#but the ending really broke my heart
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finished mark's book and this sadness took over me and now i'm crying
#when i read about duff helping him out and befriending him i was really happy that happened#but the ending really broke my heart#getting the call about layne#i don't really believe in afterlife and stuff like that but i still hope he saw layne again#and kurt#and maybe they're somewhere singing together again
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"...I appreciate that you're trying to be on my side." "I am on your side."
BONUS REACTIONS:
#dimension 20#d20 spoilers#d20edit#burrow's end#burrows end#izzy roland#brennan lee mulligan#rashawn nadine scott#jasper william cartwright#lila#tula#mine **#the *ever* understandable thought process of lila going : mom has been upset ever since dad died .#and thus i blame dad because things are sad now . things are not as fun now .#it's *so* heartwrenching and also *clearly* enunciating how much kids REALLY see . they can Sense it#and Yes the entirety of this convo broke my Damn heart .#1k **
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I made my post about Dean Highbottom and then as I was writing my tags realised that his Hunger Games counterpart is Haymitch. and now my head is in my hands and I don’t think I’ll ever recover
#IM GOING TO CRY. I am part of the system I never wanted anything to do with it#I killed so many people without laying a hand on them. I never ever asked for this. I tried to say no. my hands are still bloody.#both turned to drugs to cope. both had a mentee who reminded them of someone they hated so much#(snow reminded the dean of his old friend. katniss reminded haymitch of himself)#both knew exactly how the games worked and all of its consequences because one made it and the other lived it#both lived in the shadows of the past and never really got out from it#but in the end one of them chose to be cruel to the children who they were asked to mentor#and the other loved even when it was killing him#god. twenty three years and they never managed to drown the fire out of him. his heart broke again and again#but he held onto those shards even as they made his hands bleed. and then one day two children appeared and pieced it back together#and some of it was missing and always would be. you can’t undo twenty three years of alcoholism and pain and grief and self loathing#but a lot of it was still there. far more than he ever even believed could have survived#Haymitch I love youuuuuuuuu I will always love you#and Dean Highbottom you were kinda cringe and lame. guynobody ass bitch. do better#haymitch abernathy#dean highbottom#thg#the hunger games#a ballad of songbirds and snakes#abosas
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Arcane S2 Act 1: Caitlyn's Arc (The Call of Revenge)
This is not my usual corner of tumblr, but I adore Arcane and I wanted to air out my thoughts on Act 1. There's understandably a lot of contentious commentary surrounding Caitlyn's 'villain uprising'.
As Mel points out, "she hides it admirably, but the poor girl's in so much pain". Caitlyn is by all definitions a loose cannon right now. She's clearly not in a sound nor stable state of mind. She's plagued by immense levels of grief, anger and hatred, that have her possessed and consumed. She's tried to put on a brave face but she's lashing out. She's raw. She fantasises about killing Jinx. Revenge is rarely ever rational or fair. It's emotionally charged and can often veer into madness.
During their fight with Jinx, all that comes to a head. In the heat of the moment, Caitlyn completely loses all her rationale, any dregs of compassion we knew from S1 swiftly go out the window. She must kill Jinx, no matter what. When people lose something dear, revenge can become their sole motivation, the only thing giving them purpose and a reason to keep going or to even stay alive. When a war suddenly takes away one of your loved ones, it becomes personal and very real. Up until that point, you can take a more diplomatic approach. A more idealistic stance. That is, until you've become a direct victim of the situation.
There was always a degree of sheltered naivete we saw with Caitlyn in S1, which clashed with Vi's more jaded (or grounded) sense of reality. And now Caitlyn's experiencing that for herself. Those feelings are currently at their most heightened, most potent and therefore; most dangerous. Luckily Vi had Vander to guide her when she tragically lost her parents, but there's no one to steer and influence Caitlyn when she's now at her most vulnerable and volatile.
Vi is wrapped up in the centre of said conflict and is still processing a lifetime of grief herself. Jayce is pre-occupied with Viktor. Mel has disappeared. Her mother is dead. Her father is paralysed by grief. There is no Grayson or equivalent to lead the enforcers. She doesn't have a mentor figure to consult or look to for guidance, who has her best interests at hand. "I don't know how, okay?!"
Ambessa seeks to exploit Caitlyn as a figurehead to aid her own objectives, precisely because she's in the perfect position to be easily manipulated and weaponised. "Come child", is a stark reminder that essentially Caitlyn is still a child. A child whose lost their mother and lost their way and now stands in the middle of a political hailstorm. So when Ambessa offers out her hand, it's no surprise Caitlyn takes it.
In my opinion, attempting to distill Caitlyn's actions as categorically right or wrong is a huge disservice to the complexities of the situation and the story. No one sets out to be the villain of their own narrative. We feel justified in what we do, because of who we are and what we've gone through. In our own minds, our actions make sense to us. And quite frankly, no one is immune to that.
#arcane#arcane s2#arcane season 2#arcane s2 act 1#arcane meta#arcane s2 spoilers#caitlyn kiramman#there was indeed a lot of misery in this first act#THE PAIN#as much as i understand the backlash - i really do feel for her#this was brutal for caitvi shippers#they utterly broke my heart#broken people trying to fix each other and ending up more broken
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its still batshit insane to me how winter was made out to be super irrational and cruel to the point he is deserving of being sent back to his abusive family that tried to systemically murder him as part of a throwaway “lmao fuck that guy!” joke because. he was rightfully pissed off that darkstalker mind controlled him. and he lashed out at moon because she was like “i mean, he meant well!”
all for the sake of love triangle bullshit. my wof url at one point was of those three fuckers in a polycule ship name and thats probably one of the most poorly aged things because i think everyone shouldve gone to hell for how they treated winter in that book
#im sure if i reread wof i wouldnt like winter as much bc im tired of male characters that are aggressive towards female ones#but like. in that scene he was absolutely justified to be pissed off. holy shit#who wouldnt??????? and the way hes discarded at the end fucking broke my heart. it genuinely put me off the series#‘’ough hes sad his abusive dad died!!! that means hes REALLY no more than a dumbass abuse apologist racist guy!’’ ohhhhh my god#and yeah his family doesnt kill him but they still fucking exile him#hes still made basically homeless and exiled from that friend group as well for the sake of shipping#i love moonwatcher a lot but oh my god. that wasnt worth it. not at all
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I love where Laudna's arc is at and where it's going. Of all the lines that hit me right in the chest in episode 95, "It's just Delilah" was just... That one hit less like a punch to the sternum and more like having the air sucked out of my lungs.
Much like she did to Orym.
#critical role#critical role spoilers#campaign 3#bell’s hells#The absolute sadness and grief on Laura's face for the following conversation broke my heart#Poor Robbie really got thrown in the deep end coming back to Critical Role haha#marisha ray#laura bailey#liam o'brien
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Wei Wuxian + Crying
"Can someone tell me... what I'm supposed to do now?"
#the untamed#cql#theuntameddaily#here literally crying#well this post is very sad cuz it is wwx suffering and crying except in the last gif#where he is happy that his a-yuan is alive and that lwj has raised him#but from there the burial mounds was the one that broke my heart the most#gg why are you such a good actor!!?#i didn't put scenes of his madness in 'nighless city' cuz there were many and so i only put the one of him crying when lwj catches him#there are really many scenes where he was sad. 😭😭😭#my poor little baby#i put the quote cuz i think that every time something bad happened to him and he cried. he wondered what he would do next#to help others but at the same time he hurt himself too much with each new decision he made#until he finally ended his life#long gifset cw#blood cw#wei wuxian#xiao zhan#my gifs#mygifs.cql
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Chapter 89
I just finished Chapter 89
#I just finished Chapter 89… I don’t know what else to say… I have a lot to say… but… like… no. Just no.#Kingdom of Ash spoilers in tag and I guess kinda post but not really#90s only gonna hurt more with Abraxos & Narene & I hate reading reactions & Dorian’s not there & Manon my love like what do we do now what#first read#reading reacts#live updates#read with me#cry with me die with me idk cause why with me all I have now is bad rhymes cause my brain has been evaporated too (too soon?)#read along#Chapter 89#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah Jessica Maas why did you do this to me#I miss ACOTAR where no one dies#I mean it’s well written#and I’m fangirl heartbroken#but also real world crying#cathartic read world grief Maasverse moments and love and loving and hope and destruction and despair and fangirling and feels and agh#this better have a happy ending#I can’t keep calm but I guess I’ll read on#I don’t know the last time a book made me actually cry this much and broke my heart so deeply… I miss you already Asterin… Vesta… Sorrel… 13#stupid tag letter count cut off stopping me from listing them all but my loves … always … until the darkness claims us… and even then…#I am not okay#I am dead inside#I will never recover#KoA actually stands for Killed Off All of my soul that’s what the KOA part means#SARAH WHAT DID YOU DO#I wish I could hug fictional characters#haven’t finished the book yet just the chapter that finished me#once 13 always 13#I prefered live Fenrys since it ACTUALLY INVOLVED LIVING
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theres something inherently cruel about asking a man about "pieces that get left behind by vets" when said vet has already moved onto another team
"he was an unreal add for our team he was just the right piece we needed and for me to be able to sit next to him in the locker room and play with him... hes thinking all the time how to be better he wants to help teammates, help linemates... just works so hard"
Training Camp 24 | 9.24.24 (x)
Miami Herald | 6.1.24 (x)
"it was just so much fun to hear stories" lol were these the stories you were talking about lundy
#anton lundell#vladimir tarasenko#florida panthers#2425#preseason#happy the ghosts of vets past haunt us all#really the ghost of willie mitchell that haunts ekky AND ME#im never getting over senko in detroit#the grief is never ending#and my anger seethes for longer#theres something so cruel about taking away a pupil from their teacher far sooner than expected#also take a shot when a cat finn has a weird attachment to senko#that man is like catnip to those four istg#my heart broke just hearing how quiet he got when he said “just works so hard”#but also jameson saying “a little piece is left behind” why are you being poetic when my hearts breaking#if im sad about this all of yall will be too#senko you were gone too soon may you return back on a team friendly deal and stay with us for the end of your career#im never getting over this btw#somehow this on the same level as my other sports heartbreaks ive suffered as a child#remember when 4% finnish senko and then jordan went should we call the luosty lundy senko line the finnish line#yeah yeahhhhh#i miss my sillies bring them back to ME#senko you were here for but a flap of a butterflys wing and yet your impact was as strong as a hurricane#sighhhhhhh
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Practice, i guess, im so rusty with everything. I already hate it. Maybe someday i'll do properly anatomy and painting...for now, i'll be stuck with this.
#team fortress 2#tf2#tf2 scout#tf2 sniper#team fortress fanart#tf2 fanart#tf2 art#art#my art#drawing#tf2 comic#webcomic#i guess#i hate everything#speeding bullet#sniperscout#you know...it's not really sniperscout but ill leave like that#like this poor man stayed with this man child because he didn't want to broke his heart but in the end his heart keep betraying him#of course he had to tell him#i kinda want to continue this#not really with color but we will see...i really want to keep posting shit again#about what ever#because as you can see i suck and i really need the practice
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thinking about jerry in Bethic Twinstinct before giggling and twirling my hair
#tbh i was worried when i first watched the intro like jerry threaten to khs if he broke up with beth but when i watched through to the end#i was like :DDDDDD!?!?!?!?#I REALLY LIKE JERRY'S REACTION IN THAT EP#HE WAS GONNA LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!#HE WASN'T GONNA TAKE THEIR SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!1#AND BETH CARE#AND JERRY AND SPACE BETH MADE UP#i feel guilty saying this but that ep make my jerbeth heart flutter like crazy#'jerry cuck' BZZT WRONG 'jerry win and now has two wives' BZZZT DOUBLE WRONG#THE ONE WHO HAS TWO WIVES IS BETH#jerbeth
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baldurs gate is so funny it’s just
laezel &shadowheart: let’s break you outta this religious cult!
wyll & gale: let’s break you outta this unhealthy relationship!
astarion & karlach: let’s break the people who broke you!
that’s it that’s the game
#halsin is like let’s break you out of this monumental weight you keep putting on yourself#i could write pages on halsin tbh like#he really glosses over his own pain and like he’s not looked after#like the comments you can make about him being good for helping carry stuff#the way he can say ‘my heart can wound’#if you end things with him and then take it back (i reloaded the save i just wanted to see DJSJS)#and it broke my heart like people just see him as this big strong guy to push responsibility on to#who can protect everyone all the time and he can but like no!! i’m protecting YOU get in my pocket#acknowledge your past trauma don’t gloss over it#he’s very similar to astarion imo#in the way that both kind of seem like they don’t need help#or act like it rather but to different extremes#halsin cares about everything all the time and shoulders the burden#astarion elected to not care about anything ever and preserve himself bc no one else would#i’m obsessed with their poly and how they both desperately need to be cared for in vastly different ways that are somehow still so similar#lyriumsings txt#bg3#spoilers#anyway this was supposed to be a silly post i got lost in my feels DKSJDJDJS
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i love bill so so so so so so so much.
#finished the book last night. feeling some sort of way#i’ve loved him for so long. stumbled into him practically arbitrarily before i really even had a ��type’#and nine years later now that i’ve developed a type? he’s it. he’s so so it#and i just. i love him so much he’s so special to me#end of the book broke my heart he’s LITERALLY my poor little meow meow#dream boy ⚠️❤️#book of bill spoilers#maybe.#talking
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RED WEST: His mother always told me to protect him, don’t let him get hurt. The last thing she ever said to me was, ‘you take care of Elvis’, and I took that seriously the rest of my life. He was my best friend and I’ll always remember him as that. I loved the man very much
BILLY SMITH: Aunt Gladys always liked Red and Gene especially. She thought Red could protect Elvis
MARTY LACKER: Red loved Elvis so much that for a little while, he thought maybe (killing Mike Stone) was right, and that it would bring Elvis out of his depression
JOE ESPOSITO: Even the Memphis Mafia tried to intercept drug shipments from various doctors. One night Red West accidentally broke a delivery boy’s foot. He threatened to break the kid’s body if he didn’t quit delivering to Elvis
LAMAR FIKE: Elvis loved him (Red West) like a brother
BILLY STANLEY: I knew Elvis didn’t like Sonny’s loud and demanding presence but the decision on (firing) Red was hard for him. Elvis loved Red.
GEORGE KLEIN: I noticed that Red, a tough guy who hadn’t ever run from a fight in his life, had tears in his eyes. He said he wanted to apologize to me and to all the other guys, and said that he hated “the damned book” and wished that he’d never had anything to do with it. We accepted Red back as a friend, as we all believe Elvis would have
(photo on the right: Red West visiting the Humes highschool bathroom where he first protected Elvis)
#their friendship and how it ended breaks my heart#I really think he was one of elvis’ truest friends#but I hate that he broke his promise to Gladys by writing the book before Elvis passed away#I understand it came from a place of hurt#but it caused Elvis so much stress and pain#I just can’t imagine how betrayed elvis must have felt#I wish things had turned out differently#elvis presley#elvisaaronpresley#elvis#red west#Gladys presley#memphis mafia#elvis history#Billy smith#Joe Esposito#Lamar fike#marty lacker#billy stanley#elvis book excerpts
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hey you just spent 60 to 70 hours getting to know these characters and possibly romancing them? well lets throw in a suicide mission for them where at LEAST one of them dies! teehee this is goooood gaming folks love a shock value death
#im so pissed... i think its just all the things i dont like about the game kinda piling on idk#im just. ive been waiting for 10 years. mass effect andromeda may have been a disaster but at least i loved it! at least it smashed my heart#into little bitty pieces and made me feel like id been wrung out like a fucking shamwow. love that team but this?#the characters are good and theyre funny and i love that there is an AMPUTEE! THAT IS SO COOL! and an nb character! and certain parts are#really good and make me tear up like all of davrins quests and the end of emmrichs and bellaras#and taash oh my GOD hearing them scream tama broke my heart a little#and assan and the other griffins!!! they make me so happy!!!#but idk there's just something missing this doesnt feel like a dragon age game to me#and by that i mean it doesnt make me feel like someone is inside my chest just kicking things#like. i dont love it. and i feel so guilty just saying that oh my god but. i really feel like crying right now#o think its the Autism. ukno when u get too excited or upset and u just have to cry#HMPH. im gonna eat cold fries and read wuthering heights. cant wait for da4 cause this one was a joke game right#wytxt#veilguard spoilers
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was last night real ? jeeeeeesus.
#i’m so in love with that finale#i genuinely can’t believe how beautiful and heartbreaking and SATISFYING it was!#i could nit pick about a few things but— in the end.#they don’t matter.#what mattered was HOW it ended.#what happened to the land and the closing of these stories#and the closing of jamie’s life lmfao#and having the land issue essentially be solved in the first 20 mins#and then descending into john’s funeral 😭 for the next 20#GOD everybody broke my heart in that scene#i was sobbing so badly i could barely breathe because of kelly#beth and carter???? i feel so vindicated-#her hurt makes him hurt and he is her protector 😭#the rip car scene when he calls beth…#the juxtaposition of her not answering back in s2 with the beck attack#vs her answering and what happened now#i’m SO FUCKING HAPPY that beth got to kill jamie too. she deserved that.#it would’ve been good if rip did it but—#beth plunging the knife was really the most satisfying.#i won’t shed a single tear for that man..#he was a worm and last nights episode proved it even more.#i’m so happy kayce got to keep a chunk of land.#to not have to grapple with himself about like.#what he felt was expected of him vs his true destiny#really really bwauriful#’i’m free’ fucked me up hella#and then OF COURSE#bethrip getting off the ranch. getting their OWN ranch.#i have so many emotions about that last night#it is the most beautiful and feel good thing of any show ending ever
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