#but thats me just coping

[dawnthefox24]

*Lifeweaver hums softly as he sorts through the mail but noticed that his siblings wrote to him before opening the letter and smiled softly* Baptiste:*noticed how happy Niran seems to be * Niran you see pretty happy, got any letters from your parents? Lifeweaver: Oh heavens no but my sister and brother wrote to me Baptiste: I didn't know you have siblings LIfeweaver: Oh yeah I never mentioned them cause I don't want them to end up getting hurt. My oldest sister Banyen and my youngest brother Annop Baptiste: Wait hold on since you taught me a few Thai words isn't  Annop "sea” or “ocean” in Thai? Lifeweaver:*smiles happily* Indeed Baptiste: And your sister Banyen, doesn't it mean Evening blossom? Lifeweaver: Correct and my name Niran means “Everlasting; eternal” Baptiste: That's a bit...huh Lifeweaver: Don't think to hard about it but I'm surprised they've wrote to me Baptiste: Oh so what did they write? Lifeweaver:*opens the letter and reads it as he smiles happily*ฉันรักพวกเขามาก(I love them so much) Baptiste: Bua what does it say? Lifeweaver: Oh my apologise Jean but they wanted to meet up soon but knowing I'm on the run from Vishskar they hope to grab some drinks with me mainly tea. Baptiste: *seems a bit worried* How do you know it wasn't a trap? Lifeweaver: I've bumped into them a few times mainly Banyen, honestly she and her partner have been sending me money since my parents cut me off though I don't deserve it... Baptiste: Your sister has been providing for you and what about your brother? Lifeweaver:*Laughs a bit nervously*I think I was a bad influence on him but he's been speaking insults to our parents mainly defending me though call them ควาย(water buffalo) and ปากหมา(dog’s mouth) Isn't something my parents aren't to keen on when they have guest over... Baptiste:*snorts a laughter* That's not good Lifeweaver: Oh you have no idea,clearly it's not good if my brother says that in front of the guest since people would look at our parents differently Baptiste:*smiles softly* Have you told your brother and sister about me? Well mainly us? Lifeweaver:* cups Baptiste's face with his hand and smiles when he melts into his touch*Of course they know about you Baptiste:*smiled happily* And what did they say~? Lifeweaver:*laughs softly* "Niran, Bua if he hurts you he's crocodile food" Baptiste: Hmm two protective siblings Lifeweaver: You have no idea, though my siblings do like Satya since I've wrote to them about her. Also Satya met my sister, though I must say they've bonded a lot Baptiste: Damn do I have to win your sister's approval to marry you? Lifeweaver:*blushes a bit and laughs* I think so~ Baptiste: Dammit, I can tell your brother is easy to please. Lifeweaver: Very much I think he likes you more but my sister she'll give you 1 chance but if you mess up crocodile food Baptiste: Then I'll try to win her trust! Lifeweaver:*laughs a bit* Alright I'll tell her you said that, besides "IF" we do get married Satya and Banyen are my maids of honour as Annop is my best man got it Baptiste: Alright though I think getting your sister and Satya blessings might be a challenge Lifeweaver: A challenge you must win~ Baptiste:*smiled happily* I think I can handle it~ Lifeweaver:*smiles happily* I can't wait, anyways I better write back to them. I love you Jean~ Baptiste: I love you too Bua~

[hinamie]

summer is coming so i'm giving them the beach day they deserve

[tinyfantasminha]

Does anyone think it's weird that the halloween event is happening so soon this year. Does anyone think it's strange that we got a teaser AND we are having the abema stream still in september. In the previous years, the stream always happens in mid-october and the event always starts around the 20th (It started on the 20th for playful land, and in the 24th for glorious masquerade) why is it that the event is starting on early october this year.

What if this just one BIG event that will be split in 2 large parts and the second part will be christmas themed. What if we get the other half of the cast that didn't appear on the halloween event. What if haha

[elsecrytt]

masochist gojo. gojo who's in love with pain, so much that it feels like pleasure, he can barely distinguish between the two anymore.

gojo who's so starved for touch. who's had an infinite space between himself and the whole world for so long, for so many years, every day in and day out.

gojo who's survived off glancing presses when a barista hands him a coffee, the rare hug from his students (who are mostly orphans) that he can't bring himself to decline.

gojo who craves more but can't bring himself to accept it except in fleeting moments with strangers or students.

his hands that long to be held. he wants it so bad that he teases a cursed spirit, laces his fingers with its own, right before he utterly crushes the being in battle, untouchable all over again.

gojo whose skin is hungry for someone else's. he hasn't felt the warmth of a hand in his own in so long. not since - since his youth.

gojo who sometimes wishes he could get hit. who sees the impact of curse techniques on his infinity and feels a wild, strange desire for them to go straight through and strike him.

he imagines it, vividly, being impaled by a long spear (inverted spear) that goes straight through him. how it would lance his flesh so cleanly.

being struck so hard, across the face, in the stomach, enough to knock the wind out of him.

enough to feel it with his whole body.

gojo who wants to be touched so bad he doesn't even care if it hurts anymore. infinity couldn't protect him from geto's betrayal.

gojo who keeps infinity up not because he doesn't want to get hit, but because he's terrified of what he might do when it happens.

gojo who got hard whenever geto sparred with him. he still doesn't know if it was because of geto, or because he had no infinity back then, no way to block the strikes.

he dreams of his youth. bruises littering his pale, pretty form like kisses, proof that he was human, there, that there was someone who could reach him.

dark purple things that turned pretty colors as they healed. he remembers pressing into them, relishing the hurt, feeling like he was getting hit (touched, reached, connected) all over again.

nothing ever touches him again. not like that. not like anything.

he never feels it. he never feels anything.

satoru gojo who wants, so very very badly, to feel something.

pain is a choice for him, always a choice. he alone has the privilege of deciding whether or not anything can touch him.

he could try to let more strangers touch him. one night stands, discreet arrangements. he had a pretty face and a body to match. there was no shortage of willing partners.

he lets them touch him, lets them hurt him. lets them drool over his body and use it at their leisure. they tell him he's beautiful, and he believes them.

white hair, blue eyes, sprawled out with a lean, unmarred body full of bare flesh for them to bite and scratch and bruise. he finds people who will do it, do it hard, fuck him up until he's lost entirely in the feeling of being touched, having someone against him, with him, above him.

it makes him feel like a piece of meat. it makes him feel good.

or he thinks it does, anyways.

sometimes, when he's gone particularly long without sleep, when his partner has gone particularly hard, he gets a real rush.

heart racing out of his chest. a cold sweat that overwhelms him. breaths coming in labored gasps. he can heal himself, he's physically fine, so this must all be in his head.

he acknowledges that information, distantly, like it's not happening to him. it doesn't help.

it feels like part of his body has been ripped away from him, something vital and important, and it's about to get up and run away.

always, always, it happens when his partner is no longer touching him. when he lays alone in the sheets, by his own volition, because of course these partners are not meant to be attachments.

love is not a privilege, though, not for the strongest sorcerer. it's a curse.

it's the only curse which infinity cannot protect him from.

so gojo stays untouchable. distant.

but the hunger doesn't go away. never.

he likes to imagine that suguru swallowed this one last curse before he died. something sweet and bitter, like losses at the arcade, sunny days at the beach, walking together with shoko, nanami, haibara.

but even suguru couldn't have absorbed this curse. it's in his bones, deep, longing and wanting even after he's dead and gone.

gojo is hungry. he is so, so hungry. and he has nothing to eat that will not leave him just as empty as before.

touch-starved. love-starved. pain-craving.

if someone could hurt him then it wouldn't matter that he was terrified of attachment. they could latch onto him, into his heart, under his skin. bury themselves in his chest like they belonged.

they could kill a hundred and twelve people and it wouldn't matter, because he wouldn't be able to kill them.

gojo is hungry, so hungry.

please feed him.

[neolxzr]

hey you get it its an alien stage alien au—wait a minute... this is just invader zim !!!

some more random info abt this au under the read more ^_^ open at your own risk its a lot of yapping

till makes it his mission to expose the aliens (mostly ivan. he has personal beef with him) to the rest of humanity, but he's the boy who cried wolf. no one believes him because he's been talking about aliens and bigfoot and mothman and whatever nonstop all his life.

till loves the supernatural but also fears it. it consumes most of his waking thoughts. he doesn't like how quickly the aliens grow close to mizi out of a desire to protect her from the (presumed) threat. he's kinda like if dib invader zim was some gay art kid instead of like a supergenius

this threatening feeling comes from till assuming that ivan and sua are on earth for some kind of conquest and or abduction reasons. are they actually? who knows...

mizi is a bit of a hopeless romantic and finding out that sua was an alien only served to make her fall for her more. she could think of nothing more romantic than this scenario, actually. even till screaming danger at her cannot deter her from her love

ivan fights with till and riles him up because he finds how expressive he is utterly fascinating. he says its to "learn more about humans" but mostly he just wants till's attention. he himself doesn't know why he wants this attention, though.

sua and ivan experience a range of emotions in a similar way to humans, yet their species is discouraged from acting emotionally and isnt taught about what any of their feelings mean. all they know, at the start, is that these humans draw some kind of strange feelings out of them that they've never felt before.

(it sticks with the overall theming of alnst being about trying to understand exactly what love means.)

ivan and sua's earpieces are multipurpose tools. they're connected directly to the brain and can't be taken off. they can be used to generate their disguises (its a hologram type of thing), works as a translator so they can communicate with other alien species, etc.

what looks kind of like a nose on the aliens' faces is not a nose. their antennas are used as their olfactory system (they are also quite sensitive)

till is no longer crushing on mizi at this point in his life. sometime during middle school mizi came out to him as a lesbian and so he told her he liked her and it was a whole thing and they both cried. it ended up serving to strengthen their friendship. its been about 4 years-ish since then and theyre still inseparable

till works some kind of shitty service job part time, at which he met hyuna. she's like his cool older college friend and sort of older sister. he plays with her band sometimes

this takes place in who the fuck knows where midwest united states, and the humans are korean-american. till is first generation and usually speaks korean with his mom at home

it takes a while for till to first get a glimpse of ivan and sua's undisguised forms, though when he finally does something about them seems oddly familiar to him.

mizi sees sua's undisguised form long before till does. she does not tell him this

luka is an alien too. wonder what he's up to...

ok thats all love you bye ^_^

[martydaxnger]

oh so we ALL were traumatized by the good omens season 2 finale so brutally that it catapulted us back into our doctor who phases, huh?

[randomname3]

Honestly the funniest thing wynncraft did was having an entire ice biome next to a jungle and plains but istead of trying to explain it or ignore it they said "a wizard did it" and then shaped the entire lore of the region around that wizard and his fucked up family

[swiftfootedachilles]

mickey fans who think ian is bad/toxic/"worse" than mickey (or any other character for that matter) is so funny because like. how do you think mickey would react to you saying that. the whole appeal of mickey is that hes a flea-invested rabid dog that keeps crawling back to ian no matter how bad it is for both of them. thats the whole point of their dynamic. they treat each other like shit, run away to lick their wounds, then mickey drags himself back to lay at ians feet, and ian takes him back every single time because he knows nobody is ever gonna care for him like mickey does. mickey blatantly states in the show that he would extend his prison sentence if it meant staying with ian. if he can obsess over ian unconditionally then so can anyone else idk

[nonbinarylesbianherb]

how it feels still loving agatha and then going on twitter and seeing that they HATE her over there

[where-is-vintagebeef]

Beef no! You don't have silk touch!!!

[mamawasatesttube]

maybe its just my pedantic streak rearing its head again but really, truly. can i be honest? i dont get why people call yj/core four codependent. thats not what that word means. tim and cassie having a Bad Time with grief does not mean their relationships with kon and bart were unhealthy. grief is a whole other beast here. like do you guys know what the word "codependency" means because im getting the feeling that thats a no

[xxplastic-cubexx]

need a hardened respectful fujo to sit down with james mcavoy and discuss cherik with him insteada this peanut gallery cause if i have to hear people laugh about a gay ship one more time i just might eat rocks

[puppyeared]

AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY

[mistyscenter]

Don't get me wrong step 2 is about the teen angst about discovering yourself and how messy the world really is and how 14 is a bad age and an overall shitty experience....I also think more people should embrace the cringe side of being 14.

Teenagers are cringe, it is in their nature to be cringe,make your MCs cringe, draw Qiu and Tamarack being cringe, draw the rest of the gang being cringe because it is fundamental for teen development to be cringe.

Maybe not but... everyone is cringe at 14 lol make your MCs cringey teens

[mueritos]

its my bday today so heres a new meet the artist :3

[devilsainz]

hunger hurts but starving works, when it costs too much to love.