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A couple of friends and I are watching Miraculous Ladybug over discord and with the shit going on in my personal life right now there is a non-zero chance that I may receive the news that my mom passed away while we are in the middle of an episode.
#.hundetxt#this is a morbid joke to make but its fine im coping.#she's fine right now also btw. had pancreatitis but they got that sorted out.#and then she had two mini heart attacks.#thankfully she was already in the ER when they happened so like. hey.#but yeah. scary.#she's stable right now and just texted me. said she's feeling alright.#if one more goddamn thing happens this month i stg.
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bacteriophage plush anon made me think of my own similar yet much worse creature
behold the gonorrhea plush my brother was gifted as a baby. stunning work
very cute! i think someone was trying to hex your brother
#asks#kasper-en-massper#gonorrhea#this is a hilarious thing to give to a baby though#imagine going to a baby shower and giving the mother a plush of s. aureus or something#like yeah cool great! what#bonus if you do it while wearing a scary wizard robe and occasionally laugh maniacally
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my beloved murder wife (who is definitely not about to step on me)
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 fanart#minthara#minthara baenre#bg3 minthara#i was missing my scary wife#so i had to draw her#looking at me like i am an insignificant bug she's about to flatten with her foot#yeah...
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the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.
sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.
you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.
it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.
but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.
they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.
they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.
barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.
and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.
but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.
they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!
this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.
#this shifts gender so much bc it actually affects everyone#yes it's a gendered phenomenon. i have written a LOT about how different genders experience it. that's for a different post.#writeblr#ps my comments about seeing someone cry -- this is not to shame any person#and on this blog we support workers.#at the same time it's a really hard experience to see someone that looks like you. clearly in agony. and have them forced to keep going.#when you're young it doesn't necessarily look like acting. it looks scary. and that's what this is about - the fact that teens#have likely already been exposed to that definition of things. because the internet exists#and without the context of healthy education. THAT is the image burned into their minds about what it looks like.#it's also just one of those personal nuanced biases -#at 19 i thought it was normal to be in pain. to cry. to not-like-it. that it should be perfunctory.#it was what i had seen.#and it didn't help that my religious upbringing was like . 'yeah that's what you get for premarital. but also for the reference#we do think you should never actually enjoy it lol'#so like the point im making is that ppl get exposed to that stuff without the context of something more tender#and assume .... 'oh. so it's fine i am not enjoying myself'. and i know they do because I DID.#he was my first boyfriend. how was i supposed to know any different#i didn't even have the mental wherewithal to realize im a lesbian . like THAT used to suffering.
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Inspirational quotes to fuel your Sunday evening! ššāāļøāā”ļøš
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drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands
#yeah the Photo got me too. because of the Gravitas#kinda scary to post this... there are so many good drawings based on that picture. here i am with my meager little idea#mcr#my chem#my chemical romance#gerard way#tbp#the black parade#art#fanart#ms paint#the sharpest lives#wwwy#wwwyf#wwwy24#wwwy 2024#<- which of those is the right tag? fuck if i know
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to hold you is my only wish
#persona 5#p5r#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#goro akechi#akeshu#artists on tumblr#happy national divorce day. they didn't even hug once#they have 10 minutes to hold each other and be their most vulnerable selves#i keep thinking how it must have been really scary for akechi#he's faced death once with so much regret and it was. sudden and unexpected#and after he's given 'life' - a chance - again it turns out everything is fake#the only time he thought he probably could do it over again. and yet#but also the only time he could do something right. by dying#and alone ā again#just when he thought he could have a start over with akira too#anyways. yeah. i'm so normal about them i think :)#.art
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Image you are the real Damien Bane listening as Barsimmeons talks about how he's lived so many lives in this world. Your body has been taken over so many times. This guy talks about how he's lived as you for almost a full 50 years one time. He's watched you grow old. You have no memory of any of this happening.
He is holding up dog tags that are belonged to people imporant to you. He doesn't know who those people are. He doesn't care. They are a prop to him. Your story is nor being full fulled because he got bored of your life
#Idk#Like Danien may very well be fine with it but also it's got to be a bit scary yeah?#nsbu spoilers#dimension 20#never stop blowing up#nsbu#never stop blowing up spoilers
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post this doig hastily
(Still under cut)
#im having fun with this new brush#im also having fun with making inspekta into Things. such is the fate of any character i latch onto#my art#strawbyfields art#inspekta great god grove#i turned him intoa dog. for fun!#great god grove#great god grove fanart#inspekta#inspekta ggg#yeah you better look at him#i had to resist the urge to give him eye shines. his scaryā¦ scary dark eyesā¦
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*alien spaceship flies over the house*
Fourteen and Donna:
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#they are so in sync itās scary#but yeah fourteen would be the one panicking while Donna has to restrain his arse#david tennant#catherine tate#fourteenth doctor#donna noble#fourteen x donna#retired fourteen#doctor who
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Teens but older... advanced teens
#lincoln has white hair because he spent by far the most time in heaven either pissing or being in jail#being in heaven as a living person should have a physical toll on you. and it looked cool.#the kids are alright (dont look at normal)#digital art#digital drawing#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndads s2#dungeons & daddies#dndad s2 1/2#dndads s2 and a half#my artwork#fan art#fanart#ādid you make hero and taylor get married just so you could divorce them?ā yes. divorce as a dynamic is so funny#dndaddies#lincoln li wilson#normal swallows oak garcia#taylor swift#scary marlowe#hero swallows oak garcia#normal oak#hero oak#i will eventually draw all their kids when i settle on designs and personalities just let me cook#though im not 100 percent sure anyone wants to see what are basically ocs so honestly we'll see#gothcleats#antihero#if you think that hero looks like tyzias... yeah. youre right.
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olympics coming upā¦ā¦ athlete aus on the mindā¦.. satoru as a swimmerā¦.. unreasonably large wingspanā¦. huge hands..... thinks āofficialā competitions and tournaments are boring because he canāt use the goofy purple googly eyes goggles he likes to practice inā¦ā¦ practices at ungodly hours solely because he likes when the pool is empty because that means youāll dip your feet in at the edge and be there to greet him with a kiss when heās finished his lapsā¦.. they bring up the stats board and itās just his name ten times before the next fastest person and he could still lap them, and even tho heāll always put so much pressure on himself to be the best, itās worth it to have you hold his face and tell him youāre proud of him... heās gotten so much merch from events and sponsorships and he used to think they just created clutter but that all changes when you start to wear his clothes (esp the ones with his name on itā¦ heās not proud to admit that does Something to him)ā¦. always looks up to the stands when he finishes a race and if he knows youāre not there, he looks right at the camera, draws an infinity sign with his fingers, and blows a kiss (which, some commentators routinely call āunsportsmanlike conductā but he doesnāt care, and always, publicly says heāll pay the fees if it means blowing a kiss to his girl at home)
#satoru w/ wet hair coming out of the pool......... GOD .#he could be a professional swimmer and he still gets in the bathtub and is like babe look I'm a mermaid like yeah dude.. u might be#he's so k/atie l/edecky coded... they bring up the world stats and his name name 24 times before the next fastest time#like wdym you're faster than yourself 23 times before somebody else is next in line.........#he also gets brand sponsorships and is on set for photoshoots/campaigns and he's always like wait can I have one these for my gf#and the crew thinks its so sweet they give him 10 extra#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk fluff#jjk smut#gojo x reader#satoru gojo x reader#satoru smut#gojo satoru x reader#satoru x reader#hm.... nanami? idk where tho... maybe judo I think that's an olympic sport#salaryman to gold medalist lore goes crazy omg#he started bc he was stressed at work at some random gym and the coach there was like hold on... and now he's a gold medalist#yuuta does something kinda nerdy looking like the javelin but he's weirdly good at it LOLLLL#OR TENNIS!#megumi I HAVE to push my archery agenda#but like. toji/gojo definitely caught him throwing rocks or something as a kid and being emo#and they were like wait you've got good aim ... kinda scary#and now he's at the olympics... wild#whatever the case is yuuji didn't Actually want to play a sport#yuuji in track and field... honestly maybe even gymnastics... NO! I GOT IT! VOLLEYBALL!.... maybe...#but it turned out to be a way to make steady money to support his grandpa#and then it just.. spiraled into him getting scouted and then training and now he's a world champion :((((#š#olympics au
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I get it I have a fixation on First Aid. Really love this design of them too. TTvTT
Also wanna try creepy First Aid. Obviously this little shy medic isn't dangerous, right?
#tf mecha universe#texaid#yeah no bro is scary when he meant it#I really wanna post some drawings#but I've been sick and only got pencil doodles other than these#I fucking forget to color his tongue
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Welcome home neighbor! Itās so quiet
#Haha yeah#(kills self about it)#Umm yeah horror makes me crazy#I love horror btw#I canāt figure out how to make drawings scary tho so thatās why I donāt draw it frequently#but I think this turned out pretty okay all things considered#Welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home art#partycoffin#welcome home fanart#welcome home arg#horror#Fanart#wally darling#frank frankly#eddie dear#Welcome home spoilers#welcome home frank#welcome home eddie#welcome home wally#bright colors
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hey btw if you're in the USA at Ā 2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.
if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.
additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.
i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."
"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.
#watching ppl go from being like ''support neurodivergent ppl~~!"#to being like ''if this is going to give u a panic attack ur fuckken stupid''#like..... gets me#yeah man. i know im going to be triggered by it . in the old fashioned term. it is GOING to give me a panic attack. it's pretty much certai#and i shouldn't have to tell u about what i have survived for you to be okay with that.#you can just trust that i ALSO don't want me to react to it. i'm not gonna be having a FUN time.#dismissing that bc you think it's stupid.... like is the whole problem.#these sounds are workshopped by entire teams of people to get you to pay attention and move quickly.#they arent meant to be fun and exciting.#OBVIOUSLY it's gonna set ppl off.#but yeah there's something so fuckken demeaning about ppl being like. well that trigger isn't valid bc u haven't undergone X#dude i have ptsd bc i was abused as a child. like plain and simple. the fact im 30 and afraid of the dark tells you how bad it was.#i shouldn't have to ask u for permission to be mentally ill.#the reason it's a fucking disorder and not a fucking choice is that I DO NOT CONTROL IT.#like how is it any different from when ppl are like ''oh public speaking isn't that scary'' like FOR YOU#for YOU this isn't scary. now if i could fucking eat my own amygdala...
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