#but thennnn i also have to save.

[barneysbigstompers]

ive been on a fence.

[angeltism]

I hate like 80% of my tag actually

[nomairuins]

itis very funny i post so much abt myself but i dont actually post that much abt what goes on day to day . mainly bc there isnt much but like. u guys arent even aware of mine and lamps current music phase .. crazy

[kstaki]

Honestly…I expect to cry a lot today but I didn’t cry too much. Although surprised surprised who able to hold back their tears 😭 well the cast. (I still cry a bit at certain scene)

Anyway I probably ramble first (although I think people might have watch it live so it better you watch it instead I just say stuff that stand out for me)

The last show was just full of surprises I swear.

First show was just asking questions to four of them then they have a little story Kamejin, Desnarak and Gerojim. Song: Kaguragi Himeno & Jeramie.

Anyway Gerojim & Kuroda were the aide for Osaka they appear for 18 & 19 (first & third show)

Second show were the aide AND IT WAS AMAZING I LOVE IT.

Especially when they were handing over the OhgerCalibur to their Kings (I CRIED IT WAS BEAUTIFUL) I want to see again…for the story. Best version for the story.

They were also ask questions & they each have their turns to say thanks to their Kings. Duga short of tease Racules but ultimately turns to Gira. Then Racules & Kaguragi were fighting against who Suzume will choose. Then Suzume tease it to be Kaguragi who thought he won only to add in Racules. (He fell to the ground flat in defeat but accepted both of them) But the moment each Aide & Suzume say their thanks ahhhh it tearful.

The extra was a scene where they were trying to decide the position for the seating for the submit. It was hilarious because all of them but Gerojim & Kuroda were fighting on it. (Both of them save the day by quietly choosing the position)

Song: Rita Yanma Gira

Also for Iko Marina & Boshimar to be in audience in second show ahhhhh. (I was sitting nearby Boshimar so could see him) Racules call out to him at the end while Rita did for Iko Marina. Then when she was leaving I managed to wave at her since she took the exit where I was. Ahhh she had a Moffun with her that she use to wave back to us heh. Even saw Matsumoto up close when he was in the hallway not sure why but he was escorted by the staff.

Third show was the best

ANYWAY GIRA FIRST BROKE WHEN HE HAD TO SAY HIS LAST LINE FOR THE STORY! He cried first or choke up.

While Jeramie was doing his narration to end the story usually the King plus Racules step aside to do like a game almost like Janken it cute…

They were sort of comforting Gira though Rita & Racules stand out. Since Rita sort of roughly grab his shoulder and gave squeeze? I think while Racules just pat his head.

Act 2 start they did their usual dance then add in their suit actors and then went down stage to walk around to greet everyone. Later the rest of them appear out from one entrances to greet everyone. Himeno & Rita did a heart!

They had like some question asked. The cast had to watch themselves they had to refer themselves as character not themselves 😂 then Gira did his Midori screen again 😂

The concert was all their songs so each took turn to perform.

Also the best part I love it.

They had message from their Suit actors ( their partner in the show) then Producer Omori-San! Who I swear use a lot of King-Ohger references even say since he left Toei he couldn’t be there so this was message instead.

Thennnn they had extra guests appearance namely Minato-Sensei & Kamihoriuchi-San who gave flower to Jeramie. Along with the aides and Suzume gave flowers to their respective Kings. Kanzaki-San(Kuroda-San actor (not voice)) was there to give to Kaguragi while Suzume gave to Racules. (Kanzaki-San apparently did bear hug to Kaguragi)

They were all wearing the black FLT shirt.

Perfect.

So while they were giving their final message only Racules, Jeramie (especially), Kaguragi, Himeno & Gira (a bit) were having issue trying to say it. Yanma & Rita were too professional…

So yeah.

Honestly I don’t know what to feel I should be sad it really end but I don’t know what to feel…maybe because I still got some more Kingohger stuff to go to?

Oh some sides notes five carefully selected performances from Shizuoka to Fukuoka will be released exclusively on TTFC (I think Fukuoka one would be Rittan one hopefully)

Then if I remember correctly 20th tmr onward Racules & Suzume’s costume will appear at the exhibition? (I went earlier and it was really just too small the last part was jam packed since there a video that people want to watch might say about it later?)

[missamyrisa2]

Tickling isn't a masochistic thing for me. It's just pure, unadulterated pleasure. I look forward to it every time and hate when it ends. I could be screaming and crying and still begging you for more because I just want to feel it as long as I can.

My ribs are a fluff spot, along with my armpits and back - if you tickled me there for a long time I would show absolutely no signs of distress. My tummy is so incredibly ticklish, fully connected to my pussy and my clit, so any tickles there radiate downward and up to my nipples. My belly button and pelvis are the most ticklish of all, and also the most pleasurable.

How would you keep me for up to an hour, begging you for more and letting you know how much it tickles and how much I love it, as I am guided into multiple tickly orgasms?

I am super squirmy, so you may want to find a way to secure me so my body (tummy) is nice and exposed for you and i can't put my arms down or close my legs. Please, please tickle me!!!!

~witchdoctorwonttell 💋

AAhhhhh~~ I loooove your vibeeee~ I'm sooo the sameee~ likeee when I've had sessions my ticklers have been like do you want a break and through my gaspy whimpering barely able to form words I'm just like nahhhh~ or even weakly shaking my head with my little wantyyyy mewling~Which of course makes it all the harder to explain to someone who doesn't know especially when those reactions are mixed with my begging~ pleading for them to stop and to don't stoppp~

But you knowww~ youuuu knowwwe exactly the ticklebug glutton vibeee~ which is whyyy I would absolutely be wearing you down with my taunting ticklesss~ I'm quite adept at overloading a wantttyyy darling like youu~ because you seee~

I'm a glutton tooo~

Your giggles are never enough~~~ I will alwaysss want moreee~

Your thrashing as I attack your underarms and tackle you to the bed will only feed my fire~ and all you're getting right now is the emberss~ just me getting you worked up and worn down as I dig into those ticklish pitttiess~ ooh digging is a harsh word because realllyyy it's my thumbs rubbing tight little circles on those tender crevices~ which of coursee it's just the diversion~ you can't not pull those arms down which means it's all too easy to roll you over so I can reallly work out your resistances with back tickles~

Mmmhmm~ that's brisk tickles on your sides and skittery strokes up your ribs and ooooh~ lookiee looksie I'm in your underarms again! It's so adorable how you think you can block these tickles just failing around ~ whyyyy I don't think you realize the backs of your arms and shoulders are spotsss tooo~ mmh get those arms alll nooodly for me~ I'm gonna make sure you're soooo tickleweak for what comes next~

Which of course, is youuu~

Because once I have you worn down I'm gonna tie you with my colourful scarves~ silkkkyyy bindings are sooo teasy huh~ I mean you're so weak and wannntttyy with your whimpers and moans and snickergasps that I could probably keep you untied butttt it's ever so better to strap your wrists and ankles to my fluffy bed and let you feel those gentle teases, let you try to squirm and find yourself unable to close your arms or legss~ mmh sooo leggyyy~ why I do believe that's my makeup brush trailing your thighs my giggledolllll~ too bad you can't close those thighs huhhh? You're just open to alll the tickles I give youuu~ liitle massages on your inner thighssss ~ blushy brushyyy along those twitchy musclesss~

What about that bellybutton? That bellybutton hmmmm? Oh yes I saved ittt darling ~ don't think I didn't see how it bounced and twitched and wannnnnted all through your tickless~ and it's sooo sweet and sensitive huhhh? You see cutieee what you need is the good old fashioned side tickle zerbert~ We take these rubbbyy rolling thumbsss ~ put them on each sideeee~ and coochie cooooo~ and thennnn mmmmhzzzttt~ riiight on that cute buttonnn~ And againnn~ mmmpph~ and again bzzzzztt~ and oooh~! Again! Giggle it out now, I'll tickle these sides allll the way throughh~

Oooh I knowww I knowww sweetheart ~ I know exactlyyy what these tickles are doing to youuu~

What about your royal girly chest buttons huhhh? Look how perky they are! Perkyyyy! I think theyy want a feathering ohhh yes I doooo~ yeahh! Just take my stiffff white feather and get a little taste, just a liiiitle taste of those swollen buttonsss~ glide that tip up and down~ like a fine point painting~~ say that five times fasttt~ nooo really, sayyyy it cutieee! fine point painting? Mmhmmmm ~ that's what you areee such a work of art sooo beautiful and sensitive and sweeet~! Mmhmm we loooove feather tickles on our nipplesss!!

Now what's this alll aboutttt~ ooh no oh yesss of course I know what's going on down here my ticklebugg~ my gooodness you could heat a 5 bedroom house with all the hot you're cooking up down here in the royal zone~! I bet you wannnt all the tickly attention on your girly parts huhhh? Yeahhh? No? Yeah? Mmmh tickle tickle? That's whyyy I'm gonna give you justttt the tip~ just the tippy tip of my feather featherrr! Yesss feather in the heatherrr~ liiiight lightest pixie ticklesss for your most royal girlyyy button~

Such an eager lil button toooo~ ooh yes, thrust and bounceee thrust and bounce for me darling~ I guess I found your button for pelvic thrusts huhhh? But nooope nope just the little tiny dainty petite poco ticklesss for youuu~ you're gonna have to gigglemoan it out nowww~ come on ~ gigglemoan for your gigglegasms~!! Aww thereee there we gooo! mmhmm that feels good huhhh~ nice massages on your thighs and hipsss and hip dips and waiiistttt~

Let's see if the blushy brush can do it nowww~ can the blush brush do itttt? Little soft fluffyyyy on your clittyyy~ girly tickles for your girly button mmmhmm~ and don't you worryyy I have all the kissies for your belllyy while my brush fluffs up your royal pearlyyyy~ noo no one's gonna take away your ticklyyy teasyyy kissisessss~! Muuah muahhh darling I'll kiss youuu all the way through mmhh~ and nooope the makeup brush isn't stooooping~!! You keep up that cuteness and we're getting mr. wand for your nextttt one~<33

[shewritesallnight]

AND THE PLOT FUCKING THICKENS!!!

I just finished volume 11 (only 1 left 😭)

Time for some spoilers 😏

FIRST OF ALL

I FUCKING KNEW IT!!! Owner does love Sasaki and 1000000% confessed his feelings. Aaahhhhshdjfkrkdhshqkskdjf

You read it here first

We get to see Owner in a female form which is always fun. They always slay no matter what form they are in.

Anyways to the juicy part 🧃🧃🧃

(Unknown incarnation) Sasaki to Owner: "I don't know what to think... you can't just tell me you love me outta the blue like that..."

And: "spouses... usually call each other by name, don't they?"

🤩 AAAAHHHHHHHHH

and thennnn BOOM 💣 💥

OWNER KISSES HIM

🤌💋

(then we learn that Owner can only come out at night? I never really noticed that Owner showed up only during the night. What do they do during the day??)

Also can we talk about this cover?

🗣📣 GORGEOUS

I am OBSESSED with the colors and the stained glass. Did you notice that the glass represents Owner's companions?

cherry blossoms 🌸

spider 🕷 and butterflies 🦋

maple leaves 🍁

bones ☠️

and I believe the scrolls that Owner is laying on are most likely Sasaki's old writings. Not to mention their kimono...

You can't tell me that the design doesn't make it look like a ribcage. I wonder who that could represent 🤔 😏

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There is a lot to unpack with Rei so I'll save that for another day. I can't wait for the next volume but I am terrified of it at the same time.

Freedom for baby Rei? Starting the cycle all over again? Ending the cycle?

Will Owner get their happy ending?

And what is Owner's secret? It's not them being in love with Sasaki since we established they already confessed. So WTF is it?!?!

wait Wait WAIT A DAMN MINUTE‼️

I just had a thought-

SASAKI NEVER HAD A SECRET TO GIVE OWNER

THEY HAVE KNOWN ABOUT OUR RESIDENT SKELETON BOI FOR CENTURIES

.

.

.

Are they breaking their rules just to spend time with him?

so does this mean that Owner does not have to have a true secret- instead it just needs to be something that the being/creature believes to be a secret?

I want answers but I'm not ready for it to be over 😫 💔

[epicmilly]

oc lore!! (asked for by @written-in-the-stars135, go check her out she's super cool!!)

yapping under the cut vvv

so.. where to start?

Meet Amy! Her family moved to [insert town name] when she was six, and she's been living there ever since! She's super extroverted and is friends with about everybody. Amy loves music and baking (her cookies are literally the best) and plays her dad's guitar! She likes to think that she's an artist, but she's absolutely horrible. She tries.

Meet Max, Amy's next door neighbor and best friend! He's very, VERY shy but doesn't act like it around Amy. He's super kind and caring, and a little bit of a goofball. He's lived in [town name] his whole life, but before Amy his only friend was his older brother.

The day Amy moved in, Max knocked on her door to meet her, and they instantly clicked! During the summer they met, they hung out a bunch and played together a lot. I have a few scenes from when they were little planned out, if you want I can share those :D

Between when Amy moved in and the main story, there are lots of various scenes and stuff, also Amy's dad died when she was seven or eight. He was a musician and loved playing guitar, Amy picked up his guitar soon after his passing and discovered she was actually pretty good and she loves writing her own songs!

The story takes place when they are both in 9th grade (both of them are fourteen, Max's birthday is in February and Amy's in August). Amy starts having weird creepy dreams about this dark world and falling (it's all very vague and unplanned right now lol) and one day she gets all feverish and passes out in class and Max has to help walk/carry her home (they live like five minutes from the school and walk to and from school together). When she wakes up she learns she has psychic powers when she almost burns her house down.

Amy keeps having these odd dreams, full of her worst fears, when one night a bunny appears in her dream. The next morning, there's a bunny cuddling her in her bed. She names him Luna, and takes him in as a pet. A few days after getting him, Max starts appearing in her dreams, a creepy dude with a knife poised over him.

Then, Max disappears.

She goes on a quest into her nightmare world to find and save Max, Luna at her side and a bucket load of magic powers to discover. In the end, Amy ends up finding Max in this evil wizard/king (or something idk), brainwashed and a slave to his royal majesty. Max ends up dying or something and Amy gives up her life to save him with a rare power, not knowing if she'll make it out alive.

Max wakes up in his room, no memory of the king, but a bad feeling that something terrible had happened. He goes to Amy's house to tell her about it, but he can't find her. He tries calling her. No response. He does find Luna, who somehow made it back to Amy's room. Luna helps guide him to where Amy is found, laying peacefully. Max checks for a heartbeat.

Nothing.

Amy wakes up anyways lol, they go back to school and they totally don't get traumatized!

And uhh yeah that's kind of how it will play out? I'm sure you can tell how little I actually have planned, it's just a vague storyline right now, but I do have a lot of random but very specific scenes planned out if you'd like to hear! Just got to find a way to work them in to the story lol

And my very unreasonable dream is to eventually make a show.. but we'll see how that goes LOL

and thennnn here are a bunch of old drawings of them! I haven't drawn them much recently so ignore that the art is kinda bad on some of them

(the fluffy guy is @koterkot's oc pluto)

i don't think i've uploaded any of my fav drawings to my chromebook lol

but anyways yeah!! :D those are my lil sillies c:

[riordanness]

Hi could you write a fic about Percy x daughter of hades reader?

It could be smth like super cliché ,

Reader drowns but Percy saves her and then she’s curious about who saved her(Percy dropped her to the infirmary???)thennnn nico tells her about Percy?

Ik this is super vague but I got this idea at 3am…

hihihi i’ve finally finished this!!

sorry it took me a hot minute, this kicked my butt for some reason lolll but i hope it’s okay and that you like it!

i’m not the best at writing hades!reader (especially being an aphrodite kid) but i did my best to both accomodate that and also still make it so anyone could read it.

ty for your request and i hope you have the best day!! love you!

enjoy <3

[theskyexists]

Watched Edge of Tomorrow. I like timetravel stories. I like horrors of war depicted as horrors of war. Confusing pretty horrific. theres poetry to a slimy army recruiter who's tricked millions forced into being a recruit himself sure. But that doesn't excuse the horrific violence of the state. Of course, it's a perfect war: the enemy are all-destructive monsters. It's not clear why they havent blasted through every front already except ofc that it was supposed to echo ww2. Tom cruise surprisingly pretty in a very generic brown haired man kind of way. I might feel that way because he's short. Emily blunt also SURPRISINGLY pretty - idk something about her face. Did this film need a pg rating so they weren't allowed to say 'bitch'? Or was it faux feminism. Either own it as merit or don't use it?

The plot made sense enough within its world. Ofc you can start poking obvious holes like: why wouldn't them aliens recognise him and deliberately NOT attack him if that's what it takes for him to lose the power? Or later it seemed like they wanted his blood so... attack him non-lethally? from the alien point of view they....acrually how DID the alien experience the time resets... For that matter if he lost the power then...couldn't the omega reset the day. I believe the power was exclusive? For some reason. But most importantly: why couldn't Rita simply have said (as the most star soldier in the whole place): I need to be dropped somewhere else - not the beach. Lol

Apparently this film was received as very feminist. Hmmmmmmm. HMMMMM.

There is this moment where they become a perfect killing team and finally make it past the front line and then it turns out that for some stupid reason they never manage to take a helicopter without either one of them dying. But she doesn't care? Or ? That he knows this? She'd rather die in battle apparently and wreck the heli or whatever? Which is the stupidest fucking bottleneck lol. Makes no sense character-wise, and is pretty much slander.. She doesn't care about her life. Ok. So but like - don't you care about the mission. Let's take the damn car.

AND THEN, HES LIKE - OK - ILL DO IT ALONE AND IT ACTUALLY FUCKING WORKS LOL!!!!! Apparently she was never necessary for getting through the front line!!!! He could do it alone!!!!! And he could start the heli alone too!!!! Even though we saw it instantly gets attacked!!! Doesn't even use the car. What the fuck lol. he even still has his power armour instead of it already being out of battery (?). But then the narrative forgets about how it discarded her skills and contributions and their teamwork as essential. And they're a team again. But to be fair is she even necessary? Yeah bc she saves him from being tied up. And they somehow have no problem getting back from the general's base despite him doing crazy shit like: giving them the stuff, then having them shot. But maybe general man did that bc he was trying not to get shot by Rita.

And thennnn. Shes been trying to kill this thing forever and then she's like you go do the bomb thing. Bc the narrative decided that he can't run anymore bc he needed to do the bomb thing. For the heroic moment and the reset from his pov.

Was really hoping for one last bit where she got blooded again by the blue one and she came back around for a better last assault for a nice lil reversal to even the dynamic but that wouldn't have fit either tempo or point of view.

The kiss was good though.

Don't think the relationship will work out however....

[spirirsstuff]

OKOKOKOKOK HKJKLSF:JKSL:KJLDK

so like

actually. it mjay involve more than one of ur ocs but

like

basically mc (unnamed since i can't think of one rn) and red (magic hunter dude) are a duo of magic hunters. mc is kinda sorta badass, but also a complete sweetie and doesn't wanna hurt anyone whatsoever. red has told mc that magic only hurts people and no monsters involved are good. or worth saving. and since mc wants to help everyone they are just like 'ok bet' and now they work with red to find and eliminate magical threats.

in this fic basically all of your magic ocs are like... big in-charge people hlkjadfsklj-- they rarely are found speaking with mortals.

and then, ofc, one day, demon killer (YOU KNEW IT WAS COMING> YOU KNEW. /lh) shows up in the mortal realm for some ~fUn~ whatever that entails. he runs into mc (while he's in disguise, obv) and immideately starts flirting. mc is like 'mmmmmno' for a little bit, but he's insistent, so eventually mc relents and asks him about....

books. yes, books.

killer is caught off guard initially, but eventually just says 'yeah. yeah, i like books!' and bs-s his way through an entire conversation abt books. (mb nightmare forced him to read a book and mc brings up that particular book in a stroke of luck and killer gets to talk abt it, idk haha)

and then they go get coffee! it's not a date, tho. or is it?? neither of them got time to figure out if it was because bABAM. red crashes the lil meeting. he's like 'mc, are you ok???' and panicking about it (but in a not panicky way because yknow. he's red.) and mc just goes 'yes?? wtf is wrong???'

'there's a demon nearby.'

and then killer just like.. slowly raises his hand with a smug grin and switches into his ~*demon form*~. mc's eyes go wide, and before they have time to react, BAM. red knocks killer out.

long story short, after a lot of negotiating arguments, red allows mc to keep killer in the library (should i mention? red and mc live in an abandoned mansion in the woods. they fixed it up toghether. they're only really living together because neither of them are in a ood financial position atm. are there feelings there?? maybe.... >:3c)

so yeah. now mc takes care of killer, which inevitably leads to a lottt of pining. and thennnn.......

they run away together.

killer takes mc to the magic realm (without mc's permission) to protect them. red is not thrilled.

and thennn.........

still plANNING

bu yeah! opinions? :D

LISTEN TO ME. LISTEN TO ME REALLY GOOD. PLEASE WRITE THIS IF YOU WONT I WILL BECAUSE ACTUALLY I LOVE THIS IDEA

ok two things tho (they're just minor things nothing too huge!!)

killer probably wouldn't just switch into that form out if public, maybe they go outside or something for that idk behind the shop or something like that. also if red is saying this in a threatening tone (which i think would be how he's talking n shit) (also he can't tell specifically what it is, just something supernatural) killer probably will take just mc cause. i mean. he's basically being threatened.

also red would be like. super opposed to keeping anything supernatural alive because. y'know. trauma. so it might take a lil bit for him to say yes (lots of bribery probably and a lot of convincing)

anyways i love this idea so much i would be so excited if you wrote this (i have so much lore for that au that i never dropped godddddddd)

[eparvierr]

she is dead !! most likely. if shes not, shes probably past saving. but thennnn michael becomes helen <3 and its also bad for helen<3

now,,, for my beloved beloathed bitch. im telling you about mary keay

she has always been fascinated by leitners, aka cursed fucked up books collected by weird rich guy jurgen leitner. there are a few families who are all avatars (like the lukases, a family of lonely avatars, and in a way the fairchilds, but fairchild is just a name, theyre not related). and mary wanted her own. she married eric delano (gertrudes assistant !!) and had a baby with him. after gerard was born, mary explained the entities, the rituals, everything to eric. he decided to quit the institute, but theres a problem. you cant quit. youre connected to the eye and it wont let you go. the only way to disconnect yourself is to sever your connect to the eye. to your eyes. you have to gouge out your eyes.

and eric did. and then. mary killed him. skinned him, and put him in a book, a lietner, that trapped his ghost until mary gave it to gertrude and she burned his page.

she raised gerry to be like her, brought him along to meetings with avatars, made him hunt for leitners as a teen. gerard hated the name leitner, hated the man who he had never met who ruined his childhood. mary was always happy when he brought one home, but only ever happy with the books, never with him.

in 2012, mary skinned herself. put herself in the book. gerry was charged with the murder, but got off because of lack of evidence, despite the amount of post mortem mutilation. after this, gerry started working with gertrude. she promised to get rid of his mothers page (because he fucking hates her), and she did. gerry traveled with gertrude, trying to stop rituals, until he was died of a brain tumor in an american hospital in 2014

LMAO so he did ALL THAT he GOUGED his own eyes out. only for his wife to kill him. thts so fucking funny

oop. okay i mean. slay gertrude for getting rid of the page? damn. DAMN. sobs

[plantaffinity]

sorry if this isnt the type of ask you answer and admittedly when i checked the date the posts were from a LONG while ago, but while i was looking at the calathea tag i saw your post about rescuing a dried up one, and i wanted to ask, how is that plant doing? is it still alive? ive been trying to revive a dried up calathea on my own and its been so touch and go 😭 im new with plants and am now thinking maybe it wasnt the best idea... but the purple-backed calathea i got at the same time perked up when i soaked it just fine, just this one with longer stems and broader leaves seems to not wanna make it... anyway i wanted to ask what do you do about the stems so dried up theyre like straw? do you cut those off? do you cut off the leaves that are limping more or just prop them up? should i give them fertilizer at this point or wait until theyre a bit stronger... sorry for the barrage of questions and thank you for reading 🙏 dont feel like you have to answer if this is weird or you have no energy for it

Don't worry, I love plant questions!

Sadly the calathea I think you're talking about is dead now, but it was actually doing really well for a time so I will tell you about this experience, but this is only what worked for me and calatheas are so mysterious with what they want so be careful.

When I got the calathea home, if I remember correctly I removed all the soil so I could check the roots. When all the soil was gone I let it rest in my sink for a while, some hours I think. I removed things that were so dried up they were completely dead, but be cautious because some stems that look rough actually have new growth inside of them and in those cases you can cut off only the leaf part very high up to ensure you don't hurt the new leaf that could emerge. But if you see those stems that are definitely just dried up and dead, you should remove the whole thing if you can do it without harming the base part of the plant, otherwise just cut it short or leave it, doesn't matter so much I think.

Broken or limping stems can of course also have new growth, and my calathea did have a lot of those, so I made like a "fence" around it by tying yarn on some sticks and putting it around the plant so the leaves had something to rest on.

I think what you should think about is that these plants, especially depending on how green they are, need to have leaves so they can photosynthesize, so you should save as much leaf as possible. It's good to remove leaves that are beyond saving too of course so just trust your judgement on which to remove and which to give a chance.

And as for the fertilizer I think you can wait with that. If you give the plant new soil it doesn't need fertilizer for a while, but if you want to leave it in the same soil I still think it's best to take care of the dehydration first

As for what happened to my calathea:

It was doing really really well, even better than the other one I bought that hadn't been on the brink of death. Then I had to go away for a month (i did have a plant sitter) and they didn't like that so the one that wasn't on the brink of death when I bought them was now on the brink of death lmao. They both recovered well but thennnn I had to move a really long way. A lot of plants hate moving so these two basically almost died, I had to cut off almost all the leaves. Miraculously, new tiny little plants sprouted! I have photos of that on my blog too! Sadly what really finally did them in was a mix of drying up too quick between waterings during a really hot summer, not enjoying the AC blasting them periodically, and possibly they might have wanted a little more light but that's uncomfirmed. So they dieddd... I was a bit negligent ngl but we can all learn from my mistakes!

If I missed something you were wondering about feel free to send another ask!

[hospitalterrorizer]

diary140

2/1-2/2024

thursday - friday

work was okay i guess.

okay could be an overstatement cuz i'm not happy and stuff but does that even matter, and whatever, i'm scheduled tomorrow and saturday. and then sunday's off. and thennnn, who knows, what if i am on the schedule a bunch. i could be. then my life gets to be a lot of standing around watching children play arcade games and scream and having to stock machines and help people with their prizes. it seems okay but the orientation test things made it seem so freakish and stuff.

but it's at 4 pm that i have to go in, so i'll leave at 3pm, like i did today, and that should be good, and that'll leave me some time to mix, and do other stuff, maybe do vocals and things. i might really try vocals tomorrow, if my gf is out. if she is home i can just start mixing the next thing, or figure that out tonight/start on it. maybe write too, i can write before going to work too, since i seem to be starting in the middle of the day, i hope that keeps up. this place seems to close at 3 am though. i don't want to be put there. i would cry. i could quit. my gf says i can quit if i want but i'd like to save some money. and then buy a bunch of stuff, like clothes, rare japanese sauces, elden ring dlc (lol) and idk. maybe music stuff. thinking about getting an audio interface too.

some kind of new silent hill game came out? this looks...bad. the sh2 remake also looks awful.

this is awful . wow . there's a part of me enjoying, in a twisted way, the ways konami is making silent hill an even more dead thing. all there is, is the game ryukishi is working on, that could be good. everything else is like this total joke though, this total failure to do anything interesting or new, it's like adapting silent hill to a24 horror fan tastes, and silent hill was already smarter than all of that, so it's just this facile corpse puppeting thing.

apparently yamaoka and ito worked on this. i wish they would just do something else. it's like, not even their choice, they keep getting dragged back into it i feel like.

they have like a secretly dead person twist too. it keeps getting worse. wow. it's 1 am now though, maybe i should sleep.

there's a bit in this game about your friend killing themselves and the way they don't say anything before they do it, which is true, which brings up sad memories of my friend dom who killed himself. i almost said i hope he's okay, but there's nothing to hope for, anymore, since he's been dead, for a while too.

funny and unrelated, or maybe only funny because, i dunno, i want it to be, or i just want to say it's funny when it depresses me, but there was like a gun that went off earlier i think. it seemed like that. it echoed.

i guess i just hope no one died.

it's also just bad for my paranoia. i get visions in my head of the absolute worst things happening, i don't like it, i don't really like being afraid and i don't even think it's useful. it makes me want to give up. today i saw water flowing because it was raining, in a huge drainage channel, it was a big and disgusting river, i imagined myself carried down in the current, face down. all the homeless people living in the tunnel came out, and were up on the embankment, in their tents, against the chainlink fence.

one thing that happened at work today was a guy walked in while i was doing the orientation test, and he asked me if i could help him get work, but as he asked he was like:

excuse me sir... or... ma'am?

and i just said it didn't matter. i could not really help him anyways.

i guess tomorrow i start mixing again. the director also listened to the song i sent, he said he was blown away, and that shocked me a little, but i'm really glad.

anyway i need to sleep now, so

byebye!!!!!!!

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

ok before i forget and the episode comes out im gonna just write down 4 my own sake what i think is gonna happen on tonights owl house episode (well technically tonights but i think id rather think abt it as tmrws bc it comes out at like 3am so ill watch it in the morning).

anyways most likely it begins like exactly where we left off anddd the collectors new game is this like dream sequence type shit w im assuming either like fucking idk. luzs biggest fears or how the collector views luz. or like both ? idk. but like her biggest fears bc i mean she sees herself as literally as bad as belos so thats im guessing like everyone else also thinks the her being in his clothes type shit. and then also that one scene with her friends all in like their old clothes kinda echoing that one season 1 ep 2 scene. im guessing the reason theyre in each of those clothes is bccc errr. well theyre not from the same time that much is clear.  id like to say theyre from the worst times of their life or whatever but that doesnt make sense 4 gus bc grom wasnt like. bad 4 him ? unless theyre all being forced into kinda roles like luz is too ? but that seems like it only rlly makes sense 4 amity n hunter bc hunters in his golden guard uniform n amitys just in her. Default Boiling Isle clothes ig ? which i GUESS could be like when she was around her mum ??? but then why not go full out and give her the green hair again ???? im just confused abt that part honestly unless it was to do w just significant parts of luzs life but then again why the fuck is gus in his grom outfit. anyways im obsessing 2 much over that one scene. er. ok um. anyways luz does this whole dream sequence thing for someee reason anddd. well belos n raine have their like fight im guessing. maybe bc likeeee idk eda does smth and we get some raeda angst maybe ??? and then bla bla belos possesses the titan oopsie doopsie. wait. wait ni that wouldnt rlly make sense. bc like the titans kinda fucked up. and we saw he couldnt possess grimwalker corpses anymore bc they were all fucked up n rotted. and the titan is likeeee loadsssss older than caleb so that wouldnt make sense. unless its like he can possess the body but cant move it much rlly beyond like environmental horror. like a humphrey omori type deal. except big humphrey is dead. and bones. and fucking hates air conditioning. and is a puritan. anyways errr yeah and thennnn eda n king becomee fuckinnn rabid n shit. king looks much bigger in that one scene tho so maybe he like becomes So Rabid he gets all titany n shit or whatever idfk. errrr. idk what like the hexquad n co would do. bc theres no way toh team would have time to give them all their own dream sequence stuff. and it wouldnt make sense bc the collector only rlly has it out for luz bc hes jealous of her for being besties w king. so like. idk. maybe they just like vibe. or hhave a big heart 2 heart moment. errrr. kindaaa hoping honestly that huntlow doesnt get a big like wow rainbows hearts scene like lumity did because having their sorta quiet understanding of mutual feelings feels more fitting for them yknow. but i wouldnt complain if they got smth big n obvious i just think itd be more fitting if they got smth sorta quiet and subtle. errr and thennnnn err fuckinnn. everyone comes together to save the day and kill belos and let that old man fuckin die already. and thennnn luz decides like fuck it we got a portal who says u cant live in 2 realms at once eda did it why the fuck wont u copy her. anddd they all lived happily ever after the end. oh andddd eda n camila meet n they do NOT have a mum fight because they both LOVE each othe because they both love LUZ and they are both GRATEFUL that the other took CARE of her and the end. oh and hooty becomes door again. the end part 2. and then disney blows up and everyone cheers and the end part 3.

[bioshock4k]

WAIT if i save up enough money from watching my sisters i could buy those figures for myself

[magicaed]

OKAY so im gonna be talkinng about the scene in the alley with homura + sayaka (mainly sayaka in iy) so first of all that's one of my favorite scenes in the movie i think i have it saved somewhere but okay so. i love that scene so so much ik i already said it but yeah i just. okay so . in the main series the Sayaka and homura rivalry was very just like. little kid-ish if you get what i mean like, i mean yeah it was there but there wasn't any motivation behind it other than ew she looked at madoka weird + she's cold hearted + tried to kill the little animal grr i hate homura but here. i feel like her rivalry with homura has depth. like. Sayaka KNOWS what's going on in mitakihara and is there almost instigating homura in a way and just having so much fun and it's just. aghhh and yhen when it finally gets to the part when Sayaka and homura fight im. the way she comes to terms with herself enough to actually USE Octavia to get homura to realize hey you're a witch without actually sayign it and then it leads up to all of it just. and then when she hold on i have to rewatch it really quick.

 OKAY OKAY SO THE LINE "lemme guess you thought that because she (bebe) used to be a witch she's still that way, jump to conclusions much?" THIS BC . SHE REMEMBERS EVERYTHING FROM THE MAIN TIMELINE . not only does she remember mami dying, homuras initial appearance etc etc but she remembers her spiral into despair and herself becoming a witch. she KNEW she was a witch like. AGH . then that line is soooooo important bc not only does it disprove homuras theory that bebe is a witch and the cause of the strangeness in mitakihara but its also a commentary on herself like. SHE KNOWS SHES A WITCH and like. SHE CHANGED. HER DEMEANOR CHANGED SHES NOT THE SAME SAYAKA SHE WAS IN THE MAIN TIMELINE!!!!!  THEN when she's explaining to homura the reasoning about why bebe isnt the witch who made the labyrinth they're currently stuck in + homura tries to pause time bc she knows what sayakas starting to say she's realizing whats happening . Sayaka had no reason to reset any timeline, it was all homura that was literally her motivation for the wish and homura KNOWS THSIM . it's like i said earlier she's simply nudging homura on to realizingbthat she in fact is the witch who created this whole mess. okay then anw she stops homura from pausing time so she can escape and Sayaka IMMEDIATELY stops it she knows homura soo well at this point it's. im. then the red herring of Mami . HOLY SHIT THIS OST TRACK IS GOOD HOLD ON. OKAY OKAY OKAY GO LISTEN TO PULLING MY OWN WEIGHT PMMM REBELLION OST . anyway back to our regularly scheduled programming :) so the red herring of Mami possibly being the witch agh, Sayaka knows what she's doing smirks. THEN THENTVHENE T when Sayakas like yeah no this world isn't too bad isn't that right and homuras like. are . you siding with a witch it's . agh like. the development Sayaka has in this scene is so crazy like. main series Sayaka could never she she had so much development and change through out this part and it's just so crazy to me . thennnn it gets to the point where homura realizes Sayaka shouldn't know about the witches based off her conversations around her and she's like hmmm wait there aren't witches …… then . the shared memory of madoka the big moments it's like, something, everything is wrong but part 2 slowly everything is coming together then the "I'm the same old Sayaka I've always been, transfer student *shaft head tilt*" THEN THE PAUSE TO REVEAL OCTAVIA AFTER SAYAKAS ALL DRAMATIC AND STUFF AGH. like. she knows what she did she knows what she just told homura, bebes not the witch, im not the witch, who else would benefit from a world like this . a world in which Madoka is alive .then at the end when she says "do you really want to destroy this version of mitakihara city? think hard about this decision, just so you don't regret it later." this is like. not even related to Sayaka in this scene but just the foreshadowing here in this scene is soooo crazy like. homura literally destroys that version of mitakihara and then she regrets it . she regrets her creation of it in the first place and like . AGH