it could be considered a choker, if he wanted to be generous, but with the ears and the tail, “collar” was the first word that came to mind.
Hers wouldn’t choke her. If he wanted her to, he’d have to do it himself.
She draped herself over the arm of his chair. Kitty was growing into herself so beautifully. Her eyes still lit up at the sight of the fish swimming, just the way they had when they were kids, and he knew she wanted nothing more than to break straight through the glass to get at them. But everything else about her now shone with such a honed sophistication.
“You’re bleeding,” she said, her eyes widening with concern.
“What?” He blinked. He hadn’t meant to.
But sure enough, a thin stream of blood trickled from his nose just as soon as she got close to him. Delta blushed, a pale blue hue rising up beneath his freckles. It came as a betrayal.
“You’re so predictable.” She almost smiled, pressing a pink handkerchief to his face before the blood could drip onto the soft sheen of his clothes.
The air around him crackled so badly both their hair stood on end.
~
Apollo tread into the kitchen with the golden fringes of his clothing catching all the light. He dragged the kitchen chair out and fell lightly into the seat. He made a soft sound of surprise as he found Paris leaning back against the edge of the counter.
“You have to stay up as long as he does?” Apollo asked. He leaned forward against the marble table, rocking the chair from side to side.
“I’m not supposed to sleep at all,” Paris responded flatly, only half joking. It was a bad look for him to be sleeping while Delta was awake, in the same way it was a bad look for him to be sleeping in. That left a very small window for him to get any rest at all.
Apollo grimaced in sympathy. He placed the empty glass down on the counter. Wordlessly, Paris took it to refill.
“Oh, I didn’t- Is that even your job?” Apollo asked, a blush rising to his face.
Paris shrugged, pouring the last of the bottle out into the glass. He slid it back across the table.
“You should let me fix that for you,” Apollo offered.
Paris yanked his hand back as violently as if he’d been burned. He thought it was invisible. It hadn’t healed that wrong. It still worked. It wasn’t an impediment. He clutched it to his chest protectively, shielding his wrist with his other hand.
Apollo gave him a knowing look. He stirred the drink idly. The ice made a soft noise as it clattered against the edges of the glass.
“They didn’t splint that for you in training?” He tilted his head.
Paris looked down. He tentatively loosened the grip on his wrist. It’d just been a fall. He’d gotten knocked backwards and he’d needed to stop himself from cracking his skull onto the floor. He’d done it wrong. The wrist had taken the brunt of the impact. He kept it in a splint at night — and when he was alone — but he couldn’t ever wear it around the trainers. He made use with the bandages instead, prayed everyday that medical didn’t come see him. In time, the bones had stitched themselves back together. Not enough, apparently.
Apollo was still staring at him.
“…It’s disqualifying,” he said softly.
“Ah,” Apollo leaned his elbow on the counter. He pressed one finger up against his lips. “Don’t worry. Your secret’s safe with me.”
Paris looked at him gratefully. Apollo took another sip of the drink, seeming to study the swirling patterns of the table’s surface. After a while, he added:
“He wouldn’t mind, though.”
Paris frowned. He didn’t think so either. That wasn’t the point. He couldn’t have his wrist be unusable for a full six weeks. He could not stand to be any more unusable than he already was.
He couldn’t bring himself to say it. He never would. The silence endured. Apollo shrugged, taking the drink back with him as he ducked out of the bright kitchen. Paris drew the sleeve of his shirt all the way past his fingertips.
~
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Paris winced. If her people ever ended up in his corner of the galaxy, that was a bad, bad sign. Selfishly, he wished for it anyway.
He heard footsteps approaching and quickly slid the phone back into his pocket. He was not quick enough to get rid of the cigarette. Delta paced out onto the balcony in a whirlwind. Little bouts of lighting lit up by his eyes.
He plucked the cigarette straight out of his mouth. His other hand smacked hard against the side of Paris’s skull.
“Ow,” Paris winced, though it didn’t really hurt. Because he wanted Delta to feel bad. Or because he knew he wanted to hear it. Whichever it was that day. Whichever worked.
“Those are my fucking lungs,” he hissed. The guilt trip hadn’t worked. Paris shrugged.
“Sorry.”
The apology worked better. Delta’s body language relaxed some as he snubbed the cigarette out on the palace wall. He didn’t ask for the rest of the pack. Smoking was fair game, really. It was getting caught doing it that was the issue.
“Who were you texting?” he asked mildly.
He hadn’t hid the phone quick enough. He tried to play it off.
“Just Lorry.” He looked down.
“Oh.” Delta’s expression seemed to soften, almost imperceptibly. “Is she okay?”
“Yeah,” he answered automatically. His heart quickened right after. “…Why? Did you-“
“No,” Delta cut off that train of thought before it could really begin. “No news. I was just wondering.”
“She’s fine, then,” he confirmed. As much as she could be.
It was only then that Delta actually looked guilty. He didn’t have to. It wasn’t his fault. Lorelai had been purchased months before Paris had. It was a miracle he was even allowed to stay in touch with her. He knew most of the program’s graduates weren’t half as lucky.
He still wanted the cigarette. He leaned back against the wall, unsure what to do with his hands or his mouth when it was gone. Delta didn’t leave after that, the way he’d expected him to. He pulled himself up onto the railing with a kind of stupid abandon.
The air carried the scent of salt from over the ocean. Down on the beach, two kids flew a white kite right above the waves, blissfully unaware of the peacetime’s fragility.
~
“Keep?” Paris asked, holding up the alligator skin boots. They’d been dyed a shade of ruby red.
“Absolutely not.” Delta shook his head frantically, “Toss. Don’t even tell anyone I had those.”
“I thought they were nice,” Paris muttered.
He tossed them into the trash pile anyway. He crossed back over the length of the massive closet, pulling another bag off the shelf. This was absolutely, definitely not his job. But it wasn’t like he had anything better to do. He liked anything that did not make him feel like a total waste of space.
His knees hit the ground before he really knew what he was doing. It was a better instinct, though, probably the least harmful out of all the ones he could not control. Delta looked up in surprise, only realizing what had just happened as the King stepped in through the doorway. Delta’s attention recentered on his father. They both acted as like he wasn’t even there.
“Don’t you have a dispatch to be filling out?” Ulysses leaned against the doorway, surprisingly casual in the company of his only son. It was a reprimand, but his tone was still playful.
“I’m fuckin’ working on it, jeez,” Delta snapped.
“Doesn’t look like it,” the King glanced around the room. Paris flinched a bit as his gaze passed over him, but it didn’t linger long.
“Oh!” The queen Andromeda appeared in the entrance before Delta could even respond, looking excitedly at the gown Delta held in one hand. “I’ve always loved that dress! You never wear it!”
“Oh my god,” Delta said, “Can you leave me alone.”
She rushed forward anyway, squishing his face with one hand as she kissed his cheek.
“Mom!” He blushed terribly.
She smiled, knowing exactly how much she was embarrassing him. He shoved her lightly back towards the door and shut it quickly before either of them could protest. He slammed his head against it once it was closed.
“You can get up,” Delta rolled his eyes. Paris did, rigidly so, in the same mechanical way as when he’d gone down. He blinked a few times, trying to bring himself back to the present.
“They’re so fucking annoying,” Delta muttered to no one in particular, wiping his face off.
“Your parents are nice,” Paris protested weakly in their defense.
“He beat you with a 2x4,” Delta reminded him.
Paris shrugged. The King could’ve done much worse. He’d snapped at Delta that time — not on purpose. Never on purpose. It was only the nerves firing wrong, the signals getting twisted. He couldn’t help it. But it’d been grounds for immediate termination. Paris got off easy, and had moved on from it fairly quickly. Delta still held a grudge against his father for it.
“Keep?” Delta asked this time, desperate to change the subject. Paris guessed he was glad, too. Something in him ached awfully whenever they were around.
“Keep,” he affirmed.
~
It was awful. They had to hold court later, had to hold it in ten fucking minutes, and his heart felt like it was about to explode if he didn’t kill something. He paced uncontrollably, snapping at the air no matter how hard he tried to stop it. Delta watched idly from the throne. Not angry. Just visibly unpleased with it all.
“Come here,” he called finally.
Paris flinched. It was not a request. He tried anyway.
“I don’t…want you to…” he protested weakly.
“I didn’t ask if you wanted it.”
Paris reluctantly approached, kneeling beside the throne. Delta tilted his head, the tiara slipping down a bit as he did so. A soft blush rose to Paris’s face. He pulled his shirt off, then lowered further onto the floor, laying down flat on his stomach. He rested his head against his arm, burying his face. He heard Delta rising up from the throne and settling cross-legged onto the floor beside him.
Delta made that same soft, dissatisfied noise he always did when he saw the old whip scars all along his back. Not his work. The lashes he gave didn’t leave a mark. He didn’t like it when they did. Paris winced.
They were ugly. Paris knew that if the King had caught a single look at the lattice, he’d have never been bought in the first place. Because it was defacement. Because they were ugly. The thought echoed in Paris’s brain every time he caught a glimpse. It was pure vanity. He was a weapon, he knew it didn’t matter, he shouldn’t have even cared about that kind of thing. But he did. He hated them.
“So tense,” Delta murmured from above him. His hands kneaded into the ridges along Paris’s spine – that strange, analgesic touch. Paris could feel his muscles softening involuntarily, the tension in them forcefully removed.
The urchin spine slid into the center of his shoulder blades. He bit his arm to keep from gasping.
It wasn’t the toxin alone that did it. He knew that because he’d pricked himself with it once, just out of curiosity, and he had felt almost nothing at all. It was the way he used it.
He didn’t always hate it; sometimes it was almost nice. It was nicer when they did it alone, when he wasn’t forced to take it, exposed on the floor of the throne room. It was viscerally unpleasant to experience against his will. He did not like Delta having that much control over his body. He didn’t want to calm down.
The spine entered again, and he calmed anyway.
It went on like that until all the rigid tension seeped out through his skin like poison, then a while afterwards too. It was gentle, despite everything. He could’ve cried.
“Better?”
He nodded, though he really just felt hazy. He didn’t think he could even hold a sword anymore. The calm felt intrusive. He was sure he couldn’t move at all, almost limp in the aftermath. He didn’t need to, though. Delta pulled him up a little, trying to straighten him out. He found his position again, on his knees.
He pulled the shirt back on, roughly. His arms had gone numb; it took so much more effort than it had to take off. He shifted, readjusting so that he was facing the rest of the room this time. It took so much effort just to sit upright then. He felt high.
“Good boy,” Delta said, about a half second before the doors opened. He was only saying it to be mean, but in the moment, Paris couldn’t bring himself to care.
~
Delta yanked his hand away from his face just before Paris could snap it off. Paris hissed in frustration, falling abruptly to the ground. He pounded his fists against the tile. It was all he could do to not fucking kill him.
“Why the fuck would you do that?” He hissed out through gritted teeth. It was wrong. He was making it worse for himself. He had no fucking right to be talking to him like that.
He couldn’t help it. He felt like he was going to scream.
Delta watched impassively.
“It’s getting worse,” Delta said. There was real concern in his voice.
Paris pressed his forehead to the ground, curling up. Anything else.
“I know it’s getting worse,” he growled.
Delta started to bend down, which was the worst thing he could’ve done.
“Get away,” Paris warned. For fucking once, Delta actually listened, taking a few cautious steps back.
It took ten whole minutes for him to get back to a state where the prey drive wasn’t waiting two inches beneath the surface. He sat up wearily. Exhausted. Fucking embarrassed.
Delta’s eyes were wide, but then, they always were. The rest of his expression revealed nothing at all.
“You need to figure that out,” he announced quietly.
“I’m not doing it on purpose.” Paris buried his face in his hands. “You know I’m not doing it on purpose.”
“That isn’t going to matter to them and you know it.” His voice was soft. Almost sympathetic. “And don’t talk to me like that,” he added, almost as an afterthought.
“Delta…” Paris whined into his hands. It was an undisguised plea. As if the way he was talking was what mattered right now.
“I’m serious. Don’t.” The plea went unanswered. If anything, his voice hardened. Paris watched with some small horror as all the patience seemed to bleed out of him. As if he could afford to lose a single ally.
“Sorry,” he muttered.
“Figure it out,” Delta said with such sincere urgency that it seemed like now was his turn to beg. He stormed off, unwilling to let anyone else get the last word in.
Paris picked himself up off the ground and put his fist through the nearest wall.
~
No matter what happened that day, he still came crying in the night like a little kid.
Paris flinched a bit as he was awoken, but not for very long. He guessed he should’ve been used to it by now. Delta stood over him, tugging at his sleeve impatiently, wordless. His eyes shone like beacons in the darkness of the bedroom. His hair was down. He looked so young when he was like this. His look was all pleading.
Paris sighed, letting himself be roused from the bed. He just barely had time to grab the sword before he was dragged out into the hallway. He followed Delta all the way up the stairs, all the way up to his bedroom. He could hear the water trickling well before he entered.
His parents really did spoil him. Delta’s room was probably the most expensive part of the entire palace. Water rushed down from the ceiling in an artificial waterfall, landing into the koi pond that took up a whole quarter of the room. All the rest of the room was crystalline, opalescent. Absolutely cluttered with anything that would shine.
Paris didn’t roll his eyes at the giant seashell that held Delta’s mattress. He’d seen it enough times that it had lost its novelty. He didn’t expect anything less.
“Watch the door,” he begged.
Paris nodded. He knew the drill. He sat down on the floor by Delta’s bed while the sheathed sword rested in his lap. He wouldn’t need it. He knew he wouldn’t need it. Delta was just scared.
Delta crawled up into the bed, arranging himself carefully for the meditation. The low drone of electricity began to fill the room. Channeling again. All the stars had aligned for it.
“παρακαλῶ,” Delta muttered beneath his breath. “παρακαλῶ, παρακαλῶ, παρακαλῶ…”
The incantation began shortly after that. The hair on the back of Paris’s neck stood up. He kept his eyes on the door. He didn’t like to watch.
He’d learned to tune out the rambling, for the most past. He knew Delta didn’t like it when people overheard — and he only let Paris do it out of necessity. It was fine. He didn’t understand any of the Greek. It was only the rapid, manic way he spoke that really scared him. Hushed and quick and ancient. It felt right to avert his eyes for it. It was something he had no business witnessing.
His eye twitched a little bit as he realized just how loud the incantation was growing behind him. The room was getting brighter. He got the awful feeling he always did when he felt lightning was about to strike. It was getting bad this time. It was getting worse than he could ever remember it being.
He turned around.
It was about as bad as he imagined. The light burned and radiated off of him, bright enough to be blinding. Delta was definitely seizing beneath it all. His eyes were shut tight like the power was painful. His hands clutched at the blanket. Paris realized with horror that the bedding was turning blue from all the blood that then dripped from his mouth and his eyes.
“Fuck,” Paris muttered beneath his breath.
He should have known better than to wake a sleepwalker.
He regretted it as soon as he touched him. For a minute, he thought he’d really gone blind. The pain exploded in his arm as he was thrown back against the wall. His own body seized with the residual electricity. He gasped, crumbling down into a heap onto the soft floor.
“What the fuck did you do?” Delta coughed up blood onto the floor. Blood or tears poured from his eyes. In all likelihood, it was both. He wiped at them idly, not seeming to be in any particular hurry. It wasn’t like he’d be able to get all of it off with his hands.
He stumbled up from the bed — and immediately fell onto the floor. He crawled the rest of the way over to the koi pond, scooping the water up with his hands to remove the rest of the blood.
“Why the fuck did you do that?” he repeated, even angrier now.
“You were seizing.” Paris gasped. His arm hurt badly enough that he thought it might be broken. He couldn’t tell. He was still mostly blind.
“I told you not to interrupt,” Delta pressed his forehead onto the stone. He couldn’t even stand.
“You’re pushing it too far,” Paris said. It was all he said. It was all he needed to.
“Shut up,” Delta warned.
“You’re pushing it too far,” he repeated, sing-song.
“Shut the fuck up!” Delta stood up again. Paris knew he meant to hit him, meant to fight him, and suddenly that was what was happening.
“Oh god damn it, you fucking moron.” Paris blocked his fists with his arms. It hurt a little bit, but not nearly enough to incapacitate. He pushed Delta off with zero effort, which only seemed to piss him off more.
Delta growled, stumbling to his feet. He marched over to the bedside table, pulled out what Paris recognized belatedly as a fucking muzzle.
“Wait.” He tensed up, still not having risen off the floor. “Wait, wait, wait, chill-“
Delta fell messily to his knees, trying to secure it onto him. This time, Paris actually did fight. He caught his wrists. He hated that thing so much. It was the middle of the fucking night, he’d never be able to sleep with it on. He didn’t deserve it. He’d been trying to help.
“Stop,” he pleaded while he still had the ability to. “Come on. Stop. Please.”
Delta sighed in defeat. He dropped the muzzle to the floor — and let himself fall to it a few seconds later. He mumbled something in Greek.
“I’m tired,” he muttered into the carpet. His mouth was still bleeding.
Paris stood up, with a lot of effort, but he was still in better shape that Delta was. He picked him up with his uninjured arm. It wasn’t difficult. Delta was light. He wouldn’t have won the fight he’d tried to start. Paris pushed him back onto the bed, letting him collapse there.
“On your side,” Paris reminded him. Delta readjusted onto his side so that the blood wouldn’t asphyxiate him.
“Fucking goodnight, I guess,” Paris muttered, picking his sword back up from the ground. He picked the muzzle up too, placing it back in the drawer. Should’ve just thrown the damn thing out.
“Stay?” Delta asked.
“Yeah, think I’m good on that.” Paris started to walk out the door.
“Stay.” It was an entreaty, now. Paris groaned. He walked back, collapsing onto the other side of the bed.
“Not all night. You cry in your sleep. I don’t know if anyone’s ever told you this.”
“So do you,” Delta muttered in reply, already half-asleep.
Paris shrugged. The waterfall was quiet and reassuring. He could stay for that, if nothing else.
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Give me sociable whumpees. Whumpees that are the social butterfly of their team/group. Whumpees always talking with everybody at parties, always in the center of attention, I'm talking dancing, karaoke, making friends! Whumpees who are able to make friends everywhere they go, no matter the situation.
Then, they get taken by whumper.
Is whumpee a shell of themselves now? Do they refuse to attend any kind of social event because they're afraid whumper might be hiding somewhere among the crowd? Among their friends? Or do they try so hard to keep that facade up, desperately try to hold on to the person they once were that everyone loved to be around, but people can tell they're uncomfortable, that they're not so happy to be there anymore.
Or is whumper still keeping an eye on them? Maybe they are hiding in the crowds. Or maybe whumpee never even left their grasp, whumper is just giving them an appearance of being free. Or is whumper forcing whumpee to attend parties with them, in whumper's house, where whumpee is suffocated by the presence of whumper's friends? Or maybe whumpee is forced to take whumper with them to parties where their friends are there, and those poor fools just think whumper is a really close friend, or even in a relationship with whumpee. Do whumpee's friends start to like whumper? Is that what whumper wants, so that when whumpee is finally brave enough to tell the friends what's truly happening they won't believe them?
This just has so much potential because imagine the paranoia
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Whumpee who's been through tough times trying to act as usual , just cracks up when caretaker randomly hugs them and tell them everything gonna be ok
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An angel whumpee pinned in a display case like a butterfly.
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A Whumpee that was always told they were worthless being called “darling” or “precious” by Caretaker offhandedly and being unable to catch their breath for minutes afterwards.
Them just sinking to their knees with their hand over their mouth, tears in their eyes as they look up at Caretaker, trying to fully process what had happened, butterflies in their stomach.
That night, they replay the word in their mind over and over again, clinging to it like a teddy bear.
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