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Sometimes I wonder what’s wrong with valuing platonic relationships, currently questioning if I’m aspec and maybe aro( I haven’t put much thought yet) but I get annoyed when I would be talking to one of my guy friends in school and there would sometimes be someone saying “ you two make such a cute couple “ and that would annoy me because if I see as a friend… I see them as a friend and at most it would be a sibling like bond or if someone asked me a NSFW question I would feel so awkward about it and lowkey feel repulsed about the idea of friendship going anywhere beyond platonic, at this point it might as well be a sign, but honestly I would prefer platonic relationships any day and I fail to understand why people find it so baffling why some people don’t care if someone’s “hot” or something
You and me both TwT Since I don't understand romance I'd kinda tend to have that knee-jerk reaction when someone is like "you two make a cute couple" of "WHOA we have a good thing going here don't go ruining that with couple projection"... Let alone NSFW questions, you'd think people would mind their own business, but it's surprising how often they just don't.
Of course I guess now the waters are muddied for me since I'm in a QPR, and I do use the word "couple" liberally to talk about us in the tags, but... I think what helps is that I know the nature of our relationship and I can rest easy in the security that it'll never be what people project it to be. In a way it's kind of a "couple-passing friendship" or something. Not even sure to this day what I should be comfortable with in the way people perceive it, but my loved ones tend to understand the whole thing better than I thought they would which is pretty damn cool
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Big fan of media that makes you feel like this

#hatchetfield#starkid#hatchetfield series#hatchetfield universe#the magnus archives#(halfway through season 2 and that is how ive felt throughout all of it)#twenty one pilots#(not a fan but my mum is and that seems to be the general vibe)#gravity falls#doctor who#(edit: finished season four of tma and yeah. yeah oh my god. i am gnawing at the bars of my enclosure)#(edit 2: FINISHED IT 😭😭😭😭😭)#the magnus protocol
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The diagram for the classic Origami Goat, with a twist to make its horns curve ! It's from this video by by Origami Word, but it seems to be a pretty old/intemporal design that a lot of people have made. I could not find a diagram online so I made one.
(If you make her in yellow/orangy-yellow, then decorate her with red ribbons, you can make your own origami gävlebocken ! )

#She'll be about a third of the size of the original paper#origami diagram#gävlebocken#origami goat#origami#gavlebocken#fun fact that not a lot of people might know : gälvebocken only refers to the goat of the city of Gälve !#however lil goats made of straws are a classic -around christmas- ornament/decoration - especially in northern europe/scandinavian countries#and they're called julbocken !#so yeah technically your little goat can be decorated as a julbocken *like* the gävlebocken is ^^#(but i put that into the gävlebocken tag because i felt like people might want to know they can make a flammable origami of the gävlebocken)
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This is your friendly reminder that Elphaba is alluded to being trans in the book <3
Edit: been informed that she was implied to be intersex, actually – sry, its been 10 years and I am overdue for a reread haha
#is there a reason I drew her like that? yeah. I’m gay. next question#anyway with the influx of Gelphie shippers I felt this needed to be said again#wicked#Gelphie#elphaba thropp#life and times of the wicked witch of the west#the life and times of the wicked witch of the west#tlatotwwotw#damn that’s a long title#wicked book#wicked fanart#wicked 2024
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its baffling seeing people on here being all shocked about how other ppl didnt have sex or do drugs or drink or go to parties etc etc in high schools like. sorry i was too busy getting bullied to do all of that stuff i guess. why are you surprised that there’s losers on the cringe loser website
#like yeah i WISHED i could do that sort of stuff#but i felt so completely isolated from everyone else at my school bc ppl were so nasty to me#its fine cos im doing all the stuff i missed out on now that im in university#but some ppl dont even get that chance#maybe its not that serious but. idk. just dont be a dick#but also ppl who didnt do that stuff acting like theyre better than ppl who did is fucking annoying and also a dick move. btw#📼
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something insanely meta about jack and tommy chatting about how it all sucked everything sucked and it was a mess and it hurt and no theyd never wanna go back but.. they miss it sometimes. to the way things were and how they felt. sometimes you just wanna go back
#dsmp#insanely meta considering everything thats fucking happened#id never want to do dsmp again but i do miss how it Felt to be In it#to trust the people and care about the story#never again. it sucked. but yeah. sometimes you miss it
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Prince of Heat Damage
#homestuck#rose lalonde#dirk strider#dave strider#roxy lalonde#strilondes#funny how this is the only time I’ve ever done a design for dave w my headcanons and felt slightly satisfied with it#that man is an enigma in my mind design wise#he can be anything he wants to be all at once and his design keeps changing#it’s crazy#but yeah#homestuck fanart#spideydoodles
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someone give my girlie some glasses 🥺🥺
#yknow just as soon she makes it back into the narrative........... crying........#i always liked falin so much i know why she cant hang but like :( GAWD I WISH WE HAD MORE OF HERRRR i wanna see her chill w everyone T__T#the absolute joy i felt seeing her scenes animated w everyone... crying again!!! MY BBGGGGGG#crawling on my hands and knees i hope we get more silly omake comics with her :(#also re: colors if theyre off... yeah.... i didnt eyedrop then turned off flux to check but only after i'd finished#noticed they were off#then didnt do anything about it bc its bedtime LMSEGJSDJF i flashbanged myself for NOTHIGN! ! ! ! 😭😭😭#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#falin#falin touden
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Highkey obsessed with the idea that the world fell apart and then back together, and now a) everyone hates British people because of one (1) very evil guy, and b) government is socialist because nobody wants to be in charge
#yeah#would happen#also honorary mention to the sheer alarm I felt when Georgie grabbed the tape#she GOT me#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#the magnus protocol#tmagp 37#tmagp season 2#tmagp s2#tmp spoilers#tmagp season 2 spoilers#phoenix original#it has come to my attention that the tape grab was actually probably Melanie#my bad#I was so excited to hear her and Georgie in the same room that I maybe forgot to pay attention
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you're in the habit of denying yourself things.
if someone asked you directly, you would say that you love a little treat. you like iced coffee and getting the cookie. you drink juice out of a fancy cup sometimes, and often do use your candles until they gutter out helplessly.
but you hesitate about buying the 20 dollar hand mixer because, like. you could just use your arms. you weren't raised rich. you don't get to just spend the 20 dollars (remember when that could cover lunch?), at least - you don't spend that without agonizing over it first, trying to figure out the cost-benefits like you are defending yourself in front of a jury. yes, this rice cooker could seriously help you. but you do know how to make stovetop rice and it really isn't that hard. how many pies or brownies would you actually make, in order to make that hand mixer worthwhile?
what's wild is that if the money was for a friend, it would already be spent. you'd fork over 40 without blinking an eye, just to make them happy. the difference is that it's for you, so you need to justify it.
and it sneaks in. you ration yourself without meaning to - you don't finish the pint of ice cream, even though you want to. the next time you go to the store, you say ah, i really shouldn't, and then you walk away. you save little bits of your precious things - just in case. sometimes you even go so far as putting that one thing in your shopping cart. and then just leaving it there, because maybe-one-day, but not right now, there's other stuff going on.
you do self-care, of course. but you don't do it more than like, 3 days in a row. after that it just feels a little bit over-the-edge. like. you can't live in decadence, the economy is so bad right now, kid.
so you don't buy the rice cooker. you can-and-will spend the time over the stove. you can withstand the little sorrows. denial and discipline are practically synonyms. and you're not spoiled.
it's just - it's not always a rice cooker. sometimes it is a person or a job or a hug. sometimes it is asking for help. sometimes it is the summer and your college degree. sometimes it is looking down at scabbed knees and feeling a strange kind of falling, like you can't even recognize the girl you used to be. sometimes it is your handprint looking unsteady.
sometimes it is tuesday, and you didn't get fired, and you want to celebrate. but what is it you like, even? you search around your little heart and come up empty. you're so used to denying that all your desires draw a blank.
oh fuck. see, this is the perfect opportunity. if you had a mixer, you'd make a cake.
#warm up#this isn't good#writeblr#this is complicated by the fact i can't stand up too long or i fuckken pass out and <3 hit my damn head <3#but i did take a deep breath and buy myself the stupid rice cooker#and!!! a very cheap sushi kit!!! i have been wanting to try making sushi for literally YEARS#the kit was only like 15 dollars!!!! and i haven't purchased it bc?!!??!?!?!?!!?#..... i didn't get the mixer tho that felt. like a lot. like too much.#on my list is a kitchenaid. one day when i get a check and i have paid off my student debt#and medical debt#i will put that first little bit of cash#into a kitchenaid 5qt stand mixer (with attachments)#i really do just go into their refurbished section and stare lustily at each option#but yeah i feel guilty about the rice cooker even tho i know for a fact this damn thing is gonna be a lifesaver#oh shit also fuck i forgot to mention . poached eggs
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YOOOOO CHECK THIS SHIT OUT I FOUND BATTERY-OPERATED AM/FM RADIO HEADPHONES

I’M NEVER USING WIFI DATA SPOTIFY ITUNES YOUTUBE MUSIC APP SHIT OUTSIDE MY HOUSE EVER AGAIN
#FUCK YEAH#I HATE APPS I HATE APPS I HATE RENTAL MEDIA#there was an ancient battery in it but it didn’t explode or corrode or ANYTHING so she’s just a bit dusty#Needs new padding and has a weird glue stain on one side but otherwise GOLDEN#OG WIRELESS HEADPHONES BAYBEE#like yeah there’s ads on the radio but there’s ads everywhere at least these are local businesses#God I hope I can make them work#I’m so excited#This is the first time I’ve encountered shit from my childhood and sincerely felt like we moved backwards tech wise#I love you analog media I love you radio stations I love you shit that doesnt rely on the internet for fucking everything#Oh no I’m becoming that weird old man in the woods
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needless to say the vibes were in shambles
#felt like I got whiplash#yeah yeah it’s on me for shuffling a multi-hundred song playlist we literally call The Soup#the weird songs add the tecks ture to the soup#never know what you’ll get#anyway I don’t normally post this much so if y’all are expecting this forever then lol lmao even#mini me#digital art
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I loved your drawing(and I love your style in general) with Leia in your recent post! If/when you have time can we see more of her in your style? I get so happy whenever I actually see people mention/talk about her and she’s not just forgotten because we didn’t get to see much of her. 😭
thank you! 💙💙💙 Leia/Leah/Lea/whatever is fascinating to me. she is the ultimate unknown. what was she like? how involved (or even aware of any details of the invasion) was she? Silver's basically a physical carbon copy of his biodad, so what did he get from her? like, I understand why the two of them kind of have to stay as these super vague and mysterious figures -- the whole point of them is that their story ended 400+ years ago and they're not really relevant anymore (and. well. the more that gets explained about them, the less that can just kinda be handwaved as "oh the politics were Very Messy") (we can sit here and theorize all day but let us acknowledge that, ultimately, canon gave us almost nothing about them post-Meleanor and we'd just be making things up). I do still wonder about her though! RIP Lea, we never knew you and we probably never will.
actually you know what, as long as we're here, I think I WILL go ahead and just make some stuff up about what Silver might've inherited from her instead.
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 13 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 13 spoilers#there may be answers somewhere that i just forgot about so uhhh if so#whoops ( ᐛ )#having one of those art days where chances are good i'm just gonna wake up and throw this post out the window so be warned#but yeah idk. i've talked before about the parallels between silver and dawnatello and how i see him as basically bad end silver#he chose the easy option that let him stay loyal and fulfill the obligation he felt to his adoptive family#he knew it wasn't right and that he was being manipulated but he went along with it anyway until it was too late#i think he ultimately had a good heart but my man folded under the slightest bit of social pressure like a wet mcmuffin#so while i'm continuing to make things up out of whole cloth i wanna say that by contrast#lea never had a chance to do shit but if she had i like to think she would've had a spine like galvanized steel#like just personally i don't think she knew much about what the silver owls were actually doing#seriously does henrik seem like the kind of person who would tell her shit about anything#i think he basically took advantage of their dad's failing health to go off and be a warmonger#and if he thought about lea at all it was to be like :) you stay here and do boring domestic princess stuff#while i tell your husband to Do It For Her#i mean this is 100% me writing baseless fanfic here#i just think it'd be fun if the part of silver that was IMMEDIATELY like 'actually no. we aren't doing this.' might've come from her#she just never got a chance to show it#(it didn't seem to come from the knight is all i'm saying)#lilia might've given silver a billion complexes but at least he raised him to do the right thing#man someone left a reply or reblog on an older post and i cannot find it so i apologize for the lack of credit BUT they pointed out#that one of the big differences between silver and the knight is that the knight's family did not really seem to like him very much and lik#yeah i think so. lea might've been the exception there for him.#rip ma'am we'll never know if you deserved better or not
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crisis of disbelief
#one piece#trafalgar law#zoro#luffy#‘what ship is this’ sure#lulaw? luzo? law…zo? or is it zolaw. none of these sound like words anymore#well i guess bc they aren’t. they aren’t real words#‘law and zoro never really saw gear 5’ yeah. law saw his giant head in the roof and zoro was basically dead#they felt That tho#and finally#‘i thought you were taking a much needed rest break after weekly comics’#yeah well. i need a new brush bc my old one kills my wrist and there is a STEEP learning curve for me ://#it’ll get easier right. it’ll look better right. RIGHT?!
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✨💖Pop👊Pop👊 Poppy💖✨✨
#dreamworks trolls#trolls#trolls poppy#trolls creek#trolls velvet#queen in the ring#get em girl#when singing and friendship bracelets don’t work#as said before these two were inspired by the prev wip#oh poppy how healing it is to give you pretty dresses#one more try at creek’s design!!!#his pants design was based on what I remember of a beaded pillow#I think it was deep purple?? and also another yellow throw pillow#tbh don’t really remember how it looked as much as how it felt#loved tracing the patterns#was actually really debating whether to draw chef or velvet in 2nd piece#glad to have went w/ velvet#chef felt like it would have taken a looong time to figure out lol#though admittedly it would have been more appropriate for like branch or a brozone to have bonked V haha#sooo yeah#trolls fanart#my art <3#excuse the messiness
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Good or bad, there will always be supernatural babeyy
#Watching s2#and loving it a lot#I had missed dean#And I felt so comforted to have him back#though to myself “so great that spn exists”#….yeah#Spn#supernatural#destiel#dean Winchester#castiel#Sam Winchester
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