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I would like to see kurapica and pairo in your art! Request request request!!
Such a good request! Here’s Kurapika reading to Pairo ♡
I’ve been meaning to draw Pairo since watching The Phantom Rouge :)
I hope you like it!
#I had some other ideas while making this one so there may be more of them to come#but we’ll see if life gets in the way#my art#hunter x hunter#kurapika#pairo#art requests#I hope the colors look okay I’m still not great with colors
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idk if anyones ever spoken about this before, but when I watch community I’m kind of under the assumption that Abed, while much more in touch with the narrative than the average character, isn’t actually capable of seeing the show as it happens or truly breaking the 4th wall. While that’s super interesting as a perspective to use while watching, I do think that he is doing the on screen equivalent of someone irl “looking into the camera”. As in, he loves television and uses it as his major method of interacting with the world, and acting like he’s in a tv show is something he does because it helps him, not because he knows he’s in a tv show. In fact, when we see Abed’s version of “community” it’s a multi camera sitcom with a laugh track, not an accurate representation of the real thing. In contemporary American poultry, Abed asks Jeff not to do a “special episode” about him, apparently not aware that he’s already the focus of the episode. It always felt to me that Abed acts like he’s in a television show because he wants to and it just happens to line up with the show sometimes (eg when he “lays low for an episode”). Obviously there’s nuance here, and he obviously has as much if not more influence over the show’s actual presentation as Jeff, but I think it might be diminishing to say that he’s truly aware of the narrative he’s in.
#the truest repairman posts#community#community nbc#community tv#abed nadir#nbc community#I don’t think this is controversial? We’ll see#This probably isn’t phrased as eloquently as I’d like but whatever#I saw that post a while back about “person who thinks they’re breaking the fourth wall but gets the medium wrong etc” and it reminded me#Abed just knows so much about television that there’s no way he would end up NOT predicting tropes just by existing and having a life#(Eg the episode where he “predicts” stuff with his knowledge of television)#But I don’t think he actually knows about community the show
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noticed that the ps app now shows how many hours you’ve spent on a game if youve recently played it and uh. im clearly very normal about yakuza 0
#note: the actual number is more like 400 hours because my first playthrough was on my friend’s ps4 so those hours don’t show up here#estimating it was between at least 50-60 hours so#ah the perils of a yakuza 0 completionist.#(bragging but in a pathetic way that means I really didn’t have a life this year at all)#rambling#y0#I’ve got 91 hours on y6 right now apparently but i know it’ll be over 100 sooner than later cause I need to play thru on legend mode to#get the last trophy I need to platinum it.#and surprisingly I think like 59? hours?? on judgement??? which is impressive considering I think I’m only like half way through the story#and nowhere CLOSE to completion (not that I know yet if I wanna complete/platinum it or not but we’ll see)#anywho yeah I’ve spent. a lot of time. on yakuza 0#keep in mind all of those hours are within between like. late march to sometime in july#god knows what that number would be if I had had this game since it came out in 2015
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people being mad nat died from an overdose like … she didn’t actually overdose that’s the tragedy of it! also … we KNOW misty kills with fentanyl she steals from her job, it’s been established multiple times! like that’s the tragedy of it all. she’d finally got clean & she was finding a purpose again … it’s exactly how it was going to happen.
#yellowjackets#you people are so fucking stupid . twitter ppl i’ve not seen the discourse here lol#i have other crit of the finale but like nat dying made sense. she got marked for death and kept avoiding it .#‘this shows drug addicts can’t ever have a happy life’ stop applying black and white morality to this show. it’s also not like she actually#overdosed herself ���….. she was accidentally killed in a way that looked like it .#‘it shows things can’t get better’ in real life sure but this show isn’t abt that …… it’s abt them all being DOOMED for what they did#like idk how u can also equate anything being shown in fiction to having an exact irl parallel at ur big age but#it’s also on theme w how all the characters have died so far . i think we’ll see more intentional deaths later on but …..#even w pit girl we see she gets chased into the pit. she never gets pushed . it’s the implications !
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Last post before I crash and no-one hears from me until I return from my first final the morrow’s eve (a changed man no doubt) but there’ll never be anything funnier to me than consistently being viewed as a composed and calm saviour by peers while I’m, actively and uncontrollably losing it.
#not said sarcastically or as a vent by the way I genuinely find it so terribly amusing. you think I have it together ? aw <3 you fool.#i’ve been pacing around my room like a starving lion since the past week in whatever free time i’ve had.#and i keep getting people in my messages begging me for last minute help ? which is endearing but. i’m hanging on for dear life myself#helping isn’t foreign to me; i have 4 (?) people in my class who almost exclusively refer to me as ma’am and even refer to me as a teacher.#but helping last minute is so. deeply chaotic.#and I have this issue with me where having others around me makes me immediately drop into a ‘role’ of sorts?#i’ll be freaking out but then someone else starts freaking out around me and my immediate response is to just.#hey. we are going to make it out of this. it’s easy as pie. do you see me worried? no right? <- on the verge of hyperventilating#there’s this one guy in particular who got so excited to find out we have the exact same examination set-up tomorrow.#i gave him like basic pointers and i don’t think i’ve ever been thanked so earnestly and desperately in my life.#i remember during mocks my friends would message me what I wrote in questions and then they’d immediately go oh thank Fuck.#they’d literally just act like they’re absolutely going to pass now just because we had points in common.#as if i’m some sort of fucked up correct answer sheet incarnate.#it’s genuinely really sweet to me though; like i’m not posting this ranting or such.#having so much faith in another to the point that you can put yourself completely at ease says. alot i think.#and i’m glad i can be that person for so many.#and I feel like it helps me in a way too because i become so concerned with others that I forget to drown myself in my worries.#i forget that I’m worried because there are others to care about and console and help. so i suppose they help me in a way as well.#but also who is going to be that person for ME. who is going to console ME. im going fucking neurotic /jest#<- woman with ego issues & control issues who would rather die than accept help.#sigh. oh well. I’m sure we’ll do just fine. cannot wait#🥀🍷 — colloquy.
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This exam season im trying to channel the Sirius Black “doesn’t study but somehow excels in all his exams” energy but tbh it’s looking more like I’m gonna have to pull a Peter Pettigrew and start studying like a maniac the week before my exams
#Peter Pettigrew is a chaotic student#he’s just like me fr#pretends like he’s gonna be totally fine then it hits hit at the last minute that he’s not a genius and needs to study#but it’s kinda too late at this point#so like… I could just fail my exams we’ll see#I desperately wish I was Sirius black#that man has never studied in his life and yet somehow gets some of the best grades possible#last semester I managed to keep up with the Remus Lupin mindset aka study study study study study all semester long#but this semester is a bit of a flop era#Peter Pettigrew 🤝 me 🤝 stressing about exams way too late#marauders era#remus lupin#james potter#sirius black#regulus black#marauders#wolfstar#peter pettigrew
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I did not think reading about jade wanting a family would hurt me this bad but god. it hurts. it hurts sosososo much
#dude :( dudeeeee#picture perfect wizardry#upd8#i sobbed unironically at the panels with her and baby yiffy#and just. reading jade’s thoughts on how the actual situation went down#how she felt so trapped within earth c and how dating was so hard#how no body there even sees her as a person but only as her title#how she wanted so badly to live and be free and not stuck where she was. how yiffy was what made her world better#THE PANELS OF HER HOLDING YIFFY. i cried. i sobbed#my wifeee :(((( she deserves to feel loved and to have something that makes her feel like she actually has a future#it’s kinda messed up the way she and rose went about it yes definitely#but. god. i feel for her#she’s lived nearly her whole life all alone or feeling out of place. she shouldn’t have to feel like that for forever#she was treated so bad in the epilogues man i am so happy to see her decisions get actual development and attention#she loves her daughter so much and you can just tell and. wagh. head in hands#anyway. yiffy !!!!!! so happy to see her#a little sad how small of time we got with her but obviously we’ll probably get more in the future#also meenah next update ?? maybe hopefully possibly…….#i’m being normal about this series. lying. big lie#delete later
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I spoke too soon I should have known that was too easy for him I’m so tired I was like hey! I might have found someone interested in subleasing, if they end up not wanting to ill start making posts places but either way, ill need a move in date to advertise and tell people. Do you have any estimates of when you might find a place yet?
And my fucking roommate replies with a bunch of links to apartments like well you could move HERE like fuck you fuck you fuck you jackass this wasn’t what we agreed on and also 90% of the places he sent me were places I already contacted and had no availability/a waitlist/couldn’t sign until august and the other 10% were WAY out of my price range also none of this solves that I don’t want to sign a new fucking lease cuz I want out of this fucking fuck ass city between you and your bf you make almost TRIPLE what I do you will have such an easier time finding a new place and moving plus you wanna stay in this stupid fucking fuck ass city just fucking GET OUT
#i am genuinely starting to hate this dipshit#I get moving sucks!#but also this is all YOUR fault so YOU should get the shittier end of the deal sorry not sorry#also me living on my own means I will go from about 600 dollars of extra income s month#to about 200 to fucking ZERO depending on what the rent is#how about you kill yourself#‘I’m not trying to make this harder for you’#you are actively fucking me over in sooooo many fucking ways dude because you are incapable of considering other human beings#he also has less bills than me?????#like motherfucker doesn’t even have a car payment cuz his mom GAVE him a car be fucking for real#he’s spent his whole life pretty much kinda jusy doing whatever he wants and getting whatever he wants#and it’s reallyyyyyyy starting to fucking show with this situation#GOD#I told him that doesn’t work for me and explained why to him AGAIN#and he has no answered so lol we’ll see#he was also like ‘but you’ll still have to live with someone you don’t know and you didn’t want that 🥺🥺’#like oh my god#yeah in an ideal world! no! I wouldn’t be doing that#but the issue wasn’t literally living with some guy I don’t know#it was being walked all over and treated like shit and not considered#nor was I asked about it lol like now I’m seeking a new roommate I was never doing that when you moved him in so I wasn’t prepared for it#fuck you for all of a sudden acting like you care about what’s ‘best for me’#and that it’s living alone when it quite literally fucking isn’t for so many reasons#you just don’t wanna fucking move and are scrambling now that I’m actually enforcing this#kysssssssssssss#kaz rambles
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finished chapter 9 it’s just in editing hell
#been doing internship applications on top of having ANOTHER midterm next week somehow 😭😭😭😭#😭😭😭😭😭😭#<- me#also have to start brainstorming thesis stuff. so fun#i wanna try having it out by next sunday! but life gets in the way so we’ll see#marius writes
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I really should compile dialogue options in game that are painfully eyrie
#there’s the ShB one of I will be the warrior you need#which echos back to telling Estinien that it is your duty to see this through#I am always rotating the forelands in my head#Estinien and ysayle watching eyrie and alphinaud go about with their dynamic is so fun to me#like it’s obvious to ysayle they both care about each other dearly. but eyrie is being such a dad about it#and she points that out to them. how much they treat him like the child that he is#she doesn’t mean it in a bad way#I think the two of them bonded over life after the calamity#oc: eyrie kisne#there’s a lot of other moments too but I’m back to thinking about HW#I say as I’m replaying shb lmaooo#we’ll see if I get past the dancing plague again before putting it aside#I don’t wanna! I miss so much of the back half of ShB#minfilia is gonna show up and I’m gonna be back in that goofy pool
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currently looking into possible future career paths because vetmed in general, and especially my particular job, has me burnt the fuck out. i am not thriving on night shift here because i do not like being alone for 10-12 hours a day. not good for my brain. problem is i have no idea what i want to do with myself 🙃
#so far the options im looking into are mortuary school EMT training and end of life hospice care… we’ll see what happens#going to school scares the fuck out of me but also. i feel like I need to? idk#i think i would also enjoy working in the live entertainment industry in some way#but I have literally zero experience with that. i didn’t even get to be a theater kid.
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v glad he came home even tho his stats literally suck so bad 。゚(゚ノД`゚)゚。
#like 500% damage at MAX level and ab!? dude#that sucks!!!!!#had to have him tho because thE WHITE HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also had to have him because i am an avid collector of all things dabi (it’s so bad) and i get extreme fomo if i don’t have something :)#i hate it :)#but i’m glad i got him either way#won’t use him except for in my lil hero base#but alas!!!!#tw hospital#tw clari overshares#hope ur all having a good night!!! sorry i’ve been so spotty lately ugh#life has been Rough but we are figuring it out and i’m feeling more hopeful and optimistic#was almost hospitalized but i’m better now i think!!!#i might still end up in a short inpatient program (3ish weeks) but i’m not sure if i want to go so :/ we’ll see#getting this dabi made me smile so big tho so <3 it’s the lil things!!!!!!#also bfs mom called me his wife today by accident and it made my heart soar <333333333 she made me veggie soup too!!#so life is worth living#i have people around me that love me and care for me so much#and i am so so so lucky to have that#AHEM ANYWAY#have a lovely night my friends <3 i’ll get to asks at some point soon!!! i see ur tnii asks!!!#clari chatters#clari plays mhui
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⬐ @hopegained ⬎
" get down! "
They were supposed to be infiltrating a party, of all things; those were the last two words that Alisa wanted to hear. The next thing she knew, she was pinned against the wall in a dark corner, mind racing a mile a minute. Crap… had someone figured out that they weren’t exactly who they said they were? Was that why he was hissing at her to duck down, out of sight?
God, why had she even agreed to this? She should have questioned the plan and she damn well knew it. An arms dealer like this, opening his home to guests like this? Well, granted, they were tracking his drug shipments more than anything, and Alisa had managed to pass very easily as someone looking for biotic-enhancing drugs, but… She’d never expected this to be as convoluted as it was.
She could hear footsteps coming their direction, and they definitely weren’t where they ought to be. They had to think fast, and that meant coming up with some kind of cover story. Alisa knew what was easy, but whether he’d play along or not… Now that was the difficult part.
“Okay, okay. Quick thinking. We—snuck up here for some privacy, and if we get caught, that’s that. Just—I don’t know, push me against the wall and kiss me, or—something.” That made sense, right? And if they kept it convincing enough, they’d be able to play it off. “And make it convincing,” she opted to add.
#me2. ❖﹙ you were a comet and i lost it ⋄ watching for comets will i see you again? ﹚#hopegained ❖ eron skywalker﹙ hold on for dear life until it’s all gone ⋄ we’ll come alive and set fear on fire. ﹚#i’m just guessing at the me2 thing it can honestly be whenever but NOT her shepverse that’s all i know lmao#you SAID you wanted him to infiltrate a fancy party#i’m here to deliver god damn it#but also who doesn’t love the awkward “let’s make out at a party even though we’re not an item” scenario#…bonus points if Eron takes it very seriously and it gets truly steamy before they’re caught#I imagine she’s prob in this like… black glittery floor-length evening gown with like a ridiculously high slit up the leg#like she is SHOWCASING because that’s the best way to infiltrate#if they look at her tiddies and ass they spend less time looking at her face >.>
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spent my birthday money on replacing my loops cause somehow i lost them and this world is too loud
#i only just figured out i lost them yesterday and i wanted to wait a bit to see if i could find them#and then today every noise made me ANGERY#so I was like damn guess I need my loops#but I signed up for the one time student discount and got quiets and engage plus#and the ones I have from before are experience plus so even if I find them they’re technically different#one review of the engages said it’s better than the experiences cause it doesn’t make your chewing echo the way the experiences do and I’m#🙏🙏🙏really hoping that’s true cause by far that was my biggest complaint#like when you’re wearing both experience plus loops you want no noise no nothing and then you have to take ‘em out cause holy fuck it’s#making me own chewing echo in my head? those are the bad days lmao#but the engage plus doesn’t actually dampen as MUCH sound since it’s supposed to work better for being *engaged* so idk. could be good or#bad I’m not sure. we’ll find out#but that’s why I wanted to get the quiets too. Just in case#and hopefully my experiences will turn up and then I’ll just have ALL the earplugs#life of a boomerang#oh I just realized no where in this post did I use the word earplugs#if you’ve somehow made it this far and are still wondering what tf im talking about. loops are an earplug brand and my neurodiverse ass (and#many others. I’m not unique) swears by it
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My dumbass brain…. I can not read sleep token fic (I still try) but by gosh do I have a magnum opus of a fic I could write for them.
#very much so#so you see I have this story idea I’ve wanted to write as a fic for YEARS I’m talkin at least 6 but I’ve never had the right fandom for it#and it’s this idea where the gods have this like not school but castle where their followers can gather and they can learn more magic thee#and worship their gods and also just be close to each other and the gods come and go and have like apartments there basically#and the gods have assistants. and the og idea (I’m gonna change it around a bit) is that the god if death her assistant/head follow is the#reincarnated soul mate of the god of life/the sun. but the sun god doesn’t want his souls mate because his soul mates first life ended#because of him.#now obviously I’d change it around a bit and sun god would be sleep and maybe Vessel would still be sleeps ‘head follower’ and Vesse is#still keeping the fact that he’s sleeps soul mate a secret (cause that’s part of it it’s all hush hush on the mc’s end of things)#but it’s almost… to perfect… so I might. have to write it…..#and ofc the other vessels get included now#for one thing in the og story part of mc’s powers are sex related and he had many many partners#so I have to include that any way but like it’s all fitting A Bit Too Well#sleep token#for blacklist#it’s so low in the list of tags it hopefully won’t show up in the main tag but if it does I’m So Sorry be lol#i uhh. don’t know when l write this tbh#I want to but I also wanna finish writing my giant af Dune fic#and I have a couple others I wanna work on too so we’ll see#this got rambly af sorry to ANYONE who reads this lmao#also I didn’t even tap into the plot lol#so many misspelled things cause it’s 12:23 and I tired af
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Gotta love those realisations that cause you to stand stock-still in your bathroom and take a long shuddering breath
#just realised that in.. maybe a year? idk fhe exact time frame. my stepdad will have been in my life longer than my actual father was#and there is no remedying that because my dad is dead#even if i **** ****** to get to him (and believe me the thought has crossed my mind before) i can’t even guarantee we’ll end up in the same#place. i don’t know if there Is a place to go. i like to think my dad is in maybe a field or a nice room somewhere#with our old dogs and his mom and anyone else he knew and lost#and that one day i’ll go there too#but deep down i don’t believe it. i don’t believe there’s a god or an afterlife. i think we just. stop.#and there’s a part of me that’s never accepted that i’ll never see him again even though i know it’s true#and that’s why this is so difficult of a realisation#like i have been fatherless at this point for way longer than i’ve had a father. that’s.. i mean i had to start coming to terms with that#five years ago. so i think i’m just about there now#but the fact that this man. my mom’s partner. who has never even tried to be a father figure to me (and thank god because i would scream#and scream) has now been in my life nearly as long as my dad was… FUCK THAT#calling him my stepdad is honestly an oxymoron because they’re not married and he’s definitely not a parental figure to me#he showed up when i was 17 and has treated me more like a random acquaintance than anything else#which suits me just fine don’t get me wrong#i didn’t WANT another father figure. my granddad stepped up and he’s been great. if my mom had brought a man home during the worst part#of my angsty teen phase (age 12-15) i think i would have stabbed him. so like. robert (not his name) is honestly the best case scenario#if my mom had to find a new man. like in terms of time frame and his approach to me#but i still feel weird about the fact that here is this man and my mom has been with him nearly as long as she was with my dad#i have no further notes. i’m just not doing great tonight. sorry for the word salad#personal
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