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No Man's Land |15 - Final|
Pairing: Sam Carpenter x Reader
Summary: Sam canât help but be drawn to the cute stranger from her gym, even if everything about them makes them the perfect suspect, just when Ghostface has returned.
Warnings: None?
Word Count: 2.7k+
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Sam stood next to Tara as she got patched up in the ambulance. Sam couldnât believe she made it out without another stab wound and that Tara only got stabbed in the shoulder. Her eyes drifted across the way to see you in the back of another ambulance, getting stitched up once again. It seemed you had been right; you tore open all of your stitches, again.
Chad was standing next to you, seeming to talk rather animatedly as he gestured around crazily with his arms. Sam was sure that when they got outside, theyâd find Chad in a puddle of blood, but they didnât, he had been completely fine. When Chad hadnât been able to get ahold of Mindy, he said he went to go inside but the doors were all locked, so he ran to the nearest police station. By the time they were leaving the building police and medics were already waiting, a few minutes earlier and maybe Bailey and the others would have been arrested instead of dead.
âYou know,â Tara said, interrupting Samâs thoughts. She looked to see her sister was all patched up and now had a simple makeshift sling as she hopped down from the ambulance. âTheyâre not so bad,â she nodded in your direction. Sam followed her sisterâs gaze and couldnât help but smile. âI think you picked a good one.â
Sam let out a breathless laugh. She knew Tara was right, you were one of the good ones. They didnât lose anyone with you by their side, you ended up getting the most hurt out of all of them in fact. Sam didnât even want to know where theyâd all be without you, she certainly didnât think theyâd make it out and she didnât think she could handle losing any of them.
âI almost got them killed,â Sam said. She couldnât see why youâd ever stick around; no one was crazy enough to put up with her after seeing her life. She figured youâd return to North Carolina and go back to your special ops missions; you were clearly quite good at it after all.
Tara scoffed and Sam looked back at her sister just in time to see her rolling her eyes. âYouâre ridiculous,â Tara said. âThey almost died for you!â She gestured at you. Sam furrowed her brow; Tara said the same exact thing she just did but in a different tone. Sam couldnât figure out how it was any different, she was pretty sure you almost dying for her and her almost getting you killed meant the same thing.
âTheyâre still here,â Tara said slower as if that would make Sam understand better. Sam guessed it was obvious she was still confused because Tara threw her head back and let out an exaggerated groan. âThey know everything,â she gestured widely. âAnd they still stayed.â
âThey had a whole life before me.â Sam watched as the medic finished stitching up another one of your wounds.
âAnd you could be a part of it.â
âI donât-â
âYou deserve to be happy Sam.â Sam snapped her head towards her sister in shock, Tara sounded so confident when she said that. âYou just got to take the chance:â
Sam sighed and looked back over at you. You stayed, you got hurt protecting her and her friends. Not to mention the fact that you also killed two people for her, probably would have done all three but you let her have Bailey. You didnât need that kind of drama in your life, you could go back to your own life before you ever met her. Sam wasnât even sure what a relationship with you would even look like. She worked two jobs to pay for the apartment and Tara would always be her priority. She would be stuck working dead end jobs because she never went to college, she barely got her high school diploma, but you were exceptional, you were smart and strong, you were a hero.
âHey,â Chad said as he jogged up to the sisters. âI just got off the phone with Mindy.â
âIs she okay?â Tara asked. Sam watched Chadâs face with worry, they didnât know anything besides the fact that Quinn apparently stabbed her. Chad had been asking for information on his sister since they got outside, several people said theyâd learn what they could.
âYeah,â Chad nodded. âSheâs at the hospital, she said Gale also made it.â Sam couldnât help but let out a sigh of relief, her and Gale may have had their differences, but she certainly didnât want to see the woman die, Gale didnât deserve that. âI was going to head down there now; did you want to come with?â
Sam opened her mouth to say yes, she wanted to see Mindy and even Gale for herself. She wanted to be able to tell Gale that they got them, that it was finally over. The words never came out though as her eyes drifted back over to you. Chad whipped his head back and forth looking between you and Sam, when she finally turned back to answer Chad he was giving her a knowing smile.
âTheyâre okay,â Chad said without even being asked. âGiving the medics a hard time.â
Sam couldnât help but let out a small chuckle and roll her eyes. That definitely seemed accurate, they were probably trying to give you the best care possible while you insisted you were fine. Sam was sure the only reason they didnât take you to the hospital was because you, once again, denied doing so.
âBut you should talk to them,â Chad continued. Sam raised an eyebrow at that, she knew how much Chad liked you. Only one conversation and you had Chad vouching for you and had him telling you all about them, probably when you didnât even ask. âThey seem great!â He smiled innocently.
Sam rolled her eyes again; between Chad and her sister she didnât know what sheâd do. âWeâll meet you at the hospital in a bit,â Sam finally said. Chad nodded and ran off to a police officer who seemed willing to give him a ride.
Sam looked up just as you smiled and thanked the medic as she packed up her supplies. She looked back to her sister who gestured at her to go over to you. Sam sighed and made her way towards you. She had talked to you plenty of times, it wasnât until you almost died trying to save her life, but since then it seemed like the two of you shared a lot. You talked about your past, Sam talked about hers, the two of you even shared a kiss when you spent the night. None of that meant you wanted anything more, if anything youâd probably want nothing to do with her.
âHey,â you said as you hopped out of the ambulance.
âAre you okay?â Sam asked. She looked you up and down, her eyes seemed to only go to the injuries she knew you had and a the blood covering your shirt. She knew most of the blood couldnât have been yours, it was most likely from Quinn and Ethan.
âYeah,â you shrugged as if everything that happened to you was no big deal. âWhat about you?â Your brow scrunched up as your eyes searched her face. Sam hadnât even been stabbed and yet you were asking if she was okay. âAnd your sister,â you nodded at something behind her and Sam glanced back to see Tara watching the two of you.
Sam rolled her eyes; Tara was relentless when she made up her mind about something. âSheâll be okay, has to wear the sling for a few day.â
You let out a knowing hum. âAnd Chad said Mindy and Gale made it. Guess everyone made it out,â you smiled.
âOnly thanks to you.â You scoffed and let out a little chuckle as if you didnât actually believe Samâs words. âIâm serious.â You rolled her eyes, still clearly not ready to accept what Sam was telling you. âHey,â without thinking Sam reached out and caressed your cheek which you almost instinctively leaned into. âYou saved us, there is no way all of us would have made it out, especially with most of us unscathed.â
You gave her a soft smile, finally seeming to accept the fact that you wouldnât win this argument. The two of you fell into a comfortable silence and Sam couldnât help but get lost in your eyes as they stared into her own. âYour sister is staring at us,â you whispered, never taking your eyes off of Sam.
Sam felt her face heat up at that, she should have known youâd notice, you proved to be rather observant. âSheâs making sure I talk to you,â Sam admitted.
âAbout anything in particular?â Your mouth twitched up in a smirk, as if you knew what Tara wanted Sam to talk to you about.
âI justâŠâ the words got caught in her throat as she stared into your eyes. She couldnât believe the person who was looking at her with so much cared had just killed two people, had killed them for her.
âJust what?â you rasped out. Sam wasnât sure when she got so close to you, she had heard you as if you were the only two in the world.
Sam shook her head and pushed out all the voices telling her this was a bad idea and that you could still hurt her. She didnât hesitate as she shot forward, catching your lips in a surprising kiss. She felt you stiffen but before she could pull away you grabbed her by the waist, pulling her closer, deepening the kiss. Sam couldnât help but smile into the kiss, it was even better than the first one and this time she didnât intend on stopping you.
Eventually the two of you did have to breakaway because both of you needed to catch your breath. Sam couldnât remember the last time she smiled so much, she bit her lip as she looked up at you shyly, as if she hadnât just been to make the first move. She didnât ask permission; she just went for it and the soft smile on your face was making her want to do it all over again.
âMy lifeâs a mess,â Sam blurted out, but this time she was smiling as she spoke. âAs youâve seen,â she gestured to the chaos around them. âBut, would you maybe,â Sam couldnât help but bite her bottom lip as she was suddenly unable to look you in the eye. âWant to go out sometime?â
Sam glanced up through her lashes and was met with your soft smile. âIâd like that,â you said.
Sam smiled; it had been a long time since she asked someone out. She almost felt like she was back in high school, having her first crush. You gently put your finger under her chin and tilted her head up, so she was looking into your eyes again. Both of you couldnât seem to help but smile as you leaned in for another kiss.
You broke the kiss quicker than Sam would like this time; she wanted to chase after your lips, but it was clear you had something you wanted to say. âMaybe Iâm overthinking and rushing this,â you whispered. âMaybe our first date will go horrible, and you wonât want another.â Sam couldnât help but silently chuckle at that, she didnât think that was possible. âBut Iâm not easy to be with.â Sam furrowed her brow at that.
âIâm military, if Iâm not deployed, Iâm in North Carolina, I only get to come back home, to here, when Iâm on leave, maybe a weekend, if Iâm lucky,â you sighed, you seemed to really be stressing how little you would actually physically be able to be in the same place at Sam. âA lot of people donât want to put up with that. Youâre trying to lessen the complications in your life, I donât want to add to it.â
Sam rested a hand on the side of your face, you closed your eyes as you leaned into her touch and Sam couldnât help but smile at the sight. ïżœïżœïżœI donât think either of us can make any promises, or that we should,â Sam said. âBut Iâm willing to try.â You gave her what she could only describe as a relieved smile, as if you expected her to back down. âLetâs just live in the moment and take it day by day.â
âI like the sound of that.â You smiled and it seemed like you were about to lean in for another kiss, which Sam was more than happy to meet in the middle when the two of you were interrupted by someone calling out Samâs name.
Sam furrowed her brow and turned to see Kirby being wheeled out on a gurney. âOh my god,â Sam yelled and ran to Kirbyâs side. âYouâre alive!â
âIâm so glad while I was bleeding out, you two were making out,â Kirby mumbled, slightly drowsy from the drugs the medics gave her, or the blood loss.
âWe werenât the ones and who got ourselves shot,â you snarked.
âHey,â Kirby pointed a finger at you, leaning up from the gurney slightly. âRemember who gave you that gun.â Samâs eyes widened, she completely forgot you had a gun, one you didnât tell her about. âAnd it seems it came in handy.â
âWhatever,â you rolled your eyes and waved her off. âWeâll stop by and visit in a bit.â
Kirby nodded, seeming to get more sleepy the longer she laid there. âYou did good sergeant.â You smiled at that and nodded for the medics to continue on towards the ambulance.
Sam crossed her arms as she stepped in front of you. She raised an expectant eyebrow at you, and you just tilted your head, as you pretended to be confused. âYou failed to mention Kirby gave you a weapon,â Sam said.
âThe less people who knew the better,â you defended. Sam scoffed; she couldnât believe you were trying that with her. âAnd look, your sister is coming over,â you gestured to the side, effectively changing the subject as Sam glanced over and saw Tara was indeed walking over.
âSo, you two together now?â Tara asked as a greeting.
âNo!â Sam denied, she was sure her face was bright red after that. âWeâve barely known each other three days.â It felt like she had known you a lot longer than that, even if she didnât count the longing stares she gave you at the gym the last three months. âBut, we are going on a first date.â
Tara rolled her eyes. âGuess thatâs something,â she mumbled. Sam smacked her sister in the arm and nodded towards you. Tara gave a dramatic roll of her eyes again. âYou did good,â she nodded at you. âTotal badass.â Sam closed her eyes and let out a long sigh, that wasnât exactly what she had in mind. âAnd thanks for saving our lives,â Tara mumbled under her breath.
You took it well though and just quietly chuckled at her sister. âYou werenât so bad yourself,â you said.
âCome on,â Sam said, giving you and Tara a tired smile. âLetâs go check on Mindy and Gale.â
The three of you walked away from the flashing lights and the chaos all of you just survived. Sam couldnât help but smile as her hand brushed against yours, until you took the initiative and took her hand within your own. She glanced at you out of the side of her eye and saw you looking ahead, the only evidence that you knew what you did was the smirk on your face.
âSo,â Tara said, interrupting the peaceful silence. âHow many dates do the two of you have to go on before I can meet the dog?â
Sam chuckled to herself; she should have known that would be a thing. The second Tara learned you had a dog her face lit up. Sam wasnât sure she wanted to see your dog again; she was still a bit intimidated but based on the smile on your face and the way Tara was looking at her, she had a feeling sheâd be seeing a lot more of the dog.
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Shadow the Hedgehog Headcannons
Shadow the hedgehog x reader Warnings: None Notes: just shadow if he were being a tease to his significant other (a little sum cause the movie was dropped)
Sarcastic Remarks: Shadow loves to make sarcastic comments, often poking fun at your habits or quirks. He'll tell you things like, "Guess Iâll have to show you how it's done, again," whenever you try to do something he thinks you canât handle.
Mocking Your Speed: Since heâs known for being incredibly fast, Shadow might tease you about not being able to keep up. "Hurry up, unless you're planning on slowing me down," heâll smirk, knowing full well youâll catch up in your own way.
Feigning Ignorance: Shadow loves pretending he doesnât know something when he clearly does, just to get a rise out of you. If you ask him for help with something, he might say, âIâm not your tutor,â then end up showing you anyway.
The âUnexpected Complimentâ: Heâll drop a compliment in the most unexpected way, making it seem like heâs trying to be rude at first. "You actually look halfway decent today. Guess itâs the lighting," he'll say with a smirk, knowing youâll blush or respond defensively.
Teasing Physical Touch: He may deliberately brush up against you or playfully nudge you when you're not expecting it. Sometimes, itâs just to mess with you, and other times, itâs to see how you'll react to the sudden closeness.
Over-the-Top Drama: Shadow might act overly dramatic when you do something he finds amusing. "Oh, sure, thatâs how youâre going to solve it? Classic,â heâll say with exaggerated disbelief, even if itâs a simple solution. Itâs all in good fun to see your reaction.
Competitive Tease: In friendly competitions or games, Shadow will never let you forget whoâs winning. âNot bad, but I am the ultimate,â heâll taunt, grinning whenever you get even a tiny bit close to beating him.
Mocking Your âFlusteredâ Moments: If you get flustered or embarrassed, Shadow loves to notice and point it out with a sly grin. âDid I say something that made you blush? How cute,â heâll tease, not letting you live it down for a while.
"Iâm Not Interested" (But He Totally Is): Shadow will act uninterested when you flirt or compliment him, saying things like, âStop wasting your time,â but his small smirk or subtle eye contact will tell you otherwise, making you wonder if heâs just playing hard to get.
Unbothered Smirks: Whenever you try to challenge him or show off, heâll give you that signature smirk and say, âIs that all youâve got?â His teasing tone makes it sound like a challenge, even if he knows heâs got it all under control.
Tease and Walk Away: Shadow is notorious for saying something teasing and then walking away before you can respond. He loves leaving you with no time to react, knowing youâll be caught up thinking about what he said.
Messing with Your Routine: If he sees youâre in the middle of something important, Shadow might deliberately distract you with a harmless comment or playful taunt, just to see how easily you can lose focus.
"You Could Use Some Help": If youâre struggling with something, Shadow will occasionally offer his help in a teasing way. âYou could use a lot of help,â heâll say, just to make you roll your eyes before he steps in to assist.
Becoming More Touchy: After spending more time together and getting to know you, Shadow begins to show more affection in a subtle, touchy way. He may rest a hand on your shoulder or casually wrap an arm around your waist when you're close. It's his way of expressing how much he's grown to care for you, but in typical Shadow fashion, heâs still a little reserved about it. These moments are rare, but they show his soft side emerging as he grows more comfortable with you.
So... i fear after watching the movie I have fallen a little for shadow, like i have been with the fandom for along time since i have played that games as a child but wheeeewwww movie shadow did sum to me or maybe it was the final push...
-Caty writes
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Hi, just curious. What's your 10 or 20 fave BL kisses from bl series/dramas/web series you've watched or are watching, if you have any?
Hey Anon,
I don't know if you remember this ask, it has been sitting in my inbox for a while now. Sorry for the late reply!
And of course I have favorite kisses. I love a good kiss. In my definition of a good kiss, it doesn't need to be the perfect angle or the perfect "lip-touching", I don't know, people rate such scenes differently. For me it is more about the emotions I could feel during that kiss, the build-up or if there is a special detail that really catches my breath. I guess you'll understand, what I mean when you see my choices.
This is not a ranking! It is in alphabetical order, not just because I don't want to rank them, but because I am lazy.
Bad Buddy
The iconic rooftop kiss. The whole build-up was perfect. The tears? The first short kiss followed by this gorgeous kiss filled with all the emotions one person can feel? What is not to like about this kiss!?
Be My Favorite
I was very protective of these two and especially Krist. People were saying, he can't kiss other man because he is homophobic and what is this then? Yes, I remember Sotus. The kisses were.. not good, but I gave Be My Favorite a chance and this kiss was so soft and so full of love and tenderness. I really enjoyed this whole scene a lot! And Kris can kiss.
Boys Be Brave!
This kiss came as a big surprise for me. It is Jinwoo trying to hide from Kisub and the letter finding him what leads to this quiet and beautiful first kiss. I loved everything about it!
Ghost Host, Ghost House
All of there kisses were so good! But I loved the teasing and the chasing in this scene especially. Those two have incredible good chemistry and I wish we could see more of them.
History 3: Make Our Days Count
Oh the desperation for each other was so real in this one. Both wanted each other so bad! But what I loved the most about this whole scene was the way how Sun Bo Xiang reassured Lu Zhi Gang that he desired all of him. So good!
I Feel You Linger In The Air
The most painful and saddest kiss in bl-history! It is such a wonderful scene. Everything about it made me cry and smile at the same time. Gorgeous scene!
Jack and Joker
They finally confessed and kissed for the first time. And what a kiss this was! It left the most of us speechless and a little bit breathless. The way Jack stopped the kiss in the middle to calm Joke down a little bit and they started the kiss again so fucking tender and argh! I love it so much!!!
Love Class 2
Love Class 2 has some really good kisses, but this one was something else! It is one of the softest kisses ever. I don't know how many times I have rewatched this whole scene. Just look at them. You can feel the softness of this kiss! And there were sounds during that scene... they were something else.
Love For Love's Sake
I really didn't expect that kiss at the end of this series. I hoped for a tight hug, but hello? Those two and the script kept delivering until the very end. This was pure perfection.
Love Mechanics
Yeah, well... perhaps I am just a sucker for YinWar kissing... I don't know. But every time I see this kiss I want to live in this scene forever and I would be perfectly fine. I am just sitting here, wanting to write about this kiss and I stared at it for an unhealthy period of time and forgot everything else. That is really bad. I love that kiss so much!
My Stand-In
They had some good kisses. This was not one of them, but this specific moment, when Joe gave in to the kiss, I was blown away. He really didn't want to like this kiss, but his heart still wanted it. The emotions!
My Tooth Your Love
Every once in a while there are these cute and small kisses, so ordinary and overlooked. I think these are very important to portrait a good and real relationship. Because kisses don't need to be these big moments in slow-motion and with different angles. Yes, those are nice, but I really adore those "small" ones that show the love between the characters.
Perfect Propose
The reason I picked this scene is because of the build-up. Hirokuni asked Kai not to call him Hiro, but Kai just ignored him and breathed Hiro and followed with this passionate kiss and I was just in awe.
Sing My Crush
I was absolutely not expecting this kiss! I thought we got this dead-fish-kiss and that would be it. I would have love the series nevertheless, but this scene? Damn, Korea! Such a good kiss!
The Heart Killers
I don't think those two are the best kissers in the industry. I think they have some good chemistry without a doubt. But this kiss. This moment here. It was everything for me. I can feel Style's hand on Fadel's head. I can feel it. And I love it! I am not normal about this scene! Everything about these few seconds brings me so much joy. The look on Fadel's face, the hand and everything that happend before and followed afterwards.
The Day I Loved You
This is still one of my favorite rooftop-kisses. For me it is the way they grab each other to pull the other one close. The way they want to crawl into each other, to feel the other person everywhere. Such a perfect first kiss! Such a perfect scene.
To My Star 2
I love these small kisses. I name them "A thousand little kisses". Those kisses make me smile and so happy! There is nothing more to say about it. I love them. To My Star is just an example for many other shows out there with these little kisses.
Unknown
I loved this whole scene. But this segment of the kiss, this little dance of them, is so good. I can't tell you how many times I just watched this specific scene. How easy Yuan maneuvered Qian around to close the door. How they kept kissing. I... I... nope. There are no words in my head anymore.
Well, these are a few of my favorite kisses. There are more, but I guess this list is long enough. I hope you like my little selection :) I wish you a wonderful day!
#anon ask#josi answers#kiss#myedit#multi bl#bl kiss#unknown the series#the heart killers#love for love's sake#my tooth your love#to my star 2#the day I loved you#i feel you linger in the air#sing my crush#bad buddy#be my favorite#jack and joker#love mechanics the series#ghost host ghost house#perfect propose
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What Are You Letting Go Of?
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Pile 1: You're letting go of the drama!! You just don't give af about the negative bs. You're choosing to stay light and have a good time with the ones around you. I'm hearing"shot o'clock!!" Some of you will be celebrating something or just going out to have a good time. Life is meant to be enjoyed and you are definitely going to be doing that. Some of you throw parties at your place and Source wants you to know that you have the best parties with the best food and the best music. You guys are truly one of a kind. So congrats to you for leaving the bullshit behind and choosing the higher vibration!!! Cheers to the good life!!!!đ„đ„đđ
Pile 2: You're letting go of trying be perfect. You've realized that you are perfectly imperfect and that's what makes you perfect. You've stopped second guessing interactions with others and you're learning to trust that every thing is always going according to divine plan. You've burnt yourself out trying to be everything to everybody and now you really don't give a fuck about anyone's opinion of you. You're a wonderful human being and so many people love you for YOU. So put the cape down and take off the mask, because now you can just be your true self. Shine baby shine!!! Because no one's "perfect", but you honey are divine just the way you are. đ§ââïžđ§đ§ââïžđ«
Pile 3: You're letting go of hiding who you really are. You're choosing to show up as your most authentic version!!!! I'm seeing someone twerking on the table!!!! Hahahaha y'all are comedians!!! I get such bubbly energy from y'all. Keep shining and having fun, this is your true nature. You always have the right jokes and the best stories. No more hiding this dope ass part of your personality. Many want to see more of this version of you. Awe I'm getting that your family loves having fun with you and wants to spend more time together. Yea keep being your most authentic self because you being you gives others permission to be themselves too. đ€Łđ€Șđ„ł
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Bassđ
Eminem X Reader
Image pulled from Google
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Content: Cursing, Flirting in the workplace
The clock was ticking downâshowtime was almost here, but there were still a few minutes left. You loved this part of the gig: the calm before the storm, the moment when you still had control over everything. Focused, concentration laid on your face. You adjusted the levels on the soundboard, double-checking every mic and monitor. Youâd been on the road for weeks now, part of the hardworking crew making sure every show went off without a hitch. You prided yourself on being invisibleâno drama, no mistakes. But tonight, you felt someone step into your personal space.
Turning, you almost dropped your headphones. There he wasâMarshall, eyes scanning the soundboard like it held some kind of secret. He casually leaned against the side of the console, watching you work. His presence was immediate, and you could feel it in the air.
"Yo," he said, his voice low but cutting through the pre-show music you were focused on. "This where the magic happens?"
You blinked, caught off guard. He hadnât said more than three words to you before. "Ha, yeah. Magicâs a strong word, though. Just trying to keep things from sounding like shit."
A small smirk pulled at the corner of his mouth. "Uh, you think you could turn up the bass just a little?" he asked, his voice low but with that unmistakable edge of confidence. "The crowdâs gotta feel it, you know what I mean?"
You didnât look up right away, though you could hear the teasing in his tone. "You trying to shake the walls before the crowd even gets here?" you asked, your fingers still dancing over the faders.
He shrugged, eyes twinkling with mischief as he leaned in just a little closer. "Maybe. Canât have âem catching Zâs before I even step on stage."
You shot him a raised eyebrow, a challenging grin tugging at your lips. "Oh, so youâre worried theyâll doze off halfway through your set?"
He smirked. "Nah, nah, Iâm good, but it wouldnât hurt if you cranked up the volume a bit. Help a guy out, yâknow? Iâd like to keep my stamina for something else."Â He winked.
You shook your head, a small chuckle escaping. "Loud doesnât always equal good, Marshall. You wanna rattle the whole place, go ahead. But weâre gonna be dealing with complaints."Â Â
"Fuck complaints,â he said with a shrug, a playful smirk still on his lips. "Let âem feel it. Theyâll remember this show."
You rolled your eyes but didnât completely dismiss his request, tweaking the fader slightly. "Yeah, well, I guess it wouldnât be an Eminem show without you trying to blow out the speakers."Â
Marshall threw his hands up in surrender. âShit, it was one time!â He watched as you let out a small breathy laugh. âThanks for saving my ass during that, by the way.â
Determined to stay focused, you rummaged through a draw under the soundboard. âYeah, no problem. Just doing my job.â
He chuckled, the sound low and almost intimate as he stepped a bit closer, his eyes following your every movement. "Iâm just saying, soundâs important. Itâs the backbone, you know? Without it, whatâs left?"
You returned to the board, adjusted the sliders, trying not to let his words affect you, but you could feel the tension building between youâsomething unspoken, something more than just the sound mix.
He leaned in closer, pointing at a fader. His finger brushed against yours just as you adjusted it, and the slight contact sent a jolt through you. You froze for a second, your heart skipping a beat, but you didnât pull your hand away. Instead, you slid the fader, your fingers lingering just a touch too long on the knob. Â
"Sorry," he murmured, clearly not meaning it. He pulled his hand back, but he didnât step away. His voice was quieter now, the tone more intense. "Didnât mean to throw you off."Â Â
You swallowed, trying to keep your composure. "Youâre fine," you replied, your voice a little strained, but you didnât meet his gaze, focusing instead on the board in front of you. "Weâve got less than five minutes before the crowd comes in."Â Â
Marshall shifted, stepping behind you, his body still close enough that you could feel the heat radiating off of him. His smirk softened into something more genuine, and he glanced over your shoulder at the soundboard. "You know your the shit. I can tell. Most of these guys wouldâve just slapped the board and hoped for the best, but youâre on it, making it look pretty easy.â He lingered on the word âprettyâ.
You snorted, trying to keep the mood light and ignore the heat traveling to your face. "Itâs not a competition, but the board needs a little foreplay first. You canât just slap her and expect magic."Â
"No, of course not." he added, his tone playful but with an edge of challenge. Still behind you, he reached around, resting his hands on either side of the soundboard inches from your hips. His breath lightly brushed your neck. He smirked noticing your flushed cheeks "I thought youâd be used to attention."
You shot him a sideways look, heart pounding in your chest. "Iâm used to attention, Marshall. Just not from you."
The words hung in the air between you, thick with unspoken tension. He didnât move away, his smirk never faltering as he watched you, waiting for your next move.Â
The sound of the stage managerâs voice suddenly broke the moment, sharp and urgent. "Marshall, we need you backstage!"Â
Marshall gave you a final look, his eyes lingering on yours for a beat longer than necessary. Stepping away, he added, "Guess Iâll leave you to your magic, huh?" He wiggled his fingers like he was casting a spell.
You nodded fighting a giddy smile, feeling the weight of his gaze still on you as he took a step back. "Iâll make sure it sounds good for you, donât worry."Â Â
He raised an eyebrow, a slight grin curling at the corner of his lips. "Iâm sure you will, Y/N. But after the show..."Â
Before he could finish, the stage manager called again, louder this time. Marshall gave you one last look, smirking over his shoulder as he disappeared backstage. You watched him go, the moment passingâbut the tension between you lingered, undeniable.
To be continued...
A/N: I'm working on some upcoming NSFW stuff. Expect a mix of a little bit of everything. <3
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Help, I Reincarnated as the Female Leads Sister-in-Law!
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Chapter 5
'Slight' Yandere! Dion x Fem! ReaderÂ
Arranged marriage AU
  Warnings: implied depression, guilt, implied coercion, implied toxic family (not yours), please tell me if I missed anything.Â
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT CONDONE ANY OF THE HARMFUL AND/OR DANGEROUS ACTIONS AND/OR BEHAVIORS THAT MAY TAKE PLACE IN THIS PIECE OF FICTION. THESE ACTIONS/BEHAVIORS SHOULD NOT BE NORMALIZED NOR ROMANTICIZED AS BOTHY ARE EXTREMELY TOXIC AND DANGEROUS.Â
MINORS/BLANK BLOGS/BLOGS THAT DO NOT REBLOG FANDOM STUFF/FICS/FANART DNI, AND PLEASE DO NOT SPAM LIKE MY POSTS
NOTE: The amount of time I spent on google to look up words is embarrassing.
Overall chapter summary: two memories that resurfaces and the odd, concerning actions and behaviors from two of your in-lawsâŠÂ this night only gets stranger and stranger.
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The fluorescent lights flicker above you, a sign that they needed to be changed. But it doesn't bother you as you look down at your phone, admiring the art of the new manhwa your friend recommended you. It was all you could do really, enduring the cold air filling the room.Â
The T.V in the background also doesnât catch your attention despite playing your favorite show. Usually, you would abandon your phone in favor of watching the images that play on the screen, the volume just loud enough for you to hear. But the story of this novel-turned webtoon is more captivating, especially with the beautiful blond and cunning female lead scheming ways to free the silver haired male lead.Â
Must be nice, to be rescued.
âItâs good, isnât it?â your friendâs voice draws your attention, grinning as they sit on the chair they pulled up to your bed. âBut remember, the content is dark.â they warn for the nth time. Like that would bother you.Â
âOh please, Iâm not that sensitive,â you refute while rolling your eyes. âBesides, if I was, you wouldnât have recommended it to me. We both know that.â A playful pout forms on your face as they ruffle your hair.Â
âYeah,â they say, âbut sometimes people change their minds, you know?âÂ
âLike you?âÂ
âHey! You can barely handle gore so good luck with it.âÂ
âGore,â you snort. âDoesnât bother me as much. But since I love you, I guess Iâll listen.âÂ
They hum, retreating their hand from your hair. âYou should also read the novel once youâre done with the current episodes. It adds more context and includes the stuff the webtoon left out.â Yawning, they look at the clock on the way. A mumbled complaint rumbles in their chest. âSorry, but I have work in the morning.â They linger on the uncomfortable bed before getting up to stretch.Â
âAlright.â You hope they canât hear the disappointment in your voice or the way your eyes become dull. âMake sure to text me once you get home, okay?âÂ
They reply with a thumbs up.Â
It doesnât take them long to gather their things and walk to the door, opening it. However, they donât leave the room before looking at you. âIâll bring your favorite snack tomorrow. As a gift.â You pretend that their grin is teasing.Â
âGood. I would kick you out otherwise.âÂ
With a wave of their hand they disappear into the hallway, the door closing behind them. The room feels empty. Adjusting yourself to get comfortable, you lay on your side, leaving the T.V on.
The noise lulls you to sleep despite the gnawing loneliness pulling at your strings. Pulling the cover over your head, you close your eyes.Â
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The dream you had the day before your engagement announcement was what made you realize you were stuck in a fictional series.
Everything was normal when you woke up a month before it. No drama, no unfortunate accidents. The cup of tea you were enjoying that day was the sweetest you ever had, rare tea leaves that were a pain in the ass to find. But your father searched long and hard, wanting to give them to you as a happy little sweet gift. It only made sense, since it was your birthday and all.Â
Well, you wish it just that; a birthday gift. Instead, it was an apology gift, him refusing to look you in the eye. At the time you had just assumed he was embarrassed, not that he was being eaten away by guilt that threatened to swallow his entire being whole. The sad part was that he didn't tell you the plans for your future until after you sat down for teatime.Â
â...Howâs the tea?â his voice had trembled but you didnât notice it. You should have, especially with how small his voice had become, nearly a whisper. You were too caught in your jolly mood.
âOh, itâs sweet - like honey!â placing your cup down you raise up from your seat to hug your father who sat across from you. He became stiff before returning it, his embrace tighter than usual. You thought it was out of adoration a father would hold for his daughter. Not of the father who was signing her death papers.Â
âIâm glad.â when you stepped back he followed, bringing himself up to his feet. A heavy sigh that came from his chest before he finally looked into your eyes. You mistook the look of regret and horror in his for the uneasiness of your reaction towards the news. Still, he allowed himself to grab you by the shoulders.Â
You misplaced the trembling for excitement instead of fear.Â
â(Name), my daughterâŠâ your father closed his mouth and shut his eyes tight. His grip on your shoulders tightens. Now you realize he did that so you wouldnât run out. âI have some important news for you.âÂ
âOh?â you cock your head, somewhat excited and somewhat worried. You wait for him to finish.Â
âIâŠâ opening his eyes heâs unable to meet your gaze. âIâŠfoundâŠa fiance for you. Heâs from an extremely well-off family.â he finishes but it sounds incomplete. You should have questioned him more.Â
âA fiance?â you asked, blinking while your mind processes the information. âDid you find him recently?â truthfully, you didnât like the news, but you knew it would happen eventually. But you canât deny the slight bitterness you felt, the news slightly dampening your mood on your birthday.Â
You got over it pretty quickly. Too quickly.Â
âWell, yes? Kind of. His father would talk to me sometimes, insisting that the marriage would benefit us both." He left out the part where it only meant for your father-in-law and possibly yours, too. Not for the soon-to-be bride and groom.Â
âI see.â
Your father looks at you in shock, asking âarenât you upset?âÂ
You shrug your shoulders, hiding the annoyance. âWell,â your hands grab his wrists, squeezing them to comfort him - despite how it was your future married life and not his. âI knew it was going to happen eventually. It wasnât a matter of âifâ but âwhen.âÂ
He shakes his head, releasing a low and forced chuckle. At the time you just assumed it was from astonishment and not self-hatred. âYouâre too forgiving,â he lets go of your shoulder and pulls his arms back. âBut rest assured that the wedding and engagement party will be grand.âÂ
He never mentioned how your married life would be. That you would be in good hands. That your husband will take care of you and how youâll grow fond of him as time passes. Or how your in-laws would be lovely. He couldnât force himself to lie to you.
Your father couldnât tell you how the marriage would chain you to your husbandâs family.Â
âFather, I donât really care about that.â you laugh, softly hitting his shoulder. His expression didnât become playful as usual. Instead it was grave and your heart painfully rattled at the sight.Â
âI know you donât - but they might.. Just endure it, okay? I promise the party and ceremony will be decent, at least.âÂ
You never thought to ask what he meant by that. Decent? Right after he called them grand?Â
âIâll trust you, then.âÂ
Little did you know that your trust would crumble away the moment you laid eyes on Dion Argece, his face stoic and eyes glued to something past you.Â
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âŠ.why were you remembering that now? While Jeremy is running his mouth about his brother and Roxana wiping your mouth with a rag. Hana had given her the rag once she returned, stepping to the side at her orders.
Roxana offers to bring you to her room to freshen up, and your heart nearly leaps out of your chest with bliss. âItâs fine, lady Roxana,â you reject the offer, knowing that youâll be caught in her web. Seems sheâs already thinking of ways to use you. That or she genuinely felt bad.Â
You couldn't tell. Her facade was always perfect.Â
âI insist,â she smiles sweetly but it doesnât reach her eyes. Does anyone else ever notice this? Aside from Dion?Â
âJust accept it already.â Jeremy cuts in, stretching his arms above his head. Odd. The boy was nearly codependent on his sister, not willing to share her attention. Yet heâs sharing it - her - with you. âBesides, itâll give you more time to avoid that asshole.âÂ
His words should have sounded playful, teasing, but they were filled with pure venom instead. Dionâs number two hater truly worked hard for that spot.Â
âIâm flattered that youâre considerate of me,â your hand raises to pat his hand only for you to swiftly bring it back down. What were you doing!? He wasnât your brother. Nor a friend. Just someone who happened to be related to your husband.Â
That and a little murderous punk.Â
Though, you couldnât miss the disappointment in those blue eyes. Why was he acting like this?
Jeremy stays quiet for a bit, lost in thought. Your legs start to become weak the longer he doesnât say anything - was he going to mock you? Lash out? Turn to Roxana and say that youâre not worth anything after all?Â
âYou deserve better than him. Thatâs all.â your mind blanks. To say that so bluntly and in the openâŠÂ
You just notice that Roxana stayed quiet in the background. Observing. Weighing the options.Â
âIâŠâ do you agree with him? You donât want to be with him - that much was obvious. But youâre not sure if you deserved a happy ending. Maybe a slightly better one than this, though.
You stare at him like a deer in headlights. What answer would be the best one? Agree with him only to find out it was a test? Reject his view and say that heâs the one who deserves better? Wait, why was he so involved with this in the first place.Â
And why did he look at you so sincerely?
Youâll get the answer for that later, or so you tell yourself. Frankly, youâre scared to find out. But curiosity always kills the cat.
â...it was a marriage arranged by our parents. If they saw that we were the best for each other, then weâll listen. Thatâs how it is.â indirectly saying you agree somewhat could be a bad idea. But you also donât want him to think that Dion was your ideal husband.
ââBest for each other,â huh? Well sometimes theyâre - â Roxana cuts him off.Â
âJeremy,â she says, âdonât you need to get ready for practice?â She lovingly pats his head. The boy beams at her before becoming petulant - not wanting to leave his sisterâs side but was obligated to.Â
âRight, right⊠itâs nothing more than free labor though.â he complains while starting to leave. If he lingered for even a bit he wouldnât be able to drag his feet to his destination. âIâll see you later?âÂ
âTomorrow,â Roxana respondes. âI have something to do.â Jeremy reminds you of a puppy with the dejected look in his eyes and small frown. But with the promise of staying with him tomorrow, he brightly grins - you could almost forget his brutal personality.Â
âWell then, Iâll be off.â he groans at the thought of the bothersome chore.Â
But before leaving, he leaves you with âadivceâ :
âYou should escape before this place digs its claws into you. Dion included.â Youâre left speechless as his figure gets smaller and smaller, watching his back as he leaves. Why were you given advice anyway? First, by Dion, now Jeremy - was this a test?
Then, you realized that itâs only you and Roxana - without your noticing, Hana had left. Ordered by Roxana, perhaps?
What was she going to add to this strange night?
âJeremy means well.â She doesnât acknowledge what he said.
âYes. Of course.â You refrain from asking her why. âItâs⊠a bit cute.â for now you silently add, turning your head to look at your sister-in-law.Â
âMhm, he is, isnât he?â The blond toys with a strand of her hair, dainty fingers twirling it. âAlthough, I must admit that he still has a lot of growing up to do.â Yes, yes he does.Â
âI think itâs the same for everyone at that age; even for me.â she titters with you. It was faked on both ends. Yet it was mutually accepted.Â
âMy offer still stands.âÂ
âOh, but Iâm fine - I'm all cleaned up.â you lie. But her offer puzzles you - what would she gain from it? And while you would love to avoid your husband for a few extra minutes, you didnât want to owe Roxana anything. Being in her debt was the same as signing a lifetime contract.Â
You held no emotional importance to her. Itâs only reasonable to think that sheâs doing this for Jeremyâs sake. And you really, really need to find out why these characters - people were acting so weird.Â
âBesides, Iâm sure that your brother is waiting for me.âÂ
Her pointer finger taps against her chin in thought. Her ruby eyes look towards the side and you canât read her expression. Beads of sweat threaten to slip down your face. You hope she doesnât notice.Â
âAfter some thought, I realized something.â she brings up once she looks at you again. You tilt your head, confused.Â
âYou never once referred to Dion as your husband.âÂ
#dion x reader#dion agriche#dion argece#dion agriche x reader#dion argece x reader#yandere dion#yandere x reader#yandere dion x reader#yandere dion argece x reader#yandere dion agriche x reader#twtptflob#the way to protect the female lead's older brother#twtptflob x reader#yandere twtptblob
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Just watched this Anime called Ai No Kusabi the other day (2 OVAs, kind of old) and it was surprisingly good yaoi!
#like many love stories very self-centered delusional motives#but that is what makes for a good drama I guess#But the futuristic setting is pretty impressive#I enjoyed the characters too even if their motivations are so delusional#not healthy love in any way but an interesting study in human desires and delusions#I recommend#ai no kusabi#éăźæ„
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atp i genuinely doooonât care if the old guard two is the worst thing put to film i just want to see the best character of all time (andromache the scythian) and her loser henchmen and everyoneâs favorite girl nile freeman again
#its not even funny anymore WHERE IS ANDY AND NORIKO!!!!!!!!!!! it was supposed to be the year of dyke drama đđđđđđ#like given the way they structured the first movie the second would have to be almost wholly original and differ a lot from the comic#like andy cant go thru the shit noriko puts her thru so im guessing the script would switch her out with nile getting tossed in the ocean#but that doesnt really work with norikos comic characterization (trying to get andy to see her point by making her go thru what noriko did#isnt something quynh will gaf about if andy isnt one of the immortals. andys become thr âverminâ noriko hates!!!)#and given the end of the movie everyones chill with copley so joe and nickys whole subplot cant exist anymoreâŠ. idk maybe theyll switch out#copley with moose?? idc as long as we get their stupid car conversation tbh makes me laugh#honestly given the changes that would have to be made they probably just made a stupid movie and donât want to release it. but I DONT CAREEE#its not exactly like the first one was that good i still mute it in preparation for every cringe needle drop like its a lame movie but its#genuineeeeee fun like i seriously do not care netflix give me my movie!!!#the old guard
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~ Monthly BL Breakdown: June 2024 ~Â
âïž Happy July!!! đ§Ž
Disclaimer: ALL shows can be streamed here or here, as well as on Youtube and other platforms. For more info on where to watch what, check out this post!Â
New breakdowns are coming at the end of every month - feel free to add stuff! -> previous breakdowns
What came out this month? (green = seen/currently watching)
đ My Love Mix-Up - June 6th (Thailand)
đ Love Sea - June 9th (Thailand) â
đ SunsetxVibes - June 15th (Thailand)
đ Blue Boys Part 2 - June 15th (South Korea)
đ His Man Season 3 - June 21st (South Korea)
đ Marahuyo Project - June 24th (Philippines)
đ The Rebound - June 26th (Thailand)
đ I Hear the Sunspot - June 26th (Japan)
đ Sparks Camp Season 2 (Dating Reality Show) - June 26th (Philippines)
đ The Trainee - June 30th (Thailand) â
Monthly Likes / Dislikes
âŁïž - đđ» -
New series & movie announcements
đ„ Islanders - Date TBA (Taiwan)
đ„ Desire (Omegaverse) - Date TBA (China)
đ„ Khemjira - Date TBA (Thailand)
đ„ See Your Love - Date TBA (Taiwan)
đ„ Happy Ending (starring JeffBarcode) - Date TBA (Thailand)
đ„ Sugar Dog Life - Coming August 2024 (Japan)
đ„ Let Free the Curse of Taekwondo - Date TBA (South Korea)
đ„ Allure of the Siren - Date TBA (Thailand)
đ„ Soulmate (starring Taec-yeon from 2PM) - Date TBA (South Korea)
đ„ Secret Love - Date TBA (Thailand)
Other news from the BL world
âïž Bible W. and Jess J., the leads of the upcoming BL 4 Minutes, starred in a music video - short film by the Thai band Getsunova called Spaceless. The film was released on June 4th, the music video was released on June 6th.
âïž Jeff S. and Barcode T. were revealed to star in the upcoming BL Happy Ending, along with Mike Angelo and Jorin K. A first trailer was released on June 15th. The show is produced by Jeff S. himself.
âïž Actor Chimon Wachirawit withdrew from the upcoming GMMTV BL Perfect10 Liners due to his struggle with mental health issues. He was previously hospitalized and pulled back from various events, such as the LOL Fanfest and multiple fanmeetings. He released a statement on June 24th saying he has been suffering from depression and is currently receiving treatment. On June 27th, GMMTV issued a statement announcing a hiatus in Chimon's career and the end of the PerthChimon ship as a result. They have mutually agreed to end their work as a pair due to Chimon's condition and will continue to pursue separate career paths. Chimon will return to acting once his treatment is finished.
âïž It was revealed that the upcoming Taiwanese BL First Note of Love will be a collaboration with the Thai production company StarHunter. The show stars Charles Tu (HIStory 4) and Michael Chang (My Tooth Your Love) as well as Jame Kasama (GenY) who plays a Thai singer. The show is set to premiere in August.
âïž The production company Be On Cloud announced a lineup event titled "The Next Altitude", which will be held on July 9th. It will feature upcoming projects such as series and various events. Further details are unknown.
âïž Following the legalization of same-sex marriage in Thailand, the production company StarHunter announced a reality series surrounding the marriage of actors Porsch A. and Arm S. titled "Porsch-Arm The Wedding". The show will follow the pair on their path to their wedding and is thus the first Asian LGBT+ marriage themed reality show. In light of the bill-pass, fellow actors Both N. and Newyear K. also celebrated their engagement after 10 years of being together.
Upcoming series & movies for July
đđ» Takara no Vidro - July 1st (Japan)
đđ» This Love Doesn't Have Long Beans - July 5th (Thailand)
đđ» The Boyfriend (Gay Dating Reality Show) - July 9th (Japan)
đđ» The Next Altitude (BOC lineup event) - July 9th (Thailand)
đđ» Century of Love - July 10th (Thailand)
đđ» Meet You at the Blossom - July 11th (China/Thailand/Taiwan)
đđ» Heavens x Candy - July 13th (Japan)
đđ» Sky Valley - July 20th (Philippines)
đđ» 4 Minutes - July 26th (Thailand)
đđ» Battle of the Writers - July 29th (Thailand)
#doreens monthly bl breakdown#thai bl#bl drama#upcoming bl#update#bl news#the perthchimon thing makes me so sad#i was never a big fan of them but i feel really bad#some ppl were so hateful on twitter#i hope chimons recovery is going well and I wish them the best for their futures :( <3#also why is all of this happening during pride month#not fair#on the bright side im so happy about the bill pass#fcking finally#also what up with starhunter bagging all these shows lmao?#first the taiwanese one and now the marriage reality show??#whats happening#theyre still recovering financially from the geny disaster i guess#(as am I)#its been another MONTH ladies and gays#may july be full of love and peace and good shows đ§Ą
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I fuck with the Nerites/Poseidon ship not because I like old man/young man (really not my thing sorry Ganymede) but more on because I headcanon Nerites as only a bit younger than his Nereid sisters (5 years max) Since Hesiod never mentioned his age, only that heâs the youngest child of Doris and Nereus.
Nerites and Poseidon creating Anteros or Mutual Love makes Amphitrite/Poseidon/Nerites an interesting dynamic (even if its non existent in mythological text). Amphitrite obviously doesnât want Nerites in her marriage bed (see the myth of Scylla) but thatâs her brother, so of course itâs complicated.
Also, Nerites capturing the attention of not one, not two, but THREE gods (aphrodite, poseidon, helios) is such a flex even if he turns into a shellfish at the end (I like to think Poseidon does turn him back but not before laughing his ass off).
#it also makes me wonder if this implies that poseidon and amphitrite dont mutually love each other#prolly not the intention but does make for good soap opera drama#poseidon pining over his wife even after they married#amphitrite not knowing what to do seeing her husband fall for her brother#nerites just feeling god awful guilt but doesnt regret loving poseidon HMMMMM#also titanomachy era where poseidon and helios fight over neritesâŠ.#ok im rambling but yeah. ALSO IDC IF ITS MEANT TO BE A METAPHOR i want mpreg nerites too#nerites x poseidon#poseidon#nerites#amphitrite#helios#uhh aphrodite i guess?#aphrodite#greek mythology#greek shitpost#also osp is annoying nerea doesnt exist#where did they get that
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Rewatched that amazing scene where Dazai and Kunikida lock eyes with each other and then dash to opposite sides across the room . GOD I love them GOD I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!! I wish there were seasons of them solving mysteries together
ARENT THEY JUST SO
#kunikidazai#kunikida doppo#dazai osamu#ahli spams bsd#that is if Kunikida survives those recent manga chapters#spoilers#I will always be salty about Dazaiâs intelligence power creep#yes it does make fyodor x Dazai a very good ship but it also kind of takes away from these old scenes#the tension the drama the unpredicatability of these old scenes feel lessened to me with the understanding that heâs so smart that he#guess numbers in peopleâs minds and control his own heart beat like#okay#okayâŠ.#you know what I while weâre at it nerf FYODORâs intelligence too#memorized every scratch on the card my ass omg#and if Asagiri wants to play like that tell me why the guy with photographic memory couldnât notice color contacts AHHH#I truly do think one of the only truly clever things fyodor did was trick ace into dying#not a fault of the characters.. itâs a fault of the writing#I am bsds no 1 narriative hater and bsds no 1 character lover
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2023 Las Vegas Grand Prix - Qualifiying - Fernando Alonso
#half asleep making these istg#yayyyy p9? idk ig i expected him to do better#old man asleep at the wheel whats new đŽ#he was very quick w this interview i wonder if he was eager to get to bed#i certainly am rn#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#2023 las vegas gp#(i wish i could atop feeling insecure abt my gifs. i do it for fun.)#(of course i want them to look somewhat good but i get a bit ill over it)#(there was somw drama on here at some point that made me want to completely stop posting then ngl)#(cause like what is the point if im not as good as others ig :/ this is kinda vague posting but it made me so uncomfortable)#(as i said. i do it for fun in quick time bcs yay jsut wanna post smth i found cute)#(but ever sincce that thing happened its just made me extremely self critical and insecure abt posting)#(idk why im saying this. kinda repressing the urge tk be like 'SRY THESE ARE TERRIBLE. YEAH.')#(i need to sleep. but i often feel like this literally every time i post now bcs some people get on their high horse and ruin people's fun)#(iykyk ig. its smth bothering me lately. but i hate to act so morose. but i still feel bad abt the quality sometimes. i guess.)#we do a little bit of f1
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If anyone remembers/still cares about my bizarro jaw bone spur debacle from this summer, I have an update for you! I'm fine now, this is all past tense, but probably don't read this if you don't want to hear about dental/bone stuff.
So to recap, earlier this summer I felt some irritation in my mouth and when I checked it out in the mirror, there was a tiny little off-white shard of something sticking out of my gums on the inside of my lower molars. I figured it was a little piece of food that poked me, but when I touched it, it 1) was hard and sharp, 2) would not move, and 3) hurt so bad that it about knocked the wind out of me. Even in the moment I knew this sounded dramatic and highly improbable, but I was immediately Very Sure that it was a little shard of bone.
By the next morning it was so swollen that I couldn't see if it was still there, and after four or five days I ended up calling around and found a dentist who could get me in to take a look because my usual dentist at the student health center didn't have any immediate openings. By that point I was taking Tylenol + ibuprofen around the clock as well as using Orajel numbing gel and icing it, but nothing was touching the pain. Also, the side of my face and down into my neck was starting to swell, and sleeping and eating was extremely difficult due to the pain.
The dentist I ended up seeing was very friendly and pleasant but ultimately pretty dismissive. Nothing showed up on an X-ray but he could see a spot of "hyper-irritation" where I'd had the little shard, and he said it was possible that a "bone spur" worked its way out through my gums. Usually that only happens after oral surgery or an injury, but I'd also had a dental cleaning a few weeks prior that was weirdly aggressive and left that part of my gums bleeding and sore for several days, so it was possible that was enough to dislodge something left over from when I had my wisdom teeth removed years and years ago. Or maybe it was just a little cut. He then told me to alternate the Tylenol and ibuprofen instead of taking them simultaneously and to call back in two weeks if it wasn't better or if it started getting hard to eat or sleep. I reiterated that it already was hard to eat and sleep, and asked if I was understanding him correctly that he wanted me to take LESS pain medication. He paused, and then said to call back in one week if it wasn't better.
So obviously I went out to my car and cried. I have a very skewed pain tolerance from a lifetime of chronic illness experiences and I'm a very smiley and friendly person in general, so I do acknowledge that I don't usually LOOK like I'm in pain, especially to someone who's only just met me. But for me, the fact that I even made an appointment for it is a giveaway that this is like, off the charts levels of pain. I called my dad since he's a doctor and he was able to prescribe some antibiotics for me just in case, and walked me through how to adjust the ibuprofen dose to be the equivalent of prescription strength. I'd decided that if it wasn't any better by the next day, I was going to urgent care. Thankfully it was a smidge better, and over the next maybe two or three weeks it mostly went away, although for while I could still feel sort of a divot on my gum where the bone spur had been.
ANYWAY yesterday I had my regular dentist's visit, the first time I'd been in since then. I told the hygienist about it, and she seemed kind of alarmed, especially because she could also still feel the little spot on my gum. The dentist ALSO seemed pretty shocked and could feel where it was as well.
So here's the update: I apparently have a little bit of extra bone built up around my back lower molars, which is unusual but not unheard of, and mine is very very mild in comparison to what you see when you Google "mandibular tori" - mine is really just that it's slightly rounded or mildly bowed right below my molars rather than going straight down to the bottom of my mouth as is typical, minor enough that no dentists have ever mentioned it to me. I never even realized that wasn't what everyone's were like until this spring when a massage therapist I saw for TMJ stuff mentioned that she noticed it. So in general that's not any sort of issue for me, EXCEPT that the dentist yesterday said that the gum tissue can be pretty thin where it has to stretch over the extra bone, which can also be kind of pointy or sharp.
Given that plus the fact that I hadn't had any sort of recent injury or surgery in the area like you would expect for a bone spur, she said it was more likely that I somehow scraped or cut the gum right down to the bone.
It wasn't a bone spur. That was my literal, actual jaw bone showing through my gums.
#yeah no shit it hurt like a motherfucker when i tried to literally break a piece off of MY OWN EXPOSED JAW BONE with my fingernail#knowing that makes the level of pain it caused seem a lot more reasonable#like i KNEW that was too much drama to be from just getting poked by a piece of food#when i touched it i just KNEW somehow that like. that was BONE.#my dentist said it was a good thing that i ended up getting antibiotics#but also that it's possible it could happen again#i guess at least if it does now i know what it is and i also know which practice in town NOT to call if i need an emergency visit#so there's that#and that's the update! another piece of my villain origin story#lore#if you will#tw dental#tw medical
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âIâm gonna give you a chance to run, and go tell every single person who you know about what just happened today. I want you to tell Rat, I want you to tell everybody. This⊠this is what Iâm capable of now.â
Crappy drawing I made as quickly as I could, I dunno exactly all the lore in the Content SMP but one too many @doctor4t videos has done this to me and my curiosityâ
c!Lux belongs to @luxintrus and c!Blake belongs to @winsweep
#content smp#this is what happens when i pay too much attention to the stuff i listen to while playing Minecraft lol#i was supposed to make an origins au for the thea sisters but this line from luxâs vid dropkicked that i guess /lh#fair enough tho i really gotta practice drawing humans more often#got so used to drawing furries that i canât draw human heads that well haha c!blakeâs head came out so jank#anyway c!lux ftw pop off queen#that army of wardens was insane#c!blake also came out more twinkish than i anticipated#oh well HAHAHAH#also luxâs editing and comedy is golden#watch the furniture mod vid on yt youâll get a good laugh out of it#also also appreciate how lore-noob-friendly the content i've seen of the smp is so far#i dunno the lore the drama the rp stuff#but r4t blake and lux's vids so far have been very noob-friendly so at least i know the tl;dr of the shenanigans at hand#which i appreciate <:]
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through no fault of his own, i think sebastian stan might have actually tanked his career with the apprentice
#i've been thinking about this ever since the actors on actors drama. his career was never on a brilliant trajectory anyway. he had a moment#immediately post-catws when he was booking films like ricki and the flash/the martian and it seemed like he was on an explosive career path#but that didn't really... pan out. despite that he's been doing okay since. his movies are very hit or miss but he does well for himself.#the problem is that he's never really had the social capital required to play such a controversial role and get away with it.#frankly (to his credit) i don't know that there are many people in this current climate who could make a movie about DT and get away with i#and considering his own background in romania i'm sure the role was significant/important to him and i can respect him for that#but i feel like the apprentice was sort of a double edged sword. because on the one hand this performance solidified him as a serious actor#but on the other hand#it's also solidified him as a very high risk/low reward actor; the kind of actor who encapsulates the dying spirit of film without any real#social capital to pay it off. he's up for a couple golden globes which is good. that's a significant accomplishment. but what happens#beyond that only time will tell. i could be 100% wrong about all of this but. there's a lot of staying power in controversy.#sometimes that's to people's benefit. most times it's not.#i guess we'll see#jack's film tag
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Sorry I intended to keep about 400 miles from this discourse but what do you fucking mean that people heard the guy who made fake screenshots against an artist justify it using "Oh its to show that callout culture is bad and that you people were too quick to believe them." and just went yeah that sounds right you have a good point callouts are bad but youre just showing that we support what youre doing actually Really just proves to me that at best the average person who never shuts the fuck up about "cancel culture" is either a remarkable idiot or a massive hypocrite provided you say the right cue words at them
#1) people who do this can and do lie about their reasons especially with how easy it is to get people on your side doing so#2) even if it shows whatever fucking shit theyre making up ITS STILL A DEEPLY FUCKED UP THING TO PIN ON A PERSON???? LIKE#The artist in question does not benefit from you using them as your little example toy. If they in your own argument are a victim of the#traumatic nature of callout posts WHY THE HELL ARE YOU JUSTIFYING FURTHER TRAUMA??? WHAT DO THEY GET FROM THIS#Sorry i have close friends who were the victims of basically almost everything said artist had happen only with even less justification#and it haunts them every fucking day to see the way people are still treating them. the 'good' treatment included#Why for even a second are you people acting like you actually give a fuck when you are justifying the fallout of this whole mess with 'oh i#guess this really proves a point. its actually showing thing bad' yeah im sure that feels great from being on the receiving fucking end as#the strung up example. Im sure theres really a lot of comfort in 'oh we shot you to show how bad shooting people is'#i have zero fucking respect for any of you. hypocrites the lot of ya just looking for the wording that proves your own personal side#rw drama#i fucking guess im just literally fucking baffled at how fucking. little it takes
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