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My brain's weird it screams just by reflex of me seeing a bug but will take like a day to register a death lol
My mood today be like:
Then after I finish crying:
#vent#im having a really shitty day#i just wanted my fucking cold teriyaki#but nooooooo#fucking cockroach cricjet thing whatever tf crawled out of it#so my apatite is gone for the night#oh ya in other news my uncle died#i haven't seen him in a while#heart attack in his sleep#so now time to see that “your everyones favorite person when your gone” thing play out so that'll be fun#his siblings disowened him or smth to that effect cause he was gay so my moms gonna play nice unless his sister comes crying to her#then my mom may go to jail we'll see#uncle as in my moms cousin btw#so ya i found out when i got home yesterday kinda blacked out the rest of the night cause in retrospect i dont really remember after that#then just cried intermittently today#*horray sound effect from fnaf plays sarcastically*#what broke the tear dam originally was my teacher thought itd be a great idea to play a documentary...#about places w/ high concentrations of 100 year olds & how they stayed sharp by not being lonely 😑#ya its morbidly ironic cause he was in his 60s#fuck life rn man he was cool rip#you know what documentaries at school are always horribly timed in my personal life. the last doc was a murder-rape#& a criminal “family member” came at ~4am & stayed outside the door for hours & waited for us to wake up then ate breakfast with us#(hasnt done that kind of crime- or hasnt been proven to have done that kind of crime)#(but still made me have a panic attack first thing in the morning so thats fun 😁)#(ya who tf plays a murder-rape doc for their 8th grade 1st period???)#(also didnt help that the criminal family member was alone in the house with my elderly grandmother & physically unwell mother 😄)#(at least theyre- socialable- i guess?? completely unrelated aside from the doc part)#YAY TRAUMA DUMPING :D#yay trauma#(clarification: “sociable” as in not on horrible terms with my family
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[After they talk about Pac's debt to the Pancake Mafia, and Pac warns her about Sir Reaper]
Bagi: I think you're the one that needs to be careful, because soon you might lose your other leg.
Pac: N-no! NO! Please don't! Stop- stop! STOP TALKING LIKE YOUR BROTHER!
Bagi: [Laughs]
Pac: I'll pay you– I'm going to pay you!
I want to give a MASSIVE thank you to @wasabi-ribs, who was kind enough to check my translations and help me with the parts I missed (and also reviewed the final subtitled video)!
[ Transcript continued ↓ ]
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Bagi: Pac, pay the rent!
Pac: I'm going to pay! Hey- I'm going to pay right this second, the money that I owe you, and... and I'm- I'm serious! And look, if you want- if you have more money... If I pay your 4,500, will you lend me 4,500? No, then I'll actually drown in fees. [Laughs]
Bagi: [Laughs] I'll lend you, I'll lend you
Pac: No, not really Bagi. You've got those red eyes– I'm scared, Bagi. I don't know– I don't know what happened, actually it's an eye infection, I know– But something tells me it's not just an eye infection, that it's also some other things, you know? Like, um... y'know, right? [He fumbles again] Oh God wait, your brother– when he had those red eyes he would also turn evil. Nonononono– I'll pay you, ok? Where's the waystone? It's here, it's here, it's here– I'll pay you, ok? I'll pay the 4,500- we're gonna–
Bagi: I'll be waiting.
Pac: No no, oh- just– Just let me walk, my God, I love walking– OH, WALKING IS SO GOOD – [Pac teleports] I'll pay her.
[Bagi follows him moments after]
Pac: [Pac mumbles to himself as he begins transferring money to Bagi] 4,500... I need to pay her 4,500...
Bagi: [Sneaks up on him] Oh, perfect!
Pac: [SCREAMS]
#Pactw#QSMP#oiBagi#Bagi#Pac#March 18 2024#Translated#Subtitles#THIS CONVERSATION WAS WILDDDDD#Bagi threatening to take his other leg... Pac shouting telling her not to talk like her brother...#Pac trying to do what she wants while On The Brink Of A Panic Attack#and then Pac saying ''Just let me walk- I love walking- WALKING IS SO GOOD--''#my heart shattered like a glass bottle dropped off a skyscraper#also Bagi smiling as Pac is freaking out LMAO she's such a good roleplayer and Pac is happy to ''yes and'' her#Love the PTSD trauma improv#I say with my head in my hands#Edited#Portfolio#I need to go to SLEEP#I don't usually post things at this time but I said I was going to try and post this earlier
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a few things that will now cause Jason extreme fear:
exercise
fear
loud noises
bright lights
fear
high temperatures
threats
low temperatures
being excited
sex
anxiety
stress
F E A R
and here's a fun fact: adrenaline actually causes the memory-making bits of your brain to be stronger, which means you have a clearer memory of exactly what happened to make you afraid
#batman 138#batman spoilers#gotham war spoilers#Jason Todd#gotham war#okay i THINK i've used all the spoiler tags lmao#anyways jason will either die of a heart attack or suffocation from hyperventilation or even possibly just in his sleep#apparently sleep apnea can be caused by excessive adrenaline production so. you know.
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Look Mihawk’s eyes definitely glow in the dark and this fact definitely threw Shanks of the first time he learned it which coincidently was during their *coughs* first time. But it’s kind of hot and he’s grown used to it now……mostly.
Because you know Mihawk is definetly the type of dude to never turn on a light ever and with his propensity for staring unblinkingly and his half hazard middle of the night sleeping habits. It’s a bit of a bit of a problem .
the years Shanks has lost of his life waking up to a floating pair of shimmering golden and ringed eyes staring at him in complete darkness he will never gain back and are best not talked out.
Also imagine if Mihawk is prone to midnight snacking (making up for all the food he doesn’t eat during the day to maintain his vampiric reputation) so many a red haired pirate have woken the ship with Shrieks having stumbled into the very dark kitchen to see a pair of otherworldly eyes completely demolishing a plate of leftovers or an entire charcuterie board staring right into their soul.
Ben and Yasopp have almost shot him multiple times(with only one of those times being on purpose) Many a crew member has solicited Shanks to get his boyfriend exorcised and the ship cleansed. In 2 years the closest Zoro ever came to cutting Mihawk was while blindly flailing his swords around in the dark trying to fend of the kitchen demon that besieged him during his midnight beer run. This will happen every night, they never talk about it. Zoro never figures out it’s Mihawk and is pretty sure the Kitchen is haunted. Won’t keep him from his midnight protein shake (he is no longer allowed beer)
Perona is the only person who is even slightly normal about this (she lived on thriller bark floating pair of eyes in the dark is child’s play) she just switches on the very bright white kitchen lights, effectively blinding Mihawk and leaving his terrible posture and he use of his precious kogatana to eat meatballs exposed to the light. She gets a cup of water turns off the light and leaves. The next day Mihawk buys her a new dress they never speak of this again.
#Mihawk just very *girl dinner* vibes#like he can cook his fancy meals with their fancy wine pairings but we all know he’s a scavenger and grazer at heart#sorry just nobody whose favorite food is wine has normal eating habits#also Mihawk naps so much I’d be suprised if he sleeps through the night#he probably treats sleep like a slightly prolonged nap. goes to bed promptly at 10 off to scare unsuspecting pirates into heart attacks at#Shanks again thinks this adorable. his crew is starting to realize that he is a freak#disordered eating mention#disordered eating in tags#throwing thoughts to the void#dracule mihawk#one piece#hawkeye mihawk#mishanks#akagami no shanks#shanks#goth family#one piece goth family#goth fam#Perona#roronoa zoro#red haired pirates#red haired shanks#akataka#benn beckman#op#one piece headcanons#mihawk x shanks
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Sorry for this super depressing poll but
#I've been thinking about it#I don't want Stan to suffer anymore. he already lost Ford once and his family the day his dad threw him out#so I don't want to think he has to live through Ford's death#I like to think that both live past 92 (after Ford had his heart attack)#and they die peacefully in their sleep in their own home. not a hospital (I've had enough irl deaths in hospitals let me have this)#also I like to think they die in close dates. Stan dies first and a few months later so does Ford#also yes Ford technically 'killed' Stan when he erased his memory but it was pretty 'brief'. he wasn't gone for 30 years and he knew he was#physically alive#Anyway I'd love to hear your thoughts#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#stan pines#ford pines#tw death mention#not art#poll#polls#tw death
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What ever you do don't think about Percy reading Estelle a little kid version of 'The Odyssey' because that's what Sally read to him but he doesn't want to scare her. Don't imagine Sally looking on with guilt in her eyes cus she HAD to read him the real one so he knew what to expect. Don't think about Sally looking down on her little girl with tears in her eyes cus she doesn't need to worry about snakes in her bed or teachers being Cyclopes. Don't think of Sally seeing Estelle with Paul and having to leave the room cus when Percy was that age they had Gabe. Don't think of the unimaginable guilt that Sally must feel for being relieved that Estelle's biggest battle at 16, is her Dad being her teacher. And whatever you do don't think about Percy feeling like an outsider in his own family even though he gets constantly reassured that he's part of it and loved.
#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#sally jackson#estelle blofis#paul blofis#teenage estelle making a comment about how blue food is for babies and Percy and Sally stopping cus to her its a juvenile thing but to them#it was a way to rebel against their abusive husband/stepdad.#camp half blood#perseus jackson#heroes of olympus#rick riordan#dont imagine Percy looking across the way at Sally Paul and Estelle play at the park and not going over cus he hed hate to ruin it with a#monster attack (theirs no monsters around that he can see but what if? he cant let his sister be harmed by them too)#pjo hoo toa#pjo#pjo series#theirs a Reddit abour this person that got to go on a overnight trip for school and their sleeping bag was a blanket tied up with rope.#their pjs were old sweats. their tooth paste was in bagie instead of a travel size. cus that all they could afford and they got bullied but#it was ok cus they got to go on the trip. but in the end the trip kinda sucked cus they didn't get to do what they wanted but they got to g#so it wasn't all bad. but afew years later after their family came into some money their little sibling got to go on the trip but they got#all new rhings for the trip. new clothes new sleeping bag a suit case. travel size products etc and while the other sibling get it its just#they're upset that they didnt get that. they know WHY they didnt but their still upset.#or that one episode of The Goid Place where elenor doesn't believe her mom is a good mom now cus she wanted a good mom but all she got was#shitty mom and if her mom had the ability to change she could have changed all along she just didnt.#that vibe but make it Percy Jackson (not to say sally was wrong she did what she could to make sure percy was prepared she just... doesn't#have to do that with Estelle that its kinda heart breaking cus she would have LOVED to not have had to prepare Percy but life sucks)
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Our stay on this earth is so so short, we’re in such a dream state that we keep forgetting this truth
#there’s this girl in my area who died two days ago just like that#collapsed due to the heat and then had a heart attack and died#الله يرحمها#she’s like 19/20#people our age are dying right next to us#yet we think we’re safe and still have time to improve to change to repent#what great regret it’ll be if we don’t die in the state of true sincere repentance but in one of ghaflah and self deception and sin#being consumed by your nafs by this world and sucked into it#اللهم اني اسالك حسن الخاتمة#we’re so lost in our worldly struggles and ideas and desires that we forget what we’re here for#you can live on this earth and engage with people and enjoy your stay even if you always keep your heart in check and your deeds aligned#with what Allah swt wants#you can turn all your actions into worship by having the right intention#eating sleeping -> to gain strength for worship and be of benefit for people#studying working -> learn about the beauty and intricacy that Allah has put into His creation#work to achieve what Allah has written for you#that’s true life connecting everything to the Creator the One who gave us life#everything else is just deception and will go to waste#and cannot be called a true life
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And now it is time for Dark to have a dilemma!
Dark: do I continue with getting revenge, thereby traumatizing and orphaning a child, or do I let the monster go? There's no way he can be responsible for a kid anyway, but the kid gets really mad about being separated?
once they get over the initial bluescreen, yeah, but the implied information of all of this takes a WHILE to process. because WHAT THE FUCK ACTUALLY JUST HAPPENED
after they do process this though i think dark would just fucking book it and grab chosen and start shaking them because YOU'RE THE OLDER ONE. WHAT THE FUCK DO WE DO HERE. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO REACT TO THIS SITUATION. CHOSEN HELP. CHOSEN. CHOSNE PLEASE HELP ME LPEASE I SWEAR TO GOD I'M NOT JOKING THIS IS REAL
#tommy's foolery#tommy's stickmen tag#tommy's aus#selkie sticks au#alan meanwhile is having a heart attack because holy shit SC just saved him from certain death#he's very glad he's alive and that dark didn't accidentally kill SC but what the fuck. what the fuckkkkkk#chosen and dark later track him down and find him faceplanted onto his couch sleeping#unfortunately SC immediately starts wailing as soon as they see dark again i think#they don't know WHO dark is but they know that they're Bad and Scary and that xyr dad is also scared of them
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Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep - Commands - Strike Raid
#kingdom hearts birth by sleep#khbbs#ventus#commands#my gif#strike raid is such an iconic move in these games i had to gif it#just noticed the tip of his shoe bounces on the ground near the end of his throw#there's a lot of oomph to this animation getting hit by this attack would HURT
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i had a dream that would’ve been SUCH a good fic idea—it played out in my mind like a movie, almost every detail—but i don’t have the skill set to write ittttt
#graveyardtxt#the best way i can describe it is that during an alien attack—sonic and co lost and were taken back to their planet#they were held captive in some kind of lab. they had pretty shitty sleeping arrangements and were experimented on and tested almost daily#for as bad as they were treated. the location itself was actually really cool looking-#tails and espio were actually the main characters (along with amy as a sort of supporting character)#one of the most vivd scenes was sonic walked past their room and seeing amy looking on tails’s bed#only for tails to just walk into the room like “i’m fine you’re worrying about nothing’’ like okay little man where did you come from????#only for amy to tell him “tails never came back last night’’#also sonic was a fucking mess. his ass did not care remotely#near the end. tails and espio ended up secretly staying behind while everyone left#eventually amy returned to help them and when tails asked how sonic reacted to the info that he hadn’t returned to mobius#amy said that sonic just stared at her and run off#MY HEART DUDE. I DIDNT KNOW MY HEART COULD BE BROKEN LIKE THAT IN A DREAM#it sounds so lame when i explain it like this BUT IT WAS SO COOL AND I WISH I COULD DO IT JUSTICE AAAAAAAAAA#so upset dude i didn’t want it to enddddd#i gotta write this down in more detail
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hi i think i'm back; every other platform is a shitshow and my god tumblr feels like a virus now but my dog is dying and i'm stressed as fuck and i want to just talk about my blorbos and shitpost because nothing feels okay anymore but fuck this website also
#i 'want' to put him down but the parents won't and idk if it's a money thing or they just straight up won't and i can't afford it either#and i'm 'hoping' he just goes in his sleep but that also has me freaking out when he sleeps in the same room as me and i#can hear him trying to breathe and i'm scared i'm gonna hear him just suddenly stop bc of a heart attack or stroke or something#just once i want a dog i've owned to go peacefully but apparently we can't have that and once he's gone i have zero companionship here#and i just have constant anxiety any second will be his last#but in slightly better news to not make this entirely depressing - i have a new blorbo and it's NOT a bioware character. so there's that...#personal#me ranting
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hey hi hello just finished s1 e13 of mcd. This ones ends with Garroth and Zenix out on patrol and Zenix looking up and aiming his bow at Garroth with the Scary Piano playing. What I think is a fun detail is that Zenix actually had Aphmau make that bow and those arrows for him in the previous episode! And you know! Garroth obviously at least admires Aphmau and supports her and is like, already down to protect her at this point! He might not be like super devoted to her and he might not even love her yet but still there's a bond starting there! He was like JUST talking about how he needs Aphmau to stay safe bc the village will be in safe hands if he dies and that he wouldn't want her death to be on his hands, so OBVIOUSLY HE CARES! And her bow and arrows just put this man in critical condition in the hands of the knight he is TRAINING. What!! What the fuck!!!
#free my man garroth he did minimal things wrong#(he is a little manipulative but its ok he's trying to do the right thing)#but like#idk if they're gonna call attention to this#in my head and heart there should be a moment where they've been trying to figure out who did this#who the traitor is what happened#aphmau and zenix have been out trying to figure it out and theyve just come in for the night#zenix goes home to sleep but aph stops in to see garroth#alone with him and looking at the tight bandages over the grisly wound#and looking at the broken pieces of the arrow they had pulled from it#and she looks at the fletching and sees her own handiwork#and it just clicks to her what that means#and the dread#knowing she had just been alone with the culprit for hours#him pretending to search for the man who attacked his mentor#putting up such a convincing face of grief and fury that aphmau totally fell for#knowing now exactly how much danger she was in that whole time without knowing#realizing how little she can trust any of her memories of Zenix at all#the boy she knew is very probably a complete fabrication created out of what she and garroth wanted to see in him#a lie they fell for so badly it almost lead to the death of the protector of the village#that's literature baby#fuckin writes itself don't it#mcd#jeremiahs mcd notes#minecraft diaries#aphmau mcd#garroth mcd#garroth ro'meave#zenix mcd
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Read the Suffering Game book and overcome with my love of Davenport. Like. Damn. I am thinking about him.
It was funny i was worried I wouldn't be as into Taz since I haven't engaged with it for quite a while but no, I saw a singular panel with Davenport in it and broke out into thr biggest grin. And obviously I ate well with this book but I couldn't help but think
Man! I drew a ton of him, I flooded his tag for a long period of time (I know this cause I followed his tag for the longest time. I dont know if Tumblr still shows you your own posts lol). Did I write/draw him well? Did I flanderize him? I wonder if I made people like him more or made people like him less. I know it's tough when someone who is very ubiquitous is hawking a version of a character you don't care for (especially for smaller tags)
Either way, I really hope it just came across how much I love Davenport and maybe made others love him too.
#i feel silly tagging this cause i intend to delete it later but i still care re spoilers and such. i love taz balance#taz spoilers#davenport taz#the suffering game spoilers#i miss daily dav. maybe ill draw a thing sometime#roo rambles#delete later#hi i wrote this for half an hour instead of sleeping. i had to retyoe so much to fix speelling errors#sorry if it isnt coherent i am thinking#WAIG ACTUALLY EVRERYONR SHUT UP. I JUST REMEMBERED THE HEART ATTACK CONTESTANT.#I LOVE THEM. CREEPY MANNEQUIN CREATURE MY BELOVED
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So, how was the Joi Rebels reunion, Gin-san?
Found this looking for the original Doraemon opening ('cause we used to get openings translate into Spanish and I couldn't remember it), best cover EVER
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#my art#gintama#gintama fanart#gintoki sakata#tatsuma sakamoto#doraemon#had too much fun drawing this his face his fucking faaace xD#this is the second episode of the Joi reunion in a nutshell#I make fun of Gintoki but once I woke up with a panic attack 'cause we had an earthquake at 4:15 am and i couldn't go back to sleep#so I calmed myself down singing me (bad singing) SPYAIR's Samurai Heart#our sugar king
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some of the pranks i see people pulling on their so called friends would land me a life sentence in prison if that was done to me
#i just saw one where this guy was sleeping on a sofa bed and his friends folded it over on him and then pushed it back into the couch like#how is that not attempted murder you could suffocate very quickly? or personally i’d die on the spot of fear or a heart attack no joke#then i saw one where someone put this absurdly large fake spider on the wall and had it lunge at this woman when she walked into the room#and spotted it like if you do that to me it’s over for both of us#em.txt
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I think I'mma have to depart with internet for a while yall
My night terrors and shit has been getting worse each time I do try to be updated with the world and I've been really stressed to hell and back recently so uhh I think I need a full on break from most things currently
Idk if I can handle the stress of the world rn so sorry if I just disappear again I'm doing my best
#just. overwhelming thoughts on stuff.#tt literally showed me a video of a dude carrying the remains of his own kids and i am doin the old ocd thing and overthinking#idk i feel like im having a heart attack everytime i try to sleep and my mind wont shut off#i fuckin. slammed my head into the top bunk in my sleep earlier#idk if i make sense at all bc im delulu but this is just. pure ocd in action#im so tired and shits been getting worse for queer people here (murica)#which fun fact: i am a queer person
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