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celeana/aelin and chaol ceased to exist as a couple the moment she was unable to forgive him for his part in nehemia's assassination. he didn't kill nehemia, but he trusted his kingdom more than he did celeana. in her eyes, he was as responsible as the person who held the weapon.
elain and lucien ceased to exist as a couple the moment she looked him in the eyes and told him "you were there. you betrayed us." he didn't kidnap nesta and elain and forced them into the cauldron, but in her eyes he's as responsible as ianthe, tamlin and he king of hybern.
#the parallels are there#you could argue about the technicalities of responsibility and blame#but unfortunately for you feelings are never ration or technical#when i read tog all those years ago i shipped chaol and celeana#but as soon as nehemia was killed i knew there was no hope for them left#it doesn't mean chaol and lucien are bad people#they just did something they couldn't be forgiven for by the people they asked forgiveness for#anti elucien#chaol westfall#tog#throne of glass#acotar#a court of thorns and roses#pro elriel
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âCrowley is still an angel deep downâ âCrowley is more of an angel than any of the archangelsâ âCrowley was only cast out because he needed to play his part in Armageddon, he's not a real demonâ âAziraphale wants to rebuild Heaven to be more like Crowley because heâs what an angel should beâ no. Stop it. This is exactly where Aziraphale went wrong.
Crowley is 100% a demon. He's not actually a bit of an angel, and he's not cosmically better than any of the other demons we see in the series. He's much less vicious than most of them, yeah, but he's also much less vicious than most of the angels, because how âniceâ a celestial being is has nothing to do with which side they're technically on. Crowley's kindness comes from him doing his best to help people despite the hurt he's suffered himself, not any sort of inherent residual or earned holiness. He was cast out just like the rest of the demons, and that's an important part of his history that shouldn't be minimized, excused, or, critically, 'corrected.'
Being angelic is not a positive or negative trait in the Good Omens universe. It's a species descriptor. Saying that Crowley is still an angel deep down because he helps people is an in-character thing for Aziraphale to think, certainly--Job and the final fifteen showed that in the worst possible way--but it's not something Crowley would ever react well to, and it's the main source of conflict in the entire "appoint you to be an angel" fiasco.
We know that Aziraphale thinks Crowley's fall was an injustice, but why? Well, because Crowley is actually Good, which means his fall was a mistake, or a test, or a regrettable error in judgment, orâŠsomething. Ineffable. Etc. The point is, heâs special, much better than those other demons, and if they can fix him and make him an angel again, everything will be fine! (So once Job's trials are over, everything will be restored to him? Praise be!) Aziraphale has to believe that Crowley's better traits come from traces of the angel he used to know and not the demon he's known for 6,000 years, because thatâs how he can rationalize his incorrect view of Heaven as The Source Of Truth And Light And Good with his complicated feelings about Crowley's fall.
But Crowley's fall was not an injustice because he's actually a Good Person who didn't deserve it. Crowley's fall was an injustice because the entire system of dividing people into Good (obedient) and Bad (rebellious) is bullshit. Crowley is not an unfortunate exception to God's benevolence, he is a particularly sympathetic example of God's cruelty.
And really, Crowley doesn't behave at all like an angel, especially when he's at his best. All of the things that he's done that we as the audience consider Good are things that Heaven has directly opposed. (See: saving the goats and children in defiance of God in S2E2, convincing Aziraphale to give money to Elspeth despite Heaven's views on the "virtues of poverty" in S2E3, speaking out against the flood and the crucifixion in S1E3, tempting Aziraphale to enjoy earthly pleasures because he thinks they'll make him happy, stopping Armageddon.)
Heaven as an institution has never been about helping humanity. And that's not an issue of leadership, as Aziraphale seems to think--it's by design. Aziraphale's first official act as an angel toward humanity was to literally throw them to the lions. Giving them the sword wasn't him acting like an angel, it was just him being himself. Heaven doesn't care about humans. It's not supposed to. It's supposed to win the war against Hell, with humans as chess pieces at best and collateral damage at worst.
Yes, it's easier to think that there are forces that are supposed to be fundamentally good. It's easier to think that Aziraphale is going to show those mean archangels and the Metatron whatâs coming to them and reform Heaven into what it "should" be, and that God is actually super chill and watching all of this while shipping ineffable husbands and cheering for them the whole way. And of course it's easier to take Crowley, who Aziraphale (and the audience) adores, and say that he deserves to be on the Good team much more than all those angels and demons that we donât like. But that's not how it works. People are more complicated than that, even celestial beings.
Crowley is a demon, and the tragedy of his character is not that he's secretly a good guy who is being forced to be evil; the tragedy is that he's lived his whole life stuck between two institutional forces that are both equally hostile to the love he feels for the universe and the beings in it. There are no good and bad guys. There are no "right people." Every angel, demon, and human is capable of hurting or helping others based on their choices. That is, in fact, the entire fucking point.
#good omens meta#good omens#good omens season 2#crowley#long post#i feel like this is obvious. and yet#when crowley is kind he is NOT acting angelic. the same is true of aziraphale.#(to a point. i do think aziraphale performs 'niceness' sometimes because he feels like it's something he Should do as an angel)#(but that's because aziraphale has so many issues i cannot detail them in the tags of this crowley post)#this is my second long meta post in like 3 days. sorry. itâs my first free weekend in a while
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bewitched
pairing: anton x mentioned gn reader! (pls lmk if there are any gendered terms I may have missed)
synopsis: in which anton has a not so tiny actually really big crush on reader.
genre: fluff that made me smile to myself so hard that I had to remind myself this was just a fic, idol!anton & idol!reader, angst if you squint, pouty anton & his hyungs love to tease him for it!
cocoâs <3 note: this was something I wrote up after a really long day of studying for finals last week so if you hate it lie to me (Iâm sensitive) and itâs completely self indulgent đ + not edited wellâŠ
small but important a/n: I am so happy people love this fic as much as I do but I unfortunately will not be making a part two for it! originally I didnât plan one and still in my heart feel like it doesnât really need one!! sorry my loves, ty for the understanding đ€
anton who smiles to himself as he watches you do his groups dance challenge, heâs seen you backstage countless times now with your group and he swears youâre his soulmate.
loud and energetic, your personality compliments his usually timid and introverted one.
the first one to notice is seunghan, always the one with the keenest eye, he teases anton throughly when you walk past them in the music show halls, pushing his shoulders and tugging at the boys pink cheeks.
the next two to notice are wonbin and shotaro, having caught their youngest replaying your groups music video just after briefly being introduced to you, he claims itâs so he can learn your dance challenge but the boys can tell from the way his voice raises an octave, that heâs lying.
eunseok and sungchan take note as they watch his eyes sparkle up at the screen in their room backstage, thereâs no hiding the proud smile he wears as he watches you move about on stage smiling and enjoying the time you have with fans, they can see just how much he admires you.
sohee is the last to know as he walks right up to you, laughing and joking like old friends do, anton goes through the five stages of grief so quickly the rest of the members laugh loudly at him.
first, he denies whatâs taking place in front of his eyes, he canât fathom how you know his friend, or why you two seem so close.
second, heâs angry. not at sohee or you, never you of course, but at himself for not seeing the obvious signs. youâd done their dance because you knew his friend, not just because you were interested in him them.
third, anton tries rationalizing with himself. this was okay, itâd be okay, and if you ended up with sohee it would be fine because technically heâd never admitted to liking you, and so technically you werenât anyone to him, so really if he thought about it, heâd be fine, especially if you made his best friend happy.
fourth, heâs pouting, and not even on purpose in a cute way, heâs full on pouting at the scene taking place in front of him. heâs sad youâre so close to sohee, sad he isnât the one making you laugh loudly or putting a smile on your face, sad that he has absolutely no chance with you at all. this isnât fair, but he canât do anything so he resorts to pouting and clinging onto his older brothers for comfort (as they laugh and tease his current state).
finally, anton thinks heâs over it. heâs been watching you and sohee giggle about back and forth for what seems like hours now (itâs been less than five minutes) and he thinks he can finally accept this reality. youâre into his friend and heâs chopped liver. yeah thatâs totally fine, heâs totally okay with this outcome.
the older boys smile at one another as they watch anton bury his head deeper into eunseoks broad shoulders, seemingly shielding himself from the scene in front of him. they know when their maknae is upset and itâs a million times clear just how much he is right now.
âanton, are you okay? I want to introduce you to my friend.â soheeâs soft voice pulls him out of his depression, slowly rising his head heâs met with a pair of eyes he knows too well, and his ears turn red.
âthis is my roommate, heâs the one I told you about, the one thatâs a big fan of you,â his friend laughs after his words and anton isnât sure whatâs worse: you being madly in love with sohee or you knowing heâs madly in love with you.
âanton right? Iâm also a big fan of you, if thatâs not totally embarrassing to admit to you.â
and just like that heâs swooning again, all the thoughts and feelings from before melt away as he pushes past eunseok to stand in front of you. now this, this is just perfect.
sohee shoots him a smile and a thumbs up, and it all clicks, anton is almost ashamed of how heâs acted.
sohee knew about his crush, how could he not? they shared a room together, of course heâd caught him watching your content, laughing at things youâd said, and bashfully liking your pictures from his spam account, heâd done this on purpose, heâd introduce you to one another on purpose.
âdo you want to maybe grab some lunch with me?â
so maybe that wasnât what heâd planned to say to you first but at least heâd spokenâŠright? even if it was straightforward and not like him at all.
your laugh makes his ears even redder, and heâs instantly smiling as you nod, taking his hand and leading him to âa really good cafeâ as you put it. anton isnât listening fully, heâs just happy he can finally admire you in person.
yeah heâs definitely too far gone. he thinks he might be in love.
cocoâs <3 note x2: I love love love writing for riize theyâre honestly my favorite boys ahhh I love them!! hopefully now that I am on break I can write more for them :) thinking of opening requests for them too maybe? and like if you know me you know I donât do that often so !!! hope you enjoyed this fic, feedback & reblogs are always appreciated <3
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MILLER'S GIRL â SERIES MASTERLIST
Chapter Four: Under Your Skin
Chapter Summary: An implosion that changes everything, leaving results devastating but unseen. [5k]
[student/teacher relationship, age gap, no outbreak, power dynamic]
Chapter Warnings: fem!reader, professor!joel miller, inappropriate behavior, reader is delusional lol, background tess/joel (mentions of infidelity), technical infidelity on joel's behalf, unprotected piv, f!oral, angry sex, lack of aftercare, belt as restraints, inappropriate use of a tie & desk, semi-public sex (sorta), angst at the end i'm sorry.
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Thereâs a deep ache in your body and between your legs as you toss in bed that morning, rousing from a less than relaxing sleep, the faint smell of Joel still lingering on the clothes you fell asleep in, not bothering to change. Licking at chapped lips heâd kissed you so feverishly the night before, you recollect the night in flashes, rubbing sleep from your eyes and feeling riddled with anxiety.Â
You reach for your phone blindly, stuffed under your covers as you scroll through your phone, expecting some type of changeâan updated grade, a note or two on your follow-up essay. But, thereâs nothing. The big, glaring fucking zero staring you back in the face. And for a moment, you feel guilty. You wonder just how badly you screwed things up by doubling down and approaching him so boldly in his office. In his space.
You threatened him and he attacked. Not you.
You never intended for things to unfold the way they did, but you wanted to get your feelings across clearly, even if that meant getting under his skin.Â
Joel. Not Mr. Miller.Â
Those were two entirely different entities now.
You take your morning slow, enjoying the relaxation of the weekend and taking your timeâresearching and looking into things you definitely should not be. First, itâs his name.Â
Unfortunately, it doesnât bring up much. His job history was fairly public, no local or national awards, nothing note-worthy and only a few small non-fiction pieces to his name, though you knew there were moreâthere had to be. With his taste in poetry and fiction you expected something, but came up with nothing. Heâs so inexplicably boring to the naked eye and maybe thatâs what he wanted. He wanted to blend and disappear.
Curiously, you do more digging on his wife. Whoâyeah, it was definitely his wife. A few links later and you stumble upon the marriage certificate, nearly ten years strong. No kids, either.
It was impressive, more than what a lot of people could be prideful about. But Joel, he wasnât prideful about Tess. He was secretive, dismissive, and shot a look of disgust at his phone every time he received a text, whether purposefully or not.
You find that she works at a law firm, relatively small and headed by two partners. One significantly older than the otherâfather and son? You squint slightly, searching through the website carefully but not coming up with much. She was a lawyer, that much was obvious.
Still, it didnât explain the rift.Â
What happened?
You try and struggle to find anything rational or tangible, feeling like you might drive yourself insane trying to find out and you spend most of the weekend trudging through the obscurity of things you could find online, very little compared to what you could find out by just asking him.
Thereâs a tinge of dread in attending class that Monday knowing that no matter how hard you tried, Mr. Miller would never see you the same. He wouldnât treat you as he had, pedestaling you up above the rest and, though heâd never admit openly, admiring you.
But, god, it ails you. Sickens your mind and keeps you from focusing on anything else.
You needed more answers, more clarification. But, more importantly, you still needed him.
That deep, gnawing feeling of desire in your gut had only grown stronger since your encounter in his office and you fearedâknew, it would only worsen as time went on.
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Joel knew that night that he needed to follow through on his plans.
His lack of trust in Tess, his instability in his life now, and how he couldnât get you out of his head. The three were a volatile mix and he knew if he didnât start somewhere that things would quickly grow out of control.
He makes the call to his lawyer the following morning, hungover and tired. Nursing a headache in his open palm as he conversed quietly over the phone. Tess was home, far off and distant in another room but he can hear her shifting around, moving about, and he feels like heâs betraying her. He doesnât know why heâs filled with guilt and shameâmaybe that was partly because of you, his willingness to cross that line for just a moment and kiss you.
It was a momentary slip, his want clouding out his sense of rationality.
You were conniving and manipulative, using his own selfish thoughts against him, his eagerness to aid you in your progress but also allowed a level of vulnerability between you both. Joel shouldâve known, he shouldâve seen it in the way you looked at him.Â
It was admiration and obsession and he fed into it.Â
It was something he never had, not even with Tess.
He loved her, sure. Cared about her, absolutely. But the physical connectionâsexual or not, had never truly been there. And Joel figures that was why she did what she did, despite how badly it hurt him. He felt at fault for a while, like he had caused it.Â
Maybe he didâbut he would never have betrayed Tess like she did so easily, even if she swore it meant nothing at the time. Late nights for her were fickle, but they still happened. And thatâs when Joel allowed the doubt to seep in and eat away.
But, he just couldnât do it anymore. He felt like an intruder in his own home.
Tess would be served the papers on Monday evening and Joel would face the wrath when he arrived home, but there was still time. Time to prepare and settle, commit through his day and do his job, even if you lingered in his peripheral as class went on.
Your lack of reaction and response to his unchangingness of your grade gives him a false sign of reliefâhad you finally moved on from the idea? Joel was clueless to how preoccupied you actually were, chewing on the end of a pen as you sifted through tabs as he droned on at the front of class. Discussion days were always long and dreadful, and as most of the class was discussing the troubled assignment Mr. Miller had given you the week prior, your silence wasâŠrequired. He avoided you like the plague and you were thankful, to some degree.
Still filled with frustration and simmering rage, you canât ignore how despite everythingâJoel still glances your way. And where his looks before were restrained, subtle and less drivenâŠthese were not. Like he was replaying the events in his head every time he looked at you, wondering if heâd tossed your panties out or kept them, if he still tasted you on his lipsâat this point, fucking you was the least he could do.
And you know itâs in poor taste, but you approach him at the end of class with a revered look on thingsâhopeful, even. Apologize, fix your grade, and move on like things never happened.
He straightens a stack of files on his desk as you approach, jaw tense as he swallows and his gaze follows the last few lingering students as you neared on him, like prey. But, your face softens when he looks at you and whatever retort he has on standby dissipates for the moment.
âUm,â You start, unsure of how he would react, âIâcan we talk?â
âI donât think thatâs the best idea,â Joel offers logically, ânotâŠnow.â
End of day, he thinks. In his office. Privacy. Secrecy. He didnât feel like airing things out in the middle of the day, not with his divorce on the forefront of his mind.
âI justâŠI wanted to apologize.â You tell him quietly, âFor everything.â
Was it genuine? Not really.
âI canât change your grade,â He admits, âIâm not going to and itâs beyond the deadline for that assignment.â
You breath sharply through your nostrils and intertwine your fingers in front of youâJoel can see from the way your grip tightens that youâre holding back and nothing has changed.
Unstable and volatile, you both stared at each other for too long, an eerie silence settling.
âThatâsââ
He interrupts without much care, âUnfair? Unethical? Donât start with this. Not now.â
He doesnât have any leverage here either, but you quiet down under his gaze slightly.
You begin to speak again, but he holds up a careful finger. Like scolding a child for their actions and you bite back a venomous retort as he talks over you, âMeet me in my office at six. Fifteen minutes. Thatâs all you get.â
Heâs on edge, jaw flexing around a tense swallow that feels impossible to get down. He turns back to his desk, ignoring you and ultimately ending whatever conversation you were hoping to have.
He wants you to wait and despite your stubbornness to address the situation now, you settle with his words and nod, a quiet âOkay.â in response.
âDonât be late.â He stresses, eyes flicking up towards you briefly.
Your insides twist ominously in anticipation, but you feel yourself throbbing with need.
âYes,â You respond, âOf course, Mr. Miller.â
Thereâs an urge for praise that Joel bites back.
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Joel is already opening the door as your footsteps approach later that day, anticipating your arrival and eyes glancing over your figure in the darkened lights of the classroom, the warm glow of his office blanketing you both as he welcomes you in with a gesture, moving out of your way slightly and closing the door to his office as you trailed toward his desk, lingering quietly.
âYou can sit.â He directs, thumbs digging into the waistband of his slacks as he adjusts them slightly, the uncomfortable press of his belt pressing into his stomach. Normally heâd undress a little, relax, but he couldnât allow that. Not with how anxious he felt, knowing what he faced at home, sure that the divorce papers had already been delivered to Tess.
Heâs tried to ignore itâand he doesnât know why heâs worried, but her refusal to cooperate is always an option and that isnât something Joel thinks he can handle calmly.
âOkay,â You listen, taking a seat in one of the two leather chairs placed in front of his desk, watching as he leaned against the edge of his desk a few inches away, hands clasped in his lap as he looked down, unsure of how to begin, or where, âUm, I canââ
âYou need to understand something,â Joel begins suddenly, interrupting you againâit really, really fucking bothered you. He did it on purpose, as a way to assert himself over you, and you felt it in the way he looked at you, down and scrutinizing, âthisâwhatever this is, or wasâitâs inappropriate.â
As if he had a proper moral compass to explain his actions.
âI donât need a lesson in appropriate behavior,â You counter, âif thatâs what youâre leading into.â
âNoââ
Itâs your turn to interrupt, sitting up straighter in your chair.
âAnd truthfully, itâs a little unprofessional of you to continue to fail me after I did the make-up assignment.â You respond, a tinge of condescension in your tone, âand you kissed me, if I remember correctly. Soâif this is because youâre upset, then Iâm allowed to be too. I want a fair grade. Not what youâre punishing me with now because youâfor whatever fucking reason, canât get passed the idea that you had those thoughts too, but canât accept it.â
âIâm not punishing you.â Joel responds lamely and you squint your eyes slightly as you look at him before huffing out a breath of defeat, chuckling softly under your breath.
âYou knowâwe talked for weeks. Back and forth. And you reached out to me first. So, if you want to deny that then letâs talk about you abusing your power and holding it over my head now after all of that. Genuine talks. You had to care, to some degree.â
âYouâre not the first student Iâve talked to outside of classââ
You roll your eyes, feeling the conversation stalling out quickly.
âDo you still have them?â You ask curiously.
Joel doesnât need to be told. He knows what youâre referring to.
And the guilt on his face as he looks away briefly, tongue pressing into his cheek as he glances at his watch, avoiding your question.
âAm I out of time already?â You ask patronizingly, leaning over in the chair slightly as you struggle to meet his gaze, his eyes pointed elsewhere. âTight schedule today?â
âWhat are you expecting out of this?â Joel asks, arms crossing over his chest, biceps stretching under the dark button-up, licking at his bottom lip anxiously. âAre you that fucking stubborn that you think this is somehow going to work in your favor?â
Your face twitches in frustration and you cock your head slightly, rising from the chair and into his space, close enough that you can smell the faint waft of his cologne, looking him over slowly as his eyes fall on you.
âWhere are they?â You ask curiously, squeezing yourself between the small space, thighs rubbing against his own as you walk around him, trailing by his desk. âHere?â You point toward the stack of closed drawers nestled in the wood and Joel glances over his shoulder, quick to move as he pushes you away gently, palm flat against your chest.
âThe fuck are you doing?â He asks, âYou came here to talk. So talk.â
You click your tongue against the roof of your mouth and test your limits once more, âOh, so they are in there? Kept them for yourself? You know, this whole moral high ground thing is really fucking annoying, Joel.â
He speaks your name as a warning, but it only makes you feel more at ease.
âWhat?â You ask innocently, âDo you have somewhere to be?â
Joel chews at his bottom lip and removes his hand from the center of your chest, feeling it sting like a hot brand as his fingers curl around the edge of his desk, feeling oddly small as your eyes track him and watch like heâs some type of prey, a devilish smile pulling at your lips.
He made a mistake underestimating youâor even allowing you back into his office. He was screwed.
âStop.â He warns, watching as you sucked your bottom lip between your teeth and reach behind him quickly, yanking at the drawer but he draws your hand up, tight in his grip and forcing you against his chest, your unrestrained hand falling against the desk to catch yourself.
âWhatâs going on?â You ask softly, feigning genuine emotion. The crease between his brow growing deeperâyouâve spent enough time with him to know when something is bothering him, someone, and itâs written all over his face. âCome on, I wonât say anything.â
âItâs not your business.â Joel offers lamely, feeling you create a small amount of distance as you push away, your wrist still held firmly in his grip, but lower by his waist.
âIs it her?â You ask carefully, âItâs her, isnât it?â
Another breath of your nameâstop here, stop now.
âDid you tell her?â You ask suddenly, eyes widening. âGod, are you really that much of a ââ
âNo, fuckââ He interrupts, âIâmânot that itâs any of your goddamn business, I served her divorce papers today.â
âOhâŠâ It wasnât what you expected, not by a longshot. âWas thatâis that because ofââ
âNo,â His eyebrows quirk up slightly, amused that you thought you were the cause of his marriage's untimely dismantlement, ânot at all, actually.â
He doesnât know why it feels like a weight lifting on his chest, but talking about it with you feelsâŠless imposing than he expected. And your eyes soften slightly at the mention, still beckoning something dark but he can see the genuine reaction that flashes momentarily.
He loosens his grip but doesnât quite let go, thumb rubbing over the vein of your wrist.Â
Joel doesnât understand why he canât just let go, like heâs weirdly tethered to you.
âDo youâŠwant to talk about it?â You ask, feeling the need to reassure some comfort.
You didnât really care, but he seemed so pathetically sad. It spilled over and flooded into you, that small tug at your heart. It quickly fades, his mouth opening to speak.
âNot really.â He doesnât feel the need to bother, glancing at his watch briefly again.
The minutes were ticking down and he knew you were overstaying your welcomeâand he was allowing it. But, you hereâit feels good.Â
âI canât change your grade,â He reiterates again, âbut if you promise to not do something like that againâI can offer some extra credit, something to help make up for it.â
And ultimately teach you a lesson and punish you in the process. Did you really have a choice?
âExtra credit,â You stress, saying slowly as you consider the word, the implicationâyou donât think he means it in a nefarious way, it just feels ridiculous, âseriously?â
Joel nods, âConsider it aâŠlesson learned.â
A small laugh bubbles from your chest but you ignore it, staring down at his touch and speaking.
âYou knowâI did appreciate the recommendations you made,â You admit, âif that counts for anything.
Joel stares at you, despite your preoccupied gaze, speaking directly.
âI wasnât lying when I said I care about that,â Joel says, âI give recommendations to students all the time. But, you seemed more interested soâI gave you more.â
âRight,â You say with finality, âand all those nights at the coffee shop?â
âIâm there quite a bit anyways,â He admits, only a half-truth, âyouâre not the first student Iâve had meetings with outside of class.â
Heâs trying to reiterate to himself that his actions are justified, but his body is saying otherwise.
âMr. Miller,â You start softly, âcan I ask you one more question?â
Silent, he nods again.
âWhy are you still touching me?â
And he doesnât know why, but something in him snaps. The quickening of your pulse under his fingertips, your eyes finally flicking up to him. He does have your panties tucked away in his desk, he doesnât meet with students outside of his class like that, and he can try and convince himself all he wants, but him reaching out to you was a personal, selfish decision that had nothing to do with anything but his own curiosity. He sees the subtle catch of your breath and doesnât stop you when he sees you moving closer, quick and determined.
Fuck his time limit, you think.
 If he wanted you to leave he wouldâve forced you out by now.
Your lips are soft but forceful, pressing against his with fervor as you slip your wrist from his grip and bury your fingers into his shortened curls, trimmed down at the base of his neck but thereâs still just enough to tug, swallowing down his soft grunt as you pull and bite as at his bottom lip.
Joel has the thought to stop you, but he canât.Â
He feels guilty, appreciating the touch that heâs lacked for so long. But, thereâs a creeping sensation of frustration that fills him, vexed with you. And it snaps, completely.
His hands finally touch you, releasing a breath into his mouth you didnât realize you were holding. One hand cradling the back of your head, the other wrapped firmly around your neck. Just a solid weight that he uses as leverage when you get too eager, nipping at his lip.Â
Joel moves you easily, silently as he turns and presses you against his desk, mumbling a soft âUp.â as he aids in the lift of your thighs, taking a seat on his desk as it shakes with the movement and he slots himself between your open legs and kisses you fuller, selfishly.
Heâs eager to slip his tongue into your mouth once more, like beforem and you welcome it with ease. Giggling into his open mouth as he squeezes at your throat, the sound breaking his focus.
âSo, is this the extra credit?â You speak against his lips, a soft puff of his breath over your face as he keeps his eyes closed, face pressed against yours. âBecause I think my fifteen minutes is up.â
Joel canât do conversation right now, the noise grating in his ears as he blindly reaches for his tie and loosens it, yanking it away from his neck and balling up the material, his eyebrows shooting up slightly in response as he catches your gaze, momentarily confused until you quickly catch on.
Oh, he wants you to shut up. Noted.
Heâs guiding the fabric to your mouth before you can properly speak and thatâs what he wants, stuffing it between your teeth and forcing you to bite down, his eyes darkened as he squeezes your cheeks between his fingers, shifting a hand under the hem of your dress where it tickles your thighs and you legs widen instinctively, even more. Thereâs an obvious absence of fabric that Joel notes as his fingers dig into your hips, your eyes brightening at his realization.
And thatâs how Joel knowsâyou never came here to talk. You always had some underlying intention or reason and it drove him insane, but he was a raging hypocrite, wanting it just as selfishly. His fingers drag over your pussy with intention, gliding through your slick and pressing a single digit inside of you with little resistance and you gasp, muffled by the fabric.
âYou didnât come here to talk,â Joel surmises, though it was obvious from the start, âdid you?â
You shake your head weakly, eyes squeezing shut as he pumps his fingers and quickly adds another, hand flying to his wrist as he quirks his fingers inside of you and hits a spot that has your stomach coiling in anticipation. Â
âWhat do you want?â He asks hotly, hand squeezing at the base of your neck while he uses his other hand to rub messy, slow circles over your clit. Your hands reach for his belt without question, palm flattening over his cock that was held tightly behind the stiff material of his slacks. âYeah?â He questions, the subtle squeeze of your hand against his shaft in response.
And part of you really doesnât think he has it in him to go through with it, but then heâs pulling his hand away from you to manipulate and manhandle, yanking you off the desk sloppily and pressing your front against the edge, fumbling with his belt behind you and pulling it off in a sharp snap, hand flattening against your back as he presses you down.
âGive me your hands.â He tells you, a soft whine of protest coming from your mouth, but then heâs pulling himself from his briefs, cock in hand as he tugs at himself slowly and glides along the center of your pussy, dragging through the wetness. âYou want me to fuck you, right? Give me your hands.â
You had control on just about every aspect of his mindâhe needed this, the physicality stripped from you.
You oblige silently, face resting against the cold wood as you offered up your hands and allowed him to constrain them tight and snugâhe does it with ease. Practice and perfected and he uses it as leverage to pull you back toward him, âSo, we have a caveat here. No condom.â
You nod deftly, eyes closing as he tightens his grip and ultimately squeezes the belt even tighter.
âBut, something tells me you donât careââ A shake of your head in response, ââdonât tell me youâre that fucking naive.â
You shrug lamely, wiggling your ass in an effort to move closer, eyebrow furrowing as he moves his hips away slightly. You growl in frustration and spit out the tie, âFuck you, Iâm on birth control. Do you really think Iâm that irresponsible?â
His lack of answer is enough of one and he stuffs the fabric back into your mouth with a grimace, âGiven your behavior, yes.â He fists himself tightly and slips inside of you with ease, a snug fit but you mold around him perfectly.
And it shouldnât feel right, but it does. Joel breathes a soft breath of relief as he uses his free hand to fist into the fabric of your dress and use it as a perfect leverage to fuck into you with fervor, disregarding of your own pleasure for the time beingâthough the angle and the intensity of your thrust doesnât have you far off, snapping his hips with a furiosity that strikes something inside of you with each harsh movement.
Heâs huffing behind clenched teeth, a low growl emitting from his chest as he feels you tighten around him instinctively, sobbing brokenly around the fabric in your mouth, eventually allowing it to slip as you feel his grip shift, pulling you upright by your dress and pressing you back against his chest.
âWhy theâsudden change of heart?â You tease, an underlying suspicion in your mind that you donât speak aloud. He wanted a distraction and you were proving to be a great one. His hips slow suddenly, almost like heâs contemplating a response.
He huffs out a bitter laugh, snapping his hips sharply and forcing a gasp from your chest.
âDo you ever shut up?â He asks, âIf I knew youâd be this annoying I wouldâve just shoved my dick in your mouthâmaybe that would do you some good. Youâd like that, huh?â
You giggle softly but it falls off into a broken moan as Joel buries his face into your neck, biting roughly at your skin as he feels himself reaching his peak, knowing itâs been far too long for himâyears of lacking sex that quickly divulged into nothing. âI think you would like that, Joel.â
Youâre waiting for a chastise that never comes, knowing he hates when his name falls from your tongueâhe makes a muffled sound as he loosens the belt with fluid, practiced fingers and discards it to the floor, relieving the growing ache in your shoulders as he crosses an arm over your chest, palm flat against it to hold you in place as he snaps his hips once, twice, before his other hand is digging into the flesh of your own hip as he comes, deep inside of you and with a muffled grunt, teeth leaving a faint impression in your skinâand youâre only slightly disappointed in his lack of attention in making you come, but then heâs pulling out and spinning you around, hands coming up under your thighs to spread you out over his desk, silently pressing for you to lean back, dropping to his knees with his pants pooling low on his thighs. Too impatient to redress fully.
You gasp when he dips a finger inside of you, catching the slow spend that slips out, stuffing it back in as he presses his tongue over your clit and groaning at how you clench tightly around his fingers, spasming at the pressure.
âQuiet,â He warns, âput the fucking tie back in your mouth if you canât control yourself.â
You can admit defeat, pathetically stuffing the fabric back in your mouthâhaphazardly as half of it drapes over your chest, eyes locking on Joelâs as he laps at your clit, fingers stuffed inside of you to keep his cum from dripping out. And itâs so overwhelming that when you do finally come, you feel your vision blacking out, biting down roughly on the silk tie as you claw at the hand he has braced against your stomach, desperately trying to keep your writhing body still.
The aftermath is quiet, jadedâshifting on his desk silently you watch as he redresses, tucking his shirt back into his pants as he slips his belt through the loops, the fingers that were just buried inside of you working so easily against the leather.Â
âSatisfied?â He asks suddenly, into the silence as you both lock eyes.
He slips the tie from your fingers, placing it back around his neck and tying it diligently.Â
âAre you going to try and convince me you did that for my benefit?â You retort in annoyance, despite how satisfied you actually may be, this wasnât just on you, âHow about you apologize for using me as an outlet for your troubled marriage?â
âYouâre not an outletââ
And as if you spoke it into existence, the knock comes a few moments later. The door opening.
This is the part where Joelâs life finally implodes.
You on his desk, compromising as he still stands halfway between your legs in the middle of shifting his tie and Tess isâŠstoic. Silent.
âThis is whatâs been keeping you so preoccupied?â Tess asks, the dooming stack of papers gripped tightly in her hand. âFucking a student?â Her eyes flicking to you briefly but quickly back to Joel and he nods toward the door, beckoning for you to leave.Â
You do, without question.Â
 And the aftermath is abysmal.
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Cod With Monster!Reader
Requested: No
Warnings: Reader is described with some monster features depending on which character, blood drinking, Reader is dead in Ghostâs section, descriptions of blood and a slit throat, a decent amount of spice Soapâs along with some dub-con, also mentions of eating human flesh, Reader is described with a green dress in Soapâs part because itâs part of the mythology that I read, Reader remains Gn though.
A/N: This is the post I got way too into. Soapâs especially isâŠ.way too goddamn long.
Price - House Spirit
Price first met you when he moved into his new home. He was annoyed when he thought he had mice, what sounded like their little claws scurrying all under the floorboards and in the cellar, unaware that that was just you moving about. So preoccupied with his own worries, he never wondered how dust never seemed to collect in home, despite him being gone for months at a time, how his clothes and sheets always smelled clean and unwrinkled, or how his dressers were always full despite not actually having done his laundry since he moved in.
It all comes to a head one day when he was home on leave and decided to check his cellar for the first time in the whole 3 years heâd technically lived here. Unfortunately for you, you didnât even know heâd come home that day and were too busy reorganizing your little nest in the back corner of the room to hear the door open or his heavy footsteps coming down the steps. Not until you could feel his bewildered gaze staring holes into the back of your head.
Things from there wereâŠ.tense. He wanted to believe that you were some strange person who was either trying to rob him or maybe someone who was suffering mentally and was confused. Something that didnât fuck up his entire concept of reality and what was real and myth. That was, until he got a good look at your little horns, your long and floppy, almost bunny like, ears, and the swishing tail behind you. He promptly backed himself up the stairs and slammed the door to the cellar shut.
It took another week or so before he went back into the cellar, but this time you were hidden away from his eyes. It took some coaxing from him to get you to reveal yourself, promises that he wouldnât hurt you or try and force you to leave. Once you did come out, he was all questions, what you were, why you were here, why you were staying in the fucking cellar of all places when he had a bed he didnât even sleep in when he was home.
After that, things were a bit rocky butâŠ.almost domestic. He enjoyed coming home and seeing your ears perk up so cutely when he walked through the door, or how your tail swished a bit faster when he greeted you kindly. Overall, he enjoys your presence and itâs no skin off his back if you want to do all the cleaning that he canât be bothered with on his few lazy days. Or if you feel like cooking for him when he comes home. Or if you wake him from his ptsd induced nightmares, touching his face and holding his hand, making him warm tea and something to eat to help stop his shaking.
The only thing he insists on is that you move out of the cellar and into an actual room.
Gaz - Dullahan
Gaz met you when he was lost in the woods, a chopper having crashed and left him stranded in the middle of nowhere. He was thirsty and hungry, having run out of emergency rations and water days ago, with nothing nearby to help him. He was on Deathâs door, his eyes heavy, his stomach long since having stopped itâs rumbling, body weak and feeling like lead. But, as his eyes began to close, he heard the strangest thing just before he lost consciousness.
The beating of hooves on the ground beside him.
When he came to, Gaz was feeling significantly less thirsty and weak, but still very much tired. The warmth of whatever he was laying on brought him a sense of ease and relaxation.
Until he registered that what he was laying on was ever so subtly moving up and down. At the same time that he made this realization, something cold and wet nudged at the palm of his hand, making him shoot upright. Whatever it was startled at this and snorted almost angrily, making him lose his balance and fall back.
What he saw only confused him. A large black horse with a long mane and tail, itâs eyes completely white and leaving him feeling cold every time he looked into them.
And then a voice, your voice, calling out to the giant creature. âDubhshlĂĄine, come.â You said, and it did, but not before sniffing at Gazâs face one more time before it trotted over to your side. Then Gaz was pushing himself back up, eyes searching for the source of the voice, almost shouting when he saw the headless body that was petting the snout of the great beast.
It tookâŠ.a while for you to calm him down, frantically trying to keep him from running, your voice shouting from somewhere that he needed to calm down and that he shouldnât move when he was like this. But his struggle only ended when he was practically dry heaving in your arms, dizzy from trying to exert himself like that when he was recovering from dehydration and starvation.
Things went a bit smoother after that, at least, once you reattached your head and offered him some berries and meat that he wasnât entirely sure he wanted to eat, despite you insisting that it was just goose. He did end up eating it though, if only to stave off the incessant rumbling of his belly. And that night, as he let you guide him into a cave and helped him into a large pile of warm furs, you promised him that youâd help him get home.
But he couldnât help but think that going home meant heâd never be able to hear your soothing voice again.
Ghost - Poltergeist
Ghost is someone who goes to thrift stores every once and a while. A habit of his, as he doesnât like to spend too much money, and part of him likes to see what sort of things other people have collected and gotten rid of over the years. Priceless things and useless things alike. Normally he sticks to buying little, only things he needs, like a cheap and worn t-shirt because his last one finally became too ripped to wear in public.
But on that day, something else caught his eye. A simple and small Jade necklace tied on a black string. His fingers brush over it, running his thumb over the hole in the middle where the string was tied. Ghost should have known something was wrong then, as he never took interest in jewelry. Ever.
The owner seemed to take notice of his attention and told him to just take it, as it had been sitting on the rack for ages, longer than he could remember. What he didnât tell Ghost was that people constantly avoided it, avoided even looking at it, even the owner himself. It instilled a sense of dread and fear, and made peopleâs hearts race. The owner had tried to simply throw it out but it ended up right back on that rack, time and time again. And if it wasnât making this strange masked man uncomfortable then he was more then welcome to take the fucking thing off of his hands.
Ghost is surprised at the offer but accepts after a moment of hesitation. The necklace becomes sort of a good luck charm for him, and he rarely, if ever, takes it off. Itâs always so warm against him (it grew almost scorching whenever he took off his clothes), making him feel a sense of security that he wasnât sure that he ever felt before.
But soon thingsâŠchanged. He noticed that if he neglected to touch the necklace for a certain length of time, things would happen around him. Things moving from where he left them, pictures falling from walls, objects jumping off of shelves. Like a brat throwing a temper tantrum after being denied attention. It was something that he brushed off time and time again as the wind or loose nails or whatever other thing he could think of. Ghost didnât believe in the paranormal.
At least, he didnât. But when he wakes up in the middle of the night to hands oh so gently petting his face and chest, an eerie and croaky sounding cry echoing quietly in the room, he starts to believe just a little bit. His eyes slowly peek open when your hand on his face drifts down to cup the back of his neck, your other hand going from his chest to his hip as you press soft and sweet kisses to his chest, focusing particularly around the necklace that laid in the center of his skin. He only got a good look at you when you started rubbing your cheek against his clavicle, that same noise as earlier coming from your mouth.
And god when he saw you.
Your throat was slit open, that much he could make out, wide and deep, so deep that it must have damaged your vocal cords, which explained why you sounded so croaky. The blood from the cut was all down your front, staining your once white t-shirt and the panties that adorned your body. And you looked almost see through, but Ghost could certainly feel how corporeal you were.
Ghostâs eyes quickly shut again when you started to move, straddling his hips as you pressed those same kisses to his face before curling yourself against him, burying your face into his neck. You seemedâŠ..lonely, almost. And Ghost decided he could work with lonely, especially when he had been left feeling the same way for the longest time.
Soap - Baobhan sith
It was a stupid wish, made in the dead of night, when he was lonely and sleep deprived on a mission in the middle of nowhere, his comrades sleeping around him on the forest floor while he took the watch shift. It was a wish for companionship, to not be as lonely as he often felt. Sure, he had the 141, but the 141 were family. Not a lover that would hold him tight, press kisses to his lips, tell him that he was loved and cherished.
And that was when you appeared. He didnât see you at first, too lost in his own thoughts. You only caught his attention when you shifted, your curious and mischievous eyes peeking out at him from behind a tree trunk. He was stunned for lack of a better word, especially when you came out fully, your long green dress dragging on the ground. What were you doing out here?
He called for you quietly, his voice full of concern. Were you hurt? Looking for help? Lost? He stepped closer but you stepped back, gesturing for him to follow you, to chase you. And it was stupid that he listened. He was a soldier and he was leaving his sleeping comrades defenseless. He shouldnât have set his gun down and took off after you, no matter how worried he was. But something about you was clouding his judgment, making him lose his way.
He stumbled through brambles and branches, through bushes and mud, your giggling the only sign that he was even going the right way. And then finally, a break in the darkness. A little homey cottage, the sudden light almost feeling blinding to his retinas. But when he opened his eyes again, you were there, excitedly beckoning him again, coaxing him into what was supposedly your house.
Soap knew he should turn back, should wake away, but his body only moved forward, his mind a fog of confused desire as you pulled him in for a kiss, your back pressed against the door. He was putty under your touch, just waiting to be molded into whatever shape you wished for, whatever shape pleased you best.
And apparently what pleased you was having him under you on your soft bed, riding his cock for your pleasure and your pleasure only, batting away his hands every time he tried to touch you. He was desperate for it, for more of you, like you were a drug heâd never be able to come back from, that heâd never stop craving.
And then you came and all he could think of was how you were pulling away, how wanting he was, how he couldnât let you leave him like this. He didnât notice the red in your eyes or how sharp your teeth became, how you started to go for his wide open neck, his blood pumping so deliciously fast for you.
And then you were flipped, so distracted by the thought of your own meal that you didnât notice that heâd grabbed you until it was too late. He pushed your face into the pillows as you started to wiggle, his other hand clenching the meat of your hip tightly to keep you still as he plowed back into you, making you cry out in surprise and pleasure.
Heâs overcome with the need for his own pleasure. With the need to drown himself in the pleasure your body gave him. His cock was twitching, he was so close. So so close. He needed it, needed it more than he needed the air in his lungs. He leaned in-
And you screamed.
Your cry was loud and sharp, like a bansheeâs wail ringing in his ears. It shattered the haze in his mind, sent the wool flying from his eyes. He looked down and he saw your skin steaming from where his dog tags had touched your back. You seemed relieved with them gone, your body shaking under him, snarling at him over your shoulder.
It clicked for him suddenly, everythinh falling into place like one horrible puzzle that was missing its final piece. Heâd grown up on old stories and legends of creatures that harmed humans, ate them down to their bones but were repelled by iron. His tags were steel, so he supposed they were close enough to iron to merit their effect on you.
You watched him. He watched you.
And then all at once he was moving again, finding your little squeak of surprise both amusing and cute. You were confused but he had never been more certain in his life. As he used you like his own personal whore, his mind was made up. You were his now. You couldnât leave him. You were the first person in so long to take away the loneliness, the pain.
He flipped you onto your back, holding your hands above your head with one hand as the other whipped his dog tags over his head, wrapping them around your wrists as you hissed at him, bucking wildly. It only served to impale you further on his cock, making him groan with delight before his mouth was on your skin, nails raking down your sides now that you were successfully restrained. And he didnât stop til you were a drooling whimpering mess on his cock, his cream dripping from your sore hole as he pressed kisses along your face and hands. Showing you how good he could please you and take care of you.
And then, youâd come with him, right? You chose him that night in the woods, and he chose you right back. Except instead of a quick meal, you ended up with a Sergeant who was head over heels for you and refused to leave you out in your woods all alone.
At least he was cute.
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While I'm on the subject of Dreamling-does-tropes-wrong:
Hanahaki au where Hob's the one with hanahaki. Because I think however you set it up Hob refuses to play by the rules of the genre and the potential there is like catnip to me.
"The cure is confessing your love" variant? Hob's just like "Well fuck this actually" and tells Dream he loves him the moment he starts coughing up flowers. And there's so much potential there!
-Poor Hob tries to confess to Dream every time they interact and something keeps getting in his way- he falls in love in 1689, in 1789 they get interrupted, in 1889 he gets halfway through a confession and Dream YOU DAREs him, in 1989 he gets stood up. In 2022 Dream shows up at his table in the New Inn and Hob just blurts out "I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU" before Dream has the chance to actually say anything.
-Modern day, post-reunion, Dream doesn't want to intrude on Hob's life but he does want to see him more so he decides to go for the totally rational move of using his Dream-powers to spy on Hob- which means he gets a front-row seat to Hob slowly succumbing to hanahaki the second their meeting ends. All of Hob's friends/coworkers/acquaintances are REAL worried for him, but he's just like "it's seriously nbd I'll just tell him next time I see him." Dream is also REAL worried while spying from afar, but eventually goes to Hob in person to beg him to confess to whoever he's in love with. (Could be very serious and emotional, could play like that one "just tell them you love them" "alright. hey, I love you." "yes, like that!" meme.)
-Hob blurts out a love confession at... literally any of their canonical meetings, and the rest of the fic is dealing with the fallout. I think the simplest way to do this is 1889, with the confession standing in for "I think you're lonely." I think the most interesting way to do this is 1489, because so much would change. I think the FUNNIEST way to do this is 1589, yes Hob is still married.
But then you can also do the "the cure is having your love requited" variant, where Hob suffers through several centuries with an incurable lung disease. One of his most treasured dreams is that someone will come up with a cure (but for Plot reasons it keeps just not happening, like someone does come up with a cure but the side effects just aren't worth it if you can technically survive having flowers in your lungs. And/or he's never found a doctor he trusted not to freak out if he died and came back on the operating table).
And then you've got options such as:
-Dream falls in love in 1689, and either they start up a relationship right then, or they spend several centuries where Hob thinks they're in a relationship (his feelings were returned, of course they are!) and Dream thinks he's pining hopelessly for Hob, who could never love him
-Dream Does Not realize that Hob is in love with him (and in fact thinks Hob just keeps getting hanahaki, over and over, for different people, and wonders why Death saddled him with the world's Messiest human). And then he falls in love with Hob.
-Dream DOES realize Hob is in love with him. Unfortunately, he falls in love with Hob (or more realizes that what he was feeling WAS love) while fishbowled. Fortunately, Hob notices the lack of flowers, gets worried about what that means (because if his Stranger returns his feelings then why isn't he here? the flowers can't be gone because he's dead, Hob refuses to believe it). Cue a fishbowl rescue!
-Dream falls in love with Hob post-fishbowl, but is in denial about his ow feelings and assumes Hob found a workable cure sometime while he was fishbowled, or got over him. He's VERY SAD about this and can't figure out why. Hob is busy googling 'how to ask out a guy who i empirically know likes me back but only looks at me mournfully when i try to flirt'
Like I want to write this fic so bad but there are so many directions i want to go with it...
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maybe skully isnt dead đ€Ż [half copium half srs]
listen. ik ive been on copium for a while. ik we all are, ive seen twitter, tumblr, and everyoneâs tags on my posts when they reblog
BUT PLS HEAR ME OUT. IM SO SERIOUS RN WHEN I SAY: if u wanna be technical about it, if u wanna stretch it out somehow, you can argue that the game never outright states that skully is dead, only that the skully we met was from hundreds of years ago.
âbut mamsir pianostarinwonderland, how in the fuck can that be???? we HEARD that invisible kissâ LET ME COOKKKKKK đ„đ„đ„ I SWEAR EVERYONE, I AM COOKING U JUST HAVE TO HEAR ME OUUUUUUUUUUUUUTâ knocked out
Ok serious time, let me mansplain to you all the possibility of Skully being alive
Establishing first of all, Twst has kept Skully's nature vague
Simply put: we don't know if Skully is human. In his live 2D, Skully's ears are completely covered. Even in his illustration, we can barely see his ears. It's an interesting design choice. However, in his chibi (which wasn't revealed until Episode 5), we can see his ears aren't shaped like a fae, but are round like that of a human.
However, it's pretty hard to think he's human either, when we consider his "moshi, ne moshi" greeting in Episode 1 and its connection to the supernatural. Voiced, to be noted. Exactly what kind of creature he could be is currently unknown, but because this part was voiced, it's something we need to pay attention to at the very least.
In regards to his mortality, the only clue we're really given is Skully himself saying that he may never meet us except through Halloween, which implies a lifespan similar to a human or something similar. But Skully doesn't know how far into the future that the cast is from. Heck, does he even know of his nature?
Now, addressing that invisible kiss...
I feel like this is the main thing that told all of us that Skully is long gone. Heck, if you catch me in my right mind, I might just tell you that yeah, that should be enough proof that Skully is dead! Little signs from the dead such can manifest in similar ways to what Jamil and Leona sensed: hearing a kiss and feeling a kiss on your hand.
(unfortunately i'm not in my right mind so you're getting my dumb reasons why i'm arguing for otherwise)
However, if Skully is gone, I find it interesting that this is the way they decide to show it. We already know from the very first Halloween event that ghosts can manifest all year round in Night Raven College due to the high concentration of magical power in the area. Outside of that, they cannot be seen. If they really wanted to confirm with the audience that Skully is a ghost, they could have had him appear as such at the end, when they all returned to Night Raven College.
But they chose a scenario where people can draw a lot of conclusions from it: Is their senses getting fucked over as they wake up? Are they still reeling from the magic of the book? (though rationally, we know that Leona is not one to be easily stunned, so the first question is at the very least easy to dismiss)
I've also seen some people theorize that he's using invisibility magic during the invisible kiss scene. And well, while I find that funny, it makes me wonder if he could be some other kind of spirit that's not dead. Like an undead of some sort, which the residents of Halloween Town are. Heck, Azul's card line about Skully talks about how he seems to fit right at home with the Halloween Town residents. Again, we don't know Skully's true nature, but the possibility of him being a species that can turn invisible is interesting.
Moving on, we have what Dire Crowley stated about Skully
At the end of the event, Crowley tells us that he found Skullyâs portrait while rummaging through the storage and shows it to us and the 11 boys who went inside the book
What he tells us is that Skully J. Graves is a NRC graduate from hundreds of years ago, before Crowley was Headmage. Note that he only was appointed for the position 100 years ago; the Skully we met is at least from around 200 years ago. During his NRC years, Skully got to share Halloween to NRC. It was a hit, and when he graduated, he spread Halloween all over the world in his travels.
I'd like to take a little detour first to discuss something that's been weighing on my mind: Some people have thought that Crowley is lying to us when he speaks about Skully and his achievements, but... I don't see why he would lie. For one, there is a decent chance that Crowley might not have gotten to see Skully. Even if he did, it's even more unsure if he was involved in Skully's affairs.
However, there's one main reason why I do think that Skully got to live a fulfilling life instead of facing an overblot that killed him or some other tragedy. I'd like to dedicate a longer post to this matter, but to make it concise, I think through Skully, Twst is starting to establish something new regarding their history. I think that historical teachings, folktales and stories, and rumors that are well-known tend to be lies or twisted truths. Whereas those that are obscure and not known are actually what occurred. Skully is called the King of Halloween who's done so much to spread the holiday to the world, yet not even NRC students, who should be the first to know considering that Skully is an alumna, know of him. Although there may be other reasons why that's the case, I like to think that at the very least, Skully's obscurity indicates that he did live the life he wanted and succeeded in working for a future that generations after him can enjoy.
Anyway, that actually isn't the main point of this section of the post, but I kind of want to air that out first. The main point is that Crowley only really said that Skully is a former NRC student from hundreds of years ago who traveled around the world to spread Halloween. But he never told us where he was buried or whether he saw his ghost roaming NRC. He never said anything about Skully being dead.
He probably said the hundreds of years ago bit, carrying the assumption that of course, Skully may have passed away. But we have to remember that we have long-living species in Twisted Wonderland. Fae that were students 200 years ago are very likely to be alive now. Crowley himself is a long-living creature, having been Headmage for 100 years. I think with that in mind, it's important for him to emphasize that Skully's gone if he really is. But he never mentioned it. Therefore, there is a good chance that Skully might just be somewhere else. That or Crowley just doesn't give a fuck where his alumni go, and I might be thinking too deeply about the absence of certain words. Honestly, that's a pretty good chance too.
Lastly, we have the scene where Jack Skellington gets shot down but survives it
Here's where it gets a bit more into speculation, but you're going to have to hear me out.
In the movie, Jack Skellington gets shot down by the military for impersonating Santa Claus. When the Halloween Townspeople watched it, they all despaired, and the mayor started declaring to all that Jack has been blown to smithereens and proclaimed him dead.
But that's not what happened: we find Jack landing on an angel's statue, alive and definitely not blown to smithereens.
And considering that Skully is still very much twisted from Jack Skellington... do you think the writers are pulling a similar move? Making us think that he's dead, just as the townspeople thought he was dead, only for us to learn eventually that he's alive.
This of course depends on what happens eventually in the sequel. From the way things are proceeding, what happened in the Lost in the Book with TNBC is events prior to the movie, and we could very well have the sequel be set during the movie events. (If you ask me, I kind of doubt that actually. I feel like Skellington got inspired by Skully's love for Halloween, enough to stay true to his identity as the Pumpkin King, which would mean the movie wouldn't happen the way we know it. So if anything, I feel like TNBC 2 would focus less on the actual movie and more on the side games where Oogie takes over Halloween Town and even kidnaps Santa and other people, but I admit, that's a stretch, especially considering that we will get Santa giving Halloween Town a taste of Christmas)
Of course, this post is really just to let some of my copium out. Rn, it's still safe to assume that yea, Skully's dead. And though I am coping hard for Skully to be alive, with the way Twst treats the dead, it's not exactly a bad thing. Ghosts continue to stay in NRC like they're living people. They honor the dead, and let the dead live among them. And even if he is in the afterlife and not stuck in the mortal plane, I have faith that Skully did live a fulfilling life that may have been forgotten but clearly changed the world. :'D
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst jp#twst theory#skully j. graves#skully j graves#twst skully#guh yall what is the more common tag being used j with a period or without???#cause im going to terrorize both tags until im in acceptance stage
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Autism is so frustrating because sometimes I just have a severe disconnect between my feelings/reactions/cognition.
"Go to therapy," they said. "It'll help you understand your emotions." Well I did. And in theory, I do.
It never quite worked the same way for me, though, because I can actually rationalize quite well. And that was exhausting because it meant that I had to find a therapist who genuinely understood that. I am very empathetic and very rational. Sometimes, though, my brain doesn't want to be empathetic and rational. Sometimes it's just too many feelings to manage. And I never even knew the reason because I was just labeled as anxious and depressed and probably "crazy" with air quotes around it.
But unfortunately, now that I've gone through lots of therapy and spent a very long time trying to figure out why I was feeling a certain way, I discovered that I still have physical emotional reactions, I'm now just frustrated as shit that I'm having them. Like... I AM rationalizing. I KNOW that my feelings are not valid. But I'm still crying???? I don't want to be crying??? I know what needs to happen and I'm still physically upset. It's frustrating as sh*t. The tears are streaming down my face but that's not what's happening in my head.
I know, technically, that I'm allowed to have feelings. But it feels like such a burden? I'm absolutely terrified about becoming my (very reactive) parents, and that does not help. I don't want to traumatize others with my own anxiety.
BUT on the other hand, sometimes my brain cells just completely stop working. It's like the loading screen on a computer. And that's frustrating because I have STUFF TO DO. I need thoughts!! On some level, I need to be able to cognate. Instead, it just feels sort of blank, and that makes me panic in a totally different way. It's anxiety about being unable to speak. Unable to fully express myself.
And sometimes I express myself and it's just ~anxiety~.
My brain just feels like it's broken into separate spaces that can't seem to align on anything. And that's really what autism is, a lot of times. There is a lot of gray and white matter, but not quite in the right places.
And I have to just accept it, because there isn't a "cure" for autism.
Unfortunately, my ADHD somewhat keeps this in check, because it says "do things! Socialize! HAVE EVERY EMOTION" except then I can't focus on shit, and I'm slightly irritable, and still kinda useless.
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I loved writing the other Triple Frontier boys in The Pilot and his Girl, and my favourite to write was always Benny. He would always get away with funny lines. These two below the cut were my favourite passages with him.
âSo let me get this straight,â Benny says, pointing his beer bottle at Frankie, âyou manage to get her number, thanks to Popeâs bet, and you had a great date on Sunday.â âImpressing her with my flying skills,â Frankie interrupts, grinning. âRight, if you say so,â Benny smirks, âthen you meet up on Friday and go for drinks, you think some guy slaps her in a bar so you beat up the guy, she freaks and dumps you.â âTechnically she didnât dump me, we were never officially together, just one date,â Frankie interrupts again. âFine, but she freaks out and you freak out because she freaked out, Pope has to slap you around, get you to text her. She, by some miracle of god, agrees to see you again. You tell her all the shit youâve been through and she still wants to be with you?â âIâm seeing her on Friday, sheâs cooking dinner for me.â âFish, you are the luckiest son of a bitch I have ever met.â
âYou two were way too fucking loud this morning,â he growls, Santiâs morning temper isnât great and today he seems to have woken up on the wrong side. Unfortunately Frankie and you were probably the reason behind that and you feel a bit guilty. âSorry, Santi,â you say, handing him your coffee as a peace offering, which he accepts, still frowning, âwe were trying to be quiet.â âHermana, I love you, and I love Frankie, but pleaseâŠâ his frown melts into a pleading look, âI do not need to hear him make those noises.â You bite your lip to stop from grinning and Frankie shuffles behind you, âLo siento, Pope,â he mumbles and as he passes you to grab the freeze dried rations, you see the deep flush of his neck. âIt wonât happen again, Santi,â you say, your grin is definitely breaking through again but you can hear Benny snickering by the camping stove and his mirth is making it very difficult to suppress your own giggles. âOh it will definitely happen again,â Santi says with an exasperated sigh, âPlease just donât do it with me sleeping next door.â âI thought it was great!â Benny chirps, âtook me like ten minutes to figure out where the noise was coming from, I thought it was maybe bear mating season or something.âÂ
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graydark bucky content with more overt murder/violence vibes under the cut.
deranged!bucky x clinical psych grad student RC whoâs maybe like. a friend of peter parkers or sumn. asked to provide off-the-books not-technically-therapy because he has problems with authority + acts way too antagonistic towards Official Therapists with their fancy doctorates and established practices and shit. Tony (everyone lives au for simplicityâs sake. steve imo fucked off to the woods to do art, maybe got a girlfriend or something, Does Not Do That (superhero stuff) Anymore, so i can still play around w the abandonment theme) offers to personally fund her thesis + pay her to the tune of 80k/year which is like. hell yes!! grad students make like below minimum wage when the salary is divided by typical work hours.
I just want more weird thriller vibes with Attraction That RC Should Probably Not Be Feeling but this time with kind of mean!bucky. heâs not like. actually uncaring heâs just struggling with reconciling Enjoying Killing People with like. being a not-evil person, and heâs actively hostile to the idea of giving a shit about anybody for a lot of reasons. but anyway the Plot Elements im thinking about are 1. she def tells him about her life in an attempt to Connect and he straight-up hunts down and kills a past abuser; she doesnât know for a fact that it was him but like. her gut knows. 2. stalking. oops. i feel like itâs a given for any flavor of deranged!bucky because of the whole WS history, 3. showing up maybe at her college when sheâs walking to her car in the evening paranoid sheâs gonna get him sent back to prison because atp heâs opened up about the Enjoying Murder thing. which leads to a fucked up kidnapping road trip getting-together fusion. emphasis on the fucked up.
particularly imagining a scene where they stop at a truck stop or something after itâs already been established sheâs not going to try to run or call for help because Bucky would probably just. kill whoeverâs unfortunate enough to get involved if he thought he was under threat of jail time. anyway he tells her to stay in the car because itâs really late at night and shady as fuck and she Doesnât and gets cornered by some dude being gross and giving sexual assault vibes whomst bucky kills in front of her by snapping his neck with his bare hands. terror + some deeply fucked part of her finding it kind of hot. something wrong with me Iâm afraid
also. distinction between ânot going to hurt youâ and ânot going to *harm* youâ, little bit of sadism. for science. knife kink probably. MUTUAL knife kink.
and then underneath all the really fucked up stuff is a really fucked up but also really vulnerable core of him thatâs afraid to trust and terrified of people he gets attached to leaving him. first time they fuck he holds her down w the metal hand around her throat (just. keeping it there. a little bit of a threat, mostly an act of possession. i will see myself out) final time before the end of the story itâs with his right hand. because. symbolism. and he begs her not to leave him. or. well. his version of begging which is just telling her âyou did this to me (made me care about you) and now you canât leave/Iâll follow you if you do/ you will never be able to run from me iâd find you at the end of the earthâ etc. fucked up control issues speak for âplease donât leave me everyone i ever cared about always leavesâ.
I just crave more dark content where RC is not like. cowering or controlled by fear. personally I go right to compartmentalizing/rationalizing under extreme stress and if i thought i might get killed by some guy I was kinda already into with no feasible way out of the situation I would be on my emotional manipulation + trying-to-hit-that game like nobodyâs business (bc youâre a lot safer if they see you as a human being. yaaay criminal psychology) but maybe thatâs just me being nuts
#more RCs with batshit emotional responses to things. representation matters đ© (/j)#astxrwar.txt#lukeâs brainworms
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đ LOVE LETTER
đš PALETTE
for all three?
Aw ;; thanks dear, these are super cute!!
đ LOVE LETTER - do they like love letters? what kind of messages do they leave for their partner?
Elanor
She doesn't, but she does, but she doesn't, but in truth she really craves that kind of romanticism even though she'll never admit it. I picture both her and Alistair as two overgrown kids so their love language can be translated into showing each other gross stuff and laughing, or just saying "eww" whenever the other is being too cheesy. At the same time, they're just very serious about their feelings, they just don't talk about them. They're more actions >>> words, so the content of their letters can be summed up with "yeah dude I kinda miss you" and the reply is "Clingy much?" Absolutely horrible.
Hawke
He does, but he's more of a "I wanna know what you're up to" kind of writer. He wants to know the daily challenges, the happy and the sad, the "you had to be there!"s. He'd write about the weather in detail, the things he misses about being together, he writes down memories that he's sure would make Fenris smile... A total dork who thrives in normality.
Ankh
She never ever exchanged love letters before entering a relationship with Cullen, but when she received her first, heart wrenching, letter in Crestwood she completely fell in love with the idea. They weren't together together at that point, but there was some tension going on between them. Although he wasn't sure about the possibility of a romantic outcome, he wrote her anyway, because she was veeery missed in the war room and reports didn't really tell how she was feeling and such. And she replied instantly, sending him the most awkward letter she had ever written. Backstory of their correspondance aside, I think Cullen's writing is not flowery, but rather descriptive and pragmatic, besides when he tries his hand at metaphors they suck big time. Same goes for her. She does have a rational approach on letters too, but with some twists here and there when she physically needs to add some humor to mask her desperation towards long distance - or events that make her struggle emotionally. Oh, and she's a tease! Unfortunately, Cullen absorbed that trait so he's now a tease as well. Whereas she's a poker - as in she likes to drop hints - he's a finisher, raising the temperature of her threats to inhumane levels. It's not only like that tho. He finds the cutest, terrible, cheesiest nicknames for her, making her giggle like a teenager. During her time at the western deserts of Orlais, she was used to write small diaries to send him every four to five days, attaching souvenirs and various items that he could appreciate whenever the correspondance arrived. Also when it's risky to communicate in ordinary ways, they insert cryptic messages inside reports so to let the other know they're fine. I fucking hate these two, really.
đš PALETTE - can they draw? what do they like to draw?
Elanor
Absolutely not, even if she took painting classes - that she dreaded. I think that if abstract painting was a thing she'd be a pro. But she'd never try it, really, she's not interested <<
Hawke
Professional doodler of penises in the corner of textbooks pages. He needs to draw alchemic circles and plants in his grimoire for future reference, but he's not really good at it.
Ankh
She can and she's pretty amazing at technical drawing! Can draw straight lines and almost perfect circles. Anything else like portraits, flora and fauna, and all things slighty organic are a bit of a flop tho.
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Emoji Ask Meme
#long post#oc emoji asks#ankh#elanor cousland#kerry#I wanna throw them and their LI out of the window and cry for a week straight#they're dreadful! all of them#...and they make me smile like an idiot every single time lol
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Forget about punctuality, I think I will never post on time (â âŻâ °â âĄâ °â ïŒâ âŻâ ïž”â  â â»â ââ â»
But look, here is something pretty for you:
. . . I think it looked better on my sketchbook |â  â â  â ă°â  â â  '|
It is said at one point in the show that Mikey is a ballet master, so had the very spontaneous desire to represent it on paperâŠ
⊠is something I really wanted to be true. Unfortunately, there is more backstory to this drawing than I'd want (â  â ïŒâ ââ ïŒâ )
You see, I once had a strong traumatic experience affiliated with dance, and just the subject being brought makes my brain freeze, caught in a long war between my traumatized braincells who are readying various coping mechanisms and the ones who want to be rational and objective about it.
And if I don't do anything about it, it will haunt me and spoil my feelings towards a show or character.
And NOTHING will distract me from being a Rise fan nor from liking my sweet sweet Michaelangelo so much that I start giggling every time I think about him.
Instead of letting this idea live rent free in my brain and wither in it, I drew Mikey dancing. And it worked.
I have no idea of how the laws of physics work up here, but as long as I can maintain my addiction to TMNT alive, I will not ask any sarcastic questions. (â ă»-ă»â )
Anyway, that was the tragic backstory, now I can talk about the technicalities.
I drew this when I was still in my beginner phase of turtles drawings, but it is around the time when I caught a grasp of understanding about how to draw them. So it is an important step in my rottmnt journey. âïž
I'll try to finish it when I have access to colour again.
And I think I have said enough. Thank you for stopping by, I hope you're doing well and you're not awoken by nightmares, and have a nice day ââ (â (â ă»â âœâ ă»â )â )â â
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The Body Series Book 1: Ch 9 'Whispers'
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Summary: The day started out rough but slowly turned began to get better. Thanks mainly to your best friend, Layla. Unfortunately, like they had been lately, your day caught up with you. You only have yourself to blame.
Pairing: Steven Grant x F Reader, Marc Spector x F Reader, Jake Lockely
Warnings: Angst, mentions of alchohol and hangovers A/N: I think I have some explaining to do. Many apologies for taking so long to post the next chapter. I've been struggling with the work load I've had to endure this year and to top it all off, I lost someone close to me at the beginning of September and it really hit me hard. It's taken me a while to come out of my haze and I feel like the chapters I'd written before have gotten so much better after going over them this past week.
So with that said I'm hoping to get back onto my regular schedule of a chapter every one to two weeks.
Thank you to all the readers who stop by and especially those who leave such kind and lovely comments. You are all greatly appreciated and I am humbled by your kindness.
You slowly opened your eyes the next morning to soft glints of the early morning light seeping into the room. The dim light that comes just before the sun actually rises, basking the room in its soft glow.
Normally this would have been something you would have enjoyed but the pounding headache currently keeping beat in your head made this a less than ideal experience.
You closed your eyes and rolled over, placing your hand over them to deepen the dark you needed to help them from straining.
However, even with the piercing headache you were thankful.Â
You imagined how much worse it would have been if it wasnât for your healing ability. Although, you still wished it was completely healed like a wound or a broken limb would have been.
The one thing your healing ability could never fully heal by the time you woke.
A hangover.
Slowly you moved your hand and opened your eyes again, your back now facing the window. With your eyes adjusting to the dim light you began to feel another ache begin to grow within you. Â
The ache of realizing what you had tried to initiate the night beforeâŠwith Jake.
Technically nothing had actually happened but you knew you couldnât ease your guilt with a technicality.
You had been willing to put everything on the line. Â
You couldnât explain away how you had acted and you couldnât deny you would have taken it further if Jake hadnât stopped you. Â
What made the whole situation worse was you never once thought of Marc or Steven during it.Â
You hugged the pillow beside you and tried your best to rationalize.
âI hadnât seen Jake in such a long time, of course I couldnât help but focus on him!âÂ
âHe was ignoring me so I put all my attention on trying to keep his?â Â
âIt was all the alcoholâs fault!â
You buried your face into the pillow and let out a deep groan before pushing yourself up.
Nothing made what had happened okay. It couldnât be explained away and your guilt in the whole matter couldnât be taken from you. You were at fault! This may not have fully been your own doing but you hadnât tried to fight it in a long time.
What made the whole thing worse and ate away at your chest was if given the same chance, minus the alcohol, you still would have pushed and you wouldnât have contested it going further. On top of that, Jake wouldnât have had a reason to push you away.
You raised your eyes away from the pillow and stared at the glints of light that shined on the ceiling and the wall beside you.
What were you doing?! This wasnât you! Risking everything you had, everything you loved⊠but that was it, wasnât it?
You thought about what Jake had said. Were these feelings only because they shared the body? Was that how it happened with Steven and Marc? Â
Youâd loved Steven and cared for Marc before it grew into love. Even before you realized how deep it was⊠right?
You thought back to the time before you and Marc had decided to start dating officially. How you were both just friendly after finally meeting. How you had enjoyed being around him to the point it grew into a little crush before it ballooned into deeper feelings.Â
You felt that even if âthat nightâ had never happened you would have ended up together in the end anyway. âThat nightâ just put that outcome on the fast track.Â
Is the same true for Jake?
Or was all of this based on lust? Did you actually care for Jake or did you just yearn for him on a strictly physical level? Â
Did he actually have deeper feelings for you or was he right? Was all of his feelings just because he shared the body? Were your feelings only because of the same reason?
And why was it so important that he remained hidden from everyone?
This whole situation was beginning to become too much for you to handle and the only person you could really talk with about it was the other half involved in it. The person you werenât sure wanted to have anything to do with you.
âWhat am I doing?â you repeated in your mind as you pushed yourself up out of bed and stopped in the kitchen for some water on your way out to the balcony.Â
The sound of people below starting their day echoed through the streets and up into the sky. You leaned over the edge and watched as some of them made their way to the market down the street to open their stands and shops.
The early morning air, still cool from the night, began to push and sting at your cheeks.
âWhat am I going to do?â you thought again, walking over to one of the chairs she had on the balcony.
How could you fix this? How could you look Steven and Marc in the eyes knowing you had these feelings for their third identity? An identity they knew nothing about. You might as well have been cheating. This was cheating.
 âI need to talk to himâŠâ you whispered just as you heard the sliding door open.
âGood morningâŠâ Layla groaned, her voice hoarse from lack of use. âWhatâs with the sour expression?â
You shrugged.
âJustâŠlooking how I feel I guess.â
âWell that makes two of us.â Â
She reached out and handed you a cup with what looked like an egg yolk and some spices in it.
âWhatâs this?â you asked, your voice sounding just as hoarse as hers was.
âIt should help with our hangovers.â
You took the cup as she filled it with a clear liquid.âGo ahead and down it but whatever you do, donât smell it before.â
You looked over at her and plugged your nose before downing the cup's contents in one go.
This was followed by the most god awful guttural sound to match how you felt in that moment. A shiver pushing up through your spine then out to the rest of your body.
âWhat the heck did you just give me?! Are you trying to poison me?!â
She smiled and downed her own cup, making pretty much the same sound.
âNoâŠnot poisonâŠâ she said with a scratchy tone, âjust using the hangover cure Marc taught me. I think he called it a âprairie oysterâ.â
âOf course Marc would be behind that!â you complained, shivering one last time before downing as much water as you could.
Layla laughed as she did the same.
âSoâŠwhatâs on the agenda for today?â you asked, trying to not dwell on the taste that lingered in your mouth.
âUp for more partying?â Layla laughed.
âIâm never drinking again!â you exclaimed.
âThank the gods! I donât think Iâve ever let loose like that before! Youâre a bad influence on me!â
âOh please! Iâm the guest! You were the mastermind of last night!â
Layla shook her head in denial then started laughing, taking the seat beside you.
âOkay, I secede. What do you say we take it slow? Then, maybe, go to the market down the road later?â
âI think thatâs the perfect plan.â you said, leaning deeper into the chair.
At least you wonât be alone with your thoughts for a little while longer.
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The two of you did literally nothing for the rest of the morning. Â
You spent the majority of it sitting on the balcony. Talking, sharing, and laughing the way you had the night before, drinking some coffee you both had made and trying to eat the toast that accompanied it.Â
Unfortunately your stomachâs still werenât ready for real food yet.
The only other time you both took a break from your morning conversations was when you got up to get your phone from the guest room. You returned a few minutes later, looking down at the messages youâd received with a soft smile on your face.
âThe guys?â Layla asked, already knowing the answer.
You nodded.
âWe got a few scolding texts from Marc and a couple worried voicemails from Steven.âÂ
âDid you respond last night?â
âI texted Steven letting him know we were okay and sent the middle finger emoji to Marc. He just responded with the angry face emoji then texted âbe carefulâ and a heart.â
You showed Layla the messages and she couldnât help but laugh. Â
She missed this light conversation between the two of you and couldnât help but thank all the gods that you had returned to being yourself.
As the day went on you both regained a little more of your strength and finally decided now was as good a time as any to venture into the market.
Something Layla quickly regretted considering the market seemed extra congested that day.
The two of you ventured into the crowd of people, being pushed this way and that. Trying your best to casually enjoy the small shops and stands when you came across a vender selling small statues of various gods, prints of famous works of art, and animals. Â
As you scanned over everything you zoned in on a small statue of a cat that seemed to be by itself in the far corner of the table it rested on. Where most of the statues had multiple copies layed out this was the only cat statue of its kind. Â
This detail wasnât the main reason the statue had grabbed your focus. No, the main reason you were so interested in this cat was because of the slightly hunched pose it sat in and the sour expression that rested across its face.
You picked it up and held it in your hands, smiling down at its bothered face.Â
âIt looks just like himâŠâ you thought.
âAraaâ âanak muhtamun bitimhal quatatay alsaghirat alghadibati.âÂ
You looked up to see a kind older man staring back at you from behind the table.
âIâm sorryâŠI donât speak ArabicâŠâ you replied, even though you were fully able to understand him.Â
Youâd grown used to pretending that you couldnât understand most languages. Another perk from your avatar abilities.
âAh⊠I see you find interest in my little angry cat.â
âOh! You speak EnglishâŠyes. I think his sour face is kind of cute.â You laughed.
âYes, you would be the first to think this.â The man chuckled. âI have had that statue for a long time. I believe my youngest ordered just the one, but he has remained on my table for what seems like an eternity.â
You smiled at the man and looked back down at the cat.
âWell today is the day that comes to an end. How much would you like for him?â
The man thought for a moment then reached out and closed your fingers around the small statue.
âI believe I was only holding the statue for when you came to claim him. He has always been yours. Perhaps, if you were to show him some kindness his expression will change.â
âBut thatâs my favorite part about him.â you replied.
The man let out a deep laugh and nodded.
âThen he truly is going to the one who deserves him. May you be forever blessed in your choices.â
You nodded and thanked the man over and over as you walked over to Layla who was looking at some dresses and purses in a nearby stand. Â
She looked over and saw the little sour cat in your hands.
âHe looks angryâŠwhereâd you get him from?  Are you sure you didnât pay too much?â
âNot unless you consider free too much. I like his angry faceâŠhe reminds me of someone.â
Your voice became hushed until it was barely audible at the end of your sentence.Â
Layla watched as you looked lovingly down at the little figurine. Then a sudden and familiar pit began to form in her chest.Â
Sheâd felt this pit before, back when you had pulled away from everyone but had managed to explain it away to herself. Taking it as an assumption with no ground to stand on, but now that it had returned she began to question her notions again.
Your smile slowly faded as you lightly touched the cat in your hand. Â
The pit in Layla growing bigger and pushing her nerves to fire the longer she stared at your expression toward the little figure.
You put the small cat in your bag and wiped away at your cheek for a moment before smiling over at your friend.
âFind anything you like?â you said, not noticing how intently Layla watched you.
âYeahâŠyeah. What do you think?âÂ
Layla held up a scarf, opting to keep her questions to herself for the time being.
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The walk back to Laylaâs apartment was a quiet one.
The sun was now setting after a nice dinner at a local restaurant. Or at least as much of the dinner the two of you trusted to stay down.
Which still wasnât much.
The mood throughout the late afternoon had noticeably shifted as well.
Layla went from being her usual light self to coming off a little more guarded. The two of you still laughed and enjoyed the conversation, but it was far from as easy going as it had been.
Now, though, it was obvious something was wrong.
âSoâŠare we going to call this a night in?â Â
You lightheartedly tried to start up another conversation once you both made it back to the apartment. After the long awkward walk home you hoped you could regain the mood of earlier.
âWe can watch a movie, any movie! Even one that isnât in English. I donât mind reading subtitlesâŠyour choice! Ooo, maybe that one you were telling me about earlier today! You know the one with the little boy and his father going off toâŠ.â
âIs there someone else?â
Laylaâs voice was soft and quiet. Almost as if she didnât fully mean to say the question out loud.
Your heart sank instantly.
âWhat? What are you talking about?â
Layla began to shake her head and looked down to your feet. She was hoping if she brought this up she would be able to keep her emotions in check, but feeling them bubbling within her she knew that wasnât going to happen.
âIs there someone else?â She repeated, âIs that why you pulled away from all of us? Were you cheating on the guys? Are you still cheating?!â
Her voice began to raise and become more stern. She looked deep in your eyes as she asked the last two questions. You were sure you looked like a deer in the headlights but quickly regained yourself.
âWhere did this come from? If this is some joke Iâm telling you right now, it isnât funny!â
âYes or no, Y/N. Is there someone else?â
Layla was no longer being kind. She had reached her conclusion. A long and well thought out one and although she hoped you would put her assumptions to rest she was ready to stand up for her friendsâŠagainst another.
You took a breath, ready to deny it all. Ready to keep your secrets like you always had but the look on her face broke your heart more than you anticipated. Â
She looked at you with anger, yes, but also despair. Her eyebrows were turned up and her face was stretched in a way as if she was pleading for you to put her worries to rest. To assure her these worries were just a big mistake and nothing more.
You turned and looked down at your hands which were now grasping tightly onto your bag straps. You could feel your body begin to tense and slightly shake and a lump began to form in the back of your throat.
You could keep secrets, but you didnât want to lie. Especially not to Layla.
âN-noâŠyesâŠnoâŠâ you began to stammer.
âWhich is it, Y/N? You either are or you arenât, itâs not that hard of a question to answer!â
You turned to Layla, whose face was now completely filled with anger.
âIâŠIâm notâŠno Iïżœïżœm not butâŠâ
âNo! The answer should be no! Just no! There shouldnât be any sort of continuation to the answer! You should be able to say âNo, I am not cheating on the two people who Iâm supposed to care about the most!ââ she yelled.
âLaylaâŠI, I canâtâŠitâs complicated and IâŠâ you whispered.
âNo! You donât get to explain this away! All I want is the truth! Tell me the truth, Y/N.â
âI ⊠I wantâŠyou donât understand. You haven't been around and IâŠâ
âNo, you donât understand!â Laylaâs voice broke and her anger gave way to frustration. âYou didnât see how your actions affected the guys! They were sure you were going to leave! They were so sure they had done something to make you want to leave. So much so they fell back into that dark place they were when I found them! Losing themselves more and more often but it was you! This whole time it was you going off with someone else! How could you do that to them!?â
âI didnât! I wasnâtâŠI would neverâŠIâŠâ
âThen why canât you say there isnât anyone else?â she interrupted.Â
She was right. The memories of how worried the guys were and realizing that they were putting themselves through hell just as much as you were. You knew all the details and they were left not knowing.  Thinking they were the ones to blame! Â
Your whole body began to shake and you began to tear up. You brought your hands up to your mouth and you could feel your breath break into a soft sob.
You wanted to tell her. You knew you couldnât tell her everything but you wanted to tell her what you could.
Laylaâs breath broke too. She let out a deep sigh and placed her palm on her forehead.
âListenâŠIâm sorry. I know I, I just didnât want to believe that you could do something like thisâŠbut I get it. Marc and Steven come withâŠbaggage. I can see the want to gravitate toward something ânormalâ.â
You shook your head.
âIt-itâs not thatâŠI want to explain everything but IâŠâ
You lifted your head, ready to admit that you were an Avatar. Ready to just let her know that the someone else was another part of Marc and Steven but you lost your nerve when you saw Khonshu standing in the corner of the room behind Layla.Â
He shook his head and raised his finger up toward his beak, signaling for you to remain quiet. Â
You could feel the hurt and shame give way to an anger that rose within you. You returned your focus to Layla and could only stare apologetically.
âIâm sorry, LaylaâŠI canât. I justâŠI canâtâŠâÂ
You turned and quickly rushed out of the room and toward the guest room.
âDamnit!â Layla thought, following you through her apartment just far enough to have the door slammed in front of her.
She raised her hand to knock on it but stopped herself, instead lightly placing her open palm on the cold wood.
âYou messed up, Layla, you messed up big time.â She thought.
âY/NâŠIâm sorry, justâŠI think itâs better if we donâtâŠletâs just get some rest. We can talk in the morning. Iâm sorry.â
You stood on the other side of the door, wiping away the tears you allowed to flow out of your eyes. Â
You wanted so badly to explain. Let Layla know what was happening but the ever looming presence of the moon god made it clear you werenât free to do so. Â
Laylaâs footsteps began to echo from the other side of the door, becoming fainter until you finally heard the door to her room close and shut.
You slid down the wall and buried your face in your hands again. Â
It was then that you let yourself go and began to sob into your hands. This situation had gotten so much worse and out of hand. Â
Layla knewâŠsomething, and the fact that you had been unable to confirm or deny anything made it almost unbearable.
She must think that youâve been cheating on Marc and Steven the whole time! Going out behind their backs with some random man! From work? From the university? Someone you met on your walks home? Her mind must be racing!
But she wasnât exactly wrong.
How were you going to explain this away?
You lowered your hand and saw Khonshu, staring down at you from where he had materialized on the other side of the bed like he had the night before.
âI see Iâve come at a bad timeâŠâ Khonshu said, standing on the opposite side of the bed.
You sat silent, the anger on your face being something that he had seen often from you but hadnât seen in a long time. Â
It had been so long, in fact, that its appearance caught him by surprise.
Khonshu stood and said nothing. He moved his head from side to side, looking the most bird-like youâd ever seen him.
âIâm sorry, Little BugâŠweâve been summoned.â
You stood up and tried to dry your eyes and cheeks as best you could. You took Khonshuâs extended hand, instantly materializing in your own flat back home.
You hung your head and hugged yourself as you scanned the flat around you. The room smelled like Marc and Steven which made the ache in your chest hurt that much more. All you wanted to do was hug them and apologize for being such an awful person.Â
âDonât worry, Little Bug. Marc and your idioâŠSteven have gone to work.â
You sighed at Khonshuâs usual inability to remember not to call Steven an idiot in front of you but you didnât contest like usual. This made Khonshu worry.
âI figured thatâs where theyâd beâŠâ you whispered instead. Taking a moment to wipe away at your eyes again.
âWhat happened?â Khonshu asked.
âHuman stuffâŠâ you answered, âNothing you could fix, or even be interested in.â
âI could tryâŠâ he said.
You looked up at him and let a faint smile grow across your face. Khonshuâs answer warmed you. Masking over the anger you felt toward him. Â
In all the years youâd known him he had never even tried to pretend to be interested in anything having to do with your âhuman troubles and worriesâ. He was a proud, immortal god who didnât have time to worry about such trivial things, but he was willing to try at this moment.
You also knew none of this was his fault. You needed somewhere to direct your emotions and the god became the focus of what had turned to anger.
âThank youâŠâ you replied just as Thoth appeared before the two of you. Materializing between blinks.
âI asked for one thing! One thing and the two of you decide to disobey me!â
His voice boomed through the room as if it were a cavernous space. Echoing around you and feeling as if it could pull you apart at any moment. âI asked you to do nothing and yet you defy me and do as you wish!â
You straightened up but hung your head, averting your eyes. Partly because of the shame that overtook you and partly to keep him from seeing that something else may be wrong.
âDonât blame the girl. She did what I asked to keep the body safe.â
âShe still chose to defy me! Regardless of the reason, there must be a consequence for disobeying my orders!â
âWait, Khonshu only sent me to find an artifact like heâs always done.â You said, instantly regretting doing so and returning to hanging your head and averting your gaze.
âYou used your higher abilities for a task that wasnât of my own decree. You of all people should know your higher abilities are not to be used whenever you please! Add to this offense the fact that you were working for another god while using those abilities! Would you like me to continue?â
You shook your head as a reply.Â
âShe didnât know I was sending her to retrieve that particular artifact, Thoth. I was also the one who coaxed her into using her higher abilities. If anyone is to be punished it should be me and me alone.â
You looked up at Khonshu then over to Thoth, who looked as if he was thinking over what Khonshu had said. Â
His gaze was to the floor. His hand rested under his beak and his eyes began to take on an angrier stare. It was slight and subtle but in that moment you felt the fear begin to creep in.
You never feared Thoth.
He was not one of the gods that could be described as âvengefulâ, but you had also never seen him angry. You wondered what a punishment from him could entail. Would you lose something precious to you? Would you need to atone for your actions on a different plain? Would you be able to see the people you cared about?
âI canât be lenient and ignore the punishment for defying my word lest you both choose to defy me again.â
The panic inside of you began to bubble up to the surface as you instinctively took a step back from the two gods. You needed to think quickly before it was too late.Â
âWait,â you interrupted, hoping to stop Thoth from making a decree that couldnât be undone, âI know where the whispers are coming from!âÂ
âWhat?â Thoth replied.
Khonshu looked over at you, surprised. He wasnât expecting that type of information to come, especially at a time like this.
âHave you been further disobeying me, Scribe?â
âNo, noâŠI was helping out at an excavation site. Theyâve unearthed what they think is a tomb or a shrine of some sort and I heard the whispers coming from within it.â
âWas there any writing?â Thoth asked.
âYes, but most of the tomb is buried deep within the side of the mountain and the part that was unearthed was too damaged to read. I was able to make out âAPOâ though.â
âHmmâŠâ the Ibis god hummed.
âTake us there.â
âWhat? How, IâŠâ
âImagine the location and take my hand again.â Khonshu instructed, reaching out his hand to you.
The instant you took his hand you found yourself high up on the ridge overlooking the site. You could see the last of the archeologists cleaning up their tools and areas as they began to light the lanterns around them.
âIt seems we have come at an inopportune time.â Thoth stated. âYou two will wait here for the humans to clear.â
âYes, Thoth.â The two of you replied in unison.
âAnd as for your punishmentsâŠâ
He took another moment to continue thinking before announcing his decision.
âMy Scribe, you will no longer be able to tap into your higher abilities without my explicit permission. Aside from your added strength and your suit, your healing abilities and the summoning of your fog form will be the only added abilities you may use. All else must have my permission.â
âI understandâŠâ
âAnd you, Khonshu. I will add only 300 years to your punishment, rather than the 1,000 you deserve. I would thank my Scribe for sharing the added information she found. Itâs what saved you both from a harsher punishment.â
âUnderstood.â
âI do not wish to have this discussion again.â
With that Thoth disappeared leaving the two of you alone to wait for the people below to clear out of the excavation site.
You took a seat at the edge of the peak, bringing your knees up and resting your crossed arms on them along with your chin.
Khonshu continued to watch you beside him, neither of you speaking while you continued to wipe the tears away from your face.
âLittle Bug?â
âYes?âÂ
âDid I do something to make you cross? I hadnât seen that angered expression of yours for a long time.â
You let out a breathy laugh and shook your head.
âNoâŠyou didnât do anything. I just needed someone to be angry at and you were the only other person in the room other than Layla.â
âI seeâŠâ
He looked off into the distance of the darkened desert. He felt he was starting to understand your âhuman emotionsâ a little more. Â
âIs this about Jake?â
âKind ofâŠyes.â
Khonshu again returned to staring down at you when he thought of something that could possibly make you feel better.
âWill it help to know why you shouldnât reveal him to the others?â
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Back with a few questions, if that's okay ^^ "some fools think that Gilart fans like violins" do you mean that they think we don't know it's actually not a super wholesome, uwu sorta ship (lol)? Also I'm very intrigued by your concept of a GilAlter- if I were to accept one (I think it's contrary to the essence of Gil's character for a GilAlter to exist,but.), I think I'd like your version best- "he turned to his divine blood and not his human side.".
Super last thing, if you still feel like answering questions. I'm curious: would you feel comfortable sharing your shipper story? Like why drew you to GilArt, which of these 2 characters do you resonate with more, etc? And what do you think of CasGil and Lion King Arturia (personally, I love that ship -so grateful for zoro's art- and any and all combos, like Casgil x default Arturia)? Thanks!
I just realized the mistake, but it's even worse than the violins, I was talking about the rape. They think that Gilart's fans like rapes because in fsn route fate, Gil plans to rape Arturia.
(Of course, for the connoisseurs, we all know Gilgamesh's state of mind in this route).
Thanks for choosing my version of Gilalter. I had already thought about him a long time ago and I can say that he will be horrible. But I didn't really think about if he will be interested in Arturia, maybe he will.
Aaaah, I fell in love with this ship. I already knew the name of the Fate license, but I never managed to watch the 2004 (2006?) anime version because it was ugly XD (I was a teenager at that time)
So I was convinced to watch Fate/Zero very late, in 2018. And I was not disappointed, it's a good way to discover the license. I fell in love with the ship at the end of the series when Gil proposes Arturia. It came out of nowhere and Gil didn't really put his best side forward and I didn't notice the moments where he praised Saber. Since I didn't know the stories of the fsn, I guess it was like an arrow in the heart XD. I think the most important thing was the sincerity of Gil in that moment. It seemed like a whim, but when you think about it, not at all and he was making the effort to force her to accept, when in principle, if it was insignificant, he wouldn't have even asked her.
So after that, I did some research and research. I never watched fsn, because I didn't want to see a SaberxShirou and I didn't have the opportunity to play the game yet, but I watched almost everything related to the license, just to have a little official moment between Gil and Arturia. (I was unfortunately very disappointed XD Arturia became a worldwide waifu, same for Gil, because even if he's an asshole, everybody loves him. So I concluded that they couldn't put them together to mix them. Probably because it would break the fantasy, I'm not sure). Then I turned to Fanfictions, I found my little happiness, even reading the most horrible stories XD, it was not serious, I had my dose. And I started to draw humans again just to be able to draw them, and I was very happy.
For the other versions... Arturia Lancer is a problem for me because of the Fanservice. It goes from a small flat woman to a big disproportionate woman, I don't like it at all. I mean, it's impossible XD. And she is presented as someone more mature and rational than Saber when Saber is this King Arthur at the end of his life in the license. So to see Lancer made my heart ache because it's like denying her true self.
After other people will probably not agree with me XD.
I have less of a problem with Gilcaster because it's just an older version of Archer, but technically they're still the same. It's just a shame that he references Lion King more than Saber. But I like that he loves Saber Lily in Carnival XD.
I love Saber Alter. But I modified it for myself and I think others like my version.
And Lily is cute. (With Ko-Gil it's the little extra)
I don't look too much at the other versions, for example the Caster version, I haven't had the chance to know it yet. But I don't think I like her, I think she's a distorted version of Saber, but I'll wait until I get a chance to read her story to be sure.
(but I'll gladly ship Arturia saber with all the Gil XD)
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Oh no I do understand fitting the "technical" definition, though as someone who has seen one too many people who I've seen as rational and "neutral" shippers start interacting with more open proshippers suddenly do things like: Defending lolicon in servers to young teens were venting about feeling sexualized by such media, claiming that there's nothing wrong with real life incest, sending NSFW audios, fics, etc. of minors' F/Os to them and generally acting overly suggestive when giving them imagines, validation, etc... Believe me, I've seen it all firsthand, and even almost went down the road myself, and I firmly believe no matter how anti-harrassment you are the open proship side of Tumblr is no good of a place to stay in. I've been silently keeping up with ship discourse for a while now and what I've been seeing has only been getting worse, and progressively more toxic; Even if proshipping was originally built on anti-harrassment, I guess that doesn't mean anything to the ones who have been occasionally sending me anon hate for not associating with them anymore. Not to mention, to people who do know these things associating with proshipping or using any dogwhistles is a major red flag, so unfortunately that leaves a lot of people with nowhere else to turn, and that's how they're dragged down a rabbit hole. That's honestly why I simply call myself an anti even if I prefer to let sleeping dogs lie.
To get to the point, no matter the original definitions of pro and antiship, we're at the point where it's more akin to "likes immoral pairings or maybe worse" and "is against immoral pairings and actions." It's a very slippery slope and I don't want to see a mutual who brightens my day go down it the same way many of my old ones did. I know it may not mean much from someone who is too introverted to come off anon, but I do care for the safety and wellbeing of the silly little people I interact with online and I did not want to hesitate on bringing to your attention something that I fear could be a threat to that.
With all that said, I do hope you can get something useful from this message. Have a great day/night/week/anything! đđ
I apologize sincerely for your past experiences, though my own are that antiproshippers sent me actual real child porn and compared an adult in anime who was canonically mature on top of "oh yeah she's 30" (not literally I don't think) and a character who was about the same age to actual real child porn
this was not the first nor last experience I had with an antiproshipper during my childhood, showing me such things to try to scare me away from proshipper spaces, and when I went to proshippers as a scared 12 year old kid who had no idea what was going on? they were like "oh fuck you're a kid uh Block Them" and never did I even hear a dick joke using the actual word dick in it.
I appreciate your concern, dearly, but it is very clear to me that liking a very gross ship doesn't make you evil or deserving of literally existing, and for the dozens of proshippers who protected me against actual predators online I will die on this hill
none of this is to disrespect your experience, if that is the hill you will die on I will not be the one to kill you, you are my moot and I love you (platonically, probably) and I promise you, if I knew the proshippers who sent you hate for just Not Liking That I would kill them personally
and never feel bad for being afraid, my friend, I promise you I would never attack unless you were truly harming others, even then I would try to reason with you first.
(also if a proshipper says anything about IRL incest/pedophilia/zoophilia being okay they're not a proshipper they're a predator and likely hiding behind the proship banner, ESP if talking to a minor)
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ok so I wanted to do something like @unmecha's oc pages for their ocs so here we go.
PAULINUS
TYPES: Poison and Dark predominantly but will keep any Mon that suits her fancy
CENTRAL STRATEGY: Depends on the upcoming fight but mostly focuses on disrupting existing strategies by any means.
ALLIGNMENT: Royale
Paulinus TECHNICALLY isnt a Pokemon Empire oc, shes from the Lobotomy corporation universe but im not gonna make a brand new oc for these games.
Paulinus is wrapped up with the royal family in ways she's willing to disclose... not that you can tell if she's lying. She will say shes an illegitimate heir one day, then say her family has worked with the royal family for generations.
The fact remains that Paulinus has internalized her role in the royal family's lives as the unofficial Official Black Ops unit and Evil (tm) Advisor to the crown. She's more than willing to step over the line if it means that the Royal family is put back where they belong. She personally will put the council's heads in pikes if she has to, and stand there and take the blame.
Ultimately, she isnt a total barbarian. Paulinus is a calm, supposedly unflappable young woman, who does her research. She doesnt like going in unprepared, and will always want at least SOME modicum of knowledge relating to what lies ahead before she takes a step forward.
While she seems charming and amicable, she also is not here to make friends. After all, friends are jettisoned once shit hits the fan, and she would prefer not to deal with the emotional fallout and ties. Unfortunately, life happens so the few people she marks as 'friends', she will personally move heaven and hell to make happy. Even if it conflicts with her morals, she rationalizes that its all part of the plan, that she can use this opportunity later. That they will owe her for this and that they will need to do things for her to repay their debt.
In Empire, the game gives you two childhood friends. Pauli likes neither of them and tolerates them for the sake of appearances. Well, with Alanah at least. Alanah is a good link to the Council's movements and rumblings, and North is... in Pauli's words, 'a simpering barking little Council pet who would lick their boots to feel some sort of satsifaction with his life." She DESPISES North and once he stops being useful, he's going to be stabbed in the back and burned to ashes.
And yet, she cannot help but have a fondness for Jeanne, @unmecha's oc.
Her non-Council, non-Royale mindset are 'adorable', and she would gladly assist her in her many endeavors... for favors, of course. She thinks that she's simply misguided, that her talents might do better on a more refined side. She also adores Jeanne to piss Taylor off, and doesnt hesitate to sneer and comment on everything taylor does. Never in a rude tone,just rude enough that the message gets across.
Pauli's battle strategies are what she calls 'run and gun', meaning she will generally opt for the typical strategies one uses in a pokemon game (stats up, baton pass, sweep, or hazards abd whirlwind strats). She also will use any strategy in order to handle whatever is in front of her, be they gym challenges or rivals. However, if she can get away with it, she prefers to deal with slow debilitating statuses, as well as changing pokemons type to remove stab, and expose them to adverse hazards.
Hwr naming schemes tend to be old timey names, usually inspired by greek or roman naming schemes. But she cannot help but get lazy naming her mons if she catches them at a late hour. Such examples include Euripedes (Poison/ice Boreaptor), Antigonus (Fire/Dragon Chemera) and Bart (Gulpin).
#Octag#Sorry about the lack of formating Im on mobile#I need to work on Castillo's and Anthony's next...
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