#but today has been a DAY
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I am seeing.. a pattern in my two newest ship hyperfixations.
I really enjoy an unhealthy amount of possessiveness. One taking to their knees and saying "I am yours. My heart in your hands. You can slit my throat and I will worship as my blood stains your boots."
And the response. "I have hurt you so terribly and yet still you look at me and willingly put the heart I've crushed in my hands like I am worth it. I will do everything in my power even rend cities if it means you're unhurt."
And I'm here rotating Jaytim and Dreamling and just. Mkay. This is fine.
#jaytim#fanfic#me#i am trying not to psychoanalyze myself#but today has been a DAY#so i am rotating my comfort beans#and trying not to question why i kin two of these characters#and just really want to be fucked by jason todd#dreamling
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A story of romance, drama, and politics which neither Trevelyan nor Cullen wish to be in.
Canon divergent fic in which Josephine solves the matter of post-Wicked Hearts attention by inviting four noblewomen to compete for Cullen's affections. A small teaser for what's to come in the next chapter.
(Masterpost. Words: 265. Rating: all audiences. Note: this snippet is a WIP and may change before chapter release.)
CHAPTER 48 TEASER
The garden was devoid of life; save for the critters that thrived in such weather, and the occasional song of a rain-soaked bird who sought them. But through the downpour, Trevelyan could see another. On the other side of the garden, sheltered beneath the arcade, stood her Commander. Waiting; patient.
She offered a smile, and made her way—glad of the cover above. The rain trickled in rivers down the roof-tiles, and drained further into the garden beyond.
With the gift of their protection, she arrived quite intact. Cullen, however, had caught a little of the rain upon his mantle, and was attempting to pat it dry.
“Arcanist,” he said, “I’m sorry about the weather.”
“I hardly think that is your fault,” she told him. “Besides, I don’t mind.”
The rain fell like a waterfall, drawing a translucent curtain over them, creating an air of precious privacy. Its soothing sound provided accompaniment, in the pitter-patter of droplets against ivy leaf and the once-dry earth.
She did not mind at all. Indeed, she quite liked it.
“Good. Then, shall we?” Cullen gestured to the chess table, neatly prepared. Its armies stood to attention, hungering for battle. Trevelyan took her seat, and the command it bestowed.
Her mind passed over the pieces. Though she had had some opportunity to play against Giles and Erridge before their departure, she was certainly not to the level of her Circle days. And Cullen came to sit with such predictable confidence, that she wondered if she had been too hasty, in her provocation to play.
“Would you like me to begin?”
#unwanted#unwanted fic#i wrote this chapter#then rewrote it#and had it done saturday#but delayed it to try a change#which i'm glad i did because i liked it more#but today has been a DAY#and i'm not in the headspace to release#and i think everyone is pretty distracted as well#so have this for now#chapter out soon
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just teenage girl tingz 🤪🤪 (feeling like something is deeply and unfixably wrong w me)
#i’m sure i just need some good sleep#and maybe a bath#or ice cream#but today has been a day#vent post
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been in my hometown for the first time in ages today and i can't even put my finger on why, but it was surreal.
#lily talks#i've lived there for 19 years#and it's been a while since i've moved away but before it never felt weird coming back#but now it just seems like this odd mix of home and unfamiliar bc naturally a lot of things have changed#weird#(<- gets stressed by changes)#though thinking about it i can't really say whether the place changed or if i did#sorry for the weird philosophical tangent#but today has been a day#like there had been a lot of things i wanted to do while i'm there but i got so overwhelmed that i just left after running my most#important errands#which feels like such a waste bc i know that in the future i'll only be more busy and there will be less and less time to du stuff like thi
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I AMMMM caught up on asks, except for my music recs one, which will likely happen tonight because i need to vibe to some music right now.
Please feel free to keep sending me fic ask stuff, I just probably won't get any answers out until tomorrow morning.
IT DOESN"T MEAN I LOVE YOU ALL ANY LESS
#personal#fic stuff#and especially if you have questions about the handful of WIPs i'm more than happy to yap#but today has been a day#and my neck is ANGRY
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Who do you want FNAF to collab with?..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#jonesy fortnite#trapper dbd#freddy fazbear#fall guys#dead by daylight#fortnite#stumble guys#Roblox#funko#HOW WE FEELING TODAY GUYS?#TODAY HAS BEEN A ROLLERCOASTER#I THOUGHT HAHA funny comic then things go so dire#I WAS JUST trying to make a silly little joke#now I’m not even sure if anyone in the picture will be the collab#THE LINEUP TO COLLAB WITH FREDDY IS LONG#gotta know which games yall are hoping it’ll be#I definitely know the obvious one but I’m still curious#god this will be a fnaf incident day no doubt
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Grief is so fucking wild. It sinks into your muscles, forces itself to be felt. It steals your appetite, floods your brain with cortisol. It makes you so, so tired.
If someone you know is grieving, telling them "just let me know what I can do" means nothing. They can't. They don't know. And the small things are too embarrassing to ask for.
Bring them a cheese platter. Pre-Cut fruit. Peanut butter pretzels. Protein shakes (like slimfast) Food that requires no prep and does not create dishes.
Do the dishes. Take out the trash. Sweep the floor. Vacuum the carpet. They won't ask you to do this, but it will help.
A bottle of acetaminophen honestly might help more than flowers. Grief really can cause muscle aches.
#grief#losing my cousin has been hard#watching my aunt and my grandmother lose my cousin has been harder#cheese plates yall cheese and crackers are a gift#i dont think my grandmother had eaten today or all day yesterday but I got her some vanilla soft serve and a cheese platter#i cant fix all of it but I can bring cheese#i cant bring him back but I can load the dishwasher
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happy trans day of visibility it was nice seeing u all. see u again next year 🫡
bonus rainbow flag version. im probably gonna make a few more For Me when i am not sleepy bc i can Edit That Thing, if u wanna request a specific flag version or smth leave a comment and i’ll see if i can get to it <3
#my art#gabriel ultrakill#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill supports trans wrongs!#there should be a pride flag specifically for people who are pathetic gay catholic heretics#not to get personal in the tags but today has been A Day.#this family is falling apart around me but we stay silly#so i’m glad i was able to get this done even if it was late#gabriel ultrakill save me. save me gabriel ultrakill
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he's definitely burning what's in the pan [id in alt]
#zukka#zukka fanart#zuko fanart#atla#atla fanart#sokka#sokka fanart#zuko#myart#today has been a....day. plaese enjoy sleepy zukka#imma Fight my moniter why are the colors so washed out?? they're fine on my tablet AGJDKF ok
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#i am literally curled up in a ball thinking about this image#today is one of those days u guys . my biology textbook has been staring at me
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#felt like i needed to make this after some interactions today#i did this with burning text generator!#my overall tumblr experience has been amazing after 6 months of radio silence#this is directed at everyone who's mutuals with me. even if we are not in the same fandoms anymore or have anything in common#i still love you and get happy when i see you post/ramble about topics that are interesting to you#just fyi if we are mutuals i actively think about you with your pfp and username in mind at least once a day#<<< past rice being based with this tag#mutual appreciation#:-)
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worlds smuggest tween owning noobs on wizard101
#rose lalonde#lovisas art#uhhhhh#tw suicide bait#i guess??#if u look closely at the chat window#spent way too much time recreating the ui#anyway come find me on wizard101#this has been sitting in my drafts for like a week bc i thought i posted it a few days ago#and today i was like boohoo why is nobody leaving tags on my wizard101 post#well here it is i guess#oh and disclaimer yes roses psychoanalysis is full of shit and thats the point dont @ me#shes 12-13 (wizard101 was created in fall 2008 and sburb ended the world in spring 2009#she had a very slim window of time to play this masterpiece of a game
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dying at lando's face when george gets asked if he was frustrated at oscar's defensive tactics 😭
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#criminal minds#criminalmindsedit#emily prentiss#emilyprentissedit#cmverse#cmverseedit#dentissedit#mine#edit#*#internal*#evidence*#p r o o f#otp: you are who you pretend to be#this has been sitting in my capped folder for so long i think about this so often lol#today just felt like a good day for lauren reynolds feels!!! (that's every day tbh)#every time we can layer a level of internal conflict into the doyle arc an angel gets its wings#(me knowing 1pm on a sunday is a dumbass time to post and yet)
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When he first started doing Liu Qingge's hair he didn't expect the other man to be so sensitive. Shen Yuan had carefully pulled out the dripping hair pins, the now stained ribbon, and a guan the man usually refused to wear. He thought at first the shivering was due to the sticky sap that still coated most of Liu Qingge's robes, of which he really needed to get out of.
But it continued after Liu Qingge's bath. His shoulders would tense, flinching slightly as Shen Yuan began to drag the comb through his hair. But as it continued, the shivers would return, his shoulders would drop and he began to sway slightly. Shen Yuan knew he shouldn't mess with his shidi like this, but he couldn't help himself sometimes.
It was fascinating to watch Liu Qingge begin to melt as Shen Yuan worked the hair oil in. As he carefully braided his shidi's hair and pulled him towards his awfully Spartan bed, Shen Yuan wondered when he would be able to do this again.
The answer was: less than a week. The Mud Slinging Toad followed through with its name, leaving Shen Yuan, Liu Qingge, and a less than pleased Mu Qingfang covered.
Mu Qingfang left them quickly, citing a lecture he needed to prepare for while Shen Yuan herded his uncooperative shidi towards the Beast Peak. Shen Yuan was delighted to discover that it took less time to make Liu Qingge melt this time around. The man blinking like a content cat while Shen Yuan worked clumps of mud out of his long hair.
His shidi's sudden infliction of loose limbs lasted until Shen Yuan was clean as well. The other Peak Lord gathering his senses enough to stumble over to the bed and promptly pass out. Which Shen Yuan wouldn't have minded, however, Liu Qingge had laid across most of the bed. Leaving Shen Yuan with the choice of either waking his shidi, not going to happen, or adjusting the man enough for Shen Yuan to fit as well.
Shen Yuan certainly wasn't going to be sleeping else where. He liked his bed far too much for that.
That decision caused an unfortunate amount of activity that morning. With his very pretty shidi, clad in his inner robes and flushed down his neck, storming out of Shen Yuan's modest house with Shen Yuan's outerrobe in hand. If he were more awake Shen Yuan was certain he would have called out for his shidi and taken his outerrobe back. However, he was tired, and his bed was so warm, and it smelled sweet like the soap he'd given his shidi to use last night.
He'd simply get his robe back later, Shen Yuan assured himself, he'd have to return Liu Qingge's anyway.
It was nearly two weeks until Shen Yuan got to put his hands on Liu Qingge's hair again. This time they weren't covered in suspicious substances, and Shen Yuan had taken the chance to return Liu Qingge's outerrobe. Despite his shidi attempting to run out the door again, as he had most of the last two weeks, Shen Yuan had managed to coax the man into a cup of tea.
Shen Yuan had found himself staring at a strand of his shidi's hair for most of their talk, it had escaped the braid that lead most of Liu Qingge's hair back to his ponytail. In fact, his shidi's hair seemed softer today, and Shen Yuan could feel his hand twitching slightly. It was a little amusing to watch the tint of red blossom down Liu Qingge's neck when Shen Yuan asked if he could tidy his hair.
However, it was so much more, in multiple ways to have Liu Qingge loose limbed and blinking slowly while resting his head on Shen Yuan's lap. He wasn't entirely sure how they ended up this way, but he certainly wasn't opposed to it. He followed the curve of Liu Qingge's cheek as it pressed against his leg, tracing a line with his eyes down his relaxed shidi's back.
It was a lovely line, and for a moment Shen Yuan longed for the skill to paint or draw the human form. How pretty a painting it would be, his stiff and tense shidi, pliant and soft, permanently recorded for Shen Yuan to study.
He had long finished combing his shidi's hair, simply stroking down his back and shoulders, the man burrowing closer to Shen Yuan the longer it lasted. It left his pretty shidi so relaxed that only Shen Yuan jumped when the door to his home snapped open.
Fighting the heat in his own cheeks now, Shen Yuan tried to smile at his shixiong in a manner that told him I have an explanation for this. Shen Yuan wasn't sure he succeeded when Shen Qingqiu smiled back at him.
"Well," The smile, paired with sharp brown eyes made a shiver of something Shen Yuan assumed to be fear run down his spine. "This is certainly a sight."
#Guess im pulling an all nighter#<- has two exams today#svsss#mxtx svsss#shen yuan#shen jiu#liu qingge#fanfic#Not aure how good this is but its been hauntjng me for days#liushen#Implied shenliushen#After a few gay panics and awakenings from a certain someone#Is he experiencing one right now? Yeah probably
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i gasped
#btsedit#btsgif#dailybts#userdimple#raplineuser#usersky#annietrack#userpat#useremmeline#tuserandi#userkelli#usermaggie#creatyoon#heyginkgo#taehyungedit#kim taehyung#bts#*#there goes my sanity#this has been in my folders for a long time#since i haven't made a proper bday gifset still i decided that this is a sign to gif that vlive finally#bc this when he was the closest to become my bias wrecker x)#who knows mb one it will happen lol#anyway it's still 30th here so this post counts#and i hope he had a good day today🤍
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