#but will i make a post about it NO...bc im shy
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#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#tw blood#im posting this so late because october escaped me Suddenly.. hello....#i wanted to make it a photoset with this other vampire vw wip but i don't think i'm finishing it any time soon and the mood of it is#completely different anyway. also i don't think i ever shared anything about my vampire au on here !!! it's all old art by now so im shy lo#but maybe i'll do a photodump of it. long story short vash is a vampire since birth and ww is a human vampire hunter that turns during thei#travels together due to EoM experiments + getting vash to drink from him at some point.#humans turn once they get bitten but bc ww has been experimented on#& got bitten by a bunch of human turned vampires thruout his hunts he thought it wouldn't be a problem for vash to drink from him but alas.#theyre both ok though theyre traveling together definitely not hating themselves for what theyve become and feeling guilty for what theyve#done to each other. theyre completely normal about it. the biting part is really appealing to me in vampire aus so i draw it a lot but#in reality vash only drank from ww once and ww mightve done it twice under the realization he might actually die otherwise#since he wont drink from humans after being turned.... he's combatting the 5 stages of grief at all times#if this is all nonsense im sorry DMGKSDF I'M NOT good at explaining and this au came from nowhere in the depths of my mind its a mess#ruporas art
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ok fine bc i cant stop drawing them and i thought i would be done with it by now;
my human YG AND Duck designs ok? ok :]
#reblogs off bc im still shy about them !!!!! okay !!!!!!!!!!!!#despite the fact that people seem to like them its still makin me shy ok..........its very vulnerable ok............#my dhmis postings#me art#I HAVE SO MANY MORE ITS INSANE. WHATEVER. WHATEVERRRR#i cannot stop drawing these guys ive done so much it feels like. unfair to not share so alas#anyways. headcanon time ok. human YG with his perpetual roseacea makes him get confused for far younger than he is#and duck bless him is 4'10 im bringin him down here with me okay? god damn
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Had to make smth today <3 drawing Kaku's pic made me so flustered i was sweating with the ac on and I am not kidding. Also hi, Champagne reveal!
#putting that disclaimer there might snipe any chance of making one piece friends who like cp9/0 but whatever.#id be too uncomfortable either way. it genuinely makes me ill to think about him with anyone else.#imso nervous sharing this. i donnt know . im so shy and so cagey about this ship. but we persist#[death grip] BUT WE PERSIST.#art tag#self insert#selfshipping#f/o#selfship#self insert art#self ship#mlm self insert#one piece#one piece oc#zoan#zoan oc#kaku#kaku one piece#cp9#cp9 kaku#cp9 oc#mimosas#oc: champagne#selfship template#understand my ship in 5 minutes#hi guys do you want anxiety that eats at the pit of your stomach bc thats what i got rn trying to post this
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banging my head into a wall trying to make friends as a dms guy when everybody else in the world likes talking through posts.
#i know people like it because talking thru posts is like more casual and like a discord server#BUT I HATE DISCORD SERVERS TOO BECAUSE ITS HARD FOR ME TO TALK THERE TOO#im a private guy okay i feel shy having a public conversation... like how i make wiener hug me in my car bc im too shy to do that in public#i love dms... i should make like a public guide on how i show im interested in friendship because my signals never work bc theyre too light#if i follow you that is the equivalent to me kissing you directly on the mouth and begging you to play games with me and its not a joke#if i say i recognize you and dont tell you i hate you then that means i like you#following is a big deal for me because its like how some people are casual about hugs and some arent. im not casual about following#i will like someone and still not follow them. i only follow if i actively am begging to be friends or we already are established friends#i think that when i say acquatiance to most people that is what theyd say a friend is#while when i say friend to most people thats what theyd say close friend is#because i like my acquaintances a lot and would vouch for them and enjoy talking to them when i do#its just i think that when i say acquaintance it gives them the impression i dont enjoy conversing much even though i do#average robooty diary entry post with a bunch of bullshit in the tags
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#aaugh putting this in tags because im shy but. little reminder that i will answer asks/questions about what the hell im on about in my#isat drawings and the rambles i leave in the tags. i am however like a vampire in that i must be invited to do so first#this ALSO counts for Nohats. Theres a bunch of nohats stuff that hasnt been posted abt bc sam and i have no idea how to execute on it but#yeah im not. used to being in active fanbases so i feel rude just yellin about AUs and headcanons!!! augh!!! but i want to make it#very clear that i very expressly make fanworks with the intent that other people can chew on them and build upon them. so. if i look like#i have more info or thoughts and youd want them. youll probably have to ask since just putting it out there feels presumptive to meee yowch#ill also just answer asks in general . the only reason i dont appear talkative is bc i dont wanna look presumptive and rude LOL#lucabytetalks
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i was gonna joke that i'll start judging people by how they view the babylon rogues and then realized that would mean like everyone because most people dont bother to familiarize themselves with the japanese versions of the games
#if your only perception of them is via idw... get out of here#snapdub fans get a pass for jokes bc somehow they manage to be decent out of character depiction compared to those comics#do NOT talk to me about free riders its not real#anyway i think the babylon rogues as depicted in the first two riders games are a really interesting group & fun rivals for team sonic#i do think that the jp dub adds a little more depth to their unique dynamic & characterization that doesnt come across quite the same in en#maybe i'll make a post about it but im also a little shy lol i'd probably just repeat what ive said in the server#sth#babylon rogues#text
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Rare ship? Nah, Fictives! It's official 🦒🐙 im so god damn happy here
#striker#vox#i can. tag this different now#partner system#love you so god damn much#im posting tbese bc im so excited.i was all shy before but now i can be honest about em and everything u get it#you Always Get It#system babbles#alter art#cuddling#headmates#helluva boss#hazbin#fictive#now i have to make art of all of us#inthrum has been inconsolably smug and joyful
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It might be because im particularly mentally unwell lately (and also its 7am and i havent slept) but ive been really frustrated with my online presence both past and present so im thinking of doing a mass purge of this blog... It might not even happen for reasons stated but just a fair warning if i do figure out that mass post editor later in case anyone cares
#i just dont know yet bc this also serves as archiving for my art that i post#so i have to think about wether i want to keep all my art still even the old shit i dont want to see#or if i should make a sideblog for archive purposes#i actually do have an old one alreadt but im too shy to do a mass rb spree on it because theres already ppl following#ill see what i end up doing.
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Fun fact I have never been actually acknowledged by an actor or voice actor for a character I like before, noticed MAYBE because Andy Poland mentioned he looks at the fanart channels in the official Jackbox server sometimes but a few of my friends have gotten direct acknowledgment from actors of characters in media we like before (and tbh its funny because usually its OUT OF NOWHERE and completely unexpected)
On that note istg if my “baby’s first acknowledgement from an actor/va of a character they like” moment is from Tom or Phil my brain will implode
#PLZ be nice i am very shy about posting about vas of characters I like bc I don’t wanna come off as weird lol#anyway may or may not have posted this because of an incident a month ago where—#—i may or may not have accidentally sent a follow request to phil’s instagram and got scared and took it back#and i dont know if instagram deletes notifs if someone takes back a follow request#so part of me is nervous as hell that instagram DIDNT delete that notif and HE MIGHTVE SEEN MY ART 😭#all my art on insta is very normal tho idk why im so nervous#i do get very VERY shy tho about talking about vas of characters I like bc again I don’t wanna come off as weird!!#despite everything that i say is usually just normal ‘I think they’re cool and they voice a character i like :3’ stuff lol#IN GENERAL I THINK IM JUST SHY ABOUT PEOPLE I FIND COOL OOF#okay okay sorry for long tags. lol.#random#eh maybe im also nervous because i get sleepy at the voice of schmitty and master mentalist#which means phil’s voice makes me sleepy#AND THATS KINDA EMBARRASSING IDK UHHH
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asking and receiving (bonus below readmore)
[ID: A black and white, digital Trigun comic of Vash and Wolfwood. In the first panel is a close up of Wolfwood's mouth as he says, "Vash". Accompanying it is a close up shot of Vash's eye, widen and cheeks flushed. Wolfwood presses a knee against the open space between Vash's legs and says, "Tell me everything you want from me." Wolfwood's face is equally as flushed. He continues to say, "I'll give it to you. Everything." As he talks, a wide shot shows the both of them in white space. Vash is sitting, leaning a little back with both hands pressed against the surface he's sitting on. Wolfwood is in his white dress shirt, stripped of the blazer. He's still leaning in with one knee in between Vash's spread legs, his right hand touching Vash's lips and his left hand behind his back.
The shot closes in on Vash's mouth and Wolfwood's hand against it, pressing down on the lower lip as he says, "You have to ask though. Go on." His hand moves down to Vash's chin, gently holding it. With a shy and uncertain expression, Vash hesitantly asks, "Um... K... Kiss... Please?" Wolfwood, without wasting a second, leans in and kisses him and indulges by pressing deeper, eliciting a small noise of surprise from Vash.
Wolfwood moves away from Vash first and with a smile, asks, "What else?" Vash tugs on Wolfwood's left sleeve, wordlessly budging Wolfwood to give him his hand that was still behind his back. In the next panel, Vash utters, "Hold me..?" He's holding Wolfwood's left hand with his own while his right hand is reaching for his waist. Wolfwood complies, moving his left hand to Vash's shoulder and his right hand continues to touch Vash's cheek. Wolfwood asks again, "What else?"
More comfortable now, Vash leans in to kiss Wolfwood. Wolfwood catches him immediately, pressing his thumb against Vash's lips to stop him before demanding, "Hey. Ask." Vash looks back in surprise and Wolfwood meets his eye with a quiet, insistent look. They're quiet for a moment before Vash leans in again and curtly requests, "Kiss. Me." Wolfwood says "Good", smiling as he lifts his hand away, and meets Vash's lips. In the next shot, Wolfwood had adjusted his position, sitting on Vash's thigh. The hand that was once on Vash's cheek has moved its way to Vash's nape, pushing away the collar of his jacket with his pinky. His other hand continues to grip on Vash's shoulder. Still kissing, Wolfwood asks again, "What else?"
In the next shot, Vash is starting to turn, moving Wolfwood with him. Vash asks, "Let me on top of you?" Wolfwood says, "Mhm" before asking again, "What else?" The next panel shows a close look of Vash's face. He's looking down, flushed and shy just as he had been at the beginning, but now, more decisive. Vash asks, "Wolfwood... Let me have you..?" A panel of Wolfwood taking Vash's hand into his, pulling it towards his chest. The next panel shows Wolfwood lying down where Vash had laid him. Vash's hand is on Wolfwood's chest, covering the cross of his rosary while Wolfwood's hand lingers against his, loosely pressing Vash's hand in place. He looks up at Vash with a shy smile of his own, flushed cheeks. He says, "All yours."
A panel shows a close up of Vash's tender gaze before he leans down to be closer to Wolfwood. The final shot is a front view of their positions, Vash's face turned away from the viewer; Vash is leaning over Wolfwood who's lying down with his right leg draped over Vash's legs. Wolfwood's left hand holds onto Vash's left arm. With finality, Vash says, "...Mine." End ID]
[ID: A follow up bonus comic in a looser, sketchier style. They're laying comfortably in bed when Vash asks, "What was that earlier?" referecing to the start of the previous comic. Wolfwood glances away and says, "To get you used to it. Asking. And getting what you ask for. Since you're alwasy hesitant about it." Vash's eyes widen, tight lipped. Wolfwood continues, "Knowing you, it'll be a tough habit to break..." When he says this, Vash can't help but laugh, unable to deny it. Wolfwood slowly brings a hand to Vash's cheek and continues to say, "So I'll keep trying -- whatever ways I can... to get it through your thick skull." Vash takes Wolfwood's hand with his, kissing the the palm gently. Wolfwood's eyes soften and holding onto Vash's cheek, he leans in to try for a kiss. Vash says, "Hey..." before stopping Wolfwood's lips with the back of his hand, a smug look on his face, "Ask." Wolfwood's embarrassed and with little irritation, asks, "Really?" Vash smiles, saying, "You're in need of practice too." They pause for a moment, Wolfwood looking contemplatively, before he's leaning in again, asking, "May I please kiss you?" Vash looks him in the eyes and says, "Yes." The comic ends with a "chu", indicating an off-panel kiss. End ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#it took me so long to post this even after getting clarification about the maturity warning and stuff#bc i am so shy about it. SDGMKDSGMKSD I LIKE THIS COMIC BUT IM ALSO SO LIKE... AUGHHHH....#when i posted this on twitter though it was like... a few days after ep 11? ive always had the thought circling about vash deserving of#asking for things... and getting what he wants bc he never gets both. doesn't get the opportunity to ask and hardly does he get what he want#maybe the results can go in his favor but at some point along the way he'll still lose something bc nothing can ever go perfectly for him...#and he's usually the one begging and pleading with people to not. do something. it's not even asking at that point it's just straight up#please believe me. please trust me. please don't shoot that person. please don't kill anyone. please don't do it.#and wolfwood.... it was not always this lovey dovey ok. he wouldv noticed this habit miles away and they got into a fight about it the first#time they talked about it bc wolfwood is being hypocritical too. as he always is!!!! but i think as they get more intimate#wolfwood finds ways to make vash understand. smth smth insatiable want and love and desire for wolfwood that makes it much easier to ask.#wolfwood can also just be so compliant. sometimes. which is also an issue in of itself that id love to explore at some point#but he also just enjoys giving into vash fully and completely.#bc he loves him a lot. but anyway#i hope the id is comprehendible.... please lmk if there's something wrong with how im doing it asfdgkdsmgs#ruporas art
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Orion Pax is naive, he’s just not naive the way ppl seem to think he is
#its more like. lacking in experience outside of a certain setting#he’s naive because he hasnt interacted with a larger section of the world. with ppl who have all sorts of struggles and problems#but ppl sometimes write him as an uwu baby who will be taken advantage of if his few friends dont keep an eye on him#i personally prefer the idea that bc so much of his life has revolved around being an archivist and also being aware#that something is Very Wrong with his world#that he approaches everything with a sense of caution and care that other ppl dont take. he’s suspicious at the same time he’s gracious and#polite#actually i saw somebody say once that he’d be reserved bc of how he came to be at the archives#alpha trion plucking him out of the wilds and dropping him a secure enough middle class job#his fellows would be suspicious of him. he would be used to ppl being wary of him#and maybe that could be part of him getting along so well with megatron in those early days#orion isnt dangerous or weird to megatron. he’s just some nerd who’s good at arguing with him#i think orion would come out of his carefully crafted carefully neutral shell and become a lot more animated#he’s still a but clueless like that scene about wanting to go to an amusement park of all things#but he’s not a stupid uwu baby that big rough megatron is going to ravish at the first chance possible#hm that got longer than i meant#id make it a proper post but. im shy#anyway this is abt tfp orion if it wasnt evident#babble.tag
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What if i stopped living in fear and started drawing Pattadol/Cithis Yuri...and Falin/Marcille Yuri too...
#quenthel special#sometimes i uust want to draw girls making out n shiet...#im just very shy about posting f/f stuff bc it feels more personal....#sexuality and desire is easier to deal with if im a few degrees of separation away from it
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god i've been laughing so much today i got a headache now
#yomiel speaks#NOT A BAD THING TO HAVE A HEADACHE FROM ☝#but still. ouchy my head#getting my headussy slonked silly style#SORRY THAT POST IS SO FUNNY AHASHSDFHDS#i'm in my headache era... 💥#and like i said. i was watching some old Funnie Stuff earlier. legit made me laugh a lot#not sayin what it is im embarassed /lh#this reminds me when i was in a group call in this one server#and i cant recall what caused it but i just had like. this MASSIVE laughing fit#like I was just laughing SO HARD#and i tried to stop bc yknow i didnt wanna bother others on the call#but then u had ppl sending me dumb shit on chat to make me laugh HARDER#your stomach ever hurted from laughing so much? it was like that the next day. AND I WAS JUST LIKE. STOP I NEED TO BREATHE DSJKFD#god. that was a nice moment after all#i even got some people complimenting my laugh afterwards and i was like. 🧍♂️👑 ttthanks (<- suddenly very shy about being complimented)
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ive made so many new mutuals lately HI!!!! im always open to chat either by asks or asking for my discord or whatever!!! :D sorry about all the genloss posting rn its the only thing i can think about. that's it youre all super cool and awesome!!!!!!!
#honestly if i dont talk to u first its bc im incredibly shy and dont wanna be a bother BUT id love to make friends or simply just chat a#little bit about whatever :))#lennie makes posts
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i'll post rottmnt art at the end of the week :o)....
#seeing people post their fan art makes me wanna post mine so baddd#but im like. ungodly shy about everything i make#but i ought to start somewhere i have content that the world needs to see#i'll wait till my queue runs out and then post somethin#bc i dont want my art to be swallowed up ahsfjkg#snow.txt
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#he#i'm love him#epithet erased#giovanni potage#i spent too long cropping the images for this#honorary boy bear trap#molly blyndeff#???#tagging her as well bc its about her too. she baby.#i never make additions to posts please be nice im shy. i hope this does not look like butt hole aughgh
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