#but.... I do feel morose

[skitskatdacat63]

2023 Las Vegas Grand Prix - Qualifiying - Fernando Alonso

[codacheetah]

I keep thinking of how I want to taxonomize Siffrin and Loop bc it feels significant to me that Loop and Siffrin both have inherently diverged from the same Traveler Mold they came from. But because I am like a 7 year old I keep sagely nodding to myself going "ah yes... just like mega mewtwo"

[jackwolfes]

Hii<33 will you tease us with hints of your current projects?

hello! 👀 due to a number of things happening off-screen for me i would say that i'm currently in "fucking around" mode without a huge number of actual tangible projects going on? like im doing a lot of "open new doc > write down vague idea > add 1,000 odd words > don't finish the project" which. doesn't feel great. but hey ho.

the biggest thing is that i'm doing a merlin big bang and am trying to wrap up the details of that project because i've committed now, except i can't give any details about because it all needs to stay anonymous 😅 either way that'll be out in like, august!

yeah in terms of other fandoms that i have written more stuff more in the past im just sorta,,,, languishing i guess??? like i'm still writing but it's really hard to be excited about WIPs and tell people & have them get excited and then just never finishing anything 🤷

[frankensaint]

Happy Birthday!

“Opening” 2006 Revival Company // “Class of 2013” Mitski // “30/90” Tick, Tick …Boom! // “30” Bo Burnham

[aeide-thea]

do you ever think abt like. how it takes you twice as much work to arrive at half as much personhood and by the time you've managed to scrape yrself together that far the ppl you were trying to join in with have moved on

[911-on-abc]

In rarepair HELL

[merchantofwhispers]

[ A disclaimer I'm going to make here; MY MUSES ARE UNRELIABLE NARRATORS. Even their biographies, written in the style of summary of an interview, are **unreliable**. Theyre hundreds of years old, seasoned criminals, and have warped views on both morality, mortality, and their own position in the universe. A villain in a story is a hero in their own eyes. Please remember that when interacting with my characters. This is not a vague on ANYONE, just something I've noticed as of late is the trend of flat acceptance of muse behaviour. ]

[quietwingsinthesky]

it’s running concurrent to my headcanon that. well. the universe is so lacking in constants for the doctor, and if it’s after he’s experienced the loss of a companion, he’s not going to go have tea with someone else he once travelled with and had to leave behind.

it just makes sense to me, that he’d go seek out the master. especially if he’s barely restraining himself from making bad choices about breaking fixed points in time and causing paradoxes. and he’s right there, playing harold saxon for the world to see, and he’s right. there. the doctor can just go and see him whenever he wants.

[upwards-descent]

Ooh we gettin cuddly drunk in the apartment club tonight

[taenuviel]

i am stationed near open fields bordering into forests and from my clinic in the 3rd floor i could see the green hills around. the sea was near but not visible, but the wind is strong enough that you remember it. one could imagine how this would affect my tolkien-afflicted psyche

[skitskatdacat63]

Write the whole essay in English and then dunk it into DeepL. And then hand it in (don’t do this)

It's so irritating bcs I do in fact have standards about that LMFAO. And its annoying bcs he has in giant text: "Don't use Google Translate, ChatGPT, etc." And I would never use ChatGPT for anything bcs that would feel like losing a part of myself as a human. But like Google translate and other translation sites....bffr man eveyrone is going to use that, at least partially, be honest w yourself.

And the other thing about that is, it doesn't feel like he actually reads them, so would he even really penalize anyone? I really think he skims them or just checks the word count or smth. Bcs my god I did not just slave over that to get the comment "Sehr fein und auch interessant geschrieben!" Okay but is my grammer good????? Like what can I fix or????OH AND ONE MORE THING. There's a breakdown on the syllabus w percentages for the overall grade. And homework and class participation is listed as a pretty big percentage, when uhhhhhh we don't do either of those??? So truly my grades fucking hangs on these essays and then exams that also have only writing prompts that make me want to explode my pc.

Okay sorry for rambling I just. Yeah. Idk. Feel incompetent and lost. And inferior and such. Annoyed at both him and my own brain. I put more fucking work into tumblr posts than my actual classes sometimes bcs if I don't feel passion, then it's like my brain has leaked out of my ears. And I do find the content interesting!!! But not interesting enough to slave over smth of this magnitude that I think is only like...10 points maybe

[yo-yo-yoshiko]

Sometimes i forget we’ve gotta appease the meat-vessel.

[orcelito]

Welll there is something wrong with my brain right now

I think it might be exhaustion

[cassidymayshijinks]

06/12/22

We haven’t found the mole yet, but there are some suspects. Jared, another adventurer who worked as a pirate and claimed to have encountered the Black Albatross decades ago. Ryo, a warlock who showed up out of nowhere with a great deal of power, and unfortunately myself. 

I was the one who brought the spellbook to light, I’ve been involved in both summoning attempts, and I was publishing about my adventures on my blog. It’s been nearly a week since I published anything true, but I understand people’s suspicions. While the investigation is ongoing I’m keeping my journal on paper, I’ll copy it to digital when I get the all clear to start publishing again.

Cassidy

[falllpoutboy]

hmm

[aldercaps]

At this point I think I'm just not designed to live in a home that doesn't have a cat in it