#but. i ENJOYED

[junaumernasvo]

Vijay searches things. Chris hides the thing (pt. 1??)

after that conversation when Chris said that they had a rendezvous and Vijay knows that rendezvous is only about romance, he seriously considered the possibility of their relationship with Chris. Chris seemed to him funny and interesting. Vijay had not been interested in romantic relationships before ‘cause he specializes in plants only and this kind of interaction, he thought he was not particularly moved, but he was attracted by the idea of ​​another study.

if Vijay loves plants, then everyone loves plants. how can you not love them. he began to bring various flowers from home to Chris and introduce him to them along the way, being interested in Chris' life. he listened, gave abstract answers, laughed it off as usual, but almost always had to go somewhere urgently.

after a little thought, Vijay came to the conclusion that if things that he likes are not liked by Chris, then he needs to do things that Chris himself likes. and Chris likes sweets. Vijay started cooking Chris' favorite fudge at work. Chris was very happy with the new portion of calories. Chris was really happy, but something had been weighing on him lately. after Vijay began to communicate with him more often and also began to spend his time preparing Chris' favorite sweets. this. was it unusual? Vijay was taking care of him? why would anyone care about him. starting to experience ambiguous feelings, Chris began to try to avoid personal interactions with Vijay.

Vijay, noticing that Chris tries not to be alone with him, but simply avoids him at work, even in the company of coworkers, decided that he needed an advice. turning to Leo with another abstract question about the situation: “how to achieve the desired goal? how to get what you want?” he got the answer “you have to act tough. go straight ahead and get what you want. Pinochle always get what they want." Vijay was slightly confused by the answer, so he decided to search the Internet for answers. “how to get what you want romantically”. fortunately, the good Internet has issued useful articles on the topic of how to persuade your passion. “be an alpha”. and links to dramas with the tag "main male lead jammed the girl to the wall".

after a while seizing the moment when Chris entered the kitchen Vijay grabbed his hand. "are you avoiding me?". Chris remained silent and looked away. Vijay continued “why are you doing this? did I do something wrong?". slowly stepping forward and pressing on him with his body, Vijay pinned Chris against the wall, still holding his hand tightly, preventing him from escaping. their faces were quite close to each other. Chris looked into his eyes and laughed nervously “Vijay what are you doing? what are you talking about? why should I avoid you? and let go of my hand”. Vijay looked at him carefully. he was interested in Chris. he couldn't read him. he wanted to know him, but he could not understand at all. he wanted to explore Chris better. his interest in something always aroused a desire to go deeper and to know the essence of things. in the case of Chris it was the same, but somehow different from the usual. Vijay couldn’t fully understand this feeling. he looked into Chris' eyes. tucking his dangling bangs behind his ear with his free hand, he approached him and whispered, “I want to study you. understand you. why are you hiding yourself?”

Chris couldn't move. he felt warm breath at his ear and the body pressing against him. for the first time he felt defenseless. usually he could behave the same way if there was a nice girl around. even jokes about Finn of this kind were a trifling matter for him. play the ladies' man, joke ambiguous jokes, pretend to be an expert in love affairs. that was his creed. if there was a girl opposite him, he would easily take the initiative. but it was Vijay. how? he knows that Vijay doesn't know how to joke and behaves straightforwardly, why would he do that. obviously not for fun. Chris also knew that Vijay's interests completely overwhelmed him and he was headlong into research. Vijay wanted to study him? what an honor. Chris' real identity was not meant to be revealed. however, he felt a wave of warmth pass through his body. was Vijay really interested? wanted to know him? Chris was confused.

such attention to his real person introduced him into stress. he was not ready to open. however. maybe he wanted to?

having mastered the situation, Chris pushed Vijay away and laughed nervously “Vijay have you watched soap dramas and want to reproduce the moment? next time warn me to be ready to play along and we end this scene in a more comfortable place." he straightened bangs and his suit. “I hope you didn’t pull such jokes with others, otherwise things may be misunderstood.” with a quick glance at Vijay, he flew out of the kitchen.

Vijay was left standing in confusion not understanding why this moment did not go as he imagined. his interest in Chris still blazed.

[stafsar]

my muse and I

[softpng]

the workday/weekend ratio is so off. like ethically.

[hansoeii]

the honda odyssey, huh?

[genderfluid-druid]

hurr hurr I'm a human body hurr hurr I'm gonna solve all my problems using mucus

[whiteshipnightjar]

Zoozve, my beloved

[podcastwizard]

literally drinking a beer by the lake and still opened tumblr. some of us are beyond saving

[mochasucculent]

Dumb thing that would not leave my brain

[arcanegifs]

ARCANE LEAGUE OF LESBIANS: 2x08 - “Killing is a Cycle”

[noodles-and-tea]

Our hextech dream….

[blabberoo]

;]

[incessantlark]

made some icons of the pony crew !!

[dyke-ass-fujoshi]

How I found out about trump getting shot

[james-p-sullivan]

the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????

i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.

so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.

[hansoeii]

butch wolverine, anyone?