#but yeah very excited for this weekend
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so i called jay earlier while making breakfast (like i meant to do yesterday) and he's coming to visit at the end of the week! and he's gonna spend the weekend. apparently the old guard wanted to visit again too lol.
i'm very excited!! we're gonna have a horror movie night since i love them but don't have the motivation to watch them alone and he's a horror movie buff. apparently there's one he's been wanting to show me bc he thinks i'll like it? it apparently subverts the (unfortunately common) evil ghost pokemon trope which i always love to see. can't remember the title right now unfortunately. (but hey if anyone has any further recs for good horror in that vein pls send me a message!!)
glad i decided to stock up on snacks yesterday, though i'm probably gonna have to make another grocery run at the end of the week to get enough for another person and pokemon team.
#jay is a friend of mine who's still in the competitive scene btw#i don't know if i ever clarified#he took most of my old team a while back#we arrange hangouts that double as play dates for the 'mon#i'm glad he lives so close and is just as enthusiastic#about making sure our pokemon can see each other somewhat often#plus we gossip and complain about the competitive circles a lot during them#lmao he can go on for an hour about all the stuff he finds stupid#don't get him started on IV stuff he has Opinions#but yeah very excited for this weekend#maybe i should make poffins later this week#give everyone a treat#ri used chatter!#unreality#pokemon irl
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Been a minute since I've been able to draw or even post anything. And that's cuz I've been busy af with a job that's been slowly killing me for the last 8 months. But it's all good; I'm actually leaving that shithole at the end of the week. Yay! Maybe that means I can open up commissions again since I'll actually have time for them? Who's to say...
Anyway! Had a rough weekend at Fan Expo Chicago last week, and I've kinda had this in mind to draw ever since my disappointing interaction with Neil Newbon. He was very nice, but it felt pretty clear that he only really cared about Astarion. And, like, to a degree I get it? Astarion seems like a cool character that means a lot to a lot of people, but to act like no one cares anymore about Resident Evil Village cuz it's an "older game" (his words, not mine), kinda killed my mood for the weekend. Not to mention coming back with COVID. That was also a bummer...
*I* still love Heisenberg, at least. And if I'm the only one, then so be it. ❤️🩹
#scammy art#scammy talks too much#shut up scammy chan#con venting#resident evil village#resident evil 8#karl heisenberg#karl heisenburg fanart#self indulgent#neil newbon#mostly just needed to get out the sad feels#I could go on about this weekend#worst con I've ever attended#spent the majority of the weekend in tears#and not of joy#also I don't dislike Neil or think less of him#this is just me dealing with my own disappointment#Neil was otherwise very nice and stuck around well after the con hall closed to make sure he got through everyone#I just think it's sad that he only really cared to engage with this one character#he didn't even have any prints of other characters outside of a general RE print of all the characters he'd done#and honestly I'm also just...kinda sad he didn't like the little Heisenberg plush I'd made...#I know how stupid that sounds but I worked hard on that and it meant a lot to me#and people in line were all excited by it#so to hear Neil be all not interested was just...kind've a bummer...#so yeah...just...in my feelings a lot lately and needed to get it out...#also drew Heisenberg in a way I don't hate for once and I wanted to share that much at least
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i forgot how long it takes me to work on comms these days
#which is why they're not open haha#haven't been able to do much art lately which is why anything ive posted has been sketches#and now im doing a whole illustration!#im always like yeah i can do that in a day. just breeze through it!!!!#then weekend rolls around and im like BUT WHAT IF I JUST LIE DOWN FOR LIKE. SIX HOURS#and the lying down for six hours part is actually necessary#it's for a friend! im actually very excited about this one except for how long it takes#wip#sketch
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Small updates!
Ravenous prints arrived today so I should be uploading them to my shop soon! Also I'm thinking about making print bundles, like grouping together prints with the same themes and doing a deal. So I'll update when I do that too.
Also tbh I'm still looking for a diff place to sell. Etsy works for me cuz I've been using it for so long but at this point they take so much off me and yknow... They aren't great in general. But that's still in the works.
And also I've started easing back into uni work again after having been on a mental health break, which means comms and art in general will be slower. Still v much in desperate need of comms as uni doesn't pay me.
#I'll be working on art and uni intermittently. But when uni starts again I may only do art on the weekends#Gonna try to not have such a stressful routine this time as that's what made me sick last time#So it's gonna be more relaxed#But yeah. Stuff#Part of me considers disappearing off the face of the earth in terms of art rn I'm very underwhelmed and stressed about it#Hate how it's become so much about posting all the time. And I hate my art rn. Wish it was different. And I hate begging for comms#Anywayyyy#That's me rn#Stressed. Frazzled. Trying my best#Oh but I am exciting about new comm projects with existing clients. That should be a good balance for uni work
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So in the OR today I accidentally turned the pressure of ventilation up just a bit too much, so some air was leaking from the laryngeal mask, causing a big fart like sound
I was already working on the problem and called out "sorry guys, it was me", causing the surgeons to look at me with poorly disguised faces of horror
In the absolute silence that followed, the sound repeated once more
The senior surgeon, an elderly and shy man, looked at the patient with wide eyes and whispered "But... isn't the sound coming from him?"
You sweet man, thanks for trying to save my honour, but I promise you, I was the cause of the sound. It's just not what you think it is...
#medblr#residency chronicles#yeah not much was going on in todays shift#thank god#it was my last shift in a very long row of shifts before a free weekend#and im exhausted#im not sure i could have handled anything more exciting than this
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con weekend is officially over (sob) but it was a surprising success!!! i managed to find four super cute sunday charms, plus a silly lil sunday plushie, two more ajax pins for my ita bag, and a dabi keychain!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و ♡
obligatory awful photos ft. our messy bed + wesley in the background
we had such a great time!! we also went to the chris sabat panel + the maile flanagan panel, both of which were quite interesting and just a fun time to experience, and we got to stop by our favourite ramen restaurant (very fitting after naruto panels, don’t u think?) hehe <3
also the lighting in that washroom was stellar HAHAHA
#SO MUCH SUNDAY I COULD NOT BELIEVE IT#i also saw a sunday cosplayer on sunday which i thought was quite fitting ehehe that made me giggle#but yes!!! all in all a very fun and very successful weekend!!!#post con depression has set in a lil but!!! it just makes me excited for con season next year#sad it’s all over now tho!!!#it’s always nice to end the season with fan expo since it’s so massive#but anyway yEAH i was pleasantly surprised by the amount of sunday merch i found#there was even some that had already sold out by the time i got there on saturday!!!#and i was there fairly early!!!#both excited and terrified to see just how much sunday merch will be available next year once he’s finally playable eeeeeeeeeee#clari chatters#clari chapters
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how can i commission you?
hi!! rn im only offering a really specific type of commission (i call them lightning rounds), you can find all the info here
#i May have to close the form for a few days bc im heading to a webfest this weekend!#(my show got nominated for a couple of awards and im very excited :3)#anyways sorry im not really advertising it here but yeah! i do have limited commissions open rn !#iinryer mailbox
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I’m saying something quite obvious already but omg it’s so good to use characters as role models when facing difficulties
#I just managed to have a difficult conversation with a friend/colleague and didn’t back down or leave out part of what I wanted to say#and found motivation in telling myself “Jean wouldn’t back down”#I was like “Deal with the issue like Jean would deal with the Fatui” and then I did that#Downside from this: I also only go home very late so that I can get more work done because “Jean wouldn’t just go home and rest >:(”#On another note#I’m going to need a lot lot of “Jean would do it” this weekend#Because I’m going to participate in a short animation project#And by participate I mean be one of the two directors so… yeah#But sure#how could this go wrong?#It’s not like I have debilitating social anxiety or anything haha lol aaaaaah#(I’m complaining but I’m actually very happy and grateful that I was selected to do this. Just a bit anxious...)#(Also the project is about horse riding so I’m VERY excited about it!!)#Fandom Life#untaggged
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#as usual I have a terrible case of back from the beach blues#I miss the ocean and the sand and the seagulls and I wanna go back T_T#home and work are both shitshows and all I wanna do is lounge in the sun and swim in the sea#I miss the salty air#i keep trying to tell myself not to be bummed cause I have a few shorter trips planned#going back to Cape May next month either for a day trip or overnight the one weekend with my sister in law#and I might be going back to Ocean City for a long weekend in September for local’s summer#and me and my husband are planning on taking a day trip and exploring a few of Delaware’s beaches along the bay#that one’s a little more up in the air but likely September or October#and then we’re doing Kitt’s Hummock and Woodland Beach for sure#might do Deemer’s Beach cause it’s literally 3 mins away from the one shop we’re stopping at#but I’ve heard that’s not a great beach so we’ll see#might possible also do Bennett’s Pier Beach and Slaughter Beach and stop at the DuPont Nature Center#so three trips- one being a day trip the other being either a day trip or overnight and a possible third trip that’s a few days long#I’m excited for the Delaware one cause I’ve only ever been to Fenwick Island and Slaughter Beach#and like yeah they’re beaches on the Delaware Bay so it’s brackish and muddy but I don’t care#I’m just excited to explore some beaches I’ve never been to#but man the main big vacation is over and I have to wait a whole year and that’s what’s got me down I guess#little vexing about the distance#love that my fav place is only 3.5 hours away#but it’s just far enough to be a bit much for a day trip which is a bummer#we’ve done day trips in the past and they’re very fun but also very tiring#so I tend to only get to Ocean City MD once or twice a year#which bummer cause it’s my favorite beach#the beaches that are only like an hour and 20 mins aren’t that great Jersey-wise#so hopefully the Delaware adventure turns up a few that I end up liking a lot#I need to live closer to the ocean#I’m trying but man is shit expensive anymore ._.#one day soon I hope…
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Alright maybe my coworkers don't Actually hate me after all~
#me since Friday: omg you made it weird they all resent you now#my colleagues today: have you prepared for your appointment? [giving me 100 tips on how to get through it]#'actually you should start as an editor right away it would be unfair to make you do a traineeship'#wait you support that? i thought you hated me because I'd be useless for you because i couldn't help you as I do now anymore??#(i didn't say the 'i thought you hate me' part lol. i just said 'oh but wouldn't it be to your disadvantage?' and no. apparently not#whoops#also when i had the conversation with the boss he was leaning very much towards the traineeship#but also said 'well but [name] said a traineeship wouldn't be necessary for you because you already are so familiar with everything#and we also offer the additional trainings to our editors so hmmm'#like what? she actually told you that? (even my other two coworkers were like 'oh she told HIM directly??' like. i'm soft)#so yeah let's see where this gets me. if i actually get an Actual job there it will be much more stressful because I'll have fixed#working hours. but it would also be nice to stop being primarily a student. that's like. the main thing.#also when i was on the train with coworker 1 (I'll give them numbers now lol) he told me coworker 2 said she liked working with me#and coworker 3 was excited to hear i was coming to the office when he told her. like ???#ok enough of this#i just feel a bit better now that i know I didn't actually break their trust or whatever and they don't hate me lol#(also coworker 3 seemed really excited when we were talking about the trainings (like. special courses. usually during the weekend) I'd have#to do because she wants to do them too and 'we can do that together then!!! that would be great!!'#void screams#work stuff
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goodnight baby love
#if u are one of the like three people I need to respond to rn … forgive me for I am mentally and physically exhausted <3 work was bad 2day#also Greta if u post anything after I go to bed pls don’t let it be josh I can’t deal with fomo rn#anyways………..#I applied to go back to college today so#that’s funny#I always said I would rather die than go back to school because college is a scam but we are in some absurdly desperate times <3#so yeah#and I have like. 4 jobs I need to apply for#I’m so stressed and overwhelmed lmao#oh and#have I told y’all I’m moving back in with my parents ??#yeah#they’re building me basically a studio apartment in the basement so that’s fun and funky#but I’m conflicted because as excited as I am for the weekend because no work#my roommate has been gone for a week and comes back this weekend#and I have to tell her I’m moving out when she gets back 🧍🏻♀️#which. under normal circumstances would be fine#but with my roommate ….. there are not normal circumstances#so yeah I’m very stressed !!!!! and my job makes me want to jump off of a cliff on a daily basis so I truly have not been able to rest lmao#I really need to stay with my company for a few more months because I have so many trips coming up but it has fully ruined my mental health!#anyways … if u pray please pray for me rn LMAO I’m going through it 😭😭😭😭😭😭#on a more happy note I see my fav band again 2 weeks from today :)#I get to see my Franniiiii <333 I love and miss her so bad#shoutout to anyone who read all of this LMAO#also I had a background check today for job purposes and the guy who did my fingerprints was very cute !!!!!! THAT WAS SCARY
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just me life updating about moving and other ramblings in the tags lmao
#self obs#not snz#this shit is so stressful what the fuck?????#i also have a million projects due on sunday that i’ve barely started so saturday i move sunday i library#i am so happy to get out of my current living situation cause the people i live with couldn’t give two shits about me#it’s giving my childhood lmao🧍♀️#also i got diagnosed with pcos this week and am going to be starting meds for it next week so if anyone has any suggestions lmk#i heard back about my research and i got accepted so im super excited about that!!!!!#anyways my life is all over the place right now but hopefully after this weekend i’ll be on the up?#all my finals are in the next two weeks so i’m just so stressed#i can’t wait to eat a real meal i’ve been living off of energy drinks this week like 800mg of caffeine plus my adderall#yeah my doctor is very concerned about my heart but like fuck it we ball#anyways i’m stressed so i took a few shots lmao i hope you all are well#hopefully i’ll be more active and posting snz stuff soon#TELL ME WHY I FORGOT ABOUT MY OCS lmao i’ll write for them soon i promise#ok goodnight i need to pack more
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@absentviolet @thoseeyeslikefire (I can’t remember if I need to be tagging someone else😭😭☹️☹️ I’m sorry if I am forgetting anyone please know it’s just my hecking adhd and if you see this remind me!! Also if anyone one else wants to be tagged in the knitting club let me know!!)
Ok!! I reached the texture work of my sunflower shawl!! And it’s kicking my butt off, I’m so off on stitch count and I don’t know how cause I’ve done it three times now and I keep being off in the same way each time?? So I’m working with it as best I can but I’m chalking it up to being a free pattern and probably not having been test knit. But it’s turning out really pretty and I’ll probably be finished with it sometime this weekend or Monday, so I’ll post pics when it’s done!!
#very much so#the tumblr knitting club🖤#dakota knits#just wanted to give y’all an update!! I didn’t give one last weekend cause we had company so yeah. I didn’t have the time sadly#and!! when I finish this shawl I’m gonna cast on a new pair of socks I’m super excited about it lol
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Hmmmm full of Thinkin bout sweets sillies this weekend <3
#Thinkin bout how she goes ‘spiritually I’m kicking my feet rn :3’ including when he’s unplugged and technically entirely capable but he#forgets sometimes. and also due to doc kind of messed up some of that nerve communication in there sometimes he says it while kicking his#feet not realizing. and if u point it out she gets sososo excited about it she’s like then that’s just more feet kicks!!!#do u even KNOW that she will full on wheezing sob if a stranger animal is friendly upon meeting. if u say yeah my dog isn’t usually friendly#and then ur dog lets him pet them then he’s fighting tears SO hard and it’s NOT working there’s a very real chance of crying startling your#animal. sweets hs a lot of feelings and um. man…#man is sweets like kinda very touch starved?#like um. grew up with Hazardous amounts of zips and zaps in em. exploded a lil bit. and now spends most of the time actively having power#drained away to make him less dangerous.#I think sweets beyond the whole fatigue is Hesitant to go out without his chair bc she’s like. um this is kind of my safeguard I’m powering#this thing. but like u give sweets a hug. a good strong hug that he can feel well. and um. ur not getting out of that without at least a#couple tears.#man…. sweets love language touch but soso scared to indulge in contact….. agh………#sweets solace#my darling blorbo of my heart this weekend it seems
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#oof. it as been a very very long day. so much talking. all day talking and interviews#and so far my feelings are mixed. bc it is a smaller university and its underfunded and cost of living is kinda high#and the town is small and isolated. HOWEVER#the faculty feels like a strong community and theyre all amazing scientists who choose to b there bc the quality of life is so high#they seem extremely supportive and the fact its small means that i could probably get around better given my intense anxiety around driving#and i could literally just walk to hiking paths rather than having to drive way out. and its fucking so beautiful. the clouds r gorgeous#bc theyre all conpressed by the mountains around this lil valley. also the potential advisor seems amazing. the grad students have good#things to say and hes excited that im interested in the things im interested in. and i talked to an astrobiology guy and he was like u#should apply for X grant and i would b happy to help u and the advisor is a former nasa post doc so he has nasa astrobiology connections.#so those r some pretty great things. i mean. of the schools im looking at this one would prob be the best for my brain tbh#i mean the uk one is too rigid in structure and i cant fuck around so much as at a us school. and the east coast on is hard to say no to bc#its a good school with lots of funding and opportunities to b creative but i would have to hard core get my shit together and hes quite#hands off. and id b living in the city which sucks. so like. i mean this school is kinda looking like the best choice for me. definitely#the healthiest. i mean assuming i dont fuck it up and get the offer after this weekend. but yeah. i mean im not fully in love i think#and the idea of commiting to 5years here is terrifying but id get a lot of support that i dont think ive really ever had. not that my#current boss isnt great but our lab is kinda disconnected. and i really fit in perspective wise in my interests. and id get to work at#[redacted] national park. which is so cool that i might have to unredact it if i end up here bc its so fucking next level#not that the national park i have access to now isnt awesome but. like its next level awesome and i could maybe wiggle may way into maybe#some arctic systems and i bet i could get my current boss to send me desert samples. so yeah i could def see a life here#but fuck i dont want roomates with all my heart. y does it have to b so expensive for a trash apartment? bleh#god. im so tried. so much talking. but a good day. and im going skiing tomorrow bc like thats a thing here lol#unrelated
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#my anxiety is having a flare up#i don't think you really use 'flare ups' in the context of anxiety bc it doesn't work that way really but that's what it feels like for me#lately#like i feel like in general my anxiety has gotten a lot better lately. i still have a slight hum of underlying anxiety but i've been pretty#good at ignoring it and getting over it the last yearish but sometimes it's harder to ignore and gets a lil worse for short periods#esp when it comes to my relationships/interactions with people#bc i have no reason to think that the person i'm seeing 'n' has lost interest in me#but they haven't been texting me as much as they usually do the last few days and my anxiety is picking up and ignoring all the#very logical explanations and very extremely likely reasons#they're moving this weekend and didn't really start packing until last week so i know they're busy with that#ontop of everything else they do and work and everything. i know they're super fucking busy rn#and i was also out of town on a trip and they're def the type of person that was probably thinking they don't want to pester me on my trip#(they wouldn't have been)#and also like. they stopped by my job the night before i left to bring me my contact lenses and they were so smiley and excited to see me#even though it was just for a couple minutes#and they facetimed me right before my friend and i left for our trip just to talk to me for a bit and see my face#and they were again so smiley and really seemed like they liked me#so yeah.. logically i know i'm overthinking it and they're not annoyed with me#i know it's just that they're busy. the few other times they've been a little dry with texting was when they#we're super busy/going through some shit#so like i know that's all it is realistically#but my stupid anxiety and self worth issues always automatically going to 'you annoyed them. you fucked something up. they finally realized#you're not actually cool or hot and hot over you but are too sweet to tell you'#which i know is dumb#it's also not fair to them to assume that#it's not fair to them to think that of them#i just like them so much 🥺 but i do know they like me back#they've told me and they act like it#i just get scared#blake says shit
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