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You know not going to college doesn't sound like a bad idea 😳😳😳
#college applictaiosn are so hard and no ones helping me im so overhwelmed and tired and i dont know whta to do#i can live not going to college it doesnt so that baadddd#who needs a big proffessional job pshhhh#why torture myself yoknoww🥺🥺#and it's just a big money spender too-#so its all in all a great deal 😎#but yeah i am seriously considering this#im ok with not going#not the end of the world#why torture myself trying to get all these documents and requirements for applications when i can just sit back and relaxxxx😎😎😎
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oh hey! i was reading a fic the other day where Wangji was once misspelled as Wangu. which leads me to: MDZS Pingu-style??? noot noot!
Do you think love can bloom on the sea ice?
#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#digital art#Club penguin#ask#I've drawn a lot of strange crossovers for MDZS but this one really takes it up a notch#I saw this ask and thought “yeah why not. I've been meaning to do style studies. Let's experiment.”#And the moment my pen hit my tablet I was struck by the need to make it even worse.#Perhaps I am just nostalgic for club penguin and pengu but I think there is something magical about them holding hands.#Anyways I think younger WWX would have loved club penguin. It's the joy of the minigames and hanging out with your friends online.#Lan Wangji could never get past the fact the 'Ask your parent/guardian!' part of registration.#Either because he knew Lan Qiren would have said no *or* because he asked once and got turned down.#Lan Xichen probably was like 'Hey I can help you with that :)' to which LWJ said no because that was breaking the rules.#But if I *had* to put wangxian in a club penguin AU? Yeah 1000% it's LWJ as a mod and WWX as a notorious (nootorious) griefer.#WWX would be trying to speed run how fast he can get banned or how much he can get away with.#Getting removed and returning over and over earns him the 'necromancer of CP' title in the community. Loathed by many.#Meanwhile LWJ is about to seriously consider doxxing this guy just to get him to stop making his volunteer hobby less of a nightmare.#Cue 10 years later. They meet up on the ice flow on the last day before the servers get shut down. They have a genuine heart to heart.#Three years later on Club Penguin rewritten: two grown men decide to relive their childhood one more time.#Fate draws them to the same server.#I ask again. Do you think love can bloom on the digital sea ice?
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I hate how Aang is just never allowed to feel bitter about having his culture colonized. Like he apparently shouldn't feel so upset about colonizers that destroy his people's temples and replace it with pipes and smog. He apparently shouldn't feel angry when he learns that they build weapons of mass destruction for the Fire Nation
And then they try to make him out to be an "airbender purist" in Korra and like....he literally wouldn't be like that
"Aang is a bad father because he only paid attention to his one kid that was an airbender" his culture literally involves venturing out to other nations, and he befriends so many people and learn their cultures through these exchanges
If Aang is excited to share his culture, he is literally going to share it with his entire family, whether they are an airbender or not. He is literally excited to show Katara and Sokka how to play airbending games.
And he would want to do the same with the Southern Water Tribe because that's his wife and brother-in-law's homeland. He would take his children to travel around the world with him because that's what his people do
#everytime i think about the series i forget how white it was written#i feel like they only allow katara to react to the horrors of war because she needs to be “girl that is overtly emotional”#cuz they dont let sokka be affected through it#literally told zuko the day his mom was killed and just hurried zuko out of the tent to comically call for zuki#idk am i the only one that feels they try to make the men affected by colonization not think much of it#while the women have to be emotional about it like hama and either they cry about it or do evil acts that make them just as bad#as the colonizers#listen this is why i cant take katara x zuko seriously#why do i want to pair a victim of colonization to the guy that literally caused that#yeah he learned to get bettwr at the expense of all those lives#listen I'll consider that ship if jet and hama were still alive and thriving
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Me every time I check out the dead boy detectives tag: *rolls up sleeves* welp. Looks like it’s time for another Crystal Palace defence post
#crystal palace#crystal palace surname von hoverkraft#dead boy detectives#long one might be incoming tbh#cause like seriously ‘we need more complex women’ ‘you can’t even handle one traumatized teenage girl’#and some takes I’ve seen are genuinely baffling#like it’s even one thing not to like her but to consider her a superfluous character is just factually incorrect#and requires a level of ignoring so much of the plot#as well as plot structure; themes; character arcs; basic narrative…#like girl what#anyways yeah long post might be coming but I am NOT going to write it here in the tags I am NOT#dbda
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Rune factory 5 art!!!! Cuz I’ve been playin it a lot recently! And I finally got married to Lucas so I wanted to draw some stuff of him!! Cuz I love him. He is a lil weirdo god whomst I cherish and adore..
#rune factory#rune factory 5#rf5#lucas#alice#rf5 lucas#rf5 alice#doodles#my characters name is Perez but considering the extent of customization is what outfit do u wanna wear I’ll use her canon name lol#anyone yeah… at first I was like oh god!!!! how am I ever gonna pic between murakumo Reinhardt and lucas?!?!? theyre all so good!!!#and then I got enough hearts to date Lucas. and I completely fucking forgot about the other guys ghgh#LUCAS IS SO CUTE… I LOVE HIM#1 I love him. 2 he’s beautiful. 3 the narrative of two amnesiacs falling in love is incredible to me#it’s like fucking. soulmates fate destiny shit. it’s great#3 the whole. him being an actual literal fucking god thing is. both funny and hot…. like yess babe. work that divine power ghgh#4 he’s HILARIOUS. AND SO CUTE. AND SWEET. AND ENDEARING#I couldn’t help it… I just got sucked in.. ALSO HES OLD AND WEARS GLASSES AND JUST. idk… he’s perfect ok. everything about him#the other guys didn’t stand a chance#after I met ludmilla I also rlly seriously was considering her too! like she’s SO FUCKING. I love ludmilla. she stole my heart instantly#but like!!! lucas just came out on top. I trusted my gut and my gut said this weirdo..#also#in regards to Fionna and cake. I still haven’t watched it all yet ghg#I’ve watched a few episodes tho! and wow.. I was way off a my thoughts on Simon mental state lmao. I was literally like that girl in the#2nd episode. I’m sorry for misjudging ur issues so badly simon. u still have issues but they were not what I thought they were!!! damn..#anyway im gonna get around to watching the other eps soon! promise!#till then tho… have completely self indulgent rune factory 5 art of me swooning over lucas lmao#w 2 diff versions of the last picture cuz! I couldn’t decide which I liked better! indecision is my curse ghgh
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Targeted ads, contact syncing, etc are the worst as a schizospec
#seriously how do we stop it from serving us ads for things people around us have searched for and vice versa???#and often i need location services on so google maps can tell me how late or on time i am#I'm sick of all this spying bullshit#I'm not just being paranoid either#also ummm contact syncing is driving me up the wall!!!#srsly considering deleting Snapchat for that and other reasons#it turned contact syncing back on and now colleagues at new job are in quick add 🤬#I'm fuggin FUMING#at least Instagram and Fb contact syncing seems to be off still?#eff these anti-privacy companies#schizospec#schizospec things#schizospec problems#privacy#privacy rights#and no don't ask me for my snap pls n thanks#actually schizospec#schizoaffective#schizophrenia#actually schizophrenic#actually schizoaffective#mental illness#mental health awareness#mental health#chronic illness#invisible disability#hidden disability#and my search history is pretty darn CHAOTIC#but yeah i just realized that the article that a woman at my group mentioned seeing the headline for#was one i had open in a Chrome tab
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interesting disability mindset development: i think my gaining a “proper” physical disability is making me realize that my anxiety is also very much a real disability that should be taken more seriously
#marzi speaks#LIKE. ok. the main thing anxiety havers have to deal with is dismissal. right?#the ‘oh it’s not that bad’ or the ‘just get over it’s. or ‘everyone has anxiety’ you get the point#and because i always ONLY had anxiety. i like. didn’t advocate super hard for recognition of that?#i struggled to even consider it a disability even though it. is disabling#bc like. Who Was I to say i was suffering when there were so many others suffering worse#but now i AM suffering worse. and hey what the fuck why are people such assholes about the anxiety thing#like before i didn’t feel like i had the right to assign myself the ‘disabled’ label#and now that i (in my mind) unquestionably do. i’m kinda pissed that nobody takes anxiety seriously#bc yeah you know what !!! they are both disabilities they Both Suck man!!!
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nameless bard with it/its pronouns …
#i am a firm believer in he/it/they ventiii#but also consider . :#he/it/they bard as well#BARD WOULR ALSO LIKE MORE NEOPRONOUNS#he would have a collection of music based ones I Know It#song/songself bard ….#pats these bards on the back these two can fit so much gender in them#“why would bard use it pronouns” 1. its pronouns are so fucking cool. 2. okay more seriously. going with the hc that bard feels more—#—comfortable without Any name. as just being “the bard.” (or the hc that he DOESNT have a name)#him finding contentment in being referred to as a neutral “title” of sorts ??#carries the lyre. carries the music the same as voice. yes. yeah im an it !!!!#ACTUALLY hold on LMAOO should the winds be kinder bard was gonna have it pronouns too#i could always just. add them#new pronouns unlocked#lantern says stuff
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You ever finish a drawing that you really like and then you spend the next three days randomly looking at it for minutes at a time like that could make it possible for you to absorb its alluring and magnetic essence with your eyes
#this is me with my icon rn. also this is silly but yeah it really feels like that#i experienced the same thing but even more intensely back in february with the short comic i made then#and then also with some of the paintings i made during my painting course days#admiring the colors and lighting on this mundane green bottle. why not#honestly this might be the first time in my life when i'm making things and i sometimes end up actually liking them fully#no little extra gripes with it that could ruin it. i just like the thing as it is. love it even. it's exactly as it should be#this feeling is one of the top things that make drawing and overall at least attempting to make art worth it#i also wonder if anyone else experiences this thing where the image of a certain character stays in your sort of visual imagination sphere#like the thing becomes associated with everything that happens at that time. the music i listen to etc#it almost feels like i sort of AM this thing. like. spiritually#ok this is hard to explain without sounding kind of odd LMAO#it's just that i've never seen anyone express this exact sentiment. with seeing the character in your minds eye sorta#i mean hmmmm. ofc fursonas and all different types of sonas and such exist. re: the identification thing#i actually find the concept of an 'avatar' as something that represents you (in a digital setting mostly) really intriguing#it was actually one of the things i seriously considered as the subject of my bachelor's thesis#but yeah ok i'm just saying this so that you all know that i AM that little purple kitty holding a heart. btw#ok i'm going to go eat dinner now. don't mind me and my strange long-winded monologues#goosepost
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i think i've talked before about how amazingly normal (and respectful) tesilid is towards Ailette for an OI male lead (ie. despite being utterly obsessed with her for aeons, he would never cross a line with her and would ask for consent), but i think we also need to give Reed credit for being pretty normal and respectful too. with regards to Ailette's consent, anyway. for all that he's a homicidal crazy guy trying to destroy the world.
he asks ailette to join him in the abyss and when she says no he's like aw okay, see you next time then <3 he offers ailette a chair and when she says no he doesn't force her. (tesilid doesn't get rights though). ailette goes i already said no i dont want to join you and he's like wait i can change your mind, and when he runs out of time he goes aww okay, i hope you change your mind next time though, ciao <3
like if it were any other OI ailette would be fighting off a confinement arc right now, but reed is just 😭 he just wants to chill with her.
#s-class heroine spoilers#reed#and thats how you know he's still tesilid#ML who respects consent ☝️#hes so cute#funniest guy ever i love reed#he tramples over the entire world but with ailette hes just like please can you come with me. please please please#like 😭 he ignores everyone's consent except hers#hes so confident that hes stronger... if he really wanted to he would have forced ailette to bend to his will already#but no he just keeps showing up and going PLEAAAASE ailette rodeline!!!!#its especially funny considering that the official TL confirms that he lusts after her#and hes like. okay i have the hots for her. i want her by my side. i am stronger and technically can force her. anyway. PLEASE PLEASE PL#and he does it without using the word 'please' a single time but the contrast between what he COULD choose to do and what he actually does#i think it speaks volumes....#wait wait when you couple this w the fact that in this timeline he promises to do whatever he wants whenever he wants#the fact that he doesnt force ailette to do anything is so crazy#like yeah ailette does have aces up her sleeve but REED DOESNT KNOW THAT...#hes still not using his full strength on purpose and only using enough so that ailette takes him seriously#im going crazy why is he like this#also this is such an excellent way to power scale in a novel#the big boss is actually still as strong as before#hes just going down to your level because he likes you actually and respects consent
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If this post gets one like in the next idk like 15 mins I will actually follow a pattern to crochet and not just do what I want
#seriously need to follow a pattern but I am so lazy that I never go through the whole video#but yeah#I consider myself ok enough at crocheting (ik 2 of the main(?) stitches to do this#it's alr if it doesn't tho lol#anywaysss#crochet chronicles#crochet
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Wait, they're making another one? Oh-kaaayyyy... Not holding my breath, but hopefully it's at least better than the $h!tshow that was the second movie. (Even if that "version" of Silver is still there.) If it's any consolation, I don't know how much Sega is involved with the Sonic movies, but if it's a good bit, then maybe they can help out! At the very least, there's this amazing comment under the reveal teaser. (GOLDEN ISLAND MENTIONED)
#angry birds#angry birds movie#the angry birds movie#angry birds movie 3#the angry birds movie 3#am i the first one to tag that?#just hoping it's anywhere near as solid as the first and not the dumb unfocused slop that is the second#but seriously please don't drag silver back into this you massacred my favorite adopted piggy-turned-bird enough last time#maybe they could finally do something cool with jo like they've deserved for the past year?#then again it's likely an average-tier animated kids movie so they may not dare include a non-binary character#(then again spa's involved and spider-gwen is at least 80% likely to be trans...#...so maybe there's still hope for jo to finally get to be more than a pfp for a month)#(then again sony wants to play with ai soon so yikes)#yeah i'm still bitter that they're continuing a movie series that got killed five years ago instead of continuing better stuff#like c'mon we get an angry birds movie 3 before angry birds stella season 3 or even toons season 4?#hopefully they actually use the darn slingshots (the absence of which was one of many things that sunk the 2nd movie)#i don't know what to make of angry birds anymore considering how they murdered their renaissance before it could ever begin#(shortening and delisting the remake. making reloaded apple-exclusive. whatever on earth bad piggies 2 was.)#but i'm just hoping they can get at least one thing right this decade. just one please.#being an angry birds since 2012 and witnessing everything go to hell from 2015 onward...#...really was the perfect preparation for being a bengals fan wasn't it#welp forget everything i said about studios earlier#sega is absolutely producing it and the animation will be done by dneg who animated freaking nimona#okay NOW this just got very interesting. now i'm keeping an eye out on this.#(seriously i know dneg didn't do the most on nimona but still.#a studio involved in nimona an angry birds movie.#that combo of words alone might make my day! 2012 sorta and modern sorta would be hugging jumping up and down at that!)
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#the facade of 'you are taking this too seriously' is REALLY HILARIOUS#considering the parties involved seem to take it very personally how Cas treats Dean and have made it a cyclical habit to go off about Cas#why bring it up so often if it doesn't really matter#why do you care so much if it doesn't matter if it's not that deep hm hm#and complaining about assumptions while making assumptions#and acting like they're just too cool for all this LOLOLOL#yeah I'm good where i am. I'm good. You do you.#dot trolls fandom
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kind of frustrating that people took "fat does not equal unhealthy" to mean "fat is not unhealthy." sometimes being obese IS unhealthy & excess fat can cause a lot of problems. ignoring health issues isn't progressive. real "oranges kill people with depression" moment
#i have a lot to say but i think it all boils down to this:#the only reason people think this way is because they experienced body shaming & bullying for their fatness#& instead of gaining a healthy relationship with their body & its needs they went full denial mode#people that aren't fat that think this way are just going with things uncritically which is also bad btw#because when you have decades of proof that being severely overweight can be detrimental to your health#(& no i don't mean fucking. supersize me. i mean medical proof that too much fat causes diseases & early death)#but you're ignoring that because a tiktok influencer that has no medical experience said so#that is a huge lack of critical thinking skills on display & people are gonna listen to that misinformation & some might die#this isn't some light shit that can be waved off as non-harmful because it IS harmful! it is actively hurting people!!#again being unhealthy isn't a moral failing & no one deserves shit for that!! but that's the whole damn point isn't it!!!#militant fat activists are so afraid of their fatness being associated with anything negative they turn right around into ableism#they don't WANT to be considered disabled! because being disabled IS a moral failing to them. disability is abnormal#& of course being morbidly obese is totally normal. because if it wasn't then they'd need to do work & handle an ED#& that's too much to grapple with mentally so. no. they're normal. super normal. don't look at the lifespan of someone over 300lb#btw i am 100% aware that a lot of this is combined with other issues like racism sexism homo/transphobia genuine fatphobia#but also sometimes they really can't operate on someone that can't recover afterwards#like i wouldn't call the vet bigoted & cat-hating for being unable to operate on my 20yo cat#Minnie would simply not survive that. because she is so damn old#unfortunately for Minnie she can't get younger but people CAN lose weight in multiple different ways#& it may seem like the world is attacking you but you really have to train yourself out of automatic bad faith reactions#''you couldn't possibly understand!!'' yeah okay i'm sooo abled & privileged you got me there (<-sarcasm. if you couldn't tell)#just because someone hasn't experienced your EXACT thing doesn't mean they can't relate & haven't gone through similar#it's so difficult to train your brain out of that shit i get that but you really really really have to. or you will die#or at least be miserable#DISCLAIMER: i'm not talking about every person who has even a little fat on their body. fat is NEEDED#but like all things too much of a good thing can cause problems & fat is not exempt#this is about morbid obesity. not someone who's like 160lb that shit is normal#& people need to stop thinking anything over 110lb is fat#because it isn't & i think most people are getting into unhealthy territory at that low of a weight#basically i view being too fat the same as being too thin. they both cause health problems & should be taken seriously
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“hey so we’re gonna need you to focus up and pay attention and not talk for 3 hours straight. and no you can’t look at your phone or ask brief questions or think out loud and 98% of what will be said won’t apply to you.”
“also i know you have adhd and that you said your adderall wore off but so do i. you just have to learn.”
do you seriously think i am capable of that. what if i blew you up with a cool wizard beam attack? what if the beam was purple.
#this is NOT a threat aimed at anyone specifically AT ALL#i will not commit violence NOR WILL I CONDONE IT#but honestly i’m so fucking TIRED of being told to ‘just pay attention’ and ‘work harder on focusing’#i have a fucking DISORDER WHERE MY BRAIN DOES NOT FUCKING WORK CORRECTLY#well i have adhd too. everyone does.#okay? what type then? you on adderall? how many jobs did you lose because of it?#how many times have you almost had to deal with legal issues because of it? how many times did you almost fail college because of it?#i’m tired of ableism by people that ‘have adhd too’#you know good and goddamn well we aren’t all the same and severity and symptoms differ from person to person#honestly this is about a hobby that i love doing that i’m now considering quitting#i’m not the only victim to the overall ableism BUT#refusal to accommodate and demanding compliance in a space that’s supposed to be accepting#yeah no. i can’t sit for 4 fucking hours off adderal and do nothing#and it’s like i do do something for a cumulative 1 hour of that time#i am seriously considering quitting and it breaks my heart#adhd#ableism#i don’t want to but i also don’t want to deal with ableism everything i do something non neurotypical that people have decided is#‘distracting’#i’m making quiet comments under my breath not to anyone next to or near me#and i’m not really willing to go through the process of trying to explain this shit to ableists who claim having the same disorder makes#our experiences and disability levels the same#i’ve had to fight this shit my whole life. i do this hobby because it’s fun#it’s not fun if you’re gonna tell me to sit and do nothing for 4 hours and get mad when i stop paying attention#or if i ask questions or talk to myself.#i’m so fucking tired of this shit.#my grown adult ass is now at the point where i do whatever the fuck i want forever#and sitting around for 3 cumulative hours is not what i fucking want to do
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If your entire response to Pat talking about how BL shows are co-opting the queer identity is to say that one of the pairs is obviously 'really dating' then you are falling into exactly what he's talking about when it comes to these actors.
Now, is he wrong in some aspects? Yes. Literally, his ex-boyfriend is one of the actors and we know that there are queer actors in BLs and queer producers, directors and writers.
But what he's saying is what you're doing. Assuming that people are queer because of their actions that they are literally paid to do while on the circuit. This isn't the first acting pair that this assumption has been made about, they aren't the last and so far no one has been right or confirmed.
So.
Maybe don't play into what Pat is saying. Because I think the actor shipping is what he's specifically talking about and that's part of the issue with the way actors are talked about and treated and the commodification of the queer identity for these acting pairs.
I honestly find it fascinating to discuss how BL has become more and more about queer representation as it has grown but there's still the questions about fan service and talks about what that means but yeah.
I love this show because it's about perceptions and about what it means to be part of an identity and what representation truly means.
#i am just not gonna tag this#fandom discourse#honestly really fascinating though#but i fall with absolutebl on the no shipping real people thing#i mean i might fall farther than them tbh#but yeah no seriously#if your response to this is to declare that the actors are a real couple#then you are not understanding what pat is saying#even if it's not about the shows but the actors#and it's important to consider that#eh whatever#i don't really wanna debate this
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