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#but the found family thing is 100% my thing
alttac-co · 1 day
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I saw a post about Tsubasas eagle seeing Yu as part of its 'flock' and I don't think I will ever recover
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syndrossi · 1 day
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Halloween trick-or-treat prompts masterlist
For my own personal tracking, a semi-up-to-date list of the prompts and whether they've been filled for eventual treating on Halloween! Feel free to chime in in the replies with ones you'd particularly like to see filled if it's not getting love. I kinda picked the first one in the list and will otherwise do them as fancy strikes me.
Eventually I'll probably link these to their actual fills once published on Halloween.
What is trick-or-treat?
It's basically me sourcing a bunch of prompts for short fills (likely around 100-500 words apiece) in the Resonant 'verse that I can give out on Halloween as "treats" when people send me a "trick" ask!
Note that it's highly unlikely that I'll get to all of them, since there are over 60 of them, and I probably won't do more than 1 a day. Bold = complete, italics = up next.
Original post with prompts if anyone wants to comb through the replies to read the "fuller" prompts.
Missing Scenes
Caraxes POV of growing fond of the hatchlings ✅
Laenor + Rhaenys + V boys discussing twins
Viserys POV of learning of boys
Random person's POV of the court discovering Rhea's treason/Daemon has trueborn twin sons
Erryk, Arryk or Harold's POV/thoughts on Jon and Rhaegar
Ser Willam's POV/thoughts on anything at all
Laenor POV when he found out about Daemon's twins
Laena's POV on being told that her betrothal is over and a match with Daemon might be incoming
Aemond’s POV about the twins, seeing his perspective of how wonderful Rhaegar is and his slow dawning resentment of Jon
More courtier reactions to Daemon and the boys
Jeyne’s reaction to Rheas confession and the arrival of Otto to the Vale
Ser Perkins' POV during the time the boys were "reborn"
Watercooler discussion of Daemon’s prodigy children
Alternate POVs of Canon Scenes
Caraxes POV of meeting the boys
Viserys POV of debrief scene
Rhaegar POV of first waking up/meeting Jon
Viserys POV when the twins take him to task and he’s left alone with the crown
The kidnappers’ POV 🚧
Rhaegar's POV when Jon gave him the bracelet
POV of Aegon/Aemond on the new family members
Ser Kelwyn arriving at the keep or POV on Daemon and the twins
Rhaegar from Daemon's vision reacting to him in his final moments
Halloween-themed Prompts
Qelebrys + apple cider round 2
Shadow + discovering a pumpkin
Twins + hatchlings + piles of colorful leaves 🚧
Cousins telling scary stories around a candle in the dark
Jon/Rhaegar + discovering an old spooky room lost in the tunnels
Daemon + kids who swear they are not scared but also who can't seem to sleep because of Things That Go Bump In The Night
Rhaegar + singing and/or harp playing (bonus: if it's a ~haunting melody~)
Shadow (and Qelebrys) meeting a stray black cat
Jon and Rhaegar dressing up as Ser Erryk and Ser Arryk, bonus points if they convince Cargyll twins to play along
Jon and Rhaegar going to a costume party as Caraxes and Vhagar to echo Aemon and Baelon
Daemon dreams of Aemon and Baelon meeting the boys
What-ifs
What if Rhea didn't die?
What if Rhaegar was also 19 when the twins get Summerhalled?
What if Jon and Rhaegar’s pre-Summerhall ages were flipped?
Reversal!AU: Daemon's reaction to suddenly having eight-year-old twin little girls
What if the twins were born right after Rhea and Daemon's wedding?
What if Ghost is reborn in the Resonant 'verse and finds Jon?
Miscellaneous Prompts
Rhaenys rescues twins from Otto
Jon/Rhaegar + dancing
New Otto POV in which he schemes and/or thinks about how smart and gifted and annoyingly perfect Daemon's children are
Daemon POV wherein he thinks about how smart and gifted and perfect his babies are
Candle's POV on being dropped to the bottom of the ocean where it can only watch the fishes
Jon having another Little Lord Commander moment and/or punching someone who deserves it
Jon + Jace/Luke/Joffrey playing with his new wooden ship toys
Viserys + Jace/Luke besieging him with requests for Vermax/Arrax to be allowed in the Red Keep too
Jon + Rhaegar + Daemon + hugs, tears and manipulation tactics for nefarious purposes
Jon + getting his hair braided ✅
Jon and/or Rhaegar getting sick + Daemon being traumatized by every sneeze/cough/etc
Jon + Rhaegar introducing Jace/Luke to the words "stick 'em with the pointy end"
Rhaegar + Alicent or Daemon with harp playing/singing
The boys foiling someone’s attempts to flirt with Daemon
Some funny scene related to Daemon's marriage hunt
A scene from Jon/Rhaegar's past lives, people reacting to their disappearance
POV of someone from the Kingsguard watching the children play 
Helaena, Jon and Rhaegar interactions? She deserves to have a twirl around the ballroom or play with the hatchlings again.
Someone “joking” that Otto is besotted with Daemon the way he keeps talking about him
Another sleepover? Daemon and/or Rhaegar catching Jon trying to get up early and just squishing him
Daemon learning what the twins gave each other for their last name day
Sassy and manipulative Rhaegar scene (destroying Viserys or random courtier)
Rhaegar singing to a larger audience and the reactions people give
Jon biting someone who’s keeping him and Rhaegar from their dad, bonus points if it’s a TG member
POV of someone thinking how similar the twins are to their father
Daemon accidentally overhearing the twins being sad, feeling destroyed, and trying his best to cheer them up
A meeting between Daemon and canon!Rhaegar in a vision
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therealvinelle · 2 days
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Wow, so out of all of the brutal, hedonistic serial killers Carlisle calls friends, it's Alphard who makes him go, "woah, this guy is ****ing nuts".
Heck, he even tells other people to keep a wide berth from Alphard. This is the same guy who's best friend/probably former lover is a ruthless warlord.
His son is freakin' EDWARD CULLEN! Yet Alphard Black is where he draws the line.
Alphard's no better either. He is more than willing to look past the fact his schoolboy crush is a mass murdering terrorist/ cult leader who got his niece into said cult and wants to destroy Alphard's world and culture because he's just so freakin' petty.
But, Alphard takes one look at Carlisle and goes, "**** this guy".
(Anon is referring to this post.)
Aro and Alphard are very different characters and Carlisle and Tom Riddle are different as well, in that Carlisle is incredibly forgiving and always willing to see the best in others but his forgiveness for your bad deeds depend on why you did them, and whether you repent. Edward was tormented by his thirst and had to quench it, Carlisle forgives him and is overjoyed Edward found a conscience on his own. Aro is a killer who knows he can survive off animal blood, and who chooses to kill his own kind, that Carlisle considered him a friend for centuries implies to me that he accepts things can be complicated.
Tellingly, Aro only loses Carlisle's friendship when Carlisle comes to doubt that Aro is just, and the Cullens are never kicked out for losing control of themselves but he wouldn't let someone who chooses to live on the human diet live among them. Choice is the key, and he knows the thirst for human blood is bad enough that not everybody can help it.
The trouble with Alphard Black is that while he isn't a cackling villain, he doesn't see why his loved ones should suffer if there's anything he can do to stop it. He couldn't stand the idea of a shard of Tom Riddle suffering eternally and doesn't think twice about sacrificing Snape when the opportunity comes (and immediately decides to sacrifice two more people in Harry Potter and the How Can You See Into My Eyes Like Open Doors by myself and @theoriginalcarnivorousmuffin, when it becomes necessary to save the Locket and the Diary).
Aro is all about ideals, Alphard is all about family.
Put otherwise, Alphard wouldn't kill Didyme, it wouldn't occur to him, while Aro would be 100% done with Carlisle if Carlisle decided to become Lord Voldemort.
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vander-affectionate · 2 years
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i wonder how silco falls. in my head he falls like a disney princess and i take no criticisms towards that development
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wonder-worker · 2 months
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Wild how we know that Elizabeth Woodville was officially appointed to royal councils in her own right during her husband’s reign and fortified the Tower of London in preparation of a siege while 8-months pregnant and had forces gathering at Westminster “in the queen’s name” in 1483 – only for NONE of these things to be even included, let alone explored, in the vast majority of scholarship and historical novels involving her.
#lol I don't remember writing this - I found it when I was searching for something else in my drafts. But it's 100% true so I had to post it.#elizabeth woodville#my post#Imo this is mainly because Elizabeth's negative historiography has always involved both vilification and diminishment in equal measure.#and because her brand of vilification (femme fatale; intriguer) suggests more indirect/“feminine” than legitimate/forceful types of power#It's still bizarre though-you'd think these would be some of the most famous & defining aspects of Elizabeth's life. But apparently not#I guess she only matters when it comes to marrying Edward and Promoting Her Family and scheming against Richard#There is very lacking interest in her beyond those things even in her traditionally negative depictions#And most of her “reassessments” tend to do diminish her so badly she's rendered utterly irrelevant and almost pathetic by the end of it#Even when some of these things *are* mentioned they're never truly emphasized as they should be.#See: her formal appointment in royal councils. It was highly unconventional + entirely unprecedented for queens in the 14th & 15th century#You'd think this would be incredibly important and highlighted when analyzing late medieval queenship in England but apparently not#Historians are more willing to straight-up INVENT positions & roles for so many other late medieval queens/king's mothers that didn't exist#(not getting into this right now it's too long...)#But somehow acknowledging and discussing Elizabeth's ACTUAL formally appointed role is too much for them I guess#She's either subsumed into the general vilification of her family (never mind that they were known as 'the queen's kin' to actual#contemporaries; they were defined by HER not the other way around) or she's rendered utterly insignificant by historians. Often both.#But at the end of the day her individual role and identity often overlooked or downplayed in both scenarios#and ofc I've said this before but - there has literally never been a proper reassessment of Elizabeth's role in 1483-85 TILL DATE#despite the fact that it's such a sensational and well-known time period in medieval England#This isn't even a Wars of the Roses thing. Both Margaret of Anjou and Margaret Beaufort have had multiple different reassessments#of their roles and positions during their respective crises/upheavals by now;#There is simply a distinct lack of interest in reassessing Elizabeth in a similar way and I think this needs to be acknowledged.#Speaking of which - there's also a persistent habit of analyzing her through the context of Margaret of Anjou or Elizabeth of York#(either as a parallel or a foil) rather than as a historical figure in HER OWN RIGHT#that's also too long to get into I just wanted to point it out because I hate it and I think it's utterly senseless#I've so much to say about how all of this affects her portrayal in historical fiction as well but that's going into a whole other tangent#anyway- I am forever judging historical/fictional books that center around or heavily involve Elizabeth which do not highlight these things#ofc there are other things but these in particular *really* frustrate me#just felt like ranting a bit in the tags because these are all things that I want to individually discuss someday with proper posts...
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introspectivememories · 10 months
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four months into getting to know each other, shouto finds him by touya-nii's shrine. his little brother gently sits down beside him and offers a small prayer.
"yumi-nee-san," natsuo wonders if his little brother will ever drop the second honorific, "said you were the closest to him," shouto says quietly.
after all these years and the use of past tense still makes his heart break. 'you are the closest to him' he wants to correct but that wouldn't make sense anymore. touya-nii hasn't been talked about in the present tense since before middle school. does shouto even remember a time before nii-san's dea-, disappearance?
"yeah, i was," he says, eyes never leaving the photo. it's the one nii-san took for sixth-grade picture day. kaa-san had got him all dressed up and he had hated it. somedays he thinks if he looks close enough, he'll see the displeased pout on nii-san face. "why?"
his little brother says nothing for a long time, back ramrod straight. natsuo has no idea what's going on in that head of his. shouto has so few tells that he's practically a blank slate. natsuo hates his father.
then slowly and so quietly, he has to strain his ears to catch it, shouto stammers out, "do-, do you think he would have liked me?"
natsuo's immediate reaction is to say 'yes'. yes, of course, touya-nii would've loved you. yes, of course, touya-nii would've crossed the heavens for you. yes, of course, he would've loved you shouto; you're his precious younger brother.
but he remembers the way nii-san used to spit out shouto's name when he was a kid. the way his brother's mouth wrapped around it, the face he made, like he had just eaten something disgusting. he remembers the way touya-nii had become almost crazed by the end, hellbent on proving himself the rightful heir to their shitty father's legacy. he remembers the way touya-nii had said, "i just need to prove that i'm better than him,"; the 'him' said with such bitterness and contempt.
he knows instantly that touya-nii would not have liked shouto. that this house and his father would have twisted any ounce of love, nii-san would've held towards shouto, into jealousy and hatred.
(this house may have ruined all of them but it only ever broke two of them.)
natsuo can't say any of that to shouto. his kind little brother who forgave him for not being there. his amazing little brother who falls in love with every cat he sees. his wonderful little brother who has a wickedly dry sense of humor. his soft baby brother who loves him and yumi-nee with a passion. his tender-hearted baby brother who still worries if his long-gone older brother would've liked him.
no, natsuo can't tell shouto that nii-san wouldn't have like him. shouto will internalize it like he does with everything else that hurts him. and there is already so much that hurts shouto, he will not add to that list. his baby brother smiles these days, nothing big like his green-haired friend, but quiet, lovely, ones all the same. shouto talks more these days. they have dinner together when natsuo is home. his baby brother laughs now. it's a miracle like nothing else in this world.
shouto is the best thing to come out of their house and natsuo will die before he ever hurts his little brother. so instead, he curls an arm around shouto's shoulders and pulls him into a loose side-hug.
"of course!" he lies cheerfully, ignoring the ache in his chest, "touya-nii would've loved you. you're his — and our —precious little brother after all. there is no universe in which he wouldn't have loved you."
the tips of his baby brother's ears go red and his pleased little answering smile makes the ache of lie go away. natsuo will tell a thousand more lies if it means shouto never stops smiling like that.
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so-long-soldier28 · 15 days
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i find it vehemently poetic that theo was raised, and used, and abused, by three doctors, surgeons, for ten years of his life, and when he finally starts to craft himself some sort of a life outside of their captivity, he finds most solace in liam, who's own stepdad is a doctor, a surgeon, but a caring one, who's always been supportive and never hurt nor laid a bad hand on his stepson. and i find it beautiful that, through fics - because the writers never did them the justice they deserved - we get to see theo realize that life's not all bad; it's not all pain and suffering, and people aren't all bad, adults aren't all dangerous, doctors aren't all malicious. and it takes him a while to learn this, and maybe an even longer time to trust liam's dad, but in order to get closer to liam, he has to learn to trust his dad, and it's really hard at first, but before he even realizes, it's easier than he could ever imagine.
and i like to imagine, too, that maybe theo grows enough, and gains enough trust, that he works alongside his dad as a medical assistant. maybe he was around liam's house long enough - because god forbid liam let him live in his truck any longer - that his dad worked up the courage for a couple days to invite him to go to work with him. because despite caring for him deeply and starting to love him like a son, he didn't want to step on his toes or drive him away, but theo wasn't in high school anymore, nor did he plan on attending college, but he's learning he has loads of medical experience, and despite the tragic things that happened to him, he seems to enjoy the field. so, he brings him to work one day and opens his mind to the fact that a real hospital is full of people who truly want to help, and do the best they can for their patients, and offer nothing but genuine care and gentleness to those in need. and after a day of watching and learning what science and medicine is supposed to be, theo finds himself breaking down on the drive home and liam's dad, a surgeon, but a kind one, comforts him, and assures him he's okay, and he doesn't have to go to work with him again if he doesn't want to, and hugs him, warm and close, and rubs his back in a way he hasn't felt since he was eight years old and still being read to by his mother, ten years ago. and in that moment, he realizes how safe he is now, with liam, and with his parents, and he realizes they care for him, truly, and won't let him get hurt, and he realizes he wants to work with his dad, he wants to explore the other side of science, he wants to do something good, and wants to be good, both for himself and for others. so he watches a little longer, and eventually, he's invited to help, passing tools and reading charts, and with time, he's allowed to work on his own, he's trusted, and he does his job well. and liam's dad offers praise when he does well; he provides comfort when he's hurting, on particularly busy days, or on days when they do the best they can, but can't save everyone. and for the first time in his life, he feels like he has a home, a family even. he feels - he knows - he has people that care about him and value his presence in their life; it doesn't feel faked, it's genuine, and it's obvious. and, in the middle of the night, when the two return home from a particularly late shift, they find liam and his mom awake in the kitchen, laughing, despite the fact that liam has school in the morning and his mom has work, but neither seem to care about that. they usher the doctor and doctor-to-be into the room and share the video on the tiny phone screen, and soon, all four are bursting with melodic, sleep deprived laughter, and in that moment, theo realizes the truth about himself he'd never thought possible - he's happy. actually, undoubtedly, happy.
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shopcat · 5 months
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i love that the aizawa we get in canon is already an incredibly inwardly kind/outwardly passive about it older adult figure (if not paternal figure to be honest ALREADY like a lot of the time people say that and it's just some guy who happens to hang around people younger than him but i will acquieisisise on this one) who has a foster daughter he takes care of + one mentee who he imprinted on like the opposite of a duckling situation he was just like i'm taking this kid and teaching him to kill people with his minddddd Plus this crazy weapon i gave him. and then on top of that literally two whole friends who he pretends he hates.
and then everyone was like YEPPPPP you're actually gay married undercover to that guy and the kid you mentor doesn't have parents because he's a minor character so they haven't been invented yet which means he's your son now too and you've got a couple cats as well because what the hell am i right. congratulations ☺️. it's like the only time i've seen a fandom hc situation that actually just expands on the stuff that is already there in the funniest way possible. from shabby teacher to married 10+ years and two kids good for you buddy.
#🐾#like a lot of the time ppl either project a found family situation#or have to expand a lotttt not necessarily that it's just totally impossible for it to happen but nothing like it happened IN canon#and like i get that a lot of fan content is pretty much built on the basis of making what we'd like to see bc we didn't see it but well#its cute...#☆#myhero#in my mind the thing w shinsou is like. he hangs around at their apartment all the time ANYWAY over the months#they get food together aizawa goes on patrol and shinsou happens to be walking half a block behind the whole time but if anyone asks#theyre just in the same area You see. nothing illegal going on here.#and he's not like actually physically adopted or fostering him or anything he's just there all the time and it's an unspoken thing#which as a trope i actually prefer it's really sweet and very realistic#like not only can't you take someone else's kid even if you could or his parents sucked i don't think aizawa is like a. immediately moving#0 to 100 with it type of guy. i think he wouldn't want to like spook him or anything ... he's got an eye on him. literally 👁️#also i think it'd be like 4 months of him sleeping on their couch or them waking up and he's eating their cereal just like Hey you're out#of milk before either of them ask if he even has parents#if you asked aizawa what their relationship is he would say Student who keeps bothering me and if you ask shinsou he'd say We're friends :)#and if you ask mic he'd be like oh you mean hitoshi yamada-aizawa ?#my beautiful son ?
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lazy-alex · 2 years
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Yes, I am a sucker for found family Animes
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thatsadguymochi · 2 months
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I made a reference sheet for my dnd character since we have artists in the party! I dont really know where else to share this so it will be here
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phoenixcatch7 · 2 years
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Having been on several fanfic sites for several years, I can hands down GUARANTEE you that anything 'classic media' has done, fanfic has done better.
#This is not hyperbole I am 100% serious#“I wish there was a book or show where *insert thing that happened in a fanfic I read at midnight*”#Anything. Anything from weird puns to comprehensive and in depth analyses of the human condition#I see people gushing about the 'groundbreaking ideas' and 'awesome concepts' they read about and I'm just like#Do you want that with a dash of gay found family hurt/comfort or a heaping of misogyny#Once I read some shmancy prim article discussing the use of themes in some famous classical text I'd read and like.#Off the top of my head I listed three fics that had done it without the unexpected and unappreciated assault scene partway through the book#At least fic authors TAG#Ao3s filter system and the increasing lack of blurbs on books has ruined me for normal reading activities#I get a book for Christmas or something and I look at it and there are no archive warnings or desc or additional tags#No word count chapter count nothing#Anyway this is about how fanfic is a superior media to the competitive publishing industry of today and if a fic makes enough readers cry#It should get automatically added to the literary canon#Makes one feel more emotion than I did with the school assigned reading and there's SIGNIFICANTLY LESS chance of untagged 18+ stuff#ao3#Long tags#I did my final project of the concept of the literary Canon and its requirements and LET ME TELL YOU#Fanfic absolutely counts the higher ups are just cowards#'this book is a literary masterpiece it breaks down the human understanding of the future and our capabilities of distinguishing reality#From fiction and how one might develop detrimental coping mechanisms to handle it that leads to almost self destructive behaviour due to a#Self enforced blindness that renders one an outsider in their own life and by the way its all a metaphor for the oversaturation of media#Accessible at a young age leading to Youths Of Today absorbing negative traits unrelated to their environment through escapism '#Great I can list ten self insert fanfics with that exact premise I can just read them for free#And I can guarantee no racism or Victorian era style sexism
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flyingbananasaur · 1 year
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i love you
three simple words
always echoing, constant
with a catch
i love you, if.
if you say this.
if you believe this.
if you like this.
unconditional love, unending
under certain conditions.
love, the reward
transactional, emotional currency.
i reject this
i love wildly
fierce, fast, strong.
why? who knows.
simple kindness, joy
returning other's energies.
i laughed once,
you laughed once.
a problem? maybe.
my love, deep
but always true
i love unconditionally
on one condition.
i love you, if
i am loved back
just as unconditionally
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toastsnaffler · 1 year
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its actually nuts how missing a single vaccination has shaped my entire fucking life. like not only would I not be deaf if I had gotten it on time but I probs wouldn't have adhd either 🫣
#like yeah I have a family history of adhd but im pretty sure the current model suggests u can be genetically *predisposed* but the actual-#development of adhd is thought to be closely linked to environmental 'triggers' like childhood stress or head injuries lol#or in my case brain trauma. fun fact: a suspected 62% of kids who survive hib meningitis later develop adhd symptoms#vs. 5% incidence in the general population.....#when I first heard that I was still in denial bc i thought of adhd as a 'natural' condition like ur just born that way#so if meningitis survivors displayed symptoms that didnt mean they were ACTUALLY adhd. except literally all adhd is-#is a collection of symptoms its not some tangible 'switch' thats flipped in some ppl and not others. maybe thats a rly obvious statement-#but I found it kinda hard to get my head around. i guess just bc of how a lot of psychology is viewed by the public innit#anyway being deaf + nd kinda fucking sucks yall better be jabbing ur babies with every vaccination possible or im coming for ur knees#its funny bc it sounds like im saying watch out !! vaccination may PREVENT neurodivergence NOT cause it !!#*andrew wakefield voice* u wouldnt want a child with autism#but thats not what i meaaaannn obvs ur kid not getting xyz disease that could kill them is the number 1 most important thing#its so cringe actually bc hib b incidence has been down to abt 2 in every 100 000 babies since the vax was introduced in 1985#so I was one of like. probably less than 10 babies to get it in the fucking country and they misdiagnosed me a bunch of times#bc it was so uncommon + I had some rarer symptoms plus the only way to actually CHECK is to test spinal fluid which is a faff#if theyd realised earlier then i also wouldnt be deaf bc it wouldnt have been as severe. just a series of unfortunate events i guess#anyway. immunology is so fascinating i wish id focused on it more in my degree tbh#over and OUT#.diaries
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histskins · 1 year
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any other jew-ish guys got a grandma who's like, really weird about it, or is that another hyperspecific life experience of mine
#txt#it's like. I didn't know my great grandparents. but my mom sure did#so i know enough things like that they were 100% ashkenazi conservative Jews who fled from Poland in the 1910s thereabouts#before they had my granma#but my granma somehow CONVINCED herself that her mother was lying about being born Jewish#and then a few years ago this became completely factually incorrect for 2 reasons: some aunts found some of my gg's records#and like yeah. yeah. her and great grandpa were definitely both from Jewish families.#and also my microbiologist sister was like im gonna get a dna test for funsies#and lo! she is about 25% Ashkenazi. i know those things are hit or miss really but there is no way a percentage that large is just bullshit#and my granma threw a whole fit. crying about it during dinner. and we're all just sitting there like. awkwardly#i do not know for certain why she is like this but i imagine it has something to do with her parents disowning her when she married#since great grandpa was Not Jewish. and then they only reinstated her when she got pregnant the first time#after she agreed to raise her kids Jewish#and she did make good on that! my mom and aunts and uncle all grew up going to the same conservative synagogue#my mom loved her rabbi apparently#but yeah as soon as she could granma fucked off and moved to England (she was divorced by then iirc) and she's been mad weird#about us being Jewish for my whole life#kudos to ya if u read all these oversharing tags lmao#whoops i meant to say grandpa wasn't Jewish in that earlier tag not great grandpa sorry
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anon-confesses · 2 years
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I want kids more than anything, But my girlfriend. Doesnt- I can have kids on my own since I'm a girl but. I'd risk losing her
I don't. Know what to do. My entire life all I have ever wanted is to be a mother. Thats all I want, Thats all I've ever wanted. I love her and I don't know how to come to a compromise
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My brain's weird it screams just by reflex of me seeing a bug but will take like a day to register a death lol
My mood today be like:
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#vent#im having a really shitty day#i just wanted my fucking cold teriyaki#but nooooooo#fucking cockroach cricjet thing whatever tf crawled out of it#so my apatite is gone for the night#oh ya in other news my uncle died#i haven't seen him in a while#heart attack in his sleep#so now time to see that “your everyones favorite person when your gone” thing play out so that'll be fun#his siblings disowened him or smth to that effect cause he was gay so my moms gonna play nice unless his sister comes crying to her#then my mom may go to jail we'll see#uncle as in my moms cousin btw#so ya i found out when i got home yesterday kinda blacked out the rest of the night cause in retrospect i dont really remember after that#then just cried intermittently today#*horray sound effect from fnaf plays sarcastically*#what broke the tear dam originally was my teacher thought itd be a great idea to play a documentary...#about places w/ high concentrations of 100 year olds & how they stayed sharp by not being lonely 😑#ya its morbidly ironic cause he was in his 60s#fuck life rn man he was cool rip#you know what documentaries at school are always horribly timed in my personal life. the last doc was a murder-rape#& a criminal “family member” came at ~4am & stayed outside the door for hours & waited for us to wake up then ate breakfast with us#(hasnt done that kind of crime- or hasnt been proven to have done that kind of crime)#(but still made me have a panic attack first thing in the morning so thats fun 😁)#(ya who tf plays a murder-rape doc for their 8th grade 1st period???)#(also didnt help that the criminal family member was alone in the house with my elderly grandmother & physically unwell mother 😄)#(at least theyre- socialable- i guess?? completely unrelated aside from the doc part)#YAY TRAUMA DUMPING :D#yay trauma#(clarification: “sociable” as in not on horrible terms with my family
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