#but to you it IS deep bc those obvious aspects aren’t obvious to you

[starlooove]

The way I don’t post about hobie is akin to gatekeeping

[princessjojo-x]

ScorpioVenus ★ ★ ★ ☆ ☆

💝 this is a perplex & elaborate placement which produces a complex blend of: confusion, hypocrisy, deception, manipulation, infidelity & secrecy. the most significant attribute of this man is his everlasting infatuation with power. he refuses to become a victim under someone else's control, yet he holds an unseen power over others & the ability to completely transform others, which his love interests either run from or succumb to. falling in love with him is like graciously sinking into a man who could either feed you or eat you. he is stereotyped as an intense lover but he’s often too much of something but never enough of everything.

💝 he’s typically hard to get to know, cautious of new people & very guarded romantically. he doesn’t like to stand out in a crowd & only likes to be noticed by those he likes. although, it’s his mysterious exterior that makes him so alluring & magnetic. he’ll demand to know everything abt you whilst trying to keep as many aspects of his own life hidden. he may prefer you to open up first so he can feel comfortable enough to be vulnerable in return. the benefit of this is, since he values his own privacy, he’ll likely value yours too. he’s particularly private abt his love life & intimate details, which causes him to keep secrets & tell lies at times. others may take this personally but this just his default nature. sometimes you may have to let him keep his secrets & fabrications bc this is his way of protecting & preserving himself. not to mention, he feels very embarrassed & even offended when being caught in a lie. it makes him feel like you’ve figured him out, ruined his plans or crossed his boundaries. consequently, he will pull back from you & guilt trip you, even though he was the one in the wrong & you are blameless.

💝 often he’ll be instantly aware that he’s attracted to someone but he’s still undecided if she’s supposed to be in his life for the long term, in a deep capacity or for the short term, as a casual acquaintance. he won’t make it obvious he likes her, yet he will still seek her attention harmlessly. since he takes awhile to warm up to people, he tends be intrigued by potential lovers on his own timing, with his own observations & discoveries. he’ll ask questions, run trials & set traps; meanwhile strategically observing her responses & reactions. he may even attempt to trigger & provoke a reaction out of her. this behaviour can be perceived as weirdly distant than fiercely intimate. but this is just his way of testing, plotting, processing & wanting. ultimately, he’ll definitely plot to get her & play the long game until the right moment (when he feels ready to make a move or when an opportunity becomes available). in the meantime, he’ll steadily seduce her & keep tabs on her. he doesn’t mind to prolong this stage & wait even years to pounce. he’s very attentive, patient & tactical.

💝 he treats those he doesn’t completely know or like with a more sweet & sociable approach; he may seem interested in them but it’s actually a sign of disinterest. him appearing detached with you is actually an indication he likes you oddly enough. he’s very good at tricking his love interest into thinking he doesn’t like her at all. he will put on a mask, the more he likes her, the more fierce the mask gets. if he shows his interest but leaves enough distance, he won’t get hurt if the feelings aren’t mutual. he acts this way to protect himself due to his instinctual fear of rejection & vulnerability. he will literally ignore her, but get upset if she isn’t obsessing over him, whilst he’s ignoring her. he’ll purposely ignore her & look sexy doing it, whilst assuming it will magnetically attract her. he thinks ignoring her will drive her insane & make her obsessed with him. this way he has the upper hand & is in control, taking away her ability to possibly hurt him. when he’s being dismissive & giving the cold shoulder, it can feel confusing & irritating. some find it rude & selfish. others find it enticing & mysterious. however, its in your best interest to just detach & ignore it. if you’re reacting, you’re giving him power & satisfaction. ultimately, his never ending mind games & manipulation tactics are self-destructive bc it pushes potential partners away from him. therefore, he is best suited with a woman who is either highly patient or unbothered asf.

💝 he views romance as a game so he enjoys the ups & downs that come with it. he’ll try to keep his love interest engaged in a constant chase of cat & mouse. he’ll be back & fourth from completely obsessed to totally not interested. he’ll go from making her feel like the most wanted & adored person ever to completely & deliberately pulling back from her. she never knows where she stands with him or what to expect next. its like a permanent limbo & she won’t want to get out. she’ll crave his touch & want his love in full. his hot & cold nature is caused by his needs to cool off from the intense feelings he produces (desire, anticipation, fear, etc). he’s giving just enough to stimulate his appetite but not enough to overwhelm him. he tries to contain his passion as much as possible, which explains why that he isn’t clingy, unlike the other water signs. but in reality he’s probably obsessively thinking abt his love interest 24/7.

💝 the gloomy truth behind his intriguing facade is: he repels intimate moments & suppresses intense emotions, out of fear of being overwhelmed & overpowered. he loves extremely deeply & he’s frightened of the depth of his love, yet he simultaneously has a desire for intimacy, which he believes he’ll never have, which he feels even more terrified of when he gets close to having it, for fear of losing it, so he represses it & shies away from it. he’s scared of losing himself in connections & becoming weak to his emotions, to then be betrayed or let down by the person he loves. often the people he loves eventually abandon him (through death, separation, infidelity or otherwise). he’s not looking to get attached right off the bat bc he perceives love as giving someone the power to hurt him. rxships can cause him intense transformations & painful experiences.

💝 since he’s not open to deep intimacy, he chooses to keeps feeding toxicity instead & he can be very indulgent in rxships. for example, wanting an open-rxship, avoiding labels, entertaining on-&-off situatioships & even cheating. he can be commitment-phobic (similar to aquarius venus) bc deep down he’s very hedonistic (committed to seeking pleasure) meaning he wants to explore his sexuality. he can be a player, serial dater & a cheater even though he is stereotyped as an intense & devoted lover. he may channel a lot of intensity sexually whilst remaining emotionally casual & unavailable. but this isn’t actually how he wants to act deep down bc this behaviour rarely satisfies his deeper needs.

💝 conversely, instead of being a player, he may fall for players, who won’t reciprocate his intensity & devotion, but will still stick around after he has confessed his love. it’s as if he wants someone who won’t put him through the horrors of rejection but won’t put him through the torture of mutual acceptance, love & trust either (it’s safer this way after all).

💝 liking a good challenge is usually associated with aries but it’s actually more of a scorpio trait. scorpio placements are very aware of all the hardships & challenges they have accomplished & endured. they’re not afraid of going through hell & back. that doesn’t mean they like hardships; it means they love the feeling of surviving it & they take a lot of pride in that. therefore, he usually looks at a choice & chooses to go down the harder & scarier route due to his yearn for a good challenge. he enjoys the trials & tribulations within his romantic pursuits, which can manifest in many different ways: he may feel rxships are only meaningful if there terbulent & painful *challenge*. he may fall in love with toxic or aloof women that hurt him or dgaf abt him, allowing him to constantly prove his worth *challenge*. he may cheat on his partner not bc its easy but bc it’s hard *challenge*. out of spite, he may marry a woman who doesn’t even deem him as her type *challenge*. he may be most attracted to women whom are hard to get, allowing him to chase *challenge*.

💝 however, once he begins to romantically pursue her, he wants an honest & straightforward response from her. he wants her to show him & tell him that she’s interested. he wants her to be exclusively obsessed with him & surrender to his feet. he needs to know she feels or is capable of feeling as intensely as he does before he lets his guard down. it’s only at this stage will he give her his heart & become completely loyal. if not, he’ll secretly cheat on her as revenge for not being trustworthy enough. it’s not uncommon for him to get into rxship without being completely devoted. he demands to beloved & preaches abt honestly yet he does the complete opposite.

💝 you have to prove yourself trustworthy to get past his protections. but underneath his intimidating shell, there is surprisingly a deeply romantic & soft individual, which you wouldn’t expect to find. his unapproachable appearance & intense demeanour is still there but it’s redirected.

💝 he loves carefully & slowly but intensely & completely. in fact, all fixed venus signs stay in rxships, even when it’s in their best interest to leave. they love the familiarity & security the rxship provides. they fear the idea of having to start over from scratch. however, if paired with sagittarius placements, they may get over people quickly.

💝 however, once he eventually leaves her behind, it’s unlikely he’ll come back. he may still think abt her, keep tabs & so on but once scorpio makes a choice they tend to stick to it (stubborn). not to mention, it won’t be long until he’s moved onto his next romantic endeavour bc he can’t live without passion & intensity in his life.

💝 expect a lot of possessive behaviour once he’s fallen in love with you. for example, showing up to places that you are & wanting to know you’re whereabouts. due to his paranoid & possessive nature, he maybe interested in having a a stay-at-home wife. he doesn’t want anyone too see his partner & knowing his partner is always at home is comforting to him aries. usually he wants to keep his love life a secret so if he feels comfortable showing you off & posting, that’s how you know he absolutely loves you.

💝 if he isn’t jealous over you, that’s an indicator he doesn’t love you. when he feels jealous he will attack & cause severe damage but he often misfires his rage to the wrong person/people.

💝 any woman stepping into his lair best be well prepared bc he requires a lot of drama & emotional excitement in his love life. he feels alive when surrounded by passion & he needs intensity at all times. he will constantly tease, provoke & stimulate you in many different ways. for example, he may enjoy toying with jealousy. jealousy is scary bc it could threaten a rxship. since he’s scared of jealousy, he uses it as a toy. he experiments with scenarios where jealousy can feel less like danger & more like arousal.

💝 if his partner toys with his emotions, she will end up on the receiving end of his stinger! he finds it hard to forgive & forget after he’s harmed.

💝 since venus is uncomfortable in scorpio, he may be quite shy or insecure. he may pride himself on not asking for much, even if he wants more. he may struggle with self worth but present a facade to compensate.

💝 he may struggle with addiction (many scorpio placements do) bc he enjoys indulging in pleasures & being in altered states of consciousness. also, there’s defo a link between scorpio placements & smoking. they either smoke themselves or they’re obsessed with the imagery of others smoking.

💝 he perceives seduction as manipulation so it’s best to let him seduce you instead of you seducing him.

Turn On’s:

💝 he’s fasinated by a quiet & mysterious woman whom is hard to read & decipher. she has mastered the art of keeping to herself & she holds a lot of secrets which intrigues him. it’s important to him that she knows when to open up & when to stay silent. she has a bubbling energy of intensity which isn’t so obvious physically but felt internally. “still waters run deep” vybz.

💝 you must prove yourself worthy to him but you wont achieve that by doing the most bc his love cannot be be brought or forced. the key to his heart is honesty & transparency bc that promises depth & passion. he wants to see the real you & he wants to show you the real him. he falls in love with the imperfections, rawness & transparency of somebody. he’s the epitome of “i know you aren’t perfect & i see all your flaws but i think that’s beautiful & i’m still here for you”. he doesn’t care for anything thats without flaw bc he knows thats not real & he values authenticity.

💝 he’s drawn to your darkness bc he can relate to darkness so don’t be scared to shown him your dark side. he wants to know all the dirt you’re ashamed of. the more messy, the more attracted he becomes. he may perceive mean or bad people as more real, genuine, deep & therefore more attractive. after all, he has a dare devil spirit so he’s intensely drawn to what seems unlovable & forbidden. he loves taboo things & a woman who can handle this. the more danger equals the more temptation so replace pinks with reds & blacks. he also he possess a "let me protect you from all the hurt & evil" complex so often falls for either women with a villain vibe (intimidating, dark & dominant with a repressed soft side) or women with a victim vibe (soft & vulnerable crybabies). he may believe good girls will run away when he takes his mask off but bad girls will be able to handle him. he genuinely believes these. bad girls with dark personalities & twisted morals will do harm to others but somehow not to him. but these bad girls are not picky abt their victims, they will hurt anyone including him.

💝 sincere loyalty, unwavering commitment & deep connection is most important to him. he literally wants to deeply merge with his partner. show him that his enemies are your enemies. lock away his secrets & breathe into him.

💝 scorpio is the sign associated with sex & scorpio governs the genital area. before diving into commitment he needs to know he’ll be sexually compatible with you. ensure to bring out your kinky side & fulfill him sexually. personally, i think he enjoys the lead up more than the act itself (talking abt it & anticipating it). also, he may enjoy giving or receiving head more than sex itself, due to his love of power plays.

💝 he will stare at you in a very penetrating & daunting way. regardless of how daunting it may feel, never take your eyes off him & don’t turn away until he does, bc he loves intense eye contact.

💝 he views destruction as a form of creation (breaking & destroying things)

💝 to impress him dress edgy, powerful & strong. think kourtney kardashian’s style after meeting travis barker. lace, mesh, leather. a bold lip, band tees, combat boots, dark circles around the eyes. wear dark colours (black, burgundy, purple) bc that honours the shadow self. wear oversized clothing to keep the mystery of what’s underneath; he enjoys the feeling of being the only one who gets to see your body.

💝 however, for him, it’s less abt what you look like & more abt how you carry yourself. in-fact, often he has unattractive partners bc he’s attracted to sex appeal & depth instead of to classic beauty. he likes partners that scare him a little or just have a more intimidating presence. additionally, he may pursue women whom he has a very mild attraction to, which ensures he remains in complete control of himself & his partner. he loves a mysterious & complex women with a very dark personality/aesthetic bc he tends to get bored of his rxships once the passion dies (similar to aries venus).

Turn Off’s:

💝 if you make him compete for your attention bc he resents seeing his person of interest flirt & mess around with other people, especially if he feels like you're doing it on purpose. scorpio placements do have abandonment issues so he wants to feel needed whilst respecting his boundaries.

💝 ignoring & ghosting him, making him feel left out & unwanted, refusing to take his feelings into account & not apologising for your actions. (that goes for all water venus).

💝 stagnant, unfaithful, dishonest, apathetic, attention-seeking women.

💝 superficial encounters or small talk.

[chirpsythismorning]

The one thing I struggle with about the online ST fandom is how certain groups come down so hard on others. If people wanna theorise or speculate let them. If people just want to watch it as it's given to them without deep diving that is absolutely fine too! There is no wrong way to watch and enjoy a show and guess what? The talented writers have created in such a way that you can do either! You don't like what someone's posted, you don't need to go at them for it. Scroll on. It's gonna be a long hiatus! Let's just enjoy the ride

There will always be people like that, it is what it is. In fact, everyone will find themselves doing that at some point if they are indeed confident enough based on all the evidence they've compiled and choose to believe. Because we are all choosing to believe things bc of evidence and other factors out of our control.

Right now both bylers and milkvans are 100% certain about endgame. But they can't both be right can they?... It's just a matter of perspective and being able to think about it beyond wanting to stick to a conclusion and leave it at that.

We don't have to stoop down to other peoples' levels either. We don't have to discredit whole theories and ideas bc one person who subscribed to that same idea said something that we didn't like and some people agreed with them. They do not make up the majority.

Also, it’s possible to agree with people sometimes and not agree with them other times. That's the beauty of free thought and complex thinking.

Not only that but I also think a lot of the times, people aren't even disagreeing. It's like we're arguing about semantics because we reached different conclusions and so we're trying to break each others arguments as being flawed when really at the end of the day we agree about a lot of parts, there’s just very specific aspects we feel differently about. And more often than not, people aren’t going to be able to change their minds if they feel confident in those interpretations, until it’s all said and done at least.

But like you said, if you see something you don't like and you saying something won’t contribute to anything, then leave it be.

Or even just give it a few days, think on it. Maybe you can make a post about it of your own with the evidence to back it up. Often I find giving it some time makes me realize it’s not that deep and I can just continue to think what I think and not always resort to calling out without directly calling out basically.

Bc again it’s often that we’re not even really disagreeing about things, it’s just the wording of it doesn’t match up and we have to find a way to meet somewhere in the middle, if that’s even something either side wants to do. That won’t always be the case for everyone and that’s life. You can’t make people think something just bc you do, and vise versa.

I also suggest if you’re getting hate anons with people being hostile, block. Like always block.

When I get asks, if I have something to say and reasoning to why I feel how I feel, I will try to put it into words. But if it’s obvious the person is just trying to like genuinely troll or be disrespectful, it’s not worth my time. Sometimes people come off sort of snippy and condescending, but it’s not like in every case they’re intending to be outright offensive, they probably just want to show confidence. But still, you can choose to not engage with that if you don’t want to.

We are all responsible for our own experience on here. But also each others in the sense that you are posting stuff other people will see. They might react. If you don’t want people to react then always try to keep that in mind before making posts.

There is a possibility there will be assholes out there. But there will also be fellow fans genuinely just trying to have discourse with you and that can be a good thing, arguably the best thing! Disagreements don’t always have to be bad. Some of the best byler evidence has come from all sides of the spectrum. If we all agreed on everything we probably wouldn’t have gotten that far.

[rockthingsbymeg]

NSFW Alphabet - Slash

Pairing: Slash / Saul Hudson x reader

Info: Smutty themes; mentions of sex toys, BDSM, power dynamics

A/N: Apparently, I’m back babes. Enjoy this alphabet for poodle <3

Aftercare(what they're like after sex)

Slash will help Y/N clean up all the body fluids that might be on her skin and, if he can, he'll lay down and cuddle, running his fingers over her head and back and occasionally will let her spoon him

Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and their partners)

His favorite parts of himself are his hands, and it's pretty obvious because without them he wouldn't be able to do the thing he loves the most in the world but also because he can feel Y/N's body melt under his hands, both in a sexual way and not.

On Y/N, he really loves her whole body, but he has a special thing for her ass and thighs. He loves to rest his head on them (though resting his head on her ass can be hard because Y/N doesn't like to lay face down) and absolutely adores to run his hands over them. He also loves her lips.

Cum (anything to do with cum...basically I'm a disgusting person)

Slash has a breeding kink that will come up every once in a while. That being said, he loves to fill Y/N up whenever she lets him. He tends to cum more than most people Y/N's been with, and she absolutely loves that.

His other favorite place to cum is her face, followed closely by her breasts and then ass. There's something about seeing her covered in his cum that riles him up.

Dirty secret (Pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Slash catches himself a lot of times thinking about what it would be like to have Y/N be the dominant one in the bedroom. He's had his fair share of experience with porn, and he can't help but wonder what it would feel like to see his girl dressed up in one of those latex sets just doing whatever she feels like doing to him

He'd never ask her though because he thinks she wouldn't like it (he's wrong)

Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they're doing?)

This goes without saying

Favorite Position (This goes without saying.)

Slash absolutely loves to have Y/N on top. She looks ethereal on top of him, and he can't get enough. He also loves doggy style or to be with her back to his chest, both on their knees. And he totally loves to bend her over something and fuck her

Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

Slash doesn't get too serious. It kills the relaxed vibe he likes to have during sex. He won't necessarily crack jokes, but he likes to keep the mood light, even if the sex is being more intense than usual.

Hair (How well-groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc)

I think we've all seen enough pictures to conclude that: he doesn't groom at all, and the carpet definitely matches the drapes

Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect...)

He keeps it light but he somehow manages to be intimate. He keeps looking into Y/N's eyes as long as he can, and he presses multiple kisses on her lips, cheek, neck, wherever he can reach.

He's not romantic very often, sex is not about that to him, but there are times when he'll be romantic and, on those occasions, he makes Y/N's high and his own completely other-worldly and long.

Though she definitely loves the usual vibe they have during sex, the moments when he is romantic are amazing, and she can't get enough of them

Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

Slash will definitely prefer to satisfy himself with Y/N, but he is completely not against masturbating. It's something weirdly natural in their relationship, and it tends to lead to some steamy sex on multiple occasions.

During tours, it's when it happens more often, because she can't go with him most of the time, and he entertains himself looking at all the polaroids they've taken.

Most of them are explicit and fully private, but there are times when he gets hard just staring at a cute picture of Y/N because he misses her a lot

Kink (One or more of their kinks)

He's got his fair share of kinks, and he's not shy about most of them. Breathplay, some BDSM things (handcuffs, gags, collars, leashes), spanking, exhibitionism, voyeurism, breeding kink (more of a creampie kink), edging kink, marking kink (never anything too heavy because he doesn't like to break the light atmosphere of the whole thing like I've said before)

Location (Favourite places to do the do)

Anywhere. Literally, place doesn't matter that much to him, but some of his favorite times happened either in the backseat of a car (even the limo when the entire band was absolutely plastered, and both he and Y/N couldn't wait any longer) and backstage after shows, so maybe those places hold a place in his heart

Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Y/N in general. Anything she wears, does, or says can get him going.

He gets hard way too fast though if: Y/N wears one of his tees without anything underneath or with some black, silk lingerie. When she decides to steal his hat. When she's with a guitar. When she's playing with one of his snakes and is not wearing that many clothes.

NO (Something they wouldn't do, turn-offs)

There aren't that many things Slash wouldn't do. He wouldn't be into pegging or shit like that, because it's too out of his comfort zone, but aside from that, he's okay with anything.

Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

Slash is very skilled with his mouth, to put it lightly. He was born to do two things in this world: play guitar and eat pussy.

It goes without saying that he's absolutely great with his fingers and also his dick, but there's something about the away he eats Y/N out. He melts into her, eyes closed and face soft like he's at home, while he keeps delving his tongue into her, humming at the taste. He'll wrap his lips around her clit, those plump, perfect lips, and suck the nub into his mouth then flatten his tongue against it. And he'll go on for hours on end

He doesn't have a preference, however, in giving or receiving. Y/N is extremely talented in giving oral as well, and he turns into putty in her hands every time she does it.

Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

Slash makes a balance between fast and somewhat sensual. He's not rough most of the times, though he definitely isn't nice and sweet

Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

Slash is always, and I mean, always, up for a quickie. He will initiate them more often than Y/N simply bc he can't take his hands off her, but he will never choose then over proper sex

Quickies are good for when they're in public, in a rush, and stuff like that. Proper sex is what gets them off better, what gives them the best orgasm, so that's what he prefers

Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

Slash is all here to try new things. Anything Y/N suggests is a yes. Don't knock it til you try it is his motto. He loves to spice things up any way he can, from the most simple details like teasing her to getting new sex toys, trying new positions, things he heard make girls cum hard as fuck, anything at all

Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last...)

Slash is a literal animal. It's like he's never ever tired of it. He can always go for another round, no matter how long or short it turns out to be

Usually, he does take a bit to cum, but Y/N knows what buttons to push to have that boy cumming in a matter of short minutes

Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

Of course, he owns toys. He prefers to use them on Y/N, but he will never say no to them being used on themselves. He's quite fond of handcuffs and ropes, but he also likes harnesses, leashes, collars, whips and he will not say no if Y/N shows up with a cock ring

Unfair (How much they like to tease)

Oh boy... Slash is honestly the biggest tease on the planet, there's no other way to put it, but, in compensation, he doesn't tease for too long. He just teases as hard as he can

He can go as far as actually touching himself in a public place just to watch Y/N squirm and beg him to go home, to the car, any place away from the crowd. Sometimes not even that...

Y/N does tease him back, but he always wins the "game"

Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

Slash is not exactly the most vocal person, but by no means he's quiet. At first, he'll mostly grunt and groan, an occasional deep sigh leaving him. The more pleasure he starts to feel the louder those sounds get and if he's been going at it for a while and if he's feeling particularly good, he'll start to moan, low and soft and occasionally moan loud when he cums

Another reason why he's never quiet it's because he likes to praise Y/N, to tell her he loved her or to dirty talk

Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

I think that on occasions when Slash gets drunk, but I mean really fucking drunk, he'll go into sub space. He'll cling to his girl, moan softly in her ear and beg for something, even cry out if he's really that far gone

Also, despite being shy of being submissive while sober, Slash doesn't have that many troubles begging for what he wants

X-Ray (Let's see what's going on in those pants)

Slash is not exactly massive, but it's not like he needs it. He's big, but he's got more width than length, and he knows exactly how to use what he has.

Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

Slash wakes up hard, spends the day hard, and goes to sleep hard. That's just who he is. He's not pushy, he won't be nagging his girl for it 24/7, but he will definitely take any chance he has of getting off

Y/N can do the most innocent thing in the world, and he will be hard for her. A smile, a look, certain clothes, and words... Anything can turn him on and he's not exactly ashamed of it

ZZZ (How quickly they fall asleep afterward)

It depends on how long he's been going at it, where he is, and if he was tired before. If he's been going at it for a long time, he'll fall asleep rather quickly. If he's at home or was already really tired before, he will also almost instantly fall asleep. Other than that, Slash is not one to fall asleep after sex

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[puppy-phum]

I'm curious about your thoughts on A'Ning!!!! :)

didn’t expect a-ning from this really but if you want her, then here i am! it’s so interesting to think more about these characters i haven’t thought really that much, so thank you for this, my dear ♥

(placing under a cut once again! also spoiler warning for her story!)

How I feel about this character

A-Ning has been, from the very beginning, one of those characters I don’t know if I like or not. It might have something to do with the obvious sexualization of her, or some of these tiny things that irk me about her character’s writing, or the changing actress which has given me very mixed signals, or just the fact that she has been pushed onto Wu Xie as his “love interest” so strongly that even those two sometimes wonder why that is when it doesn’t really suit either of them. But well, despite all of this, I find her very interesting, and maybe my up most feeling for her is plain intimidation.

Because really, who isn’t kind of intimidated by her presence? She is so powerful and confident, knows exactly where she stands and what she wants, can kick your ass back into oblivion, would survive even if the world ended and most of all, doesn’t take anyone’s bullshit. I like all of that about her. I like it that she is lowkey evil but still doesn’t quite stand there. She has her own motivations for her actions, even outside of Hendry Cox I believe, and she will follow those. I think Ultimate Note’s version of her put it quite nicely by making her say that she would rather be dead than live any other type of life.

This has also made me respect her. I might not like her at times, especially when she makes Wu Xie suffer from all her tricks and betrayals, but she has deserved that respect. Especially her Explore With the Note and Ultimate Note versions have been very, very up there and have made me consider her in a different light. The Lost Tomb and Reboot’s (a very bad excuse of) versions of her fall far behind. Sometimes I wish she would be less difficult and would allow herself to really feel things, but I have to respect her for her strength and perseverance. She refuses to bend, and such strong beliefs and principles are something to admire.

All the people I ship romantically with this character

I don’t really ship A-Ning with anyone, to be honest. She doesn’t feel like someone to settle like that. She is so married to her job, so in love with her freedom, that I feel like it would be an insult to throw her into someone else’s arms. Probably that’s why her position as Wu Xie’s straight love interest (which is there to conceal the gay, right?) just annoys me so much. They both deserve better. Their whole relationship with each other deserves to be treated in a better way because there is so much more into them than some stupid crush for straight people’s needs. 

My non-romantic OTP for this character

This question really brings me to A-Ning with Wu Xie because even after all the anger and annoyance and eye-rolling, I still like the dynamic between them. A-Ning gets introduced as very cold and calculative, someone who doesn’t really care about other people but then cares way too much when someone gets hurt. I love how she’s such a bunch of contradictions. I love how Wu Xie sees this and instantly wants to be the one to tip A-Ning over. There is something in her that Wu Xie wishes so desperately to redeem, though she never sees herself that way. Her choices are not bad, not for her. Her choices are only her own and the goals she’s working towards reaching do not take any people standing on her way.

And this is where they clash, her and Wu Xie. They might have the same goals, but they are going at them in different ways and with different outcomes in mind. Whereas Wu Xie is not informed of the grand scheme happening around him or of the things he’s really looking for, A-Ning knows everything (or at least most of it). For her, the stakes are very high, and I can really understand why it pisses her off to have this young and naive boy stand in her way just because he happens to have the best luck in the universe. I get it why she, in the end, ends up using Wu Xie for her own goals. Why not take advantage of the tool that seems to work? Why not take the other tools this one is bringing with him?

So, the question is, are Wu Xie and A-Ning friends? Probably not. Wu Xie has faith in A-Ning and A-Ning very grudgingly comes to care about Wu Xie in some way, but I never saw them quite reaching friendship? They are just very much tied to each other through the circumstances. They share a life, by accident. They work on some gray area between their clashing sides in this very weird treasure hunt race they have going on. They hate(/love) each other but depend on each other, and I think that is why it hurts Wu Xie so much to lose her, to watch such a strong pillar suddenly fall. Suddenly, things don’t make sense anymore. Suddenly, there is nothing for Wu Xie to lean on, even if that something was a force he was always struggling against.  

My unpopular opinion about this character

I just keep repeating myself and saying that I really don’t know. I am usually very unaware of any opinions people inside of fandoms have about the characters :’D So I might’ve already said something unpopular there haha.

Maybe one thing could be that I don’t like the way her character gets used. She is some type of antagonist in the whole story of DMBJ and it’s only because Wu Xie seems to require this counterpart, this some type of spark for his future “darkness” if we can call it that. He comes to see the other side of things through A-Ning and probably learns from that when things aren’t as easy for him anymore. She also works as some type of reminder of Wu Xie being the good one in the story, playing on the “right” side while A-Ning works with Hendry Cox (and then fails with her attempts because there’s also some type of patriotism propaganda hidden in there somewhere). Then there’s the aspect that A-Ning gets used as some type of veil to hide the very obvious Pingxie, though this might also be something I only see because I ship them. But she also gets used as a magnet for the male gaze (in relation to the whole series sexualizing her) but this is the role many women in DMBJ have so it’s not only her. I just hate it that she gets mixed into this web of unnecessary bullshit despite being very, very cool and interesting deep down.  

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon

Oh boy. I don’t really know if I have any specific wishes for her story itself because I think it kind of works? Also, I am very much not aware of the canon plot in the novels and how she operates in there. But these are some things that bother me in the way the dramas have portrayed her so here we go:

First of all, her death in Ultimate Note. I know that they continued the story from the previous books (and I’m saying books because Explore With the Note went to places) and that because of this, an introduction to all the characters was unnecessary. Ultimate Note in general expects you to know the things that happened before when you start watching it, so it isn’t completely their fault. But having something as big as this happen in episode 9 of a series that is 36 episodes long felt like such a difficult thing to pull off. Her death fell so flat compared to the fact that it is something Wu Xie still carries within himself during Reboot. Compared to the fact that it’s her Wu Xie sees when he’s about to die. That scene would’ve deserved better. Also, her death in general should be more than just some random snake coming in to bite her??? I don’t know what NPSS has thought there or if there’s some symbolism in that which I am not aware of but please give her at least something a bit more.

The second thing would be the way they have made her seem like a young girl (though I am not aware of her real age but she’s older than Wu Xie, right?). Especially in Ultimate Note she seems overly young, and it was very hard to take her seriously when it felt like she was a child trying to order around adults. Don’t get me wrong, her actress in that is gorgeous and after a while, I got used to her face and she pulled the role off quite well, but it could’ve been another type of actress too? Out of all the actresses we’ve seen for her, I actually like Explore With the Note’s actress the best. She fit the role so well? She looked mature and felt like it too. It was believable that she was who she claimed to be. (Though, well, she also makes it super strange to have Hou Minghao as Wu Xie because suddenly it feels like A-Ning is soooooo much older than him even if that is not probably canonically correct? It’s funny.) She managed to be that ruthless, strong leader A-Ning is and still appear vulnerable at times when her shell kept cracking in front of Wu Xie. I haven’t been able to see that in the rest, though Ultimate Note’s version of her was good because of the better writing and all-out more consistent plot.

thank you again for sending me this and sorry for taking so long ^^’ the other two might take even longer (especially the free choice one bc i am planning on having extra fun with that). so thanks for being patient and i hope you enjoyed ♥ also, sorry about the quality of the pic, i had some very limited options with the source. 

[bigbrotherlouis]

the bag of chips scene from 'i ate you up the day we first spoke' for the director's cut meme!

whoohoo i actually loved writing this scene and i’m so glad someone asked about it yeeee

(director’s cut meme)

everything eases back into normal. tk picks nolan up for practice, because nolan’s car is inexplicably always out of gas, (this is true, i read an article about it somewhere) and ties nolan’s ties for him on game days, and follows him into his living room to eat all the good snacks nolan hides on increasingly higher shelves.

“how did you even get those?” he asks when he comes out of the washroom and finds travis eating illegal all-dressed his mom had sent down in his last care package. he’s pretty sure they were hidden, like, on top of the cupboards this time. he literally had to throw them up there. (food, when you move countries, is a really big deal. i always want to keep the mutlicultural aspect of a lot of hockey players in mind, because i was a young multicutural person in the united states, and home foods is usually a good way to do it. all-dressed are pretty distinctly canadian, and my cousin gets her parents to send them to her in california, so i borrowed that from her. also i liked the image of TK climbing on the counters to try and get at a bag of chips.)

tk shrugs and crams a handful of chips into his mouth. “smart thinking.”

“those are mine.”

“i don’t see you eating them,” tk says smugly and nolan thinks about it for precisely point two seconds before he launches himself at the sofa. (no thoughts, head empty)

it’s a familiar ritual, this one. tk cackles, going limp so he can noodle off the cushions onto the floor, the bag still clamped in his hand. he scrabbles backwards until he’s out of reach of nolan’s admittedly long arms.

“sucks to suck, babe,” he gloats, except nolan is not emphatically giving up, those are his chips, and he’s not going to let his idiot of a best friend eat them all. tk grunts when nolan lands on his lower half, hard, and pins down his legs so he can’t escape. he sits on tk’s knees and ignores the yelling. (travis “has never shut up once in his life” konecny strikes again)

“mine,” he says savagely, snatching the bag out of his hands. tk huffs, shoving at his legs.

“it’s rude— not to— share�� fuck, patty, what are you doing in the gym?”

“some of us don’t skip leg day.”

“yeah, well, some of us aren’t built like a fuckin’ ox,” tk complains, as if he’s not just as in shape as nolan is. “i can’t even fuckin’ pinch you because you’re wearing jeans.”

“now who’s the smart think—  fuck!” (not you, pat. not tk either but still not you.) he shouts, flinching and rubbing at his side. that pinch is definitely going to bruise. tk uses it as a distraction to roll them, nolan’s shoulders thudding painfully against the floor, and straddles nolan’s stomach with his thighs. there’s another struggle but tk gets hold of nolan’s arms, pins them under his knees so nolan’s fists are at his sides. he’s effectively trapped. (too many nolans but what do you do when writing m/m. also this isn’t specific to this scene, but especially in hockey with all its nicknames, i like to write people’s internal narrative with whatever name they probably think of themselves as. that’s why nolan isn’t pat/patty here, and why tk is usually not travis)

“still me,” tk says, grinning at him with undisguised glee. he works the chips free and sits up, putting his weight just under nolan’s ribs so all the breath gets knocked out of him for a second.

“fucker,” nolan hisses, trying and failing to wriggle his way out. “what the fuck, teeks?”

“that’s what you get for not growing up with brothers, bro. gotta fight to survive. survival skills.”

“bud, you don’t even know. sisters have nails and they’re not fucking afraid to use them,” nolan says, his best murder glare in effect. he probably still has the scars in some places. (i know i do) tk snorts.

“sorry, i don’t see you scratching me here,” he says.  

“let me go and i’ll scratch you up real good,” he threatens and then his brain catches up with his mouth, his face going red as he realises what he’s maybe implied. “uh.”

tk doesn’t take the obvious chirp, just raises an eyebrow. there’s a considering look on his face, one that makes nolan want to squirm more and it settles somewhere down deep in his stomach. (so i wrote this scene because i needed a turn for both of them, relationship-wise. iirc, there’s been a few places where tk’s interest might be noticeable, but nothing super concrete for pat or for the reader. meanwhile, on tk’s side, he needed clear signals that pat’s into him before he tries to tell him again.)

“uh,” he says again because his brain is just fucking offline and his arms are still locked under travis’ legs and travis burns hot because nolan can feel it against his skin, through his t-shirt, and this is all going to get incredibly, incredibly awkward in about three seconds. (unfortunately, i love a good run-on sentence to build tension) he’s pretty sure popping a boner because a teammate is sitting on you is, like, not something you can get away with by laughing.

tk shifts, sitting up the tiniest bit, and reaches out the hand that’s not currently occupied with the fuckin’ chips— probably all crushed to hell now, anyway (foreshadowing!! also strategic last mention here so we know that tk is still holding them, and then they aren’t mentioned until the shoe drops for optimal dramatic effect) — and brushes his fingers against nolan’s cheek. he traces the blush from his cheekbone carefully down his neck, pausing to thumb at his jaw, and then bumps his fingers against his collar, where it disappears down into his shirt. (i really liked building the tension here. also this is fully just projection bc i would love to touch patty’s blush once in my life)

“you’re glowing, pat,” he says, so soft, and it makes nolan go redder. he glowers at a spot by tk’s ear, unwilling to look him in the face and see whatever is written there. (would tk actually tell nolan he’s glowing? probably not, but fictionally it gives the reader a good picture of what nolan looks like to someone else. i didn’t want to overuse red-- which didn’t quite feel like a strong enough word-- or blush, so glowing it was.) tk hooks his index into the collar and there’s a moment when nolan thinks he’s going to pull it down, see if his blush goes all the way down his chest— it does, if he’s embarrassed enough. it’s fucking terrible— and he turns his head away, dragging in a breath through his nose. he’s, like, so incredibly fucked that he can’t even think about it without going dizzy. (you’ll probably see this a lot if you look for it in my writing, but i like to add in a “like” or something similarly bro-ish when things get particularly emotionally fraught, to keep it more realistic. also i think it’s funny. anyway, i like the contrast of tk not being able to take his eyes away from something he wanted and nolan not being able to look at it. characterisation, wahey!) it’s better to just not look.

of course, it’s the exact opposite of what tk wants.

“hey,” he says. “look at me.”

nolan refuses, a muscle ticking in his jaw. (this is hot to me idc) tk lets go of his collar to pull on his hair instead, just a little tug of a piece by his ear, and nolan can’t quite bite back the punched-out sound that he lets out. (also hot.)

“look at me,” tk says again, an edge to his voice, and nolan does. tk won’t stop until he does, he knows that well enough. (another look at their dynamic and how well they know each other) he lifts his chin, just a tiny bit, because he’s not going to do anything without a fight. tk’s hand tightens in his hair and it keeps him in place, nailed— ha— to the floor. (i write for the people whose brains make inappropriate jokes at the wrong moments) he couldn’t move if he wanted to, watches helplessly as tk leans down.

the hope in his chest is so thick, nolan thinks it might actually smother him, stop his heart. he’s breathing fast and shallow, almost on the verge of panting, and jesus fuck, isn’t that embarrassing. he’s so desperate, he could squirm with it and he briefly remembers travis months ago, writhing on his very rug and how much nolan wanted to help. he can smell snow again, sharp in the back of his nose. (this does the double work of calling back to an earlier scene-- ya girl loves a good callback-- and also building the anticipation some more. the snow reference reminds the reader that this is still a werewolf au, even in the midst of this. also, once when i was like fifteen, i read something about how to write kisses/romance and it talked about picking one or two aspects of the kiss to focus on-- breathing, hands, the feeling of someone’s mouth, etc. i still use that advice.)

tk shifts his weight and nolan has enough time to think holy fuck, is this happening? before travis fucking konecny upends the bag of all dressed-flavoured crumbs all over his face. (OKAY a lot going on here! it’s one of my favourite moments, really. first of all, here’s the resolution of all the chips talk! sure, i could’ve just abandoned them, but the subverting of expectations was a lot more fun and the story still wasn’t quite ready for them to kiss yet. second, this is tk chickening out. he had two choices and he chose violence. or, like, the buddies option, which is amusing to me because this is not buddies, boys. finally, the full name was necessary to convey nolan’s disappointment and anger, as was the full description of the chips. nolan is upset, and he’s going to notice these things, and that shows up in his internal narrative.)

“got ‘em,” he crows over nolan’s sputtering, letting himself get bucked off onto the floor. nolan wipes furiously at his face, all his feelings a confusing mix of horny and angry and confused, all with the thick overtone of humiliation.

“you’re a fucking dick,” he says and it’s flat, but tk is gloating too much to care. (he’s not, he’s trying to cover, but nolan’s too embarrassed to realise)

“you should’ve seen your face, pat.”

nolan glares daggers at the carpet, the chips spread out everywhere. it’s going to be a bitch to clean up. tk had better help. (makes sure the punch landed, and to give a final resolution.)

he leans against the sofa and waits for tk to tire himself out, listening to the laughter and trying not to get too angry or, like, cry. his neck feels hot, prickling uneasily. he rubs at it with his hand, startles when tk kicks him gently in the ankle. (in order for tk to not come out of this looking like an asshole, i needed him to make up his obliviousness by being observant in other times. and in order for tk to notice patty being mad, i needed to give patty actions that could be noticed, like not laughing along with the joke)

“sorry if i made you mad,” tk says quietly, all the giggles finally worked out of him. “you looked tense (no shit bud) and i thought it would make you laugh.”

it’s not tk’s fault nolan thought he was gonna, like, kiss him. (”like” again, to break up a too-honest moment) it was a dick move but tk doesn't have a cruel bone in his body, so: “it’s fine,” he mumbles and shrugs his shoulder. “it was funny.”

tk preens for a second. “i know.”

“you owe me a bag now.”

“i’ll buy you a family-sized pack. i’m sure they’ll ship it down here, amazon or ups or somethin’.” (patty’s attempting to be normal and tk is attempting to make amends.)

nolan nods and scratches at his face, tipping his head against the couch cushions. (little motions like him scratching his face aren’t super necessary for like plot or development, but it helps humanize characters and i like to add them in whenever i can, as long as it’s not overkill. they can also be helpful in pointing to emotional state without directly saying it.) it’s quiet for a few seconds, just the sound of them breathing heavier than usual, and it would be so normal. should be normal, by all counts, but nolan still kind of wants to crawl into a hole for while. wants to push tk out of the apartment and eat ice cream and google ‘how to stop a crush,’ like his sisters used to do when they were upset. he’s already googled it, a few days ago, and there was nothing but maybe someone’s offered good advice since then. (people make an impact on you, and family even more so, and i always like reminders of how close nolan seems to be with his sisters. also, it’s funny.)

tk flicks him on the wrist. (this is something that tk does consistently through the story, and even though it’s not super important to this scene, it establishes a behaviour in the larger story. that’s important too!)

“pat,” he says and it sounds it’s not the first time. nolan blinks.

“yeah?”

“i just asked you if you were hungry.”

“oh. uh. no, not really,” he answers truthfully. tk wrinkles his nose.

“do you, like, have anything in your fridge to eat?”

“mm, probably not.”

“typical,” tk mutters under his breath, as if he ever has anything regularly stocked besides protein powder and bacon. (protein rich foods that are easy to eat after a full moon, or after a workout) at least nolan has eggs pretty consistently. (also a protein rich food that’s less easy to eat after a full moon, but are easy to make when you aren’t a werewolf) “wanna go get sushi?”

nolan thinks about it. shoves his sweaty hair behind his ear and considers going out to their favourite place and pretending he’s not still fucking mortified. and, like, a little turned on. it makes him nauseous. (i get such physical reactions to emotional things that i write everyone into having them) 

“no,” he says. he’s not facing tk but he can still see him deflate, his shoulders hunching over. “i don’t— no.”

“okay. that’s… okay.”

“i think i’m getting a migraine,” lies nolan. “think i’m just gonna lay down.”

“do you need me to stay with you? keep you company?”

nolan’s shaking his head before tk even finishes the thought. “no, trav. i’m fine, i promise.” (the trav here works as a signal that something isn’t right! it’s why tk looks at him for so long in the next line.)

tk studies him for a long minute, his eyes searching the side of patty’s face presented to him. nolan keeps his expression as blank as possible and stares hard at his feet.

“text me if you need anything,” he says finally, the words coming out slow and gentle. it’s a lot to handle. “i’ll come back.”

“i know. i will.” he won’t, but that’s not for tk to know. he doesn’t move when tk goes out the door, squeezes his eyes shut when the door doesn’t slam into its frame, (tk’s taking care of him, still!) and decides to leave the pile of crumbs to deal with later. (the climax of this scene happened a while ago so this is another little reminder of what happened, just so it’s solidified in the reader’s head after the longish comedown. i end scenes a LOT like this-- two actions, and then a callback-- because they’re simple and effective, and usually sound great!)  /fin

ahh thank you so much for asking!! this was really fun to, like, process through and remember my logic for! i was actually really nervous writing this scene, because i knew the tension and the break had to be PERFECT for it to land right. but i do like how it turned out so at least there’s that. ily!!

[janiedean]

Now I want to hear the Stannis rant (when you have time)!!

hahahah have fun XD okay so for context, the tags I mentioned the aforementioned rant in:

#one day i’ll rant at lenght about how dnd never got stannis#bc they cannot conceive that a dude with THAT kinda moral compass is a complete disaster when it comes to interpersonal relationships#nor that half of the issues stannis has are bc he’s literally starving for people to see he has worth#while slaving for them anyway and being more competent than anyone else that passes before him#but this is not the day i guess

now: this is... a thing that I honestly struggle with when it comes to this fandom because the side that hates stannis thinks he’s a selfish arrogant asshole without feelings and the side that loves him is like ‘omg such a great battle commander GO RIGHTFUL KING HE’S SO BADASS’ and I feel like neither is an accurate reading because the first sees the character at mere face value (and most likely skipped the davos chapters) and the second only cares about his so-called badassness, but... thing is: stannis is an extremely competent person who’s also a disaster at relationships because he feels like no one cares for him (which isn’t exactly untrue as I’ll rant about later) who in turn everyone judges as uncaring and unfeeling when he actually isn’t and who in turn compulsively pursues what he can pursue because he has to compensate and who on the other side is absolutely starved for recognition except that he doesn’t get it.

and like... at this point I have to lay down the premises in the sense that while I really wish I didn’t, I... kind of really do relate a lot to that aspect - people assuming you’re cold/aloof because you aren’t immediately excited about things or don’t wear feelings on your sleeve - and tbh I really really love that grrm made a character who has the Good At Battles And So On reputation... a complete interpersonal rships disaster, because it actually gives him a whole new layer that I don’t see really discussed often and since that’s what I relate to... it’s sad. for me personally at least.

anyway, thing is:

the fact that stannis was the unloved baratheon brother is the exact first thing you learn from the acok prologue - I mean, ‘Stannis, my lord, my sad sullen boy, son I never had, you must not do this, don't you know how I have cared for you, lived for you, loved you despite all? Yes, loved you, better than Robert even, or Renly, for you were the one unloved, the one who needed me most.’ like, it’s the first thing the narrative throws at you in the face the moment that he does something that already puts him on the reader’s bad side ie dismissing poor cressen, but it’s basically the key to the entire damned point;

because first of all it implies stannis (who’s the middle child out of those three) felt like both his brothers didn’t love him and with their parents dying the way they did that goes too, and if we take into account the proudwing episode - he saves the damned hawk, he’s all happy he got it back to fly, robert mocks him for it and his uncle convinces him to let it die - it’s basically the metaphor for his life because whatever he does, the people who should notice don’t care;

this actually should be discussed along with the whole siege of storm’s end because like... stannis held out by almost starving himself and his men (but renly never mentions it whenever he speaks so I should suppose he doesn’t remember it as an extremely traumatic event when he was in the castle, so stannis made sure he actually had enough food to not starve most likely when no one else did) for robert and if he hadn’t done that when he was barely twenty if not nineteen they’d have lost the rebellion, which you’d think would give him nice things, right? no, because robert gives him dragonstone which stannis sees as a slight, he feels like robert loves ned more than him and he’s p. resentful about it, renly basically bypasses him when it’s time to claim the throne with the amazing explanation that ‘he’s not amusing and people wouldn’t like him’ when that’s not how succession works and he doesn’t seem to get one inch of appreciation by his relatives that he almost died for;

now he has that compulsive thing when it comes to laws and sticking to justice.... considering that he feels like all of his entire family wronged him since he was a teenager (and like, i’m obv. not blaming robert for not having been the best bc he also had trauma bc their parents died I mean we have issues but I get it) and like both his brothers feel like others (ned, loras/the tyrells) are more their family than him and/or that they don’t care for him because he’s sour/not immediately expansive/etc... are we surprised that he has that much of a problem with the concept of compulsively following justice/the rules? considering that when it comes to that it’s written black on white and fairness is objective, obviously he’s a sucker for the rules and he feels that strongly about his birthright - that’s because he feels like he can only trust in objective ruling that everyone should follow rather than people;

this is where I go personal, but... a thing that’s extremely common if you tend to be shy/not immediately an extrovert/if it takes you time to get to know people/if you aren’t a funny person automatically is that people start to assume you don’t have feelings or you don’t care about others, which in turn means that you tend to become even worse because the moment you open up you’re terrified that the other person will hate you, and that’s... peak stannis because the way he’s when the books start is out of all of that plus having married someone out of obligation for robert and getting humiliated on the same wedding night plus having just one daughter everyone sees as defective and that renly openly mocked at some point too but never mind that, and like... another thing with stannis that people don’t really notice is that while he’s crap at expressing his love for his daughter because he’s shit at feelings and relationships, he also loves her really fucking much and as someone else pointed out he didn’t educate her to marry into some other family, he educated her to be his heir and with davos’s male sons and so on, like he didn’t give her just a lady’s education, he gave her a full-on heir education, which outside dorne is unheard of, and in his last adwd chapter as much as dnd didn’t read it... he told people to put her on the throne if he died and to fight for her same as they would have for him. like, it’s obvious that he does love her, he’s just complete crap at showing it... same as he is in general because he doesn’t feel like he can be open about his feelings with people and because he pretty much has no fucking clue of how it works, which is... well... what happens when you grow up with that kind of emotional stuntedness;

that is, unless he’s talking to davos, which is what I’d really fucking like for people to realize. like, never mind the show, but when book!stannis talks to davos he immediately goes from 100% completely closed off to being all soft and as affectionate as it goes and I mean guys... just a couple quotes but:“He seemed ten years older than the man that Davos had left at Storm's End when he set sail for the Blackwater and the battle that would be their undoing. The king's close-cropped beard was spiderwebbed with grey hairs, and he had dropped two stone or more of weight. He had never been a fleshy man, but now the bones moved beneath his skin like spears, fighting to cut free. Even his crown seemed too large for his head. His eyes were blue pits lost in deep hollows, and the shape of a skull could be seen beneath his face. Yet when he saw Davos, a faint smile brushed his lips. "So the sea has returned me my knight of the fish and onions.""It did, Your Grace." Does he know that he had me in his dungeon? Davos went to one knee.”-"I am lowborn," Davos reminded him. "An upjumped smuggler. Your lords will never obey me.""Then we will make new lords.""But . . . I cannot read . . . nor write . . .""Maester Pylos can read for you. As to writing, my last Hand wrote the head off his shoulders. All I ask of you are the things you've always given me. Honesty. Loyalty. Service.""Surely there is someone better . . . some great lord . . ."Stannis snorted. [...] but I trust none of them as I trust you, my lord of Rainwood. You will be my Hand. It is you I want beside me for the battle."that’s TWO, and when davos says that his lords wouldn’t want him for a hand stannis goes like you’re more important than them to me pretty much, and in general the moment they’re alone together he’s way more open and vulnerable and sincere than he is when literally anyone else... that is because davos is the literal one person that not only is his actual friend (bc he doesn’t really have any other friends not even between his relatives), but also someone who:a) actually thinks the world of him;b) hasn’t batted an eyelid at his sense of justice I mean guys let’s be real he cut off davos’s fingertips bc he was a criminal at the same time as giving him a lordship after davos saved his life and everyone else’s and davos has the bones with him always because he thinks they’re his luck I mean k that’s extra but he actually does see stannis’s point when it comes to fairness;c) hasn’t disappointed him once;d) has only ever acted in his best interest;e) is the kind of person who’ll call him out on his bs rather than kiss his ass for honors and to someone who has stannis’s issues knowing that that kinda person exists means a whole damned lot;f) doesn’t think he’s there just to run the show without getting thankfed for it nor takes him for granted nor doesn’t recognize his efforts, which is 99,9% of his remaining issues with everyone else - ie that he does his job and does it well but no one recognizes it and everyone else passes in front of himg) sees his worth, which is a thing stannis is literally starved for but doesn’t get from many others period;which means he has one healthy relationship with someone bar maybe his daughter. one. that’s... not really that great or good whatsoever;

I mean there’s a reason why stannis wants that throne so bad. not that he cares about it, but that’s his right, so anyone else getting it would be the umpteenth time in his eyes that someone cheats him off something that’s rightfully is (storm’s end, his brothers’s love/affection/support etc); 

like, it’s not about how stannis is such a great badass fighter strategist, it’s that he wants the throne that badly because not getting it would be just the last straw in the list of slights he feels that he’s been at the end of for his entire life and one more humiliating than any of those others, because otherwise he wouldn’t give a damn;

and like... what I think dnd missed and a lot of people also do is that the ‘great commander who wins fights’ doesn’t mean he also can’t be a guy with extremely bad issues when it comes to interpersonal rships thanks to trauma and to the almost entirety of people around him writing him off as the not fun boring guy who only cares about laws when the only reason stannis cares that much about what’s fair and what’s not is that he feels like everyone else has been unfair to him.

and like....... recognizing that would require admitting that stannis is the farthest thing in these books from a badass conqueror guy who wins battles and wants to be king and will be an equally badass king - he’s an extremely competent guy who became competent at his job out of sheer stubborness and perfection complex who is everything but an emotionless machine (regardless of what people who should know better ie his brothers might think) and who has been disappointed so much in this sense that he can only have a healthy relationship with one single person who is not so coincidentally someone who saved his life, didn’t see anything wrong in his strike for justice, recognizes his worth and would die for him, which... is really not anyone else’s case in his immediate vicinities (not counting his soldiers and so on but that’s another problem entirely). that requires admitting that westeros crap toxic societal standards have hurt him too and that he has a second side that’s not really so cool (guys being emotionally stunted is not fun, I’ll 100% guarantee it to you, and people assuming you’re cold or emotionless because you can’t immediately open up to them is even worse) and that if you want to project greatness on him you should also embrace the fact that he’s a complete human disaster who is as starved for recognition/appreciation as jon is and there’s probably a reason why they were getting along so well in adwd.

and like, I think the fanbase who hails him as the new coming of jesus doesn’t recognize that because it interferes with the fearless conqueror dude fantasy - which is his superficial reading, not his actual reading, same as people deciding he’s emotionless just out of superficial reading, while dnd obviously didn’t know how to write him since S3 because they couldn’t decide what to do with him... but obviously, because dnd have no idea of how to write a male character who is both a strong military commander and an emotional disaster who wants recognition for his own worth and isn’t a power hungry asshole. nvm that dnd have no idea of how to write emotionally vulnerable male characters (see what they did with jaime tyrion theon and sandor and that’s not even counting jon or robb) but stannis was obv. too complicated for them to even consider actually trying for real.

/two cents

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* . day to night , dark to light     fall the  s a n d s  o f  t i m e .

                         { ross lynch, twenty-one, trans male, he/him } Have you seen ZELD CYELN “CIEL” NOHANSEN walking around?  Little do they know, they’re the child of LINK & PRINCESS ZELDA from THE LEGEND OF ZELDA, and they HAVE TWO SIBLINGS ( one older, one younger ) .  I guess that explains why they’re so CHARMING & ARTISTIC and GUARDED & INSECURE.  They are a STREAMER. — penned by eve.

FIRST THINGS FIRST.

Hello hello again , folks !! It’s EVE and if you thought I went completely feral about Resident Evil earlier you are . . . sorely mistaken because now we are in Zelda territory and Zelda encompasses literally every fiber of my being. This OC is my most beloved ( despite the fact he’s an absolute prick ) and I have been itching to write him as a next-gen of Zelink , so VOILA , but just a few things !!

I love The Legend of Zelda . . . a lot. That’s the first thing. And my friends call me the Zelda lorekeeper since I know pretty much everything about the games like that back of my hand.

Another - as it’s always been a fact about his character , Ciel here is diagnosed with Type II Bipolar. Now , I want to clarify that I also am the same , and he was originally written as a comfort character to sorta see myself in a character I wrote ( and he became his own dude over the years. ) It’s not something that’ll pop up often , but I just wanted to let y’all know since I’m not gonna erase my own rep , I write from experience since I’m the same. 

TWS AHEAD : Manipulation , mental illness

I. THE PAST - DO YOU REMEMBER ??

The second of The Hero & The Princess - Prince Zeld Cyeln Nohansen , carrying on the traditional naming conventions to keep the name Zelda in the family with obvious corruptions. Your older brother could not - and AS WELL , you are the only child in the family that possesses the holy powers of the royal bloodline that your mother carries , as shown by the brand of the Triforce on the back of your right hand. And immediately , expectations are thrust upon your shoulders before you can even walk.

It’s because of your power that you , instead of the eldest , are to succeed the throne as the next king of Hyrule once you become of age , and although your mother vows to not treat you the same as your father treat her , she often reminds you that the beautiful , sunlight-bathed kingdom will be yours. 

So you grow. You grow & you adapt to the life of royalty , the CROWN PRINCE , and your relationship with your parents is better than most. While you’re significantly closer to your mother than your father , spending your days in the library with her & learning how to paint her visage , you also follow your father out to scope the kingdom on horseback. You grow up kind & gentle , the intelligence of your mother but the softness of your father , and it is well-known throughout the kingdom that you are DESTINED for good things.

It’s when you’re fourteen years old that you meet a boy.

A boy your age , a boy who smiles at you and you get fairies fluttering in your stomach. A boy who tells you that you’re pretty and by Nayru are you getting your first crush ?? 

Hm.

But you can’t see through the lies - that even though you’re young , manipulation knows no age and you are heartbroken to find that this boy leads you to a group of bandits that go on the attack and aim to STEAL the raw power you carry. After you’re tricked into bringing magical artifacts to their clutches , that is , that your family has gathered over the years - the goddess harp , the ocarina of time , and the cursed , wicked Majora’s Mask.

Your father sweeps into rescue you , and although you feel guilty , you aren’t berated for your mistakes. He only wants to know what happened , and if you’re alright , and you’re a sobbing mess but you tell your parents everything and they recognize that the evil forces that plagued them are NOW targeting their offspring. 

You are only fourteen. But the betrayal turns you cold , and you close yourself off , now hesitant to trust. And you learn that there are DANGEROUS forces out there who want to hurt & use you in the same way , hence why you use your mother’s old study connected to her old bedroom ( now currently yours ) and you begin to research , research , research. You look back on the legends of old , and start practicing the magic of not only your bloodline , but the taboo power of shadow - such as that of the TWILI , a project aiming to recreate the mirror. You also use the mask , hoping to tap into the wicked power it carries to turn it around. You train with the Sheikah , as Sheikah blood runs in your veins as well , to master the art of using the shadows & the unseen to your advantage. You become a teenager devoted to your work - a mad scientist & magician , and the whispers of a ‘ mad alchemist prince ’ sweep throughout the kingdom due to the rumors you can stay awake for DAYS working on one thing , before crashing and moving onto the next. 

But there is still pain - a loneliness & a hurt which you try to bury deep down , but it’ll still consume you to the point where you don’t know how to think clearly. You try and mask yourself best you can , but there is still a little boy , deep down , who only wishes to be loved and cared for and cherished by people his own age. Your work is your comfort but you are also learning to sink yourself in it to the point where it’s becoming a hindrance. 

One day , maybe , you’ll get what you want - and everything will be okay. But the world is currently at your throat , so . . . how long will that be ??

Your sixteenth year changes everything. The Crown Prince goes missing , and he is lost without the comfort of his parents.

And he awakens in another day , as a new being , with only his wit & his charm to carry on.

II. PRESENT - WHO ARE YOU , YOURSELF ??

Okay so IN A NUTSHELL Ciel is the crown prince of Hyrule due to the fact he’s essentially the ‘Zelda’ of his generation - the only child that carries the sacred power of the goddess Hylia , and this kid is incredibly smart and artistic but due to being manipulated by dark forces when he was young , he’s EXTREMELY insecure and lacks trust , instead trying to become as powerful as possible by any means possible so he isn’t hurt again since now he’s a target like his parents were.

HIS CHARACTER . . . is incredibly complex. It doesn’t change much with or without memories because even though he hasn’t experienced that same shit , those trust issues & insecurities are still well-embedded into him. The main difference is that he’s still smart , but not because of excessive research on Hyrulean magic & history & technology.

ON THE SURFACE , Ciel appears to be honestly very exuberant , quick-talking , and , to some , annoying. He’s a bit of a loudmouth , he seems harmless in the aspect that he isn’t downright mean or anything , he’s just . . . a nuisance. Charming in the aspect that he knows how to talk his way out of any situation since he has a MOUTH on him , but he knows how to use it. He overshares , it seems , but in turn , he’s actually not revealing anything about himself of any importance. He’s just keeping his cards to his chest but he doesn’t anyone to see so , so he places counterfeit cards on the table.

Ciel is always one step ahead , and the best way to be is to convince everyone else that you’re far behind. 

NOW ON THE INSIDE . . . Ciel is extremely caring & gentle. He cares a lot about the people he loves , but he’s hesitant to open up or trust other people given the fact he doesn’t want to be hurt , and he doesn’t want to make mistakes. He’s very observant & again , incredibly intelligent , knowing well how to read the atmosphere and pick out things that most don’t notice. He is insecure in the fact that he constantly thinks horribly of himself , and although he’s great at hiding it , it’s easy to get his feelings hurt. He hates that he has to keep on a mask since it makes him easily unlikable , but he thinks it’s the only way to stave off the most damage. But he’s a good kid & has a heart of gold , it’s just that . . . his heart has a few booboos on it. He CRAVES love & validation & affection but he’s afraid to ask for it or to take it since he’s gone down worse roads before by opening up to the wrong people.

He’s an artist - very talented in drawing & painting !! His apartment is littered with sketches & drawings and supplies and he would’ve gone to art school but money is tight and he doesn’t know he’s a prince in his actual reality so . . . yeah.

But his day job is that he’s a VERY popular video game streamer named Alchemyst , mainly doing let’s plays of adventure games & stuff with friends to get a good laugh. He also has a tendency to go on hilarious rants in a lot of his videos , resulting in MANY fanmade compilations & memes. He’s got a dedicated fanbase that he openly adores , and streaming also sorta helps him since he is a bit afraid of going into the outside world slightly. 

It’s funny , because as a streamer , he isn’t at all obnoxious or annoying - it’s the closest he gets to acting like himself , even if he has to act a little more EXTROVERTED than he actually is. 

THAT’S THE BASIS again , much more of a show than tell character but . . . Love him. I love him.

I DON’T have much ideas for wanted connections at this point aside from like . . . friends , exes , crushes , enemies , fans of his stream , etc. When I get more of a braincell I’ll put specific stuff down , but if it HELPS his fake life is shrouded in mystery bc Ciel doesn’t like talking about it ( aka , his fake past was p bad so he just prefers to act like he came out of fucking nowhere. )

But that’s it !! I’ll b responding to starters & calls soooon ~ ! I am ALL for plotting if u guys want , so just hit me up on here or Discord n I’ll respond as soon as I can !!

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rules: repost, don’t reblog. just pick a muse of yours and fill it out.

muse: henry emily ( aka “cassette man” ).

BASICS

▸ is your muse tall/short/average? he’s around average height, which is roughly 5′9″.

▸ are they okay with their height? it doesn’t bother him too much; height never really factored into his life or his work, nor has he ever really been mocked for it. ▸ what’s their hair like? before losing his children, it was always short, well-kept and combed neatly ( he actually took care of himself back in those days ); afterwards, it became a disheveled mess. he never takes a brush to it, giving him the impression that he’s always just crawled out of bed.

▸ do they spend a lot of time on their hair/with their grooming? before losing his children ( but after starting fredbear’s ), sort of! he at least tried to keep up a somewhat professional appearance as the owner and creator of the animatronics when he wasn’t in costume, although that was difficult, provided how stuffy the costumes tended to be. afterwards, however, spending time caring for himself in any way became a waste of time. he even started showing up to work in his oily, stained flannel shirts. ▸ does your muse care about their appearance? somewhat, once upon a time, in the sense that he just wanted to be presentable to others as a “professional business owner” ( even if that aspect of the job belonged more to william than himself ). nowadays, he doesn’t really give a damn.

▸ does your muse care about what others think about them? truthfully, he used to. being considered a suspect of his children’s own murders absolutely crushed him ( it was a last straw atop everything else ), and being the topic of conversations and countless rumors was heartbreaking. if he didn’t learn to numb himself to it over the years, he wouldn’t have survived.

PREFERENCES

▸ indoors or outdoors? indoors, by far. he’s a simple and reclusive man who finds his comforts in private spaces, like the sanctuary of his workshop. ▸ rain or sunshine? sunshine; pleasant weather and free weekends used to be the catalyst for family outings, so he still has a soft spot for sunny days. rain is more of a depressing reflection of his constant state of mind. ▸ forest or beach? the forest. the seclusion is calming to him, and camping out was always more appealing to him and his kids, anyway.

▸ precious metals or gems? metals are always more appealing to an inventor, aren’t they? ▸ flowers or perfumes? flowers are always nice, aren’t they? his kids used to dig them out of the garden around the house and give them to him as a makeshift “bouquet,” and it was the cutest shit ever. ▸ personality or appearance? personality. appearance doesn’t really matter to him, so long as whoever he’s with is kind, loving, and patient with him. someone who was also into robotics and would support his work would be an added bonus. ▸ being alone or being in a crowd? being alone. while he used to subject himself to crowds for the sake of kids’ entertainment, they now remind him of the worst moments of his life. ▸ order or anarchy? order. all he ever wanted was a peaceful life. ▸ painful truths or white lies? painful truths. white lies were saved for when his children were around, when they asked probing questions that they couldn’t quite handle the answers to. otherwise, he’d either be blunt or avoid answering altogether.

▸ science or magic? science! as an inventor, obviously he leans toward the former ( even if his prowess in the field makes it SEEM like magic ). ▸ peace or conflict? peace; however, his planned actions against william and the remnants of his own franchise obviously lean more toward the conflict end of the spectrum. after the shit he’s been through, though, it’s sort of justified -- not to mention that it’ll make the world more peaceful afterwards. ▸ night or day? day.  ▸ dusk or dawn? dusk. ▸ warmth or cold? he appreciates warmth just a tiny bit more than the cold; it’s a comfort thing.

▸ many acquaintances or a few close friends? a few close friends.

▸ reading or playing a game? reading; he has a vast collection of non-fiction books that he studied diligently when he first started inventing, of course, but he does also enjoy reading as a hobby.

QUESTIONNAIRE

▸ what are some of your muse’s bad habits? oh, y’know, his denial, for one thing. the fact that he’d rather throw himself into a delusion than face the fact that he lost his daughter, or that his business partner and closest friend was the person who caused her “disappearance.” beyond that, he’s also more than willing to resort to crimes -- the biggest ones being arson and murder -- to get back at the man who ruined his life.

▸ has your muse lost anyone close to them? how has it affected them? haha, everyone. his wife, his children, his “old friend.” he lost his wife soon after their twins were born, and while that in itself shattered him, he had to get through it...for the sake of their kids. but then, losing his daughter after starting fredbear’s absolutely broke him. he was devastated, but struggled to keep himself together for his son ( even though he nearly pulled himself into a denial-induced delusion in the process ). he lost his son soon after to another incident at the diner -- this time, a bite involving an animatronic. he was crushed, all over again, and couldn’t pull himself together for the longest time.

▸ what are some fond memories your muse has? his fondest memories involve his children; creating and giving them new toys ( and happily watching as they played with them, wonder in their little eyes ), letting them play together in his workshop, having family outings to small diners or ice cream parlors and laughing at how messy they both got. ▸ is it easy for your muse to kill? with certain people, and if he’s been wronged enough, absolutely. he wouldn’t lay a hand on a person otherwise -- he’s not the violent type -- but if you fuck with his family? he’s going to DESTROY you, sooner or later.

▸ what’s it like when your muse breaks down? after a severe loss, like the death of his kids, he loses touch with reality. he goes void. when around other people, it’s obvious how detached and absent he is, and he can’t pull himself together. he goes into a deep depression, really only releasing his feelings when he’s alone and going into crying spells. ▸ is your muse capable of trusting someone with their life? not easily. after what he went through with william, trust needs to be earned, and even then...he can never really be sure. ▸ what’s your muse like when they’re in love? henry’s a huge sap in general, so if he ever did wind up falling for someone again, he’d be sickeningly sweet toward them. having lost everyone he’s ever loved, he'd also want to cling to them as much as possible while they’re still around. all that said, however, there’d also be a part of him that’d reject that feeling from the get-go -- he wouldn’t WANT to get attached to anyone ever again, and he’d likely avoid it at all costs.

tagged by: nabbed it from my other blog bc i wanna do it on my fnaf blogs too!! ( for my human muses at least ) tagging: @williamafton, @afton-legacies, @demolitioninevitable ( i tagged this blog for the fnaf aesthetic but u can go for any of em if u want! ), @frightsguard ( any of ur blogs! ), @afunsized​, & @mcnystorcies because all of y’all are super rad and nice and i appreciate all of you :’ ))) but no worries if you don’t want to do this or have already done it and i just haven’t seen it!!! consider me tagging just. a token of my love and appreciation instead afdsfd

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NSFW A to Z - Zhu Xingjie

This literally cleared like 2749273 requests from my asks LOLL I put it off for so long for no reason my bad

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A= Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

Idk man he strikes me as such a cuddle bug, once you guys get down from your highs he’ll immediately ask if you’re okay and maybe grab you a water and a towel to clean up w/ but after that he wants to go straight to sleep

B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

His favorite body part on himself is his thighs and on you it’s your waist, it always looks so pretty squirming and tensing underneath him

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)

He’ll love it if you let him cum on your face, he’ll clean you up after but Jesus Christ if you stick some of it in your mouth he’s done for

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He wants to fuck you in his car while listening to his own music, he’s afraid you’d think it was weird though so he’s shy to ask

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

2-3 serious partners and a few one night stands, this man knows exactly what he’s doing and if you’re not experienced he’ll happily guide you baby

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying)

He loves doggy position but when he wants to see your gorgeous face he’ll do missionary

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or humorous, etc)

More serious imo, he can have his goofy moments if it turns awkward for some reason but he’ll quickly reset the mood

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

I don’t see him as someone who even trims honestly, so completely natural

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

Like I said he’s more serious, but I don’t think he’s uber romantic unless the situation calls for it let’s say like an anniversary

J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)

He wants you to watch him masturbate sometime, and he’d also be down with watching you do it if you’re comfortable with that

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

Body worship (giving), dom/sob relationship, orgasm denial, ice play, just to name a few :)

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

Fucking anywhere man, against the wall, on the couch, in the car, on the dining table, the bedroom, the shower you NAME IT

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Loves watching you eat an ice cream cone or lollypop (for obvious reasons), loves when your hair is back while you’re working Bc it shows off your neck, loves when you drag your foot up his leg

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Doesn’t wanna be tied up or talked down to, no humiliation or guilt either

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

Prefers giving honestly, he won’t turn down one of your amazing blowjobs but he doesn’t need you to “return the favor” after he’s put you in pure bliss with his skillful tongue

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

Fast and rough unless you need it to be slower then he’ll slow it down for you baby

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

Loves a good quickie with you, he’s really busy sometimes so a quickie is all he can do and lord is he grateful that you help him out. I’m thinking at least once a week

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

Yeah he’s game to experiment with his and your kinks, he wants you to be just as happy as he is and he wants to keep sex an open topic

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

2 rounds max on a good day, I see him as using a lot of his energy during sex

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

No toys and probably wouldn’t be into using them on you or himself

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Such a fucking tease, he’ll put you on the edge and leave you there for as long as he pleases. He’s kinda sadistic in that sense, he’ll get off on you just writhing in need underneath him.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

Deep ass grunts and growls, not much of a moaner even while he’s cumming. But lord help you when he does moan, it’s normally right into your ear.

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

Surprise him with lingerie one night and he’s on the fucking floor, he may be tired but he’s never too tired to please his baby, especially when you’re dressed so nicely for him

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants)

4.5-5 inches, average thickness

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

He’s a young man so of course he has his urges where he wants to fuck your brains out but he’ll take care of himself if you aren’t around or aren’t feeling up to it

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Like a said, a total cuddle bug so he’ll fall asleep really quickly after sex, minimal talking but lots and lots of cuddles