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I need to confess something—my last post presented a deceptively idyllic vision of my hike in the snow. I only posted photos from the tranquil walk home at dusk and neglected to mention that I (once again) got lost in a featureless expanse of snow and briefly became convinced I would never find the road again and would have to dig a little den like an Arctic fox to spend the night.
You see, there's this place where Pandolf really loves to go for a walk on snowy days—it's on top of this plateau here:

^ see the fence in the middle, that curves to the left? Nothing bad can happen as long as you follow it. There are lots of landmarks in this direction, like trees, more fences, and a couple of houses.

In the other direction, however, lies The Nothing.
Here's a photo of Pandolf (eagerly) standing near the edge of The Nothing:

Characteristics of The Nothing: it is vast, and white, and becomes more and more featureless the farther you go into it—

—and Pandolf really, really loves it.


Even when he falls into a surprise hole where the snow is suddenly three times as deep (another characteristic of The Nothing), he'll just push himself out in one great powerful jump and keep frolicking.

Or he'll remain in the spot where the snow is deeper and try his best to bury his entire self into it.
He sometimes gets crazy eyes in The Nothing.
We always start this walk with such good resolutions.

We're definitely staying close to the fence this time! With all the lovely landmarks on the left!

And then, inevitably,

Further notes from my studies: • The Nothing has some small plants and rocks, but using them as landmarks is foolish, as they will eventually disappear. • No matter how many foot-, paw-, and dog-headprints you leave and how deep they are, they will disappear before you are able to retrace your steps, probably because The Nothing is always so windy.
Pandolf thinks this is a great characteristic of The Nothing, as it means he never runs out of immaculate snow to dive into.
The wind and the resulting snow mist are the really treacherous things about this place. These photos were taken in roughly the same spot, a couple of hours apart. In the first one, the fence on the left is clearly visible; in the second one, it has started to melt into The Nothing.
There's always a moment when I end up standing in the middle of, well, nothing, with indistinguishable whiteness in every direction, under my feet, above my head, left, right, and I start thinking about writing poignant farewell messages in my Notes app for my family to find at some point in the future.
One last interesting thing about The Nothing is the way Pandolf reacts when I finally find my bearings again and start walking faster, determined to get back to the safety of the road before it gets dark.
Pandolf then just

It's very different than the playful, energetic way in which he normally buries his head in the snow. This second type of burying is clearly a form of protest—if I continue walking away Pan will reluctantly follow me for 20 or so metres, then flatten himself to the ground again, in the same despondent way.
Hypothesis #1: He is trying to play dead like a possum, hoping I will go "well, I can't lug a dead dog all the way home, I'd better leave him here." And then he'll stay with The Nothing forever.

Hypothesis #2: He is trying to lay as flat as possible so as to become all but invisible against the snow. It's unclear if he knows he is the wrong colour for this.

Hypothesis #3: He is trying to commune with The Nothing, burying words of devotion and friendship deep into the snow and promising to return soon.

Conclusion: I'm sorry, I know that's a very long post, but seeing as each of these photos depicts perfect felicity on Earth, I find it hard to delete any. I also like how I intended this post to be about my long disoriented trek through the snow, wondering if I was going to find the fence or the road again before dark—and then I got distracted by how happy Pandolf was. Which is exactly how I end up getting lost in The Nothing every single time!!




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𝐄𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐲 𝐌𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬
Zayne
Pairing: Zayne x f!Reader
Summary: Parenthood has flipped your life upside down. Luckily, there's a small timeframe in the morning when you can appreciate your husband.
Warnings: Minors do not interact! Fluff, DILF!Zayne, Smut, Shower Sex, Oral Sex (m. receiving), Vaginal Sex, Breeding Kink, Praising, Creampie
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The absolute silence in the early hours of the morning. Pure bliss. The only time of the day when you don’t have a child screaming in your ear, or tugging at your pants for attention. Zayne’s arm is thrown over you, and while neither of you can sleep, you don’t want to get up in fear of getting the day started.
Oh, you love the two little rascals with all your might, but you tend to miss the quality time with your husband. It’s in that small time frame where you get to talk to each other, and remind each other that before everything, it was you just two. Your union made a family.
“It’s really early.” You comment, your eyes landing on the clock and seeing that it’s five in the morning. But you can’t close your eyes again. Your body is full of energy and ready to start the day, even if the sun isn’t out yet.
“I can’t fall back asleep.” Zayne responds, bringing you closer to him. Your eyes look into his own before you bring your lips to kiss the tip of his nose. You attempt to get up, but his strong arm keeps you down. “Let’s stay like this for a little longer.”
“I have to get started on breakfast. Before Jasmine and Aspen wake up.” You tell him, your hand going to his cheek to caress his soft skin. He gives into your touch, nearly purring as if he were a cat.
“We have time. A lot of time.” He answers, and you chuckle at his words. You end up standing up, and going to the bathroom. Sure, it might seem like you have a lot of time but if you’re still in bed when they wake up then your day is off to a bad start.
“I can get breakfast started, you can stay in bed.” Zayne offers as he watches you brush your teeth from the bed. It’s his day off, the least he can do is help you out. You try to tell him it’s okay through a mouthful of toothpaste, words that aren’t comprehensible but he knows you well enough to understand. A yawn escapes his lips. “Are you sure? You know I’m great with pancakes.”
You rinse your mouth before answering this time, “Jasmine doesn’t like pancakes anymore, but if you really want to help, I’m sure Aspen won’t throw them out.”
“I’ll get on it then.” Zayne responds, your eyes landing on him at the wrong moment. Damn you and your timing. He’s taking his shirt off before walking over to the bathroom. Zayne likes to start his days with a shower– And of course you’ve forgotten and committed the grave mistake of looking.
Zayne’s body has changed. His figure has become slightly softer since becoming a father has reduced his time to work out. The man can barely take a breath without a child screaming, he has no time to go to the gym.
It’s horrible. You hate Zayne’s new body. You absolutely can’t look at him. The moment your eyes land on him you have to tear your eyes away because you just want to jump on him. You can’t look at Zayne’s body without wanting to fuck him. You’re attracted to him now more than ever, and you don’t have the stupid time to do anything.
“My shower won’t take too long.” He walks past you as if you were thinking about the shower. The last thing in your mind is him getting clean.
“Okay.” You try to keep your eyes on the mirror. If you don’t look, the thoughts will go away and you can get the day started. Except your eyes fall on him in the mirror, watching as he gets completely naked. “Damn you.”
“Huh? Did you say something?” Zayne looks back at you, and you shake your head. You try to ignore the dirty thoughts in your head, knowing that you have to get the day started.
“Do you want me to make you something special for breakfast?” He asks, raising his voice so it’s not drowned out by the sound of water. Truth be told, you’re not hungry for food.
“I’m okay, honey. I’m not hungry!” You respond, and you prepare yourself for the scolding that is sure to follow.
“You have to eat something. Breakfast is the most important meal of the day–” He begins, and your mind zones out, eyes going to the mirror again. You watch him in the shower, the glass door that separates you two slowly fogging up.
The kids are asleep, and it shouldn’t take too long… What’s the point in holding back? Tonight you’ll be too tired, and you’ll be occupied during the day. The early mornings are for you.
Zayne keeps talking as you get undressed. You’re as quiet as possible as you step towards the shower, until you finally step into the shower. You hug him from behind, nearly scaring him half to death.
“I see why you suddenly went quiet.” He comments as your hands slowly move down his torso. He definitely doesn’t mind the silence though.
“We have a bit of time to kill.” You press a gentle kiss on his shoulder as your hand wraps around his cock. You don’t have to see him to know there’s a smile on his lips.
“After you refused to stay in bed? We could’ve just started there.” He argues, but you’re not going to argue. You know he’s right either way, you just had a change of heart.
“We can stop if you don’t–” You begin as your hand glides on his cock. He’s definitely not going to change his mind now.
“I just made an observation.” He unintentionally cuts you off, and you chuckle. You twist your wrist as your hand moves up and down his length. His breath gets heavy, body getting warmer than it already is. This is one hell of a way to get his blood circulation going.
You let go of him, getting in front of him and gently pushing him against the shower wall. Your hands cup his face, lips landing on his in a hungry kiss. He kisses you with the same intensity, clearly as touch deprived as you are.
Zayne ends up pulling away, lips kissing down your wet neck until they reach your breasts. He licks down your breasts before needy lips wrap around your nipple and sucking. It’s a shame that nothing comes out compared to previous times, but that’s always an issue he can fix– He’s not doing it for his pleasure either way. His eyes look up at you as you bite down your lip.
He unlatches, a string of saliva connecting his lips to your tit. He kisses you again, but this time it’s cut short as you get on your knees. You lick your lips as your gaze lands on what you want for breakfast.
“Don’t be too loud, okay?” You tease him as you begin to pump his cock. The man who is always in control suddenly loses his composure when it comes to you; it’s truly an honor.
Your tongue circles the tip of his dick, eyes looking up at him to watch his every reaction. You could smile with how a single move from him can make him lose all sense. He’s softly moaning as your mouth wraps around his cock. Your cheeks hollow and you begin to bob your head, taking in all that you can without a struggle.
“Good girl.” He manages you to praise you as you please him. Your hands are twisting around the base of his cock. He’s moaning your name as you set the perfect pace.
You take his cock out of your mouth, tongue running down his length before your mouth sucks on his balls. Your hand strokes his cock while your mouth focuses on his balls. You’re driving him insane and his day just started.
His breathing gets heavier as he bites down his lip to not be too loud. As if the shower didn’t drown out his voice. Your mouth wraps around his cock again, taking every inch of him in your mouth, gagging. Tears well up in your eyes, but it’s all worth it when you look up and see his face contort with pleasure.
His hand goes to the back of your head, pushing your head against him. Saliva runs down your chin, tears streaming down your face. But it’s all worth it with how Zayne sounds. He’s praising you, “Good job. You’re doing so good.”
Until he finally lets you go, and you gasp for air. You get off your knees, hands going to the back of his head and pulling him into a kiss. His tongue enters your mouth while his hands run down your back. He’s taking small steps, making you move backwards until your back is pressed against the glass door.
“Fuck me.” You breathlessly tell him, pulling away from the kiss. Zayne doesn’t waste a second, nose nuzzling into your neck while he runs the tip of his cock through your folds. He slowly pushes himself inside of you, a whimper leaving his lips as he feels you around him.
A breathless moan leaves your lips as he fills you up, nails digging into the soft flesh of his back. He gives you a second before he begins to slowly thrust in and out of you. You shut your eyes as you moan his name, his dick hitting every right spot.
“You feel so good, baby. You’re so perfect around me.” He whispers in your ear, hands going down to play with your clit. You’re moaning his name, pleasure consuming you as Zayne does everything right. The man knows your body better than you do, and it makes your situation all that harder. You think about him all day and all night when you can’t have him.
“Zayne–” You moan, his free hand going over your mouth to muffle your moans.
“You can’t be too loud, honey.” He reminds you, scared that a loud noise will incite a cry from the room over. He’s not going to let go until you can affirm that you can be quiet. “Will you be quiet, baby?”
“Hmmm.” You hum, nodding in response but you’re not sure if you can keep the word. Zayne’s thrusts are picking up speed, your back arching as you feel your orgasm approaching. Zayne finally lets go of your mouth, your teeth digging into the skin of his shoulders and biting down.
You’re squeezing around him, earning a groan from him. You’re biting down hard, surely to leave a mark, but it’s no issue for him. No one is going to see it. The pain mixes in with pleasure, slowly making him lose control.
“Good job. You’re doing so good.” He praises you as your orgasm approaches. He’s supporting you, helping you keep your balance as your knees begin to get weak. “I’ve got you.”
You see white, your climax washing over you as Zayne completely loses control. His thrusts become sloppy, so close to finally finishing. His cheek rubs against your head, moaning your name over and over again.
“I’m gonna come inside you, okay?” He asks, and you hum in response. The answer is always yes, but he always asks. “I’m gonna knock you up.”
“Zayne.” You feebly moan. Your lips land on his again, sloppily kissing him. You’re scratching his back, making a complete mess out of him.
“Do you want to have my baby again? Do you want me to get you pregnant?” Zayne whispers into your ear, and you could yell yes. Your sex brain is talking for you, making you chant yes over and over again.
Until Zayne’s warm cum finally fills you up. He groans, giving more gentle thrusts until he finally comes to a stop, pulling out.
He holds on to you, helping you maintain your balance. You’re quietly staring at each other, stealing a few kisses until Zayne hears that yell. The yell that makes his sex talk remain as sex talk. He chuckles, kissing your temple before saying, “I’ll get her. You can clean up.”
“Thank you.” You peck his lips before he exits the shower. He quickly gets dressed and walks out of the room to get her.
“Good morning, Jasmine.” He turns on the light of her room, watching as his sixteen-month-old stands up and cries in her crib.
“Papa!” She yells at the sight of the man, and a subtle smile comes to his lips. She takes a lot of time and attention, but it’s worth it. He picks her up, kissing the top of her head.
“What do you want for breakfast? Your mom said you don’t like pancakes anymore.” He asks even when he knows her vocabulary isn’t quite there yet. But if he doesn’t teach her then who will? “Let’s get you cleaned up first.”
“Daddy.” Zayne’s ears perk up as he hears a different childish voice behind him. He turns around to see his son, holding his teddy bear and rubbing his tired eyes.
“Good morning, Aspen. Did Jasmine wake you up?” Zayne asks, making Aspen nod in response. Aspen walks over to Zayne, wrapping his tiny arms around his father. Zayne pats the child’s back, unable to return the hug since his hands are busy.
“I’m hungry.” The child says, and Zayne ruffles his hair.
“I’ll be making pancakes soon. Can you hold on for a bit?” Zayne watches as Aspen lets go and walks to play with Jasmine’s toys. At least he’s easy to handle– Now the little girl who begins to dig her tiny nails into his cheek is something else.
“Be gentle, Jasmine.” He takes her hands off his cheeks, making a cry come from her. He could laugh, but he already knows that today is going to be long.
The day has officially started.
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Cherry Red, Crimson Blood
Chapter 47: The Reunion
Summary: You get to spend some time with your family after a surprise reunion
Pairing: Poly 141 x reader
Word Count: 6,363 words
Warnings: Alpha/beta/omega dynamics, a/b/o, Alternate Universe, slight angst, emotions, language, family stuff, a little rehashing of the reader's past
A/N: Well, here it is. I'm not very proud of this one but I just don't have it in me to try to do more. This chapter has drained me so much. I didn't think it would be this hard to write it when I was planning out this part. Oh well. Also things do get a bit descriptive when it comes to the reader's age for plot reasons.
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Sugar cookies.
She smells like sugar cookies. Just like you remember.
The scent floods your nose, seeping into the back of your brain, seeping into memories that you thought you had forgotten. Warmth fills your body, flowing through your veins to your limbs, from the top of your head to your toes. It’s cold outside, but you can’t feel it, too caught up in the moment to care that you’re in nothing but a t-shirt.
Her arms are warm around you, squeezing you in an embrace so tight it almost hurts. You’d never complain. You want her to squeeze you tighter, never let you go.
Tears wet her jacket, soaking into the fabric as you desperately cling to her like she might disappear any second. It hardly feels real, but she is real. She’s really here. She’s really with you.
“Mama…” You sob, fingers gripping her jacket, clinging to her in desperation.
You thought you’d never see her again. You thought she was gone forever from your life.
Now she’s here. She’s really here.
“I know,” She sniffles, crying just as hard as you are. Both of you are shaking, clinging to each other. “I know, baby, I’m right here.”
No words come to your mind as you stand there, hugging your mother for the first time in years. You thought you’d never get to see her again, that the image of her heartbroken face as you were ripped away would be your last memory of her. You’d spend the rest of your life wondering where she was, if she was okay. You’d wonder about the rest of your siblings, what became of their lives. You’d be alone, cut off from all of them, just as your father wanted.
He didn’t get what he wanted in the end.
Something about that feels satisfying.
Your mother slowly pulls away from you, cupping your face in her hands. “Look at you.” She says, still teary-eyed. Her thumbs are soft, gentle as they wipe the tears from your cheeks. “My little girl all grown up.”
She still looks just as you remember. There’s still the warmth behind her eyes she never lost, not even in the worst of times. Some might call omegas soft, weak, vulnerable, but you know better now. There’s a strength to omegas overlooked by most, a strength you’ve always acquainted to your mother. She never lost any of her strength, even after she lost you.
“I missed you.” You say, leaning into her touch.
“I missed you too.” She says, giving you a soft smile, unchanged from what you remember. “More than you know.” She releases your face to wipe the tears off of her own.
“I never thought I’d see you again.” You say, wiping your nose.
“We thought the same.” She says, turning slightly to the man that had accompanied her.
“Jeremy?” You blink in disbelief, staring past her.
“Hey, sis.” He says, opening his arms.
You hug your brother tightly, breathing in his strong scent. Woody and warm like a campfire. Just like you remember. Jeremy’s only two years older than you, the brother you were closest with due to being so close in age. Though you missed all of your siblings, Jeremy was who you missed the most. Despite being an alpha, he wasn’t like your dad or your older brothers. He was kinder, softer, less willing to bend to your father’s expectations.
It’s a relief to see him. Very much a relief.
You pull away, staring up at them both. You can hardly believe it. They’re really here. They’re really with you again.

“I missed you both. So much.” You say, blinking back tears again. You’ve moved into the house, your pack making themselves scarce after introductions were made. You’re seated on the couch in the living area with your mother, Jeremy taking the chair.
“We missed you too.” Jeremy says. “You have no idea how much of a relief it is to see you’re alright.”
“We tried to contact the institute after your father died, but they wouldn’t give up any information.” Your mother says.
“Dad died?” You blink in disbelief. You had a feeling, considering the fact your mother was here at all, but hearing it was something else entirely.
“Mhm.” Your mother says, taking your hand. “Almost two years ago. It was when your youngest brother Darren presented as an omega. He got so mad, ranting and raving and carrying on. You could see it in his face, how worked up he was getting, then he just...dropped. A massive heart attack, the doctors said.”
You should feel sad. You should be upset at the news of your father’s death, but in the end, there’s a sense of relief there. He’s gone from the world, from your lives, your mother’s life. His steel hand and influence have died and with it all the abuse you endured. A deep part of you almost feels glee that he got what he deserved.
“It was a long time coming.” Your mother continues. “He was never the same after he sent you away. I think deep down he regretted it, but he never would have admitted to it. His health declined steadily. He had to retire due to heart issues but you know him, he refused to listen to the doctors. There couldn’t be anything wrong with him, just like there couldn’t be anything wrong with the family. I thought he was going to go when your youngest sister Sarah presented as an omega.”
“He sent her to an institute too, didn’t he?” You ask quietly.
Your mother nods, tears gathering in her eyes. You squeeze her hand, your heart aching for your little sister.
“We tried to get her back after he died, but...you know how institutes are.” Jeremy says.
“Yeah,” You say, leaning your head on your mother’s shoulder. “Maybe someday soon we’ll get to see her again. I mean, you found me after all this time.”
“Well, in a way you found us.” Your mother says, kissing the top of your head.
She’s not wrong. John found her for you. Even though it was Kate that had brought them, you know it was John that put in the request.
“What happened after dad died?” You ask, curious as to how things got to where they are now.
“I left not long after dad sent you away.” Jeremy says. “I couldn’t stand that he did that to you. I went no contact with him but stayed in contact with mom. I was the first one she called after it happened.”
“I kept Darren with me.” Your mother says. “I wasn’t going to lose another child to an institute. I moved in with Jeremy after the service. David and Brandon both rescinded that responsibility. They’re both still in the military with their own packs now. They didn’t want me to still be in that life. So Jeremy took me in.”
“I refused to join the military.” Jeremy says. “I didn’t want to wind up just like dad. I went to college and now I work in marketing.”
“You always were good at convincing people to do things.” You say jokingly.
Jeremy laughs. “I was. Still am too.”
“Jeremy has his own pack too.” Your mother says proudly.
“Did you marry Jane like you said you were going to?” You ask playfully.
Jeremy gets a bashful look on his face. “Yeah.”
“No way!” You blink in surprise. Jane was your brother’s high school crush. He talked nonstop about her, constantly regaling you with stories about how she looked each day and how smart she was. You had no idea they had even started dating.
“I’m so happy for you.” You say, giving your brother a big smile.
“Thank you.” He says, beaming with pride.
“What about the others?” You ask curiously.
“Hannah went to college,” Your mother starts. “I think your dad was willing to be a little more lenient with her being a female alpha. She’s a CEO now.”
“She always was bossy.” You say.
Your mother chuckles. “She was. Alex got into West Point. Despite your father’s distaste for the Army he was proud of him.”
“Little genius boy.” You say, remembering just how smart your little brother was from very early on.
“He is that.” Jeremy says. “Darren still lives with us. We’re giving him a chance to take his time in finding a pack.”
“He deserves it after everything that happened with you and Sarah.” Your mother says.
“I’m glad he’s getting that chance.” You say honestly. “At least one of us gets a chance to be normal.”
Your mother cups your cheek, giving you a sad smile. “I’m so sorry. I should have fought harder, for both you and Sarah.”
You shake your head, leaning into her touch. “It’s not your fault. There was nothing you could have done. Dad had his mind made up and there was no changing it.” You lean into her, resting your head on her shoulder. “I don’t blame you. I know if it had been your choice, you wouldn’t have done it. Besides, if it hadn’t happened, I wouldn’t have wound up here.”
Your mother rests her cheek against your head. “Are you happy?”
You smile softly. “I am.”
“They seem lovely. I can tell they care about you a lot.”
“They do. They wouldn’t have done this if they didn’t.”
“I’m so happy for you.” Your mother kisses the top of your head. “It’s a relief, knowing you’re well taken care of. I’ve worried about you since the day you presented.”
You smile softly, relief flooding through you. You’d never tell her the truth, at least all of it, about what happened to you. You’re not entirely sure you can. She doesn’t need to know all of the details. All that matters is her knowing you’re happy and well taken care of. That is the truth. You are happy. You are being well taken care of. Sure there have been bumps and hurdles, but that’s expected. There always would have been those moments regardless of what pack you found yourself in.
You’re just lucky you found yourself in such a good pack. They may be a bit dense and ruled by their jobs, but they are good to you. They’ve made more of an effort over these past couple months than you ever would have expected. Things have changed for the better, and despite everything, you know they will continue to get better.
They’re trying and that’s what matters.
Reuniting you with your family shows you that the most.

The nine of you go out to dinner in town that night. The restaurant was mostly empty, since it’s not tourist season, but you can hardly complain. You know your pack was relived as well. Despite the fact Shepherd is dead, that instinctual need to constantly look over their shoulders is still deeply ingrained in their heads. They can never be too careful, too cautious when it comes to you and your safety.
It should annoy you, but instead you feel charmed by their deep desire to keep you safe.
Your mother and brother are staying in town for a few days. You can hardly contain your excitement at the prospect of getting so much time with them. This half a day would be enough to last you a lifetime.
Her scent still lingers in the air when you return to the cottage. It has comfort and warmth spreading through your entire body. Your mom really was here, she really is here in England with you.
It feels almost surreal.
You sink down onto the couch, curling up in a ball, pressing your face into the pillow your mother had been leaning against. Her scent floods into your brain, your omega purring contently. It takes you back to the simple times when you were still a pup, being held by your mother, her gentle touches when you scraped a knee, her protective embrace when your brothers got too rough. The way she’d tuck you in and kiss your head even when you grew into a teenager. She did it for all of her kids, even though your brothers complained about it when they got older.
Tears blur your eyes again and you squeeze them closed, pressing your face into the pillow.
“Ye alright?” Johnny asks, standing near the fireplace. He had been halfway through lighting it again.
You sniffle, nodding into the pillow.
“What’s wrong?” Kyle asks, his fingers brushing over your head.
Your response is muffled by the pillow, inaudible to their ears.
“What?” Kyle asks, leaning closer.
You turn your head to free your face just a little. “I’m just so happy.” You cry.
“Aww, love.” Kyle coos, brushing his hand over your head. “I can only imagine how this must all feel.”
You sniffle, resting your cheek against the pillow. “I never thought I’d see her again.”
“We would have found a way for you to see her again.” John says, taking a seat on the other couch, facing you. “I’m just sorry it took this long to happen.”
A small smile forms on your face, but the tears keep falling. “You have no idea how much this means to me.”
“Well, I at least understand a little.” John says, leaning his elbows on his knees. “You deserve to have your family in your life.”
Kyle continues stroking your head, sinking his fingers into your hair to massage your scalp.
“Too bad your dad’s dead. Would have liked to kill him myself.” Simon grumbles, sitting next to John on the couch.
You can’t help but laugh, morbid as the statement is. You don’t doubt your pack would have gone after your father given the chance. Once more showing their desire to protect you. There is a part of you that’s glad your father is dead. It’s what he deserves after everything he did to you and your family. Your mother is finally free and living happily without being in his shadow. Part of you feels sad, though. He was your father and deep down you cared for him. He was family after all, no matter how badly he treated you. As much as you wished he could have suffered, deep down you’re glad he died quickly.
You know you wouldn’t have gotten this chance had he still been around.
You also don’t doubt your pack would make good on their promises.
It shouldn’t fill you with glee at the thought of your pack being so protective, yet you can’t deny your omega preening happily at the thought.

It’s late. You’re tired yet you’re far too worked up from the excitement of the day to sleep. There’s a happiness, a content feeling deep in your soul. For the first time in weeks, months even, things feel like they should, like you’ve dreamed they would. Lying in your bed at the institute, you were guilty of daydreaming, picturing what life would be like with a pack, if they’d be nice and let you see your family again, if you’d be well taken care of.
What you got was far from what you had imagined, but despite all of the hurdles you’ve had to overcome, you’re beginning to fell more and more like you’ve finally made those dreams a reality. You have a pack that loves you, even if they are bad at showing it sometimes, you have your family again, you’re well taken care of.
You may not be able to get anything you ask for, but still they would walk over fire for you. They have, in a way. They went to such great lengths to keep you safe, such great lengths to save you when you were in danger, such great lengths to allow you to heal in a place you’d find ideal. Even John leaving when he did no longer hurts quite so much. You know he did it for a reason, a good reason. He’d have left no matter what. He had to do it. He had to ensure Shepherd really was dead, otherwise he’d never be able to truly rest and allow you to live your life as you deserve. As he thinks you deserve.
You were well taken care of while he was gone.
Your hand lifts to trace your fingers over the soft scars on your left shoulder. Given to you just over a year ago now. How time has flown yet how it has dragged on.
The hand shifts over to the right side, feeling the rough and ragged skin from the still-healing mark on your right shoulder. How far things have progressed in such a short amount of time.
How far things have come from where you were a year ago. You never thought you’d be here, but then again, laying in your bed at the institute, you could have never imagined this would be how your life would play out.
You truly are lucky.
Footsteps thud quietly on the steps, breaking the silence in the house. You hold your breath, listening as they get closer to your door. You pull your blankets up to your chin, watching. There’s nothing to be afraid of, yet you can’t stop the nervous twisting in your stomach. No one got in, no one is coming to hurt you. The threats against your lives are gone, wiped out. You’re free from that worry now.
There’s nothing that can hurt you.
The door slowly opens, darkness seeping in through the slowly growing gap opening itself up like a mouth waiting to devour you. A familiar face appears through the darkness, illuminated by the soft glow of your nightlight.
“Still up?”
You nod, slowly relaxing and lowering the blanket from your face. “Can’t sleep.”
John hums, slipping in before closing the door behind him. “Any particular reason?”
“Just thinking too much.” You say. “As usual.”
He smiles softly, lowering himself down on on the edge of the bed. “Your mind does like to wander.”
“It’s a character flaw, really.”
“That’s what Simon would say.” He leans on his arm, staring down at you. “How are you?”
“Fine.” You say, shrugging. “Happy.”
“Good.” He smiles. “I’m glad you feel that way. If it were possible I’d have it so you’d felt that way from the start. But the dedication to our jobs blinded us to the reality of the situation. When you spend years dedicating your life to the machine of war, it’s easy to forget how much it affects those around you.” He reaches for your hand. “It wasn’t fair to you, but we can’t undo it.”
“We can only move forward.” You say, quoting what Dr. Keller used to say.
“We’re going to do better by you going forward.” He says, brushing his fingers across the back of your hand. Just as rough and calloused as you remember them being despite the fact he hasn’t handled a weapon regularly or trained regularly in months. “I’m going to do better by you going forward.”
You hum at his words, shifting your hand to press against his palm. His hands are so big compared to yours, his fingers so long. Hands that have done unspeakable things in the name of keeping the world safe. Hands that have wrought violence against other humans, hands that have killed.
Hands that have cradled you so delicately.
“You know you could join me in here.” You say, lacing your fingers with his.
“Wasn’t sure you’d want me to.”
“Why not?” You ask, releasing his hand to press yourself up to sit.
“I know you’re not exactly happy with me.”
“Well, that’s true. But reuniting me with my family does give you a leg up from where you were.” You say, pulling the blankets to the side. “But it still doesn’t forgive you entirely.”
“Fair enough.” He says, maneuvering himself so he’s next to you.
You roll yourself so you’re next to him, staring up at him as he lays on his back. He shifts his arm over your head, offering. You take that offer, wiggling up against his chest. You wrap an arm around him, squeezing him gently. He’s softer than he used to be. He’s always been soft, but he’s lost more of his muscle mass in the time away from the military. All of them have gotten softer, something you can’t bring yourself to complain about. You like them like this, well fed and relaxed. There’s something so domestic about it, such a contrast to the harsh sterility of life on base.
John sighs, wrapping his arm around your shoulders. You press your nose into his chest, breathing in the deep, damp earthy scent of him. It sinks into your mind, starting to quiet the thoughts racing through your head. They dampen to a dull drone, your eyes slipping closed as you lay there in your alpha’s warm embrace.

The wind whips around you, blowing salty air around you. It’s sunny out, but the wind is cold coming right off the ocean. You stand right on the edge of the wet sand, watching the waves flow in and out.
“It’s beautiful here.” Your mother says.
“It is.” You say, staring out at the horizon in the distance.
“You seem happy.”
“I am happy.” You turn to glance at her, meeting her gaze. “I’m very happy.”
“Good.” She pats your hand where it rests on her arm. “I can rest knowing you’re somewhere you’re well taken care of and happy.” She goes quiet for a moment, staring out at the sea. “They really love you. I can tell just by looking at them. Those boys would burn down the world for you.”
“You think so?” You ask, even though you already know she’s telling the truth.
“Of course.” She says, squeezing your hand. “I always hoped you’d come to be free of the military, but of course we can’t always control what happens. I suppose it was wrong of me to judge every service member based on those your father chose to surround himself with.”
“He did have a bad taste in friends.” You murmur. You���d never tell her about Phil and how you were reunited. You’re not sure you could tell her.
“Birds of a feather…”
You hum, watching the waves flow in and out across the sand.
“What happens after your vacation is over? Do you go back to living on base?”
“I suppose so.” You say, swallowing thickly. You’ve been trying not to think that far ahead, but now that Shepherd is gone, there’s nothing forcing your pack to stay at the cabin. You’ve always assumed as soon as things were safe, they’d go back as soon as they could. It’s their livelihoods, their life missions to serve in the military. No matter how much the idea makes you twitch, you know in the end it’s not up to you. You’ll follow them like you’re supposed to. It’s not like you have any other choice.
If you’re lucky, maybe they’ll get a house close to base and let you live a semi-normal life outside of the barracks. You’re not sure you could ever return there after everything that’s happened.
Then again, you might not have much of a choice.
“What would you want to do, if you had the choice?” She asks you, breaking you out of your thoughts.
What would you do? Your instinct is to follow them, all of your institute training tells you to be happy wherever they take you, to make a life out of what you’re given and ignore what you would prefer.
“I’d stay here forever.” You say, voicing exactly what it is you want. You’d live in that small cabin for the rest of your life if it meant you got to live somewhere like here.
“And they know that?” She asks.
You turn your head to glance back at them. Simon is lurking like a shadow, watching you as he leans against a rock. Ever attentive and watchful.
“You should tell them.” She continues. “You have a good pack. I think they’d be more willing to listen to what you want than you think.”
You turn back around, leaning over to rest your head against her shoulder. She is right. You can voice your thoughts and desires to them. Maybe this time they’ll listen and take you into consideration.
“Tell them.” She leans down, kissing the top of your head. “Don’t get stuck like I did.”

“We brought some stuff to cook, I hope you don’t mind.”
“Not in the slightest. Make yourselves at home.” John steps aside for your mother so your mother and brother can enter.
“What did you get?” You ask, stepping up to them to try and look in the bags.
“Eager little thing.” Your mother says, wrapping an arm around you. “Thought I might make some of your favorites.”
“Aw, mom you don’t have to do that.” You say as she guides you towards the kitchen.
“I know, but I want to.” She kisses the side of your head before releasing you. “What am I here for if not to spoil you a little.”
Jeremy sets the bags on the kitchen table before starting to unload them. You pick up a tin of cocoa, staring at it for a moment.
“Mom, are you making brownies?” You ask.
“Of course.” She says. “They are your favorite.”
You can’t stop the tears pooling in your eyes as you hug her again, holding her tightly. “I have missed your brownies.”
“Brownies and enchiladas.”
“Mom you don’t have to do this.” You say.
“Of course I do. I want to spoil you while I can.” She says, running a hand over your head.
“At least let me help you.” You say.
“I suppose I can allow that.” She says, winking at you.
The two of you head into the kitchen, getting started on cooking. Jeremy takes a seat at the table, striking up a conversation with Johnny.
“That could be dangerous.” You say, glancing at them.
“Let them have their fun.” Your mother says with a smile.
The two of you continue to cook, talking quietly while the conversation at the table gets more and more animated. Both Johnny and Jeremy are speaking loudly and laughing, and paired with the sounds of you and your mother cooking, are making the cottage seem more and more domestic. It reminds you a lot of life before the institute, at home with your family. Your brothers always loud and rambunctious, the younger kids playing in the living room, the TV playing some show in the background while your mother cooks away in the kitchen.
It has a warm feeling spreading through you, this glimpse of normalcy.
What you wouldn’t give to have this all the time.
“Smells good.” Dr. Keller says, entering the kitchen.
“Thank you. You’re more than welcome to have some once it’s done.” Your mother says.
“Thank you for the offer, but I’m actually heading into town for the evening.” She says.
“To see Ashley?” You ask, wiggling your brows.
She gets an almost bashful look before clearing her throat. “Yes.”
You grin. “Don’t have too much fun!”
Dr. Keller gives you a smile before stepping out of the kitchen.
“Ashley is Kyle’s sister.” You explain to your mother. “Her and Dr. Keller have a...thing going on.”
“I see.” Your mother says with a smile. “I can only imagine what Ashley must be like after seeing Kyle.”
“They’re both absolute angels blessed with good genetics.” You say.
“Lucky them.”
You continue to cook, mixing the brownie batter while your mother pops the enchiladas into the oven. Kyle joins the pair at the table, Simon taking a seat as well, but as usual he stays distant from the conversation. Instead his eyes are on you, watching as you cook with your mother. Sometimes you wish you could sink into his brain and hear his thoughts. Is he thinking about his own family? You know he’s not exactly close with them, or at least he keeps himself at a distance. You’d like to meet his own mother sometime, but you’re not sure he’d be up for that.
You’d like to meet the rest of your pack’s families eventually. Considering you are family to them as their mated omega, it only seems right to meet their families. You don’t know much about their families outside the basics, and it would be fun to get to see what shaped them into being who they are today.
Cooking goes by quickly and before you know it you’re sitting at the table in your usual spot, across from John. The others are squeezed into the small space, your mother and brother on either side of you and Johnny, Simon and Kyle squeezed next to John. It’s a tight fit but it reminds you of home, a full table with delicious food. It makes you miss it, having a big pack surrounding you. A smaller pack is easier to manage, but you do miss the chaos of a big family.
“This might be manna from heaven.” Kyle says, his eyes closed as he swallows another bite of enchilada.
“Fucking delicious.” Johnny moans in agreement.
“Thank you, boys.” Your mother says.
You’ve hardly come up for air, inhaling every bit of food you can. It warms you to your core, the familiar taste of one of your favorite meals growing up. It’s just like you remember, perfect in every way.
Kyle and Johnny insist on doing dishes, the rest of you settling in for tea while the brownies cool.
“How much longer do you think you’ll be here?” Your mother asks John as she sips her tea.
“Not much longer.” John answers. “We have to go back to real life eventually.”
You’re not sure how much John told her. They’d spoken the previous day on the beach for a while, and you’re still curious as to what the conversation had entailed.
“It’s nice here.” Your mother says, looking around the cabin. “Cozy.”
“I’m sure we’d all like to stay here if we could.” John says. “I know someone in particular would.” He gives you a look.
Your face warms and you look down into your teacup bashfully.
“She always did like it when we lived close to the ocean.” Your mother says. “She’d go every day if she could.”
“She still would.” John says. “She’d go in bad weather if we’d let her.”
“Not if it was raining.” You say, trying to defend yourself.
“You sure that would stop you?” John asks, lifting a brow at you.
You try to convince yourself to say yes, but you know he knows you’d go even in the worst weather. Maybe not during a storm as that could be dangerous, but you’d still go and watch it at least for a while. “No,” You admit honestly, lifting your mug to your lips.
The occupants at the table all chuckle at your answer, all of them knowing what it would be. You’d sat outside in the rain enough times they know by now it wouldn’t stop you from doing much of anything.
“I’ll go dish up some brownies.” Your mother says, rising from her seat as Kyle and Johnny finish dishes.
“Let me.” John says, motioning for her to stay seated. It warms your heart a bit, seeing your alpha willing to do something so your mother doesn’t have to.
John dishes out brownies, Kyle helping him carry them to the table for everyone. The sweet smell of them has filled the cottage, hanging in the air making your mouth water. You’re excited, refraining from immediately stuffing your piece in your mouth as soon as it’s in front of you. You’re sure no one would complain, but the last thing you want is to draw attention to yourself in case you cry.
Just smelling them you might.
They’re still warm and gooey in your fingers as you lift the brownie slowly, bringing it to your lips. The sweet, rich flavor explodes on your tongue as you take your first bite, your eyes closing as you savor the taste you’ve been missing for years. You missed having brownies after your last heat and this has just healed that desire ten fold.
You really could cry.
“I’ve never tasted anything so good in my entire life.” Kyle says, earning satisfied groans of agreement around the table. “Don’t tell my mom I said that.”
Your mother chuckles. “Thank you, honey. Your secret is safe with me.”
“I can see now why you’ve been craving brownies, kitten.” Johnny says, his mouth full of chocolate.
“I missed these so much.” You say, taking another bite.
“I’m glad everyone is enjoying them.” Your mother says.
“Fantastic.” John agrees, wiping the chocolate from his fingers with a napkin.
You’re not quite so polite, licking the gooey chocolate from your fingers. A low rumble vibrates in your chest and suddenly your skin prickles. You glance up, finding all of the eyes at the table on you. You lower your hands, clearing your throat. “It was really good.”
“Good.” Your mother runs a hand over your head. “I’m glad you think so.”

“I don’t know how you read in such low light.”
You glance up over your book at John. “Because I’m not old.”
“That’s rude.” He says, sitting down on the edge of the bed. “I’m not that old.”
You look him up and down before giving him a look. “Could have fooled me.”
John leans over, wrapping an arm around your waist. “C’mere.” He drags you across the bed to where he’s sitting, making you giggle and drop your book. “Little brat.”
You brush the hair out of your face, staring up at him. There’s a box in his hands, something you hadn’t noticed when he came in.
“Here.” He hands it to you. It’s not very heavy, and taped closed.
“What is it?” You ask.
“Something I think you’ll like.”
You give him a look before opening it. You wrap your fingers around the cold metal, pulling it out of the box.
“A phone?” You ask, turning it in your hands.
“No point to you not having one now.” He shrugs. “This way you can keep contact with your mother.”
You smile, hitting the on button. The screen lights up, already set up of course. You wonder what they downloaded on it before they gave it to you. “Thank you, John. This really means a lot.”
He smiles softly, brushing a hand over your head. “This way we won’t have to worry about you either.”
“Does that mean you’re leaving me by myself now, too?” You ask.
“Don’t get your hopes up.” He says. “You’d be hard pressed to convince Simon to allow that.”
“But there’s no threat anymore.” You say.
“Doesn’t mean something won’t happen in his mind. He’s very protective of his pack, especially you.” John says, brushing his fingers across your cheek. “He’s grown a lot from how he was at the start. I never thought I’d see him go that soft for anyone. Not even Johnny.”
“Johnny can take care of himself.” You say, already having figured out Simon’s thought process. “I can’t. Not fully. Especially not now, so out of practice.”
“We’ll get you back into shape. Not that you’re not still in shape, but back to practicing again.” John says.
Your stomach clenches a bit at his words. That must mean you’re headed back to base soon, back to the way things were before. They’ll continue on with their jobs and you’ll always be the one left behind. It makes you feel disappointed. John voiced how he knew you’d want to stay here, or somewhere like here. You thought maybe that would change his mind, or at least make him think about other possible options.
Looks like you weren’t going to be that lucky.

“It’s been so good seeing you.” Your mother’s voice is muffled in your shoulder as you hug her tightly. “A wonderful gift I’ve been given, having you back.”
“I don’t want you to go.” You mumble into her jacket.
“I know.” She says, pulling away. She cups your face gently. “I wish I could stay here forever, but we have to go back to the real world eventually.”
She’s not wrong. Your time here in this quiet retreat is coming to an end as well. There’s nothing necessitating you stay in hiding anymore. Part of you hates it. Part of you wishes they’d never found Shepherd and you’d have to stay hidden forever. But then you would have never been reunited with your mother.
“Call me.” She continues. “I want to hear about everything.”
“I will.” You say, fighting tears as you stare at her, memorizing her face. It’s the face you remember, albeit a bit older now. Then again, you’re older than she remembers too.
A small smile pulls at her lips, tears gathering in her own eyes. “I love you so much, baby.”
You pull her into one last hug, breathing in her scent to commit it to memory once more. “I love you too.”
She kisses your head before pulling away. She cups your cheek, taking one last look before she steps away. Jeremy takes her place, pulling you into a tight hug.
“It was good to see you, sis.” He says.
“You too.” You say, squeezing him tightly.
He pulls away, patting your head. “Don’t give them too much trouble, alright?”
“I try.” You grin through your tears.
“You need anything, you call alright?” He gives you a pointed look.
“I will.” You nod.
“Good.” He kisses the top of your head, giving you one last squeeze before he heads for the car.
You stand there in the gravel watching it pull away. A couple tears slide down your cheeks, cooled by the light breeze blowing. You’re lucky it isn’t raining, though that wouldn’t have stopped you from standing out here. Warmth presses in against your sides and your back as you stand there, watching the car until it disappears around the bend.
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No Boys Club | Dad! Lando Norris x Reader
Summary: Lando Norris has a very public freak out when his daughter comes home with flowers from a boy.
Warnings: fluff, pregnancy, overprotective dad behaviour
Requested: yes by anon. i made them about 5 instead of 3 because the pictures i found are a bit older
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landonorris someone tell this little lady to stop growing up
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carlossainz55 wait, what happened to the little baby you used to swing around the paddock? who allowed this to happen?
→ landonorris don’t get me started. i keep telling y/n to figure out how to make it stop
georgerussell63 still have no idea how you ended up with such a cute, calm kid
→ its_yn that was all me
→ landonorris hey, i contributed
→ maxfewtrell for like two seconds liked by its_yn
→ landonorris you take that back!
user1 i love how every pic of little norris with y/n is really cute and serene but any time we see her with just lando, it’s chaos
→ user2 she matches each parent’s energy perfectly
maxverstappen1 i might need you to teach me how to do hair bows
→ landonorris bring P over, we’ll have a hair afternoon
→ user3 i love girl dad lando so much
→ its_yn me too
oscarpiastri were the hair bows y/n’s choice?
→ its_yn nope. lando made a whole drawer just for her hair bows, and he picks them out the night before so i have to plan her outfits around them
→ mclaren guess who’s telling the design team to start making hair bows asap
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alex_albon replied you didn’t put a bow in her hair today? → lando is going to freak → its_yn he’s too busy freaking out about his little girl getting flowers off a boy → alex_albon i know 😂 he was in the middle of the paddock having a fit → i’m sure you’ll see gifs of it later on twitter
alexandrasaintmleux replied of course they were orange flowers → its_yn setting me up for a lifetime of orange → alexandrasaintmleux at least little norris’ new boyfriend has taste → its_yn reacted with “😂”
charles_leclerc replied has lando seen this yet? → never mind. i’ve just heard a high-pitched screech come from the mclaren garage → i’d like to thank you for sabotaging lando in this way, so ferrari can get ahead in the constructors → its_yn forza ferrari sempre → just don’t publicly thank me



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carlossainz55 replied why are you threatening children → landonorris because they’re trying to take my baby away from me → carlossainz55 how you managed to get a woman pregnant, i will never know
maxverstappen1 replied do you want me to help you beat up a child? → landonorris thank you. you’re the only one understanding my crash out → maxverstappen1 i don’t think that’s the defence you think it is
its_yn replied baby, you can not attack a child → landonorris why not → its_yn well, for one, you’re on the other side of the world → landonorris hence why i’m learning how to teleport! → i thought we understood each other → its_yn i thought i understood how insane you are → but every day you show me new levels of crazy
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its_yn when dad’s away
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landonorris wtaf, babe
landonorris when i told you to take care of my girls, that meant keeping the both of you away from the male species
landonorris can’t believe this is what you do when i go away for a race
landonorris this is why i didn’t want to go
landonorris gonna throw myself in front of max’s car
→ maxverstappen1 i’m not cleaning you off my visor
user4 i can’t tell if it’s the style but yn’s top seems to stick out a bit 👀
→ user5 ugh. don't be one of those people
mclaren we’ve seen enough. little norris can have lando’s seat next year
→ its_yn so i can listen to him whine about that? no thanks
charles_leclerc i hear the italian anthem calling me
→ its_yn shhhh. we had a deal
landonorris i’m actually going to end it all
→ its_yn i gave you a baby. what more do you want
→ landonorris for my baby to never look at another man
→ its_yn i’m leaving you
→ landonorris i’d like to see you try. you won’t run very far
maxfewtrell it’s nice to see she didn’t inherit her father’s talent. she smoked me
→ landonorris is my suffering a joke to you? have i not been punished enough?
→ maxfewtrell yes
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i loved your little drabble of the “breaking up with mark doesn’t work” post and i’d really like to hear your thoughts on how that would go down with some of his variants if you have the time pretty please🫶✨
ohh of course dear !! been thinking abt it and this req inspired me even more info : obsessive behavior, mentions and acts of murder, stalking, he’s crazy in every universe. gn!reader a / n : this is a gift to you guys for 348 followers. i’m soo grateful n happy <33
SINISTER MARK
he thinks it’s a joke at first. you’ve no real reason to actually want to leave him, right? he’s utterly convinced that there was nothing wrong with the relationship. and to be fair, there wasn’t. other than the fact he was possessive as shit and always had tabs on you. would scare off your friends and constantly linger around you whenever he wasn’t terrorizing the masses. the second he realizes that you’re serious? he doesn’t take it very well. you won’t ever find someone better than him. he won’t let you. just what human could ever be better than him?
“You’re not very good at jokes,” Mark says—voice and expression both hauntingly blank. It sends chills down your spine for the simple fact he’s never had such an empty tone. The way he looks at you is something that you can’t exactly put into words. Maybe he’s disappointed. Maybe he’s annoyed, or expectant, or some other emotion that you cannot be bothered to decipher. Not when there’s blood staining your clothes and his, the floor, your cheeks and his hands. Whatever ‘friend’ you were hanging out with was dead before they’d hit the ground. It’s been twelve days since you had gathered the courage to tell Mark you wanted a break, and it took him this long to take you seriously. Thought, it hadn’t taken much effort for him to take a life. “I don’t know why you thought this was a good idea. . .” He hummed, tilting his head as he crouched down in front of you, watching you tremble like a deer in front of an incomprehensible creature. ”But let’s not do this again, hm?”
OMNI MARK
calm. at least, he seems calm. but he also doesn’t take you very seriously. acts as he usually does, even asks you when the next date night is. as if he’ll even be able to make it with his schedule and how often he cancels on you. looks at you as though you’ve said something ludicrous when you answer that there isn’t a date night—you’re not together anymore. surely, you don’t know what you’re talking about. if you wanted him to plan the next date, you could have just told him. he’s usually the one that does all the thinking, anyway, so it doesn’t really matter. honestly, what made you think you could walk away from him? the one human he cares for, and you’ve the nerve to try and separate from him? funny.
“We’re not dating, Mark.” The way the two of you stare at each other for a few tense moments is a little awkward, though he doesn’t seem to care. He holds eye contact with you before sighing—like you’re a child who doesn’t know what they’re talking about. Like you’ve garnered the nerve to tell some dry joke. “If you have a problem,” Mark starts, arms crossed against his chest as he ignores your exasperated expression, “we talk it out. Like a couple is supposed to do.” “But we’re not a couple anymore. That is what I’m telling you.” You’re attempting to be reasonable, you really are, but you swear up and down he’s making you feel like the crazy one. This has got to be the third time you’ve had this conversation with him, and it hasn’t even been a week. There isn’t any way you can get through to him and you just don’t understand why. Mark scoffs, again, ignoring you. “I’ll make sure I’m not busy. Crime’s been going down, so it should be fine. They’ll manage without me.” “Just kill me already.” You mutter to yourself, unable to decide whether or not you’ll be able to ever get your point across. . . . You’ll just try again tomorrow.
FULL MASK MARK
more pathetic than mainstream mark. this man is like a wet cat in the rain. tries to maintain distance, but ends up following you everyday, texts you without thinking about it while he attempts to reason that it’s okay. you just need some distance and time, and maybe you’ll both get better. ends up outside your window after a particularly bad fight with a villain he had. he didn’t do it on purpose, he just sort of ended up here. call it muscle memory if you will. all he knows is that he’s a mess without you—needs you like oxygen, can barely think or focus on anything without you. probably the only one that tries to be the best he can be for you outside of the main universe. and probably the only one you didn’t really want to break up with.
“ ‘m sorry.”
“Markus.”
“ ‘m sorry,” Mark sniffles, face tucked into your neck as he clings to you. You’d think of it as pathetic if it were anyone but him, honestly. He’d shown up with your favorite candy and drink, bloody and looking like a stray abandoned on the side of the street. You practically had to drag him through the window when he tried to turn back around. It took a bit of insisting and a med-kit to get him cleaned and patched up, despite him reminding you that he technically didn’t need it. You snapped at him to shut up before inevitably pulling him to your room again—letting him stay the night was an easy decision, almost too easy. As of right now, he was simply listening to the sound of your heartbeat, your soft breathing, enjoying the way your gentle fingers tangled in his hair. It was sweet. Familiar. Something Mark had missed so much it made his heart ache and hurt, to the point felt as though it was being ripped apart. Though, if it were done by your hands, he wouldn’t mind.
a / n : i liked writing this, i might make a part two to this and i’m gonna make the healer reader thing a series if you guys are up to reading that. mwah mwahhhh
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scaramouche x gender neutral reader
18+ warning: mini smut scene at the end of the second written portion, scara gives head. only one version, view it as 🍑 or 🐱…yk the drill. feel free to skip it, it takes place after scara paints ur nails.
The peace doesn’t last long.
One second, you’re sitting in the dorm’s living room, trying to process everything, and the next, the door slams open with a force that rattles the walls.
“Did you two fuck?”
“WHY DID YOU TURN YOUR MIC OFF?”
“I have money on this, please tell me—”
You sink deeper into your seat as your overbearing members pile in, voices overlapping. Across from you, Scaramouche exhales sharply, already bracing himself for whatever fresh hell this is about to be.
Then Yae walks in.
He moves instantly, slipping off the couch and crouching behind it like that’ll save him. It doesn’t. Yae doesn’t even hesitate before she strides over, grabs him by the collar, and hauls him up with practiced ease.
"Really?" she scoffs. "Turning your mic off? Are you trying to give me an aneurysm?"
Scaramouche rolls his eyes, tugging at her grip. "Oh no, the horror. They missed a few minutes of me."
"Nonetheless," she says, letting him go with a shove, "We can use this. Now that you two aren’t at each other’s throats, it’s time to sell it.” She claps her hands together, all business. “We’re sending you both to paradise."
You blink. "What?"
"But we have to pretend you won a raffle," she adds.
Scaramouche barely gets a chance to react before a crew member is shoving a bowl into his hands.
“Pretend you won!” Yae orders.
He stares down at it like it personally offends him before reaching in and pulling out a slip of paper. In the flattest voice imaginable, he says, "Wow. I won."
Yae narrows her eyes. "More oomph."
He sighs, then tries again. "Wow, I won!”
"More."
"...Yay?"
She nods approvingly. "Better. You’re both leaving today."
You should probably be more concerned about how easily they’re shipping you off somewhere, but honestly? You don’t mind. More alone time sounds nice. Being alone with him sounds nice.
Yae turns to the crew, already barking out directions, and in the commotion, you catch movement from the corner of your eye.
Scaramouche sneaks off toward Jean, his voice low but just loud enough for you to hear. "Are we taking a boat?"
"Yeah, don’t worry," Jean replies.
You turn away before he can see your face.
He knows. He knows you hate flying. And even though he’ll never say it out loud, he’s making sure that’s not an issue.
Your fingers tighten against your knee.

You couldn’t help but feel a sense of deja vu wash over you as you stepped back into the room. It was the same one you’d stayed in last time you were in Paradise. But the knot in your stomach felt different now, less anxiety, more anticipation.
“We should go to the hot tub again,” you muse, gazing out at the balcony. It looks far more inviting now that you and Scara aren’t at each other’s throats. Not in the way you were now at least.
You hear him before you feel him, his voice a low murmur in your ear as he steps up behind you.
“There’s a jacuzzi in the bathroom.”
“Isn’t the one outside nicer?”
“No cameras in the bathroom,” he says simply, tapping your waist before walking off. It takes you a minute to register before you’re tailing behind him.
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Steam clung to your skin as you stepped out of the tub, warmth still lingering in your muscles. The air outside felt cooler in contrast, a shiver running down your spine as you absently wrung water from your hair. Scara was already standing by the counter, running his hands through his hair, towel draped over his shoulder, his damp bangs sticking to his forehead. Nothing had happened in the jacuzzi, you’d both kissed a little, but for the most part you just talked. And somehow that felt a lot more intimate than when his hands had roamed your body last night.
Without a word, he gestured for you to sit in front of him. You hesitated. The silence between you was different now. Not strained, not laced with hostility, just quiet. Steady.
Still, you sat, propping yourself up on the counter in front of him.
The towel was rough at first, dragging over your scalp as he worked through your soaked strands. But then his touch softened, fingers threading through, combing carefully, like he had all the time in the world.
Your eyes were at level with his chest, which you were thankful for, because you could feel yourself getting flushed. You swallowed, your heart thudding louder than it had last night. This was more intimate than anything. More than the planned glances and the staged kisses for the cameras, more than the heat of his body pressed against yours in the water.
His hands lingered, fingertips brushing over the nape of your neck, tracing the damp curve of your ear as he tucked a stray piece of hair away. Your fingers fumbled idly with a bottle of nail polish left on the counter, rolling it between your hands as he worked through your hair.
“You’re bad at this,” you murmured, half to break the tension, half because it was true. His movements were careful, almost hesitant, but nowhere near skilled.
A soft scoff left him. “I’ve never done this for someone before.”
You turned slightly, just enough to catch his expression, something unreadable flickering across his face before he glanced away.
Somehow, that made your stomach twist even more.
“Maybe you’re more of a manicure guy, then,” you murmur, your thumb tracing the ridges of the nail polish cap, an absentminded hum escaping you.
His hands stilled for a beat before he plucked the bottle from your grip, inspecting the color. “Want me to paint them?”
You blinked, caught off guard. “Really?”
“I used to paint Fischl’s all the time when we MCed together,” he answers idly, like this isn’t something you should’ve already known.
That made you pause.
You knew a lot of things about Scara. The annoying way he held himself in interviews, answering every question like a PR team’s dream. The sharpness of his words when he was irritated, and the lack of it when he was only pretending to be annoyed. Or how he could sell a love song like he meant every lyric when you knew he didn’t. Hell, you even knew his allergies, like how he couldn’t eat shellfish without breaking out in hives or how certain flowers made his eyes itch (which you used to your advantage, spending money on bouquets back when you were rivals to see him red faced the next day).
But this? This was something so miniscule. Something unpolished. A detail from a life you hadn’t been part of.
You snap out of your daze to see Scara testing out the color on his own nails, giving it a lazy swirl before glancing at you, expectant. “Well?”
You roll your eyes before wordlessly setting your hand on the counter. He takes it, his grip surprisingly gentle as he steadies your fingers. You found yourself watching his face instead of his work. His brows were knit together, his lips pressing into a thing line. It was cute. He was cute.
“You’re really taking this seriously,” you muttered, trying to ignore the way your pulse jumped every time his thumb smoothed over your knuckles.
“Obviously. I’m not gonna do a shitty job.”
It was so casual, so simple, but something about it made your chest feel tight.
You swallowed, watching as he moved on to the next nail, his hands steady, familiar with the motion. It made you wonder how many times he’d done this for Fischl, how many little things like this he’d done for people you’d never even thought to ask about.
You didn’t know enough about him. Not really. And for the first time, that realization bothered you.
The words slipped out before you could think. “What else did you do while MCing?”
It was an odd question for the moment, but he didn’t tease you about it. It was a different side of Scara you’ve never seen before, one reserved just for you.
Instead, he flicked a glance at you, “What do you wanna know?
“Everything.”
He chuckled, the sound curling around your ribs like a hook dragging you closer.
“Sure,” he says. And he does.
You learn about the time he did an entire show high off weed. Or the time he presented the award to the wrong group. Or how he forgot his mic was on and cussed out another idol backstage. And how he made a joke about a group disbanding, not realizing they actually were.
By the time he was done painting your nails you felt your heart tighten.
You looked down at them, admiring his work when he took your hands and placed them beside you before leaning in without warning. Your nails were still wet, so you couldn’t pull him in, but that wasn’t a problem with Scara.
His fingers pressed into your jaw as he slid in between your legs, guiding you to wrap them around his waist as he pressed you back into the mirror while you were still on the counter. His lips are on yours and you let yourself melt into him. His fingers tease their way underneath your shirt, kneading into your skin. You wanted to touch him, and he knew that, with the way his lips twitched into a smirk as you instinctively whined into him.
His hands fall to your waist, guiding them up to grind into him. You can’t help but arch and gasp at the touch, and he takes the opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth, swirling it around yours before sucking lightly at it.
Perhaps he had ulterior motives for painting your nails, because you could do nothing but sit and take it as his hands and lips explored you.
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The hand on your waist falls away as his lips fall to your jaw. You’d just gotten dressed, but he was already undoing the first few buttons of your top, his lips trailing your collarbone. You can’t help the soft moans slipping through your mouth. With each one escaping your lips he continues to tease and you can feel yourself growing needy, mindlessly grinding up on him.
His hand slips down towards your pants, swiftly undoing them and lifting you up to slide them down. Your bare skin felt cold on the counter, but hot everywhere else. You were now on display for him.
“Didn’t wear any underwear, hm?” he murmurs into your ear, his fingers tracing your inner thigh.
“Shut up,” you huff, trying not to think about how good it would feel for his fingers to be inside you once again. You were practically gripping the counter at his mere touch.
“Relax,” he says, how voice low as he falls back. Just as you start to miss his touch he lowers himself to his knees.
“Scoot up for me,” he says.
“Wait, my nails aren’t dry yet,” you start as Scara tugs you towards him. He hooks your legs over his shoulders until your entrance is facing him.
“Try not to ruin my hard work up there while I’m down here then,” he replies.
His grip on your thighs tighten before his lips are teasing your hole. Your head falls back, a string of gasps leaving your mouth as his lips explore you. He was slow, licking at your entrance and pressing his face into you. And just as you got used to that he was teasing his way in. You buck your hips up on instinct, but he smirks against you as he holds your thighs down. With your hands out of commission you can’t do anything but take it.
You begin to feel flushed and look away from him, embarrassed from how aroused you were getting from a few licks.
He removes himself from your entrance to dart his hand up to grab your chin, tilting your head down.
“If you look away I’m gonna stop, you don’t want that right?”
You shake your head, not trusting yourself to speak.
“Good,” he murmurs, going back down.
He begins to alternate between sucking and quick flicks of his tongue, leaving your mind blank of anything except for him. You wanted to grab onto him so badly. He finds your spot easily, hitting it without remorse as you let out incoherent moans. He loosened his grip on your thighs, letting you grind into him as his tongue thrusted in and out of you.
“Mhm, Scara I’m gonna,” you gasp, your eyes glazed as he relentlessly kept going.
“Come for me,” he murmurs.
The orgasm hits you and you ride it out. He pulls back and lets you finish on his face, his lips dripping with your cum. The sight only makes you want him more.
“Scara…,” you start, but you don’t finish your sentence before his lips are already on yours, and then trailing towards your ear.
“Should we go back into the tub?” he asks, his breath warm against your ear and his bulge up against your sex.
The night is a blur after that.
[00:00:00] HOT TUB ROUND TWO SCARA
YAE: I thought we talked about this. I want to see and hear EVERYTHING.
SCARAMOUCHE: Even me taking a shit?
YAE: If it means I get everything else that happens in the bathroom then yes.
SCARAMOUCHE: You have a real problem.
YAE: I WILL GET MY SEX TAPE IF SO GOD HELP ME—
JEAN: Let’s…let’s take five.
[00:12:23] HOT TUB ROUND TWO YN
YAE: So. You and Scara aren’t pretending anymore?
YOU: No…
YAE: And how did we get here? Off camera, I’m so curious.
LISA: We also have money on this.
YOU: I honestly don’t know. I think it’s just always been there inside me.
YAE: It? As in?
YOU: My feelings for him.
YAE: Very thin line between hate and obsession.
YOU: Hey, I didn’t say I was obsessed…
YAE: Hmm. Sure.
YAE: Now, what exactly happened in the bathroom? If I show you pictures will you tell me if I’m hot or cold?
YOU: What–
YAE: [Pulls out photos] Does this spark any memories?
YOU: Oh my god is that fanart
JEAN: CUT! CUT!
LISA: Wait send that to me
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wow title of the au omggggg also i ate that reddit edit UP
i hope the mini smut was gn, i tried to make it seem like u finish on his face…so if it’s masc he kinda leans back yk…yall get what i’m saying??? pleek
also chat is anyone else chronically online do we get the morning routine joke or is this too niche gulps
me asking my stoner friends for pics of their vapes for this au 😊
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notes — wow update and u didn’t have to wait a month? who am i? i’m gonna be so busy this month tho guys pray for me 😂
synopsis — after the disaster that was the live award show, where you and scaramouche got into an argument on stage after both of your groups got a tie for top artists, your guys' PR teams have been in shambles trying to scrape up your mess. that's when the idea to send you both off with some other idols to a remote location for a survival dating show to mend your public image comes up. before you know it your bags are packed and you’re on a plane to a remote island. the only obligation is you need to end up with scaramouche at the end of the show, whether you end up liking him or not doesn’t matter to your managers as long as the show’s ratings stay high. whatever you do in between to get there is up to you!
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Steve is rifling through Eddie's collection of magazines, while he's waiting on Eddie and Wayne to get done fixing the dryer(Wayne's fixing, Eddie's getting in the way it sounds like), when he realizes how insane the assortment is; Heavy Metal, Car and Driver, Rolling Stone, National Geographic, OMNI, MAD, even a copy of Good Housekeeping. It's all so Eddie though, to have so many varying interests. He's a little jealous, if he's being honest with himself.
"You have a lot of stuff," he comments when Eddie comes back, closing the copy of Rolling Stone.
"Oh, yeah, sorry, let me just..." He starts kicking a pile of clothes under the bed.
Steve huffs a laugh. "No, I meant you have a lot of interests." He waves the magazine. "Hobbies and stuff."
Eddie nods, continues to shove piles of stuff under the bed anyway. "I guess, yeah. I tend to jump from thing to thing though. Last night it was painting miniatures, tonight it could be writing a song. I don't really get a say in which one. Oh, nice, I've been looking for this," he says, holding up a random T-shirt.
He watches Eddie get distracted by the new discovery and leave the rest of the pile where it's at, smiling to himself as Eddie goes on a tangent about merch vendors at concerts being the real enemy of the people.
"How do you know what you like?" Steve inadvertently blurts out during a gap in Eddie's tale.
He turns toward Steve. "What do you mean?"
What does he mean? "I guess... It's just, I like cars and sports and girls. That's, like, kind of it. And since I started being friends with Henderson and Robin and you I've figured out that's, like, the most basic shit a guy could be into. Level One Dude Interests. So, I guess I just want to know how you find other things? And how will I know if I'm interested?"
"Hmm." He frowns softly. "I've never had to think about it before. I kinda just...fall into things. I like it or I don't."
"Okay, but what's it feel like?"
Eddie puts the shirt down, forgotten again in a moment, and sits. "What does it feel like when you think about cars and sports and girls?"
Steve really thinks about it. Nothing is as consuming as when he was younger, but he does remember a vague sense of excitement, a feeling of connection with the people he surrounded himself with, who shared his interests. But he hasn't felt that in a while. Maybe he wasn't as into those things as he thought, was only into the connection.
"You're having very deep thoughts over there," Eddie points out with a grin.
"Shut up." He grins back. "I think maybe I don't actually know what it feels like to like something because I like it, not just because everyone else likes it. You know what I mean?"
"Well, yes but no." He waves both hands to indicate his person and also the chaos of the room around them.
"See? This is why I'm asking you. If anyone can help me figure out what I like it's you."
Eddie slaps both hands together and rubs. "A project! Excellent idea!"
Wasn't his idea but sure.
"First we have to get you exposure to new things. Movies, TV, music, culture. Then we'll rate how you feel about each demographic. Your music taste is already improving so that's good. Movies, I'm thinking 12 Angry Men to start. Food? Authentic Mexican. We're gonna get you excited about shit!" He seems excited enough for the both of them, which is great. "Excitement is key! You want enthusiasm, yearning even. Your interests should consume your every waking thought. When I'm consuming a new hobby, I'm focused like a shark, I'm obsessed. I go to bed thinking about it and wake up thinking about it. Excited to get back to whatever it is. I wanna talk about it, share it with other people. Complete and total immersion. You wanna marry that interest. You know what I mean?"
Steve blinks at him, stunned into silence. Eddie's just described how Steve feels about him...
Oh.
Oh.
#you decide if he blurts this out or sits on it until he can commune with robin#either way we know how it ends#Eddie helps him figure out if he likes topping or bottoming more#what a fun project!#steddie#ficlet#my writing
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except people did pull the lever. The 2024 US Presidential election had the second highest voter turnout out of any election in US history (2nd only to the highest turnout out in 2020).
People did show up. People made that hard choice. PEOPLE PULLED THE FUCKING LEVER. But it wasn’t enough. Because even if the paltry amount voters who voted for the most popular liberal/leftists 3rd party candidates (0.56% for Stein, de la Cruz, 0.11%) voted for Kamala then KAMALA STILL WOULD NOT HAVE WON.
There was no state that Trump won that could’ve been overturned “if only” 3rd party voters would’ve flipped to Kamala. None. Zero. Go look at the numbers yourself. No race was even close enough to warrant any recounts. And even without the Electoral College, Trump got 49.80% of the popular vote and Kamala got 48.32%.
So as much as it fucking sucks, we have to accept the bitter pill that Trump won the popular vote AND the Electoral College outright.
I understand it’s easier to blame other “good people” for “not showing up” or “voting wrong” than to face the reality that even with the 2nd highest voter turnout out in US history, the fascist right party got the most votes. That’s demoralising as fuck. I get it.
And I understand that it’s easier to blame people on your own side for not “pulling their weight” because that’s the narrative that’s been pushed and we’re all susceptible to propaganda.
But why is this particular narrative being pushed? 1. Because the Democrats know they are losing footing and they are scared of the party fracturing so they are leaning hard into group think and us v them tactics on all fronts, and 2. Because it benefits the conservative right to have us all in-fighting while we’re also trying to fight with them.
So all this talk about people dissenting from the Democratic Party platform being the “real problem” benefits the left AND the right. And unfortunately liberals and leftists have been falling for it hook line and sinker.
But the good news is you can stop! You can choose differently. Right now. Tomorrow. Whenever you’re ready. But you can.
Because the left’s “real problem” is not other leftists. It’s not the fact that we’re all obsessed with micromanaging each other’s thoughts/behaviours/actions. It’s fucking fascism. That’s the problem. And we need to stop talking about each other and start throwing wrenches in the works of all these fascist machines being built before we are ALL run down by them.
So, please. Stop talking about other leftists. Stop fighting with and blaming other leftists. Deescalate all conflict that is not with a fascist and go be inconvenient to your local fascist movements today.
I feel like there's a certain type of "ex-evangelical" progressive who obviously supports mandatory progressive causes like abortion access and LGBT rights, but then in practice supports them "so strongly" that they can't compromise on anything. And if that means that they can't vote for candidates who support those issues because they aren't "good enough" and those issues get set back, well... That's a trade-off they're willing to make!
#tap in to read my response to this#if you have long posts autoshortened#us politics#politics#us presidential election
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Wedding bells || ls18
☆ summary: you and lance are getting married!!!
☆ pairing: lance stroll x nonfamous!reader
☆ fc & warnings: none & slightly suggestive if you squint
☆ requested: yes!!! thanks for your patience with me xxoo
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ynuser: he’s right! thanks flavy.barla for making sure i got my nails done and had a cute dress on that day 🥹
lance_stroll: and thanks estebanocon for helping me get the courage to ask her and for helping me pick the ring
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ynuser: i love you sweet boy 🤍 forever grateful for you spilling your coffee all over me that cold cold december in montreal 😘
lance_stroll: forever grateful that you let me take you out after 💚
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lance_stroll: yayyyy!!!! all the guys said yes too 😉
ynuser: incredible news!!!
lance_stroll: esteban even shed a little tear
ynuser: omg 😭😭😭😭
yourbff: i can’t wait to be your maid of honor 🤍
ynuser: you’re the best friend in the world! i wouldn’t want anyone else by my side
friend1: this is going to be the wedding of the century
ynuser: shall i call vogue and let them know?
friend1: ik ur joking but the way they would legit show up
ynuser: …… i do forget lance is famous sometimes
friend1: honestly me too. if you hadn’t brought me to a race i’m not sure i would’ve believed you
chloestroll: literally getting these flowers pressed! i can’t wait for this wedding 😫😭
ynuser: that’s such a cute idea i’m gonna have to get the couple that i have pressed too!!! i need you and your big brain to help me plan. you’re still free this weekend right?
chloestroll: yes!!! i have the whole weekend blocked for you baby girl
astonmartinf1: ahhhhhhhhh!!!! the little newspapers i’m crying
ynuser: you’re too kind admin 💚
flavy.barla: my gorgeous bestie of course i said yes!!!
ynuser: i’m so grateful for you and your friendship flav 🫶🏻
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flavy.barla: i can’t stop thinking about that vanilla and berry cake it was divine
ynuser: RIGHT?! it was perfect. i'm so excited to have it again in a few months
chloestroll: ok i’ve been thinking and i really genuinely feel that venue is perfect. the fairmont is so beautiful and being in banff you get the mountains and the whole ski vibe which suits you two so much and i know you were stressed about making the decision but if its any consolation i think you made the right one
ynuser: thank you chlo 🥹 when lance and i toured it last week it felt absoltely perfect but i keep feeling a little guilty about not having the wedding in europe since such a large amount of the people in our lives are there
chloestroll: babydoll its your wedding not anyone elses and if having it at the most beautiful chateau in the mountains of canada is what you want then everyone can make do
ynuser: i have no idea what i'd do without you
chloestroll: you'll never have to know because you're stuck with me forever and ever!!
yourbff: venue? secured. cake? secured. flowers? secured. now we need to focus on outfits which is the most fun part!! lance has got that partially covered tho yea?
ynuser: yes! hugo boss is going to be custom making his suit as well as the groomsmen and lawrence's suits. i am literally so excited to find our dresses you have no idea
friend1: here reporting that our dress shopping appointment in paris is confirmed! (wow that was a crazy sentence to type)
ynuser: AHH!! yay!!!!! let’s goooo!!! thank you so very much for coordinating that
lance_stroll: you are doing an amazing job with all of this planning my love. i continue to be amazed by how incredible you are at everything you do
ynuser: thank you future husband 🤍
lance_stroll: of course my future wife. i am sorry i can't be at more of these planning sessions
ynuser: its ok lancey! i know the season is really picking up and you've gotta focus!! your incredible sister and brother-in-law have been helping me so much
lance_stroll: i'm glad to hear it
francisca.cgomes: literally so honored to have been included in this planning my dear
ynuser: im literally so honored that you even wanted to be involved 😔🫶🏻
francisca.cgomes: are you kidding me?? you're one of my favorite people in the whole world
ynuser: stop i love you🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
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ynuser: paused the wedding planning for a weekend to see the love of my life score some stroints 🥹💚
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estebanocon: was great having you back in the paddock y/n/n
flavy.barla: i second this ❤️
ynuser: was so lovely spending time with you both xxoo
astonmartinf1: you being here made an already amazing weekend that much better!
ynuser: thanks for taking care of me as always admin 😘
lance_stroll: having you in the garage does wonders for my ability to pick up points
ynuser: you’re a star with or without me 🤍
friend2: STROINTS!!!! EVERYONE CHEERED!!!!
ynuser: no for real we’re all celebrating stroints 😭
lance_stroll: hahaha thanks guys
yourbff: thanks for letting me tag along pookie lance_stroll
lance_stroll: i didn’t really have much choice eh? 🤨
yourbff: nope 😉
yoursibling: the second slide is frying me
ynuser: you should see the other ones
yoursibling: SENNNNDDDDDDD NOOWWWWW
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lance_stroll: ngl i did panic for a second thinking i saw some private story i wasn't supposed to and saw your dress before i was allowed to
ynuser: hahha no no don’t worry you didn’t see anything!! this was one of the contenders but didn’t quite make the cut
lance_stroll: well it certainly is beautiful. i can’t wait to see what you wear tomorrow. i’ve got my tissues ready and everything
ynuser: 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 you’re so cute
lance_stroll: that’s you baby
yourbff: thanks for posting this pic and not the one with me violently sobbing with snot all over my face
ynuser: i almost did but figured this one was more acceptable
friend3: you look like a princess im
ynuser: i feel like one 🥹🤍
chloestroll: i can’t stop giggling and kicking my feet im so excited for tomorrow
ynuser: SAME!!!!!!
chloestroll: tomorrow you’re going to officially be a stroll 💚
ynuser: yes!!! y/n stroll has the most beautiful ring to it
chloestroll: welcome to the family 😘
ynuser: oh i’m crying again
francisca.cgomes: i feel like a little kid on christmas eve
ynuser: me too. i literally can’t sleep
astonmartinf1: we just made it!! jumping for literal joy rn
ynuser: yay!!!! i can’t wait to see you 🤍
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lance_stroll: a few moments from the best day of my entire life. y/n - i am so grateful that i get to love you until the end of time. thank you for making my life complete my gorgeous wife 🤍❄️
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ynstroll: i’m so grateful for you in more ways than you could ever imagine my dear husband 🤍
lance_stroll: likewise 😘
user1: a winter wedding suits you both so well 😭
chloestroll: so unbelievably happy for you both. watching you two fall in love over the past few years has been nothing short of a gift. ynstroll thank you for bringing so much light to my baby brothers life 💚
ynstroll: sobbing chloe i am so thankful to have such a wonderful sister in law and best friend like you
lance_stroll: you gotta stop making me cry so much this weekend chlo
user18: the definition of private but not secret and i love them so dearly
estebanocon: honored to have been up there with you man. congratulations ❤️
lance_stroll: thankful to have had you there mate
user31: estie was one of lances groomsmen??? someone get me some tissues
flavy.barla: my two most favorite people ever ❤️🔥
ynstroll: ❤️❤️❤️❤️
user22: i love seeing you happy lance
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ch.005 ⇄ ch.006; boyfriend material - Young Friend
"Our conversations always short, we're fucking in my car"
my masterlist.
word count: 4.3k words
series synopsis: friends with benefits, that's what ellie wanted. yet, she can't let you go, even after the messy 'breakup' between the two of you.
warnings: fingering(r! receiving), strap-on sex(r! receiving), kissing, swearing, baby blue didlo referred to as ellie's 'cock', reader cheating(?) on abby anderson, even if they're not officially together + lying to her, and possible hints of abby being closeted to her father.
author's note: can you tell that my favorite color is baby blue btw.. Sorry if you guys don't fw this chapter 💔. It's been a stressful week for me❤️(still not proofread).
The library was quiet, the low hum of students studying filling the space around you. The steady scratching of pens against paper, the occasional rustle of pages turning—it all should’ve been soothing. It should’ve helped you focus.
But you could barely sit still.
Your sleeves were pulled down over your wrists, your collar zipped up just enough to cover your throat, layers strategically hiding the marks Ellie had so desperately left on your skin the night before.
And Abby was right across from you.
She sat at the table, casually flipping through her kinesiology textbook, occasionally glancing up at you with that easy, lopsided smirk of hers. “You good?” she finally asked, raising a brow.
Your fingers twitched against your notebook. “Yeah,” you said too quickly, forcing yourself to keep your gaze on the highlighted notes in front of you. “Just tired.”
Abby hummed, unconvinced. “Mmm. You do look exhausted.”
You swallowed hard.
She had no idea.
No idea how wrecked you were from last night, how your thighs ached from Ellie keeping them spread, how your skin was still sensitive in the places she had marked you up, how your mind kept flashing back to the way Ellie had whispered, you’re all mine, against your skin.
No idea that you had spent the entire morning scrubbing yourself clean, covering up every single bruise with makeup, layering your clothes just to make sure Abby wouldn’t see.
You nodded stiffly. “Didn’t sleep well.”
Abby studied you for a moment, then smirked, leaning her chin in her palm. “Guess I should’ve tired you out more last time, huh?”
Your stomach dropped.
A nervous laugh that tasted like vomit bubbled up in your throat, and you barely managed to swallow it back. “Guess so,” you muttered, forcing a small, tight-lipped smile before ducking your head down, pretending to focus on your textbook.
Abby just chuckled, turning back to her notes.
And you let out a slow, shaky breath.
She couldn’t find out.
She wouldn’t find out.
As long as you kept your guard up—kept your lips sealed—Abby would never have to know the truth.
Sleeping with Ellie was a one time thing, a mistake, you promised yourself.
Abby flipped a page in her notebook, tapping her pen against the table absentmindedly. “Oh—by the way,” she started, keeping her eyes on her notes. “My dad’s coming into town this weekend.”
You blinked, looking up from your book. “Oh?”
“Yeah,” she said, stretching her arms behind her head before letting them fall lazily onto the table. “He’s got some conference thing, but we’re probably gonna be catching up the whole time, so I’ll be kinda off the grid for a bit.”
Something about the way she said it made your stomach bubble.
She wasn’t just letting you know she’d be busy—she was preemptively telling you not to expect to see her. Not to text her. Not to exist in her world for a while.
You swallowed, fingers tightening slightly around your pen. “That’s nice,” you said slowly. “You guys close?”
Abby shrugged, giving a small smirk. “Yeah, I mean—he’s busy a lot, but when we do see each other, it’s cool.”
you forced a tight-lipped smile, nodding as you reminded yourself to give Abby grace. After all, you were creating a double standard by already having slept with Ellie.
She flipped another page in her book, barely sparing you a glance before adding, “Though, he’s probably gonna spend half the trip trying to set me up with some fancy lawyer’s son or whatever.”
You stared at her, waiting for her to follow it up with a joke, a smirk, something.
But Abby just kept reading, like she hadn’t just said something completely out of place. Like she wasn’t literally fingers deep inside you earlier this week.
like Ellie’s pussy wasn't literally against yours last night, but Abby didn't need to know that.
You shut your textbook with a quiet thud, stretching your arms over your head with a sigh. “Alright, I think that’s enough studying for me."
Abby smirked, setting her pen down. “Tapping out already?”
You rolled your eyes. “We’ve been here for hours. My brain is fried.”
Abby chuckled, leaning back in her chair as you stood, grabbing your bag. As you slung it over your shoulder, she tilted her chin up slightly, wordlessly waiting.
You leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to her lips, brief but lingering enough for her to hum in approval.
“I’ll text you,” you murmured against her mouth.
“you better” she teased, giving your hip a light squeeze before letting you pull away.
You gave her one last small smile before turning toward the exit, digging into your pocket for your phone. The second you checked your screen, your stomach flipped.
Ellie: miss you. come over?? :(
Your breath hitched.
You locked your phone immediately, shoving it deeper into your pocket before Abby could see.
“Something wrong?” Abby asked, raising a brow.
You forced a small laugh, shaking your head. “Just my mom,” you lied smoothly. “Probably just checking in.”
Abby nodded, not questioning it further, and you exhaled quietly, turning towards the exit.
But as you stepped out of the library, the message burned in the back of your mind.
Come home.
Your grip on your bag tightened.
you shouldn't.
The uber to Ellie’s apartment felt too fast. Like your body knew exactly where it was going before your mind could stop it.
By the time you reached her door, you barely had a chance to knock before it swung open, revealing Ellie standing there in an oversized hoodie and sweatpants, her hair slightly messy like she had just rolled out of bed.
Her eyes flickered over you, something soft and shy in them before she stepped closer, tilting her chin up to kiss you. It wasn’t rushed, wasn’t desperate—just slow, warm, familiar.
Her hands found your cheeks, thumbs brushing over your skin as she sighed against your lips, smiling a little into the kiss. “Missed you in bed this morning,” she mumbled, her voice low, still thick with sleep.
Your breath hitched slightly at the way she said it—so casual, so certain, like waking up with you beside her should’ve been normal
She pulled back just slightly, her green eyes flickering over your face before she pecked your lips again, softer this time, like she couldn’t help herself.
Then, without another word, she took your hand and led you inside, pulling you toward the couch. The TV was still on, some random show playing, the remote tossed onto the coffee table like she hadn’t actually been paying attention to it.
Ellie sat down, tugging you with her, settling right against you, her arm resting over your waist as she slouched comfortably into your space.
Every so often, she’d lean in, pressing absentminded kisses to your neck—soft, warm, casual—like it was second nature, like she didn’t even have to think about it.
You shivered slightly, the warmth of her breath against your skin sending something familiar through you.
Minutes passed before Ellie let out a quiet sigh, clearly losing interest in the show altogether. She shifted beside you, tugging at the hem of your hoodie, her green eyes flickering up at you.
“I really did miss you this morning,” she mumbled, her voice low, a little rough.
Before you could respond, Ellie leaned back, shifting until she was lying fully against the couch, pulling you down with her until you were on top of her, her hands sliding up your back to keep you close.
Then—she kissed you again.
It was slow, deep, dripping with something raw and needy, her lips parting slightly as she sighed into your mouth. Her fingers curled around the back of your neck, keeping you there, her legs wrapping around your waist, her old Converse pressing firmly into your lower back.
She moaned softly against your lips, her body shifting beneath you as she kissed you deeper, her tongue lazily slipping into your mouth, teasing, tasting you.
For a moment, she dominated the kiss, slow and intentional, making you feel every inch of her, every ounce of want she had been holding back—
Then she let you take over.
Her body relaxed beneath yours, her hands trailing down your spine, her breath heavy as she let you lead, let you kiss her the way you wanted, her lips parting under yours like she was ready to give in completely.
The room was filled with the quiet, wet sounds of your lips moving together, of your hands slipping under each other’s shirts, exploring, remembering.
Ellie sighed into you, her nails scratching lightly at your scalp, her hips subtly rolling up, chasing more, even though she wasn’t rushing anything.
The only thing you could hear was the quiet, wet sounds of Ellie’s lips moving against yours, the soft sighs slipping from her mouth every time you kissed her deeper.
She was needy, barely holding herself together, her body shifting beneath you as she tried to keep the pace slow, tried to act like she wasn’t getting turned on from just kissing you.
But she was failing.
Her hips kept rolling up against you, subtle at first, like she didn’t mean to, but then again—this time, deliberate.
A quiet whimper slipped from her throat, her fingers gripping at your back, keeping you pressed against her. Her breath was heavy, her lips parting beneath yours like she was desperate for more, for anything you’d give her.
She pulled back just slightly, her lips still hovering over yours, her green eyes dark and glazed over. “Please,” she mumbled, the word slipping out between the small space of your lips, like she couldn’t help it.
Her hand slid down, fingers tracing the front of your pants, playing with the button—hesitating, waiting for you to say something, for you to let her.
She didn’t care how desperate she looked.
Didn’t care that her hips were still subtly grinding up against you, her breath coming out shaky and uneven.
Didn’t care that she was practically begging now.
All she cared about was you—letting her have you, letting her make up for every second she had lost.
Ellie barely made it to the bedroom before she was on you again, her lips finding yours with a messy, open-mouthed desperation as she pressed you back onto the bed. The room was dimly lit, the only source of light filtering through the blinds, casting soft shadows over her face, her flushed cheeks, her needy expression as she hovered over you.
Her hands roamed over your sides, gripping, pulling—taking you in. She needed to, needed to feel you again, to memorize you, like you might slip away if she wasn’t holding you close enough.
“Fuck, I missed you, baby” she murmured against your skin, her voice rough, laced with something desperate as she pressed her lips to your neck.
She reclaimed the hickeys she left last night, sucking dark bruises into your skin, her tongue flicking over them before she bit down just enough to make you gasp. The sound made her groan, her hips grinding down instinctively against your thigh, like she couldn’t help herself.
Her fingers made quick work of your clothes, yanking fabric over your head, shoving your pants down until they were completely forgotten on the floor. She didn’t waste a second, her hands slipping between your thighs, teasing you, spreading you open, her breath hitching when she felt how wet you were already.
“Shit, baby,” she whispered, pressing a kiss to your jaw, fingers trailing between your folds, circling right where you needed her. “You’re already so fucking ready for me.”
You whimpered, bucking into her hand, and Ellie moaned, her own breath shaky. She slid one finger inside, slow and careful, her other hand gripping your hip, holding you there as she worked you open.
“need my cock inside you,” she whimpered suddenly, her lips brushing your ear, her voice almost pleading. “Please.”
You shivered at the way she said it. “please what?” you teased breathlessly, even though you already knew.
Ellie exhaled sharply, her forehead pressing against yours, her fingers curling inside you just right. “You know what, baby,” she whispered, kissing you slow and deep as she rubbed her thumb over your clit, making your body twitch. “baby—please, I need to.”
You hesitated for only a second before nodding, and Ellie swore under her breath, her lips crashing against yours before she reluctantly pulled her fingers away.
She reached into her nightstand, grabbing the harness, the baby blue dildo attachment making your stomach tighten. Ellie's hands trembled slightly as she adjusted the straps, securing it around her hips, her chest rising and falling with heavy breaths.
Then, without a word, she straddled you suddenly, her knees pressing into the mattress as she hovered over you, still, quiet for a moment as she took you in—laid out beneath her, waiting.
She swallowed thickly, her voice softer now, almost shy as she whispered, “You’re so good to me, baby.”
Ellie exhaled slowly, adjusting her grip on your waist, fingers flexing slightly like she was grounding herself, steadying her breath as she lined herself up with you. The baby-blue dildo pressed against your entrance, slick and warm from where she had been grinding against you moments before.
Her green eyes flickered up to yours, searching, asking silently even though you had already given her permission.
You nodded, wrapping your arms around her shoulders, and that was all she needed.
Ellie pushed forward, slow and careful, her breath stuttering the second she saw herself slip inside. “Fuck—” Her voice was barely above a whisper, shaking with restraint, her lips parting as she watched your expression shift beneath her.
She froze for a second, her fingers tightening their grip on you. “'M not hurting you, right?”
You shook your head, breath hitching as you adjusted to the stretch. “No,” you murmured, pulling her closer, kissing her softly. “You’re good, els.”
Ellie fucking whimpered.
Something in her snapped.
The second the nickname slipped past your lips, her hips jerked forward, pushing in deeper, a wrecked, breathless moan spilling from her mouth. “Fuck—say it again,” she begged, her voice breaking as she thrust into you again, her movements suddenly needy, desperate.
You gasped, nails gripping onto her shoulders as she rocked into you harder, her forehead pressing against yours, breath hot and heavy between you.
“Els—”
Ellie groaned, her hands gripping your hips even tighter, her pace picking up as she rolled her hips in a way that had your body tensing, arching into her touch. “Again,” she pleaded, her lips brushing against yours, swallowing every little sound you made.
“Els—ohmygod els—”
“Fuck, baby—” She whined into your mouth, her thrusts growing rougher, sloppier, like the sound of her name on your lips was ruining her, completely breaking her down.
“Keep saying it,” she begged, voice raw, desperate, her fingers slipping between your legs to really make you feel her. “Wanna hear you say it when you come—fuck, baby—say my name just like that—”
Her mouth trailed down your neck, her pace relentless now, obsessed with pulling those noises from you, chasing the moment where you’d break completely and give her everything.
The sound of her name on your lips had completely undone her, and now she couldn’t stop, couldn’t slow down—her hips snapping into you harder, deeper, the wet sounds of your bodies moving together filling the room.
Her mouth dipped down, desperate for more of you, her lips wrapping around your breast, sucking hard before pulling your nipple between her teeth. You cried out, back arching, your nails digging into her back, leaving scratches she was going to feel tomorrow
Ellie groaned, relishing the sting, her free hand gripping your other breast, squeezing, playing with you like she needed to feel every inch of you under her hands.
“Fuck, baby—” she gasped, her mouth trailing sloppily back up your chest, her breath hot against your skin as she begged, “please—say my name just like that—”, Ellie was completely pussy drunk on you, and she didn't even know it.
“Els—fuck—els, ohmygod!” you moaned, body trembling, hips rolling up to meet her every thrust.
Ellie whimpered, her movements turning even sloppier, even rougher, her hand slipping between you to rub tight, frantic circles against your clit. “That’s it, baby—fuck, you’re so good—so fucking good for me—pussy so fucking good for me.”
You shattered.
Your whole body tensed, your breath catching as the pleasure crashed over you, your nails digging deeper into Ellie’s back, leaving red in their wake as you moaned her name, over and over, falling apart beneath her.
Ellie followed you, a wrecked whine slipping from her lips as her hips stuttered, her body trembling as she came, still rutting into you as she whimpered, mouthing at your breast, her hand pawing at you, like she couldn’t stop touching you.
“Fuck—fuck—” she gasped against your skin, her body shaking with the aftershocks, her forehead pressing against your chest, her breath uneven, her whole body burning from how hard she had just come.
For a long moment, neither of you moved, just breathed, tangled together, Ellie still pressed so close, her hands still gripping at you like she wasn’t ready to let go.
She stayed right there, still inside you, her body warm and heavy on top of yours, her breath uneven against your skin. Her fingers slipped into your hair, lazily threading through the strands, her touch slow, gentle—such a stark contrast to how desperate she had been just moments ago.
Her chin rested against your chest, face pressed close to your skin as she listened to your heartbeat, felt the steady rise and fall of your chest beneath her. The soft motion moved her slightly, rocking her with each breath you took, like she belonged there.
And then—so quietly, like she almost didn’t want you to hear it—Ellie whispered, “I love you.”
The words barely left her lips before she tilted her head up, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to yours—no rush, no desperation this time. Just Ellie, just her, giving you all that she was, without saying anything else.
She pulled back just slightly, her green eyes watching you as you recovered, as you steadied your breathing. She traced slow, absentminded circles on the nape of your neck, still not moving, still holding you so close, like you were home in her arms.
The apartment was quiet, save for the low hum of the coffee maker and the gentle sizzle of the pan on the stove. Ellie moved slowly, deliberately, her socked feet barely making a sound against the hardwood as she flipped the eggs, watching the edges crisp just slightly before turning down the heat.
The smell of coffee filled the air, warm and rich, mixing with the faint scent of butter melting in the pan. It was early—too early—but Ellie didn’t mind.
She glanced toward the hallway, toward her slightly ajar bedroom door, where she knew you were still curled up, tangled in her sheets, your body pressed into the warmth she had left behind. The thought sent something warm curling in her chest, something she wasn’t used to, something she didn’t want to name just yet.
She sighed, running a hand through her messy hair before reaching for the mug she had set out, pouring herself some coffee as she leaned against the counter, watching the steam curl into the air.
It felt normal, domestic. The kind of morning she didn’t think she’d get to have with you again.
And yet—here you were.
Still in her bed.
Still here.
She swallowed, pushing the thought aside as she turned back to the stove, flipping the eggs onto a plate.
Ellie took a slow sip of her coffee, letting the warmth spread through her chest, before setting the mug down with a quiet clink. She exhaled, running a hand through her messy hair, again, before padding back towards the bedroom, the faint creak of the floorboards the only sound in the stillness of the early morning.
The sight of you tangled in her sheets made her stomach flip.
You were buried in them, limbs sprawled lazily, face half-hidden against her pillow. The soft rise and fall of your breathing was steady, peaceful—familiar.
Ellie swallowed, something in her chest tightening as she carefully climbed onto the bed, straddling your waist without putting too much weight on you. Her hand found your cheek, thumb brushing gently over your skin as she leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to your lips.
You stirred slightly, letting out a sleepy groan but not fully waking just yet.
Ellie smirked against your mouth, barely pulling away, her lips still hovering close as she whispered, “Morning, baby.”
Your nose scrunched slightly, a small grumble leaving your throat as you shifted beneath her, still so tired from the night before.
Ellie chuckled, pressing another soft kiss to your lips, her thumb still tracing slow circles against your cheek. “C’mon,” she murmured, voice low, warm, teasing. “I made breakfast.”
You groaned again, this time more exaggerated, burying your face into the pillow. “Too tired,” you mumbled, your voice muffled, your body still aching in the best way from last night.
Ellie grinned, dipping down to press another kiss to your jaw, then your cheek, her barely-there coffee breath the first thing you smelled as you shifted beneath her. “Can’t be that tired,” she teased, her lips ghosting over your skin. “Not after the way you were moaning my name last night—”
You groaned louder this time, smacking her thigh halfheartedly as she laughed, her breath warm against your skin.
Yeah.
Ellie could get used to this.
She is getting used to it, too quickly.
So were you. What about Abby?
“Ellie fucking Williams,” you groaned, voice rough with sleep, full-naming her as you blindly reached out to shove at her shoulder. “You are such a fucking freak in the morning—”
Ellie just grinned, unfazed, her hands settling on your hips as she hovered above you. “You love it,” she teased, leaning in like she was gonna kiss you again.
You narrowed your eyes, putting a hand on her face and shoving her away with a huff before finally sitting up, stretching lazily. Your muscles ached from the night before, your body still warm from the way Ellie had held you against her for hours.
You sighed dramatically, leaning back against the headboard, rubbing at your eyes before reaching out, fingers absentmindedly playing with the short ends of Ellie’s auburn hair.
Ellie melted instantly, the teasing grin on her face softening as she inched forward, tilting her head into your touch like it was instinct.
You barely noticed it at first, still blinking sleep from your eyes, until her green ones flickered up at you, something warm, something fond behind them—
And then she was kissing you again.
Soft, slow, her hands curling around your waist as she pressed forward, like she couldn’t help herself.
It lingered, deepening slightly before she finally pulled back, her lips hovering over yours for a second before she spoke. “You got any plans today?”
Her voice was casual, but there was something hesitant about the way she asked, like she was hoping you’d say no, like she wanted you to stay.
You pretended to think, lips pursing, stretching your arms out with a long, dramatic sigh as if you had so much on your agenda. “Well… I was supposed to attend this very important—”
Ellie raised a brow, her hands still gripping your waist as she stared at you, waiting.
You fought to keep a straight face, eyes flickering up like you were really considering something, before finally shaking your head with a small giggle. “Nah, no plans.”
Ellie’s face lit up. “Really?” she asked, like she needed to hear it again just to make sure.
Ellie let out a soft, relieved laugh, ducking her head with that boyish smile of hers, shaking her head slightly like she couldn’t believe her luck. “Fuck, I love you,” she muttered, more to herself than anything, before leaning in again, pressing another giddy kiss to your lips.
You both giggled into it, hands tangling in each other’s hair, lips moving together in messy, soft kisses, smiling so much that it made it hard to kiss properly.
Ellie hummed against your mouth, her fingers squeezing your hips before she pulled back just slightly, her forehead still resting against yours. “Alright,” she murmured, breath warm against your skin. “As much as I wanna keep you here all day… I did make you breakfast.”
She kissed you again—quick, chaste, just to steal one more—before standing up, stretching her arms above her head.
You just watched her, still breathless, still feeling the warmth of her lips, her laugh lingering between you.
Ellie turned back to you as she reached the door, arching a playful brow. “Well? You coming or what?”
yeah.
You could get used to this.
What about Abby?
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Author's note: can y'all tell that i fucking lost the plot midway...ch. 006 is so ass u guys, I'm so sorry. I've genuinely been thrown off my rhythm ever since my midterms started, since I've gotten sick, AND since my period started this week😭yeah life's been kicking mybas lately y'all but I'm so sorry for being so late with this mid ch.006...Also, I had to watch homemade lesbian porn on pornhub to write the strap on scene cause your girl has ZERO game n has only ever tribbed with a girl before 😭so I'm sorry if the scene seemed a little wonky to you cause I was trying my best, I promise y'all😭
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Just want to say, love your mimick au. I only found it like, an hour ago and I've devoured everything in the tag and I'm planning to do the same to the spellbound and monster hunter aus.
That said, in one of the mimick fanfics, Orion tells Prowl to leave him alone and to find a hobby, but a comic that (presumably) happens after this conversation when Orion meets Jazz, Orion seems to be back to working with Prowl. I thought the whole "leave me alone" order would go on infinitely because Orion didn't seem to have his goal locked down and he also never specified when to come back. So how did they return to working together? Did Orion find Prowl post-meltdown, or was it Prowl who just set an arbitrary amount of time before going back to Orion and going "so, how do you feel about defying god?" I just find Orion and Prowl's relationship so interesting in this au, simply because of how Orion doesn't seem to apply his morals about freedom and coexistence to Prowl despite the fact he's the one who points out that Prowl didn't include himself in his calculations, but at the same time, if he doesn't recognize Prowl's autonomy and only sees him as a tool (chatGPT style), he would have to accept that he's the one responsible for Prowl's actions because he's the one using him. But also also, Prowl encourages him to not take responsibility for all the immoral actions (like killing monsters to keep the Council's favor), which I think Orion does take up, but that would indirectly be accepting Prowl as a individual capable of making his own decisions, you know? It also the fact that Orion and Prowl both have different (and somewhat incompatible) ways of communicating. I was thinking when Orion asked Prowl to what he'd do to make the most amount of mechs happy, Prowl understood it literally: the majority of the population are non-monsters, so statistically, he'd focus on making non-monsters happy. But Orion doesn't want to make most mechs happy; he wants a diverse and equitable society, and that doesn't necessarily lead to happiness, especially in transition phases. Even in the academy, monsters are learning to compromise to live in a non-monster society; compromises are about restriction, which often aren't a source of happiness. But Orion equates that vision to happiness, and probably gets a bad impression of Prowl given "free reign" from his answer. It's great, it's so juicy.
And contrasts so well with how Prowl and Jazz interact and communicate with each other. Like how Prowl makes an attempt to learn hand language for Jazz in the same way he attempts to comfort Orion post-Shockwave demonification. But unlike Orion who has "Prowl is not alive" at the core of their dynamic, Jazz doesn't know and sees Prowl's attempt to learn as a genuine attempt to understand/communicate. You can argue that Prowl is just "programmed" to try and get more information and it's just efficient to ensure Jazz doesn't get carpal tunnel while working together, but you can also argue that we're all programmed to do that as well; small talk or bids for attention are behaviors/actions to build connection through information exchange that we are trained to do from formative years and general society. Which is to say, even if Prowl learns and tries to accommodate Jazz for mission purposes, it doesn't negate the fact that he is investing effort into communicating and building the foundation for a meaningful connection in the same way other people do. It's great, I'm having a blast with the whole AU.
Orion despite being afraid to continue his mission still has responsibilities in his Order so him and Prowl. Yeah hahah they just keep working together but purely on their usual legal tasks. I didn’t talk about the whole situation enough yet but basically Prowl never informed Orion about his new quest of suing God. Primarily because he knows that Orion definitely will try to stop him.
It’s kind of like. “What isn’t forbidden can automatically be considered allowed” mentality.
Also MY GOD YES. My favourite part of this au is reading asks like yours:0 Prowl exists in that thin line between being and not being a person capable of his own choices. Orion exists on the thin line between considering him being one of those options. He can’t see Prowl as a “real mech” because he knows for a fact it’s not true. But then seeing him as a tool means accepting that all questionable things he does are Orion’s responsibility.
At the end of the day Prowl is a metaphorical piece of fabric Orion uses to clean his consciousness. In his eyes Prowl isn’t alive enough to be fully blamed for all the bad things he does but he is also alive just enough for Orion to say “it was your fault. Not mine.”
Jazz doesn’t have that dilemma. Uh. Yet haha he will discover the truth eventually of course~. He thinks Prowl is obviously a real mech because in his world magic isn’t alive. It can create an illusion of a mech, sure, this is what all usual golems are, but it’s not smart or believable enough. It’s like one of those tests where all people think they can tell if they’re talking to an AI chat bot because “duh I would obviously know” and then fail to distinguish AI from a real person. Jazz is perceptive but he doesn’t know what to look for. All he knows is that Prowl is somehow doesn’t love anyone but seems to care about of things that aren’t people.
Also it’s a bit unrelated but I find it soooo interesting playing with the usual concepts of magic and technology. Because usually magic is perceived as something more “coming from your heart” and “connected with emotions” while technology tends to be more “soulless” and “emotionless”. And then we have the entire world of robots who think they are alive and magic isn’t :)
#also it’s fun how for humans#developing and growing are considered to be part of being alive#and I’m not only talking of like growing emotionally here#human babies can’t properly talk or walk or do anything really#while cybertronians don’t have the same learning process#their processors are fully developed from the start. their limbs are instantly functional#physical development isn’t something they consider natural#and I know I can’t really call Prowl something physical since he’s basically a walking spell#but he very much has that ‘growing’ aspect to him#he is a spell that complicates itself gradually#from something initially simple and to impressively complex system of thinking and behaving and making assumptions and decisions#while an average Cybertronians have their brains being fully capable of everything from the beginning and grow purely by gaining new experi#experience#…..Jazz is gonna have such an interesting time figuring this shit out lmao#tf mimics au
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"Huh," says Kirkland. "Well, that's damned unusual."
The rest of you do your best not to shift uneasily or glance at each other. You'd known this was a risk. Known it going out; known it better coming back.
"You understand, your team has to be quarantined now," the general says. (You don't know his name. It's safer that way, supposedly. A shapeshifter can become you-- not just take your shape, but mind and heart as well-- with just that scrap of identity. You've always wondered, if that were true, why you were told the names of your teammates when you met them?)
The youngest of the team is Ardent. "Sir?" she says quietly. "What are we going to do?"
The general backs out the door, holding a handkerchief to cover his mouth and nose, as though it might be catching. When the door slams shut behind him, you hear the click of the lock. Kirkland, who had smiled and smiled the whole time the general had been watching him, drops the mask and slumps against the door. He turns back to look across the room, keen eyes passing over all of them.
Kirkland pauses for a moment. "Take your coat off," he sighs. "It's boiling in here."
"Feels fine to me," Ardent grumbles, but she takes the coat off.
You've all been left in a meeting room, designed for managers to sit in and discuss budgets. Six plush chairs around a long table, a white screen at one end with a projector overhead. It's not meant for you-- and certainly not like this, unwashed and still in your gear, detained right off the mission-- but the number of chairs is eating at you. One for the general to sit in, when you'd entered, then five more. Coincidence? Not with the way you'd been dragged in here practically as soon as you'd stepped off the helicopter.
"You think this is new protocol?" you say, heart in your throat.
The team looks to you. You gesture at the chairs. Calm and Cassius in the back both figure it out, two pairs of eyes widening in comprehension, but Kierkan frowns. "The debrief?"
"No," you reply, "Kirk, look at this." Laying a hand on one chair, you point to the one at the head of the table. "The general was sitting there when we came in, right? Five other chairs. It's a visual aid. To remind him how many people were supposed to come back."
His face contorts in frustration for a moment, before he huffs out a breath. "You'd think they could've just checked the old policies," Kirkland says. "Those would've told them that it's three soldiers to a team."
"Then we really would've had a mess on our hands," you chide.
"Yeah, yeah, Bale, you don't have to tell me." He kicks the general's chair, sending it rolling sadly away.
Ardent, who has been growing more agitated, finally bursts out, "They're going to find me, aren't they?"
She's just a baby, really. It's no wonder she's having trouble staying calm. Fortunately, Kirkland is surprisingly good at this side of the job.
"No way in hell," he says. "We'd never throw one of our own to the wolves like that."
Calm pats Ardent on the shoulder, and Strident and Cassius nod along in agreement. You cross the room to sit on the table in front of Kirkland. It wobbles a little, not really meant to hold a person's weight. Typical. Big fancy table like this, and they couldn't even spit out enough cash to make it out of real wood.
You lower your voice. Calm is working to soothe Ardent now, and you know your words would only set her off again. "They're getting more careful."
"I know." Kirkland doesn't look at you.
"It's Ardent this time," you press, "but what if they really do look into the policies? Will Strident and Calm be on the chopping block next?"
He snorts. "If they look into the records, you'll be in as much trouble as the rest, Baleful."
"Ah, come on," you protest, voice still low. "So my records are a little sparse. It convinced them at the time, didn't it?"
"Well, you'd better convince them to let you into the records, or else the first enterprising jackass looking for evidence of shifters is going to find all the holes in your story." He squeezes your shoulder, apology and offer of comfort both, then raises his voice enough to be heard by the rest of the room. "So, Bale, got a plan for us?"
You narrow your eyes at him, but don't protest. He knows the conversation's not over. For now, you take a moment to compose yourself. Glancing up at the ceiling, an idea begins to take shape. You're not sure if you've seen too many movies or if whoever picked this room hadn't seen enough, but you're willing to take advantage of it.
"What's your smallest shape, Ardent?" you asks.
She shifts uncomfortably. "Mouse, I guess."
That's good enough for you. You'd worried it would be something like a cat: possible, but tricky. "Then yes, I have a plan."
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The general is summoned back to the room by the sounds of your team screaming.
(Or rather, while the rest of you shout and Kirkland barks orders, Strident pulls off the most piercing scream you've ever heard. Back when you'd picked him up, you'd expressed some concerns about his name. It was unusual, you'd said, and might not fit in well amongst humans. He'd insisted that it defined him better than any other he'd tried on. Ever since, you've had a sneaking suspicion that he goes out of his way to live up to his name.)
The general bursts in. "What's going-- stop that screaming. What's going on?"
Strident, who'd climbed onto the table, smiles at him sheepishly. "Sorry, sir. I'm afraid of mice."
While the general is staring at Strident, Kirkland breathlessly breaks in. "It was Ardent, sir. She climbed into the ceiling. Turned into a mouse and made a break for it when we tried to get her, sir." He looks away, shaking his head. "I just don't understand it. I would've sworn to you I'd been to her sister's christening."
He's a pretty good actor. You'd known that already, but this is a step farther than he'd ever had to go before.
"Of course you would've," the general says gruffly. "That's how the monsters work." He looks up at the ceiling, where Ardent had left a tile artfully askew, then starts barking orders into a radio. Seal the vents, sweep the building, permission to use lethal force. You share a look with Kirkland.
The remaining five of you are pulled out for a real debrief this time. As you follow your team, the mouse in your breast pocket squirms. You cover her with a hand, both to disguise the movement and offer a little comfort.
You are a soldier in a team of six who have been sent to investigate shapeshifter sightings but return to base after finding nothing. On your return, however, all six of you are detained, and your commanding officer points out that there were only five members of your team when you left.
#writing#original fiction#i know i dont post original fiction here usually but i really liked how this exercise came out#its got implied worldbuilding and thats my favorite sort#i love not having to explain whats going on. you get to draw your own conclusions!#i accidentally got very attached to this group. i should probably take notes on them all before i forget
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Omg new request!
So again its about Inside. So what if the reader and George have been dating before the show and they decidated to keep it secret so nobody knows that they are dating. And then its gets reavelad in the shoking questions or spill your guts or spill the tea.
OR
Just simply reader being in the temptation room because George has been whining constantly about how much he misses his girlfriend, and he obviously loses it the moment he steps into the room.
Thank you for the request I did the one about the temptation room so hope I you like it

STORY NAME-The Temptation Room
George had been suffering.
It had been days of filming, and at this point, he didn’t even care about the challenges, the punishments, or the embarrassment. No, what was truly breaking him was the fact that he hadn’t seen you.
And he would not shut up about it.
“I actually think I’m dying,” he groaned, dramatically flopping onto the couch. “I can’t function properly without her.”
“Oh my God,” Simon sighed. “Can we please get this man a picture of his girlfriend or something?”
“A picture wouldn’t do shit,” George grumbled. “I need to see her. I need to hold her.”
JJ snickered. “Man’s acting like he’s been deployed.”
Ethan rolled his eyes. “If I have to hear about this girl one more time—”
“Then let’s do something about it,” the producer cut in, smirking. “George, welcome to the Temptation Room.”
The room erupted in laughter and cheers, clapping as George shot up, immediately on edge.
“What? No. No, no, no.” He pointed at the producers. “You lot are evil.”
“Go on, then.” Harry smirked. “Let’s see if you actually have the willpower.”
George let out a deep breath, squaring his shoulders as he stood. “It’s fine. I’ve got this.”
The others burst out laughing as he walked toward the door.
And then he stepped inside.
The second his eyes landed on you—sitting there, comfortable, waiting for him—his entire body froze.
It was dead silent.
His mouth opened. Then closed. Then opened again. His hands shook. His breathing hitched. His brain short-circuited.
And then—
A broken noise escaped him as he sprinted toward you, launching himself onto you so hard that you nearly toppled over. His arms crushed you against him, his face immediately burying into your neck as he clung to you like he was afraid you’d disappear.
The mic picked up everything.
The sharp intake of breath. The little gasp he let out. The slight shake in his voice when he breathed out, “Oh my God.”
The reactions outside were instant.
“WAIT—”
“NAH, WHO IS THAT?!”
“GEORGE, ARE YOU ACTUALLY CRYING?”
The boys were losing it, banging the walls, shouting over each other.
But George didn’t care. He was too busy inhaling the scent of your perfume, wrapping himself around you like a lifeline. His voice was muffled against your skin as he rambled.
“You’re actually here. I’m not dreaming. I haven’t gone insane. Oh my God, babe.”
You laughed softly, running a hand through his hair. “Hi, love.”
He whined—physically whined—before pulling back just enough to look at you. His hands cupped your face, eyes scanning every inch like he was memorizing you all over again.
“You are so unreal for this,” he whispered. “I don’t even care that they know. I missed you.”
And then, in one swift motion, he kissed you—deep, desperate, like he was making up for every second apart.
The moment was immediately interrupted as the boys stormed in.
“AYO, WHAT THE F—”
JJ’s cackling filled the room. Simon was doubled over. Ethan was literally screaming. Harry was just standing there, hands on his head.
“THIS IS A SETUP.”
George, still holding you, turned to them with zero shame. “Yeah. And?”
And just like that, the secret was out.
But judging by the way he refused to let go of you, you doubted he cared.
#george clarke#george clarkey#george clarke fluff#george clarke imagines#george clarke x reader#george clarkeey#georgeclarkeey#sidemen inside#inside#netflix
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I NEED A FIC OF THE NO GOGGLES MARK VARIANT!!!
specifically make him THAT KINDA FREAK we already know he loves to toy with others (from his battle with the Guards of the Globe) and is crazy asf with a sense of dark humor. My fic idea is where he’s with his gf and this is their first time having sex tg and she doesn’t know about his kinks or anything since she would just take his comments of him telling her to ‘try to choke him’ or basically to inflict pain on each other as a joke.
Slap Me Silly

Note: This is yummy, we like this, we NEED this. I've seen maybe two fics have elements of this, so lemme just—slide myself in. (the pic is a hint SOMEONE TIE HIM UP)
Warnings: Nipple play (most male receiving), Switch Lenless!Mark (YOU CAN'T TELL ME HE DOESN'T OCCASSIONALLY BOTTOM), Dom!Reader, Riding, Tit Squeezing, Biting, Dark Humor, Choking, Degrading, "Good Boy", Slapping, Dirty Talk, Porn w a Plot, Smut, and ofc the over usage of 'Dude'.
No Goggles/Lensless!Mark x Dom!Fem Reader
Word Count: 2,303
The apartment is quiet, save for the occasional hum of traffic outside and the soft rustle of fabric as you shift on the couch. Mark is stretched out beside you, legs spread like he owns the place—because, in his mind, he does. His grin is lazy, all teeth, and his dark eyes flick toward you with that ever-present glint of mischief.
“You keep staring at me like that, babe,” he murmurs, tilting his head against the couch cushion, “and I’m gonna start thinking you actually like me.” You roll your eyes, biting back a smile. “God forbid.” He chuckles, low and amused, and suddenly he’s closer—leaning in like he’s got a secret to tell. “Nah, I think you do,” he teases, his breath warm against your jaw. “Like, a lot.” You scoff, pushing at his chest. “You wish.” Mark lets himself fall back dramatically, spreading his arms out like he’s been struck. “Right in the heart. Dude! That was brutal.” Rolling your eyes, you reply. “You’ll live,” you deadpan.
“Oh, I always live.” He winks, and for a second, there’s something in his expression, something dark and knowing, a reminder of just how much weight those words actually carry. But then it’s gone, replaced by that ever-present smugness. His fingers drum against his thigh. “Y’know, I’ve been thinking.”
“Dangerous.”
“Ha. Ha.” He smirks. “No, but really—since we’re both so hopelessly in love or whatever—” You snort, but he ignores you. “—don’t you think it’s weird that we haven’t, y’know, done anything yet?” His eyebrows lift, feigning innocence. “Not that I’m complaining. I like a good slow burn. Gets me all antsy and horny.” Your stomach tightens. It’s not like you haven’t thought about it. Mark is—well, Mark. Infuriating, cocky, always pushing just to see how far he can go. But he’s also magnetic in a way that makes it impossible to look away. And when he wants something? He gets it.
Still, you manage to play it cool. “I figured you’d explode if you went more than a week without getting laid.” Mark grins, tilting his head. “I do like explosions.”
You shake your head, but before you can throw another sarcastic remark his way, he moves. Fast. Not using his full speed—he’s learned his lesson about freaking you out like that—but enough to make your breath hitch as he’s suddenly towering over you, hands braced on either side of your hips. “Wanna hear something funny?” he asks, voice dropping just enough to make your pulse quicken.
You swallow. “That depends.” His fingers trail up your arm, barely touching, just enough to send a shiver down your spine. “You remember all those times I told you to try and choke or slap me?” You let out a brief chuckle. “You mean when you were being weird?” Mark hums, lips twitching like he’s holding back a laugh. “See, that’s the thing—you think I was joking.”
Your breath catches. His eyes are half-lidded now, watching you with something between amusement and hunger. “…You weren’t?” Mark smirks. “Dude. You have no idea.” He leans in, brushing his nose against yours. You stare at him for a second, searching his face for any sign that he’s messing with you. Nothing. Just that same cocky, lopsided smirk, like he knows something you don’t. His grin progressively widens as you open your mouth to speak, “You have to be kidding.” Mark tilts his head, feigning offense. “Why would I joke about something so serious? Dude, I’m hurt.” Here he goes again with the dramatics. “Oh, I’ll hurt you, alright.” The words leave your mouth before you can grasp them, but Mark’s eyes light up like you just handed him a winning lottery ticket.
His lips part slightly, tongue flicking out to wet them. “Please do.” You let out a laugh—sharp, disbelieving. This idiot. He’s always like this. Pushing buttons just to see what happens. You stared, more interested than before, your head shaking. “You’re insane.” Mark doesn’t miss a beat. “And you love it.”
You roll your eyes and, without thinking, lift your hand and smack him across the face. A sharp pop echoed as your palm struck his cheek, snapping his head to the side. Not hard, just enough to wipe that smug look off him. Or, well. That was the intention. Because instead of looking shocked or offended, Mark just stares at you. Slow blinks. Chest rising and falling a little too deliberately. “…Holy shit.” He gasps, making you hesitate.
He lets out a breathy laugh, touching his cheek where you slapped him. Then, with a grin that is way too excited for comfort, he looks back at you. “Dude.” His dark eyes go heavy-lidded, lips parting slightly as he exhales slowly, shaky, and wrecked like you just did something unspeakably good to him, and he’s already desperate for more. You blink. “What?”
“Do that again.”
You pull back slightly in hesitation, wondering how you even scored this crazy fuck. Taking notice, Mark clicks his tongue, shaking his head like you just deeply disappointed him. “C’mon, Dude. Don’t be like that.” He leans in again, voice dipping lower. “I liked it.” Your stomach flips. You open your mouth two seconds away from calling him an absolute freak, but Mark beats you to it. “See, this is why I keep you around,” he muses, like he’s talking to himself. “You get me.” He rasps with an estranged fascination, seemingly savoring the sting against his cheek. “I literally do not—”
“—you do, though.” He gestures vaguely. “Even if you pretend you don’t. Which is, like, really cute, by the way.” He pauses dramatically with a slight sing song “And hot.” You exhale through your nose. Okay. Fine. He wants to be weird? You can be weirder. So, with the most exaggerated sigh you can manage, you lift your hand and slap him again. This time, it’s harder. The slap lands sharp and sudden, a crisp crack that echoes in the quiet room. His skin is warm under your palm, the impact sending a fleeting sting through your fingers, while the faintest thrum of satisfaction lingers in the air between you. Mark's head tilts slightly from the force, but the way he laughs is low, throaty, and giddy. The kind that sends something hot and electric through your spine. His gaze snaps back to you, darker now. “Oh, yeah,” he breathes, voice thick with something you don’t quite know how to name yet. “That’s the stuff.” Your gaze flickered lower, his hips fidgeting. He was hard.
Mark leans in, close enough that you can feel the heat of his breath against your lips. He’s still grinning like he’s just won the lottery, panting like an excited mutt before he whispers, “…Your turn.” You took this as an invitation to explore his other kinks, his willingness empowering you like never before. The space between you ceased to exist in an instant, your bodies pulled together with an urgency that set your skin ablaze, his lips claiming yours like a force of nature. Groans filled the space within your mouths, his sloppy kisses trailing lower over your neck. You deserved such romance for your first time, but his body was already seething for more. His hand reaches forward, fingers tingling with excitement as they curl around your throat. He forces you down against the couch, the pressure against your windpipe causing you to gasp. Before he could do more your hand lashes out, striking his cheek with a resounding slap. He paused, welcoming the change from his usual dominance. "Fuck yeah," he growls, his voice thick and eager. "Don't hold back, babe."
Emboldened further, you push him back and climb onto his lap, straddling his hips. You can feel his hard already weeping cock pressing against your clothed sex, the heat of him seeping through the thin fabric of your panties. You grab his throat, squeezing just enough to make him gasp. "You like this, don't you? Being used like a little bitch?" You insulted, testing the waters.
Mark's eyes flutter closed as he lets out a shuddering moan. "Yes," he hisses, his hips bucking up against you. "I fucking love it." His hands grip your thighs tightly, fingers digging into your skin.
You tighten your grip on his throat, feeling his pulse jump under your palm. "Beg for it," you demand, grinding your cunt against his straining erection. "Beg me to choke you while I ride your cock." Mark's eyes snap open, gleaming with satisfaction. "Please," he rasps, his voice strained from your hold. "Please, please, choke me while you use my dick. I want to feel you squeeze the air from my lungs as you cum all over me."
A thrill runs through you at his words, at the complete submission and desperation in his voice. You release his throat, only to fist your hand in his hair, yanking his head back. "Good boy," you purr, before crushing your lips against his in a fervent kiss. You rake your nails down his skin, leaving angry red lines in their wake.
You whimper into his mouth, his hands moving to your ass, squeezing and kneading the flesh. You can feel him throbbing against you, his cock leaking pre-cum into his pants. Breaking the kiss, you lean back and hastily remove your top, exposing your breasts to his hungry gaze. His fingers follow suit, bringing his shirt over his head as he refuses to blink even once. "Fuck yes, Mistress." He groans, voice strained as his eyes glued to your tits. "You're so goddamn sexy." His lips nearly prepared to worship you.
It was odd, you stared down at him enjoying the power you have over him. He could easily turn the tides at any moment, but he was so willing to fuck you with such courtesy. Your fingers gently tapped against his throat, just threatening, begging him to make a move that would cause your grip to tighten. Mark immediately sits back, panting and red-cheeked. You lift your hips, his hands shove down your panties and help you kick them off. Then, with a courage-building sigh, you line up his cock with your dripping entrance. Mark groans, his hands flying to your hips. "Need to feel your tight pussy around my cock." Without warning, he slams you down onto him, taking him to the hilt in one smooth motion. You both groan at the sudden intrusion, Mark's head falling back as his fingers dig into your hips hard enough to bruise. "Oh god," you moan, savoring the feeling of him stretching you open. "You're so fucking big, where were you hiding this thing?!"
"I'm gonna fill this pussy up so good," Mark declares between giggles, his hips starting to move beneath you. "Gonna pump you full of my cum until it's leaking out of you." The dirty words only spur you on. You start to ride him fast, your hips slamming down onto him as you chase your pleasure, barely allowing yourself to breathe. Your hand never leaves his throat, tightening and loosening in time with your movements. Mark's face is flushed, his eyes glassy with lust as he bucks up into you, meeting you thrust for thrust.
"Harder," you demand, squeezing his throat tighter, his eyes rolling back. "F-fuck me harder." Mark lets out a choked groan, but does as he's told, slamming up into you with renewed vigor. The new angle has him hitting depths you didn't know existed, making stars burst behind your eyelids with each thrust. You can feel the pressure building inside you, coiling tighter and tighter as he pounds into your g-spot. Releasing him from your ever-desired grip, he protests, his hips punctuating as you let out a yelp. “Dude..!” He whines, exasperated before a resounding clap echoes against his cheek, his face growing warm as blood swelled. “Again! Again…!” He encouraged, and you followed suit devilering smack after smack. The feeling only rousing him more as his hips pressed further.
Arching your back forward, your tongue finds the blistering streaks left from your nails. Soothing them with the soothing stroke of the muscle, you lick over his nipples, teeth tugging on them gently. The small buds hardened slightly from the cold air, and his grunt echoed from above. “Holy shit... yes!” Coming up for air, he returns the favor, hands leaving your ass and latching onto your tits as he squeezes them like stress balls. It's painful, he knows but he attones as his thumb traces rings around your areolas causing mild pleasure.
Your hands returned to his throat, tightening like a vice. With a strangled chuckle, his cock twitched inside you as he floods your pussy with his hot seed. The feeling of him pulsing inside you, the overwhelming sensations overloading your senses, and the obscene squelching sounds of his cum filling you pushes you over the edge. You throw your head back with a scream as your orgasm crashes over you, your cunt spasming as you gasp. Were orgasms always meant to feel this strong?
Mark groans as he feels you contracting around him. "Milk my cock dry. Take every last drop." You continue to ride him through your climax, grinding your clit against his pelvis until the last waves of pleasure fade away. When you finally collapse against his chest, both of you are panting and covered in sweat.
You could barely catch your breath when he spoke up. "Dude, we're definitely doing that again," you murmur against his chest, exhausted, he chuckles, his chest vibrating beneath you. "Hell yeah we are." He says to himself. Without missing another beat, you're suddenly flipped over, his cock hardened with renewed energy. "Ready for round two?" He asks, tracing patterns against your calves as he spreads your legs over his shoulders. Now it was truly your turn.
Can you guys tell I love submissive or freaky men? Hopefully, this fulfills your request!
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A Year to Celebrate [Mini Verstappen Series]
Dad!Max Verstappen x Mother!Reader (Established Relationship)
Photo Credit: Pinterest
Format: Social Media
A/N: This is the last Social Media AU I have planned for now when it comes to Mini Verstappen. More may eventually get posted.
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maxverstappen1 Happy Birthday, my love. Another year older, and you grow more beautiful by the day.
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fan17 Why do I feel like Nico had a hand in designing Y/N's cake?
fan42 Max, please stop simping on main... we get it!
fan87 Does she age at all? Seriously, I don't think she's aged a day since we've been getting pictures of her.
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maxverstappen1 Happy Anniversary, mijn leeuwin. Married for three years and together for 7. We have shared and been through so much in that time. You becoming a mom to our boys, always being able to support each other in whatever we accomplish, and loving me through everything that comes our way.
ynverstappen Love you, mijn leeuw ☺️❤️🔥❤️🔥
fan42 New fan here. They've only been together how long??
fan78 Wow, time really does fly by. I still remember when Max first started posting pictures of Y/N to his instagram stories.
fan17 Look at Y/N practicing her dutch!
Feb 2, 2028
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ynverstappen Going through this beautiful journey one last time
kimi.antonelli When you are no long Mum's youngest child... 😭
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fan52 Her nails are pink. Does that mean that they're having a girl?
fan28 I would die if they are finally having a girl.
fan37 Is that Max ducking out of the first picture?
fan93 Dude, we know it’s you who got her pregnant. There’s no need to hide.
fan75 Are we just going to pretend not to see what Kimi posted as a comment? When did Max and Y/N adopt him?
July 3, 2028
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maxverstappen1 I've grown up with so many amazing women in my life. From my mom, my sister, to my wife, and now my daughter. My life wouldn't be the same without these women in it.
danielricciardo Whoever owes me money, pay up! I told you all!!!
pierregasly No! You were supposed to have another boy. alex_albon Pretty sure that's not how conception works pierregasly. You can't just choose whether you have a boy or a girl. landonorris Can I mail you your winnings?? Or do you take Cash App?
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fan38 Max is FINALLY A GIRL DAD!!!!
fan57 Confirmation that all of Max's kids have Nic/k names?
fan92 As much as I’m here for Max finally being a girl dad… Y/N finally no longer being the only woman in the house. Now that’s something I can get behind.
fan76 Sophie must be so happy to finally have a granddaughter.
fan20 I hope we get some pics of Max having a tea party with his daughter when she's older. I demand to see photos of Max staring the camera down in a tiara.
fan45 Is Max trying to beat Checo in having children as well?
Nov 20, 2028
Mini Verstappen taglist: @karmabyfernando, @barcagirly, @sachaa-ff, @iamahallucinationnn, @glow-ish, @nonsensical-nonsence, @champomiel, @gothicwidowsworld, @lighttsoutlewis, @itsalwaysgay, @minkyungseokie, @mynameisangeloflife, @ursforever129, @aundercover, @bborra, @mindless-rock, @cixrosie, @barcelonaloverf1life, @taylorslovesswifties13, @konsti081, @mellowarcadefun, @smnthnclj, @brekkers-whore, @thedecalcomania-blog, @xoscar03, @em-gvf01, @haikyuen, @shelbyteller , @geniusalpaca, @princessria127, @mysticalnightenthusiast, @green-thots, @leah-also-known-as-creatoronwp, @ellelabelle, @lilypat, @dreamercrowd
#mini verstappen series#max verstappen imagines#max verstappen imagine#max verstappen x reader#f1 instagram au#f1 social media au#social media au#max verstappen x you#f1 smau
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I don't like this.
It's good that AO3 is putting effort toward trying to stop the spam problem, but quite frankly, this isn't the way to do it. I sincerely hope this is a VERY temporary measure that gets rolled back, because as it stands, this will do nothing but hinder people who are genuinely using the site to engage with their favorite fics or to respond to people commenting on their own fics.
People who might want to comment on every single chapter of a multi-chapter, or on multiple one-shots in a row in a series, are now gonna be stopped if it takes them any faster than fifteen minutes to get through each chapter or fic. And depending on word count, that's very much a possibility. It would be incredibly frustrating to go to leave a comment only to get hit with a message to try again, and have to wait fifteen minutes. Fifteen minutes when they likely want to keep reading ahead, and then they finally DO get to leave their comment and go to the next part, read it in five or ten minutes, comment again.. and another waiting period.
It would be exhausting. It's tedious. Who wants to spend hours waiting around to be able to leave their comments? Plenty of people are fast readers and fast writers, just wanting to engage with the community, and this makes it feel like they're being punished for that.
And what about the authors themselves? Authors who prefer to bulk reply to their comments before posting another update, and are now being throttled by this new system? At the very least, authors responding to comments on their own fics should be exempt from this, though I don't know how feasible that is to code.
But quite frankly, I don't think any rate limiting needs to be done. I don't know about y'all, but I would much rather get the occasional spam comment I can immediately report and get rid of, than have to wait so long between every single comment and reply. Because if my inbox has say, ten comments sitting in it, and I need about fifteen minutes between each reply, that's 150 minutes. Over two hours. To do something that would otherwise take me like twenty minutes, maybe less depending on how much I'm responding to. That's ridiculous.
All this is gonna do is cause less engagement, as people get frustrated and just don't bother to comment, and authors stop replying to their readers because they just don't have the time to wait around.
I really, sincerely hope this gets changed, because all it's doing is punishing the people who are actually using the site properly and wanting to engage with the fics, and meanwhile these spam accounts (that are likely bots anyway) will just keep posting from multiple different accounts unhindered.
If anything, maybe have some sort of internal system that will ping the staff if a brand new account is leaving several comments all over the place within minutes of each other, and then the staff can investigate it behind the scenes and get rid of the account if it's spam comments, or unflag the account if it's confirmed genuine. Otherwise, just leave it to the users to continue reporting and deleting spam comments as we have been doing.
Again, I'm glad the spam problem is on the radar, but dealing with spammers shouldn't come at the expense of the usability of the site. And those are my thoughts on that.
Comment Rate Limits for Logged-In AO3 Users
In the next few days, #AO3 will begin rate limiting comments from logged-in users to help combat a wave of spam comments: https://otw-news.org/4m69w8dr (We'll let you know when the change is live!)
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