#but yeah i am currently in the fucking TRENCHES

[knifegremliin]

i think it's funny how i said i was gonna be less dead here and then i proceeded to continue being dead lmao

[bbeelzemon]

sometime this past year i had the experience of uh experiencing [something trivial i dont even remember at this point], and then felt in real time as my brain changed the memory right in front of me. like i Knew that my memory was now incorrect, but i couldnt remember what Actually happened. and i think that moment is the first time i ever truly started to realize that my memory in particular is not infallible and that brains change your memory of things and events all the time, especially over several years

[astonmartinii]

into the arms of another part four | max verstappen social media au

pairing: max verstappen x reader

wedding bells are ringing, but so are charles' ears because no one will stop talking about whether he'll make an appearance on the big day

part one | part two | part three | masterlist | tips

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yourusername: a night to remember where you don't remember much of it

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user1: how do i become part of this friendship group? real answers only.

maxverstappen1: how do i get to marry HER?

danielricciardo: i ask myself that everyday

maxverstappen1: that's not very girls support girls of you daniel

yourusername: yeah daniel, not being a girl's girl in the summer of barbie, i thought more of you...

danielricciardo: lets not get ahead of ourselves here

user2: y/n and max tag teaming daniel is my favourite thing from this relationship

danielricciardo: tag team? don't give me any ideas

yourusername: DANIEL?

maxverstappen1: DANIEL?

danielricciardo: do NOT pretend that y'all have not thought about it

maxverstappen1: we are getting married in a week do not proposition us for a threesome in a public instagram comment section

user3: max pretending like he's never thought about it

user4: how did we get to this point

yourbff1: threesome talk aside, we're so hot

maxverstappen1: hard agree

yourusername: i love you

yourbff1: i love you too

yourusername: and i love you too

yourbff1: you meant max didn't you ...

yourusername: maybe...

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maxverstappen1: this is a public service announcement do NOT let daniel ricciardo plan your stag party because you will not remember a single thing

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user7: the way like 80% of the grid were at this except charles ...

user8: wow colour me shocked he didn't invite the one guy who keeps disrespecting his fiancee to the stag party

danielricciardo: ummmmm this is false? you had a great time.

maxverstappen1: maybe i did all i know is that the bathroom on that plane did not enjoy it i don't think i can touch vodka ever again

danielricciardo: that was all you big boy, you don't know your limit

yourusername: glad to see you didn't kill him before our wedding

danielricciardo: i am really not liking the lack of faith in me

yourusername: he's literally passed out in the second picture daniel

danielricciardo: he's just taking a snooze RIGHT @maxverstappen1

maxverstappen1: yeah ... i just needed my beauty sleep

yourusername: erm you don't need any beauty sleep pretty boy

maxverstappen1: oh, why thank you 😊

user9: she's literally marrying you babe and ur STILL BLUSHING WHEN SHE CALLS YOU PRETTY

user10: this is really not a good sign for charles attending the wedding

user11: yall ever get tired of bringing this shit up HE FUCKED UP this is merely the consequences of his own actions.

user12: and according to mr. leclerc him and max aren't friends so why would he be invited?

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danielricciardo: max is currently passed out on my shoulder after talking for an hour straight about how much he loves y/n so here's my favourite pictures of them before they're officially married.

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user13: why am i actually dead ass crying over this?

user14: no cause the circumstances have been an actual shit show so i'm glad they've managed to get through it and are finally gonna tie the knot !!

user15: i've been in the literal trenches defending y/n and this relationship i deserve an invite to this wedding

yourusername: @maxverstappen1 omg we're so hot

maxverstappen1: i think you're the hot one babe

yourusername: you're literally the hottest man in the world STOP TALKING DOWN ON YOURSELF

maxverstappen1: i know, i know. i'm amazing, sexy and beautiful.

yourusername: TOO RIGHT

user16: is this ^^ positive affirmations

yourusername: yes, he's way too amazing to not believe that himself

user17: so like do they maybe want to adopt me?

landonorris: so as the sexiest groomsmen, can i have the scoop on whether there'll be any sexy bridesmaid

maxverstappen1: who said you're the sexiest?

landonorris: well since charles is out of the running there's a clear winner here - ME

danielricciardo: assuming the best man is not in this conversation cause my face card clears yours

user18: WAIT WHAT

user19: so it's confirmed, he's missing his best friend's wedding over him being petty, all hope in men is gone

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yourusername: no words. love of my life. best day ever. i love you forever maxy

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user25: OMFG IT LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL

fernandoalo_oficial: a really beautiful ceremony for my favourites, enjoy your honeymoon and make some time for the old man

yourusername: thank you for coming fernando and thank you for the literal snowmobile idk what we'll do with it but thank you

user26: what kind of a wedding gift is a SNOWMOBILE?

maxverstappen1: a sick one? thanks nando

danielricciardo: what a wonderful day, you guys are so perfect together, thank you for letting me be a part of your day

maxverstappen1: HE CRIED AHAHAHHAHAAHA HE LOVES US SO MUCH HE CRIED

danielricciardo: ummm obviously i watched you pine over her for as long as i've known you. you guys deserve this happiness after everything

yourusername: daniel we love you and your speech was so amazing i nearly cried all of my makeup off

user27: the way the old charles would've given such a banging speech i am in mourning

user28: girl it's their literal wedding post leave the comments about charles for once

sebastianvettel: lovely ceremony you too, much love to your future - seb, hanna and the kids xx

yourusername: thank you for coming seb !! love you guys, let us know if you want us to babysit

maxverstappen1: thank you for your support through all of this seb, you guys are the best

user29: so charles really got no one in his corner lol

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user30: this is my barbie this does not get any better for me

christianhorner: a wonderful ceremony for the loveliest couple, very grateful to be included in your special day.

masverstappen1: thank you for being there for me, and for not standing on y/n's dress with your two left feet

user31: yall gonna give any context?

user32: i think he's referring to the fact that christian filled the role jos would have at the wedding and during the parents dance, christian would've had a dance with y/n !!

user31: i think my heart just melted wedding of the century

user33: seeing all the wedding content without charles is so weird the whole time we've known y/n her and charles were attached at the hip :/

user34: i beg yall leave it out for one day, he could've been there HE HAD THE INVITATION but he didn't so leave it out

redbullracing: officially THE f1 couple 🫶

landonorris: congratulations and all that jazz but WHAT THE FUCK WAS IN THAT PUNCH

yourusername: sorry lando i gave them the uni recipe

landonorris: oscar was sick on my shoes MY BEAUTIFUL SHOES

maxverstappen1: just send us the bill i can hear you bitching from our room

oscarpiastri: for the record THEY sat me next to kimi and seb and i tried to aim away from your shoes but the world was spinning

user35: okay i need to know the seating plan for this wedding ASAP

excerpt of the podcast interview of y/n y/ln-verstappen.

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yourusername: my honeymoooooooooooooon with my super sexy and lovely HUSBAND

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user36: okay i've had enough of the cute posts WHERE IS MY HUSBAND?

user37: i crack myself up thinking about them setting up a lil tripod to take these

yourusername: and?

maxverstappen1: we're serving cunt x

user38: did yall see y/n's podcast interview?

user39: yes i'm glad she's got her closure now and can fully move on with her life

alexalbon: you guys are so sickeningly sweet i love you morons

yourusername: why thank you alex

lilymunhe: he said he deserves compensation for his half a season of listening to max pine

maxverstappen1: people think i'm embarrassed of that when LOOK AT MY WIFE OBVIOUSLY I WOULD PINE

maxverstappen1: and bro your apology was the open bar at the wedding

alexalbon: you guys are underestimating just how much this guy spoke about y/n

yourusername: fine we'll post in our albon shoes

albon_pets: this is why we love you y/n

user39: no charles comment... you hear that? peace.

note: i hope yall enjoyed this probably final part of into the arms of another. i hope it wasn’t disappointing lol i love this pairing with all my heart. (also wrote this at 4am on my couch after a MASSIVE FUCK OFF house spider came in my room (my dad said he killed it when i woke him up at 2am) but i was too scared to stay) xx

[strangermarvelss]

professor munson's guide to passing the class- e.m (pt 6)

Pairing: Professor!Eddie Munson x Student!AFAB!Female!Reader

Summary: you visit eddie during office hours for an unexpected lesson

Warnings: SMUT 18+ MINORS DNI (blowjob, p in v, creampie, little degradation, little praise, professor kink), angst, cliffhanger

Word Count: 3k

A/N: here is part 6 of my professor eddie series! can’t believe this series is half way over, but it’s just now getting good, i promise hehe :) enjoy! -sava

thank you to my shrexy love @myobmaya for beta reading :)

Tying the two strings together, you pull the coat tight on your body, creating a second knot when you fasten the straps together initially. Finding the outfit currently underneath the thick coat wasn’t as easy as you thought it might be, and you wanted to keep the surprise in tact for Eddie, whom you’d be seeing in just a few minutes.

Things between the two of you have been great since your Valentine’s Day meal together. He cooked some spaghetti for you with fresh made breadsticks he picked up at the local bakery on campus, toasting them up and adding what he calls some “Munson Magic” to the bread, which just meant garlic salt and butter, but still delicious nonetheless. The two of you really connected that night, learning more about one another and for a moment, really taking the time to appreciate one another without thinking about just fucking each others brains out…even if it did happen later that night.

Within the past three weeks, you’ve been going out on dates, both secluded to the confines of Eddie’s apartment with home cooked meals and rentals from Blockbuster, but you were also venturing out in public even, with going out to a few towns over and walking around the the park, going out to eat, and even seeing a movie in the theaters. Sure, it was a risk, but the two of you have been able to successfully keep things under wraps for nearly three months now. Not to mention, the past two times you’ve seen one another you didn’t even have sex with one another, just having the other person being right beside you being enough to keep you both satisfied. You both have matured over this arrangement, impressed with yourself with this success you've found in the dating world.

So, you thought giving Eddie a little surprise visit wouldn’t hurt anything.

Grabbing your backpack, you sling it over your shoulder and pull your bedroom door open, walking out into the open space of your apartment and flashing Nadia a smile once you get within eyesight of her. She sends you a smile back from her position on the couch, before taking in your appearance and quirking a brow your way.

“Where are you going dressed in a big trench coat in the middle of March? It’s not even that cold outside,” she questions, crossing her arms in front of her figure after tossing the remote to the side.

“Last office hours before midterms. Thought I’d bundle up since it gets cold in that building,” you reply her, your hand resting on the door knob. She nods, squinting her eyes at you as she crosses her arms in front of her chest, shifting slightly.

“Is it for your music class?” 

“Yep! Trying to get the best grade possible, you know,” you chuckle out, turning the knob slowly. You’re about to pull the door open when you hear a sigh come from Nadia’s mouth, making you turn back to her. “Everything okay?”

“Yeah, yeah. I just want you to be careful going there, okay? I know that finals are approaching and that you really enjoy the class, but stuff can always change in an instant,” She tells you. Unable to stop yourself, you shoot her a confused expression, eyebrows furrowing slightly.

“I always am,“ you laugh out, shaking your head. "What's going on? You've been acting really weird lately?"

"I'm not the one acting weird," she mutters under her breath.

"What was that?" You question, leaning a bit closer and flashing your ear to her.

“Nothing! It's just, I care about you is all. Have fun at your office hours,” she says before fumbling around for the remote and hitting play on the movie she was watching. You hesitate a moment before walking out the door, shaking out of yet another weird encounter with your roommate. You weren’t sure what was going on with her lately, but you’re sure there isn’t much to worry about there.

Knocking on the wooden door that leads into Eddie’s office, smiling when he makes eye contact with you and welcomes you inside. Shutting the door, you come around his desk and plant a kiss to his cheek. Trying to pull away, his hand maneuvers to the back of your neck, pulling you back and moving his lips against yours. His scent is even more intoxicating than usual, but that may just be your heightened desires trying to escape with the surprise you have planned.

"Hey you," he breathes out for moment, separating from your figure ever so slightly and glancing up to your eyes.

"Hi Professor Munson," you let out, before dipping your head back down and taking his lips in yours once more.

Finally pulling away after a few minutes, you take a few deep breaths as you stand, smirking at him as he finally looks you up and down. “Are you becoming a professional flasher or something? That’s pretty frowned upon now-a-days.”

“No silly, just wanted to keep warm for the ride over. And I just thought I'd come surprise you during office hours since no one ever takes the opportunity to come and see you during this time...except me, of course,” you tell him, fingers dancing along the strings of the jacket.

Carefully, you begin to undo them, taking the knot apart before shimmying out of the oversized coat. Eddie’s eyes widen as he drinks in your appearance: Simple sneakers and knee-high socks adorn the bottom half of your legs, and a short pleaded skirt with a blue and black plaid design that shows your thighs off covering the top of your lower half, finishing it off with a tight white shirt clinging to your upper half, cleavage nearing busting at the seams with multiple buttons undone, showing the tops of your bra cups. Suddenly, your white shirt isn’t the only thing feeling tight within the small room.

“Fuck,” he breathes out, unable to take his eyes off the outfit. He can't help how sexy you look, but also can't fight the urge to tease you about the scenario.“You do know that Halloween isn’t for another 7 months though, right?”

Shooting his a glare, you turn your back and begin walking towards the door, making sure to shake your ass a with a bit of drama as you do so. “I thought it would be cute, but if you don’t like it, then I can just go home and change. Put some sweatpants on and a big sweater-“

“If you don’t bend over this desk in the next 5 seconds you’re going to regret it,” he lets out, voice stern and low. Biting your lip, you rush over to his desk, watching with careful eyes as he works around to meet you around the front side. His hands rest on your hips for a minute, before sliding up and down your sides, landing on your covered breasts.

“You see what you do to me? Coming in my office dressing like a school girl. Very taboo sweetheart,” he breathes out, inching closer to your neck. His breath fans over your neck, the hot air making heat travel to your cheeks. “Such a naughty little thing, aren’t you? Trying to fuck your professor in his office like the little whore you are?”

You can’t help but moan at his words and at the feeling of his hands migrating down your body. Cupping one hand on your heat, he takes one of the hands that was propping you up against the desk and rests it on his crotch, feeling his bulge through his black slacks. “You see what you do to me baby? ‘Ya feel the effect you have on me?”

Nodding, you trail your hand up to the top of his pants, popping the button and gliding the zipper down the tracks to free him of the tight confines. Dipping your hand into the waistband of his boxers, you feel his hot hard member make contact against your cold hand. You pull it out, watching it smack against his lower stomach before looking at him with innocent eyes. He smirks at you, nodding towards his cock before letting his deep brown and lust filled eyes bore into yours.

“Think you can help your professor out with his little situation?” He questions mockingly. Nodding once more, you sink to your knees and pull his slacks down to his ankles, resting your hands on his thighs as you lick a thick stripe from the curve of his sack to his leaky red tip.

Eddie’s hands grip the edge of the desk, looking up to see his bottom lip caught between his teeth as small grunts come from his mouth here and there. You circle your tongue around the tip before taking it into your mouth, bobbing your head shallowly as you begin working down his shaft.

He moves one hand to rest on the back of your head, guiding you down inch by inch until the tip begins hitting the back of your throat and your nose brushes against the thick corse hairs that sit at the base of his cock, tickling you a bit. You moan around him, hollowing your cheeks as you move back up towards the tip, and slowly sinking down the length again.

“Such a good fucking whore for me. C’mon baby, take me just a little deeper. I know you can do it,” he coos, pushing your head down for you. You feel yourself gagging around his length when your nose presses firmly into the skin of his lower stomach, taking him down your throat. “That’s it, there you go sweetheart.”

You glide your mouth back up, releasing him from your mouth with a wet popping sound. Drooling some spit onto his dick, your wrap your hand around it and stroke up and down, smiling up at him as you look into his eyes through your lashes. 

“Look at you on your knees for your professor. What a naughty thing you are,” he lets out, bringing his head down your face to rest on your cheek. You feel heat creep onto your cheeks again, moving your free hand to massage his heavy cum filled sack and making him tilt his head back and moan. “C’mon sweetheart, need to be inside you. Come bend over the desk for me and let me see that cute little ass of yours.”

Without wasting a moment, you hop up front your position on the floor and move to the desk, leaning your body over and resting both hands on the shiny mahogany surface. Eddie’s body presses against yours, lips traveling to your neck and biting the skin gently before soothing it over with his tongue. You sigh at the feeling, his lips suckling the area and sending more pleasure down to your wanton cunt.

You feel his slender fingers toying with your panties, slipping under the band and gathering the slick that was nearly pouring out of you. He shimmies his index fingers between your skin and the fabric, pulling down the thin cotton material until it pools at your ankles, feeling the cool air of his office hit your wet heat. 

“Wet already I see? Who knew sucking my cock could turn you on so badly, huh?” He asks mockingly. “Guess you really are a little whore, aren’t you?”

All you do is moan in response, feeling one of his calloused fingertips circle around your hardened nub and making you squirm. His fingers leave you, making you turn back to see his fist around his cock, pumping it a few times before lining up with your entrance. 

You both sigh as he begins pushing into you, the slight sting of him stretching your walls feeling so good. Eddie’s hand grips at the base of your neck, using it as leverage as he lets go of his cock with his other hand, resting it on your hip as he bottoms out inside you. Your hands cling to the desk, finding purchase on the edge as he begins pulling out, only to thrust back inside you quickly.

“Fuck sweetheart, you’re so fucking tight. Love when you grip me like this,” he moans out, beginning to set a pace with his thrusts. You sigh, the sensation of his cock dragging along your walls sending jolts of pleasure throughout your cunt.

Reaching down, you start rubbing your clit with two fingers, moaning loudly. You feel Eddie smack your hand away, his fingers quickly replacing yours as he begins making fast and tight circles. The coil inside you is building faster, each smack his cum heavy sack makes against your ass which causes the tip of his cock to brush against the sweet spot inside you sending you further over the edge.

“Eddie, M’close,” you whine out, body rubbing against the desk as he pounds into relentlessly. Eddie smirks to himself, moving faster against your clit and keeping his pace steady with his thrusts.

“Make a mess on my cock sweetheart. Wanna see how good I make you feel.”

You walls convulse around him, moaning into the shoulder you’re biting at as pleasure washes over you. His thrusts begin to slow, becoming sloppier with each smack his balls make against you. You can tell he’s close just by the slowing of his pace, having memorized all his quirks when it comes to being intimate with Eddie.

“M’gonna cum. Where do you want m-“

“Cum inside me Eddie, I’m on the pill. Need to feel you fill me up, please Eds,” you beg, reaching around to hold him. He laces his fingers with yours with one hand, while the other grips at the base of your neck and pushing himself in and out of you with small grunts leaving his mouth. 

The warm feeling inside sends aftershocks shooting throughout your spent cunt, Eddie’s thrusts halting as he moans out loudly, spurting thick white ropes of cum deep inside you. As he tries to come down from his high, he’s mutter out obscenities when he pulls out of you, chest rising and falling rapidly as he breathes heavily. 

Feeling spent, you let your weight fall onto the desk, legs trembling from such an intense high. You feel a wet sensation on your shoulder blade, looking back to see Eddie’s lip planted there, eyes looking into yours. You can’t help but smile at the cute image.

While directing your attention backwards, you also notice the door knob turning slightly, freezing in place as satisfaction is quickly replaced by terror.

“Hey Eddie, I was hoping we could talk-what the hell,” Dean Harrington says, walking into the room and stopping dead in his tracks, like a deer caught in headlights. Eddie’s eyes widen as he turns his head, looking at his friend and colleague in the eyes as he mentally beats himself up for the predicament he’s been caught in.

The dean looks to you for a split second, before directing his attention back to Eddie's whose body has becoming completely rigid above you. Dean Harrington's cheek slowly begin turning bright red, blinking as he tries to look anywhere but at the two of you. Opening and closing his mouth a few times, you can tell he's at a loss for words, unable to think of just how he's going to break this surprising tension.

Eddie shifts slightly, turning to a better angle to look at his colleague. His features are also bright red, sweat beginning to pile under his bangs and drip down his porcelain skin. He was scared, and he could tell you were too by how silent and still you were being. He had to try and explain himself, for both of your sakes.

“Uh, hey Steve. I can explain-“

“No, don’t bother," he finally lets out, turning his back to the both of you breathing out a heavy sigh. "Meet me in my office in 10 minutes. Alone. That gives you two enough time to get dressed and vacate this office,” Dean Harrington replies, making a hast exit of the office. Eddie wastes no time retreating from your figure, quickly redressing himself as he mutters more obscenities under his breath. You follow suit, pulling your panties up from their spot around your ankles and tucking your shirt into your skirt, hands shaking with fear.

You try looking up at Eddie, but his eyes are on everything but you. He’s reaching over for his hair tie, gathering his long luscious mane and pulling it back into a low bun. He walks around his room, gathering his things as he prepares to walk out. Opening the office door, he waits for you to exit, tapping his foot impatiently.

Finishing up, you tie the strings to your jacket to hide your outfit before grabbing your backpack. You walk towards the door, turning back to try and look at him once more. With his eyes planted to the floor, his pokes his tongue out of his mouth, looking lost in thought. Funny how attitudes can change on a dime like this.

“Eddie, can we talk about this?”

“No. At least, not right now. I’ve gotta get to his office, so, uh... I’ll see you in class, Miss Y/L/N.”

The formal farewell struck you, sending a wave of hurt throughout your chest and down your spine. With a heavy heart, you turn your back to him and begin walking out of the lecture hall as you feel your eyes grow heavy with tears. You hear the door to his office close abruptly, making you wince a little. What the fuck did you just get yourself in to?

[kiingleoturtles]

What's this about a Hazbin x FMA au 👀 - Kat

Ohmigosh, my new friend, hi @kattythingz!

Okay, the Hazbin x FMA AU is pretty much just me taking FMA characters and plonking them in the Hazbin Hotel timeline as the various characters for my own amusement.

@kaethefangirl helped me scheme a few of the different character roles but I'll put the extensive cast list below (in no particular order), those who currently haven't been assigned a character have a ? next to them instead (and ABSOLUTELY if you have suggestions then I will take a good look at those)

EDIT: I HAVE FILLED OUT ROLES FUCK YEAH

Charlie - Elicia Hughes

Vaggie - Nina Tucker

Alastor - Envy

Angel Dust - Ling Yao

Husk - Greed

Sir Pentious - Edward Elric

Cherri Bomb - Winry Rockbell

Egg Bois - The idea I currently have for them is it's actually just loads of Alphonse's helmets running around

Zestial - Miles

Carmilla Carmine - Olivier Mira Armstrong

Vox - Lan Fan

Velvette - Pride

Valentino - Solf J. Kimblee

Lucifer - Maes Hughes

Adam - Roy Mustang

Lute - Riza Hawkeye

Sera - Dante (yes, from 03, I'm snatching her)

Emily - Alphonse Elric

Niffty - Bido

Mimzy - Gluttony

Rosie - Lust

Razzle and Dazzle - Den and Black Hayate

Keekee - Alexander

Fat Nuggets - Xiao Mei (I'm so sorry if I spelt that wrong I am gonna check it at some point)

Lilith - I feel really bad casting Gracia Hughes here but she IS Elicia's mum and I can't think of anyone else

Katie Killjoy - Rebecca Catalina (pretty sure that was her name)

Tom Trench - Jean Havoc

Anyway, when I do end up writing it, it'll take place over eight chapters as the eight episodes, each titled accordingly.

There will probably be basic cosmetic changes - e.g. colour changes on Ling as a spider boy so he's mainly black with yellow accents instead of white with pink accents, and that Greed (instead of being a cat) is probably just going to look like his ultimate shield form.

Anyway, I hope you've enjoyed the explanation!

[rpfofficial]

ethan. i chose whatever music asks you haven’t done yet.

hi kieren im kind of obsessed with u. there are a lot that i havent done but some of them i cant be bothered to answer/genuinely cannot answer or the answer is just no so here's the ones i like <3

Do you listen to more oldies or more current stuff? A mix of both but leaning more to oldies, the majority of my favourite songs and artists are either from the 60s & 70s era, or the 90s & 00s era <3 

Would you wear a t-shirt of a band you're not into? Probably not, even if the design is cool i only wear band tshirts if i care abt the band. But if someone gave me an artist tshirt as a gift, i’d wear it AND listen to the artist it depicts 👍

Is there an artist or song that you like, despite being of a genre you don't usually like? I like all genres i don't discriminate. i’m bisexual 

A song or album from the 50s or earlier: this compilation album of old japanese pop 1950-1951… discovered through mash playlists

A song or album from the 60s: 1-800-are-you-experienced by jimi hendrix 1967 :) 

A song or album from the 70s: Born to run by BRUCIE 1975 raaaagghhhhhh 

A song or album from the 80s: King of rock by run-dmc 1985 💪💥

A song or album from the 90s Call the doctor by sleater-kinney 1996

A song or album from the 2000s: Cheap pop for the elite by kore. ydro., 2006

 A song or album from the 2010s: TRANSANGELIC EXODUS BY EZRA FURMAN 2018. GOAT

Do you and your partner/best friend share a special song? One you’d call “our song”? unfortunately for my boyfriend and i it is the predatory wasp of the palisades is out to get us by sufjan stevens which is indicative of how normal we both are 

Do you play any instruments? I’ve been “learning” the bass for about 2 years but havent made much progress but i can do basic riffs and improvise a little 

Who’s your favorite fictional band or artist? Marceline The Vampire 

When was the last time you cried when listening to a song, if ever? I couldn’t tell you the last time a song made me properly cry but i sort of cried listening to come on in yesterday because i was having a category 5 peter tork moment 

Your favorite artist from your city/state/country? At the moment its marina spanou and based on her lyrics i think she is literally from the same area of athens as me <3

A song you like in a language you don’t speak:

A song you like with lyrics in two or more languages:

songs that are symbolic of a time when i was literally and without exaggeration in the trenches. korean & english

Do you enjoy musicals? If so, what’s your favorite? Top 5: fiddler on the roof, jesus christ superstar, newsies, les miserables, hadestown.

Have you watched any musician’s biopics? Do you have a favorite? I’M NOT THERE DIRECTED BY TODD HAYNES MY NUMBER 1 ☝️ even if i am not the biggest bob dylan girl out there i fucking love that movie so much 

Do you listen to music when it's raining or do you stop to hear the sound of the rain? Im answerin this question cos i like it. If its raining really hard i take out my headphones and turn my music up so i can hear it out loud blended with the sound of the rain <3

Do you prefer live recordings or studio recordings? LIVE RECORDINGS ARE MY BEST FRIENDS. I dont know if i prefer them but theres something so comcorting and beautiful of hearing live stuff so yeah <3

Okay these were the questions i cared about. thank you i love you . heheheheh

[illarian-rambling]

Thanks for the tag @scribble-dee-vee! Sorry it took me a sec

5 Lines Tag

My lines: a line describing liquid, a line with regret, a line with darkness, a line about food, a line with a lie

Your lines: a line describing liquid, a line with anger, a line about light, a line about a drink, a line with a half-truth

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A line describing liquid (Tw: the liquid is blood)

However, without words, Sepo not only lacked the meticulous control of other sirens, but he lacked protection from the raw divine energy currently coursing through his throat. That storm would sure serve as a distraction, however it would put them in just as much danger as the smugglers. And Sepo...

There had been dangerous times before---deep within the twisting corridors of the Trench---when he'd been forced to call on his double-edged power. Izjik still remembered the blood; sickening clouds blossoming from his mouth. Dragging his limp form through the grasping tube worms that lined the cramped tunnels, never sure if something was tracking their scent. Lightless days upon starless nights where he lay still and pale as a corpse.

She had to hurry.

A line with regret

"We definitely will," the halawemavar said with a matching grin. "But I am sorry for real. Yeah, you could've talked to me, but it takes two to have an actual conversation and I wasn't being exactly conversational. I should've trusted you to act with a cool head and came clean. I should've trusted you to help me through all this... whatever this is."

Sepo looked to his friend. Her expression was a touch distant, as it had been since he'd woken up. Izjik might be good at reading people, but she'd always been far too honest to wear her heart anywhere other than her sleeve.

<You don't have to do this alone,> he signed. <You never did. I'm sorry if I ever made you feel that way.>

A line with darkness

Her tongue was numb. There could've been a lot of things Izjik noticed upon waking up, but damn it, her tongue was numb, and her face throbbed, and her arms wouldn't move. She felt like one big, shitty lump of pins and needles.

Now, where in the double-fuck am I?

With a groan, she forced her eyes open. It was dark---the hope-eating kind of dark found at the bottom of the sea. Izjik closed her eyes again. Not like it made much of a difference.

A line about food

From the eye of the cyclone, Twenari waved cheerfully. She was conducting a veritable symphony of pots and pans all ferried about by discs of translucent orange energy. Simmering sauces formed unruly ranks, while the rice was busy boiling over in a milky foam. Sepo started to take his boots off and was nearly struck with another spoon making its way towards something that smelled of vinegar.

In a heartbeat, all was still. Everything hung as if suspended in resin. Then, Twenari gave a little clap, and like a cloud of trained birds, three plates were dished up and flew themselves to the spotlessly set table.

A line with a lie (2, if you can spot them >:))

"Look," Tyche continued, joining him on their host's sumptuous couch---which they'd extorted from the man several days ago. "You're gonna do fine. Just play along and, hey, maybe you'll be able to take an early exit?"

"Huh?"

"Head home early, you know?" Hit the bar before the rush, get us some good seats."

"I don't get it. Weren't you just saying the other day that this needs to go off perfect?" Djek was perplexed. Tyche was always saying he needed to take a more 'active' role. Wouldn't skipping out early be the opposite of that?

Tyche sighed. "Nevermind. You're a good man, Djek. It's been an honest pleasure to be in business together."

"Yeah, you too, ya blonde bastard." Djek smiled, an amber glow of contentment filling his vision. Or maybe that was just the spirits. He smiled even wider---there was nothing quite like getting thoroughly buzzed with your best mate.

Tyche might always use words like 'business' and 'asset' around him, but he knew the two of them were friends. Why else would the gangster have taken a chance on some broke urchin well past his begging prime? Why else would she have taken him across the world with her---from faraway Vay to Nacé, the pirate capital---swindling and blackmailing with hidden grins as they went?

Well, Djek did have some skills---and a lot of folk were altogether too damn covetous of them for comfort---but Tyche had always respected Djek for himself, not for what he could do. She was probably the only one in all the world who liked him for him. Even if she had a hard time saying it.

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Tagging @somethingclevermahogony @bumblebeebats @fortheoneswhowish @the-angriest-author @jessicagailwrites and YOU :D

[goldenworldsabound]

GOLDIE HI how about string of fate and double lifting for shiroe and voice + cherished memories ainosuke? :3c

HIIII THANK YOU NICK!!!

string of fate ୧ ‧₊˚ what’s ur current relationship status with ur fﾉo ? does the love in ur relationship run deeper than the marianas trench or is it just surface level attraction ? are u perhaps friends with benefits ? married ? tell me ! ! 

HHHHHHH I DID REALLY WANT THIS ONE FOR HIM TBH LIKE. I'm currently obsessed with him the amount of fic yet to post is quite frankly insane. I really...really want him to be a main fave...like...I just...want that...I do not control the hyperfixation though dsakjfhdjsak but I want to be obsessed with him forever 🥺idk if it fits in our canon yet but I am married to him in my heart which is. Something. FKEJWHFJKE like. Fast- but- he's a special boy he's THE SPECIALEST BOY AUGH HOWLING WITH LOVE

double ୧ ‧₊˚ do u and ur fﾉo have matching tattoos ? if not, would u consider getting one or two in the future ?

Hehe he's such a nerd (<- said like I'm not also a nerd) I doubt he has any tattoos. Shut in videogame playing ass- fkdsjahfaskj and then well. Videogame character body he got shoved into also does not have any tattoos so yeah I guess not? I also don't have any tattoos! They are not my thing but it's cute to imagine! I am just AAAH TOO MUCH COMMITMENT and he just doesn't strike me as coming up with the idea on his own

lilting voice ୧ ‧₊˚ how does their voice sound to u ? what does their laughter sound like to ur ears ? do their whispers sound like the most saccharine song of the nightingales ? is their tone as smooth and rich as velvet or is it scratchy, a little grating, but nonetheless charming in its own way ? is it possibly that they don’t have a voice at all ? if not, do their other ways of communication still captivate you ?

hahaha yeah part of why I fell for him was because I immediately realized his JP VA was the same as Clayman and. Well. Yep. FKEWJHFJKEW that guy voices a lot of the same types of characters I would say. His EN VA is also amazing though. Both of them have very handsome voices and they make Ainosuke sound delightfully queer, but also very very dangerous, which is very hot. His laugh is. Wow. Sends shivers down Aura's spine (definitely not my spine shhhhhh suddenly switches to SI instead of I because embarrass-)

cherished memories ୧ ‧₊˚ moments have the tendency to sear themselves into one's mind. are there any particularly fond memories u share with ur fﾉo that stand out among the rest ?

I think waking up together in bed the morning after the wedding. They've spent like. I forget my own timeline but a significant number of months having to appear perfect and chaste in front of Ainosuke's aunts while truly fucking around behind the scenes but like...unable to indulge in simple things like cuddles because they don't really get to be alone alone. After the wedding and they finally get to share a bed...and be alone and themselves...it's just really good.

[mamawasatesttube]

Your Kenan/Kon fic got me curious to read more about Kenan, so I started catching up on the current super family stuff. My God. I don't know how you survive in these trenches

the short answer: i don't <3 i've perished and withered away <3

BUT YEAH SDLKFJLDKSL ITS SO FUCKING BAD. ITS SOOO BAD i need to keep reading new super-man because i trust gene luen yang with my life, however everything about the general prime earth continuity and whatever the shit is going on in infinite frontier with """everything is canon!!!""" and the goddamn lex luthor psychic bomb.......... genuinely i find it so hard to have fun with these comics because it's like they don't WANT you to think harder about any of it or engage with them beyond the most superficial level. which is why i tend to stay in a little postcrisis sandbox where i just take whatever bits and pieces of current comics spark joy and mix them in.

so in that sense you could say i am NOT surviving in these trenches. theyve killed me and my enjoyment sdkfhjkds its ROUGH out there. THAT SAID THO!!!! i hope you enjoy kenan :D <3 ive been enjoying what of his stuff ive read so far!!!! theres some definite kon parallels. konkenan rights...

[try-set-me-on-fire]

As an apology for killing Bobby here’s a happy bit with him from proposal fic

“I’ve got something to tell you,” he says, trying to keep his voice steady as possible. He must not succeed because Bobby sounds tight and panicked when he responds.

“Buck, are you alright? Is everything ok? Did the doctor -“

“No, hey, no- it’s alright! Everything is good, it’s good news.” Fuck, he didn’t even know Bobby was aware of the current medical scare. One day he will stop breaking this man’s heart. “It’s not doctor news, it’s uh- it’s, uh… You know Eddie?”

There’s a beat of silence long enough for Buck to decide to move to the Mariana Trench. “Do you know Eddie” are you kidding me, that’s what you came up with?

“Yeah,” Bobby says, laughter in his voice. “Yeah, I know Eddie. What about him?”

“He, uh- we…” His stomach is doing somersaults. Maybe they should just elope and never tell anyone. That works well with the Mariana Trench plan. Hopefully Eddie doesn’t mind submarines. Fuck it, fuck it- “We’re gonna get married.”

There’s silence again and Buck finds himself suddenly incapable of breathing and worries once again about the state of his central nervous system before Bobby’s voice is back. “I am so proud of you.” His words are thick, suddenly nasally. “I am so happy for you.” Shaky breathing. “For both of you, he always-“ he’s laughing again “I should have known, the two of you-“ laughter, and Athena’s voice murmuring a question in the background. “Is this a secret? Can I tell her?” Joy, pouring through the tinny speaker.

“Yeah,” Buck’s voice comes out quieter than he meant it to, like he’s smiling too wide for his vocal chords to work right. “Yeah, not a secret, you can tell her.”

There are muffled exclamations over the line, and Buck presses his hand over his mouth to feel his own grin. Eddie pauses moving between the bedroom and kitchen, one boot in the crook of his arm, and raises his eyebrow. Buck makes a grabby hand at him, and he crosses the room to take it.

“I made you food,” Bobby says over the phone, and Buck laughs. Eddie’s eyes crinkle at the sound. “I made you dinner. I’m gonna bring it over. Athena would like to come too, if you’re up for visitors?”

“Yeah, that’d be nice, yeah.” He swings their hands back and forth between them, and Eddie shakes his head a little, eyes so completely fond, and leans down to kiss his forehead. “I’ll see you in a bit.”

[2af-afterdark]

On a lighter note, I got into Nu:Carnival a few days ago! So far I've mostly been grinding and trying to clear as much of the current events and their stages as I can, but I've loved what I did read of main story. Especially Eiden.

I am shamelessly admitting that the Salacious King card preview was singlehandedly what made me finally start playing (I downloaded the game a while back, like a few weeks or so, but couldn't bring myself to start). I need that man. I'm honestly so fucking down bad for Eiden, it's kinda embarrassing. I hope I'll eventually get his other SSR card, too. He's just so!!! Ugh, I want to be his maid. Loveable bastard.

Also, I ended up wanting to adopt Garu and Karu as my little brothers and now I am mentally preparing myself for the awkwardness of reading H-scenes with them, lol. My boys... I just want to pamper them, cook tasty food for them and give them headpats daily (even at the risk of having Karu bite me for it)! Let me take care of them! Please!

In conclusion: I can finally understand what your Nu:Carnival posts are about, yay ＼⁠(⁠^⁠o⁠^⁠)⁠／

And also brainrot about even more characters in your inbox. Oops.

— 💛

I love Eiden. I cannot explain to you how many times I pulled last year to build him up to 3*. He is such a little freak (affectionate) and a complete sweetheart that genuinely wants the best for all of the clan members. I adore him and will always do my best to get his cards (they only come out once a year, so thankfully that's a rare time I have to whale). I also loooooove how some battles actually require me to use strategy or switch out my team based on what a card's benefits are. I actually feel like getting many cards serves a purpose in this game!

And, uhhh, yeah. Salacious King is... fuck. I am dumb looking at him. I'm so fucking gay. But, just a heads up, Galactic Mist Eiden (lat year's card) will likely get a banner than requires sorcery gems (the red gems that are hard to get if you're f2p). 2 gems for a 1x, 20 gems for a 10x. Nu:C is unique in that you don't get increased pull rates for a 10x so you can draw a few 1x if you really want. But... yeah, not a cheap card to try and pull the second time around.

Garu and Karu.... AHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

I mean.... Good for you (no one tell 💛 about what to expect later in the game)

Also, please simp in my inbox. I love talking about fictional characters. I adore them all so much. I am legally obligated to scream about them (especially Kuya, Blade, and Rei). I am also a massive Aster and Morvay defender (I was in the trenches begging for more cards and scenes with them before we got Galactic Mist Eiden and their SSRs).

[ankhisms]

ok i didnt take a lot of screenshots while i watched but i did write down some thoughts as i was watching so heres episode 41-44 thoughts

ep 41

really fucked up that ZECT has a like gas bomb that makes worms lose their mimic abilities and then they go in and kill them like honestly in that scene it seemed like the worms were like hiyori and rich boy and reina like just living normal lives not harming anyone. frankly im on the worms side here that was fucked up

tendou really climbed an entire mountain just to be dramatic on the top because of course he did

theres a new goth guy in town with a trench coat that hes got the hood pulled up on so you know he means evil business

"what does it mean that i am the top of zects son" kagami how have you gone this long without knowing that your dad is the boss of zect. like i know youre estranged. but you work for zect.

aw rich boy is so worried about his besties being hurt

kagami has admitted that it was a lavender marriage

tosses glitter and falls over, dead

KAGAMI HAS BEEN TACKLED AND HANDCUFFED FOR TRYING TO SEE HIS DAD. I HATE HIS DAD..kagami we need to kill your dad

renge voice how did you get an entire huge bed with a canopy over it inside our tiny ass cafe. did you really have to sleep here. tendou voice who cares. have breakfast. dont question anything that happens anymore

POURING SUGAR ALL OVER THE TOFU WHATRE YOU DOING

"the end is close" ok thats not ominous at all. normal things your dad says to you

"father why was i born" kagami..... kagami my friend kagami )): i havent seen anything about the end of kabuto but i do genuinely have a bad gut feeling about how everything might end for kagami like im concerned about him

the hoppers looking at rich boy and going god i wish someone would call me young master and spoil me and rich boy going hahaha so true. who the fuck are you guys again is so funny. and then theynjust start fighting for no reason like ok yeah sure

"please dont hold a grudge against my son" "i dont hold any grudges against kagami" dont worry mr zect president tendou is holding something else entirely against your son. as in hes holding him in his arms and um

"im not doing this for zect im doing it for someone i trust" aw kagami. i still think its a bad fucking plan

OK SURE HE WAS A WORM THE WHOLE TIME. SURE. WHY NOT.

"i wont trust anyone anymore" GOD. KAGAMI. IM VERY WORRIED ABOUT HIM LIKE WOW. HIS LIFE SUCKS CURRENTLY

THEYRE PUNCHING KAGAMI REALLY FAST HASNT HE GONE THRU ENOUGH

i get kagami might be a bit shocked that the guy hes been working with at zect and really trusted is a worm but like. i dont understand him having such a violent and like disgusted angry response to him like kagami knows that hiyori is a worm and knows that tsurugi is a worm and he has no issues with them?? and like his team mate guy was trying to protect him and help him and rushed over to see if he was ok and tried to help him up so its just kind of like. kagami i get you might be shocked but this is still the same guy youve always known and respected and trusted its just like. cmon now

ep 42

"time only flows for me" ok sure! whatever the fuck! i just am accepting every single thing that happens now because like yeah why not. this might as well happen enough bizarre unexplainable shit has happened already we might as well through something else in

watching a hostage tape ransom message on a projector

ok the zect counsel is like hooded mysterious figures. makes sense

TOFU DUEL......... TWO!!!!!!!!

i can not believe i forgot about kagami having a brother which was a whole thing in the beginning which was very tragic and sad it feels like the whole direction and feeling of the show has changed so much since then

baseball with feelings

"i kept seeing my sister in her" UM. DONT SAY THAT

i love kagami pushing open his jacket and touching the gattack belt in the same kind of movement an old wild west cowboy would do to reach for his gun holster in a shootout its very fun

misaki why did you say yes to going out with him suddenly. misaki please

it feels meaningful to me that tadokoro comes to save kagami and fight the other worm in his human form.... and then him reaching out to help kagami up and kagami taking his hand vs how kagami reacted when he first found out. cries

you may be able to stop time but consider this: im the fucking sun

not gorou chan is so mad about not being able to launch a missile attack. typical government behavior

TENDOU DITCHED THEIR TOFU DUEL

uh oh the other tendou is here

ep 43

other tendou skips into the cafe and is like lalalaaa im going to kill tendou. okay byeeeeeeee and skips out

"hiyori doesnt want to see you any more" DONT SAY THAAAAT HES HER BIG BROTHERRRRR

i do enjoy tendou two as a character so far hes fun

"how did you come here from the edge of time and space" "lol not telling you"

help this really is like this universe isnt big enough for two tendous

tendou two, while beating tendou up: whyre you hitting yourself stop hitting yourself

why must we fight the goth evil worm guy why cant we kiss him

cant visit your boyfriend in the emergency care ward of the hospital unless you look hot

the evil goth worm guy being able to copy any attack he gets hit with is a fun twist

IM NOT MISAKINU. IM MISAKI. YOU TELL HIM GO

"when my mimic defeats me" tendou. dont fucking say that. but also it makes sense. hes the kind of big brother who would sacrifice himself to save his little sisters. but like tendou. tendou your sisters need you alive. kagami needs you alive

"keep it all a secret from kagami" STOP!+!!!!!!! NO. YOU KNOW THIS IS GOING TO BREAK HIS HEART YOU KNOW HE WOILD DO ANYTHING TO STOP YOU FROM SACRIFICING YOURSELF

crying and sobbing about tendou teaching jyuka to cook. he loves both his little sisters so much but also he misses hiyori and cooking with hiyori was their sibling bonding activity

aw tendou two loves hiyori in his own way and doesnt want hiyori to be sad ):

the scene with tendou saying i have to die to save hiyori and kagami trembling and yelling AND I HAVE TO WATCH AND DO NOTHING WHILE YOU DIE?? they were in love there

yknow what i cant even blame hiyori for saying shes not returning to the world ever again. its her choice she should be allowed to make that choice. but also. sad

ep 44

i kind of wonder if hiyori was written out of the show because her actress was needing to do something else but i could always be wrong it just is kind of what the whole deal felt like

NOT MY RICH BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO!!!!!

did not at all expect kageyama to stop his hopper-isms and put on a suit and be THA BEE again but im proud of him

oh he fucking got his ass kicked. well he tried

LETS GO HOME.... WAAAAAA... I LOVE YOU SIBLINGS...

i do feel bad for tendou two like it kind of seems like his entire existence was made to revolve around pretending to be tendou to keep hiyori there or whatever but also they had him fucking chained up and locked away tortured and now hes all alone. that sucks so bad for that guy

oop kageyama took off his suit hes back on the path of hell

OK TENDOU TWO IS GOING CRAZY. OK. DID HE JUST FUVKING KILL HIYORI. HOLY SHIT

[hpdfag]

Hi!! We’ve both been less active but I’m sure we both are still missing each other…how have you been, once again? I’m sure it’s very stressing to think about the idea of wedding now, it’s probably very frustrating too. I can’t confirm much for you, but I really hope and pray in my own way that someday you can fulfill that need, even if it’s not in the way you now wish it to be. These days are an example of that for me! I’ve always wanted to be a ballet dancer since I was a child (became an irl of a ballerina, you know!) but my mom could never afford or be able to bring me to classes, which frustrates me; I always wanted to be a professional dancer. Well, these days I got my first dance class! In fucking kpop!! And maybe it’s not what I wanted and maybe it’s not the career that I’ll have, but it still gave me so much happiness; it wasn’t exactly what I wanted for, but in the end it fulfilled and satisfied the little child in me. Ranting aside, I think that’s possible for you, too. Maybe the “picture perfect day” won’t be as you wish now, as you dream of; but maybe it’ll bring you just as much happiness you know? Wether it’s not a wedding, wether you fall in love with someone else in this reality, or even something else, I think it’s possible for you to find that happiness, somewhere, somehow. I can assure you! When we’re in the shit as teenagers we’ll always be scared, thinking that this truly will never end. But it does! Trust me, it does. I hope you’re feeling better now! About the uni thing I asked some days ago…damn I just remembered you’re America and you guys have to pay for your Universities and </3 I am so sorry?? If you could maybe move to Europe in the far future to study medicine maybe? I don’t know, but if I had a dream like that I’d want to chase it at all costs…but you should do what makes you happier and safer now! We’re young, we have time to dream. To change! This was a bit of a messy ramble honestly, but I’m still glad I put my thoughts out about this to you :} and I hope it brings some light to your ongoing day too!!

- 🧶

hi, im doing alright, just exhausted,, and i get what you're trying to say but i can't imagine myself falling in love with anyone else, let alone to the point of marrying them. even just considering it makes me feel sick, like im betraying hinata. i'd rather die

i've just been in the grief trenches the past few days, hence the elevated levels of complaining (my dad passed away 9 years and 3 days ago now, so its just. a rough time of year. it comes in waves)

and yeahyeah haha uni is EXPENSIVE here especially if you want to go to a good one, thats why im starting at community college and hopefully getting financial aid as well. the state im living in has a grant that pays for your full community college tuition if you get approved for it, which would be a LIFESAVER since the job search is taking for fucking ever /silly

and yeah, i could at some point move out there for med school, but i'm content with my current path in life i think. i can still work within the medical field even, working on in-house software and IT management and stuff like that. it's not what i wanted to do as a kid, but it's what i think will make me happiest. i cant handle being in charge of someone elses life, it'd burn me out too fast

im so glad you got to do your first dance class though!!! whether it turns into your career or you just end up doing it for fun, i hope you continue to have a wonderful experience.

[et103]

When you get this you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)❤️

... I don't think I really even have that many followers but maybe I'm wrong so here goes

One, I'm pretty proud of my mediation skills. It has helped me maintain some good friendships off of a couple really bad bumps and I would be a lot lonelier as well as let my friends leave with a lot of unresolved baggage if I hadn't acted how I did. I could've done better but I did do enough.

Two, I've been getting the hang of how I am feeling about things in general, myself or others. I never had any substantial guidance on the subject by my parents and from what I've managed to ask of others it really depends on the individual. Going through therapy during high school helped, I still do calls. Have to resolve some other issues but I've got that one down at least.

Three, I've gotten a pretty decent eye for video games. Anything I've personally purchased has been worth my time and I can tell when the advertising material is being weird about actually showing the game [looking directly at early Suicide Squad:KtJL and current League of Legends marketing].

Four, I feel pretty fucking good about my body. Still very pissed that men's clothing stores have the same three cuts for any piece of clothing unless you get in the trenches and kinda sad I have to wait after my mandatory military service several years from now to do anything about completing what I would like to look like without complicating things but at least I can tell I love my legs and ass now. I can clean up well, all I need is a proper wardrobe change.

And five, my critical thinking skills I guess? During my High School therapy sessions I ended up starting to question a lot of things about how I think about stuff in general. Turned into a habit. It was my first steps to figuring out some self-doubt I've left stewing for a while, dodged a couple bullets with some particularly bad communities I went through and ended up making some decent steps with my sexuality and gender. I will always remain susceptible to propaganda but at least now I have a couple filters before I internalize it too much.

Yeah, that sounds about it. Love ya Quill!

[maurypovichofficial2]

I’ve only dated two white guys but I just saw a black girl say she wants to date a real white boy when she dates them, not a wanna be hood white boy and she’s so right. My ex wanted to be from the trenches so fucking bad, he used to dick ride these rappers so hard like baby you’ll never be that. You’re from the suburbs. You never struggled like that. And he really pissed me off when he would try to say he was blacker than me because he knew everything about these rappers and all their songs like get a fucking hobby that isn’t being on the internet. Any I love my current white boy because he loves providing for me and treats me like I am gods personal gift to him

lol I’m not sure what a ‘real’ white boy means. I know she probably didn’t mean any harm by it but that sounds weird. It seems as if she already has a pre conceived notion of what a white man is supposed to be and how they’re supposed to behave. I don’t ask for a lot, when I talk to white guys I have two stipulations: don’t be racist and have good hygiene. That’s it lol! Everything else I can work with. I know there’s this stigma with white guys and women who act “hood” and yeah they’re out there and they exist. But some people can’t help the environment they were brought up in, and literally were just being themselves. That’s like a black person who grew up predominantly in a white space and goes through life being called an Oreo. BUT WATCH OUT: It’s not completely the same because the black person scenario is racist flat out and it’s rude. The white person scenario yeah that sucks that people think you’re posing and pretending but you’ll be alright sport.

I don’t believe in reverse racism towards White people. You can’t oppress the oppressor.

Anyway, As long as that white person knows that, yeah; they may listen to rap and wear versions of the clothes and talk a certain way, they are still WHITE and should never over talk a black person about black issues. Then we are fine. But That seems like a fairy tale I know lol! because most white people (NOT ALL, I know white people who grew up in black spaces and they still turned out to be Jake from State Farm or Flo from Progressive) don’t get that and they want to say the N word and feel as though they have a say in black issues which is gross. Or they grew up in a white space, found fascination with black culture and want to leech of it and where blackness like a costume. That sounds like the version your ex was and I hope he sprains his ankle daily tbh. I hope ex- Jakey Dies.

[cuckoo-among-beasts]

♥ ☢ ♒

salty af munday meme || @pctaldrunk

♥ What’s the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

*sighs and stares into space for a moment* My first tumblr rpc was Su.per.natural. I rped the trench coat clad celestial, however, I was not into the main ship for that muse, but a smaller ship with the younger brother of the duo. The amount of hate and threats I got for that. I've never in my life met a fandom so vicious and venomous as that one. It didn't hurt me per se, but after a while it gets annoying and tedious to constantly log in to at least one nasty message. It all went so far that I can't watch that show again, so a small portion of the fandom completely ruined a show I used to love and I might end up being bitter about that for a very long time (I'm trying not to).

☢ What fads/trends are you so over?

First one is all the elitism. Like heavens we're all here to write and have fun. If you absolutely can't write with someone because they don't use fancy icons and five different kinds of editing to their posts, then just... fuck off (from me). Don't get me wrong, if people want to use formatting and fancy graphics etc, they absolutely should, but when that becomes a requirement for interaction, that's when I bristle. Thankfully, this seems to be getting better, at least in the rpc corner where I am.

Second: the instant hate for OCs. That OCs have to hop through some extreme hoops to get interaction. I get wanting a bio, but if it's too short - people complain, if it's too long - tl;dr. Like, it's never good enough. In my experience, some of the best muses I've interacted with are OCs. I've seen just as many bad OCs as bad canon muses (bad imo, obviously).

And third, that female muses has such a harder time. I really don't get why many seem to look down on female muses. It makes no sense to me. Especially "softer" female muses, seem to get the brunt of it and I'm like... don't we need all kinds of muses? Just like society needs different kinds of people too? Idk.

♒ Thoughts on the fandom you’re currently rping in?

I have many thoughts! I'm very new. I created the sideblog version of this account on the 12th of August, so I've not even been here for two months and never have I felt this welcomed anywhere else. I thought that I might never find any other rper within this fandom and if I did that they would be so established in who they rp with that I'd never have a chance. Plus from the posts I saw, many dislike Huaisang a lot, seeing him as evil and "worse than JGY" etc, so I expected dislike and being ignored (especially since the only adaption I've finished yet is the donghua) when what I've received is appreciate and love. Haha I'm blushing as I'm typing this, definitely not used to this. But yeah, I love it here. Thank you so much to all of you who have welcomed me and rped with me and indulged all my ideas and headcanons. I'm looking forward to further interaction as well as interacting with those I haven't done so with yet.