1thing i have not seen and would like to explore is ed’s relationship to privacy and surveillance and visibility the way blackbeard was a 24/7 performance the way his childhood home seems to have been 1 room for everyone the way he tucks the silk and the cake topper away once he’s aware of someone else’s presence the way he probably started out at sea sleeping on deck with the rest of the bottom-rung crew the way he reacted to izzy at the beginning of 2.07 like that was a commonplace occurrence the way he hides when he’s upset the way he can’t help but put on a show
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Reasons I am Will Graham irl (more so reasons why I'm fucking crazy)
I have nightmares eevvveryyy night :3
I sweat a lot too much
I wear my boxers and a T-shirt to bed just to end up throwing my shirt at the overhead fan and having a shit ton of dust on my bed
I don't have 6 dogs but I DO have 7 cats
I love fishing. Fishing is life. Fishing. Fish. ish. sh. h.
I'm a stupid homo
I'm autistic
I can't think of anything else
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Quicky to-do list.... (ft some sweet little houses I came upon during my morning walk.. & my desk)
💚 research for Capstone/SDIS
🪷 respond to job email
🪼 schedule email to prof for tomorrow
🧃 do some laundry, time & energy permitting
Going to keep it small for the afternoon, I think my larger list yesterday only succeeded in making me feel overwhelmed lol this is.. doable
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I cannot stress enough how much I hate having an anxiety/panic disorder. Everything is wrong or a huge deal and then it actually isn't and you look like an idiot for not being able breathe for an hour and a half.
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girl help i coughed so hard i vomitrd in our yard
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feeling like I'm losing my mind lately with how the pain/stiffness in my hands has been rapidly getting worse and worse to the point where most days I wake up and can barely bend my fingers when it literally started like. a MONTH ago ? maybe six weeks at this point but definitely not super long ?? like it almost feels like it's an injury and not what I think it might be (some kind of arthritis) cause it's been so sudden but it has also been happening to my ankles for a longer period of time so I'm like well :/// can't have hurt myself in ALL FOUR extremities without knowing :///
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A t-shirt custom-made for Kirk that says "I got my top surgery from Dr. Leonard McCoy and all I got was this lousy t-shirt"
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Body: you need to eat otherwise I'm gonna make you pass out
Me: *eats food*
Body: oh my god I can't fuckin believe you just did that gross well now your stomach is gonna hurt
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