#but they’re not mine anymore…

[starbuck]

i can’t believe it’s all over… Like. that only took 300 years to get through, but also i miss them all so muchhhhhhhhh

[adelinamoteru]

there is something just so amazing about jason coming back to life, seeing how the world remembered him and hating it. coming back to life and telling the people who loved him that they grieved him wrong. people worry if they’re doing the right thing x person would’ve wanted them to after they died, but no one has ever experienced something like that.

someone who you loved and mourned and who loved you back came back and was disgusted by what grief made of you. they didn’t want anything to do with you. how do you deal with the loss of someone you loved a second time around when they’re standing right in front of your eyes, breathing and alive again?

[froglegsblogs]

The sillies

[fishwikipedia]

this edit has done more to stoke my love of pro wrestling than any match [reel_graps on twt]

[britishdisasters]

Oh get over yourself

[legalisecatboyss]

dan saying “i know it’s scary” in response to evan running away from the altar, almost as if he’s been in a similar position before? and then immediately covering it up by making a joke about bob wearing a dress? wedding hill is getting reeeeaaaaally comfortable rn

[erythriina]

sort of but not technically for @terrortracks - here is an untitled ‘survives the expedition’ solving playlist for you all <3 (more commentary in the tags lol)

listen on 8tracks here

1. All These Things That I’ve Done - The Killers

over and in, last call for sin / when everyone’s lost, the battle is won

2. The Only Thing - Sufjan Stevens

faith in reason, i wasted my life playing dumb / signs and wonders, sea lion caves in the dark / blind faith, god's grace, nothing else left to impart

3. Wasteland, Baby! - Hozier

when the stench of the sea and the absence of green / are the death of all things that are seen and unseen / not an end, but the start of all things that are left to do

4. Blue Ridge Mountains - Fleet Foxes

terrible am I, child, even if you don't mind / in the quivering forest where the shivering dog rests…

5. We Both Go Down Together - The Decemberists

i laid you down on the grass of a clearing / you wept, but your soul was willing

6. Olympians - Andrew Bird

you start spitting out anathemas…

7. Love Love Love - The Mountain Goats

love, love is going to lead you by the hand / into a white and soundless place

8. King and Lionheart - Of Monsters and Men

in the winter night sky, ships are sailing … past the wondering eyes of the ones that were left behind / though far away / we're still the same / howling ghosts, they reappear in mountains that are stacked with fear / but you're a king and i’m a lionheart

[jewishbarbies]

of course, being a child, you believe your parents when they tell you things like the republicans aren’t racist and why wouldn’t you? dad has black friends and you don’t know what racism is or what it feels like. they tell you being gay is new and it’s a sin but we’re such good people that we don’t care as long they don’t act like they’re gay around us. and it’s easy to believe when your parents have such fun stories with openly gay friends and you don’t know what homophobia feels like.

then you grow up.

you’re allowed to see a bit more of the world and other republicans don’t look like mom and dad. other republicans are mad they can’t say the N word, hate the idea of a black president because to them black means incompetent, and they vote against gay marriage. they hate mexicans and say indigenous people should’ve fought harder and believe muslims are all terrorists. mom and dad never said that.

then you start to see your parents a little differently. you realize that your mom has such a visceral reaction to gay people on tv not because it’s a sin, but because they’re gay and she’s homophobic irregardless of your religion. you ask her and she says she wouldn’t like it even if god himself came down and said it was okay. your dad starts being more open with you about the things he texts his co workers because he think you’ll laugh, but every mean and crude joke is soaked in obvious racism. he makes comments a lot about black people being entitled when someone mentions equal rights and complains mexicans stole his job because he didn’t qualify for a job he wasn’t owed.

for once in your life you actually get to talk to people of color and the queer community and even get to know your own as a jew. and you don’t understand. you can’t understand why your parents are scared of them and why your mom hates who you are and your dad belittles people of your faith. nothing makes sense. who are these people? are these really the people that raised you? how could they lie to your face while also telling you the truth?

and it hurts. your bones ache and you can’t breathe and you just wanna go home, but you are home. you are home, they raised you, and this is your life now. you know now republicans are not good people and your parents are republicans. and if they knew who you were, they would hate you, too. you know it’ll feel better someday, you like knowing you’re a better person now. but your parents are dead and no one ever taught you how to dig a grave.

[simplyghosting]

Me: *in charge of making pies this year*

Me: *messed up a pie 10 years ago*

Mom: Well at least with pumpkin there aren’t any peels to be left in.

Mom: Also don’t experiment. Use the recipe.

Brother: Yeah, we don’t want to eat garlic in the pie.

Me:

MEAN TO ME MEAN TO ME MEAN MEAN MEAN

[francesderwent]

Arcane s1 is beautifully crafted but they are sketchy on the worldbuilding and it does show

[parasitoidism]

Also I like how this artist (Manami Igarashi) draws Nanjo

[sadiecoocoo]

Went to the vet today and now they’re eepy

[umemiyan]

walked all the way home just to realize i left my apartment keys on the lanyard with my car keys at the mechanic 🙃 got too excited about the pretty boy and lost my fucking mind i guess

[r0semultiverse]

I fucking hate this discord change and surely they know everyone hates it. It’s so frustrating. Stop trying to be like other apps. We don’t want other apps!! Whats next, discord stories? STFU

[barnacles-and-brimstone]

okay so i read a post by @unguidedhand (hope you don’t mind pings!) just now about how martyn could be the first person to let jimmy grieve from the other side and oh my void

Jimmy only knows how to grieve himself.

He’s either going to succumb to the canary curse, or have to learn to grieve. What would that do to him? He’s allied with Scott and Joel before and they don’t take grief to well in the death games.

I’m. Gah.

I’m gonna need a minute.