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aauroralightss · 5 months ago
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nicholas d wolfwood is a BEAR [telekinetically explodes everything in my vicinity
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lemongogo · 2 months ago
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#ran out of tags LOLLLL#and then .at least on fords end . be able to witness the moment of collapse . in which all his ‘righteous’ feelings r sucked out like a#vacuum or some star collapsing on itself bc not only is he like . having to come to terms w his own flaws#and the insidious like . stomach churning guilt associated w that but also the panic and fear (realized#w the portal or bills deception) into looking outwards and having that silent ‘oh’ moment where its like yeah#thats why he left . why wouldnt he#GRAAAAA LIKE I WANT DESTRUCTIONNN I WANT THINGS 2 FALL DOWN SO HE CAN FINALLY REBUILDDD#let me innn😭😭😭😭💥let me in to the self reflection those thirty years😭😭😭💥💥💥💥💥#who did you meet that reminded you of himm😭😭😭who wronged u in similar ways who gave u a reason to be betterrr whoo what did you see#and when you finally came back what did u FEEEL .. and dont lie and say there wasnt that wisp of nostalgia laced arnd ur heart#girl…..talk to me focus on me u know me u know these things#stanford pines#gravity falls#sry for taggingn these i need it for my own blog i prmmy i need to reference this . i will#ok im back bc i read fords end snd i want to rip my hair out bc fiddleford has such good ‘collapse’ imagery too#like we liteally got the soc of the blind eye videos . HIS DOCUMENTSRYYY#oohhhits rly over for us (me) now (and stanford and fiddleford.and stanley bc i feel bad excluding him💔)#only talking ab ford bc i need a reason to connect it to stan bc im sick in tbe brain and i need the familial conflict aspect too#but fidds .. ur misery does not go unnoticed by me ‼️#anyways. ik i said idc if they didnt get back together but the beauty of multiplicity is also liking the idea#HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHlike whenb im over the conflict im like dude they went through so much tgether it must be nice to find urself in the#familiarity again. uugughh.AUUUH./
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strawberryicedcookies · 3 months ago
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HOW I MANIFESTED MY SP 🧘🏿‍♀️🎀.
soo i started my manifestation journey back in 2019, but it was only until 2022 that i REALLY started to understand it. that whole year i basically just worked on my mental health and self concept and i felt pretty complete and comfortable, even if i was single. Fast forward to august of 2023, the school year had just began and i wasnt really looking for anyone until i met this boyyy he was so cute guys. he matched my energy and i grew a small small crush on himm 😭😭. i started working super hard on my self concept, i took care of myself, i made sure that I KNEW that i did not need him to make me happy. every night i would listen to a subliminal and do SATS as i fell asleep THATS ALL! I did not obsess over him because quite frankly, i knew my worth. i did not focus on the 3-d (because i didnt care) i knew he was mine, i enjoyed my time with him and all the moments we shared. (i was so delusional i just pretended we were dating and i was satisfied). We kept talking and my self concept just got better and better. I listened to a few subliminals and i did SATS, thats literally ALL I DID. Literally a month or two later he asked me out and we started dating.
unfortunately we are no longer together because my self concept got so bad because after i got with him i stopped working in myself like completely. i guess i became to much and he left me (umm fuck it we ball i guess) i didnt even bother trying to manifest him back bro that shit was so fucking crazyy 😭😭. worst moment of all 2023. GUYS WHILE UR DATING YOUR SP WORK ON YOURSELFFF.
SO A LIL RECAP!!
- SELF CONCEPT IS THE STAR OF THE SHOW!! if you feel like you need him, hate yourself, feel empty, or dont know your worth, baby your just not ready for this and you need to take a step back and work on your mental health. It is not just important for manifesting, your mindset is LITERALLY your whole life dude. Work on your self baby, nobody else is going to do it for you, unfortunately not even your sp.
- SUBLIMINALSS!! bro i started manifesting because of them, i love subs so much they help me manifest and help me stay awake while i do SATS, they are so so helpful i 100% recommend. (my favorite sub maker had to be ‘i want it, i got it’ her subs are GOLD.)
-SATS (State Akin To Sleep) bro sats changed my flipping life dude. Ive never manifested so many things in such a short amount of time until i started using SATS. Please watch youtube manifestation coaches explain SATS because theres no way i can fit it into this post. Thats a post for laterr.
-Consistency/ Ignoring the 3-D. I stayed consistent in dont think there was a night where i forgot to manifest bro, i was in a constant state of manifestation. when i tell you I WAS LIVING IN THE WISH FULL FILLED i literally wass!! I did not give one flying shit about what the 3-D showed me, he was my boyfriend n thats solved 🤷🏿‍♀️🤷🏿‍♀️.
ANYWAYS GUYS THATS ITTT I WISH YOU GUYS THE MOST JUICY SUCCESS STORIES EVER 😋🎀. Dont make the same mistake i did and keep working on your self concept babes!!
I love you guys! Stay safe and stay soft 💟.
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nahoyasbabymami · 2 years ago
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Tokyo Revengers x Mean!Black!Reader
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NAHOYA KAWATA SMILEY
Loves being mean too you
Will throw an insult at you any second of the day (doesn’t mean it tho)
Loves watching you fight
Hey how about you try fighting him but ignore how his blush gets darker with every hit that connects
Absolutely loves watching you fight
Please be mean too him he loves fighting with you
“Maybe if you weren’t such a bitch you’d have more friends-”
Was not expecting a punch too his face and you calling him a punk but….he deff didn’t hate it
Is he blushing?? or is that just blood from the bruises you gave him from the last time yall fought
Everytime your mean too him he’ll be twice as mean back
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SOUYA KAWATA ANGRY
Don’t he will cry (do it.)
“what was that for?” STOPPP HES POUTING
You can throw a few insults at him sometimes, just not too much mkay?
He can deff take it he’s heard worse buttt do be prepaired to atleast get knocked upside your head
He likes watching you fight but does get really worried so make sure you let him know you still aight
Don’t even try too fight him he’ll refuse immediately
He blushes hella alot when looking at you so just ignore tht
“What the fuck is you lookin at me for?”
“didn’t wanna look atchu anyway...” i just wanna-
STOP BEING SO MEAN LOOK AT HIMM
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MANJIRO SANO MIKEY
What the fuck did he do?
“You don’t have too be such a bitch”
Why was you fist flying at his face? He was just being honest
He thinks your interesting, let him watch you fight
He was glad your in the gang, the way you never let anyone close too you was cool tbh
Forces you too buy him food
“Now why would i buy yo shortass food??”
Ok. Yall are deff fighting
Keep talkin shit and he might actuall start throwin hands
You don’t give a fuck though you still gon say what u gotta say
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KEN RYUGUJI DRAKEN
Oh god not another one
He doesn’t have the patience or time for this
He already has too deak with Mikey and Keisuke why you two?
Say sum slick again and you WILL be dealt with
“If you mutter somethin else under your breath-”
Did you just kick him? Was that a joke? that didn’t even hurt get a grip
Atp he’s ignoring you now hes so sick and tired someone get this nigga sum weed or sumthin
Stop getting jumped everywhere you go he doesnt have time for this (he’ll still do it  tho)
He thinks the way you fight is cool ig (kick him again yall gon fight)
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BAJI KEISUKE
Tf was you starin at him like that for? what he do? you wanna fight?
“Your lucky we at a meeting”
“Fuck you and this meeting”
Clench yo fuckin teeth and put them hands up, cuz yall finna fight
Now both of yall in trouble this is yo fault btw
He thinks you trynna be him
You always trynna fight him and you ALWAYS GET YO SHIT ROCKED GIVE IT UPP
He still gon fight you though
Come by the dojo so he can teach you sum..you dont gotta go just because he asked though..(BITCH GO)
He wants too get closer too you in his own lil way, like kicking your ass at the Dojo.
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TAKEMICHI HANAGAKI
Now he’s crying. What the fuck is wrong witchu
He knows your joking but it still kinda hurts his feelings so chill the fuck out
Now hes side eyeing you
“What i do?”
YOUR HEART
Now you gotta walk away look at what you’ve done
“Shut the fuck up” HE DIDNT DO ANYTHING STOP THIS
He can’t tell if your mean or if you have trouble talking too people
He’s still gonna be with you though
Never leavin your side cuz yall locked in
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rarepairnation · 9 months ago
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LOLL i was gonna start like ‘hey there im denethor anon’ but u beat me to it. SIMILAR MINDS. Haha i read one of ur fics, was immediately smitten & was like i MUST follow them. (I’m glad i did, love the vibe of ur blog and the Flavour of ur opinions.. TASTY) so im a more recent follower but i’m gathering younger you weren’t a fan of denethor, huh? Can’t say i blame you. PJ certainly made some Decisions. he was like how do i convert a complex character into The most loathsome creature ever. He really did our fav gondorians sooo dirty. I literally watch through those scenes SEETHING in rage.
So I’ve been Thinking about denethor and faramir and nothing else for two days. like i am a denethor girlie. in my mind. spiritually. haven’t posted much abt him on tumblr. but nowww. you’re exactly right, ‘denethor Is a good leader…[insert ur paragraph here]’ yes yes yes you get it. listen denethor was a prideful, angry, resentful man but he was also valiant, resilient and noble. He guarded his city, alone (which takes GUTS, again, he was a badass!!), so well, for literal YEARS that Sauron was fearful/wary of him. i wish people were more understanding of him. he’s such an interesting character there’s so much to explore there. as you said the duty-vs-love, the weapon-first-person-next of it all. the layers. denethor as a weapon. denethor as a symbol of both sword/shield. AAHHH
BUT i think some people dismiss him hate him bc he is the mirror (the ugly side? if that makes sense) of humanity, of us. we ought to show him some compassion tho ‘cause havent u ever been taken under the darkness of life? felt the world slipping away & struggle to keep up w it? dont u ever feel hopeless? that things will never change, no matter what u do? DO YOU HAVE FEARS HAVE YOU FACED THE MONSTERS? WERE YOU ALONE, SCARED AND HOPELESS? AND HAVENT YOU MADE MISTAKES IN YOUR GRIEF AND PUSHED PEOPLE AWAY?? THAT’S what denethor experienced. He was described as a leader & a learned one at that for christ sake. He knew that evil was awaiting him and his kin and his people! he saw his future. yet. yet he soldiered on until. war declared. his sons killed (or so he believed). that’s when hope abandoned him. what was the point of staying alive now anyway? Evil was upon them, they would surely be tortured w a fate worse than death, so why should he not end the pain and kill himself? he fought the war against Time, Evil and The Dark Enemy himself and WON. he was a brave man indeed, to have fought these dark forces so much stronger than him. but he finally lost the war against Despair (and Grief), the cruelest of them all. imma cry 😭😭😭 no no no u don’t understand he didnt give up hope, hope abandoned him he- [GUNSHOT] (i don’t know how much of this even made sense lmao) anyway,
Faramir <333. do i even have to say anything about faramir? he’s the specialest little guy i love himm 🥰. On god i am one step away from rereading lotr just for him (plsss dont tempt me finals are in less than a fortnight) his and denethor’s relationship like u described my godddd XDD. fucked up familial relationships MY BELOVED. i am feral about this trope. the resentment… the jealousy… the mirror image of each other… the you’re-the-same-like-me-and-i-hate-that… mmmhm. hey do u ever think about 12 year old faramir admiring his father much the same way he did boromir and wishing he would grow up to be just like him? and do you ever think about 28 year old faramir knowing that he’s more like his father than anyone else and hating that? hating him? i do.
I’ll stop now lol im afraid my coherency has diminished by now. also sorry sorry for replying so late i am preparing for my exams. but rest assured i WILL be Rotating faramir around in my brain :3
hiiii denethor anon LOL this is the greatest ask ive ever received. every day i endeavour to provide only THE juiciest of opinions. aka this is my diary and you all are subjected to it. anyway im so glad you liked my fic i would love to know which one you read! i got into lotr via the films when i was super young so my past opinions were def coloured by The Choices. i have learned and grown since then<3 i was watching the book-to-film analysis vids on the extended edition dvds a couple weeks back and it made me so mad that i had to get up and turn off the tv. did you know there are other character options besides 'paragon of virtue' and 'one dimensional villain'...truly kind of a "nice dichotomy idiot! now what lies outside of it" situation. A Waste Of Your John Noble, To Be Honest. idk i still hold the films very close to my heart but the choices...i will simply respectfully disagree. and dont even get me started on faramir we WILL be here all night. another time. i have denethor thorongil situationship-fic to write. (i am serious about that) (i was simultaneously playing it 100% straight serious AND kind of joking about them. i shouldve known better. well.........we are so in it.)
you are so real for this. i have ALSO been Thinking about denethor and faramir and nothing else for days. weeks, even. sorry to everyone coming to the faramir goes to rivendell au for faramir and the fellowship the first 10k is literally just Keeping Up With The Stewards. we'll get there. i Will blame you for the impetus for my recent denethorposting on main but also encourage you to also do this. do whatever you want forever<3 nooo but straight up...guy who has so much strength and will that The Lord Of All Evil wouldnt contend directly against him and had to bring out the big palantir guns to bring him down. and if he'd not lost both of his sons i mean...who knows what would've happened. sometimes your sons ARE the only thing keeping you from killing yourself Do It For Them-style and lets be real that is a valid coping method. (i don't have an answer for that one and boy oh boy do i wish i did. it is going to become a massive thorn in my side in, oh, 70k or so when i hit rotk. well...i will blow up that bridge when i get to it.)
im actually putting a read more in this time bc this post broke a thousand words. continue at your own risk. there IS also faramirposting at the end here i promise.
just imagining denethor leading the siege of minas tirith. um. now stay with me here...riding out with imrahil's sortie. STAY WITH ME HERE. what do you think the livery of a steward going to war looks like. jesus christ i need to go lay down. yes i purposefully placed the read more before i decided to go momentarily horny on main. its also lowkey very vague au spoilers. sorry everyone but denethor IS canonically hot and we need to acknowledge it. Anyway.
denethor as a weapon denethor as both a sword and a shield...i am chewing glass for real. you GET IT. god i love person-as-weapon metaphor soooo much. When The Iconography Is Getting A Little Too Real. denethor as gondor, as her vanguard and standard-bearer and. i am straight up frothing at the mouth. all he ever wanted was to be a gentle lord in a time of peace.....and death was his reward...Sorry For Stealing The Fingon Death Quotation But I'm Right. so much of his behaviour and the strain on his relationships with his sons and all that is sooo...informed by the fact that to cope with having to be lord of a country at war he had to be so so unbending. he couldn't allow himself to waver, ever, not even for love, not even to save his sons.
did you know he was 21 when sauron returned. pov you are 21 years young and you have been alone all your life you are the steward's only son you are his strange numenorean heir and no one else has the LITERAL PSYCHIC POWERS AND VISIONS that you do and you have had to contend with that, alone. master your own mind, alone. learn how the shape of politics and lordship and life bends around you. and the dark lord the enemy who brought down your forebears has now set his eye on your lands again. Jesus Christ. How Would You Fucking Deal. sorry i would have a nervous breakdown and go and live in the desert. Man. TWENTY ONE? LIKE ME? most days i feel like a teletubby with a job and a credit card. if you scale it to account for numenorean lifespan inflation i mean i don't know how the math works but like. i bet it comes out to being like. 17. HELLO? basically everyone i know was barely a person at 17. the dark lord of all evil and he's MY problem to deal with?
i mean exactly. haven't we all been prideful and angry and resentful. haven't we all been there. once again [pippin voice] let's all understand poor denethor a little better. havent you ever been taken under the darkness of life [your paragraph here] yeah exactly what you said. the idea that he fucking won the war against the darkness and only lost to despair is..........so much! goodbye i have to go cry!
faramir, me AND fate's most special precious little guy....oh captain my captain....exactly. Exactly. i cant morally endorse a reread right this second but like. After. make it through finals and then it is Faramir Time. (and good luck! you got this!) tactical smartass little bitch master of both man and beast wizard's pupil (complimentary) star and hope and jewel of minas tirith knight in shining armour...my beloved. the idea that like faramir as presented, as the diplomat, as the scholar, as the numenorean, was supposed to be the one to go to rivendell...it haunts me. where is denethor sends the right son to do the right job.txt. he is gondor's no. 1 horse girl he is better suited to the wild than the battlefield he has read every sindarin text in the library he KNOWS the story of elrond and elros. he is literally telepathic and psychic and prophetic. thinking about him interacting with elrond and galadriel (and every other elf. but them in particular) makes me feel deranged. its very...self taught dnd wizard meets guy who went to wizard school energy. he's insane.
YEAH ITS CRAZY THAT THEYRE THE SAME GUY. it's. boromir gets to be boromir but faramir has to be denethor.txt. gracious and lordly as a king of old...now who is consistently referred to as noble and kingly...that a younger faramir would've looked up to...yeah. the perpetuation of denethor's second-best complex. i have a whole nother post in the drafts about that i CANT get into it here but jesus christ men who are NOT breaking the cycle. they even look the same. i mean 37 year old faramir as steward is 100% the spitting image of his father and that makes me....genuinely fucking insane actually. i mean like older councillors are doing double takes every time he walks by. i mean like sometimes people call him by the wrong fucking name. WOW where did that come from. the complex that that would give him...hello? turning this over inside my brain at WARP speed.
you are not late at all lol we are leaving little letters in each other's mailboxes to read when we have the time. i hope your exams go well!!! there will be more Faramir And Denethor Hours soon<33
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ellitx · 4 years ago
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Okay *cracks knuckles* time for a nsfw scenario with Himmel senpai, might be long sorry i tend to run on (or just aged up i aint going to jail (im an artist not a writer have mercy ;;)
Was a calm evening just being next to you, sitting on the plush bed listening to one of his cds. Sitting so close together sides touching,head on his shoulder, with your soft thighs brushing against him he feels like he could combust at any moment
You lean in a bit closer to him and drape one of your legs across his lap. It had been a few months into your relationship so being intimate was still very new for him, he didn't wanna push anything, he didnt wanna hurt or scare you in anyway so even when being so irresistible with the short skirt and thigh highs he holds himself back until you look up to him with asking eyes
"W-would it be alright if I sat in your lap..?" You ask shyly, you wanted to be closer with him and just to feel more of his warmth. His face burned with anticipation, like heaven had answered his prayers, oh how he longed for this wanting a deeper closeness with you. he shyly nodded pulling you into his lap. "Is this alright I just want you to be comfortable..
You nod to him face painted beautifuly blush pink while you wrap your arms around his neck and pushing your forehead to his. You looked so perfect to him, he couldn't help himself from taking you in, his mind was racing he wanted more but he didn't want to take it to far, he and you both were so new but he just cant take it. The way fit so perfectly ontop of him he wants to be even closer.. he wants to intertwine mind, body and soul with you
He eyes your lips then up at you almost pleading to kiss you. You hum in agreement placing your lips on his while shifting your weight giving him a sensation that ran chills down his spine "Mm~ Y/n.. your lips are so sweet my songbird" your body was set ablaze at his words, kissing him deeper feeling every in of his mouth
Pulling away for just a moment to catch your breath panting heavily you couldnt ignore your aching core and his hardning member against it "Haa... Himmel.. something is pressing against me" he went flush he really couldn't help it, your just too much
He looks down almost shamefully "I-I Im sorry Y/N" you kiss him again to hush his worries "Its fine.. I want you just as badly.." you whisper through your breaths as you slowly adjusted yourself to pull of your skirt. Wide eyed and red faced watching you undress he does the same undoing his belt and sliding down his pants
His breath is shaky but he pulls you back on to his lap to kiss you again much more intensely. Allowing his hands to explore and gently squeeze your thighs. You start to instinctually grind against him and the feeling is euphoric "Aa.. Y/n Your so beautiful.. I need you so bad.. may I pleasure you..? He wants to make sure your ready for him the last thing he wants to do is hurt you.
"Yes please.. Himmel I need it now.." you moan out as you grip onto him. He proceeds to gently push your panties to the side and slide his finger through the wet folds as you let out another shaky moan while stuffing your face into the crook of his neck "Dont be scared.. Haa~ please mm!" He pushed his two fingers softly into sending pleasure rushing through you..
"Mmm~ your so tight already and so warm and wet ahh I just wanna feel you already..!" He swiftly pumps and curls his fingers into you hitting that sweet spot so quickly "Mmm..! So good Himme-- right there Aah.. but I think.. I want" you gently grab his stiffened member "This.."
"Nnng.. I do too.. y/n.." he pulls you in for another heated kiss and slowly removeing his fingers from you to hook his fingers on the hem of your underwear, sliding them down admiring the slick that trailed from them. You let your hand stroke him firm and gentle "P-please Aa.. y/n.. its so good.. mm but I need your heat now.. " his heart was pounding and his mind was spinning with need and lust as he held your hips above his erection "Nice and slow.. okay..? He breathes as he slowly lets you down onto him looking into your eyes full of love
Your gasp loudly gripping onto him while he stretches your walls "Haaa.. ! Its so good but nnng.. it hurts a bit.." he softly kisses you filled with passionate to try and comfort you "Shhh we can stay like this for as long as.. Ahh.. you need.." and it was heaven just you sitting so snug on his cock with your wall so warm and snug around him, he could almost feel your heartbeat through it and he wanted to just stay like this for a bit, but the intense urge to rut up into you was creeping in fast
"Mmm Y/n.. you feel so good around me I wanna just stay like this.." His hot breath against you made you shudder and accidentally move your hips into him, you moaned just wanted more. His cock twitching against your sweet spot was teasing you.. "I.. think I can move now.. " He gasp at the sudden movement as intense shock waves of pleasure shot through you both.. "Y/n...! I love you.. Aaa so much please more..!"
Pushing up into you and hitting that sweet spot over and over "I.. I love you too nnng..! I dont know how much more i can.. take!" You breathe shaky while bouncing on him. His grip on your hips and thighs was tight letting himself get lost in them. The way the squeeze around him and jiggle on his lap was everything
"y/n.. my love.. please release with me..!! Im Aaa right there..!! that spiral in your stomach is so tight at this point and with a few more thrust you come onto his lap as he pulls out coming on your sweet thighs
(gonna end it there this got reaaly long im sorry skdjdkdb but sweet ikemen himmel living in my head rent free -💚)
AISYGSKAJSSJ???!!!!!
YEEESS MORE HIMMEL CONTENT 😭😭 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS FOOD ANON HNGGGG AND I LOVE THAT YOU SHOW HOW MUCH HE’S INTO HIS S/O’S THIGHS AJSSJJS
HE’S INTO THIGHS OKAY AND NO ONE CAN STOP ME FROM WRITING THIS
Now imagine you’re riding him while still wearing those stockings, it’s very sexy 👌 but he loves to see your shirt opened as it dangles over your elbows while your bra is exposed to him, and still wearing that mini skirt and thigh highs ✨ that’s a perfection to him
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mister-lady · 4 years ago
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All the Sanders Sides Ask Game? :DD
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I- CNCFNAKAKDK AAAAAAAAAAAAA THANK YOUUU I DIDNT EXPECT THISSS ❤❤❤💗❤💗❤💗💖💞💖💞💖💞💞💕💕💞💕💞💖💗💖💗❤💗💘💘💘❤❤💕❤💖💗💞💖💖💞❤💗💘💕💘💗💘💘❤💖💕💘💗💘💗❤💕❤💕💕❤💕❤💗❤💗💘💕❤💗💖💕 ILY TY
Favorite Side: I dont pick favorites!!!" I truly just cant pick one!! I know this sounds overused but its trueee
Least Favorite Side: Orange side. Come out ur hiding hole
First impression of the show: omg I loved it from the start- they were all so funny and amazing!! I cant fully remember my first impression since it's been like..... over two years ckcmmfmdmdkf but I do remember loving the heck out of the show and immediately binge watching the heck outta it XD
Most recent thoughts on the show: Thomas is trying to RIP our hearts out like dang broski
Opinions of C!Thomas: he is a big mood for me XD he is a great character and I relate to him a lot lol. We wouldn't have the sides without him uwu.
Opinions of Logan: I lov himb,,.,,. He is a big dorky moron that needs a hug and needs someone to listen to him so badly. He starts simping over anyone that calls him cool and I wanna have him tell me about the starrssss <<33
Opinions of Roman: he also desperately needs a hug. He's very romantic and smooth and he has a beautiful singing voice and he's so loving and dramatic and not to mention he is a prince???? I wanna shower in affectiiooonnnn <<3333
Opinion on Patton: oh,,,,poor baby sweet sweet babyyy,,, someone tell him its gonna be okay and he needs a shoulder tone cry on. I hope he's okay after getting emotionally ripped apart- I wanna hug him and make sure he's okay. Poor bby needs to stop repressing <3
Opinions on Virgil: cute emo dork I lov himm he's all silly but he got a not so fun past. He needs a hand to hold when he gets nervous and he has the most prettiest smileee,, I lov him in the Halloween episodeeee what a silly dork <333
Opinions on Janus: he also needs to be listened to mor. He has a hat and I lov his hat. What a classy snekk I lov hiss scales. He acts mature and he is but once you get to know him he's as chaotic as remus and wants to push people down stairs. He has probably committed a crime. Wish the others weren't meanies to him <3
Opinions on Remus: dumb rat man stole my heart somehow. He likes trash a lot and eats things that shouldn't be eaten. He probably has abandoned issues and gets very clingy and wishes people would stay around him longer. He has committed countless crimes but I still lov him lots <<33
Opinions of Remy: I'm sorry but I dont have too much of an opinion of Remy qwq. I dont know a lot about him. I've seen some of Thomas's videos that involve him and he seems cool! I know he likes iced coffee ckvmvmfkskf sorry remy 
Opinions on Emile: cute therapist makes puns and talks about cartoons and oh gosh he deserves all my love he is so silly and sweet and i wanna cup his cheeks and squish them <<3333
Favorite episode: ooooo!!!! I love this question so much!!!! Its the Christmas episode!!!! My second favorites is a hard tie between ssvss and the frozen asides video!!!! Its kinda funny it's my favorite episode tho cause ironically I'm not too big on Christmas-
Best song: oh God the incomplete/puzzle song. It makes me cry because it's so incredibly touching and it always makes me feel better when I'm upset. Rythm Redux also is a very good song as well
Funniest line/scene: NCCNNFNDMASN LIKE I CAN PICK ONE- I probably have one but I cant think of it off the top of my head ckcmfmkskt. Right now it's the whole bit in dwit where Remus is being gross and Virgil says "don't say juicy like that" and what unfolds afterwards is just SJDJSJASAHAHSDJKA I LOV THAT SCENE OKAY IT ALWAYS MAKES ME LAUGH NO MATTEER WHAT MOOD IM IN OKAY.
Best scene: like I can pick one- ckcmfmdkkr. Again can't think of it off the top of my head but its probably what I previously mentioned- I also love when Logan screams falsehood in the Christmas song- one of the reasons it's my favorite vngngmkdkg
Most heart warming scene: the end of the moving on part. 2 episode where Logan gives patton the sweater and Roman gives him puppies and such. That scene kills me.
Most angsty scene: *scoffs at the word angst* jvcnfmmdmd. Probably when Patton gets emotionally overloaded and thrown under a bus then off a cliff and into a ditch when the whole frog thing happens and he just gets bullied the rest of the episode. That whole episode was angst besides the ending tbh-
Line that stuck with you the most: I cant remember lines exactly but in the incomplete/puzzle song when Patton talks about how it's okay to cry and at the end of the song when they say "and we put it in song so it's easier to hear it" I just,,, those are the two big factors for why I cry during the song they just hit so hard
A theory you have: Logan is going to lose is sh*t in one the episodes and it's not gonna be pretty and I am and will never be prepared for the angst that will persue.
Unpopular opinion: HI PATTTON IS NOT MANIPULATIVE OR USING ANYONE OR IS SELF CENTERED AND IF YOU BRING UP ANY UNSYMPATHETIC STUFF ESPECIALLY OVER PATTON I WILL GO OFF AND I WILL THROW YOU THROUGH A BRICK WALL WITH MY BARE HANDS DAMMIT. PATTON IS NOT BAD. NOT EVIL. ANYWAYS BEFORE I START WRITING A BIG PARAGRAPH THANKS FOR COMING TO MY TEDTALK.
If you could spend a day with any side who would you choose and what would you do: ahhhhhh can I pick all of them?- and I would spend my time cuddling and kissing them and spoiling them rotten with affection tyvm
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mingi-bubu · 4 years ago
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Watch “Love O2O” with Me!
Episode 4
:D
back with episode 4
as the person i want to make proud, mark lee, would say, lezgeddit
what i like about this show so far is that the first minutes of the next episode are the last minutes of the previous ones
whoever produced this show knows that the audience has no braincells and need the recap
or they projected 4 years into the future and saw me
either way
im right
anyways as a quick recap
photoboy apologized and said he deleted the post after wei2 said xiaoyang’s (the boy she’s tutoring) mom will be home in 10 minutes so they could stick around and say hello bc like you should still need proof that im didnt doctor the photos right
so with that we move forward with the plot
she didnt even shake his hand she just gave him a sideways highfive
i stan a queen
god thats fuckign insensitive
OH FUCK XIAOYANG’S BACKSTORY IS SO SAD
he lost his dad and his ability to walk in the same car accident
shes waxing poetic about gaming
i support her
oh shes maybe steered his interests towards game design
stop fucking looking at her like that you slimeball
sorry i just really dont like him a lot right now
alkdjfaklsd erxi started gaming too to keep up the lie and decided to join a different newer server for the game
why would you click that
so yiran’s cousin eneded up doing the in game drama a guess
ew that really lame
that was a greasy line
ew this whole thing is *sick face emoji*
oh they really made a fake weiwei called luwai waiwai
i appreciate her dramatics tho
is
is she played by erxi??
im weak if true
ma’am think for a mintue
nevemrind
she going to sleep instead
HHHH THE BLACK STIPES AND BLUE SHIRT
omg thats so cute that they call her mrs nai akdfjls
OH MY GOD THEY REALLY SAID ITS CLEANING TIME IM SCREAMING
THAT MAN JUST FUCKING PUT UNDERWEAR ON HIS ROOMMATES HEAD IM SCREAMIGN
SEPTEMBER IS A DRAMATIC ASS BITCH AND IM MARRYING HIM
i love how ride or die these boys are for nai and weiwei even tho they dont know her
im so in love with their friendship its so nice to see that they are just dorks
shes not going to call you weirdo
FUCKIG WHY WOULD YOU KEEP THE PHOTO CREEP
UGH I DONT LIKE PHOTO BOY
DOESNT HE HAVE ANY OTHER SHIRTS
DOES IS HE HAVE ONE STYLE ONLY????
WHOTE
HES LITERALLY BEING SO WEIRD I  H A T E  IT
WHEN IS NAI GOING TO CATCH WIND OF THIS
ME, BANGING POTS AND PANS OUTSIDE OF NAI’S DORM: COME GET YOUR GIRL.  SOMEONE’S BEING EWIERD
SLAP HIM
S L A P  H I M
JUST FUCKING TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER
ugh *rolling eyes emoji*
SOTOP PLAYING THE MUSIC
TURN OFF THAT MUSIC RIGHT NOW
OH MY GOD
*KNIFE EMOJI*
I LOVE HER SHE SHUT HIM DOWN SO FAST
A  Q U E E N
yaaaaaassssss itS HIMMMMMM
SHE SAW HIMMMMMMM
MY LOVE
at least im fairly sure it was him
based on everyone running somewhere it may be nai
ooh hollywood
oh the titanic
shes really sneaking into class???
bitch just stand up like a man
damn she really be screaming i love her
he is so fucking petty
slap himm
HASFKHAWLW;EKJR;ALKWJ
SHE JUST TOLD HIM TO SHUT UP IN ENGLISH
SLAP HIM
I AM IN LOVE WITH HER
I AM MARRYING ERXI RIGHT NOW
OH MY GOD
SHE DID WHAT HE DESERVED I AM PROPOSING
I AM SO IN LOVE WITH EHR RIGHT NOW HOLY SHIT
akd;lfkajsd i love her spirit
sidenote the friendships in here are really good like so far theres been no inter relationship drama over misunderstandings
oh my god
naihe really fighting for her honor
im propising
hes just j chilling and playing his instrument oh my god
the squad is chilling
oh my god im seriously love the fact that they call her mrs nai
its adoralbe
she really did miss a lot
i love that bear claw’s character keeps doing the hand thing lmaooooo
like he really jjst be jamming up there on his sideways lyre
i do not know the name of it tho i have seen it a lot
are the dramatic twirles
OHLY FUKC
MANS DISAPPEARED
OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT IM INTREGUIED
y’all he’s just loosing arrows at random
YAAASS BABY
HIT WITH THE MCFUCKING INVISIBLE ATTACK
GOD GET OH SHIT
FUCKING TAKE HIM OUT BABY
gag me with a spoon
god i just know they chose those contacts for me
golden eyes im
propoisng
im sorry i keep saying it
but god
love the #Squad
i will say the editing for this part is realy fun
pretty colors
DAMN
that was dope
september i love you
STOP FLIRTING IM SIIIICKCCCK
lmaooooo
fish mirror is having fun
LMAOOO SEPT I
aww thlak;dfj;akldsjwa they really just ditched them im screamign
please let it happen irl too
not to get really caught up in the non important details bbut his profile is so goood
FUCKIGN I
WOW
A GOOD FUCKING DUDE RIGHT THERE Y’ALL
oh thats a cute outfit!!
ma’am dont sleep
she really do be thihnking about him im scremaign
i love that the #Squad shows up too in her reminsicing
she be drawing him in her notebook
i am *eyes emoji*
put xiao nai’s face
you know you want to
literally why does she have like absolutely nothing in her bag
what fucking college second year is like this
ugh nai’s apartment is fucking beautiful
I KNEW IT WAS HIM WHO WAS RUNNING
IF UCKGIN KNEW IT
hands
face
hadsn
oh is that
yikes i reallly hope that it isnt a spreadsheet of times and stuff that shes in class and w/e
ugh photo boy again
e.e
YASS QUEEN KEPE WALKING
oh no
no no she’s not
stop this
JUST TURN HIM DOWN
UGH
COWARD
but same i have a hard time telling people no
erxi is
THAT
BITCH
oh no
ohhh noooo
im screamign
get you a ride or die like erxi
akjfdf;alskdjkk shes really saying that wei2 should marry xiao nai
love to see it
best friends hate each other’s enemies
XIAO NAI
BE WALKING
wow shes really loud how did they not al-oh ok its bc theres a helluva lot of people there at the balcony too
shout out to OH MY GOD SHE IS NOT
SHE IS NOT GOING TO SAY THAT SHE’S DATING XIAO NAI TO GET OUT OF THE WEIRD COURTING THING THAT FUCKING POHOT BOY PUT HER IN
jesus christ he really cant take no for an answer can he
shes really going to go thru with it i cant wait
oh no
nana really be investigating
BECAUSE YOURE FUCKING CREEPY ASSHOLE
TKE NO FOR AN ANSWER
NO THATS NOT HOW THIS WORDKS
oh whomm???
OH MY GOD SHE REALLY BE ALLUDING
TO THINGS
DAMN
nana is going to have a field day
i will say that its nice of him to defend her even after he was rejected
why the fuck do you care so much about what wei2 does nana?
i do enjoy how his roommates are fucking with him tho
oh no
that
i mean kinda good advice
but you also shouldnt change yourself for someoene youre interested in
oh my god thats not uhhhh clean
OH SHIT WHAT UP
XIAO NAI???
XIAONAI BASKEPTIHTGAIOHFN
BACKSEOTIHPBAL
BASKETBALL
FUCK
IM BUT A HUMAN
im surprised there arent more people surrounding the gates bc of xiao nai
oh dear
hes really gonna try to fuckign
bitch
BITCH IS THT WEHER IM GETTING LREEFT AT
THE FUCKGIN AUDACTIVY
THE RAGE
I AM
HADFJA;WEHRPAOIHFOE
god this show is so entertainging
so i guess thats it for episode 4
i will be watching e5 like right the fuck now bc I NEED TO KNWO
but yeah aldfja;lds
if you read through all of my proposals, you deserve a medal or ribbon of some kind
but thajnjk you!!!
stay safe and stay healthy <333
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iraniq · 5 years ago
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BLOG /3/
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Anonymos wrote:
I know this is safe space that share that kind of stuff. And no one is gonna sue me, or threaten me, or anything. Also I feared my pal was gonna be in trouble... So I share it rather later... So here I go!
Let's call me A, I am a human girl, obviously, no other species is so dumb... Anyway, I am... Oh god, there is no turning back I guess... I am dating a Titan, kinda... Sorta.
As far as you know, there are like almost 20 Titans, and ancient beings who ruled the planet before life as we know it. They are in slumber and we aren't allowed to bother them. But some people, and not only people, go to peak... So I went to peak too. We were at a group excursion to the Cold Lands. I knew the location and went to see.
As I expected it was beyond beautiful! A huge 3 headed dragon like creature. It was indescribable! He was frozen in there. I climbed all the stairs up, that almost gave me a heart attack. My fat ass isn't made for this. So I got to the level of his eyes and the feeling inside me made me touch the ice. Then he opened his eye. I screamed and ran away. Twisted an ankle and rolled several steps down.
I know awaking a Titan is punishing by law, because of the natural order and everything.
Back to the group I said some mutant kids scared me, which isn't a new thing. Mutants hate humans in their guts. /if a mutant is reading this, don't get offended or dramatic, it's true, one of you chased me several blogs to scare me, so I didn't exactly lied/.
Anyway....
When I got home I went and stayed with my patents for a while. Obviously of fear. When I finally returned to the city I live in, turns out there was a new person in the neighborhood. The chatty girl from the supermarket informed me. A lovely skinny boy with long hair and amazing amber eyes.
Several days later I met him in the library, he was reading about Titans. "wow, a pretty boy interested in the same stuff like me, it must be a sign". Later energetics growth population is a huge subject /nothing personal guys, big fan here, also I bet you wanna break of all this too/.
We spoke, he looked inexperienced in body moving, so I thought he was on of the many creatures that live on cycles. We spoke the whole day. Then he walked me home. Completely innocently. Next day we went for ice-cream. Then for cake, picnic....
First time I kissed him he had no idea what I did. He was talking ancient titan history and long forgotten plants that must be brought back to clear the air and everything. Then I kissed him. He wasn't good at physical contact, was unknown for him. Was still a little uncomfortable when I hug him. Rarely allowed me to hold his hand. Was waving them both when speaking. So when I kissed him, he just proceed talking, thinking I did a normal thing. Then he suddenly stopped and asked why I am sad. I teared up. He was so beautiful and smart, what was he doing with me anyway. I shared this with himm, explained what a kiss is. Then he held my hand and said he traveled a lot to find me. Said I got his attention from all people putting their hands on the ice. Said I was in a way special. He felt something when I put my hand there. So he in a way woke up, and inhabited a human so he can find me.
I swear at this moment my heart was gonna explode. I wasn't even breathing. I knew what he was talking about. I got up and tried to run, but fainted.
When I woke up I was at his place. Like the house in the neighborhood. He was giving a lessons in the museum, so he could afford himself a nice place.
He explained he wasn't exactly awake, more like the half asleep state where you look for water to drink in the middle of the night. He asked me not to run away again, because he wasn't here to hurt me or anyone else. Possessing a human's body wasn't allowed to them. Yes, we are low level existence /yes, not only humans, all are low level existence compared to Titans/. He said he did this to find me, talk to me. Know me better. I was shocked, as everyone else would. For a while I avoided him. This grudge, of the lie, mixed mostly with pure primal fear, lasted exactly 2 days and half. Wednesday night I went to see him. We spoke, ate, watched a movie... Had sex. Yes, I had sex with the human body that was possessed by the mind of an ancient being. I realize how crazy it is, and yes, you are all invited to my aslym welcoming party. In the Cold Lands where he actually was, was reported an electricity problem. Obviously there was a power overload. They didn't said anything about the huge massive Titan sleeping there, sort of. But his real body was there, and I had sex with... A puppet, but I am sure it had effect.... You know.
This all happened and lasted for almost 3 years. The last 7 years he isn't here. I woke up one morning and there was a cold dead body next to me. I freaked. Tried to wake him. Then googled about him. Nothing. I got me a ticket, before they stopped the traffic there. Sometimes Titans were in this half awake state and all civilizations were moved away. In fear of waking them or enraging them.
I arrived. There were several law enforcement cars, I easily passed by. I went in the cave... guess what... He wasn't there... I found him in the hot water nearby.
For the record, he is having 3 heads and huuuuge wings. Nothing as big as you can even imagine.
Fun fact: all the 3 heads did not share common mind. And only one liked me - the middle one. The other 2 used the mind thing he did to awake themselves. They weren't exactly pleased to see me. One was bitten, the other was slapped away, and they returned to the boiling hot well.
My... Boyfriend, if I may say this, came to say 'hi'. The iris of his eye was bigger than me... This was ridiculous. I don't even know what was onto me back then.
He gently breathed onto me, it was like a wind, almost blowing me away. I awkwardly laughed. We couldn't speak. He wanted to touch me, but feared not to hurt me. So he decided to poke me with his tongue. It was split in 2 like snake. I am not gonna lie - a huge dragon, with the most beautiful amber eyes, carefully touching me with his tongue it's a huge turn on! I shaked this thought away. He then changed his mind, or realized what this did to me and just put his head on the ground and I sat there, next to him.
It was warm and sunny and I was exhausted, so I fell asleep. I was awoken by sirens and helicopters. Turns out the Titan King came to fight him. Thinking he was awoken with bad intentions. As he was a little mischievous. After they fought. The King stopped and they sorted things out. I swore the Titan king looked at my direction before leaving. After this the dragon was forcely frozen, since the other 2 wanted to wreak havoc.
Since then I am the only one allowed to be there. On the other side of the Frozen Mountain there was a wasteland island, I was given a task to turn into a green one. If I may say I do quite well. I have solar panels and everything. Every full moon I visit my boyfriend and talk to him. He is allowed only one eye open. He must keep the other 2 heads asleep.
I won't lie, I take pleasure in our meetings... Yes I have a monster fetish if you missed it somewhere in my story...
I tell you this, because last night there was an official report, 2 other Titans are awake, with killing thoughts. The King is nowhere to be found. I, after posting this all will go to awake my boyfriend and ask him to help us.
If you see the huge 3 headed dragon from everyone's nightmares, dont bother him, or attack him, he is here to help. In the worst case, he will refuse and I will stay there with him. Either to safety, or to my death.
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Posted 3h ago.
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> dragonhunter: the perfect specimen to kill!
> lilttle fairy: "dragonhunter: the perfect specimen to kill!" - dude, you insane, we talk about a Titan, not some big shining in the dark dragon!
> GManKung: "lilttle fairy: dude, you insane, we talk about a Titan, not some big shining in the dark dragon!" - I pee on your wings! Long live the King!
> user25614390; Hello creatures! Did you all miss the fact homo sapiens banged a Titan. This species is insane!
> unknown5: "user25614390; Hello creatures! Did you all miss the fact homo sapiens banged a Titan. This species is insane!" - I bet that's a mutant!
> peaky: "unknown5: "user25614390; Hello creatures! Did you all miss the fact homo sapiens banged a Titan. This species is insane!" - I bet that's a mutant!" - does it matter? No hate in here, remember!
> unknown5: peaky: "unknown5: "user25614390; Hello creatures! Did you all miss the fact homo sapiens banged a Titan. This species is insane!" - I bet that's a mutant!" - does it matter? No hate in here, remember!" - where did you saw hate?
> user25614390: "unknown5: "user25614390; Hello creatures! Did you all miss the fact homo sapiens banged a Titan. This species is insane!" - I bet that's a mutant!" - she banged a Titan!
> unknown5: "user25614390: "unknown5: "user25614390; Hello creatures! Did you all miss the fact homo sapiens banged a Titan. This species is insane!" - I bet that's a mutant!" - she banged a Titan!" - jealous much! Maybe no one wants to bang you!
> SimplyMe: OMG... LONG LIVE THE QUEEN!
> FOOD_FOR_BRAINS: "SimplyMe: OMG... LONG LIVE THE QUEEN!" SAAAAME!
> WolfGirl7: Did someone checked the news? What is happening?
> FOOD_FOR_BRAINS: "WolfGirl7: Did someone checked the news?" - nothing! There was a Titan awakening, but nothing more...
> WolfGirl7: "FOOD_FOR_BRAINS: "WolfGirl7: Did someone checked the news?" - nothing! There was a Titan awakening, but nothing more..." - Do you think she is ok?
> FOOD_FOR_BRAINS: "WolfGirl7: "FOOD_FOR_BRAINS: "WolfGirl7: Did someone checked the news?" - nothing! There was a Titan awakening, but nothing more..." - Do you think she is ok?" - hope so.
> Ava: I will appreciate if you stop proclaiming human - mutant hate. All species have their idiots.
> SimplyMe: @Ava yes, but point me a mutant species with the balls/pair of ovaries who did this! LONG LIVE THE QUEEN!
> user25614390: she banged Titan!
> unknown5: "user25614390: she banged Titan!" - SHUT THE FUCK up! What's your problem, ha? A human is trying to help, it's rare enough, if you don't like it, don't read it, go to fap somewhere!!!
> FOOD_FOR_BRAINS: "unknown5: "user25614390: she banged Titan!" - shut the Fuck up! What's your problem, ha? A human is trying to help, it's rare enough, if you don't like it, don't read it, go to fap somewhere!!!" - standing applause my friend.
> SimplyMef @FOOD_FOR_BRAINS I am with you!
> Ava: As a human representative u agree as well!
> NoNamme: did she just described Ghidorah? You know that's outer space ancient predator. That was really awaken several years ago. It was THE ULTIMATE POWER! Do you even history? He didn't killed the world because of her... Why 'anonymous' girl? If this is true, you must be Queen, no Goddess of this world.
> BiteMe: " NoNamme: did she just described Ghidorah? You know that's outer space ancient predator. That was really awaken several years ago. It was THE ULTIMATE POWER! Do you even history? He didn't killed the world because of her... Why 'anonymous' girl? If this is true, you must be Queen, no Goddess of this world." - Dude no... If Ghidorah was to be awaken it was gonna be the end of the world. Nothing to stop it's need for destruction. Not to mention a homo sapiens with vagina.
> Lorrres: "BiteMe: " NoNamme: did she just described Ghidorah? You know that's outer space ancient predator. That was really awaken several years ago. It was THE ULTIMATE POWER! Do you even history? He didn't killed the world because of her... Why 'anonymous' girl? If this is true, you must be Queen, no Goddess of this world." - Dude no... If Ghidorah was to be awaken it was gonna be the end of the world. Nothing to stop it's need for destruction. Not to mention a homo sapiens with vagina." - true! I have 2 of these, and even this didn't stopped my one duck boyfriend from cheating on me. I think it's fake. Titans are in this half asleep state for several days once in several years. Check the official website. Nothing about awakening. Fake news.
> KiilKo: that's ridiculous! If it's really Ghidorah the whole planet was gonna be alerted. He is a killing monster! @BiteMe true!
> KiilKo: @Lorrres sorry to hear this, but also true! exatctly a home sapiens... Hard to believe, if it was a Nymph, siren or a fairy maby.
> user63490024: IT'S ALL CONSPIRACY GUYS! OF COURSE THEY WON'T SAY GHIDORAH IS AWAKE! THIS WILL CAUSE MASS PANIC. I went to the Cold Lands several years ago. It was all shut close, 'no reason' they said. But it was Ghidorah I know!!!!
> Call.Me.Kcalyu: "Lorrres: "> BiteMe; " NoNamme: did she just described Ghidorah? You know that's outer space ancient predator. That was really awaken several years ago. It was THE ULTIMATE POWER! Do you even history? He didn't killed the world because of her... Why 'anonymous' girl? If this is true, you must be Queen, no Goddess of this world." - Dude no... If Ghidorah was to be awaken it was gonna be the end of the world. Nothing to stop it's need for destruction. Not to mention a homo sapiens with vagina." - true! I have 2 of these, and even this didn't stopped my one duck boyfriend from cheating on me. I think it's fake. Titans are in this half asleep state for several days once in several years. Check the official website. Nothing about awakening. Fake news." - I vote on this. Probably some perverted mind that wanted a new sex slave. Or a dragon who can do mind control, because there are several species who do this... Poor girl. Really believed she banged a Titan.... @user25614390 where you go? To look for Titans to bang xD. Everyone in this website are on drugs!
> WolfGirl7: don't underestimate the power of love. Species doesn't matter there!
> FOOD_FOR_BRAINS: "WolfGirl7: don't underestimate the power of love. Species doesn't matter there!" - YES!
> SimplyM: @WolfGirl7 !!!!!
> Ava: Always with you, Lara!
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@diyunho @rhina988 @nikkitasevoli @sougie @lovermrjokerr @elliegrace139 @lylabell2013 @darthjokerisyourfather @pandaliciouz @batsnspiderz @lovermrjokerr
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iwanttobebetterplease · 4 years ago
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Wnt to know wht i see in my boyfriend?
He looks like a lil kid tht kind of empty tbh, his whole life, how he felt, or how he was loved, it just the same as me, me h my bf, we literally living the same lives..
How sometimes we felt we are very awful & lack of self-love i can say, but not in a way that we HATE ourselves, it just tht we dont really appreciate & affectionate towards ourselves.. Our big impacts all come from our parents, how we actually can analyze and see how different the way our parents treated us as a child.. Or is it just being the middle kids always been dealing with this stuffs..
My bf, he needs something to fill him, to keep him from boredom, bcus he literally moving on to another things so fast, idk but i always presume this kind of behaviour kind of scary for me at first, but i just will live with it right now.. He tried to killl himself yesterday bcus i was being so annoying & like freaking mad for wht he done, he s like so done with my attitude, idk if he tried to manipulate me or wht, but dude.. Tht s very big move, i do feel like to kill myself too when i have fight with him too...but i dont really tell himm..bcus we all know playing with our lives, it s not smthing you can joke abt, it s a big thing..
I do felt sometimes tht he s a manipulative person, but wht do i expect, he s literally someone tht need smthing to keep him sane, he lit told me he s already at wht point, he dont see any purpose of living..tht s why he needs smthing to keep him always busyy, ahaahhh when i typed this, it just remind me how beforeee long ago i met my bf, i wish to have someone tht have sherlock s behaviour, my bf, he kinda remind me tht anyway...
I love him, so much, but i know there s somthing from his eyes, there s smthing.. But idk wht is it.. He loves to see people reactions, how people react, dang, isnt some types of idk sociopath, psycho man?? When i say 'see' read observe.. But you ll not believe this, he s the SWEETEST GUY EVER.. KINDESTT, to mee..he s not a revenge type of man, he s even can easily forgive me, and the most important thing, HE LOVES ME SO MUCH..
it hurts me to see him crying to be truth..i love him, i want to protect him, give him emotional support, but somtimes i just dk how, i suddenly dk wht to do or react, and suddenly my needy sides wnt him to be there for me too, when at the moment i know how he s actually neeeded me too, but i want him to be a man & provides me.. I must say tht im a very selfish bitch ever..poor my bf, why i always think abt my needs.. He already faced smthing tht he felt too much, & there me keep on pushing him more :( i love him..i lovee himm so muchh, i may want to go to another guy just for fun, but i know when im sad, i need him, to be by my side, tell me tht everything s gonna be fine, & ill be okay, support me & love me truly with all of his heart...
He s a manipulative but he s so pure too, when he sleeps, his lips will move as if he mumbled smthing, arent tht cute.. I love himm, i want to give him hug whenever he felt empty again..or whenever he felt so demotivated i want to be tht person tht will cheer his day, there ll be days tht im not perfect too & days tht i dont know wht to do...bcus im a dummy too.. But i really want to see him succeed, in everything wht he did, i love him soo much...
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ask-waffluz-clan · 5 years ago
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houndbite info post :33
it is me, Admin Houndbite and I wanted to info dump on my wil’ edgy boyoo... xDDD !!! i,, shall send a picture of him and info dump x333333333 
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houndbite is a really tall, muscular, scary intimadating cat and not many people used to like him because he was so tall, scrawny and scarry!! he got his name after he abandoned his stupid loner name because he was a barn cat but he thought barn cats were soft and stupid so after SEEING THE DEAD and seeing a concert he ESCAPED TO THE ALLEY WAYS and found skull!!! he is scourges long lost grandson because according to my family tree because my word is now canon, after bloodclan dissolved and scourges children had kids one of scourges children retired to the barns along with some other loners because they were SOFT BUT SCOURGE CAME UP TO HIM AND TOLD HIM AS A GHOST TO GO FIND WAFFULZ CLAN!!!!!!!!! and skull!! also, he is trans, ftm, because he originally born as girl but he thought girl stuff was icky and stupid but he himself later discovered that he was.. homo??????? he doesnt know how to feel because now he is gaye and he likes to thieve other peoples collar because once he was in dream and the heart on his chest was a marking from barn cats but scourge toldh im to follow his destiny and so he did, and got a new cool boy name as houndbite because just like scourge he can take down so many dogs at once !! it also sounds scary, so that is rad. he likes scary. anyway, houndbite got his rad haircut because he dyed it and stuff and covered it in poetic ink after the ravens and the crows surrounded him at moonpool s he sat and shuddered because he missed barn cat but he must find his own destiny, rage took him over and he almost got hit by a car!! hence his teeth being bloodstained on his collar... one of his favorite things to do is sharpen his claws on stone and one of his favorite hobbies is to steal the shiny. and so, what he did is once they settled cmap by the hot topic, he went in and STOLE the amplifer there so they can listen to their favorite bands whenevr they want and eat the wafflez they get from um. uhh. all we know is that bloodclaw brings us waffles, so he is cool. they listen to rock and roll and a lot of the times since his raspy, rebellious, deep, handsome, brooding voice is so overwhelming to cats, he will often just speak in heavy metal. he will open his mouth and start screeching heavy metal so cats leave him alone, this is because houndbite is speccial. so is houndbite because of his cool birthmark! :d and he was originally because i said so going to be named something like ‘prickleface’ because i was gonna give him long fangs but me braincell told me that looked stoopid so i didnt. me, admin houndbite hopes you guys like him!! feel free to ask him anything you want, also, fun fact, he likes chewing on cigarettes and one of his favorite food is pocky, and, he really hates boomer facebook memes because he is a epic kid but he likes edgy dank pepe memes and nothing else. his theme song is centuries by fall out boy because he is rad and animal i have become by i forgot but he loves that band. he hate ssparkles and crowfood but he ate crowfood to poison himself because he thought no body likoved him. until he found his home of waffulz clan and he’d never admit it but hes a total softie who loves his clan and is a hopeless roamntic who loves wilted roses and despite him being a deputy of few words... he loves his clan mates all theh omo :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
yes, i hope you like hIMm!m!m!m!m!m!m!m HAHAHAHAHA xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD OWO he is epic, isnt he?? i hope you like him also please dont call him a mary sue or i will come for your toes do we understand i love him feel free to ask him anything you want thnaks u guys!
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wetestinbabey · 5 years ago
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TG: yoooo johnnyboy
TG: whatsup hoe!!!!!
EB: oh, hi roxy!
EB: i'm just watching a movie hehe.
TG: ooooo whatcha watchin
TG: anythin good?
TG: anythin extra bad maybe
TG: knowin ur tastes lmfao
EB: hey, shush, my tastes are excellent!! it's not my fault i'm the only man of culture in our friend group, roxy.
EB: it's a hard burden, but it is one i shoulder daily.
EB: who else but i would appreciate classics like mac and me? i'm all alone, but i'm doing god's work.
EB: like........ whoever god is in our universe. still not sure if jesus was a real dude?
EB: anyway, i'm watching "the secret life of pets".
TG: omfg LOL did jake put you up to that
EB: how'd you know?
EB: actually, you don't have to answer that, this is excruciatingly mediocre and that's kind of a tell tale sign for him.
EB: like- his movie tastes i mean.
EB: not........ nevermind, you get what i'm saying.
TG: lolololol YEAH i gotchu man
TG: godbless that boy but hes got literally 0 filter on his taste in movies lmao
TG: he will dedicate hours of his life to some of the most truly mindnumbing content on this lil shindig we call earth and then call it a cinematic masterwork
TG: no offense to jake but the secret life of pets makes me wanna bore through my head with an industrial tunnel drill jus a lil bit
TG: ok that aside tho
TG: i gots
TG: a QUESTION for ya >:3c
EB: oh god.
EB: whenever you bust out that little kitty face i start fearing for my life.
TG: rightfully so good sir
TG: kk not really
TG: BUT
TG: the question
TG: wheeeeeeen was the last time u went clothes shoppin? >:3c
EB: huh? oh, jeez, i'm not sure actually? yeesh that's probably a bad answer, huh.
TG: YUH HUH IT IS
TG: >:3c
TG: >:3cccccccccc
TG: >:3cccccccccccccccccccccccc
EB:
EB: i don't know though, it's not like i need new clothes. i like my clothes! i'm stylish, right?
TG: john ily but cargo shorts went out of fashion about 5000 years ago
EB: pretty lame that they went out right as we got here. why don't people like them? i'm a god right, shouldn't i be setting the fashion trends here?
TG: j im litcherally so sry i have to say this but among our lil pantheon of godfriends you mite be the most out of da loop on fashion trends
TG: whatcha think of that name btw
TG: j
TG: i think its kinda cute on you ;)
TG: wonkwonkwonk
EB: lol, i dunno! i guess it's the same as the clothes for me........i'm just........me! i don't mind how people want to see me or call me or whatever.
EB: is that weird? i feel like it's weird.
TG: lol nah dats totally reasonable! sometimes u just gotta do u u know
TG: like look at me
TG: u dont see any other chumps out here doin tha whole california grl look but here i am jus bein me anyways
TG: and it owns!! bein urself is the best self to be i think
TG: but also liek
TG: sometimes u gots to examine urself u kno?
TG: like take a lil looksee inside urself and ask if u like what u see in there
TG: and like see that may b
TG: jus may b...
TG: cargo shorts just totes rnt ur thing anymore!
EB: ugh, i just don't like clothes shopping! who cares what i look like, it's just like, a vessel for living in.
TG: jeez john no need 2 get all in a tizzy abt it u dont like GOTTA
EB: huh.... that came off kinda defensive.
EB: sorry, not sure what got into me there.
TG: ur chill!! i guess its like a touchy subject 4 u? n thats totes fine hehe dw about it
TG: but like
TG: if u do ever wanna
TG: CALL ME >:3c
EB: hehe, yeah!
EB: you know, maybe i will just go for it.
EB: i dunno, i guess it's just weird to think about for me. i've always kind of worn the same stuff? i guess i was just so used to letting my dad pick my clothes that once he was gone, i just........
EB: yeah.
EB: anyway, i'll go with you if you want. can't promise i'll get any more stylish, but i'll give it my best shot for you rox.
TG: HELLA
TG: ok dope we r going on a fuckign clothing ADVENTURE!!!!!
EB: damn, i'm going to sound like such a huge dork asking this but uh.
EB: where do people like... go to get clothes.
TG: john o m f G
TG: we got options dog we could go anywhere u desire...
TG: lets seeeeeee
TG: why dont we start w/ smth a lil basic and branch out from there
TG: get ur toes in the meataphorical clothes water so 2 speak
TG: how boutttttt
TG: target? :D
EB: we have targets here?
TG: omg john sweetie
TG: how often have you stayed inside baby we gotta get u OUT more this is a veritable goddam target TRAGEDY
EB: well jeez, sorry for not being a corporate megastore buff!
EB: i'm not jane, roxy.
EB: sorry, was that mean? hm.
TG: LMAONSJDFNGHJH NO ITS FUNNY
TG: i <3 jane but goddam.....girl wild with her business obsession she could probs collapse the stock market w/in like a day w/ her corporate knowledge alone
TG: anyways thats FINE well get u there baby!!!! its all parta the rox brand plan!!!!!
TG: and like maybe once we conquer target we can getchu into a forever 21 or smth lmao
TG: anyway hows this friday sound?
TG: y/n on that badboy himme with a mf ANSWER boy!!!!
EB: uhh, yeah! that sounds good to me!
EB: i'll see you then roxy. :)
TG: CYU!!!! >:3cccccc
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sikerinting · 8 years ago
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Next time we meet, I’ll tell her..
Maaa
1. Ika study dkt UK! Buat real estate, nak pakai baju kerja mcm ayah nanti! Hehe. If you come, I’ll bring you around, cook for you, eventho I’m still suck at it... And and I’ll show you my favourite places here! And brag about SOME English history that I know about. Hehe. Dad was here too! He liked this one place’s briyani so much and HE MADE AYONG brought it home (KL!) for him when ayong and ikin were here. Semua orang dah datang, Idin je belum. Hes always so busy. And I wish you had come too!
2. The little monsters are grown ups now ma! Your fav son dah besaaaar gila and he definitely had your gene. Fair skin, big round eyes and MOST IMPORTANTLY thick thighs! Hahahahah. Ok we all have it. Huhu. Idin is studying what he’s been wanting to do and hes doing SUPER GOOD. So glad Ayong made Ayah believe in him. He’s sooo into cooking but he rarely cooks at home. =.= 
3. Ikin is sooo cantik now ma. But we still bully your fav daughter a lot Hehehe She turned out to be a really nice girl. Shes very matured for her age. Like, she listens to our advices even tho sometimes still very stubborn that girl. I bet you’ll LOVE her so much that I’ll be so jealous (but its fine, I’ll go to dad anyway Hahah).
4. Ayong is dad’s pride ma. She’s taking her Masters now! Like woa the first in the family to have a Master! Very high determination that woman. And also, shes been replacing your place in the house. Ya, she nags a lot.. and I swear sometimes her nags reminds me so much of you. Veghy annoying! Hahah. She’s very matured too ma. She takes care of us so well after you left. We all depending on her a lot, even ayah... Even though shes got a lot going on, work, study, family, she’ll always choose us above everything ma. She sacrificed a lot for us. Shes just like you. Really.
5. Dad... Well as usual, can never leave his dad jokes.. Hahah He’s been okay but yah he was warded couple of times. Very stressful money maker that one. Hahah. He missed you. He says your name a lot. He brags about you a lot too! Yup. Till now. Hahha. I’m thankful that he spends more time with us even though he’s still a busy man. We’re closer to him after you left. We tell him a lot of things (only the good things we did of course, the naughty ones we keep among us Hahahah). But yah, cant believe dad’s getting older ma. I wish you were here to take care of him. He likes to eat unhealthy food its so bad for his health!! And I’m just like himm :(( 
6. Ma I met someone few years after you were gone. Hes a nice guy. A family man. But no I’m not in the family yet Hahaha. I’ve met his mum and she seems nice too. We’ve been together for quite some time now, almost 4 years ma. Its pretty unbelievable isnt it. Your one very reserved child has someone special in her life and she actually OPENS UP to this person. Hahah. Yah it was pretty tough at first, because you know how I dont like sharing my emotions but then it got easier. Oh he studied in Ireland, so I met him once in awhile... (I wouldnt tell this to dad but pretty sure I’ll tell you Hahah). I love this guy ma. He’s always there for me during my tough times and he can manage me.. most of the time. Hahah. But yah, we both still have a long way to go, we’re not rushing into anything, right now our priority is to become a better person for one another. Wish we could have your prayer ma. 
7. Aaaand alsooo, I’m the shortest in the siblings ma. But still the youngest lookin’ so I brag about that a lot Hahah. I love living in the UK ma. Its super cool to live in 4 seasons country! So glad you inspired me to go out of my comfort zone Hehe. But I wish I inherit your passion in cooking... bcs I dont like to cook. Not that much. Hehe. BUT! I take care of myself better now, I am independent! No more ask someone to company me to the toilet or whatsoever Hahah! And brave enough to talk to strangers and even flew to other country ALONE! Wish you could see this part of me ma. I’ve become more... courageous. Cant wait to finish my degree and get a job so I can give ayah some “pocket money” Hehe. 
So yahh thats it for now... Gotta get back to my assignments. I’ll tell you more soon ma. Love you. 
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outtathisworldbabe · 5 years ago
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So its been a lil min
Why was i staying away from this app cause I always tend to stay away from my feelings.. I got a FUCKIN story to tell.. Yall remember my Baby dad? So about July he went to jail and Around that time when he got booked him and I were on the rocks crazy.. Hella on and off shit. So he been away he was away for my birthday and all that.. Shit broke my heart. So hear this , he got arrested because he VIOLATED his probation.. FIRST TRAIT THERE THAT I OVER LOOKED.. Nigga was on probation his whole fuckin life. I didnt give a fuck . I was ALWAYS down for this nigga no matter what. “ I LOVE HIM” headass.. Yea girl we know you love that dumb nigga anyway.. he booked and all of a sudden this new case comes up and they investigating both of us now because I had received money from a dead nigga but aint know what it was for.. Little do yall know this nigga lil trap boul.. Nothing crazy.. When I first met himm.. couple years go by this nigga still on Probation so you know cant smoke weed.. He starts doing something that gets out ya system in 4 days (PERCS).. His Favorite thing in the world.. other than his fuckinn money.. ANNOYING.. Its cool but back to my story.. Apparently my BD was sellin this nigga DRUGS ard so we know he was doin his lil 8ths and halfs and little nut shit but when it comes to the pilllssssss bitch i aint know he we sellin them jawns as crazy as he was. they turn around and bite this nigga right in his ass.. REMEMBER a lil ways up when I was like A DEAD nigga yeah so I guess he was selling boul some weed and some pills.. Affidavit says the boul died by cardiac arrest and shit off COCAINE.. the coke was NEVER even in the question of my BD selling. So Detectives come to me JULY asking me all these questions .. MY DUMB ASS hit em with the I HAVE NO IDEA ANYTHING right.. SO 2 months go by they still investigating and shit and I DONT HEAR nothing about it until November like 3rd they asked me to come in for questioning one more time and I told them I didnt have time to. So then a week later they CAME TO MY JOB 3 stupid UGLY ass detectives brought me to JAIL! I was sitting in the county JAIL for 3 FUCKING MONTHS. THE DETECTIVE told me that my BD had every oppertunity to tell them that I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH IT ! HE let me sit in Jail for 3 months.. I come home hes sooooo WORRIED about me.. Like soooo worried that imma leave him and imma RAT and all that little does he know.. WE NOT TOGETHER but he think we are he be callin me and he got a little time over his head .. so im very generous with my time and my money when it comes to him because of all the years I put in and efforts and struggles I went through ya feel me .. so im like yeah I feel bad I got some money for you . but lets just get one thing situated .. NEVER am I a RAT but I know my BD is innocent so free him man ! like all the love and shit to him but FUCK THAT NIGGA 
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