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(pairing: bf! jun x f!reader)
missing my junnie a little extra today :(
you open your eyes, everything in front of you still a bit blurry and kind of dark due to having just woken up. you look for your phone, tapping your hand around the bed in hopes it is somewhere in there and that it still has some battery on it.
after you finally feel it under your pillow, you pull it out to see just how long you have slept for.
10:48am.
holy fuck. you have slept for over 11 hours.
ever so slowly, you sit up straight, rubbing your eyes in the process.
it is only now that you are able to concentrate that you can hear soft music playing from somewhere outside the bedroom, which can only mean one thing.
you boyfriend is finally back home.
getting out of the bed so quickly you almost fall face first into the carpet, you run out of your room and into the living room.
only to see your boyfriend's shirtless back turned towards you, putting away what looks like to be 7 new and different cat figurines on the bookshelf that is in your living room, quietly humming to himself along to the music playing from the tv.
almost as if he can sense you looking at him, he turns towards you, getting only mildly startled. once he recognises who it is that is standing there, he smiles widely.
"hey there sleepy head, i was wondering-", he starts to speak.
but you being you, and having not been able to see him for 3 months in real life, you don't give him the chance to finish his sentence, opting to run full speed at him.
reaching him in only few steps, you collide with his body, arms going directly around his neck. the force of your body knocking into his own is enough to make jun stumble back, letting a little 'oof' escape him.
his arms automatically, like an instinct, wrap themselves around your waist, hugging you so tightly he lifts you off the floor a bit.
which seems enough for you to wrap your legs around his waist, burring your face in his neck in hopes he won't see the tears escaping you.
although he may not see them, he definitely can feel them. but knowing you, there must be a reason why you aren't showing your face to him.
so he lets you cry all your tears out, even though there's nothing he would like more than to wipe them away at this moment.
he lets you hang off of his body like a little koala, not even complaining about your weight or that you have been hanging from his neck for 5 minutes now.
ever so slowly, you let your legs find the floor again, relieving him of holding you up for so long.
you look down intentionally, hiding your face away from him so that you can wipe your tears away, not wanting to bother him as he had just gotten home.
jun having none of that, puts a finger under your chin and slowly makes you look at him, his gentle smile and his own tears greeting you.
his gentle and big hands cradle your face, thumbs wiping away the tears you tried to hide.
the smile that was decorating his already handsome face stretches even wider as he watches you.
ever so quietly, his deep voice rasps out "there she is, my girl...my pretty baby." all while his thumbs still stroke your cheeks.
it seems that you aren't quite done with the tears because apparently it only took those words coming out of his mouth for you to start full on sobbing, voice wailing like a little child that has just fallen off their bike and scrapped their knees.
jun, not surprised one bit, just bring your face into his naked chest, hugging you tightly while you let it all out.
he gently kisses your head, shushing you because he doesn't really need yet another noise complaint from his neighbours on his first day back.
you try to utter a little "j-jun-" through your sobs, but to no success.
jun, the angel that he is, just lowers his head even more in order to kiss your cheek, letting his warm lips linger against your gentle skin.
through his own sniffles, he says "i know baby, i'm here..."
"...i'm right where i should be..."
"...i'm home, my love."
#seventeen#svt#svt x reader#fypシ#tumblr fyp#fypage#fluff#jun x y/n#jun x you#wen junhui x reader#jun x reader#wen junhui#jun seventeen
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Extended Alternate Twiniverse!
Many years ago now I was a tiny au artist I had the idea "Hey, what if my AU but OTHER AUs?" It started with Bad Prediction Nora, since that was a pretty logical step! And obviously I had to do the White Diamond Nora using Earl instead of CGPearl, I mean, how could I not? Duh, right?
I always loved those designs, I don't know why. But they stuck with me. And some years later it happened again. I don't know why but I saw the Walk the Line comic and its sad old wet paper bag of a Steven and I just had to give him a Nora, too. And so Faerie of the Monster Line was created and the Alternate Twiniverse was officially born. It had gone from just a couple fun sketches to something recognisable. And the important thing to know about Walk the Line is... there's more lines. I was invested at this point... and with the backing of a very rabid fan named Nova I kept going.
So then came the idea... I already had Druid's Nora. I was halfway there. Next we needed Sven's Nora, named Noma Moss Universe. A daughter of not a Pearl, but a Spinel! And let me be frank, her design was fire. They all were. But none so much as the fifth entry into the Alternate Twiniverse...
Fate. A fusion of Faerie and Noma named Nova Universe after that megafan because I wouldn't have gotten there without him and it just made sense. I LOVE Fate's design. I can't tell you how much I love her design. She has some sort of control/cosmic entwinement with the mind butterflies in SU. Nugget and I both imagined her being able to move in a butterfly cloud like in Mindful Education where a bunch of the butterflies turn into one BIG butterfly. She can also use them like the canon Gem communicators.
So then there were five. Five Noras- well, three Noras, a Noma, and a Nova. And I adore them, I love them so much, they are so special to me. But something was missing...
A final piece...
So this piece is introducing the latest entry into the Extended Alternate Twiniverse: The Nora from Nova's own Astra AU. In this unfathomably far future she exists as an entity within a necklace that this Steven wears. Is she alive? Can she communicate? Is the spirit within it truly Nora or only a small piece of her? Only Astra knows.
I extend eternal gratitude to @nugatorysheep @thechekhov @jigokuhana & @wilted3sunflowers and @novantinuum for bringing their amazing worlds to our fandom and for inspiring me to grow Twiniverse every day.
Beneath the cut I'll include the reference sheets from the ones that have them. Astra's doesn't because... that's all there is of her, and Noma has 2 (ignore Star, Moss is the correct name). Enjoy!
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What the Survivors Think of Wes
I saw somebody make one of these with Maxwell, and they stopped it at that. So I've decided to continue the saga of analyzing the survivors relationships with one another, trying my best to remain objective and not let my bias seep in. And then maybe I'll make a chart once I'm done with this series, for those who don't wanna read allat. I'm starting off with Wes because it will help give context to another interpretive essay I'll be doing.
You are welcome to add more quotes/other context I missed, as well as reply with your own interpretation, in fact I encourage it!! I love nothing more than a good discussion.
Wilson
Generic- "Greetings, %s!"
Attacker- "%s is silent, but deadly..."
Murderer- "Mime this!"
Reviver- "%s thinks outside the invisible box."
Ghost- "How do you say "I'll get a revival device" in mime?"
Firestarter- "Wait, don't tell me. You lit a fire."
Wilson doesn't actually have much to say about Wes, if anything Wilson seems slightly peeved by him, but he's mostly neutral towards Wes. He actually seems more interested in his balloonomancy than Wes himself, but not by much:
Pile o' Balloons- "It looks like clown currency."
Balloon- "How are they floating?"
Speedy Balloon- "The hole in the center makes it more aerodynamic, that's just physics!"
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "Now it's just another balloon."
Party Balloon- "How did he get the smaller balloons inside?"
Inflatable Vest- "If the bright colors don't attract some horrible creature, the squeaking will."
Balloon Hat- "The static does terrible things to my hair."
As curious as Wilson is about how the balloons work, I don't think he actually likes them and views them as annoying given how they mess up his hair (what a diva) and potentially attract "horrible creatures". In this animated short he also gives Wes quite the glare when he pops one, so I don't think he's a big fan of the balloons despite his mild curiosity.
There's also this quote:
Second-hand Dentures- "They've quickly become Wes' favorite prop."
I'm not sure of the tone it's supposed to be read in, but given the lack of enthusiasm for Wes's clown acts that Wilson has shown, I'd have to guess he's making a snarky remark on how unamusing Wes' use of props are.
Wilson's opinion is mostly neutral. Although he is not entertained by Wes' clown antics, and may even view his mime act as impractical given their circumstances, he doesn't seem to harbor hostility towards Wes in spite of this.
Willow
Generic- "Hi %s!"
Attacker- "That mime punch was really convincing! Haha, ow!"
Murderer- "Your actions speak louder than words! Murderer!"
Reviver- "Who do ghosts call? %s!"
Ghost- "Just tell me whatcha need and I'll get it for you. Heheh!"
Firestarter- "Make it BURN!"
Willow has a very positive view on Wes. She gives him the benefit of the doubt when he attacks her, thinking he's just playing around and wouldn't actually hurt her, which implies she truly believes Wes doesn't have a mean bone in his body (she's right).
Pile o' Balloons- "I could fill them with flammable gas."
Balloon- "That's just asking to be popped."
Speedy Balloon- "Thanks! I'll be able to set fires twice as fast with this thing!"
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "No flying away!"
Party Balloon- "Hey, when are you gonna make a hot air balloon? I could help!"
Inflatable Vest- "Squeak-squeak-squeak! Ha ha where's Maxwell, this'll drive him crazy!"
Balloon Hat- "Hey, a rabbit! Not bad!"
In contrast to Wilson, she's actually a pretty big fan of the balloons. Also unlike others in this list, rather than simply examining the balloons, it's actually implied she's speaking directly TO Wes rather than just about him. At least the speedy, party, and hat ones imply this.
Cannon (Nothing to upload)- "Darn it, I'm out... hey Wes, you always wanted to try being a human cannonball right?"
Empty Elixir- "Hey Wes! Dare you to drink the last bit!"
Beaten Beater- "When I crank it Wes pretends to ride unicycle circles around me."
She also has a whopping THREE bonus quotes mentioning Wes, this is more than anyone else has. All three suggest they have a very playful relationship, which of course is in tune with both their natures. Although Willow may mean the cannon one literally, which suggests she wants to maim him, this is normal for her and does not imply hostility.
Overall Willow seems to get along with him great and trusts him a good deal.
Wolfgang
Generic- "Is tiny oddman, %s! Hello!"
Attacker- "Wolfgang does not trust your rosy cheeks, %s."
Murderer- "Ah! Is killer clown! %s!"
Reviver- "%s is nice, weird little man."
Ghost- "Wolfgang will go get heart for odd clownman!"
Firestarter- "You are looking very guilty, clownman."
Lmao Wolfgang thinks he's weird, straight up calls him weird and odd. Despite that he does get along with Wes.
He also thinks the balloons are fun and wants to share the experience with the others:
Pile o' Balloons- "Wolfgang will make balloon muscles."
Balloon- "Is full of clown breath!"
Speedy Balloon- "Clownman has mighty lungs to make balloon so big!"
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "Balloon has gotten scrawny and weak!"
Party Balloon- "Come, friends! Is party!"
Inflatable Vest- "Wolfgang will try not to pop little vest with his mighty muscles."
Balloon Hat- "Haha! Tiny clownman make funny rabbit hat!"
Bonus Quote:
Wire Hanger- "Is skinny and bendy, like clownman Wes."
Wolfgang probably means bendy as a compliment considering the context that Wolfgang is from a circus group.
Wolfgang has a positive opinion on Wes. Despite thinking Wes is strange, he does not let that hinder his friendship with Wes and treats him the same as the other survivors.
Wendy
Generic- "How do you do, %s?"
Attacker- "There's something you're not telling us..."
Murderer- "%s, this is the end... for you!"
Reviver- "Abigail says she understands you, %s."
Ghost- "You won't leave us if I get you a heart, right?"
Firestarter- "There are other ways to express yourself, %s."
Wendy is overall neutral, but Abigail seems to understand him somehow, which probably gets him points in Wendy's favor. She does seem sad when he's dead and doesn't want him to leave her, so she does care for him.
Pile o' Balloons- "These look as deflated as I feel..."
Balloon- "A colorful reminder that my childhood is no more."
Speedy Balloon- "Will it make me swift enough to outrun my problems?"
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "Sail far away from here, little balloon."
Party Balloon- "What is the point of celebrating in a place such as this?"
Inflatable Vest- "Why try to prolong the inevitable?"
Balloon Hat- "Can he make one for Abigail?"
She's emo as usual when inspecting the balloons, but I think she gets joy out of it and won't admit it. She wants Abigail to have a balloon hat after all so she must like them to some extent.
Wendy seems neutral towards him on the surface, but she does like him given that he makes her, or at least Abby, happy.
WX-78
Generic- "DETECTING... %s!"
Attacker- "ENOUGH CLOWNING AROUND, %s"
Murderer- "YOUR INVISIBLE MATTER SHIELD CANNOT STOP ME, %s"
Reviver- "THE QUIET FLESHLING %s MAY BE WORTH KEEPING AROUND"
Ghost- "I DON'T THINK THE FLESHLING IS SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE THAT"
Firestarter- "%s WILL DESTROY ALL FLESHLINGS WITH FIRE"
Yeah typical Wx. They don't like him, but not for any fault on Wes' part, it's simply because he's a fleshling.
Pile o' Balloons- "USELESS RUBBER SACKS"
Balloon- "WX-78 CANNOT BE FOOLED. THESE ANIMALS ARE NOT REAL"
Speedy Balloon- "IT DEFIES ALL LOGIC"
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "I DON'T TRUST IT"
Party Balloon- "I WILL POP IT. NO. THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT HE WANTS..."
Inflatable Vest- "THIS ONE MIGHT NOT BE ENTIRELY WORTHLESS"
Balloon Hat- "IT SERVES NO PURPOSE OTHER THAN BEING UGLY"
Not a fan of the balloons either, they think they're useless. The party balloon implies they have no problem popping Wes' balloons and probably do it regularly, but refrain from doing so with the party balloons because they know Wes purposed them to be popped and would be pleased, which Wx doesn't want.
In short, WX doesn't like him, but that's also WX's default, so maybe they're neutral?
Wickerbottom
Generic- "Ah, the mime lad. Greetings, dear %s!"
Attacker- "His body language says everything."
Murderer- "They'll tell tales of your defeat, %s!"
Reviver- "You're a fine young man, %s."
Ghost- "Poor dear. %s needs a heart to anchor him to this plane."
Firestarter- "Don't cry to me when you burn yourself, dear."
Nothing too notable, Ms Wickerbottom is a polite woman and remains so with Wes.
Pile o' Balloons- "These seem frivolous."
Balloon- "Could serve as a suitable diversion."
Speedy Balloon- "The chemical composition of the young man's breath must be fascinating."
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "Probably not enough air left to analyze its composition..."
Party Balloon- "A reasonable amount of cheer every so often would do us good."
Inflatable Vest- "I applaud your attempt at practicality, dear."
Balloon Hat- "I believe it's meant to evoke the image of a Lagomorph."
She thinks the balloons are frivolous, but she can also appreciate that Wes is spreading cheer.
Wickerbottom is neutral towards Wes, however she does value Wes and how he can boost morale even if she herself is not a big fan of his act.
Woodie
Generic- "%s! How ya doin', buddy?"
Attacker- "%s could learn some manners..."
Murderer- "You're MIME now, %s!"
Reviver- "%s, you're an alright guy."
Ghost- "First we'll get you a heart, then we'll get you some bacon, eh %s?"
Firestarter- "Keep those flames away from my trees!"
I know it looks like they're buddies, but this is just Woodie being Canadian, he calls everyone buddy and is a polite guy. He does seem to coddle him though, wanting to get him bacon after he's back from the dead.
Pile o' Balloons- "Are those balloons?"
Balloon- "It's squeaky. Just like a real woodland creature."
Speedy Balloon- "Now how do you figure that works, Luce?"
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "Just a regular balloon now, eh?"
Party Balloon- "Uh oh, I didn't forget someone's birthday did I?"
Inflatable Vest- "It beats drowning, I guess..."
Balloon Hat- "We can all appreciate nature in our own way."
Indifferent towards the balloons, which makes me think he doesn't care too much for clowns, but I also don't think he dislikes them.
Woodie is neutral towards Wes but leans more on the friendly side. No comment on Lucy's part.
Maxwell
Generic- "Greetings, Mr. %s."
Attacker- "%s is giving me the creeps..."
Murderer- "Murderous fiend! You cannot escape!"
Reviver- "%s is an effective ally."
Ghost- "I could get you a heart, %s... for a price."
Firestarter- "Stop burning things, mime."
I don't know what to make of this honestly. Maxwell finds him creepy, but he's not resistant to calling him an ally. Buuut he also doesn't revive Wes, instead opting to ask for something in return. I'm inclined to say he is most likely just teasing Wes though, cuz he does tease a lot of the others when they die.
Pile o' Balloons- "Those look much too jovial for my liking."
Balloon- "This seems out of place here. Too cheery."
Speedy Balloon- "The mime's power unsettles me."
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "Its power is spent. Now it's just garishly cheery."
Party Balloon- "Oh no... he's managed to make them even more cheerful."
Inflatable Vest- "I think I'd rather drown."
Balloon Hat- "Would I really stoop so low as to wear such a thing?"
Doesn't like his balloons. (Interesting thing to note is that Wes seems to have some sort of "power" and it unsettles Maxwell.)
Maxwell is largely indifferent towards Wes, maybe slightly leaning towards dislike because Maxy's not a fan of the mime stuff or Wes' power.
Wigfrid
Generic- "Gööd health tö yöu, %s!"
Attacker- "Dö yöu bite yöur thumb at me, mime?"
Murderer- "May we meet again in Valhalla!"
Reviver- "%s has Höenir's blessing."
Ghost- "Meditate ön Höenir's blessings, %s. I'll find a heart."
Firestarter- "Dön't ruin yöur fair makeup with ashes, %s."
Only good things to say to Wes, she also likes his makeup. (If you're wondering, Hœnir is the god of silence, spirituality, poetry, and of passion. So she respects him enough to say he has a God's blessing, but this isn't out of the ordinary for Wigrid to say about her allies.)
Pile o' Balloons- "Such cölörs! I cöuld sing!"
Balloon- "Fie! Föul beast!"
Speedy Balloon- "Grant me the speed öf Hermöd!"
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "Its strange pöwer hath faded."
Party Balloon- "It hath swallöwed the wee önes whöle!"
Inflatable Vest- "Tis önly gööd för flöating, nöt fighting."
Balloon Hat- "A rubbery möckery öf life."
She has mixed feelings about Wes' craft. She loves the colors and the speedy balloon, but otherwise finds them useless.
Wigrid gets along with Wes, they're probably friends.
Webber
Generic- "Hey! Hi %s!"
Attacker- "Maybe we can talk this out?"
Murderer- "You're supposed to play nice!"
Reviver- "%s is super nice. And his makeup's cool!"
Ghost- "We'll help you get back on your feet, %s!"
Firestarter- "You were just supposed to mime lighting it!"
This dweeb thinks the mime is cool.
Pile o' Balloons- "Is there going to be a party?!"
Balloon- "Balloon animals! Balloon animals!!"
Speedy Balloon- "Circles must be the speediest shape."
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "We have to hold on tight or it'll fly away!"
Party Balloon- "Yay! It's a party!"
Inflatable Vest- "We should take it on our boat trips."
Balloon Hat- "It looks like a bunny!"
He loves the balloons, of course, he is a kiddo living in a nightmare world, the balloons probably give him some comfort.
Webber likes Wes. he thinks Wes is super nice and kinda cool.
Winona
Generic- "Don't worry %s, I can talk enough for two. Ha!"
Attacker- "Didn't know ya had it in ya, %s!"
Murderer- "Killer mime! I'll have nightmares tonight!"
Reviver- "Thanks for the assist, %s."
Ghost- "Let's getcha back on your feet, %s."
Firestarter- "You responsible for that fire there, %s?"
She doesn't mind that he doesn't speak and may even find him endearing. Judging by how she doesn't seem at all offended by him attacking her, she actually seems more proud than hurt, which is reminiscent of her big sister personality type.
Pile o' Balloons- "No fun without Wes."
Balloon- "Oh! A balloon."
Speedy Balloon- "It's full of get up and go!"
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "Better not leave that unattended."
Party Balloon- "We can celebrate once the work is done."
Inflatable Vest- "I think he's trying to be helpful... in his own way."
Balloon Hat- "Cute, but it won't protect your noggin' from much."
She thinks Wes is fun and encourages the use of his balloons (not without getting the work done first of course). Those last two quotes are vaguely patronizing, but in an older sister kinda way and not in a "I'm better than you" kind of way.
She likes him, they're friends, she treats him like a little brother almost.
Wortox
Generic- "%s, let's practice our routine!"
Attacker- "Those punches weren't part of the bit!"
Murderer- "Don't hurt me, %s!"
Reviver- "Thank-you, thank-you, funny friend!"
Ghost- "%s, did you get more delicious?"
Firestarter- "Ooohoohoo, what have you been up to?"
Wortox seems to be friends with Wes! They practice routines together, probably very frequently too because he thinks Wes is playing into one of their bits when he gets attacked by him.
Pile o' Balloons- "Stores one's breath for later spells."
Balloon- "I often feel like I might float away. Hyuyu!"
Speedy Balloon- "With this gift, I'll be more swift!"
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "Its magic is spent."
Party Balloon- "A party! Am I invited?"
Inflatable Vest- "A bright balloon vest to wear across my chest."
Balloon Hat- "I'm likely to get lightheaded from wearing it, hyuyuyu!"
Nothing too special to say about Wes' crafts but he seems to enjoy them.
Wortox and Wes are friends that seem to bond over their mutual interest for pranks and all things alike. This makes sense given that Wortox is a little jokester and it is literally Wes' livelihood to be one as well.
Wormwood
Generic- "%s is quiet friend"
Attacker- "Bad %s! Don't hurt!"
Murderer- "%s is silent dead maker"
Reviver- "%s is a good friend"
Ghost- "%s is a quiet floaty"
Firestarter- "Aggh! %s made too much fire!"
Pile o' Balloons- "Needs air"
Balloon- "Boop"
Speedy Balloon- "Run run run!"
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "Boop"
Party Balloon- "Fun!"
Inflatable Vest- "Safe?"
Balloon Hat- "Squee Hopper? Hm. No"
Wormwood is as neutral as they come. If this whole thing was a graph then Wormwood would be right smack dab in the middle. He has no bad things, but also nothing special, to say about Wes.
Warly
Generic- "Bonjour, %s!"
Attacker- "I didn't expect him to be the violent sort."
Murderer- "What a terrible act you've committed."
Reviver- "I love your act, by the way."
Ghost- "Is there a medic on this island?"
Firestarter- "Watch where you light those fires, %s."
Nothing too out of the ordinary, Warly does go out of his way to say he likes Wes' act though.
Pile o' Balloons- "It's been left completely breathless."
Balloon- "How colorful!"
Speedy Balloon- "What a kind gift!"
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "Quite an odd design. Then again, it was made by an odd fellow."
Party Balloon- "Ah! A celebration!"
Inflatable Vest- "I'm not sure how safe that is."
Balloon Hat- "It's... not exactly my style."
Here's another person that thinks Wes is weird, but he mostly has positive things to say about his balloons.
Warly is neutral. Based on the fact that Warly thinks he's weird, and that the most substantial thing he has to say about Wes is regarding his act, I don't think they interact much. Warly just sees him as the resident mime and nothing more. (Which honestly surprises me, I would've thought they'd at least bond over their mutual understanding of the French language.)
Wurt
Generic- "Hello clown man."
Attacker- "Glorph, go away!"
Murderer- "Scale-less bad, never shoulda left swamp!"
Reviver- "Oh... thanks, flort."
Ghost- "Look paler than usual, florp."
Firestarter- "You a strange man, flort."
I know it seems like she is neutral, but if you compare these quotes with how she speaks with the others, then you would be able to see that she likes him less than the others. She says "Hello." rather than "Hello!" The only other survivor she greets this way is WX, who she believes doesn't like her. I think she also believes that Wes does not like her and in turn she does not like him. because she seems surprised/confused when he revives her. She also calls him strange, and unlike Wolfgang, she means this negatively.
Pile o' Balloons- "Look chewy, florp."
Balloon- "Want one!!"
Speedy Balloon- "That a big one, flurp!"
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "Awww, got all small."
Party Balloon- "Huh? There stuff inside!"
Inflatable Vest- "Ooooh, water floaty!"
Balloon Hat- "Squeaky hat."
She likes the balloons tho. I mean, she is a kid after all.
Wurt finds Wes weird and does not appear to like/trust him. (My hypothesis is that she may find his silence and makeup creepy, cuz I can't figure out any other reason as to why she dislikes him.)
Walter
Generic- "Uh... hi %s."
Attacker- "This is why I don't trust clowns!"
Murderer- "%s is a killer clown!"
Reviver- "I guess some clowns are okay."
Ghost- "A Pinetree Pioneer leaves no one behind! Even if they're a clown!"
Firestarter- "That's not a proper campfire, %s!"
Walter spells it out for us very clearly: he does not trust Wes. He is scared of clowns, and therefore keeps his distance. Despite this, Walter is still a good kid who does not stray from his own code of ethics. Walter will happily revive Wes and still greet him (even if he does so unenthusiastically) just like he would for anyone else.
Pile o' Balloons- "Someone left litter here!"
Balloon- "My keen tracking senses are telling me there's a clown nearby."
Speedy Balloon- "Clowns have strange and mysterious ways..."
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "It's pretty much just a regular balloon now."
Party Balloon- "Is someone having a party?"
Inflatable Vest- "I guess it's better than not having a life jacket at all..."
Balloon Hat- "I'm a bit too old for this kind of thing."
Walter doesn't like clowns so of course he isn't gonna like his props either. He thinks Wes has a "mysterious", probably sinister, use for the speedy balloon and is reluctant to use the vest.
Walter distrusts Wes and is not a fan at all of his mime antics.
Wanda
Generic- "Sorry %s, I have no time for charades!"
Attacker- "Now hold on just one minute, I don't think that's part of the act!"
Murderer- "Murderer! Do you have nothing to say for yourself?!"
Reviver- "%s's actions speak louder than his words."
Ghost- "Don't you fret, soon it'll be like this never even happened!"
Firestarter- "Ah... it looks like I'm in the bad timeline again."
Wanda is pretty neutral, but I don't think she's too fond of socializing with Wes considering he can only communicate in "charades", and maybe by writing, which she doesn't have time for.
Pile o' Balloons- "Everyone has their forte. Some bend time, others bend balloons."
Balloon- "Balloons have such a short lifespan."
Speedy Balloon- "Just the extra bit of speed I've been looking for!"
Speedy Balloon (deflated)- "Well, that was short-lived."
Party Balloon- "Balloons within balloons."
Inflatable Vest- "If it keeps me from drowning, I'll wear it."
Balloon Hat- "Ha, I'd look ridiculous in that! Let me try it on."
Saying that "Some bend time, others bend balloons." sounds pretty condescending. But again, we can't hear the tone she is saying this in so we can't tell for sure how she means it. My interpretation is that she may look down on Wes for not having much to offer in terms of survival or prowess, but she will give him credit where credit is due; he's good at balloons. After all, she does seem to like Wes' balloons, actually appreciating the usefulness of his balloons in some situations.
Overall, she is neutral towards Wes, but mostly just sees him as a clown. Wanda is actually a pretty silly woman, she is not averse to having fun, even if she is all "I don't have time for this and that". I think if she did have the spare time, she would not mind hanging around Wes, but I don't see her making the time to do so.
Conclusion
Most of the survivors like Wes. A lot of the survivors though, including the some of the ones that like him, seem to view him as just "the mime" rather than anything else. Not being able to see past his gimmick does makes sense for a lot of the survivors because they aren't able to communicate with Wes in the way they're used to: talking. The mime thing is also a hit or miss with the survivors, some are not big fans of clowns while others love it.
Wes' biggest allies: Willow, Wortox, Winona
Wes' biggest haters: Walter, Wurt, WX-78
#I'm doing willow next but I'm open to suggestions#when klei hasn't dropped an lore so I overanalyze the crumbs#dst#dst wes#dontstarvetogether#my dumb diary#dissecting crumbs
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hiya requiem!!!!!
okay wait... im totally zooted rn so this mifht sound like wealy stupid.... but Valeria with writer!reader????!!! ^_^
like... reader is writing a dark novel... and they're like 'hey babe do you know how deep a knife needs to go before it hits a major artery and paralyzes sumone???' and val is like 'be rite back!!!' then an hour later she comes back home covered in a suspicious amount of red goo and shes like 'six inches. thats how deep' SHE CHEKCED!!!! AAAAAAAWWW!!!!!!! SO ROMANTIC RIGHT???!!!! (〃´▽`)
OKAAYYYY!!! soooh... it can be both hcs or a oneshot idm!!!! but i do want it to include either reader knowing vals occupatiom or they're just blissfully stupid clueless!!! 🥳🥳🥳
as always thank u foe ur time ans thanks soso much in advancies if u decide to write this!!! buhbye!!! :33
-🃏🌀⭐️
Hiya!! Omg I love this actually. Lowkey wish I had this IRL... but you're so right there's literally nothing more romantic then your wife stabbing a guy just so you can write about it accurately. True love right there. Just pretend you don't see the bloodstains and all will be good :3
Valeria x Author!Reader
You're working on your novel, and you're just stumped by the this one part. One of your characters gets stabbed but you want it to be accurate. But the internet is kind of useless. It either doesn't give you the information you're looking for, or it gives you that little hotline number.
But hey, your girlfriend was in the military and active combat!!! (Presuming you don't know what she does for a living.) So you ask her. Valeria loves you to pieces and also loves your writing. Of course she'll help you figure out how deep a knife has to go in order to paralyze someone. Just let her go ask some of her old war buddies, 'kay?
And by old war buddies, I mean victims. She already has an idea of where to hit in order to paralyze someone. Around the neck and spine. Each stab wound is measured meticulously and written down so she can bring them back to her precious partner. She finds the perfect reference for you. It was messy and a little hard to do, but stabbing someone under the ear in the neck where it begins to slope towards their shoulder. Roughly 3-4 inches down. The Common Carotid. (I googled it, so you probably could too, but for the sake of this let's pretend there's absolutely no information about it on the interwebs.)
Four corpses and three ruined shirts later, she's back with a sheet of references and even explains the process to you. Valeria is so kind as to even give you a physical demonstration. Not on a real person, she'd hate to frighten you. Though she didn't notice the splatter of blood on the bottom of her shirt. You did, and she had to find a valid reason as to why she had that. It's just jam, sweetheart, nothing to worry about.
Though things would be even easier if you knew about her current job. She'd probably let you sit in on interrogations to take notes or explain how certain mechanics work. It definitely wouldn't be practical or realistic because I'd imagine someone who runs a cartel would want to keep it under wraps. But anyway, she'd let you take notes and watch. If you're okay with it, she'd probably use a person for that physical demonstration.
Now your book has an accurate paralysis scene. Your readers praise you for your attention to detail and the realism. All thinks to your wonderful, murderous wife. Oh, those men that went missing were found with wounds similar to the ones in your book? What a coinky-dink!
#cod mw2#valeria garza x reader#modern warefare ii#valeria garza x fem!reader#valeria garza cod#valeria garza#cod mwii#cod x reader#valeria garza x you#cod
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I'm feeling sleepy so let me tell you a story.
Let me tell you about fairies.
There are 3 rules:
1: NEVER, and i mean NEVER, go out without a way home. If you don't pay attention to the trail, it will change. Don't go to the lights in the wood, they are not home. Keep the track home and tred lightly.
2: always ask their names. Never ask for favours. I learned this when I was young, first with spirits and then the fae. They give away blessings to those that ask for them. You must be corteous- say hello, say goodnight. Ask their name and their story. If they tell it, do not leave before they finish.
3: never leave the connection open. If you open a gate, shut it. If you greet them, say goodbye. If you ask, you must thank, and if they give a name you must return one. If you break a fairy circle, fix it with plucked dandelions and inkcaps before they can find you. Flower crowns left on branches make good gifts, and so do leftover local fruit. Pick up litter, but leave something natural to replace it.
After the rules, there comes simple things you need to know. The fairies in my town liked inkcaps the best. I grew up in a Minnesota town full of cliffs, wood, and running water. The places fae love and hate. Always greet the shadow figures- they are not fae, but they are friends. If you have other people around, don't say a word. Just because you can see them doesn't mean the others can.
The fae are for more human in this day. They aren't monsters anymore. They are the deer hunters with leather gloves separating them from the iron. They are the children with missing fingers from old mousetraps. They are the little boys sitting in rings of dandelions with too many teeth missing. They are not monstrous, do not treat them as such.
Some will call them unholy. Their mirrors break. Some mock the spirits- I saw the burns from his possession. Some hurt those the fae like, and the dandelions wilt a bit faster in their hands. I see them the most in November and March- the footsteps without start or end, the boots without a brand on the bottom. They like the snowbanks that are melting. The fae can feel the mushrooms beneath.
You do not insult the fae. A Fairy tree is a fairy tree, and I grew up with plenty. Now that I think about it, I met many fae. Most taught me songs while we sat in fairy trees. I learned things nobody else knew, and I learned songs before they came out. My mother called me a fairy, once. The church kicked her out a few months later. She resorted to calling me a devil instead.
One of the girls I met never gave me her name. I just called her evelyn. She taught me a nursery rhyme, one by her name. Her hair was in red ringlets. I told her my name, and she left after we found mushrooms beneath the slide. I got rid of those mushrooms. At the same park, I met many people. There was a vine that everyone used as a swing under one of the mulberry trees, and I never fell off. I used to climb up to a place only i could reach and swing- ironically, I was the shortest. Those kids didn't believe in fairies. They took more than they needed. Those ones forgot my name quickly. I think the fae were helping me get away.
Another time we were at the local school. Walking distance, far from anything related to spirits. You were more likely to find wasps than anything else. Someone else saw it first- a silhouette with glowing orange eyes. I called it out and waved. When the shadow shifted, everyone decided to leave. It rained before we could reach the mulberry swing, and I saw two more.
There was a fairy tree in my grandparents backyard. It connected my grandmother's garden and the birdbaths. I would always go through the tunnel it formed, but never saw anyone despite her garden leading directly into the street. I learned to stop going that way quickly, but i leave snacks there for the fae sometimes.
My town was haunted, but we could accept that. The fae were a dirty secret nobody could admit. Why, the fairy trees were just bad lawnwork! Not like the last person to try cutting it down broke his leg. They left everything so open and yet so dull. To an untrained eye, it was only a birdbox in the woods. To me, it was a closed fairy door.(You could see the iron nails and the horshoe charm on it.) To you, it was nothing special. To us, it was a gate we needed to close behind us.
There was many paths behind my school. We spent hours exploring them- but it was only thirty minutes, even though it had changed so much. The doorways changed how time worked. Fairy doorways always take something from you, and you need to go back through them in order to get it back. I never found a four-leaf clover in my life, but i still scoured it even before i knew they were lucky. Even before i knew clover revealed the fairies.
The snow melts slower where the fairies step. If you follow, they teach you how to balance. They teach you how to make your steps small and fast and delicate. They teach you how to make flower crowns and how to pick the wild strawberries. The fae teach you everything you taught them.
Don't get in their bad favours. Always wave back, and smile at the reflections. They love you. That doesn't mean they won't dish out consequences.
#/srs#these are obviously to tell a story but I'm being genuine when i say that I've dealt with this#all of these i learned within growing up. stuff like how to walk silently and how to find inkcaps and how to yada yada#the Fae didn't just show up and tell you- that's not how they work. they are reflected in their environment#just because you cant see them doesn't mean you can't see what they change#my experiences#mod here#the fae#do not mess with fairies
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FROST YOU'RE A GEM FOR INCLUDING THE SCREENSHOTS OF TRP. I would have done it in my post but I don't have game time as of this current moment (though I am highly considering it since I miss my elves). The WIP screenshot made me laugh because mine was something like this for the longest time: "You mean I need to WRITE my TRP? I'm throwing my phone on the floor."
I think what I missed in trying to articulate my thoughts is that TRP relies on the calibre of your writing first with aesthetic coming in at a hard second place. You can dress up your TRP as much as you like with the included visuals (aka, the moon/vine in Frost's are assets. If you're a WoW roleplayer, you know pet battle weather statuses got you), but it is down to how much or little you want to include to entice people to walk up to you/message you. Everyone has access to the same tools; the only difference is your style as far as roleplay/writing and how you utilise it.
With the way the mod scene is at the moment, it feels like the opposite. Unless you have taken the time to install a dozen different plugins and mods (assuming you're even playing via pc), a lot of spaces won't give you a look in or assume you're there to troll. Trolls have existed since the dawn of time on any platform, and it can be difficult to know who is approaching with good intentions... but this barrier around requiring mods as the standard to differentiate legitimate roleplayers/creatives from non is extremely detrimental and excludes players from what is already an tiny subset of a fandom.
And don't get me started on the decentralization of mods because I'll complain for at least two hours on how the decentralization of rp communities in general has fractured the community and why the hell is it so hard to find x community when you know it's out there?
It's because it's on Discord and only advertised on bsky where a grand total of four people might repost the advertisement because people are worried about looking too earnest and/or potentially contributing to something nefarious... so it doesn't go anywhere because what if someone else's reaction to it is negative. Or people are burnt out of their things not getting any traction so they don't extend the kindness to others—something, something ouroboros. I'd argue it's the same for gposes. People don't want to look 'weird' so they don't do anything at all. It's incredibly sad.
I don't know how you fix it. I think it's just tiresome. It's weird to have left WoW because I feel like XIV was offering more, only to genuinely consider going back casually because the latter has regressed despite being the game I'd much prefer to be playing. (Though, don't get me wrong, I still love WoW. I think The War Within has helped cure a lot of my ick around the game, provided Blizz can keep up with that kind of value.) I could write a whole other essay on the state of Horde-side roleplay and how being anything other than human adjacent comes with it's own battles in the community—but that's for another day. It's just to say that no space is a utopia.
For me, it's why I sink time into the Compendium and work really hard on my spaces because they're the most centralised and earnest I can make them. At the same time, however, it's exhausting to feel like you're clawing up hill against the rest.
Playerscope, modding and the hunt for aesthetic: why you should be more upset about mods and community expectations than you already are.
I love that this sounds like an academic paper but HONESTLYYYY. I need to put my thoughts to paper in regards to my burnout with xiv, otherwise I think I'll go insane. This is a controversial yet brave post. I am well aware that I partake in some of the things I'm going to be critiquing; aka, "thank you, dinklebottom, we live in a society." I'm also not critiquing mods from a space of offering more accessibility to people and/or facilitating representation not currently offered within the context of the game. There is nuance to every discussion and I'm coming at this from an overarching view around mods and community expectations/standards rather than player joy. I hope this makes sense. I'm also predominately writing from a roleplay perspective, though I'm sure a lot of what I end up saying can reflect in the art party/social space. Just know if I haven't mentioned the latter it's because that's not my scene and I don't pretend to know otherwise.
Anyway. For those who don't know, there's a new mod that's causing some strife in the xiv community called Playerscope. Here is the reddit thread about it. I'm not going to be talking too much about the mod in general because that's not the point of this post, but seeing discussion around it today just made me feel more exhausted than I already am when it comes to modding and the xiv community around it. It made me realise... I'm actually really sick to death of mods. I'm sick to death of what they're doing to the community when it comes to gatekeeping, policing and in general the interactions we have with each other in the community.
Let me explain: I wrote a post about the roleplay mod on bsky that kind of articulates at a surface level what I mean.
I think what makes me sad, which I'm sure is echoed by a lot of people, is that mods feel like the standard now rather than an option and that there's a certain expectation for people to have them if they want to engage with facets of the community—whether intentional or not.
Unlike XIV, WoW has a supported mod scene (within reason) and TRP 2 and the like have been accepted for years now. In a space where people can't slap on an RP tag, having that tool readily identifies you as a writer/roleplayer and you can include as much or as little of your character as you like. The general idea is if you have one of these tools enabled, you're a roleplayer to some capacity. You can dress up the profile to a certain degree, you can add links and supported pictures, but you're mostly reliant on what you put to paper in regards to your character. Even then, I find filling out what my character is doing currently and marking the rest as a WIP doesn't necessarily exclude me from roleplay if I want to find it. A lot of people will do that and a super simple description to incite interest around their oc.
These days in XIV... I don't know. I do think communities have gotten more insular—it's why I'm so pedantic about trying to find them for the Compendium—but I also think mods and, to a certain extent, the 'nightclub' scene have gotten in the way of it as well. My argument is such.
I want to go to an event (for example sake, I'll call it Seascape). In order to fully participate, I may need:
Their discord.
A roleplay addon.
A carrd/google site/etc.
Their synchshell (including mods, mare and everything else)
Potentially a mod of some description so people know I can see theirs (and vice versa).
Also that your mod isn't made by a shitty person.
Appropriate understanding of the scene/social space.
Some luck and a prayer that it's an inclusive space and not a closed rp group advertising as being open and/or a mod showcase advertising itself as something different.
Like??? Holy shit you guys. If you are someone who doesn't want to mod because you're worried about repercussions it really just feels like a big 'fuck you, good luck'.
And let me be clear, not every community is like this. I'm incredibly lucky to have found fantastic roleplay within my own rp event/community, I have great friends who run awesome, inclusive events for people of any skill (writing or otherwise) and I do fully believe you can just enable the rp tag and find fun, fulfilling roleplay. But I've also found the above a lot of times, too. I've had people point-blank get mad at my partner because he won't install mods and try to exclude and/or circumvent him in spaces. It's weird. I've been to events where the only time I felt like I got proper interaction(s) was when I joined the aforementioned, even if I have my character's profile linked in my about. It's weird.
Honestly, no wonder new roleplayers feel overwhelmed. Not only do they have to learn roleplay etiquette, they have to be a mod expert overnight? It feels less about what someone can bring to the table as far as a story but what mods they can install to either look cool or pass an unspoken social barrier. As much as I'm down bad for aesthetic and looking the part, I hate it being at the cost of accessibility and fun for someone else.
Arguably it's the same for gposing and the like as well, which contributes to my exhaustion alongside all the graphical changes and I just. I'm gnawing at the bars of my cage.
I don't think it's going to change and arguably it's more of a Twitter/X issue than a Tumblr, one but Tumblr lets me write mini essays and Twitter will tell me to kms.
Ergo, I'll go with the essay-writing platform.
Anyway, I guess this is just a reminder that you don't need 4596419651 mods to be in the community and that people should be more vigilant on including people who don't have them for whatever reason, provided they operate in good-faith and want to contribute. I think we're careening to a slippery slope of expectation for something unsupported and I don't like it.
#。・゚゚・ — sea speaks#BUT ALSO YOU'RE RIGHT ABOUT THE NIGHTCLUB SCENE#i would write about it but like this is already long#and may end up longer idek#but having a party animal and trying to find a legitimate rp 'party'#that isn't a twitch dj#is HARD#like i don't have an issue with a legitimate rp event that HAS a twitch dj if it's a kind of 'help me help you' sort of thing#but it never is#it's always about who has the best mods and dances ripped from fortnight#and that's FINE if that's what you want but it's NOT roleplay!!#i will be elitist about that because if no one is writing that isn't rp!!!
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paralleling odo's desire to be with his people while abhorred at their actions and garak's desire to return to cardassia while no longer being the man he used to be & unable to resume his old place...
#I love my people I love my country but they don't love me. they won't be able to understand and accept me#I've changed I'm not like them but it's good#it's they who are at fault#but that doesn't mean I don't love them and miss them and need them#and that only among them in the place where I was born can I truly feel at home & be myself#👍#*здесь должна быть цитата про россию*#🫀#ds9
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Something really great about the persona 2 cast is that they all individually fucking SUCK to talk to casually. Every single one of them. They are all infuriating. We have:
Tatsuya, who will stare at you blankly if you try to initiate conversation (IS) and will dip without saying a word afterward (EP)
Batsuya, who will scoff and brush you off/otherwise act dismissive
Eikichi, who might honestly be the best to talk to in the IS crew and that is not saying much, who WILL talk extremely loudly over you (probably not on purpose?) and will not be paying particularly close attention to the conversation beyond whatever he wants to say (gets points for talking about his gf. gets points taken away for constantly talking about his gf)
Lisa, who will automatically assume bad faith and will be rude to you the entire conversation unless you manage to defuse her temper (good luck)
Jun, who is uncommunicative at BEST and requires an encyclopedic knowledge of flowers, metaphor and body language just to get a HINT on what he’s thinking, and who will be extremely polite but completely unhelpful. If you tried asking him what he wants for dinner I guarantee it will be the longest 30 minutes of your life as he goes “oh I have no opinion :) whatever you want. :))” EXCEPT HE DOES HAVE OPINIONS. He has SO MANY OPINIONS. He is Expecting you to be able to pick up on his “obvious” clues. He will be passive aggressive if you don’t. (Jun babygirl you suck so bad I love u)
Maya, who is a delight but will very quickly become grating if you try to talk to her about anything serious as she hits you with the white suburban mom's "how to live a happy, healthy life" lifecoach slogans. You can’t even mention, like, stepping in a puddle or something without her hitting you with the positivity beam.
Yukino is great actually. 10/10. She’s fabulous we love her. Incredible conversationalist, chill and fun and easy to get along with. But she’s from Persona One, she doesn’t Count.
Ulala, who WILL bring up her relationship problems in every conversation within 10 minutes at least once. Any longer and she will start talking about Maya.
Do I even need to explain Baofu. Have you seen him.
And finally, Katsuya, who is a cop and a kiss ass and Very Obvious about these things. Also he can't talk to women. He can barely talk to men. Help Him.
And yet they all work wonderfully as a group. They are so annoying I love them
#long post#Nanjo and Elly don't count btw#hi I fucking adore them#I missed them <3 Suou Brothers crawling back into my brain#Persona 3-5 have a very charming casts that are easy to like immediately. Persona 1 & 2 are filled with the most annoying bitches alive#exaggeration obviously. not by that much tho#persona 2s cast in particular is very charming. when they're TOGETHER. Individually? Wellllll...#hmm something about p2s cast in particular feels less. gimmicky? I guess? than the newer persona games#which isn't to say that those casts are worse or that the p2 cast ISN'T gimmicky because they are#but idk. you kind of always know how Ryuji or Ken or Yukiko will react to a situation. but the p2 cast may surprise you#again: doesn't make any of the later casts bad! I absolutely adore them. That you can predict them is evidence of strong character writing!#The p2 cast just feels a little more fleshed out is all. probably because the lack of social links means they're able to progress#throughout the story and change without worrying about conflicting with a link yanno?#I love social links though I think they're a great edition!#They need their kinks ironed out a bit but Yosuke has already proved that they are absolutely capable of working hand in hand with the#development of characters in the story as well#and theyre still fun even when they don't impact the story. I like getting to know side#characters too! (Naoki and Ei and Ai and Daisuke and Kou and the old lady and Akinari and-)#tag ramble#persona 2#tatsuya suou#eikichi mishina#lisa silverman#jun kurosu#maya amano#yukino mayuzumi#ulala serizawa#baofu#katsuya suou#Also um. hi. Its been a while lol
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena 🙏
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orrin getting to gush about one of their favorite series and characters in existence mikoto misaka from a certain magical index/a certain scientific railgun in the year 2024?? it's more likely than you'd think.
#i love love love the series#and her#so much#more people need to talk about it#why don't people talk about this phenomenal series#y'all are MISSING OUT so hard#watch it!#there are actually three series#a certain magical index#a certain scientific railgun#and a certain scientific accelerator#but only ONE of those stars misaka as the main character#and that's why railgun is the best one#but seriously#you should watch all of them#a certain scientific railgun and accelerator are spin-offs of a certain magical index#so if you want to watch it properly#you should watch/read index first#but if you want to see a lightning user using lightning powers more creatively than just flashy flashy zap#then railgun is the way to go#for real#it actually gets pretty heavy#kinda fucked up even#so be mindful#it's not a horror anime by any means#but oh boy are there MOMENTS#entire PLOTLINES even#where it sure tips into horror territory#tips lol as if it doesn't take a swan dive into it#anyway
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I know ppl couldn't care less about the humans in the cgi movies but Zoe and Dr. Rubin were both hilarious characters and the more i rewatch the movies the more i think about that.
#we all know Ian was the best human character simply bc David cross was great on it but i think these two are pretty funny!!#the idea of an adult woman hyping the chipmunks is so adorable and a great way to explain why Alvin nevergot expelled lmao#and zoe was simply hilarious! maybe because i find her out-of-reality personality too appealing#it's such a shame the writers of the cgi movies couldn't write Dave better bc while i don't hate him like other ppl#i do think he is one of the least interesting human characters in all the movies#i don't think it's the actor's fault they just didn't know what to do with his character besides being a strict dad for the chipmunks#but funny enough i do think dave from the cgi series is even more boring despite there are episodes focused on him#i love when he is all affectionate with his sons and the chipettes but he is so bland without that and sometimes way too strict#i still can't believe there is an episode focused on the chipmunks getting scared of Dave knowing they spilled milk#it just shows how many times he has get angry for the most simply things#it doesn't help AT ALL that the show has barely likeable human characters i mean i adore miss smith but i do get why ppl don't like her#miss croner is an amazing contrast to miss miller! but i do think they write her way too aggressive at times#officer dangus is the only character besides miss miller that i find decent without giving a 'but' in the middle#the classmates of the chipmunks.... Yeah we don't talk about them#i would like to go further with the humans characters of the 80's show but i still need to watch a LOT of episodes#but i would say that most of the episodic human characters of the 80's have been pretty nice so far#i loved the old lady that got a date with Alvin!! she was way too sweet with him and i love the way alvin learn his lesson at the end#also it has the best dave so far!! he is a lovely dad and he can be funny on his own way. i can tell he is just doing his best ahaha#aatc#alvin and the chipmunks
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I vent or breakdown so often, I know I get told it's fine and talk when I need to but geez it feels so excessive, like I'm overly sensitive or just really really easily triggered over things that shouldn't even relate to my trauma
We come to solutions or we distract from it, or we cuddle, but it's just always there.
I can almost always feel the dumb anxiety or depression feelings, I don't want to
I wish my brain understood that
#im tired of only feeling safe when im overly babied and small. i know at this current time point certain traumas are still really fresh#and i need to let myself acknowledge that and relax and maybe be taken care of on a higher level but#i feel so clingy and embarrassed#and i really wish i wasn't still reminded of things from the past. i hate getting anxious over things from high school or college#that doesn't matter anymore#i don't wanna be so vulnerable and scared all the time#but i think i need to#i just want to be held. feel skin to skin. get kissed and called sweet names#i wanna feel his nails through my hair. hear that hushed voice he does when being soft. i wanna be closer#i wanna be safe and told its not scary. its not bad. instead of how we've been going about things..#cant i just feel secluded and loved? feel protected and small#i wanna be told that my ptsd is a normal reaction and that i dont have to be like i was before. i can take a while to gather myself#to mourn and exist. to just.. be#be however my brain is needing to be in order to relax#i wanna be intimate and romantic and loving and gentle#i feel so guilty over these wants and needs#i wish i didn't have them. i wish i understood that its safe to have them.#i wish i was different#i wish i was me. but me before#when i was stable and felt nice and independent but i still had little moments of softness and needing help. i miss my early early twenties#but. i also miss the feeling of being held tight by him and told nothing could hurt me anymore. that he was gonna keep the bad away#like middle school. keeping the mean kids away#i love him. i want to feel loved#i am loved. i don't doubt that. but i wish i could capture every soft second and live in it forever#and i feel so guilty#trav.txt
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The virgin Leo’s “LOL you remind me of my grandma” VS the chad Celia’s “LMAO I have no idea what’s going on but what’s wrong with just being you”
#i was JUST THINKING ABOUT THIS#and i'm like 'hey it's been a while since i made a zinger at leo LET'S GO RIGHT FOR IT!'#i am so MEAN to him LMFAO#i don't even hate the guy but he's just so EASY to meme on#no but fr i kind of thought that was a clever little parallel being made#someone who sees his classmate as a fellow knight but as someone that needs to be 'protected'#therefore he doesn't really 'know' her#whereas somebody else is missing context but knows her friend just enough to understand she's fine enough as she is#therefore indirectly validating her sense of self-worth#you know that same self-worth michelle was hung up about b/c 'being good does not equal being valuable'#WHEN SHE ALREADY IS#AND SO IS CELIA#they're both BLIND to their own self-worth but that's what makes them just C L I C K#FUCK i just. love them so much#oh. yeah. that other guy's okay too ig#tales of luminaria
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every time it rains instead of snows in the winter I wanna kms ngl
#Is winter just a childhood memory?#Is winter just rain and mud now?#I miss the snow#I'd settle for night starting at NOON if it would only snow (and STICK)#Every time I look outside I feel sooooo bleak.#It was 57 in Pennsylvania a couple days ago#The squirrels don't hibernate anymore#It used to be just my alpine strawberries and the needle leaves of my St John's Wort that stayed green in the winter#And I cheered for them for holding on for so long. Now I see green until December and it's sickening#I was comfortable in SHORT SLEEVES OUTSIDE in nearly January#Christmas songs and movies and decorations are so depressing bc they all include snow#The curriculum at work had the kids make snow gauges that sat in the mud all winter. Measuring nothing.#Several other lessons were anticipating snow. Like looking at it under a microscope and looking for animal tracks#And people just go hehe WaCkY MiDwEsT WeAthEr 🤪 and cheer for warmer temps#It makes me feel crazy.#Don't you get it?????? Our planet is dying!!!!! This should freak you out!!!!!#Just cus cold and snow are inconvenient doesn't mean they are bad and should go away!!!!#Winter is soooo important for our ecosystem#But no one cares about anything but convenience#And I feel like I take on the caring that other people discard about our ecosystems and planet#Cus other people don't cry when the city massacres a wooded area to build condos.#Cus deforestation is more than just killing the life there it also MAKES THINGS HOTTER GODDAMN IT#That is DIRECTLY effecting the local climate#I hate leaving the house and seeing all the land that's being sold that I know is going to get clear cut and seeing a marshy winter#When going outside used to be something I loved. It just hurts so much#Oil executives need to be lined up and shot. Their bodies used as compost.#And like I do what I can. I get kids interested in nature. I plant a native garden. I raise endangered monarch butterflies#Which helps. The year bumblebees were labeled endangered I had tons of them in my yard (New England Aster is great)#But it was absolutely DEVASTATING when i went from releasing 50+ last year to FIFTEEN this year#And like my yard is encrusted with their host milkweed and finding them used to be easy
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if winds of winter comes out and Sansa and Jon's friendship was a TV show hallucination idk what I'll do. set myself on fire? drown in a lake?
#shut up az#something about two siblings who didn't get along out of pure apathy not hate or dislike but pure don't give a shit#growing up to realize they're not actually siblings but choosing to still mean that much to each other and not letting blood separate them#Sansa telling Jon that he will always be a Stark and her brother as long as far as she's concerned meant so much to me idk how to say it#like they both yearned to have their families back and even though they weren't part of what the other missed#when they were reunited they were EXACTLY what the other needed to feel human and safe and loved again#like the fantasies Sansa had of Robb coming to save her and being a noble king were fulfilled by Jon better than Robb could have managed#and Jon yearning for literally any soft female influence in his life and Sansa relearning how to be vulnerable to fill that while#still being strong enough to back him up#like listen. I love Sansa and Arya's dynamic switch too but Sansa and Jon are the Siblings Of All Time#and I refuse to believe that when Jon rode out beyond the wall he doesn't sometimes come home and visit the way Benjen used to#like Sansa is not super maternal but also I think when Jon yearned for a mother he really just wanted someone who would put him first and#Sansa literally always did once they were reunited like she was immediately like my brother is my king. also I'm making him clothes.
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what's wrong with dry food??? my humans feed me it all the time and i think it's fine
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op wheres the natural feeding option
🌲 outdoorsy Follow
you guys are getting fed?
#im a barn cat so maybe im missing something here #meowtthew don't look
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☀️ pawsitive-affurmations Follow
ITS OKAY TO BE A MOGGIE
ITS OKAY TO BE A MOGGIE
YOU ARE NOT LESS VALID IF YOU ARE NOT A SPECIFIC PEDIGREE!!!!!
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extra special shout out to cats who have "common" coat colors. grey tabbies and black cats i am rubbing against your head affectionately <3
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as a grey tabby i really needed to hear this :"3
#i feel like i never see positivity posts for moggies even tho we're the most common type of cat....
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i cant believe there are cats ACTUALLY advocating for kittens to be separated from their mothers before 12 weeks??? kittens still need to learn how to interact with other cats before being placed into their furever home omg you guys know you're advocating for undersocialized and aggressive cats right
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um op some of us??? matured early??????? i was separated from my mother at 7 weeks and i turned out fine... interesting how you assume that kittens being separated from their mothers at a younger age will lead to the degeneracy of the next generation...hmm i wonder where i've heard that before...
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OP got bit too hard during a play-fight as a kitten and it shows XD
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also op have you ever considered that just because somecat is kind of scared and unable to deal with strange cats or humans, it doesn't mean they don't deserve to be adopted?? you sound like a vet psyop honestly
🎵 rage-against-the-meowchine Follow
oh meow god saying that kittens should be fully weaned before leaving their mother is NOT veterinarian rhetoric and i never said that they deserve to be euthanized!!! my mother literally died when i was 3 weeks old and it seriously messed up my development so stop putting words in my mouth, thanks
anyway friendly reminder that underweaned kittens are prone to illness and often struggle with basic cat behaviors like litterbox usage, and in some nyavinces it's even considered kitten abuse
#discourse #cant believe "kitten abuse is bad" is controversial now
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BORN TO DIE
WORLD IS A FUCK
猫神 Kill Em All 1989
I am trash cat
410,757,864,530 DEAD BIRDS
#outdoorliving #outdoorcats please interact #outdoorcat friendly
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can't believe cats are uncritically reblogging that born to die world is a fuck post. i know it's funny but op is literally an outdoor cat truther
#like cmon now you just have to go to their blog #lulu speaks
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gentle reminder that pushing cups off the table is not cute and can cause a lot of distress in your human!!!! gentle reminder that our teeth and claws can easily hurt them more than they can hurt us!!!!
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evil reminder that the cup should always be pushed off the table. evil reminder that you should always bite and claw at your human no matter what. you can do whatever you want forever
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make your own pawst
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umm i know a tomcat who did that and his human ended up putting him down so...
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Nyaverage shelter cat behavior
#not nyaruto #re-nyab #pickles shut up
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saw two male cats sleeping together on the porch today. homeow behavior imo
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hey um what the fuck??? it's really not okay of you to go assuming other cat's sexualities, especially cats you don't even know???? as a queer cat i'm VERYY uncomfortable. real-ass cats didn't consent to your nyaoi fetish, thanks
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1. i was making. a joak
2. i'm literally gay???
#literally what's your pawblem
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reblog if you've ever caught the laser pointer
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i know you fuckers are lying
🍭 gaykittens Follow
this tom hasn't caught the laser pointer
🎩 amazingcatshow12 Follow
shut the heull up
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🐾 b-e-a-n-t-o-e-s Follow
grey toebeans >>>>>>>>> pink toebeans and don't let the haters make you believe otherwise
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op shut the fuck up ALL toebeans are beautiful!!! just bc you're miserable and insecure doesn't mean you can bring others down based on things they can't control
🐾 b-e-a-n-t-o-e-s Follow
oh so the cat-human separationist wants to preach to us
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